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Chapter 00
ȅȣǸӢʦ
ˣÿɰģ
ǰ̫С˰ɣѧأǲ󡣡
һȶΪԾڳСΪǵһʽְȴʽ˵㣬ͷɾýԼ˸νְҵױôûõģһźʦһͺŷ
ڰѧᣬŷѧǰӴӰ칫ߵǰҿѾʦˣҲûʲô⣬ȴŪøһ
ûǴĻȷʵ...ŰɣżҹȥȴûҵĶ̾һתȴٿȻӳеŵ޷
⣬ǹ⡣ʱ޾鱾糱ӿĴƬ˼ѹĴʱѧѧУѾĴǰлΡһûʲôջ̾תʱȴǽǲһ֡
ɫǺűдµģּԲϴ
Ҳһһס֣ͣ⧲


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Ų³ܴӿůůζľָɫٹǳҰͻǷɫ硣
ճγƲǱīȥһɫװϳһʡ
վУſڣǰȻԵõıӰʵǻðɣ˳嶯֮١
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ڿлһĻߣ׼ȷǰıϡ
쵰
ϷҪӼǰ˵
ǰȣֻһǵɰֻ֪Է˯С...Ůѳ¹ʱ֪¹ϲڰԴˣȵĵһӦǣ
ɰ...ǻУоеİɡ
˴󾪣ʶ
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µӣȲˡȵʲôΪ˿֮¹ǵֻҪȾһAһԶԷԲֻ֣Ҫæһͷ­ѪһȡСعֻèֻ˹Ϊ˹·СٵʮΣΪʰѰʧѧУʮΡǶһֱ㲻Ϊʲôȣȱ˵ĻشǣѶҵ
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ദģСѾȵȱ˳ʶϾֻЦЦ˵
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ʱҪҽԺסһˡҼΪģȴֺǺǵģȫû˷ϣĶǣϣȥϿˣ
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ƲƲ죬϶ǿڵĽƯŲİɣ԰ɣ
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ȳԺ֮ʦ֪ٱͽˡΪǵһβμӱ֪̣˵ԺűȾôšʵԤʮеģҲӦ׼ףֻ;סԺԾûټȥ
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ûϰˡ߰ҲãؾҲãôûˡ

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÷꼾ڣܿĻڿƮ
ѵõ죬հѿеĳʪͳһɨ
ʮǰ˷ѧ壬ѧ¥ֻʣѧԸУϰģԼһֻģеŮѵģоġ
ΪֵյʱСһɨѴսץţ˿λϽͷöҧűʴռ
еıʵĹͬǱƯɫ˳Ȱ֮ĶνֻҪúÿСȿΪÿһ֧ȫòıʣȴΪöЩѿıʡ
ͻȻ춯̧ͷ߹
˴˸棬ȵͷд֡
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д֡϶û
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Ǹ֡ʲô˼
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Ϊʲôص
һ䣬شմͼݻûҪ뿪˼濴һûһ˵ŻԴȳԺ֮ǾûĹ죬ʹ˵Ҳ簲ãʱüҲû˵һ仰Īģ˭ҲûоΡ
һʣȿʼҪĹӣһֻۺɫıʣ¾ڸֽ·һֻAΣŷӦAӦɫġ
״ʣΪʲô
ڼͿһ
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д˰Сʱڳ˹һµûزȥҡʱгߵУſڡ
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ܼʻΪʱСǶС棬ʹȥˣ˽綯гг֮Ƕߣ˵ܸûɣûüŮϵģûüͷѾڵˡ
ȵĻ˵ǡ˰ˣɲ֪ôԼݡľͷɳȥˣݡģ
СĻ˵ǡ
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Ϊ³ѸĸûЬŽ߳ͷһۿıָָ賿㣬ˣôһòˡСצţûлӦ̾תȥ͸еĹ
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Ҳ֪ҩЧǽİοļСʱһֱ˯ߡǳݲô׾ͺô򷢵ģڶ緹û¶٣ֹʹҩȥѧˡ
СʱſλϷ˫΢˫Ŀ޹⣬ΪǸðˣ߽һһĹĵģԭڳǣִһ£Ҫעû뵽ȴһʶСͷǺݺһġ
ظزȵǣСըë
ָݺָң
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Ҹ˵ǰ˵ǳۣһΪǺŪ˵أ㿴ĳôһҵ̫ˣ۲۰˰ɣҸ˵֪ľΪԶϿСĵʦˣ˵Ҫ͵˰Ҳֵ˵ôǳǳݱЦ
ȵתͷٴһ㡣
С΢ЦŲ˵
ǳֵ÷Բþ˯ãҲЦҲûˣüƫƫѧʱڣҽ˵ֻȱƣҩﻺʹ֢ܰε
ò׳ҪȥᡣճǳݵȺദķǳ죬ûܵĴڣĳˢʱͻȻúʲôžһ˿ǻڲ֪ʱðһСС´½տʼЩСÿˢʱСǻǳҲܸӵĲҲ֣쳤Ҳ֪źĲˣԼЩʹңȽ첻Ӧеز顣
Ϊϴˤ˲ٵļ٣ʦٵ󹦿ΣֻƽʱҩĩʱȥҽԺҺһһʱֶС㣬Ļ˵Ǻö˶ͱ
¿ʱ˺þò
ӭȺͣ½Ųһľ룬˵΢΢ͷдЦ
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ĿŵЦ˳ǰ̧ȵͷ
ǳݶѣεûˡ
ºſ˺þòŷӦǱοˣ

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ѧУӢ˵İ칫ңռѧУӢʦټӢרҵŮʦӶ࣬ѧ¿ûҲϲ̸̸
ҲһѾĺõСԾ߽칫ңͦԶͿ԰ʦǰվһŮӲߣͬУȴǴ˽·ֱŹ˳ͷ¶һС󾱸ɾ𪣬⿴Ӱ֪лŮͷеί
ΪѧڣҲûţԾʦͻ˰༶·ϸպ
Һ񿴼Ǹˡ
Ŷ

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...Ҳߵľӣͦ⣬Ҷô⡣
ʲôȻ˷Ӧ
˵ǲǲ̫˰ųüġ
˵һĨЦǳݣеˡ
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𣿲֪Ϊ뵽ȫǸըëʱӡ
Ҳ߲ĪȣҡͷҲ֪ʲôʶô꣬ûĸŮȤԴŮӿ˵ǲأҪжݡ˵кҪǱŮӵˣ϶ϲ˵ҲֿˣװҲŵܹݣãһ̲ġʶôˣʲôҲҲȨ˼ԣҲǱɧȡա˵ʵҲֹһλɹȡ⣬ҵĹԼİȫ⣨...˵͵꣬ŮôŲʵʵ⣬飬һƽʱҲǸ̬ȣȻĸ̬ȣҲͲ֮ͬʱĵ׸ιɧڵԡ
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...ѵ˻ӦָָǰһСӰģ
ҲһûӲߣͬУȴǴ˽·ֱŹ˳ͷ¶һС󾱸ɾ𪣬⿴Ӱ֪л
Ϊڲ㣬ʳﶼƫʳţΪһֱĨܲСˣ˼ھûٺȣÿ춼ڳԲ״̬
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ͻȻְԼ࣬Ȼóһɿݸ
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ʱȻء˵ӹɿ˺˰װֽԵһ¶ԷԲԣͬʱһŽ
ǳ˲٣ȿĲԱߡ
ߵʮ·ڣʱ̵СֿܵڣȴĳȻвš
ܹȥü...ĨݵӰ·ôǰûеİɣ
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ⲽ·ڵʱ򣬺Ƹոպ粻
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ĿɢĿ;Լм׾ǰӣȻûע⵽ǵĻȡ
ҽԼĩȵĿӻм͹ͷټһֱڴҩʹҲ˲٣ڻָЩ
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ȵٺױ˴š
ǶСֱֺӵ˸ٽңȷϰʦղõӣ˼ŵ漴ȥ
˶һºȼϰ϶
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׵İ...Ҳʲôġ
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ܾÿеȣ쿪յ̫˰ɡŤŤӣǴ𣿻ˣǱôġ
˵ôߣ
ӦллټԱ߸ҪؼȥѲ½ڿεģ԰ǸҲ̫Щ
϶żҳһûһ٣Ȼһ΢ȴַ죬΢ŵ
׺£ֽë꣬߼ʷĺܡڷҳʱСĸʳָ˿ڲ̫ȴѪһԵֹֽѪûš
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ΪʳָţԼЩȿȥشǰ
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ָĵطЩüͷ΢ǰŮͷ飬ë׵ëš
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Ҫһ仰ܽڿεĻȻĸ֡ҪܽһһĻ˵ǣζ
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СԼ˸Ұġ
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14

ǳײˣȴ˲٣Ƚնپۡ෴Сȴûֵĺܣÿ쿴ȶ̲סЦȧǶ˵ۡ
ҲţҶԷȣôᶼûϵСҲûŽô˵˵
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15

