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ӦȪѾطϢȥ
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9 ͦ3
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ӦǳӦͷСһνӻͣӦȪһ԰ڱ¼ҪЩʲôȥ
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Ӧſţ֪ΪʲôȻʦȻᣬȴܲһ㣬ôһ˾Щη
ηͬʱֻ˾еģ־ǧ֮ʣһ֡ûվߵĸоʲôһԺԵЩ롣
ӦͻȻЩڣʦˣȴӦҴһУ᲻̫Сˣ
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10 ͦ4
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ӦͰ׾̸ں棬ȻҲûŶһֱעӦǳޱݡӦǳģʵ˺ܶޱ֮顣
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11 ͦ5
ݸղǸ̬ǰһӽࡣޱӦǳ˱ߣȥ˸̳кǼ˳ԡ
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12 ͦ6
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ôˣݣڳʲô
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13 ͦ7
ӦǳûнͣһԵӦҲѾôˡֻһֻɫԲʣ˿ĵشԼĿ㶵ޱǰһʹĵ˵š
Ӧû뵽ݵϻڴɫѿࡣֻſڣͿӦǳ˸Ҫ룬ʱȰס
ݣ˵ʲôôѹ̫ˣޱһʼ˯Ѿûˣݵıʮֲ⣬һ˿
СޱͱЩӰ˵ˣȥҽ赼ѹͺˣϵıʮֱ棬ҪǸղſһģӦ㲻ĻΪޱڵġ
ӦǳѾߵӦߣӦЩصڣ㣬ǸƭޱҪǲ˵Ļ
Ӧǳ̾˿ҡҡͷС˼ףеĵ֪ʱ˵˼ɱȹҪӶˣƲô⡣
Ӧ򴽣˼ǣ
Ӧǳ΢΢Ʋ죬С㻹ǲǵ˵ѵĻǲίеġ
Ӧ˵ͷӦǳֵһʼСſڵһۿޱѵʱҾ͸оѲˡ
ӦͬʱݵȷʵѰţʯ𻨼뵽˺ܹؼһ㡪
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ݼĥ˰Ƥޱû룬￪ʼЩͷҲࡣ
СޱҶ˵ЩƭǮĽƭӣôǲң
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˰³ܵӦȪͻȻڣС㣬ѸղŰҹ͵͵ﵽǷʱץһЩ
ӦǳѸղŶĲݸֽ˹ȥƳݡԾŮźûӣ뷢ֹ˼ޱԱߣ
ޱӹＸŰɫݸֽŤŤдšҲŹġּŤɲٽϸղӦȪĻϵıһѿ
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ӦȪȻڣС㣬㻹ǵʱ˵ռǱȹʲôⶼûаɣ
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Сޱ̸˶ˣһЩƭӣұģ´ܲסҲû취ˡ
һʮεؿڣСޱʵ״̬ͳˣղЩݸֽϵĶ...ԼдġҹһҾͷˣֲҽ㣬״̬أֻλȥİЩˡ
ޱüͷһšݣ㵽˵ʲô
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ݼûӦɫҲ࣬ޱò᲻Ұɣ̸ô꣬ôģң֮ζûУ
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һһֱûӦǳϱʮֱ䣬ѾȫȥˣˣݣҿǲײĲᣬڲôȥ㴫أ
ӦҲȥˣһԼժһɶʺԲ˵ﻰ⻹ƵƵԼָޱر
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ҿûôõĿڲţʵʤ۱磬СŮɡ
ݵıѾȫŤˡ
Ӧǳָһ㣬˳¼ƽ棬㿪ԶƵݸޱ
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ԴҹӹֻܵҹĻȻܶ࣬㹻ҿ廭е˭ˡ
ƵУ΢һ죬ɳ̲TӰбϷĻУӰȥͷǱߣŽվڼ䷿ǰĵú󣬰򿪷ſû˯š
ӦͰ׾Ǽͷʱ޺ƹͶһǳǳĹӳݽİ
Ӧǳ̲סһ䣬񾭲ӦǳȻ֪⣬Ҳû뵽ݾȻСĵҪ¿ͷĳ̶ȣƵʱҲǱһ
ݼΪСģзǳģÿ䷿ǰһվþãŻĲ鿴
̥񡣡һֱûôͻȻðһ˻ӦΪȵؿһۡ
һӰֻ˻νŲԷ˺ܶࡣӰڲ輸ǰĴӵͳŲݸֽһֻʡʼһһֽдʲô
Ӧǳֻɳһֱڸ߶Ƚע˶ݸû֣ڲ輸ǰֻظ¼
ޱѾȫˣ΢΢ͷؿݣݣʲô˼
Ѿ˵ϰ˸߸̬Ծһͷ飬ǿЦѣôʲô
ޱЦЦÿ쾫ţɹҪҽĳ̶ȣ
Ӧǳ俪ڣɲǿЦ£Զֹڴ˰ɣ
ϱѺۣޱ˻ɲؿӦǳӦ㣬˼ǣ
Ӧǳͷ°ͣû´ĻӦûʲô


14 ͦ8
ԣݸղŻͱ˵һӻ˲٣Ǳס˲һس
ޱͶ˶ϵıѿƺǰŭɤһݣ뺦ң
ѼӲ仰Ϸӵ쾡£ֱˣȻҶѻޱƽֲ˵ȵȡ
ӦǳòͷӦȪֱֺӽҿʼѰҡӦȪͳһ̣ͭޱתһȦָŷɫ˿Ĵ󴲵
⣬ޱݣҵסҵģ˯ߣװȫ˼
ӲͷƤ㲻ңҪЩƭӵĻûʲô˵ˡ
ޱû˵ݿʼ񿴵ЩͷƤʱޱƽͬһ䣬ݣԼ˵㵽װʲôģ
ӦޱûǵĵֲǷǣתҲңӦȪӦǳ˴ϱ߽߱ǽǣʱûҵ˵
ӦǳƺЩˣվһؿצݡӦԥƬ̣㣬ЩɹݹɵľˣǿƬ...
ӦǳӦ˼ĵؿһ棬˼ƭӶѣҪɱ൱鹦ģ£һ˲Ϊ˼Լ
Ӧһ㶣ô˵ĻƬʵ⣿
Ӧǳ̾˿Ƭû⣬ȷʵʵƬСǷΪꡣ»Ұȵλ꣬Ϊ꣬ȴǻ˵ꡣЩǳϵˣϵľԼꡣ
Ӧͷô˵ƬǸޱޱԼꣿ
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ӦҲһ£ޱһ޸ĸĹŮһʲСŲû뵽òǼ̷£ⲻǵųԾ
һԵӦȪ˺þöûҵϲɵһ˲Ӧ⸽ôûС
ˣ̵ޱ㿴ûУҸ˵Щƭӣ˵ҷʲôأĶأ
ޱûбܣϵı˿̿ñɲˣݣٻˮ㣬ûҵղǸƵҲ嶤֤ݡ
£ͻȻתѡҡһȺûµԲУư׿ֻʮߵߵŶ
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СӦǳͫ׽ʧǸѸְڼᣬһƵʧķģӦı˺ףҲҪа
ӦתֻƳһĨɫеʹûдһɱһĺ
Ҳ٣Ҫ
תӦ׾̲֪ʲôʱתһֻݾŰڼ󣬸ղŰڼڵˤ˸Сӣݵš
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뵽СջӦûþͲԼ߳£Ӧǳĥĥȥ͸һţֱӰһһװ˼߷ڵش˰ûǸġ
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Ӧǳݵˣ˵ʼֻǵ˼񶾵Ĵ˵Ļھڿһɱδɱ˷
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Ӧǳޱһ֮ǰĹͬʱӦȪӦȪɡ
ޱ·һĹһֱĨᣬ...ԣ챨еĴߣ
ֹסطٴĹҲû뵽Լͬͬס˯ô˾ȻһֱҪء
ͷҵڵϵݵͻȻЦʲôƾ⼸ŻƷҵİҸǣҿͶǸ⽨ţ
ıʮƶ·ǰԤ˽ĳ棬ҲʮȷշɵĻû취ô
Ȼƾ⼸ŻƷˡӦǳһЦһš
ݣŮѵĸЩʲôҲ²£Ӧǰҩɣ
ޱĲȻֹס˲ŵؿݣ·һʶһ㻹ҩ°ҩ
ֲãֲһֱɻҪǴκȾƺȶˣƬǲˡƽ˯ߣôǷµԼȴһûио
ϣһ㶯ͱˡ
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15 ͦ9
Ӧǳۣݣ˼湻ģôȥݹ簡
ݵЦȫסҲ˵κηĻֻǴԭأ񱻳һ
׾̶־ûʲôȤ˺ǽֽͰվӦߣ۾ȻڿݺޱӦܾߵʦѾ֪̫鵽ȥˡ
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ӦǳǵȻԭҲôģӦȪȥﴦǽϵǼŷֽӦڿߵޱߣҪǰοʵָ΢΢Ůӡ
ޱԾǸޱȻӦĥҲû˵ʲôĻѾӦ˼΢΢ЦЦлл㰡Сʦ
ӦҡҡͷҪ̫ϣҪȥûҪΪġ
ޱǿЦȥͷԼ΢ָų
ûΪģֻѹǲûп˵۹⣬ô궼ûԼʲôţ񣬻̫˻͸ˡ
Ĭһ˲ֵʵʱ̲ס룬˵ĻǲǶԵģǲȷʵɵܴ......

ޱ̧ͷӦ˫ᶨ
ޱܴһ㶼Ҫ˵ĻҡԼġҪɵĻô̷ӳһߵڣ
ޱ˫ãɢȥеɻؿڵ...Сʦô֪Ҽ£
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ޱȻһվθ࣬Ӧڳ˺ö࣡
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ޱ˵ţת鷿óһಾ˷һƬݸӦ
Ӧ۽ӹʱǲȥǰûʲôϤˣĴڸֺϡȥҲ֪ãɴûȥˡ
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ӦȪһۺҲ̲סЦӦ΢ץƬҪԼţ˭ָ֪ȴ˳ָˡ
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ʱӦƬϵվλܿǸЩƧĺӣҵѧرż֮ĸֶֻӦʵʵ˫ִȱߣһ˫˫ۿͷƺЩš
΢˫Ǻڵϰһģһ
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ʮ侲ӦǿޱĲӦͻȻоһǿҵģ˵Υ͸С
ܸо񲢲ֻ
ǰ˻Ǳ¼ľԱһǶʮһͻǹ˸꣬Ӧһ顣ӦȪӦǳûʲôرӦرӦǳ;Աһ
˱Цеͳ֡
ޱΪ˸лǣҪԶٷڷϰõļ۸ίпӦȪ
ӦӦȪһ˵΢ź֧ԣܻµʱ򣬱Цθۡ
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Ϊڲһ˰ɡ
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ֱޱߵӦǳǱߺӦԺ仰
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ߵޱͷЦеغӦǳ˵ұߺӾеޱȴֱֱ涢žеӦ¶һЦݡ
ԭǿɲĳӦȴûиоκΣ֮⣬ҲվյƬһľһ˵İĺů
ӦؿžеޱޱкʵеޱһݣȴʵޱһǷǳ
ޱӦգۣƺڸлһ㡣
Ӧ
Ӧһתͷߵİ׾
æ񣬡ʦҸղſޱ
תͷȥеǸޱˣԾǴޱغӦǳ
һз·ͬþһ㣬Ӧ̲סۣղ˾еһޱ΢Ц
׾̵ûµġ
仰·ʲôħӦޱֵӰԶȥ
л˵
һֱ棬һֻ£֪ʽûдOTZ˵Ļٸ


16 ͦ10
ӦңӦԾǸӾ￴ġޱޱָоЩͬһϿޱƬʮֿɲղźӾޱȴ...û̫ɭֲĸо
ӦӦүӺӦްײڼУƺǳŰȥˡӦǳӦȪѾϰ˵ӣ˵ҹ˾Ҳкܶ£Լ˱Ƚæ
ӦǹŸղųϿĻڿϢʱ̲סӦǳڵ㣬ܸоޱûô򵥡
ƺûӡ
ϵӦǳҲ˵ͷǼʦֵĻƷСҲ˰ɣȻǸ˼յĲݰǼŻƷ...ǻʵĶ
Ӧ̱Ӧǳ˵ĻģʵĶ֮ǰ¼ʱݲ˵ֻһ𣿡
ھ¼ʱ򣬰Աһ߽ѵݷ⽨ţһѯЩǴĶġʱѾƱ磬ʵʵ˵ʶһԳƻЩ΢̣Ȧֱ֮΢ġ
ʱðԱϴһָ˿һթƭΣ
һԵӦȪóǼŻƷڿĵƹϸϸ鿴šƷֽᱡʺɰдµһӦķţԵʮֲꡣ
˵ʵһʼҺӦȪожʱҲֻΪƭ˵ĲСЧҲ˼ƶѣû뵽ȻӦǳϵıء
ӦȪͬУȦ˴Ҵ¶ʶ˭ЩʲôҲеסû˵ĸͬ...΢̵ġ
Ǹе˲΢ţֻбµ˿ڱѹ⣬˭ȥŪȦԼ˵Ȧⶫֻ˸оƭӰˡ
Ӧǳ̾˿ɣҪ͵˵Ķ׬Ǯ鷳ʹˡ
Ӧһһ䣬ԥһºǿڣ磬ղǻʱڳ...ֿ֮ǰƬޱֵķӰˡ
ӦȪһӦûƷԭޱԼҲܾô죬»ҪһŻĹ
Ӧ˶٣ҡҡͷҸо...ԭ򡣡
ӦǳӦȪ׷תͷӦһǰı㶼ѧϰЩģЩܱֻƾֱ˵ǻеſڿ֮ӡ
ӦǳûоӦôֻһºɣɽµķô˵ˣʵҸ£ޱļȷʵֻ꣬ޱһģһӦþޱɢġ
һԵİ׾̺Ȼڣô˵ˣǾȫ̽ˣԼԶһ£
ӦǳͷƤһ飬εعЦһ...ϾǷô˵Ҿÿ϶û...
Ű׾ԽԽݵɫ˫һϵͷԲʦ̫˵Ļˣ
׾̲ÿɷ񣬶ӶݺõĲһڡ
Ӧǳһ˫ֺʮҡţһ߲סӦ
Ӧ֪׹ϽԲ˱㷢ݲԾȻҲ벻һ㡣
˭֪׾䲻һۣӦ˵˵ôµġ
Ӧû˵ڵԲһԵӦǳĵظ˸͵ƣʾ󵨿ڡ
֪ηҽ鱾Ҫ˼棬㲻õ˵޷׾̳
ӦֻӲͷƤڡ
Ҿ...ޱ棬о֮⻹һЩûĵ㡣
̧ͷ۰׾̣׾Ծƽ飬Ҳûп˵ʲô˵ȥ
ҾòԾĵطޱ˵мڼ¡ȷʵǼŻƷڣޱܵӰ죬ҹʶѵ³šݼȻ°ҩӦû˯úܳŶ...ҩҩв겻ҲпܣҲֻǲ²һ¡
ӦȪ˼С˵öԣ꣬ǻ˵ĻǣҲҪڡж˺Сģ֮ǰҲ̹Ϊ˷ֹޱҹͻȻѹޱµİҩСޱ˯Ļ˵ûа취ǿӰжġ
Ӧǳƣ⵹ǶԵģЩܲٿԼҲֻܲٿԼǳϣԾͣԭѹʱãҲͬĵ
ӦӦȪͬĻȻܹ½Լ˵һͶԣõӦϾһǳĵ£˵ȥ
ݵ˵Ҳ֪ǸƷжЧһʼҲֻΪޱɹظ㵽ʼʧ˲Żޱҹ...ҾúݵĹ󡣡
׾̵ͷʾ˵
һ...ޱ˵һʼֻԼſڻС¥£ˣԼһվ...ʼֻǾеֲûжеĹϵϸ룬ޱٶǲĿԡ
ӦȪ˼ʼգޱһֱжһʼǼſڣȻСڣǷվ...ҪԶסĵطһ
˵һڼ˵Ժ･ֻ֣Ծɲʡ
Ӧܸож·...·֪ΣգΣʶޱ뿪һ
Ӧǳͬ⣬Ծе󡣡ûйǰһ㶼ί˵йϵ׺Ĺ֮ˣΣպҪίԶ...Ǿղ˵ģһޱҾ͸ܹˣĵȷȷûκߵϢȻǸĸе֣ҲֻӸĹʵӰ첻̫ġ
ӦȪһҺСҲĶһ
ӦǳڿޱȷʵԾ
һ·ֻصԭ㡣ìܵ㣬һоô¡
׾һһֱûӦͻȻ򵽣׾̴Լ
ʱǡôʾҲǱҪģڼץ֮ʣ׾̺ȻʩʩȻڣʲô˻ȫһ£
ӦѸڴźƶ֪ʶð׾˵ֻȽϺ⡣˵ĳʱģʲô˻޽ӽȫһ£
һʧ˫̥
ӦǳӦȪһסˡ
벻˫̥ޱӦͬѧӦûޱʲô˫ֵܽãĹޱȫûһ˫ӵĴڣѹûޱ᲻˫̥
Ӧǳ⿪ڵСޱ˫̥һ𣿡
ӦȻµ˰׾ʵĽ⣬ȴҲԾͷԣ֪ķΧ˫̥...Ҳû˵˫̥...ҼǵǶŮĸȥͱˡ
ӦȷһСǣޱ˫̥õĻǲܲصסôһ˵ģο...ҲûҪ
ȫָһӦǳǸһҪ壬Ȼץӷεӣʹ绰ӦʶҪһޱ
ӦӦȪٿ׾ʱһԣϵı鲢гһı飬˸о֪ȫࡣ
һӦǳһ鵽ˡ


17 ͦ11
Ӧ˶䣬ôޱ˫̥𣿡
Ӧǳԥһ£΢ص˵ͷ...˫̥ãǺ˫̥̫һ
Ӧ˫۲ʶ΢΢ͷŵ绰վŵӦǳ
Ӧǳ̲סһգ鵽һԵİ׾̣ǿѹ¶ŪӦ˼˵¡
ֽ֪̥𣿡ӦǳῪڡ
ֽ̥ӦԼĴ֪ʶһ£ȷԼʺİʲô˼
ԱߵӦȪһӻȻڵϵǴ˸£̲ס˴צӡ
ӦǳӦıŲ֪
ֽ̥Ƕ෢˫̥еһĸһ̥ʱΪȥ̥֮ʶػΨһĸ֡
ʱ̥ûһ̥ͻὥӪĸΪһ̥Դȫա
˶٣ʵ̥һգֻʣһ̥Ӳϡ٣аٷ֮ʮҵļʷкܶ˿֪ԼǸ̥ʱиֵܽõġ
Ӧǳ˵е㲻ֱ̫ۡ
ʶÿԭʼı֮һྺʵǺָߵйأ˵ʱܻ̲סǸеëëġ
οӦǳӦȪһ̥˵͸侳Ŀֲˡƫƫֲв֪Է֮ĿֲУﾺ棬޷ֿľԹĿֲ
ӦȪȻ׽ĸܣӹ
һ˵̥ྺĹĸھͻɣһ̥δ֮ܳʱգֻһӤʱҲһЩСʵ⡣
ҽѧϵĶʧ̥ܵѾΣ޷ȫգĸ֮ʱһӤһֻʣε̥...̥ͨһѹգͱֽƬ̥
˵ԶЩˡӵбεһҲеëȻ
ǵĶ̥ѾӵУҲѾӵǵˡĸ屻յĹͬǰֵգֿʵʵǻΪǰ̥Ѿˡ
ӦһӦȪδ֮Ҳ˵ֽ̥ġ
Ӧǳѿڵ...˲һޱʱҽԺ˵ޱǷֽ̥ޱȷޱȻֽ̥...Ҳ˵ֽ̥ޱá
ͣһ£̲סٴ˵ǸֽƬӤշʱͻᶯ...ûˣҲûȡ˵ôȡʱĽҽӡְתҽԺȥˣ˺ü˲Ŵ
Ӧ̲ס...ǿķеӰʵޱޱã
׾ڿڣΪ̥ѾһգβδȫֽƬӤֽƬӤȻҲ࣬ͨĸѾȻҲ壬º󻹻ŵġȻֻǻһ˲䡣
ӦҲһЩõؿڲ²⣬Ҳ˵ޱ...Ȼʶ˵ȻȻ˽ޱͬУ
׾¶һЦݣβ΢̵Ư˫䣬ӦЩ˼ԼǸǳԵСӵĴ
ĸᾺ̥֮ûޱֵͬܽõϣΪĸδֻȫ㲻ˣȻҲûꡣ
ޱ...ֻ˵ʮֺҲʮִɡ
ӦǳͻȻˣôȷޱöޱûжأޱӦȪƬҲˣֻ˵...ǻ˵ġ
ӦҲЩ㣬ıģĸﱻֵܽöȥĻ......˵᲻Թһ
ޱѾӵ˻ǣһֵʵҲ൱ϧġ
ٴλںӾ￴ޱõı飬ȷʵûио⣬Щлζ
׾ҡҡͷᣬ˵̥ԣյһͷǷҲֻǸ̥ޱҲˣޱûȡ֣Ҳ
ӦȪԶޱ˵Ϊ̥ǿ׳ͬΪ˫һ£Ѿ˻ֽƬӤӵлȥĻᡣ
׾ףˣʹûһڣޱõĻҲޱڲŵԴޱ£һȥԱޱڱԼ
˫ãʵѹͬˣΪһ塣
û´Ļޱ˵ޱûӰͲٿޱģײûɢޱ겻ȣޱòܹӰӦǳΪ飬˳ž۳һ
ӦȻԣޱѾΣˣҪŽϿ뿪......
˿ڳ˶һͷˮγһ쾡µĻȻС
ޱSˣֻǸСӣǳ״ӦǳѹͲ뵽Ҫȥޱ
ޱ˫õͻĬĬ֮£û˻֪ҪŽԶˡ
Ҳһ
ӦǳȻǸΪˬŮӣ˼൱ϸ壬ȻЩġ
ȻҲԸ̫...ޱûгٶһҲల£һҪԱ岻Ļһ֪ޱԭƽ
ӦͷΣϰԵ򴽣ҾòᣬҸоޱöޱȫûж⣬෴ƺĽ㡣
ӦǳԸⷴӦ ֹ...Сôȷأ
Ӧ룬ϵ
ӦǳȻҲ⣬ҪޱڵΣҲ̫
ʱޱӦ΢ţӦڵ󣬱˵ӦǳٿڼﻹûвԾĵط鲻ӸƵ
ޱȻӦӦȪֻĻ̫СɴֱõԴ˹ȥ
Ƶܿ챻𣬶ޱȦ죬ƺտ޹ԾǸƤõı飬ӦòûбӰ̫࣬ƵչӦǳܸ˵ش˸к
Ӧеʵ£ޱҼǵеʱ̷ҹúܲ죬ʱûʲô鷳ɣ
ޱü̷һƭҸĸŲͱճҪɧʱûɵģҰĶȫˡ
Ӧһ£Ҽǵ̷Ļͦģ㻹ǵõʱôЩ𣿡
ޱԵЩȤ׼һֻ˵̷Щ£̸ԼӦԵϸʱȴЩΡ
...Сʵʵʵ˵Ҷе㲻ǵʱôˣֻǵʱɴˣһıǸƭˣҸ˵ɶţûȡǮ


18 㣨1
ӦһûٶʣӦǳӦȪ˼
ʵʱҲô£оԼ˸һﻹףֲԼġޱͷЩ˼֮ǰôΪ...ݸϴԵо񲡣񾭷ѣ˫˸ʲôġ
Цһ䣺ΪһǱȽϼᶨˣû뵽ôױӰ찡
ӦĬȻƬ̣Ӧǳǽ»⣬СŮС˵ǳеʱ̷ģʱ㻹ͦСİɣ
ޱͷѧϵıȽ磬ʱʮһ껹ʮš
ӦǳӦȪһۣ˵ղޱõҲޱжĻȴôˡ
ޱûо̫࣬ʮһĺܲƻĳƭתǼ൱һ顣
ڣһ˽
Ӧ룬Ǵ֪ޱޱ֪ԼʵǸ˫̥𣿡
ޱһ˫̥ɣǶŮڱҲôдŵġ
ӦǳСŮȤĻ֮ȥҽԺ鵵Ӧиز˵˫õġ
ƵеޱƺǾˣض˶ȴû˵ʲôӦٽͼʱȴһط˹ȥ
ޱƺҵĴϺƵģһ洿״ʯױ̨ǶŷεĲȻȻصӳޱıӰ
еޱͻȻ˶󻺻תͷͶߡ
ͷ˵ޱƲûжԾЩɢڴϵơ
Ӧ˫ۣѾĹ쾰󣬵ԾɻúЩʶؿӦǳӦȪɺغޱ˵ŻƺûпƵϵĹ컭档
Ӧָ΢̲סŤͷٿ׾̣պײ׾̵ߡ
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ӦӦǳޱ˵ȻһײĶ
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ѧרҵҲû£ѡ޾еˡӦǳӦȪѧѧڣӦǳܻظһЩԺͳڱȽϿɵĿΣ˹ȥ
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ӦڻǵԼͷڰ׾̲ʱײӵʹͰ׾סڱǵʱϵǹʮĵζ
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Ӧվһų󣬰׾ǰԲϡӦ͵ֻǰ׾̾ƵģֻҪӦһʼ˫Ư۾׷ˡ
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׾˳ֽӹֻɨһ۾ͷŻϡ
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֪һ׾һŲٽ
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ӦСţȻ׾̳ӦԲִֻʵʱ̫ţ´ηЩ
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Ӧ˼صͷʦĽף̫žͻòȱʣдĶǶ߶µġ
׾̵ӰʧſڣӦĥ˺þãȻ֪زղţʦǲڰο
ʱ򣬲ڷİ׾̵Ҳڡ˳Եһ룬ǰͻȻһ󶯾ư׿ֻʮߵߵŶ幨ܺMTBLCC
װǳǳˣһδ˵ľˣûӰӦһ൱رֺתŮ
һ๥һˮţӦǳ̧ͷʣˣ
ӶɢһŮ߽˲ӦŮ˵סˡ
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Ǹ൱㡣
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ŮһӦϪԾɹؾصֱͦűĵɶ˼Ϊʲôвʦܣ
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19 㣨2
ʦ...ͽܡ
ӦϪڴĻһ۸߹Ըеϻһ˿ŵı
ʦͽܣҪƺӦΪʦ壿
Ӧǳ̾˿ӦϪļ򣬡ʦ֮ǰҲû뵽ҵıܾȻҵʦ塣ĺ
Ӧһû˵ӦǳӦϪ˵ȫˣϽҡҡͷϪͽ־ͺˡǧʦ壬ӦǳãӦϪλӰǽʦ...ļ׵ܶҪһ䡣
͵͵˰׾һۣܸоڰ׾Ͽһ˿޵Ц⡣
ʦҲͦȤζİӦĬĬ롣
ˣôˣҰǱ𣿡ӦǳתӦϪڡ
ӦϪ̯̯֣ͷ˵ĻǳڵģҲȥһǰڽ׶ε׼׼ҾͻѽҵϷмûء
ӦǳءŶһϷҼǵþ֮ǰӪرǸֲƬǰɣ
ӦƽʱעȦһģӦǳ˵Ҳ֪ϪҲӦϪȷʵڱȽϳԱ֮һеʱϻ֯ӦϪӰò˵ӦϪݼȷʵܳ뻯
ӦϪͷԣǸƬӡ͸ˣԱгͻɣҲ֪ôЭģһֱϵڶûꡣ
Ӧǳпһ£ǰȥͿͨˣһζһˣƻ˶Ҫˡ 
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Ӧ̲סЦЦӦ˵ֲƬҲǳ˿Ƭһĸо
ӦϪڸӦǳʱֻͻȻһʾ׾̾˸ֻߵС԰ȥˡ
϶ʱֻʣӦǳӦа׾ˡԭӦǳҪӦһ˲̫ɴ˻Ӧ졣
׾̵ҲûߣһֱԱ߾ţҲֳһԿСˣӣƯӦһһ̲סϷ
Ӧǳϵر٩ɽ٩ӦСʱϵʲô׶԰ʱ򣬹˵绰ӦϪˣϱЩء
Ӧǳ̲ӦϪ̬û֮ǰôˣô¡
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ӦϪȻҵϷҲӦҳˣһȫԼģٲãӦǳӦȪ԰æ
׾û˵ָĦŲյ
ӦϪҧҧЩÿΪǱߵԵʲӦʦͷϵģ...Ѿˡ
ӦǳıҲˣ¾Ͳý...ֳģͲʲôССֵķˣһ൱յĶ
ѹӦϪתͷ󵽰׾ͷϣΪ¾ҲȷԼԵỹûʦӦǳӦȪˣһǣȥ˷亦
׾ԾûӦӦϪеϰµģ붯׾̳˷ǳ٣ҪǸǹڱȽ֪İ֮һҲû˵Ȼ治һ԰׾̿ڡ
Ӧү岻ã˹ѾܶûнӹˣӦްӦүӵ֣˾벻ˡ
ЩţȻӦ뼸˶
ˣǱ𣿡
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ӦӦҲͦõģڿкһʦ¶ˡ
һۣ׾ȻǸղǸ飬һЦ⡣²豭ڿڣ˼ˣ
ӦϪظ׾Ȼû˵Ӧѯ˾˵æ
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ӦҲɵѾ³ļ״̫ѰȻҲӦϪɫôѿˣοĻͿԽ
ӦϪ̲סСؿ°׾̵飬...ʦæ𣿡ѯʵĺί񣬵ûȫί
׾üͷ΢š
ӦϪϽҲԶڸеĺ꣬ǱܺãƵ궼ûǼµġ֤ʦŵžţžվš
׾šŵüͷɿһЩƱɡ
ӦһԹԹţȻмʦˣһǶ˵ҲԷżˣúϰһ֮ǰʦ̵ķʦһϲ
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ͱһֱнӻôõĶᵱȻ©ǡô˵ŻƱʦӦϪӦǳӦȪ뻹и
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׾̵ٴ𣬡Ӧ֤֪ɣӦϪһԵͷ֮ȥӦް׾֪ˡ
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ӦᣬҲֻǼѧ˼ǿƵķĶѣ
㲻ȥǳɫ۾ڶ
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ղŵȥǲȥӦҲ̫Լ뷨ˡֻ֪׾˵ӦϪƱһ̣е΢΢
׾˵Ҫһȥ֮е΢ظˣֱ˼ϣûбżĸоɡ
ʦղŻں侲ӦϪ˵飬תͷȴӦе...ССĿģ
ˣԼŲ˼ҲûʲôԺзżٵĻᣬʶһµӰֳǺѵõġ
ӦϪаЧʣõ׾̵׿Ϻ̺ӦǳƱȥˣ˼ǧ򻯵Ӧͱ鵭İ׾̡
һ׾̿ӦԺ綼㾭ѧϰһ£ԺҲæҡ
Ӧͷˣллʦʦ˵öԣʶһѧϰһǺõģϾԺҲܸʦһӡ
ֻһ׾ȻӦϪ˵ľƵûǼµģ͵ȸٰɡ
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20 㣨3
ӦĿ࣬˰죬Լ˺ö裬һžܹʦһƬģһְһҪСȥѧϰû뵽ʦľȻ...ԵǶȸ٣
ȥ˵ľ鿴ʦﱻ赭д˵ɶȼ١ʦϵļ...ĺڲͬ
ͷϺһůӦ̧ͷǰİ׾ͷϲ֪ʱЦݡɫ˿۽ޣԵЩ䣬Ц֮ȴ¶޶˵Ӧͷһ
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ӦûɻSѧҲġһεЩ㲻ǻƺͰ˵е㲻˼΢졣
ӦȪȥϴּ䣬ӦǳӦϪȥıˮֻʣӦڵİ׾ΪտĺŹ㲥ѭǻϢ
Ӧ΢ҪһŪЩˣؼ߻иʦ׾̣Ȼ˼ð׾̿Լһ档
ĻƱ˰󣬲ſһŴڣƺǻǻƵĵطӦﰵ˿׼ȥ
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ӦϪȻŵİ׾̺һԵ䣬̾˿ڰ׾̿ʱʮ־Լ͹ȥȥˡ
ΪӦϪǸԭγŴе͵ҲûʲôֶΣֻǴ˸īѼñ¡ǵĿĵǸպܳγУ˲٣ӦϪвԵͻأ
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ȥCеĺ߲̣ΪѧпεԭӦϪĵضƱϺʱ䣬˷ɻѾҹˡ
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ӦϪһŵضӦţһעŰ׾̵ı飬׾΢аãʾ⹤ԱϽ·
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׾ԭͳƯЩĪƽΪһֱ䵭û̫ԭԵ൱ĸ䣬лŮģʽӦϪ䲻١
۵İ׾̣ϸ׽ëסβ΢̵˫ۣ˿Ҳ͵شڶߣûƽȻĿ⣬Ե˲١
ҲʱӦеĴ׾̵Ȼ׾ƽʱҲֻ䵭һ㣬ûԵúףбְǶӦܾÿ׾̿еðʦ
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Ӧ̲ס߿пӽӦҵڣûһӦˡ׾ð⡪ʦôôÿģȦҲûʲôɡ
ſţӦִ۾Լ΢ЩС˫֣̲סе㲻ζԼʦ̫ͨˣʲôˣô
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ղŻĿ˯˵İ׾̣֪ʲôʱۣƽԾ۽΢΢ʹȻԵЩᡣ
Ӧû뵽׾̾ȻˣһӾסˣŲĿ⣬һ˲˲غͰ׾̶š
׾ԾǿΣ΢΢ͷ˷ֺδģ͸ղŵĲֻ˫˫ۣͬŶӦ
ΣӦ׵۽΢΢˶Ȼ׾̱ƽһЩߣһǰɳơ
Ӧ˯һ˾ҡ
ӦϽŲߣŶ...Ŷʦ˯ɣҿš
Ƭ̼žӦΪ׾Ѿֱ۾ʱȴ䲻һЦ
ǰŵӦȪͷһбʹ˯ӦϪӦǳֹƺо˰Ķ
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ЦǴ
ӦһʵʵţһĲۣ˫۵İ׾ƺһ˿޵Ц⡣
̲סϰ򴽣ٶͶ⣬īҹٻιɽ֡
Ҳ֪Լʲôʱ˯ȥģѹʱһ΢ҹϣʻ˿ҪĺڣӦϪǰſ˵㳵ҹ紵൱
ӦԼӦʦ·˺ýæֱӣһŤͷ׼а׾̡
ȴ׾ѾˣԭλƿȪˮţ۾΢䣬û˵ʲô
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21 㣨4
Сˣҿڰ·Ͼ˯ˣ˰ɣӿеƣӦϪԭĴӦֻһ㳵˺ɴѳȫˡ
Ӧһ۾һ濴ȥCǸγУȻǳģ±SҪߺܶࡣƺǽнɽڣ¶ֽ٣ҹ紵Щ΢䡣
ûµϪ㣬һӦЩΣ׾Աʲôû˵Ц΢
ӦϪҲû̫࣬ҪˣһھƵ£ȥͣ
Ӧͷ˼˻ٶȴܱߵĻ
Cеĺռ൱󣬼ŲɽͷܿӰӾе־׵ĽȻҹǺĵƹⶼңңţȻԶҲܿš
ڵƬһƬɽׯ洦ɼɾµ󷿺ͶԢӦܿԶʽĳǱ൱λãҹЩصĺڰо
ӦϪûţߵĺʺܸߣһļоȡûƻʱҲΪţԱߵľƵͲ͹ݱȱȽǣһͦ߼֡
ǰŵǰƬľƵ꣬ߵĴ׽ȦסһӦۣſڼȫʱֱķǷЩܿһġ
ƵѱȽϸߣһӴĶǾԱԤԼƣοסԷǳһԱһԽܵ
ӦϪл˸߹ģʽţ䰲ź𣿡
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22 㣨5
ղŻһ˿мףһһ⻰һӾͲÿˡϺӦϪЩƵ˻Ȼſڷ
˼Ҹղ˵е㲻òҵǸҲûſھİɣ˭֪ǲƱ˵İףһӲض˻ȥ
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ʦˣʱҪѹˣʦɱˡ
׾ɫƽؿףһãûʲôرı飬ȴ˸оһָ߸ϵѹ·ڸףһƵģЩ̣ףһСϡ
ףһ̨ϱľˣĶܵ˰׾һӳƢˣ˵˵Ҳиȣ⻰ҪǴȥ͵ʦɣ
һӺ͵վףһãΪھΧǲǣϽӦǰǸЦӦˣԺ벻ˣ
бµˣһ˼ˣ¸㶼ûûޡ
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׾ŮˣΪŮˡò䣬жʱ̥·...ȫ˿Ϸ죬аģ
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˵˵ţʶ͸ַ̳Ӧа׾ڣ쵽һ;ת˸䣬Сڱİ׾һڸɵˡ
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˵仰е̲סˣٴʶȥֻ̡֮Ծɹ˼пڣûʹָһֱ̲סͷ
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ˣ˿̿ȵġ
ӦӦϪе㾪ȡѧһЩ컹ҹôãԭΪҪ˯أû뵽ھײһ
ֻкӦӺһ£Сôˣû˯𣿡


