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´Σ´ΣһδƽԤһ·΢΢ɴ۾˺ϣ˿ӿ磬û˵
ŷԼʧ̬ˣָֻǸĮģ
ʲô·˵
ŶʲôæӹͷҲǸתкܶУ治ǺҾ㣬ѧУǱʲôҪû
ûʲôҪ󡣡ϸ߶ѧĹһֱܿɡ
־ͽˣе㡣
Ȼܰʾ·һ£Ҫһչһ£Ծ˼άȲ˷֡
·ҲԼ˵òϸֽ˵ѧУЩ̫ϸ񣬾мҪעһ¡
֣˸һһʳָһ㣬У
¿˿衵װɫӺɫ̿㣬һ䣬תУû쵽˽۰༶֣ûϵУͱôˡ
ţ֪ˡ衵ͷ
·ָ˸ڶ㣬ͷۣȷϿܿü顣
Ȼ˸ƣĴָʳָȦһԲСĴָָָ𣬡㣬ͷ
ڣûסЦ˳֪·ȵôǸOK
·㽲ûб飬ǴĺڸաԽһǸOKƣ衾ԽǾúЦ
ʵ·㿪ʼҪעļʱ衾ѾЦˡ
Ҳ̫ɰ˰ɣ˽һʱƵģֱɰ棡
·㲻֪뷨˵ЦģΪǾ˵Ǿ䲻ͷǿЦġ
æǿһ飬衲š
ģУֲһšҺġ
úúãЦš
·򴽣
Цˣִڿϣ·ǰ˴գ״ƲһʣͬȻѧУԷҪôϸΪʲôÿķͰ
ҵķ𣿡·㲻ɫһ㡣
......ϣ衿ķͣҲû⡣
Ȼ·û˵ֱֱض衣䵭·˵أ
æģǾķ......ͦģ......Ըð磬Ѷͷ¶
·㴹ۣת˻ȥû衡
ΪˣҾ飬㲻ص档
ɳɳд·û˵
ˣСĵʡ
꣬Щƣʱô벻ͨҡҡͷˣˣȰͬ˵
û·㽫ҵ棬Ҫдҵˣ벻Ҫңлл
ûͺá
ʲôҪдҵˣ벻ҪңҪžͲҪţǰ滹ǵüӸ֣²˹ϵͲˣأӴĩ˻ллǲǸûظ
ʱоơ
ͬˣѰ𣿡Сֹȥ
һ룬룬ǾƵûš
ת·㣬ԴǣͬҾܲáͬõĴʡ
·һͷˮ
ͬͬʲô˼ͬһӵ˼衸·˭ܹһӣ뷹˭һԷ
ˣݣ·һ𰸡
ԡҡҡͷ
·룬ǿһ𰸣ɣ£
һɸֵص˵ԣѰ
ôܵĹϵܹһӣܳΪͬѾΪͬȻϵܣ㲻øղҡԺ˵֣Ҳԡҡ˵ллĻ
·衶ֵͬڹͣһʺš棬衵ͼˡ
ĬƬ̣·ŻӦ......á
·Ӧˣеȥ
Уòʧ롣
ΪʲôԵ޹ʵģ·㲻
ʧ˿ú޳ܣ˵֮ǰ˵Ǽ֣˺С顣
......·
أֵġ̵һ䡣
·룬ǲ......һȣ´žûйֵ......
뿴۾ժ˵Ҿ۾ͦÿģ۾ţӰС
С·նؾܾǶǵġ
ʲô붼;ܾˣƲƲ죬գˣͲѾͦÿˡ
·תȥдҵ֮˵ͬǲǲӰҸоƽ⾵۾
·ˮյýģŬ沿飬Լ͸¶ţΪʲôô˵
Ҳµģ°֪ͣ۾ľƬмȽϱƽ⾵ΪûжƬȾȡƬҿžͺƽ⾵
㿴ˣ·˷򣬡ǽ۾ƬмҲǱģֻûôԡ
Ŷ˵Ҳǣû۾ҲǺҪժƣҾͦġ
·ܾǸͨľƬʲôġ
Ϊ֪衴ʲô˼ƭժ۾ϸ۾𣬲óѵġ
衼·ʧܣֻźذ˰֣ðɣǾû취ˡֻܻŶ̽زĬĬˡ
......

 5 

衰ᵽԱߵʱ·ûӰ졣
ǲŴ죬·ͻˡ
衷ǳش硣
ϵһЦźк¿κ죬ʹشҲԹԵһֱ˵ȥμٽȥˮˮҲһȥ
ĶԱ߶衡
ڸзǳǿҡ
ϳǸУΪϳõĸУĩ죬ǼǲܡѧУʲôشҪʲôǲᷢġ
ճϿΣĿγ̡ȫѧϰϰĽڿνȻѧ
һֱŵߵ㣬ϰµһܾͿʼˡ
磬һ޿νһڿε׼·ȥ˰칫ҡ
ۿۿۡÿѧš
磬ư칫ֻһλʦֵ࣬Աʱѧ⡣
˵·һνѧ칫ңȴѧġ
·䣬첽ߵһŰ칫ԣŵ΢΢סˡ
СϪѧҵǰͶһƬӰ̧ͷ·㣬Щ΢Ծ·㰡ʲô𣿡
·СϪһ£ȻѸƿۣʦҪֿ֮ͬԻصһˡ
˵𣿡СϪʡ
ɣ˵
·Ĭһ˵̫ὲ......Ӱѧϰ
ĻһᷴУƭˣ
ϧڡ
ȻоܱǸ·ֻ뵽ô˵衱ΪϿλŻģ⣬ȻûκθƵĻʦӦûٻͬѧǰɣ
ͬѧСϪָϵ˵㡣
š·Ӧ
СϪ̾˿ĵȰ˵·㣬衰ɡҪ֪ǰһǰġҪǰǣĻ̶Ⱥǰڳ̶ȣ϶ǲеġ
ܲ衺ŮɣҪǲ군ˡʹܲΪԱߵŮܲӰ졣
СϪȰҪʦʦһеġʲô֪Ͳ˵ˡ
ʵ......Ͽβôģ¿νȽ϶࣬ʦ·㿪ڣͬѧǰɡ
СϪͷԣϿβСģôοʦӦĲһ
ǴǸᡣ·˵
СϪͷȻ˫һģǲͺϿεʱѧϰ¿ΣȨǴٽ֮ͬĽѧϰѧϰ棬Ҫ̫ˡ
ǲλ˼
ʦ뻻λ·㲻ĵ˵һ顣
·㣬ʦأһͦʵģСϪ֮鶯֮Ҳ㻻ʵǲû㿴衶ôߣ϶ֻţܹͬѧͬѧûҷӦҪλ϶ദͦǢġ˵ҪӲɢǣǲẠ̊́ܲ
·ͷĬˡ
Ҿһ⣬СϪ˫ֺʮڲ̨ϣ°Ϳ·㣬𣿡
......ᡣ
ǾˣʦԺúദġСϪİ塣
λûܳɹ·еʧ䡣
ˡһҪߡ
СϪסȵȡ
·Ųһ٣ͿСϪЦ쳣ͰͰ˶ʱëȻ
İ칫ԵһСľʣЦе˵ˣҸ㽲⡣֮ǰҸպøҵ˵ɲɣ
......·ͻȻǳ˵Ϣʲôоˡ
ŤӲӣûʡ
û£ȱľǱʣвݸֽ㾡áСϪĵذѱͲһA4ֽŲ·ǰ
......
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дҵٶȺܿ죬ѧһŰֽ²ݸ壬𰸾ͳˡһڿβѾѽյѧҵдˡ
һ¿ΣͬҴҵسȥˣҲûȥˡͰ͵صȣȵڶϿ嶼Ҳû
óѧԾʼо⡣
еѶȣ衿һ¡
衸磬Ҳᣬ㿴£ǰΪתʡ
Լأǽӹ˻
ϸߺ˾֯ͿԣһѧڣֻͨкĩŻһҪſʽԡ
֯ԣϸ߾ͺɡǡǡ෴ϸѧϰѹܴϸǲ֯찲žŵĿԡ
ϸһܾõϰףǾǡÿܣ꼶༶ʦŲڿ֯һѶȵĲ顣ȻðҪȫգʦҲرϣǱȽʽġĳɼܷӳѧ֪ʶճ̶ȡ
οȴһεĲ飬ƽʱžҪ
ЩӵѶ˿ڲ
ѧҲһܶˣϸѧԾһѾһĸ߶ˡ
ľӣģʦǶóڿϸ⡣
֮УЩʦķǣϲԵѧ̨ԼĽ˼·֮ͬԻ·ȽϹͨԵʡ
衺Ƶرȥ
ʹûоܵϴ񣬶衵ľʵ߶߰˶ȷؿ϶衸磬ѧԡ
ܵѧָ㣬Ϊæϰ̯ǰָָһ
衿һۣ˼Ƭ̣ǣ¸˸˼·ͷ趼㽲ˣļ㣬Լȥ㡣
ѧԲѧԣȻֹ׹ʽ......еͷˣתһתһ䣬ϡͿֻһ뷨
˼·ȥ......ѧ......
ܲٸҽһ飿Ϊŵ˵
ûǲƵģҽĺ˰û
Ȼʣ˶٣
ΪоԼܵ裬衸磬Ҵſܲһ룿......ٽһɡұ֤ס
衿ϰᣬٿΪˣʦϿνɡҰﲻ㡣
......衸ôϣΪ㬵ذϰ˻ȥ
ˡ𶯡
ǣóֻ
Ϣ
衸衸磡ڸ
ı
衵λǲŵһˡ
·ݵø߸ߵŲԼǣס˲棬һ뵲ǰ棬γһֱĽǣȷֻҲᱻ澭ʦ֡
Ϣ
ѧϰ£ܸ......
Ǳ߾Ĭ˼롣
......С衸ĳɼôˣô棬Щ˻·......
£
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û¡
衼:
˵˻
ðɣģĻ졣衸磬˵ôתѧأևN᲻㰡ˣоѧУû˼ˡ
û취ϳǣԺҲҪϳǸ߿ӦϳǿԵѶȺ͡
һ̾Ķͼ
......ҪѧϰȥˣĵĻȥûա
衸ˣˣǰ㲻ģ
Ȼһѱ
СӻȦȦˣӡ
ͷϳݵС᣺㲻ˡ
СѼһָѼ
......
衷ôǱȷء
㾡ܷˡҷѧ
꣬衾˳档Żǡ
Ȼ·ݵģԭλϸϸص˵
ΪʲôҪ·õúŲ֮ǰֺأԭǣ衹۲죬·ʶرǿң̫ϲĶϲ˰ĶҰҷš
һ㣬ĳСײһӣ衾ͿˡǴΣӱײЩϵ鱾ܵҡζλơ·ޱ飬ܸоˡñǸҪ飬ûϣ·һ䲻á
衲񾭴תתӣˡ
ȷû¶˿ֿʼоղŽ⵽һ⣬ڿסĵطĥһ˽չܿ˵ڶؿ
һÿĿİģ˵˼·˾ӾȥѧСϪϪ

 6 

̨ϰŵļֲŴСӭ⡣ڣ͡СϪո·㽲һ⣬˿ڰʦ˼·ҵ
ֽܰĦɳɳ
СϪߵˮԽˮˮͰ»ģһͰˮѹˮųƵĹ๾ݴӵһˮͰ
һˮСϪһڣذ칫Ρ
·Ѿһ⣬ӹһܺãˡ
滹м⣬Լ˵ٸ㽲
......š·ʵ˵Լ˵Ļô......ΪŻİ
СϪҵ·ͷĬĬддͿͿ

һ
СϪϪͻȻ˽ױơ
е......Ļû˵էһ·㣬ȵ˹ȥ·㣬ô⣿˵Ӱȥˣԭѽ
衷ǳȻشӱİ칫ӹ·ԱߣҲⰡ
......Ǳҵģ⻰·˵ڡ
˿Ž֪衣ٵ衰ӵԱߣ·ûԴתֺο񣬸ǰûָ
Ჱӣսȥ·оʲô⣬רע
·㣬һ֮ԥƬָ̣......ǽⲻġ
·ıһ١
ҪҽɣС˵м㷽
......·ֶʲôﻢ¡
ʱ˽Ρ
衣㲻ùҿСϪ˵
ϡƹ·㣬ѾӵݸСϪԲȦȦǵ
ȵƳһ衣㶼ʼǵҲõЩ㶼Ѿˣ
衽°͡
......
衺ܴԼӵ㲦֮󣬻ûСϪ˵꣬Ѿˡ
СϪϪҪµ½æˣ֪ˡģҶᡣ
......ðɡ
츳ߵѧΪʦǼԺΡ
СϪ˿衣Ȼֿ˿·㣬·Ļͬ顣
衣һ䣬Ҵ㻻ͬ·Ը̫ˣʡ
ǹô˵ģԿ衵̬ȡ·뻻ͬҲͬĻпǺϲô......ÿǿǻλˡ
·ޱ̧ͷ󣬲ǲû
ܻȵβ͵һ衵ķӦܼҡ
˺һС·Աһվ˵ܻиġȻҺ·ͬĳƺŲŹϲãҸ˷ǳϲ·㣬ͬͦõġ
ŶСϪ٩α˵ôҲ𿪾ˡ֪ĻΪڽĴ......
Ĭ·ҲĬ
СϪЦЦطʣΪʲô˿϶ؾãҪ·߻ߣҪ·߻أ
ǱǸ
ɣ衲룬ŵؿ·㣬......СϪϪͬģ
·رߡ
ۣ̫ˣס࣬ȵˡʵش㣬Ȼ߶ľţ
Ŀ֮Թ֮
ϷСϪ
·ߺһֱŴ죬衵ķûƼ
衿ʼϹ߳˺ңЦûЦͶ......
ס⻹˹СϪͣ㻹бûûĻϽҳ
衻ָ
ҡҡͷʱûС
OKˡСϪӻָ
˭֪衺ٺһЦԼҶһӰ칫һŰֽЩҾĲȥ
ѧ¥Сֵһĸ߶ࣺ߰
ʦǳĺãСϪֻǵ˵ͷŰɡ
ȻӰ칫վ˵ȥҹܹǣѧϰˡ
õģʦһᰲѧϰģ֤Ӱͬһռ·ͬѧ
ʱ˹ԡ
СϪһۣĪȻͿȥˡ
һأ衾ԭСʣʼ·㡣
·ͬѧػشңǲСϪϪͼı·ͬݣ
......ֲԼԼͬ
·ȻڸĵرֳĬñʸӣ·ͬѧش𡣡
......·һֱ˵ʦƿˡ
·㣡衲ٴӣ㲻ҪҶشҡء
ˮʵĸñᴥ档
·룬صõĻ˵ᱻŵⶡ......
ʦĿˡ·㵭˵
衼һɥ˵ģҸտСϪϪѱεͱӶȥˣӦҪãһ¿ιƲŻ㲻õġ
ԣΪʲôҪ˵Щ̱ƹţ
·Ŷһоǵ⡣
ģ㻹ûشء֮ţòֹһءº࣬Ρ
ǡ·ء
ǡͱﶼʡˡشֱ׳
С
û취̾˿ѾֱӾͰ·ҵԼ˹ҽɡӦҪ......
һӣ˭ûиأ롣
ĺʺϸ˽⣬˼·ǳ֯ɴ䣬õԭԼظһ顣
ɾɫ٣ּĲ衣
·㾲ſš
Ƚ꣬衿ٵһ˼·ȷû©֪ʶ㣬Ȼ·㣬𣿡
衱ڴ£·ҡҡͷǸʧˡ
û𣿡Σһٶе㱧Ǹе㲻˼ãһǸĻ˵͸˵һѵζ
Ŷ·ظһ飬ƮǸʧˡ
ʵ֤ûѵֻиѵ
......ʵû뵽·ȻܸĵĮǱ׿׿
Ȼ˻ͷԱؿ·㣬ѵû²𣿡û˵һ鰡......
·򴽣Ŷ
......
·һֱͷҵǵϣôضţҲˡʹղʱҲû̧ۿ
Ȼﰵ롣
ҡҡͷԡ·ƽʱҲ
ƽʱô˽еɵ......
ȻϵɵϾƾ¿ϸߵģϲ⡣
ţȱͨȻ·еɵɵģͬҪ
룬;˺ܶ࣬·СϪϪͬ£衶Сˡ
ʱԼؿ㣬ܳŴ
·ڹ̧ܵĿ......ʶ͸Թˡ
衳ٳûж·Ƴһۣͼһ°ͣһգ֪ЩʲôȻԹЦ
˴в·㰵½ۡ
ǵ衻عʱ򣬾ͼһޱ·۹⿴˫ÿ۾΢У˵ĸ֣ϡ
......òƱֵֹˡ
ȭ˿ȣƪѧϰѧϰ㲻ûٸ㽲һ飬һǶȡ
ûٸ㽲һ飬ǶȡҪжġ
ǰһû̵Ϊ᣺衸Դ
·ͷãл......лл˻ȥ
ĳ˵֡
ȻԭҪ˵ʲôЦЦн
ãǿʼ⣬......ñֽд
·㰵˿áҺûǣȻ֪衻ʲôӦء
ˣĳֲǸɲ......

 7 

ңʮӹȥˣΪڿǵѽ⡣ںòеˣ׼±ʣԱߵͻȻײײĸ첲һ־Ƹ
쿴쿴ЬǲǺ˧ɫڵƵģ˷ܡ
һײܲңΪʾ֭Ų׽һ˼·ˣҲҲˡ
ۿҪˣ˽ɢˡ˳̶ȣڴ˰ĴֻʣһβѪˣ֪ĶȻðСȥ
Ϊһãȴ˱꣬ò......
ֱðѱʷ£Ȼ΢Цſ˿Ь
......µʿˮ
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оӶҪγˣҲܣȷſҡ
ŸƨΪߣ˵Ҳ㣬ͷޣ
˶ܴȫ඼ͷ˹
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ʵǰһĻˣСϪվǰţˣ˿ơ
߶߰࣬ûԼİࡣ
ѹ˵༶ﳳѧϰȥ
СϪվڽ̨ϣؽ̨һӣǣڸʲôϰʱ䲻֪𣿣
ͷǰΣΪĲʲԸ֡
СϪָָΪָָ̨Ŀǰ
Ϊͷñʡ
㣬ĥߴСϪû˵
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ѧ֮ǰ͸ϰһúöǵġ
......
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޿κ󣬷ѧ졣
Ϸż٣סУԻؼҲסޡ·ʰֱӾſߡ졣衴Ҵ˼飬ܱ߿ϵ׷˹ȥ
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ţȻ·ؼҵĻ϶ҪУߣǿһߡ
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·ų̿죬ӴѾµ¥תǣܵԱߣ¥µ̫죬ϢȣЩȳ˲𰡣Ҳ
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Ǹܺõߡ
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һ߳Уſڣ衾óֻҡҡЦǾͼӸѰɣѵġţ
βδᡣ
ɨ㣬ɨң
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·һ
Уſһһվ̨·Գ˵·
ҳ˹·˵˼Ҫ衷ֵˡ
衳˰֣С⣬ټݰݡ
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վ̨ǣкܶѧѧؾһųһվڱ߽ǣԶȺվţԵúܲۡ
ͷŵ棬Զϵı顣
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ϵʽֱ˵ˣô
ǵġ
ȻһҪֻŸ㵽֣˳΢šֻǹ......

 8 

ʻٶȲ죬ķ羰˵ú
·ϲڹһſλá
ǳ˵Ҫ˽һеĻõķǳһǹվյվ
·ѾһˣȻûҪ˽뷨
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˿Ŵⷢ·㡣
Ѳǰ˫ֱϡ
İСˡ
еŮϣһ·˳
һƬĵضΣĽԶǱһֵϵ·שƾɣϴֽ洦ɼ֪ûбɨˡ
Сſڱϵĵ̣һɫꡢ綯Сƽ˿Ͳ࣬ҵһơ
һССļ۵Сһƣǵȫ
һƣһֳ̣̻ҵСϣǾۺڷƵģ䵽ϣֵָȥһ۹
̵˵·ķԣ֡
ȻʮҲȷ·Ψһסĵط
صңţأûһˡյ
һһһֿռȻ󣬵·ĸס
ܼ򵥣򵥵˼¡һųɳһ輸һӣûġ
·ɳϣ̱һ컨壬ն
һ۾ժ£ó۾зźãٽ۾·Ż
ȥԡңžͷסüëͷмԱ߲˲¶ͷ
û۾ڵȫòԡ
˵ǰһ̵˹İ׾ģôڵݵġ׿κΣ׵׵ؽǷݹļ弫˳ģҲ̲ס봥
·صңУ㻻зͳȥˡ
·ǵ裬һ˸·㳤Դ·㿼ϳǸУ·͸һС
ΪûʲôĻҲûѧҲõĹ·һǮڼİСĲгһС̣ӡ
òǺԶСգһӣҹգֽǱϾ·İӵꡣ
һʮƽ׶Сӣûйˣȫ·һæ
ÿ죬·컹ûҪߦƤһֱæϾŵ룬ؼ˯СʱҪˡ
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ǽһרŸ·õİɫΧȹ·ΧϺ󣬾ͿʼߦƤӡ
øߣƤףٺãӵһЩŮʶ·㡣
ôһĶӣ˵ϳǸж飬ö˶·޲ѡ
ࡣֹæһ˸ŮЦǺ˵Ҫĸ㹽
·һ·㣬Цŵͷǰѧⲻ
㸣ŶҼǶӣɼã֪ϷŮ̾˿˵ôô
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һһĿ˶æѾȥһСʱˣ··㣬ӣԹû
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š·ͷЩƤ꣬ͻȥɡΪڹҾТ˳ˡǸˣҶãƴѧǲТ˳ȫǿյġ
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νԽʧԽ·˸֮󣬳ɼǰһٶûȥڰһֱΡ
һ꣬ѧϰûаȥ˼
·ʧǰΪԼӺѾˡ
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裬ˡ·Χȹһǽϡ
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·㽻ҵǸƵ߻ڣ΢ɲ̾˿˵
ڻãֻһڣ˲佫ָʮ֡
˵
һ첻ʡԵıսôôҷ΢
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 9 

ʦһ˶೤ʱ䡣վӣʦͳˡ
ıӰһʧſڣ衾ͷ飬·ˡ
飬ҪơղرƣƲܵ
衰Լ˸ȻһЦģڳһ·㣬ҾбҪúø̸̸ͦصġ
̸̸תǡŵٺһЦĿ̸ʲô̸𣿡
бһۣ³һڣݶ......أû˼Ц
̧ǰĶת˻ȥ
ȭλڴ΢Ц⣬ʶʱĺӶǺúӣжΪʲô졣
......Լú̸̸·ʣ𣿡
ЦЦ΢Цаֻ𣿱Ͼϴ죬ûֻûСпΪҼӺѳȥأ
Ҳûֿܣ԰ɣ衺õ˵·һλᣬ·̨ףʹȵض췢¼̡
ϾǸͦõͬɲտѧìܡ
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һ£·㲻⣬ֻǳֻѣûдӦҪ΢źźֻŰ
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ڰ죬ûҪ·ϰʽ䣬ġ
иԣһĳģͷǵɲɡˣˡ
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·䱸ؿѹߵ˵
衶Դ˴սʮþȣ·㣬ѡҪôҼѣҪôʦٱֻ֪ѧУòֹЯӲƷУ԰ģҪûյġ
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ҹѧϰûе㲻ãָָˡڨڨЦָһȷʵе㲻ĵط
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ˣʦҲˣѧǿʼϰʵҪǲĩҵҹڰ
衰򿪣óֻλ֮˻ΣЦеؿ·㣬ʾԼĳŵ
·򴽣ҲóֻӲͰ͵رһ仰㣬ܼӸ𣿡
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ѧڣͻȻ֣һĪ·Ĵڣż˵ദ·ʵǸܲˣиҲͦõġ
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·㿴˿ˣûԥðɡ鷳ټҲûν
·㱸עõ衣ûüҫͿ·ѶάݸΪ
ˬ̶ȣҪʱģ֮
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·㣬ΪʲôǸôɴ̫࣬ķˣ´ͬѧϰСǿҿߡ
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ţ
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ԭƲֵ˲§·һڣ·㣬ҼֱҪˡ

 10 

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ˢԡҳ·Żͷң촽ף΢أǸ꼸ǧ׵ĳܡ
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ڱ֮ǰģû¡·˦ϣٴ¹·ԡңţٵس˸ս衣ʱպϨơ
305ûҹϰߡ
û˵ԴϴһƬڣ浽ֲָĳ̶ȡ·һϹصԼĴϣһС죬ôͷյһ˿¹⡣ϱӣ˯
δʹҹ̫ȻЩȡϴˬ˶á
ǲǵʲô˺ҹֻᱻҪһסƤɡ
컨ϷȺת֣ƺͺȵðѱӵɵԶԶģֻ·㲻εظűӣѴӽŵȫ˱
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·ԼЩ׼Ǳȵˡ
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˰༶ȺǾʮż⣬·㻹ǵһμĻϳô֣Ǹ˽ġ
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ǰǾŵʮʱ򷢵ģȫڴǸʱ·ڴУſ񱼻·ϡ
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ţ
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·ʵڲ֪ʲôʹ˸Żظ
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·˸ҡͷı飺֪
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ҪҲǲԣ˵ֻŸңҾͻϰʱܲŶ˵õǰ΢źֻŶңֻһһǵķˣȻͱСƭӸƭȥˡ
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·˸Ƿ֣衣˯ˣе
ء·㿪ԣǱߺί˵С㲻ֻţҾͲ˯
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·ֻģʽģʹһ굽ͷϢ٣ҲûҪֻɾ˰ֻȥҵʱΪܱ֣Żɾģʽ
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·֣ϲζġ
Ȼ......ǱԵЩ֪롣
֪ģ·ԴͷɥĿģ
룬ˣ鷳ѾͬˣǰҲȷʵӦǰֻˡ
·衣ûǶġǸܺõˣ֪㲻ġ1**ҵĺ롣ҲøҴˡ
õ绰̵ؽ·ϵˣȻ㲻Ļݮζ̡
ִҪ·أâ
ϰԵںллĬĬɾ
衿·ĻظܸˣõģǾ͸âζġ
Ȼ˵һ䣬
·㳶֣
Ϣֵͷ£˯
һߵû˯·ͷñעͱǩװͬСĻСƭӡ
Ȼغֻŵͷϡ
ȻСƭӸ

 11 

·ϢܹɣѾγ˹̶ӡҪӣÿʮ׼ʱȻϴʮңᡣ
ͣߵ㼸ֵҡ
ʼʱߵ룬ʮֵഺɳڵŮ˵һѵ顣ܲٵزȵУѾܺˡ絽ʮӣ൱˲ˡܸصңոһգƾֵðġ
·㵽ҵʱжʮӡҿյžȥֻȼˣͷ顣
һǱšгԡڷɡ
ܹĸˡǰŮһڵһһţһڵڶšڽһţһ·½壬߶߰İ೤ˡ
һ߶ÿ·Ҷῴ½Ѿ˽ңһ磬·һҲе⡣
һ½һģ·޹ϵ鷳
·̤ҵĽŲһ٣ͻȻˡҪٻ᣿뷨
ϧûüȥᣬ衾Ѿ
·㡣˷ܵسӻ֣һֻ̡
ȻˣǾû취ˡ
·µߵԼλӣ£ôô磿Ȼ衲ڲȵɣǰʮӲŽҵġ
·ͷϵֱʮӡ
ԭ㶼ʱİ衵ĹעеƫԺҲʱ䵽ҡ
·һʧֹͰԭȵʱͺˣôġ
......ͷѾ۾ģȵɡ
ôĶ԰ɣǿԼ·Ȱ˵ͼ
˵ǿǿ㱾ҲѾˡҲûʲôġһѧϰͬ԰ɣ
......ҲûҪҶͬ......·ԤδĲùپƣۡ
衺ٺһЦҪжжȻһâ̵ݸԼһ·㣬Ӧġ
лл·ӹһǰ衵Լ
衶ʱˣ촽߸߾𣬡˵˲Ҫ˵ллÿ˵֣ͿģҶоԶˡҲϲ
Բ𡣡·㿴һۣ˵
ûϵҶԭ㡣Цտ
......
仯
·㣬һô絽ҶʲôϰʲôĿһߺâһ˵أԿ䣬ôġҪŹر𲻶ҿԸ㲹ϰŶ
·еϽȣи˰æϰȷʵֻǣ·ʱǣ̫ࡣ
ÿſζ̫á·֪Ѷˣô˵ȴҲʵ·ɼƽƽûôҲûôãһֱ꼶µˮƽ
ûϵһȫӣûʲôƫƵģ......
ʼϸԼĻԻʷҪڽԼμӹĸ־ԼõΣԴ֤Լʸ
ϲ
Ǳߣֻһ½屻ȵһ
̣û˵ꡣ
̣û˵......
̲ȥˣ½ϣͬѧ㱣ְﻹͬѧڿ̿ѧϰ
ǰ೤ˣһ˵оֳǡ·㰵ޡ
ûкܴɻ󣬡ڻûΣҺͬĻ첻......
½ԴϬѧϰĵطԲѧϰܴŵѧϰûкܴˣŵѧϰҪֵĻ͹λ̫ˡ
һʱ˵ﲻԣܸоﲻԡ
......衱˵˺ðΡ
Ȼӿóһԭζ̸½壬ٺ٣ȡ͵ǲڣ˵Сһġ
š½ͷӹܾͺ̡
Ǽƣһ̺ȣһַ鿴ٲȻǲټƽˡ
·㣺......Ǹİ೤˰......
ԭζ̣衱ǴΪģڿ޸ˡ룬һԭζľԼȰɡ
衼ĻԻʷ˺һͻȻӦ԰ڲϿʱ䣬̶ֳȣνŲŰɡ
㲻ڿҰɣ衺ɵض½塣
½˾е̣Цÿڿʣлл
......衲ˬ޺޵սթ
Ȼ󱻿Ӻ衶ʱŤת·˶ħצӡ
·㿴ǰ̯ģ⡣
˵ҡ½ƭȥǴԭζ̡
ʲô£ֲƭġ·ʮ޹
ûʵʵĸҵ绰ôᷢȻΪ˺㿪ش̵ҵ㡣ûд̽ңͲᱻ½ɵļһ֮ģҾͲᱻӣߵ˵
ǣұûԼǵġ·
ţ衶ʱɺ࣬ģܣһ
......·򴽣䲻Ը˵֪ˣһᾭСʱ˰......
š衸˵صͷ
켴ȥ¶һ½ⷴͻȻȥ
ķȫ󵵣ǵֲסȡ
μٽһصλһϰʹ
Ϊ๾һˮڻһŲŲͼ硣
ԼȥŲ۰ǳûذ˻ȥ䣿ŶûС
ΪһҲһϰԼ
ʵȣ·ͷϵĺ˳޽˲Ĩһ£ȫĺ¯У·оԼ챻ˡ
衽һвͽֽݸ·㣬ͬʱΪôȰ༶ܿյ𣿡
·˼Ųͽֽֽл衡
ֻзǳǳȣȵ˻ĳ̶ȣѧУŻῪյΪ˦űȷ磬ȻĽؿ衣衸磬ӦûкȰɣ̿㣬Щ䳤һȣӴ
ǰĽ㡣͡
Ҳȵĺ......ؿαûҲ𡣡
һǵ㺹ͷȫһ......
˭ѧУûҷУأŵسһֽ˲°ͣôţʰҲûá
ţ̿¶İ׵û۵Ĵһ֧ڿԱߣŷȴˬ˺޵̾ѽ
......
ȻŰɫ춶ȷ磬ƣǲܰɣ˵졣
......Ǻǡ
űȷΪȵøˡ
Ҷôȣֶ붯һȥСɣͻȻ顣
ͷһ޳ɣðȱ֡
԰Ϊ֣˭ȥ򣿡
ûлشȻͷ·㣬Ҫʲô
Ҫձһκ˳·ֽȥ
ŶأǾͺһˡбʲ衣
·תͷ衶ӣڵֱ̯֣Լѡģֻܰҵϲˡ
Ҹ㣬ʲҵķһֲĿɬܺúȵġ衱֤ظϲġ
......˭Ҫ֪ϲʲôڲʲòúȵ⣬⡣
˵ҲҪ·ضһһġ
˷ֲġ·ش󺰴УȻǰġŭˤֻĬؽ˵۾εйʹöԷظ֪
ͱ˿̣ͨĶӣظ֪·еˡ
·񰵳衲ػæǸԣԲңΪǲ˼˵Ҫġ
ʵ·ûġ
ǿ̫ȣϳĺ̫壬ճ˲ꡣЩƴѹĵ׵ķƻŵȵȸСĿբֺܺ۸Բûס
ʵķѹûаϵȴ衴ĺöض˻޹˷йԼ·Լ
Ȼ֪ܲǸ·ջЩõŵ棬ҶԲ𡣡
˵䣬תȥˡͽ衲ԡ
衣衸磿һֱҲ廰Сʣ𣿡
·һζ衷ȫɵˣڴ״̬С
ʲô򡣡Ϊһĺףת˻ȥ......

 12 

塪
ڿϿ졣
Դڴ͵С
ա
ֱʦǱ־Եĸ߸Ьң衲ڻعó飬ʦҪһҳ
״ƺڿαϸ۲Ļᷢڿαϵ߸ûƶһֱһ֣⡣
ΪΪΪ·㷢Ŀ¶ŵˡ
ʵǣ衴ẦЩʵϣóٳٻȷʵΪܵ˳Ϊ·㣬ΪԼ
һĻӡ衵Ժ·Ǻڳ۾룬˫Ư۾ҲûյºƽֻвпĮ
衷п˸ࡣ
ʱ衾;·㲻̫֡Ϊ֮ͬø·ôװ䵭ƽװúһ˹ҲܺõӣȻܴŸо·ʵǺ¹¶ġֻǿװš
衲ŻѡؿһΪͶ·кøУһΪеۡ
һֱΪ·ЦΪЦȽϸߣһĸЦЦ㡣ڣͻȻʶԼˣ·ЦΪЦЦЦҲһƽĮı顣
вͬˣвͬԸЩƧҲܹƧ
·ԶȺȥܹƧ衾һҲС
˫ںڵ۾̺̫࣬Ҳ̫࣬شš
衴жѹԼעһ
ԭÿ춼Щص֮жȹ衲ţͬʱԼΪʲôûһ㷢֣ûһ㷢·ܲġ
ʦǸ긾ŮСϲԼƯһͷ˾ױúŨֻôͿĨȻڸǲǼ̱ࡣ
˼װϣ̿βǺ档ÿĿξŽ̲һġǳġ
ϿݲǹǿģʦͻȻʮôԼģȻٳѧش𡣵һһ飬ӵһһֱʵһš
ĴǶôԶ׼۴ҵĻشжߣʦǵҪѧվشһſϰݡ
׵ǣÿ˻شĶͷ˵á֮Ҳߴܵ÷ֵĴʲô,ͼһˡ
һ⣬ǻһ飬ٴӵһʵһ......ȫͬѧ飬ϿʱҲͲˡ
ʱ򣬿ʵڳʲôһȦĿʱʦͻὲŽžͿʼԼƽ¡
˽ѧ......һ߰ĳɼȻǰéһΪӱͺãΪѣ뽵ҲѡΪʦָˣԿκԼʱҸѧ
ʦǳְĿҵ޿ζԴ潲ҾԼԼ顣
ϵǹģʦվɿŽʦרý̲ĺĵؽͿġ
·ùǰڵĿα̯һߣȻдѧСӡ
ܿؽ״̬д⡣еǰ򵥵Ŀȥ
·˵ԼһԭԲôķꡣ
ȣŶͷͣشձ߻䡣ǳļֽܿˡ·㲻뿪衽裬ֻ
·˲ŬԼƽ
ͻȻԱߵݹһвͽֽ
·һ٣ûп衣ֱӾͰֽԭ·˻ȥ
Ȼûϵ˷ӦƬ̣ĬĬջֽУ￴
˼һ衴ֽһֽúɫˮд˼ֽֽ֣ж˹ȥ
·ùֽһдţø
ˣºͲ
·ĬȻתͷһۣûٽֽ˻ȥ
һֽдָ
衽ӹһдţлл
ࡣ
·ںޣҪԶ衴ۣ׻ް
ãǰҶˣ鿴ûΣڽ̨ϵʦͻȻҶѿαҺ
ԼϿζ棬......СֹдӢҵĶͣ
ͻעͣһ㲻µġںţСѣ̨Ǳ߸
ʦһȦңȻһ֣·ġ
Ϊ㿴ŵ㣬һĶʱ̯ҶҲ
İɣ֪˵
ǣûεΪͬﻥȺ˳ػش⡣
º·㱻
˵˵YYʲô˼
·ҲûΣȻ֪塣
졣衵С·㡣
·ûӦַŴЩ졣
·ˣգͷֱֱվš
ʦش𲻳ڰ£̱飬ѧǰ칫ҡ
·Ĭ£Ծȥóϰʼġ
ϾҪ......
Ӧ˰ɣΪʲôش......
ȻľȻվʦʶû
ʦһ⡣
£ˡֻȻֱ㶵վţɢضſ档
룬Ȼ·ԸҲϽİǾһ𷣳ˡƲһɶΪͬİ·ͬ롣٣ķġ
ɱˣ·䵭̬ȴŻóѡȻƫƫǱˡ
衣ŵ㣬ŵǹִš
һ衻ûг
Ҳ顣ʦ֣¡
ȻľȻ¡
˿Σ·ú̸̸һڣ·......ֶû·ˮȥˡ
룬·ˮ˵ˡ
Ȱȣȵ·ϿҲˡ
ϾĽڿΣĽڿ¿ξǳԷʱ䡣
ϸߣסУͨУвͺͶѧУԵġ
ʳþͲ͵λģֻ涨˰༶༶λ򡣵һһģ֮Ҳһֱģγɹ̶λá
ѧһ죬衺·㻹ͬǺͰͬѧһģ·úԶͲ͵ʱû·㡣
ѧУҪ˯ģǽΪ³˽ҡ
ڽҵȰȣȰȣȵˮûӰ
Ϊǲؼҵģ˹ѧУһʳֻ衾ȻڽңΪһ
衸磬ô⣿ŵ۾ûɣ
Ȼ̧ͷգ֣Ҳû䰡
Ϊͬɻ󣬡㲻ǻؼݵ𣿡
衿س°ͣǣ·ô......ԸҪСʱ
粻ڽݵġ˵
ڽݣü
ģ·סУȻῩдɣ϶ſڿ˯Ϊֵؿһۣ衸磬ɵ
һۣԲ߿
ΪٺһЦ
صλ泯£αϣʣؼʲô
ô衲ãʮء
Ϊļ򣬡衸һ鲻ãǻǱȽϺá
ȷʵ鲻̫ã·ڶϺ˵

 13 

衷ץץͷڰûڵú޲ôԼ·㱾ֶرʹˣںˣ·ǵˣͬˡ취ĻҪͬƴˡ
Խ룬ԽԽꡣصԼԴǸ·ôƢ˶ܱëġںˣ·㲻ˣ군˰ɣû˰......
Ҫûнﲻ̤ʵſڿô˯Ҳ˯ţһԴұϣһϡӻһߣŰ̾
ǰΪ
֪ǵڼ̾ˣ̲ס˵衸磬ܲܰһ㣿˯ǻú˯ġ
ǣΪҲת˹衸磬շת粻µ״̬Ī˼ˣļҹˣ缸ıı
......
衶Ƥȥǣҿȥô......
ΪԼͬͷа
......˵û鿪Ц......
Ӵ衸ģһϡ档
԰Ϊǻֵܾ˵ôֺֺǡ
......Ѳ......ϵתͷһұϣ·տյλ
淢ΪƤЦ
ʲô°Ϊʡ
̾˿·㲻......
ҪжԹжԹȥرɷ⻨ƵصԹ
......ΪǺܶʲôðģأ
ʲôԣûΪĲ⡣
ӵ뷨ǣ·ȡ䶳ʩĿǰϾô죿
ͷԣ飬Ҫ㸺˵㣬Իɸ֦֦ʲôģ·һ۾С
......ܸܲ㿿׵ͬʱ²̡ۣŶԣҲûⶫذϣ𡣡
......
ΪһƴЦ
԰衸磬ΪͻȻ뵽ôⰡ·㲻Ͳ£ԸӦòİ......ϸƵġ
衸糤һʹףůͰͬѧϵǳƽ׽ˡʵǼ衸أ۵˺١
Щϵͬѧ衸⣬ͷк͵ͷˣĺ浽һǲܵġ޻֣װ׵ذͷء
ĿǰΪֹܺ衸ƵѵģҲֻˡ·㣬е⣬Ϊû·еĶλ
˵ͨͬѧϵԶ֮ϣ˵ѣദģʽеֵֹ......жϡ
衳Լ˼УΪĻû
衸ûӦΪǰ˻ӣ衸磿
衻񣬡ʲô
......ôλεڱ˵ʱĺ
ΪԼľҲһ֮ǰ˵ʲôΣΪֻҡҡͷˡ
......
һʱԣǾͳֳһصĻ棺һ磬ţαһںǵſϣ˵Աһſտյӣ˵
ˡͻȻһĴȣڵǣ衸·ˣ·㲻㣬Ȼܿղ֪ô졣԰ɣ
......Ÿ״𣿡ΪҲˣ˲ֹ˰ɡ
òΪμٵɣ⡣
......Ϊǹ׶ۣⷴӦûˡȻ......
Ȼ򣬡ԭ
......衵һλԼ˵۹⡣ٶ۵ĻȻܵѣ
衿﷢ëֱ۽رסԼ衸磬
һԼǱ۸ҸŮ
......ϧҡҡͷ˲ٶۣúܡ
Ҫ취𣿡衽˫֮䣬Ƶ洫㽨Ե
Ϊʮ˳˳ˮûк˭ȫûоѭ
򵥣·סᣬ㲻Ҫ𣿵Ͷ˵£֤ԭˡ˵
ϲʳʲôģ֤׵ġΪ䡣
˼һ÷С
˿ǽϵӣԡݻһСʱʱԣ
㻹ȥΪˣôڿЦģô衸绹......
ȥȻȥֱ
㲻ĸ°ɣΪš
ûлش𣬶˵Ҳ֪ĶҲ֪
СϪϪ϶֪·ˣӦڰ칫ҡʾʳøȥתתҵ
㲻ǲסô֪ģҶûΪɵؿ
ףٺһЦ֮ǰһŮס޵ģ͵͵ȥͳԵġ
֮ǰһŮ......ȥǽܶŮƵġ
ʱ衿һ˿
ʲôͣҿûŪ飬粵ÿθ鶼ĺ𣬶ҶǺƽ֡
ÿΣǾкܶοȻܶŮѡ
ҡͷɿһ
ʱҾͲ衸ûŮѣͳôҲҶɡ
ǲ˼Ҫʧˡһû̸һҲûС̯֡
ɣΪˣҶ̸һŮȻûУ
νʼ磬ʵˣû̸𣿡
֡Ϊͬʱ˵
......һǺء˵꣬ͻȻվˣҲ˵ˣҪȥСϪϪȥˡ
......Ϊŵؿʧںţʲô......
衿첽ߵ칫ңš
СϪϪȻ档
СϪú죬ҲĨǣֱӵ⡣
·ŸСϪֵʡ
˵ìܣȥǸȻҲ˯áʵ˵
Ա϶پȻͼСϪֿʼ鼦Щ˰ǲϧҸǣ˴ѧ֪ʱڵĸġͬ꣬Ҫúϧѧݣ......
һҪһļƣæϣǣ˵ĶԣҶףˡ
˵СϪϣװû衵Ļ˵κȫһĲɣֻ÷ˣڵ˰ûġͬһֱѧУżæŵģ......
Ӧǹŵ
......ߵĻ졣
õ·žֱʳ÷ߡ;СȥбʲһƬ
Сϴǲе٣ҪҪȥһ㣬ܸо
Ȼ룬ͷˣˣûͻìˣǾͱˡ
˵ûȷʵʳøǳҡ衿ǰһ¥չЦˣϣиý
е綯ţʱǹر״̬ܽԱߵĸλͤһСſԽȥ
˹ȥմС̤򣬸λͤͳһλ͵İš
ĸ᣿ôû㡣޹ܰס衡ڿûУ֮䱸
˵óСϪϪдң׼Ȼȥˡ
޹ܰĻ̶䲻ߣʶȷûġùһֽдţ߶߰ͬѧͬ·ͬѧЩŤǰǸϴСϪ
ǩ滹е绰롣
޹ܰŽλͤﲦ绰绰衣ôУ
ģѧڸתѧУУû˵
У޹ܰͷԽȥˡ
ллš衺ò΢΢Ϲ
̧űߣԼ޹ܰںֹһôãǵһ˵صǸģ֮治......                        
лҪ˵Ժĳÿŵ¡

 14 

衸ǽеĺҵ·ס¥̧ͷ¥Ұܳ¾ɣԼֲġһǽ䣬⧲ӭ룬Ǻý˺ü
Щ򼴽˽·صڴ˷Ȼȴóء
ͷӿ˵ĸ衳Ĭ¥վվβ̧Ž¥ڡ
ᣬ̨ϴ³رߡ
·Ϣˮ
ȵˮظÿһ٣ϸϸġ¡
ˮŵĿԡĺľʼϢĸо߹๾ðݡֱһѵ£·Ŵˮڴڵؼȡʿ
ϴͷʪģˮͬʪϡ
ˮˮ·Աߵļһǳɫëص£ëԴϣز˼¡
вдʱе磬·һҲ봵ͷڴߣͷŵͷϵĳëס·Ĵ鿴СֻǴļʾЩȻ
·˰Σë˴ͷֻ
㿪ĻöĶԻ衣·õöγɵöЧ·棬дɾɾдûһ
ű죬ˡ
·Ѹдһλɾֻȥš
ʱ㣬˭أѣ϶ǡ֣ƺͺǸѧУԸĹ涨ݱڽңԾԲͻ飿еܣϾҲûз
뵽⣬·ŰֵĶһͣͷһᣬɾΥȷûڿš
һţͿӦóĳһЦſ
·㼸̾תҲƵļߵߣͷϵĺڿ۾ܻرٲ˲ͷסͷȻתض衡
·ת̫죬衸ն·۾ûü·תˡȻԣ衻ǸŽᣬֹš
һֱԼΪǹⲻһ·㡣
·Լת뿪˵ʲôͼǰһϥأһֻҲȥ˫ϥءֻڴϣؿԼ
......·㾪ú˰벽ڸʲô
˵㲻ԭҾͲһֱȥҾһֱȥ
վ·㿴
㲻ˣ㲻᲻ˣض·㡣
·㿴𴦣Ĭ
һɹŲ𣬡㲻˵ûϵ㻹ûȫٹһˡ
Լ˵úܿӦã㲻ͬңҽܳͷʮӣϥǹʹ˫ȷ飬Ȼȳ߻ȥĿ·ϲСİʯͷˤͷѪǾ͸ˡ
......·㿪ڣɣҲˡ
ģ衼ͬʱе㻳ɡ
·ͷͲ衣ԼԼ⣬û衣ԲŶ
ۣ·һΪҲŲҹôðɣҾ֪Ҿ֪ͬǸõˡһ衾Ϳʼ˵˵
·شߣΪǵĻǺѾӦ᲻ˣˡ
ǰʱ򣬸شǣ˺Ǿ仰ǲŸҪߣʱ˻ȥemmm......ҵȻΪİңң
ƳһԵϴӣæ֣ˣһʳģʲô˺ü¿ζƬ˵ͦóԵģһûһֳԲһǾ͹һ
......·㿴ϴóһͷζƬζòƺüǰͳˡ
Ŷ𣿡еŵǿ򶨣ǿܰɣûгԹΪ³ء
ҲûϵǳԵġЦ飬ֿزһ
Ҳ̫ʳ·ԥһ£˵˳
Ȼ˲ʳΪճиӲϵ衾ˡ
һƬƬӽÿ죬óԡģ͸ڵĹϵһ
·㣺......˵ʲôأ
ĲĺܺóԵġ衼һƬƬι·㡣
Ȼ˾İȫΧ·һеϢ˱Ƕ·˲ʱֹͣתͲܿƵԾſҧסݹƬ
ôó𣿡衼£ڴؿֻ۾
һǺõ϶𰸡
˵óԵĻŻʧüëɡ
ţóԡ·Լ˵
Ȼͼ衺ܸ˵ЦˣݳžѣֻɰС̲סһ¡
·Ҳֻ衺ֵܿݹһƬƬ
......ιˣ·ԱŲŲһ衵ľ롣ûȥӣá
ָָ·Ĵҿ𣿡
·ͷ
ǵһν衾£ⴲرҪһЩ
Ϊд棬һڴ˲㴲죬ȻҪһЩ·͡
ԭһǾú棬һȦᣬȻ濴ͦƵģ浹ǻ
š·ϿɵصͷԼ۱Ȼǲġ
һǸʮഺС˵Żʱȴˣ衺ЦЦ˳
·ɻؿͻȻЦʲô
ҡҡͷһЦûʲôȻһƬ·㻳ȥѷڵϵһϴʳ˹ϡ
ҷңҳϣű䣬ݸ·㣬һһС
·ӹܺһڣȲʣú𣿡
·ֺһڣúȣġ
ţҾ֪衵⣬Ҿ˵һϲʲġҵвú֮
ýˣע⵽·ͷЩ΢ʪˮϴͷˣ
š·Ӧ
ûͷ衼ʡ
·ҡҡͷû
ʣΪʲôͷ
ϲСƢƵġ
üͷУͷ׸ðġˣ׵ƫͷʹĵ衣
ëˣҲûϵ·㵭˵
Ҳвˣ·С衲شУ϶γˮӡˡҪ缸ۿͷˮĳء
......·վһӸԡ˼졣
ƳһӣٿԶһӣϲӣ
š·˵ϲ
ֻشһ⣬·ҪôһҪôҡҡͷ˵˵֣õǳϲ氮ûˡ
ҿȻܳԵ·ָĲϲĶЦ˵
٩ζе㣬·΢΢졣һʲ裬˳£򶨼
衽õӷһ·㡣
·ӹ״ʵʾ˵ʲôʱ߰
һӽţͷʣԼ𣿡
·ͷҺܻӡһ㶼ӡ
ʲôϣʡ
·룬ͷҪСҪƽƽĶ꣬Ƥù⻬ЩҲһͿ϶ģҪָкӾеһһ֪ǺõġÿֱжϣѸ㡣
ţôôԺ˾ͰȥˮꡣЦ
·پԼԼһӣûڲѡ
ĬĬղűתƵĻ⣬ʲôʱߣұ˯һȻûעΡ
衽һӳ֣꣬ãҲ˯ϰߣһ˯ɡҿⴲҲСһ
......
˼Ҫһ˯
·ϵվָָǽߵſ̬Ⱥܼ㰮˯˯šȻԼؽȥ˯߻ؼȥ˯
顣ƲƲ죬д˯˯ŰͬΥ˵壬Ҫȥάƽ֯ȥ㡣
·㲻Ϊޱ顣衲ԸһһŲ봲λͬѰĺֻ䵽ſ˯......
......                        
лҪ˵룬ǸĻߵ¡
лл֧֡&gt=&lt

 15 

һĲɼѧ˳
һѧԾ߽˽ҡ
Ȼţ仡ƵһȦĺȷʵѧʦյѧδλδȨı˽衵־ܡ
⻹ôߵѶȾȻ֣ܿ棬žհ棬ֶдøɾ̫˲......
Ҳմմѧ
ҲҪǶ𼷣......
ǣӲһҾͿһΧһſԱߣզզʮֺ֡رǾڶĲһ鼤ɫ˷ܡ
衺ĲأֵֻƳһ۾Ųˡ
λǶˣϡشһھ̾в׽衸ۣ衽Ųһ٣˶￴һۡƣʹȺΧ衻õؿһּдֵľӣϷȻд֡衡
ȺӼѧӰ......ɫܲãһ뵽ԼּѾóϸָȥȺıĳˡ

һ͸ֱֵӴ˵Ķһ飬ײĿ⣬æջ˾ӣӻɢȥ
˫ֳʥĿĵ˵衸磬ԾȻΪ棬СĻҪ֣صعϲһϲ衸磡
һѳԾŹñ£޵Ծ˿ҿǻˡ
ٺ٣һʱһʱⲻûʲô衸Ī֡ͬǺٺЦЦþǼЦ׺͡
·㿴˿ֿ˿衵ҡͷͬͬƤ಻ͬЧ......
衻صλҲصԼλ
衸磬ͰԾҿ£ھ
Ƴһۣڿз˷涼˿Ȼ¡ûתȥѾ㿴𣿡
......˵ۻֻ......
㶣......
⣬⣬ѧͽ͵˵Ȼ²ۣʲô⡣
衵ƤΪѣƤȻҲ
ֻ͸ûһ衸磬ԾҶ¡
Ǻǡ衻ء
ʱΪͷɥش
ȥˣʡ
ΪСϪϪȥˡػǱˡ
ûԭΪ˵ˣһʽˣһķ֣СϪϪÿϰȥǱһ鹫ʽйʽұҵ......
ֻһϲֵ𣿡ɻӶ䡣
......˵ұ깫ʽ°ġΪҲűҰ
͡ΪΪĺøǣϵ֧֡ȻȥЩֻ
ǸղڸΪʣ̧һֱŵͷȻͿ˰ϵһɫһ١
Ǹһִֺ˳Ʈƣһ滮ܣó졣
˿һ߲ͱ
ðΣΪŰĿǸһٷƿ˼ؿ衣ֱ......
......ôЩһ񾭾ģͿһ𣿸˱ûƵġ
Ϊ衵һڣʮڣǳڡҪ֪ϸǺܳѧǺǿ......ûһ㶼֡
£ֻϸѧңԶСѧСԣ衸תѧͿ˸֣Ǽܺ䶯顣
СϪһ衵Ծ칫Ҿըһʼ顣Ȼ칫ѧϢذ༶༶꼶һյĹȫУ֪˸߶߰ѧˡ
˲֪Ľߺͳߡ
衸磬֪ǰ½ǰˣ۵¶ݣ񡣡
½壿̾ͻ˱ӵǴ̣ӡ̵ζȷļǵãԭζģû취ƽһα˿ӣܻģ
ǲʱδ
ŶݸһЦߵùڵ½ǵİ೤ô֪ο˼ְ
½嶩ӵһ٣˷˿߿۾š
֪衸硣˵Ծҷģ½Ҳǲ֡
ࡣ衹ϧҡҡͷͲְ߯ҡҪϸһ㣬˵ܺһ......ǿ䡣
ʧʱ衴˱ĻᣬɲŹ
½塣衽һ
ˣ½岻װʲô£
衰ڳ̬ʩֿôҲǸھӣ㲻ĵطֿ΢ָָ㡣
......Ǻǣָ㣬ȡ
ãԼᶩ½ܾ
֪ô˵衻һЦƳһһḶ́ò֡˼·Ѿˣⲻȷ𰸵ġ
......½ԱذѲñʻ룬¿ʼд
Ǵء̾Ϣ
......½ɫѿصٰѲ軮ڳԾһֱ
һЦ˳......
Цӡñ衻̹
ٿ˳ࡣ
Ϊ֪ʲôһ±Ƶضӡ·֪衺½ĶԹģΪ޹ظһ̵Ĵۡ
ΪʲôͻȻЦ·ˡ͵͵˵˾䣬ɡ
衸磬ûõԾھԾҶ
̽ؿһۣ㲻ϲҰɣȻΪʲôǵҪҵľӡ
ͷһתҲȥҪǰ೤˵ľӰȻľӲȫԵģǶٻܰġ
ΪѾ˵½壺......
Ȼ֪衺½ʲôڣֻҪ˳ܹû˵衸磬ⲻЦ־ӲȥֵľӣɵӲŸɵ顣
½ӵͬѧɵ⻰޹ˡд½ľӣҲǣҲǡ
һ£Ƿ˾ӣ೤һǵʦϿνˡ
½壺......
һЦ
·㣺......ɡ
ЦˣָָԾ¿Խ˰ɣ
ҪݸƳһԵ·㣬ͷڿҵضĿ˻
ؿ
ҡҡͷȲˡ
һ±ơ
شǣֱӽԾݸ·㡣
·ܳؽӹһúԾġȷʵҲҪ衵ľӣֻǿˣŵ껹衽衣û뵽ȸ
ˮȸͬá˵
Ȼпۣû˼˰
νʼ硣
Ľڿ꣬ǰжʮӵɻʱ䡣ֿǵǸıǮûǿǣһжǰ״ѧУӲҪɻѧ뿪ȥ˶
Եٳܲ򣬿Ե򳡴Ҳҿյشë......ǳɹѡ˶ʽɻ
ʮӣѧУϣһѧԻǣ˶һȰѧϰ޷԰εͬѧ뿪ǰɣǺãǾʹ鱾ҵҸû˵Ľѧϰ
·ҲжѧϰҲ˶顣
·㻹ȵӦʱͬѧѾһƬһСŶӣγһ̶СȦӡ·ܲҵûȥ˱Եˡ
Щëƹȵȣһ˸治ˡ

 16 

ֵ˿ʱ䣬Ҿ񱻾ùȻһ㣬ɿ¡ܡ
·ڵȻվԭλʰĿ򣬲ûʲôġѴҪıʼǱУżַҳװһûһµأȥرĹˡ
ܵǽҺŸǼڰ༶ﻹкܶѧûߡЩжģедһʣеڵС飬еɻʲôĿ
·ڵȣȴҶߵòٳȥűʼǱһͲȥ
̫ԡ
ֵȴʱ·ʵʱΪΧĻЦʱ̵ǹµһˡζܲܡȻû˻ᶢǸоâڱȲ
·εĺܺãǻֱܴ֡
һ仰·㾭ֻƵʱԼģ
ûϵҪͦסҪǿ֤ʹһҲԹúܺá
ȥ칫ҽķǵ˹
衸磬þˣʵ⣬˵ҿԽģΪʲôǵԼģ
ӣΪһͷ㶼ô죬оʲôͬ衸ָк˺ܶడλһκ......
סԼԴǲΪҺ۸
ѵ𣿡Ѿ۸һΪNɪػ˻塣
......ָΪ˵
......Ϊŵذ˫ַڶȡ
ᣬؿһߣ衸硣
Ȼͼ衱Ÿں·˵
˵ʶʱҲ
˵ĶԻҲܶ졣
·㣬ȥ𣿡˵
·վҡҡͷȥ
ʲô䡣
ߣҲϲ·˵
......һڻָתһ
΢Щ룬ʷЩͬʾʹ䡣
ͷֹ衸绹ִţÿվһ飬ÿζܾ
ϵأ·Ҳܾˣȥ
µýˣǰľƲ⡣
˭֪Ȼнչ
衰ְϣתͣս·ߣᣬڳһֻߵ˵
ø˭ϡ͵ƵģΪߣߣȥſڵǡ
һһ߱Թֲʲôܣ......Ͳ£ν
......·㿴һۣΪƶٶȿڹְ꣬Ϲ꣬СŲģԶһһŲӲһ͵ơ
ôڻҪҪһţϴ衵Ц⡣
·㿴ûƭҰɣûɻҪ۰༶֣
źߡ衿϶Ҵӱģ˵ǴӽʼִСڱ˭·϶ʵġ
·Ը񣬵Ȼȥץһ˹ǲģֻ͸衵жǲ˵ѡ
·ӵؿ衣һִվţһ㲻Ʈ̹ػӣ١
Ǻðɣ·ѱʼǱŻ棬ô֪ûɻģ
·㣬İɣǸ˫ȷʵû˻ȥѵûԱߵһƬСֺע⵽ĻԼ͸Ҷġ衵ΪΡ
ϸߵ򳡷ں⣬ͨУѵģͨ򳡴
Ȧ򳡺ܴĸȫ˸
ҪͰ˰ȫܳԵɣ衱߱ͷ·㡣
·衱ϣԡȻȥݵģ˶ϸܷҲãܷģ·ڻ¡
·㣬Ȼ֪ʵΣ˵ˣǸ˼˵ǰ򴫸ңûͶɱҰ˵ˡ
Ϊģ˻˵ôɰ......
ⲻ衸Ϊļ·գλ衸磬ֻҪͶͶٶ֮죬ס
ɵЦЦ衸ڣȵġ
˰ǼѾռ˳λöûĵĴϴּ衳ٳٲͷ衸磬ô򲻴......ôһˣ
ĸϳǻʲôôġһ˰˵
һһν˵һ˲ͺˣôˣҲˣվţһûŵζȥЧޱš
·ͷһۣ˿̵ţͽº͵Щһ
ԱߵĿ⣬¶ЦЦ
ţһů
衳˧ɼֺá򳡱ŵĺܶŮģһ꼶ѧãҲһ꼶ѧ㡣Χڱ߽硣һ衳־;ȻԱߵͬ˽һֱ粽
ڱǵʱ衾ִѾϰˣȥ⡣Ϊ·е㱻̸ŵ
Ȼ֪ǿֵģû뵽Ȼôţ˵ΪʲôҺΪ˴ʱ򣬴ûƯѧ......
ңллΪվ
......ø첲ײײ衣㿴ǱߣұʮȽǷǸŮǲǺƯ崿ģȫҵStyle
Ƴһۣ......ô
⻹Ư㿴С۵ģ죬ȵؿ衣۹Ҳ̫˰ɣ֪ǸŮһϵУ
......Ŷʲô¡бһۡ
......衸ûˡǰϹһҲûС¶ۡ
ΪӴ衸㣬Ҫʲô
ҿ϶ȥ׷ƯӰദ˾ͻƾôҲýٰʮŮŹɡ;Ӷˡ
......
·Ϊӵؿ
С˵
·㸽͵صͷ
......˳رģͣȵȣⲻֲģѲ붼
񿴲ɵľһ˵ˡ
ȷʵ·Ӧ͡
......оԼϴˡ
ҲôҲģһ̸˺ü󶼱˦ˡô룬ҲпԭΪͬļ򣬡԰ɣևNŮġ
......㲻˵û֪ұ˦ˡ˸ۡ
۹ⲻ̫С衲
û뵽ô˵·ûסЦЩ΢ȣֱܿѹȥ
ֿ˿ڣұȽϺôôŮѵģȻϵɨһ飬ϸǿʲôŮĵ㡣
ؿеѪĶ
ΪӹЦĨĨ۽ǣӴЦᶼҪˡʲô㣬ֶֺǿͳͺȴŮġܸģҲǿˡ
ŶһȻǿֹ۹ⲻУ׷˵ֶҲС
·㽫УͷѰסƴرЦ
ȱ۹ⲻֱ˵׷ֶβе......