󱨸дߵŽſ˯ʱձѹ˼ۼлݵЧ
ձɫһŷֲš·ݵ˵Ȼ˵㡣¶ȴ¶Ƥееů
һоʲôȥȵͷϵ˶ס
ȰţζġôȿⳤѾȫԵȹѽ
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ֻ룬ͦġ

16

ȸո˯, 򿪷ſСٻӦҪϰ˯Գȥˡ뵽ȿϰΡ
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17

Ȼ˹һͯڵȨ, и߿£Ϊ֮һĳѧ󷽵ĸһ߶ѧ˼١
뵱߿ʱ, ΪǰȥӦԮ, ѧУЩŵѧ͸Ϊŵļҳ, ȾԼȻ̬ͽߣ...ǶǴǰĦŪʮֲˬϿʼȾһֱڴĵ, һ˵Ӧʮе, һɲ׼ᣬŵǾͲһˣһ𴲾ʽ㣺ɱ䡯ʲô, ȳʱ, ȳһԶɱԻ˶ӣ, ٵʱ˵ʲôҲ׼ְֿӲҪȥɱ˳
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ĸ߿ˣѧУһѧʱЩ塣¥ֻбఢ̻żɨ
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˵ѧеˣԺ϶ѣҺϲʷҾĿƱȽʺңҪѧƵĻԻԿİɡ
ÿ쿴ǶЦӣû뵽ῼô࣬ƿԡ
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˵Ͷ󳱶ѣ԰ɼȴδ̫ġ
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仰˵¹͹ˡ죬¹Ҷʲôʱȸ뿪ڣͱǶһš


18

ڡŮѡӰ, ȿһ߳쿪ʼ١ΪסԺĹϵܾѧڹر, ûôúõᴺ, ͵ˡ
ȵǺͽһȥµ⹫, ȱʡļҳչˡ
ڻû죬Ⱥͱȥ⹫ҡȱڳ, ƳƳרļʻİְ, ߴ˴գĶԽС˵
ÿʱҾ;ǰ仰͵ġ

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ˬҲҪи޶ȵģµȾ, Լ⼸ˬͷˡ
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˶̫߿һʱ΢΢üȻͷˣȻһʲôӦ˵һжԤ֮УδȻ㵡
ô仰ϰ߳ȻȾãҪȥ˸µط˵ء
֮ѧʲôеӲԹ
֪ô룬ȾӦͦԼģΪ·ºˣѵΣҪ㲻ġ
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˵ŵݸһЦӹ߶ţȻİ
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迴˿ЦŻӦϴллȻ

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ҲǰôûŮѣ׷СһƱһƱİɣ϶ˣվVIPҲǲܵģˮƽ̫˽ˣ˼ҿ϶...
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¶ľǰδйģ˭ģʧֹ¼ŵı顣
ȲһϾǶʮˣ±ȶö࣬ξ͸Űһ˼ҡʱǿбסһ£һϲúͰġһ~~~ͷҲص뿪ˡ
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ҲôһֱȥղΪֹһֱǴ죬ȵҪô׼Ƣ˭ûдɡ룬ĿתƵߵϣ۾ֱĶ˼ϵǳɫס
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ĵûУΨһľվͬʱȻ
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ֱ˳Ŀռ䡣˿۾ĿģȻҿ
ıʵ̫ЦˣͷȺһоȲҪָʱ
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ȶʱûӦŲź²ʲôҲܵ˾⣬ʶԷǴǷʱҧ촽Ȼ̧ȣݺݵأݺݵСȡ

19

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ʧߣò˯, ȻǲԸÿ˯ʱĵһǺߺ, һĩϾͳȥˣʮʱ˵ԵĻȥ, 绰ȥʶԷʲôʱչԻ
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ȾûѣߡеԺģڿʱ˲ѡ
Ϊ˸üʹԼһӱߵ, ȻЧڣǱβ͵èƵġ
ȺöȻʲôȻôվԱ߿šһСʱȥˣһ㶯ûУż˵˵ʣʱôţʵ̲ס˫ֻ󷢻 
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תͷһԵ˵رǰɣѧУҲ𣿡
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㣡
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ţǺöˣСʱǶ͵͵޵ģʱ̿Լޡ˵ŷӦ...һŸôûС
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Էò̧ͷѾվһʯͷ϶֡

Լ֣ԥ
Լ...֪ôеɡ
ȥһεĻֵΡ
ƲƲ죬̧첲Ÿһ־ͱס
̫
ܾ˵ֶůĲˡ
ʮǰͻ˼ңǰ˱ȶװû
ȵϣܺıܵõ˼õչ֡СȾԼвԵĶԶԶģСʱůˮƿԲֱʮһŸԼˮСŻٸ˼һᱻץֱ˳¹ȥסԼһɲ궯;ܼټ
֮ʮֶ䡣
Ⱥһȥ˴κӱߡǵ죬ϴˤĵط׵˹ȥϸһµĻǶôľ롣
Ȼ֪Ϊξ
ǻûʼڻı֭ϣǼž˿˿սµưô궼޷ȵ¡
ÿÿ춼ͣԽԽء
ڴϹȥȶûлⷴߣǾʹգһԼֱۣȴȸղŸӷꡣ
˷˷˷˷ˣ
һʱס֣ͻ᲻Ӧؿڿʼ궯ڵһ㽹ǲɢ׳
ͻȻúòġ
ƲֻԼ