26 㣨9
Ӧ̧ͷ, վſڵӦϪðû˵
ӦϪüǰӦڷЩ, β΢̣Ҵ¥, ɫҲ԰׵ĲУ˫Щ΢, Եñˡ
...ûµϪ㣬Ǻ˸ج......Ӧ򴽣ԾЩºãȻ
ӦϪЩǵؿ, ôųԵ㶫ɡ
Ӧظ, ԾЩƮֱӦϪߵĿλº, е㷢㶡
ֱͷһ, ̧֪ͷ, ׾һִֻͷϣ¡
Ŀ, ΢΢͸һЩ, ׾˱γһ޵Ľߣ˫һ˲˲ؿŻ겻Ӧ
Ӧɡ
ӦһӴӰŵĿлξļ佥ȥ, ǰ龰
׾̳Ƭ̧̣ӦüĴ黮˼, ȻſӦ񽥽
Ӧǰİ׾, ֪Ϊʲô, ղãȻ֮ԺѹĺһӾͳ˷ߣ˫΢΢
ʦ...
׾˳ѹѹͷָӦķ˿͵ظһûˣѾˡ
Ӧôͷڰ׾ǰ˺һȻ̧ͷͰ׾̶ӦϪҧŰɱػصؿһ۰׾ֿ̣һ
׾ջ֣Ӧǰһ
Ӧμʲôˣ׾̵ӦӦĳڡ
εҾǸһھˣǸµĳ񡣡
ӦϪһСɱ
׾̵ͷӦڡ
μҴһɫĹ˶С֮ȥʰµʱڵµ...һֻ֣ȻֻѲ󱻵ˡ
ӦϪһʼӦĻûʲôӦʱ˫۲ɵ󣬡С˵εǶС
ӦķӦ£Ȼصͷ
ӦϪһ䣬ﶹһڣǸĳȷʵ...쵼ݲûᵽЩСӦǲ֪ġ
ֿ꣬׾̣ҿ֪ʦΪʲôСˡ
ӦϪ˼ӦеûףɶͷԣϪ㣬ʲô˼
ӦϪصͷһֻӦͷСû뵽Ȼܹݣɲ˶ģҺӦȪӦǳ¡
Ӧذһܰæ𣿡
ӦϪ㶵Щɰӣ̲סЦȻ˵Ժæء
ӦæŤͷȥԵİ׾̣׾̺һڿȣȻڵҵͽܣôһֶûС
ӦϪ̱죬ĳӦ࣬ת̸¡
ʦ㵽˺ûмˣֽ˸ȥ˶ӦþͿһ¿ʽ
׾Ӧһʱѳǵһʽĵطα˶롣
磬һڣԶԶһͨܳ
˲ŷ֣һͦװҸ¼˸İе㰫ֵڴ
ڶһˣҪǱƬӹƶѾԺˣǵڻû겻˵ָʲôʽеǲǰ֮ǰѾһ𣡡
ǰվùǺϺΨΨŵŵ֣ϿѾڱıԵˣ˼ֳûз쭣ֻ˵ҲӲ
˵㣬֮ǰʽʱô˵һʽܷѶٹ򣬷ǵȥôһӣºˣ㿴ǾڵԱûȫְõģôģ
ҭһ£һʽѣô߶߶ĸʲô㿴֮ǰֵǸӰ֮ǰǵģһѪˣ߸£Ҫ汾£ַҪһбҪ𡣡
ɫԽԽ̲סˡ
ûҪûҪ㿴ǾڵˣˣҸ˵ЩôİɣԼҪǷҪҧȥǱ˵ӰˣûȥǸ⣡
ֱҭһӣ뵽Щ˵Ҳе㷢ǱôΧźķңת۾ͶһŲӲ˵֣𿪻
С֣Ӱһֱģ϶ҲΣΪʲôǾ㣬Լ˵С˵ȶֶܼҲû֪ʧ
֣ͷιС˵˾Բ
ӦϪü̫ϲֳȥԲʾϾ쿪ʼʽ
ϵͷû֮ǰ׼ݽˣǰڳˣϷٳʲô©
ŹİֵԹ˼䣬ӦţԭǵӰͶʷϾǸó׵ģƽʱг̱æǿҪ֮²˸ġ
ƵƵϵıЩͷ
ݺҪǼȫףһúӦϪ⣬мŮԱͼףһһҲѡ޳żӦע⵽мλҲϷǡ
л϶˲ɫĳ񲼣Ա㣬ǰ棬һ𹧹ڰںõĳǰݡ
׾̺Ӧ˲ǾˣˣԲûв뿪ʽֻһԿš
ӦںܽЩˣݵʱﻹдʡŵԱǴҲ֪˵пóЩη
ֻԾɲͷ䡣ǸŰˣжٳľͲ֪ˡ
ߵʱʣת˶ȻҲƲܺûʲô⣬ŵĲոˡ
֮󣬾Ļڡ˽ѵǰιϵĹƷḻ˲٣Ӧǳ˶̲סࡣ
ͷʻǳɫͷΪԭʹ濴һЩȣ·΢Цһ㡣
ͷ˫£ȻܲʱˣӦǲؾͷı鿴ͦе㰲Ŀĸо
ͷݰ˸С̨ŵǲضүݲŭԱʱ̲סܿͷԹضүǱϹϾġ
ϵ¯ܴ󣬺ܶԱѾһ֣೤㣬һŨص΢΢ζһ˲ǰʱԵʮƣӰģࡣ
ʱѾ˵һԵɫݵضıӰҪԱ߼ԱŶ̲סЦ
ճ㣬ֵ΢Щҡεߵǰܵؾһ
Ϲֱʱ߸պײǿŷ·΢Цŵͷ̲סһǲ˼䣬Ųߵǰ棬ѳ˸յ˽ȥ
Ͽʵʵ꣬˿
Ⱥ˸ۣת׼ÿ˼
žડ
תһ˲䣬ڳ˶ؿ¯ղȥĳ㣬Ӹضϵˣһӵ¯档
ȫסˣһֱϣɫһӱüѿ
׾üͷš


27 㣨10
ѾתȻ, СԱһ͵ӲͷŸʲô, ˺ÿ
СԱĻݶ˶ȴȻ, һЩɻͿ־Ŀ⣬ǰ, Ͷ˶ȴûг
ͲͷһѹĻ, ʲôһֱţҳúÿˣ㣡
СԱſ, ֻɤðе΢............
ھЩˣȴҲû뵽Ĺ, ֻǺɵԲϱŵװס̧ͷ, һɨܱ, ȴڳˣǳԱ, һײ˵鿴
ԶҲһѿɫ, 񰵳ģĬĬʲôһֻץǴص̡
զ˰ʲôһɥʮֲؿ, ˳ڳ˵תԼովĳ
ͷǱЩɲĹضү, ǸʮзĻͭ¯, Ѿز˲ٳ, һЩȥѾȼ˰Ƴ
¯ƫķղЩܵزȥĳӸضϣϰصֻʣ̶̵һڲ棬ʮֲꡣ
һӾëˡ
ӦϪ৵һ´۵վؿһۣκڣܣ¾㣬γһ㡣
һԵһԼǴ飬һԾдʲôֻӦɫо϶ز˻ʵ
ôһ˵һǽض˵վе㷢ëҲûٶ˵ʲô˵ͷȥѵȼ׼ٲȥ
ӦһԿţע⵽ӦǳӦȪԭһʼɫ糣ǿղŵ˺ɫҲ˱䣬ڸվŵӦϪһȫעζĶ
Ӧǳɫڡ
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һʼʽֻΪһ˳˳׬ǮΪ˸ܱߵĹ»Ұطݱһּ룬ڱһִͳ
˵Ǹ»ҰطһҲߵﶼһСҴ󲿷ֵλûʲôʧ֮Сڻ.
Ӧһ㶣ʦΪʲôһʽ
ӦǳһΧˣȷûʲôעѹøˡ
Сûע⵽ϳͷͲ񣬻Щ
Ӧǳһ˵ӦȻȻ̧ۿȥ
ûмʶһĿʽʲô񣬵ڰǱߵĳỴִ̄һи׵ĳȣ൱֣ءԭӦΪǿʽģӦǳ⻰ֲôһ¡
ź첼Ĺϣ˹Ϲͷ֮Ķ⣬ЩɫɫʮĻ䣬⻹ЩλɭɭİڼԶԶŷ̫ʲô
ӦֻܶЩ俴ſţȻЩԾ
Щ俴ʮ־ɣɫҲ൱һʼΪʲôϻѹһյġϾʽʽ֮⣬ҲףԱ˼ڡղӦǳ˵һ죬кö鲻׼ЩЩ֮ĶףŪر֡
յȻ˵ˣȻǰϢѹˣǶڴҵȻ֪ǰһӷЩʲô£ﶼе㷲ģѹûף顣
ҲûϸȥϵĶҶǵͷȺˡ
ӦЩ䣬ܾЩԣȻһ֣ˡ
ЩϲĻȫֽģ
Ӧǳ˫΢֪ӦǿˣĵԱЩĶҲֽġ
ӦЩȻֽĶڹõģ˵ȫȫҲס
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Ӧ...㣬Ҫ..Ǹ˭׼İѵǸĹ»Ұ
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ȻǸ׼ġ׾̵Ӧ
Ӧеϰţ䲻һԵһûתͷǰ׾̵һӰ
ͷĲȥһԴһɫ׵˼ͷ¼ɫ˿׾ȻǶʮӣȴһ㲻ܱӦ߳ͷҪࡣֱվһӦͷǿǿڰ׾̵˫
Ӧ˳żͷƿʮ˳̧Ŀ⣬׾־µĲ
ˣʦ˼..긽λ֮𣿡Ӧ΢΢̧ͷͬʱעԵˣСڡ
׾񲻱䣬˫ɿųǰĹ˫ᶯǣǸߡ
Ӧһ㶣˹˵һǾˡ
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ԣ񱾾ӦӰ쵽ݣҹجΡ
ֻΪӦ˲űӰ쵽ģǻð죬ѹһ׭ͷ¾ͲӰˡǿ˵ԹһͬСɡ
ӦǸ겻ᣬ˫۴ͣͷһ㱡ӣ׾ȫ
ӦЩ΢΢졣
ЩŪӦܡ
ݹԭҲֻù侳ٹһ鵱ʱľѡʹӰ쵽УҲֻƮƮù߸һ£Ĳٶˡ
ǿӦӣй˸ʮʮֱڣӦԼû֣׾ע⵽ԾʱʱһԼĲӡ
ǱסϢִʹһʱɢȻӦ񣬵ЩйټȴǻɲԺеġ
׾΢תվһԵӦѾջ΢ͷдʣʱʱͣ˼һ
һ˲ɫ
Ӧĥһٶ΢΢̧ͷʦھǵʽʱ˳Űһߵ˼𣿡
ţǰǳȡ
׾ѾתҪӦڶ㲻öŪڶ˭˵
ӦЩ΢ȣʦ˵Թܳ𣿡
׾̲ܣҲܡ
ӦţԭЩɵĴ˸սĬĬΪΧĹ»Ұ
Ƭ̣׾ֿڣǽһ㣬ͲӰ񡣡ӦͿ˯þˡ
ӦȻ򣬱ʦеڵӣû뵽ǼǹžЩߵġʦԶȺ󣬾ӦҲ˳ˣҲ԰һġ
ʦʦơ
׾˵ĶһĬĬţһ߼ЩҲǸ֪ʶ㣬ʦӦýЩ֪ʶܹʦģһҪúüС
׾̵βֻ۾΢΢б¿һֻۣӦһ֮飬֪ЩʲôܹǱ֮ǰɫÿࡣ
΢ƽһЩ
ֻȻ˵ŻǱȴֳ˵⡣
л˵
׾̣ë


28 㣨11
ӦϪĻ, ĳ׼ٲȥȻеëⳡϻû̸õĻ飬һð
Ȼ, ȴҲûղĿŵر߷ܣǺúõֳֳٴΰ, úõǰȥѳ²˽ȥ
ͱԹѹ
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žડ
ղ££һֱúŵ, תһɲǣȻٴδӸϿ, 
Ѿתû, ֻƼһɫһ㶼ûת, ѿˣı鶼
ڳ˶ͬһ飺а, , ꡣ
һγϵʱе㲻Щ˭˵úã˵ǡû£˶ѣֲʲôϡ¡
ȻǴӸϿ, ˶ӱһ㡣
ڶΣȻֵ, һǴӸϿ, Ķôôа£
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Ҷóڳֻģڳ£ô˵壿
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ȻѿĻִϡ˻ڵԼķߵڵ⣬ܵݣⲿӰܳʲô¶
Ѿˣٳ£ԺڵӰȦȻ˵ϻ첻ȥҲ϶ûˡ
ðǸһаȻǿˣһӼȺҲ˲ôˣֱһץס󣬡Ҹ˵һ㣬ô
ǶԼأ䲻һקǵž˵һ䣬һӾͲϣʲôû㻹ӰҿӰͶ̣
ֶ˵䣬˫۸ð˵Ѫ˿ŻȻֱ͵һ˦֣Լ
ɵתһ۾Ϳ˵¯ĳ㡣
ģҲ٣ͲͷһӾͻˡԭﻹеëָһܣӵŭתصǰ
ȥʲôүҾүװʲô֣һ࣬һ߳־ͳ㣬͵ز¯м䣬һӰ˲ȥƵ˲١
Ⱥףһú֣ɫһӾͱˡ
֣˵ڶȥ˾ֵģǸ໹Ժл֮ȥȻµĺܡףһ֮ǰ׾̵һӣЩǰŰɵģ˰׾̵ĻĻٻ
ףһù˲ôˣҲ̲סԼ±۱˰в㣡
ǱҲǻͷ⻰һתҪ죬֪ô½һƨŵˤ˸նֱ˹ǰĵϡ
ǰײ˹Ӱˣʣҹ
鳡̵ʯשһƨɻˤ˸ǺͷǱһĵۣ۵죬Ҳ˲ˣط˸Ȼƨŵء
ת泯Źķ
Ӱ˵໰̧ͷ
̧ͷǿŰЦͷ
Ŀ⻮ϱȴһӱˣ˵໰С
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˫гɷ۾֪ʲôʱ죬¶ƤӺ޹⣬ɭɭۡ
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Ӧ...Ӧǰк...㿴⣬⻹а취𣿡
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˿ʮֻᴦµˣƵеϴЦͺԲɷʱҲˮ©ǻִӰĻڵĵλԭģ϶ԴӰǳϸģϾҵ֡
ˣȴ̱ڵϣһҰܣ˭ﶼЩȥ
ӦϪɫͬѿʲôҪʥĸҪȷʵкܰһһѣȻҲ󵽰׾ͷȥ
Σ׾̾˿ڳһɣ֪׾ǻְǵ˼׷̲ס¶ϣؿ
˭֪׾̲ɫؿһȦڳˣͷӦ˫һһϣӦ㲻ϰƽٻ㣬һһš
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29 㣨12
׾̲Ц, ʱϵıû̫󲨶żЦһҲת˲ŵĵЦ⡣ֱֱЦݣӦ֪ô, ǵһο
ЦʦܲһƽĹž޲һЩĸоɫ˫Ҳ˹â, ʣ̲סĿת
Ӧ˵, ȻһʦЦݵĺʱ׾Ǿ仰֮󣬸̲סգգۡ
Ӧı̫ھȣֱֱİ׾ʮĵٴοڣ, Ӧҽеľ㡣
ӦΪȶ΢ŵ, ʵ
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ӦһѹеĽ֮, ȫע˱ʡ
βӦˣʵʵر¹ʵֳ, вֵ, Ҳ˵˶пܵв
, Щ˵İȶӦˡ
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ң֮ǰӦϰʱӦÿ±ʶܸоһ˵סĸоͺʲ̫ʹ±ʵʱɬٶۣʱӦǳοûӴЩһӾ֣Ǻġ
ڣʼ⻮ֽޱӯ˳ϰǧεϤָͬо䱾ͿԺУֻ˳ӦԼļӺīһ㡣
ޱصĸо
ӦҲġ
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ڣ֡ĸо֮£˵ΪʲôǺȷ֪ķֽһЧЧףһӡ
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Ӧǳ۱Ӧܶ࣬ĶһЩһתˡ
ʦͺͱҵһ㳤һִίȻǰ㲻ʲôڵӦ˵һִܾ档òᣬʦӦһҲ޿ɺǡ
Ӧò̫ôġø΢ǿһЩˣ˾ĻŻǻӦϪӦȪ
ôΪģǿӦļƺȴҿ϶ʦһӦ׼Ӧϳˡ
ֻΪӦڻʱȽɿƣΪӦЩɰŵĽ⡣
ŻЧӦȪȻҲǱµķֽϵԶԶûӦô
Ӧǳֻۿһ˲ûٿԳʱ۲죬˻񡣵൱ľ죬ǳֻǱһЩ൱бµĳķЧ
ӦŻӦҲðǰûѧϰЩȻҲһʴﵽЧ
ӦǳȻû˵֮ǰһֱΪʦӦΪӦȻӦҺˣȴĸ˫ڸԺǰĳɳҲ˵졣ҲʦΪСܲ
ھͲ˵ˣӦֻǻһϰûõķЧĻ츳ԶӦȪ
Ӧǳջ׼÷ֽӦһ𻭵Ķ˵һϸš
ӦһһСʱûоʲôͣ±ʺͻȻоеͷۻ鸡
±ʺûסҡһ£˲˰벽ײһ΢µĻС
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׾̴ۿ΢˫һ΢Цص˵ͷ
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ʦղǸЦݣ֮ǰĶ̫һ֪Ϊʲôһоʦľ˺ܶ࣬Ǽ¶ĳͳӦҵ֮ĸоˡ
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ֻʦ׾ÿյָ֮ǰޱίҲһԵشһȥӦĸоȻͬˡ
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ӦĸӣȴҲûֻǾƽһα˿ڿ佱һλҶϹϾƯʦ
Ӧĵķ·Ҫһûע⵽׾סκ󣬻ָ̫ѨһӦϪ΢ţƮضţûп
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׾ӦѨϰ˰ɿ֣Ӧ̧˫ۣױƵһСֽʦͿ
׾̵ͷַǾͿˡ
ӦͷȰϵķָڳˣϵıѹסĸˣȴֲԵ̫ԣƴţȤĺܡ
ڰ׾̷ʱͻعˣǸܻῴɫˣһ۾ͿӦղŻʱӦǳӦȪӦϪı飬Ȼ㰲иµġ
Ӧŷֽȸ֣һš֣Ǿˣ㶵ؽӦƽллû˵
ףһǱŵɫ൱ѿȻȦˣǰʱôЩģЩ֮ԱǡҲҹ׾̸˵һӣʼһκ
¹麦£ųȻÿԻЩɬȫͬڽöӦףһе㲻ˡ
ҲӦˣ˰бҵ㻭ĶЧοˣһķֽûõĻô˵ףһһǰȻúÿкӡ
ÿÿɶãܱܵȫ
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30 㣨13
ףһ, ͳɾɡĳһԵӦϪ˿ڣͲ, ġŶҲԣֻǱƽ, ʱƣСǵס, ܻİɡ
ףһɫһӾ͸ѿˡ
Ҳ˿ڣСףҲ̫ûòˣӦǰͽ, ѵһżĶöࣿǾæ㷢ʲôҲǱ͸ǵ, ˼ҷֽôʲôϵ𵽴׸ñӣ
ףһñǺĹǺ, һ˧˿׽ӡ, е㺦, ȻҲ˵ʲô
Ӧ򴽣Ȼſܺ۸, ҲƢġףһ, ʲôȫܣǵӦϪģٳʲôµĻ˵ʦҲҪɣǾһ䡣
ҪҪ, ҪĻˡ
ףһҲƤʵ˵úܡΣôܲҪ, ʹӦصקŷֽ, Ӳ˵ȻҪ
վ, ϵı鹧һмȫʼ׾̵ʱĺɣ˫ֽӹӦķֽάӦôһǸӦе֪ܳǺãӦϪ仰β
ֻʣһڻŵӦҲ֪ôãֻܿӦϪӦϪСѷֽϣһؾƵ꿪˰˦ȥУõġ
Ӧͷ
ϣǸ˫۵ͷԾɵ۶·ȥͷ΢ЦԵԽԽ䲻꣬ӦŵӿһۣȻǿͷϿһĳĸоԵøˡ
ûԸЩ˺ЩʰߡͷĲ񱻼ӦϪһԵϣӰҪȥ
һԵ֣Ե磬ϱ˱۵ٿɣæôãΪ˵ȵӰءʵĲȥĻ...Ҳֻˡ
ӦϪ̾˿ϵѴһÿվŲҲˮһĿ֧籾ԭî˾׼ĵģͶֻ಻٣̯ϸô£Ѿתܾˡ
ӰûĳղǮЩӯҲҪϺܶ࣬㲻һҹɸծ״̬Ҳпܵġ
ʦԸ֣ܰһһѰɡ
˾Ƶ꣬׼صԵķȥȴӦϪס
ӦӦϪͰ׾˵˼仰Ȼ֣ףһúϽպһ£סһ䣬ӦǳӦȪһţ˵ΪԷһ
֣еᣬ...һҪд籾...
ӦϪһۣɷ˵ൣһ¡ʵڲϢ죬Ҳ˵ʲô
֣ػ˵һԷ˻ֻõ˵ͷ鿴ȻЩΪѡ
²ʡ̧ͷȥ䵽ףһͷϣףһȫǸŭԣֻܺõĿͷǱߡɫżףһûǵһֻ
֣𿴲ȥ߹ȥһףһá
ӦϪ۲ˣ˵˵Ҫȥطú룬ȻҲǲࡣ𺳵ӦǳӦȪŻȥϽϰһ£ʣ°׾̺Ӧ
Ӧڸղű׾̿佱ĵϲ֮Уһ׾̾ʦ۵ͷʱЦݣǾ佱ڿ׾̵ˡ
ʦҲ¥Ϣһ°ɡӦǵð׾쾫ƺǺܺãʦȥС˯һĺá
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ʦʲôžˣҲǲõĶ
ǰ׾̿ҲĶüһ˲ת˲ţӦҲûз
Ҫϻ˯õĻҡ׾Ҳûж˵˵Ӧ¥ȥԼֱﶥ¥ĵݡ
ӦǾ仰侲˺ܶ࣬Ҳһͷڸղŵϲ˾˼ǸΡ
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ӦϪ˵ɡǰǺֺجεģӲҪ˵ĻüֵΡ
ÿζεǸˣɫٳɫ˫ʱʱˡ
ӦҺ󣬾ûˣҲ֪Ϊʲô
ӦصԼķ䣬ûٶ롣
ĿʽеģôһӣѾӽˡһ˻ʱ߻Ѥϼһ˿Ҳȥɫ
ƵĿͷģȥʱ任˴ƷþߵȵȣӦùĶȫʰԭλְڴͷϵĵңҲŻ˵ӹм䡣
Ӧ˻ھ»ûȻɴң׼򿪵ӷһ¡
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㰴һ£תһ̨ɫĻӳһڲеĵӰ
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ӦһܾЩϤȻͻȻСңʱӴ򿪲ŵĵӰ
û뵽򿪵ǡӰҸպһΡ
еŮǳŸ裬ǵЦݣȴܴһһĻУˮ֮µĲС
ӦɴڴϣɫзΧģӰʲôƬ߾ƬԲͨ·Ƭ
ɫһ˥ܵķΧ
ȻŮŮŸ裬ͻȻͣ˷·񱻰ͣһֱԭأһƿûбȵơƵڵϣǳɫҺ塣
Ҫǻڵϵơһһʪ˵棬ӦҪΪǵӿסˡ
Եľ飬ŮԾɽֱţӦüң׼һ̨
ң׼ȥ˲䣬йͣŮкȻһŮ͵תͷڰ׷˫ֱֱžͷ
ڸʲô
Ӧһ㶣ңòȵڵϡ
Ƭ̺عڵľƬĵĻִƵǽĻǰ·㤲١
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ӦϣƬĵĺܲ˵е̫̼ˣƽǲôĵĵӰġ
һţһ߰ң˸̨
̨ʱеĶݺ𣬾Ȼǲɫ˾ĵӰ
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ԾǲӰ
ٳٶۣҲøоԾˡӦԼסȥĻ棬ǰ߼еңϣ׼ݵذʺĹػ
ߵԾɴʻʱ̥Сʯӵ
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ӦӲͷƤһ˺ü¹ػȵӻûʱ򣬲̧ͷ
ĻȻǸղǸ棬Ӧ̧ͷһ˲䣬һҲһ˲תͷ
ųģŵģڳֱӾžƵģԭָƵȴȫתͷӿͷһٰʮŤ˹ֱžͷ
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31 㣨14
Ӧ亹һӾð, ֻܽӲڴϣңһָͣʺɫĿ, һȺŮȫת˹ޱضžͷ, ͸ͷסһĸо
ڸʲô
ղŻڻЦЦŮȫֱͬŵӻ⣬ظһ仰˵۾, ȴۼͬһ
Ӧ񰴹ػӾʧһɫĻһ˲ĺ, ȻлɸղǸĻ档
Ӱʼ仯
еŮŮǿʼϵϰ, °Цݹ죬һһ, ٶԽԽ, ظ֡
ڸʲôڸʲôڸʲôڸʲô
Ŀͷ, ɫѾӦֻ˸, ӻͬһ仰, ͬɲ
Ӧ󱳵亹ԽԽ࣬ҪԼԼʪİ׳
崻˰룬Ȼϵɽһң, ͳ˳ȥ
һܣһ̲סʶתͷٴͷһ, ֻһ, 
ԾһȺŮŮЦһһϵĿɲ, ˵ͷҲԾɱֱֱسŻ̬Ǽ˫۾ȴͷⱼȥӦб˹ɫһֱ׷Ӱ
ӦͷһʱѾܵ˷ŴֻбſһϵĻ档
ǼŮŮͷֱûżѾӦбſ˹Ѿת۽ǣסһ룬ֻܿ¶ƤͫʣͷһƬ۰ס
ɫһڼӦĶתߣ߶ʮּϸǽʧ˵Ƶһʷ顣
ڸʲôڸʲôڸʲôڸʲôڸʲô
ӦͿôһۣͲٶ࿴ͷҲ˲̧ž˳ưѷһһ˷ţЩ𽥱ͳͳ˿ͷڡ
ҴֱĶƺʮЧһϣĻеһӳ
Ӧȵǽں˺þãȻؿԼͷţشչȥ
ǾˣӦǷֲ״Ҳ˺ܶࡣҲû׼İѶϣֻǴյý֮һ¡
ͷʮְҪղŻŻŸϽ˳ҪΪղŵЩֻجһ
Ӧ˿ſ϶ܻطˣȥӦȪ˵ԸһΪ
վֱӣһȥӦȪǱߣֻӦȪպûڷ˰췿ҲûзӦ
һӦ߹Ӧһֱ÷ȴòʮֺŤͷһۡӦֻεĬĬǼ⡣
...Ǳһֱˡ
Ӧ뷨ǺãȻԺ䲻Ʈ׾΢Цſģ
ˣʦ˵ʲô¿ȥ
Ӧ·һҵĹһæܹȥµݣЩϢȵվǰš
ݵָʾһһȻһһ㣬ܿ͵ӦڵĵĲ㡣
Ŵ򿪣滹иŹҲĸĹԱ ˸ڴվڵݽ䡣
ӦŸϽȥʦϽһݣ밴¥ȴѹû¥ť
ӦһղŸշ£е̲סһһէʲôǷ롣ֻ¥׷רõݵģһĵӦϲȥʼӦϪ˵ġ
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Ӧ룬㿪΢š
ûа׾̵ϵʽӦϪ˸Ϣ˵ˡ΢źֲ֪Ҫʲôãɴֻ̧ͷŵָʾϵһһࡣ
ֻ޲ԶϢڻҵĻӳӦе㽩Ӳݡ
Ӧһ
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ԲεĽťϣղűµ5ţµLEDɢĵĹâû쳣״
ԣԾԡ
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ӦƯţƵԼѾϢֻǶȣպÿڹɼ˵ֻĻϿԼ
һЦһż䲻ЭЦûб˫Բ򼸺ҪۿһǸ߸ߵﵽ˶һգգ͸ֻĻϵķֱضס齩ӲӦ
Ӧһ㣬ľͲһ㣬Ͱֻ˦ɳȥˡ
ǰӦǳڼʱ˵ĻԺ
ʵɣһ˵ײɾĶҲϾ˶࣬ǰƮ϶ҲܶԲԣֻܺ˵İƮǺٵģܽӴʵƷӰ쵽˵İƮһѾˡһƮֻЩһˣЩ֮ҲʲôʱֻҪװûˡ
ӦһЩǿ򶨴ֻĻŲֻֽ˫ۣµؼװʲôûзͶϷָʾϡ
һתȥ⿴ָʾ쾮ĵ컨塣ͺܶƵһݵ컨һޱȵľ棬ؿڵ
ӦֻһͿǸ֪ʲôʱҲ̧ͷͷͲ۳˾ʮȽǣһ컨ˮƽƽԾһЦӦ
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һ䣬ͬƽؾס
͸ղŵӻһģһĻӦָһ͵ش˸ȻЦŵЩ졣
ǸղŵʼתͷŮ
֨һͲ۳ʾʮȵͷᣬϵĹЦݸˣһֻسӦ˹


32 㣨15
ӦѾû취װ, ͵һתŵҪ㿪
ǵԾУҵռܹôһ, ǰĶֱֱֹץӦ
...߿Ӧͫ׽, ̲סһ䣡
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ʶ̧ͷ, ׾, дŭƯ˫ۡ
ʦ...
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ڰ׾̵ĽǶУ΢죬ҵĶﾪδһʪӦ̧ͷͰ͵ؿԼǹɸղſжӦŭһɢ漴һ޿κε顣
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ʦлл㡣һ䣬ʵ֮⣬Լûֳһ˿ȫûľĺ֮С
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ӦϪһҪǵ־ͺˣմˣͺܸˡ
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׾䲻˾䣬ǵȻӦϪٺЦ¡
ӦѾЧķ׭ƽһθоһִһ̤ʵİС
һ֪ԼԱ˺ȵİ
ŷ䣬֮ǰӦʱ׾ϰĳССҲЦһ¡
׾ֿڣʱͦʱҲı
Ӧһ㶣ղһĲĸ˺Ȼȫɢ˾Ǳ˶ͷһͰˮ˫΢ţ˵
һС۽üҶǱ佱ϲת䵽ܴģ峺˫ʧѹһԵӦϪֱۣƫƫȷʵҶ԰׾˵ʲô
׾΢΢ĿʧͷӦκ̾һ
ӦԾɳڱ׾˵ĴӶǰ׾̸ղŵǾ仰׾̾Լǲòãʦᷳˣʦòᷴڲ˰ɡ
ҹ¶һͣӣ֮ǰ亹һ⡣
ֻһɺУȻ΢΢һů
Ӧһ㶣ͷ׾̵Լ׿ڴȻؼгһſƬݵӦǰ
Ӧе̧ͷ׾̣ûʲô˼
ǰǰ׾Ưֿɫķڵƹ·һ⡣ۿӦٴοڣϡһЩΡ
˫Ư۽΢۾ҲԵ޿κΡ
...Ӧͷúá
ӦԹԹԵͷȻ󿴵˰׾ָŵĿơ
Ƭݻ͵ĺڽӡһʱûӦһſӡһ䶥¥׷ķš
Ӧ˰죬Ȼһʲôˡ
֮ǰ¥·ֱʱʦ˵Ҫǻ˯ŵĻȥȻ󣬺˸ʲôʱûע⣬־ͷˡ
´ֱˢ÷ϢӦϪ
л˵
ӦϪʲôԭǺڿ
Ӧ׾̣