 17 

˰ܿһָ׳һͺó
ڰɣƣֲʲôʽ棬ǾȻУӵˣ
̫ƵˡΪһԵͷ
衵һûνֱЦЦȻҺˣǾͿʼɡĥĥ͸óˡ
·վҺ󷽣ޱ飬Ҳ˵͵ûʲôڸС
ԷӦƽƽȫûܵвӣ˰ɫá
һдǰ˰˵衵˵Ӣ¼֮ġ
ĳһ磬ʱ䣬ΪڴȻ⣬ȥģһֱԼ潥ЩȤ״Ľ顣
ΪûʲôȻͬ顣Ȼǲ̵ʮڣ衵ݺ;׼౻ѹƵýȥܵûô
ȻԱˣ˵ڲٴ¹õĻ䡣
ϸ󰮺ãЬһرãͻкܳ˰˵Ǽ󣬴ڽԼ衵һ
һʼû衷ġӣˮƽʵ̫ã߰ܰǴûʲô˲ֱ衵֮ˣŶȻ
Լܴ򲻹Ȼ󿴵һûѵУӳԱһڴæ˹
˹......רҵҵ࣬Ϊȥеˣ˰ԼҲϹҲס߰ĸ˶νӣǾ͸оû
ΧкܶŮ˰һᣬɾͱɵɣҪǲ涪
ȿȣһϴİ˰ȻҲûʲôǾͿʼɡȷ˭
衽Ӹˣ˸Ȱɡ
˽ǳɫ䣬һ첲ֱʮָ淴ڶԭȸոպõĶֱ
΢紵°ڵݶ׵ӳĸ
ʵֲͣջ
һ֮ȺпƵľһŮ糺ӡص˷ܡ
·ƳһۣߵԱߵ¶ˡ
ԷֱۣЦ˵ȻĺãɱзǷ֮롣
......·þòӦú˵û͡
ŻһԵ˸ĵµĶ衸磬˵˵˸ʲô˭˭зǷ֮밡......
·ĬĬͶȥһͬòͬ˵
......бһۣûи˲Ҫ˵
ŭĿԲɣͷԼĶƤеϨ˻𱣳ֳĬΪЦͬļ򣬡ӣٳԼٷ˵ˡ
......Ǻǣ˵úҲһ
Ȼתͷ·㣬·㣬ûи
ûС·̱һ
¶һƻЦСƭӣҾСȻ㴩Уκһ۽𾦣ܿġУԸ˸оһ
·ߣûУҾݡ
ʵУֻжţĸҪǳһЩէһֻܿһƬƽֻ̹еִʱ򣬲ŻӲʵ
·㲻ҿйӣЦݼɰľ͸¶һа񣬿·Ҳţÿ·ҿͬʱһֻѾ·У°ڣҪ

·æס֣ŵطƫҪѹ㣬ʲô󣬴ͥڣ㲻֪߳......å
衱ǹ붺ŵֶ΢΢طŹƫҪװһźѵı飬Ǻð......
Ϊ֪ʲôΪǱǣ˸ʵʵֻ·Уͷŵ棬һ۸˵ӡ
......Ǵ衡
衸磬㣬˵·ôԵĺӣҲµȥ֣
Ϊͣͬӡ
衣......˵úʲô캦һǿ·㴿һ̲סϷһ......ĴⶼǿƲסѽ
˰߽ӵӹ򣬱ϿʼϾʱ䲻ˣ㲻õȻ˾¿ˡǱ߾Ȼ죬ص㲻ϡ
ǽûٲ¿ˡǸòϴص
衵ڻع
ʼɡָָ򣬡ǱǵģǵġǹȥֱӿʼС
Сǿɱ̫ҡһҡһڵ߹ȥ֪׳ֵӺ濴ر𻬻
ĴָҲ֪˭š
˼򵥵ؽ˷ֹҪϺʹΪȥأҪͶ·Ϊûһ򣬲á
ֺʵ֤ʹרҵѡ֣Ǵ򱬡
׼϶Է˲ִ衡ԷȻȥʱΪͻ衵һˡ衷ٵ򣬵ԾһһȵʱΧֱӴ衣ֻһӣ·ͻ᲻֪ͻȻðӹ򣬾׼򣬴Խˣ
ϵõ֮󣬸ĬҪƣһ֪Ҫʲô
˵Ľܿ죬ӣԷѾſˣҵõķҲԶֻʽûмǷƣǲ಻λεذڳ
һҲ֪һüֱ޻֮
΢Ϣ˼֮ǱѾߵĵ÷ȫԴ衣϶˲Ͷص㼯еϣȥǣ衣ʣһ÷֡
ӵ˲Ϊһ˰ˣܹæһ̧Χ衵ˣɶ衣һȥ
ΪͷȥæԶԷһרҵӵġһ˸һģЩȥ򡣽Ҷһ£̾˳ȥӵ˭ǣڴȥ
ڻɫɳȥڵϣһ߶ȣ֪ð·סûԥȥ
Լʵûô޷һͶ÷֡ѡһ
óġǫ˵£÷־׾١
սΧ衿·ɿ򵽽ڣڣȻ¡ͬµ
·㣬ͣɷ衴󺰡Ϊһˣɣ߻ͷ·Ǳߡ
·һһרҵרҵ
ЩŴ̼֮С
·һζҵȻ衺仰ŵһ򻬣Щȡǣ......û͡ƽʱã䲻ðЩֵֹԡ
·æ񣬼רעؿһ塣
ߣ׳첲ǿͻƣ˵ᱻñ·룬ˡ
˼۾ǶʵԼλãԱͶͻȻ¶ףֱҪͶ̧ȥƾǳŸñȥġ
ϻڳı͵ЦģñͲҲˡ
屻ñָͶ򱻱øߵֱӿ£û͵ڵϡ൱һɱҧ
ñ˵Ǹܳ顣ǻᱻŪͳЦġ
⣬·Ѿ·㱻ñĳЦʮֳ
˭֪֮·ֻǽż㲢ûԼϵˣȥֻϧʱ䣬·㷽
ٴǴصʱֻǿźڻһǶײһ壬Ȼ£߶ûС
ãΪơ
Ҳ֣üһԭ·صĸ֡ˮͲŲҵ򶨣治ͨġ
ز¶Сƭӡ

 18 

·ı֣ԭ衲õĶսʧЧסһͶ衣һظ·㡣
ԣ棬˰ҲͲˣΪսҪȥõͶȨǶһЩʽЧκһߴһȺͭսɲҵ
߰ߣ衽˽ûǰһͶȨ·弼չ¶֮ҲͶˣôͶˣһӵЦ·㡣
·㲻ͶΪ̫Ŀְ򴫸һᴫ·㣬·˼ִȥ
ػأ㴫ңҴ㡣衵òֺ۾Խ
·಻ԡǰ֮٣ûˣµ÷ֵΡ˶ԻˣȻֱ
·˸ͣƣһߡضҪٴˡ
Ϊʲôѽµգһ˫ˮĺ飬ֲǹ⴫ġΪͶУұҲͶĻᣬֻܴˡ
˵ú......
ȫǳ·衹˺üͶֵľѻᡣ
Ʋ˵ƣ·һԲض衵۾ɫ
......衿סӣð......֪ˣ´βˡ鼫ί
·ӣֱӲصءٺίͰ͵Ƹš
ƼüײײΪôˣ֮Ȼ衸类ѵֱš
ϡϡ棬ΪԾ˵衸ƽʱͲ߿Կק·ӣһüҶСǾԲ衸ϵġ......Ǽ˹ˣ
ŵ۾ٿȥǸϤ衸磬⿡ǣһĻ䡣
ԣղʵۻ˰ɣΪૡ
Ȼǿ......°͡
......
˻һûеģǺ
ݿͣд·һ̸ٴڳϻԾ˽ýͶ˰ȺԽԽԽԽûӡôѧõΧ֮£ѹƵ仨ˮûӡ
衳ΧŻҪ˺üζûǳɹΪһרҵУӵıȲҵģͺѻɨһΧŮȫ衡úûӣ衼Խʱ򣬲źۼʹ˸ӡ
һĲȣˤڵأֹԶ
ͻȻҶûӦƬ̺ΪҴܵԱߣеʣ衸磬û°ɣ
˰Ҳܿ˹ĵص㲻ͬ򲻴򣿡
ȥȥȥǣʲôû𣿡
Ȼ˰˾ˣʺûС
ʲôΪǵıӰһ䡣ȻѳûװػʵΧֵŮǶߡ
ˣ˰ɣſøȥ
һײǳأ·￩һΪ֮˹ȥͬǳֲֻڳΨһһɫƽˡ
㻹𣿡·㿴衵ȱˣ˿˿ѪմŻҳһȾһȦܱ߰Ƥӳ£Եÿɲ
·ûڵƽʱ˲֪ȴǷˡŶ˶ȣ۵˻һܲá
ôˣ·㵣ǵʡ
衲ؿ˵ˣһۡ
·£һֻϥŵأĻ̌ߣԼһֻϣ𶯣̧ˣʹлһ㡣
ҿȥҽҿһ˵˹ͷͲˡ·
żǸϿ衸͵ҽȥɡ𵢸ˡ
ôˣ衸ôȥΪĪڵ°͡
Īͷ衸粻Ǿһȶ𣿲Եȥ۸缸ͺá
ҲŶΪΪȻ
衣......˵ĻôˣȻ־еԼĹȥû԰û......
·㣬ڵ˫ֺ΢΢ͷ·㣬Ҫ~
......
ЩûƤ
·ޱؿΪҿǻǰ̧ȥˡһˣһһֻһֻ첲̧ȥ
衣......Ϊ̧......ǸˣҪô̧ȥҪҪ
Ϊ·Ľ飬۾һȤ
԰Ҿ鲻ܺ档˵
˵ʵһûԹô̧أȤȤΪҲһ̬ȡ
Щһһ޳ܡ
ΪǿЦˣģ֪ǵĶӱԡ
̧ߵ𷴿ɱһɨ......Ϊ𣬻棿ǺЦҸǰҪǰĽŰ˲̧ȥҸû꣡͸ҵš
һž˵ҾûǱȥĺá
ҿ˺ҲǱȥġǽͷݣ紵Ϊ
·㣺......رҡǼʣܲӲ㣬ܲܲҪôˡ
Щ΢Ĺ졣
ȿȣΪƹ죬ôˣ˭
۹۱Ǳǹģװ·죬һ¡
......ҶԸ⣬ΪֻΣ衸磬ģұ֤رҽҡԣѾһȡǾǲٸ첲ȵİ㱳ҽҡ
......ǳ׵ӡ衿˿Ϊ̾˿㱳·㱳
·Ȼɻؿ衡
ףǱңҲġȻٸˤˣҵÿޡ˵
......·Ĳ뱳衣Ǳ˻кܶӴϰߡ
ǰıߣûѡȨ·һ˵꣬¿졣
ϸߵĻʳײƵģÿ춼ƳֲͬײͣվͲƽ֡ײޣȵȵá
Ϊ˿ɱʳõĴٿ˿衺·㣬˵óԷˣͲ˵ըзҺһˡ˵գͺĬʮس˳ȥ
ŶˣǻģǰȥɡţΪͻȻͷһ䡣
·ĬȻ......ʲôǰȥɣ˵ĺǼһ
˶ˣ¼·㲻뱳Ҳñˡ
ҵļҲ㡣·ʡ
ƤЦҡҡͷ߲ˣҪ˵žͰֱ۳ֱ
......·Ĭغ衶ã̾˿
衵Ľŷ£ֱߵһֶ£衣ɡ
ϣĳӦţ·ı
衴Ƕ̵ĲϥǵĿӣټǱŵģһ·ֲɱľֱӴĴȼ
һƬϸ塣
ΪһֻˣȻֻۣŵġ
ĳȣ֪ôģӲǹ⻬ûһ˿ëֻż棬ȥϸϸСë
ţڸмǿң·Ŀǰûһ˿˼⻹ǻᱻ޵Ȼ󵽡
·㱳һžͻ࣬ﴩô̵Ŀӣ˶ӦҪ㡣пӸţҲᱻˡں˰ɣҪͿҩˮ
ſļϣһûһµػû˵ֻţΪֲ֪һˤ
......·򴽲
·㣬衵·𲻴󻹲㱳ңⶼӲġ
Ŷ·ƽӦһ
衼˵ôôˡ˵ǵһȵˣָôǲرĳرΪ֮ԣ
·㱾ͽϵȣôһ˵עֻȥ
һ٣ҪҿԼߡ
æĲӣҲ˵˻

 19 

ҽҲǺԶû·̾͵ˡ
ûأһ졣
ָ˿ţûлӦ·衶һֱۣӱŶ롣
Ҳȥ극ȥˣʱҽҿһˡ
·㽫衷һľϣʦڣȵȵȰɡ
Ȿǰĵȴţ֪衺̧һָҪǱߣľʸнϲҲϲ
ָķȥһźɫƤɳΣкȵƤͦʵġλеУŵԵİ칫ǰ
·ĬƬ̣......ʦİ칫Ρ
ֲڣûʹãҲԴ˷ѡ˫ֳľߣͷվֱ·㣬һҲûϵġ
·㱧۲Ϊ˵ҿǲѵСʱðˣǶҶӦġ·㣬㲻ô̵ضҡ
......·;ؿȻĩ˲һ䣬Ҳǡ
ҪƾԼı¹ȥֳľʷѾ㲻ҾԼȥߣ
ǳ־
ҪԼվҲܸˡ
˵ȣ·ĵس㵹ŲһŲƨɰŹ......Ϊڿ......֫ǱԵػΣƨɵȵڵϣֺδơ
𴩵һ㲻ڨڨһЦ˹ҵͬ
......
·ɨһȦҽҡ
һŲмһغľ԰칫оǽһŴӣŸɫҩƷ
ľϣеɴҩƷȻǾõģΪ˷ֱӾͰ˳
·㿴һ衱˵ϥǺСȣЩǳ˿ѾϽ裬˵ñȽϥǻһ˿˿ѪۺѪҺϣ˿̡֮
ͷ˼Ƭ̣ͷһ衣Ҫȸ˿ڣȻȾ˾Ͳˡ
ðЦ
·ȥһ֧ȸ衲˲Ȼȡһ֧ްմմ˿
衿Ķ㾭˲
ûС·عްõȵظ˿ϡ
ʵϣһθ˿ڡ
㿴ȥӣʡ
СʱƤˤƤ賣궾·վ˵
ãЩ衸̾裬ֻسЦһҲ߼
š·ӦùްӽͰ
衼ûнһĶˣ
Ȼ......·ֵؿһۡͨĲˣֲأѾˣҪ¡صؾٰʽ......
衷ĵʣҪ𣿾ͲһҲ̫˰ɣ
......ûƸƤҪġ

·ûŵУҽʦ
ƶؼ֣ĲҪһ𣿾¶棬ûȫеġ
......·ƳһĿӣ̵ȶ¶˼֣ôƽʱ㴩㣬ûȫУ
ٺ٣衲ߣ˵˿˿ڣ˿ڴǵʲôûȫС
·ջߣӦˣŶ
衶ɺͷԣŶŶʲô˼
ûͶĥζˣǾû²¡
Ǹˣ·㣬Ұɣҳô󣬶ûб㲻֪ҿЩʯľһˣرĽر档оܺ棬Ҿ볢ԡ
ͷһ˵뱻·㣬𾪣ϲԣҮȻֵֹˡ
·ûشԵضӣƴʱȫ˭־ǿˡ
Ȼ볢һαĺҪԶʤھﲻ̫ͬ·㣬ûһ·
ҪУҽʦ֣ô죿Ͼɴȫòϵġ·㻹
Ұ㵣š϶
š·ͷһ޾ɴһȦ
ӦҪ󣬱Ӧõţôֱ׳ȥжƵġ
¶һעӾ磬衿ŵ˻Ӵιۣһ㣬
......
ϰǸµĶϰ衼ЪԵĿŷӦ·ѾֲˣͻȻޱܻ᲻Ӧ
·衲վ֣ˡ
ţ˳һ䣬ⲻˮɣ
·ͷ
ϴôˮĻɻ
......ô֪ʵ·˵ǹʲô¡ڴ˻Լ衾ŻĿԣ˺üȦû˵ڡ
ƺܳϴ£ͷüͷ
㲻ϴͺˡ·Ϲ⡣
ôУˣϴܡ衷ӦңǸɾˡУѵϿԱһͬ𣿡
......Ҳһ˵ص档ôȵ죬򣬲ϴȻǲܵġ
ĬͻȻһĴȣԣϴϣˮȥͿϴˡ
أԿ϶ص˵ͷûǳá
Ȼ·衶˵·㣬ҸϴҵȰɡ
·㻳ڿЦģϾôȥúܺЦ
һصͷ档
·㿴һȦҽңҲûϴȥ......ȫԻؼԼ
ǳõ۾ط˹ںľµһϴ
·ɣ......ǺЩҩѧװҩƷõġ
һأһûϵġ衰ο˵
·㻹Ըɴһϴֹմˮ
ôһ⣬·㷢ģ衾ģ鷳ˣ鷳
ͷ׵ȥҹϮ͸ǱЩˬ
衸磡
ûҽʦΪˡ
һ˶̲͵
ƽľһŲͺУľԣСĵؽ£ٰ䶥źá
һжúãɿ㵽ˡ
......֪ĻΪ˶ôƷ²ۡ
ԣ˫ĿԲɣ˵ɣ֪·Ҫ¶ٸ̨֪һͷͶˡ
ǾǣΪʹͷǺҪע¡Ͽζûô
......ƳۿƳۿΪϿβ棬˲
ҲûСΪεرȥ
ԷɣٲԷ˸ˣ·ʱز廰
ôһѣΪϽӵԶԶԣԷԷ
̿ײ͵̣ҪҺΪȥˡҵ˵
ΪӣĸΧһźľԡ
е㼷·ֺѾһڵĸоܺãδġ
ָһ̲ͺкһ·ӹлˣлл
أжز˲ڵᣬ̫жˣȻллҶ̶ĲסøжҪˡ
ַһתһ衣ĳЩ˾Ͳôơ˺ǱȲˡ
衣......ɵñ

 20 

ϴ֣·򿪲ͺиǡ
ըз̿צᶹǣһء
Ƕִڳ׶ε극þˡһȵζƮΪѸٶ꣬׼ֲԼͬسͬһ¿ꡣ
ִ࣬㡣
ըзǾˡΪһʳп
ʳð̫ҸˡӹĹĵģΪڳݲؽӻ
ϸʳóʦȷһ
衰ڷƳ·ĲͺУûһôô·㣬ô԰
ڳԡ·ء
......衿һᶹǺһ㷹ڣСèһʳɣȷڳԷ
ԷӦһȴϸʣԷ㡣衽˵ĳԷţûθˡѲ㲻ϲЩˣ
·ȻСڳԷڹƵģ񷹲˼ΪθڵֻſθСᶹǡ沦ȥβżһ
һ󣬲˵νϲϲҾǷСѡ
衶飬ҿ㲻ǷСʳ
û˵ֻһһغ
㻹ͦϲѵϲĶ衽ֻᶹǲ²⣬ֿĵȰ˵·㣬ɲУôʳأҲжߣⲻǲԣôϣϣͲСУϿξûûξȥˣӰѧϰ
һֻ̿צţ³ͷòá·㣬öԵ㡣
·ǳˮĬԴš
Ϊʱ˸мȼʼհǷ˳ע˶̬׼ʱ廰
衸磬˵ҵһη֣ԭ㻹߶ԡ
趼û˵ΪϿҵص˵ͷġ
......衿мצĶһ٣һϬȥǹͬͬѧ߶Ц
ΪܹȵӦͣǣ˵Ķԡ
·㣺......֪ûʲôڶѾֲˡ
У·ȷ¿ӣϳһֽ죬ҳԺˡ
ȥըз̿צ
ʳȷԺˣԱˣ
·°ͣš
ٺ٣ܲ......ͺʳ
ΪĵбһۣȻҲеĿ⿴·㡣
·΢΢ס
깥ռĲͺСըз֣ΪҲըз֣ҶᣬԷߣòʡ
衵ʱ֣һһΪĿϣըзظȻֱӽ·ĲͺŲԼߡ
յΪ㡣
ֻüȻƮƮ˵ǶͬŲӦҼ̳УҴá
·Ҳһ㶣룺ʲô......ʲôŲŲģ˻ں......
һ£Ĺɣֻ˵Ůżĸм̳Ȩģû˵̳ͬеģѵˣֻҲ֪
ͷΪ˵
Ϊҡҡͷδš
·㣺......бҪ......һĳ˺ĺ
ΪȷӦܿ˦˦Դһرƫص㣬һԴ衸̣ӣ
ͷԴŶú˵ˣҸ
һ˳־......ΪǸڨЦ˵ˣҴֲۡ
ƫˡ
ΪٴȱЩӦһ¶衸磬ըз̿צ˵ȶУݣǸݡ
߿мצ˲ʱƫ衣ӵƳһˣĪɵӣֻǰŴǣѧϰõɵ......
ʵҪ˵衣ȲҲ£ѧϰ˶ãͬѧƣʦأôѵõĺѧ
ǣԵɵģΪǺ衡
ûСһ۸ˣҲûи¹ӰƽʱദҲƽɣֻҪһΪεѹѹһãҲҷǺ¡
Դڶѧ񼶱˵ľη֮İɣ
˿̣ûͷΪǲգƴظ·ʹɫȱ
һʼ·ŤͷװûǱ߼ֲиʹɫװԻŪע⣬·ʵû취ټװֻ塣
һҲԲôֵ࣬ǡ·㿴˵
ᰡҵĶܳŴ˵ģ衹⳪֣ǲ֣Ҫͳͳһ˳Ե
......·øͻϵȫҪ˵ʲôֱӶ־ͿˡֱӾҪûԼĲͺС
һдãæסͺв·ߡ
˵Ļǰྶͥҷ֣ҷ֣ҷָǻ𡣡
·ջ֣ĬĬĶ......ôú۸һίȫǲŪˡ
ֵһըзΪֵһֻ̿צȻ󲿷Ǳ衸ˣôӻڶᵽ˵㶫ҲͲٵôߡ
֮һٷԵల......Ź֣
Ϊˣƽʱֳһ̷Ҫȥһ̵ˡͺʢķת۾ͱ˹⣬˶ûԱ
ҽʳеԶ˶öҶע⵽·ʣһİ׷
˻һۣӿ
ͺƿˮ¥̨ȵ£ֻסͺߣͬʣµҳԣ쾭塣ңҲ⡣
Ҳ⡣·Ϊͬ
ΨһһԹ۵·Ȼô
ѵҵ𣿡·
ã˵ȥҪѭǰʾִֵ񻰡
ҳԹģáǰûĲ˷ֳȥ·㲢ʲôԼʣ׷·ùֵֹġ
Ҳ˷ѣҳԡ衽
·ĬƬ̣֣治Сͬһ뷹̫ˣ衵Ļо߳ܡ
˷ʳĻӡ˵
ҲģѧУͺô࣬·ΪѣԲꡣ㲻ܣ......Ǿ仰߳ܵ·㶼˵ڡ
ͰͣǸ˼˵Ǽ֣΢ۡ
ȽϽ衲ſ塣
衵ֳ򢣬ζơ
ã·ʵݣȰ˵жģ衲زͺС
Ͳһ㣬סͺһǣʹ·Ͼ
˸ִͺһˣʹκӡ⣬ͺ˿
ûʲô¶ˣΪԿһۡ
ΪͷͬǻԼȥʳô򷹰......ûϷˡ
衺·㻹ڶУΪʰʰ꣬Ų
ľϰУҽʦļĶǼΨһճһǾͲ͵ġÿ˾Ͳ͵ĿռС̼ǿ£ġĵҲһġ
ٿõһû÷ײ衵ĵӡ
һõƮϵûɣ·㽩š
ʵûʲô˼ŵĲ̲Ÿ幫־˻ȥ
Ӱ죬塣
ֻ......Ϊֶȥƫԭλãײ˸δķѵ
ǣɣʢ㵹ˮˮ˳ľ»ȫε˵ϥϡĤϲֹˮзƤͼƵ
·ͻȻշתۣһʱһƬĬ
ٺ٣ȷӦֺõؿ˿衣ֲ콵˹ԿЦķʽ衸粻ƽϡ
衺ͷʹȥǲ״üͷͻȻûǰ¾õʱ⡣
·ǳĵڣͶ˲ͺУøӸǺãתΪҪʳö԰ɣæһ£ָл
Ϊӹ
衣......鵹ͦġ

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ͺб·˻ȥҲˡ
ûж౥Ҳûж
·ֹͦ۵ģϥǶܳˣȻЦ˵·㣬˵ǲǺǣ
·ɻ󣬡
ԾЦɴһϰҪûϣ˵ҿôӴ
......
գ衻ͦȵģûж
鲻衻Ǽƽһ
ǩ˲ƽԼаڵʳۼλ۴ֻҪԣͱ¿εʱȥ
֤˾·Ϊ
ʧصҪ衵Ĳ̴ʳá
Ϊߺ·衵˺þãУҽʦ١鿴衵Ľףֻ֯ˣû˼ͷһܱ
Ȼɷ˵ؿƿڷҩ衡
۸񰺹
·ҩʵûʲôҪԩͷԴ˸е棬ӹҩƷʱ򻹺ܿģ
ɵǮࣿ
ȻԸ⻨ԩǮ·ҲͲ˵ʲôˡ
ؽңǱ·Żȥġ衽Աķʽȥ·ڲͬ⡣
ɵĺǶһֱĳϴʵĿߣʯĳѪ顣
ȻЩ·һһˡ
ڶ߶߶ͣ·ԿȻᡣ
룬
ǰСʱʱ䡣
ֵӢӢʽһ
·ԵһΪӢãȫ൹ˮƽ
óĶʹη壬ԽηԽá
·
ʵ·Ӣ﷢ܱ׼ȻǵʵٶҲܿ죬֪ʲôԭǲá
鿴ԭģûһʶģʱû
ߣԻٶһ죬ûܿѡǳԻ......˳ɵôһ롣
һA4Сֽǰһֱһš
ӡӢģ·õֵһ̾Ϳʼ̣ǳš
ʵ˵Լ㲻ףֻͨϰΪʲôôź¡
ٴа㣬ĺܻš·㼸ֶɨѡ
ѡĵûİʣǡɶһ飬ǳĴֻǿܿʮܵõʮķңŴĵĿǰܴﵽˮ׼
ǱȽټġ
ûܴһʼţ·ͻ飬}ûţǲҲ̶ãܴһ⡣
ԣ·һõֽţͿʼץʱɨ衣
෴Աߵ衵ԵãתԲؿţһɡ
ӢʦʼŸ߸ЬڽȦżͣĳѧĴ
·˵ֱѡ
Һ棬衵ţûܵµӰ졣
Ӣһʱͻúܿ죬㻹ûӦɲǣͽˡ
һ꣬ӢʦߵǰˣͣˣֽӺǰͿģϸҴһûϣҾͲҪˡ
Ӣʦߵǰ֮ǰΪת˹׷衣
衸磬ѡѡʲô
衸衸磬ĽҶԶԡ
衴һӣӲҪ˵ֽһǡ
·ƳһۣԼֽݸǰ
ϰ
ԼϰɡӢʦôһ仰ͱһֽˡ
ȥ칫СϪϪĬдʽȥˡ
ǰرı׳˵ǧҪΪѹʽдҪȥ칫ұҡ
·㣺......ֹĿǰλ֣߰໹ûйʽдˡ
衷ҵ˵ǲŻɳ£Ǽ򵥵ټ򵥵Ĺʽдýָͷ붼
ǣһȥĬʽģΪ˵
ҭ衣ٿΪĺѣ
һһڿࡣ
תۿΨһһûг·㣬ƽͰ
ĸο绹к˵ġһһŰֽһֻȥ칫ˡ
Ҫ֪·ֻۣᳰЦǺǣ档Ͼûб·Ѹ˺
һڰϰмʮӵϢʱ䡣
ʱ䣬衶Ϊȥٳܲ
ڣ衽ˣȻܲˡ
ûǱˡ
Ϊ˫ֺʮλİ
Ȼת˵衸磬ȥ𣿡
κ衲֣ȶҪȥ
ԣ˵ȥٳʱ·üĿ⿴Ƿ𣿡
ںڽһСʱˣѵȥ͸͸𣿡
ȫ롣·֡
GЦ͵
·û䵭֪Լǲ˻Ϲڣܱ......
衱ô˴첲ϸ᳹ݽϡ
......ȱĵ¥ݿھʹˡ·˵
衳˼˼룬ص˵ȷʵǸ⣬Ͼж̫ˡ
һתҪ㱳ң
......·㴹ĿƳȥԼ·ǰɣ
·ӺƮƮ衾ر£æˣûûУЦ
Ȼˣ·㲻Ϊûܴɳȥ͸Ը
սΪƲֵӣС飬衸磬Ҫұȥ
衷˼бһۣ˭źɲˡ
ΪһͷˮĶ⻹㲻ģô衸仰ⲻأ
㲻ȥ𣿡Ϊ㬵˵ҿԱȥ
衲˵ù۹ⶢ
ΪͷƤ飬æֹסȵȣеɣ˭ܸǸʲô
衳ָָԼҿôˣ
Ϊɻҡҡͷ
ǲͺˣһڱϣһ죬ɲ˶ġǵøԸС
£Ϊˣ......ӴǱ¡
ĵʣΪʲô·ԣ
룬ؿţûʲôرɡEmmm......ϸɾʰɣ;ûϵ
Ϊ粵ҲܸɾðɡϴĿɲ
......
ЩԶ㲻ص㡣
͵·㶼֪˵ʲôˣΪ̫
˵ʣʶ𣿡εط
ŶʰΪһ·㣬üۣдҵ䣬ȷʵɽѩһܸɾࡣ
Ȼڨڨתðɣ˵Ķԡ
ֻǣתȥأֹһ䣺ôǰû·òƳĻͦÿģ
Ϊתȥ·ͷһĳ쵽λµȡ
ĴҪ޴ţֱӶˡƳһĳˡ
㬵ЦȳûţҵأôСɣ
Ȼ־˵ȻΪȼ۽Ҳ԰쵽⣬ұ֤Թԡ
......·غ˺۽ޣллϡ
ûûƤװ·ڰ
......
衵ĺ޳ܣһδεˢ¡
һҲûҪջȥĴ㣬·ֱЬײײ衵Ьǰжʾ
ûӲ㬵ջؽš
ʱ𼱻ǵػˣ˾챬ըԵϢ
챬ըԷġ
ǿһıըź˵֪һǸԭһξΪʲôͻȻ༶ʮ𣿡
衺·㷴ӦƽƽûԵڴ
衾Ͳ˵ˣ᲻㾢ɢģ
·㣬̬Ⱦ͸䵭ˣ۾ǿģ沿ȫûб顣
ֻͬԵΪʮֺ棬׷ʣΪʲô˵㣬θڡ콲콲ˡ

 22 

Һ˵ѹҴӰ칫ģʵȫɿ
㵹ǿ˵㡣Ϊߴ١
һ԰ԵģȻ
Ǹǰ̳֮ϵѧԣͻȻ䣬ԭǡϳΪü͵ӣЦЦŽ˵ԭξغǰһŮڸ󣡡
ΪһΪֽѧԶæˢ⣬ûҲû˼ϷءȻһ̫档
衣......ʲôģס
·ûȤֻģֵͷдҵȥˡ
ߣΪ˷ܵ顣
ôֵģΪʡ
üɫ˵ǰСץģͼǰ¡ȻǰǸӴڰ칫Ҿһͷ
Ҷͬһµʱĳ˵Ҫ߼ҳǸСﵱͿˡӴ
һص࣬пǰǰͨѶѡнļһֱϸصעĶ
ÿĹܶඥѧѧӡϸߵԴҲĻơ
ԣ˵Ϊأο˵˳ɼ»ĺ
ԤлһԧĲҰΪĬĬһ
꣬ΪͻȻʶһпʵξسɼ༶ΣҲǸߺܶడ
......صΪļ򣬡ևNԼ֪ͺã˵ǻԼװܿ֡
ŶΪ
......ơ
һֻԼαϣһֱֻϢ·αϣţؿΪˡ
һ޺Ƥ޶ǿ
ǲûǲ͸ϿתȥЩһҲȤû˼
αͻȻһ첲ǻиоġ
·űдֵĶһ٣תͷһۣ˼ñʼһ˽۵ĸ첲˿ȥ
ǵڨڨЦЦ
Ϊ衣ͻȻ棬衸磬ԭѧУɼͺܺðɣǰ
һôˣ
˵ֳɼѵתѧӦûսصģΪɻ󣬡ôᵽǰࣿ
Ŷ衷ǳƽ˵ҹȱһŵĳɼǿ׼ҵȫʵͰҰƽа˰ɡ
̯̯֣νڱҲϲص࣬ϸȻҲ롣صʥׯϵĵطʺҡ
ΪĲ
衸666Ծ
ΪĿɿڴصడа꼶ǰʮĴڣǶİ༶Ȼϡ
Ҫȥص࣬ȥ衱ۣζʡ
Ϊһ˰ɣҪͷڵϲŲǵðұƷ費ɡ
Ҳ˵԰ƽаãܳմҪص࣬ûʱñ
׿ϣô
½ˮ衡
һתΪǰ೤꼶ŵڼ
Ϊ֪ΪʲôͻȻʵ˵һ㶼꼶ڶǻξؽȥˣǺпܶ꼶һ......˭֪衸ɱ
½ڸΪ衷սЩֵ촽ߣ˵Ҿ꼶һʮа˾Żᱻ衸ߡ
ԵãĿȸҫԼëһǳ˵ǿǰ೤ûǺѧ̶ȣΪҵľ......
Ϊ衸ͻıȶĪ
·ĬĬţ룬˻һ̵ĳ......
½Ȼ꼶ǰˣ΢΢衳Ծˡ
ʣ˵ɼöȥصô½꼶ͷǰࣿųɼѹһѹ½˹İģû뵽˾Ȼе
꼶ǰˣϸ־ҵѧУɲܿȥġ
Ϊ衽󣬡ΪصǸһѧͶ˵ǰǰ೤ʱûбμǰпԡͨпɼģԽƽаࡣ
˶٣˵һ¿೤ĳɼһ༶ըˣԭȵİҲըˣΪʵ̫ˡȻ꼶˰೤תȥصѧϰûҪʹ߰ࡣ
Ȼʳָ棬һûһµģе˼
Ļܲͬӣһ᲻߰ЩֵܣԲŲԸߵģ̫ˡ
......Ϊֵؿһۣ˵һֵĲүǣӵģôôء
һţú˵ǾͻǺֵܡ
......
ڶϰ졣
СϪ༶תһȦ·衽˳ȥ
Ϊת˹Ϊʣ衸磬СϪϪȥ
˵֪
תͷɻؿ·㡣
·ڰͷңҲ֪
......
ʱ̤һֻţһ䣬֪Ź......·ְؼɵĹԱ˵׼⻹һαʦȥ칫ء
汻˵ˣȷʵ·һαʦȥ칫ҡ
СϪȼǰ棬·ں档
Ͽһˣõĵƹڽ׵Ĵשϣôۡ
ҹϮ΢΢·ǰķ
·˿̿ˣֻÿǰһಫٶȶӡ
ظӦƽʱûʲôڸеھ
һ·ϣĴԶƴתһֱΪʲôҪг
һǺһܾûʲô¡
뵽Ǻһ𱻽гģȰֲġ
ˣһ˱гһʦܹõ㡣
һ衣һش鷳·治֪ᷢʲô
·㣬㣬ҵĸ첲Ҫˡ
·æ
ɹͷһûȣ衵űţ⻬ûˤ
ЦΣ·㣬ڱ𣿡
·һԲ治ǹġ
֪㲻ģӦңһˡȻҹһֻҲˡ
š
ûʻż䣬칫Һܿߵˡ
СϪ򿪰칫ҵţ
ûʲô뷨ƫͷһ·㣬һСϪȽϽλȻؾˡ
·ԱߡŴİ칫΢ܿסҡ
ҲˣֻǾִٲ˵ֱ
СϪڰ칫ϣҳһ˵֪ʲô𣿡
·ҡҡͷ
ûĵرۣСϪϪҵ㲻˵ô֪ʲô¡¿˵ǻҪѧϰæúܡ
˵ĺƵġ
ҲæĺһҵҪģһѽ̰ҪдҪҳһ¶СϪˬһ衣еĺòáеʱ䣬ʲô
Ȼ˵˼鼦һ󰮺á
ֹˣģϵһ־
ûһҳͱˡ
Уֱӽ⡣СϪ˵ѭ򽥽ҾͿżɽֱ˵˰
·߬䣬Ϣ
ֻ˵Сӿɸμסĸ֣硢
꣬ü......Ϊ˵£
СϪһͬѧҲܣзִ磬̸ˣɼӰҲ󡣾½ˣõӣҿɲǻˡ
ͻȻƵģŶ˰½ҲˣȥҵĻ
......ϼԿá
СϪν˰֣ⲻʹʼ˻ˡ˵÷
衣......һʮŮʦ˵Լ......
СϪֿ̰оеʦҲׯЦʦǺͿһĵʦ
ҲûԴϢ
·߬˿ֱҲ΢΢ɡ
СϪһڲ裬Цؿ·㣬·㣬Ұйûģල衣ҪŮӴƯŮϾͬԱߣලܶࡣ
·Ȼල衲ҪͦģϾϲһ˵£Ҳס
Ӧõʦ֪ˡ
衿·ӦºСϪ......治֪ȰͰеı飬ôһŮʦϵ......
Ⱑ⡣

 23 

·衻صңΪȲת˹һһ档
衸衸磬СϪϪɶ£ȿڡ
ô֪Ǻ£ȥ칫ҺȲǰ衸磬˵˵СϪϪôġΪ󿪿ڡ
衱·£ѵͲܵʿһ㰮ĶûС
Ϊεףⲻǿ·
·ԣ۾һУ......̣ȥ̫ȣһҲáҪͬ˭
̯ŵһᱻңһִʣһֳΪ˻˻֣û±Ÿѧϰҿϴ󣬾͵űʰ
ûõĶץӸΣ治˵ҲˡȻܲ˿衸ɣ˵ˣҲҡıӵ߱ģ衸սֵ......ȣˣԽԽᡣ
衸翼ϴΪ
ת˻ȥСضΪ˵һ䣬ѧѧ񣬾ѧ̶Ⱥ٣̫춯ˣҶûдҵ衸Ѿд˴Ķϣ......
Ϊ˵㲻оղ衸ָߵĶС𣿡
Ĭһ˵
紵̨һǵƮ𣬽һƬףż̸ֻܿȥ
ϰһ·ĸ첲ͻȻһײ̧ͷȥɻͶ衡
ֻ衻˻ˮʣһ֧о£ûīˡ
·㷭˱ʴһɫоݸ
ллЦŽӹ
·һͷдҵ
ӢδĺõʱԵֽ鴫ȥ
Ӣʦ˽ҶõС˰ɣǽһ⡣
༶ʱһƬԹص
ʲôӢʦһӣҾռӣܿģò˶೤ʱ䡣
ȫһζǲĻ
ʲôףҷϻӢʦɴʦѹúֽ㽲ѡ
ڽҺţ˵ʦҲĵƣ²ۣҾռӡд˵ʦû֮һڵʦԽԽˣμռ˲˵ϰȾֱָ̡
б½Ҹ尡......Ϊĵһ䣬ҩζʮ㡣
ƳһۣĪֲռϰʱ䣬ҷ
Ϊ۸¡ΪȻ˵
......ҿȥİɡ
̨ϣӢʦѾ򿪵ԿʼԴˡ
Ȼ˲衺½һѧԣ˵ĳɼȫʡǷǳɹ۵ġϲƴڻʱȴ
Ͼϸߣɼ
Ǹ߷ִпģ࣬û˻Լĳɼƽ׵ȥ
ƵһΣӢʦͻͣһҪԼ
·۾ֻȥͬʱǳؼʦ˵ص㡣
Ӣʦؽ̧꣬ͷ۽ǰĹӡ
ʮӹȥˡ
룬Ǻǣӣ
·㿴Լֽ
εϰִ˴롣
ŵ̾˿
ӢԵ
͵鵽
룬ͳԼķ˼£Ƹ·㡣
װʣ·㣬ƽʱʲô͵дӢʦǿԴоͦġ
·㶢ƹMP3һɫСС
Ҫжϰ
տαƽÿӢʦᰲһÿһ·ΪѾˡ
衵Ļ·ЩԾ
԰ȻҪԼ˽ˣ衻ֶҪԽԽáͿЩԶԶǲġ
ȻΪЩ߷ôģͷ
ɣʦ˵ĽͿ˰˵淴һƪȺҵܶЧá·š
Ц˵㻹ŰЩôȻˣһûǱġ
·MP3һкöļеԴ
Ҿö˵ҪԭڣҪճĴѧץȡؼʾ䡣һ˵ҪÿʶҲֻҪһ飬֪ڽʲôˡ
ܽᣬԣҪ
·˼Ƭ̣Ҿ˵Ķԡ
ָָеСУȻû˵Ǹ;ֹٽ龳˼ԡ
ʿһ̯֣ҪĻҿԸ㿽һݡ
Ӣʦ֮ǰǿɣ·ʡ
˵ǡҽҵġ
·סޣûеԣԼȻǿˡ
ԼMP3óǾ鷳ˡ
öڶ
֮ǰϰ
ŵʮ֣ϸϰѧʱ䡣
ѧǰʮӣͻȻ뵽һ⡣
ôȥ
ҲûкסͬһСġ
·㣬ͻȻ
ţҵû꣬·ͷҲû̧ܲĵӦһ
衺ķܣ䣬ҽز˼......
ŶΪʲô·ǲԵţȴûʾ
Ϊ㲻ܵҵĹ......
Ե̫Ͱͣ·ͷһۡ
ȷʵͦѰģҲﲻѧߣҪȥһط
Ǹǰæ·㰮Ī̯̯֣ȻֻԼȱĻȥˡ
ѡĸ·衻жϵġ
ҿж衿ߣ֪·жΣҪˤˣͼˡ
......·Ͳʧء
ǰת˹衸磬סģ˳·ĻҺΪ㰡
ԲԣΪޣ˳·Ҳ͡衸ǰ౦ص㱣ʧ
衵һθо̫ͻͻֱ......ʵ͵רҵɡ
ΪһЦ
ֶ̫ʹ
Ϊ衸ЧͣϹᣬѣ
衣......оɵӼƽϣԵöݶ
ٻͷһһ·ֵͷдҵȥˡ
۾һɣ٣õǿ졣
ͬڲǰɣƫ⡣
ָΪˡ
·㣬˲ô壬õͬѣѵӦԮ֮𣿡˵
ŶǸﲻ㡣κβ
ǸˣĵԱ߶ӹ˼˶󼺡·㣬ôõĴͳȷѧѧ......
߶÷ˣ·㻺Ŀһβ˵ĳ嶯
ͻȻߵһɡӳ⡣
һɡ·ġ
ɡճŷˣֱҳ£պÿó
ùӸ衣ʡٴˡ
衴ſ˿ɡ̧ͷ˿·㣬֪룬⣬......Ҳԣ
·㵭ĮƳһۣ飿
衻ԭ㣬ػأûС
š
ǲͺˣ

 24 

ա
½½ĿܲɼҲˡ
衵ĸƳɼȻĸߵˡ
μ䣬Ϊȥϲ
뿪λ̯һű鱾ѹһǵԾ
̧ͷʱӣ߻;вӹΪ档
û⣬Ȼ˾Ǹ
ŵ۾ٶȥû䣬ǸȷԼûۻ
СΪǽճ֣ʵڶܿɼеΪ𾪡
ȵΪ衾ָָľӣԾҿһ¡
Ϊֱӵ˹ȥ
衽Ծȥ˼飬ȷ˺ü
˼£ѡȫԵģĶҲõúܶ࣬ǹǿñȽϲ˲ٷ֡
120ֵĳɼ㿼ģʵɻ
ΪϳһȻҿˡұͦġ
......衻Բŵ
ʮоŴζƫصˣľȻôãֱѧ
ΪΪ֤Լĳɼôãϴ
Ҹʲôֵʡ
֤֤ĳɼǲһֱܺá衸粻šΪߡ
һ衣ǰĳɼͦõġ
˵ʵҲͦƵġ˵
ΪȻصͷͬһսߣǰɣǳ˼顣
Ϊ......ǵľڶԼʡ
֮У⸣֮С
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ڣıҪȥٳ٣Ϊһ£⡣
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бĺͳ
ǱûӦûƵġѧϰӣȥһ˲š
ᳶǣõģ......
·ͷһ衣㲻ҪȥУУٲȥûʱˡҪᣬ϶ǲȥġ
衰һȻߡ
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ʾ·㣬ⲻۡԣ˵徫ʱˡ
·Ĭһ󣬲ųԣģһģ£ûġ
......ش衺뵹
һװɵаٷְٿ϶
ϸͬҲû취ο·ȥѾܺˡҪࡣ
¥µúܼѣ֮õòüЩˤҺ·ۼֿ˻
̲ס˵·㣬ܲõҪ۾ûϹҶ֪ڷҡ
·ֱ۵ʱЩ
ɻͬëһƮƮģΣǲ𣿻ܲף˵ţֱӾ·ĸ첲
·˲佩Ӳ
衵㣬̾ǲ˵ȷ
Ȼ̨ȷʵȷҪ˺ܶࡣ
һûһл·㣬ƽʱʲôȤû
·һ 
ȻоƲȤã·Ƚϳġ
شһ㣬֮ȴ֮ء·㣬Ǻͱ˲һ档
ôЩʲôأЦӯӯʡ
ΪʲôķӦͱ˲һ
ӦþȻԶ
һѧĵһҽܣȤãôشġ
ȻͬѧǾģ翴˵
Ϊʲôһأ
⣬·һ䣬ѵ㲻Һ𣿡
СĽҪһˣؽύѣΪһ˸ȫˡ
ó罻ƧĬһҲֹۡǵȥӴȺƫԶ롣ࡣ
ѵ
״ʵúģп޵һǵõõشʵ·Ǻġ
㣬ŵͿԿ
ֻЦ죬ᰡ籾иɫˣֵֹҲܶࡣ㱻ֵıǩأ
ء·૵ظһ䡣
ĳ䣬ŨƵĺƺսһ˿
·ͻȻۿ΢΢ᣬʹԴգգ۾ǹѹȥ
ֻĸоδȫȥ
衽¸̨֮ϣ·ĸ첲΢΢սŹȷһ̨ס
һ˵ţңΪЩֵֹžʲÿ˶Ǹ߶ƵģǶȤ
·㿴һۣһ
ͻȻһ첻ǽ˰ѳɡһؼҵ·жྫʡ
·ѾԤеˣĿ
ֱֹĿÿһ·ˣŮ٣Ƴһۣǻͷʣ治Ǹǵġ衹ǻ;þʷ׳ʣ룬ҲǸֵˡ
·úЦ־ܲŬԼı鲻¶š
мСŮǿȥҵıңǰҪһؼҡ衽Ż䡣
ͦõİ˰·ľá
衶˶˵......ǲòĻҲδزɡ
ʱǼŮ۾͸ǲ򻢱һһ⣬Բ⡣
к⻹ҪúñԼϡȱƯкʱ̶вӬһڣǾ͸ñԼĳؽ̵·㣬ҵʱնؾܾˣ˿ûҿͺͳû΢ŵĻᡣ
ǽһӣΪʲôɾ......
·ûסṴ۽΢䣬Цˡ
һ̨ף衲Ƴһۣպÿ
·ԼҲû֣ȻЦˣȻֹЦȴҲѵ
·ЦÿȻ۾ţһݹĸо
Ȼ΢ЦǺħġ
衲·Ц˵ʵ
רע¥ݣʲôҲûһ¡
ֻǣǹԵĻȣٳٲȥ

 25 

·㣬ʯͷѾ......ָһѣ͸ŹСҪ......ˣ
ǿʯͷ޴ҵ֣̲ƺ롣
·ȻҲע⵽ˡ
ͷ˼ţǵþ⸽ģôҲأ
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Ÿͬĵ֪¥λã......Ѿͬһط˺üȦ......
ţǰ·ǰ˻Ρ
·æջߵ˼á
ǡԱ߾Ůסˣͬѧ¥ôߣ
סŮ̧ۿԱߵ衣˫ճȭǰϲԱ
......
Եظ˻ʱ䣬Ƭ֮󣬼˷ܵض衣ߴߴرĽ֮飬ȫûҪش˼·򴽣Ĭ
΢ɲسбƳһĳˣ̺ɲ֡
ӴСƭˣ
衺Ц͵촽
Ůڼϲӳ衵òѧԵľٵҹĽܣڰϵεְλμӵ֯......ٲֹҪʼ˿ˡ
ִ̧סͣͣͣⲻƸֳֻʸ·ѣұҲҪҲǲס
һ£˵͸¥ô߾Ϳлл
Ů㬵رغܶ˵Ļ׷ָָǰһ˵һˡ
ʲôԶ߽ǰ......
Ұ죬ô
·Ȼʶؿһ衣ͼλεص٩ζ
æתĿ⡣
Ĭǽ򴽲
衺·Ⱥл¥ȥ
̤һŮĺȵȡ
Ůûߡ
·ûתΪ֪϶ǽġ
衳·ĸ첲΢΢תͷ£
衶ϵǸŮ΢죬ӣɲԼӸ΢ţ
·̾ڵŮôִٵ¶ֱҪ΢źš±ܾɼΡ
ƫͷ衣ͻȻ᲻
ĻŮΣĻ......о̫⣬ĺøжȻ½ܶࡣ
ǲ̫ϲ΢ŵཻ
衿˿Ů¶Ǹı飬˼˼ҽϣֻҺúö鲻ֻ......
ʼ磬Ǹ
·ƳƳĿ֮ǰֻ˿㶵
ע⵽ߣЦЦԲŶ
......·һôܾʽɵҺ޳⣬ŮҲ֪ģȻһ˵ǡ
һ·ϣ·Դ˶ùޱȡ
¥ݹУûס棬ʣղ˵ô⣬һƴǵĽڣǾȻ......Ϊʲô
衻·ΪʲôӸղһ˼ӣԭΪ
͵һЦ˿˾¡⿴˧˵ĿѾòˣĻתԴȥֱ˵Ǽ١
......·һʱû˵ԼԼ˧˵ġ
衲ΪܣЦӯӯͷŶû˵ءѵҳò˧𣿡
......·㲻
ƫҪţͣ·˧˧
·㱻ŵö㲻ˣε˵˧˧˰ɡ¥ݣȻˤ˿ɱͷϡ
ڹҶ԰ɣһЦС͸źĽ
ǡ·ʸڷϡ
衳Źȱһ̨ףƶǡ
ҵ񴦣һʦڣ衵⣬һһУ衣Ȼ˸绰Ҵææͳȥˣǰһ䣬УϵǸСԼһ㶼ߡ
һأʣ衺·ˡ
......·㶣Ȼع衷ľߡ
һɨȥʢУСпŸӣһֽкԡ
ѧУ˱Ƚ϶࣬СѳУ
ҵԼУ⿪Ƥģһݸ·㡣
·㲻ؿţ
㣬¶һЦղáȸԺ󷢴ˣ޼֮ҫҲҡƽʱأƵʱ򣬿óҵ˧գ֤áҪһأͬķϣΪѵһлҰɣ
......·衵ٿ֣Ҳ󰡣ô˵Ļôأ
ллϡ·㵭˵
һϲüëһҪܿ
˭֪һ룬·ܾôҿɳܲ𡣡
衣......ðɣֽ֪
·ЦЦûҪջУĴ㣬·㣬ҿЦġŰɣܰģҪУȫ⣬׶ġһûУ˾Ϳá
·˼һЭùһУŽڴðɡǰæĻҲûƴǵرɡ
ˣرģǾͲûֵˡ
ʦУװװװһס͸װ
ĶԹԻװȻҲ⡣
ȼڸ֫Ѵȶͷ˫֣ᱡĴװչ˿װǳ˵㣬ⴺװͦÿģҵ
װУþϸʸߣɫ䴦ɫؿڴϸߵı־ͼӡǳɫƴϳǸС
Լֲʧ߹
·㾲˵ͬʱעϣרעʱ׼Ԯ֣䲻衿˸š
æ˵䣬ᣬֻͻȻһûվˤˡ
д˵
һЦʣʲô
......ûûʲô·Ȫˮ
ŶζüЦſѧǣ͸ʲô
·죬ֽͲ壬򴽲
֪Ц衹Ц
ö׹̣ڲĿռڡ
·㾽ͬʱ־úеϲ
ֹˣУǰ˱ȣ·㣬Ҵźÿ𣿡
......·ͷÿɫƤ׵˴Ϊÿ
°ͣΪȻҲôġ
͵ؿһ·һۣ·㣬۹ⲻӴ
......·ȷˣ衴ȷʵ......ʸʱ
У뵽ʲô˶Ū˼Цӯӯ·㣬·㣬Ҿ㴩Ҳͦÿġ
·Ƥ˿䡣οС佱͸ܲס佱ˡ
һ䣬ͱŤ캦߲ڡ
ôһ˵·޴շ죬ȫҺ衶ϣŤ޲Ҹ˵Ľ佫ֽŶһ
дֺڵľţպûôԡ
ζؿ˲ִ٣ɰˡһģһ뵽·˿̻ж಻ڣת˻⣬½ڿʲô
·㰡һûзӦΡ
ЩıҪģһûù죬ܻܿᾪŵŵľֻܡ
Ȼص˵ͷУٿŵĹȣؿ·㣬·㣬ҴУòãһ˲㡣
......·Ƥָ䵭ǽŤˣֲֶˡԼ
衹ƲƲ죬̾Ϣɣ֪ûͬѧ
һתԣҲû취ˣ˭̯ôһͬء
·㣺......
󣬽ʵǲ㣬·һߵ䡣

 26 

ؽҵ·ϣһҪŹȣһҪ·ĸ첲ڲ֡У·㱧š
ͩ
·룬Ǿã衣ʵƽкһȾ͹ˣȫòҵġ
ԣüĿһ·㣬ͲˡȻҪİġȻѲҹ㣿
ʵ·㲻
Ӵ衵Ĭˣͼ󣬡ɲ㣬ڸᣬմմ͸֪ж뿿𣿡
ĩĳؽ̵ӣҪϧ......
ʮ̬ѹʹԵϳ£ԭǸɾôʹͳڸǲ˱ˬʺе緢
......ôԼѧģ·һʡ
ᣬͷԷתˡȿȣԵнǿϢϸŹһȳһյѧУǸƷ߽࣬ǿ־ᡣû˰æֻ
һЦ⣬ǵѧУͲͬͬ鷳鷳ڱٺ٣ںԴ
ףòңڲ˰ɣէһЦ⣬Ȼض·㡣׽ϸ΢˿......
һ޸㿴Ŷʹؾ档
·Զԣ......ȥŶ......
ί·һ£ϾĳǸϷЪԷ龰磬æ⣬ˮûȻҪˮ𣿡
衵ȷƱûҪ׽ǰίˣϲЦտð
·㼸ɲ˿ûоŲ......
УţŹرգ˽롣
һŴͼ彻̸
壬塣ɤӺ
һۣⱣװпյԣΡ壬һϱĿһְصֻ硣
ãֻܿŵĻǳﶯʮþż硣
˳ǣһ͵壬治ʺϿַۺŮĵĵӾ硣
ͤ˻ûӦٴͬʱճȭ죬壡
ðɣλûڲߵĴڴż˳򿪴ʣʲô
ֻ˵壬ǴӱǸתתУ¡
忴һģǻˣֻûУûУ׷У֪תĸ಻Ҵ绰һǰȷһ¡
֪֪߶߰ࡣЦ˵ˬʺ
УԵȡ
巭ᣬͨ绰˼䣬ȷϹ󣬸ţû⣬ȥɡ
лŸսȥֱѸٹϡ
ֻͷһ۱ֳͤԻǲӾˡ
......ǰ
п꣬عͷǰߡ
ƫĲԶߴĽ뻮ֵĽңʱʱ˴߹һǽѧ¥
ѧУһжģǰ̽
һƵһ߻ܣ׽һĨϤӰʮԶλãܿӰĿ
˿Ǳߵý˼ò
衸磡
ɲƶ˹ȥܱߺ衸磡
Ƴ߿쳣
·˹ȥֻһλɱŹŴЦ͸ЩɵȻƵͬ衹
衶˶򣬡òˣȥ
ֻķſ˴衼ϵĸ첲ڨڨЦ˵衸磬ⲻ̫ˣһʱ
ʮ
·ɻؿ
ԱôվţȻܲע⵽
һ·㣬ֿ衡
Ŷˣ衷Ӧ·ܣڱǵĺøǶ
Ȼܣͬ·㡣ԸȽϰȣñǴ˼ҡŵˣ۸
·ĬȻ......ƽʱ˭Ǵ......˼˵
Ī˭ܸҷʲô˵ʲôʲôɥ𣿲Ȼ衸ôһķ
ɻɻ񾭴ܿͽԺ
·㿴˿ѣ߰ɣϿˡ
ߡ
ȥ衣Ƶһߣ·˵ҰɡҪ˻Ρ
·ֵɣ˫־Ҫø
뱻ֹʵЪţͬɡ
·ֵؿһۣΪʲô
ֻЦΪ㣬ϲš˵գ·촦ᡣ
ͻٴŵ·ľ
㣬ʲôĿİ˵Ŷ˿Щ߳ŭ˵̬㡣
Ƥȳǽνػ˻ԴǺܽⱻ˵з㣬£Һϲ
˵ģ·ܽʱȷʵŵ˿˿㣬һҲŨҡ
Ա߿þ棬ҡͷ˵ʿյĿ࿴˵ĻȻеڲ衸ȻѧϷᱡͬ......
̬·㲻ֵһ䡣ȻҪ鷳Ӹ
ûӹѾץסĸ첲أԵŹǰˡ·û취ֲǿ˦ֻɳ䵱յãһǰߡ
·߿·ϵһСʯӣʣ·㣬õʲôζʲôӵϴĺܺš
˵˸ӣζģɫɫţҼǲˡ
һȥҲȥһ
ΧһȦ
бһۣ
......˵ظ°ͣ衸磬ܸоˡ
......ڻһ䣬ø˧ˡ
·㣺......˲ܻǻ
û뵽ǣ⺢Ҳ֪զ£ȻϿɵص˵ͷţ衸ֵˡ
˵÷ǳġ
·Ծ΢΢죬˼ؿһ衵ĺøǶȻô衵Ĳ硣
Īʲô⣿
ԭΪѾֵˣ˸ֵˡ
衸磬ôģĵʡ
ĵػأ˰Ťˣͺá
ʲô˭Ұ衸磬Ҳúýˡ˲伤һźţܳɱеơ
ʵǸ顣
飬Ҫǳһ̯ӣҪβ
һɫɹȥϢģؼر졣
ԼҲġ׳һƮƮĻ
·޶һɺ룬ѡѣܾò˵Ļ᲻ǸУУ棬......֪ɣίڸܻǴ֡
ģ֪ҲçײƺˣݸһЦΪţһ˲Ҳˣңز֮˽֮ҿ϶ҪҲġ
ճȭԣ衸ͷԺ֣ѵһˣ򵥡
·㣺......
ʵ衵Բз۰ɣ

 27 

˶¥ڹսǴɢ·衻ؽңȥ칫СϪϪ
칫ҵʱϿպСϪкܶҪѧһڿΡ
ѧʦЧʸߣ˰ڿξͰѷڶҪˡ
ʣµİڿΣ£СϪõؿʼ鼦
ĬĬ׻׻̻壬װõӡ
ֻ۾һֱͣǽڿḡ
У¿ѵشӰ칫ҳ
༶λѾСϪȥսҰһſᵽңλ˿ſڵĽ̨ߡ
ɡ
ĵΣȻתȥ
......ĿɿڴͲˣô𣿲ȫܣ
͵ΰúãһۣ衺·бԽǵһţ·ͷ֪дʲôһ΢ԴĿд߿һۣ֡
죬ðɣЩҲǺҪ
飬һᣬڿϣȻֵֵߵȥ
衳°Ͱתˮʡ
·Ķãǲˡ¿ʱ䣬ʼһɾܾǾ......Ҫúѧϰ
ɣ衱
衸磬֧¡ǰ첲°͡
һۣеˮƽȵתţѧʣ
ûΪ⣬Ҿʹ飬Աʾϸߵء
......ָһ֣ˮתͣ£ӱʴһֻɫˮʸõīûŪ͵űʰɡ
˫ϵڱʣվؾһл衸ʹͣһƱܡ
......
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Ũü۵С......ʲô·ӣΪС·㡣
·ҡԴҲ֪
衸磿ΪСʣΪֹȥЩˡ
ˮһָĽܣ⣬תģǰͬ
תͷָָǰתˣΪ
޳ϸָڶˮʼָٷת
ŶŶԭ衸ڱǵѰΪӦӭӭ
ղŵľֹ󵨲²С֤㲻衸Եܰɣ衸ʵֵʣԵܴѣΪ档
ǳ衸ӵߡȺԵôһЧ衸ʹģ
ϴȻ
ˣ......
ϴԵɡ
˵ôҲתϳˣ߿ֲ⿼ͻȻʡ
£ںذڰ֣ҳɼһ㣬߿ҲҪĶѧһ衸⣬ҵȻҲ͸
üĿһóĿŻ̵ǹһŵݸԶתķϣġ
ϲɫЦŽӹ˵߲װлл衸硣Ȼ衸......ˡ
û˵꣬ͼ衸һŸΪְһǹݸ·㡣
ĵز˰װٵݹȥġ
......ʱоǹˡ
Ϊʲôûвװķ񣿡Թ
ûֵǹԹһûء⻹ģȴԲϡడ
ΪһֻΪ֮ǰ飬ӦҪڵʳ
Щ֪ɴ飬ţڱǵʱ衸ʳһҳа!ͬ˭ȥҪְλ鼤š
ǲҪһ
Ϊ¶ۣûˡ
ĹעȻͬʳߣ㲻֪衸ϲԵʳж󣬹ЩǹҰ㻨Ǯûˡ
ô֪!ǰ衸ЩҸڲġҪ
д˲ţ޳Ը
ߺͷ
ǮСʰ·磬󱧴ȡ
Ǹ˽˲ҵԼ̳УȷʵǮȻǸôԣҾҲ൱
ЩóԶǹɵСʳȫѵֻǸ˵˼βҪȻ΢תǮֲգ˶ʮСʱ˻
ûа취ҲȥˡֻżϷ򼸿Ƥ͸
ߣ·ٳûнӹ衵ݹǹ
衾һֱš
һֻճֽ֣ŵҧס˺װһ
£ζź·㣬ĳóԣɲ
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·㱾һԶ衵ġȻһֱûܳɹ
Ծɼ־ǿǣ·תһ룬ˣһжƫˡһǣ㲻ʲô
ӹǹŽ衸˵ôó𣿡
·ͷģ
õЦøˡ
תͷڣʣôûߣ
ȴ......ۿɼıȥ
Ϊͬļ򣬡ԹʤˣǰͬȻȲͬˡ̫ģ̬
һڣƨͬʱ衸Ҳûôù
ǣΪĿ͸ͬˡ
ܿ뵽˱ġ
½ڿʲôΰʡ
ΪɨһۺڰԵΡ
һڲôĽڿλΣ
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ˣκͽӢεһ¡衼ʱ͡
·ͷȻȴô¡
ұ£Ϊڡ
ϣû⡣ΪˬؾͰ
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һϰߣǾظÿ仰󼸸֡
·㷭̲ĸʦ˼·ߡ
ͬѧǣط֪ʶǳҪǳҪǻȥҪ࿴飬࿴顣ʦẔָָ̌ӫĻĶӦ
ûظĵĴʾ䡣
·Լûģظʱͻ鲻Խü
˵ʵҲǶ£֪ģ·Ǿر𷳣޲ñ϶һҲ·Ƶġ
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ȷʵмֵ
ǿǹɷ⣬·ӲԼΣʱʱϽȦȦעϲ䡣
ʼ»һߡ
ɫŨǳ·˻ֻаɫĺۼ
ûīˣ
·𿪱оһһء
ͨʱĲǽоװȥȻ˦һ˦ֿдˡ
Ҳйֱīû굫д·ôġ
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ӦȲ
Ϊ˸õؽī˦·΢΢սתƵεм䡣
ش׷Ч
ӴȺ˦ķȣһ˦
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·ִűʽӲʯ
ʱܲܵ......

