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 11 

 
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̴ֱԭǶˡ


 12 

 
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˿ӵ׷ȻҲܵ棡ӦöЩϰΪ
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 16 

 
˵ĳϷȥæûûףʳȻɣһ֮емΣĽԵΪθ۹ҼҲ̫ء
Ϣһ΢ѣǾ͵ˡ
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ڶһıֻһ۵ʱ򣬽еɸ֡
Ҳе顣
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ţĽԣʲôԵ
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 17 

 
ؼҵ·ϣ뵽Ľסı飬Ҳ̲סЦ
ϣԼԲЩֹ֣еûģеԲԼ񣬵Ǻܸп
Ե̫档
һ̵ӣҲʮָӣǳĽԸˡ
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Ȳ˵ĵϲǲǴҲͻһ˿żĳݣĽԵײͨˣȦôңܸİȫкҸ

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Ӵļôоеķǣеأ

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û뵽һȻܺΪѣҺÿģأ
ѵúֱӵıԼ뷨ôģҲΪѡ
Ͳô˵ߡƲƲ죺ʵĽͦõģȦô꣬żʱƢ󣬰ˣĶûйʲôţҲЩһֱ棬ƣƷû˵ȥһݣҲǸܲк
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˵úҪȢһ
ѽ㿴㣬ôˡ

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...
ˣȥǼͣһԷܻ絽ǵȺúдһ˼Ұѽˣ쵼ˣȲ˵˰ݰݰݰݡ


 18 

 
ĵһͨ绰ȫŤͷ˿Ľԣ˵⵽Ҳ̫˵㡣
ĽҲһЦûĺóԵģ

ʵʴǣһԷʲôһʱ䣬Ҳ̫˵ֻҡҡͷȻɳһƨˡ
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ҰɣΧźܶˣûмܷ˵ѣʵͦ¶ġ
䲻ģˣǸʲô
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ûͻȻһ䣺ǣ̨ĵãֲÿ궼ͬһ

Ӧ֮󣬳Ľԣ

 19 

 
ϣļǺͳĽԶķһ𵽼ҵģս͸ܵ˲̫гա
˵ʵԤ֮С
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 21 

 
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 23 

 
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 27 

 
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 28 

 
̵ĵ綯Сֳռ仹ԣٷϳĽԼЩɶѵƷ˼һ
ĽҲͷһسôĽͨߣֱޱ˷ܡ
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Ľʵûס˷ܵĻۣʵѩ֮Ǽֱ̫ˣ
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ͦƣǼʶ㣬¿ѩĵطȥ֪ٴˣôСط˷ܳˣ
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ðð
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Ҳ֪ΪΣ֪ô⽨¶Īﲻ


 29 

 
Էʱ򣬽óֻ˼Ų˵Ƭķ˹ȥ
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 30 

 
Ľˣһŭ֮²ܲ˵Ĵܳţ˳·һܡ
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 32 

 
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 34 

 
ż˻ðɵ߹Ǽƣó̴ǵðˣԱߵͬ־Ƕƴ׼ܡ
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 39 

 
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 40 

 
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 50 

 
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֮£ӲͷƤȰ˼䣬Լϴŵһȡ͸˴ǡ
֪յǸĥǶԲ˵Сľͷ֮󣬳ĽԼֱЦԷǡ
Ҳյĺܿģ˭ԼϲǸŵСɰء


 53 

 
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ǵʧνһûΣһ˲˵۾˺죬оԼߣת͵õ
оԼֱﶼšˣʵڳŲסЭˡǣȥϹ̨ʿΰɣ˵ģҸоҪļţԺúˡ
Ľ˵ģҴѧ϶ڹٻѧУҵʱҲûܻȥҾͦڵġ
аɣҪ...鷳㣬ȥŰɡ
⻰ĽԵ۾գգȻ˲
ðҸ˵ռܲģ϶ܰĵر˧



 54 

 
˵õƬڽļ£ֻţһڷѧԺ¥ǰһŵգһУſһ˵ա
ĽԺϲƬΪѧʿĺ˧ȻûЦı飬ϸĻӿͷǸѰһĸо
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 55 

 
µʱ䣬ڳĽָͷڹȥˣӵûֻһʱ俪˵绰
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ĩϣ˯ûһͱκĵ绰ˣûӣ绰յһϢ
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 58 

 
ͻıŪЩʴӣЩǿڳĽԵȫ˦֮ˡ
ĽԼŻ벻ȥɵʲôƵģֱӰԼļ
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 60 

 
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 61 

 
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 62 

 
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 64 

 
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 65 

 
찡
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ο˽죬Ľ˸绰ָϽҴææܻԼҡ
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½Ƿдһ⡰šȻԼڼﲻֻػҲˡ
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峿ĽۣԼһĪʶˬУûļϸƷͻȻʲôֱһ飬˲ѡ
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ҲЦ㻹鲻ˣ

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Ľְÿ˵ǿСľͷЦ˵ܶʱϯҪƷƵĹΣϲԾô취Ҵɡ
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ţİɣժġ
˵꣬ĽҲȥ죬ͳԼ͸ǸתͲΣЦСľͷԼģ˾ʥصĴʦģߣøһĻش˵ʲôʱϵģ
ҲЦ͸֮󡣡
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š


 70 

 
ڽǿҼ֮£ĽԲŷȫ´Ĵţֻ˸ô۵
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ĿŶ֣ǿ鶹ζЦݵʱˡ


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쳤һҾͶָæµģе˳ĽԸ˹ҵķŸϸµĽΪһĲס
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 86 

 
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 88 

 
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ֻǶʱӰ֮һֱҲûӳҲڷ˼ϣԲûš
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ٽԪĽæ˼ݣΪ˸Ϲڳʱ䣬Žȥ㸸ĸүүǹһ꣬͸ͣ㡣
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ڳĽԵİ裬һֱĻܶĸмǸ⡣
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Ǹ⣬Ǹʱ״̬ܲûһģң˼ҸĸﱦŵĶӣΪܹܶί
ԣһֱҸᣬúðݻһλ
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