33 㣨16
Ӧһͨ, Ϊȵԭ򣬻Ϊе㷢̵ķ
ӦϪһԿ̲סһ, Щȡ
׾ǱҵˣǰûסӦүӺӦǳӦȪ, Ǻʦүһһֱסլ
λʦ൱ߣܶӦүδض, ֻ֪Ӧҵλʦֵģʦү档
˵ô˵ΪʦҲһֱסլԭ, ˵λʦǺʦүһصĳȻû, ÿҲͻۼһѡ
ӦϪջӦҵʱ򣬿׾̾ȻҲ, ʵ൱ȵ, λʦôɽˡ
լȼ, Ӻͱ֮ģǶ֪λʦЩԸ, ִƵ㲻˵, ԼҲܿó
λˣȻӦôһջӦҵСôչˡ
ӦϪӦ˼֡ӦϪ϶ԶӦǳӦȪ֮ϣɼ, ƽҲһӦЧ
ƽһֻǶʱǿ, ӴһЩаĹЧ, ܶɷ͵ľַ׭˵, Ҳֻ˵һȽϻ˷ѡ
ɸղӦĻҲӦѾģƽӦƽȻ̶ֳȡ
Ҫֺ֪ǳǳǿһѾȫͬľ硣ֵķ׭׾ֵеģǿһٵġ
ֶɾͱƽҪӶˣԲǻֽһɰһܻĶҪǰС
ӦƽȻӽЧ
ӦϪ˿̿ӦѾһЩ̽ûж˵ʲôֻǴЦݵСôġ
ӦԼղŵҲûע⵽ӦϪղŵķӦվԭؽͰ˵ſƬָ̲סĦһĥɰĿ棬ﻹŸղŰ׾˵Ǿ仰
ԭʦֱӰѷˡ
ͻȻе㲻̧ͷ׾̣һԼɵɵظôܲ˼һû뵽ʦȻôãЩ޴롣
Ӧѷ·Żؿڴ԰׾̵л
׾̿ŵͷӦüûж˵ʲôֻӦһ
һԵӦϪǵͷ˼һٴղŵӦǶ
Ӧϸشţ׾üץסеĹؼ˵ղǸŮڵ￴Ůһ
Ӧͷǻ᲻ӿ죬ԣڵ￴ǸӦͬһˡ
׾̱һӦϪüëһšǲԣղһΪֻС̫ùպˡǸղ˵ĻӦרųСġ
Ϊʲôأ˵ǾЩȫֻƽʡǾ˰£ҲǶӦϪͰ׾ãȫûҪרųų˻֮ڴ͵Ӧ֡
Ӧ֣ʲôôа׾ڣԷܵ֡
ˡӦϪһ뵽һֿԣһ£ת¥ˡ
Ӧһ£뿪ʵʱ򣬰׾̼һ䡰ҲӦһȥ
ʦôˣʲô𡣡¥Ҳһ¥Ӧȥڰ׾һһʡ
׾̵˭µǹģĿĲǶ֣ҺӦϪһˡ
׾̺ӦϪԭڶ¥ϺˣԷǳʲôΣա
ӦһҲٶʣŰ׾̿ߵ˼ĿͷǰӦϪѾÿһ䣬ȷûг
һ֣ķ䣬ԭ⼸ͬһ䷿ȽϺտ֣ϾǸŮԣһ̫㣬Իǵһסš
ŵӦǳӦϪŵıҲʣ˶Щԣû£ղųȥ˸Ϣء
ÿӦϪͷ߽ȥ˿ӦͰ׾̾վڷſš
֣ǰͷϰŸ£һıʼǱԣӦ֮ǰڹ
֣𿴵˺Щֲʲô𣿡
ӦϪЦЦҡҡͷ˵ŵˣֻ˵˼˳
ǳǳˣ࿴ŵ㡣
ӦǳЦŵͷףİɡ
뿪֣䷿ԱߵĿͷףһһ˵׷Ϊڰ׾̵Ҫ£ףһò鲻Ըغסһ䡣
ͷӦȪԸãǺкӦȪֻǵͷûж˵ʲô
Ҫסðʲôʱܽףһһ˾͹󵹿ˮ˲˹סһ䡣
ӦϪضһۣһӾͲٿˡ
ҲˣڵıҲ˺ܶࡣȻЩͷаӣǱһʼǸģǺһЩֻǿ⼸Ծɫһ㡣
ϱȽϻᴦ£ӱҲΪǴο̫˺æվкšӦϪλСЪ
׷֮Ϊ׷ʵԭģӦһݾһӦǳӦȪסķ仹ҪһȦĿ߳ϴּ⻹ԷȻǹŵģӦԷ벻ȵµĿͷС˵Ʈʲôġ
ֲףһøղſˣ׷ֻԷˡӦȪ϶Ǻһ䣬ʣˣҪô˼һҪôһ˯
Ӧ̲סЦϣףһã˿ûһѶҲίԼˡ
ӦϪҲûֱ֮ˡͷбõľˮϵҲûʲôΣȥ˼ƿմˮˡ
ԼһڣȻŷƣ̾һ׾̵Ӧǰ֮黹ȥ𣿡
һᵽղŻô˵һˡôģѾͶôǮˣҿһˣĶһˣȥ
ӦĿ۰׾̵ɫ׾ְֻմˮŵһԣô
棬λߵӦϪϣΪͶȻȨҲܴһ˵ӦϪϱȻЩͣҲûж˵ʲôϾҲǸ
Ȳ˵ʸ£֮ǰߵĶú÷𣿡ӦϪڡ
ɫǿ϶ЩҲģҪ֤ߵġ
ӦϪһӦһֿۣ֮¡
Ӱĵʲôˣ֮ǰĵԭƬ𣿡
ϲӦϪʲô˼ӦϪȻĵϸشһ£Ϫ뿴ԭƬ
ӦϪͷЩΪѣ̫ð죬ԭƬĴ浵ںСǱ߷ţҪùĻ鷳ҶԲ豸ҲЩҪ󡣲ԼһСƬӣ𣿡
ӦϪ׾̣ûԣ鷳ˡ
˵鷳˸绰ͽ˿һù
ԼƬUպƵʱеͶӰǱ䣬ֱӲͶӰϲ˳


34 㣨17
Ļϻ
һʼǸ򵥵ֱ, עյƷһ֮ʽ档
һѧڣһ, ԱԷؽ״̬ѧŻߴߴȥĶΡ
Ӧ߿СӦϪ, Ϫ㣬ݵĽɫĸûпӦϪӰ, ӦϪĳƫ޹ҵģҲ̫ʺϰݴѧ
ӦϪգգ۾ҰǸһʼڵұֵŮʬ
ںմˮӦ㱻ҭ
ǰ涼ЩƬ, ְҵϰڣȫעףһһûһ, ͵͵˸Ƿ
ϰԶȣϵҲڲͷ, ܿȤԼҲ̫Ӱ, ֻԱ߿, ܿЩȤˡ
Ƭι󣬲ԼƬԼƬڴּ, ֻǴŰҪһ, Ȼרŵõ˾
ԼƬһʼӦͿһ£ӦϪ˵ֹסضĻϵĻ档
ƫ, ɫԵֳʪɫ
֮ǰڿͷ￴һģһ
Ӧմˮ޵ָ΢΢, ϰһС, ӿ, ŻһĻĻ
̫ˣɫӦҪڿͷ￴ĵӰǰûмɵԼƬָܣڶҪϷȥĶôڵϿ
ݽϵҪõѧȥparty󣬾ϵ⳵һתѾŵĴѧǱŰȥϵĳ
ӦԽԽߣȻ󿴵ͷԱǵӰͣһճϡ
оԼһ˲ȫµѪҺסˣָס˫ۼŻϵѧ˼ճ˸ٹ·ϣһڳٱͬ
ϸһȷʵּ̫Ƭʲôÿģкȥϴּ䡣
ƬӻڼȵҪӦڿͷ￴ǼѧŤͷʱǸƬʱθһ¡
ƬﲢûгֹĻ棬ŮŮҵغϳ߰˰ᵹڳֱתȻƮµѩ
û˽סȻתͷžͷڵڡ
ǸŮͲӦڵӺ͵￴ǸˣһλԲ۾СԱ
ӦоԼ亹һӾˣڣ棬¥¿ͷĵ￴
һһӴ΢ļˣüͣǲСӦǻˣǾԭƬϸܵģȥ
Ӧ֪ôͣԼе̫˼Щҡҡͷǣڵ￴ֻȽϹ졣
˵һ£ƷԾˣⲻǾûȥ⡣
ӦϪȻղҺʦ˵ʱ᲻Ƭӣû뵽ǡ
ûоֻӦôһ˵Ҳ˲õľƬӱܵˣֱӺ˲㼦Ƥ񣬺ðû˵
̫аˣǾ鿪ڣаŵˡǰǾ˵ľײʲôģҲû뵽Լ̯¡
Ĭ˺ð죬ϲſڣе㶶ӦǰǿʽûŪõ⣬˵...߲̫
ףһҲͷƤһʼӵԾʱϲܴϵľ飬ȴȫôˡ
׾΢΢üǿʽ⣬ҲǺߵ¡ȫһһ
һ̱ˣ˭˭...Ǿ˵ĵϸҶɱԽµҲнô......
ףһŵò˵ǵð׾˵ģԼϻСء
˳ĬһӦϪݣǿӰԭԭǰɣ
ϵͷ϶ġ
ӦϪݲãھЩ𣿡
һⱾС˵Ĵž顣
ѧ˳׼漸졣ӹ˱ͻȻ˱ѩ˱
֮ѧеһڵҷһߵʬ壬ʬԻһδɵָ壬һС˵ԭ塣
ͬҲǱѩɽׯʽı趨ڱȽףÿеһ˱ɱʬ屻֣½½ĸˡ
ָֻһ룬ȻֹҲûиĸ˵ʽԭѧǱҲԣֱѩɽׯʽĿĻȻǿ٣̾Բ֮ᡣ
С˵Уѧǲ²ָ֮ڶΪ̽۵˹ҴÿףȻڱѩֹͣһӳ죬ǳ׵ľ顣
ڶѧַһʬ壬һΣеһ
㷲ѧһӿֻڼ֮ӣѧȷһڼ֮С
ֻ֮Ļɴ𶥵Ľ֣ڵ죬һ˺ʣµļ̲סڧңҹͬ֡
죬죬ˣֻһˡ
ڣѩֹͣһ׼ʱڳ¾ɵĵ绰﷢һõıʼǣ򿪺Ǳָĺ벿֣ǰ벿ĸ˵ϸ
дڱʼǱǡǡʵĸѧһģһ
ָĩβŵλѧࡣ
С˵ʹһģַûȷֳָĩβдʲôӵ񱨾ľϵ󣬷ֵĸѧʬ壬һѧʬ壬뿪ĳ
ûҵѧǵһ췢ֵǾָŮʬ
С˵ͽˣ񽱵ʱһǡ۵ı
ӦϪĻףһеˣǣϪ㣬һûǾôⱾС˵ˡ
ӦϪһۣһûȥԭĸѧ˺ȫǲϢ
ףһ겻ˣֱӷſմסˡ
Ĭ˺þãΡΡֱҧ˰ŷԼûе̡
ӦϪ뷨޵ڵС˵غ϶ʵеߵˡֻȻҲϢС˵ѧľǴûǷ
ƳĬǰ׾̵ⱾС˵ԭ˭ϵ𣿡
ϲ˲ͷϵ亹ԭǰǸСңд˺ܶ౾ſϣⱾͻȻȥϵģ˵ԭ߲¶棬ǿҪԼƼıԼ顣
ӦƼı֣С𣿡
ϵͷС֣Ƚͨ˵޹޹ɣﻹһλ԰Ź֣...
˶ϵĺ仰˭û뵽һλ¡
Ӧ룬ֲһμ֣ʱ;֣еԵø롣˵֣𲻺ãֻе̫ƽ˵㣬˵ʱҲԵúܽţѾ.кܶˡ
ţǱףһƺΪŵԭɳϲסضȣӦϪοڵȥϴּ䣬һֱ
ӦϪһ㶣ŷӦȥʱеˣ˵һֻû
Ȼ͵һףһõȥߴ
ףһõͷҲϲءֻߵϴּ棬ãͷȴ
...ͷûӦ......ףһЩ㷵ġ
׾̺ӦϪվӦϪͬʱѸٶӦȪϴּײ
л˵
ףһãое....


35 㣨18
еߴߴԸ, ӸղſּƬʱһֱȱȱӣ;˵ҪϲʱҶûôܣһֱйصӰ顣
ֱףһñԹ, Ҳŷ֣ȥʱ̫ˡףһ, 涼ûж
Ը񣬲ףһöü²ͺܲˡ
ܣܣӦȪͱ˲ſ, һһߴšǺܺĸֻȥʱһʱò
޶, Ѿڳ˲µЩʲôһ˰......
ӦȪϻ侲Ѹٵͷ˵˾ʲô, ͷָȭŰһ, һص, Ӧ
ӦȺɻⱾ, ͿӦϪӦȪ̳˽ȥ׾Ȼûһȥ䡣
һ, ڳ˶ĳףһֱӹֽһ, æ˺Ĳڵϡ
Ľżճ鴤ţԵĳ鴤
ֵĲӱԼϵõȦס֪ôһȦ, ȻԭëıڹҹҸϡ
ѾǳϺɫ˫۱ͻ, ǷӿһЩĭ, ͷҲѾܿƵ˳, ֻһ˫ָĴȦϣӲץܿԼһûֻǹԿŴȦѡ
ӦϪһᶯת亱ؼףһŵɫãϷӦ˹ȥӦһӦϪӦȪס˫ȣѸٽ⿪˲֪ΪʲôڱڹҹҸϵ
İ׾Ҳûţڼ˶ʱһſհ׷׭ָһһ˿⣬һĶͷϡ
.........ڵƶϺףһûǵһʵмסӵˣֻǿһۺ͸ϽŲĿⲻٿֻо࿴һ϶ҪجΡ
ĽͲ鴤ˣҲûϢӦϪתͷӦоȻͿӦѾԷóֻ˺š
ӦȪϽķΰѹȻ˶һĻû˵ǴӦϪ˵ɫƺǻоȡ
ӦϪվ޵׵һθһŭ⣬ô
Ӧ⣬ӦϪƺӦ÷¡ӦȪȲ˵ӦϪͰ׾̶Ȼǳ©ӡ
ӦϪͷһȦڳˣȻͰ׾̶һۡ׾ûж˵ʲôֻɫü䣬ֻ³һ仰ϡ
ӦϪҲôģַϵпڴȻҧվûС
Ӧʵڲʲô˼һ䣬Ϫ㣬ûʲô
ӦϪһӦûƽ
Ӧһ㶣ƺӳ˹ΪʲôӦϪղĶǲ
ϣûƽ
ȻӦһֱûԼܰʲôæǿʽºƽʱܸܵǹɺƽܲһľа׾̵Ļڣƽ϶ǻʲôôġ
ղԼ¥Ұ׾ӦϪʱҲѾ˵ˣϻƽܹƽƺܹһν֡
˶ؼţʱȻţӦȷȷʵʵһŷϵģ
ƽھȻɡ
Ӧ׾̣СʦѵЩ......
׾˼ҡҡͷ㻭ǸֻֽлЩǸ˵ġ
ӦһӾˣ˹ģͺ͸ղڵһ
ż˵ĶԻǲЩڵĶҲеè塣һɫףһڼǰ˵˴ֻģ˭һֱڸǾ飡
ӦϪתףһˣףһãҼǵİɣ
ףһһӺˮˣǣϪ㣬ûϵԼֲûУĸʲô
תҲ죬ҲںЩڵĶˣͳϸ̾͵ڳҲûֹ˵ʵӦϪԼݺһ
ӦòҲǿզզʵӾôһ󣬹ԼԼģ϶뵽ҪʲôС
ӦϪȻ˼˵ͷ֪Ͷ̣ףһܽ鱾ߴˣӰĲȥĻûкô
ףһøϽͷ԰Ϫ㣬ͲõӰϽأĶҶְְ
Ӧȴһ£е㲻ȷؿڣϪ㣬ʱȥˣףһ...λ֣𡣡
ӦϪ̿ˣСȷ
βӦſڣףһԼæشԶԶԣ̫...ʵˣҵʱһ˰úܷ£ֲԸ֣֣һѡ
׾̿ϣղ˵֣ԭƼı磬Ǣ̸ģ
ϵ͵һԣ֣ǳͨûʲôľ飬ƼĻֲ
׾̵ͷȥ֣Ǳʡ
Ȼĺܿ죬Ǻ߳µƵҲͣ̾ͰˡΪ֮ٳʲô״ӦȪҲȥƵߵļһȥ֣Ǳߡ
֣Ӧǳһƾ֪ˣתü˽
֣ƺڱʼǱǰ˺ϱʼǱЩؿڣô𣿡
黹ûʣһж¶ֻۡǺͷˡ
֣ƺһϵĲˣֲԾطԼ۾......Ǿ鱨𣬻᲻ᴫȥ......
һ䵭ȴ𣬰׾˫Ŀؿ֣𣬡ΪʲôǽоȻôȷһˣ
֣𱻰׾ɫһˣָ̲סűʼǱǣǣǾ֮ǰ˲...ΪҲ...û¾ͺãû¾ͺá
ͷ飬űʼǱָԾЩӦǳ״ѯʵ֣磬ôˣʲôĵ𣿡
֣һϽ񣬡ûаǾô£Ҳ...ңе㺦......
Ӧǳͷûٶʣ֣ദһҲˣλԸе㵨Сų˵ʱ㶼пŵ
ӦϪڵСֱ֣Ӹ˵ղʲô
Ӧǳһ
֣Ͻҡҡͷϵı鿴Ǿ̲Ϫ㣬˵ʲôѽһֱӦǳһⲻϪԸӦǳÿңʲô...
ӦϪؿȻƽ˵µģղ仰˵ĺ
֣֪ô⻰ֻϰժ۾˲ϵıӲˡ
һСڵ...û°ɣ
ӦϪֻһӦվýǡҲӦϪ΢ϵϢӦȪģ˵ȣ֪ܾܲȵû
ӦһȻƽզզֻ棬˵Ҳûʲôرֵ£ʵҲͦԩġ
̾ȴԵӦϪظһ£һ̧ͷӦϪһֱŵıҲ˲٣ϸǴһЩٺϲ
ӦûӦأӦϪѾ˿ҲǼһ˿ϲá
ӦȪϢȻˣȶڹˮҪһӲܳҽԺˡ
л˵
쿪ʼո6KѾﲻס˹


36 㣨19
ӦӦϪΪʲô˵, Ҳһϵصͷ䡣
һתͷײ׾̵Ŀ⡣Ƕֻб˴໥֮ܿ, ǿŵġ
׾̳գգۣӦһ, ٿȥʱƼҲһȻϵԷ˲ٵı顣
Ȼ˾ͺá
, ӦϪıģӦ̲סпԱҪӦȪϢ, ȫӦϪװġ
׾̵ķӦҲȻڳ˶ܾη, ƽʱһֱû̫ı飬Ҳ롣
Ӧ֪Լݼһ, Բ˵ʲôһԵӦǳ, һ˿, һƨ.ڴϡ
ӦǲٶʲôĿģʦӦϪ, ϶ɵġ
׾˵껰, ֣ƺһ˲䣬ҲϽͷȻͺãҺþͻˡ
˵, һ̧ͷ˻վеͷ, ...λҪҪϢ...ʱҲˡ˵ʱЩԥ, ˾ڸϿ, ָϽ̧ͷ˿档
ͺˣղӦʱѾ˵ӣǱߴһӣҲʮˡ
ףһõҲû̫࣬ʱȷʵˣ֣ʲôԾֲһֱ
תǼͷŲһղ£ʱһ˹ȥˣֲ˼ڣֻòϲεͣſڡ
Ӧò׼⣬ֻ׾̿ȥ׾̸оĿ⣬΢΢ͷһۣӦ
ҿ⼸Ҳ÷ֿˣǶյһȽϰȫ׷ûз䣬һ༷һҲǿպ£ܱȷһ˰ȫöࡣ
֣ɫһ䣬˵ЩʲôӦϪѾִϣɷ˵ʹ֮ǰ˵Ǽ׷߹ȥ
һ˲ɫ΢䣬ףһúȻҲǿˡӦǳΪ֪ϸڣֻΪ֣һŮе㲻˼ôյһ𣬻ЦȰ˼䣬µ֣˵
ףһõ˿һ˾У̫ˡ
صԭ׷Ǻܸǡҷ˷ַ䣬Ҫ󵥶һ䷿׾̣ӦǰˣǶڿԸԸǰǺúϢһ±ȽϺá
⻰ҲǿףʵġԼҲͦ˼˼ӦһǴҹ˼˵ôãڶֳЩ¡
ţ׾̽ƺϢֵģ۵ùǺ
ӦǳӦϪ˵ȻҲû飬׾û˵ʲôͷӦ¡
䷿һ֣Ӧǳ֣ƺΪü˿˭֪ӦϪҲ˵Ҫһ䣬Ӧɫһף֪ʲô
ʣµһ䷿ȻϺףһһ䣬϶û˵ʲôףһõȻҶ졣
ӦһԿûе㵽Ծؾ֣Ҳһ䷿ɡŮǶһ䣬һûҪô
˵ӦϪһ㶣еؿӦ
Ӧûô£Ȼ֪뵽Ȼ״ϺףһñϾˣȥżе...ʶʱˡ
εЦЦԼͷ...ڿϢɣҲͦģû¡
ȻӦӦϪıˣһ㶡
ȻǰһӦɳ̧ͷ׾վվͷ˵ӰӸպðӦ£˽ȥ
׾̴ۿɳϣͷӦ˫۾ŵ㲻޹
Ӧ׾̵Ͷˡ
Ӧ
ӦеػӦʦôˣ
׾̺Ͼ¶һ΢ЦһԵϺףһöһ㶣ȻƤЦⲻЦ
һԼͽ𣿡
ӦϵıɻתãȻȻ˫˫ȾǵĹ⡪ŸǴһͻҵµġ
ʦʦ˼......
׾̶һ룬Ҳû˵ʲôתŸǼԷ߹ȥˣ˳ִԷš
Ӧ죬߸Ű׾ֱ̣Էź£֮󣬲תӦϪ֪˵ʲôõؿ
Ӧ룬ϸƷƷ׾̸ղŵı˵ĻٿһȹϵķţȻ֪ؿӦϪ
Ϫ㣬ʦǲˣôԷˡ
ӦϪһ˲ص㲻ʦһ仰ܺMTBLCCظԴȡԴ
Щ˺ȻеӦ²۵Ļô˵ΪӦ㷵ı飬еۡ
Ӧ飬֮ǰӦް˵ˡӦǸ¶ЩᣬӦǳ˼ѧʱ򻹱ͬͬѧ֮ǹò̫졣
ӦĳЩϰߣȪˮһҪȵһβʣԶʱ˸ʲôһҪȫ꣬³˶Ըʣ¡
ӦȻû˵ǻٲŲ³ӦǰӦúƶ
ֹˣעˣӦƽòӦҵʱллͶԲʱߣӦǳһƺΪȻʺãӦȪҲһ
Ҳ˵ãͷԵ˶ûС
һʼӦϪӦǺʦ׾һȽ䵭Ը񣬺ַʵǣֻӦСĵعͷ
ʱעţԼʲô鷳
ʱҲǣһֱƺΪϪ㡣
üӦ˵Щʲôƺ־ԼˣÿζȰ²˵˻˵ߵˣ֮ĬĬؼ
ԼǣҲȷ˸΢ʱӦϪյ΢ŵʱЩЦãִ»ʲôϢֱӹͿˡ
еӦǳΪʲôᾭӦ˵ĻҲ̲סչӦ
ǰ΢΢ͷЩײĲ˫ϸĺڷ֮󣬿ǲ̫װ׾Ϊʲô˭˶һ
СкӣֻèһƽʱɵһһԣʲôԼǲʲô¡
ӦϪ²۵Ļ˵ӦԶ̲סð۵ġ
ǰĳɳԸű˵ĺ⣬ΪԼûôá˵ˣҲǲԼûġ
ӦϪĿ˺ܶ࣬˰Ӧͷһ㶡
Сʦڣʦôȥ˼һ䷿ڿպء
ȻӦЩԥͣһ£˵ͷӦϪĻӦϪóӦʵûףֻǱ˵
ʦͽܣʦôһʹһ˵ʦҲ϶עġ
ɱȽϺӦ۾ȥ˺ܶ࣬˵ͷֲ˼ԲϪ㣬̫ˡ
ӦϪЦеأ
˵ô˵ӦȽյķţϪ㣬˵ʦǲˣ
ղһʱûףڲŷӦôñ˶ʦã
ʵеˣϺףһѾԷȫûжʲô׾߸Ҳȫûʲôԡ
ӦϪ뿪ڰοû£ȻʦԸҲ˵׼⼸쿴ʦ൱ӦģĶôֲ
Ӧ㷲ղʦǸ岻ЦݣӦϪһ̾˿Ӧǰɣʦٶôչ˵ģеˡ
ӦϽӦϪ˸кǼŵԷȥˡ


37 㣨20
ӦϪӦЩã, еŵıӰĵЦЦˮȥӦǳǼ䷿ˡ
ʦԸ, ˵ʵҲôӦӦû
ӦߵѾؽķǰ, һ̧ɫķ, ͬʱֻ֮ǰǴסޱ¡
ǴʦҲֵһ䷿ﵱʱе㲻˼ʦû˵ʲô, ǹޱ飬Ҳûôࡣ
, ʱȽͷʦʦȥ˸, ûйš
ڡ
ӦŽյķ, ＸЩβˡϪղ˵ʦһһ, ڶеĺ
ʦ˯𣿡, 滹û, Ӧ͸Ͻһ䡣
ԼҲǣһʱ֮еûת䣬ʦԼˣôͬһ䷿Ϣ
ûж, Ӧ˼Ű׾ǲˣ֨ѽһ, ǰķŴ, һֻ޳ŷ¶˳
Ӧе㲻˼, ԼղŻûӦʦ˼ţ϶еĪġ
ʦҡ
Ӧû˵ֻ꣬ץסһӰӷſ˽ȥ
һ˲䣬Ӧһ¡
һ£ȥ˿ĵƹ⡣Էڲûпƣֻһյ̨ԵصƣĹ൱͡
ӦվȺղӦϪ˵Ļ̲ס˵ͷƲ֪Ҫôڣö䶼һ㵭ɫʦҪϢ𣿡
û̧ͷ׾̵ɫֻ׾һȻվǰˡ
Ӧеץģһ״֪Է˻ǲˣҲ֪ҪôӦźá
ڷӿʼЩ죬Ϊ¡
ʱ˵Щʲô˵ʦԲ𣬸ղûʦ˼𣬵һʦûǸ˼ǺΡ
ͷϴ׾̵Ӧ
Ӧż䲻׾̳һԼĥĥʦĪһ־ȥʦϢ
鼱֮£Ҳûӣֱӱ۾һ仰˿ڣʦܺһ˯𣡡
һڣ˰룬ӦŷӦԼղ˵ʲô
......
ˣڹﻹü
Ȼʦɲһ˯ȻλʦƽʱûʲôƯʦܲһ˯
Ӧܱߵر˱ۣˣʦղſܻûô㲻⻰ǻ
վӦǰİ׾ͬû뵽һèƵӦ֧֧˰쾹Ȼðôһ仰
ʵûвˣֻǸղſӦ˵ҪڿϢʱǸȻӣһʱеƶѡ
˵ô˳ͺʲôˮһ֪Ӧʵеֻû뵽ھȻôоС
ϵʱ˵ôˣСȻûһΪͽ֪֮ܵ
ǴǰڶһֱûбÿǸԾ̬ȶ˲ƫƫһ޹ӣ˿˵ֻܰԺ޵
ǰʹͷϸڷָкܺõӣ߶Ѿ糺죬ҲһƬɫ
ԭԲ԰׵ƤǿʼԳһЩͬɫ
˫峺۾۽·Ʈһһǣǲ̧ͷԼ
Ϊһ仰ͰʦŲɣ
ӦѾԷſգƮ׾̵ĻظԽԽȣνžߡ
˵ڿԸһˣϴּԸһҲԣ
֮ǰ׾̾ѾסļӦΡΡ̧ۣ׾̨̱صƣ£ӰУ̫顣
ڵİ׾̺ƽһ
ӦȻ˫ۣղǵ㾽εһӱ׵˾⣬˫ֻʣվԼǰİ׾̵ģ
׼Ϣԭ򣬰׾̽⿪ŷβͷɢɢشļϣһ̲Ȫ൱˵Ŀ⡣
˳һ˴һ˲ᣬԼԼǴ
׾ڴۿëҲǺͷһɫʱԵñƽ࣬Ҳ൱...
Ӧһһ׵Ĳʦ޾׵ʦܿƯһμ׾̵ʱͳᵽ㡣
غǣʦӣ֪ΪʲôȻʮϤ...Ϥù֣ų׷˿ƺҲһ˵ĸо
ĸо˻ƽʱһģһ
񿴹Ƶġ
ǻӦҺŵһμʦ
ϤвǴ
ָоոӦüĺشһһʹ۵˫۷ڣǰ˵һģԺﲻܿƵ񱨴һ͵ͷ
ǰ˺ΣգԼԶ㣬ԶԶģԽԶԽã
ͷľһ޿ײӿԺһеұΣԤ
Զ㣡Զ㣡Զ㣡
ԺͷԽԽǿңǼһ
......ôˡԶƺϤǵصľУĶֻò̫С
ͬʱԺָһȪһƵߣֻǲʦô䣬ľĸо
......
ӦԼʲôƤëĻһȫը
̫Σգôȴ˵
...ڽ
Ϥ˭βԼԼŲʱʲô龳
Ͳһ㣬һ㣬ϾΪʲôôϤˡ
Ӧ
ڼӦҪըĴУĵֱӣŷԼ֪ʲôʱѾϥ˵ϣʳָͷԼͷͺȫ亹
.........ţ˫ʧ˺ðعȻŵһɵķϢ
ͷһ¶ȣʦʦһָֻͷϣ£סüģࡣ
Ӧ𽥻ָ˹ղԺҵĶˣ̧ʦ˫ɫָÿ۾
˫۾ƺһ㵣ǣڵ
ʦ...ʦ......ǰİ׾̻ǸղǸɢӣϥذһЩյ
ʦ...ͷʹ......̫ʹˣӦŸоԼ۽ǾȻе΢΢ʪ⡣
úܲ˼סײʦеʱ򣬲֪ΪʲôȻһ˲ίúܡ
סǰһûбҪֳ
Ҳ˵Ϊʲôöûйڵһӱ˳
ĺܣˣԲ
һѧʱܣڰ༶ﱻʱܣͬѧЦؾһʱҲܡ
ʦʹ...ӦҲ֪Լڸʲôһ˲뵽˺ö飬˺öû˵ĻǱϰˣһ䶼˵ڣֻܷ仰
ͷ¶Ⱥһ׾̵ŲˣӦ۽һӸˣӺͣûٳ
Ȼһ룬ԭֻǳǳźŵķζƺһ˲ǵض
һĻ˶ǹɷζ֡
...û...ʹ......ߴǹɵŵķζһһһӦϣḧ