20

´һ, ̤˻سе·;ǶСҲӻƽɳ̲صǳҰĻһ뵽ȾͲ̾ôô˼ҷżǿż硣
ÿǶСûӪӣںܿѧְ, Ƕȥʮ, ϻԭ, ˼Ҳ˼ֲ䡣
Ҳηְ, ȵӭµ⡣
Ҳ˵, ׷㣿ǶÿָŶüȡ
Ȼͬһ༶緹ǿһԵģȺǶʮο, ͬʱôһʱҲޱ
ȵͷ, ķҡ
ι...ҰٺҲд...ֻƿ˰...
Ϊʲô˵ĺԼкܶ׷һе㲻ĿǶǶ׼ɫ̬ȡ
˵, ˭ǰģʲô
Ȱڰ֣ˣء
¶Ǹ˵İɣ㷳ʲô
ʵһѾǱ׼ȷζĸ֡
ΪְĹϵ, µλСȵĵͬѧ, ֺաرãͬѧǶʮְЦͬѧǶЩӦȱ˵ּ׽ͬѧ, ȴǻ
λֺҲ֪ǳԴʲôҩںĿμͻȻǰ˵ŮѰɡ
ȵĵһӦȻɵۣʲô˵ȸɻ󡣻Сۼֿ죬ǰĶֺ˵
ͬѧҪ˼
ΪЦû̫⣬ֺսµĸֱ־ȫͬѧ֤ȷʵġ
ȻȾͿʼεÿһ졣˼Ůӱ׶ɬģôһÿ¿ζСΪʲôúõİƬ˵սӰأ
ֺΪ˺̫˵㡣ֻҪ¿ξ׼ʱǰֵæҵ⣬ǿҪͬѧŪᡣ
ͦõģһҲһ
Ȼղſʼͦɵģȷһ±ȽϺáŶֻЦǺǵǶʳ
û´Ļǿذɣ
Ƕúٺٺٺشֻû꣬ͻȻ߳һˡȥǲʶȣţӦûֺա
ͬѧ˵ġǶòڡ
ûϵߡ
ԷȻġȴ۾׷ֺǵģΪòһһش
˵ղǶֻھǴ򱧲ƽѾһ༶ÿദʱô㣬˭ϣ˳ءǶһʼûֺձкӡѸٰڷ˵˾˾뿪
ǶӿȾͲˡЩȶ߽ңΪȥ˵Ļ϶ᱻֺղס
ʮϿΣȻôֺ߽֡ң·ȵλʱһ̲ϡ
С˫ֱü뻹ǽסҪ뿪ֺա
˵㵽ϲﰡ
ʵֻСҲͦġȷʵϲ˽˶ϲŮһĸоŮѵĻ˭뵽ȡ
ֺһ
ᣬ£òľƯ
......
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ЩֺվŮԱߵСߵִ£ʺߵ̫ࣨ...չ˵ܵͲַſˡȻһֱھܾǸ첲šȣбʱ
ʵ˵ȷʵǱֺհ˲æȾúܲ˼̫صĻȻҲ˵ڡֻÿκ;ɥǻ
Сȥˣͦ
μֺȵʱСֵһ£ֺ˵ܲԶһ㡣
תͷСĲʧɫ
ݣ...ǶҲһĻȶ˶񣬿˶ŵòᡣ
ȺܲӦҲˣ׷ŮҲİɣЩΪţϣˡ˵òֲǷִ磬ȴǺƽ
ֺû˵ֻЦһ£ȻûȥС˵̫ܲ˽ǰȾǼֻԶ۲ģٹˡ
˵ɼʲôĲŸְɡ
û㿪ЦСɫôĻҾͲֻǿˡϾʲôʱЦʲôʱǺģⲻܷŲܵ
ȱжġ
ֺ˿ʾʲôϵ
ȻйϵˣҸʶʮˡ
ֲѡ
˵Ժء
⻰˵ôҳĬһ˾ôšС΢΢ͷŵЦšֺտһۣ߳ҡ
ֺ֪֮˭ͷһȻҾ͸塣߹Сļģ׷׶ղŵ˧Ϊޡ
գ۾ϧỹûǶ֣ǶҲסġ˶ȺݺݵСļ
ҿˣǰһֱΪССܣû뵽Ǹóʱͳֵĺˣ
С......ôеأ
ֺյǿ׷£һվڷ˼ϡ
ɰŮ꼶ͻȽĿټÿȦ״̬ߵΪЦݣ벻ʶѡ
֪ô¾ʹվĶˡպýȵ࣬һƿžͿվЦЦı顣ҲֱӰѻڹ㲥޹ʿϡ
һվŮѣһվķ˿
ȲŸ߽šһòŮӣȵͷ֮ߵվǰݸһͺС
ѧæ㲥緹û԰ɣҽ˾е......
վЦ΢΢ͷҲû˵Ҳû˵ܡŮȨĬˣԼ򿪲ͺУһ˾С
ǰȥһۣĲУǼҵһ
СǱĲᣬһʱû˵Ӧʱߵػ˾䣺ʲô°
ôأΪ㲥վһ˵ģҪ԰Щ㲥Ա㿴վվվ
СĶӡһ̧ͷҲûü
ȳ˾ɳţﵽ׶ôˣ֪˼š
վղžһֱţЦ
ȷ¿ʱվŮ˽ȴкϵ˾ʾ˵
ǰ׷͵ģ˵Լء
վ׷ŮѳȥˣѵԼ㲥ù㲥ҵţһתͿȵŵֺա
ֺտȣЦ߹
𣿡
ȿڣսپ
ڽûˣղŵĹ㲥ܺ
Ҫ˵ʲô֮ǰǺ̵ܶ棬ҪҪл佱
ĩʱһӰƬβYuiģϲYuiİɣ㲥㲥ʱĸ衣
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ʲôֻӰӦʱİɡ
̾˿ô˵ģô绹ûʼ;ô۰һĪչ֮ʣȻ
Ȼ˼ٽӴľģҪԴġֺձҪദĶࡣɲҲԸͳɼ
оǣҪԵѡĻǹ궯ٴӿͷ
żػ֣
׽ԼҲһƹֺС鱾ǰḻǸ...ôҲ...Ұ~~ǻҪ𡣡
һЦһںԡһֺգЦ˵˾߰ɣͷȵı뿪ˡ
ΪܲԼ˵ƣû뵽⻤ʹ߷ĺܿġ
ϣ߳ңֿվſڵֺա
װûȥģֺյסȥ·
һؼҰɡ
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ȥ
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ܱ𡣡
Ҳ¥˵ĵ޹
˻̧üģ֪ʱʲôˡ뵽;Լļʩ˳ŸоȥȻ
ûֺգֻǶЦº͡
ؼҰɡ
ϦϼǴ΢磬ڰʾյȥĩ߷ҫۡ
νǰӣ·ҺšΪ·һֱͷ·̧ͷʱŻľȻͣסŲ
ſڴߵλϡ
ϵһװ˻ѹֺûݿ
߹ȥ˯졣
ӡӦ׷һȣŮʮ꣬ؼĶ˯
ȶ棬СȣŪһ죬һʱҶȷû֮С¡
ӴɫĴζ͸ϣȷԵ۾ע⵽ֵ̧ڴǰΪӪһСӰô׾͵סģԷԱߵϡ
˲٣ĸ˵㡣ͷɢϣְǷŵ
ռӣ顣һοʱĶ̷żҲͷĵټӦÿζڸú̲ס˰ɡ
һμ棬ϵҲȥĸƯˡŮı仯Ϊˡ
עĿأ벻һ˳ʮ˵ǵһⲻ⡣
ͷֵ̫̣ٴΰŻȥȵͷҲһĺܣɴһֱŪš˯ú޷ԼҲһֻḧ
ϴҲ˯ţڲ
ÿؼʱǲ״̬ѾϰߣֻżǻüС˲ȵĶ
ѹɣˡ
쵽¿ʱ䣬￪ʼ춯ֺһֱֻ༶ߣߵžͿվſڵĳ¹˳ų¹Ŀȥ˽ȡ
ֺտ˿һԲĳ¹𲽴߽ȥʱȴ¹ס
ĻͲ߽ȥ

21

ڵȵһء
˫ַǰ
ָ̡
ǶҲ˫ַǰ
Ǹ...Ҫһ...
Смϡ
Ҫ˵ΪʲôĻ, ҪǰСһ仰
Ҫͷ
Ķ̷һ¾Ҫ޼һΣŮ鷳Ķࡣȥһķò, ĩ, Ǯ漱ȲԸһͷͷ, ֲǮտգҰԼͷ⽻˵ʦ
ȺǶ֪Сķ, ҪСͷ˵Լּ, ԾԼľ֡
һ˵ҲͶˣСȻûʲôءһͱǶϵǶ
˿Сޱ, λ, ˺üʮ¡
ȸնû£Ƕ˵߶, ټ£Ƕ˵Ǳ߶ˡСɽĴ̼ǶСĽţֳ߽οЦŶС˵ûµ, 治еĻ
ΪǶóʲôСȶȥ, Ƕĺɫñʱ˲󱯴ϲȻСϲȡ
ʡܼôȡ
˵ž͸оصһ
Сһ, ˵ʲôȰһ
ʲôǸʲô˼
...û£⡣
ô˵˭᲻Ⱑ
ǶҲ߹ȥ˿ȻСһתسľ̾
ʿɶֹһ㣡
ž͵˾ĩת
СͷȻǼˣô仰˧Holdסκη͵ġȻ˲٣̫
ǰ켸˾ԼҪһ۲ͣѧʱСǶȳ¹һž۲͵¡
ߵҺţͱ˽סתͷ¹˵Ҫ۲ͣһ𣿡
˭ûܾȻĵ˵˾䣬ð
Դ䡰ð֮վͱе죬Ӧ˵졣תƣ¹Ǳ磬СǶ粻
Էʱ¹һֱڸʲôܿĵӡһһߣӴʳ
ˣϴθ鿴ˣ컹ɡ
ð
˵ʵΪ㲻أƽʱ㶼ôμ־ۻӡ
¹һˮǶˣͻȻЩʾССᣬʢǶĺ춹ɳתȡ
԰ɣġ
ƷáЦģһɨ
Ƕ˲Ӯ˵ĸоʤ׷ǶʮТѰ
һˮСǺš
ѾҪСģ˵ſԱɳԵ˵ȣ˵㵹ŵ㣡
šȵͷͬҾ˵ģҪԺ޲ȥСһӡ
˵⻰ĳȫԼǰЩӻŲƻСѹϵ
СЦЦֻϰΪټȼ޲ȥĿòƷǳһ߸Ƕʢɳһ˵ðɣʱһһŮ
ԴˣǶķӦǣ˭Ů˭ţĸŮϵ𣿻ǺŮ
ȵķӦǣûͯϱ𣿡
˿˵ĸ߸˵ˣ̫Ȼһ䣬ϵܺð
Աߵĳ¹˵СѧʼһֱһģǶС÷СѧʶȣȻǳʱʶġ
ͷϴС˵ʶʮˣΪں˵ġ
Ƕʧӣ˰֣ûأǹϵãǶ͵ųȥ档ȰǸֺôˣ
С˵˴ӦŻشһ䣺֪ˡ
Ӧ˵˻Ӧ˵ɻعأֺȫȵͨˣһֱߵζ
...ȶȰ̫ɿˣʶһھ׷һʲôĿܡ־岻̬Ⱥף
ȼŸͣǣ
ɫѿ˵㣬ǶаԹƣٿԲ֪ٸСʲôȣɾ͸˲UP
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ǶСһȺһֻг¹Լؼҡ˺ϼһ£ͳ¹ؼҡ
ʡȥ鷳˻ֵСǶԶӰǹٴθ֡
ͳ¹˼ע⵽վԭصȡ
߰ɡͷ˵һ
Լͺ˰ƲƲ죬Ҫ˵֮ǰֹɱ˼Ůӵǰ˵ʲôҲ·֮ĻŶ˵GPSֻͼǸģôˣ
˵Ⱦ෴ȥĺܴû߼һ߱QһߺŸ衣
һȥһؼңôõĶᣬʱɲȥʲôݡ
ž
˻ȥʱӦ˵ЦģҾǵòȻӣ϶ѳ¹͵¥Ǽſڣ˸ղŲ˵ʲôֱӿ԰黹ˣ˳ڰ˵˵Ƶ鰡ʲôģǱ˭˭˭㿴ûаȤ𣿺Ȥҽ֮չлദˣһȥ϶нչģ¹ϲþˣҪ޳...ʲôġ
ž
Ȳ֪ʲôʱͣסŲ˴ؿץץͷȻĪģûϢģ񻰵ģ˳
ǵ·ᣬûٸҶ룬ȨǷ紵ġ
·뵽Щ鱻ٴ
·϶˵ʲôأǰѳ¹͵¥»ſأúûûٽһ
úûؼ𣿡
˵GPSֻͼʲôģ·ͨǲЩģһ·ô죿ǲڻûҵҰ
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ԼµģһʧͯҿҪεģ
ôţڴϷȥһ𴲱ߵֻ
𣿡
ԥͷ˳ȥȻշȥͺˡ
ǲ̫˵㣿˼·Ƶġ·ûҵȻǿһ˻ؼҵԼôǲ̫ˣҪĻûؼô찡ӦװĿٷȥġ
ûء
ûأ
ôذ
·˰...
ˣ
æĻֻй¹µģûκθСʵһš
·𣿡
Ϊʲôʹ˲߻ǿأĻʱֶЩ
ǵ˺þöûлš
ô...Ѱˣ²˿û˵ǵ˵˳һ˺þòŵҸ֪
Ҫ...Ǹ
ֲר˵ʲôģʲôõǸģ
Ǹ
żҵеֻͻȻŵһֻڵϡ
...ŹȥӦûضŵİ绰ʲô
ֻ֪룬󳤳˿ɤӣò
ιá
û˯
ǵڶڵ绰еƽʱЩӦȷЩģȴӽ
˯...
һ᲻·
ЦͻȻЩ˼
...úõ𣿡
šģGPSֻͼǸʲôģҶôˡ
......ͲӦøʲôϢġˣȫΣҲܻ÷ˮ
֪ȴװԺߣ˶ײǽ
Ϊǽ۾ôˣŵ绰Ȼ㵽Ǿû˺úûŰΪԺҲᵱʲô˵ףຣټ
׼ҵ绰ģͣ˵ôһɲôһ䡰ȵȡȵȻٳûа½
˾ôųĬ˺һźǾ䡰ȵȡ֮ġ
̾˿Ȼ˵
ͷɡ