 28 

衺޹
ֻ·⿴һۣͼһ沿Ϯ£ܵر۾
ž͸оʪʪҺ۴ۣ㵵ؿ·㣬˵
ٸһţձñ˵̶۵ĺ
ʼδ״
û뵽Ὣī˦ϡ·ܿӲ֪зӦһֽŤˮ˵ˮȥʪǸصݸ衣Բ
ʪֽ۾һĨͷһںһƬ
ֽۣ۾ܲ˲˺üȦ·㿴ɾ𣿡
......ûС·㲻˼ָָԼ۽ǵλãﻹһ㡣
鵽ֽѾκһţֵݸһµմʪ˵ֽ
Сĵ˵......ȽϺһ㡣
ջ
У·ʶؿʼָ
·룬ƿڴΪҲ֮Уȫ⡣
Ըá
ֻֽȷʵûаŭõļ·һ
𣿡һ˫Ưĵ۾ֻǵûвɾīûҪֵ˼
·ϸϸع۲ָָһüëһ......
ûоӣֻһ˵һ
衽һ죬·ǴսֽݹȥҲɣҿ
·㱾;ñǸҲûƴǣְֱ
üëѲɾģõɾ
ˡ·֪Ȼ
һЦ
·⸱˳ۣĮı̫ˡ
ýˣܿǾµüۣԼŵ۽ֵ롣Сɵһ㣬ƺڷǺڣǳɫƻˡ
ʹ㣬̧ժ۾øЩ
־ٵһ룬·һ£ۣˣɾˡ
ֵİ̧֣⣬ʲô
ţʧؿ˿Լ֣Ƭ֮Ӧµشϣû¡Ʈơ
·ֵؿһۣ롣תΡ
룬ͻȻһ䣬·㣬ȷĸҲɾˣôܸоеīţҪٸҿ
Ȼ˵ôս˿ſ塣üë϶кīҸоġ
......Ƥˡ
·ûɨһۣٵôߵ۸ˡ
衲һЦ˰ˣһѣ
ʦһص㣬½̲ɨӽҵʱÿƤЦͬ·˵
ʱø࣬ͬѧڽʲôôģ˵һ¡
ʦ·ش棬ĬĬȴʦ
ָָԼ·ȷƵģңܿ˿
ʦ˼ɫˣ˵ľ㡣
Ȼ˵㣬ҪΪ㶼˾ͿиͿϿβ֪ʶҪ̵ġ
Цŵ˵ͷǣʦ˵ĶԡһúΡ
ֻӿڹŰʦƤЦࡣ
ʦָָ·ˣҿһ㶼֪ڸġڿθվȥ
Ϊͬس߿һۡ
ء
ȫ汻Ҫȥ淣վ·Ķ䶼ˡ
ڵʰһһ֧ʣҲûʲôʰġ
һ衣εţһû
ʦ衾󣬡ҽˣվ
ʦſԱߵĹȣĬĬǾͰһӹȥ档
˵꣬˵ЩʲôشҵߣˣǼϿΡ
ľͲܲˡ
·ĬĬһۡ
Ҫ鷳ͬ˵鷳ҰһӣԼߡ
·أš
ǣ۳Źȵǰ棬·һһθں棬ĲشӽҺųȥ
·㣬ôؼɣһαվȰɣϣڵϣȻ档
ǽڣԽңܷ㽲
·ͷԼĽż⣬š
վ⣬ڰ壬ʦεݶ
֪Ͳˡ·
衺Цؿһеıŵ飬㻹鰡һʦ˵ڸҳȥվֻվΣǵ㷣վԳԿͷ
棬һû˵վȵĴվεġԽԽȤЦֹס
......·򴽣Ǹʲô
룬һѧʡҪѣǾһ²²ʱ䣬ҪûѣǾͷ羰쿴ơ
ԣ·һƣ㾭վ
һʱᣬ˵ô粻Ǳ͸͸ʿ
......һ......
ºʵεɫ̳գ׺״ơ
΢
ȰһվţһţͷԶ졣
ʱڽżһЩؿҵѹ˿ûдϢܣƺõݻһĿĿ
ʹǴһڿãҲûô⡣
·㣬ͻȻ֡
ţ·ͷ
ŵ衲ŵ·ʣ˵Ҫӣ֣㣬̫ˣҲۡ
Ϊ衱ȫɵķ·ܾھѰֻǸССȻӦʣǽƣͬߡ
ƽӣ䴽ģҾ˵䣬̫õģ顣
ദ·ԽԽ࿴ˣΪѵõϸĻչˡΪѱˣֵ͡
·㣬˵ɷһ㣬վȵζô
·Զգ̫áտʼֻѵ񣬱Ȼɣڣʵվеµ⡣
Թ˵Ŀ˵ǲô......෣վϰ߾ͺá
·Ȼһʹǽơ
һѳס䣬ȵȣҿЦģߣһбĻҪ˵ġ
·㲻ŵؿһۣǿЦ
衾֣Ĵָؿۣ˸ģ£ҷġ
......Ǻܿŵӡư˵㡣
·㣬£˵Ȼ¿δҿ϶ƴʳó塣ڹһ̵ȥЩò˿϶ûǵķݶ㱳ҹȥ⣬˵Զ·ء
ԽԽ뷨á
ըŴϹϱ衲ջ󣬡ѵ㲻Ķ𣿡
·ı鵭ɫƽΪ
ðɣʳû
·ͨǾͻһ·
ýֵĴδʹùĵ·ȴЧľУǾβʧʧ䣬̱ðչֿ⡣
Ĳһ𣿡رԵóԵġϧ......
̾˿ڹѣˣɣзԾ͸ˡ
ƣͳº޺һʹüۣ׹˵֮ġ
·Į·𿴵һеӣʵ쳣ױСģ
ðɡΣ·Լ˵
չһϲѹŲø̫ſ·㣬ãرã޵кã

 29 

һ졣
ˣͻȻʡ
ƤԽԽվվŲ˯ŵ·һѹֱʮһʮ塣
ѾСʱ˰......衳̾һͷһ۽ңʦζڸѧΡ
Ͷҵļƣȫ˴⻹վ˵Ĵڡ
֣ûڣ·ѾԾװȥ
µһɲǣ·һΪʲôҪôԾѳ٣Һõ衲ûע⵽Ȼⲻ˱һٵ٩
Ӿ¿ˣʦӣǲǽлؽˡ·С˵
أ
衿ѹ͵мص˷ܣǲ͵͵ȥʳðɣţ
·㴹ų˼·Ϸħĵ¿ˣҲû¸ɣȥǻԱܿȺӵѡԼϲԵĲˡ
ĺеվ˷ʱ䣬һʳ⡣
飬·Ķʮѭ浸ص̡һֱһҪ뾭ѵķֹʣһξͺá
á·ĵ뷨
̫ˡ衾ϲ֮Щ죬Ϊ·ɵĸԣҪȰ˵ü֣û룬ôʹӦˡ
˿ʼıˡʵϣҪ˵·ʱͷʾӦ
Ⱦͷ߶¥ݿ¥
ʦǰţѡǰŷմױ֡
·㣬ߺš˵
·㰲صͷ
΢΢Ų壬ֻһĵӣȺŵƨɺճĵϣְ·ͱ˹źã·㣬㱳ңСһ㡣
Ƶط˫ȣȻǺ߸Ϣ
·Ҳûԣ˵Ͷǰȥ§סĲӡ
һα˵ľ飬ڶξ͵˳࣬ٲտʼŵ
һ衱ã·Ѹŷ򳷣Ųŵüᡣ
þ·ȳ;˺Ⱦͷ¥ݿȥ޾գƽ̹
;о༶ʱ򣬴ӰӹһʦƳһۣܿջĿڿΡ
ΪԼѧԲ뷨
Ͽʱ䣬У԰ں߶ʱǼžģżһʦ߶ԷùǡοʦѵĽڶˡ
ˣ˵ͻȻ۵Ҫȥҽҿ
ЩʦҲһʣȥ׷顣
ûóȥʳõ·ƽ̹˳ĺ޲
·㣬϶ĸǲô˳ſͷ˵
תͷȥǴЦ
ͷĲòļܸоķŷزš
ǲ֪Ƶ˵Ż۾ǰԴתתȥ˿ĦĲӣġ
·΢΢ƫͷŸоЩ
ƫУ·ǰŸ̤ʳſڵ̨ף¿ʹˡ
ͷԶĽѧ¥һۣѹѹȺʱӵ¥ݿڡ
ɣһ١
û·㽫衷ŵλҪһײͣȻԼһлصԼλò͡
˵λңԶ˺ü衸·һ
ͬĸӦ·С΢Ըߵ衸ǰʲô
ûҳԲ·ЦùɣҪһҲҪһ㣬һ㣬ռı֮һˣҵĺͬ
ָָԼĽףʵжȻҿ϶Լȥ
Ҫࡣ
......·㴹ƬתΣǱֱıӰȴ͸
һ·һ˷ǰû˰ɣ
þ衶ѺõЦЦûˡ
·Է
ʳѾʼӿѧˣֻһ˲䱾϶ʳһ
ʦĲɫζȫһһ˴Ρ
Χ˶ڴڴڵ
·θڲãԸֲȶ᲻ʱſڡ֪Լܳ˵⣬⣬ҲûںеƵչеڳͷԼ
ǰҶǱͬѧʶǳãţǣĲ˹ע
ͷؼһС׷УĲ˼һҲûֻż׷ʵʵʱһС·
˼ڣͲ붯ˡʵֱֻܸоƤţǲԡ
ǿµļڷΪ˸岹һڶεġ˵ֻΪ˻ţ޶ȵ
ʹͷǰӰζ
Χ궯һ£·û̧ͷġ
¿ӣȥ̣ǰһϤòϤıɫ֣·㡣
ĿռڣͻȻעһȪʱˬѡ
·㾪̧ͷЦNɪವģǲǺܾϲѽ
һ˲䣬·ָֻǸĵĮͷִһûһµػСˡ
ءһȽϳ
·̧ͷԱ߿衹ˣΪҲˣռ˶һš
ôˣʡ
ֻǻԴЦЦΪһ˵衸ǵҪλô죬϶˳¡
ǣмˣǵõŹһ鼦ڳģ֪զ......
ˣ˭мˣ᲻˵衸ʱΪ㣡
ڨڨģУջػ˫۵ңˡ
ԣ۾ǵɴۡ
Ч·۾ռһ룬ȷʵЩˡ
ĸ˵ͻȻ·Ľ࣬ѵĵʱ
ñ˷⣬װģؼһ׷ϸʰ졣
ע⵽ǳԷٶȲڳһǾͳԺˡ
衺һ·ķ˻û½ȥ˼
ƳһΧŮĲ̣ٿ·ģ·һһװ˵Ĵ߸û˼СŮö࣬һõĲ²⡣
е㲻ø㣬鲻Խü
·еʳ
ʳĵкܶ࣬һ֣̫ý
ٿ࣬ʣôˣ衸磿
衻عҡҡͷûʲô
Ȼһ⣬Լһըȼи·㡣
·ɻؿ
ֻЦóԵģôݣҪԵ⡣
·ԵؿǽĴУ˶ó벻ϲ
ͬδ㣬մմϲлҵĻ˵Ҷġ
......·˿̶ô뱬໰ƾɵ˹

 30 

衸ĺƤӳ衸磬Ǹ˼
δţЦǰˣ·㣬ô԰᲻ðɣţĻҲ⡣ϾǸģҫ
ƨı顣
ȿȿ......Աߴ˽ǺĿ
ţ΢С
˲ĵ˵ҾǾ衸˵̫ˣһʱùң͵Ҳڡ
ҲǡΪ˵һ֮͵ͷװԷԴüͣͲûˡ
......ĵؿۣƲ˵Ϣ
Իǲأ
·ǰըȷһθڶûСҼȲͬڱĲȣһ룬Ҫ˺ҧ׽üΡ춼鷳·ֻܷѾ
ԥãǾһ˻ȥ
Լ԰ɡ·ǸըȻ衡
ᣬ̼ףһ˫ѸٵѹסʵĿײ졣
·̧ͷ衣ԷЦ˵ԾܾŶ
ҪҾܾĻ衳棬Ŵأ΢΢·࣬С˵ҪҾܾĻҾĿ֮һڡ
ܵŵ·㵱壬ܿ衴չԴͰ͵رĳ֣㣬㣬
ȥһ־ڱصõĵڻҪֻ𣿡
͵Ϊǳ衵׸˵Щʲôǰһ뻹䵭·ʱʧɫҶ˵ҧһ衼иըȡ
ô
û衸в˵ðݡ겻һŴ˼ڵͬＫȲƽ⡣ݺݵ˺һȣݺݵض˵ôֲ֪ǧУ֪û˵ĺè仰
ʮֲã֮֮
⺢֢״еذ......˿Ϊš
Ϊ˳һĺף֪㻹̼˼ңŰռԵǵ𣬰
˻סԴٴһ£Ҹ㼱
......ԷԷΪָָͺУرǸЦЦ¡
·̵سһըȣץʱйĲˣ·һֹ
·˵͸вٶһ......
......ǺðɡһתӼŵ˽Լ
룬ҲǣܼɣҪκ·ʳµ·ӦкþˣԣһҲԲôࡣһһӽʳ
ͺ衻û˵ʲôԸµذ衵̡
·ҲڽˣԻϢˡ
ͻȻ̴бߡ
·㡣
ҪΪҲ֪϶Ҫ衽·Ĳ̵ݸ
Ǿ֣ǽӹΪȥ̨
ʲô·ѽ⡣
衲ʣǲǴң
šǴ㣬ǡͬҲжʱˣ᲻֪лݵϰߡ
ȻҾ֪һֵı顣
......
·㣬˲ôûģұģôҲðұȥɣͷ·㣬ǻȻҪʼղʼ𣿡
·Ŀ࣬㣬ǿʶ......Լ鱳ģԼҪҪ˵ʼҲ𣬲𡣶ңΪڣһΪЧ͡
ҲܣðұȥȻҾⲻˡˣƶ·û취
......Ƥ
Ϊܿˣ·ˣһվһţĬţ˭Ҳ˵չ졣
衸磿ڸʲôʡ
һȻĳʼա
һ˵͸ˡ
Լ⣿תĳɼܺõΪ𣿡
ңҲءΪ̯֡
Ȼ뿴ϣõ
Ƕ֪ҲŸ֪˷˵ɶˡûĿ衸·㻹ҪһģƹΪ˻ȥ֮벻Сײһ˵ĺ󱳡
ǡں⧲Ǻһڡ
Բסֵܡ˵
½ӿڴͳһֽŵز˲죬ͷ˷˿߿۾ЦЦûϵ´Сĵ㣬Ҫײˡ
Ƣºͣ࿡һӶ½˺øС
½ת˹ȥ衣衸磬Ǹʶû뵽ϸ߻ôʱˡ
һۣʶ⣬ʱҿ˹İ໹ࡣ
ʲô֣ĸģ׷ʣҾÿԽѡ
ת߰࣬һڿΣ·Ϊĸˣʶˡ
ǰ࣬೤һ˵
ŶŶͷϲֿģԵţҽˡ
......
һֿ·㣬Цʣôˣ
Ȼǲô......·ôشȻֱ˲ᡣǸܻˣһĲһֱʳãô죿
Ϊ˰죬·ЭˣϥԱߣ߰ɣؽҡ
˱˷˵Цıȵ˽ңҸһΪ
߳ʳſڣԶƮ𻨵ķ㡣
ֲСӡŲҪʲôأ·˵
GǴӻСӣֹԹԣֵý衵Ц
·ġ
ںΪһ˹һ첲
嶯嶯ǱȲˡȰ˵
˵ˣ衸ͷŶ۰Ҫ¥ݡΪҲ˵
˵ĸ첲ɴ۾ߣ˭˵Ϊ衸粻ұģȻûҸϣ
......Ϊʱ
صң衼·ûߣſ˿ϣۣȻ׼˯
·㣬Ҫڽ𣿲ˣʡ
šƵŵĸ첲ﴫ
ʱ㣬ӽѧУ԰·һ·ҪȺУ·㺦¡ڽ
Ƚж㣬粻ؼݡ·ҲҪڽݣϲŵ·İǽطŵϣȻͬ˫۽ſڿ˯
ڣᣬԱͻȻһŲε
üƫͷȥĿᵽԱߡ
......ʣڸ
úÿ£ش棬һݰһǰģҲûС
衺½мһֻһſľ룬һ룬ɹذѿռ䶼ûˣſƴһߣνӵġ
ĺ......
衸磬Ժ󶼰Ͽô˷ܵ˵
εָñôߣ
԰˵ӺųȥһĄ̇У߯鷳
ͷɥǺðɣٰȥ
衸磬㲻̨֪ԱжңûסԹĻϵִò˵黹òۡҵǣʱʱʦĭɽڿαϣҼֱ......
~Ϊʾ
ĬĬŲŲƨɣԶЩ
......ˣæͣûϣұ֤
ô֤ǱߣֲܿЩĭɽλ......ΪԱʮͬƴͷ
......ŭĿԲ

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磬ڽݵ˲࣬ҲûʦѲ顣·ΪˣͳˡһڽǰŵŮְϳŬ͡
ںΪִûбĭϴ񵽡ִ˰죬Ϊ˻ǶԼŲɲؿƼˣҲίˡ
һֱ˶Ȼθߵϡ
ʲôò˰˯þ......ſڿϵüͣҪ֪֪
һ죬ҲſϿʼݡ
ֻԲƤԾɻԾһʱ˯š
һ½ӽҺŽ߸ˡ
첲ĿԱ£һķ硣һʳòСײλѡ
½壿ȷʡΪʳĴȿݣкøС
½һ·Щ֪֣ƺǾλԱ߶һӡ
˳߿˿ЦŽͣҾһ磬Ͽ˻Ҫȥġ
š
½忴Ź洿۸ʳָ۾۵һĨްĹٻ
ˣһûҵأͻȻյһԼţȻ½ʽ˵ҽתģӽԺǾͬͬѧˣա
½ĸоһŨü۵ĺСƺе......ɵ
μ棬һ˵ҲͽˣǸ죬ʶҲŶԷһϵرĺġ
Ҳôģһ뵽衸ľ棬ֱȻ˼£ȻüŪ۴½壬Ϊܿ
......½ͿŨü۵ļһָָָָԼ˫ֽǰ˻ͷͷȫ֪⡣
һ½޶ԵƽӦ֪ûʾôˣȻһ½壬ͦõһСôӲʹأ
ᰥһ
½Ȼ̶̵֪һҪ֪ˣ϶Цŷ˵꼶ǰѧӲʹв
˳Ĭļ֪ڳ˼Щʲô½ͼǸ񣬳ϧԼԲʿ......ذ
½ֻоԣƵԡ̩ɽǰܱ治ɫˡȻɻ˵ĻǺһ
ʲ......ô˼
˾һ죬½⻰ʱûпҲûпѹѰڴ˿쳣ķΧԵеԡ
ܱλڽʲô
½忪ڵʱһ־ͷɿ죬һֻʳָڴǰһûз
һ˫ͻȻϮ½巴Ӧûܼʹֹͱȵʵʵסƺܴһ漸ס֮һļ
Ϊǣƺ޿϶ĽĴûо룬ֱһ
ĴкУǱģ½ƾ败к͹ĸɾ·ǳ
ûбôܹ½ϲԣԳ侲ںڷĶȴ˺졣
е߷ߣеûʣеĪļ¶
еСϲãȻеϲǽȲôɣû׼ء
֪ˣֻһ䣬̫......
½תÿ죬ǰ߰ٽڵĶܿ׹ǲ˵½嵭ط˷۾˹ģȻصͷʾ֡
΢΢˿ûҺҽвų׷ſ֡
衸ϢǱǳС˵Ȼˣء
......½彵˵ֻǲѹüͷ·η弫˵ӡ
ڵҡҡͷһ㲻ӿ˿֪ģ½һֺܵĸоȻ˵ⲻ£гݣݣ㶮𣿡
ԽļͷƳһۺ衣ǺǣݣݸôղͻȻǶ˼һ˯
ˣ
......ͻ˳ô......
½ܲˬʱ˵ˡ
ͬ˵ʱֱºˣ˯ˡ
һߣ˵С鶼ſˣֲԼԼ졣Ҳſˡ
˯ϰ첲Դƫ΢΢¶˯պö½ķ򡣸ſȥǻû˯ţһ۾ͿԱ½˯ģ
һٹ𪣬Ȼ衸ɫ񣬵ҲǼõò
˵۾۾Сժ۾ݻͻأÿ˿½壬Ȼۣȫûκͻأĺۼ
ɷϣͦÿ
ǶߣûʲôӰ죿
ǸиʵʱţͻȻоƤ˫ۣ˯˹ȥ
ŨҵȻȥû˻вݵĲ
һݹ衣ãתѣŸ첲塣
һ·㣬˯˫֮䣬ֻ¶׾Ķʹڳһذ𪲱
Ұɼ֮һ֧ˮʡ
䴿ǶôȻָ߹Ĵ䡣ֹסʹӦʱѾִű·ĲϻһСС硣
ÿǺÿֻ......
衵֣Щ£ҪǱ·㷢......ͬˡ
æ±ʣ޺޵ش˼ԼֱС㲻㲻֪˴һҪʰ㡣
·㱻ԱߵĶѣӸ첲һ衡
ܺãֵоֹѾֲˡ
衿Ц·ƽķӦ治֪ǸһǸñˡ
ѣؽڶûϸڣֻſڿ˯幤ѧ֮о·첲ֶ˶ţְں󲱾תתӡ
һֱ͵ɲɣ·ָպôǸӡ档
ջȥģīˮӦûûɰɣȻ·µʱǸӡǧҪˡ
ϧûûдǸСظ档
īˮô͸......
......޿군군ˣǳˡ
·Īؿһۡ
ʿֱҵ衺ܿԼû£û֣ȵĻᣡ
衵һˮĨĨմʪȻֲźۼزǸС硣
ͬʱͷֲһϧʵͦÿģֿϧġ
⿴ﵹһЩˮʵ̫֣·㳯Ƴһۡ
·⧲תͷ衱ͺ飬ЩʲôȴȷӦ˫Լ
·ɻ󲻽⡣
衵Ķһ٣Էת˾˫գһڨڨ̫ͣҪҵƤʪʪҲ֪ģУ԰һȥͻܵĿҪԣ......
죬Լ˵ʲô
첻ȥˣס˻㶮ġ
·㣺......治Ҳ붮
衸磬Լ̶ѣһѭȥͿ衸ĳ
......ʷεʱ̣ڨڨЦʪʪ
㲻Ǵɹ˪......Ϳ......
˻ȥ
衻ͷһ·Ѿת˻ȥ˵ʱ衷ġ
ĵˮֶĵȥˣµ˵ˮϡ
·衺Ҳಱ¶ϹһӾע⵽ǸһƬ۵ĺɫСͼ
һָǴķ򣬡·㣬㲱......ж
˵ĸֱ֣һĵ
졣ٶ˵һ֣ȭݼҧв
·֣عͷ
ûû£æҾ˵㲩ѧֵþ
......
衸ͣͬ
......
ڸʲô
룬벻ף·ҲͲˡ

 32 

һϿ֮ǰаСʱѧУŵϰʱ䡣
ݼԽԽࡣ
衿һǽϵӱĥûʱˣʼеż
ΪһڣǾȡ
ôûߣĻǲκε
......ؿãȻָҾǶҺܲѺá
Ӵ˴죬ΪѾЩ˽⡣ǹ۲죬ϵĴ棬浽ɵ֡
࣬Цһ˫飬˷ֱ治ˣڿЦ
ôѺˣֺãˣϧԼֲүǣ˼һ㲻ϸ壬̵ˣ⾡˵´ע⡣
԰Ϊͬصͷ㾡˵
˵ȣΪʲôԵָ𣬽һҿ͸˵ı˵᲻ѵĻ
˵ôȲظһȥҴ衸Աƿöռ衸԰ɣǣҾ֪Ҿ֪ǲġ
......Ի·Ϊ衸ʲô˶Ҫ
Ϊвβҿ֢״صġ
ƲƲ죬֪˵ʲô
ʱϵתһȦ衷ȥֻ뵽һ֪ܲô˵ĵӡתһᣬܲôˣȰҪĽ˵
еˮֻӷЩϵ˵ˮһֱ·Ǳ͵飬ȻװǺܾȵطʲôƵģһ·Ĳͬʱ׵طһĵͺ
߶ҵѾʼ𽥶·дһԾ䲻Ȼһ֣ʪմˮ
·￩һ£ŵתͷֻֻδ뿪ͷת벱΢λƵĦ
ʲôŲŲ͸¶š
װɵذһ䣬ȻŷӦƵĽͣҿ㲱иӣˡ
ûȣǲˣ衱˵ߴƣ峯Ǳ㣬ȵȣҿҿûб
·ȫ޴뵽ͣˣӲҶ΢
ƣǸС绹źɫϣûɾ
......ˮʱͨͦǿ
̧ͷ·ЦЦ飬ӱˣմĲϣҸȻ󲻵ȻظͲɷ˵úϲָڲĨĨ
ȻôĴָ淴Ħ˺ü顣
Ҫ˵ȥˡ
˵ʲô·С
ûʲôڼˣ衶پһɡ
ֱӣ˿Ǵȷȷʵʵûкۼˡ......·Ƥе㱡մˮһĦ˺죬ܱ߰Ƥĳ£΢΢Щԡ
һǸ·㣬ȻӱĵˣǸһСģĲе㱻......
Զˣǰס޷˼ĳεϢɢˣ·㵭Įһ·ʲôҲûһ
衺ң·ûģûбʲô
ֻ֪ǣ·ϺĮκ£һдҵʵתȥĺóһʱ䣬·ֻűʳ񣬽׵ľһֶδ¡
ԭһӣ
Ŀȫ̵ؿ衣š
衸磬ڶôˣڱ˲ϻ
ûشһۣϿˣ㻹ߣ̧......
εСʣУ㲻ǲϲ֫Ӵ㣬Ȼ˱˵Ĳӣ
衰ĸַӵ쾡£ӻλ1
Ҳη衣һҲӣжذ̨ȥ
ٶȡ
ֻͶȥĿޱԹ
ڶڿνҶЩήҲ
һ¿ξʹܵҺͷ
ѧΣҵϸе㲻áֳ衵Ŀ·վסһŤŤģڿʼĻˡ
ΪģĻ䣿óҪ
٣ѵҲĻһֹ۲а
һĬ
ᳶǣﻯÿŶˣ˼𣿡
תûԣΪʵ
֪֪׵衲𴩣ٿ˼Ρ
ΪζŶһ
䣿ҿӲݻࡣ衼
ʶʱΪܡ
衸ǲڰ֣ǻ⣬ĵġ
......
һȷʱ򣬶мĳĬ
ˣûסأͻȻʣ蹤ֲߣһס
վеˣ˿½Ŀѯҿһ԰ɣ
⡣½ܺ˵
˵ллȻش衵⣬סѽ
ģüͻȻһסͣ϶ԭڡе֢ëʰԼһѧܻ
ϣڿЦ趼尢˵ˡ
Ȼ趼ͬˣҲǶˡ˵ҲӲϳȥ¶޽ͷ
衼ɲ̾Ϣҿ˵ˣҪҶʰ㻹û𴲣ҿɾͲˡ
ףˣƵľ˸
衱ˣˣסҾסҰɣһϷ
סһ䰡ʡ
ڴؿ衣ǾһҲͦõġ
пͷ衵˵
ŶʾȻ˵衸磬Ҫ˯ͬһ䣬Ҹоܲ㡣
......òǶеᡣǶеݺհûôŵĵزֻǾúȤŻʱ֡
ϵίԱ½壬衵˾ԱߣǵĶԻ
೤˶Ŀû룬ⵥӷѧ֮ǰҪˡΪ˰ĿæһίԱͷö½⡣
½ӹ˿߲һˣǧ׳ܲˡ
Ŀˣǧ׳......Ѱˡ
Ҽǵȥ곤ԳɺǮΪʲôμˣ½ʡ
ίԱһ£˵ϴ˲Ӱ˵ǴҲˡ
½ĬĬ˷򣬡......ұ˰ɡ
£ʣô֪˶£
Ϊˣܲμ˶¡Ȼ㿩ء
Ҳ֪֡
ΪбһۣŸתУûʵ㲻Ǻ......
ɴ۾ǣͬǲ֪ôԴ......
Ϊʼ磬ν
衴˼һ½壬˶ʲôʱ򿪣
¸ڡ½˵
Ŷڡ
üëһԣҪ
½һűĽţȷû⣿
ԣŹͺˡ˵
УʲôĿߡܣĿȱˡȱһȱ
룬ͱһܡ
ŻҲһܡ
ȱһίԱ˲о࣬ȻЩһߡ
ĵس°Ϳ⣬·ˢˢдҵһۣȻ˵·㣬߰ɣӸȳ߿϶̫
ǿһ߷ӣԻͣ衶Ȼ˷ܡ

 33 

ĳڸ飬·ȷɡ
衺ܿôʵǰỹڴ״̬ʣ·㣬㱨˶Ŀû
ǺششûеĻ衿϶ƶؽҲμӡ治֪ļ֡
Ҳܲشûκɾñ˵ʲǺܲòһ¡
Ƭ̣·㱡³֣ûС
ԣһϲЦ°ͣձЯǳǳľѣȻȻ˵ҲһμӰɣպûһߵ
ҿǿǡ·ûֱӴӦҲûֱӾܾ
ʵϣȷʵеԥһμӣΪԼµľۣһ棬ôԼȺùƧƺȻһ˼Ҫôһ׽ѡ
һ˹¼ŵζķǳܣԼ尾ʱҲйҡıһԼ᲻ܺãƾԼŬ
ٸӾͺ׶ӣûʯͷ˵ʩԮԼƴֻԽԽû
⣬ʹȥĽύûǸԸĵˣһжȻһжͽ͡
ΨһһںϿɵĲһˣܣţԽԼǵģ·еڴ
ԥ衲Ȱ˵μӰɡ˵˶༶׼öСʳͺöСϣ˶ԱĻ졣·㣬ҪǲμˣҰǷʳҲ㣬ˡ
˵رóԵɿص˵
......һĬĬŵίԱ룬ô֪ﻹ˶ԱСʳ£
ΪʳԳ£˷ܡ
ģʳθߵڼ衸磬ûƭҰɣ
ĿƵصȴ衵Ŀ϶
......ûĵԼҧ˹
Ȼġеرۣ˵Ļɡ
˶ʱһϲȻ뿴ίԱ
԰ίζиϵˡЦǺ˵
СʳѼͺˣƴҲ϶øǰΪʼ㵥
ίԱֻǾĬģֻ֪ʮ˶Աʳ˭
ίԱûнӲ磬ɫҲ̫ã⣬ɣѵûСʳ
......СίԱЦЦֻЦȿ޻ѿ
ûãΪؿڣΪʳҪء
......һǮĩѾõЬίԱᡣЬһҪƵ¸ˡģûˡ
һ˼ʱ䡣
ǵôˣʡ
ʱִ٣Իң벻顣·һľǾͱ߰ɡ
룬ϸԼһѣҪ͸ȹĵļƻ衵֮Ѿʵˣ¸ҵһС켣ͬ
·Ӧ衷ǳϲ죬ֱ˷üëϡ
·Ҫߡ½塣衺ֺ½ڱ·֡
ĿˣίԱظŵӻȥʱǳȥʱһɡ
ǶʲôĿ·Щʡ
ǳǰʵģŵҲΪǶˡ
Ȼش𣬡ұǧ׳ܣǲǺӢۣ
......
·ĬȻ˵û㡣ңֲ½˵ҪĿʱѾˡ
ڨڨԴðɣˣһΪ......
......
׼ʱػұǦͶܡ
ңԶΪ˵
·ͷʾ˽⡣
衲˼ؿ˿ͣǦȷʵͦʵģȷʺ϶ܣ
ԣ......ɻ衸
⼸У˶͡Ǵģŵ˶ע֣Ҳ֡һȺݵм䣬þеۡ
ôˣر⣬׳֣رǷϱ׼ģǶƫᣬӪ
һ仰Ͱ·ΪӪķΧ
ޣɵĺȫվͬһߣǶ档һһǽǡ
۽ĻֵǮ衹Ƚϡ
Ҫ£༶һΣŲšΪ
׳ָ߯lıȣȻǺ߸㡣ָ
·㶼˳ƮƮ˾䣬³˱׼ǸѾʱˡ
ֱƷ˸ԴݣöԷվסŸ
һи׳нĿɿڴû
ɵƯ衸·ޡΪҲ˴Ĵָ
ȭҷˡ
μʮӣҲ̣˵仰ͽˡ
Ͽ죬ܻλջسϵʱ⽫½һȥ
æĻҳǸֵܡ
½ºЦЦ˷۾С顣
˻һõļ˵һܻλ
ߺһ׿αˣбƳһۣһӻˮı־Զ𣿡
½һ٣ϰߡ
۾΢УԲšⵥɵСӣ½ָڣǰ;ǰˣȥˡǵҪ½彻ѣҲ
ڿȤĿΣһžԶʦĿŵؽѧԾϹд
ддţʲôתͷ·˽·㣬ҷ˻ͦݵģһҪ̽¡
һḡå죬һ㲻
·ʼͣ٣ȻһŲݸֽдһָ
衽ӹһּʷľֵȣźԵдŸĻ
жԶԶ......
Ц˳ʦ̧ͷ
Цʲôʦʡ
ճȭִ˿ȣЦ⣬Ϸǳı飬ʦûЦڴ硣
ֱʦץסС·ţͬʱеѵΪʦֲʲô͵ЦʲôǴ......
̫ĵһȫ౬ôЦЦӲֹơ
ʲôʦȻŭصҽ̨
ƲƲ죬ͷСͬ·ֹҸҴģŮʦһѻ鲻ҸԼȲ̿λѻ𶼷ѧˡ
ҲǣòÿҲˣƢãôҸˡ˵
......ǹЩʱ......
·ֵּǣùղŵİֽˢˢд˼֣㡣
ðɡʵֱЩ
ϰʦʢŭָ衣ϿοСǰɣ˵ҸղŽˣ
ΪʾαھʮҳĶΡ
кܶ飬ֻûһ飬ʾûá
˵ˣͲ
̨ʦų̆ԣΣֻһֱֻſαúɫıʱǳһط
ҶԽôԶٺãҲһ򲽽ǿüҲ㿴
ʦԾαظӡ

 34 

ʦһ޶ԣڵŭһָҳȥվţվ¿β
˼ʦҵĽж㣬վ档رν˵ƮĮԴŶʦǷӺͳŪ
⻰һϲͬѧ˿
ȻҶϲʦǺôҲʦѧʦҶЩη壬Υ
衾ôŽҵʦգӡ
ΪԸ˸ĴָͬʱΪ衸˸ԹźʦԵѧûʲô³
·ŴҲͬǡ
е˭Ҳû˵
һƬ᯼ųĬѧԴʹ״ҷһ
衱һɢе̬˿η塣
ֻһʮ翱񣬾˲Ҿӡ
ˣξĹ㡣ʦȰȻϱ˵鷭ǰһҳȫ˵ǼϿΣղŽ......
ȻľͿʼˡ
Ĳ׷ˣ·㲻֪˿
衺Цؿôұʦˣ
......ÿ춼˵һЩֵֹػ
·û

衵ĽѾȫˣѧ·һߵġ·ٶ̫죬ҪڣѾһ̶ʧ˺š
......ܵĻ湻ġ
̾˿ʰʴٶȡ
衸磬֪˵ʦҪˡת˵
衷ӦƽƽûκûͳԾͷ·ϵһ
Ķ˵ģΪʡ
칫ҵʱЩʦ¡˵˵иʿּһСģԴؿʦиѧֶо
˭ô͡Ϊظп꣬еƵôǾ칫ңǴʲô칫ʵȥģȥ͵Եģ
ԽԽеΪپԼࡣ
Ǵɡҭºҹ·߶ײһ칫ܶСϢͰš
Ϊһһĸ첲Եĺ£Ȼңֵ㲻尡......
......ֵصƫ֪
һŵҲе
ʱʣʲô
ҪڣΪ˵˳ʦҪˣԭǸѧУǵˡ
ǵһ֪ϢͨԼĿ߱˵ȱϣһںϲ£Ʋѡ
ļٵģɴ۾Ծ֡
˵ϢԴǳɿʮ֮˾ģٲˡ
ͲǺϲǸʦǵˣ÷ǳǸϢ
˵......˭ģ˾Ⱥͽ󣬿ʼǸŵʿ
϶ǰʮˣΪأ̵ֻġһһ궼ôˣԵ޹ʾ;ٱӦǽڷìܣΪһЩ¿ǳˬ̲ȥˣԲ˾ٱ˼
ΪһͻȻʲôƵģĿؿĳһԾˣ衣衸磬ǸʿɣպʦйŵĦгֵɡ
ҲҲڣҡ
˾
磬Ҹ磬̫˲ˣٳһԼ
......ǾٱһʧְʦȻʲôôСֵġ
衸磬Ǻȷ˲һݵ˵
......ббһ棬ˡ
к޳˫ȥ岽߳˽ҡ
һæ׷ϣȵ......
׷ǰͬ¹ϵ½˵ټ
......
˹˼İС·صңһվ
·㱾ȥӵæ·ȥ˵Ѿ߶ˣѧҵԽԽأҪ˼;ѧϰϣ߿ÿóɼ
ȥ·æ·ҲûȤúַʽصֻѧϰ
ҵҲͦģʱòˡ
ҵóοʸǣȻһߡ
صǲ۾ġƽ⾵ŵ۾ƽźãſʼдӡ
ддţ⣬⡣
šü˼䣬ֻ𶯡
һ衷Ϣ
ڸϷңΪټһ㣬պӡ
·ָһȥ
ҲϷҲ
֮ǣǻұ˰......
Ǳ߲
ûϵҴ㡣
·еͷʹ
Ҫѧϰ
룬Ǳû˵˰ɡ
ַܿһϢ
ѧϰðʵҲѧϰģҪǼһǵҴϷȻϴʾܾȻһѧϰģңһڡ
......·㲻֪ôͷһ֡
һû˶Ӧȥѧϰˡ
һߣװ޼ԼȴֲʧĿڣǽĳߴڲţɳϱ߳ʳֻ⡣
Ц͵ڿһսĿЦ
µһڣ˵ӣ輸ϵֻ㿪Ϸ棬ʣ衸磬ûҸ°ˡ
衻أˡ
ΪʲôɳһҪϷôֲˣ
ûΪʲô
......ðɣ½򡣡
·˳衵ĶԻдһҵַֻ𶯡
Ϊ衣ǣԼһȺ
ˡϵͳʾ
Ⱥ
Ⱥ
½ϵһȺ
ѵĺӻ򴲼Ⱥ
ְּȺ 
־Ⱥ
Ⱥһˡ
Ǹţ·֪衣ְ־Ϊ
ѵĺӻ򴲡ȡʲôȺã
ְ֡ȷߵʲôȻźȡ֡
־ʵ˵СʱǲԲȡǸ΢Ц
⣬·ˣԭѵĺӻ
ΪǾ仰һѱը½治ͣˢ
......ٷͰˡ
ѵĺӻ򴲡Ⱥ衸߲ңٺٺ١
......
ְ֡Ļܸоˡ
ѵĺӻ򴲡ǽǻۣлл
Ȼű
־ж
......߲㣬˳Ⱥǻǿ԰쵽ģȻһȺ˶ȥ㡣
ѵĺӻ򴲡õ衸磬֪ˡ
ְ֡......
ѵĺӻ򴲡ȿȣع⣬ǵȺȡʲôȽϺá
һʼкʱ·㲻֪ʲôʱ廰ĵͦģǴǱˮðݡ
˭֪ἰ
·㣬ھ֨һҪȡȺôΰˣ㲻μӣ
......Ĳôĵᵽġָգû취·ֻó
֨

 35 

֨һû뵽ķ˸֨衱·ɰˣЦɳϡ
ЦС¶˳
衸磬Ҳż𣿡Թؿһۡ
ûõᡣԹذֻĻžž졣
ǣ·㷢ͳζһ
ѵĺӻ򴲡
·㿴̾ţͷ˼ʲô˼ʶ֮ǰûʲôѣһֱεӰֻŶԣǰ׷ݵĻйһҪõѵģֻɢˡ
·ʱĬţȱ˽ľ飬̫ô졣
һ̾ţ·˼е˼
ִܾ٣ָָֻΪſ
ӦҪʲôֲ֪÷ʲô
ʱһȥݲ˼
ңһʺš

ֺˣһû˻ˡ
ã衺ܿһ䡣
·㣬㲻
·˿
š
ѵĺӻ򴲡
ְ֡˵ȺٲҾȥˡ
־......֣
ְ֡˵˼
־ֱƭˣѾȦĺƭʵ......˵˵֮ǰЩӣһǳɵǮȥġ
ְ֡......
·㿴⣬ü˼ʹϵر򵥣򵥵ˮ·㣬һŮǱǮȥģֻ߰㣬Ӷޱȣô顣
˵
½ϵһ㡿ˡ
ѵĺӻ򴲡ӭӭһӭ
ӭ
ְ֡+1
־+2
һɺгֻ衸ڲͬ
-1
·㿴ǸһǸˡ
衸磿ߣɻؿһۣйڣ
衲ÿɷ˵һ䣬û˹涨һҪӺŰɣ˻ӭõľǼţУ
Ƭ̣ҡҡͷܹȣ衸ͺá
½ϵһ㡿......
ѵĺӻ򴲡ȿȣ⡣
·룬һˡȷ꣬Ҳдҵ
ְ֡ϣ
......ҪȥϷˣ
ѵĺӻ򴲡pass
ְ֡ΪʲôҾͦõİϲȤ
ѵĺӻ򴲡衸粻ϲ
ְ֡......ˤ
־
½ϵһ㡿һҵ羫Ӣ......
ѵĺӻ򴲡ɴһ֦Ӳ
ȫϡŹֵ֡ģһĬ
ְ֦֡˭
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......
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衹ֻɳվңְѱƵĻͷһ䣬һطѧϰˣû±ҡУ¼ǵš
æź½죬Ӧһ衹ŽȥŻͷһֵֹۣһʱ衸粻ϷôôͿʼѧϰ......
ҡҡͷѧ緲˲
ߣ·Ҳ˳΢ţصֻʼѧϰ
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ĩԾѶҪһЩĿʦԼݿģѲ𰸺ͽ
˽ʮӣ·㻹ûҵ˼·
˵Ļ·ԥ󣬻ֻǵշ衡
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ȻѾйܶˣÿζǻ죬оԼܲ
ȥͼƬܿ˻Ӧ
̫ˣҾͷ⡣衷
ָı⣬ǿƵɣҸд̱߽⣬ɽǽġ
Ƶ뷢˹·ԥһǽ
ɫťһ㿪ͳӦڰڷֻյþͷһ˳ŨڵĽë
ƺǵֻڷŵλãŲŲΣֽд˸֣ȻžͷЦЦ·㣬ܿдְɣ
·һò豭ţֻǰ棬׼⡣
ԤĽûԼǱֵһ
·㣬㷭תһͷҿһƬڡ˵
·ϵ·㶼ͨ绰ķʽûпƵ죬·㲻֪ͷԷתһĻϷҵǸͷ־Ķżæŵصһ¡
һϽǣСĻ˿ֻһַתһͷ
©һġ
ΪȻûд۾״̬
æȥ۾С֧ʣˮȥ
У۾װ۾ʵ̫ˣһ۾ֻûһ´򿪣žһֺˡ
ֲ̿ش۾תͷʱ衵͵͵Ц·㣬ǱżĶҶˣУû۾Ҳˡ
˵ˣ
棬Ŀˣ·ĿİͰ͵˵
źߡģɵػشǿˣȻݼû̫ܿ壬һɲǵľȴǲݺӣҲ޷
·Ϊ衵Ļ޴룬űʵ΢΢
衲֪Ϊʲô·ҪԼԽò·Ĭ¶ľǿͱڱʯĻݣۡ
ڣο·㣬ûϵģҪôֻ֪б֪ġҲǸ㽫˵˵ڵˡ
ã·һ͹ȥ˰㣬·˵ã㡣
򵥵Ļ˵ȴ޿ɱĺء

 36 

ﲻ𣿡衽һ⣬ʦʡ
·пٵعһⲽ裬ȻҪҡҡͷûˡ
ԭһԼޱo㲻ַ⣬һ⣬ʱʵҲûôѣֻһû뵽ʹ㲢棬Լյĳ̶ȡ
Ϊˣ·ľöûһ˿һֵĽչֻɨһ۾ˡ
·㰴衽˼·ԼԾ⡣
˽Լȫһġ˽ʱΪԷ˼·Ժܸ϶ԷĲӶŪĿ⡣ֵԼʱûԱָ㣬ҪԼ𲽵ص˼·ΪǴӱѧģԼڷģҪ˼ά쳣ѡ
ԼͽеĿ֦ç
·ǼѵģȻȻֹٵĿǱؽ˳
⣬˿ĻǱ߻ûң衲֪ʱȥźʲҧܺȡ
·㻹ۼؿĻһǸͰװƬ
......氮ʳ
ҹˡ·˵
Ǳæһ𰡡
£·ʡ
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ְĻ͸ֻ˵Ŵŵģֱĸо
·򴽣ʵƵҲǺõģ²ŸտʼдԾ⣬֪֮ҪٵԼⲻ⣬ѧĻа
ֻ......
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ÿʱ衾ͻһԾ̧ͷüЦ͸ŵʣɣǲǺã
·ܻһŵӡ
衸磬......̽ͷ衸Ƶ𾪵°ͶҪˡ
衻ͷõֱͶȥǽ֮ǰǵ𡣡
һȻڵź˳Ȼؿ衣һԴ˵ţ衸Ҳ֪ҼԲãҸˡһ߿ƲסϵֻĻȥ
˵¡ת壬źۼصסߡ
΢֮󣬷Ӽĺġں˭Ƶص......ɣѵ衸֪ʱѾŮˣ
˵õĺֵһߣôѵ
ԽԽԽ֡
衸磬ҾǵôڴߵĶɳϣװѾӡ
С衲ԥͬ⣬պҰܶˣ
OKõ𰸣ɳϳߣ衵ľģҼ½ϷȥˣŷϷ衸㣬пSOLOһ¡
ĿԶ˼żأתת˻ȥӦһл˵
ܵòˡ
˿ĻŻڵ·˵ˣˡǼΡ
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ת£֫ŵأٶǰ
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·򴽣ڣٲ⣬ҹˡ
衻ָúúã㻹ھͽ
һ棬ڰֽдһʽʼ潲⣬ҪõʽȽ԰......
ں·㽲ʱѾ̬κ档˦˦ֽţվȻ˭
ͻȻھͷڣ·һ
赲ֻ档
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衸磬Ҵˡ˫ֳϣʵ׸̬΢ġ
ƳһۣŭȸҹţȰ⽲꣬Ȼʰ㡣
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ţǼͷʱֻһƵס
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վ˼ûеõҵ뿪ָ˵
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СʱһЦĴӿϣĹâһͼҡҡͷ˵õ
ƲƲ죬ת˼
ûзϿʵʵʱǣ衸Ҳһֱ⿴衸ˣֻʱ䣬ǸǵСš
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֮ǰ衸羯ĵǸڲǼٵģȷ½Լ˵ȻҪһϷ
ڣԼʱ쵽ˡ
ۣЦֻҽ
......˰ɡ顣
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ס壬ӿڴͳֻ˹ȥ
һѳߣûա
վŰɡһͻҹš
ͽһվڽ䡣
......
źûֻ˼ĻѰ......