38 㣨21
˺þ, Ӧĵĳֹס
׾˳΢еĺһסӦխɫе, ΢¶һϸ԰׵
˭Ҳ˭ӦץŰ׾̵½, ȻҲ׾΢е
Ӧڰ׾̼羱ϣʦǸ, ͷſȻ׾...˯ˡ
׾̸󱳵һ٣ЩεظܵڲȺû, ûǿ̳ҭҲûķӦ
һ, Ӧûж󣬰׾̲ȷ˯ˡ
Ѿ˯ȥӦֻоԼ, ƮƮ, ƮһطͲˡ
׾̶СĵذӦᱧ˴, Ӧ˸߻ϡһЩۡ
˯еӦԾɻüģ
ߵİ׾̿Ӧܾ, Ȼ, üĵ˵㡣ǳǳâûӦĶͷȻŵüͷɢ
ӦԼ˸൱߰Ρ
΢Լһ°ɫĳۣ仹Щ, һö׹ӣߵʱ΢ҡΡ
һѳ֮, Ȼչ˺öྫ·СԺ, ó°, һЩ¾ɵڡ
Сҵζ˱Ƕǰơ
Ӧʹۣ뿴дʲô˫һһʵʵͬ̽ȫ
գգ˺ð죬Լ۾ͺϻһ
Ӧ̧֣Ҫ۾һοԼеܳѾ˵˿ڡ
̲ס˶٣ȴĪӿһɰĵĸо
ȵָⲻԾظ˫ۣӦŷӦԼǰĶΪˮ
Ӧָͣһ£ȥ˫ûᡣ
ȻҰһӱ˲٣̧ͷٿһǰƾдʲôʱŲʶתȥ
󣬴һɫ۵̧ſż˽סӦһ˫Ц׷˹Ư۽۹΢΢ĵñ൱׵ݸӿ˫
Ǳҫ۵һͷӦ̲סգգۡ
ɫĵ˿˹ָ΢æһĨûɵˮȻʮִ֣С
ſڣ̶һ仰⡣
ײԼᣬӦЩ΢ͷһǣסָ΢΢һ
Цɿֺʮָǣס
ӦŸ˲٣ҡһ˵֡
һԼڣ...ڻˡ
ԾЦţǣֽ˽ӦҲһš
ڡ
Ӧ˺죬򴽲ǣӵָˣָӵġ
ȻԷЦ
һתӦվһ䷿ڡ
Ա֮ǰǼÿ˲ֹһڹ漸ڵýģһΣϷŵĶһͼ۸񲻷Ƶİڼ
ڳ֮⻹վһλɾһ꣬һɫԲ쳤ۣһŭ˵ʲô
Ӧ̫Ѩ֪ôͱȽϺãֻܿ˵Ȩ֮ƣα˻󣿡
ǰСɾҧĬһ˲䣬Ȼ˫ͨøӷŭ
ӦͷۣʳָһֱԼ̫ѨѵãѾ˼ҲҲΪʲôˡ
Сɾ۾ؼҲҲڴԼ
̫ˣӦŲ˫ۣͷһһ׿ڵʲôϵģ˵ˣȨ֮ƶѡ
һĬӦòʱתۣǰСɾȻޱҲѹ˲٣ضӦһһ俪ڡ
磬ǲԼ˵ֻȨ֮ƣԼ
ӦûͷغȻоһĻţɴŤɰͰͿڣҵȻȻת߳ڡ
СɾֶıӰ߰ԽԽ̶
......
ҾϸҲ𣡡
˯еӦ̶ŵúҭһ Ȼ͵𣬴ξ˹
¶̨صƲ֪ʲôʱѾصˣһƬڰԶĵƹ⻹͸٣ڿ嶫
ӦãȻһ˲䣬Ȼ˸ղŵΡ
ʵһ֮󶼼ǲ̫еϸڣֻǻżǵһ仰һЩƬΡΪǺȻѣξļײ΢ǵһЩ
Ӧе£ԺﻹĻǸ˵ĻȻǰ룬ûüϸƣкǣֵˡ
ȻӦ˴סˡ
ûоʲô֮ٻǸӵףͻȻһ顣
ͷǸ
ʦǲʦ𣿣
Ǹˣʦһģһ...
ӦһʱǱըˣضǣ𾪵Ըӡ
εʦε˾ˣεʦô...˵ĺã˵Ǻã
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ˣȻʦǣ֣ǣˣ
˵ղʦʱĻھ...Щ㤵ˡ
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УĲУ̫ˡʦ߹޵ˣôôؿűˣһǣ֣ǣ֣
ˣڰӦ﷭ȥΣ䲻ŵһ顣
ҲΪŵˣҪǷ⶯...
Σ˵ܲ
Ӧȥſڰ͸һӰ׾ڴԱߵһϣƺһֱԱտ
һסӦ𾪵ġˣʦԸôܻӦ̫ˣĹΡ
׾̵ɢӦŨŨĲЭС
оۣԴġ
֮ǰô˯ŵ......
ûǸξ˼һµļ̺ӿӦԺС
......
֮ǰǲǱʦţȻ˯ˣ
.........
Щʲô
׾̿ӦĪӿ̺ı飬̲סЦһ
Ӧ̸ˣţҲ˼ȥ׾̣һֺֻûҪԼ·ǿпڵʦ...ôϢ
׾˳ָ󱻽ǣûʱ򡣡
Ӧһ£е㲻װ׾̵˼
ʱ˸ղųӦļ
˵ˣҾȥϸĲøң֮һӵ
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ʦҪҪȥӦһɨһԵĵӵʱʮһʮ֣̲סһԭŹȥôһС
ҪǸʵ̫ˣΪһ˯úܾá
ã˯ҳȥ׾ҡҡͷ׼ȥ
ӦıӰϰ׾һ˻ԷʱıӰص
ƿӣʦҺһȥ
л˵
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39 㣨22
Ӧ, ׾û˵ʲôûſȰӦϢҲûбֳر, ԷſڵĽŲһЩƺӴϷˡ
߹Ӧ̲סĵЦЦ, ʵʦЩʱҲͦɰġ
˴Էţһӱࡣ
Ӧǳվ֣ӦϪǼ䷿ſ, 鼤֣
֣С㣬ǲð˽Ҫ֮ǰһȥϴּҲ֪, ǽίй¾Ҫ쵽ʵκηա
Ӧղֻ֣𼤶, Ȼе㲻⣬ÿ˶вͬϰ, ϲϲʱ˸Ҳ
ʵʿ֣ڵ״̬, Ӧ̲ס˸ͻ
֣Ȼ˿еʵ, һֱʰ÷ǳɾࡣ
ڵ֣һͷõβɢ˲ٳͺ֮ǰһֱ̲סץһ, ۾Ҳеббعڶϡ
ҪϵǸ, Ҫڳ˶õǼ˸ղ˵Ļ㲻ûΪӦϪӦǳʲô൱ʧҪ
ӦǳϺȰο෴һԵӦϪ˫ֱվһԣϱ鲢ûвͷ, ǽ֣һһ
ӦƣӦϪƽЩ, ˵൱ƿ˵ġ, ˵Ǳ, ˵ڼ֣һ
׾̺ӦӦϪݹһǸ֣С֣ǻһ£ҲΪȫ롣
ּ֣־ŭһȻ˲١
֮ǰǸСʦǻƽϴŵİʲô£Ƕƽųµģֲа
ӦϸղŻɻŵıһסˣ̲סԵİ׾̺ǱߵӦϪһۡ
ӦϪ˸վűߣ˭˵ƽ
֣һӶסˡ
ûղӦǹʱ˭ûΪʲô£ֻǼ˵һ͵ҽԺȥˣӺӦϪװûµ˵˻
ʼնûƽ¡
Ӧٴδʵ޻Ůˣ֣ϵı˷ŭͼУ񻹼һЩ־塣ڼҵı֮£ϸĻʲô
֣ղŻֱܼ٣еͰˣ...ǣǸԸ...벻Щ...Щƽ˾ûг£Ҳ...
ĶͦģƣϺ˯ףһöˡղӦϪ˵Ļ˲٣ڿ֣ǳɡ
˵ʼֻǴ²²֣͵͵ŷʱƽղ֣Ǿ伸ǲеĻϾʵɡ
֣Ľ̫ǣǿˡ˵ʵ˵ǣӦϪӦǳЩʼҲȫû뵽ӦƽôЧģ˵ЩһʼеŰɵˡ
һʱ׷ڰ˲٣һһǰ
֣С˵ӽ겻ˣеʵĸоƵƵ۾бۿ˺ü۰ڻڵӡ
ӵķѾָһδδ𻮹
֣ʼסС۾ָҲʼ΢΢󣬿ӵѾȫΣףһú϶ܿԡ
ףһɻ֣㣬һֱʱʲô
һʴ˰֣ڻعһƽη˫һ˿ӦûзӦʱȻ·ӣԽףһúϳ⣡
׾Ȼס
ȷӦϣףһҲһתס֣֣𵽵ǸŮѵĿ˵Ѿܳ˷źֱ˸޶˻
֣ƴ׾վ֣ʲô
֣סղŻЩʵ߿ʼɢʧһ
׾̵ڼҪţԶ˽ᡣ
֣û˵һֵʽķΧС
ʱһһδǰŰ׾䵭ǳ֮ѾʼˣԼӦøоõ
δ𣬵δ
δ
֣ƺָһߣж̱ڵϣǺȾңȾңҲ
֣Ŀʮؿ־塣Ӧڶȴû֮ǰڵҡ
֣ĿһͶ·ľ̡
Ϻףһñһ޸һ̲ס˺һɻؿӦϪͰ׾̡
׾ߵڵϿ޵˻ߵ֣ǰһֻ֣ϵŸɾֽأó
֣߿ޱ߶ףһվһţĶ̲סһ䣺Բ......
֣ԼڣӦһƲͷȥ뵽׾̻վǰ棬һ̲סͷת˹۰׾̡
֣ƺǴԼͳʲôŵ˰׾
ףһ˿վ֣ҲһһѾı顣
Ӧ߹ȥְ׾̵ϸŲͽֽһöССķƣʲô׹һö൱µĽָ
ףһôչ˿ⲻ֮ǰ˵ǸCƽָ̽ģ˰죬ԭ͵ˣ
ڳļûվöָǱ񵽵ĻǱ͵ߵģ˵עöƵ׹ϡ
׹Ƿſڰ׾ϵģ濴ǲľСʲô㻭һмһ㲣ǶʲôֽƬֻʺɫһЩŤŤС֡
Ϊŵǰ׾̣ףһü˶ûҿֻ̫Ǵſһ£оЩСֲģǿ
ֻӦýһЩʺСоǳ
öƲûϵӦ֮Ծö׹Ϊľд˸ףǿԴġ
ûϺףһõı鵹һӾͱˡףһĵĲǺڣС֣㻹ҸǲǷˣ
Ӧе㾪ȣϾˣףһÿ֪ⶫʲôӡ
֣˫סͷС࣬˻΢΢Ҳ֪...Ҿ...Ҳ֪ⶫô
ϲ˾ʲôǷˣ
׾̵ڵͷӦ״𣬡Ӧ
Ӧͷ󷭿һ㶡
ķмǶŵǸֽƬһСɫʼ޵С񣬻һֻŵİɫ꣬βչ
Сϵĺ˫ۣüм˶һ
忴Сĺһ˸оƯڶٿĪĵе㲻СɫʱͶ޵ùͷ˻е۾
ϿۣȻС֣мӹðɣȦм³ģǾѾˣ
֣߿ޱҡͷû취...û취...
ӦѾվСڳӦˣһתͷȴӦǳֹ̲סӦϪӦϪҡҡͷһ˵ı顣
ͻȻӦйϰߣ֮оиֳɵܻû˵Ĺѹһֱ顣
֣ӦúӦҵĺǲһ·
׾̿Ƭ̣ʲôԸ
֣Ŷ£˵.........
׾ֱӣֻٿеķһۺض˵ϣˡ
֣ɫһӱòҰףڵϵķ˴ȴͻȻؿƺȻӿѪСϵİɫ֪꣬ʱ˫ۡ


40 㣨23
ͿʽǸ۾ͷһ, СϵĺҲ΢һׯϵϲࡣ˫ۺϲɭɲ˲, ൱аš
ر˫ĺۣʻһɫ, ߾ȻбſǱߵ֣
ѪԽӿԽ࣬ףһúæض㿪, ȴڽµѪȻһ£һףһúϵ˫ʱԶܿ, Ȼٶ
̱ڵϵ֣ķ
ӦϪӦ׾ѹһǱӦϪ̲֪ͳһľ, ɳ˹׾һֻ׼ȷؽס
Ҳͬһ˲, ͷдʼž, ž, һ˲䱩֮ǰûصĴǰĴֱӱ߸ߴ, θžʹ˹
ӦеԼպȻһ, Ĩ֮һ㤣ϵˮվȻǰɫģ
ⲻΣѪΣ
ѴϣӦϪһ, ӦǳзӦһּۿذûصĴϡ
ХС˺ܶ࣬Ծ˳һЩ̫ܵķ϶֮м, ʲôһ
֣Ͷɸ, һ仰˵׾΢΢, ľ͵ػ֣ĲѪ˳ǳǳ˿մȾľϣ֣ʹؽһ
Ӧͷſ׾ľǸС״׾˫סľƵͷβȻָһ
ľƵͷ׾
ľƵĺȲû̫񣬿һ˲ľƶѵ֪Ϊʲôľͷ...͵ϵ
ʦҪˣӦϪһ䣬žһԭ൱ĶһͬʱȷѪҲɲ֮ͣסǱͣ˺ڰͰ֮С
Ӧףһݴ
һʪʲôҺϵ
ˣ˰׾̺ӦϪվԭأҶ
ǴӿмͻȻֵģӦѹֲ˼ΪʲôⶫƾճڿУ𽥿...ı
Լ󲱾ļƤһӾը
Ӧֻоһ൱ʪϢԼı
ֱġžડһ
΢¹⣬Ӧǰ׾̰Ѹղϵľƶû˵һյϡ
ʪϢȻסȻʪٴ˳ǿľƹȥ
ǸŲǿľƴʱڵļ˲ſ巢Ķʲô
ףһˣֱ֣̱ڵϻ˹ȥ
Ӧһͺɤ
룬ľԱߣһ˼ŤŹֵӰɢ˫ִԣֻһżǰһżվľǰ
ӦͺԭǣǸͷʹţȻվľǰȴǱľƣվں治ԶӦ
Ӧҳһſ־е㲻ԣһϸͷƤ顣
ǸͷʹţҲӦͷӲسֱţҲһƤʳһţǱľƵģͷȴ෴沿Ť˵ϵľơ
ǸȷʵڿľƣΪͷһٰʮŤԭԿӦ
סǸͷǿڵϵľƣȻľƵͷ
֮Ǹ䶯Цߴһ
֪˶ã˲˻˻ղϨĶžһٶһƬǽĿ
ףһ۾ͷһֽ̹һ
϶̲סҡһ˲ҪεƵġ
ɾĵذϣһѪɫĽӡһżǰһż
⴮ӡǴӿмͻأس֣Ȼ쵽Ӧ󣬼͸һ˿ľ룬赹֣ǱŲ˼쵽˰׾̶ľƵĵط
ӦϪ˹ȥľõӣһŻƷ
ͬʱ֣תѣǰμһӦע⵽ĲϴӰ׾̻ǵ˿ڿʼһȦɫĺۼ
ʦ......
׾̲˲ָ֣ϻһ֣ѪѪľż֣˵һ١õһʱܲһ
ӦϪɫģܺķ˵ľһʶˣɵûء
Ӧһæ׾̣Ȼ׾˫ɫǳһ˿
ʦû°ɣӦʶ׾̣׾̧ۿһۣ¡
Ӧе㵣ģʱѹ
ӦϪѾߵ֣ǰԼɫ˺ܶ࣬㵽ʲôԸ
ղŰ׾˵Ļ֣Ѿȫˣ...ҾԸдһ飬ɻڴ˶......
˶һ㶣ףһ̽㣿
֣ǵͷȻҡҡͷϵıֲǿЦ
...ⱾС˵Ľṹһʼģһʦ...д̫ͳףûгԸգȻ...Ȼʦϵɱ......
һʦʬľǵʱʦһͬӵ֣ʦʱϾͷǱûԸյԭ塣
ӦϪüʦƷ
֣Цһû...ҿʦС˵ȷʵס......
ʦʬʱͻȻһлԺ
ʦôϲԼƷ϶...϶ҲϣԼƷԱڿġ...иУֱʦԭڣ¸дһ£Ͷ˳ȥ......
С˵УͷǸʬָڣԴ֣ʦʬ¡
׾ȴͻȻԸʦϵĵ
֣һһҰס
...Ը......
ü˵ҶµһȺϵԭ
һӦϪֻյһϢ㿪һģ˵ˣ˭֪֣С˵ôаţֲ֮ǰһֱҪݡ
֣ǵ...ʦ־ϵɱ......ûйϵ......
һһ俪ڵʦ־־
һӪ㣬ԭ߱ʸջɹôһǵݣ֮ǰȻҲоǰƷ˵ɣֻ˵ȷʵûʲô
ֱⱾͻȻһߺ졣
֣˵
ӦϪ˱ģģ
֣߶µһ΢ģһʼûţ˭֪......
ӦϪ̲סͳһ΢̸öҲǼٵĻãĺ
ӦӦǳ΢̡ȴһ㶣֮ǰޱǼ£򵽵ɢҲ˵ڡһ΢̡ġ
˵Ļͬһ
ֿ֣ӦǰǰȾңĲ֪ƻ
ⲻĺƣҪɲһƾġ׾̿һ۶Զķơ
֣һ㶣..ʲô...
׾̵Ԧѡʵʹǿס߻ǣԹ͹Ʒʹ¡ղŻȥ֮ǰѵǸŮ𣿡
֣Ҳ


41 㣨23
׾̵Ļָ̫, Աߵףһú϶̲ס֣һۣϾɲ
֣𶶵þһҪȥһ
ôϲȹ, ȻŤǻܿԭ...ǰϵɱ˵ʦ㰡
ӦһӻȻ, ʦ֮ǰ˵Ϊ׾˵Ǿˣû뵽֣ѧ㡣
Ҳѹ벻, ˭֪֣󻹲ôһ¡
֣ϵıɿ־תΪ˻ţ...Ҳ֪Ҳ֪ƻẦѧ, Ĳ֪ѧûϵ....ûϵ....
ӦϪһ, ϵı˵Ǳ仹
һĸģ̰ͼЩĶ, ֮ǰ͸뵽Щˡ...ʼն㡣ʦ黹ǿ˵㲻֪, кѧ, ֮Щأ
Ӧ̲סǸеŮӣȻ൱ֲ, ŨŨĲ, ൱ҡ
ʲôôᣬǰ;ѵǾûУ֣, ڹǵˣͱŸԼҲʲôˡ
ڳ˶ӦϪ˼, ֣Լ˵ô޹Ļ, ӦڵһγµʱֹӰ, һֱ䷢Լںͷ
֣ż򣬡...Ĳ֪Ҳû취...ӰôͶʣһôܽͣ......
׾̵һղóףһõöָǸʲôõģ
ףһûһ㤣ٿ֣ʲôаһӦǰ...ʲô˼......
׾̰öָҸղ˵ˣԦԹסǣҪƷʹƷɴСҪЧ󻯵ĻõļƷ˼롣
ӦϪ̾˿ԭ˼벻ô򵥵£֣Ʋסʦ㣬ⷽ˵˲١ֻҪƷóСʽԼȥո
ոףһòһ̲סԼĲ̲ס뷢ŭ֣Ȼ...Լú𣿡
֣⻰ҵһЦô£Դѧ֮ÿ춼ܿ...ÿ춼ܿѧյ÷ǵҹʱڴ...ȥϴּʱھ......
С˵ıĵӰͲôһˣͲһ......
׾ƽؿ˵껰֮ſڣ֣Ҹղ˵ˣľֻܵһʱһʦԹأᱨӦԼͷϡ
֣ͻȻֿεĿ˲٣ˣڳ˶û˵ʲô
а취ʦ㣬ʦ㰲ϢĻҲԵһ١ԦҪҵʩ˲ܽ⿪øǸ΢ʲôݡ
֣æ̧ͷԼֻңҰǸ΢̵ƬƸǣ
ŵصԼ΢ţҵбǸͷIDȥһд֣ûڡ
ӦһҲޱǻصһģһݼӵǸ΢̺Ҳ·ˡ
֣̲סǵȵȣҺ΢̼ģҼǵʲô˵
û֣ס˿...֮ǰһμʱ̫Ҫ̫ˣ±ƭҪһ档
ӦϪȻأʲôˣʲô֣ͷ𣿡
֣ͷʱñӺͿ֣̫峤ʲôܿ
˵ʿˮͻȻ׾̣Ǹ...ӦǰһҲɫͷ
ΪԼǻڰ׾ϣ֣û˵̫֡ʵ˵Ǹ˵̬ǰλӦǰһģһһھƵ￴׾̵ʱһ
Ȼ֣ûЩ˵ڣӦϪԥЩɲ￴ЩʲôӦƷЩԡ
˼Ǹ˺ʦ
׾̣׾ԾվԭأϵıҲƽ֣һ㲨ûС
ӦҲ֪ԼĵǾʦ飬ﻹе̲סʦίͬʱе˵
ϣ˺ʦһ
ԱߵϺףһþͲһˣϵãϾȦƴ˺ܾãȦҲմ֪ЩŵӦҵȻɻҲû̫ࡣ
ףһ⻰΢ɲشӰ׾˼׾̵ɲԱӦϪˣεЦһףһסٶ
֪ˣб𣿡׾ƽؼʵ
û...ľֻ֪ЩӦǰ...ӦǰȾ......
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Ϻ仰˵൱ǿȲ˵ֻͶǮˡΪݣ֮ǰ˺ܶ๦εģҲת֮׼ƯƯĳû뵽ͷǲС
뵽֮ҪֵڵĹԱ˵£ﶼǾġ
µ֣ϣ֣ͲˡӰԼȥҾǲģҲðꡣ
СѩһǺܽذصں仰ϣӦǰ˵䲻Ҳȥ...ǻʲô𣿡
׾ҡҡͷ㲻̫ģǾ黹£ҪԹĻҪǰԸ籾ԭ֣ʦָ壬ĳɵӰҲܸƽһʦԹ
ϻȻصͷԭˣ֮ǰС֣Ҳ˵ʦ㵽Ͷ磬϶ҲϣԼƷгͷ֮յġ
֣˰׾̵ĻҲȵ˲٣Ӧǰǲ...֮оˣ
׾û˵ӦϪҡҡͷ
ղ˵ˣһƶģֻ֮ǰԼ֮ĸǰ˶ѡ㻹ʦ˲ԼƣֵĻֵѾǸˡ
֣꣬΢΢鴤̱ڵϡ
ǻ취ʦ㣬ʦ֮⣬˵ҲͷϡԹ޹أгᱨͷϣ㶮˼𣿡
ӦϪβѾȫɢ֣Ժǳѡһù˶˲пͺɻˡ
֮Ҳ̫Ӧ...ڵµء
֣Լû뵽Լһʱ̰ԽԽվԼ˽ȥ
֣˵ˣӦ̲סһܾĻ
ʱ̫ᣬ֪ڰб˼۸
ӦϪ֣˵ӣҲٶ˵תһЩˣٺ顣
Ƕ׷ֻʣ֣һ˻ԭزӦǳߵӦĵʵҪṵ̂߼ʱֹĻҲڴˡ
Ӧͷ֮ǰֻǿнΪ֣֪ЩײЩ¡ɰ׾̹֮ףͼ˻ףһƳȥԼڴĺˡ
ˣû°ɣӦӦȪҽԺǱߡ
Ӧǳգգۣû£ҽԺɱ߰ȫˡӦȪϢ˵ոձȹˣڻУ˵ԹҽԺķ̫ѳԡ
Ӧ̲סЦЦص˺ܶࡣ
Ӧǳ˸Ƿ...ˣһˣŮѧҪȥ˯ˣСҲ𵽴ˣֱ¥Ϣɡ
ץסӦӦͳǱȥӦģл˵ڣεһƬ
ʦ...ʦŷأȻҪƽĻֱӸӦǳȥˣ֮ǰӦϪһѾˣȥĻе̫Բסʦˡ
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......ӦؿڣԼҲ̫֪ô˵
ӦԶһaL
ǷӦǳͣסŲԼգЦתʦá
׾̵ͷűӦǳסӦӦǽرӦǳסİֱͣһ˲ֿһѾµĵݣȻɴת
Ӧһ׹һ£ղ֣£ûüʦкվڵǰ׼ֱ¥ȥ
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رÿ˵ıӰеµĸоͺ񾭳һһ
֮ǰӦϪӦǳӦȪĻʦҲȷʵһֱһˡСľûʲô޹˼ɵߵġ
ӦĪ©˰ġ
ҹĻʲô
Ӧͣһ¡
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׾תͷʱպɨǰβӼͷһƣȵůĵһ⣬䵽˫ǳɫ۾ȻԵʮᡣ
ӦһӾǸŹ䳤ۣġʦ
뷨Ӧ̲סһϽЩ߰ξѹȥתͷͱ龪ȵӦǳ˵һ󣬾Ϳ첽׾Ǳ߹ȥ
ʦȵҡ
ʵξҲǺܳӦŰ׾̲ĿͶȱڻϵĿ⣬֪Ϊʲôʶ³ôһ仰
˵ʲôʦ֪Աߡ
Ҳ֪ǲӦĴ˵Ǿ仰֮󣬰׾Ŀĵƺһ˲һ£ϵıø͡
ʦղûϢðɣǿطϢɣʦҪһʦȰˮźã쵢ĺ...ʦ
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Ӧֻ˰׾һۺתĿ⣬˵һСһ㣬ϵ߶ûͣ
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á
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ӦȪã˵ڶҽԺﲹ˸ǻʳ̫С
ǱӦǳѹĺӦϪ˵Ӧý벻Ҳһ䡣
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ŮЦһţӦǳ˵ҲŮΣȻҲеǸ˼
˵ţӦϪóСǻøӦǳĻڱ֪СŰȪȥĶȥˡû֤һǻʱÿǵø
ӦǳӦһӦϪתͷÿӦڣɴøӦСŰɡ
áӦùڱмŵǻƣӹʱСİѵǻƸקˣֻô򿪻ڱ¼нȥ
ڱһ򿪣Ӧ鵽֣Ȼתˡ
ŵǻƵҳӡһӦʶ֣Ӧ壬뻧ϵһдֵܡ
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ӦͰ͵ǣ⻧ڱдϪǽ......
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42 ӳ1
ӦＸЩ, Ǻ꣬¿϶ӹɵġһദô죬ֲûӦȪӴ, ȻҲۼ
ⱾڱӦϪ־ˣ, Ȼܣ
Ӧ̲סϸӦϪӦϪ˵òȴϵĻҪĵöࡣ
ſ, ӦϪߵߣĴյӦͷԱѹ.........С...ҽһ...̧ͷ......
ʵӦϪֻǿЦֲ, ӦƫͷһӦϪغɫ˫۾Ȼ˵ıɫ, ͫ׽Բ۾
...Ϫ㣡Ǳһ, Ȼ󿴵ӦϪЦ׹ԼϷŪ, εˡ
, Һͬһ, ǳǳʹӦϪЦŻصӦǳ, һסӦǳ
ӦǳҲЦòͣӦЩ
ӦϪһ԰׾̧ۿһۣӦϪӦǳ̲ЦˣҲû̫, Ӧգգۡ
ӦһͻȻӦǳղźӦϪҧʱ˵Ǿ仰, ⲻиֳɵ, һӻȻ
Ըղűô˵....
Ӧǳ̲סЦһ, Ҳ˼ģйӤҲаݺɵģ˭뵽߾иĺꡣ
⵹еӦĺˣǰݺĿԴԸ𣿡
ӦϪͷ˵ǿԣǱߵĺû˵˭ܸġܸӣһĺǾԲеģҪԸĳϣصԸ...Ҫġ
ŶŶӦҲǺһ£ƶǶҲûʡ
ӦϪһ£Сȥʦү𣿡
ӦǳҡҡͷûأŸտѧûʲôʱ䣬үү˵ٵʱʹСȥҲˡ
ӦϪͷСʱӦҲʹɣ֪ļҵĺ꣬ɽкöƯСճء
Ӧǳ࣬ҪԵģʵҺӦȪͰϪʱ򣬴ҶΪһ𣬰ϪӦȪһء
ӦϪЦһ£ϲȪŰȪá
ӦĬĬţΪԼҲ̫˽Щһֱûô廰ӦϪӦǳӦȪĹϵﻹЩϢССĽģҲ£ԼҲʹĻʲô...ꡣ
ӦϪ㣬˽˰ˡ
Ʊĺ࣬صӦҵʱպϣһһȷʵѴҶ۵ˣûôڣʱ䵽˾¥Ϣȥˡ
ûʲôµӹǺܿ죬ӦճȥѧУרҵ֮⣬׾ҲණʱӦǳ֯һ𿴿ֲƬ׳ػضùЦǵӦƵ׿ǿֲƬϲƬ
ʦȻһξ˺ܶ࣬صӦڣЩģ˵𳤽ӦԼǲֹ֮˲٣Ͱ׾ദʱûһʼôСˡ
С֮ǰǸӰҪӳˣϪǼƱҪҪһȥһصӦҺӦӦǳͿһŷ⡣
ô죬ǻҲŲѡӦǳݵݹһţӦеؽӹһµĺɫŷ⣬ӳһЩصһȯһųεĵӰƱ
ӦǳͷǰɣҲͦģϪ˵ʵ֮ǰӰһˣȻôãǺڹһֱתģԺϽٶ졣
ӦŵӰƱƱҲǺɫıӡŹͼǶ൱ĺ溣һճϵĵӰӰǾٱ񻶵ŮӰӰ´£׽Ǹʲôա
ǡԶȺɽһֺհɽУѲ²⵽ǿҪ仹ǼճϢе൱ԡ
һС֣ԭС˵ıࡱ
Ӧȥ𣿡
Ӧǳͷҿ϶Ҫȥģղſ뺯ڣҺӦȪдΣȥˣֻ֮󲹸ˣСأ
Ӧŷⷭ˹ۣӦпգֻпΡ
Ӧǳ̾ǿӳʽЩҲᵽģϧȥˣȻ϶ҪϪٵ...СȥҲ͵ȥ
ҪԭӦһûôȥĳϣǻе㾽ȷӦסӣë˲١
ãҵʱϪĻ㴫һ¡
ӦͷҪ뺯ŵԼʱӦǳɿֳһ
ôѽӳһȥɶ˼ţҺͰȪȥ϶ҲȥԽʦһ
ӦһʦӰʦȥİ...
Ӧǳȴָҡҡnonono㲻ȥʣô֪ʦȥأ˵̫
ӦеʦһȥӰԺӣʦӦúæɣҸоʦһпա
Ӧǳֵؿһۣʦôһͽܣ»ʲôæģʦҲլǱˣ˲٣ȥʿ϶Ӧ
ʦֻһͽܡ仰˵Ӧһǲܿ϶׾̻ӦֻȵͷӦӦǳһȥʡ
...һȥӰоȷʵеģʦһĻŻúܶࡣ
ӦȥʦûпգͻȻԼ֪׾סĶ˸Ӷ֪֮׾һסӦǶ¥¥һ㡣
Ƕ¥Ӧ˶סⶰ̫һȻ濴ͬһַ񣬵߽ȥ֮ӦߵװԱͥҪŲ٣ͷġ
Ӷ˵Ļ٣ⶰԸо˺ܶ࣬Ӷ˶ֻһЩŵץԼĵϿת¥ݡ
ת¥Уһ¥ߴӶ¥һֱͨز󻨴չѤλõĹӰΪ¥ԭӦһۣȻеֲԼξ
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ӦסǶһ¥һֻоͷһ䷿䣬ӦʦסĵطˣϽСܹȥš
Ǵɫ˫ţӦű벻ʦֱ֣סķ俴൱ɡ
沢ûж
Ӧеò׼ˣѵʦպóȥˣ棿
ò׼ͬʱеĪ˿ȻӦǳĻŵӰƱʦʵҲûаʦ᲻ӦԼҲ֪ôʱȽϺããεĺܡ
ʦڣɽŵĨȥˡ
Ӧ̧ţͷûȻȥˡ
ָ̧ǸոֻһҪŰϣȻ֨ѽһ׵űź¶žƯ
ӦźŰֵʦղǵСŵȫˣ֪Ϊʲôһ㱻ԼĿˮҭ
Ӧ׾̴ۿһۣȻţֱȥɡ
ӦϽССظȥһݾͱİסˣ̲סĴ˺üۡ
ߵװ޷Ϊ׾̵ķҲƫŷʽװޣȫһ
ڣһżӴһë̺Ӧбⶪ档
ӴϹҵ°׺ǳɴᣣҲʯש޲ľʣиСĶ౦ͷЩӦϲĶ
֮䷿ȫȫ...ʽһ㶼մߡҪǰİ׾̺Լ϶ִΣӦҪԼǲǴԽˡ
׾̽촩ü򵥣һɫ˿ʵĳխУ㣬ȿ޳һЩ
ͷǺɫģȻһˡ
ôˣ׾̰ѿǱߵһϵľպ÷һԣָָӦ
Ӧŵ˸ûôµԲʣƨմˡǰİ׾̿Ų֪ʲôϻһ˿Цݣת˲
ӦղŹ⿴۳ǱߣҲûע⵽׾̵ı飬ֻ׾ľʲô黭֮ĶҲû̫С
׾̵ι£Ӧץŵϸָ̲ס۽һЩ
ȻϷ֪Ȼı飬˻̫ɬ΢ΣëһЩΪȶ죬ڱ˸˸ʮʮ
ڵİ׾̶һ٣ӦҪ˵ʲôҲڴߴ٣õŵſڡ
һݵǰӦһϽӹһڣȵĲˮе㷢ɤӣȻ˺ܶࡣ
Ǹ...ʦп𣿡ӦеΣ򴽲ʳڡ
ţ
ӦҡҡͷļѾҪָҲǺ֮ģֻǾð׾ˣԼóȻǿӰֿп޵£е㲻֪ôڡ
ʦǰŽ٣ȴ˵ҪӰ᲻Եڿҵһרù
ӦԼװĺܺãʵһƮɢһһԵЩţʮȤ
׾̾˿ʲô
ӦΪһ仰һһ£ȻҲͻȻоԼЩĪĽźԥûͷûԵģ֪ʲôطʵûҪ
֮ǰϪǸӰʦǵӳʦҪҪȥ
Ӧ˵ǡҪҪһȥ˵־úеʧˡһΣˡҪҪȥ
仰ʳ֮Ѿ˱ܾ׼ʦƽǸϲ鷳µģֻҪʮбҪĻһ㶼͡Ȼղô˵Ҳеˣʦ...Ӧûǲȥİɡ
Ϊһ㣬Ӧϲʮʧ䣬Ϊ˵˿ڶһ˺ܶࡣ
ԱûӦ̧ͷպÿ׾̶Ų豭վڴǰЦЦؿ
ЦЦıӦԶˡôΪһȥӰԺֵط𡱣ӦҲͲµˣԼҲʦȥӰԺˣҲͲʲô
ǸЦݣǸʦȻЩƣһϸܵһһӦģǵԼԴһʹ
̫ϸ̫ܣʹֻһ˲䣬ӦΪʲôʱѾɢˣǱһ˹ȥ
ղЦЦ˿ڣãƱأ
Ӧһ΢΢۾׾̿ȥȴ׾ĶЦЦı飬һƽ޲ӡ
ˣ
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ӰóǸɫ뺯ݸ׾̡
׾̽˹ҲûзϣֻȻתͷòʵӦǳӦȪҲһȥ
ӦʵʵҡҡͷпȥˣҹȥȻ˵ʦʦҪϢĻһȥ͵ǸϪ
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Ӧ̧ͷվڴǰ˰е뺯תָϣӦһ
һ°׾̵ɫܸоʦɫһ㡣һתںǱǼ찾ҹסʦ׷ʱʦҲ˯ʦû˯Ӧ˵״̬
ӦûŴ
ʦǲǻûϢãɫеסӦԽԽǣ̧ͷ׾Ǹϵ飬޲ð׾˯
ӦĹ̫ԣ׾̱û䣬һ㣬ûϵֻеƶѪ
ӦȰһѣİʦƶѪˡ
һҲû˵ʲôӦѰ˵˾䡰ʦúϢŻȥˡ
ص¥ʱӦǳûڲŰƬ֨֨һ߿Ӱһ߳ԣӦӰ̻֮ӻ֡
ӴСôʦӦ𣿡
Ӧǳ׸Ӧ߹£ʦӦˣ˵һȥ
ӦǳֳȻ˵ı飬㿴˵ɣСȥʦ϶Ӧ
Ӧ̲סӺףҾʦʵͦº͵ģûд˵ô䵭ӦȪȥʵĻҲӦġ
Ӧǳܿŵصɴ۾ģңȥĻʦ϶Ӧġ
ӦķӦЦˣΪʲô
Ӧǳһ֧°Сñ⻹ΪʲôΪҺӦǳӦȪӦѽ
Ӧ⻰һ㶣еԺܿˡʦΨһһͽܣȷʵһϵҪӦǳӦȪ׽һЩ
ŶŶҶ˼ˡ
Ӧǳض룬...ôоûס
ӦеӣʵҲûб˵ôġ
Ӧǳ̲סЦ˰ͷѽҲôˣʦڣʦ㹻OKˡ
ӦǳЦţЩû˵ڡ
ӦӦǳӦȪǲģԼԼԼӦǳӦȪ˿ȴ
ӦֻΪԼѾ㹻ˡ
ҪȥʦӰȥӦȪȥǲɵģӦʦΨһһСͽȥ
Ӧƺ֪ʦ֪ܿΪʲôӦÿĵЩʱеʶĻرܣҲǲţǺѹ벻һ㣬߲ȥⷽһ
СԼûʶЩ
Ӧǳջ񣬼֨֨Ƭ
ڶ˿֮ӦųϽӦҡӦǳӦȪȻпΣӦүӺӦްҲڼңټӦԵеյġ
Ӧ˵յӷ˵ϰߵ֡ЬӣŸϽȥ·ȻȥԱҰ׾̡
ʲô
·ʱӦ䲻һϤѾ̤¥ݵĽŲɵͣס˼ͷԵؿۡ
׾ڳһߣֻܿ׾̻ɫӼδµޣĩڣճ޳ͦεߡ
ΪӦû˵Ӧڿ׾̵һ̣ĪоЩʲô
ʦӦǸӰЦת˲׾̶һһģһĲʳӦûڣ׾˵ܵô
Ӧ£ʦô֪û緹
׾̧ۿһۣ˾Ͳôˡ
Ӧ̲סЦǰĲʳͰ׾̵һһСţһɳһŨһСͰ
׾̳Եĺ˹ģٶһѾ˿һ롣
Ӧ״ҲϽθڲ󣬳һźͲˡ
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Ҷˣҡ׾û˵ʲôùͶӡ
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˾泵ϵ, Ӧ·ͺͰ׾һ˳
ӦҵɽׯȻڰɽϣȴԾڣλ, вôơ˽ҳɽ·Ͽ˲ʮӣӦ̧ͷʱѾ൱ֵ
ӳѡSľԺ, ˹ӰӻûԺǰʱӦѾȵķ˿ӦԮƶ档
Ժǰĳź̺, ߶Ǹָý߾ΧţܿһЩŴ绪ҵʿ߻ֱС
Ӧ棬ôʦȥʱ, ˾˵˼仰, ӦС˵ҴӺŽȥ
׾̵˵ͷӦҲˡ
ԺŵļҲһС, ໨, Ӧע⵽ߵĻǰŵô, ˽͹ģ˺ܶСƬ
ѽӦǰ, ˣվһλװĴ󸹱, ϴ˺üӣһӦͰ׾̾ЦշƵġ
߽˺Ӧһλ˾Ȼǲ֮ǰסҽԺ
˺֮ܶ࣬ǰʱؿܴæͷ, ϴԶٿ֮Ϲ۵ֱټи
ڵ, ϱȻƽ, ֮ǰ˹˲, ҲˣλμӴţӦҲʶʲôӣܸܵһů͵Ϣ
׾̿ҲûʲôرӦֻǵһ䣬ŷˣ
ϽͷæصǸӴ......֮ǰ̫ĿˣλǰǧϡǴҪӦҵڣҲ֪ûӳ......
ڻϴּ£Ȼǻ̲סս
Ӧ䡰ǰǺһ£ͬʱֿ˵ʱ򻹲ԾŲǵûȫȥպۡ
˵ˣ˵ˣϪҪμӷᣬû취صذҹλģλ
׾̵ͷŽȥӦﻹе̲סȣӿɺ֮ǰ̫ԶˣȻ˻Ҫʲô²Żı䡣
㲻徻ܶ࣬ҲȫڲԱٲʲôҡ
һŻĹԱСܶŻûӦһӼײһ¡
Ӧֻüֵһ£ָ΢ʹ
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ŻĹԱ̧ͷӦŷλյʱǵĹԲСӦû°ɣ
Ӧָ£˿Ѫʲô¡
Ź㷲ı飬ҡҡͷû£ȥæɡ
λǸŻСˡ
׾̵˹û£
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һ൱йǰƿһѾվ൱µŮĴӦ̴ȥ᳡м˸߸ߵ洦ɼ¹ڳʿŶ˵ŮʿЦŻ̸ཻ
ӦǰСӦ룡
߸˵ıӰӦȻ˸ͻͷϿʼеð
ΪӳڵӰԺ￴ӰˣҪᣬͷǾԱҲûʲôϵ
û뵽ƻᡣ
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ͷЦ뽻̸ȺŲɵİȹǺ͹ƤЬ
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ĵƹɱ˵˵ӰڽҲ޷䡣
ЦԽԽԽԽ̶˵Ĥֲ嵽ԼĶԾߴߴ
ҫ۵ƹԽԽףԽԽݵ۾ɬʹǱ˻꣬ŸѪã䣬˱
Ӧͽܡ
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һִֻĺȲ᲻أһ֧һˣٴӱ
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һۣЦŴչӦĵС˧磬ҼǸţƢ϶ûٸ鷳ҴӦǰǸ
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ԶЩͬžƱע⵽ֵŹкһǱ߻иĿ꣬ĵػཻ˭
λ...ӦҵˣӦλʦ
ԱǸأӦǰͽܣӦǰͽˣ
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ѽҲ߶ǰˣӦǰСӦúЪϢһ¡ſձһ£תӭЩıǣȻЦ졣
ӦĿȥЩպñµıԾЩ˹к棬ҲźûбĺͳĿ⡣
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ȵڵ﷢ǾߵʬʱȻǸʬӦϪӦϪݼȷʵӵӰַҲܵλӦԾǿͷƤһ顣
Ӱĵƹ⼸ȫ䰵Ӧ̲ס뿴׾ʲôӦһתͷȴ׾Ҳ
Ļ淴⣬׾ԭĵͫɫںڰ￴ڷһ㡣Ӧϻеŵı飬Ű׾̵۾˴
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ˮӦ˹Ӧˮ⵹ӳпԼӰ
ԽԽղͣסܸоһȵĺĶϣǳشˮ˫΢Ϣ޷
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ӦԭסݺȻһ˫һɣ͵ֺһǰˣ
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Ӧ˫۸һ㱡ŭԾŶԷð춼û˵
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ӦҲʦ
Եһ㶣ʧջأһ㲻ײϲӦϲ𣿡
Ӧȭͷһһ԰Һϲʦ
ԷĬһ˲·ӦһȻȻȻһЦӸˣ˫۾ԵúҪӿˮӦ仰ĵ𣿡
Ӧһ˲ſڵĵģϲʦ˭ϲʦôõˡ
һĬһϵĸO@Եֿ˹ӦȻϲңʲô
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ӦЩ΢죬С֮ǰް׸˵ĻҪԪ֮᳹ȶڵʵȶ𣿡
ӦǳͷԣҲк궼СӹɵģģϾ˵ã簢ϪɣԪ֮ǰҲӣֻûô߹ޡ
Ӧʵڰ಻ס棬ղ˵ǽԪʱ״̬ܲȶϪԪڵʱзʲô𣿡
ʵڲ룬ϾӦǳ˵Ƿˡ
Ӧǳۻ鿴еʹ࣬Ϫ...һת˰ǵľưɣȵֱ·һ²ʡҺקȥġ
ӦŶһӦϪȷʵʱ¶һĸо
Ӧǳ̾˿ûʲôοֵÿ궼һ㷢
ӦƶǶص˵ͷҲûټ⣬ǾίмһºظϢȥˡ
ӦԴ类̲֪ʲô˯رãͷһմͷͿʼԺ
˸˯ǰʶԪ˼֪ʦԪʲôġ
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ڶգӦӦǳǹŽ͸ɵСһȥѨ£ͳ緹ɽŵ¼ϡ
ȻӴرԶ߼ɽͨв̫㣬ƵҲһСʱĳŵɽڵĿܺãӦǳ±߶Ӧ˵
ӦЩȸԾЩţȸԾΪҲǵһҪ˾ӴӦҵϱˣŵʦβԼߣҲȷԼǳ᲻ӡ
㣬һһȥͬ˭᲻᲻֪ＯϣһСˣûȵ
Ӧǳڰ֣Ҳ֪϶᲻֪ϵģϵ֪ͨˡ
Ӧ׼һԶɽʱ䲻ɽʯһŹĹұˡ
ǸƺҲû뵽Ӧһº̰ڳһ㣿
...ãӦҲεص˵ͷ
Ӧǳͷ˺˫ü΢΢šࡣһ˵أô㣿
վǰһʵ£ȳơ
Ϊ峿ɽԭµñӿԴϣ̧ͷʱ¶ñһٻͦϧϹһԵݿеꡣ
ŰӦƽӦǳĻһӾͲ˳ˡǿǰһεӦһû˵ʲôôˣңҲֻܱҵȥ
Ӧǳ˸ۣҿе㲻ʹҪֻܱҵȥվʲôһͷ
Ӧƽһֱĥ...ˣ˵㣬øƤӡ
Ӧǳǳŵַ˸ۣûϵôģ㲻ƤңҲһſ
Ӧƽ̣ŰŤͷһ²˵ˡ
ӦӦǳӦǳգգۣȥҲһȥӹ˵С©ûȹңⲻﻹһֱء
Ӧ̲סЦӦƽԱߣֻܱ
ӦƽǰҲû˵ʲôˣһԳĬصȳʱʱӰͳһЩСܰϧš
ӦǳСӦƽʵҲʲôˣƢ𼱻ǵģ־ûϵż˭«Ƶġϴô˵㱻֪һٺ÷㿴û˵ʲôˡ
Ӧ۾ЦЦûµģ㲻õҡЩҲӦƽֻǵܵķûʲô
ȵ˳Ӧƽٴοڣһ˵˼仰Ӧѹûϡ
ȥӴ·ȷʵͬӦǳ˵ֱ߾벻ԶΪɽ·ƣתתһȦƳһɽԼ˽Сʱĳŵط
ΪɽԵʣӴҲǺӦլһصΡӴǴһƬɭֺͣһƬĺǰ
ƬˮɽźɭֵĽ紦ǸɽľԵƬʮֻ谵ǹõ磬վںҲѸܵ⡣
ҲΪԭûյԵʣܱ߷ǳʪӦ·ϾһŲȵ̦ϣҪʮСܱˤ
湻ġӦƽԹһñӵĳϵ˸ᣬǸñĳˣΪñӵԵʻԼԼյĸоӦƽ಻տ
ӦЦ
ӦƽһбЦƨйЦ·㣬㶹ѿһģһð˻չ㡣
ӦǳһӦƽôô˵ģлܺú˵ðզˣð˾ͳҩղչ˵ѵðǾͰ㶪ˣ
ӦƽȻתͷӦԼ˼䡰˭ϡչˡ֮Ļ
ЦЦ£ϵסӦƽȻ˵ûģҪðĻ˵ǡѧϰˣӴ˿Ҳһ
ӦƽƺĨһ֧˸֦ǰ档Ƭܿûԭһޱ߼ʵ
ⶫӴ巽λ̫ˡӦƽ֦½ŵ׵һʪĲݣɽﱾʪأǴ廹һƬ棬ûʲô̫ɹصġ
Ӧǳ֮˵˵ˣһ˿ɱô˵
ƫԶɽһ㶼ǴӹʱʼԼķʽפ˵˵紾ӣ˵ѱ˼ά̻ס
Ȼô˵ƾõĴһ㶼ԼļֵۣԶ˵˾߻ʵԶǺִɵԼһ˼Ҵ˲һٺô൱ƽ¡
ӦƽƲƲ죬ǿӲû˵ʲôˡ
Ӧǳһ߿ΧһߵɽˮǺõطⶫӴȫǸɽΧˮλã֪ͷׯôǴԲʲôѡַ
˻һͦӦƽתͷ
Ӧǳһʼɵıȥ˲٣ǿɽĵѾ㲻㣬ôҲҲֻܰθ߸ð찡
Ӧ򴽣ȷʵصѡõĻӰãҪȰǰǨҲԸ......
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Ӧ˵󿴵Ӧƽ¿һ㶣ôˣ
ӦƽŤͷûû뵽㻹ѧ˵㶫ġ
Ӧӣǿ϶ʦʦҲ١
Ӧƽǰûغһ
ֵˮ̫̫ʪߵһЬͿʼԼԼеʪˣӦǳ̾˿ַһ˫Ь
ߵߺһЩƾɵĵӳԱбб˸ӣҲЩƾɣ紵ɹ֮ѾЩѡ
ֵͦġӦıңپĿ飬šӴ塱ֵľд
ܹ𣬱ߵһˡӦƽشһ£ľŲΡΡǼľģмطԶȱ©ġβӦƽ¶࣬ӦԼŰ忴൱Σա
ӦǳŬŬ죬ǿ϶ܹģǱߡ
ӦӦƽ̧ͷľŶм񣬴൱ʵĲųͷ֮Ķǣ̧ͷ֡
ʵγǿҶԱȵǴԼͬҪôŰҪôǲˣŴǳִվİɽŵԵʮָ롣
ӦǳִڶǰһۣǿȥɣҵСˡ