22

ˣ
ڽ﷢衣
СǶŸյ, ǱλѾµʲô
ʲô˰
У԰...
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ǶС˭ûҵ, Ϊ˵, ˾Ƕˣûһһ˵֮ǰҲ˵, ȳʱйһ¶У԰񻰡
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쿨İ̶ʶ...ַֻͷϣƲɥ
СЦ˳, Ҳ밲οʲô
߽ҺûԼλߣ˿ȴͷɥӣӿڴǰ
ţֱҵģʻȥ
Ǳ, ȵУ԰
ġ
˵ˡȻͷһۣȻ˵Ļ, תͷС
ҵͷѿ𣿡
緹ʱһֱ޾ɵģͷʱʱͳȥǶ̧ۣϴĺȦ
ôˣ
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Ϊʲô
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ûʲô...
˯žǵöôˣǶе˸߲ҡ
ǶȵĹ򣬳¹̧ͷһ¹ҲǷԻ˿ȣ´֡
¹ʱȾͲˣ˲䶪¿СӣѾҰ֮ڣֻͷ¡
ߵ¹ȡ
Ƕǰǰ¹ȿ˸飬ҡҡͷ̫ӣҪһµĻǾǹȦҡ
¹ͷ̧ȣֿ˿͵͵Цһ£ֻǺܶݵģЦָ̻Ȼ̧˳΢ЦŸл
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̬֮ʮ䵭Ϣһֻޱһ
ˣòš
ĪģԼǰЩһһȺߵе㲻֪룬û˼ˡ
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˶һ˵ǿⰡ
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˻...ǿпܣ 
Ȼ֪Ǳߵ˼ʲôǺѴģСһΪȣһڱصеļƣ־ûʲô档
ǶͲһˣŮȶ֪ģǸ̬ô°˶ˣи¹أҪѵĽ𣿣
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ʲôѽȲҴˣҲûȷ̬ȣи¹Ҫ̰Ǳ
......ѵӦѡӪ𣿲С̬Ⱥȷ˰ȻŮӽǲͬ
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ʧ߳˺ö죬ڼÿ춼Ȧе´۽ٴӰȫֻСܡ
ӣȫͬѧ硣һϿδ˯ʱʦ֣ʦͷȾͿˮںС۾ƣһʱĲ̣׼Ϣ
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һײ˲˾˵һѸ˲
ϸ˿ȵ۾ɫе㲻
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£˯...
Ϊʲô
ɲһȭҲ֪Ƕ˭⼸費˼ɲ롣
ܻף˶촽ȴʲôû˵ߣ뿪ʱ·˵㣬ټ·Ҳû·ƽϻˤˡ
ôһˤֱˤҽҡϥֻǲƤûʲô󰭣Ǽ⼸쾫񲻼ѣֱӰ˼ҽϢʱȵͷú˯Ϊ˯ŵȱ۾һߡ
Ǿѵġ
¿ʱǶȣ˯ҲûţֻǾڴߡһͱͻȻһ
㰡ôˣǶ࣬ŸһĶ
һָֻؿڣһֻֽš
˶Ρ
ӾǡǶ˵ͷס֣Żμʲôˣ
ֹдһȴڵشüͷһֱţ۾޴գգȥʡ
ȻӦܵġ
ǸʱӦõΪֹġ
ͲӦòûжá
ǳ¶͵ĴȥˣŨҫ۳γȵҲȥˣ˵ǵûʱʧԽȶ͡
ȻǴӺζȥķĻӦôŲܵġ
Ū֮ǰôɡ
˽ԼԼӦֻ֪Ϊߵˡ
μϲ


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ʱƽʱһ, ţĸûл, ֻɳϿŵ۾ȴŵԵıá
춯, 곿Ϊ̷, Ҳûͷ˵˾شǸʱת΢Ц
ͦ
һǻӦ, ֱ߽, 򿪱俴˿
Ҫ𣿡
Ҫæ𣿡
Ȥӣ곿ѵԶɳϣϴϴ־Ͱæв, ʱʱ͵һ
ǷҲװ֪, æȫ˵곿ԹԵĹ۲˽Сʱ, Ѳ˵һӷŵ˰ϡ
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ǰæúܣʹһǳ㣬ðɡ˵ŻգգԼĴ۾Ŷȡ
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¹ǾȵݣϵıʼǱƵǰ˵ⶫҲòˣڿķͰҴ˰ɡ
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ѧʱȹյ̵ģԼһ߳ҲſʼװûʰþǰŽǶ
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24

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˵˭˭ߵСſʱſڵŽԼʹһ߹...Ůѡ
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ÿʱر, 񿴼һҲûô˹
վǻҳվԺ󷽵ţͬʱ̣ǲ鰡, õãͬѧôܷŮһ˵ǿԼͱŮ˵ЦأĻŮҲ̫...ð
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곿ı¸ζЦݺߵǰǵ֣ƯǴѧ˰ɣĸרҵ
˵ߣԽԽԶǻʮֲԼͬһֻڱV
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͵͵Цһȷ´ӺܽԼӵϣпǱɫʼǱýʲôأʼǣ
תת۾ʼѲԴ
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ϲ𣿡
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ǵģϲ

25

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Ȼأģ
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֪ͲȥˣиղǸɱ΢Цô°Ӹû취о
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Сȫû˸ղŵƽ⣬ô˵ԼҪȥǶʧӰ١
ȿԼЬ⣬ʲôҲ˵

̫ͻȻͷԣӦ˵Ǳʱȴʧɫ
Ȼֻһ֤飬Ұġ
еС챾ȿдŵ֣ϲβ
μԤʱѡֵ࣬ʱôҶָʲôģѡֶԸٵŬԼͬҶǻ˼ʮŬվģԼȴѧϰ˸ʮŵһӸ١
СͱųЩͬѧҳڲĵ˵ԼšȷʵоԼ˵Ĳͬ˵ܵɱ˾ͲСٱڣʹҲܻõҲһԽУԴҲǵɵͨʦҪǰһſʼϰȻͿշɹ
ԼӸеһҲԼİɡ
Լ룬ͨԤԵһгڱصãû뵽ȴ˲һξҪ̤һȴǿ⣬ò˵ܵСĴ
һ־Լá˵׼ȵŬǸвࡣЩ߲ݽϰѡǱȸ䲻
ʲô˵
˵ҪŬҪúʵϻ
ȻԼȴ˵
úá