 37 

衽ѵʱ·дҵдһÿڿʣȥˮȡ
򿪱䣬߷һŵĴţ̣һƿҪϱ뿪ʱ򣬵һĨȻߡ
ѱſ󣬱ʲרŷˮĸװԵӣÿɫ״ɱһǾѡġ
۽޵ʹעЩӣþһֲ״
临ӣ˵ижоϲйִе䣬аìܵ໥֯
ֻ·ˣ̤Աһġ
·ľô˷ǳ֣ʱ׵ضԺ˵п˵仰ʱȴֻչֳذӵһ棬·˵ֻıͻĲʹ󣬵ȴǼǵøԵĶ
ںܶʱ·Ĳ⡣
ϳ˵ĸ˽ġ·仰Ǵģ˽ģ·İ˽עĺͺǻ׬ǮͬʱҲὫصϣһϣִֵرĳǰ
ûܺõóףҲûܻóס
ҹʹ޵ʱйܶӵ뷨ӵƷãӵΪȫ·ΪסܶʹֶΡ
Ȼ־Լʵ̫ˡ
ã·óһӣ˱š
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......·صλ´ţ̣ûԹ˰Ƥ
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ҡ
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Ϊʲô㿴ȥô˷ܣΪֵؿ
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ǣ鲻Ҳ˰ɣ
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......·ôԼҲ......
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𣿡һ䡣
·ͷλߡ
һֱ׷Ļظ
аɣһðɡ·ǳ
ԴΪ˵Ǿ仰һֱڴУðζûع
ˡΪļ
ձŻعЩ͡
Ϊҡҡͷͬ˸·ˡ
óȥֿˡһֱŵ½վЦſĻԼÿĽǶ
ŶԣӦ½ļ磬ߡ
УԣͩҶһγһɰСС
ţһöͩҶŷƮ䣬һֻȥӣͩҶȵ䵽ġ
㿴ǵõʲôƵģ衿ĵ·
·ƳһۣӦƽƽ
һӽӵġ衽°ͣ͸ŵ⡣
Ŷ·ء
Ӧֵۣþһ㡣ͩҶתת
......ġ
衺·ǰ棬Ϊ
ҵϣ󲿶ֻм롣
ӿŲ׷ȥ½忪ڣƽӢһƤرĺÿ
ģжÿһȥͿȥɹתע
½΢ܿѹȥʱ¿죬עһŮţǾͿһˡ
ϷŮǺܳ飬ûо֡
ԿԡעºˣұһŮŵ˺š
½ףš

 38 

ŵһ
עĿ
У԰ѧʱῴһۣͷʳߡ
Ҫǰһźһš
··ߣֵ࣬ܵסͶߡЩڡ
ЩŮʵڿ衣ֻ֪衺һŻ᲻ƳȻͣʱ䲻࣬·ձ
Ӧ뵽ģ衵̶֪ȣƱػľ棬Ӧñܿġ
·ִмӿ˽Ųͼ롣
ͻȻô衸æ󲽷ϡ
ȻֱӸ˵һ·˸ڣˣ㵽ҡ
ͷһۣƤװ׾ģ޽ɸˬˬһ㺹ûУɫƽˣСƭֿʼƭˡ
·󲽵ǰߣಽزš
ΪͻȻ٣һ㶡
ôˣ߲ͦõ˵
ΪԶ衸·㣬һԴզ֪ߣ
Ŷһ첽ϡ
½۾ɻָָǰ棬ͬ½˵Ҳ߿ɣǡ
𼱣Ǿͱٶߣ½Ȼؿʼ·ǲǺΪʲô衶ôˣ
صص˵ͷޱȵĳֿ
Ϊȥ̫׵õ˵Ȼܵӡ½úޡ
һãȻ֪ơ
½壺......ðɣû
ܹݰɣ½廻˸ʷ
ͷǷ
衣͵С½˵
ˣҾҪԶ衸磬ʶô䵭ʧȥңȻʮֺڵңҾֳΪżԾѣذ鶼ˡ
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֪֪˵ң......
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ȫǲмͱġ
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ǰ衶Ƿ紵˵ʱ򣬶ȴǶ˶
е찡......ӡ̫õֶ졣
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һζǺܺãǴʲôơ·ɻؿһۡ
šöͩҶһֱûӵݸ·㡣
·ʶӹʶ˾䣬
عһЦ͸ŹɻȻ֪ˡ
·һͷˮ
Ȼͼһ˾ʱͻȻǰһֻš
飡һˤء
ĸ۵ģͶǱѵŵһһ߶ݺݵ
ƵһŲҽףصһȦ
ص·㶼ǵ
ʹŻͷ......
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ôˣ໰ˣظӡ
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ǣҶѿ࣬衾ӸµؿͼסһǻģһҲǡ
˵䣬衾ͲȹĽˡ
ȫ֪ʲôΪҴҸȥ
ֻʹرŽԭء
½˺ܶಽûղŷ顣
תʱͻȻһŽڵϣе֣½壬·ϣ·϶డ֪˵ЬӲȹʱʱ̵
;öģһ
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˵Զȥ翡
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꣬ЦˣҰ
·򴽣Ǿ³çǷס
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۾
ΪͷԣһԻ
ѾԶˣæ˦˦Դ룬ȥ

 39 

һǽڶðɫש̳ɵĽңټ컨ϵİɫƣ˳Ⱦõ......⡣
һֽ̤ңپ׹Ϯûۡ
о۾ҪϹˡ
ԭأֵ˵۵Ĺâ·ûͣ٣ֱӾȥ
ò׵Ӧ衱߱²ۣƹϹҵۺü̳ҵĿ......
ֽҵڲܼ򵥣бһ̨٣ͶǰһӣԱ߿һܵ١տмһСľʣš
·㰴սλҵλ
·㣬һֿζʲôԱߡ
ʦ߿Ƶ
ϸ߲ѧУϸ߲ӡټϴѧڹŵֺϷԴҶֿȤȱȱϲֿδΪʱӱһѧϰ
ʦ֪һ㣬ټƽʱҪæµУִС͵ĺϳȻƣһӦһҲΪ˸ԼٸֿζʱڷйصƵ鱾ʷ
½üصֽҡ
ɨһ۲֣ǰɢȥüɫ衣Ϊûڽ̨ߵѡ
衺·滹кüŵľʿšϲ̵衺棬Ϊʱ޺޵һļ򣬡Ȼƭң˵ʲôֿһֱĹǰհ༶λģһΪ衸Ա......
Ҳû˵ԼˡΪš
룬............
༶˲඼ˣ컹һӡ
ֽľƽӲûпΣŲǺľľ֮ļСȶչ
ĵشǷ˿Աߵ·㣬ͷķ񣬹Ҳĵġ˵˵ƳΪһͷʲôͶ룬쳤ӿһۣһ̣һѽڿĶ˹
Ϊתͷ
ۣȻֻü
æһԵ飬衸磬Ź
ΪȻҲЩżȴżģѹ衸磬տһֱŶȥأ
......ﴧ˴ûˡ
衵ֻûһҲ˭ҲõĶӾ
ֻǿûգֲΪ㬵ת˻ȥ
˲Լͬ̾ϢһΪΪֻûն̾
......
ҪµַˡС˵
ֻһûˣǲΪҲС˵ͦմմϲ衸粻֪
......˺衽ǵĶԻȫ˶ǸЦأǸЦǵأ
еرۣ͵ӿڴóԼֻȻҪɲǣ䲻ؽֻߡ
Ϊ......
ɪؿһ衣ǣŴ̼ıת·㡣
·طţͻƵĿ⣬عͼΪüεĿⶢ
......£·ɵʡ
˵ͷС
ǳҪ졣Ϊ䡣
Ȼ۰Ͱ͵ؿ·ӦǣҪһֱôؿŲڡ
......·ɫǳ˵Ȼپﲻ
ģҺΪڿĳƵֺ֧ϲ......
ʵҺֻ衸ûˡΪԼشĳƪۡ
ǵֻûˣֱãǴû·˵뷨
ɻԣΪʲôȷ衻ģ
衾Աߣһһʮǵ̸
Ǿ͸û......
·ƳһԱ߶źϾ衣ٿ˿ΪǣҲﲻǡ
ڰ
԰Ϊ˫ֺʮĿҲֻҺ潻ˡ
......·úЦǴ￴......
æ˵ճΣ̫ϸ̫ˣٲ
ΪƵصͷ
......
壬ǡʱϿʦһֽ˽ҡ
ǵðҪһֻˡתȥ֮ǰٵ˵һ䣬û·ܾĻᡣ
·㣺......
һ衣ΪȻѹ˵Ǿ衺ôľ룬ˣû
·Եؿ衣ϣԾףȻؽֻ
ֻװɵ㣬ţ
·ѹһ˿֪꣬ġ
֮װɵ
գ˫ۣ֪֪أ
βζ˰ʾ
Ǵⲻ׷Źǰɣ
·е㷴ǣ衷Ҫƫ˵Ը
ҲԼֻûվû¡
ҲǾһȻûгɹôΪ˵ǣ衲ϸҲû취
ôһ룬·ͲˣûĳˣǳȻ
衣·һ֮ˣЩź
ǰ洫һֽ·ӹһּףҳ涥ӡѩ֮
Ҫʲô·ʡ
ղź˵Ļûʦ˵ݡ
ʦ֪ĸˣѪҪǳ......Ϊ˵
·΢㶣Ҫ𣿡
Ϊҡҡͷû˵
·΢ģµľǵվ裬׾ӶеԱ෴ϸ츳ܶѵĸ͸ź߳
µΪŶ¶ӡ֪ǲΪƧ̫ãԸı̫࣬Լڲ̫ںܶǰ˵չԼֻ̿ηĳ̶ﵽ˵ӽĵز
ɰԾڿտʦڸǰ˫ںڰټϣַ
ǰһ˶
׸·ϲһ׸衣
ֻǺʹĲͬĲ˶ŸͰ񣬶һֿοů
Ҳ֣ÿһ׸裬ֻɵʱ·ܾرȻͺѹʱһ΢ûȥѹᶨظѹҲûϵЩսȥ㲻һֱڱˡ
õ˸ο
һʱĸ
ʦһΣѧǸųһΣǳӣȻǸʡ
ΪɲǺѣԼͬѧѾʦسһ顣
ãͬѧǣһ顣ʦ˵ű㿪ʼס
һǰ֮ͬѧǸӳţģɢģлˮģģ̬һںϳɵЧ㲻
ĵǽڼ質
ȻǸɢġ
ֲǺܸȤҲŷҲû¸ɲų뷨
ֽһǣһûһĸ
һ༶ʮͬʱķֱܸߣÿ˵ǱڳһԲ㣬ֱ治ˡ
·ͷϸػдʣȥǺڳ
衿һۣͻȻ棬˵û·㳪裬·㳤ðװ׾ģҲһɾɣ
棬ս˲
ܳӣյøˡ
Դֻ·һȭͷľ룬
ûκϸ΢
ʱ衾֣ʦ·ٳ

 40 

ͻĸһν쳹ֽҲ˵еЧ
ֱӴ˺ϳ
һʦĸٵͣȫĿͬһط
˵ʲôʦʡ
ʦҪٱ·ٳһһ˵ȣȻ
Ψ΢΢Ц۽й¶ĶȤζ
˵䣬Ǽž˼룬űһôЦ
ҶԵͬΪ˵
һ衸ڸ顣Ϊص졣
Ϊսʱ·̫רעûע⵽ԱߵĶͻȻ˵ЦζĻʱ·˶ֹˡ
ͻȻ߼аΧ·ק䣬ǿװ򶨣ʮֻ޴롣
ˣӦúǣϵģ˵Ϊ˴ֲ飬º·Ҫǣһ̫ľˡ
Ʃڡ
ѹʮʦҲǳֿϾٱٳƬ̡
ʵǲ֪Ǻá
һλĵľٱߣдԵЦ⣬ǵĻʱʱ֣һ֪ǳȤΪ֮
......нҿ֮ӡ
ٳһ£Ҫ׷ŷƻüɵߵ棬׷أʧʦ档ߣ׷ĻʾԳͽأ
֮ǳ鷳
λ·㣿ʦʶˡ
ͬѧתѣ衿һ·㣬ȻЦӯӯ˵ʦͬ
......ʦ룬Ǵ˵еͬ
һԱߵ·㣬Źķͣǰۣ಻ڶǰͷŨܣڸ˶ͷټһ߿ֵܴľס˴
ǿĿǴǰ򢣬̺촽͸ͦıһʮ߹ϱŮ˵ľѿͬһ಻׵кӡ
˶ﶼϧϲġ
䲻ӺѵС־磬ʦֻ档
·ͬѧ˵˵ϲϿͬѧľٱʦʡ
ϾҪٱһĻᣬٳһ£Ǽ٣Ҫ˻Ӧ
·һ߻һ߰УͻȻʦʣæأʦûٳ
شʱű˵۾һò·˵һ仰ߡ
СƭӣûЦЦ촽⶯˲˵
ҳˣͣǣ......С˵㡣
·ֹ
ʲô˳ʣûõشͷԹ˻Ȼ򣬸˵֪ˣ뵥ǲǣ
βɫѹǱ繣·һͣһǱĻģһǱǰδе˵Ƶġ
......˵ʲôֵֹĻ!
·𾪵ؿĺ޳ܲþþ޷
衳ЦƺǺΪľŷӦе⡣
......衸Ĵյ·˵ʲôͬΪ˽
֪Ҵģ϶ʲô˻Ȼ㿴·㣬˵ˣ϶˵һЩ·ԼٳвĻϾ衸ָλͨȽҪӡΪ͵һ˵±
ǰɣɣŲ......·㱾Ͳô˵ǰôã˵Ļָ
......ΪһҭȻϺֻ֮ǰ䣬ɵѽв˻ֳģοĿǿ϶Ҫı˵ݵĻǲ֮١
е˵
......˲ĶⴧԼԡ
ȫ˺𣿡
Ϊֱ
˲̤ͬһڵҲǸղŵҡΪһƲղŵĶԻ
ؿһΪ˵Ҳһ
:......²ǵǺƭģ
Ĩڸкþõʦ˿ȣעȻ·ͬѧ˵ԼûмٳǾûмٳ·ͬѧ
·䰲͸Źɣ衴ӸղſʼͱƤЦ䲻࣬ʦվ·ߡ
ʦڰﷸ衺źذ֡
......һ·ûп衣ûнؿֽᣬᵽֻ衿ܵû˿
衡ᵭغ֡
û˵κλ翣ҪնĳЩϵ
һţã......
æЦ⣬ֿʦǸʦԲǶ䲻ʹû·ͬѧûмٳҥ޹ġ
˵õҪأΪȻŵ˼
Ϊһ......ûܰһˡ
ͻȻϴߣʦһٰʮȵ̬ת䣬˵Ļּɣû˵ʲôӻֱʾ¹ȥ󣬾ͼ˫ַټϣͬѧǣСѹǼ
߳
衿˿ԱһҲûָ·㣬ڵԼ죬ǷǷְ·ˡ
·㣿Сؽһ֡
·ƤҲûһ£ȫһŵӡ
ѽ衰ûڣĲҪˣ·㱾Ͳһ͸Ӳܴˡ
·㣬һȥ͸£ҹҾ͹ãҺòãüۣװذϴ·ܵһ·ԭ£ϣλͬһй·
衰ܵҪ㣬˭˶̣νǾɱκ·ʹóЧۿۡ
ôǶ͹£ԭϥô۵𣿡дŶ衵Թ·˵ĻĮ䡣
ԩѹֻģǧȷ
......Ǽ٣ȫġ
·޶ԣԷ˼ϴԭԭµ̫ף衸ûܵκνѵԲŻ档
ѵˣԺԭһ˲̫ףԭ±ͬջ񼾵߹һޱȣԭµһҲϡ
ֿ¿Σһ··㣬̬ŵúܵͣᡣ
·㣬ĹҰɡ
·㣬ģвҶԣҺ......
·㣬ٲ˵ҾͣҾˤǰ㿴
ðɣӮ......ϴ쵼˵һҲ˵ϵɽҾ»𺣣˵ʲôʲôҸʲôҾ͸ʲôˡҵ......
ĵģԺڵģװ΢ŭвģ׸ģиʽˡ
......ûн
˵ˣļûС
衰̾ףҪ๼ۡ
Ϊ½Ϸס˽ţ½ˣ衺·㼸֮ҡԶظš
ո߸ϵ衸ֺ·㣬ʹļףҲţҿһǼǻþ!ȻȻ衸ô¶顣
һǴһǴ......ܴԼ
½忴һ̧⡣
ʹɴ۾ŭʲô𣿣ھҳеƢܲãѻ𷢵½ϡ
ʹͲΡ½ЦЦĴָʳָĦĦЦָв
˵ʲô˾䣬Ī

 41 

һ·ģ·һ·Į
ӵóȫûӦ󵽺洹ͷɥƲ̮
ںƾĿ࣬㿴衸......һɥȮ
......ҿ񣬡Ϊҡҡͷʧ˳谮յҡβ͹ԴƴعעĴͽëȮ
......˵ǲһ˼𡣡һĲҡ
һΪĪƳһۣɥȮǱ˸ϳȥˣʧ˳谮Ҳ뻹ûϳţлᡣ
Ȼͬ־Ϊ˵
ðɣеĳɼԼˡţͷ˵
......ΪĬ˰Σ˵Լģϻ򲻳ϡ
Ľֱ˵ֲô㡣Ϊ⡣
......ĽıҸߣһѧء
ѧ¥ǰһ̳ΧһȦ޼İľһȦǲ֪ʲô൫һ޵ĻأǿֻʮҵһȦСǳǳһˮ
ģҲ棬һȪˮ˳Ź̻ܿ״Ĵţ׹䵽潦ϸСˮ
Ȫˮ춯õϸСµĻ
·㿴ȪûоһвõʧˣָָȪûһ
һĬ衻عͷͼ·Ѿǰһξ롣
ô衸ղŵǷл......æ׷ȥıӰ˼
ϲ㣬ķ仡ˡΪϲձع˹ơ
......˵Ĺעصƫ
ѧ¥һ꼶εĳȣǿͨ¥¥ݡ
˼̨ףͻȻӿ֣ǰĸĹѪӾ硣һĻ¥ʱСĲȿЩɱ磬ҶԽһǻﻯΪĵĳ
ϵģΪͶ·ʧǣ衾;Ҳ
·ôֿɰкܲȰ......
⣬һ磬켸ߵ·ǰ棬ڼ¥һ̨ףװһ̤գȥ
ʱ㣬Ķ衾ļģʹպñ·סͬʱֲһ̨ͬ׵òʧ˼Ҿ硣
һжոպãȥ·
󱳱һ˫ڳס衰̾ЩСϲȻ֪·㲻ôģзӦˣΪ˺úñҪﴢСʳȻ󣬳û
󱳵һ˫֣ǰƣվ
ȵȣͻȻʶԣôо˫ֳ
ͷһͼΪЦؿ
衸磬ˣ·ôôСءЦ˵ҺΪۼֿһѣȻ......
ĺû˵Ϊ֪衸綮ġ
˭ǺˣᣬĶ·......
Ա߿˿·Ȼվһ̨ףλñˣ滻бԽǡ
Ǿ룬ǱĳΪԱߵģǹԶġ
վһ̨ף¥ݷֱߵŴ˼价ܴﵽԶľ룬һ̨׵ĳȣͲûǽˡ
衳ԼеС˼һٲȿ󵹶·رܿˣԸæץס֣Ծһѡ
ǳڽԷһѹûΪ·ܿ
·㵭Ƴһ衣ûˣת˲ջߣ̧ˡ
ظں棬ֱͦεıӰһ񶨣ܣܣ·ûܿǴסԼģֻǱΪȡ
ţһģ
ƿ
ôԼһ´Ӵлָ˹ŻȻɵ鼸׷ϣ·㲢С
ʩʩС
˵衸......ǲеĹ壿û˵ллˣˡ
衸иҪҪΪ˵û衸ڻ޲·Ĺϵ·ȣȻ˼ҸҪˡ衸ûڸвǺ......
еûмƽΪĳͱģǺܿ־òԣƣ㲻Ҳûڸ𣿡
һΪ۵ز˰յĵĿڣ벻Ҫʵ......䳾ò
˵ղ·ۿ衸ҪˤΪʲô᳷һ㿪ͻȻ¥ݼ䷢ĳԴɻ
Ϊѵñסˣ˵ʵҲ......
뱩¶ԼҲ֪ʵܾԵúһ֪
ֵΪ޲ɼһⶼ֪
֪ʡ
ǵȻΪףֺǰߣʮ϶
£Ϊʲô
Ϊصҡҡͷ˵˵ʱ֪ˡŰɡ
صͣ׷ΪһֱңΪԾǲ˵
ص£ʵڲ˵ˣ˵ˣ棬һ......
衸棬ȴĥӲݣȤת˻ȥ
·㣬ĽھͿһɣǱŲ˵Ҳ̫ãһΪõӣż˵˵һҲǱҪģҲ࣬˵¡
·:......һ·ڶ˵ңҪɫˬȻĶɾͱĥˡ
Ŵܴˣ˵ʲôκαĿܡ
ɥſ˿ϣ˫ֱڿ⣬ƫͷ·ĮĲ
תһ룬ûЧǾͻƣ·ƤͲܿסơ
˫һͷ棬ͷֱֱ·㡣Ͳ!ܱ·˵һ仰
ݵһø衸оԼ۾Ҫˣ·㻹ûκηӦ
߲ȣûܴݹȥ
գգۣƵӡ
Ǳ··һεǽ˿ûܵκӰ졣
෴ţƫƤװ߿ԸаǸ˰͸ۡ
衽񣬴Ҳãţջ
ţڲʱȻعʰ粻֪Զı⣬
衸磬
һʼ£ܵĴϡ
ƩͻȻֵ
üֱʲô£
ûƽȻߣ·㰵˿ſŶʱܸоڸ쳣ǿҵߣ֮⣬ĿӳķΧЩ΢ģ͸⿴ģ
Ըģĳ˵Զӳ⡣
Ǵڸ˿ͬҵߡ
Ըղ·һӶǿװ򶨡
ûĴϣٱӼӣô·ֻ˵ȷŶˣȷʵܲס߹ơ
ȻûоԣûܼƲߵóѣ·еңΪ¶˾Ĳ̬ȡ
衸磬ҲõУֽҳ½ȥУװЩ˷ܵظ衿ҾҴͦÿģ衸磿
......رۣ·˵ҾΪ
ʱҲˣĵʱ㻹ĵ´ңûͷʹַͷ
ͬʱҲ衣һˤڨڨذ֣衸æǡ
Ȼת˸½졣
½壬......
û꣬½Ȼشˣº͵Ĵָر϶ÿ

 42 

ǳ˧½岹䡣
õ½϶شϲ̵ػλ½ڿ棬Ȼȥˡ衸ãҲǡ
Ͽ죬ĽڿѧΡ
һһ˫޴ŵĴ˫ӲʲǴΪûֻ
һת
׼̤ҵСϪѾ̯̰ʼϿΡ
ֻſڵӿµݸ·㡣
ſε·ͻȻоıһ£ȥͼİѵֻҪ
......ǿʼ߻¸·ˣ·Ƴһۣû
㲻ǴӦҪҪֻ𣿡衵°ͳǰһ˵㣬պ壬ӦûǺûӣ£Ҹӡ
·㣺......ллŶ......
СϪһ֪ʶ㣬˼Ŀ̨£ղҽ֪ʶҶû
ѧһ²򵥣ߵѧ׵ص˵ͷӦʣ´ѧǳԴ
ҳ鼸ͬѧһ¡
ȻûյͬѧٽЧĽ취̵ʱڿ˽ѧûյȱ©
ɨһȦң˼ѧܺõѧԣѧҪ̨ͬʱ̾͵ͷҺӣһұ鵽
Ϊ˾ѧ״㣬鵽ѧҪдԣɼ̫ȻҲ̫á
ԣûд衵ġ
Ҫ衹ȻС̫Ŀŵע⡣
·㣬֪ˣұ֤Ժ󲻻ˡ衿ĵȰ˵
ϵѧ鶼û򿪣ֻź·˵ԣֻŵн
СϪأԼųɼòûϵ벻ҪԱѧϰͬѧֹѧϰǲµ֪֪
Ȼ㵽һȻŷӦӦһõģʦ
......ƤЦСϪһûĻشǳĵġ
ˣѧͻȻ˿ڣ衣ѵһһ¡
һǳĵѵһСϪҪΪһ衡
衲ڿµֱֻֻӽ·Уڴ˵ȼȷǡ
·ܾ衾Թ̨ȥˡ
......ֻ·㽫££
԰ܿζȫԷԼڴﰡ
ǵǿĿڴͬ!
ڰϵǵûס衣һĿ˼۱дĽⲽ衣
СϪһۣͣҶû뵽ôķ
Աߵ˰ŸտʼĿİؽ⣬Ѿдˡ۱۱ʺһͶת̨Ͻ̨ģȴġ
·㣬ôһͳƨظԼ˸ĴָǲǺ
Ӧ·Ĭͬʱֻ
衲ӣ·ѧֱ·ڴ
Ľڿ¿ǰӣҾͿʼ궯ŲӵŲӣʰʰ棬һ죬ȫ塣
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ΪѾ׼ƣֻҪһ£ʱ׼ܡ
ҵ·һߡ衻أ˳һ£ȥǵըķС
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һ˵꣬Ϊҵļһ˳ȥ
Ϊܵţһץס첲衸磿
Ϊһȫʳըϣȥ˾ûˡ
ÿ첻衸Ҫ·㣬ȥ򷹡ǵÿ춼һ飿һҲһĽҪΪû衸ԵըУ𡣡Ϊż˵߸첲⡣
ջ֣......ʲ......
תѾ·˹滹иƵһˡ
ôû߰ȥ˿ɾûкòˡ½棬ȻߵԱߡ
½һ˵ż
˰ˣֻ뵽һ롣
½庬Ӧܰɡ漴תƻ⣬ˣƽʱϲʲô˵ʳõĲ˵ϲļ
ҰҲʳʲôԣҪ˵ϲģͺܶ࣬ӣзײˣŹǣ......ֱ֮һѲ
......ࡣ½һĬĬһԼá
˵衺·ߣ衰װ·ְѲһԹ᳹ס
֪ߵ򳡱ߣʳþͼ֮ң
·룬ҪʳˣϾܰˣһ·衵;ûͣЪĵĻûһظģȻŷ֣ԭ衻ͦġ
ʥԣҪɼԴˣӦҪңҿݵ㡣衲ؼ˵
......·ޱ顣
ºͲңУӵָͻ뽫Ա˻򳡣ѵ
·ԱţͻȻһϮ
Ƿ򣬿ٶȣԤл·㣬ұйƻܳʹ
··ǰĿбӣûע⵽ߵΪú··˵עˡ
ۿҪˣ衰·һߣȻ̧һߡ
תЬסûǰٶȣӰ죬žવ䵽棬
Σ֡
ں治סؽкá
......½ɫǺܺÿԵԻеľ
Ǳܹһ˵Ǹż·ź֪֪ʲô
һ衣֣лл
衱˵ʱҲ˵Ҳϲ˵лл
·ĬĬر˭ֺ˭
һ·쳣û˵ޱȣ·ĪЩǸ⣬ͬʱе㲻֪룬Ϊˡ
·Ǹֺϣţû˵ʲô
һ߽ʳãΪվ˻֡
ߡ
ߡ
߹ȥ£ǲҪըײͣ
衸ģǰ¾Կסš
ңΪһ䣬ֲ䵽ȻˣҲ·һ롣
һƵش򿪷С
ʳõľͲλã·Ƚϲ棬Ϊ
˿̣Ϊλ衸ˣ·ֻ
·˼ڷᣬմ¿ӣԱͻȻһ˫Ӽһֻըιߡ
·תͷһЦ˵ôóԵը㲻һģһҶġ
û衸йȵһʺţһˣҲ衸õֵ𣿣
𣿡һ䡣
ԡ
·ޱ𿪣衾Խǰֱͣ죬Ȼ˵Ŀˮˣܾˡ
......

 43 

һǿģ촽ʵ·Ծܾ
ϾԼģ˭ҲǿȲԽȥ
ֻǱܾǸ˶Щκѿ
·㲻ֻᵱڸѿ²̨ˣǸûûƤȫӲӵˣ˵ҲûʲôĴìܣ·һ£һҧסǰļȡ
˿ӣ·׽һºæֽ˹ȥЦӯӯ˵ȿɤӡըеɣǵϸʣղûھʣҭš
·ĬƻȥһԼһڡ
ǹػĳ̶ȣĺʳȵĸס
òһ˵°Ͷ
:˭ܸ衸絽ôˣȻô˵ͱ䣬ǰôû衸˭ôĹ
ذͬѧĲʺ衸硣ĬĬ˵оù졣
ϡΪ¼ղΪŹȶز̵Ĳˡ
衣һЦɣͬʱֲÿʣǳռˣܸγͬϲˣԸһϣֹ㽻罻ˡ
ΪԸóɼߵԵʣ˱иָĿҪΪѡ
ʱ衶䵭Ÿ첲ǵֺáҪƤģڴʱͻЪ˼㬶ȥּװɫӲҪ׽ģǲģֱವطװ׵ؼȥ
ԣ衲һů˵С̫ɢȶȣůÿһˡ
˵衸ƽʱۺɫģҲͦãһУ°ͣĴĦ״ǿûôĶǹ϶ʲôè塣
ΪͬУ˵ƽʱˮ衸綼ֻ·Ǵ
˶һۣ¶ۣ⣡
·㱻˿öЩڣⲻֱӱѰϣһӵƮ˹ȥΪæͷ̻ʵسԷ
·˹ؿżȣſţͻȻ˳ƳһԱ߳ԷԵú衣Сһ䣬쵰
ŵ㷢йǺܲ̬
衶⣬ȫ˶䡣һ쵰ʱȴװûǱЦڶ̬ʱûסʱ˳
ʳһͻȻһˬöЦӺ
ǰѭ˹ŶӹЦĪؿһ󣬾ת˻ȥͲ͡
ȻˣУЩ˲˽ģ࿴һתȥ
·㣬Ц衹Цӯӯһԣ˵ʵǲǲˣȥֻʡ......ͦգ
·û뵽Ȼˣ˱ץţеΡ
Ȼĳ̶ֳϣҲǱˡ
ʱӿ·ú޲ҸطȥŹ
ƫƫȤƵģ˿ɲôģ쵰ִ̬ʣڸ𣿻໰С
ˣͻȻһЦһ䣬·ǲû˵໰
û˵໰ֶʱűúܹ̹С·ҪòҪţҪ˵Ǿ˵ڵġ
·򴽲ȷѾ֪˴𰸣Ц紺ºͣ·ͷԡ໰ô㻹ǲҪ˵ĺá
......·ƫƫͷ㿪ͬʱһۣ˵˵˭ֵģ
·һȣʱּйһ
ǰǼȣ߲˱ش䣬ʮעӪ⡣
·ղһУԵĳ˵ĿӴؼʱֱ˦ȥһ䵭
׵ش:Ѿӵˣôߡ
˵Ҳ֪ΪʲôԼô·㣬յôһ͸¶в֮󣬼߲˱ĿӷͷһתֱתԼ
ڳԶһӹĹĵģ˿ʵС߲˱ʱֻӶ
ⱻŵԲܿóƤرеر
ݣڴϣ˫Ժ۾ڤ˼롣
Ǵȥ·˳˵Сìܵģǲ˼֣ڻû˵֣·óóȻԡֽضĻ
ƽȻΥ־ֻûؼˡ
·̫ûŽ
ͻȻ۷վڴߵʱһ
֮ǰ㲻ü
˰˼ûӦҾֱӽˡ
......𣬡žΪ˵õʲôţ
Ŷڴͷһбʲ裬Ǹ衵ģȻȻ򣬡衸˼ԺԲˣ
......ˣԡ衲ವػء
ĵغٺһЦͭ˵ĺתˣͲҪ˰ɣײڻ·Ҳû˳Կ
衺һʲ裬˳࣬˵ƢҲ˲٣Ҳţǻǡ
ǣ̻塣Ӧ͡
ҸʲôƳһۣʡ̫˽ˣܾΪ˸ͱϽһͼ
Ȼ֧֧ᣬʵҲررҪ......
......ٸĥߴ˵Щ΢͡
֮ǰ衸㲻һƤԴ˵֧ᣬ½˵......ҪҾ......תת͸ˡ
˵գʹŵͷ̧͵衵ɫü΢Ƿѣæ˵衸ҪǲͬĻң½廹򣬻ߣң......
ŵ˵ˡ
ͣһִ̧͸һŭ˵Ƥ˾£ʲô......
ⲻһšԭ衸粻ΪŲͷģиͬʱе㲻ʧ䡣
ǣôΪ......
ƲƲŶһвʵر˱ȭ衸磬ϢˣСĸǡ
һӣ°ɡ
ȣ̬ʱ߸ϵȨߡ
Ҫ·ڴˣ϶²һ䣬ݰ......
ߺڴϼʾ֭·ͽķȥֻѾʵʩ֤Ч˵
ϯǰʲôʽͳͳԺΨһдͷǣ·治ú尡......
ڼ˯һСʱһ밴Ϣʱ̱衻ص༶аСʱϰ
˵ɽǰ·ͷȻֱΪһ·ͻԼˡ
һ磬ĽڿΣ·㶼û򱻶ظ˵ԱŪĶ·ȫ̶޶ԣ׵ʲô޶á
衺ܱơ
衸磬Ȼȥٳ˶ᱨĿɡĽڿһ¿ΣΪת˹Ȳ˵
ôŵ
ⲻǶԽҰôõΪ˵
꣬衻ûʲôӦ
衸㲻ҲԽȤǰ㻹ǹ˶ά¡Ҳת˹
ȷ˵Ҫýʼ硣
һû˵ֻǵһ䡣
ǲˡ衼νƲƲ졣
衸ĶԽûӣΪ˵ǲͼҲҪڱ֮ǰĿɣ
ͣһ£ΪһԱߵ·㣬˵˵ˣ·ûߣһ𣿡
ţ
ͻȻһඥ˲һֱ־˵öԣǰ༶ĿҪŵһȥģ˶ᵽ֮ǰ϶Ҫϰ
Ȼ·㣬Ц·㣬һûû߾ǰڵĶ̰壬üǿϰҲ̫ģиڣˮƽͻͽ
ԣȥϰɣ

 44 

Ĵָؿģֱָ衷ĵҿԽߣ֤ң档
ġǿһ顣
Ϊͻ̬תԻò֪
衸磬ղ˵ԽȤôֱˣƵʡ
ȷ˵ҶԽ𲻸Ȥ仰𣿡üĿһ
˶Լ˵ĻǴܴ򶼲ǵãֻģйӡ
һ£ûû˵⻰ƾŴӡòûȷ˵
ҡҡͷûС
ǲˣƮƮػء
Դ......ôоԻô죿
·㻹û𸴣衷һҲ·ͷӦ£ʮա
Ϊʲôʮأ·˽⡣Щʱദ·Ǹټ򵥲ˣʱϰʱϰýҵʱҵøʲôµʱ͸ʲô£ӲӲСֻӲ顣
ӦģҲӲ»ѱҪ飬ġ
Ȼ˶ǰΪ˶ԱΪȡýϺõĳɼϰĿһбҪ顣
ΣȻϣ·㻺ڣ³һ֣á
ǰ·ǺܻҵġԭݵĲĳͷ;棬û˵ĹϵΪ֪ǲʵȻΪͬδ궼ɱز˽
ȴĳ˶ҡԭпˣܲ衣žѷһ컹Ҫɢ뷨Զİ˵뷨
ԣһʼǳͷʵĲͻζ
еԲ衣ΪܾڵԼãΪĶ㷲̿ãǲƫ뱾ĵѿƣĮ̬ȱ뿪
ķչĳ˶ƫתƴƵʱȴ뱧סԼ
һʱûܿסԼ嶯˶£·㲻ڡԼѡ½ڣΪԼľһֱߵģҪǶûϵ֣ܻ洦
·ⷽһ򿴵úܿ
Աһ˵ͬ˲μ˶ᣬûһûڣֻĲʺһʱȳٲһˡ
˵Ҫϰ·㱾ǲģջʤ˲ԸӦ
·һӦ˲ת磬˶ϲЦտ
ˢվԼˮ·ˮҪߡ
衸ȥ·㿪֮ǰΪ˳
ˮȻϰ϶ڿʣôˮ衻ء
ΪͬʱŤתһӣȻͬʱˮٵصݵǰ
ʲôԶ
ĬĬɭȻ⣬ûûŵĻҵǺһæ
һһҵˮ˻ȥ
ûźΪڨڨЦԼַʳΪá
ҲһԼˮȽϺá漴˵
Ƴһۣ⣬ʶࡣ
̧ߣֵˮٿ˳ߡɻؿ˹ȥ
ȴ·˵Լ򡣡
ԭش˼룬һԼЦЦֻЦԴ˵ɬ͵䣬ðɣǸǿĹԱ
·㣺......
衸ĺⲻ죬ΪԱ͵Цеתͷǿ˿תͷһ˲Ц
......ôɵתͷȥ·ȥˡ
Ϊæϡ
衸ȵҡ
ȥˮһ𰡡
ˮںڰǸȾͷͨǰų
˾̨ʱͷдʲôһһʲƮú޲÷
ͣս濴˿һġݡ塣һЦ˳ùֶ蹷ˡ
ק......ҲֻԼܿöˡΪҲһۣ²ۡ
ʼһ٣֡ɷ衱˱ټһ˵Ҹ˵ʦˣҾĬдʱ©һ䣬Ұƪĳ飡鰡ػʦڣҪôôƽϣǵҳƪģٳһζУѧǰ͵ýİ죬ڻء
Ϊͬļʾο
ͷôһģƶҸ첲ȻŲһ£ϰ϶Ȼһߣһ֡
......ŭĿһۣͿǸδͻһ֣ݡ˵ָǰæ......
⡣
ɺɺϡ
Ϊһ仰ȥѾ˲֪Զ衺·ȥˡ
ˮ䣬ˮ豸ֻ̨·㵽ʱ򣬽ˮ˲Ҳ١
ˣһҲֵˡ
·һˮûߣվſڵˡ
ΪվһӣеԱ̨˶ͦٵģΪʲô衷ǵ棬Ϊǵ衺档
ѵ˷ʱ
·ʮֲ⡣
ƽµشˮûؽֱת˸¥ٳȥ
ȥϰġ
ϸߵĲٳܵȦܳİףȦֱимһƤĳΣ˶лٰ߷ֱԲһǦóأһߵĲóأƽʱûвãֻƬյء
ǳܣҪʲô豸ֻҪиܵͿϰ·ߣǦ򣬺ΪҪƷ
·վڲٳܵϣޱȵĲٳĬ
Ҫȥҽ......衳
ΪԾӧǰҽƷѵ͵ؿһۣӻö˿ȥ
Ϊߺ󣬾ֻʣ衺·ˡһ˵Լûд·ƽ￴ߣȥٳһ
վŵȣһӵĻãĿٳҵľ룬ôҲҪ߰˷ӣ·˵ͷš
ٳһǣ׳ʼУڽпٸ̧ȵѵ
ȱϥ·£ϥǳ°Ͱؿѵ
Ҫǲ˵ŤغԼϾܵҸߵȥ
·㣬£ѵʲôÿ......ɽǱȥɽ˸λã·棬£ֱۺţ΢΢һЦŶ
ȫûнƵͷɢŰ׹⣬ӳϣʹɰ׵Ө󣬼ԭ׵۰ס
ݸһЦżСƤ¶һǣһһ룬£ɫʣ......ˡ
Ų֪ҫж
·ֻһۣŻδʧæתߣͷŽǰܽƤ
Ϳɾ۸Ұɡûж˭ĹһľͱԵƲƲ죬ЩίЩΡ
·ĬسܽƤ֣ص˼˺ܾãλڣȥұЦˣ֣Ϊʲô......ǵôĮض㣬Եͷ˵ģҲԹ㡣                        
лҪ˵ðɣһǰĻˡҶˡ
ȥŶԵԼĳԣԵǵĹ¡
PS
лСʹǵĿ֧֡

 45 

Ϊʲôأ
ԼҲ֪Ǳܵض·кøУʹôԣν
·ִŵض衣Ҫһ𰸡
Ĳ֪ͷ˼ã衻ûȻ˵֪ģкܶණǺ˵ģο֮ĻѧӦ
·㴹˵ĶԣǺ˵ģ衶йĪִţͬҲйĪĽɡ
Ʃȫδ᲻սҲ˵
Ϊʲôأ
벻ͨʱҪˣ߾ˣһЩͻȻ׹ġֻܿ·ͷ沿̬ȴӰиеһ˿Ⱥį鲻Խ԰ο
š·ӷӵ˼˳
εƮżš
ֻҪ֪衺뽻ѣĵģˡ΢дǳȴů⡣
û·Ļشֱ·㶼һСܽƤͺ˲һ
΢绹ᵭ
ǴӦ˶԰ɣҲ˵ҵ䱩ˣϲ׷ʡ
·ǳǳص˵ͷͻȻعζ䱩ǰûдѣ䱩ˣһʲô䱩......
˵˻衸Цָģұ˾ûôӵ㡣
·򴽣ԲţμǵǰֿϻйСƭӣ߻
ɢ䣬ίԱҴҵ˹ܵԱߣϥǱߴڳ˵ҵ......
дƣҡ
ңһָָԼ
ԣίԱش
·衵˺һûȵĻشֻֻͣµεĶ;˶ͨ
·룬ĪҵýУ԰һ飿ĻҲ̫ɵ˰ɣ·ˣ衵֪ȣܿܵõġ
ֹ˺һڵȵίԱƽ
衸磬æ˫ֺʮǰҡΰ˰ݣһǰ༱ȱһ߷ͷˡ衸ʼѣʺϵġӻ˵Ĺעʱˡ˵׼и·Ůء
ʹ𣿡ģһ㲻ġȻˣĴһЧŮװ߷ӣҲһ㲻Ϊ顣
˵⣬ίԱƣʹˣԸ⡣ȺŮͻҪڿĻʽϴŮװŮװûʲôһȺӳൽԸ˿ûһŮζŮӴŮװǰźƣϯ̨ʱʮظߺ˶ںţǳ......ֱӰ
̫
ӣһֳŵأɢš
ίԱһ꿽ҭ˼衸Ͱæɣ¶˵ֻкôûл
ôûлһһ׶ˣڵŮɲеģһ׷ߣҲ鷳ߣҲ׷˺þüӦŮ˿˵ҽϸı뷨ݺݵؾܾλ˵ô죬ƻԵ......
ԽԽÿܣصҡҡͷУ̫ˣ̫¶档
......·㿴һۣ湻......ƤģѹϽԭô࣬
ίԱҲһ˵Ǹ𾪵ˣ˰û˵
·㣬һתѯ˵ҪҪӦұǲģⲻû
㡣ȥȥȥͲȥ
ȫر˵ԸõЦˣҾͲȥˣҲȤ
˿·㣬һתίԱ飬Ҫ·㣿ҲãҲͦʺӵġ
ίԱת¶ҪѯĴʱ·ڵĻᣬȥ
ĮԶ̬ȷ
ίԱȻûʳأþܾôɡ
ţ·ͻȻһ£ǱĿ˶ԱҪμӿĻʽ༶߷ӣԣҲҪ߷ġ
衺ʱ˿϶ǱһţǰһǳԻĿ䵽ϣ˱޹ǣĿᱻϴ
ǣ·ϸ˿ڣдŵ䵭Ĩ˼֣һһ֣ص˵ҾӦȥ
ڱȰ˵췽ӵѹûעίԱ˵ЩʲôȻ·˸ת䣬ɻһɡ
ûмҵȷ񶨣ѯԭίԱ·𿴵ϣؿ·㣬˵衡
......·ӵԱ߹еĿ⣬衺ϵ˵췽ӵѡһ㶼ǰ༶ʻʵˣ˰༶Եģѡ
ģ⧲õ·ĵһ佱ϲüҡ
档·ص˵ͷ
衸磬⻪Ŀҫ۶Ŀ˧ίԱûһ䡣
·:......ҲûбҪôɣȻʵܾԹȡ
衸磬㿼ǵôˣίԱץŲݴʱʡ
·ͻһ佱ϲͷԵ衵ϲЦŴӦ
ͷһ󻼵ίԱɵˣ·Ҳ򲻻ϴֻǣŶ滹ü۶ЦĳˣôֱǸͬʱôֽĵ⡣
˭ƽʱ......ҲҪӵζ
ҵĪڱ˻ڹﲻ֪飬̵Цӡ
ίԱߺ󣬴ԶΪԶִǻˣͷͳǻѵоʤС
˴ɤŵһ˲˲ٳ޼ȺڵĻͷ˳˺лķ˿
ͻȻעӵ·㣬......ΪʲôҪôΪʲôҪ......ػ
Ҫܶģ桢߼ܡˣƷӴ󣬽ƾΪ֮ù
·ѭľǣһǦһŸ߼ܣΪһһҲŸ߼ܣ˺ƺ˸ˣһһ̧ŵӣӣһϻһˡ
һ˸󣬼߹ģơ
ڿտĳذںװúΪǰ˸˵ļضÿ˶˵˾ˡ
ǰ˸˳ΪʾؼüŪһڵõ˵ĵͷ֮󣬱ӵȥ
˶ʮӺһˣҪȥΪͻȻԶȥ˺һ䣬һ˱Ż˻ֱʾյˡ
......İõ߼ȷι̺˾䣬Ǵҵ˰æôģ
·Ҳ棬ЩʶҲûǰġΪƽʱǴڽҲ࣬ټǲǺദӦҲǽʶı
ȻذһȻǴĳֽס
......ǷǷİ......·Сֹһ䣬ܸоʲô塣
ЩЦ̧·СţСԴ϶ʲôء
·򴽣ʲôҲ㡣
......Ϊ衸ͻȻת·˵һֱŻش˶Իֹͣķ϶˿˵衸磬⻹û˵ء
·㷴ӦŶԣ˵Ŵʲôأ衳ƫ˻⡣Щ棬һ㲻ԡ
˵쳤ֲ......ʮġ
룬Ҳ˵ʮֲͷˡ
......б±Դб¶·Ҳô˵!٣......Ҳٱֵһ㡣
ЩȻǲ˵ֻڶQQ
Ҽ˵ʹû˸Ȥڱ϶ܵԹ˼ǿȻӰ죬֪Եʲô𣿡
衴ſڴббվţûӲ硣˫գգ͵ģڵĻشֻÿڣֻƮûʲôԵġ
......һһת·㣬·㣬أ
ʲô·ü룬ɵظ˸𰸣裿
̫û³һѪ
......ֵýֱ۴·ļϣʹЦ̫ɰˡ
û˵......
·ĬһŲͷŵֱۡ
ΪͬļȻֱӽ๫֮ڣӦ˸˽ӡ
......·Щࡣ
ᣬֲΡΡָΪ˭˵ˣӦ˵ġ
ֵΪѵóٳ޷˵ҾͰ㡣Ϊļ򣬡ֵܣ̫л
أ......ôллŶ.
Ϊ˹֡

 46 

Ц󣬼ڿʼ˾ϰĿΪȥ˲ٳһͷϰǦ
·㿴ֵӦӲϾ衣ЦûָߵҪء
ֱ˴ЦǻԶ׼Ĳһ£Ц˲Цˡ
......·㽫ߴĿЦŲĳ°ͣʾĳһûԾԵ˻Ҫæ
衰һȵȰ
˵ŴӶͳֻ㰴֮·Աߣֻ
·㿴ֻ棬ͣƵиı⡪һӽ̻㱳Ծʽߡ
......˿衣˵Ҫֽ̣
ǰЦӯӯϢôȫԳӴȡ֪ʶ
......ͻȻӿ˳ô
·㼸ɲĿ˿ƽù衵ֻƽؽӷԼֱֻ衵ʱȻ侲Գ֡
衾Ա߿ȫ̵Ĳɻ󣬵ܿԼԼһͣԭҪӰΪܶ࿴ǰɣҪֱӸ˵ˣҿ϶ᷢġ
......Բ
·óԼֻ㿪ӣȷܲźֻһԵļĻϢȻƽ˵ˡ
ĸˣ衶ʱԼĸϽš
·ӲſɲŶ衰˰ʳָ˳ʳָ׵ý
ȥˣԼԼģ󡣡·˵
衹Цһ˫ü΢УһС˼ȫҿ͸˵ı飬ãǧڸȫС˼ùھ
Ŷ꣬³Ҿ
·ĬһҪ衲ǴǸͺˣ϶һŰߣ߶Զ߶Զð۲ˡ
ϧǸˣǸƤȳǽˡ
·޷½ֻԹ˿Ƶ
ϻǵ֪ܵ·ŲһСȻؽ°ʹ·ļϣ·һͬƵ
·㿴Ƶרעĸ֪½ټѵûзҲǾĹۿ·㻹ΪְѸ첲ˣ΢΢˶ûѿȥˡ
һӵƵܿ첥꣬רעѧϰ£Ǿգ۵ĹͿˡ
·㽫ߴֻĻջ΢΢Ŀ衲֪ʱԴ󣬶ʱͷ
ĥܽƵݣ˼һȻسŶһ
ľ룬඼ܸо޵Ϣʱ·񴥵˵ƵĶ˿
衳ʹغһ°ֵͣؿһۣۡ
·㾪رԴ͵ʲôҲû˻׼еһߡ
ⱳԾʽߣܽһ£žҪ㣬ͷ˦ȡʹ°ͣ·㶣˵ʱһҪע˦Ƚڹ˵䡣
·վʮ֮Զľ룬ԤĽŸ
ｨ𽥼صٷ֮ʮ·㹪ҪʼܣͻȻ·й滮õ·ߡ
һǾõһγԵĸ߶Ӧñһ㡣ߵ߼ܱߣ͵͵ĺ˸߶ȽøһЩ
ߵĸ߶Ⱥص˵ͷЬںǰĦ˼ȷỬ߽ײײߵĴϵ롣
һУس·ҫ佱·˵ǲǿǵúܵܽ
......·û߽ˣһԼϥǶĺ˸߶ȣڵɫĳˣԵѯ:߶ȣģ
һûԼΪŹ֣һƣս߶Ȳ١
·ĬĬ⣬̧žȥˣȡʲôԾʽ......ػڹƻ
߶Ⱥܰȫ衹ִΪ˵·㣬Լʾһ·㿴
㿴ĺܰȫͬʱҲȫõȥһԾˤϵĵӣһʹ
·²ۣ......ʮ׵ĸ߶ȣȥɣУΪʲô⻰˵ĺںµĸֲںİοԻ󣬲⡣
衴ƻԭ״˿ѿռø·㣬ˣɣҸղԹˣԾʽûôѡ
·㿴˿ڵɫ޲Ȼǰһֵ߼ܵĸ߶ȡ
һߣȥһߣһѰס֡
΢΢ȵƱ·ջ֡
һϸ廬衲ûע⣬Ϊ˿̵עȫ˱棬ЩȻŵʣѸ߶ȵߣΣյġһγǻҪһ㣬ս
......о˺˶ӪС
·˱ۣΪεʣΣˣ߶ѡ˵ˣз棬Ҳˤˡ˾û˴һײϡΣˣ
衱·һƽʸסˣȻڳģ֧ţһƲŤ......Σ͵͵͵һ²𣿡˵ĵġ
......·㲻ˣĬĬԶš
һ£˭Ҳ˵˭ʱƴľ־˭ɶ˭Эˡ
ŵ߲ƻȣˮûŭụ̂ʮƽȻ
һ룬룬룬룬գգۣذת߼ܵĸ߸߶ȡ
ֻܸһףٸˡ߶ȵһף衱šתĸ˵һ飬߸߶ȡְһߵĸ߶µ˵
·㣺......ˣһ׾һףܱȲϥҪǿ
ԼܵľԶߣڶνֻڵϣת΢΢
ɣҾԲˡվ߼ܵĲԶֻ¼ġ
·һֱǶź˵ģһ·ͲԾǿһۡ
Ҫһ·ȡ׼״̬վֱ΢紵Ӷ°ڣͦΰֱзɣЩ
·ͻȻͣ衲Եؿֻ¼񻹿š
ң·㵭ʡ
貵Ц԰ΰʱ̣ȻҪ¼һ¡
ġ·ɾĳԡ
ðɡЩԸعֻд䵽һߡ
ȻûȡԶУ·㻹ɻŵؿ˼ۣķֻ޶·¿ʼ״̬
һֱע·㣬ִֻֻо·ϾҪʼˣĵָȽֻ
΢תһĻܺã¼Ǹ棬ֻΪղϢ˵Եʣ¼ͣˣȻĬĬص˼İť
Ų˼·Ƽ̧ŵһɲǣֻžͷ·ߡ
ȫ̲
٣ͣǹɹ̧ȣһȳɣ·ԱԾʽķʽ䵽˵ϣ߶ȱͲߣȻ˿عԭλ
Ưµͣ·䵽ϵʱ򱣴¼񲢽ֻû·

 47 

ںܿȥ˶ڴӭ
˶˱ڴɺܼ򵥣Ǿ˶죬ǿ첻ϿΡң˶ڼ䣬ʦʴĬزҵԣ죬ˣɵʱ䡣
ΪˣƽʱҵȥĥŵĴܲڴ𣡣
һգұĶҪ磬Ҫ˷ܼġ
ϵŮ׷ףֳİɫŮװ˿ȹ¶ֱӡ
ЦŮװӦǵװҲûӹŮĳЦ
ܰ༶ѵһŮοĻʽŮķζһİ壬İǻѤݻʿ
νݻ棬ָ˸ƬݻԪصװƷ
ͺʽǼȫŮǻƳģʵǺܺÿģֻ·еˣһĿĻͨϾԵù
ƤڳְСֵϣҲ̶õԸӡ
ʵأҳһ󣬳൹ҲûʲôȺ֮г˼ͽ
޷޲ƽŽҺһŵһȦ䣬ͬ·ΪʲôϾôһ
½ߵԽԽ
Ǹ죬ǰ˵衾ߴߴ̫ܲþˣһѵķϻû˵
ֱ½壬һ˿Ҳǻ߶ĺˡ
ǾͳһĻ
绻÷װһֱվ½Աߣ֪ʲôͼĵȻ졣
ȻҪ컨׹رȻݽ½ʱĵע
Ůڽﻻ·಻㡣
һڵ衻÷װӺ߳·㻹·ĥ
·кܶϸСӣ˶ܻҵſۣ·һʱû㶮ȥȷһ档
ҽɡ衺ĵشù·⿪һſۣ׼棬
Ȱ·ˡ衿һУס
·㻹ôУ㶵Ŷһ»Уڿϡ
洩һ׶䣬ڿɰµĵķ
̨Ĵţһ紵ӯĴڣǹ·ʣϽġپʵŵļ
ḡشڣģֲķͣĸƣĲ
·㱾ûע⵽ôһһӦĪ˳ڲ߷鼱֮£һѳϵУ衵ϡ
衵ͱŵĿУ˸ȫ
·һУ衵һֶֻ·
ȶ˶·һֻӣȻһֻּ衵һߵӡ
Ȼ·ᵽ˸ţɿŵ֡
һɣ·Уͱ衳ͬʱŹֶĿĿҲ³ǰ
·ͷ·Σæϵۡûĳå̬
·㣬ڰɣˣҿ𡣡ν˵˵ˣҪǾóԿҲԸ㿴ҵġ
·:......̬
ʵ֤衻Ըӱ̬
·㣬У㰡ԵظпǻζǸ㣬еУһڡ
·㵷ŷװԱһתͷһۣͼ̬һᱡУæض˻ϷصŽ
һжϵδɢȥ
˸΢΢衣æҵϵſۣͼڻҺ졣
Ұ㰡衲ָؿʼϵſۡ
·ƫԴǲ衶ϡ
衳ţϵһеſۡ
ǡʱ·պҲϵһߵſ̵ֻۣץαϵĿӣȥӡȻܵȥˡ
衿ԻҵıӰɻôˣ
·棬衵ϢƽӿҲɢȥ
ÿӺִһ侲Ŵ
ٳʱȻƽĮ顣
ӣһԵ£·˺üӡ
衱ſȼ˳̲ס˵͵ʲôأôôã
˭ˣ˾ܻ𳵡
·ûصλϿʼЬ
Ҳǣζ˵ʱ䲻ô......
·:......ܸоĺͬһ˼......
·㻻Ьվ°ڣ嶼ƽˡ
̧۴ϵɨһֹۣƣر˧
ͺ۾ʣе㲻̫ˡ·㿴˿ͷȥŪҵ㣬Կըˣ
Ҹ͡˵ŴҪ֡
·æһ㣬խλӴ˳ȥ
ӴҲûӴܶԶԶĳ˵ƽž衣
ĬĬض˼룬ͻȻӶóֻ·㻹ûһʱ򣬿˼š
ܲϰյ·򴽣ġ
ŭ
·ѽ衷ֻһֺǷ˵
ƫװ޹ı飬һ˫޹˫ۡ
·:......
治ģ߽ʡ
ɾ·˵
ɾҡҡͷܾᣬʮͼǸո·ĵģżȲͼҲǷ羰ͼȫʳͼ
㿴衷·ĵƬ֮Ȱ˵յöÿɾǿϧԺ󷭳Щʱ尡
·:......ɾ
ǵɾüΪѵؿ˿ƬľĵرãǺɾ
̧Ƴһ·㣬ĮȻشֻĻٲȻҪۼලɾ
Խתתź˵˾䣬ðɣġ
ҲŵһͼƬѡ·ɾѡǷɾʾѡȷ
ŶͬĲ
Ƭʣ˰ɣ
·ͷջĿ⡣
衾ͳʱٵص㿪תͷģʽȻ󹴼·ļ򣬳䲻ؽװ
ӣЦſͷһ
꣬
衵ͷƬסسޣÿ
·ʼδ衻ͻȻôһУûз䱻衵óˡ
Ӧֱɾ
ȫȻһ̣ЦɾŶ
·΢΢ü
㿴衻ĵƬŴ󣬡ЩܾĿɰСضزס
ɾƬ·ᶨˡ
衰˰ָһֻֻϲ˼չʾ·㿴
·һƣŷۼɾļƬ³

ԶݣɾҲһЦŻصλϸϸƬ
......·ڵЩôˣ......ûа취ֹ
״Щͷۡ                        
лҪ˵orzķǳ˼
ΪһЩԭ򣬱Ҫͣҡ
Ȳôãɡ
ֱǸָºҾѶ˵Щ
orz

 48 

˵ӿĻʽкһʱ䣬ϷȻȥУſڵǼꡣ
£衽ֻ˶ͬһ죬·㣬ȥ˵˺öƷֺóֺÿ
ȥǲҡľܾ
µլ·㲻ȥҪʲộ
·շϵˮˮ֮ǲҪ̡
......໥......һʵģһܵġ
ģڶۡ衼˵ǵøʲôɣƴһƴԱ˺üǮ
·㲻Ϊƽĺû˿仯ƤΪƳһ衣Ȼⴹأ̲ؽ飬Ժеһƴ
Ϊ뿪˵Ҳ衸Ժƴŵһ衸ȿ˿ڡ
ѾƴҲټӽȥˡ衶·˵
Ϊƣ衸綼ûأô֪Ҫƴˣ......Ĳ̡
˵һ̩ȻһҲſںģ·ûжӻɱˣΪһûı򣬡Լɣһȣһȡ
һ̶Ƶģشڳ﹩˹򣬴óһŲ˶ã죬Ȼͻζ̫ĩ
Թ԰Цˣ͵͵Цöûб䣬ŵٺȣ붾𣿡
һǵػݻǺԵҲǿ·ûһͰ衸ҭס
⧲ǺһЩ㶡
衾Լв·ԽܾԽ˷ܣԽս·Թ˳ӡ
ˣͻȻһе·˷ܵ˵֭󱭣ǱġӦûϲġ
ģ·㻳ɵؿ衡Ҳȥһɴ֪֭ҲǼҵӪҵΧڡ
·ɣĲһ̹Ȼ磬ӹɡ
Ǽҵĳ֭ﻹй⣬ڸζüˡ衲䡣
·㻳ɵؿ˿衣ѡšϾѾþûȥһˣ֪ƷҲ
ԣҪҰ𣿡Цʡ
·㾲Ĭһһͬ翵ıᣬָպ
ʹװû˲䣬ޱȷѽı飬ʲô
·:......һǹġ
·㳯֣ʾչлҪ
̣֪·㲻ջҪˣϲ̵ؽ˹ȥ
õ·һСξһš
Ȼ·㲻᲻صʣ𣿡
衴ģ·ڱ
ĤҪˡĶŵһֿ̿·㣬ֻ۾Բ
ҿҵĶǲǻˣ衲էȻյüУôоҵĶأ
·:......װͦ˫ĿɴݼڸĻ......
·㵭Įشһĳ͵ǰİ׾䣬衻ڲذӴ̾
ѽѽԽԽˡ
ͷҲʼеʹˣ·˵ǲǶӰ쵽񾭰ѽѽô찡
·㣬ɵøһҲмˣ㲻ңǵңرչңʲôøҿøҵˮȣҪҼˣԾԸظҰ硣
ٲȻɫˡ
ǰ˲赹ˮ......Ρ
......ޣô˵ء
·ܻԾ
ͬһº޺¿Ķ䣬Ĭһϵָ΢΢˶
ĳߡ
ָڣּ䶯
·һֻɢĳջ仹ͣǰǡʱɻһǳ
һʲôˡ
ģ˫ʶƵ˿ƣ˳⣬ֱӾǯĳ
ʸģŵ۵ĵԡ
ͻȻס衵һʱû͵бӣ޵ذ˺ü
һ㶼ģƵ¡
·ǹһĨײЦת˲š
ôҰɣ·ſԼʹĶݿŵ˵һΪҵĶ䶼Ҫˡ
......·㾲Ĭ룬Ȼľһ㻹߲ߣ
衳̾һƵģתͷһߡ
·:......˰
ѾһϷȻ衸æֻŽ衸磬ô·˵껰ΪҪһء
Ŵԣ֪ôģ·㼫Լıӣеִ٣Ϊһе㱧Ǹ
衵ûʲô飬Ҳ˿Σߡ
¥ݣ߳ѧ¥̳ʱͻȻʣ衸磬һ֭զ֪
Ϊÿعһһʵ˿ܷͣѽ⣬֪һòûпع֭ҵ
һ¼õƷװŵһ˫ɫͲƤѥɵĿƤѥڣ˫ȳĵֱϸ
ޣʶĿ
Զߡ
ûػأ̬ɢȴһߵķ緶
Ҿ˵·˵ô֤ҶҪԼˣͷһʵӦƶţƬ֮ɻ󲻽ˣ衸㲻......ƭ·
漸˼û˵
ȷû⣿ŽСʣҪǱ......
üβһÿɷ·㵥ĺܣܴڽֲȥֻҪû˸״Ļ֪
뵽⣬˿һòƲο
غ죬в;棬ҪǱ·֪ˣԲ֪ġ
ůͻȻоһϮɪɪס첲̬Ͽң衸ģҾؿƿ㶼й¶ȥ
һ鵭Ĵݡ
˶ڼ䣬Уſ
Ϊ˷ͷֹʿûУ԰ֻڱҵСȲţŽա
Ʋţ˿ġ
һ嶼ڲҵС
......衿˿۴ָײ
Ļ⣬һۣûֺܿǺǵڿʲô
ֺһʡ
Ҫȥ
ͷ
壬ǿһţųȥ˵
ԾֺǺǵģֻͣĻԶһзһԲ״ССģһ֡
ˣఴť
ĿӦþǿؿ
ȻͼùңҵһťĴָͣһ£Ȼȥ
ſ衶˾ллŶ
һŲһ룬ͬһ̵ıһ䣬ڵС濡ţ㿴ǰǸСƤ׵Ӵ۾۾Ǳӣ֪ҪǶСŮ......
ǿɲڵŮ޶ϲðָݵһһڷҪСҲϲ
ϴү˵ȫûҪ˵˼ԣ衽˶Ի˸ȫ
Ǿ䡰ҪСҲϲ
һʮüĿɳڴֲƺüӿ˵ļ룬ʵ
һ򻬣ûˤ
漴ֻߵĲٿһˣ·˴ʲôǷ֮أ롣                        
лҪ˵һʱ˵Ժÿŵ׼ʱ¡
лл֧

 49 


衸硣Сܽϡ
׷֮˵衸ȳҲչչͨˣ߿ˣҸϰ
衲ƳһۣС˲ࡣ
ȹ·߳Զ˫죬ҵĶ
......衿춶ɸˣڱЦЦԭԶ
üͷ΢һɫ
衸治Ц㣡æ֣⡣
衣......С
УŶһʳ֣һǰͣſڣûнȥ
ɻؽһ
ȥһԽݮɣȥ˸ڣ·֭ȥ˵
Ŷһ߽˵ڣȵ˹ҪԽݮɣȻſʼѡԼĶ
԰ӦΪʲô衸粻Լһúȥڰֲż
һڵƷԤһСʱõģֱѡСڵ̲жģҪȴʱ䡣οǸΨһһϳ˵̲꣬ԴϣҪŶӡ
ԣó֭Ȼһûʱú档
һ߽֭ڣվһǰԾĿϿȥûʲô˾Ƭ֮Ѳ
Ҫ򣬲ˡܶ衳ĳ˼
ͷһ£ҵһָָǰźŵ˾Ƭ衸ĸóԡ
......˳ָķ˿ûƬ˾Ƭʲô𣬸ȫھʲô
һƬͺˣʲô......
ǿɲУصҡҡͷҪ͸СġѡÿóԵƬ
С
......衴ûôһѾĳƺ
е㱻һ¡
С׷һӣرɰͣл֣СҸȡĽзÿɰ𣿡
......ȫûá
룬ԭ˽ȡģ˵ô˸Լȡôĳƺ
ƳһһŮȡСС
ôû......˵
һ˲ΣҲ˽ԼнУ治ҡ
......㻹֪֮衴гһԽݮɡ
ôһԻĹ򣬲̣û衵ȵûġ
ȻôѡǾͱѡˡ˵ţ衴һùӽƬ˾װ˳ʳװȻֱ̨ȥ˳䶳ʱһ̡
̣ˮ
ĿɿڴðβŷӦҴܵԱߣ衣衸磿
衽ŵ̨ϣԱѾʼˡ
óֻ㿪ŵɨϣһɨһ߻˾䣬ʡᣬˣպҺ·һһƬųԡ
......ɣҴ......С......
Ѿˣһ䡰İɣˣͲˡļе˳ȥ
ںһ㳭˼Сɣٽˡ
ϴûͼ˻
զ衸磿ɻʡ
ûԹߵ̨ǰ˿Ϸơ
ˮ̣
ǵģƷʮݡԱǸŮʿŶʮЦգ̬ȺͻС
ûɣ滭ӡ衿ϵһͼƬ
ǵģŮԱ΢Цſ϶ӣâݮ⨺ңϱƵķζ̺ʵһ
ǵˮģζʡ»ݣҪ𣿡
衴˴ëһݡ
õġŮԱٶȽ˺󣬳ﶩһݡ
ˮټӵ㣬鷳ӵӶӵͻȻ뵽衲䡣
û⡣ŮԱ΢ЦţȻֺ˾䣬λ˧磬Ҫӵӣټӵˮ
ˬػӦϣ
............ҲŴ
ˮ̵Ҫʱ䣬վһԵȣҲվһԵȡ
ɢļ϶һ˶ֻͨġ
ûϰߣҲ˵ĩżϷֻ
װʱ鷳סͻȻԱ˵
ŮԱʱ΢Цøˣλ˧磬ŮѿиŮѰԲҪӵİɣ
ŮŮѣͻȻһŮѵĵ˲ʲôӦǳһƵĺ˳
衸Ůˣɶʱ򽻵ģզ֪ɡ
......ΣҺ·õġ
˵׼ŮϢʹϸˡ
ŶһЩӦˣЩûܰǵϵȻʧ
·һԱ
ԤǸŮԱӦҲһ飬......ǸŮԱЦøˣ֮ǰǽѹԼ΢Ц岻©ݣֿ¶ˡ
衣
ˮˣŮԱװã衽ӹӵʱͻȻСֵ֧˵֣ͣ
ᣬ̺˿ᡣ
ǲԣʲôͣ
Դɻؿ˿ŮԱŮԱְָֻҵ΢ЦûʧЦһ
߳ţ֪ղǸŮԱΪʲôҪ˵𣿡
ҡҡͷ֪һء
......룬ûˣˡܾĪĻ......
ȥɱ־ǸͤɱòȻֿ塣
ȫ衶ľȻһʮ䡣
УţԶֹͤ
Се䰡ô׷ŮӴ......
㲻֪ڵŮӶϲģԽ䵭Խϲ
ǻɻǶ˵ĸţ......
һһ......ֹֹܲܲҪô......
ѧһ¥ĳ༶ʱӽҺ鼸ۡ
......衿һŸһ꼶ĽҺ߲ˣˡ
æ֣عߡ
ⲻϲ˼Сȴ̲ס뿴ۡ衵Ĳ߱˵ϲһ˶ġ
Ȼ뵽δܸͬܣһ˵衸磬ϲһ˵ʱ֪ˡ
......Īֱǰ̻ĸоô£
ϲʲôо̤һ̨ףʡ
ϲϲ㷢Լ⣬ϲһˣͺ޲һ𡣼ʹʲôҲ͹һֻҪŶԷͺܿĺ㣬Ҳ鲻Խ
ôжԼϲһأ衽һʡ
ôжϲһˣĥһ£Ǹ⡣һû
......ֵؿһۣ㶼ôŮˣ֪ôжϲ
ĵһ߲ܣյȫգ
һ֪Լϲϲһ˵ģۿԼ޷æͣҪʵ̫ͻȻ̫ټˣһʱûӦ
˵衵Ȼ
衸ʵú֣һ̸ʱ򣬶ȥȥжԼǷϲһ˵ģ˵ǿˣҵĸоһˡ˭ôࣿ
Ǻ㣿衲Ͽɵü
ӰĻԭԼֻ£ңܻΪǼ¶
һе˵㣬ʱӦúȷİɣ
̤϶¥̨ףֹһüбһۣ·˵ڶң
......ǿоĶˣԼ֪ġ˵˵˾β
衲ûоʹ˽Ĵ㡣
ʣһǲܿƵ붺һˣĶ᲻ǲϲ
׵İоԼܿ϶ػشʲôˣ˾ϲˣӹɡ
衾ȣȷ
ţܿ϶ؿͷ֣뵽һжϲ׼
ǸԼûκųⷴܵĻǾϲˡ˵
ԷԼ
衴˼ݵĲ
Ļ......
ĸоҲûй......
ԣϲ
衳˼䣬ԽԽԽԽСͣԭء
ţԱһգһ衸һء
衸磿һ
衻عн
衸Ϊʲôͣˣʡ
ûΪʲô
衵ĻشһνҲһ·һƽûб仯ֻԼȻΪĺ컨ҷ


 50 

Һţ̧ȥԶԶģڱߣ·㰲ſ飬ûͦúֱԵðҲûúԵձǡõôţԳһʵ
ûκλǿƻ͵ϢֻǷǳƽâ
΢Ʈư׹⡣
פ㾲ؿһ
ΪԼ⣬һתͷ·۵ʱͨҺ¡һ
⻷֣Ⱥ·תɲǣ衵һָо·Ȼ˳ĶٴκٿκˣֻΨ·ҫ۵Ĺ⣬ռ
ǹâ̫ҫۣ񽻻ϵһ̣衲֪ĺȻҿæߣͬʱһָֻϺ󲱾ĿƣװŸ첲
·㿴һۣƽת˻ȥ衹Ÿ첲Զ˲ʱͣˡ
Ծͨͨҵţҡ
衸磬ôվλصλ£عͷվںŴһ֡
Ȼعһݣ׿ŵļ˿ŤĪļµĲηŵⲽλ
ŲԼղǽŵųء꣬Լ˸ֻͣΪ·ת̫ͻȻɱһֲһʱûӦû˶ѣ
һϲһˣһ۽ЩҲ
ôһ룬衾˺ܶ࣬Щ֮˶Ҳƽࡣ
Ѿȷˣ衣ʵϲ·㡣
ۻһܣ˶Ц֣Ҫôͬ˵ŻҪôֻ֮зݡ
ɢĻ£·Ȼڿѧϰ
ԹԣȰ˵ͲˣõĿʱȻ飿
·㴹˴Ҳ֪øʲô
ŶԹԣϧؿһ۵ġ
ôһ˵·ʱѹͳа˳
ԭͳȥһ˵Ĺٻ衾Ȼ˸ˣú......֡
·ĺ̽ɻֱֱ衵۵ס
Ƭ۵峺·۽޵ʹĬȻԡ
ֻǶͬմȾ֬
·΢ͷ򣬿ȥ˼ŷҪ˵ЩʲôůЦſ߲٣ĵȴ
Σ·̧ͷƽĿİ֧֧ᣬǸѧ˵˵òСӣ㣬ΪʲôҪУң......Թԡ
ֵġ·ԣŵľִ١
û뵽Ҫ˵ɹȻº͵Цţʲôӵװ
˫߬߬·˳˵ڣ˵ΪʲôҪҹԹԣ֣Ҳϲ
˵仰·ִ۲ˡ
衵ȴǸˣգŴ覵ɻ·߸˸ѹǳǳ˵ţûн㰡˵ĹԹԣǸҵĿͷ㲻ϲҲû취ˣҵĿͷĲˡ
ͬôûִ˵·Բ˵ǣ֮ǰôû˵
һЦźҲ㣿
......
·ΪǿЦģ񲢲ô룬ֻ衵͵͵شյϻ˺ü
ԹԣԹԣ......
ƻŶĤŸй٣ȵĺ·գһƿ衣˻ȥ
һ꣬·ͺˣԼçײʧؿһ衣ջ
ȫû·ӦһļҷӦŭ㶣ֵúܿģǺܱԴһ
ԹԣȻϮ!Լţŵؿߣ̫ˣҪҸ𣡡
......·ںûתȥ顣
룬Ҳǣⲻļһʲô˵ģ翴ѧϰ
·תȥ黹ؿ飬ζĳۺûᡣ
·㣬·㣿һ·ǰ˻ΣûӦ
ðɣЭˣ쵼ҲԹ˰ˣһ氡
·ûش𣬲һֱ˵Ļ
·㻹ûӦ۾ҲһֱǱ衿û̫αһ·ĲգֱϵƷб̹ǡ
һЦһɱ
ϰװĦO@졣
·ԱƳһۣһ۾͸סһղ
𣿡ҡҡı֭ˮ鸽ڱڣγεɫŴ飬̼Ӿζ٣һ·㡣
𣿡衺Ц·Ϊʻĺᡣ
ţȡ·صص˵ͷ
΢΢ݸĶѶţ·յѶϢá
ָմһĨȴ룬˻ȥ
ãθڣ·㲻صһۣת˲ţء
һֱעı飬δܷŹ̴ٵһһĻŵؽ֭࣬ңˣ
·æҡͷʸڷϣûУ㿴ˡ
......Сƭƭһ˿
Ǳǰ·ֻԼٳٲĵĳ֭ɵ
ǰ衰Ȼ˵ģղŵ̬ҺܲˬҸˣҪԼȣˡ
ǳ棬·㲻ؿ˸ܣĤһƣࣵһ࣬·һֹ󣬡......
衰ܣҪܿ룬Ȥؿ·֮񲨶
ӦһҪ󣬾͸ȡüεųûٵо
ʲôҪ󣿡·û̴Ӧü΢š
Ҳʲôرֵ̹Ҫ󣬡һͣ㱧һ¡
·꣬˵תͷȥĳ֭ʲôģҪˡ
ȻҲϵ·ܾû뵽ܾôѸ٣ǶǵģֱӾͳĬƵˡ
衱ҲǿЦûΪ·ӦԵ·ķӦ衿ҲЦЦ롣
ȻˣôһСĴָָ׸ǴСʧź
ḡܵıֱ֭ӵݵߣɫܴ걡ʹ΢΢һҧסá
·ŵֺһڣĹ֭Сʱһзˡ
衵ֺܴҲ֪ǹĻģűڵƺָϡſţӶռס
·ֲܴù
·бһۣ԰ˣһֱšԼȣҪι
ҪЦ˵Լð
......
ҪߣҿԼˡ軵عһĨЦι·һڵı֭˻ȥš
ײűڷ죬·ɡ
ѽԴ΢ƫЦҲڲס۵׵ζ
һ˵Ƿ֮ߺ֮
רעλΪצćNɪע
̧һۣ˵衸ĺǷͼǰ״ʵ죬ȥڵ˺óӸ·ĳ֭ûи·㲻˵ر⡣
衸㲻·......
滹û˵һ
......ǡ
ȫͶϷ֪衺·˷ʲô
ôо衸ֵֹģֱС죬ͽյУ衸绹·ϹϾģô......˵壬͸оֵֹġ
ʲô֣ΪŽɫλܵػأϲ·ģ
......һζ黰ҲػϷʲôûλҪ
衻ǸЦʱһһתЦûɢøˡ
˾ȥ!
·һƳһ衣ٿ˿ϵĳ֭Ѱҿ֮
ϸϸ۲һһطԱĳֽӴ
·ָܿʹצһϷסܣȻʾ⣬Էˡ
°㣬ޱ飬Ҫж
ԣҲǺ嵭ķӦǶ˼ְȻζ
衿ˣ㶼㡣
һɣԷθĵЦΪѹǻ𶯡
·:......ЦôģС˺......