49 լ2
Ŷ漸һ, ԱҲվߵӦСһһ˫״һҪˣ
ӦǳתͷӦƽӦڣǿȥ, ſббģһʪֻС, һ˾ˡ
ӦͷӦƽû, ǰͷľš
ò˵ǶľŵĵķǳеӦǽһͷľ巢Σյĸ֨ľ, ľһΣҲҡ, һʱ֮ԣΧֺֻХķľĶ֨
ߵŶʱ, ӦſǼǱߵĴˡ
ų˻߳ͷ֮Ķ, Ȼǳط, ӦЩǷɫͦס
תһ뵹ҲˣⶫӴ忴ղ̫, ԭ, ʹ泯رҲûʲôɹڵĻᡣ
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ڳ˧, ĵֻӦ̲ס뵽ţɡ
һλٲԱλôŨңֿ˸о崺ĵŶֹ࣬ʻ߳ɡ࿴Ӧ󣬴˼ţǿ۴£źѧʡ
Ӧƽǰͷŵʱȵ̦һԱλŶ׵꿴˳ַһ¡
ӦƽվȺҪл̧ͷһ߸۴磬лĻںû
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ǺãǱɽ¹ģѡΪɬЦЦ𲻴罻ӡ
ζɡһĺɧ˧ӦƽЦһ£վֱ۾ͷ
Ӧ㶣ûǴĻӦү˵ĸ׺͸˽׾ɵˡ
ȻӦǳͬҽܣ΢£Ȼû˵ʲôԱȽоС
ӦǳӦұҵġ
ζ˲ѤЦݵ˵ͷλСأ
Ӧƽǵһμζֿȸһˣе㾪ˣʹе㶵ؿڣҽӦƽ
ζŶƽƽǺλСܵأӦգգۡ
Ӧ£ԼףӦջӦûá
Χķе
Ӧǳͷַ˰ӦţӦƽԶζ֮ûٶʲôǷѸоЩ΢ڽΧ
ҺζҲǸղŸյģߵĴ˵ȥ峤Ƕϸ˵Ҳǿˣȹȥɡ
˵ͷζԾϰԹЦЦЦݡƲȻ˲٣ʱҪͷѹĸоټ϶Ӵܱ߻е˸һ·Ĭûô˵
ǵĺֱʾðǵİҲأݺ⣬״Ҳˡ
ӦǳߵǽһЩƵڵҿﶼŶǸæũ𣿡
ԣһЩ׳꣬ͿŴһЩһץŸˮͲүӵͷׯˣҲæЩ
ӦǳӦš
ӦǸүӵĻȴеΥͣŵĳͷ֮ĹߣͷЩµİ߰⼣ȴûʲôӣɾĺܣôǸæũӡ
Ӧ߿ǰ˼Ӧƽߵһ
Ӧƽתɶûؾͺ£
Ӧҡҡͷø͵ڣоЩе㲻Ծ
Ӧƽšüë΢΢£־סģЩҲӦһƬȻҲӦҵôࡣ
Ӧ΢΢ԥ£ǿڵǣǼƣڷʲôһ
Ӧƽһϸ۲һ£ЩȻͷӦǳ죬ϱȴе㲻ײĽҲǳЩˣʲô
Ӧƽջ´Ӧû뵽ѿͦġ
ȻӦ˼˵Ĳ²⣬ӴλñλûҪһЩźưһȦŲһǿ·СϿ˸Ƭ
ӴҲɽŵ£ӦլȴȫͬӦլڵɽɽϣɾӴķӰ˶ѻɽŵһűӵ
·Ӧ۲ߵˮ֪ǷǼڵԭ￴Ѿոˣֻʣһһŵĸɲڵͷ
Ǵǵһ俴΢ƬͷһűŹ߳
Сʦˣ˳ӦǸϽȥ⼸͵ҲûߣԺ
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ǽȥʱ˳ֵյ͵Ƹǣϴ峤񲻺ãСʦǶൣһ¡
δ峤Ǳ߽ӵ˵ǶӴ뿴أñٿأĿذ
ӦǳƺΪδ峤Ҫݲ裬ֽŵĲҶڸָ֦һһζϽɫؽӹݡ
˷·еûӦǳ˵ʲôӦǳεطŴ󼸺ڶߺϴ峤˵㷴Ӧ
ֻϴ峤ûлش𣬶ָָ죬Ҫˣ
ӦǳҲ쿴Ҫ³꣬ȥعҲҲʱһʱǵ˵ͷ˱ġ
δ峤˵Ҫլǰɣ
ϴ峤ֶһ£ҶصζϽֽˡ
ϵ𣬡ԣԣլӲˣɾ
ϴ峤Ķ̫أӦǳ˼䣬ʮֻܶԵϻֻЪһԲˡ
Ӧ;һֱϴ峤߶µ֣ܸое㲻̫Ծ
Եķƺʲô΢΢չӦڵ磿ôˣ
ӦתһЩҲĵغͷѵоϴ峤е֡
ƺЩȵ΢΢۾ôģϴ峤ͣϻ۵Ҳ˵ùȥ
ӦҡҡͷɨһΧȻӽϷŵյ͵ϡ
ȥһԸŵ͵Ƶ֣ýϽ˹ݵӦϡ
Ӧ۾˵˸лл÷һ죬谵С
ӦǸ˵ǵʵǸСǵĶ͵ͷ
͵һϨȻ˽ӽҹĻ谵֮С
ζӦƽͷΪӦͻĶһڻ谵֮лһۣû˵ʲô
ֻںϴ峤˵Ӧǳݵͣһ£Ȼ·ؼɤӺϴ峤˵Ż
δ峤蹻ˣˡ
ϴ峤Ħǰļƾɵɲ豭ٶ۵صͷ...蹻ˣСʦǺȲ裬Ȳ衣
˵ţһɱײϴ峤ΡΡذѲ豭Լ档
ȫ̸ûзӦڵ͵ˣҲûоȻ˺ڰ
ӦɤһŲ˵֣ζԵӵϣ谵ٴϴ峤ΡΡװŲҶֽ֡
˶׷׶һۡ
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СԺһûһ˵ŻĴǿ˳ƨվ˵Ǽȥסĵط
ϴ峤ں˾ס߱شסڸ˼ҡ
·ϣӦǳòؿڵϴ峤ˣ񲻺ʹҲ鷳ҽˮƽԣôȥ۾
ˮͲǸүͳһڣ³һ̣ʹˣҲûãǿܿ㶫һϹͷҲ߶
ӦǳЦŵͷг䡣
ļ˸ͻЩΪʲôֱӸӦǳʵϴ峤ǸϹӣ߻仰ΪʲôҪϴ峤ǸϹ£
˵ûֿ϶ǲܵģǼ˶㣬ϴ峤ж㣬żļҲǻᾭæչ˵ģԲûϴ峤Ϲ¡
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ǴȽϿĴӾˣСʦǽͷϢ֮󷹲ǶСʦ͹
ӦվڴǴġӡǰ棬һ㱣˵
˵ǡȽϿǴǫˣլӱ˵ǱȽϿֱ˵ǿû˱߶û⡣
ǰռǳ֮ķᣬӦŤͷҪŤӷĳ̶ȣǿլߵľͷ
ǵⶫӴƬ˵ббҲûжԽ峤סƬݵĻҲǡһ䷿ѡ
ǴᣬáһԾִ٣ӦоáһƬլӡݡ
ǶӴ޽ˮƽޣֻ޽ƽûм޶㣬ȻҲǹ׳۵ģȥһҪо㡣
ֻǶӴطķӶãֻô˸оЩЭʵϣķӳڶӴСƴﱾЩ졣
ôķӣ˵ӦиͥԺ峤ǸƬµϰ߶ΧһСԺӣĿֱ֮ӾʵʵķǽӦܴʹԼڵĳ
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һԵķקԼĴ£üëζǱ˫ۣɫȻɨһ
ӦƽץԼڱϵ˫ļšüڵס֡
סֺԺ᲻е̫ƷˣӦƽа仰û˵ڣͱһԵζһ˹ȥ˵ͷë޵ĶԼº仰
Ӧƽ˺ü²һŭصζζ̯̯֡
Ӧǳ´ζһۣתͷŻͷԼǰôԺӴɨ鷳İɣҲ⼸ˣûҪô֣أҸطˡ
ڳӦ˴˿ȫһ¡
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ǹصģ񡣶ΪˡѧϰĶǸҵСҼＸﶼһʲôõºճ
ץˮͲүӿСʦǱģǹͣǵȻҪ׼һķӸСʦסԼķӶõģСʦҪסҲ˼ҴҸ˶࣬Щڼ˼һʵȲշСʦǰ
Ӧǳһҭû뵽ᱻôֱ˵ؾܾҸɺ֣ܳҵڶС
Щ֪վӦԱߣӦǳּֽ䣬ǼĴЩͷ˺ʱտڡ
Ӧƽе㰴Ͳסǰȥʹ˵䣬ζץץͷһӦƽӦߣԼߵӦǳԣŷǳ׺˵Цݿڡ
ףǾ͸˼鷳ʰôˡҪɣҲ磬ǾʱȥҸдסһ£ٹ
䣬ղץˮͲͺ˵Żүƺһ˲䣬Ӳ˦һ䣬У
˶һ
ү˵ҲԼ̫ˣٶȺ۳ҪˣɽͷкýгСӲҪ̫뵱Ȼˡ
Ӧǳɫ׽ˣǰǲ׼ˡ
ƺĸһһץѵĿһ䲻ûӦֻؿǸĿ˷ͷҰСʦȰѶźá
ѼתӦһɨǼŵĳͷ֮ĶλߣǸ߾һӻӹĸо
ӦǳζȻҲǵֻȸһǸȥ
ˮͲүںͷСʦǱģһҽмĺӹСʦǡ
Ӧ˵Ҫˣ΢һ㣬ⷿﲻֻˣȫԮ
ӴŽ˷ڣЬײڵϾʹһС㱡ңһûסˡ
Ӧ෴ΪôӣȥһǸǳҪôǴȥмͥԺ֮Ĳ֣û뵽ݺֱӾһС⣬߳խֱơ
վڣֻΪǸͨͨеȴСũӣ󲻵ʵϿôˡ
ֻߵĳȿ֪ͨη
үǰ߱߳ӱǴһʿү޵ģҲĻ˽Щ֣ͦ࣬ʱֻɨ⼸ⷿСʦסá
ûӦĻҲûоΣԹԵ˵ȥСʦԼŷ·䡣
ֻӦǳ˵ͷǰ¡곤һĴˣֻʣָ׳վƵġ
ڣ˵ЩʲôҲ㡣ζЦǿɲԲιһӡ
һ´ӦӦҲüȻס˻˽һ´¸Ϊã˸ź˳
Ǵ泤תһȦ
լӵĲЩ֣һôլԺǰһͥԺز٣Ȼƹǰţһ㻹ҪŪͥ˼һŪӰڣƹȥǺھסСԺ
˵Ȼ󣬵ӦСԺɵģȫڽ졣ڵլӣͣͣһȦԴˣҲû֮ͥĶ൱ʵܲ͸硣
ԹһĳһȦӦһӾܸܵլӵˡȵصһʼǰ󣬼еֲ嶫
һ൱׳ĺҪڲϤĵطߣ߲˽вˡ
Ӧֲ־ǽҲᶯģĺè
ԼԼĺˮƲС
һǰ⴫ŲһλʳеŮԽ˷ڡ
ŮҽܽкҶ˵չǵģԼĪʮͷӣӦǳӦ˶١
ʦȳԶɣһ˾Ͳˡ
˱Ƚϼ򵥣ҲвˣҶЦʦԣүҽʦһ𡣡
Ӧǳ̧ͷˮǸǶүҶͷ


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Ӧǳͼ, ûٶ
һٷԵ൱ĬȻҶһֱԱŬǻͼ죬, ػġӦƽһųҶֻ˵˼仰ͲٴζȻһ, ȴͦˡ
ȥӦȽƣҶץʲôһ, ץӦ˵˲ٻ֪Ӧǹ¶󻹺Ȧ
ǹɷһԣһ仰˵, ֻεضǡ
극ںҶʰĿյ, Ӧǳ˲Ϳ, ûҪټװʲô˰ɣլʲôͷ, סʲô
ͷʰĺҶ΢΢۾, ...ү˵Ϊ˶࣬´д, ԲСʦס𣿡
Ӧһĺ, δдܡ
һӲؿڣСʦᣬүЩɷСʦסϰߣô˵, û˼
Ӧǳôش֪Ǵⲻ˵滰, ʲʲô, ת, լӵͷأ
šüǶү˵ģһλʿү޵լӣڴǶһġ
Ӧƽһô˵ҪлˣζЦеס졣
Ӧǳһת˵Ҫ˱ٷصصķӣǲǾ
һЩһı飬һЩɻ飬ˣǴôһõլӣϳĽʿү޵ģȻ𡣡
ӦǳҲһ˶һۣȴٶˡλүʹ峤ҪôͬҪôûüͨ˵ˡ
̾˿֮֮ԱǼӣҲûʲôΣգֻǲ֪ΪʲôҪǿסֵֹġ
һԵĺҶǱȽϺ˵ģӦ׹ȥһʰ˳㿪ڵν㣬լǽʿү֮޽𣿡
Ҷ̾ϢһȰϵ£ʳŻصǣӴλ̫ƫˣʿү֮ûˣⷿӺǹүĻǮģҲ̫
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Ӧſţ̲סЦһ¡
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Ӧ룬ôˣ
ʧֻῴ࣬󣬵Щûõģʲôæﲻϡ
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52 լ5
, Ÿղŵʧ䶼ɢȥ˺ܶࡣűֱЩ˫ۿӦȻԣ뿴Щʲô
Ӧ, ӦǱɽǱߵרתۿ˹ʵķ, ҶòǺܶ࣬һῴЩʲôأ
ָ, ʦҪܶ࣬˿ĶҲͬҾͱȽǳˣһҿ, ޷Ǿҵ͸ࡣ
ӦҲȾЦŵǾҿҵ͸ɡ
˵ҵ͸, Ӧ﷽ѴʵԼûرִ
Ǹ, ӦСʱȽԱ, ԼӦòʲôҵĸ顣֮ȻԹ԰, ԵҲûٶЩˡ
ѱϾǱɽµˣ֮ǰʦͱĻ, ɽºӦһͱ, ȻҲ
ʼֻӦȴЩ̲סˣǰԼδµĽź˷ܸС
Ҹ翴ɡӦͷ, չƽ˹ȥ
ѵͷʳָָָɨӦ, ൱˼һſڡ
ҵߺƽ, ڷˮϵĳɾͲ, Ϊְҵ㻹ӵһݹҲͷˮҹ
Ӧ˵ͷѵ˼ԼԺӦǻӦȶԷչ
ϸ˿ӦĸߣοʱҵҪһЩõӦЩᣬ̲סòʲôɷʱ˷º͵
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Ӧһ£ʶءһԭĸô
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Ӧ̲סŵ򴽡˭ۺǻ̲סĬĬδ˵ģҲ⡣
ѿϺı飬ڵҿôİ...Ѿʶˣߵˡ
Ӧһ㶡
ϣԼǷǵˣ⻰޷ƵгΪϤˣһһȽϡ
곤ģųӦǳӦȪѣʣµģʵҲ
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ӦԼһɤӸӸɬеĸо
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Ѿʶߣ곤Ĵ
ӦĳλƯùֵ֮⣬벻ڶѡ
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·ԼԺꡱһʲôһӱ˿
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ģģ֮ǰӦԼֲӿ˼гǿнעǰΪԼķϡ
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53 լ6
ζһȻԵõıҲԽһ, ˷һۣȻԼİͳһɫ¹Ƥѷǽض˳
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ѵ, ⻭...ܳǴղ˵ǸǶӴ幩ĺ
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Ӧҡҡͷ, Ǹˡ̫ˣ̫ܿ峤ʲô, Ů̫÷ֱ档
Ӧƽﻹǹôʩ, ȴа˽, ̲סⶫôϢؽôĻ, Աѡ
ͻʯͷһĺҶ̲ס, ô죬ǻܳȥ......
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βӦǳӦڣĨ˰ѺԼⶰլӾĽޣһʼûô󣬲ϼӽԺűġ˭ûжʲôΪǼ޷...ܶ
ӦǳüȷʵЩլΪʲôҪޣ˵ʼǽʿүǮ޵լ𣿡
ӺʯͷһۣҲү˵Ϊغø޴լӣԲġ
Ӧٴοźࡣ
ɵǲ⣬˰붼׺ֱ״ֱҾ㣬ҾͶŹƷ޴һпźõС
ﲻ˻Ҫߣǳھη¾͸ӱ䱾ˡ
լ޽ײӣѾЩʼʲô񡣿´ľηʵҲͱ˸ζΣֻԼ
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ӦٶȿʻӣмʺܾˣЩ࣬ȻǺΪʲôվŵǴżѾߣ
¶һ˿ãȻҲ֪ʦ˵֮Ҳ֪ǸԭǼǿžʲô·
ζҲ˵ͷҺСһȻѾߣҲӦǴѾߡ
仰ζӦû˵ڣڳ˶ô¡
ϣԶĸżѾߡҪ˵ϵŮ˵Ǻ˵¼ﷴһЩ
Ӧǳ󣬿൱Ҳ֪Ŷ˼һתͷԻӺʯͷҪöɽ...׶༪ٵ׼
ӦȻɽǱˣǻ֪լ·ôߣ
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Ѱһ֮ĻѪӦÿԣ
ӦոҲô˵ţ˵̲ס˷һۡǵû˵Լա
ѼӦеԥҿ࿴Ǽˮ...ѵҿˣ
Ӧҡҡͷû㣬ҵѪɣֻҪһΣҲûʲôϵ
ӦǳͷӳȥӾҪóֽɰӦƽҲóһ֦ζȥʻӶɽա
ӦҪǲ˵ͺˡ
ӦЦҡҡͷû°һѪѣȥ˶뷹ͺá
Ӧǳ¿ٽɽ֦պɰдڰֽϣѰֽ۳һ֦ϵ˸Ľᡣ
СӦǳӦӦͷζСʳָָ⣬һѪֽϡ
ӦǳˣϵĶժΧߡ
ζǱ˼ڷص˵ơӦǳҲó򣬵ͨһϴϸĺ
Χ˹Ӧǳлʡ
ǰڵ¶һӱһЩӦΧûз磬ǵһȻˡ
Ϊȫ...Ѿ䡣
ζǰͻʯͷк֪˹أڶһŽضס˲٣°һ
ݵһڶ֧ҲϨڳһŵ
˻Σ˵עҲȵػζţԽԽС
ʯͷ۾Ѿӿһˮ
˸ڼҪϨϨʱȶоϡ
Ӧǳһӻһãû
Ӧ΢΢üֲ˶ˣܸϿҵĻƾͺΣˡ
Ӧǳͷ˱۾
ķԸ˫ۡ
ۺӦӦǳһлʣᵫҧسɽ
һ紵˵ϣӦǳʾǿˡ
˻ۣǿһЩģİ͸Ӱ棬˫ֽ
ʯͷϲɽ磡......
Ӧûü̧ۣղŻϲڵʯͷ·𿴵ʲôΪɲһȻ͵ش
ŵһϽ̧ͷȻ͵һ
һԴѳ
ҶΪ̴ٵؼһ
죬ȴ˵
Ӧǳζ̾˿
ӦǸ͸Ӱðûܻ
͸ӰʧٵĶɽ·Ǽֲѡ
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54 լ7
ѪģĿڶ, ˵ߡɽǰΪޱɭɲӦһۿȥʱһ̾뵽ԼǰǸˡ
ɽڵ϶ɺԵѪ, ûۿһЩ⣬, ˸ͬһʹ
ʯͷһӾͱˣ֮ſҪһЩ, ɽһĺͬǺۿһ仰˵
ӦǳſڣЩ, ɽ
Ǹ͸ӰӦǳʳ΢΢һ£ſƺʹ˵Щʲô״̬µĶɽǷ, û˵ʲô
ȶζŰ͸, ʳһ⡣
ɽ, ֪Լ𣿡
΢ҡһ, ͸ָ˱俪еһ, Ϊ̫Զ, ޷ƶָһȡ
ӦǳͷһۣŶſĹһڰδ֪Σ, Ҫӳ죬ֻôһ·
Ӧʳ˵ڶ, ڵĵطȫ𣿡
Ķɽǵͷ, ҡҡͷ, ǲȷӡ
Ӧﰵ̾һɽڵ״ֻ̬ҵطأȴûа취ٷ֮ȷԼ֮װȫ
ӦǳתͷʳؼҲĵһ⣬˭ģ
ס״̬ĶɽĻش
ʵѾԤ˴𰸣߶ɽģλӴ幩ĺˣֻǳ˺֮⣬ӦǸû۾ĶҲɡ
Ϊɽڴһʮ״̬ԭʱţѾϡ˲٣֧Ų̫ʱˡ
⣬Ӻʯͷ׷ɽ״
ҡһ£˿״̬Ķɽһֻ֣ȻָվڷԵĺҶ
ҶһֱûʣֻʼɽʱȻһ֮һֱǿż˵طʣһֱûг
Ű͸ָָҶӦһ㶡
һĬڼ֮
״̬ĶɽƺԼָҶ󼸸ûзӦٶſܴ˵һʲôָе㽹ػ
˶סˣҶһҲָԼ...ô......
ɽԾɴ˻ʲôѿһСɽ᲻˵Ҷʲô
ҶŵɫһףϽ¶˱ĺࡣ
лʽʱΪ˷㣬ֱӰѺĹ˹Ҷվλںǰ棬պõסŻ
Ӧһɣԭˣɽ˵ǺҶ
ղҶɽָŵʱĴԴһ˲䡣
ɽѾеֲסˣڻشͿٱԽԽϡȫʧ
Ӧǳ״̰еֽһȼֽȼպҲƽȵϨ
ʯͷû˺ʦһôҲϨˣǲǣǲǶɽ...ǲǶɽûˣ
ӦǳҡҡͷǣֻʽβѶɽ˻ȥѣҪġ
ʯͷԷ˺ܶ࣬ȴ̲סӦǳӦǳԾɽš
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Ӧƽ͵һȻùӦסǸֽˣҲǺĹѾߣģӦǸǺˣ
ӦһֽӦþǻϵѾûǸû۾ûͷġˡǲǺȴ¶ۡ
ǺĻλδҲ̫ɲˣСǸ񾲵Ůˡ
ιСǣ⻭ϵļѾǲǱˣоζͻȻ༸˷׷Χ
ϣԭü˳۵ĸѾ߲֪ʲôʱ̧ۣűȼҳĺڶţһλֵѾһ˫۾ǰ⼸ˡ
Ӧǳ̲ס˶Ƥ񣬡аŵģ
ӦϸһۣȻλֵѾһֻץʲô
ǲ.....˵ű߿ָȥָǸֵѾߡ
ʳָպǸղŴָѪָ˿ڻûȫסȻմһѪӦûע⵽Сĵ˻ϡ
֣ȴͻȻһѣľʹ
ķּۿظϽסʧȥʶӦôˣ
һϽӦƽڵϣҡӦü£ӦȴȫȻ޷Ӧʡ¡
ŰˣŵؿӦǳӦƽζôˣ
ӦƽҲһҡҡͷҲ֪...
ζӦƤ˿...״̬ιȥˣһ˯ȥˡ
ӦǳҲţζô˵ţˣˣϪ˵Сйı¡
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ӦۣĿ֮һƬѪһĺɫεЩۡ
һֻŵȵӦ︡ӿɤĺ˿ڡ
ſңǷſң
ǻҿ־ŮӦҴصƴţкüֽŴֱסӣĲӣͷ¿ġ
ӦƴŲӺ⣬Ϊ֪ͷȥˡ
ϸƽƺһ˲䣬иסȻǶ
۵һСŮͯ˳ŮͯķǸϽ㷲סͯĿˡ
Ǹֵ˭ҵĺڿޣ˴ϲӣ
ǶԷ޸ϽͷŮָͯЩЩ΢΢
ӦļǸָӣЩֻӦȻҲزǰʺɫƮ䣬һźͷߡ
ǰĳһ
һã߸ߵعźɫϲĳ񻨣һϷĹϹǸŴɫýţӦһ£תĿףʡ
ý߻иŹȵˣӦҷͷϿޣҹ¶ĸ
Ǵ峤ŹȺݺݿһ£Ƕ˵ǳȥϿûѶ˭֪ǲǿˣˣҼ
ӦǼĻƺЩϴ峤Ѿüˣٲ취һľǣҪȫһ
Ӧƴҡμ䣬ԭվԶļ˴峤ĻߣӳĬԵ߹
Ӧ˫¶ϣȾңңҼﻹޣҲܡ
û˵꣬ߵĺͷ˭ǻͷϣһǵصغݺ˦ϣڱһѪζԴֱ죬˫һڡ
һ뷢ץס˫ۣסĺץķ٣͵ذͷϿȥ
Ӧһ죬ʶģ֮ת˰죬ŷӦͷݺݿ˵ϵ
˫ǰʺˣִһů⣬ĶͷϵѪ˳۾
죬
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ӦģģΪ˭ֲǱˣΪʲô˶ӦؿڿԵ˵͸ǵһ
ףͬġýż߰ٶ𣬺ͷɼ䣬ӦԴλõһӱϵĴʯͷ
ͷƤִһʹ֪˭ץǿתȥȻǿʯͷٶȿ˸ͷ
ôƣӦ롣
ͷϵѪеˮŻգϡϡڵϣ˳մȾʯͷײʺִۡ
ԱһֻţææЬײסѪϽĥ伸²Ѫˮ˺ó׵Ĵӡ
ѪˮȻȥ룬ԾʣһĨϸ΢ʺѪ
⼸ͷĵ̫ݣӦͷر߼һһ·͡ļ̧ʯͷͬں档
ڼǰʱƮӦϣͻȻ뵽л໴ӣٴα˫ְŷ֡
˽
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ˣ˵䡣
ϲһƬĬ˶ŴϢŰסſӦ˶ûϣȶһ
أһףֱֱںɽɽѵ˶ը
ܲ˵һԴСӵķ򸾣ɷĲųǣǿȥ......
λӵƺſ̵ֻ˼㣬ȻָŲӦؼ
죡ȥŭˣǶҪһңһأ
λƺǱ޾Ŀֻźĥʧȥǣ˻ĥŲͻȻɿСޣĵץһʯͷǰȥһشӦ
һһɩӣкã㿴ǵķϣʹ˰ɣɩӣˣˡϽȥɣ
СŮͯһμԼĸôӣŵٴο
ͯڳ˵ǣλٿһס˼ԼʯͷСŮͯߣСŮͯɪɪ԰԰......
λֲСŮͯ飬ϵİ߰ѪСĲŮͯϣСŮͯ۵һ޵ø
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Ӧγѣһѳ·Ǳߡ
һ绨ˣϿѶŴǿбŸļ޸һʯͷ
Ӧ૵Ҳк...ҲкӰ...ҵĺӻôС...ûĺһ.....
ĺ˦һʰһµźķ档
ڣϰֽ۵Ļ䣬ĽǸ˸绨ֽѾߣ۾ϲõˡ
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Ӧһվӣ£ҾȥҵĶô......һ.....
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⻨èһСſ־˷ܵĹ⣬·ƽһμĳ޲ý˶һ㡣
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ⲽص·峤һԵؿŹڵƴͷӦðû˵
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һƬڰֻʣ޾ʹ࣬Ͷ߼񱯲ҵİԼ
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˵ʹУӦûоԼ֫Ҳץס
۶ֺͽš
Ů˵ļ⺿޾ŭ˺ֽ۾ˣҲһһݡ
ǰͷ
ֹֻͣʣƵġ
ΧĴ֪ʲôҲȥ£ֻڶƵ˴峤Ǿ仰϶Ÿл¡
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Ҳսս뿪šﱣӡл֮
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.........
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Сʦ...һǵĺҶ룬һֻףιˮ
Ӧ亹ֱһԼͷȻʪ˴롣
Сû°ɣ磡
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ѵ־ӦӦ뷽ѻͦ˹ģӹͲ˲ͷ
Ӧǳ̾˿ԭС㹲ķʽҪѪ֪ĻҾͰעЩܺù֪رȥôʹࡣ
صͷ粻飬ˣ
ӦǳﻮһĨ˼û˵뵽Ӧ֮ǰլجѹӡô˵جʵҲпӦ鵽ʲô
ϾԷģξʽ飬ʻʶﱻյĶ
Ӧ亹乣һֻ̲סԼ۾ȷԼ۾ں󣬿ŵĲŰһЩ
˿ãû˺ۡ
ֻǹĳԺƣðζûֳָܴ
ζһˮӦƽӹӦǳŷֽȥСˡ
...ˮӦɿһƽ
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ԭǵʹ˳񾲵ģ˫ʯͷ۾ȴ£üüβ´ݰݱ˶ԡ