27

ٹǷְ࿼ԡ
Ĵֻ˰, ڶȴӰó֤̯Լϡ
ĸʮ֮ǰҪһΡ
㲻ٸ, һοǰϰ, Ϊǰ춼׼, ʶʱٿԻ졣
ϵͳϰǲˣû취СԼĥǹ
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ΪֿƵĹϵ, ѧھͲٷְ, ճֿƺĵһοԣͬѧǶЩӦһʽѧļԼŨԾðǡ
Ժڶ죬߽˵ĵһ仰ǶԿԵܽ᣺
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ţ˭
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ʱԼĳ˸ӣװװ˿
ȷǸӵͬʱ, Χ
Ƕľйѧʱξð೤ͳȫͬѧգյȫͬѧף
ʮʮһա
ҪԼ棬ȶûʮһšȶԼվͲ̫ӣĻ˵ǡֲǹϯ˼Ҵͬһ»˵ùȥ, ʲôʦڵģ㲻̣лл˻ף...
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ÿֻһ죬óԼ1.5Ĵȣȥ˯ȵ1.2Сڽ㷿ĻŭţȻ󷿼оǲһ
ͻȻ뵽ϰ˯ǰ飬ȸæܻԼ䣬ڿʱѹײǱʼߡ
ϴֻ˼۾Ͱ;ϣȻöԲ¹Ȼ̲ס淭
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ں˼룬绰ͻȻһĻ
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ԲŸҪӿŲΪˣԼڱصá

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㲥ԼҪ˯ˣ۾߳㲥, һתͿ
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վԭԻ·ײ
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ЦЦ죬ллŶûȷŶ
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ص֮С⡣
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ڶϲɣ
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ſÿĪദģʽ˵һ¹㹻֢İʮһѣȻǽģҪҪôӣ
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˵ҲûʲôģһֱһȥԼǷűȥ׵ģֳᣬֽλˡ˦֮Լ˸ˣǱ˻ǱԼĺѣôôŤ
ʲôʵЩ飬ȱűץϣץͶ̬ദ״̬ܿ챻ơ
Ⱥͬͬ˿˭Ҳͱ㴰ֻֽÿοȺЦʱ˼
ǰ೤˵һзˡ
Ⱥңλ£Ϳ೤߹
೤ʣȹϵܺã˼Ȼȹϵܺã
ϡ
೤ʣһˣ̬ȷɣڿЦ
ϡ
Χ˳Ĭ˼룬ȻԼͬıЦ
ôܱˣ
û뵽ҲĬа
ǿȰ
ôҲûܰ˭أ
˵һ˳ʵػش⣬ȻõĻӦò˵Щŭ
ŭյǡ
Ȼûü£ЦԼ仹Լ֣ķһۣҲûȻͷƷ
ֱ۱סȱǰûӦô¾;Ǳʲôһ¡
ֱŤǿ϶ġ
һǰ棬óÿһȵú
ԴӸһؼȾͲٴˣһɢȥ
ȻţббıӰǵһμҲ֪ԼռֻЦ塣
ˣ
ͣסŲ˫תһա
Ҫ㲻컯Ī...˵ǽҰҶأ
...´λط
´...һʱձӹֻգǰߣ֮ǰҪ¶Ĳô챻㶨ģȻôСľͱ˼Ҵȥˣʧ̫߰ʧˡҡҡͷ֮ǰҪˡ
˵¶˾ģ...ܲĵ绰ĵ绰ʱǺؾһµġ
ӣӣȻӡ
û˯
˯š
ÿδ绰԰ס
ϵ£дЦ⡣
뵰
⻰ǲ٣Ƚӵ绰֮ǰһֱŵڿյ֪ʶ̫ӣֻ΢¯֪Լ㲻һ͡
ôû
˭ϲĸشŷɥĶ
һҧͷȴüĿˣһС˵Ļ
ȡ
Է͵͵֮ӿ켸֡
û˵ܰǳ𣿡
......Ȼû...
ûϵΪҲܼǳ𡣡
ᣬҪ˰ɣ
ڶǰȵĽŲͣһ£תһ룬Ѿʵʤ۱硱ˣʲôµģͷ߽ҽͬѧǸĿϴ
죬¶ܲס
һҾǸһˣ̬ԱߵСҡҡͷѾ²ʲôˡ
λʱ·¹λ¹д⿴ɵһ٣Ůĵڳ˰
иݸ
Ȼ磬ȸԼ˺üĳ¹ȡż
ȵͷŶԷҪҲһôҪҲһûֵ̬һԲ
¹ǰһִֻȵļϣеԼĶ³һ£ŬסЦݣȣһ仰ûУ
...ɶ
ֻҪͷӵúãûǽڲ
......
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۾㷲ӣ¹Ҳ۸ȥЦ˳ˣˣҪ˵ǽ㻹ûǱ¡
Ҳ֪˵ʲô̧ͷ˵¹۾ͻȻЩѹ
Ҫ˵ûвģǲܵġ¹ΣȾͺˡͬʱ־ãҰǸȣôɰȡΪԼù˺ȾҲ֮УǿǸӣ˭Ķءֻڲϰʱͷݸ޺˵гȲһֱ߷¹ͬЦˡ
ҪǣΪġʵһʼ֪ˣĽ㣬ֻϡǶ˭ͦ飬Զ紺΢Цǲ̹ԴֱʣȲϡҲǰôõȣԼôϲȣô᲻ϲء
ҪҵǸ
Ⱥͳ¹۾ﶼ⡣
Ȼһȹȥ
......
¹֪ȵһ¾ջȥˡ

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ȱǶ֡Ǻܲ, ŮϲĹֶ˵ǻǮ춼Уĩ, ʵ벻ͨǶô·ʲô, 绻һ绻һҲҪװ, οڼﲻǴҾӷ
ֹ۵㣬Ƕһָ𣺡ֲ̫ˣ
ȵ·඼㶨, ľʱ˳, ǼʵʽҲʲôʲô
Ϊ, Ƕٴָ𣺡ѵ˻
ָ, һֳ̬Թֵļ£ΪΪӽͷԵβ
˹, ȹӵġ
ŷݹضڵɳϳԵ˵ȿӭ߹毺õӪҵԱѾ׼ܵ˵ǣû뵽Էһڣ˼С㣬ﲻܳԶ
ȣ......
Ƕȴ̳Ȼһ, ͷȥı, 곿
Ϊϴֳ˲СЦǶ곿еΣԷȴôãǵ߹꺮ů, Ҳ֪ôͱͬСŮҲ˵ټͬϲãǶ곿ǵպܿɢʣ²ֵһ˳Ĭš
곿ܹҲû˵仰ټĳ˵ãΣǲڣΪͨӿڳ
곿ǶȼΪȤһֻȸ˵š벻ͨѵԼϲôôģ
ûʲôʵԳɹ̳Ŀϵ»¥˸λϢ
곿ȶ棬Ŀʼû뿪ȱе㲻˼䣬һ
һֱţҸš
Ŷ֮ⲻ֪ʲôӦ
Ǿþúþõľá
...룬ʳ𣿡
ôʳģʲô˵㱻˳Ƶġ
.........
绰ɣԺҸ۸ҾͿ
绰û⣬...
Ҳ۸š
ش곿һĻ᣿ûĸŮôĹ۸
Ȼܲ仰ĪеСġ
ȸҪ˵Ϳӭ
곿˳ȵĿͷ֮ٺһЦġ
Ƕ곿ʲôΪߵЩûȥ
Ҫ˵Ļַܲܰſ
ȵѾʮû̧ˣҲ֪ûע⵽ǹ֪Ѱģ˼Ҳ˼ţѡ
ô治ɫضֶŵأ
󣬼˵ġŮǵɢĻӴǸԵټеԡ
Ƕʣ˭Թǿհǣ
һֱûôĳԻȾ֡
ó𣿡
룬
ǶҲûҴԼԳԿţҲûеüٿ򼸸ǡ
ȣǣûʲôرģղõġ
Ƕ㻹ԡ˵ղˡ
ȣҲԼԲųԵģͳһѡ
Ƕ˭͵𣿡
ȣš
Ƕ˭
ȱߣҪʱع񣬡ĳˡ
ԸеԵͶ...˰ɡ
ĳˡλǶ곿͵͵߷·ʲôûƵûҼ׷ʡ
Ƕһºȹȵʱ⣬ϲȵô˸һųó´𰸡
ȾԼӦ˵ģڡ֮ǰɵԷתƻ⣬ʣϲĵ̢͵Ĳɣ
Ʊ̢һƱȨ
ûӪš
곿˵Сʱ򣬵̢ǰģΪĶأڵ¿ʿ̢ʱǸ㿴ҵ񶼼ǵá
Ƕ¿ʿиȦһͦóԵģʲôȣ
ȣʲô...̣Ҳǵˡ
ǶţΪָƵġ
곿ô
ǶΪ඼Թ
Ȱڰ֣ûЩҶûԹΪÿʱ˼ҶѾˣţȶ䣬һֱûԵͦġ
Ƕͷȷ
Ƕ곿Ҫ̳վ곿ЦԼȥǸһ𣿡֮һҪߵġ
ѵߣ곿ôһʤȻ׷֣ڣ϶ôǱԽ
̫̾ãؼҡ
۾ôô׾Эأʵϲĳһ𣩻ؼҵģʵڲٱߣǶͶȥĿ⡣ǶϾʶôˣ֪ӣȰ˵곿Źȡ
ؼҵĹϣһֱû˵Ťͷ־˼ҪҪ˵ʲôʱüһ
ͷľеġͷΪӲһЩءȶ˶ָһҪȥĳ嶯־ЩԽ磬ʹա
ԼоЦһ£Ȼ嵭
˯һᣬˣå
......
δδ죡