 51 

·̺ű֭ʱװȥ˰칫ңˮ̷Сš
Сʱⲻ˱СϪʣ̳Եʲô
ٳԡ衻ش
ʵΪ·Ѿںȳ֭ͬʱԵ̣ţСʱóһá
ߵʱ򻹱СϪ٩һÿ澫¡
תǴǡմӿһίԱ
衸£м!ԺʲôҪֵܵĵطᣡίԱǮЬӣ쿪ĵЦ
衴ƳһŵһӣſϢʱȻ
ôһ䣬϶˺ܶѰɣȥίԱʡ
Сνػء
˵ģ˵ʳʱҶˡίԱЩ˷ܣҸտ˿ݵϢXXӵʳ!Ҷóԣ!衸ֱʣ
衸˵Щ˶Ǯûгλʡ
......ܰɡػء
ȥɢɵζǺӡ
ίԱʶȤر졣
صңλ
Ա߿ֲգ·㶼Թų֭飬⡣
Сûġһ䡣
·š
ԹԣҸղųȥһ㶼ȥĶ𣿡ⶥڿϣźʡ
......·˿ڱĹ֭ʲôʵġ
ͬʱ򶼻ԼͬȥĶʲôΪʲôһ㶼......衲ģ񣬡ͬúܲϸ񡣡
......㲻øұ١·ʵ档
䵭Ͳˣָѯټ֮ĺгദ
......
Թԣ̫ܲҽ㣬ͬرûģֻˣȥĶˣˣҪ֪ҪȥԹԣ......Сʦһʼ·ԼαԼ١
......·һĪȫͼϲĻͣ˵˲ҹԹ𣿡
衶һ£ʹȨҲ˵ˣҿͷĲˡ
ôҰɵϷʣҪңҲǲУֻҪ㱧ңԺ󶼸ܡ
......·ɻ󲻽ض衳˳ԽԽˣΪֹ˲ԡ
ɻɻ󣬵Ⲣ·䵭ͷ¼ӵİ......
԰֪ܵȻ£ɵġô
̬ȫ¿ˮ̣ô˵ôӦ
ãȻĿͷҵҪǲǶԱҲô˵·ߵĿͷҪ˵İɡ
бۣ˼ϣnononoˡͷжѡĿԵģһ˾ͻ˵ġ
ͻȨֻܿһ˵Ȩˣûбˡԣӱ˵Թ֣ǲܵˡ
......ҪȨޡ
ˡ衵
......ǾͬüȨޣΪʲôˣԭ򡣡·ü
ԭʲôûûûƤЦЦ
......˵ͨ·Բٺ˵ô˵˶ģҲͲٷѿˣȻоȥˡԹССŻС˭У
Թԣ̽غһ䣬·û
Ҫǻһǰ·һȡսʧ롣ڵƲƲ죬η塣ΪѾ֪·Ǹǳ̫ˣĲֻһû˵ϰʹȻ
йԹԲӦֽ·㣿
·ΪʶֻнŻӦڲǺƳһۣǻӦ
񱻴Цһ͵Цһ......ݡɰ
㲥￪ʼ˶ԱУ԰
˶Ա֮ǰĲڲٳſڵĵȴְŶӣ볡˶ԱѾڿ̨Ͼ
Ļʽ˵ĻͲչ˶Ա볡ǰʻӺͺŲٳתȦ
ٳϱţʻӴ볡е˶ԱжԱߡ
ɲɣΪ˶Աнʻӵ½պþڸ߶߰Աߣɲɵغ·Ϊվһš
½崩źڰУ˫һٻǺһ۾ܿϱʵļٻӶףʮֲִ
·㿴һۣ뷨
Ϊ½İ೤ݣЦﵽ˳飬ţЦԴͷŲߡ
½壺......ȻûֱЦֱ޷......
ȱۣȫûע⵽Ц㣬ֻź½彲Ϸս
վڶĩŵ࣬·ԱߣΪ·Աߡ
ӾٰƵģڶǰͷĻʽܸʦںһЩע
˽̸衵˵ͷʦ뿪ȥһ顣
˵Ŀ߳û衻ͷһ۶ĩˣƺһо˹ȥ
ȻͿһɫٻ½壬ʱбһֱۣӹЦ
пĳɷ֣Ц󣬺ܿ
ƹƹ·Աߡ
á衶Ϊ˵ŰƣһΪ·Ŀ϶һ˻ΣʾΪԱŲŲøλ
ΪŶһվվڳλ
˿λƶܸõͬ·˵
·㣬ûҵʱǲǺܿоٵʲôѽ衽Ƶŵء
......ûУ·أûԱ߳Ҷ徻
Թֲ̹ˣ衲Ϊ⣬Ц˵Ҿֱ˵ʲô
·һͷˮ
֪𣿡·˵
üĿһԺֻ֣׼ǸԤ˰
·룬벻Ȼ
ѾʼʻӺͺӵ볡ͨ½ŶѾʼǰܡ
һӣҪ˶Աˣ衻ڵվԱߺˣƤӣ·ЩżشߴλȥϾҪ߷ˡ
ţĶȥҵλãװɵ㶣ҵλòԱ𣿻ҪĶȥײס
·ʱûԼĲģ......زأ
ĹĵС಻
衹ЦЦٴһӾͻȥˡ˵ˣǰ滹ô༶ż
˵ĸʮ༶һ࿪ʼ½½
ʱŲ˶ǰˡ
ڼ䣬·ֿƲסزĵǣ衴˽ࡣֺȰûܸĳƤˡ
ɰ·żˡ
ԣķٳܵŸ߶߰Ľܴʵʱ·ûɵοкͷɸС
ǸоͺǣҲȫذѺͽ׶԰
Ȼ·ҲûĪľ;ָоӦġ
档

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衵Ǹǵģڿ̨ϵ˸ЩңԶľ룬ӦԮƲɵźƲûȥ
Ⱥм䣬ޱҰ衸ϵǰȥȻ......ֲ̫ˡ
һ죬Ķ׺Ǧһ磬һ磬˶ûĿ
߶ױǰ˻תſĿתûӣҵ̫Ʋ㣬ɹˣֿʣɺػص˿̨
ίԱڰ༶֧˼ɡֵ˼⡣
̨һ˸ֽ䣬ǩֱʴִֵдż֡˶Աרȡ
Ա߰һȪˮ
޴ޱȵֽ䣬ڸмǿһ۾ע⵽ˡ
Ȼ·㣬ΪӲģ·Ŀбӣֻǰ档
ΪԿһ̾Ϳʰϡ
һ󼲷ɹ·㻹ЩԣȥǱĿĵأŷӦ
Ȼ··ơ
·㣬㲻ֵܱûһ𣿡һ˵רŸʳ֪ˣжġ
......·ʩʩȻػⲽԻ㡣
ʣ......ôоڸˣ
·򴽲......ϲ㣬ˡ
衸磬·㣬ǿѽվккóԵʳ
·һ٣ٶɸС
ۣ˵͹ã˵Ͳö𣿡衰Թʧƫİ
·ûᣬ粽˼̨ס쮵ݼΪϯȻֹ
ʳڵʳǷװģһ˶Աһ
һһСֽĳһѧô
ҸرŹĹĵĴֽһֻ淭ţǰʲôʱôˣȻôʳӡ
ǲÿ춼һΪ;
衣ǺǡÿÿһΪ......
˵õ·ĸء
·һ衵ҲһȻ·㻳ϲ̵˵ҵҲ㣬֮ǰӦġ˵˵ͻ㡣
·ƾܣ衰žǲҪ˼
û˼ҾǲҪ·Ȼƾܡ
衽˫ֱ󣬡ҲŶңˣҲġ
·Ǵǰˣ衻Ǳֲӡ
Чǿʵʩˡ
·û취ֻͨߡ
ڳģ󣬺ÿǺÿǴ˿̳⡣
̾˿ȲҪôܾȿһʳʲôҲ١
·㲻ΪÿÿǲҪ
ţһһڵӹӹͷζȷҪݣ
˵꣬·˲ˣͣڷڣҪҪ˺ͬʱֵһ˺ˣûУԲⲻΪӲô졣
û̫ã˴𰸡
衸磬ô֪Щģ־棬㶼ûȻ֪ˣһǯס˶Ҫ
·룬айصģ
Ʊز衶Ȼɶ
ʳȻӹкöడ衸ղ˵Щռһ롣
ĚGΪ´½һ̫ˡ衸ô֪ģ
......Ϊδ֪Ԥɡںߣڰòץסصʱƫƫץסصˡ
ҵǣ·ȫЩӹ͹ͷԻ󣬸ûע⵽ΪĶԻ
·˺ڣʳ￴һۣȻûƾˣ˸ض
һĨͷӹһΣ
ϯ̨ʼ׼¼֪ͨ
ֵǣˣףȡúóɼĿӣ׼ԡŴҵļ
ΪŸֻ֣ſǹƽƽŶһ
·㵹˵֣͡Ҳûꡣ
衣˵ˣͷҲûֻ̧һ˼רעô·ֵԵ
Ǵ·Ա˵רעػ衸û˵Ļ
һȺûֵܰѣǽһ
ˡ̨תͷĵزһ䣬ǧҪǵÿұ
û˻ش
:......ͷһѻɹ
·ĵص˸ͷûǷϵȥ¼
·㣬Ǹһ¡·ڶӹһ
......·ţһڳԵ
˴вղŷǵðԼǷʳ͸ˣŴֵԵġ
......·ѹˣҲ٣ܴȵ˵ûϵøҺˣﻹкöࡣ
......ǺǡĿСɣΪʲôҪĹָ......
·ɢȻϢ衸˿ڣǣ㲻ҲУҰѼаɣ
Ȼ͸һɿ
衵񲻶·Ĵ·ָֽڽ˽žذѿսʳڻˡ
ʡĳԱˮ
衼Ķ......Сˮ
·㣺......
һֵΪһ˰ɶҲûõ衣С̽Ҫ衸һպҲԹ̫ð
衣......
·㶨ؿϷʵ·˵㲻Ҫ˿ˣ㲻գ
תͷΪױ·㣬ϱ鲻ᱻ·㿴ͷŵƵ£Ϊɹظ˿ڣͻȻˣ˺СģʳʲôģԲָܷ˵ģԡ
תͷ·Ϊź䴽ɡ
·㣺......Ҳ
˳ĸ첲һ죬Խһָֿ̨׵ĸ߶ȣӺһƿȪˮӸ衣ʳûУˮܱ
衽ס׹ĿȪˮĬ˼̣ðɣܱûкã·Ըˮء
߶߰Ŀ̨λϯ̨Ҳ࣬ٽʼ㡣
׼¼ƺֵһıվһţȺš
ģ̨ϵԸһۣһİġˣȻûһڿߡôʴ̼ĶܱǶ𣿣
ⲨĲϸ......Ǹֵڵˣ˵㳤óҲˣ˶᲻ԱλͬѧҲˣЦôãôĿŵͲ......
ٿһߣٳܵάĺԱ
һˣֱҵ
½ܡˡ˱ȥʻӣֵ˺ڲάʵھҪõܵʱܵԵһ¼Ⱥ⼷ѹܵߣײԱ¹ʡ
ǰڽиһ꼶Ķ׾˶Աһһļܡ
ֶܳĿر࣬ڿ̨鼤ģҲ³ܵźġ
֮ǼάԱõʱ̡
Ȼ......½ְء
ǸӦõѹڲҪ̫ߵĺɫľʱﵱ𹿰һˣת
½һЦš
ʲôģȫ۵ĸһСά
΢Ц......Уûһڿġ
ŭˤ

 53 

ӵСǿһĸ־ûһ˹ˣҲʧ䣬˫۾ٹͷ裬ͬʱŸߺ
һ̨裬һתܵߵһƺ裬ﻹ·˵֡
ٳϲ˶Աǧڸɢ˵γɵĳӡ
Ȼ͸ǣ˳شڶӵ˵ĶȻҲΧ˵Ķ
Դȥͼرɵֱۡ
ԼͬأʵĶ
ֱûۿΪס۾ɵơ
ǱԴֻһ硣
·㶯󣬵ʹֻǰĵء
Ŀɵеľûȣ䣬ҵָͷæ󣬺½Ⱥ䡣
ֱۣ......
һ꼶꣬Ѹٽ߶꼶ֵʱ򣬿̨ϵҲ֪ʱŪ˼Ͱ׼ʱ̨ϿһۣһͰζŸ͡
Ȼ衸翴ȥ̫ԸҡڼͰĶܻˮǷǳˡ
½վܵԱߣ˵͡
׵ıܿ٣ɼ˳ؽ˾ʱ磬Լֱ¡
ڴ̫ɡ£ͻȻ鵽ҪǻԷд͸ɣҲţҵ
ֻõһ˵ĻӦǸ˾ǡ衡
·㣬дɣдõ㣬дʵе㣬ؿ·㣬ΪҲдҲ㡣
......·㾲Ĭһ£д͸壬Ǹ˶Աʹģ......ƫˡ
ǲһ𣿡Цҿˣ˼͵Чѽ
·㣺......ôȻоеԣ
ôôд𣿡衻ʣҪҪдһݸ
·㣺......
Ӧǵһд̫ŵиģҸоĻӦûһ㡣
......·ͻȻʲôš
ţ衿ֹ˲˵
·˵ҺûдӦҪдļ͸塣
һҪܵ˼ʱɴ˫Ŀ㲻дǸ˭дңбдıҪ𣿣
дǰࡣ·ŲٳƮ衵Ķ
衳ضһ·Ĳգ......ðɣ˭ϲأԡ
ε£ĳһСأһɰˬ㲻ԼŶȻд༶ģǾֻ༶ֻд衵ģſ·㡣
......ʲôϵ𣿡һº͵
ȻйϵԵЩȻ˵кܴĹϵǸܣڻ˵С׸롣
ƮɢڿС
衸磬Ǹдȵ϶廰
......һۣ˭ϡ
ԴڨڨЦǺðɣһд·ˡ
·һβμ˶ᣬҪͼͣҲдΪ֡
һתͷ΢΢һЦƤЦⲻЦؿ˿ˡ
Ҳ˵ֱֱضˣȵ죬ΪʱһһȻ־ӿͷ
Ҳд·㣬дΪæĿڡ
дΪҲٵػˡ
û˿Ϊ......ͬҵһд㣬......Ȼѡ˱ˣǲǺֵˣ
衼˶ʶȤػˣЦЦתͷ޺غ·졣
ĹԹԣдҾͶдݡݸ
......治ͷ·衸д͸壬֪дʲôأɲΪƪĲã֮ĸֽصļ͸
οԱᲥͶ߶߰־ը
˶ϣ͸Ĳʵûж˻һ㶼Ժ¼䡣
Ҳһƪʱûôҷ죬Ͷƺ󣬽дĵڶƪƪԻȶȵģ
·ɲô䶯ЧҪǲԼֺͬʱֶע⵽
ңģһдһЩֵֹĻ޵ݵ޲طȥ
ǳ;ÿ¡
ΪӰ༶ŮһСֽţ֧ʣָ·һһ֧
衡·ձʣһ衵֡
һӵֽţ˼Ȫӿʵ衸д֣·һæͣ˱ʡ
дҲûп赲ټϾԱߣ·һƫƫͷֽܿϵݡ
·⿴һۡ
ֽϷֽд֡¹Թԡ
еĵһֻڼӴˣڶֻûüֻһ롣
·һ죬ŵ㣬ǲв
԰˵ˣءԵתˮʣ۾·㣬עȫϣˮʻǲ첻תţֱ߻һȦ
·Ŀ⣬ԼֽţԼҪȥ֡
ƽ·׳һʣļ͸дҵĶ԰ɣ
ԡ衸ɾ
Ȩ𣿡·ʡ
Ǹģƾá衼˳Ӧ
Լţȥϯ̨԰ɣ·Щţǰ涼̵棬ص㡣ϣҲǰһɴĴӦ
һ룬룬ûеĻҲûĳ˵κ
·Ա߿ȥͼһЦӨз·˸ǹ⡣
ȻԺõĿ˵ղذôϲ
·ʣ
ԶУȻôϲϲղأҲãŰɡһдƪ㡣
ӦһΣ·һſʼƵдҪд༶ļ͸塣
ҲĴһ룬ͻȻʵ·㣬ϲʲô壬ĻЧģϾҪղصģǵ÷ϲá
ĬĬд壬ĬĬ͵ΪԿһۣͬʱһп衸潲д͸廹ܷô໨
ҪҪ㻭׵Ĳͼʡ
......㡣·һͷҲ̧һء
ðɣҾɷӡ衾
Ȼֽһ˸λã·󣬻·һ£Ա巳ˣ͵ⲻСƳ˾ϲСдҾͻ
·޲......ĲҪͣЩңԱ˸Դ첻٣ٺòˡ
д͸壬໻ݡ·Ϊдĸóһ飬Ц󣬵Ϊգգۣʾ衸չһ¡
衽ֽŶٶۣ·˵һ˵ʱ򿴡
Ϊ
ڰɣͿһۣհĦհĦ¡˵лļ͸ǻأ档
ΪҲͬ棬ҲȰ˵ӪϧԱᣬǸӸ߼ʶ٣ûʲô棬衸Ǽʶʶ¡
ͬӸߵ·㣺......Լбð
ͬӸߵҲһ
ͷһŲٽ磬ԽԽȣȻûеտҵ˷ʵĳ̶ȣҲȵġ
·һ̨ϣӸ£ܿ󲱾乵ϸ
ֱӾվ·˵˾䡰ȥȥͻء̨ˡ
ڵͬΪǰֱ֣߰......
Ϊӡ
һ衸ûǡί˵
衸ֻ·㡣Ϊͷ
ҪҲŵһ衸ͬо衸ͬúãſԣСϪϪ˵һ£Ӧûɣ
......ΪͷϬָܻᱻ򡣡
·͵˲ܻ˵ţȫˡ
ǰ룬˵ҪСϪ·һ˾񣬺ðûˡ
˭֪һ˵ǻˡ뷨ü켫⡣
·㣺......оͺ񣬸մ˯ͷҪ£ͷͻȻ......

 54 

衴İСȡˮֻ̣˽ңӿóˮ̷Žͬһ
ȳ¥ݵʱһ̨ס
ߺ·ĮȻض̨淢һߣԱ߻Ϊٳ̨ˣ㶡¶ȴͻȻˡ
㶵ﴧдСֽﱧʳȵĸоǿңеܡ
֮ǰ̵úܺõġôˣ
·˼ţҲ𰸡
衴ӽѧ¥ᴩٳ߽ڶӰУһ۾Ͷĳ΢ͷįϡ
ॵॡ衼̧ص·Ա£пȥмֳĴչʾ·㿴
·Ƴһۣ衾ʲôȻͼ·ƳһۺûȻˣĽëʾĮġ
衱ԴˣЦԹ˿ʼĶһһó
һˮ̣˾ƬһСԽݮɡ
һһƽİɫװóžħһ档
ߴΪĵͺ
衽װ߷£......ûǵķݡ
·⽫ǰ۽ܿʲôɫ޵Ķ
ýܸо翵˿˿Ƶش
ʵֻҪ΢бһб۾ܿ·ԼҲ֪ǳʲôԵʻʱǹִĿбӣִغڵȴЩʲô
·㣬ॡױƵ˫ֳˮ̡
ײСı飬ɫˮ۳ɽƽ״Ȼһ۰׵̺ĥɷ۵ϸ
һͺˣһͺܽʡ
ִһ͸Сףһ⣬մ˵̺ι·ߣ
ȫ̫ˣ·ܡ
ιһףͬһ˿ŲݮԼȻһι·㡣
һһڵĳԷУ·ĬĬؿһ۱ԹӣȻ˲һӣ
衾˾ǣߺͶιĴ㡣
ΪһԿš
衸磬·Ҳֱضһûιȥķḻϡ
ҲɡΪͬĶ
......ƤתԼС
Ϊ......
ȵϯλǰԱʵĥ
һĥ֪ĵʣ衸Ϊʲôֻ·ԣǳ·ͬǻǰأȻСŻηηģʵɼΡ
Ͼڣû˸ǰӲ
Ϊ𾪵ؿ룬ȷˣȵӷͿˣ
˭˵Ϊ·ͬôչģˮ̵ĺѾ衸·㱧ˣ·һףһں˵ֻΪ·˶ѣ޹
Ǿ͸......ССķ޷ޣ۰Ͱ͵Ǻб󣬡Ĳֵ𣿡Ҳ......
衵ҡҡͷֻҺ·ķݣû˵ķݡ
......ʧԹڵϻȦȦ
·㿴˿ˣҲȵͷǺٿ˿зҲı衣Ҫһɣͦġ
ΪԳԲΪʱϲ⣬·衸ǻȨأ·˵Ҫָǣ衸Բ
Ȼͼ衳Ĭ˰Σʹ⣬ջѡƴӣðɡ
ɨһۣûǵӡ
ֱŵĺ˵ϣΪ˱첲ͬʱ
ûϵԼ취Ϊ˵
Ȼ࿴һۣⱼȥ
ûһʧȺ
ߺ衴Ҫ·㣬´βô󷽡
ôǸ뿪ڣ·˵˻
ˣ֭Ǯת㡣
䣬衲ûһͷԾͷ裬·ںõһףûü̧֣ͱץԼ
˱£е
·㽩ֿűԹףŵؿ˿衡
ߺߡ衵ػ˻Դͳôš
·ͷźﻹʣкöٰ꣬ԥһ£ѡĨȥСļ䡣
Ϊһ衷ֵֵ
һԿµӣһЦ֪
תǮһ·һ顣
ҪǮνػء
ţ·ɻ
ۻĻֶһģûǮ治ɫԲøǮҸ㼱
......ðɡ
ҪҪлңЦ˵ιһڵˡҺġ
......͵û
һӺΪˣΪæͱܣͷ󺹸ʢ
Զ㣬ޱذ˰֡
Ϊ·ŲŲĬĬԶ˵㡣
Ȼ·ô......С棬ѵЧ
Ȳ·:......ȷʵôȡ
·㽫ˮǾ˾٣ǵأ
·ҿûϿӡ
ͬʱӿ㶵һס
......ؿһϱԼϴ֪ٱĴףǴĶһڿպӣ
ʳöűġЦЦ
ҲСģҪǵֻͺţû취Ϊ͡
............طȥ˳УͲѩҪ˴һȣ
꿽ʣΪʵþһ㶡
Ŷôû뵽һš
˭㶯ô죬һֱþһףͽˣͣͣģΪָ㲻żĻǾͲôɵ
㻹һû뵽عȥ
·:......ǻҪҪˣ
ԳԳԣ
Ϊֹͣ˻๥ЭؽƱҪҨһѪ׬ס
·㲻֪˴򶨵˼衵Ǵವпǵնġ
׼Բʱһ񵲣ס˺жϷ
Ϊؿ
ǳ̫ҸǷ֡衱ζؿ˿ˡ
Լ䵥¶·ɲԡ
Ϊ˼衸㬵ջ֣ʵʵص衸䡣
ջ赲֣ס
һ£ΪѸٹִ׵ݵӱ߿ڡ
ԼΪ乤߸˷һ̣ûˮ
衸磬ɺʣǲΪʲôǷֵкõˮ
ңΪһռһķҲ˵ǲ̫˵㣿
衵ûС
Ϊ......Ȼؿ·㣬
......·Ƴһ衣ԼףΪ˵Ҹ
ס·㶯֡
·Զֵ£ֽ˺üСס
Ϊһ졣
Щίǵü۵ذһ̧һ۷ûڿָֻ˱顣
·㽫ɨɾ󣬼һûһڲǺԵӣͽʢһˮ̸Ϊ
˿ĵرźҨ𾢡
·ֱ˲죬Աֵݹһ
˰ɣԵӣ緹ʱҪԼƬ˾ݸ·һƬ
·ҡҡͷ
衷
ֽ˵ȵöӹ๾еʱˡ
·ҡͷ治
ܱ𣿱ӳųŵ֡衻˸ʷ
·ҡͷ
ʡ
·ء
ǾǶˡİ嶨˾͡
·һС˳ֽ......ǿʶ
ȴǺܿģԹԷǵÿζһ²ԭϲһϡ
·:

 55 

ԽԽߣһ½Ҳ˻
½೤ְӴ
£ˣ˭ȷ磬Ҫȱըˡ
½Ա£һƸŷ磬һ߻ش⣬˺ܶ࣬һ
ͷټɡס̫γһƬӰӰһֹһƿˮȥ
л˰ֵܡõ½ļ򣬱ʾȷĸл
½º͵ЦЦû˵
Ƴһ½壬ͬˣҲڲȡˮܵ׷ȡս
·㣬ҪҪҲȷѽ衲ʾչʾġ
·ĵ̧Ƥ·˵в......
ڨڨЦЦ˴㣬̲
Ŀȫ·衵Ȼ˽ңѺÿȵƷ»УȻȥʳþͲ͡
ͺ·תʸں衣
Ὺյʢ衴
·Ĭ˰Σûյ
Сƭӡ
۽һ䣬һ㱻ץ˵Ĵ鿴ϴȥᶼˡпյ
......·Σļˣȥ
ţ
˳Ҳһ£½Ϊ֪ʲôʱҲ˹
Ȼͼпյ֮ˢˢصͷ
衣......
аɡ·Э
ûгʮȣҿ˿յ᲻һĿյͨŵ磬ʱԿơ
ֻҪѡ
·ǰ鵭Įţ԰벽ľбظţ½ΪĸŸ衺档
ɢƻֺ꣬ԶԶȥɫһ㣬ͺӰ......ڰ
Ȼͱ޹ܰŸˡ
ǲסɣ޹ܰžؿ衵ˣ
̽ѡ·ش֮ǰһ䡣
......
޹ܰʹˣʼе㲻ʹ˷ϻ۾ٿ˿ǰˣĺܣ룬Ȼ򣬡֮ǰϴǸСӶ԰ɣͦģҼǵ㡣
ʺţϴ衸ֵʲôʱϴˣ
޹ܰŵע£衵˵ͷ
Ǹͬѧԭû޹ܰŹĵʡ
衲ؿ·㡣
޹ܰҲſ˿·㣬׹ԭλͬѧ·㰡ǿ϶ԭ˵ģ·⺢ƢãԸԣ
ûͣζ¡
·бһ衣ͬ޹ܹԱͣţͬͬѧȥϢϢ
·㣬޹ܰʶƽʱֲ²ֵĹԺӣȺܸߣ˼ǣС
ͬѧҪúദ޹ܰЦе˵
·ǳһ
ЦЦ
ǣԺǻءֺǺǵ˵
߽ܲصҶ㸲ǣͶһƬ
ʲôԴ̾²Ҳ̫˰ɣ
ߵ·Աߣ΢΢ḩԴɻ󣬡ƢãԸԣ
֮ǰĸСɰ衹úܵʡ
·һߣǿװ䵭һʡ
ݸһЦ֪·Ƥûţû˾ͷŹ
˵ղŰ˵ǸԹ˭ѽ衼š
·촽գƽĬеס
ûõش衻ڼֲи׷ʣ·գ÷ˣһۣңң˰ɡ
Цڴ졣
ǵһᣬ·¥ǰվĹҰܵ˾һ
ͻȻǽƤԤһ飬۳֪Ĵһɭ
˾Ĭһ
ͻȻ˼Ҿһǻؽݺˣյ̫ݳޣܲ𡣡
½˷˿߿ûǸ˰벽Ķй¶
Ϊļ˵ıдҲ
·̨ף¥ڣŲȻᣬһֻۣһˡ
·ʵؿ衣أ
Դ¥һƫǲҽء
·˼ĸ˹Ȼ棬񱻶סһһЩḻд˾֡
......·ͻȻ֪˵ʲô
ǽػȥҴš衸˳
ᣬ衸磬Ҿطеɭɭʺϴˡ
......ĮŶǾ͹
ùˣ߰ɡת·˵Ҫͻ
·㿴ۼˣĬͷٴλص¥ڡ
ʣµ㿴ҿ㣬һʱò⡣
һȸŽȥ˲ŸŽȥ
һ¥ڣֱжľϲС
滹ɾ࣬˹߰ûʲôֲԪأġ
·Կ׿ţᳵ·ҵĴλУ״̵ϣȻȻб·Ĵϡ
·½Ϊ˶ţƣλͿȻϵ衡
֪ûЬûȶŵϣϥµСбڴ⡣
·վڴرߣ鶢һ̹Ȼ˿ûԾýЬ⣬
ϾԼĴڻţǲˣš
......·㵭ظһ飬Ȼȥ̨ţϴߵǽǰƴŵſԣһſҵң׼յһ
յʾ
ҵ26ȿ԰ɣ·¶Ⱥͷ
26......¶......Ϊš
Ҵûôߵ¶ȣѵҲǿ2223ȵ𣿡ɻˣһֱǿ¶ȵġ
һֱ20ԡ
·㣺......Կÿ˵Ķһ
½ʱͿ26ȣ¶ȣġ̫˶岻̫ãҲ
аȣǾ೤ġ˵
ΪҲ˵ͷ顣
ˣ·㽫ңذŻϣȻصԼλ
......ĳִݵ˻ȥ
·ƫͷԵض衣λ֣㻹ˣ
һ¡˫Ժһʡ
·û˵ȴ
úúã𡣡衰ɸĳ
·ʼЬ˵ȥǱҪ˯ġ
·Ь衻ţô⣿
ûеӡ˫ֳ
ôû......·ƽʱڷŵӵĵطһ£ûжˡΪȫΪռˡ
·ͻȻʶˣֻѡ
ԣʱ½廹վŵģλöûС
̣·סˣλճš
·㿴˿ֻһľԭʼߴԲ飬Ҫǽһľ崲е㿩ʵҲûʲôõ......ŶˣܻҪһ¡
·˵Լò˼
ڿ𽥱¶ԽԽʣ˯Ҳ֮
½˼ֽûʲôҳĴĨ˼£һͺ̡
·ûˣ衲ȥ˯Ь·㻹ûӦ˲뱻Уǽڣ˫۽գ
ٲȻˡ
·㷴ӦʱѾ衺ˡ
·̾˿ٿ˿һߣΪѾſ˯ˣ½Ҳۡ
Ҷ˯״̬ˣںֻܰпյת
ֲܴϢ
·㿴˿ĳڶˣΪ޿κΣҡҡͷȻһǣҲ˽ȥ
һ˲۾óѵ𴽽ǣ˶壬ɺá
·ͷ𽥽硣
簲
ʶԶȥԼʲôᣬᣬů

 56 

һ˶ûΣ༶ͬѧߴߴɥʬƬ
һȽӰ½ƼģֽСɥʬ֮ء
ϿӰǿֲĵĵӰҪա
Ҫڰž
˻عǰţʱһƬڰֻͶӰϷӫӫĻ⡣
·㻹ûüֺڰ轵¿ֲͱĳͻĶɢˡ
·㣬ҺúѽҵĵƱϨһɲǣͻȻ˹·⧲رһܱס
ӰѾʼӳһЦԪصɥʬƬΧҵЦûϹ
Ȼ·æں衵޷޷עеӰϡ
ſ·㶯˶ֲָĺڰ࣬һʹ·Һࡣ
£ء衷ǵûַ§øˡ
һھ£Ա˵Ļҵرסû̬ͨӣͨ˵Ļͷϰ޲ɸ򣬺ܵ
λͬѧ˵ڲͬһƺҪ̬߰·͸§ŸƵġ
ſ˿㼼ȥȫǺµˡ
е......ûռˡ
·㱻Ȧŵ˫۹ýģ𿪡
ǡʱӫĻŵվ䲻һɥʬ׷ĳȫܵ˾Ű㵹һ־ľ
衶˷˲ʱҲͬŵķӦԴ·δ֫ٺսڹܵ˾š
·ôһ˲ǾֹĮģ......û̧ͷĻ!װʲô
Ƶĳ˵ĶͷĮʹƿڰĳճԺͿһ˰˿
֮һСʱ·ʱĳͻȻ˹ĳһ˹ʱƿ
ǣһӰ·ȫ֪ⲿӰڽʲôݣΪȫ˶Ըϡ
˶ĵڶ죬·ߺΪԶ
Ŀʱ䰲ʮңߺʱȽϳֵ߶꼶ʱѾ쵽ˡ
衵·ûȥУڵС˺öС
߶꼶Ѿ¼ϣ·㰴źڶ档ϳ͹ŵˣ衻Աߵҡ
·㣬һӣ׻˵Ա˲սԱ˲ȡúóɼ˺һСװ
·˿̵ŵؾţû衾ɴ˹Сھͳˡ
ʱšһƿȪˮ
·Ҳ˹˼ڣ
Ϊֹû·ô˳ʱ򣬿ɰ衸˻ˡ
ͣաɣҪ̫󸺵ҪûܵǰҲûϵȻˣԹô϶ȡһóɼġ衸ϳ·紷ȡ
ǰĶŲһѾʼ·еңȫû˵ʲô
ΪԶ·ͬʱеģڲͬأһһԶ
ΪɨһȦΧ衸·أôû
衸·ȥˡ֨֨ؽƬ
ΪȻŶ~
Ϊʲôȥ·㣿ѵҸҪЩԱվ½壬һ뵽ֿܣΪϲ
衸粻ǹȥƲֵܿΪϲ
Ϊ......ǣǼǶȥ·ͣһ˶Լǿ
ǣŭˤ
صֳߣʽǰѡֿԸһϤء
ʼ߶һһ·һΣԾ
衳˸ĴָҲ֪İëҪ
·㰫ƫͷһ
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аȡ衰ڰֱʾź
μߵѡֳרߵسѡձ߶Ǻܸߣٲ·ߡ
·ѹࡣ
һˢ̭·ȡ˵Ρ
ȥʦǿ¾ĳɼܿĵظ·㣬һĸ߶ȳ
Σ·ԼҲúܲ΢΢Цһ¡
겻ЦͻȻЦôһ£ʹֻôССһ£Ҳ紺է֣ѤöĿѡ
·ͷΪͣķԽԾҡ·ˮʱǰ˲ʪ˳ͷ
·촽ɿʵýæڲˮ֣û
衰Լֵӣһµظҵͷķʴָ谭ʮ˳̰ضͣһ
ͷͷ꣬ǰ
һʼĸŪŲţ־Ƶģƫ˹Ҫһ
ϢС£ɹزһ˿죬̽ǸµİĶͷıɽһǡ
͵Ц£ɫظɴ£·зͷ
·˰ƿˮȵĿѹȥȻ͸оһĨ΢з͸˽ȥæĵĳ˵֣üĿһɡ
Ųһ嶯......ţ·ҪƿеˮһĶ
Цòã¶Ҿ͸ҽӣ
͸¶һ˿Ʀ
·㣺......˲Ҫ
Ŀɼڵһʱϯ̨һϵԱĽתƣʮھּܽ༶䷢״
߱Ĳ......߶߰·ͬѧϯ̨ǰȡ״㲥
ߵһҪȥΪԶ·ͻȻԼֱס˽ţЧʻ졣
ߣȥ콱ȥ衺˷ܵع·ļ򣬱·һȥ
衣......
·衵ϯ̨ʱµĽ̨Ѿɡ
һڶѾĵˡ·ͬʱǰ佱ʦʶˡ
λ·㣿ʡ
衾˾֣˲һС˫ֳ·̯̯ʦλ˧С硣
·㣺......ȰԼ̬ҪƽͣҪƽ͡
ǸŮʦҲһ磬ŻָԸ·վڶӦĸϣ״
꽱Ҫա
ѧУרӰʦ˸ָ
һգְģ·ͻڣ壬ͷȥûʲô飬ֻԼ֪Լ沿ж
һ꣬¡
ս
ּ¼ƬѧУԼţϴѧңҲģҲˡ
·Ҳˡ
ֻ衣һ޹ʿǺӰʦ档
·߹ȥ
ܸܲҿһƬʡ
ӰʦҲǵһΪȵؿһ£Ȼݸԡ
衿˺üƬͷ·Ц˵Թԣûб飬ϾҲȱ˺ÿһٱأ
·ûӦ......
λͬѧȴ¼ӣûȤģأоʺҵӰʦ͵϶¿һ·㣬Ȼֿ衣·ǲĵӡ
ЦЦӦ𣬽ܴƬֻ
԰ӰʦȻҫɸ߼ˣСȫڻ¡¸һ豸WIFIϴ㡣
һϵвؿ˿Ƭлл˰
Ӱʦ󷽵ذڰ֣С˼

 57 

ҪƬӰʦлüЦ·㣬Դţò
·ԶĳһﻹۼŰΧȦӦû
Զصķȥ
۽üҶЦ·ĶߣԱಽظš
Ьȹܽݵأ㶵ֻһ£·óһ衴һƬǸղͬӰʦҪš
㿪ͼƬһ£ĵÿɺÿˣ˫Ŀ忡ʣˡʹ䣬˵ôͬһУϾôÿأ
·Ե㿪һ£ûʲôӦȴǶелΪ˵е壬һ¸һȻһȥʮ΢ȴǾ˵ġ
棬ϵ˵˾䣬лл
ݸЦЦ
һЦû乳ĻȾͽ
·㱣ͼƬͼƬ˳棬Ȼ˫Ŀؿ·ĳʼֻһעǰ༶Ⱥһע鷳
˭ıעԶ
......衿˿˿δвֻһطŻؿ㶵ͼߵ·㣬ȻϣûҪҽ𣿡
·ĪƳһۡ
磬û˽¸Сйߡ衰ʾͬʱŴһϾ̡
翱ƻû·һˮ͵ֻ
һ£Ҳ͵ɣûĻҲûϹһתͲС鵽ˡ
衹۲·ԼЩãæվǰҪǹֵͷϣһ޸㿴Ŷ
......·ƿǰߡ
衸ԱСع۲һ·ɫıʹûκβ͸룬Ҳʹû⡣
Ȼ԰ΪʲôҪôƣòԵǹԹԲ𣿡
·㣬ֱֱ壬˫ֱ󣬡ҵıעʲô˼ͻڹ˵Ҫ㷴ʡúãҾͼ̡
......·䵭ػأûС
衱һᣬҰװִ˻ݣðɣûоûУ뱸עʲôͱעʲôɣľͺá
·Щ죬ΪҪһأô׾͹ȥˣ
ͣ½Ųһüë۾ͣû仯ѽ
ʵػؿȥ˫Լմʲô𣿡
·ҡҡͷûС
Ҫջߡ
ͻȻզʳָָյ룬·ҿǲ𶻶ˣ
ֽ˵϶ǱŰģԺҪҺһ㡣
·ԣ۶ûж
У衲ŵص˵գļСУս˼֣ϸ϶еģҶоˡ
......·㴹Ž˼ۿȻϾĳ˵ƤЩۣûп
еģ衹ִһʣϸ
......·εصɴϸؿ˿ʲôƤϸë׶ûС
ˣûС˵
衵꼻һְһºܿʧ˴ʳָһ˵ܶƤﻹûܲ
Ϊ·õĸۻ毺ü衲ֽƽ֡
......·ȡ֣תͷˡ
۵ȴһ衳ٳûиоָĴɻ۾˿ԿտҲĻӰ......
һ£׽Զ·Ӱ׷ȥԹ㲻Ŷ~˶˵һ
......·Į
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·衸˰˵к
ҳ˳򣬵һλѡ꣬ᴩ̼ٴվԱߣ·㣬·㣬ߵ˵ڼ
·شһֲ࣬һֲ١
գһ˫ںĴۣܲ˵Ǳ߾ͦҵģܵõѾǳ˲ˡ
ǻ˵Ĵ̬룬ҵĹԹһģ
⣬衸磬ýĲ㣬ΪʲôһԺ
ߺߡ衿üб룬ҵĹԹҵȻԺˡ
ߺߣ㼸˼
ΪһɳҪŶӵȴһų̴ߣԭվŵĵطֻʣһ
Ųס೤أͻȻôˣġ
һָǰбҷ档
Ϊǿȥ·Ҳ˵һ£һͷ˶վŵĸˣ·ؿ߱˵עȫڱͿˡ
Ϊ......ǣֵܺ......
Ȼ˵ˣҵʹˣҲҪȥˡ
ʲôʹΪʡ
ͣŶģ೤˵ͬʱλãô϶ҲΪǶģһ
ҲˣǶǱߣҪȥˡ軰ôءΪļᲽҪߣͣȻ۾⣬ǵľͬڡ
Ϊ̧һźȶǡ
û㿪Ŀȣˡ
ȵȣΪͻȻסղ˵Ļӵؽôȷ೤ʹΪ㣿
߳ջؽţ˻ΪԱߣô˵
Ϊ죬ʾ¶棬վһ˵˵ôոպãһڹȥӡ
......ȥѹҺʱܸоһ߲ƵضԼ
ԭԭȻ򣬡һǡ
Ϊأ衸ĸҲ˲ʹ죬׾پͿӺˣ
Ҫȥһ£˵仰
Ϊ......ǡ
֮ΪԹΪԹȫŽɳʵժ˵ڶɰĶָ𾪵ˡ
һȥڶľŰͬѧ߲ضΪ˵а㣬ȥ˺öࡣƽʱǲ͵˺þã
ΪЦЦ˵ǿɶøлǰĺֵܰ......
ԶȺɢȥΪع󲿶ӡ
˵ڼ
ΪñӶҪˣקģNUMBER TWO
½׷״ףһΪЦŽףصȭͷ
衵
ΪһҭֲҺ衸Ǻ۾һƣԱߵ·㣬ѯ·ı
·㣬˵ڼ
·أûΪûΪ߶е˿Ա
Ϊͷ
ǣĴָΪҪУӵרҵ·õһأ˲ģ
ΪĬǰǸ˲Ҳõһ......
......·øǳ˲𣬶øڶ
Ҿ衸е˫꣬·õù֣Ϊֹ
ǣ֣衸ûң
ӦеΪķӦ֮ڣұ߿һۣұ
ðɡ......
ŲһСظֹһ飬Ҿ衸е˫꣬·õù֣
Ӧƽƽؿһۣ֣ⲻ֪ʵ𣿡
Ϊ......Ҹһ²²۾ô𣿣

 58 

͹
Ǵÿ춼յҪ衻һȺ͵ŵˡ
˱˵еΣ޷յʣĬʮص̧ͷƿ羰衸޵ĸ˼ʲôղŶͻȻе㲻ʹû
衣......Щ˿Ҫˡ
乴ҪǮͷŰ⣬װǰɺǡ
һ֮˶ţɭӵĺǰӿֱ˵Ľŵװ壬״ϣεıҲԽԽʢ
ǡΪܲסĥȭ˸ҾŵĨˡ
ֱۣ˫ֺʮ衸˰ݡ½ޱؿûЧ¶
衸˵̬ûһ˿ɶ
ñǻԹغһ½ˡ
һﭹĵʧ衵ۿɼһüı£Цת·㣬߰ɡô򷢵Ķˣǿõضȹһˣˣġ
·ûж衣΢Ҳߡ
衣
·㻹Ǹ忡ѵ飬۲һ㲨ûС
ߣ衲ŵָָԼ
·һ
衳һʹ׶Ȼţ·Ȼߣ
ЦˣһĨǳЦƫҾͲߣҲβߣԺÿһҶҪһݡ
·ü̫ϢˡΪ˯ԱߣڸǿݺӣŲҷܷɣûݺãƣ롣
ôһ˧һӰҡҷǶǼΪģϰ߾ͺãϰ߾ͺá
˵꣬·ͺ£˵˵ʲô
衻ûܸ·ᣬΪ·Ҳͬİ취ԸǾǳضԵظˡ
ظߵ衳һصҡ
ͻȻͶһӰλϵ̧ͷһۣæվÿλ
챻ϵΪؿ衣в;ȡ
衸ôҲ......ʿʡ
ɭһۣûпڣϢ̫ơ
ɷǳİϡ̷˼ˣͲӦðǸ!˶˵ȸ˵㣬뻹ͬһң......·ֻֻҾⲻҲã
˫һҪſ˯Ƴ·λϣֱõ˭·λˣ
Ӻףһ±ơ
ܡ衰һ³ۡ
......Ŷеվ½Աûˣ߹ȥ£һŻعһԴʡ
ʣҲ......ʡ
ſ˯ˣΪʶȤת˻ȥš
˵衸ǲҲǱϻģ
϶ġ·衸Ҳһˣһβ衸Ͱ͵Ŷ·һĮ
Ϊʲôû·衸ģ
·衸Ц͹
û......
衶˶Դ˸˯ˣΪ΢ĶŵùǺ˵ʲô嶯ҲҶһȷ衸ֻⷭ˯ˣһɣҲſ˯ֹ
ݽſ˯һ缫Ϊ衴ŵ
һƳԱߣ·ѾˣһתӴӴл
ӴⲱӺţżҲЩһಱӣһ򣬡ôίſ˯һ磬ӴӴĶĶۣ
˵űжһس·㿿˹ȥб·ĸ첲ͼڹʲôл
......·һƿĳ̯ˡ
ͼûҳһ
·ָָĿ潨飬ûſš
衣......
죬Ӹ첲ˬ˵!ͻȻء
·㣺......
磬·ڿ̨һ˷˶ֲᣬſ쵽ʱ䣬Żʮӣȥ򳡵Ҹλá
ûµȻҲһȥˡ
ĳԶ룬ٳһƬݵضı
ѡվڹ涨İߺͶɼ¼ֱڰߵ̾룬ÿĻᣬȡߵļ¼Ϊɼ
ڱûʼǱڼ¼һ顣
·Ǳߡ
סĸ첲ߣ
·㳯Ǹ°ͣǱߣȥΪ
ȥʼ㣬û˼˳ĸ첲ƣǣߣǵмλȥǵ򶼲ӵ룬ֱȤۿء
Ҫȥʼ㣬˿ĶɶҲûʲôͷһ˵һǣ·ٳλȥ
·ͻĶʼδȻ΢ŵͻȻİֻסůȶһֻĴݣ·˵죬һʱж衴һ·
˼ڸĸоûȥŰˡ
·ÿһоԼĺˣĻҵɲǣֻǱ͵ذֳ˻
һգûжپ֣˵ʵЩȣΪ·һͻ鿪֣û뵽ǣһС·֡
պѾߵԤѹۿλãڲܵףͬʱͷкһ£·㣬
·ʱûڴԴ״̬ʱ򣬵κΰֵָ᲻˼
·
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Ӱ׵£·Ⱦ˺Σֺмӳĳģǳȴļ
Թ衾棬սƣૣÿ......ֺڵۿе㵲羰˿Уժˣٰ
ң衻յü·ֻоеѰϡ̴Ѹ
壬бĽǶȹƣһֺŲݵϷֹԼԵڲϡ
㺦ˣ衼ҪģϲòˣϹⲻسǰ壬˫ֳߣϢ
˾úܽƻԹԣзǷ֮룬ˡ
ȥһУⳬлΪ̤ϲƺԶԶؿĻ棬Ǵԭء
ǵĽǶȥٽ˷ḻ......
衸İǵ۸еĶԣΪ
衸翴ңң㿴·Ǳ衸Ȧڻ޿ɱֻܵü۵ĿģҼֱĿˡ
ΪƳһĿת÷ζ㲻ڿ
......ιص𣿣
ȻĳЩ־ȤͶ͵һ۾Զ۰ԡ
ߣ·㱻Ƶ·ˣ衵Ϣջ·ϵĺӵƫͷ˶㣬Ҳ㲻ǹҡ
һһƿ衣Զ˵㡣
衸Žȥֻûٰĳ˫֮䡣
·ֱͼȶȥûܳɹ
Աһֱһִ߽ٵؿһۣ˫峺Цʱֻæ˿
Ļҵؿڣ̫ˣȵˡ
衲ȥ𴩣Цһ˳˼
˳Ӧ·ӵֽ޴ˡ

 59 

ʱ˸Χ
衸磡ͻȻԶ˳ܹһѩ£ѧУĳоȻ!Ҽֱ̫ϲ˹......
ӣӿڴ﷭СףݸһȻٵݸ·һ
ף
·˵ֲ⡣
ȵġ衳ֻͣ·˵٩
š·ǿԼ򶨡
գգ۾ޡ̽ɺ׾ͽ˽͡
ϵٳ²ȥ·˿ִ̾Ѱˡ
߿ϷһСӵΪƨҲ˹
ͬʱ˿Ⱦδ˵·㣬ĿͬȻֿ˿衣ҡͷǲͬͲ޳ɡ
衣
ƺû̾ϢٴҡҡͷһŤ°ܻǴ
Ŷ衶ǵζͻȻ֪̽Ȥüͷζ
Ϊȴ˲ˣ衸̫ǿƮƮһɪɪ
ңҪȥ¼ˡΪ˸ڿ
Ϊļ벻ɣæ˵˾䡰ȥæҲѸˡ
衣......
Һ𣿡Լ·㡣
·æžľ˼û
......ȥһ飬·ҿȥ𣿡
·û취ֻûش𣬡ˡ
衲˻ȥͬʱСɻ󣬡ôҸʲô㲻
ʼԡŨҵ⡣衵ĶͷϿʼڰ׹ӳ£˸ǵ⡣
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ԹԣͷģЦʡ
·ҡҡͷɴԴ
أ˼һ£УͷԼҲ˽ȥ
ͷһƬӰ£谵˲ĵĴɶƵܲ졣
˫ſУųһֱ̫ߴס粻ʱͶߡ
ͬһУ£ռܣüټ衵һֱֻԽ·ıϳУıƫλϣȥ·㱻§һΪܡ
·תͷҪ촽գæת˻ƽһ²
㴴衲Ϊ⣬߿ǰ㲻ǲñ˿˾ͿˣͿԺúÿˣȱˣĺҲȥġ¡
·ЩȻЩͻӿĸжϮͷģۿЩʪ
˴΢ԶһҾǿ̫ˡ
СŲ˴......׵ľ롣
էһء
·㣺......аɣתͷʱõǡ
˿һУڵˣԥһͼȥ
衸磬Ҳһ£ҲеɹÿУͷ̽ȥ
ȾԼУԴֱһУΧȦСϲ䣬Դֱ¶¡
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޷޵غһȣԼУͷ
һСƬУڣʲô·˵ԹԣҪӦȻҾúܺÿ´ǣֵʱͲҪôˡ
´Σ·㵱һѪӿΪʲôҪǣҵ֣
衷ػأϵرõк֮䶼ģǣǣӵӵ......
ݵͣһ£µ˵һ㶼ǺġϾԴЩǺȻ𣿡
ƺеƺе⡣
·ɣرõ𣿡
֪·˵⻰һͼܴǣͻΪʲôǣ֣ϣǣرõѣһá
ֻرõѡ˵
ʶʱҳرõѷң·㲻⡣
һĺѲǿʶĳģǿĵġ
·˼һ£⻰˵úеȫȻ˰⻰˼衵ϡ
ʶĻŻ룬衽ĵȣò......ǳ
Ѿ衰رõ¡
ҪϰҶ֫崥̫ܡ·С㡣
......е㲻̫ϰЩ·˫߬ţЩΪѡ
ûܾ衸˵ú޲쳤ЦʱҪѹŲ̫⣬ºͶƽЦЦû£ҲһӶôģһصӣҲһһطſͺáżӻ
šĳЩⵥ·Ӧ
ǧ׳ܰһ磬ȫУڶĿ
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¼ûһѡ¶ϲɫģһ鶼дѹ֣أЦÿġ
·վܵߡ
õ벼ܵԱߣ̵̯Ļ룬һֻֽ벾ݹȥҴ
......·㴹Լ𣿡
ᡣ衻شֿ̹
ͬ衸͵ΪĿɿڴ
......·ȡ룬úơ
¼ԼԼú벾ʱĸоزǰĺ벾
벾Żų½壬Ҵ
½º͵ЦЦԥشӦá
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ﴧѹ껹ҪһֵֻװӿǵΪ......ĸио̫
ǰһѾ꣬ʦѾʼλѾ˹ȥ
·衣׼ˡ
һ£ұȽж˿
ǱߣʦѾʼˡ
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뿪ˣΪһһҼ·ߣ衳߿ţƽõЦǼҧ·˵
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衸ڽŵ£Եġһֻﴫȥرڸ
·㲻ԣó˵֪ǵжԡ
ǿеᡣ·㿴˿ˡ
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......·㿴Ϊˡ
ұңΪĲͻȻֱΪԶעߵͻȻ۾һۣ˼ƾ档
衵Ȼ֪·㣬ֻǾЩ֣ϾҰ·Χм䣬϶ޱȵ΢ЦôǺ¡
ͬɨһ۵ͬΪֱ˲ӣΪ衸̫ˡ
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ǧ׵ߴź벾ĲѡһĿΪЩ΢ƴһڲ༷
ȻȻվڶ棬ˣյˬ
·㣺......ܲеŸУ
衶·ߣһֻ첲˷ܵ֡
·㣺......㿴ǰˣһôĵģ
ʦһڣ˶壬ǰ㣬׼ܡҲ˱飬ûк½ŵĸоٲôɴ̼ˡ
顪ǹ죬һ˲˳ȥľҵļһ㡣
衡
첻׹ڶк󷽣˼ƴܻǵֲ˲кΣ衣˵ˣǴȻٶȣһûʹ
Ҿ衸ԱߵĶ
ΪҾ衸Ʋʮǧס
·㣺......Ҿսǡ
ϸߵĲٳһȦİףǧܹȦ룬ֺܴ˵̺ܳܳܺͶܲһܽ˲̴ٵıܽԵ
ԼĽ࣬ǰѵĲԡ
ʵһܶﶼ֪һǹһһɲǲ뵽㣬ʱ˵ֻǱܵؿʼ˲ƴȫ
ȻһЩֻǳڲڿʼ˵뷨ֻĴͼ
֮רҵѡ֣һʼͼᶨرԼĽ࣬˿Ӱ죬ʵǷǳѵúġ
·һ˲䣬衶ȻһԵľ塣