55 լ8
޷ɫĺͺͷԲ, ֽѾɫıʼҲ˺ܶࡣ
Ӵ屾صƣֳʪĲ, ϷҲһϢǽϵŻ΢ͰͣһǷ˳, ͷЩģģˮգһպںϡ
ʹ˿ݰݵĺһ, ͺһηų¾µˮһɺԵĺۼϡ
ӦԼɤɬؿ, ЩƣӦǸղż⺿̫õԭ
...⻭ϵŮ˲Ǻ, ֻǶӴЩʱһͨ˶ѡ
־嵽ĴǱ˾·ǻη, ֻΪԼǵٺϲµ, λ˰˸, 举˱ĥլ﹩
ӦǳӦϱ黹еģ֪ǹı׶ˡ̫ҵĹȥ߳, οԵһӽ, Ե˵ȥһΡ
...ǵӦϪ˵Ӧʱ򻹻ṲС
ӦǳļζԼɧĶùȥӦ, Ӧļʱŷּ亹ȫʪ
Ӧƽû, תóһСƿûúȵĹǿӦϡ
Ӧ˸л, ذѹʱ, һһظڳ˵һ顣
˵ʱⲻֻ䵽Щʹļ䣬ӷҵСʹ
Ӧ˵ʱ˫̲ס߬ס˵ԼΪʵȥֲҵ£ǾԼǲһеһˣԾʹм尾
...Ӵȫ£ûһ˰Ǹ˵仰𣿡
Ӧ˵ĻȻ˺ܾãҧŴκϢʳôһ䡣
ӦˣҲ...УҲֻǰǻ˸Ҳ˵ʲôˡ
Ӧƽ˻˻س˿ǸˣȥԼĺӣȴ˼ҵĺӸק˻ȥ......
ö
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ӦǳۣǺܲ԰׵һֶӦϸʵΪߵǣҲû취֮ܵһ
΢ܵôһ㣬Ѿ㹻ľ
Ӧǳ̲סػ˻ͷĻ......
һֱķѳĻҲΪʲôҪɱ...ҵĻҺ޲ðȫɱɾ
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ӴԣǱһɷӵ޹
ҶҲкӣֹ£Ӧ˵һʱ൱Ϊ֮
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ǰѹȥûʷɱǿгƺΪΨֲ
ӺʯͷȫԱһվӦҪΪѾֹͣˡ
Ӧ飬ʯͷͷȥһʵļҲˣϳãȻͲţƺ޷ԼȻôҾ徵¡
ʵֲţλζүǹؽһѾͲˡ
һԵļҲû˼ȥοӺʯͷҪͬһϣӺʯͷ֮ҲûʲôԾĻ˼е㶪ǲֱӻȥ뷨ˡ
Ӻʯͷ֪޾ĺһλĺҶ
Ҷ˺þòֹסһֻæӿᣬ...Ҳ֪λСô......
˶ЩĬԣѾɥĲĴ峤˵ԺƴĺӣǸǶӴطҼһ˭Ը˫ӣǸرҪ˼չ˵أ
οִӱŹ˶ȣչǺӣҲûꡣ
붼оиý֡
Ӧǳ͵̾˿ô˵ʵڵͺˣټϸղŶɽĻ...լĿ϶Ǻˡ
Ӧƽͷ׳ҸղӦĻЩǻ׼һЩɥƷ...пܷ߻λ˵Թ
ζһֻöͷЩͷ۵ӡ
Ⱥ飬˼ҷ˸﹩ⲻ֪ǿ־廹ʵľηֻҪͻΪߵԴ
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ӴˣԩڶʽĹֻǸӴ߻
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˶ͬ˼򵥷£ζͷһʯͷӦǳͱȽϽʵĻһӦƽȥӦҶ
ԭ׵ģ;ʲô¹ʷǣ俴ֲȫ˶㲻ֱӱһˣǾһһߡ
ʱȣ˷ֺúԼСʱͻϣ֮͸ԳһŶ˽ȥ
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Ӧ̲סЦûô˵
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ŶȥӦӦƽΪǸСȣû뵽ֱǸ
ţһķǸڸ󣬻ǸϢС׼䣬˭֪򿪾ȻһʯףܲȵݲݺߣӦǸСͥԺ
ӦƽӦߵüе㾫ңլĲ־ǰլӵķһһɢңԶ֪һߵʲôķ
ӦƽӦԴԳ̶ȵ˽һ߶ȡ
ȫǴҴææӸǣûϸŹֱ֣һһ㣬ǸĴԹһ
ҶֻǸͨ񣬻Щ£ӦӦƽмʱʱ̲סû϶˵ĺȣ¸ҵһֱںͷ
Сʦ˵ܳȥ𣿡Ҷ뻹ǺܽǵģСӦƽӦ
Ӧƽ̫ϰߺ˵һġ
ӦҲοһ䡣
Ҷ𽥴ʿˮսȭͷСһȥġ
ԹƵӰһȴûпκλӰżһ߰׹ǣЩʱĴֲҲбȽϽӽӶɽŵѣӦǰʧٵĴǡ
ȥ߽һС䣬ûҵš
Ӧƽ˿Ӧߵͷˣ֪Ǳܲҵɽ...ҿ
ӦƽֵͲĴڵİ裬ֵͲĹ䲻յһһ˸ߵĻϣһиֱӰӦƽŵôһ
ҶӦһʼûǱӦƽһ¡
ӦƽվȺ˿ⶫӴĴ鰡кļ̳
˳ĵط˹ȥ
ֵͲ£һǰ漸䷿ĻҪߴĺࡣ
ӦȻע⵽ԽߣĺԽ¡أҲܿЩԺ̬ȵı仯
һʼأغ·ܣֻǹ֣Żһ롣
;µöˣһʼǻΪǸ߽һԭһߴ磬ϻ˺ĵ࣬һý۹һȦ൱ֹ
ӦƽСǻ᲻Ѿһʼʿү޵ǸǶˣ㿴һ㶼ףͦζģɲȺܸ㵽Ķ
ҶĹǼܣѽһ⻹ǱĸļأǺö
Ӧ̫ЩֻŻӨʵļûʲôֻͦÿģҶĻ֪ԭǱĸ
ӦпҪǰȥǸղؼĹŶ...Ļͦõġ
˿滭ŵĺϸһҲǰЩĻ̫һ
⻭ϵĺҲǸˣȴڴʯͷϣһɵ档ϵıҲº˳˵ӣһֺŮӽ̬
˵ǰЩʵöࡣ
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......ӦһҲͷȥ˿
й󻭣עддʵȻþ£ǹʻЩƵĵطʵҲ
Ӧ²۵˵һء
ӦƽҲӦԼ˵Ļеɵ̲סͷҲǣһʵͷҲͦģ㿴üۡ
һ徻ĳ࣬º͵ķѵȷ֮
Ӧ̲סЦ£ͷͺͱܽӽ
Ӧƽ°ͣǺζôˡ
ӦﰵͬζȻź٬úãɷ˧ĺϱߡ
ӦƽһֻкһˣûЩֽѾǣҺﴩ...Ҳ̫һ
ӦͺҶæȥġ
ǰЩϵĺﴩһ䳤ۣǸʲôʽҲл滭߼ղѵԭһ㣬΢Ļܿԭ¡
ѾӦ֪ȥˣҲûôˡ
ϵĺﴩſɾȫһˡ
Щײļ£һƼͷϵ黨λҲԺܲһ൱
ϵ˫һ⣬һͷܿɰ롣
Ӧƽ˻...ٵ޲ܴھ
Ӧһ㶣峤˵λиϿȴһֱûѶķ
...òǸʿү˴İ......
ӦӦƽһۣ׷˸ܲõĲ롣
һԵĺҶССʦҲ֪˵ĶԲԣǿѽǲе⣿
ӦһǼʽ
ӦƽĬһ£ȻʮֱվһȺˣ̫費Ƕˣ
Ӧû˵ȻûзԼĲ²⣬Ҳ֪ǲµһȥˡ
Ӵǰζү˵լǸʿүǮ޵ġ
ǸŽڤ׻ڷĸиϿɷ
һ廳ݵ硣
...𰸺֮
ʿүǸλϿķ
ɷûѶʱ򱻱ģլǽʿү޽ġ˱ʱʿү»ûУҲڴԹ¶ĸ֡
˵λɷȻУ˽ʿүһҲȨƣ֪﷢ʲô˵ȫˣı峤Ǻܼ򵥵ġ
ɽʿү޶Ǯլӣôȵ޵硣
......пܴ˸û߽ʿүֻ࣬˵˱֪Ľʿүʹ֮Ϊ޽լӹ˭֪ȴ˳Ƶɺá
ӦҲӦƽһķ꣬վô˵Ӧþλ˵ˡ
Ӧƽ˵ͷֵͲΧϹŸ
Ӧ̲סҡҡͷ˼첲ⲻСǽ߷ʲôžһϣһҡ
ϽҲһż̳¯Ϲ֮Ķһλ
Ӧƽվڶôˣʲôˣ
ӦϽҡͷû£ҷ
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뵽λ˵ĲʹȥӦ̲סֱֲ˲λϵһ㱡ң˰ڡ
ϵֵͲյλΪȥ˻ңλϵҲࡣӦ߻ȥҾȴһӽסˡ
ϵĽЩ߰˰˵ģԼ֡
ңĸϣҶλ
ҺʲôĸʲôѾˣǸҶĸ֣ûȫ䣬Ӧһۿ˸С
ҪҾһӾ䲻ȥˡ
Ҷ
Ҷ
ŮɻȴСʦôˣײʲô𣿡
ӦǿԼֱͦǿλƣϵֵͲ
âλϵĽһ˲䷴һ⣬Ӧĺڰ֮С
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ӦоԼֵͲе㷢ʪ
Ҫôô
׾һᵭȻ侲֪ΪʲôͻȻӦԺһ¡
֮ǰھĻ䣬ʦһָֻʧĶͷϣȴʧ͵ؿڣ˫һһϡ
Ӧ侲
侲
û¡ӦԼɤðȻȻСûֵͲ
Ӧɣȴ乵ġ
ҶԾӦֱ治ʲôΪֵͲ£˿̫ڹ죬Կ塣
ղӦƽΪ˻Ȥ˵һ˺ͺﳤȴƫƫ©˾֮ңĺҶ
˵ƣиȷѸƺˡ
˳ºĺҶ
л˵
ллߡdౡGinӪҺôôôôô


56 լ9
ɶ, ôôġӦƽ̾˿˸ֵۣͲ
ӦƽĹԴкӦߵ⣬ҶӦƽ߽ǲҰ, һһĹ
ɭͶӰʧ͵ǵǺɻ, Ĺ»ȻֹɲķΧһ, һ׾Ůԡ
Сʦû°ɣҿղһֱ...Ů˫һһ˿ڡ
û£ӦþǾͷ˰ɣҲҲ, ɽӦطǻȥǻϰɡӦʮȻǰһ, ˺Ҷȫߡ
Ǹմ˻ҵڰ
Ӧƽͳֻ˿Ǹûȥ, ѾСʱˡ
ҶԺתͷǾͻȥɡ
仰˵, ҶԷתȥվӦӦƽм, ӦתȥεضźҶıӰ, Ҷûʲô쳣ľٶ
ദ, ҪǸղſǿдŹҶֵƣӦѹͿҶ֮ͨʲôͬ
...ҶֻǡúͺСɽܽˮƽһ㲻ǺܸߣҲǺ£οҶֱͲʲôرϡ֡
ӦʱʰߵſںԼͬػͷ, ٴͶǸĸŵŮӡ
Ȼɥʽ·ϵıȴǰǻĻڵͼҪö, ϡܸŰǸͨʱݡ
ӦӦƽĬһ˲, ԼͬúõظλұŮԾһ
ȥ·, ӦֵͲһֱεسźҶıӰûŲ֡
صǼǰζѺʯͷѾˡӦо󣬲ûһ˵ӰٿʯͷǸɥı飬̲סһ
мĺҶҲˣ̾˿ӦһᣬҶ취˲С
磬Ҳ....ѿӦһٿӦҲ˳ȥ˻Ļû˵
ڵЩأȻ֪ӦƽǽǣǼõļźζз˵һ¡
ζҲЩ̣Ѹ˵˫߬ȭͷ
κζڵûʲôرģһ·ϵǿʬƶǰЩʧٴź˲ٺ...
ҡҡͷ˵ˡʱĬЪţһӦǳͻӵĹͬʱѾûб̫ˡ
ͬʱӦעźҶľٶһֻѾ׼ʱԼķ׭ͷʼһƬ֮ȥɡ
ǾãҵĲλˡһﰲοԼҶδؾǺ
Ƭ̣һӦǳ߽ȥŶڴԼԼĽŲʯͷһ͵վϣؿǱߡ
Ӧǳͻ߳ӦǳǰںӦǳûʲô飬˫ü¶ӵı͸ֲˣһҪ˵ģ
ʯͷһˣһģ˵ϣͷ
ǱߵӦǳͻӿǺֳһ֣û˵ֻǻҡҡͷ޹Ľ
ӦƽץץԼͷװŪĶȥˣòְɣ
ӦȻվ𣬲ɫؿӦǳһۡӦǳ̽ȻӦҪʲô΢ɲص˵ͷ
ӦӺʯͷӣǲˣϽһµĻ֮׸Ⱦ
һ㶣ʶԼͲסû˰
̧ͷӦվǰۿգգۣȻʲôվɤӵǣʦڲСĿһ£鷳Сʦ𣿡
һԵʯͷɵ㶵̧ͷӸ磬ˣǿһ°ɡ
ӦǳŰĸζͷʹ˸񣬸ŹҴ˵ҩСбǰɣ
Ӧͷ˱˵ߵһߣ£ӦǳӦǰ£ˡ
Ӧǳһ߷ŰһߵڣСôˣ
Ӧø͵ʻӵӸ磬ʶҶļҵˣ
ʵӦǳһ㶣̿ӡ
ҲЩͷԣǴȻСҲЩŮ֮ǼֵƽһֱͶү£ҲûôЩˣӦþļҵϱɣ
شӦһӳ˰ء
Ӧǳĥζˣ϶һЩô˵ʵûҶҲȷǲǴˣ
һ˿ãȻ⣬ǴƽҲûбҺҶҲǸǲ鲼ѣһǴ˰......
ӦҡҡͷǼÿƵ¸ӺӦǳ˵ˣ˶һ
ӦǳϸСȷ......
Ӧ򴽣ģ˺ܶ࣬ȷʵǺҶ֣ǸϵĻ...ϸһʵͦġ
Ӧǳ˵ˣһſڡ
취ͨС̧ۣЩأҶλ˵ĻǱҪ취...ѹˡ
ԵĳĬӦ·ʲôظĶӦǳ仰
Ϊйܸͬܵᵽλķ˵ĴͲ˵ΪԭʵǺǸһģһġ
ɲЩĲǸˣȻλ˱Ǳˡ
˵ڣȥ˾ȻûԼ˵Լ
ֻλ˵³עҪ
޹֮ȺЩĺȴúûţΪ˱Ⱥ˵ĺҪɢ飬תͶ̥ĻᶼС
ƾʲô
ӦԼĪðͷһ
ȺѹֲͬĸߵִѹֱӽȫɢóңӴԺвһ˿һйĶ
λˣʲôûȴҪ
Ӧ֪ԼЩ̫뵱ȻˣŮ޾ļ⺿ԺҪĶĤ
ɤɬؼѳ...㣬ûа취𣿡
ӦǳҲǲԾı飬С֪볬ִԹзЩ......
ôأ飬ô޽ٵطһС
ִǲܵ£ɺִֻһַߡ
...Ӵȫˡ
һʼǸֻ֣һ·Ϳѡ
ӦоԼĺԽԽɬȴʲô˵ӦǳĿǷǳκһ˿Ҳͬѡ
...
κԼЩɳƵػش𣬡...ˡ
ǰĻӸһ仰û˵ȫ̵ͷǽߣĵط˫߬ȭָ׼ҪǶ
ǵȶԺҲ˵£֮ǵĺҪһΪԼİΣٴּӺǸŮˡ
...ôܰĵ߳ȥôܰĵؼ
˫ֱͷ벻ͨʱĴ峤ЩΧеĴǶԴźӵķޣôȻ߳լӣװûзô̵£İõطϢģ
...벻
ӦǳӦۻӺվֱȥ⼸ˡӦҶ׾һƿȪˮƺǲ֪ôŤϷ˼룬˵ˮɤӡ
լӵʱ䣬ѵʱ򣬺Ҷûкǣһֱķչǡ
ĺҶĻǸɱ
ӦǳһȦͳʯͷͨӦӦƽɫˣƺΪ£Ϊʵ̫ܡ
ζ侲ģԱ˱ۣû˵ʲô
Ҫ࣬ƺҪӦǳִЩʲôܹ黹źҶûгһֱӦǳĻҡͷ˲޳
ӦǳΣԣҲˡ
ǵ飬Ҫ֪ǿԶ߲լӣ˭Ҳ֪һĻ˭
ֿ̧һһֵϣû취ٵˡ
ѿѯʯͷôĺҶϵıԾЩִ֮һ֮С
ӦķҵǰĴţȴûйţһͿˣ˵ĵĴ
ûһƬ谵Ǳִļſһ㶣Ӧǳ첽߹ôСû°ɣ
Ӧæ㿪ֵֻͲҡҡͷû¡һ˳žһȦ
һգûʲôķһӰˡ
...ӦֻԼ󷽾һ
Ӧƽæŵץסѣʲôˣôˣ
ѲΡΡָ֣һǵΣǱߣ֮ǰǲǷһ߲к...˰......
......
˱һӾһ㼦Ƥ߶Ͷ򷽾ָǸط
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ѽӲػͷǲе㲻Ծ......
Ӧشһ̧ͷȫµѪҺֱӵ
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Ǹˡͷֱسű޲ķѣ﷢һ˻Ƶĺ
Ӧʶж죬һƿѣСģ
һƿʷڽĹһӳСӦƽ䲻һֽȴؿóһĶ
ǹٶȿ磬ΪûӾԵʣӦƽ˹
Ӧǳ־һŻƷ˦ǸϣȻӦƽζҲᳶߴĻӡ
һЩĺҶʯͷŻˣһǽ
ӦƽһߴϢһ߿ڲԴﵹ㷨ӰЩֶջȥ
Ӧƽæ֮תƳҶɪɪϱƺ¼Щﲻɵһ٣̲סĪǺҶزװ
Ʒƺеã﷢ٵһУһ˲·ŭһתӦͷ˹
СģѴһӦƵһԡ
ӦϻŻƷһֱӵڵϣǸѾ˷ѵǰ
𣡡һ죬ڽͷĵ£͵һԴһ²İԴѪɡ
Ϯ帯˺ܾã׾ٲɰԴһӷɽںڵѪ⣬ڵϡ
ֻܿʣĶλԹϿ˰ưȻ£۵ֱ۲˲ûˡ
鼱֮ͻȻ˹ɵȹûӦ˺عһڵϣ˼¶û˵
Ӧתͷۻӣлл㡣
ҡҡͷû˵ȻѾ˵ĹϣȻǾһָǹﴩѡ
ǶӴܳһ鲼ѣ궼ûô
ӦǳŵʧٵĴ񣿿ʧٵĴ˾ˣôֹ......
β˻ش𣬼˵ĿںҶǸϡȻû˵ԴҶ뵽ͬһֽ͡
...ʬû۾ŵ濴Ҳûͷ˲뵽һ̬ȥˡ
Թصĺѵ̤լӵĴȫ˺һģ
ĿĺҶɪɪүʲôô......
˵ҶеĿ־壬·һҪȥһȫκ
ζȻ°ͣ......ӲװģҲûбҪװ
ֱӰһ򾡣һһĥʵûҪװķߡ
......ѿһȻСڣǲȣѿˡ
˶һγѡ
Ӧǳ̲סȭˣôǰ˼ʹ࣬пܻᵼ»Ƿ롣Ƿ룬Ҳѣÿֻļ䶼ǲͬġ
ٴοɪɪĺҶӦ߹ȥڵν㣿
ҶӦϽ˲ᣬСʦû°ɣ
Ӧҡҡͷν㣬㻹ǵסĶǳȥ֮ȥ
ҶͷҼסӶҹգϹһ֦ľҼˣҼǵõġ
˶һۣ̲סڵһվ
ӶҹͲˣֻʣһƬϾԫȻҲûʲô֦СԺ
ҶĨᣬ޻ڼң...ҰﲻʲôæСʦǰ...
ӦǳǰⲿֺҶǵ֮Լϵ¡֪Ǻûǲá
ӦƽĻҪ...ĻҪѵ㹦ˡ
û˵֪ĺҶǳ֣߳լӵķȴı䣬ʼջҪ취ѹҶ
Ӧ̲סһǾòԣо......
Ӧǳ̾˿û˵ʲô
...ʦʦ...ǿʲô...
һԵʯͷȻʿˮźȻεԼֱϵһκˮ
Ӧƽ߹ȥ...Ѫ
Ȼ̧ͷ
ߴĺϣźü߰ݸͬǺ͸ղŵĹһѪܴ󶴵ġˡ
Сˡͷ˵Żļˡ
Ӧƽ...ҿôôడ
ζѾһ£һ㿪ܹĶ
һʱ򣬷ϵĹȫ
˸ղŵľ飬Ҳ֪ȫˣ¾ȻһӾͷŵ
Ӧƽһ߻ŰһߴȻѹͼǲЩˣôôﰡ
ζӦȻǰǽϵЩŶҲʲôĦƵĴϢ
Ӧǳͫһ̫ˣͿǼ˸ˣ
Ϊʲôô࣡һʼͻǲȵĻӦйɱô
ӴӳݷＷ֣...߶ɽ˫۵ģҲЩ...ЩﶼǴ񣬺ѾΪĴɱĴɵģ
һȻ
ɱ
ŶԽԽ죬ϾҪˣ
ϵĹﻹһһ
ӦǳҧȥǼֲ˶ˣ
ѾиӦǰɿݵָۿ
O@O@һʼԼԼ֮ԽԽ
......ļŤͷһ˵ˡ
źĸëʼªѾߣȻֽ϶Ӻӱ߽Ȼ̵ֽƬӻＷչٲȻŷɫֽѾߡ


57 լ10
ӦƽǴ˿Ǹ, տʼЩɫļճˮīﶯʱûжӦϾ֮ǰѾϵת澰ˡ
ô󲻵ϵ˾Ȼܴӻܳ
ѾڻʱһҡһΣҡҷˡO@O@𽥱, ֻ޺ޢִӻ󱡱һ, ǿһŻ⼷һֽͷ
ӦǼֽѾ߳ʲôģһǻгĳ¿, ⷬȻû̫ȡ
˾ͲһˣӦƽ
ֽѾ߼һͷ˫ٵͷ̧, ǲҰײҰ׵ɫ޷ɫ, 촽ļСԵüӣС죬Ц, ˫ȴԲԲ, ۰׷
һ㻭ʱ, ЦţҲ۾üӡֽ˵ƺղ߳, ЦֱĴ۾Եʮָ, 
ԲۣԲۣӦƽһһ˭֪ȴպи˻˻
һֽѾ͵ؼ˳, ûпĶֻоһǰι, ٳӦƽ
ӦƽӦǳʧ˳, ЩѾӦӲϾ, ֽˣǽײİľɶˣ
ӦƽѹתֻֽŶֵһԼ᲻ľ͵ˡ
һ룬޺ɫޢϸҰ׵ָסǸԴžߴһһһ˹Դ
Ӧƽϱ˼ηɽѪ
˶ˣǸѪֽѾߣһʱûתס
ӦҲںһ֣ͷO@࣬һֽѾ߼˳ӹȥֽĵֱֱӽʶ˹ԴɲͷһƳᣬӣСǺһЩһ΢Ц
ǸЦݣڼ￴Щֲˡ
ͷʯͷֱɵˣŵһӣҲǰû˵...⣬ô¶......
ߵֽѾ߲־ˣɱЩ
ǵģӦǰѾͷȻһǳĽǶȣɱǰĹûм֣ҡҷ˵һת
......Ӧǳû˵еǰĳ
֮ǰﱻֽѾץѾһӰһӼŵһУԱưζһ顣
Ҷ˼ǽ΢΢ǲѾȥˡ
ֽѾߵսСûһڵĹͱ߰˰ˡ
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ԭǸ¶ͥ, Ŷμ죬̧ͷܿյͥԺͱ߸ӵĺ˵ĺڵסһƬڡ
ӦֵͲһЩ, ʵǺҶǸ󺰴еСкĵط
ӦиԷȥӦתͷ˵һ, һֻĲ
Ѿ⣬ζĵһ²ſһ򿪡
ӦǳΧҲ, ֱӴӴɣֵôһƽȥĸҲˡ˵Ҫ·
Ӧͷ, ζǰ棬ϰ, Ǹš
ζֽűȽ죬ͷͷĴ, ֱȥʱһ, һֱץס, Ѻ׼ȥӦƽײȥ
ӦƽűӺʲô, ôȥ
ζתͷһ, ¾䱧Ǹһ£ҪСĵ
Ӧں̽Դʲô˼ôˣ
ζ۸ĺҶ, ɫӣЩֲֹ֪ô˵, ɴִӴ˻ȥ, ÿԼɡ
Ӧ̧ͷζһ, ɫ̫ѰһӱĳЩϡ
룬Ҷʱ˫۰ͷ۶ֽţȻ¸˵һ£Լ̫ң˵ʱҲû˵̫ϸ
ҲζԼۿЩܲ˰ɡ
Ӧƽý㣬߹ȥһۡӦ߹ȥûӴ̽ͷȥȿӦƽŵȵһ߬ýģһ仰û˵
Ӧ˸ͻֵͲӴ
оԼɤһ죬صѹȥ˫Щᡣ
һʱӦûпеĺҶİ׹ǡ
ڣյʹ˴ɫ´ϵϲҲѾÿϱԲڷŵ൱룬ѹûӦܴӱ͹ĺۼµŵǻǹԲ
кܿɲѪȴûдŴµӰֻһ׳ӴӴһƳ˳̯Ѫһ·ǰ쵽¡
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ӦͷΪʲôζϴˡǺҶʬǣһСĵĻпܻѹź
Ҳ֪Ƿִ֮ģǻûѪ...Ӧƽ
˽ϣӦϣҶǻûйһ˿ϣȥҧƴȴѾסٴ޾
С˵ĶԣһֱųȥҵĺӡӦǳҡҡͷԽԽС
һμ־ôǿźڳκһˣѾ䵽ûûҲûûŵĵزˣ־Ҳĥûˡ
ЩƵģӦƫͷĲ˲۾
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ʯͷжĶɽ棬ҶͻҲ˽
˿Ҷһ٣ҶƺûʲôӦֻǿǾ߲кʱЩ㶣...Сʦǣ˭Ĺͷ
Ӧǳɫػ˸λõס񣬡ģϾͳȥˡҶЩصͷ
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Ҫ˿󼸺ͬؿڣһҲû˵ʲôĬĬԵذǿ·һԡ
ҶԱ߿˻Ȼ׷ʲôҲ֪ӦҪʲô
СʦǣȻΣһֻż˹쵽Ӧǰϣһź롣
Ӧ̧ͷҶԼŵЩԥص˹
һ鲼ĳɸɾûлƣžͨ˼Ҵѡ
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ȴżĺҶٳȥʱôЩνġʲ·Ǵ̤ͨ
ֽհվʱԱߴһO@
߹ҹļڶЩţ߬ĶĴ
ϲԱߵǽϴһƬ񶶶ţ漷һˡεĶǸֽˣ죬ӣС΢΢վڷͷб۵ؿ
...˺ĸѾֻԭиӦǳһԴֽ˺˺ܶࡣ
ӦǸֽһֱб۳ŷѣ֣ȻƼֽ˴ߵһߺö˶˵ģһֻʣ˰ء
һѣ֣֡
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ֱһһضһݵһ½ӻֽѾߵĸ첲ϡ
ζ°͵ʱֽ˿ϴˣϳ˺...ԭǳȥԲץŶ㡣
Ӧ⻰ƵģǸֱֽ۽ϺҲûߣվںҶ߸ڼְѺҶŵɫЩס
ȻҵźǾͿ߰ɣò׵ȵ죬ϵĻֲ֪ᷢʲô
ֽźĻ£Ҳû飬Ӵȥ϶ɽʯͷͿʼǰߡ
լķɴţԹһʱľ飬˺ܿһǰǰųȥѰҳȥ·
ںźҶһ·СͿȥˣϴȥ
ǰķٴθı䣬һسȡ
ζ˸ԣżһ·ǰЩҷ˷У˺ܶöûҵ·
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Ӧǳó̶ָԱſ£ķλҵģҲ׼·
ζ˸ԣɣȥǲӬתͬҸƽķӲС
Ѿߵ˳м䣬ֵ·ߵòͷ·ӦԼԼǰλãȥֻһƬıֱȣһڿ׵ĺڵ㡣
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...Һ˧......ŸСԲҿƺܾԼҲܱô˧
ζ֧°Ϳ˻ְѷӦԱվţ˼ۺһЦ
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Щŵʿˮ, Ӧǳ㣬ĿһʲôĻ...
Ӧǳ̯̯, û취Ѿͻ¹, ֻίһ¾
ֵͲݵ˷ϣ˳ֽ, ֵͲһʱûȣߴ°ȥʮֹɲ
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ӦҲӦ˹ǵҲȷѸߴϲ٣Ҳǲײġ
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Ҳãһ˲˺ܶ࣬ջӦһûѧ̫ණˣǱܻųȥõѡ
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ĴȾ޾ĺڰӦҶĻ, ܿյĻڲɫ֮¡ȹ⼸죬ǰҲҪֵܿߡ
ֵӳȥ˵, ӦҲȥԼֻڰΨһֻЩʬŵ̹, ֮Ƕһ޼
̹ΧܿԼſֻʬ, ںڰ˺ѰȵĶԶȥ, ӦʶҪƬڰ֮С
Ĩȴڰ, ʲô˵ĵһŬٶȳſƤ
, Ǳ취ſ, ......
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ӦѲ뵽عⷵաʡ
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ˣѺζ𣬻лǣôģ
л˵
ȱѹѹ