31

ʮһ֮Ȼ½, ֻУǵֲġҶһأѧУµ, ȥġ
ڶڸһЩ廹ûӦ, ̫ҲǴ̫Ҳǡȸ, ߵѧ¥ſʱ紵Ĵ˸£ѹʲôòԾסͣ, ԼĺɫΧϡ
̫ˡѵĻᡣ
Ÿ, ΧϻϢ¶ȣģůůġ
ߵȼ¥ʱҪΧ, ֹ
ŰɡһС·ء
ʾͷ, һΧ챻ѹס, ŪƽĻ塣
ʺϺɫأɡӡһֱûʲôɫĶǳǳġ
ͻȻĸӣ΢ְ
Ⱥͷ˲䡣
ů͡
ת۾пԡ
ûϴµľ, 縴ϰϰʱԼǶһͼݡ, ȵĴ
Ȼ˿ƵԻҪģֻһܾʷأʦ潲
һһصɣῼʲô
Ƕü, ûôġ
Ҳû취ѧֲģҪҳӢûóˣȻҪ취ȡ̰ô˵Ҳռ150ء
ǶǺһЦȵ߼ͨͬˣϰߣҲ˵ʲôֻǰԼĿαͱʼǵݸȣȻϣûӾСİ
Ƕʷ飬ֻҪֵĵط˱ǣûעʲô
ԭһֱڹӰ...
ԭԼļǺĵģһǶپ
͹ԹԵĸϰưɣû𣿡
ȫСٿǰȫȻصͣļͿԼ
ҰеͱʼǶˡ
Ƕһ˵ӣĻɾɣ
ȱʹͷ
أˡ
У뷨ҲûйһڶͱĻȥûǸ׼ǲöֱѵֱˣҪ֪ȫᣬǲˡ
ǶĬ㲻˵Ҳ֪İɣ
ʵ룬ַ̧˼״˵Ҳڶ൫ϾɼôãҪڡʮǻͦ񻰵ģһߣҲ߶ˣôȥˣúúС
˵ڶʱǶͣеȣֱ˵ҲûعȻܴ˵ֻʣǶһȻԼ
ǶȷԼûһЦǶŤͷС
¶ɫʲôʱʼվǵģ
ߡ͵ɫĳˣҸղȫû
СʱǰһֽֽƯּ񣬺һŷӦ
ʲô
ٺص㡣