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ǧ׵ḷ́ѡ֮Ĳʼձźͳʼһٶǰѡڷӹɢ˦˺档
ѾȦʣȦ룬ڵڶԶ׺ڵһĺ档
衵ȫȲٳȥûС
һ衸ĺŵĺʱ򳬹ûƼ¼ֻǴٷøһֹ
ȥȷʵġΪ϶衸״̬۳ɹѡȷʵ̫һе......С
ܵȦѡּٶȻţೡͬѧܵԵܹԼѡ֡
ǰһˣһѡֺż͹ˡ
ҪҪҲһ£ת䴦衡
Ϊһ£ò⣬衸òƲҪɣ
ʵҪԼϣϾʹ˺̵β衸ٶʵҲģ̫׸ϡ
ܵģûȦѡֿ죬ǲ
Ϊ룬صȰҾǻ˲Ҫȡ衣
ûüſɻǡʱһӹˣһӰ
......ȻƬ̣Ҿ˵ĺе
һȦʤһȦκܵ߿ѪڶܲƶΪ˿ĳ̽׶Σһյ㴦һ׵ĳֱߣ֤Ľ
ǰѾת׵͵Ⱥʼƶռݹۿβĺλá
·ûƶ衾ʱ˵˾䲻᲻صҵķΧԹѵļ͡
ѲѵҪĽ˵㡣
ĽԺܿġ
·ǾͣãŽŲҲ졣
һСξ룬Щȫڴ˿ʹ˳Ρ
Ҳٳһ˫ִֿ졣
·һƿˮյ㴦ƽ̫ģΪ......衰ѱ˦ʵ̫Զˣ޷Ļᣡ
衼Żһξ롣
ʵȻǵһ
·Ҳģ߹ȥȪˮݸϲ
Ǹϲã˵Ļƽζ
ƿǣͷڴ֮Դһգƿͼ˵ס
Ϊ־ҵܶǿҵţƿĺ£һ߬ƿ񣬳ǰ׵Ͱ׼һףͶȥ
Ϊ½Χ˹ߴߴ˵Ŷ衵ĳݺ;
УΪƨĵϸ΢
·㣺......̫Ѷˡ
ʪ妵ĺˮ˳޽ڵؽëϣ衳ŵĺ
ڣǼ鼴
˵ɣʲô¶ˡƮƮƳһۡ
Ϊ࿴һۣƮվѰ
Ŷ
ץΪͬʱһĵĻ衸ǰ㡱ˡ
衣......Ī
ĶӵıӰôˣĩˣ
½ҡҡԴʾҲ֪
ΪʧҪϢɴ½塣
ԹԣΪ˵ʲô衾ͽ˸
û˵ʲô·Ҳ
û˵ʲô衳γ΢Уֲ۵һС仯ɶʱһˡǰһ뻹ſŴСè˿̾ݷݴŻԵĴʨӡ
˵ʲôǲ̫ҪҸˣ·Ը㲻Ҫȥ׷ˡ
·㿴ۣðɡ
˸Уһɵ·ϡ
ˣȽ˵仰û·㿪ڵĻᣬƤһأ˯˹ȥ
衱װ˯ܸо·߾þõͣԼϣԵϲһǱòסˡ
֧Ŷ˶˯Ȱ䣬ŵԴԱƫƫ·¶
ôԣúÿ
Ӱ£д״ڵż紵һƬҶƮȻ䵽衵ϣҶӲСպøϡ
Ҷë׵Ĵ衵Ƥ˿װ˯ֲȥӣ尾ѣֻһ·Ͽõ
·ִҶƬҶÿͻȻ΢Ϥ
ڶμ衵ʱ򣬺ҲһƬҶתƮ䣬ֻʱڵһֻ۾
ʱżǲ̫壬еҡ
·߻ճţƴؿס鲻Լ¶һţֱҪֿˡ
룬ôãһ޷԰εذˣ......
ûԳû뼸룬һëԼֲַϣʵʵȫ
´㵣
·ؿĳ˵ǿסص˵ͷȻˣͲķ
ԼԴһתԴһתԴͼëŵϧûܳɹ
ëȻʵظȫ
衣......ΪʲôҪôëΪʲôҪë
һͱ¶ڸʱʱиȭͷϡ
ٽ衸ղȥû˿׵״
·һѳë˶ȣ
˿ҵҵװ˯
·ԣûӦ²ǻȥ......
㲻Ҿֱˣˤҿɲܡ
֪װȥˣæ۾Ÿ˯ģĩˣ·ЦЦ
·㣺......
Ŀ˶Ļ£߰ûõһΪͷŶӽһλʧ˰ȥ׷ʱѾͱİһξ룬ʧǰûۼƻ֡
߰Զ֮İֵܻ࣬ڶȻźûһ˹
һǧĴ˷󣬾Ǯȥ
ĩ磬ĳĳǰԼʱʮ㣬·ϰ絽ǰʮӾ͵ſڡ
ȻͺˣΪֻһվſɵȣ˶ֵһۡ
·㲻ϰǵߣİˣ泯վţԱ⣬ɵȡ
ɵûֻ˻Ļϳ˱رļϵͳõûбˡ
ûʲôɿģҲûʲôģֻؿڴѡĵĵȴ
衴ӼҵĲֻҪʮӡ
²·Ӧû絽ǰ˶ʮӳ
쵽ص㣬Ұɼ·ȻѾˡ
ʱԼʱ仹ʮӣȻûбͬѧ֡
衿һ·վһ֣˼
Ųߵ·ĺ󱳣ȻӯһԾ˸ı󱧡
surprise
·㱻ͻȻĶһͷ衣Ǿδ
ŵˣȦԴļ羱
еͻȻ·£ûע⵽˴˿̹ܵĶ
һΪĵһӦǾϲأ衰ŷִɿ·㡣
·˿··תƻ⣬Թԣ洩Уе㲻ʡ
衶ĳƺ·Ѿֹˣƺ˵ʱôС
ҴУ𣿡·ͷ˿ԼУܸɾడ
ԷȻûʲôϵ극һҪȥ裬ֳͲʺϴУȥˡ˵
Ҫȥ裿·üû˵
Էһ׳ˣһҶôߡ˵
·ͷҳ극ѡ
ͻȻһЦһһƽ·㣬·޿˼ϱ
·Ա㣬衵͵ЦŰţ˫ֳ·
˾һͷ
䲻䣬㿴ҴġѾЦڸ·
ľѳۣ·̾˿һۣ֣Լѡ
֣ƤЦðԼѡ

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·㽫µУ׹ڱ䣬洩һǳɫмúɫżʻˣȼʹճֵͨϡ
ƫƫͷȻԸɰкŶǿɰġ
ǣƹҺ··һ̧ͷͼһõ˵ĺЦ顣
......ΪʲôЦôģ·㲻⡣
ǿ£ôɡĻأʼЦ
·һòеıֻصǸȻ
衴˴ƤһڱУһת̧ͷҪһֱţ
Ƿ˼·һԼëĴ
𣿡·УôĲֵȳԳơ
ȻˣŶ۰˵ŵͬʱУΪϵ
ϵ䣬ãϵĴֿʱУѽܽ˸ᣬ·һ˳סճƽ̹ݵİΡ
ü̴ٶĿʾ͡
·ЩߣŲԼй¶ϵı嵭ĮȻ
̧һдǿװ򶨵ı飬ǵĻ˼֡
·һ룬衸ǰһ
һûŪأ˸ʲôԺ׺͵ʡ
·קקˣУĽսһЩ⽻Ǹָһ
Ѿˡ
򵥵ĽᣬͲͻȻɿˡ
·Ϊ衵ĵ
ԹԣҪҪôɰŪģҪС衲ĵڶᣬ˫ִָһĳܣȻִʽһһڿ°ڵӳ¶
ںϸ΢ԵСᣬҰϵĶ鶢һרעС
̫רע˼ȫͶϵĴᶯϣԽԽԽԽֱϡ
Զ˾罺һ§š
һ§һǱ§
·ŵ΢΢Ųͷʱ뿪ڡƵѡһ£ſԵʱκοרޱȵı飬ԴʱͺһΪõ飬·һ¡
һ˲ĳɣ衾Ѿ׽˹
ţִš
˵ĸ߶Ⱥνƣ衺׾ͽ°ʹĲϡ
ΪϵĶȻؾͿ
·ܸоֱһֱ΢ضţżĲ
ƿһ뵽˵ĻŬѧԼôܡ
˵ϵõкӶܵģ
·Ϣֱ壬˿Ҷֻһ˼衸Ͽ
ûܸоһĵóѹЦ
⣬һ°΢ŲĦ·ļιǡ
·촩ܴܿɿعڼԵ
衽°ͻȻʱ򣬼ᴥ·⣬ͻȻ˶Ǽഥĸо͸ӳˡ
ӽֵͣͣ̿ԷسƳһۡ
ע⵽ŤͷĶ޹ôˣ
ûûʲô·ԿİػأͷѾתȥˣһתתעǰĵ߸......λš
ˡĥ̫ɣδسһ
ֱΧɵĻȦ㳷ˣӲ˾䣬·˿Ҳ滺
ʱʮıƽ½½صϡϡû
ԶԶؿ·ͺΪ˲Źżıر˹
ÿϻɵЦ
ⳡ·ŵĵ˹
ΪҲĿ
Χ·˶ͶԹעĿԼ......ػĿ⡣
Ϊ⶯ʵȥӲ̫ʹӡ
⡰ɵ顱δ㻶ѵرĹĵø԰ͯޱȵСƵġ
֪Ϊʲô˲Ϊ飬·Թ߷ò˼
վб󷽣СŲֱӶӳסԼ
˻ͷ˦űQ
衴ɨ˵ɵơ
......
ǰãΪʲô衸˵ԼҲԼɵơ
ֱ۳˿衣ٿԱߣ·ոջˣգ۾Ͳˣ
ޣʵʵ˰!ɻ˲תƵ!ͻȻ䲻ˡǷ־ܰ㾪졣
Ͷ·:......
˵ˣĹСˡ
ķȰúȥۿƣ衸վŵôһ㶼......Ϊ
վǶȿ粵
衣·衵β൫Ҫ΢һ㣬ǸǶ......淢ˡ
ûУ°ȹһϵģôһ飬ҲڲסΪػϹˡ
ðɣҸȥۿȥΪ˵úе޷ˬˡ
......
㱻·衱˱ʾʧ
˻û룬ôƬʱڿһϷ·ĵصţһûһ̸л
ûһ½·ڵתǣ衵ȼ޲Ծĳ֣·㵹ûʲô죬Ӧƽ
㲻Ӧóɣ衱üǹζϷʺơ
԰㣬ôģ΢ɵĺڴ۾ʾЩ졣
¸½ţҪǾÿνȫԵ̫裬ͱһ೤Եû⣬ȡôһֺ֡
ݰȨֵİ೤˺Ȼؽ΢˹š
衵ĵʣ½ûȻش˷򣬽˿Ͷ۳һҫ۹â
ŶϹҵۡұæ̧첲ۣͬʱզզ󣬡೤ˣâҪ˼ҵ޹ƽϰա
½žһ٣Ƭ̷µؼմ˵Ļ
ڼˣ½ʵ
ʮһ֡˿ֻ
ǲǸó緹ˣ½ʡ
ȻˣǾ緹ġ˵ͷ
½º͵ЦЦȥָ̧뵽ղŵһĻϷһڣʣҷʸƣ
ûУѿڶһ뵽˵ܲϽһת֪أû̫
......
......Ц·ϣȫУ·˻ֳֻ
ӴȥΪЦʹĶӣֱӴ
ͨ²Ͳ֪Եɵһ£˸ɶ
Ӧֻһ˷ĹЦ
ҪҲЦһЦţܸоԼΪûЦе̡

 62 

б֧һȣվţֿ̧˿ֻʱ䣬Լʱѹӣнһû
΢͵һٵǸϰ......
Ƚȥ衶·˵
·㰡һ𣿡
ȸһӾѾ˼ˣҪȫ뻹֪ȵʲôʱȥأʱǿѾ......˿Գٵ֮˵ĳ֮⡣
ǣõǼǮ˵˲һǮȥֲܵȸǵġǮίţֲԼҪȥί˵ܲȸǵǮ·ԾƤ˵ڡ
΢ЦЦһ͹ֻǮ㡣
Ȼͳֵܰ·ļ
·Сһ£ͼֹסŲҾҪʹ˵һѾһȥһк򣬲̫á
ƽƽζЩٴ졣ûз֡
·˵仰˸պߵſڣӦ߽ĸӦŻ򿪡
·㣬ҷܹͣ˽Ų·ļתͷ˵üëǷʲô֮΢΢šš
ţûͷûԵһƽָ·ѡ
оֹʱǺϲʣЩ޹Ⱥֹǵģ¶Ա˲̫ã衲õƲƲ죬Ҿô㣬벻Ͳˣǹ
Ĳô˫꣬ԱôãҾҪǸá֪ΪʲôΪǻõ......ϵ衽š
......ŶŶ·³жصĮ
Ŷ衴ߵĵĮüۣɾ̫˰ôǸıɣװһҲðҿ϶ϵš
......·㳢Ŷ˶üëʹ΢㣬Ӧĳ˵ҪװģرǸ
Ȼܿ췢ⲢûʲôãΪüë񳤵סˣ衸
Ѿ·ĳˣٽһıݺۼ
·ͷˣ䵭
Ȼһ飬ֻ·΢Ķ˶ֵ΢磬ΪǷ綯뷨
ҲڱԹ߳һȴͿԿ
·㣬˵Ұٲãô˵Ҳа˵˵¡衾ǵûһ·
˭·ƽʱǳĬԵģֻ뾡ְ취Իˡ
Ȼû·ǵ
衸磡
Ի·½ҲĨǵضתˣֱ˵ظǴԷġ
һᵽԷȻ͸оӶ˵ͷʲôʱܳϷͿһƬɶҲûеĿһȥ衸Ǵ·˳Զʳֵܣ
衸磬ҪȽȥƨƨߵشյԱߣҲһ𰡣ӶҶˡ
Ƴһۣ˭һˣ˵һĴȥ

·ߵʱΪ½ûע⵽ǡȻ󾭹һĺҲǺ棬ͬѧҲ˹
һһ󲨡
ڴҶǰˣûټˣȽȥˡ
ֻίԱǰ̨˴ˣȻѾ͵Ա˵˾Ͳ͵֧˲ͷѣǵԱʶˣԷŪҪȷϡ
ǰ̨˴ȥԿĵλãҲǲƷѡ
һһһʢ˸ɫȡ
ٺԼԱȶԱȣֱᡣ
Ĳ͵СѡѸٵʢõѡλϣȻֻȥŲʳ
ԹԣôɲУһ㡣·ɰ׵Ĳ͵ﾡŶ
ƺЩв˼еò˵
һʼ·㻹Եظˣ衼еԽԽۿɼĶæס̫ˡ
żӵͣڰд
ô죿ҿƲסԼҾУеĲ̶ѳСɽѣգգۣôأ
......·㵭ȻôܿƣǾͶ˰......
̫ˣ......µذԱߴһ
衸磬ܲܰҼһЩһĶȻ֡
ָǵ·м䣬ļӶţûпռУ衺·ߵټеģһֱٳٲŲŲʵڵȲȥˣ
˵ʲôе㳳ӣ·衶ĸ֪Ƚģ
ȻˣҲѹðֻǣ򱻴ŶΪ֮
......˵ܲ......
Ļû衾ͼһʳ⣬߿ߡ
......ԱǸӼҲһ£
ԹϱҪҪҲһ衾żô΢Цɫıĵƹ·Ű׹⣬һȻֳһɲǵɭֲ
ֻһСС޶˵ӼԲ͵ô룬Ǿߵ
ǲǲ
䲻شԱһϼӼ
·ݸ
䲻࣬ȴá
Ӵллٳֵؽӹ̧ͷƳһ衣ɫǺܺã磬תʧ
·޲ûΪֱмϲϣǱǸı飬ѡŲƷǸ죬ȥζӣǲüӡ
Թԣ衽мһӣŵ쵽ǰҲҪǸϲˣҼС
......·һ۾Ǳߵ޹ĹߣԼַʳȻתˡ
Ĺģܴкܶ·תһȦʳ֮ǰˮ
ʩʩȻϣͷҲؿûǵϲĲˡ
ˮиơƺϹ֭ʵأ·ѡ˳֭Աߵı񣬷ֱǴСֱӦ1000500300
Ϊһ֭ߣ·ϵѡıӡ
õײ۰ť;һ˫ֽغ
ˮȵôһȥͲóԷˣΪθȫ֭ռˡ衴ӣ˸Сıӡ
......·Щջ΢üҾϲȣܵ𡣡
ӴСƢ
˵ЦЦҾϲ㣬ҹ𣿡
·Ĭˣûлش
ʢС֭·㱾һʳﹻԾͽˣ衷Ѹһ飬תһȦ·ĲԸԳرĳ۳Сɽ¡
ѡͣ衶̵ǰ··ں档
ϵĶº·ŷѡλǿ......
......·㻷һܣģΪֹһ۾ֱܷ¡
Ҫض·ѯʡ
ΪʲôҪ̹Ȼ£Լ͵м˷ţ˼һԡ
·ҲûȻض꣬һпǱҿһ𡣡ˣΧȫµĻòֵֹܾͣġ
ô±𣿡ν˵£ֲӰʲô
ʵ뷨ȫһף˲źأڱ˿һԣͿġ
뵽һֿܣװش̽˵㲻̸ܽ
ûвܡ·ش
һǾС
ϲŮʣȻֱַʲãҾʣûκβõͼ
·룬ش𣬡֪ûϲˣ֪ԼϲеĻŮġ
衳ϣ仰ʱõ
Ǿûϲˣֱʷһ仰

 63 

衸·㣬ôˣߣһ£ǱǸ
·ŷͻȻԱߣԣƺеƣۡ
λʵ̫ˣһٺңָָҰˣûҵˣа߿˿Ȼ......
ʮֲʣ˵衸磬·մߣ
մ衲׽ôʣմӵһ׵ûֱͽ΢΢ƳƳҵ˲˷ӣ
һȻôģҳϣԼǣ죬˵˵Щʲô......
ưư衸⡣
ƮƮƵŶһרע㡣
һڣҲ壬õ̵ġ
һߵ......衸翴ȥ˿֪ʲôӡ
˼룬һԵ·㣬·״̬ȫͬˣִڵӱԵʱԶˡ
룬Ȼ·ǱƵģȲҪˡ
衵ͷµسŶվűŸߣԺܲ׵Ǵ˿衵......ͷڱ
·ֵؿ˿û˵ٿ˿衣......Ǻһɡ
ڸ˵һ֣Ҳ˿ڣֻĶ
һֱվѵǳԲ𣿲ƳĳʶȤȰ۵Ӱţ衵ʵãʵò͵졣
ˬıɫҲ˵һ֮⡣
......ոջٻǴͬسͷɢ˱飬İǣʲôҹģң¡
......·治֪ΪʲôҪô衡
衣ǽǹȥһҪǾ......ض·˵⡣
......εط˷ͷӻϲӣ˰ֱ͵·ǰԹԵĴŰ
·һҧһ߰ɣһǹģⲻܾ
һĻľǶ۸·ĳ档
֮ĶȻҲֱ֪Ӿ͵衵Ȱ··㣬߰ɣ衸һ˴ԺˣǱ߿ɰȫɺƽˡ
......·뿪Ӧţÿ¹Ҫ˵ʱ衾ͶѸٵֲ˰ӹûпڴ𻰵Ŀ϶
𣿡һҴˣˣ
ղι·㣬ִ׽һһΪиɣһԶ۵ӲǱʹ˷еļӸС
źһȿû¶˰ؽ˫ֱ󣬲һһһһʧ
......ֱû·ŵ˵ļ϶ˡ
ΪνӲӶˣ˫գϣЦſ·㣬ûŵԹԾͺá
ȥᣬһ˫Ź쳣˸
·ȻңֱӣæͷòͣĽ²ֻ̡
һȻЦһ£żԷ
Ŀ裬ίѾԤ˵طͰ䡣
·Էܿ죬ʮӣѾòϡʵͲٶҲܿ죬ֻܶ·ʱһûһڵؿſϡ
˾ͲͣΪȳǸ·Ĳ֪Ӧµ״е޴룬˿ҽֵȴǷڵͷֻܲһĮΡ
··̫á
ջߣƤһ۶棬⧲ײһ˫ĻҺͲ£˲䴹˴۽ޣ߽ܿ㣬Ͷڲϣظš
ԭ͹޴ģҲҿ衵·͸޴ˡ
衲ûѰȥ˸·š
Թԣƽʱĩ߼ڶЩʲôѽ
Щʲô
·룬벻ʲôرģʱ䶼ͬһ㣬ʣ
ѧϰ˯ɡ
ʷ׳ʵĿأǵȤظţһ˹¶Įؿš
һ뵽·е䣬޶˵ѹϮͷ
˵ϲ໥飬衿·۲ѣֱ첲ͷ
ҺȤ԰ɣ·
ᰡ衲ԼͬԼԵ죬ȫȤҾͦõġ·ǸԱĻȥΪţԣġ
˿佱·΢΢һ졣
ԹԣĶȥɣ⡣
ȥҼ棿·㲻ȷʡ
ӭ۾һС
......ҲûУ......ҼסϣǸС򣬾ÿܲôûд͹ֻС꣬Ҳûʲôʩͳȥɢɢ磬Ļܻúġ
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һǽһǽڿˡ
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һԼǰĲЩڣǱֵĶŽųȥǳ껹Ҫܳһء
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ϲ֮ЩûڣԼΪʲôҪӳԷʱ䣬Ҫͽ·˵ʱܸã
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ͬʱϤǿҵĴųֹ

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úܽĵ͵ЦİĻ
·Ļңæȥء
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ҵȥѰңһֻǽڷ֣æӿȴת˲סȵĸ΢ֱϣ¶ȵĲںϳĻѧӦ
˵ƴС൱ָʹϸҲ൱һֻֻһֵָֻסĶĵʮָۣĶƱĵסǱӦһǰ㣬ܴ䡣
ԹԣҴˣزߣұߡ˵
Զ׼Ц⡣
Ŷ㿪ưɣҾͲˡ·æѰҿصͷһ飬˻ȻӲƿԶ衺ü
Ǳƺ˼롣
ʱһӶ·˵ƹٳδʣôˣûſ𣬻ǵƻˣ
ô衣ˣ˼άתøˡ
ŶǱ߷Ӧһ£Ȼ㡣
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˵΢⣬΢⣬ָպܿ·βڿĵȣָܼεɫ
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......ܿһ𣿡·ķʡ
Ŀе棬Ŀһ򿪣ԱߵһСӫ
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ѽ𻶿ĻӦ
š
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Ҳһֱȵı鿴˿֮Ц˿۽ؽľ˻ѹ߸öߣǲϲңϲҾֱ˵ҵ׶þ͸׶ãţ
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¡衷ǳ

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·í˾ȥ衵֡
治֪˵˫ô۵ģ͸һҳһҳϷ϶һܵѷ֣
·㳶˰죬ðûʲôЧֲˡ
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ٶ֮죬֮ݡ
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͹ˡ
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·㿴˵ͬʱҲ
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СϪ˵֮ȫ࣬˵ˡϰɡ
ߺȫûһ˵ڰĿѧϰ
ⰲֻһɲǡ
Ȼʦ֪ѧҪרעѧϰżǻڿκἰǲ
ȶȳûˣ𽥵˴ҵߣΪ˱ĿɰԵ¡
ΪµķܶסУĸĸǺӵ״ѡ㿼
·Ҳ⣬¼ĵһ죬֣ƺͺͱԸĸ˳ȥס
·ԼһһᣬԱ˵ļ۸˵Ĵ
ŵʮ壬·һʱصᡣ
΢ϲԿףֻ΢΢תһǶȣûתһȦգžͿˡ
û˵ˡ
·ʣԿŽȥ
ѵ֣ƺͺֻסˣ̫ܰ
ֹţߣڵؿţĴλ汾ŵĴͱ
ŵĵɫʽϤ
ԡҵŽţ洫ͷˮϴ衣
һжڴһϢĳ鷳ס˽

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ĺɫŨī·ƵֻɶȵĹ衣
·ϣһϸ죬˴󲿷ֺڰ
Ȼߵԡſڣǽ˳
ˮЪһĦſ
һֱϴһֲʪͷȻƳſұ߿ǽˣ˶٣Ȼװµش˸к˰
......·ɫӶ¹óһ·תԡңʲôû˵ҲûˤǾعžԿʼϴ衣
̬ȣͷ͹ԹԵ·ĴߵȺ
ȴڼ䣬ɵһֻ̬Ҳû棬Ҳụ̂ȹؾصشֱţ˫˳ش档
԰СѻҪ˶ء
һٵϴ˸ս·ԡҳ
մȾˮ۾
һɫĳëԴϡ
ĵƹ£ڹİ͸ˡ
ҪҪժһժ۾ü·СıˤˡʵģΪ·ŸǰľӣôôϹ
衺ܻ·ܿ·
ĵûз·ߵ൱ȡ
·ƿ̨ţŷϴ³ذ̨ϡ
ţô
衻ֿԵˣһӣҪ˵Ҳ˵һװ˹ɣǡ
𿪡·㼰Ьߣ𱻵һǣ˳ѹƨɵµıӡ
ƲƲ죬Ըվ
뿪˵ʲôƹϢϨˣһƬڰ
ţûס޵衷ɻһʡ
......Ϩˡ·һټ֡
Ŷ
·㽫Դϵë޶޶ͷͷˡ
ëŻԡҹҺãźڿʼˢ
ϴؾĴСݲͬʱϴ
һˢһˢһŶӵȺ
Թԣ㲻Ǳͳȥô᣿ô࣬ҲΪ֪Ҫ޽ͷҹˡСĿռ衵
·㴹˴ƤˢĶͣ
Ϊĳ˼׷ʣˢٶȣ˺üˮ˳ˢͱӣë˲ǣȥˡ
衣......һ˶԰ɣȻܶô䵭
æ׷ſںԹԣһ¡
أ·Ѿ˴ϣժ۾ͷʹ˯
û򡣡衻شúֱ׳
......·ǱӵĶһ٣΢ˢûࣿ
ѧУıûϲʿζ
......ô޻סʲô......
ҵǴѧУģҪʿζûУͨ࣬Ӧÿϣ·Ĭһҿͱˢˡ
Եﷴ࣬¼Ȩһǿǿһµġ
......ǿб±ð......
·һմͷ˯ţڴȻѡ
ԭҪԡڵĳˡ
һƬУԡˢĶ
ˢ죬·ͼ硣
ǽûԤеݶؿһۣһߴӰĴߡ
·ȻͷôһĨںӰӣ￩⾪һҹˡ
ûͷ͵ģ·ıӡ
......·ǽ۾ϣסǹʲô......
顣
ԹԣˣҲǴǰǸɰСʹˡؿڡ
ڰģУ沿飬Թú𾢡
......Ŷ·㽫ᵽ򴦣˯ĳˡ
ûͷ˯žҺһ˯ô˽ĵ顣
ã·ǾܾʣΪʲôûͷҿĴӦøһҲǴѧУģ˵׵ͷġ
ӲʣҸˡ˶ûʲôҪ󣬶ͷҪǺܸߵġ衲ΪȻ˵
·㣺......ûҪǸղŵôһ......
Ҿ˯һҾͼӼҰͷ͹˵
......˯ҪôߵΪʲô˴İͷ
ҡҡͷԲԣͷŲİģİ......ˡ
·˰ûȵ֣˵еĪͬʱЩҲص㣬ڸ˵......
ѵ𣿡
װɵǵ޹װرɵ·ƵطжȻһ֮
һҪʿζģһͷҪжȵģҪô࣬·ľ˼ֱ鷳ˡ
ȥɣ᲻ʺ㣬̫ˡ·㵭
衲Ϊ⣬ݸһЦססˣúˣĻаȥĵ
......ãǴ˵˼
ֻ߰Ļʱ䣬Ѿҹʮʮˡ
ʮϨĵƣҲ˵˺˽ʮӡ
һֱŵϯ·˸ĹǷժ۾ŻغڴͷҲ˵㰮˯˯ҷǵˣ˯Ȼ
·㵹ȥ˸û졣
Ĳ
üͷһ壬һ񣬼ίֿ
Ǻҹ׳˵衶ؿ˻һ¡˦Ьδͬ·Ĵ
·㱾Ŀ˯ˡ
Ϊֽ߽ĳëʵǰֵһᣬûͷôˣˣǵùԹԵȥ˯
ɾͽôˣŰ˯
·ôΪģΪ˾ͻĴȥ˯ˣûڹ
û뵽˾Ȼ
·˯һӱˡ
Ҫ˯滹˯棿ȷ˵ʡ
档·شžòԾ̧һȥȥ
衿Ų׳ôߵĸӺپǣ·û߶
Ҹһλᣬ㲻ȥҾͲˡ·쬵
Ѿ˹ӣԼӲŹʵʵģȻ泯·ûûƤЦⱻҽ˯һ㡣
һ¹Ӵ϶΢Ĺâӳա
ںڰе·㿴Žߵ˫ɾƯۣͨǽںơ
ȥԼ˯·Ƣ˵Ҳôظˡ
ûͷ˯šЦŰ˹ô㿴㶼Ҫͷˡ㡣һûµġ
......·㽫衴ϵֱ۳ɭҪҾ͸ϡ
......أҺء衹ù֮ǰֻǽһֱ۴·ϣֻ첲·ֱӽ§˻
ռű˽ƫûʵر˸ɣ˯ϲŶ˯ŵʲôҾͻجΡڼҶǱ˯ģûֻ鷳ʱ䵱һҵ˯ˡ
ԣ·㱻ôһ¥ͷ֣Ǽ΢ཻһһ°;ܾȡһꡣ
......Ϊʲôû·ӵµͼĸ첲
ˡһء
......˵ôҪĶˣ·ɡ
źߡЩܡ
©ٳ·Цˣһţ
ᡣ衼ػش
˵ĶЩˣֻǴ˽Ͼ֨ѽ¶û˯ʵʦ˿š
Ϩ˰˯˰ҪѧϰˡϨƺ̨ưҹסУżʣʦ˼άΪڰҹ
·һʦĳֹͣ˶˺һʦŲȥĶС΢ȵĶ˶Էְл
˯ɣˣ͸ұֲٿ⡣ߴ
·˿ת볯˯
衳һ......ðɡ
ɸ첲ȦŵĽȣ·ת˸ת󣬸첲˽κѵĻᡣ
һһ·ʵ̫ˣƣۣϾ˯ˡ
ʶǰͻȻʶһ⡣
ĴıӣͷΪʲôתҪ衵ͬ⣿
˱ֱѧ

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سͷƶ΢͸սڡ
һĨĹѵ衽ȶ۾
־δȫŲû
дʮ룬˯۲
֪˯˯˾ıã˿̣˵˯˯ǰȫ״̬
·˵ƴѹұ۲˯Ȼĵʣת˹˯ţ泯衡
лƵϰߣͷѾҹﲻ֪Ƶͷ棬衵ļڣֻ¶
ֱ˳Ȼش衵ĸϡ
˲س˸˯ţһֻȹ̵ػ·֫һֻޱ˴ߡ
ƫƫͷ˿⣬Щӳе͸
䴥ϸķ˿ģƫһߴһ·ļ˯ƽ
΢΢ЦЦûзԴλֵ˿
繵Ϊġ·Ĳա
üǣβΣһ£ӹһ˵Ļ
ҵĶɢһߣ౥Ķͷżϸ˿ʹòܴﵽ£̲ס
̧ظ˲ָɱش˵ļ
·һתѡ
Ǳ衳ѵģǱ͵ʱ䡣
·һתѵĶ衾װ˯
۽ëƽȲҲ龲ֹת
װһֺ˯
·Ȼû֣ЩƣԴһ󣬻ͷ˿衣˯
һʱջգҪд˯ǵ˯⣬Ų˯ôӵһ֫ٺ
ԽԽԹԽԽˬĳ˯ò֪յˣ˫ִϸ˼ƣһһң˫˫ȡ
˺һ·ý
շһ......Ʒ硣
衣......ҪΪұ۾Ͳ֪ڸʲôֻѿˡҲ㣬ҲŲ׷Ŷ
·Խȥԡϴ衹ϴ˲𴲡
ʰôʱ磬峿Ŀˡ
ԹԣȻܺʿԺܲܶ˯һ𣬡衽ֻʾʱ䣬㿴ڲʮϰһڿεĿء
·ƿֱصǰߡ
......ãԺÿ춼ôˡ
ʳã·ˢ˰Ͷ˴λ¡
ҿûǮ̯һ־·Ҫ
......·տһڵĲ˰£ڳ龲һվһԵˣҷ湻ԵģסûûǮû䡣ͰԼ......
˫üӲӵЦЦҾȷʵԵġ
......·У԰ݸ
һ˰Ͱ붹ǣ衶һˡ
ϸˣ㳦Ƭͼɰ˿
......Ǯ˰ɣ·ӹŽඵҵĿܹʣˣ㵹ãҼ˸ɾұٳǮġ
壬ЦػأĿѾȫûǮˡ
·㣺......ԣҵĿˢһɶȻЦóǲִ
Ǯ䣿Ұһٿ顣衳һ̸Ĵƿ浹űʡ
......ҾͲˡŶ·־ŵЩǺ
ðɣû˵衽ƿ˻ȥζƮȻʳ
ǰȺ˿ǳܵź
˹ȥԹԣ㳢һúȣ˼ζ
......ҶסУôˣ϶ȹ˺......·ΪΡ
ҲǣΪȻص˵ͷⲢҪƼִţһڣȻǰһ֪ܺúȣôúȣȷһ𣿡
......ȡ·˻ȥԣϳԺˣҪ̫ҾͲˡңͬһҲ
衱죬ͷ档
˾ͲͶܰ죬ҲĹ
һҶˣһƬı·ܾĵһ䣬ֲ㡣
ίζмɵܱ·
ĿĴþܾ֮ĻΡ
......·Լһ䶼Բһ죬ػأ㲻
......衶ʱޱȡ
ͣȥ
һ·ϣҲ֪˳ӷ裬У԰ߣǵ߼ǳˬʵ¶ȣԼ䣬ȻѰůذ
·Ȼǲ̫·
ԣ˳ֵĻĿһ׷׷ϷĻ棺ʶܳڵ꣬Ǹ׷һԱ߿ǸƤԼɼ信յǶŲð
һ׷һӡ
֮Ѱѧ·ⲻѰ
׷֮䣬˵˽ҡ
ƺĺܲͨ
ȵʵӵΪھȻѾҡ
·һʱǾɵģգգۣȷⲻǻþ
衵ķӦ࣬۾ߵͬʱֱû......
ڵȴƵģưڵú㣬һһڵţ˫Ŀ̽յһֱˢˢ衵ϡ
·ҪѶʲô׼ﷸ
......·λ£ҪЩʲôһͷûУû׵úܡڵǣҪԵĶòƲĳ鷳
ҲҺۿαб֧һֱȣҲ˵һֵĮˣʾ˵¡
˫ϴ
һûѹһһİ
ĿĿʼܵ۷ǾһȻ޴档
......ȿȣΪͦͷϴڶͬʱ˲˺ü¶ȣϹϾģ˵衸ǿɰͬ־һ˹ؿլޱضȹһҹҪǴĶ֮ͬ𣿡
·㣺......ﾳ̫ʺϰɣ
ҸԿףû˽ͷѾܺˡƳһ۹ƾ˵
һ˵꣬˷ӦΪߣ˵衸һͻȻԿ׸ң绹Ұѷ浹ڶԭǼƻҪʰᰡ......һ
һԹء
ˣ㻹øŹ衾ϵŲԸ͵סޡ
Ц·ѶȥֻʣһˣʱסȥҸ۵ͬôõʱ˺ͣһﭹĵݣɵӶô벻
......Ĭˣû뵽衸Ȼǲûоôֵ鶼ˮƯˣİŰţ˼͡Ťˡ
룬ǲҸһƫҪţҲԼϣһҪ½һ
Ϊʲô½壬Ȼ......һ衸Ҫö㵽½ȥ
ԣ衸סǸĹԢסСС᣿Ƶʡ
ԣסˣûˬϣ·һᡣ
ĩˣԺпûնҪᡣ
......
һƬĬ˻ش
ôûӦָָ˵档
ϸ΢ȴԻ˵ľĬ
õģ衸硣æء
⻰úΪҲŵ
šص˵ͷ
ϴӦúúõΪʵǣ
е磬ʱֻû˿ȥ䡣뷨
֪ûWIFIҪWIFIǼֱǴϷðʹûWIFIϷҲڽ͵ϷãԿ󣬲±·ʦ֣ҲõĳΧͬѧΪ뷨
衸粻ȥֹȻܾ۸·㣬ȴַǳһµŵʱֻҪ·˵ãǾһ鶼ûС
Ͼ衸·Ҳá

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ˣ......
·οյѧϰͻȻһ󽥴ȱȺĵ΢΢㡣
·Ҳɻ󣬡鲻ǽ죬Ӧòʦ
Ǳ߻ڲݵţ̨ϴ··ϴҺݣ衵СȣȻ⣬˼ȥš
ҾеĴײˣһһҰĸ깾Ͱĸ깣һӸжûС
......һϴ·εˮ衵ǰ仰ͬ
룺ĿŴײˣײֺóֽƷѣһǿϱߣʣйϵˣ
顪
һţͷӿ˽
һһ߷Ͳ
ֽƬƮضǣſһֱӵڣ൱׳
·ƽĶŲ˼̽ͷ͸͸濴һۣ֮ͬǰĸɾ࣬һƬǽ塣
Ҫס񻨣뻹аֽޱСֽ䣬էһֻװС
......ĶҲûɶɨѣ·Ⱥſţվż󣬵ͷصġѡĬһдŵҿǸմɨİ......
衴ӸտʼͱͻĶذݷøŪһ㶣˸ŸͲɷ˵سһҷţ˰ű˻ߵĴСֽ۵ҡҡ׹߽̣ú¡
𽥴аѳ˭һôһ¡
񻨣Ͳ֮һߣΪ½Ĳֽ
һ˴ӿڴóһԲ״ʼϷڣȫһǾԤıġ
ǵǨ֮ϲѽ˸Сֽ䣬óüСż߾ţܿĵ˵ǽװÿ϶ܺÿ
Ǽеżָ䣬ߣţ֪û
ǣ衲׽ʺʱֲõԤС
Ȼδʧ;ɣײӲ
ĸ˲ڵϣһֽڵرƬ
ȻذһͻȻˣ仹ûƽ
˵žȥ
½Ҳһվ
ſűգӹת룬衿ű½Ƶǽ߿ŵ仹ǲԸţٵİɣһǼٵİɣ
Ҫס𣿡̨ϵ·㲻ȷʡ
ѽѽҺ½סޣػش𣬡ԺǾˡ
衣......ǰ......
Ϊӭ½ס衳ٳٲԸʵһ䡰Ҿȥ˲Ϊٴȥ֪Լʲôٴ롣
ûһ衾ʹӲˣ·Ϊ侲ˣͼŲ㲻ͣٵ½䣬Ȼְӵ⡣
......·㲻ڷʲôһڳпȱ°ȫˣʲôԽܵģʲôųģ
סѣ·ĵǵ⣬ֿһ߰ĵ棬Ե̾˿Ȼϴ·ȥˡ
ڵ޳
衽˵ֱᵽ⣬عţٻصӱţüëٵ۵ĸ첲мصʾŲá
......Ϊ̨±սǣ
ҲֲϢ˵½˶㣬ȻģɲҺ衸ա
ץľС˵ö½棬ʮ½ϡ
½˷˿߾º͵Ȱ˵侲侲ϸ룬ʵҲûʲô˶֣Ҳ˷ֵ洦ġ
治ɣ˾ƫ徲ԽַԽϲ
......ΰ೤ְûͷ½ˣúף˾ǳطסû
˶û˵ֻ̨·㻻ϴ졣
衲仯һȽ㡣
ԷǱʽ˶ܡ
Ƭ̵Ϊľǡ
ʵܲյƴȰ취Ĭͬһʱ뵽ͬһˡ
ϴ···
Ϊ衹ע㲻СһŲ̨űߣȻһ굽ֵֻ̨̿ϴ̨ߵİǽϡ
Ǹط̨ΨһһĶܵص㡣
......ĵսƬ......
·Īһۣ¼ܰ·ȥȻֻصϴ̨һ·
·׽¼ܵʱ·Խһ㣬ΪľǸΪ˴˵ĻᣬҲ֪ô£ͺִΣļһһֱǱžƣʱʱͷȥ
......Ȼߵ˶ЩֵֹġƩƩˡ
һ¼һ¸˵·һξȥ·
·......
·մ·ȥ˺ͣؿˣ
ԣԥԥ˵˾䣬ɫڿͦÿġ
ΪҪ˵µ·ĬĬɾذһ·Һú󣬽¸˷õϴ³رߵĽ䡣
ʣ˵ɣʲô¡
Ϊ㿴ҿ㣬״ֲҸ״ΪһⲻͼӴףһ衸緢·Ĩ......
ǣ촽˶ɶҲû˵ָָʾ·ȥ
......
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ղã̤żڵһɲǣ·͸оˡ
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ϴ·衺Цʣº͵ǰһ̸ͬһˡ
½壺......
......Ȼ衸żˡ
ţϴˣ·ߵֽ߳˲ʪʪ֣Ȼ˦һƮȻطĻͷϣ۸ѣ
¸·²ӡϣôᣬôѺֱׯꡣ
ڸʲô·
......衷ٵתԽҾҰж໣ˡ
·Ȼ޵سŶһҿһ᲻ᱻ㻣
......衶˶٣ǿɲСѾ֪ˣˡ
֪ˣˣ·ץ⼸ʣʡ
ŵصͷ
㻹¶ɫ΢Ц
ޱ衵˸Ӫҵ΢Ц½壬ӭס˿ء
·㣬⻰˶ɪɪر˱Լ
......棬衸ƤЦⲻЦأȸղŻҪ˿ֲ

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˵΢ЦһͲǳڱġ
˴˴ֱۣø
ҲջӪҵ΢ЦΪ·֤ӭѵĻȥѶ˽
еֽ䶼ˣ½Ϊĸ˿ʼĶá
ȴӴֽ֣һɫķεصó
......Ҫ·㲻Եʡ
̵ءش
......·㵱Ȼ̵֪صģʵΪʲôҪϻ̵ĵص档
½һ䣬˵Ҫһ£סЩ
·Ȼص˵ͷ뵽ѧУĹĳЩƶȣбҪǣѧУֶ
ذѵصһѵؽס˶
ǰɣЩˣ㵡
򲻰⣬ҪЩôһ˺ܷġһ·ӿշҰᵽ¥¥½ƣ۵˵
꣬·Ҳ֪ô졣
ϲЩĻһص棬·ĸܣò𣿡
Ҿͦ˼ġ·ش
ǾУ衴һӣʮʹ;̰ɣʦǱҺСϪϪ˵һУ֤û⡣
ƺ衣ɶûɾͼ϶ˡ
·еʣôʦ˵ôܱ֤õͬ⡣
Ҳǲ衣£е⡣
ЦЦ·˵ҪҵĻǸ𾪵Ӵ
Ҿ˵ѧϰѹ󸺵أԼӪһʵľסͻǳǷǳ꣬ûúѧϰ״̬ʲô̶ȣԼҲ
·㣺......
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һ΢ĳĬ
òǵġ˵
ΪŵӦɨһµأȫǲʴ
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һȫͬɨĽ飬ɨζͿĳɼĽ䣬......ûһж
·㣺......ԭҶһ
оһֱȹȥ·򴽣ɨ
ǽǵɨζֻһף·õ֮ǰȱˡ
˯ʱٽ𽥷·ɵȥ
ͷЦЦɡҪˣȥЪžͺá
·һȥ˯ˣǾæǵģ˯ᣬᱻġ
ţ˯þ簲۵˵ͷ
·Ьϴ˯ζɨ΢ɨŵأһشصĲʴɨһѣȻٱɨζ
ʴճأʵɨܿ죬衾һСƬյء
뵽ԼĴƷû򣬡衸磬ЩӴ涼Ķѽ
¥޹ܣȥ˵Ըáĵرɨ߻ش
ŶŶ˵衸ɨţҺ½ȥѴʰãϾͿֱˡ
½衽סȵȡ
һе㼱еĴȴӲѹ
½˻ͷɻ
ȥúˣҹϰ¿ξ޹ҵʱ˳·Ҳ̲ˡ
Ҳǰ̡üϸֹģû
ͷƣô̲ˣкܳһʱ䰡
صЦЦ͡
½룬⣬Ƕ̫󣬴ŵ·Ϣ
衲ÿɷ񣬼ɨŵء
......ӦþԭˡԽԽеԸسϡ
˯˴ʮӣ·㻺۾
ΧȻ˷츲صı仯
ȣӳ·Ƿ۵ǽֽԼɢŹСżһ˲·ΪԼżרꡣ
Ȼǵı仯
ڵشҲǴλ֮Ŀյش˵ص棬صһı̺һ֪Ż֡
֪ʱһеĸ߰Ť˯棬ԻŻС
ЩУǸë׵СӣпСжޣ......
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ǽϹһЩģϻзŴġ
·ԭΪǴȫϵص棬̫㣬ЬЬûطڣԭֻǴһСصеĳ
˯ͷең´ȥԡͷ
衾ǿʲôѰťһ·ŸմЬҲ˹
簡衴̽ԴһЦشк
......ˣѾһʮˡ·ԡȥ
νЦЦƿӣ
žણԡҵĵƣ·Űһһǰһºһ£ǳؽͷͰӷ˻ȥ
תλø衣һ۸ס
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ûС֪ܵطϡ
......Ǻǡ
ԡΣ·˼Ǻƶ𣬡ǰҵıķ𣿡
......ĬĬ֪·㲻ϵû뵽ô......ͨ˵ﶼе˰ɡ
ͻΡ
ϲһһ쵽ֻѧϰˣ޿κεһ¡
ݽʩʩȻصҡ
ȥˮ;ͻȻѱ·Ȼĵȥ˰칫ҡ
ٻʱ˵ϹŴЦ
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һţһ׷ȥ
˵Ĺ򣬶룬Ͼ׷˳ȥ
׷һϿտҲֻ͸ŹҹϮ
Ÿϰѧʰûȳ·㣬ֻȾͷ¥תǴһ͸¶һ١
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׷ȥѧ𽥷ӿȺ¥ݿڡ
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·㼲߳Уţת˸䣬Ϳʼ
˫۰ڶٶܵٶȣ˫úܿƶٶʵǿġ
˶ʮӣֵͺ̵ƣͣ
վڰСڣǰŶʮ״һҽҹŵİ̡
ʱ㣬Χĵ̶Ѿյˣֻǵһŵƹ⡣
·鿴ֻʱ䣬е滹ʣûļװһϴؼҳԡ
ϴϴˢˢжøɾȡϵŵΧȹһǽϣȻһ۵ڣ˵ƣص£ϡ
ǸĲ׳첲Ůӣ߲⼣ľֺطǳʹ˺ܴľ˺ð칦Ž
վԶĬĬ·㴹˴ĿÿƴؿŲܲԼȥæ
·һСؼҡ
·ں治Զĸţؼҡ
ҹžĽֵˣֻ΢·ƣʱʱԼΪ顣ҹ̳ĵһ쵱УֻʱΣԲαװ
·㿴ǰ·ıӰļʹŲأҪԼʹľͺȥƣɥ
·㴹ߵ߬߬

 71 

İСƬƷòס⸽Ĵεͨнײ㣬ƽնʡԼú޲һǮ黨Ҫ֧̫ѣûзֵҹУҲûҹӪҵĲ͹ݡ
ԽİСķߣܺҹɫŨ
ռŵĽֵܾף׵·΢ĽŲ
·Ϊ˲Լ֣ŽŲἫ׺ں档
֪䣬͵˼İС
Сǰ߸ʮ׾͵Сſˡ
ıţŵıֵࡣ
·Ѿ̤˼طΧ
һô·ģһ·תȥ
һΪİʿ˾ס
ͣס˽Ųȥ
ͼһλ༫İͻȻһͷĽֵܳߴæűﺰţ
Сſڵյ··ƺ
Ǹ˴ʮ꣬½࣬ͷǺܾûдһϺ꣬һʱ˵ľɼп˺ţп㡣ͬȣٵĻ൹ǳɫ⸱磬ǣࡣ
·ˡ
ȷûˡ
һС½һס壬·㿴Ĭһת
Ѿܵǰδֿһ͵شļ˷ܣ֪˶𣿣Ĵ첻ˣҵˣ
½⻰зŭ㷭ӿţۿǰˣЦǡıģңΪʲôңƶͶСȥȥɫȥ˼Ұôɫ˥ˣСŲˣ㲻иСôҲ뿪ˣ
ʱ·ôһǣΣ֣ڨڨЦЦ˵ôǶǰˣȥ˾͹ȥˡ
·ЦǰЩ⻹Ҫһٱһ򱶡ȥˣ˵ȥ˾͹ȥˣҸ㣬⣬ЩԶȥ
Щû룬ֻҪͷ·Ŀ·öģٸ˵һ仰̬ȼתߡ
ǰҵĴԭҰɣʱæקסĸ첲󣬡ǰһͷ˻£ڸˡǺͺðɣһúô㡣ûǮûطסܲ......
·Цˣ˵ΪʲôͻȻԭû˹óԺúȺס
תͷźŭֱʱ۾һһ˵ʱסѾˣһϵҲûУûǮûеطסһϵҲûУҪ뱻ĸȥɣˮܵﰹĳ棡
˵䣬·ص˦ʱ֣Сߡ
Ϊ㹻õʱ·ͱһת̬ȣϴ׺ݣһѰ·˻ʶôŮˣҸú˵ǲǰɣǾͱҲˡ//ӣ̨°ǸװʲôװǰǺϲǵü޸һתҪ㸴飬ӦøмŶԣ˦ӣ
ܼŭȵ·ֱۣͬʱһ˵Żһ߽·ȥġ
·קòȣֱ۱ۣؿҲʶʱʲôſң
Ӧһ
·㿴һĻ¶˶׼ȥ
ֵע⵽ߵĳֶ̽ͷأ
·ͷȣ˾ɧңߡ
ǱС˺ü꣬ʶ·ôһ˵æų𽺹ָָʱͷ˵㣬˸ˣҹģɧ˼ŮʿϷҾˣҪߣҾͱ˰
ʱɳ·Ϳȥ磬ţ˵Ťҷ־Ӻöˣȥġ¼¡
ް......ջ𽺹ìܣ˻治ùܣ......Լɡ
ˣ·æļٵش󺰣ǲǷޣѾˣ
ƺѾףŵػصҲš
·뱯
ֻһͨŮӣƴ߱׳ĳӡ
ʱקߣ߲ˣȻϵĲǰͽ͵ġ
ʱ˵סǰѲҵģʵʵذ˵ĻǴѡ񡣡
ȥ˵⻰ʱһǳġ
顣ʱ·ֱ۵ֻȻյø·۵õͺ
вֶĵڶ𣬡ùԹԴӦȻûùӳԡŲϵϵǰǻźӼ޸ҵģ㻳źӼ޸ҡ
·޳ܵԸŭޣĴȥɣ
Һú˵㲻ǰɣǾ͸ѵʱ³һֻŵץסͷݺݵҡԴڻڻӦ𣡡
......·ȥͷʹؼһ֡
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ֵúףֻƳһۣŲʡ
ǰֱֱ·Ϯȥקס·㲻ֻƫͷš
ֻǣԤϵʹһƲûз
ǧһ֮ʣһֻּʱ
ʱһֻ߬סʹǸƳٳδ¡
˳ֱֵֻȥһꡣ
ߣŸ۾ȥȰѧϰɼõѧ
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·ؿһۣ˦ٰ֣·ֳ·Ա̬·ǰͷɭȻ΢£
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ۿǸʧںڰУ·ת˹
ž
ת·ʹһơ
ǰƹͿжۡ
·۾ˣһĬذժС
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ͻȻסˣµĻںҲû˵
ջ䣬Թѹί
Ը·㿴òſ̧˸첲ס˿˫ۡ
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·ֻݵؿһ£̧Ÿ첲ת˸·˷ᣬȻûлͷؿСţ߰ɣ´βҪٸˡ
·ûӦ·ıӰʧת˸ȥ
ûлԭһͷĵ
ʱܵķ
߳ʮףת䣬Ȼؿʱûߡ
˰ڵֻ֪ں˭һͲʲô¡
۾һˡ
ˣʶҲû·һ̸֪˵ݡ
ʱѪԵϵĸס
ǸûĲϸס
Сʱʹ·Ϊʲôûаְ֣ʱ·ûиΪʲôֻǺҪʡ
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·ʱǶι¶ڼ߷ЩŮе²ŷͻƣİûʱЩܺ˽¡
һʮʮ٣˶ˣС򶼲֪ˣЩĸĺҲ֪ˣѧУȻʹ·Ķ
ͨЩƴճʵ
òѧϰû츳бҵ͹·ڹͬƤõʱû̸뷨򵥵·ܿʱ컬
ûãûвȡκηʩ·ͻСʱ·ҺǮĵض׷ʱ֪ļҾͺ½֤Ƚ˻֪·ѾͼﲻˣĸҲѲƲ
Ȼʱ·̬ȾԽԽ䵭
ʮʱķǳҲܻ˵Ů˻ģ˷ݾưɹʱӴǮǮʿ
ǣͱһʮĸſˡ
Ǻ֮ԱǵŶΣһ·ⱻŰһŸŹһССˡ
ûã·ͷ飬ʱеźҸδͻȻ˺þãǿͦٹһھ˵ĴӺʱȥְ֤
µĹ¾
ι·ߵʱǰⶳǧıظ
˲ԼɢļͼĮ
ǰǸûκηâƽ޵òй͸ˡ
ǿһʾư

 72 

ι
ͷĮһʱ̧ͷȥǸղǸѧֻŲӷǵۻûƣվվֵǿĸҲûеõƣҪ
ʱװźضȣŵСӺҸ
ԺٵˣԾĶ󡣡·
ʱЦһЦ˳Сѣʦûн̹㷲²Ҫô𣿸ղѾܸˣ㲻Ҫ֪ô
˵һ飬㲻Ҫˡ·䡣
ʱӵЦߵʹУؿڵУϳǸУ·㡣
·գͣټά·̬ȣʱȻָ϶ŮĺӶ԰ɣ
˵һСƨô¡
ư·䵽ıԵ
·Ǻ⡣
ҿӣϳ·ݵʱͻȻҵʲôһӦúúȰȰô벻Ҹ飬ǿһˣܲһֱûĺӡ
·ǹһĨ䳰Ҳ䣿
Ķľ˰˻ӣ͵ת󣬡ӣȰûõġ
˵꣬ͻȻסʱһȭݺݵϣȻ󽫱ûʱһӵ˵ϣۺֱҼסˣҪɧ·´־Բô㡣
䣬·űߵתȥ
ʱ˲ǱƶѪһڣϮ·㡣
·񱳺۾һһ磬ٵػתһȭ
һȭޱȺ񲻼ƺҪ˴һ
ʱŶ۵öڵϣ·ժ۾ϣ翴˰㿴һۡ
ǳױ¶ɭ䵽˼£ǻĨ޵ЦԼɼ
ʱֵ̿ŶˣǸӡ
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һһŵʱŲȴصؿʱϣʱıӾ֣ҿǲТ
Ŷ·ɻţȴŲ̲мĻȣûиء
˵𣿡·һֻصۅţвʡ
ʱ¼Ϊ۾ӺͷηηػأûУûС
㻹ҳ⸽ȥ·𣿡·ź΢̧ۅøء
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˵·Į
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۾ʼ񱼣ӲһʱܻѧУ
ܻʱ޹ܰҪ˯û档
⺢Ӹʲôȥˣôôң޹ܰ
ֻĨһѶͷĴ󺹣˾䣬ûʲô
ᣬֻص
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·ǰŸ̤¥ᵽϨˡ
¥ڰ֮С
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Թԡ衿ֵֻͲʮ¥ݹ
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صᣬţ·ȰźãȻЬֻŹ¹·ȫಽظԱߡ
ϴ裬ȫǺ··ԡҡ
ϨǲϨԡҵĵƵģԭǿǵЩͬѧҹϰߡ
ûֵʦ飬·žઽƴ򿪣Ҫ·ŵɾϴԡ
һֱ·ߣԡңĵҫ·ת˵ȥʱſ·շź죬Ǳ˴һ
ϸۣƤǳǸƵĺӡԵôĿġ
˭ˣ衶ʱףŭȻҴǹԹԣ˭Ҳȥѵһ٣
һ·Ϯûʹ·վӣаƵĺۼڰɫĻֽͿ˼մˮĺīһȾ˿˿ơ
ʹʹ۵ذӴӴֱӡôһʹɣ
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Ҫõһش·㵭֣衣
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Ŷ·ȥëԼ
ëһ㣬ûߣ͹ԹԴŰɣ˸ź򻹲ã
㲻ú𣿡·ͻȻʡ
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......·ҲǺܹģŶһûˡ
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·Ĭһûʲô
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еǽ˲ǰһ
ĻеһҲ͵ֹ޷ǰˡ
衺ͷԣǳ㣬·㣬̹ףϲ㡣