62 
Ӧǳ˵߸ԼҲ˱ˮ, ãȥ֮ܿҵˡ
ʱӦţѴӲźҶ, ζ˹ǵžǸսʱ߹ǵȣҲ, ͵˴
Ӧǳ̾˿Ҷ...ʱҲֲͦ, ִţլӿ첻ˣһӾȫ, ЩҲˣˡ
ʱͨȵĴŻûֵʱ, Ҷ壬˵ִɵʵѾЩ仯ȻլǼ쿴ʬ, ûһҶôҵġ
˵ʵ, ʱҿ˶е㵨սľ, ҲѣŵС, һֱźҶûſ...ҶǱͷ, һ·۵һֱֱУֱǴźܳլӲźЩ
ˮһתָԱϣ΢εЩ
...žѾǵʿ, Ҷźرɽõġڴ˸װһŹǣóֺҶüǶ...ǰܵˡ
ӦһֱĬĬ, һָ̲ס˸
Ӧǳۼ⿴, Ҳټ̸ҶĻ, תкҶ¹ţжɽˣѺζȵȷûºͼȻȥˣڶҲϢ
Ӧ˿Ǿͺá
Ӧ˵Ҳ֪Ҫʲôָһûһµػű棬˫΢ţҪ˵ģֳƵؿţ֯һ仰
ӦǳһʼΪӦǱһⱻŵˣӹ˺ҶӰ컹ûȫʧҲ͸žشһԣ׼Ӧӵ
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˵Ȼɱ뵽֮ǰÿʲô״ʱܻ߰ʦ׾̡
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ӦǳЦؿƺҪӦһ£ƺƶӦ֪֮һͦȣɵ۽ð˳
Ӧһ㱡Ӧǳ飬װԺӿڣʵָѾ
...ѵʦ
ӦǳЦҡҡָӦ߬һɣҲЦġ
ȻʦҲǲʦæءұʦҪȣ
Ӧϵͷ룬ʲôܱʦȵء
ʦүû뵽ɣҲ֮ǰʱ򿴵棬̸˵ġ
Ӧʦү֣ǺȻ뵽ղѹһۼȷʵʦүȴðǹ˵顣
ôˣղżʦүӦǳӦ𰸲ŶԣôһʱͿʦϲ¡
Ӧһţһ߶Ӧǳصͷܿŵؿڵļٵģɣ
ҪƽʱӦǳһһۿӦ׾ӵļװڸպҲǹɾ֮ûоʲô
ǰСʦүĺÿ㰡Ҷûмʦү棬رһٻʱʦүѾˡ
Ӧǳƺʮϧأ̾˿ӦĬĬ룬ֻǱ㣬ʵӲҪ˵ĻҲûȫʦү档
˵£ӦǰԼԼ
֮ǰ̺ʦү˵ʲô...
˵ӦǳҲɫͷСӦ㶨£㻹ǵ֮ǰʹô𣿡
Ӧͷǵá
Ӧǳ࿴һۣѾӰ쵽ʵеĻǼص£˵ʶѾܲȶˣǹ̵ʱһʶֱƸ˻
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ӦĻӦҿǸСĽʽȻ˵̵˼
㣬˵......
Ӧǳ͵صͷ̽ʶһΪнƣóȻӲĻʵҲΣաͲһˣ˫Ĭ»̽Ѱʶ˵ԽĽƵô¡
˵öˣֺ˿ˮѾˣû취̽ʶҪһµĻ˳Ȼܶࡣ
գգۣôСʵҲͦİɣ
ӦǼ⣬󷽷ϣѽ
ӦǳЦϼҵʱҪעˣӦƽƵģƢֱײҲûкҽӽ
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˭֪Ӧǳ䲻˹СЦѧĻ갡......Сˮﰡ
Ӧʼһ㶣󾪵һֱ
ղʲôû뵽һ㣬ײӦǳֱӸ˳
ͷеˣǰӦǳһû뵽Ӧô
Ӧ״εʦ...ʦô...ôܺʦ......
ӦǳһȻһЦ
㷴Ӧôôǽֲǽ飬ӴСˡ
ӦĻҲֻǶ仹ź졣˰죬СӦǳ˼...
ӦǳͷѽʦʦͽãϼװԷҲҪһЩŲ׳ѽ
Ӧʶ´ǳɫ˫ѹųһߣ΢΢ס
òϣӦǳе㶯ġ
ͷһ⣬ܾ˻ôһӣûҪҴš
Ǹ..㣬ԵĻô԰
Ӧǳ룬취ʦû£ҹƿ϶ûеģȻʦǰ...ҸʵĻһʣͳ
ӦƶǶصͷӦǳ˵ļŶŶ...
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ӦǰӦǳļԽȥӦƽúõֻˣŵķЩһֿӦƽǸ̵ı飬һ
ӦǳƺҲû뵽ӦƽȻӣüɻôˣ
Ӧƽܽ˱ˮתӦ˺˿Ҳͷһ˲䣬һһ԰׵ı顣
...ʱɻʧ......
Ӧǳһ㶣ʲôɻʧܣ˵ʲô
ӦƽɫԽԽ԰ף˾ţЩβĳء̧ۿӦһۣƺԥҪҪ˵
Ӧǳżһ£㵹˵š
Ӧƽĵ˻£ȻŵͷСſڣ...ҶǺɻҶɻʧ......
Ӧ仰͵һ׹ӿһǿҵĲС
Ӧǳֱסˡ
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ӦӦƽԽԽҰ׵࿪ʼͻͻΪҶɻʧζп˴ǲ֪ӦƽΪʲô׺Ҷɻʧˡ
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ӦǳӦ󣬲ŷӦƽŲ豭΢΢
ӦƽҧŲ
Ҹղųȥʱ˵Ӵ......ȫˣ
۵һӦǳ͵һ֣ϵĿղ豭豭һӵڵϣˤ䡣
ʱ·ÿһӦоԼǿŵһ׹˹ȵףЩ㶡
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ӦƽĲ豭亹˳
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ӦƽۣŵʱĪĿ־֮顣
ӻڵһƽҲܸߴ󲻺ǣһ￴еĿ־壬ǱߣǴĿ־塣
˵...ʯͷöģһ巢һ˶ûУʱ;еˡ
صԼ˶󣬴ﻹǾĵģĴнȥӱϴµĸӰûУӺʯͷоԾ͹ȥһ뿴ôˡ
ðòӺʯͷֱֻӽȥһߵԺͷһ˺ڵ϶ȫû˫ֽţ
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Ӧǳһ仰˵һûӦǱסһ
ӦƽŻˣҶãֱӴСϽܳˡ
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Ӧһ仰˵
κ˫۵...ǲҵĴ
ΪֻƾŹţΪҶִ߳ȥͼĶӣԲŵºҶ˳ȥӴȫ
ӦǳȻعҡҡͷǵģԭֻ˵˸룬ȫͬ.....ο...ӦûдŶ԰......
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ӦƽҡҡͷҲ㲻ǶӴȷʵǳˡɽڳҽԺӦû£ҰѻʯͷǸСȴˣǰߺ͹˵¡
ӦǳƺЩʧˣôãһε֪пΪԼʧʧȥ
վҹȥϾҲǵˡ
Ӧͷðû˵ӦǳſڣɤЩ
Ҳ...Ҳȥ𣿡
֪ô¡
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ӦƽҲô룬˵ͷһ£Ҹι
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63 
Ӧլ, ӦϢ䷿լڣǰԺԶ
լڶµԾɱһȻӣմӰ, שǽϴһѤùߡ
߹˸ⷬɫոһ̲ӿճҽ, ˳ȥȴһ亹
һ·ĬĬ, ֻӦʱʱĵʯױԵ΢˿Щ΢ʹϾ˼
·ĳ, ǰԺڣӦ˺Щǵü, û˵ʲôӦǳһʾǽ
ǰԺ, ˸ԶͿӺʯͷһԲ, ӻﱧ˸ɪɪС, ·ϻһң൱
, ӺʯͷЩ̼ͷ, ʶһתӦǳˡ
촽ȫˣ˫ôģϱԾɴ;, źҲ˲١
ʯͷţ촽źĬĬʲô, ɴһֱƲ, ʲôһ㡣
Ӧ̲ס۽Щ, ⿴ӺʯͷӣܴһЩʱĳʯͷȲ˵լʱ򿴵ʬӦûô
...ӦСʦû°ɣӻһ˿ڣӦT²Ƶı˰죬³ôһ仰
ӦҡҡͷȻ˹ˣ֮Ҳ֪Ҫ˵ʲôãκŻӻǸС...
ӵͷһʱܵؽһ٣Ƿֺһˡ
ӦǳЩصͷӻôãû⡣
ԱߵĹ̵˿ڣȥˣȷʵ...ȫ˶ˡǸ˵˵һ˹ȥʲôˣ
Ӧǳ˫Щʧ񣬸Ӧ°⼸˵һ飬Ӧ鵽Ҷ飬˺û˵Щɻ
ʦٿһ
Ӧʦ۽һȴΪ֮ǰЩ뷨
ԴӦƽ˵˶ӴоԼһ˵Ļ궼˳ȥû˼Щˡ
ѾģĲĵ׷š
ûеȺܾãһŲ˹·ϴζ࣬Ӧһȴ̧ͷλϤƯˡ
һ̧ͷῴʦʧ顣
ӦȻ亦£ΪԵʸһС
ͷθŤŲͣ£˵·һ͵ʱȥоԼ΢£΢΢һֱͷӦڡ
ӦһΣ׾šü̫˵ӡ
θһ
ôˣ˻ûãúúںš
Ӧ߬һɿһЩСһô¡
׾û˵ֱӺסһߵİ֣ӦŲԼߵǰ档
Ӻʯͷ׾ֺ̳Щסˣǳڴڣûôȥϴοζ൱ԽĳѾܾˣû뵽һɽһɽߡ
־Ҳֻǳһ˲䣬ֱŨŨľǡ
Ӧ׾̳ʻӺʯͷ飬Ӻʯͷһһʮ˵ˣڴ
ӱŵǸСʼץŻӵ½ͷСûͣӺʯͷ˵ʱҲԾɲԸ̧ͷֻӺʯͷ˵ЩȥĴʱ߬½ǵյĸ
ȫǱŵ˻ûлӡ
⺢ΨһҴĴ񣿡׾⻰ŲӻСޣ˸ֽ۳øӣʾøСš
ӦһۣµǸ
СԼˣȫ˶ôɲѪȵӣ϶һʱ˵
Ӻʯͷĳ˶ų
ӰεĻƷС֮ǸСֹס˲ԾһͷڻӻﲻԸ
̸ϸضǸСӣ㼸仰òã
⺢ΨһһпܿʲôˣȻʱЩ̣òʡ
СҡҡͷɤðģӺʯͷȰ˰ſڻﶯ˶
Ӧ̾һӱ£ڲڴˡ
СֱȰ˺ð󣬲Ŷ߶µ΢΢̧ͷҳԱ߿ƺѪȿֲӾ仹ͣԺֻҶŻӵһǡ
Ӧ̧СͷСֺһЩܹ
Ӧӣӵؽѳʱпʲô𣿡
С˫ֲ˫ֽŻӵ½ǣҪ·һ
Ѫ...öѪ...ְֶ...öѪ...ȫѪ......
ӦúһԼǰ·ҲͬĻ档
Ӧ΢΢üСٻЩǻ˸ʷûڣ
Ӧʵ˵ûʲôģ˵Ķź仹СҲⲻЩֻʱôʡ
С̧ͷ󣬽ӲзԼһɺܽҲ׹ԼǸӳˣ΢΢Ť˸ͷС.........
ڳ˵Ķ仰
Сһ˵ţһ̧ͷ仰ߣ˫ȴȻһ㣬֪ʲôŸղŻڲӶӲһ¡
һ˲䣬ӦûüʣӻСȻһУΪĿ־塣

ӱһϽͷһȴһӽסˡ
С˫żµľڳһˣһֻϸݵСָ߸߾ָˣļгЪ
˳㶵ؿȥվӦԣЩˡ
ڳ˶û뵽ֱʣһʱ֮˭ûзӦ
ӦƽŤͷ͵ؿӦǳӦǳǸܵ˾ŵССָŰ׾̲ϼС
ô......ӦסְһǸСӡ
ȷӦ˹ϸֳһСŲŲҧӦǰô£
׾šüŲһ׼߽һ㣬Сһֹסƴҡͷ±Żӵꡣ
Ҫɱ...Ҫɱ...
ӵĻ϶ôһŻ˵Ļ׾̼״ǰһϵӱˡ
ʯͷЩ־ֵؿ׾̣ûǸȷش롣
ҲһرŻС
ղСļЩûӦС˵Ļ͵ʵǵĲ롣
ҧź׾̣ɲӦǰ......
׾û˵ǸӲ˼ʲôѹûӡ
һ˾ĵĳĬڼ֮˭ûг
Ӧع߬߬ȭͷڻӼǰһʦ
׾ȻתӦ
һ㶣ԾɹŻɣþû˵
Ӧҡҡͷٴһһ϶ʦ
뽩֣ӦǳӦƽҲܿӾع
Ȼʦѹûⷽ룬ֻǱǸСķӦˣûת
Ӧɫվסӵߣƽ⺢񻹲ȶҸطϢһ°ɣǻ취
Ӳ̫ȣϹŨŨͻɡеҲֻӦңֻõͷӦķԸӦСȥˡ
ǼӰȫʧӦ͵ı飬ʮ侲һ˫۾׾̣ſ˵Ӧϡ
ӦӦ̣ʦ϶ʦʦ¡
ӦϻǸ侲ı飬Щٿ˵仰ʱһְֻļϣû¡
ӦȻ̧ͷɡ
׾ϵıԾɺ䵭ʮƽһӾ͸ƽӦ顣
Ӧ۾Ӧһۣ¶һζЦݣСģǶ֪϶ʦ붼롣
ӦعŷӦϱȻ侲࣬ûлɣһ˲̫Ļˡ
֪̣˼ص˸ǸӦҡҡͷԴ
ӴһǺҶµġӦ侲Ҳת˵Լ뷨
Ӧǳͷϱȴһ㶼ûɡʹǵԭ򣬵ϾҲһ˵һҹ֮ȫûˣԾǼܿɲ顣
ҲòǺҶղС˵ģǶɻҶ˼·ûдģҶĶɻʧܵĻǵʱճʱӦзӦˣܵȵǶ˲ſʼ֡
ôϸģҸʱ֡ʹǵΨһִǿɲôࡣ
⻰ײǵԭϵıȴԽء
Ȼˣ͸׽͸ˣʲô˷ҪӴȫ˶ҿСӣ»Ǽٰɰ׾̣ԺͰ׾ģµ֡
һжıֵ˭
ӦţԴֱ졣
һʼԼûָʵֻڷŭ
ǾȻ߸ʦ...
׾̴ۿӦòģЩ
Ҵ֪˭̧ͷ˫ֱۣ³һ䡣
Ӧ̧ͷŰ׾̵ʦô˵֮ǰھ֣˵ǸҲͬһ˰ɣ
׾̵ͷӦǡ
ڳֻӦƽ̫׼˵ʲôӦǳһ£Ӧƽɻô˵ӦһκһʱǸŮ˵΢̿Ҳˣ
Ӧǳ˿ʱȪȥˣǸǸºţרƭɵӣIPҲûʲôڿ붼ͬһˡ
Ӧ߬߬ȭͷǳʦġ
֮ǰ֣˵Ǹ˵ʱеԼԼָоڶӴǸСķӦ֤ʵ롣
Ӧ˼һǰûжӦֵģһҲΪĨӦңȴ...Ҫģûʲô޲
ţȻתӦǳҼǵ֮ǰǺҵСһĶϵһǱûгʲôӡ
ӦǳҲӦ˹ǵãͻӦˣѺζֲһģϻźҶźڻʲôĿģ˺пҲΣա
Ӧתͷļҵˣ
Ӧǳڣɵζбɽµķѡ
Ӧע⵽׾ɽֵʱüëһ˲šһ¡
Ӧ˵ͷкͳȥȥˡ
һʱҲ鲻һֱҲûáӦǳӦƽһۣǰͰ׾̹ʦҺӦƽȥˡ
׾̵ͷӦǳֺӦƽ˸ȥߡ
ӦƽһͷָӦӦǳȱ𼱰һ
ӦǳЦһסӦƽ죬Ӧƽ
ֻʣӦͰ׾̡
ӦŸղŵ£ͷ˼˺þã̧ͷŷӦǳӦƽͲˣֻʣͰ׾
ĪģӦȻһ̧ͷײ׾Ҳڶ棬Ծɱ˫ۣһ˫ǳɫ۾ֱֱԼ
˫ǳɫ۾ʲôѤ͸飬˵ӦǺ͸һ˫۾Ӧȴ˫￴Ŀ·͸֮²ЩʲôĶ
׾̵ЩһذϵӦ
Ӧر˫۾ȥھĬйƬ̺ŷӦԼںʦӣææŲ˫ۡ
ʦЩİЩûȥ
Ҳ֪ΪûʦΪԼ˵˼Ժ飬ǲı˿ȥ
Ųһ˲䣬ӦƳ
ͲһȥģŪһ˻
βһ
Ӧһ٣ϤĲ֪ΪʲôǻһСĸоˡ
κҡҡͷЦ̧ͷʦģûµġ
ϰ׾һĿ⣬ӦЦݾЩ̫ȻʶٴδۣͷûҪس˳ԼʵѾͦ½ǣе޴롣
½ˣӦһתԼڻеҡ
ֹȥһֻ԰ףǽڷַ·ѾԤ뵽뷨Ƶģ˹ƽЩҵڣ˹µǣºñӡ
Ӧͷ˼ǹɵֺŵķζϲһĨɫЩС˼һ޵ݣֻ굽ص档
ǰ΢΢ǰ׾̳ϵĽĶĹâӦ֪˫ۡ
Ű׾Ӵɫ޷һһΣĪ뵽յCоǱʱڳϱ۾Ϣİ׾ҲǴ˼鷢ڳʻҡΡ
ʱԾ˺ܾãȻȻײϰ׾˫ۡ
ӦͻȻһֺǿģҪƷʲôе
ѹԼЩƵ뷨ֻչƽ壬ǣǣܻ޵ĵط
Ӧ˼ЩӲһԣɰ׾̶
΢ΣıǼ⡣
ˣӦһ˲롣
Ǻܹ˳ʸУ
µӦӽ˻ȥ
Ӧ׷ֻ֣Ԥ˰׾ֱվȥĶ棬ȴһ˿źʧ䣬ԼЩΪʲô
ֻأӦ΢һ
ǰ׾˫ְߵķϣԾɸվǰ
Ӧ̲סЩ߰ţʦϰŵǸλã˫ûΪŸ˫ϵĻǸλøպܹԼְʦڡ
뷨һ֣ӦͱԼһϽѹȥֻǺԾɱһЩ
̧ͷȥ׾̣ҿ׾ʲô飬ҰԼϵı鱩¶ǰ
Ȼһ̾Ϣղھβֱ˵ϢĶ⡣
̾ϢܸӣΣƺӦҿ϶Ľٺһĸ飬ظһ
Ӧ
ӦоԼĲӺסˣԼͷ̧ӿһɵӣʹֻۣҿֻ԰޳֡
ôܲģ
ֻ԰޳ָ֣仰΢΢һ
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64 
ӦоԼǸСֱҪֱըˡ
ֻǺͨһ仰, ʦΨһһСͽܣʦİΣʵοӦҺòһС
˵, Ӧú
Ӧú
˫԰޳ָ˵仰ʱײضһ¡
֮ǰڴӦǳ׾ʱҲһģһķӦ
һ򵥵Ļ, ֻ߸֣ȴ̲ס߸ֲ, һ˲䷭ȥĥҲԼĥʲô
߷·ԾɻصŰ׾̵̾ϢӦһ˲Ŵͫһ
˫ϥָһӾ, ָڷۡ
һ˲䣬ӦȴһƬΡ
仰ͨ, ĺͨӦƽľ«֮ǰҲǱ, ʵܵĵԹѵһ
ӦǳʱЩʡ
ںǰһ, кܶй, ǳ黹꣬Լķʽȥ
ʦ, ӦҲ˲Ŷԡ
Ӧһٶ۵Ĵ·𻮹һ˿͸, ̵һ˲Լġ
Ϊˣԭóٶ۵ĴԳ˿Ϸҧϣͨ벻ͨ鶼һ̾Ϣ˽
ΪʲôԼǰĻþʦ, ѵĽʱͷκģӦǳʦʱԼֹסؽš
ǸСһ, ӦƺԼּѹ, ܾò˵˼ʲô
...ϲԼʦ
ֵĲʦ, Ҳʦ˵ǾĻ̾Ϣ
ֵԼ
ǰûⷽ׾ôﶼǿɾģ๵ġһԼǵض˵뷨󣬰׾̵һﶼһ͸顣
ǰû
öεСԽԽ󣬷·һҪؿڣһ㡣
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¹Ĭ׷ǣֱ׾̴ӦߵӦסǸСԺ᷿ǰ
׾΢΢оԼǣŵһ·Ϸ·һֱ̲סüˡ
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һתҴҵĽŲȻһСι
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ҲԱߵͷ˵˼䡣
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СҪҪһ𿴣˻ƽ壬ЦӦ
ӦﻹһݺƵ״̬Ҳȥ, ҡҡͷ˵
ðɡӦǳҲӦʲῴʳڵʱѾҳ㿪һɳ, Ҷûˣ, ҷС
ǰӦȪҡҡͷʾ㣬ӦҲûʲôӦǳһ, ˾缯
ӦŴ°棬ӦǳƽĵӾ
һһŮ, ӦǸ硣
СӦǳԱһ, Ӧʶתеƽ塣
ƽĻƺһһŮոԼ, Ůɬ, ǰŮ𣿡
Ӧֱ֪ͦ˵, ҲûŴ, ͷӦǳǱ˵㣬һƽľ顣
Ůߵһ͵ͷ˵ˡһǰתº͵ЦŮͷ
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鿴еϤ, ĺͦøֱˣ˵עѾȫӾȥ
Ӧǳ, λͦ߰, ⹷С
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ӦǳλԴ½ָָǸЦСûǲǺ᣿
ӦɵɵصͷǰûʦǴεЦᡣ
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ӦԼѾӦǳĻˣһͷ˺ˮеҲű
ˮﻹӦǳûн˵
п̫ˣôŵֲȷظ֮ҪǷˣŮĻ˵ʱʲôû˵ŮԼֲȥ
Ӧǳ˵ŤͷѯһӦһۿӦʧּŵãȻı飬˶٣Сô
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Ӧе㽩Ӳصͷ·ٶȿһ, ֽԿʮֽӲӦǳЩûϢϣҲû̫ࡣ
ֻӦе㱷㶵ı, Ӧǳ̲סһ䣬Сǲجˣ
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׾ڸʻλɤ﷢һϸ΢Ļһֱŵ̲ס΢΢𣬲˵Ӧ
Ӧ𶺣ͷ˰ŵ˷ˡ
ԱߵӦͱͬɮ붨״̬һֱӲʻһԶͤͳǹĶŴԺ
ǰӵ֪ͨҲû׾ֱ̣ӿŷС
ͣӦڰ׾ٶȸҪԼ⿪ȫʱæҡͷʦãԼԣ
׾ЦЦû˵ʲôת˳
ӦһǿԼԴžը״ֳ̬Χ
ƣʦʲôίУһֱȥˣʦ϶Ҳѧϰ
ҲãڹоͲˣʦӦҲڹʱ顣
ӦƴοԼ˳Ҳע
ߴԺ㣬һԲͨĸ˼ңԺʱʱдƷ߹շǳ£Ҳٷ뵽컵顣
ӴǵһЦˣǽ˴ԺƫһС¥ڡһţһųȹͷŮԱӭ˹ϵı鿴൱ϲƵġ
Ӧǰȵˣ
л㿴׾̱˺˿ֿվڰ׾һһת֪֮ǰС԰˸ӰӦС׾̵ͽܡ
ѽλСӦɣ롣
Ӧһֵطеظڰ׾лҲǸµģ״ʹ˸˵ͷſڵľ˳ȥ
׾ȫֻ˵ͷûô˵л㵹Ҳ⣬뵽ѾܲˣϽ˴¡
º󣬰׾ƺףֱӿżɽлˣֱ˵ɡ
Ӧע⵽лĶһ˲̾˿ջֽϥϣָûһµĦϥͷ
һӣ...˹ֲȥҽԺȻӦǰæ
׾ûǱ裬ߵҽԺ鲻ȥҽԺ鲻͵ϵĲʹѧķڣֲ鵤ҩ
л˵
ллߡdౡӪҺ+3+


70 ƣ2
Ӧе, ׾ȻƢһ˵㣬˵ټǹʹ֮ǰھ鷳ҲֻǱ㣬˵ǱȽƽġ
ӦСæʱ, ׾̶ûбֹʲôͷ֮
ղǾ仰ó׾е㲻̫ͷ
лɫ΢, Ϊ˰׾̵Ļе㲻֪ô˵Ϊáϥͷ˫ֶ, ڿԼϥǡ
...ⲻ֮ǰҲȥ˱ɽµĵû̫ת, ֻӦǰͷˡ
˵˵ţԼϥǵֺȻһ, ˫̲סʶ棬е, Ӧǰ...ֻ, Ⱦ...ȾСװ...
Ӧһ, лһ׵Ĺˣӽݵ, ȻͰ׾˵Ժ, ʱͷͶ䶼൱ţһºȻģе̡
˼Աߵĳֽݸл㣬лͷӹ, лʱе
׾΢΢ü֪𣿡
仰лʲô, ѾҪٶȲ
..ѾС, ˵Ժ͵ûС...ӦǰҲ֪Ƣ, ˵..СģҶ...ô...
˵˵ţˮԽԽࡣ
Լģ᲻ˣαһֱô
׾̵ƽȲ֣Ҳֻ̣һܿ͹۵ʵ
Ӧ΢΢תۣ׾̾ڶл㣬ƽ޲
ֻ߷̶ôܣ侲ĿǷġ
лסˣκź
׾û˵ӦҲһԣȴԾŵĸ˱ᡣ
Ƭ̣ȵл΢һˣ׾̲ȥɡ
лվתȥƮǱתԾǸŴ󷽵лˣֻ΢۽ȻԳһ˿ղźź޵ĸ˵ı
ӦǰСӦ롣
Ӧ˶¥ⶰߵƣмԼĪʮյ¥ֱ¥촰ӦŶ¥ԵΧ̧ͷ£ؿ촰Ϲһ˽ͭ壬ͭϵһžĻƷ
ӦóԺĶ
лŶߵ¥ͷһ䷿⣬Ӧ̲סɻ£תͷ˿ķķš
лҵװƲͬӦ־£ǽΪ͵Ĵ󷽣ڵɫůǳɫһ·ķŴҲǺǳɫõİɫ
л䷿ķԺ룬ǺֽʵĴţŴ´µģ֪Ϊʲô˺ܶûȥɾĽۣиָϸ΢Ļۡ
ʲôţԱ߰׾ƫͷɨӦ
лÿӦһѡſźأȴоʵЩӯŰڹ΢΢ΣںɫԼԼ죬ܿݰ߲·
׻ľӦ֣˵̲ס΢΢򴽿׾̵ķӦ
лЦݣӦǰͽܣһѾͿˣ֮ǰʱĥĲ......
һ仰˵Σл·뵽ʲôƵģ𽥱СϵЦҲʮǿûм˵ȥ
ͷС׾סݣͷӦǰ࿴
׾̵ͷ·ӦʱƮһ䣬
ӦһоصʼͰ׾һȥޱǸСʱֻԼЩͬ
Ŵ򿪣ӦպԼ˼
һ˿΢ζƮ˹Ӧ΢΢ü
ζ֣е˵Ƕ֮ȻȻɢζζֲ˿һζֹ塣
ųΣ̲ͫסһ
䷿൱ӦסҲ࣬ĴĴ·￴谵òУеͨĸо
˾ĵĻǸˡ
һſĴϱ룬ͷĴһ˿޶ûС˶ڽĻǺܾûùŴˡ
߿˴̨λãһΣһ͵ˣݵļֻʣƤǣ֧ţǰһϰһ̣ŵͲ˿һڶû
ϵ˻һ
̫ˣټֵζӦҪΪǸѾȥĶ
...ȥ
һ˿˻ƵдӦ˿ûû
лһ̲סֿһһߵ̨ߣСףôֲ緹ԵɣˣͳһҲУòã
ϵ˲ΪӦп붯Ҳˡл࣬Ҩһ׵ݵǸߣǸ˲ſʼж
þȫ̧֣Ȼִлӡ
һ롣
ǸЦЦ֧Ųסؿԣ߿ȱЦ
ⲻ...Ҫ...Ӹʲô...
л·ʧһӹԱ߲˵ˡ
һһֱûİ׾ڿڣŸʲô򿪡
л·ûعӦ״ƹ߹ȥһ˺صɫ
һ͸˽ӣӦվ̨ǰ˼롣
̨ԭǿʽƮ̨ȴΧһǵսڵǽճդӰ
Ӧתʹ׼ǲԾǸϵ˸ŵˡ
ղŷڻ谵ֻܿݳһѹͷſ˲ݣƤҲͰ͵ģڣѾԼԼɫߵ㡣
ϲŻ᳤İߡ
˵ͷܳѾ˼磬һӲһţǲסѾݰȥպ͹ȧǡ
ͷǻɫģԵֲַİ׻ɫ
лͲܴĶʮ꣬ôģ
׾˹΢΢ۣǾôһֱ
лҡͷû취...ʩǵ...˵˿С......
š׾̴˸ףץʩ׵ְһ¡ղŴӵһƺѾùʩ׵ȫֻ˻Ƶغţһܶ
ٹȥֱ׼ʬˣ֧Ų˶ˡ
л˷Ӧ
һץס׾̵֣Ӧǰ㣬ȾСףСŶʮ갡
׾̳֣ûֱӸظֻվһ䡣
ӦҲſһȦ󰫹ϵһСƬϵ˧һһԵ۵ϣȺ𣬿
Ӧ˺ܾãֻͷ˿Ǹݳһѹͷˣ㵵Ƭϵ...
лСס
ǰʩס
Ӧ˵ѰƬǸ緢˧ǰ·ĺ֮ϵһֻϸ͵ܿʩ׵ıܲ
׾̿һۣתͷſڣ⴫һʮּصĽŲ
˻ûüתͷһȡ
˵˲׼Ѵ˭ݴ򿪵ģͷȫˣ
һһɱſڣ߻İ׾̺һԵӦһ˵Щʲôϵ˺üͷֺݺһ
Ѵϣҿʲôʱ򣡡


71 ƣ3
Ӧûüת, ȱһתͷл߹ſڵǸС˵
ȻС, ԼԼӦ
ʩС׶, ͱ̬С׿˵ö, ﻹпءлšüɷ˵
ƺΪʩϱģһֳӸλĲɷ, ΪпڣӦõŵ, Ȼ˿ӣʩҵˣ
л, õϺػһ˿Ť, ʩ, ׶ӣ
仰·ʲôȼ̵Ļӣʩԭ溮˪, ֮˫۸ǹ, ϵıһ˲俴ʮֲֿ
ŭسرлקŵ֣յļⶼ£ѹ͵źε񣬡׶ӣʩû֡ĵ
Ӧע⵽ݹ᾵ָᶯ, ȴû˵
л㱻ӿ֣ҲԽԽŭ, ʩ, Ҳʳ, 㿴ڵӣ
ʩŭȫ˲ﻹӦͰ׾ڡ޼ƽͷ·ֱôһ˲䣬ӦΪʩҪˡ
л㣬˵Ļڵӣ㿴ڵӰɣ治ףʩ¼װ׵ˣôô˵
ʩŭ˵ǹһһһ䣬ȫ岻ȥڡ
㻹˼˵ңҲʡʡԼɣҪСģ...˶ģϱǷģ
Ӧע⵽ʩ׵ֶ˶Ծûг
ʩ˵Щ˺ü£ע⵽ӦͰ׾ƵģתӲ˸ͷʲôû˵תˤųȥˡ
ٳȥǰڻڷԸӶһѴϡ
ⳡ־ƺ־лάֵһ˿棬Ӧվԭû澪㵡׾Ǳ˫ۣǸϵˡ
˺ðл㽩ӲתߵǸǰ𰫼ϵİࡣ
СףСͺȵɣֵĻϰ֪ǸƢ...
˰죬ѾˤˡӦŰָţ߶Ȱʩ׺֮ĻԽԽСȻһİࡣ
ڵϣƮ΢΢
ҲףҲףС㵽ôˡл㱧ͷ㵽ô£ҶĽûκ⣬ΪʲôᣬᡪҪĥҰ
˶֣л㱧ͷϡ
лһƺӦԼղŵʧ̬˫۴ϣĹѸ̧ͷʩףС...˺òãԺ󲻱ˣֻҪ㡪
衣
̶һ֣˻ַ
л͸һɿϲʩ׵ƴͷ·ڹʩ׶˵仰
...ɣ֪Ҫʲô...ˣǾ徻...˵͵û...
лסˡ
ʩڵ״̬ѾǳܷѾˣ˵⼸仰лһӻ䣬Ӧһ·ʩѾһ
лٶʹ߿ޱߵ׾ǰҪ׾̹£ӦϽס
ӦǰȾСף......
ӦԱ߿һȦ־磬ûʩ׺ͼﵽʲôڿ϶ÿڶʣֻٴλܣϣܴΧĶЩʲôߡ
ٴǸϣӦϸ˿Ȼʲô
ƬϵʩȻ緢˧׿ﲻƬĹͼЩ֡ұԶɽȴʩ׵ֱӽضϣ·ֻһƬеһƵġ
Ӧ˼ۣڿ˸
Ƭʩ׵ȻʮͻأȫõˣʣһЩ˿ʩ״Լϵ֣Իһ˵ֻ֣Ƭʩ׵Ծͽضˣֻֻʣ´ʼİأֱʩϸĻѹͿ
ʩ׵һǷǳеֱָ֣ϻԼԼ
ʩס֣ȻҲ𪣬ǽڲϸϸһҲǸ˵֡
ӦһӾˡ
ʩһˣȡԲΪܣֳ
벻ףʩôʹƬӢ˲˧ģġ
Ǳл㱻ӦߣԼ
Ȼлڿһǣʩ׵壬ʩ׵ȡҲǳַ̬ȵģӸղŵһԿ˼ά˵ⲻҲܲ顣
ڵĺʩ׵ĸʩԣʵҲάʩףһεЭΪʩ׿ȷʵ첻ˡ
Ӧ̾˿ȥ۱˵ĿΣʩʩ׺ˣʩҵ˿ʩ׵ûˣֻῪʼΪʩ׵ȡһֵĽš
еΪʲôǰӦǳӦȪᵽЩȨƵί˵ʱϱ鶼һѾˡֲҪ鱾ҪæЩﳤ̡ȫԹֲ漰̫ࡪʩǰ鵱ҳġ
Ӧ´ʵЩ뵽һЩеûģֲԸ롣