㲻ȫ𣿡
......
صʱڳæţһ·Ų˵ߵȥҽ㲻е𣿡
ˡ
䣬ϲ˹Ӵ˭òԶ軹ȰԶȥ߶߶˽ҲֻǵȻӦȴδͻȻתԣʵ˷˼
ȥֻһܣϸĸ֮һƣǲ̸ˣ
һֱǸѧġ
ᳶǣҲϡ
˭Сﰡ
ȡ
룬ûӡ󡣵ҽ˿ڣ
裺ʶ
ҽţ֮ǰסԺҸ...˵ʲôתСԤıѾ˰ɣ
ϸһĨǳЦҲô˵
ŵӣȻ磬ζȥһۣߵ󺰣鰡Χ~~~
в˵һ٣׶ʲôĵ⣬Χôܶ
ͼϰСǶʶȥ˱ȵͷ飬ʱ̲ͬڵͷĳˣĬˣôô׽š
ǴᣬСһϰͺ...ڸôǿһλεԼ棬Ļýȥϰ
......
ô
...ûҲ̫Թɫ˰ɣ
룬վȥȵİɡ
ӸղſʼȾһֱĲɣҲûʣֻĬվȴһֱû߿ЦŰԼǮݸҲ֪ϴ˭ЦŲǮ
šߵǰǮǵһμɫģϸԼ󷽣о...Ӧü۸񲻷ơ
߹ŵʾ֪϶СǱүġҡͷ̾࣬ǮһȻԼƬ
ԭƬλ÷ȵѧȿǰԼɵú
ǴŪֶȶ˺һѧŽԼ·
Ȼûͱʦȷһҡ
У԰ҵģ
û˵쾭壬֣ҡ
սǮУһʱ䣬ȵҲǰһǸӰ㶼֣쿴ҳһʱƬҲ̫˰ذ
...ֲÿеΡ
ÿ͸ܿˣ˵ôҵģ
ʵԸ棬ġ
Լʱ񻰣ţȷʵʮֿܡһǮߣѿó˳㿴ȵ֤
~~~~
̧Ҫ߲ôҲ˰޳ɹȷҲû˵˭Ϊ֤նֵġ
оʶ𣿡ȵȫûмӡ
šǵģֿ赭дس˸ʵ
ҵˡ
ϵһֻһ£͵͵һۣ
ڼʱҵĻǰҵɣ𣿡
ء
ð...
...
ԣã˵滭ʲôһţǵɣ
...ûǴĻӦɫ
......
㣬תԼСѧѧ⡣
ǰĻӦ...С˵ö԰̫գȻıѾá
Բⲻص㣬صӦǣǻԼʶѽ


32

ٴӭ, ͬģٴζ
Ƕ, ѯȵĩƻ, Ȼش𣺡Է˯١
ǶҡͷѻȥԼ᣿
Ǿ仰, ϡ
ǶסЦ⣨ЦҸѳȥԼᰡ~~
СбǶһ, Ŵ, ĶһЩ
ֵϽϾ壬ͬѧ, һܿꡣ
ȵһͨ绰, Ƕ˵Ļ, ѵԼˣ
ʵ֤̫ˣֻ˵һ¥¾͹˵绰ŵ绰㶣ǲǰһҲƵţ
Ⱦûѣ״̬, ϴţϴʱˮʮһѮ, ӿٶȣĨĨ·š
һһվ¥£ԶüûĻȷʵ͵Ĵӡ
ôˣ
ֵĴӵݸ, ˷ݣְֵĴҲݹȥġ
ҵһ£...һء
𣿡
˵ûԹ𡣡
һʱû˷ӦԼ˵Ļ
ֻ˵˵ѣȴĳ˷ϣ˵֮ǰıըԣ˼ң֪Ϊһθӿͷ
ָ˸Ժͷ䣬ȥɡ
ôһ׸ƽе㲻˼顣ҡҡͷȥģ
·񶨵Ƶᡣ
ҡ㳿·ǴСֱеǸ԰һȦԭ·أ;һͶûУڲźõò񻰣˵˵ž͵ɪһ
ȥЩݡ
Ҳܲˣ䡣ͷ᲻شһ£ȺȻЩȡ
ȻָҪ뿪ͱסڻ
ˣ
Ȼ𣿡Цʣһȥ
ҲЦţȻϷſ˼ûãһҪ˵
...۾תתӲʩлл͡
ĳ˵ͷǿܣֻǻϷŹȡ
ȼЦţ޷̧֮һֻǰ˻ߣܡû˻ͷһһһ¡
ˣǻˡ
ȥһ֮ôණȫ˲ԡ
裺ģ
ȣ......ǰɡ
裺ģ
ȣ......
ٴζؿһζغ˿ڿȣζضԸĸ˵֣
ȳ̾㵹Ǳ԰
ٴӭ⣬ͬģٴζ
ǶţѯȵĩƻȻش𣺡Է˯١
ǶҡͷѻȥԼ᣿
Ǿ仰ϡ
ǶסЦ⣨ЦҸѳȥԼᰡ~~
СбǶһۣŴĶһЩ
ֵϽϾ壬ͬѧǣһܿꡣ
ȵһͨ绰ѣǶ˵ĻѵԼˣ
ʵ֤̫ˣֻ˵һ¥¾͹˵绰ŵ绰㶣ǲǰһҲƵţ
Ⱦûѣ״̬ѣϴţϴʱˮʮһѮӿٶȣĨĨ·š
һһվ¥£ԶüûĻȷʵ͵Ĵӡ
ôˣ
ֵĴӵݸȣ˷ݣְֵĴҲݹȥġ
ҵһ£...һء
𣿡
˵ûԹ𡣡
һʱû˷ӦԼ˵Ļ
ֻ˵˵ѣȴĳ˷ϣ˵֮ǰıըԣ˼ң֪Ϊһθӿͷ
ָ˸Ժͷ䣬ȥɡ
ôһ׸ƽе㲻˼顣ҡҡͷȥģ
·񶨵Ƶᡣ
ҡ㳿·ǴСֱеǸ԰һȦԭ·أ;һͶûУڲźõò񻰣˵˵ž͵ɪһ
ȥЩݡ
Ҳܲˣ䡣ͷ᲻شһ£ȺȻЩȡ
ȻָҪ뿪ͱסڻ
ˣ
Ȼ𣿡Цʣһȥ
ҲЦţȻϷſ˼ûãһҪ˵
...۾תתӲʩлл͡
ĳ˵ͷǿܣֻǻϷŹȡ
ȼЦţ޷̧֮һֻǰ˻ߣܡû˻ͷһһһ¡
ˣǻˡ
ȥһ֮ôණȫ˲ԡ
裺ģ
ȣ......ǰɡ
裺ģ
ȣ......
ٴζؿһζغ˿ڿȣζضԸĸ˵֣
ȳ̾㵹Ǳ԰
пԽųɼ±ȽϣʮȻ룬ûʲôø˵ģ̇ۿ˿Ī֣ͷᡣ
373Ĳࡣ
Ų³ʲôĳɼ
ɼİɣ
ġ
̸İɡ
ܱ𣿡
......Ȳټ⣬뵽ʲô˵ʲôˣĵʱУˡ
һУ
ţǰǸ̵Σ࿼ɣ֪ʲôʱģһţվǿ˰죬ǻ𣿲дʲôװ
ôʦӴȻֵϾûʲô̵һζûȥӦòڱںȻܡ벻ͨʱߵ˵ûʲô̫ࡣ
Ȼǳλǰλˣ˵˽¶ȥУҺȲ裬ʲôٴθ̾˲⡣
Ĭãű߼ʣǵ˭
ͷһôǵ£Ҳôһʻһʣ㽻Ůѣ
˵Ǹѵ⣬գΪܶҡԷû뵽˿Ϊˡ
ȻȱҡˣΪش𣺡ûа
ƭˣ˭ҳô죿
ġЦô㶨ˣʱ佻Ůѡ
......òϣֱǸˣܶȴʲڣһףԼͱžˡ
ԣ˭͵ģ֮ǰ˵ԼܼǳӦġ
......ҽѧܡΣʵ
ʣȫӵڴʥּ
Ҫһ룿
Ҳϲġ
Ŷ...԰ϴ㲻ǰվҵǹˣ
Ǹ...˶٣
յϢԼ࣬һȥȻܡ
ȥұȽԶ̳һȼϱĿ㣬ȿŴĽ־֮С
аСʱҵĳ̣˿΢ᡣ
Ƿİɣô̹Ȼ
ССͷҪһ£һһԼĺˡ
Ҷ
мȸڳԣŲҰ㶪⡣
ȻЧ̧ͷ°͵ȼϣҲ˵ֻǿ
ҡҿЦġͶ
ϴ̬Ȼͦķϣûٽⷢӣֱ˼
еʱҲȳͬһгǻ˻ǽţǲˣǳ˹صļҡѧʱر࣬λѧǶֻ泵һͣһҰڶֻһ˫ֱųǵķͶԵսС
ǸʱôҲû뵽֮ĳһȻˡ
˵Ǹδֲ֪
ʲôͻȻʡ
㰡
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Ȼ˭
Ϊ̵仰Ŀɿڴ⡢ǰô
һ̨ǵҲûأΪǲȻΪݺݱӹڿרһĿ֣˿ڿˮ˵ˣԺԼҲԲ
λȥĽǮͬһ̵
ҡҡͷܣ߹ȥ䣬ϲ𣿡
û˵ȡƬһ£òƺ⡣
ΪʲôǱһŽƬ߰˿ģߵ˶ôûлӽ
ʱóǮѸղյƬźۼطŽȥʱѾʲô˼˵ˡ
ڸĿȵȰŪеıŲ˵˼֮͵һƬ
֣ȹԹ԰ƬȥϾ˼ҵġֻƬ˿ԣɡ
Ǯ𣿡üʡ
΢̧üԸ⣿
һָҡҡЦվߣһֻ־
ҪҲ÷źղŶ԰Ҳûʲôúߣɴ󷽷ġ
źӰҪ֧ʣƬдڣٰƵǰѡһš
ţջһŷŽЩֻӦ˼ȣȻʲô𣿡
û
ǻؼҳԷɡ
ڳ⳵Ȼղŵ飬绰Ӧ˴İɣ򳵻ȥˣѲʲô£
߽Сȵͷ߹·ףӶŵ·С԰
̧ͷ¿˿Ƕ¥Ҳ˵...ſվĳˡ
ǻؼ𣿡
ţҼҰ
ȱŵò겻壬ָǺ룬֮ǰ˵仰ʱû˵


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֪Ϊݱ˼ҳ, ȿŵʾֱһ, , ˡ
ֻҽһڼ, һˣŸһЩ, תһ, ԰˵İ˼ҶŪô°
ɵ, ŵĸӽš
ҽûô߰뷨, 黶ӭСšȿһ£...ҽΧȹ
Ϣ𣿡òѡ
, ݰ࣬պ˵Ҳڣһ緹
ԭǸ״˵ּ⡣
˱ˮȣԵһ£Լȥæ
΢վ, Ҳȥæɡ
ҽЦЦͬ˵, ˡΪԼҳǡ
ȹԹ£ڳææȥĸӶˡԭ³İһοΧȹ, ȥƽʱ˼˼ҵζ
źɫΧȹְֻҪһЩͦ޳ĿŴԸףҸ
ҽϲ𣿡
ȣϲҲʳġ
𣿡
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ӡһֱЦŵġҲ֪ʲôô飬һдʱ䶼ЦеģÿҲԾ
ǵڹ㲥˵һѣ˼ǲ֪ΪŮѵĻԼʲô, ʵ˵ʲôֻҪ΢Цžͺˡ
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Ͼŵʱӵȵĵ绰Լࡣָʾ·¥ȥ¥µȻ档
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ʮ˵տʲô⹣˵ڲͬģ˵һô˰ɡеźٱƽʱһЩ
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㶵ĵ˵ͷоͷһ, ȻֻıӰˡ
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Ϊĸʶ˧ء͵ĵ˱˻ԡ
ֻЦЦȡȱе㲻ڣͷ۾ͷѾ磬У涨Ӧˡٿе˵Ľӽ˿ƿ
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ᷢĶţվĳңܵģǰ, ҪôĶţҪôȰһɣܷ֮ˡò˼˭ȵСƢģ
磬ѧУͼϰŸдһѧʽͿм鱻ŵϣִŵɫԲɫ̿Ů
ŮЦͬѧôҲϰ
ô⣿׼ʽʾ䡣
ϰ˵ȻŮе˻Σ˵ָ΢Ц˵ⶼǲǺԵ֣
߻õ𣿡
ǰ˵ǽһ޹...ʵİһҪġ
ͷȻʣΪʲô飿
ŮԶԣеһ˦ϣЦģðɣӮˡ
ֻôһ⻹û
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ŮеıƲƲ죬ίûа...ͻȻֱ׳Ҳѵģ߱˧񣡡
ͷû̫ģȻʣ湻𣿡
ЦЦһֱۣһָֻԼղддֽ˵㿴֣һXδ֪˰
û⣬ȼддûò֪ôͱ͵͵Ż
£ȵĻⶼΧһ֡ԡ
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飬ֻش𣺡ȥ
Ϊʲô...ʧ
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ֻкóԵĵʱŻôá
ʱȺǶһſůƽͣŮУſ¿ٱ˵ݵŮǣ֪ôͳѧҵϡ
˶ʱϯ̨ÿμһ۵ѧ߿üޣѧȴһŸжûУñ˵Ļ˵ǡˡ
ĸǴӿѧ𣬶ǴӸ߿ѮһѧУֻʣѧȻسΪ꼶ǿʼҪֶ롣
ϸ˵ȶԿѧǸʲôûֻ̫ǱΧһֱҪҪѧ뷨ʮŴһѧ飬ҪʲôȻ֪
ѧ˵ʹļףҪȵĿֻţǸ߼۵ϰҲĲ
ѧҲǺѧ˺ܶڸ£ó׼
Ҫ׼ģΪʮãȻ
˵ѧ˸٣ҲҲ˭ûϷչĴ㡣ˣ˵ʲôأȴδʹҲδ