 73 

̯ˣ·ķӦ
˰Σûжڴؿȥ
·Ǹ׳һ˯һ
......˵װûпɲʹ
·㲻ٳĬԶԣվߵߣЬƿ⣬ȻһԲڲܸ𸴡
һ־˼ǺصĿ˵
յĵҹںڰаš
Ĭһžહص̣ʲôҲû˵
ڶ죬˺ĬضװʲôҲûѧ
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ϸֲֻᷢԣȻ۾Ƕ鱾һתδת飬ڳ
оЩ΢Ϊ˳
ת˹ֻһƳñֱбӵ·衾ͷ˲ԾΪۣìˣ
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Ϊһһͣ·ԭ衲ֵֽľ档
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ϰ͵һڿ¿Σ˶ʱΡ
衵ʱ·֧ĵĸǰ滹ˡ
ӵȺҪͬһϡ
ΧһЩСɧͲƳĳ·㿴һۣ衡
ˡ쳯֡
......·ޱת˻
ûõӦҲΣµط֡
ڶĶβ׷ˡ
ˮЩֵĻΪԱߣǵĶԻ
һȥȽᣬƺϲ׷ûоһֽ̡
Ҹ˵ϲһˣ֪ô׷㽨顣Ǹ۵ʡ
׷˰ҲûûܻûԹ򵥣ۺҶ꿴С˵ľἸ㡣һȥվڻŲȶɳơ
Ŷͬ㾭鵫С˵ֻϷԺ޾Դȡ۾һ˶䡣ͬʱǱ㣬Աһֲ
ǻֵۣȡ
ţ룬ɳƵ룬ܽһ£ͼ򵥵㣬ϴֱûлʹôһ㣬Ҳ̼һ㣬ҵȻ˵Ƚǰ㡣
һϴֱʲô˼أҪϲ˾͸Ͻװ׵ظˡ֪Ϊʲô𣿡
֪۵ʵش
Ϊ㲻˵˾˵ˣ˾ͲˡһΪǿһ꣬仰ǺеģɳƵ룬ڶС˵ͶжѾòʹĽѵʵѽϲ˱߶ʮһֱӾͱס
ҪǱܾأֱʳ衵
衰Եͷûֱίؾܾ˵أ
ܾʲô˵ģֻҪǸ˲ĻŬɳ˵ܾ˾ͿõڶˣûлʹôϲǰˢڸУ뷽跨ش˶ĻȻ΢ػȥ򶯡վ飬շ
ʵǸ̵ܽسŶһȻʣ˵һʲô
ǾУһҲᴫڸģΪҵĺֵܣҲǾϵҸ㣬ɳƵøһЩ˹ָһ㣬С㡣
۵߽һŶɳƵ΢΢䲱һЩ롣
ǼƣǴ˵ˡ
ȡȡýζ衣......ֵܣһ¡
ֻǴսһ˵һûиڹʵʵй
֮衲˲һһŲŲȻԴδйļרע
Ȼ糣Ըݡ
С˵ﲻŶǱһû˿ȤΪһ֮ǶͻȻ϶ԷŶΣҾȻѪ˵㣬ǻǺеģ˭ͻȻһڲĺ޲ģǺܵ˵Ļпܻ㺣Ǹ˵ȻˣƵģǸ˱ǳǣ㹻飬ױӰ졣ǸйüˣǾͿ̫ܲ
ⲻˣå㲻Ҫġ۵˵
ǸΪȻ˵ͱ£ϱ㵽־ͶҪ
˶Ի˼һȻȻԹ˵ͷһ֮Ҫơ
ĬĬֺϿɽЩ衸мؿһۣȻһͿʲô˲õĻ档
ѧ𣿡ɳƵѯѧϰ
šǸӰ幫ֵͻȻżһһڣ֣ݼš
衴ԭأǸ׵Ҳԭء
͵Ϯ΢΢ЦԶԣ׵عԲһȻһ̽˻ѹʣ·ң
ЦЦ𣿡
˵ǾˣȻˡ
һԿ𾪵̲סﱬ˸ֿڣǸ֣ѧѧˡ

 74 

ǰԽԽ٣ֵ·˳
ǣˮڣ°ťһ϶ȵĹˮ룬̼û֮ٴΰ°ťͣǡ
ǰмλͬѧôݻǽüСȥǼ򵥵ؽӸ׿ˮߣɾѸ١
ûҪ衽ˮһߣˮǸȵģ֣Ӻˮˮ뿪˲ˮ䡣
ȵҡںü˺æȺмһ߼һ߽غ
ˮſڣ·Ųһ٣ȻŵؼԼ·
ڴȺмһԣ΢ؽ첲·ͷţشŴ˭һ۲˵ӡ
·㣺............ϷַˡȻſɲܼĶ۳ǧҲû۳......
˶·㲻衰Ѹ첲ϣȻ˲ǰߡ
˦Ҳ󲽷ϣӵ⣬һ˫ȣǲɣҲء
......·򴽲ҺǰͻȻͣ˽ŲתͷʣͲһ˾ʱӦԶҺú𡣡
Цˣնػش𣬡ܡ
......·΢΢ü÷š
ҪҪң˺һ뻰ģҰҾЦӲ硣
......·㷴Ӧ䵭ûУ㻹......
ü΢ЦþͲµ˿·㣬Ȼһתȵգգ۾ѵûǸЦһԼЦܳɹء
ôһĬ
ಣһ
......ȫûáûЦ͸䵽·˳ǣתҡ
ںڨڨذ˰֣ðɡ
·һʮֹǶ˵ʿΪת˹
ʡ
ϵͺûΪʡ
Ȼû˻ش
ξص㬵ת˻ȥ
ҾǻǱˣ˸ûһûɶã̫͸ˡֹ
......Ҳá
·ǣˮȴһ϶ȵĿˮ
ȵԱƮڿ翣ɢ
·ƿǣóһڿҪõĿα塣һֻֽˮ˹ȥ
......·ƳĳˣòԷһ
ҵˮ£ҡҡԼĿձֱ׳˵Ҹûˮ
......ΪʲôôҴҵܳȥˮ䲻ˮȥε......·ͻۡ
תתԽһЦ޹ػأҶ̫ԣ׷˳
......
һľϰµĲúܣʼٸ߻ǲؽң鵽һַоȻ
˳µؾͳ衷й˳ⱭˮǴһģ˵ĻһҪȥһˮҪһ·
·һԴ˵΢΢һǿϲôȻԹǡ
Цзǳ˵û°ҰȥˮΪЧͣܶ˶С
·ޱת˻ȥʵ˶ˣҵУǻһͨؿš
ԼȷʵҲϲǲ֪ΪʲôмжѹʹԼ޷˵ǾӦĻ
ܵȵ𣿡أ仰·֪ǳûͷûԣûڴ֪⡣
ܸľϲ
϶ػأҵȡ
š·ǳǳӦЩɬ͸жʹʪ
ΪܶܳΪǸرˡ
ֻû׼ûûܺԼͽ⣬Ҫȴһ¡
Ͽ죬¿졣ͻȻ꣬˶žŲƺƴı仯
ΪͻĽ꣬ǵĿˢμҲˢ
μ䱻ȡŴ꣬Ҷ˽
·ɽѧҵһ⣬ԥ˰죬Ǿֽ̡
ҽһ⡣·衵ĸ첲Ƶ˿֮䡣
ţҿڹ˸Ѷȱæ˼аϵؽԼԾһߡ
Ŀһ飬Ųݸֽд²ĹǼܣȼظһ˼·ȻϸϸطĲ衣
˳ؽв趼˦˦ԴôôôǻۣǲǱסˣ
......·㲻һʣͷĽ˼·ҵд²衣
Сİ˼һеģŲݸֽ
ָʦһһˣʼͱ˵ȻѡˡһһֳдĲݸֽ
......·˱ۣܾóҪĬ˺üҪ侲ƽ͵ָָҺţԹȥ......
ƤСɰ衳һЦűʾŽҪ㡣
......·⡣
Ϊȷ֮Ƿĵ㣬̯˿֮ҵûгأ·ֱӾд
Щһһ̧ͿԿĶ򢣬
ѽѽ衲ɫǰ壬һʱֻûȵ˵˹ȥСɴ״
׾Ķ䡣
ţԺԤһ飬ʼȡж
·ǵͷĿ˰ñȽϽֻܰж۵ףԵ衸տʼЩСҪʱͲˣϵеָ֣ſסĳ׹
......û뵽·㷴ӦݣεЦȻµؼ˿дһĲ裬ޣţǰĹ̶ԣ
......
СϪͻȻǰֵ߽ĽȻ˺üΣϷΪٵת˹װںͺˣͬʱֻڴ
ͬѧǣصԼλ˵һ¡СϪڽ̨˵
Ϊǲŷν˽Ұת˻ȥȻֱ
·㣺......һ......
ûע⵽Ϊһ춯СϪҶ󣬿ʼּ߰ͥλ³Աһӭһ¡
Ավŵľλͬѧ
ȫǾʶϣκɭ
·ͿǣֻƳһ۾Ųˡ
ȻǽǻʹһһѧϰֱμӸ߿......
СϪ̨Ͻʲô·ûȥ
ˣǸǰλãҿ㰲ŵáСϪҺš
ʦǡϳ·㷽ָָ
СϪһۣˬͬ⣬УǴȥ
йһ֮ԵϳϣԼϵĶ·㲻ҡһ·棬֣ԣǲУôͦģҪǺҼһˣѧȥ
......СϪȻɸﵽˣһϺκɭ˵Ǳ߰ɡ
Ѷ˰ŵ½棬Ҳ衺·ĸڡ
ҲУҲӰѧϰ顣ûκθֳˡ
......СϪһۣٴ꼶һЭ˰ŵ˽ҺŴҲ衺·Զľ롣
мѧˣ
衵ͷʾ⡣

 75 

ɣϺκɭͻȻǳ·ϵģֵĲû̫𶯡
·ͷ˼ţǸ׵üįѵĳæſ˫۱˱·ļḧ·ĺףѹѹиڣÿ춼ÿĵġ
رȦס·ĻҵƲסز
һתʧ⾫һĻΪڲûʵա
֪һܺΪʲôнҽͽ͡µ˵
ҡΪһ졣
·ȷʵе˫Ŀ׼
°ͣ·ϹЦţȥԿյȤޡ
˵⣬бҪһѧУʣ......һڶ°Ȼȥ²ؿʼ״̬гƪ¼չĲ̬ơ
ֻǲŸ˸ͷͻȻ֡
ʲôѽʡ
ϵֻ÷ǱؼɲסϻӣһӵĴʾԡ
֪ûſ˵衹ػش
ִֺǴɻ
......·ĬȻƬ̣ʣĴԵɡ
׵ŶŶ󣬺˼½˵ŲһŲӷһ¡
áϰſα֪ʶ½̧ͷһۣæó˰λ
£α
ãҽŽҸ˵Ķ˵ˣڿԾ渵ˡ
ǲѧУкǸѧУṩѧУѧУ͵ѧʽתСԹϣ
·ķ룬ûͦеϾϸߵĽѧǹϵĸ߾ΪԼѧУܳУѧУݣǲ޿ܡ
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Ҳ¶˰ԵЩȺ˷ܡ
......һԼ԰ԵİõӱˣȻǲµģ
ԱˣһĬĬת˻ȥͳֻϷɱķһй
Ϸ棬ԼĶλȻʶԼǸ˼ַͷӮҪɣ˽Ϊ죬ӡ
......Ϊת˻ȥóֻ顣
룬ҪΪͬҸǣôˣ粻ˡ
ϺκɭСϪȥսҰ˿λ
һúÿΣϾκɭˡ
ʹߣ½ڿӢΣӢ¡վ·Ӻ˵ɵ˿
·㲻ԸǾ˾ڲϲһ˼Ҳϻ档
衣·ͷҲûأĮܾ
ϼһ۾ͻؾ϶ƲԼŭĵʽţι˵ӢңҾܾ
·αߵһյˮʴֽϻһ
......·㴹˴۽ޣﲻǸһϵ̣ҲΪԼѧУһУѧҰˣĵط
ˮʣ˹غҵβȥ
ҪòεؿǣȻõؼԼ̬ȡ
ϻһûһŵĵΣ·Ťת壬ԱȻһʽĦȻλվαֻգۼĹϵĽȥ
ĿȻһǿҵط졣
ҸһջؽûҵֺµκɭԱˡ
ĿЩֵؿ衣Ϊֹȫòĺ
Ȼ֮ǰѼʶ˵û뵽˺ݾ
·ģҪǲõĻҿ԰նȥЦ⻻ɱ֮衿ȥޱǡ
켣õϺʲôһͲǡػصԼλ
ʼͷ̫ҿ·κɭ̧ۿ·һۣûҶ߾ִ˻ȥŻλ
˶ߵ衽°˻¡
衸磬ղǸˡظµ
......Ƥ²ۣ㣿Ż
ͷ˿·㣬Ǽ·ƯкſԳƱ
......
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ˮͷһˮ
·ˮﵹ˵ϴҺ
ԹԣʲôʱӦѽ
·վţһȻӵһˡ
ҵޣĥЩѰء
һֻ°ͣȵϢ´̼Ƥ
·ϴĶһ٣Ⱦǳ޵ɫʣûлͷƵػ˾䣬Ȱ
֮֮ѳ֮֮
ǿɲУһȣ͵ùһˣЦԣҿɲ¼ҹ˶ȹꡣ
·ϣ⻰ͷЩۡ
㻹֣˭§§ˣ֮飬Ҫ·˦˦û취ϴ·ˡ
㰡û˦ʶʶǼ⣬ϵ㡣
û취ú侲ˮϴҺݣʹһѡ
̧һͷ·ޱ侲ޱ˵
̧̧ͷ
̬һ䣬·ɿؽһֵĭֱĨϡ
ӭʲôر۾ֻоϸһĶ
ͿʲôûȻش衾ƾŴиоˡ
˫۵ƵؿڣҿˣԹԣұú粽ˡ
......ܸоǰʯͷԼĽš
·ˮرߣŤˮͷִһֻֽˮԼˮĨĨ
Ҳᡣԥûԥͳ֣°ͣɵĻճ
......·˳ĭ֣ȻĨϵĭ
Ʒü۽Ǳ
ĻгɷֲˮĨ˺üΡ
ˡ·˵
ûãҾûûĨɾٸҳ弸顣˫Ŀϱգĵؼ֡
......·㵭ȻƳһۣҪҸԡҸϴ......
......ǻǲ˲ˡš۾ϴͦмģҸоϸɾൽޱʡ
Ϊˮϴ΢ʪģմʪ˵üë˳ƽɳһ縣ѻ۽ë׹һϸСˮ飬£ɢҫâ
ÿˡ
·㲻࿴˼ۣȻתϴ·
ϴ·Ȼǵһ䣬ƵķԸζ
Ŷ
飬
µЩ˵衲ǺȥţװûΪ˲·̨ĲŸˡ
·㣺......ȻѾ˺......

 76 

߳ٳٲţЪȡһθȺ̨ʣ֪ڼңбˣôû¿Ű......
ӵ죬Ȼһ˵
ͷ۵ʵܲȥˣȥš
һȻֹ
żˣһֳŰѣ΢΢ֻһС϶ŷ쵲ס
ˣ......ǿŵ𣿵ŲýǼ˼
ԣô͡
衸磬ղŶǺģû롣˵س˦
Ϊ׵һ˿ôĵһˣ˼
......˿˭˭ûֻ֪ĸ˴粻ôĴķӡ
𣿡֣˵ۡ
һݰһʳ
衿һִۣŷ˼ƬΪ˵ȥȥԱˡ
˵꣬һҲˮؾ͹š
֮ˣ......
ô죿ŵطʡ
......ô죬ʹ£Щص̺ЩżֳǮֳģûţɶǿԵġΪԽ˵ԽԽάŵ״Ρ
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......û߼衽Ųһ٣Ȼǰߣ֮֮ԶȥװҲǰ취żһתͻȻۻأֻŷɫõؿżˡ
˵𣿡
ŵſ֮洫Ųʱһ첲ʳ˵½ֻ̽Դתź顣
һ󽩳ֵľĬΪ˸ҳش衵ķʡ
·㣬·㣡ΪӲͷƤ溰ͼŷֱӴǡ
æͷһۣ·ϴ·ƿ̨ŽۼֿعŲŰ壬˵ض·ߣƴҡͷûУˣû˽㡣
......װû֪û취·һ衣Ჽ߹Сӵʱ򣬳ֱֽ߲˵Ȼ棬ɡ˹ⲻá
衱Ű壬޳˫һƲŷˡ
......·㿴úЦƫƫԴ΢΢Цһ£ȻѸʧת˻
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һĻǹȻʻе캷ҡҷ
˸ٹ·Ȼߵĳ٣ͨͨġ
ѽ˺ߵġɬַӦһس衵ϡ
......ȫ˵Щʲô·Īֻں
һһ˵ľԽԽ
ѾԼڸʲôŰʲôˣ˿ֻһ˼롪ĹԹԲɣ
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գڷת
·Ű֣һԵŵ˵ÿҪš
ĳ컻ȻعŶ
ȫӦʱѾһߣ½ΪҲѾᡣ
......
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˼ûһóȻܵĴ𰸣˭Լϲء
·㣬Ҳ£Ǵɱһ档Ϊ˾ĺӣ
ˣҲҪϢˣͺòôҡ·ڰ֡
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档˵
ŶǾĸ档
·ӷˮóӣڵصϵһһ
ʣµһԼģƤӽͰӣһһӡ
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أȻûп
·ƳһۣջأŵЬһŻʣһӣһƿ
ƽķӦװ׵˵ûС
......衲ع˹ӣ۳·ֲһӻ
衸磬ѡ᳤û޹ܰҪǼǣ㡣ͻȻϴ佫ʡ
᳤ૣҪѡ
·㣬ԭ᳤˭𣿡ʡ
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᳤ѡʲôģʡ
·һ´ǣһûʲô£ǹһ˭Ǵɨʱһ¡۷ˣѰǩĿ͵¥ͨЩͦеġ
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ͶΪ᳤ðɣ·һιߡ
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......·ĬĬΪ˺ú˯Ĳˡ
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ǰΪ˯ŵ·㣬رҡ衸У㿴һױһףһ˯ظߣ
ţƳһۣ˫ڳæתͷˡ
Ϊ......ʲôⲻ

 77 

У԰·ԵҶƮ⡣
һϰ¿Σ衲ԱߵĻ·˳
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ȶ̵̲ϳٳٵظӱȽϸߵκɭǸ׺档
ص·ģУΪûмصĵطҪȥٳ̸̸֮ǰԽ·
ǴҲϲ֪ĿŴʱ·㾹ȻеĪڨη˻Դ˦ΪƿЦ뷨ǸԼһװǿ³غһι
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ûκ赲ǹ忡ѵζŨɱĹ¸ʣһ˹İ׾úѧˡ
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ΪڵģʶͺһԾ·ռǿƵݡ
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ðΣڻ壬˫Щ˷ЩԵ˵Թ㳤ֱǷ棬ˣˣⱲǳ׵ˡ
ȻܶôԼò·ǲغˣҹƽ⣬ȴɢȥ
·תƻ˸󣬲ʶԼʵüֱࡣ⻹ܸģ޿ܡ
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塪ڶϰϿ졣
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Ϊ衳ƫԵʣֻҪһŵ̬ϴȻƣ̲סƫά
ټСϪҲͺϲѧôһ˵Ȼվߡ
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ܲϺκɭ......ѧУ̫ˣʦô......ˡ
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صңȥѧҵϰ귢ճˣ·㻹̲סһѧʦЧĸߡ
ҵûдһ̯ȫǺ카ûв档
֮УΪ֮ûյĿ̹衡
һҳһûе
ϤԷϤ
λͬѧҵȫԺܰŶͰɣ
·㿴µ......֪д......

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ǽϵƵһһתţ㽫жʰõ衱ֱλϣ˫ֽմڿϣڵ......ѧ
Ҫ·㣬ȥ·ÿȵɡ
רĵȴÿһ붼Ǳһ㣬쳣Ѱ쳣Ҫġ
ڣרķѧ
·뿪Һһûг
׺·ʮԶĻɫ衺ܺõڵʹûб·
·Сƣ۵صİС̤СǰһתͷһߵһֻۣоĬĴʹöҹ硣
˿ȷû·Ӱתͷ˼İС
վڼİСֵĳһڰе·ۿСڣ˴Ϊ˲·֣·ͬʱŵľҲԶ˲١
·ҹȵļɧŹʱĩҵ·ųæպײһĻȻĲ֪ᷢʲô顣Դˣ·ʱĲҹһ˻ؼҵ·ܵ£ֿµ顣
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Ǹν״ǿƶĴԲŷ˾ɣǿЦЦôڴʲô
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浽ѧУţֻҪתһսǣٲʮ׵·̣ӣʣµİ˷ӴУ·صҲ´ࡣ
ʱٽҹϸ߸ľһ붼Ǻںģܾס
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ŻˣΪ׵С˶קקز嶵˵·ΪƽòˬҾصġˣܰ
˵˵žǰ챻·գʱͷϴҾζ
˻֣Сһ˲ȫȭͷŹ
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ЩСܵȻУŻ˼ȭͷͿʼϢԵ·ߣͷЩң΢΢ţû̫۵ĸо
·ЦһԷĶ𽥳ٶݡ
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Щûõģ˴һ˶УϢʲôϢܻŭ
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·㿴ͻȻֵ衣ɵضʣô
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......·ĬĬһ飬ô
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򵥵֣ȻƽûָͲá
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ȵҡ衿ҲûЩˣ·׷ȥ
Уžǰʮ״·ŲĲ
衸ֳᡢ˧η
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ŶһЦѧУ˰Ǿͽȥ¡
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վǸѽѽ衿˿ֻҲϴϴ˯ˡ
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Ьһոû˴ġ
·㿴һۣãҾʹ˫Ϳˣصظµġ
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УƷ֣֭ʲ裬Сֽйسţƽֲռ
·㴹һۣ˱š
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һһɫһɫ̿Լһɫڿ㡣
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һһִϥǣһֻ첲󱳣·غᱧȻŵ͵Լҡ
һǱӣȻ·ĺ׽ؿͷϣȻŰ֧ĳȸǽ˱
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Եڶϣ·תѻδۼֻо޷㲻ѡ
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衼װ˯𴩣ۣЦشкϺѽ
ĳ˱ӵµֲС·㣺......һҲá

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չҪûһι˫Ա˴ίԱʱ䴵ڡ
ʼǰ衽˾Ǿͼסһ׼ʹ·ңҡ
ȻҲΪʲôһûжʵ˵ͷǵ
һ죬Ϸʼ
һ֣·ǹȨϺƣټϼ˶ȽýݻҳûбϹ
ϵαеʱѾֲԴ衻·ˣΪѾˡ
ͺ۾Ƶģֻһмܡ
и첲к󱳣СȣôűţΪʲôҪϷˡ
ţǰɣơȵһ֣Ҳһ
ȻҲ룬˹Ȼûʲô仯
Ҳ֪˵ķӦôģÿδٹȥܱض㿪ںüλͽֽס˻ȴް취
һû·ֳ˹õ
Ϸܺķͼ·ĶͷѾһ㺹΢΢ʪӿǿ˶ĺȣЩۣá
һ衴پҵϵʱ򣬾ͺĽ˻ȥ鶸Ȼ
ľ˵Щ⣬װνʵĺӰĲһɢڸ
·룬ħɡ
壬֪¿졣
·һξԭʱԹô졣
衽µˮùһݸ·㣬·ӹɳĮɺõ˼ʵع˰뱭ˮǡ
ˮ·šƿǣԵһǣŬƽϢʹԼƽһ˫ھƬ֮ҲԼ̽绪ľմǹؿˡ
Һܿġ΢ͷ·ЩңûȥЦúܳ⡣
ЦЦǼɱģΪЦܴ棬󣬺ѵá
衿·ųı̻ѤõĴЦݣҲ䴽ǣݸº͵Ц˳
극·ϣ衺·ˡ
ôӦ㣬᲻Ե̫׷һ˵Сϣ·ͻȻʡ
ٿŵػԼĶ䣬ֱ·ָһ飬æϲּػش𣬡ᰡȫᣡ磬̫˻ӦˣҲԲ׷ģͱ߽׷㣬øܵĴһݲ䣡

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·Ƶ˳һתƳڴ͵һЦΪ⸱ĳȮƶȵġ
ҾʹӦˡ·߳Ʈһ仰
Ҹ̫ͻȻ衵ɴ۾ŵ׷ȥģûɣ
·˵ͷġ
ţַȷ˺ü飬·ⲻϰݵ̬ƣŪһ壬Į˵ٵģղȫƭˣġ
ӸտʼЦݾûȥһЦԽãβԹԺõƤҸסˡôԣóͷһźá
ϣſ˫ֱ˹ȥֲŵܱ
·㲽󣬴ķˣ̧̨ף¥
ѵȻ˷ܣϾɵ⣬·ú޲ñı˭˶һ˷ϲ¾ˬò
ʰϣ˵㣬תԿ׿ŵʱ·ͻȻһ£ͷ˵ˣ......
һ̸Ǹ·ôҲ˵ѹеɬί˵ϵܲȱܣ
ΪʲôѽȻЩ⣬Թ˵ǲǾûÿˣߣ
Կת۽⿪γԿף·ƿŽȥûУԭ򡣡
ΪʲôܹҲŽȥֽŴϣϰڷž˴롣
ΪʲôܹΪҺ¡
·Ƥǳ桪ûϷʵǻеܲˡ
ôһ룬еɬѵŲһתԡңˮͷһһõˮǹȥ
ΪʲôԹԣΪʲô·ģ衾͸ģȰ˵ţ㿴˧ѽĽǡ㰡ΪʲôҪأ
ִžǱҪõ𰸡
˺üˮ·ùë˲´۾ͷ߳ԡңеæͻŵضһ仰......е㲻˼
衸·棬ۿŶôһ仰˱ôĶӵĸо
ɰˡ̾
ðɣȻǸ׺ߵĹԱΪѵȻҪһЩǾʱܣߵ£ҪһСı˷˿ɾͲҵ¿
ͷڱ·㣺......ܸол
㲻ԹһЩ˰ʾΪҲԹ˵Щֵԡﴫ·Ƶ
......д˴衽˽ƲƲЭðɣġ
о衻ڴߣ·ùűӵҽҪ˯ˡ
֮ǣҪ˯ˣռҿʵĴλˣ߿
衾ȫһرӦͣţպҲˣһ˯
˵ţЬҪꡣ
ȵȣ·ļ̽ͷ˫赲ĳΪԼ˯ȥ
ӦһİѽѽȻһ·˲䱬Ļ㿴ǶͬӵСˣͬӲͬ಻ѽ˵ǲͬôߵĸأֿ˯ţòãںг
˭˭˭ͬˣ㣬㲻Ҫҽ·ּ״Ρ
˭Ȼ㿩˭
ЦЦһů
Ϸ˵·ߺһű۵ƫǹֳӣһֽԼ˽ȥƵٶȴ
˯ˡ֮ԼĴȥ˯
һûٶЦЦűףԹԣ簲˯þɡ
ǵĶᣬͷڱ·㲢ûв
Ե˼򵥵˯öܿ죬·ˣմͷһ㺨Ȼ˯ˡ
˯ѭܵؽͷ¶˳ڱҲת˹Ҳų⣬ֳ߾Ĳա
ڴߣؿһ˯գ̧븧¾˶쵽һ뻹Ƿ
ؿţأԵصͷЦˡ
˲֪ãʱ䶼·ֹ˰㣬˶
ۅŲؿ˳ȥȻƹţֱ¥ݶ¡
¥Զ¥·ϣ衾ͻȻҮ˫ָ߾űԾ
Ķźͻڽ޹ܰһˮûȡ
޹ܰĪ˹ȥСӣʲôôģ
ԣЦͷصҡҡͷһ˵ӡȻֱԾԶˡ
ʲôشҲûõ޹ܰƬ̺ҡҡͷڵĺӿ֣㲻
ֱٳŲٳʮȦ衲΢ǹȼӿ˷ܺϲһ㣬ɿƿɴĳ̶ȡ
½ס衺·ڣҲסһ䡣½һҵϮСһͻȻÿ
һţ衡
ͦģ衸ͷһĵᡣ
ӭŰŴ򿪣衸
衸ֻվſڲͣЦ˿ǲͬĴЦݾȻ͸Źɵ͵⡣
......Լ۾⣬ɵֶôڴǻ۵衸ϣ۾¿ȥ
ʱ÷˼
衸磿ǰ˻˵衸۾ȷʵǵģܸо겢ڡ
˻ȻûӦԹʲôƵֵÿ
ͷԵ½һۣ㣬Ǹʲô㿴ö𣿡
½˷۾ҡҡͷʾ
ôԵع˺һڿ˶
Ҿ͹ҫҫ˵һ仰Ǳ飬дŴ⡣
˵䣬ҲӦתͻ˸ᡣ
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ݽǰʮӣ·ˣ硣
һ۾Ͷһ˫γ˫ۡ
㣬⧲£·ĵһӦƫͷ㿪Ȼ뵽һֿܣ˼ִʣ㲻һ綼⿴......ɣ
࣬˭ôÿһ۾Ųء衻
ôһò׵ؾ˹ĵ㣬·㲻ҿͷŤ´Ьӡ
ọ̈̄һԵ衾ͷ΢ЦŶʰͻȻſ˫ۣбֱֱģԹԣ簲𣿡
·ŴĿһŲᱧ˱Ȼ󼫿쳷˳̧ۿһ衵飬˫ЦӯӯҲ䡣
˯ͷҲ룬ؽϰǰ·ճԡͷ͡
ԹԣôÿԼģվ·棬˫ְļ򣬿žҪ֪Ҳѵˣʲôµġ
·ھԼϡ
֪
ʹ˼һ󣬿ž˵ΪЩǰһֱĮģԲԸ˴򽻵ٺκ˲͸ˣκ˵ע⡣ҾԼͨϢҲޡ
ͨӣ˵ڴݣڶӡ
ںЩĹˣ·˵ȺȻĮģһůġûΪǶʹԼ⣬ΪǺ㣬ȻҪ
ţҾĵ֧㡣衴ùӣžӣǰĳῪ¶ĶͷȻժ¡
衿žһ¶ɵĿӣ°һļЩζ˵ͻȻüǰͬͬѧ춼Կôĵһ
......ЩŲ֪衻ηӦ·˲䴽Ц˳
һЦɽϵһѩ֪Ĺһ󺮷紵ɢ˻ϵĺѩֳ˫׿                        
лҪ˵ȣܸлһֱֿ֧ĵСʹлл
Σ⼸ϸʾǸ⣬Ϊ״̬ʵЩ⣬ûܱո
Ѿڻˣ֮ɻᱣ̶ֹʱθµģϣҼ֧֡
ллORZ

 82 

ңΪڼִ³ЬĿɫÿ֪·衸ˣ˲Լͬת˹
衸˵⼸H7995ɫǲÿģΪù־̯衵Ŀϣֶָϵһ
˲ͬӴͬʱʾָһ·ôB5648ɫǰɣ
·˳ָطȥе£ɫ̫У￴ȥ࣬ûиϲһ
ɫȶ޵Ĵ䣬һ֪˵Щʲô
ִһΪиվԼ֤Լ۹ѵģԵ·һʱس˹ȥ
һȥˣԭп𰸵˲˴㵵ľޡ
ֺͻȻ˾Ӧľ·е㲻˼ǱȽĹϵֲ˼һ¥ڵƫƫߣʶѰ밲οؿ衡
ЦسգգۣȻһָֻϵֱϣġ
İ·ܿƽ
ԲۣĴ˧磡ľŸ̾ҲԲԲۣ·......Բ......
ʻƶ񤣬Ҳõݴʣֻܲͣø̾˿̵顣
ȻΪһԲҲع˿·㣬Ǿûбֵôţ̾·һ仯ǾˡԭֵصĶ߰
ݿĽͨǺܰģΪ˾־ҵķӦ˯ѻû˯ѻմӼﷵУػͷһۣȻƳ·㲻εò˲һҲ˶ݵľֹ
ЩһǱ޾ľȡ
ʵ֮ǰԼ·ȻûôĿıƻа¶òİ׾Ҳǻջٷĵģ͸һۣԶ͵͵Ƿֲġ
ԭΪ˴ܵ͵¶Ծ˹עΪԭ򣬾ѧҶشڶʱ䡣
ټϣ༶½ֳ಻׵˧磬עȻ䲻֮ǰֵҵ·ϡ
һôдڸеȻ⻪䣬˱޵óٳٷӦһʯĿɿڴԭء
΢Ƥɨһ˵ķӦｾбŲŲһס·ļЦһԺ⡣˧磬ҵģٿҲûǵķݣĽɡ
Ϊ⶯Цգ衸һΪʲô
·㲻ԼòԺճţûз̫ı䣬ֻ·߻Ͷϡ
վһûյԭû˸ûУкܶ˸ȵסӵͰˡ
Ϊֵ˼ҵ潫ӽͰĶΪ˺öԭշ۵˶˷ۣ׷ת·⡣
һΣ衵ֱӽһСŪˡصҺ·Ȱ˵ίһ㣬վͺˣûҪӵѿ
ʱίػЩ˵ҵ湫Ȼҵѣһɫû˾ѾܺˡӽͰҽⲻҡ
ת˵һ䣬Ҫ㲻빫ô
·㵱ȻȷʵԭȻ¾ȥˡ
ĽŲٽҶѾòˣֻʣ¹ͺͺ֦ɡ
һ¿Σһѧ⣬תͿһʻõ衸Ŵ죬˴İ
......ͷһ۽ǰǽϵĹӣĲϰ˵ʮһһŸտʼ衸ôͻȻͿʼԹˣ
衸ǰ˻֣衸磿
޻Ƴһ̶ۣŴ졣
......衸ôˣǺܸߵӡ
......衳̾˿¶ΪԹ񣬡ҳ......
ɶʡ
衿ɬҡҡͷ𣬼
......衸ҲѧˣһͷˮĬĬת˻ȥԼо
·ȥϴּ衻һԴ̬
......ôˣ·£ʵ
ôһʣ衵˱ǣͰ͵Ҫ޵ļƣôˣ㶼֪𣿡
·һ£˵治֪
˵ȣûҪ֪Ĵ㣬ҲûʣҲû̫ȥԸйأԺ̬ܶȾǺƽνģ׾ɻ붫
衴·ʼĹּһ̾
Ѿһˣȫûᵽ˵ڵۣ
˵ʲôڵ¶罺ģȫǼٻ
·һ㶼
˵ˣ̸øٵһҲûУҲûУǣҲûУԭ򶼹Ǹĵ顣
衱ʾԼƢˣȥҪʼҷΪˡ
һ춼ڻ겻س£һϰڱﲻסˣ·˲ٳԱߵС֡
û·ƣֻϡ΢¹⡣
Ųȹ֦Ҷɳɳ졣
ק·ߣܿ¡
һô£һ֣ڽһĻ˵˳Թԣ̸֪𣿡
Թᡣ
֪ԼʲôֱԼƺʲô˵·Ī飬֪ô𣿡
֪ͺáȻһοԹֵ˲ࡣ
ƫͷбһۣȻ°ͳŅ̧̀ʾ·㿴
ţ·תͷǱ߿ȥĲԶںоͿԴյüȥڽǡ
ֻƳһۣ·ʹæջߣԾ٣һӽеڴ
𣿡衰ʾʡ
·㱳żӲĴ·ˣѪҺڵطӿţ˾䣬С᲻ҧң
ȫֿɰķӦ衵ЦЦھ׵ҹɫиңӸ㲻֪𣿡

ȷؼ¶ţ·衵ĴǴһ¾ͳ˵ģδͱȦסǡ
һ뼤Ҽɬӵǹ
ԹԣڻСҧ𣿡衵һٰʮȡ
·΢衵ļϣðɣʵ֤СҲȫûӰ졣
·ƽŲȵϢͺߵĺΣ衱˵Թԣ̸֮Ӧʲôǣ֣ӵǣЩҲÿձġ㶼ûС
˵һ䣬ίˡ
а·㺰ԩҲǸǣҲ㱧öذţҵʱҲû㡣
ָʽģҶʵʩĲ㣬˵Ҫǣҵ֣ңҡ
Ŷ·Ȼӻ֣Ŀֱţǣ㡣
衵ıữһͿӲӵЦ˳תתָ䣬ʮָסĽǣ֣õ̶ֳȲſ㡣

 83 

ʱľӦǾ仰Ƽ
֪߶ĵһѧھͽˡ
żǰһ죬κɭҹ·㣬˵˾ԲľúܿǷȫ̶εصͷ̫ҿʱ·ûҲûпֻƽػ˾䡰̫Ҫˡˡ
֮ɢģ޺ۼɢȥ
źٵĿס··صСҲʼĳ̶ֳϵ
ٵĵһ죬ͨһƵ绰
ٵĵڶ죬ͨһƵ
һֻܿײܱ͵ˡ
Ƶ˵ԹԣҪȥҹɣҪݼļ˵ģһҲ֡
Ƕдҵ·㱻ͻȻһ侪һֽϵֱ߻ͣʿǰĻЩ˵ڻУ費Ҹ̸ġ㣬õһȲ......ݡ
......ǺðɣӦúǿ
ǹɲ˺į͸Ļܸоõ
·룬С飬ҪҼ漸죿Ȼ¹꣬껹кþõڼ㻹ǿԵҼģ͵ͨҪõѵ͡
ðð衵ָ˷ܵؿʼʰ¹·ҽȥңߡ
·̧ŨڵĻɫٿ˿ĻȲʰҵĳˡ
......ϰ˵һ̣·Ҳų
ųûע⵽ʱ衺ЦЦ̫ˣʱ䶼ˡ
¹ֻټУࡣ
Թԣ㴩ʲôɫͿʽ·ҺøŴ䣬װЧ
ڻɫ޷
·ش꣬ôһɲڻɫ޷Ĵߴ϶ൽײ
·㿴衽˼ĶɨˣٶȽ飬ʵһмεɫĶ̿޷ҪҴպÿΧɫΧ
԰ҴɫģԹźCPȻͬ⡣
죬Ϊ˵ڶϳ˱ƽʱһСʱ˵绰
գ·緹ʱ˳ȥվˡ
ԭûȥվ˵ļƻġ
ͷϣôﵽٵҵĳ·ϸط衣Լҹ
ǿϣܱӳĴ
ǣһ㣬·˸򹫽վĿͳվڴ
Ʈѩ
·˫ִڶΧڴųڡ
Զͳվһӳͨӿ
תբһȺ·һһϸû
ţ·ɻ󣬽ֻɨĻ϶˵ʱ䣬ŻȻԭԼˡ
ƮСѩͻͷ˲Ц˳
ֻûϣǡ衷һϢԤƻʮҾ͵ˣ𼤶׼øҸӵ𣿡
䣬Ϣƺһӽ˶Ұģ¶ÿһ붼ʧȥ֪
·θֹֻ˿ָһ¶ȣȻɿش֣̫˷ˣؾ͵ˡء
ڿͳů衿۴İѩյ·ĻţЦݲֵȻֹеطͦģǵҸů͵ĵطš
ǸСֻнվĺңվֻһ򵥵ͨվ˱Ҫȴ
·һС͹ݣǱܺĺó·ûйȥΪۿ衴ͨҵһʱӵоϲĸо
ʮӺ󣬳ϵĹ㲥ʼ򼴽³ĳ˿ʰҪƷ
ͳվͣ
衴˳ŶʮС䣬˳ߡ
ǿȷʵ󣬳ڵͨһխҲ
һתբһһͨ
衸մתբ߳׼ʼѰӰȻһ˴Ա˱
Ȼװģ
ԭ·һֱǽȫġֱܸоѰۣǶԴвǿҿģ衵Ľ£˽µĳƺ͸ĳװġ
ĳƺܵʵӵɿС䣬תرסӵһɿΧָѹѹһһöǣȻָΧʵһ㣬˵Թԣҿˡ
·һ˪׵ȾϷΡ
ǰ߰ɣȥǰ˹
ߣСӣ·ڴʮָסȻһȻãţ߰ɡ
߳һξ룬˹ϵȳʱ·ֿʮָ۵֡
衵Сı鿴
·æ˵￪ʼǶֵܱ̫ˣΪʱܻʶҵˡҪΪֹ̫ܣǿܻǺ֣Ȼ˵Щл
˵ᣬֲ䣬Ҳ˵ǵĹϵˣֻһ˲̫ܽܡУ˵лʵǲģǣľѿϾЩϲ˵Щ˴ܻ䵱ˡ
ţ֪ˡ꣬衵ʼº⡣
İκܶ࣬һˡ
ҵƱԪ
Ͷֽ֧Ҳֻ֧
ǵǵһγ˹ϳ֮ǰ·ôˢ˳
Ȼ·㿪Լĳ˳ҪϳǮ
ȵȣĳҸ㸶ס
·㿴˿̬ȣ֣
ţʣ᣿
·ЦЦȻ˵˺棬Ǯϡ
С˳Ԫ˳׼֧ɹʾ
Ȼˢ˳˳룬ְԪ㸶·Ƿݡ
ʾ֧ʧܡ
衼һ磬źź㣬
ޱɻţ˾ղѾɹˣٸˣȥɡ
һҪҼҹ......ѣһҪѸһ¡衻
˾ͬʱҡҡֺԴһһֻܸһεġ
㶣һҪǰһԼ¬棬е¡
·Ҳ֪Դס衣µģرɰ鲻ԽЦ˳
ˣҾԼɡ·ЦػԼֻǮ
ûܸ˳ǮȻеƲ֡
ڹһţ˺٣Աߺǰ涼ûг˿͡
ˣ·ղһĻǾúЦΪ˲˵衵סЦ
ϵЦȴǺܷ
תͷһۣƫͷ⣬ƵţԱˣһʱò˵֡
;ùЦģٿίģԽԽЦȻ·ûסЦ˳
û£ҲûʲôģΡ𲻿·㰲οֻǻԴŵЦôֻ
תͷСһƲʮǿߵ·˵Ҷ㻹Цó
·㲻Ϊ壬һɨ۳ڣû˿ߣսɿһճ롣
ȻȻʣڸ𣿡
ˡЦء

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ϳǵﵽǸ¥û߽¥еȻҲ̻õĹľԺ߽ǵĳߣ۾ͲһˣȻķ绪ʼչ֣ῴСɽ𣬻ῴƬľӵῴݵغҰ
ʱֵգѩЩ˺һɫ
ķ羰ϵţ˪ĸɿ֦ѾԶˡ
ô·Źʮӵ·̺˵վ˳
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վһ³ʻȥˮȻ伣һɲǾ;·һȻͬʱա
·ļϽǣλڴׯıԵ˳һ·ߵͷƸ͵ˡ
ִȻǸС壬ȣ佻ͨ޽˲һͺܺͬǱı
ׯֵܰ˳ûŴ··ŵʱʣԹԣҵʲôɫҲ²£ɫ
·ֻЦ㵽˲֪ˣ
˴Լӣܿ㵽Ŀĵء
̧ͷ˿·ҵǽתԼ˵Ҳµÿ׼Ҿ֪ҵǽɫģҿ
......·ЦЦɫôĳ֮ǰµǷɫأ
·иµСԺӣռزСķˮǽ߸ߵΧţԺžܸߣγһСء
Ժǽ˸ֲ͹«õ壬÷в֪ɫ״ĲҩСֲ
Хļڣȫ˲ѩһζ
̤ԺڣһƬҶƬĨһѩ
ѩѻȣڻΪˮָ䡣
ָϻһδڻѩ衻һ򿪴Ҫߵ·عͷͼһ޳ʳָմŵʪѩҪϮ˼㿪
ȻšüõؿȥŵЦζ
æָһתʪѩĨԼϣȻڨڨֺɵЦ
ǲӲӵİѩӨ׾ļϣںϵ쳣гһʱֲĸЩ
·㿴ձѣתݵͬʱͷЦЦૣһ˧ɵӡ
ʱ䣬·ȥ֯ϰˣûˡ
Ȼ緹ĵ˽һСʱˣ·㻹ǲĵ˾䣬Էû
ûС衻ش
ʱ򣬳վΧгв͹ʲôϳԲͺ𣿸Ŷӹ·˵
˼һóԣԡҳ¡
·㣺......ðɣ֪һ鷳ҪͲöһʣԼȥɡ
ıЩʳģ·򿪿һۣʳĶൽۻҵûһ·ģּ򵥵ļҳСˡ
֪ǳϷ³ղ˵뷨Ŵȥԡ
תһ룬ׯûзݣԸ緹ҪȥϣȻҲǺԶе鷳
ӱóżһּţһֻһִֺ˵ãֻּ᳭򵥵;һ׷ûɣ
ҲңʲôҾͳʲôҺܹԵģʳô¹̵Цػءһ뵽ܳԼķֹסðݣֻǵ򵥵ĲˣҲ̵òˣĻܾ
·Լû츳Ե㵱߰һ˵......ҾԼջҪЩ
ǵġ衴׶̶ϡ࣬ӦƳγεļ˺ɫִŵһ˫ӣ·𱻶סһٳ²ȥꡣ
·㿴ҵ࣬ҲЩΪ飬æҲֻ˵һû˵ĺá......ҲԵġ
Ļδ䣬Ǳط˿꣬ţҾͲˡ
ѸݵȥƵġ
......·򴽣Ȼûʲô飬ԸоЩ䡣
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·˼һ̲֪ζڰĲˣΪԼʵĬ˼룬ȻתȥԸѲ˵ˣϴһ£Ҹﻹмз棬ȥá
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ɰ롣
ɳһɳܴܿ衷Ҫһǣ״񺺱һһһµصһǡ
ŵǸ衴ĶʮС˺þá
Ϣһ·ȥͷ
·ֻһͷ·㷿ĸڣ·Ҫôһ䷿ʱûҪΪǼҲпޡ·ִҪճôһ䣬Աʱ֮衣
û뵽ϵôһ졣
·ˣǿˣΪʾǣ·㻹Ű衰ᵽ¥ȻҲûж˵൱㣬ʤ
Ҫжʱ衾ȴЦЦ¥
·ʼ磬Ǻðɡ
˶¥·ȥ˿ͷ
վǸſڲ衣·ɻ֣ȥסˡ
Ȳι۲ιķ䡣ûз䡣
ҲС·δ룬ȥ˸ڵķ䡣
·ķ費࣬һ۵ĸоǸɾ࣬ڶ۵ĸоҲǸɾࡣ
һƿţŸڣԾһӰɿس˽ȥֱ˴ȥ
......·̫Ѩѹһʱ֮ӿϵĻĳϹûѵˣҧгݵû·Ҵɣ֪Ļҳж𡣡
ֹͣ˷˲סЦݣѸЩҵıӣƽ壬ȻվñֱԴ΢˫Ŀֱӵ棬̬ȹϿҵصȴѵ롣
......
˹߻ˣ·㿴ģ˸ɾ
ˣ׾ˣ˵ˡ
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·ЦᶼˣֽźֹΪ衾͸ƵģЦҵ
ţһʱ֮䣬ڻЦһƬ

 85 

˺þã˲ƽڴӶЦ
ϢЩ΢ƽƬ̣·վͷϻŵˣˣʰʰ  
¡棬·ֱһֻ첲
......·̯ƽĿƣֲͲоΪΣҪݹȥ֡
ĿģһӸ첲ڹԣվȵֱֱ·˹ȥ
˳ǰˣֱ˳ſЦһѽ·㱧˸һƫͷֳû·ǳ˺üͨ
һ߲һ߻ֹסطЦˬʵöЦ·ѡ˺һ·ƿӺ󵽵Ѫ㣬ȥʰˡ˵ţ·ת衵ߡ
衴缸˫˫Ŵ󿪵סſڡ
ţ·һŬƽŶҡҷ캣һɻжˡ
·㳤ױȵ忡òʱ΢΢¶¶󣬿е㺩ģɰ
衶͸¶ĿɰֱûһֿĶòˡһ̤ǰסһǡ
ⷬһȶõΪβ
ѵЩͻȻ·ȫԣŬƽҵϢͬʱһ˼̼衣´εע⣬Ȼ̫̼ˡ
·ߴ˼ţǱ衾׼ʳ๷һҲû뿪·㱻׵׵ĺ촽
·˼˰λû̼ĳˣҲͲˣ̧׼ΪʲôסţȴһӶ񣬻ͷһתΣհؿİʵ㣬......ң
޵Ĵ΢΢ϣջѹǡ
û˵Ჽǰ˫ס·գԴƫ΢΢ĳһĿĵؼʹ˹ȥ
ڼǰһףһסƿ
衵ƲƲ¶Ȼı飬ίҼҹԹԲףҺòҡ
·̧һֻ첲˵ȻӿĺΣװ˼Ȼ˸첲Ȼ侲ػصûвס
һϲЦſִ
ȵȣҪ·æֹⲻס̫ˣȴһ¡
......ȵ·һӿ۵ףΪѵ˴㣬ðɡ
˵㸣ץס·ֽ˺üֱ
ҲסͷҪ˯һ䡣ת˸˵
ſǸõ˴ڸС
ûȵ˵Ӧʣͱŵ˵ذϡ
......㣬·㿴źԾѺ÷Ž¹衣ѸĶЩɡ
ţߵ޹ػﻹŸյõһë¡
ƯγԲۣϡ
......·㿴ǹȵı飬ٴۿ˿һﶼѾƽ¹䣬ĬĬ˵û¡Эˡ
·Ĭˣ衲ӲӵЦЦޱȵóѣʰ
·㿴ߺεķҲ̡
ˣ·㿴һɳּеģʰ衣ͻȻ澪󣬡˵ͬǵһ̸Ϊʲôôмɣ
ԣҡҡͷЦһĪĸģԼҹԹԶΪΪˣǼܲ
·ʺš
֪衽һ÷Ž¹Լѵ¹ں˵۵á
¹ţƵһߣ߽߼˵emmmֻ˵츳ɣѧϰǿѧʲô졣ҪҪ̽ѽһһĸ
......
ĴţȥĿİѩװعһƬ˼ˡ
ϸѩ׷Ʈţɽȴס
ԹԣհɣѪóֻߵ̨ߣ۾ɢĹâЩ˷ܣһԹԼңȻҪһΰݼĸϴˣһҪӰһ¡
·ⲽȥ˵˵Ǻٺգץ㡣
һѩΪֱΨ
§·ļ˵Դ˴˿ա
һꡣ
˺üš
꣬ûż鿴ƬЧ·һǹԹԳÿÿ
ò˼·Щӱܵһ
衵ֻԼĶʲôȵţԹԣӦǫػװ㳤øÿ
......·ػ벻볢Ķ򣿡
ЦЦ롣

 86 

һ߰·صҺĵط
ֻһӣ·㱻ϣȦһƬ
ϳûů߸Ӵź޷һųСĿʵЩӵ
Ҫ߿ɣ·㽨顣
Ҳ·㶯Ҫżմ棬ͱһֱ˻ȥ
·֮յøֱۣƫͷüʣſĵزǵüһ
źߡ衽غ
ҺôЩۣ·֪زأҲԲᣬϾ߰ǡ
Ҷɰ㹫˵أ衲ʡ
Ǻðɣ·һ£غϣʶʲôʣװģʲôʱˣô֪
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·㣺......Σɣʹ˴סˡ
㣬·°
֪ԼҶӵͬѧҪ͵һȥ˲г˱䣬ƱҪúдһ
ǽԺԺſڣִŰ棬ѹһ룬žʹԶˡ
·̧ͷȥֻһò۵Ц߶Ϻ˲ƽڸ乧ؾ˸غ̺ã
òҲʽ
ǹֲõЦģһִ˱ͼĸо
·⧲һЩ㶣еӦˡáɻؿ˿ԼҵĶӡ
·ֱ߳ӵ۾£͵͵˳ĳ˵·ʾ㣬Ȼ˳һ·ԽԺڵĿռ䣬˵û£ʹкûʲô˼......ġ
·ȻܸλͬѧȺʱˣΪôһʺԲĺøС
·һߣȥͬ˾Լˡˣһǵġ
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·˵˾ʲôӦõľͽ˳
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ƴӵ衵ָ糣ޣҾ㡣
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µţʱḽͼ䣬ǢֺǺһƬ
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ϧѩĶ죬۲ǲ˵ƽ̨ϻźһѩ
ľڴϡ
·㱾ĴǺڱ￴Ӱ˯ġͲס衰ļԽԽ¯ࡣ
ƽ̨леơ
ʱɫȻڳȻƵϸСƲΧ޶ķΧ
ѩѻñĺҲһȥܲȳԵĽӡ
ɣ⿴ǣΪѩأȫɵġ·ͷһڵҹգѩƮϡ
֮£ȶһܱɢѩͬϲûкܿڻ
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............·Ŭϡƽȥǳܲϡ
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......·ʣɽկжˣ
Emmm......£Ŀǰңϸĸס
......Ƕ㣿
Ǵӵģ벻ɽկĻڣһҵɽկȻСǺϸģһ㲻롣
·Цôܽ
Ϊ㳤˧ȽϷɽկʣ衰Ȼؼϲ
·ݸ
ˣˣ衴ǽСĻѩչڵϣСѩ˰ɣһһ
ð·ź׵־һǰѩ˰ţһԵ衣װģҶѵĿ϶ĸԲÿ
·㾲衷ƻԥʱ䶼ֱӻ˾䣬ţ˵ĶԣԹԶѵĿ϶Һá
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˶ѵСѩˣֿɼ֮ѻĺѩȫãȥܱҡ
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Уоڴֻ𶯣ͣѩúãһֻóֻϢ
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İְ֡ˣ衸ĲҺö֡
ȺһߣȻҵĹע㶼衵ıעϡ
־ͬ־ⱸע衸翴͹ԲĹȡ
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½ϵһ㡿ġ
Դˣ̾˿
ְ֡......
գյůذ壬תѵ衲˲ıѻϡ˯ۡ
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۾δǰ˵ĸоǺõġ
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һۣϷ˫۾븩ȫӳͫ
۵˲ʱΪ½ॵॣ

 87 

ʱĳ뾪ţ衵ͫȻһ˼ͳԺͷ˹ȥȫ˷ӦĻᡣ
ͷʱӲʯžֱȥһȫܵػѸٳ˿
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ǾǣǿǿԷģ˧һ˿ô죿ΪһٲȻظһ߰Ŷͷ
......Ϊ½ͬʱһͬʱ˵δ˺޳֮ˡ
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ΪΥģȥ¡ص
......ôˣ΢ʰʰޣ˭ǸâĴ˧ˣΪرߣֻ۾һһͣ˭Ҳû˭ʲô˭Ҳû˭ʲô
㲻ǣ˼˧˼½ָס˷һѪΪ
......
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ΪֵˮƽҲϹۣͨͨǿɾ˳ۡ
·ϱضлͷʵĸֵ½忴˿ΪͨģΪۣ𽥸ʺţҥǵֵ
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ͻȻѱܵзӪΪ㶣Ȼ˾䣬ޣʵµһ˧ðɡ
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εҡҡͷ𴲴·
޷׵һ룬һ٣תͷ˫΢Уһһɨˣôģ
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ͷԵʵͻһ
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׺·ӵץͷ͵ͷˣȻ󳤱һ죬ĵΣһ̣ɢ
˵ɣڵ°ͣ˭⣬ôҵģ
͸¶Ųַϡ
ǣ·ʱ򿴼ľһ:衴ˣűۿȣһо֮Ѷŵ̾Ϊ½ֱֱվöصʹͷһ˿Ѱ޴ֻܵȴķˣ̬ޱȱ΢
......Щ΢·ߵſڻδȫ̤뷿ڣŲͣһ
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·ͷƳһۣȻע»صͻȻˡ
ĸͷ½屧ĴϯΪһһޱɵޱֱӽסԶԶȥһȥޱɾ˽š
......ʲô˼·ɵʡ
̰ػش
......ԣΪʲôд˯̡̻ܵ
½һڿͷͿɳĹǶ˺ܾûнΪ˱ܡѪ¼ԼҹϮ¼ķһ¾衵ķ̡һҶܰĵ˯һܴٽҵꡣ
......·Դ־Ϳʼ߲õĺٿ²һ֪ΪһδЩ˷ܵˣ˵ǲ°ҹΰ֮䱻ĳϵĽҰӵ
·һļ룬½Ѿϯ̿ˣΪޱͷһӣ깤ˡ
............