л˻ƺٴ̼ʩ׵׾̺ӦƲ̸׾̲ÿɷ񣬺Ӧһ˳䷿
Ӧʱʩ׵ĿƺһֱͣǸϣûŲ
ʩߣѹ⡣
׾º󿪿ڣʩάֶˣ
лĨĨᣬҲ֪ССһֱǺܻÿʵĺӡʩǰҲǺܳС׵ģǼͥûЩӰ˵飬úӲʲô⣬ҲСô...ôͻϲء
鿴þл̬õЩǱ
ӦĬĬû˵һ˫۾̲ס׾Ͽ׾ϱԾɵģлĻ
лˣ˵Ĳʩȡ飬ʵʩڵ״ˡ
лһץ豭һεղŵѿ......ʩС׹ڼǸ...ǸԺ׼С׾𽥱ˡ
׾ʳָòڣһֱ۲Ӧһ٣ܾúĶҲĶӡͦ
˰ǰʦүʱʦүҲôòڵСϰߡ
ع񣬡״ûҽôô
лҡҡͷ˵̬Ѿȫûй˵ĸоˣ...˺öҽ...˵Сģûë...ʩţͰȫϻȥˡ
һĬӦ֪˵ʲôˡ
׾лĻУ䵭һԡ
л˺ðûȵ׾̿ڣǿЦӦǰô...
׾Ծɲле㲻ƵؿӦ
Ӧлϵı飬͵ǶǼٵģλ곤ĸޱѾʼ˰׷ˡ
̾˿еεؿڵʦ˼ʵʩ׵״״......
ô̶̵һʱ䣬㹻˿һ֪ʩ׵һӦڣǸ죬ǳȥ赼ȥ˽⡣
ܲģκһ鶼޷ͳһǵ뷨ûбҪড
Ӧ΢΢ۣЩ˵ҲֻԼ뷨ʩļȷʵЩ˵ɣԾ...˺ƽ
ʩһʼûҲƳˡ
л˵
ллߡdౡӪҺ
⼸һС⣬ʱ죬úָգ


72 ƣ4
лǸεȴϻ۵Ů, ȻΪʩ׵ķҼʧ̬ҲһӷӦ˹ԼʵҲ˵ȥЦһҲٱź, вյԼЬ⡣
Ӧؿڣ...Ǵ......
˰, ̧ͷİԼᡣ
С׵Ҳ, ڼһʼֻǾ񲻺ñȽҲ֪ô£ǲӰ쵽, ͱ...ҽҲûʲô˵ȫٲ֪ΪʲôʼȻ˥, ...
׾һ־
л˵, Ƭ̺׾̿, ȷʵѰ
űڵĶȻһ, ǳҽ⣬ʲô
лϵıһ, ֲ֪οڵ, Ӧ̫ѨһȻ¥촰ϹҵǸͭ˽ˡ
ϣɡ
лֿʼЩǵشԼָͷ˺ܾúʹ¾һ㻺ڡ
...֮ǰҽҽ˵Сûʲôò, һЩʦ뿴ܲܽʦС׾...
һĬ, Ӧ˿, 
ȺԸ׻ľ, ¥İ˽ͭ壬Ӱ˵ĻۺͽۣԶ˵﷢Ļĵ¡
Ӧ֪ͬʲôҲʲôȱݣǺȻһȡѡѣϲŮһģˡ
ʩҾȻ뵽֮Ťתûʲôʩס
...֪ô˵
׾̵˼лˣȲ˵ܲȷԼҵǲ汾µˣ֪֪ǿȥ˵־ʲô
лһۡ
տʼʩһû̫࣬ײʩһ˽ǺѹͽܲˣԼӿ϶ѹ̫⣬ܸĵģĹͺˡ
Ͷҽûϸ
Ҳ˶ˡлˣӲŶʮɣ
׾̵ĻһѼ⵶ݺݴϣһ仰˵
лκɤӵǵĴ
׾̿ϵıƽ˼£ûҲû񣬡˵ĶӿԻָԭȡı䲻ˣȻֻϲˣǣԺҲǣܽ𣿡
лѾʱƵýƣʧȥʩ׵Ŀ־ʹѾȫѹǵǿʤȥֻʩףĽ緢Ķӡ
ûԥƣ˻Ƶɤðҽ...
ʲôܣűһײղŸʩǰʩ˽ϵŭʧˣȡ֮Ǹ亮ı顣
ҪĲǾˣҾ͵ûôӣôʵĹŲȥһѵġǷӣ
˵ת׾̣ӲĿڣеɵ׾̵ģҷ̫ȶӦǰ鷳ˣӦǰذɣҺͷ¡
ʩлļ
ʩšüͷлſ
ʩǰҲǱ׹ģְִôھȻ˵ûӣǲˣҶ⣬Ҳʩҵӣ
仰ƺʩһЩȥʩ׵ļ䣬ֻһ˲ٶŤͷ
ҵʱ򣬿ɴûǸϲ˵
лһжϣ.....Ϊϲ...ͲԼˣ˵ֻԼǵЦӣ
仰Դʹʩһڣ׾̵ƴ
ʩԼĶϲˣԼĶӱԼĸӰĹ
ʩһ˵ˡ
ӦĬĬʩı飬ܿʩԴô˼ġ
ڵѾûôųЩˣ˵λȨصļܻͥЩɻ䣬ʵһĹСﻹ治٣ŮУҶһֻ۱һֻ۶ѡ
Լͺˣ˵ӰԼ󣬶ʩ˵ȥ粻ǺпֱӶñӵġ
һ۷
ȻʩûڿֻϿԾһòеӡ
׾ջ񣬾˵˵ǶЩˣЩʲôɡ˲٣ʩ׵Ӱһһۻģһʱûôȫȥ
仰ẓ̇Ӧʩϵļһ¡
лѾȫȥˣһʼǱһһظ׾˵š
ӦԱ̲ס࣬ʩҲͶҽģﲻֻʦһЩɵˡҪл¾Ͳ͵һЩȽصľƻǿˡ
һŵİ׾̱ƽѾԤ뵽ЩƵģ䵽ʩлϸѿ
...Щл˵꣬˱ӷϡ
׾ֹ̧ۣС
лһЦˣӶˣһϵС׵壬ҲٶӦǰġ
׾ԾС
лЩżӦǰңûˣҶš˵һ룬תͷʩϱе㲻Ȼ
עлһһӦȻҲˣ̾һ
ʩǲǻ˶Сʲôˣ
лֱӷˣʩĨӣźͰ׾Ӳؿ̹ס
֮ǰҹˣҲûʲô̫Чû˵
л㼱ҪҪӦͰ׾̻ڣҪֱӳɤӺʩˣҵʲôˣʲô˵
ʩšü˸ʿ˸ʲôԸڣʲô߰
Ӧһü׾̣ʦԸڣ֮ǰرܻӭǸСʽ...ǸƭѣӦûʲôЧġ
š׾һֱԭûô̧ۣӦֱӿ˹Ӧһ¡
Ըڣȷʵƭ˵ģǸʿĲԸڣ˽Ϲơ
Ӧ׹ϹȷʵҲʵԸߵԸЧֻʩôΪϹƱʩܲܵԸϣĵزɣ
·ǻشӦƵģ׾̿ʵʩʲôԸ
ʩӲʲôԸ...޷ǲϣլ֮......
׾̧ۣĮȻĿ¡
ϹƵЧжȫԸ߱־µԸǼլԼ˼ʩҼլΨһԭϲ˵ĶʩףƳʩΪĿ꣬ȥʵԸ
⻰ָ̫ǿˣͲûָű˵ʩױȫΪʩԵʣʩҲӦǰëĹôᡪ
׾̴Ļ㻹ǲס
ƳжԸߵԸʩĵΪլԵʩףΪʩײԲŻƳȻͻʩȥʩײĵط
ʵϣʩײûκβƳҲԡĵ㣬ǻع鵽ʩԭԸϣլ
ʩҼլΨһԭֻвʩܵʩס
Ƴûʲô˼άֻϸԸߵԸж
ڹƳжֻҪʩҼլΨһʩ׸ʩû˼լĵ㣬ȻͻʵʩլԸ
ʩײŻᱻĿճµԸѾҪʵˡ
ʩɫ࣬þû˵
ӦĬƳû˼άĶҲʩʲôԾĵطʩ׵ȴԸܣΪʩ⣬Ҫ
˲ˡ


73 ƣ5
˺ð, Ӧʩͳ˵ӦǰϹ...Ҫôȥ
׾ƮƮ, ȴһʩƵģӦ󱳶˱
ûô, ƳѾһʱˣû취ó, Ҫҵ¹˺͹Ƶ߲Уʩͷ𣿡
ʩ¹˵ϵʽ, ͹ƵĶ...ʡ
׾̵ͷûҪΪҪʩȥ׷ĵزЩͿ¶ʩ, ûҪЩ
лҲڶ̶̵ʱסԼֻǺʩ˵ʱӲࡣ
תʮϵض԰׾̺Ӧλ, Ȼһʱ, ӦǰСӦס, ȻһһҲ鷳
˵꣬ƺ°׾̲Ƶ, 俴ʩһۺٶȿ, λģѾԸӶ˴˷䣬֤ɾࡣ
׾ĿⲻɫؿӦ뵽Ӧ˯Ժ, һͷûͷ۵ԭ򣬶Ҳȷʵ֮ǰ̫ˡ
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ȻһԣֻǱžһͷ, ΪƬ緢ʩ׵Цݣе޷ȥж౯
аƵ, ǴιʱȻԼʶԭԾкĸܡ
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ӦȪҲúܸпҪڰ̾ӦȪϵı鲢û¶̫࣬ƳʱǶ˼䡣
ŶԣǰǸС˵Ӧ֮ǰȽϸ𣬵ʱӦһ֧óˮһ֧رЩʲôġӦǳ֧Դ
Ӧȳģϴλլȫû׹֮Ķ
Ӧǳͷ˵ŵʱ֪ʲô£һͻȻȫ伣ˣʲôϲ̨°ɣֶûˣһСʱͰȪżʱ򿴵ġ
Ӧóֻ˶ƹƳ˵ͷ
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վɽͷ棬ܿչºΰֽ̻Ի͵
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Ӧƽż䣬Ϊ̫ϵ䣬ͷ˶ñ鷢ѹס¶һ㲻üۡ
ӦǳһӦƽô
ӦƽתȥӦ۾û˵𣿡
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ӦƽŤһƿȪˮһڣɽˣ¶һȥӦǱߣްʦ˵ɽˣҾ͹ˡ
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ӦǳߵĶһӾͣˣ˻ӦƽȿڣӦҵġ
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ǸŮƺû뵽Ӧҵ˻ڣ˺ܶ࣬еˣζæŸ߿أξûˡ
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ӦǳֺӦƽһ, Ƭϵһ׿˵ԲҲζž˧Բһҵġ
Ӧƽ¿ˮ, ֻݻظɵһŮ, ζ
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Ӧǳ￩һ, Ӧƽһ£ӦƽһѾ̲ס˿, ûиʮ, ûи𣿡
̲סָָԼı, εöʮ꣬㿴㲻㳤
Ӧƽ˵ҲʶԼ˵Ļ̫ͷ, ķӦҲü׹һ¡
ӦƽӦǳӦʱǸζ, ҲѹͲɵˣǶζŻˡ
ӦƽɫһӾͺˣͳֻ΢ŵǸζ˸绰ֻ΢ʾ쵽ԶҶϣǱ߶û˽ͨ
ҲЩʲô, һֲۣ˵ˡ
ӦƽĵָǱ΢Ŵ˺ü绰, ֻƽƤЦǸζȴѶһ, ʼûлš
Ӧǳüͷ, 벻ͷǸζζĻɵͷ϶ĿĵģǸζһ·ϲûжʲôһæӳȥ
Ȼߵʱִ˵㣬ȷʵҲûзر°
ȻˣζΪʲôģܲЩСɰɣ
οǸζı²СڶӴʱüζζ취ǲûг⡣
ӦǳԽɫԽ࣬ʶתͷӦ͸һſӦѾСʿȥˡ
չһЩڴߵ̽ͷһۣˣоҪˡ
Ӧǳ첲ܾиطر˵ĸоںȻֱĳζôһ£һʱ˼ֻȰĵ׵ĵѹȥ
Ҳ̧ͷ棬һƬѹɽĸо
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ʮľһʼǻʱʱ·һЩžʿĲңתһһСĵ۵Сڴת
СʿһֱӦҲûж˼Һ׿ãԾΧľĬĬš
ɽôһҲһζ
ͷ´ЩЩϸ֦ڷ紵Ʈҡӷ϶ܿԶɽƵɽ֡
ӦſţȻûͷһ顣
ôԽԽãԶƬɽ֣֮ǰ鰲ƵʱܵƬɽͷôأ
ӦٻͷСʿɲһԵǰĬĬţ·ȴеƫ
ѼȻǰæպӦһ£ҲӦѡڿǰĿշôԽԽƫ
ղŻżһЩֻʣµȫûһǰʢĸо
ѲһԾӦŷԾ
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ǰСʿĺףСʿĲһֱӦ֮һξ롣Ӧֻɤ΢һڡ
ʣѲǰôԽԽ󰡣
ɽˮԭСûһСĴѾ
Ӧſ˵ʱ򣬶ܸоеʪϢԼĺꡣ
ǰСʿƺûһ㣬ŲͣӦֻøظһ顣
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ϣӦȷԼײˡ
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ӦȻ֣˺˼ϵתܡ
һŨ˺ܶ࣬ؿڵǸ׹ҡҡλΣҿʼԽԽ̣·һӺһӦ
Ͼ˼ЩͷŨһ·ͳ壬ԼղԼµ·ܡ
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ǰӰԽԽɫĳۣһ˴Сбķľʵʵķ٣ȫ׵˫ۡ
ӰһһظŸղŵĻ
ﲻԾѽ
ӦһӶסŲ亹乶¡
ǸӰȻӦñԶԶ˦ǸСʿ
Ӧʶغ˼һײһϡ
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ﻹǸСʿֻһ汻ʪשǽ
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ȥ˵Ҳ, ʶӦǳ˶٣ôܻʶһֱӦլӦƽ
·оӦĽŲͣ, ǰķѡţһתɫӲӦؿڣ, ôˣ
Ӧû˵һֻѾԼİˡ
ûȵӦĻش, ĵһ䣬ӦԾɿûг
ָѾԼﱳŵĻƷ, ̾ܳ
һֻסӦ, Ӧڶܸоִֻɭ¶ȡ
һֻץסӦѾסƷֻ, Ծɹһº͵Цݣ˫䵽˼㡣
Ӧ, ͷһһؿ, 粻ң
Ӧһûѿǿ򶨵ؿŷѣ㵽˭
ԾǷѵȴû֮ǰǹԼԼ, ൱䣬ЩĶй֮޲
ѷ·ʲôЦһ㿪, ˭, ҾҰ, 㲻ǵˣ
ѵȻԾº죬ϲ֪Ϊθһ㱡ŭӦֶ˲١
Ӧʹɫ΢׵ؿŷźͺҶмƵһһ֮ǰ㲻ġ
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ǰԶֻǵҹɵӣΪ㿪ģһֱڿҿװϲĻģ
˵ѵѾЩˣ۽߳һ˿ʮֲĺɫѪ˿˫ɵôӣһͲ˻еģ
Ӧľѣ˵Ļһһ䶼
ȥǿԼ֣Ѳ֪ô£þˣסָ˿
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ӦúͿֻǿŷڷħӣŲ³ƺǰԼʲôˡ
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һʹɿ󣬸ΪץļһյüȺӺʱڶӴ弴黯ĺҶó档
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Ҳ׾̬ȣֻԾƵظԼҲһ룬һڡ
׾̧ۣǰ׷üķڻáסƺ˼Ѿˣ˼һӦǰҲֻλŻỽһ׾ʿ
׾ջֻʱ˻Ը񡣵ȷ²ֱ˵ؿڡ
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Сӷۿǿףͣ˳ֱһС滯ɻҺ󣬷һɫ쳣˶ĻλƵĹƳ档
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Ӧǳ˵һμ׾һºٿȥСʿǣӦǳ̷Ӧǳʲôˡ
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Ũ˫۾ҰʱӰ, ׾Ŀ翵һȦԶһ㡣
ХһңԶľ׾̶, ХԴԶһ䲻۵С
, ΢΢ۣһʱѾǼǰ
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ȴû˵һԹԵһȫţ༰⡣
磬֮ǰ㲻Ҹ㿴𣿡
ѻ˵һ仰ҪԱӦټ˵ϰߣӦڿºͱһԡ
ѵҲûЩЦһԼ˻ͷ
ʱҰﴺ翴˸߶԰ɣ˵иһֱϲ磬ûв統ʱ֮뵽˭ܺ˵˵𣿡
ӦŴ˼ȴܿƵػصլӵǸҹ˽ŵֳֵشһ𣬷Сظһһţͷת뵽ĳˣȻԼ©һĵ
˵Ҳ˻һߴ٣ʱ뵽˭ˣ
Ӧ³һ۲ȥȻҲûлش⡣
ҲҪӦشֻ飬Ѿʲô
ıһӾɢˡ
ӦΪٶԵЩ
ƾʲôߵңǰҲΪʲôֻ뵽һˣ
Ѽ쳹ڣɤðÿһڶǱһ㣬Ӧ뵽ļ⺿
ʲô...Զ뵽ֻֻа׾̣
Ӧ˫ʹǷץס˵סһЩѵָ·ҪӦһǶӦûĸ첲ϡ
ʱ˵ңϲϲôȴһֱûֵңҾ߰......תͷͶ࿴һۣܿҿʲôӵģ
Ӧ̲סˣѵ֣ɫ
㵽ʲô˼ʱŵһμ棬ʲôǰڣ㡪
ԺȻǸξɫ۵ʦǣԼ֣ӦֵĻ档
֪Ϊʲôһ˿ԹȻͼٵشܽԺ־һɣһԼߺ˳Լһ㶡
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ǺȻķ, µȴЦʦ
ףֻһͨͨڸԺСһӦ, ܸмСذЩ͸ĺ, Ҷ
Ӧ˱ۡ
ǸٻԼˣ, һô˶ݾη˳Լߣر
ܿסԼ
ĿԼ
λʦĺ, һС̲סרűٳһطúò, Լ֪ڲЩʲô
ɵӣ׾ʱƽ̫һ, ó
, , һоͶǳˮ£һӾûˡ
ԼܲǸش, ξ濴ʦ, ǸѾŰ꣬ûмһӦ
ʲôˣ棬Ӧҿڵʦֻ, 뵽һλ£緢ˡ
, Ҳʦʦү˶ǹôꡣ
ӦͻȻԼر, Ҳ֪ʲô, ǸѾλ棬ҲмƵԼ
ЩΣûЩĪΣҲôߣֻῪĵشӦңʦߣǸСֵֿӦȻؽʦĺá
ƺӦһ𣬵ָӦϸֻξȻһ˿ϲãҲ֪Ϊʲô
磬ĺðԼҽڣʶãѵͰ׾̾ʶܾ˽ʲôƾʲôϲ
ӦƤ˶ûѿϲø˵һ˿
磬һֱǴ磬Ҵûа㵱ɹκˡ׾...
粻֪׾̰㵱˭𣬴翴
Ѳ֪ȡһһ˿СױһӦǰչ
һ°ɫۣ׹һö׹ӣŷڵɾԾȻֽϣڻ΢΢һ˫˫۴Цתһԣ֪ʱڿηˡ
ӦһӾˡ
ԶѾһЩ߲ˣԾܿǸɾ㿡Ӧơ
·洩ų۵˾Ӧһ㡣
磬㿴
·ЩƵģڻչһ˲䣬ϱ鲻º˺ܶ࣬һָָһǡ
ͷдžƵġӦ֡
磬㿴ǲǺ㳤ú񡣡
Ӧ·ԼԺʲôȻ΢ŵ˫һ仰Ҳ˵һ˫ͬ۾ֻضűʻ֣תۡ
ԼԼԼµһЩۿ࣬ȫͬĸ
ѵڼ¶ˣ׾̾ΪԲŶԴô...ҲᣬԶǴ硣
Դ...ǹˣǹңòã
һֻѾӦĲϸǡ
ӦٶȲ֣ͷ㵽˭
ϵıһ˲ȻֱӣֱؿӦ˭Ŀ𣿡
Ӧ̧ۣôᡪ
û˵꣬ŷѵӺȻһ㶡
֪ǲǴǰķαװ̫õԭܴһŨŨɬϢӦȻü˵㣬Щĸо
ڵķȫαװҲЩ仯Ƶģüۼɢˣչǹ֮ǰӦǳױ֮òҪ֡
Ӧڷѵϣֿž¹ϵһλ
λѾýϸϸɺˣ漸һ
ĸӦϹҶλ
ӦԺʵĶһ˸
ͫ׼
ѹ֣ʱںլＱųȥ˭ҲûжûΪʲôӦѣӦǳӦƽЩ
ǳȥ֪֮ҶʵǱҵĹ̫̣Ծûж룬ûӦҵĹ̫̺ǼӦСеˣôͱɽµķҲô
ȻƣӦҶʼӦͷѡ
Ƿѡ
Ӧѹ...ѹֵʱǸʽô˳......
ӦҺ󣬹Ӧ֪Ͷҽķӻѵһ¡
겻ȳ˿ֻǿܹĶûôɻĹȥȻʱھӦϪͰ׾Ҳ÷һľ֣֡
ʱҲûж룬ֻӦҶʱҲڻ岻ȵ״̬ǽ÷ɻ˹ȥ
ʵǣѹͲǷѳɻȥġ
лûгӦҶӵĻʱǾӦòЩˡ
ȻвˣΪӦҶĶʱʱֳߣ
ӦҶȷʵӣӱ
Ӧͷ͵ҡͷʱ...ӦҶѪ...ôܣǰǰˣ
·ʲôһȻʧɱ˶Ӵȫ˵...Ҳ㣿
ѣ˵ʱŤβ𽥱ɺ졣
ԣңǸǶǴСͶ˵ȲҵܵˣһڴԲʣǿ..ˣصӦҺҲûʹ...ǱǱģǻģ
ʱɫסȫɷ
۾ͷ۶ֽţѪģûкһȥǸլӣⱲӶ֪Ǹ˵ʵǰһֱ......
δ......δˣη...ЦǮլӣȴ˵...ʱԱ߶ţϣܼǰϯµĲи...û˸ǸլӾҵլӣҲҵļ...
ʱù֣һᡣ
ǾҵլҰһ֣ʲô˵...ʲô˵
ӦһӾͨˣΪʲôʱʱլôκһˣӦҶҪ֡
Ǿ䡰޲ðȫɱɾ
ȷʵ˵ˡ
Ϊﰡ
磬˵Ǹò
Ӧ촽΢κҡҡͷ
ڱﲻԼҲ֪
ҶһУҶʹִʱ
˵Ըſȥʱʲô
ʱ촽ڶ£ιЦһҲ...ǻۣ͵ǳ֮һ......
Ӧ̧ͷƮԩģ
ʱͷӦЦһ磬ʲôΪɱˣ֪֪ϲĺʦǰɱ˿һ㶼١
˵꣬ƺǱӦղǸŵʹˣӲ㣬תӹùһöͭžݸӦ
磬ŰԼݾĺʦʲô
أ
ʱհͭžݹȥһɲǣ⴫ľ춯һƲһ˦˽ֱѹȵţǱصڵϡ
ӦӦȥǸǱˤڵϵһͷڷɢ˫⣬ڵϿ˺ðѪ֮Ĩ̧ͷ
һŴŵѪȴѹסҷ˿¶˫ϤĺЦһֻۣǹ߳٬ʧˣȡ֮ǼͻңӦһͣʧڡ
ζ
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81 ۻ꣨1
հһ, ˻ҪС£Ҷ˵ˣ׾ڣȱż
ʱû˵, žۻ꾵ֶ΢˶٣ѽ̻, ǿ
ʱ˵Ѿҧվ, һѪ£䵽, ˳һӦ˵Ļ
ʱڵԹأӦѾܿĺڵʵ, һ˿һƵڵڻۻһ, ӿеһԼ˸ߵĽͭС
յɫѪò԰һЩ, ӦһƬҡ
ζΪʲô, ɵĵʱ˵ġաô, оβ, ʲôβ
ؿڴö׹Ӻֱụ̀ӦҧסǱ߸Լһİգζ, 㲻ǡ
תͷղΪ򶷶ЩҵĺڷⲦ, ¶ֿ, һ˫һⰵ, ͫ׼ϸ˲ͬ
Ӧĺһӽ˫۾ǸͫףһǺʦһһģһġ
ζҲǺꣿ
лεı£֮ǰһӴġζûԼʵòȻûһܿͬһ
ʱΪضӴѰζΪʲô
ͷ
Ӧ΢ĶĪϤĸо
СΪʱͻϳҵġ
ӦͷȻһʹζͺڷʹĳںϡ
ӰԺӳķӳУζһģһ˿
ȱ
鲻ɶΣӦڶ϶ļץס˼ص㣬ͻΪζİڶӴ֮ǰͼ֪ΪʲôԼȴһμ䡣
֮⣬мĻ׾̡ߺϸļ䱻ӦץԼͷѿգܻ...ڶӴ廯ʦɱȫ˵Ҳ㣿
Щüɰ׾ӵȷʵңɱ˵λֻǺϵѡ
ϲѾȫӦĿǷ֮ڣԼԳҲϾ˼ĵǶ˵Ҫһ¡
ΪʲôҪʦȥЩ£
Ӧֱպʱв׾̣ǵʵҲ´࣬ȫûҪôһȦӡ
˵Ĩڰ׾̣Ҳ˵ȥȻҪĨڰ׾̣ȫԴ󷽷ذ̨ϣǷᣬʦʲô£ʦӲһ粨
ûУȻˣΪʲô
ЦЦӦԾ٬ûʲô¶ȡ
Ӧһôôķ֮ǰһǶլʱչǣΪӦƽڳ嶯˳ͻóʱΪӦƽçײŭͺ¡
С֪֪ԩܴ߻ʵְ˵ԸһʮʵõĹЧ
Ӧžһ죬Ӧǳ˵ԩڹʱսΪԴ߻սԾһʤ
ʱº͵ڶ𣬡ԩ󣬿Դ߻ޡ
Ӧȫ¶ʱһϸ
ʱδͣҪ߻ޣȻҪʮʮɷԹСǰԹĶ͹ͣȴֻһԵķѡԩʧ̫ãҵĲмдɡ
·龰һ㣬˵ʱЩҧгݣܿƽһ㻶졣
Һ֪Ϊʲôû취aMƏ˾ˣΪҪ߶󷨣ɢɳһԹԶԶҪЩԹȫΪһǸǼƷ߰˵ĻЧŻ󻯡
Ӧָ߬ǶǰʦȥɱˣΪԩԹȫʦ......
ʱЦŵͷ
Զڹİûйǵ̸һһϸµ󣬡ϻˣ׾̲ᱻ̫õģںܹ֮߶Թһξû´ˣûôƭ
Ӧһըʦ֪һıǿú˰պʱĲµ塣
룬̷Ҫվܡ˭֪ԱʱȻģӦһͲסӦһֱۣӦԭء
֣Ӧһ£Ȼֺá
һתۣʱֿʼһɫɷ˫Ѿɺ죬֮ǰҪ黯ĺҶһģһ
磬Ҫȥͨ籨ţ
ӦʱԹƽסֿʼ
磬ʱô˵ģȨ֮ƶѣûͰ׾̫áˣ飬ȻأȻЩʲô
ֻסֲ֪̫̫£ȻЩ
Ȩ֮ƾǱѹ£Ʒ
ӦˣȻʱ˵ʲôöƷʲô˼
ƭңʱͷβǸһĵģӦ踺صôãȵľǸЯŻ
Ӧҵļôܺ˻һ𣡡
Ӧ֪ԼΪʱĻӦͰ׾̴ǰ£Щ´ʹΪʱ˵Щ޵ĻΪʱŵ첲ʵʹ̡
ӦӦӦЩȫӦʱźӦһģһ裬ʦҹ͸عźӦĶĥ
أʲô
ʱڵϵǾӦЦݣǡƮ⣬·͸ô£Ծɺĳ˱˴˵š
˿ӦԹƺһ˲Ŵֻؿǿ̵۵׹ӻڼһ˿ǡ
ʦȻʦᱻ
.........
ԵʹԽ黭УӦһ˲ڵĳԼڵͷǿҵʶĸо·ҲΪ׾Ĺһ
ͷİտӦ͸һ˿
ӦĻ̫ȶˣά״һֱûзǺܲ׵ˡĻ壬֧ŲסЩĳ
ʱڼӦĶ治Ϊʲôˣô׺Ķɱѵˣ֪֪
ʱͻȻֹסӦû֣ȴʱϸһ˿Цݡ
ˣˣǲЩˣĻͲôŰ׾...ǲǣ
߶ţְסӦöͭӦͺˣԣô......
Ӧ֪ʱöͭʲôֻʱħһı飬ʶؾòʲôö
֮ʱͷۣӵӰڣһ°׳ۣͬһ㵵ھк
ʱЦݸͣǿӦӵĶһԵӦķӦ
ſţϵЦݵˡ
ӦԾɿöϵĵӰȴûκķӦֻԾɾھеԼһӦһģһ·ȴΪʲô
תۣӦҲתۣšüӦͬšü
ֻΨһ֮ͬڣӦüдŲ˳ɵʣеӦȻӦòһģһü֮緢졣
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82 ۻ꣨2
Ӧ˼, ԽšͣƫͷѾŲĿȴײǸĻ
һԵʱЦȫʧ, ˫Ĳţô...ôһ㷴Ӧû...Ǿۻ꾵
ٶȰͭӦǰ, öͭĵӦؿڵö׹ӣʱһ㶡
ö׹ӺȻӦ·͸һâ, ûʱӦһϤĵζ
ӦȻͷ
̵˫ۡԹɷɹâǰ֮, żмĺҲ죬ޡ
Ӧ۾, ǰľǸʲô龰ǹϤζѾȷâĵ˵˭
, һôʧ̬ƴȫش󺰴С
ʦȥܽ
Źâƺʲô΢΢ڶ, ӦĻûȥ, ǰ˼ƺҪߵӦ
ӦҪſ, ؿ͵һʹ, ǰĳĳξļغϡ
âýˣӦ𽥿ͷĳȻȻ˫ۡ
׳βһ, ٰĳкһʵıĸǰ, ˳ײɢƵĳϡ
Ӧ, ɫ˫, һַֻĴλεɷڶҫС
Ӧ.
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ͬһ˲䣬ʱҧгݵҲ
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ӦһƬհףֻʣǰǸoһӰʱĿеġ׾̡֡
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ʱǰĳһҪҧ鿪һΣӦؿڻһö׹ӡ
ӦѾվһһ·ܵʲôƻһŲһ֡
ʱɫһڣѹ־ۻ꾵ûзӦ׾̷ֳԼʶö׹ϣһһǹ̻ꡣ
ĳıôãΪ׾̣ӦһУôܹһϣ
ʱɫһݣͳӦ˹ȥһץסö׹ӣ
һһҪʱ
ʱҪö׹Ȼ
ѾˣŭͷʱϾȥκλһѱקö׹ӡ
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ϥһŻϵʹȴӾҡ
ﾭκʹҪʹ࣬Ҷ۰ֽŵʹǰѹͲֵһᡣ
һִӿȫµĹ豻һʹ

ʹ֮䣬Ӧڽ
صһһĻĻĥĻֱֱĴԣҽ

ʹקʶ·𱻽ҽһ㣬˴ɢɻңһһ£͵شɢܶʼ
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򻪾ƬһĻ𽥻۳һ㣬Ȼĳһʱ̣ʹȻˮȥ׹ڰ
ϸʣվСһˣŰЩ¾ɵֽɡﱧһֲ
Բ۵ɾקӵͷţžУǲסɾѹԳֵĻ
磬ܱܲߣˣֻʣһ......
Ӧͷǿסɾͷʱȥɣôиȥǰһˡ㲻һǾͲΪ㡣
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ģҵļңһŰġ
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Ӧ˵ţȥɡ
ϸʱӰ΢һͬȥ
ɽ˵ǰкɴ˵ģ˵ԸĲϵǼɴ˵ġ
ũ˿ʴڶӦںӱؾմʪˮϸµزλʱʱԼѺ
мʹɽƣǰ
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ӦһϲиһȵڵأԾǿͦŸԼģžһ°ǿʯϣȻ˹ȥ
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Ϸꡣҹ, 紵֦бҶ䣬Ӧ˵ϤѰ
׾̻һ, һһѱּҰռȥж˻ּһ˸ҵ˵ʲô, Ǹŭԡ
ȻӦֶβǳԭӷּұԲ˳ΪӦ¶, Ӧȥһⲻ֪ʲôˣȻѧһ׹֮Σ, ֻ˯оͱӦʹ˷ȥ
Ӧ˵ЦԷǣּһ֧Ķжȷʵǰӳ¶, ˿ˣѰ, ȾЩ¡
ûгȥЩֲ̿ԡ÷ּҵЩ˼ɵ, ҲǼ¡
ο, ȷʵѧ˲ٷˮ֮׾ְֵؽ̳ġ
׾̡
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, ȴһĨ΢ɲԲȻСӦҹòãһӦҲû©
Сǿ֮ԣѧǳѧûһ仰˵˿Ժ, ٳΪ˳ݵH
׾̲, ΪЩӶµ
ӦӦҵļ
Ц, ɢ
硣õ֨ѽһ, ΢âԵӰɬ壬ʱı£Ӱ
Ӧδ⿪żʱûȥ
ʱⲽڣӦע⵽ʱһֱյԣδӦĶһ·׷˹
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ں£ʮָԾɰ𪣬ɢţƽӦһֱŵö׹¶Լ˵ʮָӨ
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飬ɢʮָ΢ỬûüſڣûӰе˶
ʱߵӦǰ۾΢΢ƽϱ鲻֪ʲôԭ򣬽Ӳ
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