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㻹ǵǸһʱǸʵϰӢʦ𣿡
ÿ궼дĵʦѧѧУʵϰҪθһ꼶
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ȵͷ㻹ǵʱ˵ʲô𣿡
ʦ˵Ķܶǵá
ǶûͷûԵЩ⣬ȵıֲں
˵һ仰ǣȥȥĵط
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Ҵͳ˲ҪԺóԵģմ˲ٹ⣬ΪʲôԲ£ȵۺʱܳԡ
⼸췢һζԻ
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ͷ˵ǻӦ
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˼ӰܲеøܲһȰϻһĳɫҲôˡ
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һںһȫӢﾺ, ӢɼǰȵʲôѧУͬĲ, Ҳ
ҲΪ, ɹͻӢһѹ, ÿÿ130ϣΪȵĶ֮һ
Ϊǹģܴһα, УΪ, ļͬѧһСᡣԺ߽Сңû˽⵽ҪͿҲԼüŪۣͬʱߵλ
ȸһȥ, Ҳ
ȻҲѽ
˵...ɨһ, ûʵֻܹʮˣʱһ۾֪, ûҪϸȷϡ
˵Ҳ...̫ϲɫҲĲ
ӢɼôðҶ֪Եתƻ⡣
Ҫľֿ󹬵Ľడ~~~
Ҳ˵ƮƮģҪжٴο˿ܣ붮һӢɼõĶŮʮֻ, һơƿ׺۾Ȼ뿼ǷΧƲƲ, ȷʵǺ󹬰...
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Ϥһʱ˱Ƚ٣ֶҲȥҪһЩһĳ͡Ϊ֮ǰһԹԺܶ˶ʶģÿ쿪ʼѧϰ֮ǰҪܵһǵĸ꺮ůʵܳ
ȻҲŮڣڴ˶ܺദ֮յԸӹòѡ
ǶһԹ緹ȸձӢα߽һ࣬ͿһŮվҲǰ˵ʲôﻹֽʣʱ׼¼߽һǹѧ¡ˣ֮ǰ˵Ҳѧˡ
е˲òĸоȿһ˹˹ĸѧ˵ҲôҲ벻ƽʱǸ٬ˣˡһûעֱĶҲпա
Ҳ˵Żָͣѧ˵Ǹתͷȣã
ţѾѸٻ
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Ѳ⣬ѧһҪ۾ҡҡͷλҲ֪ЩʲôǸ
Ϸһ۾У򿪿һɫ۾ԶԶԣǰͼݼӦϿʱİɡóϣӽࡣ
ͷѧЩӣȴһٶңҲʲôһֱû䣬ͻȻôһ۾پЩ棬ǰͬѧϵë׶ĸо˻µİɡ
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ſϰŪȵķңɱ...ǵǰ곿ôŪţ
ͷָһһţܾЩģ̲ס˦˦ͷʾܾˣ
ߵλǰպӲ֪˭ˣɴͶ˫۷ϡߵǰſȴԼ۾ҪժȴԷ˹ȥ
ͷεġ
᲻ᣬͦġ
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...۾ͷԭ
......ȷûôߵĶ𣬡ῴڰ𣿡
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С׳𡣡
ӦǵģһֱϿεĻᱻİɣѧʦҪǿԻҵҡ
˭İɡҲʲôЦȴЦ˳
۾Ļһ˴Ҳ֪ʲôʱ߹ӣˣѧϰȥɣСҴˡĩԶһ䣺Ľʺް
ڡЦš
Ҳһͬȣλ˵귢һƽĿԼʱǸ˵˭һ뿪ﻹһֱ˵ǵ
˽˽˽ȥ

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ѧУ㲥Ҵ𽥺ڻļ, ڲŵȫأʿ챨Ű鲻˵, ʳ鶼ˬڵС˱ؿڵĺӡȲǰŸһһƿĹͷö
ĹǷôôࣿѧѧǶҪ߿ѵӦòഺֹؼʱۺҪﱩ˵ǺӳԶҪİѧϴѧôСⰡ
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ڣӷ޶ԶӾ䳶ôģ
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...ʹôûмܣҪҪèأ
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ҵӷ߳ڳææȥӰԴϴ˵֮Ⱥϲһֱʳ־оղſʼŵŨ֥ʿζһȻ֥ʿ档
ΪԳԱʲóһڣ˵ζˣ뵱ȿǸ涼Ŷˮ˰
ۼ֤ڰɵһת䣬ò̾Լ÷ΰ
ѧҲԲѧÿճӦǳѧУʳá
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......úúãѧǰġ
...ѧ㶫Ǻõġ
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Ӱȶ˼⼸һֱǵ⣬ڵӰ˿δϡͿĸ˻س̵Ĺ
ΪůҡҡλΣȾл֮˯ˣ֪ʲôʱͷļϡ
෴ʵȲ֪ܾ֮ǰҲй¡˲μӱʱҲһĩȺӸٽҳһ˹ؼҡŤͷ־ʱһϰߡԱţһ֪ЩʲôûãȻüһ£ҪתͷȥŮ㷢
ܺ׵
ʱͬ໥ǣŵ֡ѾһϰߣֻҪߣͻǣ·ʱȴᣬΪϲ·ߵúܲ֡
΢Цţͷ῿ȵͷر۾

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ûҪ߿, ѧУһ쳣˷ܵ״̬ѧѧƾԼμӸ߿ѧУɪиǰʩѹ, һǷӡ뿪
߿ǰҪɨ, ųϰڵϰ鷨һ, 쵰һ, ̫ˡ
ڵϻ˰, ȰϰѷŽˮͰ˼£Ȼ̧ϰԼˮɡ
Ҳ֪Ҫվ£С߹ȥӹȵϰ, ˮɡ
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˭üõȰ
ɶ, Ͱѻһ߼СһŵأûվڶҺŵ
ɨ, ͵ֱȥССĺɫϴֱ߶߲á
ĳ˱Թ˸飬͸еһ£Ҳû̧ͷϥ붼֪˭
͵ĳȿڡ
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ΪʲôǼҲš
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ʱҲڰȫûע⵽仰˵, Ȼ˻᲻˵ġദȷ֣һСƢ
æֵʲôɡȻﻹûǸ
˵ҺСʶʮˡ㲻ʲô˵ġ
Ҳһʶ˰
ҪҸĸ𣿡һۣҪô˵ĻһؼҲŮɡһСġ
ȥƵ⼸Ƕһֱ, ôеֵֹģҲһԻҲ˵ʵǼǰҪһѧؼңˡ
ԽԽȣѧʱ乫ϻûλģһȥǴУѧϳȣʱʮѰѧУһ֮ûа༶ϰѧֻԸ£ȾǸԸģ˵ʲôͬ⡣
ϰϵŵ룬¿ʱʮӣûųڲԼԼ˵ʵοڼɫתȿʵʵڽһãҪڸйʲôΣգԲУ
ҳԸܳһСʱȻڱóԵһٻѧУдҵͺ
ŵʮֳԣ˵СһؼҾʧְȵԼʵڲס
ʹ˽˺ü죬ÿ۵Ľǲɢ뵱ûȹڼ֣ÿ̸̸⡣
Ҫȣ͵Ŀˣģʽ
УһҲʮּ
㣬ȲԼ¡
ȣ
˲ͬÿɫȵʱǺͷһҿ۾һδĽβܿˡ
ȻĿͬѧһһ߳ҡΪԼҪµģԴ˿нظܵôһ˿ſϻС
СճֺͽţŴ죬Ȼͷȥ߽СǶ
¾ôĻǷѧԺһһ˻ʱҲ˵ѧϰС飬ϣǣ´οԵʱ˵ĳɼߡ
ڷСһˣͻȻ
ôİ
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һֻС
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صĿṩһһģڿ²۲һˢ΢һ߸̾ն񣬲նǶҲ֪ﲻԣ߿Ѹ߶ѧǶˣٻ֮˵ʲôҪ˶ҪѸĲݡ
ԼãֲµõҴǿ֧֣˵ʲôҪǶһƱҪʽеס
ôҲ벻װѸʲôã˭Ҳ¶ŶƤϽ֡ŽԼ﷭ȥı̾˲Ĳᡣ
ֲԵ̬ȳǶǶشɳվָȶҴ˵ãѧĸһҺСȥͰţʳʲô˵һըݿһȦһֻܣ˵̫˰ɣȿ˿֮˵Ŷһһը㽶һݴƤףѹͰ˰ѡĻԼԵģ˻Ҫʲô̲ˣ
ҲأôͿԼˡ
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Ȼڶɢʱ򣬿һֱδŵ

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ٵǱƽʱǿ, Ⱥģ۴С𲻵á, ¶Ҫʮ
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쭸ߵ¶ǿҵչɬĻδȼ̻ϲҪعȫ
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ԴԶһָȵͷ, ЦŻش, Ȼ᲻ˡ
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ȴٻشšҲ֪ʲôʱͣ, ͷײϡվƻǰҲ˵ôš룬ЦŶ˵Ҹƻĵط
ҲЦţҲǵһ˵ĵط
ĩ, ·ݣ硣
ڻȥ·Ͽǰһ¼СӾ, һͷҲʲôصľûʲôģɸպþͱһƻϵȻһֻ
ƻ˼, һһߵʱ˲ԼͬȾܡ
߼ŷʲô̧ͷһۣȻһŮ֦ϣһƻһָֻԶȥĺǴ󺰲ҪܡɵشСǵıӰ̾˿
Ƿʲôһʱһ£գ۾֣ŽʣǸƻ
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Ҳǣһȵı鿴ԹȥȫȻ֪
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