 88 

·ͷһ衣ѾͷٹͷɱأĿмתɫ
⿪սƵҲʾظ˸ͷһзϮʱ׼
սϾһͲˡ
......·˸Ƿ쵽˯ĵ˻һûһʡĵġ
Ϲȥ˯ɳ˯Ժ˯컨Ҷܣ䣬̼ˣӰ˯ɨһȦڵذϵһţԾ㣬Ҷ䡣
Ƴһ衣˫ɢż䲻ϢۣæĿܿߣƵѹʱʱѹĥģװ˿δһܲˣһ˱ޱǹͷ۲Ϊ淢ʲôȫ޹ء
һôˣһ󣬵Ϸ׷Ч
ΣգǴڱȫ
......ĮȻؿű¹磬һָתͷ·㣬üͷһ壬һװ׵֫嶯˵š㿴ǣᡱ
......·Щͷʹط˷衺֮ѡȰ˵ǰߣϾ㶨ҪЩ
㣬ҵĻ𣿡ָ˴衵һգϸݳһѡ
衿϶ػش
Ϩ˯ְ
......衳ĬһڱװţһƲίʣڵؽ߾ٵͷ
ڴͷ־ܹ
衽޳۵ڿϣȻû˶ͷ·㲻ͼóӪ
˼룬·㳯˸ü˵㵹ǰȥ
......̾˿عͷſؼ˼롣
ָ΢·ΪҪȥʱͻȻתͷǵĵӰûأǹ˵ƼȻ......
Ȼ......ذǣҾˡ
ԣ˯·Щôʱڵ̬ת䡣
ţҹصˣ
ذɡ
·Ĺͳɹûϳȥ˴ӱ˳
æ۾ֱ·ŵʴ󴲣֮ԣҾ˯˴´࣬ذЩѡ
ҾĸҲɣⴲȫпࡣ½˵
Ҳǲܡ
......˵ҲǿԡΪҲŲ͡
......˫һһ䣬һ˵΢ЦЦЦȻĵ˵𣿡
䣬ʹ˸о˲䱻סˡ
ˡ
סһ룬һ˫ֻۣ¶ͷ˯ˡ
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ڰֻֻĻ΢İĹ
·ǿһۣģᡣ
˾䣬˯ˣ
ܰûлӦ
ôԵ˯ǰˢֻģ·Сһ䣬Ӵͷùϣһֻ衡
衽ӹϣƳһۣԸƨ½岻̫˽⣬֪Ǹˢֻˢʮ˯
ȻʮӺ衴ӵӰгճƳһ۾Ƴذһư
һŶֻ
:......ҪΪȵֻٰͿˡ
ⲿӰһðƬ˹Ѹ£ⲻһЩĳ
Ըķչ
·ķӦȥ򶨣ûв֪رͷƣôſôš
·û뵽ĵľȻԳȻŬԼ򶨣廹ǲԾֵֻ̿ؽһ¡
ܻľͷЩͶߣ·ǿװؿţǹѰŤ
ֻĽѾչˣܻ
עѾڵӰˡ
Թԣժ·Ķս˹ѹԵջ󣬡ࣶ£Ҳˡ
ǼΪ˳Ŷ룬·ġ
ƫͷ˶㣬¶ǹۿҿ˵ֻ񾯸
Ч΢
衿ʼϢżһͷһ˿һƵò붺ŪͬʱҲûЪţͣš
ͣͣͣ......·㼱ѹֹ׸ףջȥ
Ȼ衻ǰ˻ȥӰŵˣ֮ǰľʲôȫ׵Ժ
صֻһŻشͷȻ·㻬˱
衵жܿ죬·һĻǲŵϴӦ֮Ѿڱˡ
ɪϺȴǺȻȻůڡ
ֵ飬ﱾůȶһ
ַֺգ·Լ촭ˣƴץŴĿ϶ȡʿ
ַ·ǵϢĸо±ֽŵҪըĸоһӳš
ͣ·ҪȫռƵġ
һܺķ;飬ǡ
·衡
ûзӦ
Ҫ̸һѡҪЪЪ±ذϵ
·
ͣϢĻᡣ
ȳʮûüջȥͱһֻůĴָס
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ԹԣҼ׿衵ܣظţСȸȣٴӴȸСȡ
åһоռ˱ˡ
!
̵·ʱԼˣһ죬볶ȴһ¡
ȻǱġ
ţȻˣǼŶ˵Դһתȥ
·һ䡰һ¡û˵ھͱ׹С
ķչЩɿء
Ѿʼ·ˡ
ֱĲҧ֮ʱЩ΢ʹ·һǡ
æջϰ˫֣ơ
ľ磬Ŵһ
һţĻꡣ

Ҫˣ·롣
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......ĬĬ˼໰
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ľ磬̬ܣ·ļܹøоϢ
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ѹ˵жٴһҧгݡ
⻰٣ȷʵô׶ײ衲ϣ·ļǳһ£......ӣӺһͣ
......·ȫţҲڸ㶼Ӧˡǲټˡ
衻ȡһ£һӣǳǳڣ롣
С
ƾʲôУ㲻ҲӦ˵ϲġ
Ǿ͸ˡ
ѣͷ컨ƽ֮
ԹԣǸղ͵ǲǺܴ̼Ժ󣬲ͷЦʡ
͵͵......·㱻ʸ˲ߵ࣬͵ʲô飬ôʣ
Ҳǣ룬СС̶ֳȻ㲻ϣôҲҪʵԵĲųƵϡ⻹̫ţ㲻ϣ㲻ϡ
·ԽԽ죬˱Ҫ´ȥ衣
æˣҲҪϴ裬һ𣿡
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......
ÿζò·Խһתһ¡
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·Ǽǳ¶ȫ֮ҡҷǱһëỮţ͡
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۵ĵǳֹûζʧ롣
ȥϴˣ͵⡣·֣¹ó·ԡҡ
գԡҹŵ
һա
ڷת
......
衻Ȼ·ǹģεݸԹԣɴҪҵˡ

 89 

·һϰߣ˯ʱϲԼֻ¶Ӽϵİ
һϰߣ˯ʱϲŶ˯һϲѴĳѹ档
లµһȥͷһĨ΢ůǱ뷿䣬ľƵذ壬ɫ¹ռݿռʲ
ů΢߽ơ
·һͷԼżһ˲ֲŵر˻
ǵһˣΪ档
·ޱؽϰһһ
˺üĴѩڽЪ
·㾡֮˹Ž֡
¾ɲƽʯ·һĻѩ˸øշųȸһһ·˷ܵòˣܵڿȻͣһӾ˳ܵһ̡
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ֵοϡ٣Ʈѩļڣҵļڡ
·㵹ֵ塣
ǹɫĹľںⲽ
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·ЩȤһͣʣ㲻һ𣿡
Ҳͣ˫·һȻգգ˫ۣװġ
......·ĬĬԣװģ㲻ȥһ𣿡
䣿ʡ
룬ûȤ·
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š⻰·Ĵ̲סһ£ϻ˵һ䣬λͬѧú˵
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˵Ͱǰ˲ࡣ
ָڰ۵㣬ͼԡ
·һЦ⣬Ÿһһ³ҿִ򡣡
ӴЦãǷּವĻ˵򣬾ܴԼϱٲбҲֻܺȥ˭̯زǡǰʹұ֤öҶ޲㣬Ͼ֮֮УԽأͱ㰮Խٺ١
ЦǺǵģøɵһ
......˵һһ׵ġ
·붺һ衵ֱۡ
Ȼ˫ӣ񴿴⣬峺κȾ
˵֮֮𣿲˵ԽԽԽһ£˼㶮İɣ
·Ϊ衻ιһȡһ
ȻֻĳһˣͻȻѸײڶ֮ƴ˹˻ȥ
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Ҿ֪ǼҹԹԳң㿴ôңҶ²ȥֻ֣һ£ֻҸؿգ˵˵۹ôÿôǺá
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ϷƦåɣʮشսͷȻ٬˵λС磬ôÿ߹ֿϧģһؼůôģҪǴӦˣұܰչ˵úúõģιԣ·Ҳ㴩......˵⣬ЦȻȻˣⲻǸ˼˵Ժ·ö֣Ծûб˼
......
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·һ£ҪŸ֣ȷʵǸ硣衴ôͻȻôһֻ·о쳣߳ܡ
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衸ɶأڹԱ졪
·̧ۿ˿ǰ棬Զվһŵǰ˫ֳ״Χ߸š
·бתµ龰Ȱ˿ڵǣǿȥɡȻƹ衾ֱǰȥ
ȴ衼粽ס
һ˫Цۣ·Щ΢յؿ衣׼ˡ
̯֣֡
......ҿҪһԹϱ·ᣬЩûƳһۡ
衸·㣬վ˵ʲôĻأ߳Աġվ϶䰡ͣ£Ƶһκ
·㿴ֿ˿衣ʾÿ룬衻̩ɽصǰ棬·̧һƹ衡
ֱ衽׷ס
ҼҹԹСֶ......ίĿ
¶Ⱥܵͣ¶ûױӻ˲ͨ졣
ӲŲֲݡ
......·εر˱ۡǱڵߵĻӦ·㳯˾䣬ȽȥɡȻ˵ڣջߣû´һ΢ģһۣʾȡֵĲ
Ȼ˳Ҫֵ˹ȥ
纮һʮָסŽԼů͵޷ڴ
ֻûô꣬ţָഥţ·㱻ִ̹ǵı˼
һβнͥɢĲнš
һС·Ƶﵽһůʱ·زƳһۣոձˡ
ͬľʽЦŻһ䣬ոտɰˡ
δػһ£Ȼ·۾Թԣղ򴽹ճɰģһκòã
·߱ҡҡͷòãһҲá
ܾͬʱСԹҡΣɰ
衵͵͵Ц

 90 

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һӦΪ˲óֻϷռ䡣
ϷУ½ڸոּɺУƵƵͷǡ
Ϊ˾䣬衸磬ǲ𣿡
档Ϊ˿̣ӵڵζ·֣һָһȱĴС
ޡһеΪνصͻͷʼϷ
ο䵭䵭ʱ䣬¥ڳ·ˡ
Ϊˣʱ򻹸пһ䣬벻һΰȻֵ⧲ҷֺδ
һԱʼϲˣϵͳǳǿҶӶúܿ˲佫һϷӵһߣϷľȻ죬רעɷ
֮˲ٶȼĿѸ͡
·㱻ǶʳӾˣô·ϲ˺öʳС𣿡
......ͽùĹĵͬʱԣһ͸ˡ
ȻǳԵĺܿܶ࣬ȴǱ
......˵ɡ·㽫һ㡣һ̣Ѿеֻʣһ롣ĿҪеʱ˫ӿҽ˲ϯʣµİ̡
......·ſӵһ૵һӶû......
ɷԵ㣬ȫû·ϸ΢ֹ
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ţ
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......˫ͣ˼룬ȻԼͬ˻ȥ
ӴιôģΪ̾Ϊֹ
Ǿǣһ׼߷߲ƽ˭ûжһӴ
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б±ŰҾԱߡ
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ͷһЦȻͬҰ

 91 

Ϊ޺ҲǺܺãһֱͷԷͬʱ滮δķչ֮˼ûһܱߵĻ
ΪĶʵЩ֣˼ǿдϣ̧ͷһۣ˲һ
һȺУֱֱ䵽·ϡ
Ҫʺ̫忡޾һȺòϳ˵ԾΪ
ϣΪһµɴ˫۵·Ĵ𰸣ѡߵǸˡ
·ȴû
·㲻ɫԼϥײײ衵ϥǣҧгݵطֻһ΢㡣
Ц⣬ŵΧغˣȥȥȥʲôȣߣվڹϺÿôģġҪôҪôãȥ·
һһˣΪעתƣҲͲǵҪõ·شˡ
Ϊżϲ𾢣֪·Ҫȥмֳ˿϶õ
·ϴһ͹ҼǰߣȻͱӭСܹ
ǰͻȻһİˣ·ûʲô仯Դȫʡ
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峾ʣ˫׺˹ƻƯ۾ӦòŻع
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ҵƤӵҼҹԹԣ𣿣
޿̵ʱһ񣬻æӶͳһ̽Ƭݸ·㣬ãǿµһˣҵƬðţȦȤҺܿ㣬Ҫǩǹ˾һġ
·δ˿ԥûƬòܵ˼Ȥ
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һ䣬濴˳ֱۣƵҺܲˬߣ
·ޱЦӴǣ׾
ڼ·ûܵ·Ļת⡣
ԲĲȤ·һξܾһξܾͿףһӽİ˵ľƵøԶ
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·ƾܻȥ߾ϵƵԶһŰɡþͷһߣռء
·ԵغһۣȻεûѣðɡ
߼£ɵ˿תȥһֱں䵱Źڵס
ô͸·һ˰µؿЦ
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λܲӣ·һҲľߵˣ˿档
ԽȦͬûʲôȤ½û߸ǵƬҲˡ
ΪҵĴرܸͬܣһ˴гһƬ
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½䴽ЦЦǺɪȴЦ崺硣
衲мغһ½⸱ģǿȸͼ
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˵꣬ΪΪԼ㻯ɸΪ񲯵Ļǵޡ
û衵ȴһ䣬⣬ƱѡһԶ·㡣
Ϊ衸еĽͳô£ⲻںͰ೤Ͼ𣿹·ʲô£
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˸ĹǷû˯
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Ϊ죬Ʈ飬ң·ﰵۡ
ĿνʳóԹͺ󣬻صݡ
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¶ɫת˻֫Эߵ·ǰ
·ùһľġ
衱·Ӳ¡
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ʪͷůĴ𽥱øʪϡ
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ΪӿŶȣʱش˸̵ֳĹǷ
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......·Ĭ˼룬Ȼƽֱߵƽģػûûûаһ˾裬ڲ

 92 

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㣬Ҳѧң......Ƶ
......·ѧȻ˹߽ƵҾ͹ˣҪô
һȽȴص̤衵ϣĸεʧġҵģǻҵġ
գ֮䣬·ᲽߵǰӲʵľ޴ɶӡ
ҾŶȥΣա衾ǱȦСһҵ죬ŻĴȴɱ
Ŷ·ûνüҾ͹ˣ㲻úýһΪʲôңҾͲˡ
Źŵı߽ǣ˫һֱ޳һŲڰǽϣ衶ǽ¹Ĵֱ紦
һȪƽ͵ĮƱǿƶʮ㡣
衱øĻңѵòֻƣֻɰСá˫ˮ¶ִٵ۾̲ס塣
ô˵ˣ·ζعĦ⺱̬
·Χڽ䣬ﲻͣشȻֹƻĶϢϵζ
ɫ޹²ζģ
衾ԼأǿҵþҪıݡ
ҵ
޷Ǿһķ֣衸ݣƤٺԿڡ
衱ܲ˵𣿡
һĲ˼
С·Ȼؿ⸱Ϊ߳ܵģ
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ʲô˵ģ˵·
һƵҪôƵºݣҪôκ翹ĸ÷
Ȼǰߣ޿޷ɽ֮£ͻ
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ת˵һǿתΪǿ൱·仰еȴˣܸоԼݶˣôˣ
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Ȼһ̣Ӿ͵ˡ
衽аЦЦ·¶˵жá
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ϰбڱϣСȴڴߡ
Ь֪ʲôʱ˵ϡ
衹ߡ
˱ѹźҵš
˵׶ί˵ģںҵؿɡ
·ȫסˣӻֺͿû
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ȴֱһץסָǽ棬εʮָס
衻صѹ档
޷·һֻȥ裬ץ衿ҧĿ϶֧
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ȵʹĻ϶
΢·ڵõϢĻ˵Ŀռ䡣
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ţ繣أɫ
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⼸εˣñ׼ȷ˸Ͻ˵ԣ⼸һ춼εˣȻ֮ǰҲε㣬ЩƵˣÿ춼ε㡣
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Ȼ𽥷⼸ζͬС죬֪εʲô𣿡
·Ԥвæֹˣ㲻˵ˣͻȻˡ
з˿Ħű۵Ƥģֵġ
·оǱҧһڣӡ档
鶯֮£Ƶƣ˵Ļε㣬Ȼǹ·űǧ򱶵顣
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Ȼ衲ĴϣֳԴŸЦûƵģһ䣬̬
ŶԹΪ죬ҲЩ̬鶼Բôҿ
Ȼ´ƽ·㣬ſ˫Ԥ棬Թԣ
·մ˿ưѤáȣҲȣ˶ɢһ⣬㿪衵ӵȻӻ˴ϣñӹסԼŷҪ˯ˣҹˡ
衼Լʵʵֻ¶˸ףɰȻʧЦ
ŵؿĴߣ
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ݽ·衴ؽҡ
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½ڸڣʱ衺·ࡣǻ
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Ϊˮдˮ꣬ûȥ
ת·档
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԰Ϊʲô衸ôԾ˹ˣˮذ𣿡ΪƵ
......ؿһΪֵܣصˣ
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·㣬ע⵽ЩʲôָָԼǣ㴽ôˣ
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š·Ҳû뵽ôúŪ
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 93 

Ǵ˴ֲ
·δһμԼ⹫Ȼķʽ
סԺ¥ͨڣסˣһλϡˡ
·⹫·֮ɽ
·úܻƣЩЦʮֹˣһ־ʹƻԼƽ͵
·ĳһѶ·ϴҽԺȥһ·϶״ʵڿЦ
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··֮ɽĳɹƷԸǰ㿼˹ƴѧҵ֮ڽȦ÷ˮռһϯء
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ĵضˡ
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ԣԼиŮ
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ϲ˺ܶ࣬Χվ˴ռ䡣
·㼷ŷ϶ȺĲ
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·˿һҲ˵ǽϵӱһȦһȦתţĵ׵Ҳһӡ
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ΧѹϢ
ӣ㲻ǻҪϰȻȥˣžͿˡ·
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˼ңһ·úƺܱҪźȴһ㶼ûҪĸоָо֣ͺĻһԸԼ͸ˣǸ֪һ
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͵ˣſȵ۰Ͱ͵صȴ·ĵ·ˣĵ¥ȥӭӡ
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ϻӾǻδһһ򿪱к¡
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ס˵·һʱûĩʵһҲã뽫Ⱦ衣˳΢ЦѵС
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Цⲻ۵ףұȿ޻˾ĵܡ
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·̨˫ִ˫ϣֱȫǹġ
Թԣʲô𣿡
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һһµظ·ļֻо͸뵽ޱȣ̵۵ġ
ұ޵ġ޹˵·̧ͷƽԹһ䡣
ţҡޱݵػشͬʱָĨϵۡ
⹫סԺˣҴû˵Ҳó·쳣䣬˵Ķԣҵĳһ󣬾Ǹ׸κ˻ӭûҵĻĸ׾ͲᱻϾϵͲÿ̰ȴֻ΢롣
֪·ļͥ⻰ɫ˲ء
Թԣ̧ͷҡ
·Կ˫
˵ԹԣסĳѡԼǸҲϡ˵û˻ӭĵǵģһӭĵҸлĽлǵңĸҲǰģȻԲôظ㣬òͣһֻͥԼٻҲס
ԣ㲻Ҫ룬ʮ֣صҺܰ㣬ĸҲܰ㡣ΪĴڣŸҸĿܡ
վ̨һǾƹԶ߻谵ҹյƮƶס֮ĹԼ
·һָжԭغðûӦֻǴȺ嫵Ǻӻ財
֪˶ãգգ۾˵衵ĻЩǻҵ۾һǺģҲȥˡȥҡ
ãƻ׿ӵ붼û룬ǳӦǾͲȥ⿴ҹҲͦõġ
ʵҹǺ٣ƶܶ࣬ҲԲ󣬵ʲôϵءҪĴֻǸˡ

 94 

̶̼գĸױࡣһѻͶ뵽·֮ɽҩͲԣļҾһӱø׾ݡ·ü̽඼·ΪʡǮֻżӳ伢
·ʽֻ˵ϴѧҪǮ顣
·˵·ԼҲ֪Ĵʣ޼ˡ
ϻصᣬϴڵصϡ
·ӿڴͳһſƬӴӡǿֹ˾֣úɫСӡžϵ绰
֮ǰ߸Ƭ
ҴȦˡ׬ǮΨһ뵽Ŀʵֿɹķ
ϸ˼ˣѧϰɼҲر죬ҵ֮ҲҸͨͨĹŲ߲͵ĹʡȥȦһЩɼ˵˾䣬ʵҲĸôˣ׬Ǯ׬ܶǮҲôæȴΪȥû취İá
Ȼص˵ͷȥɣ֧㡣ԹԣһԳɹġ
ʱѾǾˣ˵ȥཾѽû룬ֻصƤƤ
衸Ӧ֮ǰ·ʵǺģ衼ҵطΪ˽Ǯľ
ϾΪǮɣȻʵȴʡ
ΪѬĻ˵ұǮͷʲô......·Щ衵̬ȡ
衺ЦͷϹЩʲôأֲǲΪˡǻʵ״ؿǺľֲΪνĸа˸Ķߡ
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һ£˶ǲ⡣衹ЦЦ֪һ䡣
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ι·ȿڣ׫õĽݵĴǻûüһ˵Ǳ߾ͽƾһιϳ
绰ͷԵЩ
ιãϸڹŽλ𣡡
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УΧ˶ôҡǱߴЦǺǵЦԼȿϵ
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ţǾͺá·΢ſ˵ġ
һֱԱ߾ſţ·˽񾭣֧һȣ·һ˻䵱ο档
޶޶ͷĺһúܺõġңҾϷĲܡϾƽʱװı飬ȫԼ档˿ɫƽ˵ı൱˵áңδӰ۾㣡......ӰݣҾˡ
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Ȧ켣꣬Ȧӵĸ٣̤ܳʵصǰߣʼձֳԲΪջģٺ١
ܡҺܳԿࡣ·϶شͷ
Щ˵ĳŵᱡһŰֽûʲô˲šЩ˵ĳŵһɽŷ
Ȼ·˽Ⲣ˵Ļ·һħ˸еаȫС
ãףǺ졣ߵ
ǩͬڶա¸·ҪһУ԰㣬һСǣϷ˵಻࣬˵ٲ٣ʱ䶼ڳ䵱Ůǵı塣
ڽ֮ǰ·ܿʼҪΪһµıݿѵÿҪȥѵСʱϢհҪ̨ʵѵ
ڶϰΣ·ÿ˰칫ҵšҲԱߣﱧһڣ˵ȥ칫оĿȥģʵӣȥ׳׳
·㵱ʱǣ˵£ֲϵɽ»𺣣Ĵɲء
Ȼ˷Ҫţסġ
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ѧĳͣһܸΣʱ䳤̲ʱ׽˼·ߣʱڰ칫оһڿΡ
쳣ڿ죬רӺΡСϪʾ£衴ӿսҰġ
ˮԵĿͶ˸ɫ
ϡ˹ȥ̯ڣñһۺڱʶˣװģ˼
·㣬ʲô𣿡衣СϪعͷ·㡣
칫еࡣ
˵ʦܳȥҸĵط𣿡
СϪһۣСѻЩбҵȻվߡ
ѧ¥ÿм䶼һԲһСܺɳһСͶͼݡ
ϰѡϰ
ʱϿʱ䣬һˡ
СϪĽŲͷһۣ衣ֵһ䣬
ѧϰֱ׳һξٳǾ⡣
......СϪһ˲޷ͨظһ飬֪˵
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СϪ......Ҫࡣ
СϪ·ĵصһۣȻСϪ˵ʦɡдԾӰǡ
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СϪ꣬Ǻ޳ɣ·㣬ҿܵĿԲ÷ǳ죬ǳٶȣҾ㿼رǺϣġ
ĵȰ裬ʦ˵Ȧǳûģ㿴ÿôȦͷмˣмˣȥȥùҲôˡ˵ʲô˵Դ£ڶˣֲͷϡһûûͨϰգҪֻҿѡرͲһˣʸߣߣǰ;һƬ
ʵ·룬ֻǲ·㵱µľ
СϪϪҾÿԣ·ͬѧ˧ֵϾѹǣͷװдԾͻȻ廰
......СϪؿһۣȥ
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˼ǹˡ·˵
СϪûдпһ˿ҡ֮ľ
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ʵѧҵҵ£Щ뾭ѵһ˿
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ͷĻЮŷļ̣ۡ
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·ò·ƽ³һ仰ǩͬҪȥǩ֡
⻰˼Ѿģ֪ġ
ʵ·նͬľ񣬼ʹóʱ˵Ļֲпᣬ·ֵȨԼԼӲƿء
𣿡·侲ʵúƽǳׯࡣ
ˡ·ͷ
˵ԵؽһȻ·Эˡ
켸㣿
ŵ㡣
У֪ˡ
ͬǩ꣬µһܣ·㿪ʼϱݿˡ
һʳóԹͺ˾еһڱݿεϿΡ
ǿֵܲϳǣϸеԶҪһСʱҲˣʱ䳤ͳ㣬˰೵ÿֹͣӪˡǸʱûѧ......
İСʱ﹫˾¥¥£ؾſڵȺţһ·ӳ΢ЦŸæӭȥ
žણϳţ⳵ʻȥ
ѹܱ𣿡
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Ȼûϵ·˵仰˼룬ȻЦõػأܣܱġѷƱг̵ӡҾС
Ǿͺá·ĵصͷ
·;ù˾ǩԼ£֪˲ֻ࣬׽ļ֪
ϰ֮ǰ·㿴һֻһ򿪣ȫ½ΪǷϢ
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ȻˣҲϢֻһĺü촽ǵĶͼ
ֻĩβ׺˾䣬װδӰ۴ˡ
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ߺһ̧ͷӦһĴָɿڼƵ㣬ڴһ֣Ϩֻ¶
ǾǣδӰһʱϣܺȵһեĳ֭
μӱݿεʮ䶼ˣ빫˾ҲЩ·ˡ
ЩɱʦѧһʱգγȻƵһ׶Ρ
ͬһϰͬһʱͬһʦڿνѧʦҪȫĽչΪ·һ˶ѽڹٴѧһ顣
߼򵥵ʦϰһ·֮͸æԼȥˡ
ǿֵڲܼңΪ䵽ײԴ쳣ϡ٣Դﰵﶼڻᡣ
·ڴǰʱ˲˴ҵľ衣
ͱʦк·㾡ɢºϢعһŴҡ
ʦ˵˾Ҹλá
·ߴӴǰһһѲ˹ȥƽĮ򾯽䣬ȻǺܻӭĵ
·üνվҲԱߵλá
ÿνСʦһҹйڴ걯ʹʧӡ
ݹвܿ޳׼̨ʣֻͨ֫ʹ౯˵С
ҵ뷨ܽӽʽһ޶ҪôֱģҪôǴһģҪô˺ץͷ˺ѷεźģҪôǵͷġ
ǰ涼ƾԼ뷨һһϣֵ·㡣
·ǰߵ뷨һģҲȡԱȽϾ̬ʽ
ͨعȥǱޣû֧ţػϥŵءǱ꣬ն¼ţ˺ûִص֧̱صȥ
ѰǰҲݹ
֮ıǰͬļ𽥴ӿշСֻظΪճȭ忪ʼǿزֿѹĲ
ΧȾ
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Ⱦߵʱһص䵽˵ذϣ̶ȡ
ˣ·ϣ˲վѸٻص˳費ĵȻ״̬
ãʦع˹ƣ۵Ȼ·ͬѧıݻЩɬ⾳رζһαݾˮƽƽĶۣ൱ˡ
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һñݿν·Ա˳֪һϵͳѧʵĶеĵϸСַࡣףҲûԤǰɽ۰߲ʡ
ӹ˾ʱҹȻ˵ӡ
˴ǵƻͨﵩķ֮أΧǾҹʮһ㣬ס˯ƹϨ𣬺һƬ
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ѧУʱѾޱƽʮˡСϪѧУ㱨·ѧУ·䱸УźСŵԿס
Ũīɫдж
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·Ӧ˯ˣתߣỺ³к˯ˡ
Снṹһžܽһ
ͬһһӳһխԼԶĿǰŵŴ塣
СͶԡңұľƷָ¹
ҪмССľ룬ܿ̽Ŀռ䡣
ŽŲߣԡſڣתǽǣһĨӰӰ´µȾȦ
·վסһ˲΢΢סˣҾһҾס
ԭδ˯ǿһյСҹڵ
ʮϨˣƽʱϨ಻ʮӾͻ˯ʱСʱȥ
ϮƤأ֪ʱ֪˫ۡ
ĳϣ˫һţһֱţ˫ֽڸ䣬ͷ΢΢бţõʹ
·վԭؿþãͷůԴԴϵʶ
ԭ˵ŵĸоģڻůб䡣
룬ܸ벻ĸж
֪˶ãӦ衻˫ۡ
С˯Ժ΢΢ɬ۾
·һõˡ
Եɹ¶伣æվ·ϵıжЦ
ĵ̺ϣֻ󰵴һ֪һˮ̣ʢһѳӣԼֹե֭
˰ɣȥϴȥȥƣʱҲˣ衽մСС塢ֹե֭һһпߣߣһֶե֭񣬼·ؿþòɻͷ⣬ôȥ˾ͱɵɵˣ
뵽ʲôһĹȱ֮ϣֱ
ǲ۸ίˣ̬ȼࡣմˮСʹʮ״󵶵ơ
·㣺û......˵ûУȴһڱסԼûϢؿ޳ҡҡͷʾû۸
ġ
Եؿ·㣬΢°ɫâӳϣǽ߾ȫ沿ĳǿ͹ƽȥһҲûίӡ
һϰп඼ԼʣӲ˵
ĵ̾˿ۡˮǰĶԱŲŲŵ˫Ƚ⿪ſ˫ۣϸ
⻰ħһ˲ͻۿص׹ա
ûãֿˣ᲻ܶˣʱ򼸺û߿ޱ˵ʱ򣬾ͻԵĳͷŵ£ʱȱĳ
ţſãƽʱ򵥵һ仰Ҫֺܼѵض϶زܽ˵
ᣬһҲˡԹԣֻ̫ˡе˿޵úܺݣǻһ³ţԼжͷܣһһ»˳ļƽ
ʱ·Լܲңܰ׽Ūʹÿֺ˳Ե־òվǴˣٹ¼ţҲԵõӵĸ塣
Ǻ˵ģ
ӵů᲻ƿ
޹ֽ֮ӵá˭Ҳû˵֮Уܰơ
ǣ·ϴ꣬Ѿҹһˡ
Թԣ̫ˣ컹ҪϿΣⱭ˯˰衽եõĳ֭ݹ
Զե֭Сȫһһż֭ʱ
·ӹ˺üڣˬζζ١
ܺúȣ룬ǺԼѣ´λõ綯ե֭եˣ̫ˡ
ݸһЦҸҼҹԹԿ롣
·㱻Щһͷ֭ȻˣҺˣ˯ɣ
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 96 

һڵıݿΡκ̨ʿΣ·ǳԱ£˽һ֪ҲҪΪһԱһҪĥϼȡ֪ʶḶ́һ죬ҪܶεĻۡ
һ磬·ܿӭ˵һᡣ߸һ籾
һഺż磬˭Ҳ˵㡷ûкӱľŮɬõഺ¡
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϶ɨһۣԼݵĽɫλ·ЩԾ
ϾˣרҵѵʱҲ·ԼõһθŵĽɫһǱǡϵǣ˾ŵľȻжš
籾ڿεʱ䣬ٵһ顣
籾жĽɫһ˼ϸУᵫļ˵ˡҾƶŸƶһ˫Ьϴ׳¾ֻҪƾͲ
ΪƶᣬѧУΪ˱۸ĶټɫԸǱ۸ҲǸߵ棬У԰úܻҰ
һЩõ뷨ʱŮˣ˹ΪֿƶֵһŮ⣬ˣкθУڰ༶ÿжʱŮָͦΪĲݡ
Ůжһ棬ö֮жõ˺ܴĸơУжҲϲŮ
жϾжǣŮûиоŮһһϲŸڰѧ
ŮΪ˴˵Ĳ̹ϺͶ˺þղһ
·Ҫݵжоŵìܵã㵫Ҳ˵ֻҪܹúãôԵ޳رɵӡ
˵ⲿжλͬصǻкüǵһξܽӵôҪĽɫٻЩ˼飬Щ̿֡
·߷Ϣ磬Աȷûд𣿸ݵĽɫϷǲеˣ
ߺܿϢǹ˾߲Ľ˾ȷʵûɫǱʦ˵츳ƼɫټʣۺϿ£ɫܻⲿľüֵϾҲ֪ż磬ѡǵҪġ
·տλǱַ߽һ䣬ʵ׿һأһ飬û˱ʺֻⲿڳﱸǰھѾʷյˣһλĿǰǣ......˵˵Ӿ紦ŮܳжѾ൱ˣúüͣջᡣ
ΪãԿó
·¸мصţһŬġ
ӵ籾ĵڶ죬ͽ飬ʽ㡣
ںϷӹú࣬Ҫױ׼㣬˵ʱǲģ˵ϼľϼĵġʱΪǰЧٳٲ룬Ҫһظ¼ʱΪͻȻľ缯ʱΪó⡣
̫֮࣬ʵʵĸʱȫȡֳȡ
ԣһģҪһ翪ʼţʱ׼㡣
Щʱ򣬴һֱҹչҲһֵԼ㡣
ټ·;ܶΡ
ԣڽһںΪ˲˷ѱʱ䣬Ⱥļ϶·СҸԶԶĽ¿ѧϰ¹Ρ
չؾƵ꣬·衴Ƶļ֮󣬾ͻԶ̽ѧν׶Ρ
ʱСʱҪǶҪ֪ʶԼ·㵱Ĵɽ
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νͨѾʮˣ·̫Ӱ衵˯ʱˣÿ˯˸Сʱһ̵Сʱ衲ظϰԼĥ
Ǳˣ衵ʱ˵ģʹ˯ˣҲܲҹѧϰҸ˯ȻҪǾһ𰾣ûҲͬ㹲࣬ҶԣܳƵϿࡣҵרĵʦЧʺЧߺܶࡣ
û֮һƤֵഺ껪˯ʲô˯ˣ
ĵһϷŮŮһЦúܿĵĻ棬ΪϲˡʧߵʱͻȻ˴꣬ûɡæͼݡ
ɲɣжպͼϰŮûɡΪ˵ȻˣȻװûʲôµǰȥοŮɡɡԼŴ˻ȥ
Щźصҡҡ׹Ҫסûꡣ
ⳡϷ˹꣬˼ˮܴӸߴ
һϷΪ׷Уʮڹˡ
һϷ꣬·ʪػصƵ꣬ϴ˸ˮ裬ԹڴϣһοǰչȻֻãȻ
һ֪ƣתȦ֮ͻȻһͣٵĿ϶е㲻֪룬ûʲôʵС
绰衣˵ֻʱ䣬㣬ϰû¿ΡǷ컨˺þá
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ֱڴˣ¡ֻµĲǰЩµʲôԼҲס
ϰЧʵϴʰ꣬衴Ƶ
ͨͿԼҹԹñӽԼýģһֲ̿˵ӡ
ô˹Թԣʡ
꣬Ȼһľף绮ƺڼţʱʱҵ·㱻ŵһ𣬲ԾƳȥջ
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ļƻ·㲹Σ衱˴㡣ϣдϵС̨õ·㴲ϣȻЬҲ˱ѡ
·㲻Щʱգ˯ĶĴ
ѾϨƶϵ磬ԱС̨Ƶİ׹ţƵʱڳһ
Թԣ֪״С˵ͨиڶɽɣΪת·עֻŵ衿Цص츳ѣҲ϶޲ɡ֪Ϊʲô𣿡
Ϊʲô·ʣͻȻ곳ֲЪû֮ǰô¡ΪȻϤϴͲﴫٰС
Ϊ衹һ·θڣķӦ֮ЦΪֻҪһ㣬һɫǻ裬ȻЩؼɵҾͻͳͳʧȥ¡չʲôģ˼
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ԼԼˣ䣬Цûͣ
·ĬĬ......һ˸̬㻹ͦ
Цˣ衿ʱ䣬ȻᣬƵǵԼʱʵ࣬ǾˣԹԣѵýϿϢ˯ɣֻŶߣҸ㳪㣬˯ˣٹҡ
á·һԴͷϡֹ̽˵ƣͨģʽƵгͨ
ůģͷģеͰߴ
ûа࣬峪һ衶my only oneԭĸѹ͵ɤȻ繣͸ų顣
һǸ̫ᣬĴιӣ·Ƥأû״ѡ
Թԣһ飬һǷ˯
·ʶԺñһ̴ٶ塣
Ӧһ󣬳׶ʶ硣
·˯ĺᣬ͸Ͳߡ衾˼룬ܰžŴĵļž
ػһûõӦӦ˯ˣô룬ָһ顣
һʹɫʰɣ

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·㱾Ⲣȥûʲô˼ΪжϯΪ鰲ȫ㣬ڲʱΪ
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ǷϣƱҪһ
ʵ˵αΪͬһദ˴꣬·ЩνĹ³նꡣ
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ʽϽ֮ǺȾƽ̸ĳԷʱ䡣
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·㣺......ʲôС˼ǰװģ
Ϊ䷹ľĺǿ
ܴ𣿾Ͷ˫ӣ˶Ÿ֣ΪֱӵҲȥ೤죬˼û¸ɣġ
½һҲˡúõԼ߷ݣ
΢΢һЦл
ΪߣȻٺޣֹֽУӦòˡֽ֮󣬷Ȼ׷Ϊʲô
ֲԹǣϡ
ƾʲôŨü۵ɵ棿һ䡣
ǣɵǮ࣬һ˿ô죬ȥݣΪһ䡣
ȱɵģʱ衸Ϊϴ󣬴粽ظţ֪ʲôʱʼͲ衸ˣǺһ棬϶⣡
⣡Ϊظͣ񣬡û뵽೤㿴ȥǱãȻǵòȻĻɫ
ֻƬ½嶨
ΪļΪ˽ҴĿĸοĺѣȻôŶôɵ
ʼղڵȴɵñ......˵ʲô軰
·㱻ΪĪչˣֶ̾Ϸɱ
......·һۣǱġ
ӡ
Ϊһָȥ˻
֮øȥ
Ŀȷ
......½ͻȻͷۣضˣβ
Ĭнһ룬룬룬Լסˡ΢ҧͬΪ೤ֲ̫ˣҿˡ
ս½ΪӦԣΪҲأҧһ˿ϸ΢Ҳ
......
ûϢӣһˡ
ͼһˣټҺ·Ҷ԰೤˵ķ䲼úǺ档
·㲻⾪صɴ飬ôˣ
½΢Цüһڵطսһӱĸˡ
ŴҶ˳½ǣǼȻһɡ
Цʣ˿ʲô
½īڵ۾˿棬ͨ͸̾е
ĬƬ̣εУҿǴȥģôܴ˵ȣ
ֵľˡ𾪵Ըӡ
Ҳͬ𾪵ˡ𾪵õ㲻ͬ
ڰ೤Ϊ˲ǲ䷹Ȼ˵ǣΪôƤӵһԵر೤ˣǾȻһ㶼ûв·½徹Ȼڽ½ѧϰĿ̿ྡྷ̸¶˵ĳϡ衣½ٶȣôͿʼҳˣУҲҪӿˣô½˹ȥ죬Ӵյذ·ƭȥԼĸ
Ŀɿڴ˺þã׹ĺ󣬱ֿڣԲԲԲۣ
һԲ۽˴лѡ
һʱĲгⶳֵòˡһ½
˵ȥôͱɼˣӦ׼ʲôҺܽŰҪ......
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·㣺˵ʵе𾪣Ҳе棬ʲôʱģ
̽Խ棬ӵͲ½壬ȹһ˷ܼ೤ˣǼʱһģ˭׷˭ô׵أ......
Ϊ˫ӣҲͲɷõ೤ţۣɼץεͬʱһҲû֡ƽʱܹôģȻһ˿û......
ȻԽԽŤ
׹û
ǹû
û׺ͱϲһ
......
žը˼ƣǸ׳ǲˡ
½ֽ˲죬ȻٳһŸ˲ǣȻ̧һֻ첲ѹѹ֣ʾ
Ϊ˻ȥֱֱͦģǰ㣬Σȴԡ
½΢΢һЦһֻӵǣסȻȻһȣܣ
أ˷Ӧ½Ѿܵſڣʧ
ԲۣתͷΪйôȥţⶼˣܴ谡
ΪΪûҲأջ˻ȥ㻹˼˵ٷӦվˣ㣬ɵţſڴ죬ɵһ
ʹ˹ˣһʱ伸еܿʳ˰ο
ܵ˺ܲÿ졣Ϊ
ǣô죬ֲ˻Ѩ۰Ǹ˲ɣǡ
·ѵ룬ɲַĳ̶ȾͲ˼ڿǳ...... 
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ԸΥôûü˵衾Ѿĵ˵һ죬˳˵һҺ·Ҳڽ
·һ͡
ǣΪıرƽֻ˸Ŷûˡ
Ŷ......衲ˬˣôղŵǿɲġ
Ե¶ɱ
Ϊڶݵط˿ӣ衸磬治ǹ̬֪˺𡣡
֪ͣ·㲶׽صʻ㡣
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俴衸ЩëëΪҶΪöأҶ˼ֱûۿ²ۡ
˵⣬ΪҲ²ۣ衸翴·ۣ˼װΪѡ˵Ҫװɣܲõģ˫ôԣǲǰͲ˷֣
һ䣬ҲΪѵĺò......
Ծɷǳˬ˫첲ɷҲܣǱҾһ£ݣݣ
......ʧķ˰ɡ
ΪΪؿ·㡣
֪ûдС֣·˿Ҳͦá˿ˣõ衣Ȱ˵ֱѹֽʽ֮ԥȰ˵衻űøֱѹɣΪǰ棬׻
룬ѡ˶ߺ϶Ϊһ
һӵȻ΢ؾúóԷ
ûԣͣСֹ֪۸ҡ
ȻʵʵسĶ
ΪһӣȻͻб·Ӳһ£ǡƽʱжɪʲôǱܵġ

 101 

ҰãΪɽһϦºͣԽԽֻһ˴첲ɥԱһˣ磬Ѿ˺üСʱ......
ûлӦ
Ϊ衣ޱ飬һһؾŵϵӲݴԡԭͲ̫ïܵӲֲ˲ͺһȦ
µİˣۿŲŲҪȥԱߵֲΪ̲סվСʱеΣ˻衸磬ʹɣ˵ĶǵˣҪĥҽйɽСʱ˵òɽˣֶСʱ......춼ˡ
衰βݵһ٣̧ͷٶۻȻأˡ
ȻûȻˣͷذβݡ
ûɵĲΪֱҪˡúõˣô첻˵ͷأ
ץ˼һȷʣˣˣĪǷˣ
ƨ·ⱲֻңһվѪҺѭеͷΣɶݺݵضΪ
ڱÿˣҵͻƿڣΪν˵˵ɣôˣ֪衸ôһ·йء
衿յصҸ·绰ûӣҾһʮͨȻ绰ͷһ١˵ҴͨûӾͲӦٴ򣬵صСȻΪ˵ңʱɲˣһγ֣
......ΪʱЩ·˵ĺеcallȷʵûҪֻϽ衸ȻϽؼҡ
·Ҳǹģ˵Ϊʱ鲻ãպõȼͲѣ˵˵ţΪԽԽ飬·˽⣬Ȼ˵㣬ԸȴǼõģûƢ
ͻȻ뵽һֿܣ̽ʵʲôʱģ
ʮ㡣ϼиǰݼСҪ棬ҷˣ㵽䣬Ҳû¸ɣ·졣衵
ʮ......ҹ......ԴһĹϢ˯ˡֱǸõģ
룬ϣΪתرǸ㣬·㶼˯ˡǿǸ鶼ôſģ·ıֺҪܷɱȥ绰ͷקһ١ܽģ
衲Ϊ飬ΪȰ˵ҿ·ֱ̫˺𣿣氮ôã˵鲻ãû㣬ڸὨ飡
۽üҶΪӰѾʲô֪Ϊϧ飬úùͨõΪһ·ϵ谭費ǰʲôҸ㽲ǣ
Ϊеһ衺ãһĳҲӰ˶ԡϲУ˵Ķԣɽ
ȥ·ϣú޲Ʈ
Ϊط˸ۣޣ飬ʹ˽ǡ
µɽʱΪʳ󣬡衸磬ôû
ĵŶҸǴ˵绰ûӣ֪æʲô
......Ϊʮӵ绰ֻ֣ù......´ٽ衵绰һ飬ܶ˵͹ˡ
ɼ󣬹ûãѧУ־Ը·㱨˶ʵӰѧԺΪ˺ȥͬһУ˶ʴѧȻȫۺһѧУȫģѧϵרҵȫȴһġ衽ѧӦѧרҵ
Դ˽൱⣬ĸĸԸУԴ˸еϧ־Ըֹ޸ǰһ绰ϣܸıԸȥȫõѧ
޵ıƽ죬Уҵ·㣬ϣȰ˵
·֧衵ľΪɸܾУ˶飬ȥʱ̾ƲѣǶôɫ...... 
еʱ򣬸ʦ˵꣬ȵѧˡһѧֻ˵ƨѧǲϸƺ;ţһ쵽γ̼ŵģûֵʱ䣬ҪɸֿоϷľȻû˹㣬Ҫòˡ
մѧԺ칫һ衲ŽһһϿʼ
æµֳʵĴѧģȻԤϵòһ衻Уϲоѧ
صᣬ̯ϷţһԱʼǱ򿪣ĹʽƵӵһ绰ʲô£
ڸУһŵĲͷ
ֻڶߣһ߿һֽϼűʼǡ
治ʡ
ûաԼ֡
ˢˢĦͲǱߣϰΪԱߵ˵Ҿ͸˵ɣ衸ǸпħԼ·͵ʦ˭Ҳв
·ͬһж飬Ŀγ̲ûμĿţżлޱ⣬дѵʱˣУʼԼ衳棬Լʼˣѹûɹ
û¹ˡ衵绰ͷ飬ȫǰַ
......Ļû˵ֻ꣬һ΢ˡ
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ž˼Ϊ֧ˣ۾ۡղû˵Ҫ֪Ǽˣô˵Ҳóһˡ
еٴβͨ绰ͷǰȿڵˣԿ528
ֻ붼û͵ƭأҼǵýǲϿΣ
֪ΪʲôһֲúѧϰУĿ٣ʦҲ̫Ҫˡ֮ˣ
ͷĬ󣬡롣
ǣҪ룿
½ֻ߸ָ˸ĴָԵ绰ͷ˵·Ҳ
һ䣬ֻͷ϶ҰСʱȻ绰ͱˡ
ӶʴѧԿԼҪСʱ
ҵ绰ͺ衸ûԡ
ֵһ衸ƭô죿;֡
ҡҡֻ¶һڰѾ·гˡ
˷׷׳˸Ĵָ
·ǰŵģ·׼Сս͸˹װû
һװ磬ڲª£ǳҾ峤㣬ݵǣ
Ŵһ·ϣΪ磬ûϡضơ
ȻصͷһΪǶӲʲôģû뵽ֽɫ
˺üСʱľĿ߶ȼУЩƣۣؿţܶ඼ݣ˶ˡˡòªȫݡ̨þϡǻ
ļ˶Դر棬һ·¶֣Ҳ²رʾ뿴
·ֱϢҪһ䣬˻ȥ
ͷôãԼõ㣬۳ˡ
ţϸչ꣬ôֳˣ·Լ°ͣ⻬ûдУ㶵ûа
衵һЦġԹԿϢУǸ
ӴӴӴ......壬·һ졣
½ģ·衸ղŵĶͶԻΪЦǰϡ
ʩЧ򭣬еóŵġĮȻ
˾һ𣬾Ǻ٩ĽĺЦ£컨׹Ϲġ
ܶĵĻ⣬һƬ
·㣬衸ôо㲻Թϸһʡ
ʲô衸Ҫǵμŵ棬·Ҫأӻ衸òһȥ϶մǲݣѪȷ硣
˵衸ϸƤģǻᱻδ걣𡣡Ϊ٩
衳ƫƤӨףټˬ⣬ǳഺϢһͶڳֻ̬Ӹһʼһֱڣʼһģ
㡣
һЦ
·㶼ﲻסЦ˳ϵ⣬Сû治δϹҲȡЦ
ģıһԣѩãΪȻ衸ò˭ԵöԷţ۲ݡ
ǰĻ˳ԽԽʲô

 102 

еʱޱȱģ·һ˫ε֣ǿƵĳһȶķߣԤϲɣá
·ݵǲഺУ԰硶˭Ҳ˵㡷ԭﲥǿһ¦ͻȻ𣬹˾Ϊ˶ڴ𣬰ѹ˾нڼƻƳĿƳˣȫΪ¦ݵľĿ߻
ǣ·ǲӾûʼͱӳˡ
⵹Ҳûʲô·⹫·֮ɽĲѵõƣסԺķҲѽ룬߸·µʱûʲôоֻŶһɡ
©ƫҹ꣬¦ǱһڲͱѰǳڶʷŮԣ˽ңֵȵȡ֤ݴģżʧֱ»ҪڶƷƹ˾⳥
Ȼ˾ҲûٱǣͶʱˮգΪĿʧܣǿֳ˾޶ʽ˾תͶ·֮£ӰչӰ֡
սĹԭǿ¸ЦںԱ꣬Դʣµ΢ԴҲ뷽跨ˡ
һԴֲŭȥʸ߲㣬һ̻ɥشӰ칫
սĸ߲йĹᣬҪѹȻµԴ
·㱻ѩˡ
Ȼչһ·ʼδġһҶԼûκηչǰ;Ĺ˾Ȼǲܴġ·ԼӰ˦һݺͬ˾ǩԼͬԼߴһ
·ĿǰĲ״֧
˾ͬ϶ĳŵȫûʵ֣·ΪΥԼ𲻺͹˾⸶δ·׼˾ʦϷǸ⡣
衽˱Ǯ˾ӮˣԺо⸶˾ʧʮ򡣶ʮҲǲСĿҲ͵
һǿ·ִҪҲû취ֻѹ̫
ʵӰѧԺĹ涨Уڼ䣬κѧϷΥһ֣ѧ
Уڼ䣬ֻܳȥ͹ݴ򹤣ȵ˺٣лȥӰǾףһ׬Ǯһ߹Ħѧϰ
ǽվصʿǽõؤ¥ֵĿͣ·̯߰С壬үҵСˣ......ܹ廨š
ϵ٣Ϊڱҵǰծ壬·ȥ鵱Ⱥݣϵŵ򹤡ҹת賿һչ糿Ӱܡ
һգһ𵱿գ·䳡ϳ䵱ʿͷˮ졣ǽͻӽŵؽ档
쳣ȣֱڵϣ̵÷·ð
˷·Ÿ첲ΪƤڰۣӦһеķɫԵ¶ƤĨһķ۵ףڸ
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·Ѿ֪Լ˶õⳡϷݶⲿӾ˵ǸҪת۵㣬ǲ⣬ѾʮˡǰȺһһĵ£ܿµȺݶϡ
ҧֵڣ˫˫Ȼľȫŵڡ
һ˲䣬·Ȼʱ·𱻰ټڵһԷĺϽëԾ½ëоʱԽԽκģ

һݲػӻ֣˹̧ߣȱλ˲Ϣһˡ
·ٴʱҵĴϣϱɿĶ¶̿㣬Ӹ̺˿˿ķӿյ´
ˡ衴ԡšһë滻·ͷϵë
ʪʪģ
·ô£Ƴһ衲̫õɫپ顣
ǲ˵ôƴ㵱ȺôҵͲ㣬ҪǹϾͱϢҪϴ򹤣͸ҹԹԴѡһˣ衺ܱ꣬㲻ϧԼԼˣ˭ң
ԽԽͬ·㿴ЩȺݣĸƴʵϵģͷһһ¶Ľɫʹô󾢸ֿ
·Զԣ˵һǵҲȫûãұûᣬŬݺȺݲܵõʶ֮ǰмαȥ˼СǣȻϷ٣ѾǺܴĽˡ
̧Ƴһ衣˫üյңȺݿˣƲˡ
ûƲȺݣΪΣȡͷϵëָһ¶ȣȸսӻʱ࣬ϵĳҲȥ
𣿡ʡ
·ҡҡͷöˡ
ĵŷ׷Źȡë֣ѡɣȺݺʹ򹤣ֻѡһҪҾһȥ飬ҲȺݣҲȥɹ̫ȥ
衸磿·ãȥ衵֣ͼɻȥ
衼ᶨƵ񣬡ҲûáϣҲЭġ
֪·ֻܵðɣֻ⼸һȥ򹤣Ϊʹŵϰ˵ҪߵĻǰе˲ŷߡ
衵ͷ·촽ף룬ҹȥæ
ɵ㣬𽥻ָԹ·վȥҹʳõĴŵ򹤡
Ϲ󣬴ӻ¼·ܿ˿衲֪١
ٻùϰ˵Ż
·岻ã㾡ٲʹʲôܻұУҲǮѰæ衵⡣
׼һͶǸһʾͲСӣϰвĵЦǺ˳³Ϻһ˲ȥ
·ӻ¼ȥϰк˵һ衵飬ӭ˻ȡһ衡
Թԣȥƿ͵Ǹյƿ̲裬࣬æµʱ䣬˿ʹߵļæ˵һ󲽶ȥУѾϰ˵ˣ㲻ٹȥˡ
ŵӣһ߹˿ͼӵһǱ߹˿͵ȵòͷзԱȥæذ·ÿȡʱǻӸλ֣ȥƿˮ͵
˲ˣҲȥ˿͵㵥еһˡ
æµʱιзԱƣͷ󺹣·һˬˬ
·˺üֽ衲˵ƴأ㲻Ҳһ
衺ٺһЦӨѩǼ΢΢ϸڵƹҫ⡣
賿һ㣬չʱ򣬶ԽһȺŻ۵ˡ
һơƣһǣһ̻......һʹֵص˲ˡ
ҹǣϰһˣԱ˽͵ˣֻʣ衺·ˡ
ʰϣƹŵŵ·һ٣˼Ѵȡ
һ䣬Ჽߡ
ؼҵķҪȺ˵ˣδ׳һվǰ棬ȥȺ˵ϴ
ʱ·ļͻȻ˰ס·ȥƵϲϣӿɲǡ
·䣬˵ЩʲôϵֱһѴ衽ǳسǴͷӸǣʶĸϿ졪
ǿͷɭһ㶣϶½һӵǸߣһһƾ͵ٿС࣬ʱֺһСëͷʲôµģ
һڣŻСǶģһŶûС
ҹϮ
衿һ²Ϊѽ޹תͷ·㣬Թԣ˵ڵôôʹأ֪Խ޺Խ𣿡
衸ûȺ˷ϵ˵һ䣬˳ʶɡ
ҲǣΪȻشһǰһȺˣǳ˵㡣
ֵұ߸ô
Ҳԡ·
֣쳣磬֪ԡѵãұֱ֣ѿǺǿġ
·ЦǺðɡ
ͬ԰ɢ
ӵĴͷپ裬ŭգֳǰ˻ӣ˶ֵ࣬ǣҽѵѵǣ
Ƭ̹衺·㼸ͬʱ֣ܵһƬŸ첲ۣǱñ·ɪɪ

 103 

죬·ǿ·㡣ûԼҶӣĸ׵ģЩ˼ˮţ̵·סĵط
˵Ĺϵڸ߿Ѿ˫￪ϲ̸һ˵ĹձԽܵĴڣԵ··ʱ·ĸַӦŭߺӣûУֻǺѰؽʵ
û˿Ϊѡ
ǳµļڣ·ܵرڿ죬ҲòƷоţױֵ·ġ
˺·֪ġ
·Ҫǰк
ʱ䣬˵ܼ򵥹ɣ·ȥ飬ȥͼݣ˻һڿ졣
·죬˶ûȥڼҽӴ
絽˸ﱸһζʳҪ衡ΪҪ衸Ϊڳշ츳ˮƽߡ·㵹Ҳˣֻ죬ֲŽ
Ϊ˵һİܡ
һӲˣ·⣬Сʱĳɹгɾ͸С
ΧΧȹϴˢŹ׵Цⶺ˼߲˹Ϲȫ̶յģôгɾ͸ˣ
·ҡ壬˻ͷȻҵûôЩ˴ʳıζȵȫ̶ҵ۾
ϴһжΧȹЦۼ֤˲ء
ûһȥӭӡ
ϣڣ·ֱ衳վտϵĻ׳ģйڼҾӵģйѧҵģйճġôܰгķΧ衹ûΪˣ·㰵ж˽ţʵͦûлԼ٣ԾҲ
ҿǸˡ
͵͵֣лϲЦЦղسգգۡ
·Ҫס죬Ϊʰ˿ͷǺԸſһͷ˯ǰᣬ׷һЩ΢Ķĸʵ͸һǽûаȫУ±Ρ
䣬˴·ȥ¥¹԰ɢ˽·Χм䣬еŵʱ򣬲汼һֻ󹷡ѩ׵ĴĦҮë׹ԶԶԲͲΣֱ·ˡ
·ö˶ţͻȻУͣסŲͷһͣĿİɫһǰȻһֻͷ
һֻ˸ߵĴĦҮֻ̧ǰצϣͷ˷ܵϱģƺֱ
·㱾ͻ״һԭزҶ⹷ҧʱ塣
ֻǣ⹷ʵƻ𣬹Ŵһһ˵ġ
⹷ʶ
·һãȫ֪ηӦ
Աߵ·ҲһǱ죬ȥһɵëֺµ˻ȻȥˣַԵɪ
衴һƹһĦҮȥշõϣ⹷·ˡ
Цˣ޺ɣֻô£ռҼҹԹԱ......
ֻĲһлʹ·ˣǱ衸Ʋˣһֱš
ӵ˺ܿ˹ģԲԲҼҹ˩ˣղҲ֪ôģͻȻܵˡûŰɣ
Ǹʮҵİ̡
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سĳ˵ĺƤ߹ȥ˵

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 107 

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Σ͵Ĺڷ˵һ˲š
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ѧ֣˳ӶʵӰѧԺҵ·ѡڶǷչΪӰ֮ԭ衱˶ʴѧо֮ŶУһѧڡ
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衿½壬ǻش𣬡ˣ֪³Ҳûָ

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޷޵һ̧ͷһ½һֻһһֻϾһٶԱԼһôصϾˮپصһܲ˵಻ˡ
ɵӹ½ѾΪµǴº͵سЦЦ
ΪͻȻĶֱһ䣺С¶ȥ
ԲԼĽʣ
·ϵһ仰ڷ˿Ʋ̶ڡ
ΪƵݷ֮ʣյһչ뺯·ԴΪ㡣
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Ϊƽʱɵץסص㣬ܲ׵ӣһǳϽ¶˴λġѧƽƵģչҲչƷ
·ȻҪȥ
ǰñӿȫװ·ȾһҪƵȫ̶һСĵ㣬ֶţ˵ЩֵĻҪһΪ㲻üҾͰˡ
ѵðؼƬ̵衱ʾίǻƻ𣿡
·ֹˮؿͼۿӨˮ󣬺֣ǡ
......
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Ӱ·żĵ֦ϵҶżĹľܳҰèżͷεγա
ȫעģЦ˳ļ磬ķ羰ţû˿
......·ĬƬ̣֮˵˵ЩʲôҲ֪ýʲô
һĬԣһΨļοڶ衡
ü۴Цͷ˵ʲô˵㰮£˵һ飬ͲƵ
......ǡ·㷭˸ۡ
ˣģĵʲôһĸܣ㿴һرߣ֦ҶرܣãͿ԰ָܼ˵һ¡
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Դ˽žֻèͻȻ֣Ϳ˵ҰèͦģֿһֻȻиж˵è֮ġ
˵̬꣬һת޳ɵջ˸ղǻ㲻ǼҲ֣èèɢעġ
·㣺......ҲûСһϷһ££飬ûʱ;
תһ·ڣһСǰߴԼ׵Ŀĵء
ֱڣͻȻƻг
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ͷȥ졣
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ʢȻظţȺ۴󺺱ͷǽη巢ձȵǼСǲȥڵˡ֪ߣôȷʵ⡣
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һָԱ߾Ĭ·㣬ñӺڿֺ·ڿӰԼôʵ϶⡣˵Ǻڵϱͨģ¶
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......Щͷʹ⺢ӹִ𽥱꣬Gӣô㹵ͨôѾأҪ治ǺˣͰˣĸͣ
ʵ֤Щ޷
Ů۾һɣֻҪңϴƵǣ
......衼ֱͷʹѣߣоҪѪѹˣ·ԵεԹԣˣ˵ô죿
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Ҳֻôˡ衻ͷǽȺһۣˡ
Ȼ˺СŮ
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......

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ʱĽŲۅ֪䣬Ѿҵʽʼ죬ĵʦΪҪֻҪμӣ衰һ¿Ρ
йǼδξʱϵңһ㡣
ùһһ

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......װ֪У̧ͷѭȥһͷԼ
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ãǸüδһʡš±˿ڷӲ裬ƮƮڵŶϸҵĺ˭𣿡
˵ˣ˺һ˵ʵ飬ʦãȥ·ӦԮȥˣˣʵסǵȥû취
˿Ǹ·ܱˮΪҲ·ӰԣϣѾʦץοˣٱˣټһΣҪ޿γˡʦͷŹΰɡ
ҹԹӦԮȥˣǵȻչһ¡衻ӣ˼һȻɿڣϴ򹴣²Ϊ
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ŨصĻϣõĸĸվ»ĻȰջͷȫʪ͸ͷңȴͦǿϷ䡣
˹꣬ˮܴӸߴˮʪ͸ķشţһĻҪǱļʹӾľģֻż¿ȰľͷԺܿٵáֵ֪Ǹɫǲǹģ򵥵仰˵ݲòһġ
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˯һڶɤɬɳƣ˵ѣͷκȻպͿˡϢߣżһͷ̣ϴȥҽԺ
·Ժظ߳䡣
Ƶã϶ֽɫжԱСѯصסҪߵĲקŲͣʾġ
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϶ԭش㶣߼״Ͽ콫ǰÿ·ˡ
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·ϴ˰ڷж籾
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֪µ·Ǿ²ˣЦ̫żģµͦ񡣡
......Ϊһɫʲôͷˣû㿪Ц϶ĻˣҪǣ϶˵⣬۸Ա
϶жϷݲ·㣬ֵͷӵһʵ˿˿ȺƫСΪΪλжͶ·е⣬ƵŭԼż򱧲ƽ
ҷ˿ò˺ҡ
ǽƣ·ľֳûһ֣˱ϵͨҷɡ
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ʵˣ˲ģѡžĵ׫塣
ö˿ֿס۵ѹ׷ѷۡһ֣֮ǰزһ
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յºƷ˫˫ɵ·һʱΪ˺
̶̼ڣ鷢չһֲɿصĵز߽ⲽ绰ֲһ绰
⼸죬ΪЩͣˣ·һֱڷ￴籾
죬¿ģҵίرʾһǸɫҵ˸˵ѡϣá
ˡ
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ӭؼңޱᣬĿޱϧ
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ϵԶδֹʼ·ݼĽרƷʱȻƲݼ׾ӣҲ죬Ŀռ䡣
ôһв˱ϴˣ׷ױ·ʵ
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·ΪһԱûϷˡ
һʵرϥɳϣĿնڵذϡѾ˽һСʱ
衵ǵԹԣңʲôĶ³Һ£š
޵Ŀ⽥ۣ·һɾǿͼ㣬ǶҪҲڽŵףƫ⣬Ҫվֿɽ۸ǣǵ׾ӼԼûܴң
־һ˿ţһԵģ㣡
κӰֹ˾λ壬Աƴظŷ·İ壬ȶ׬ȡȻͬյѼķϺžż̰·ϴۡ
Ĺλ̨ԣһ̨дһ̨ʵʱע̬
ͻȻһƪϱ㿪һ·˽˸鱻ǳˡٴһκӰԹ˾ˮӡͬͷüǧ㵽ֵ϶ͷȷˡ
ŭֵһϢ衺󣬻ֿһµĵĦȭƣüõֱ졣һﰵ·ǵ˭˽ҿĿǴʶصģӸеѧҴôͼô£µҵõһ

 112 

߹صֶθٶȣǸСŮƵܿ챻ȥȡ֮ǼСк
϶ߴӾƵҪļƵҽˡӼԿ·㵱ʱ״̬ʮ⣬Ӵ϶ֲǿΪѡ
粢׾ʹ˷Źʹ鶼ˣȻһϵʵԡһվڵµƸߵ޼ɵָʹôʣҲӦóִˡ
Щ˸޷ıǵĿնªĻı󣬷Ѿ˼Щ۲ˡˮĳ棬Ųյĳ
ݼҲֹ
ǽ壬ѾûϷˡ·ģӲȱͷʼᱻҲһվ
صé®СһȥӰǵĸͶԾȡɫЧ΢ûоԸڻҵʸûС
Ŭʯ󺣣ʹʢ
ǻ־ͲŻ޴ʩ֤Լǿ޿ɱ粵ʵȥǣһԱɡ
ƺΪʵ㣬ֻӶӵѹ㣬Ļһһᡣ
ʩľ·ܴܡһαܵ·Ӱǻʹſڵʯϣɥرͷƺ̫ˣΪֻҪ룬վʵһĴ⡣
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·һԲ̫ɹůģȴ·ߵĩ·ǰڱ䡣
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Ϊ⣬ȴֻһʱۻĴ
ľ籾ֻǴԵɨһ±㲻¡籾ǽͬģ⵹ûʲôڣⲿ¹Ѫ߶ĴءƤͺںȶȲ߲Ĳ
΢˽ϢǲͣǺӷ氲ԣĿ
ҲһЩοĻڶϢС·ûз˿ĬĬ֧ΪϲǺ˽õģâҫo߸ϵʱǻȥȥ׷ĹâʱЩӵ걻̤ʱûһԸᶨվ
·㷭ķ˿ĻǽҪҪƴҪʼǰ
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·һֱڼϢһʱҵ
·㿿衵ļҪһֱҲϷģ׬Ǯô죿
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ϵȷѪȻ֪
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дţ
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ǰҶ˺ܶأΪҾò򲻳ɲţǴѹ㣬ĿѹҷҴˣ紵ܵĿȻģӦҪСĽͺǻġԣҪΪȥֵǸû˺㡣۾ĸΡ
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֪ڵܲãҪǾüֲȥˣԻԶ
ҪǵúúóԷú˯չ˺Լ
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߽鷿ӵԱߡƳţı
·ЦЦĸȻֺܶ಻㣬ҲǿܻĳЩʱһЩĵĻѿڶǰѹɱ˫ۣѶºͿݣΪһĸ壬ǸůڵסһзˣĴڣҲʹ塣
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һ䣬ΪҵĽһȻͶŶˡ

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ò˵ߵȷʵЧûʲôճƵһȷջһcpۣټԭеһ˷ۣ𽥻ůȦһ·ı⾳ʼһ˿ůⶳ
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·ץסǧѷĻᡣ
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