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˶ֻ̫̫Ķ˯ž                        
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 22 

磬̫ƺƵعhңڵ֪Ϣûã϶ȥݼһ
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 28 

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 29 

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Ȼϲ޵ģ԰ɣ޲˧˵ڸЩ߰, ߲͸ޡ
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֥ԼӱıڻУҪǰæ, ѽhң, ȴָˡ
, Щˣ˼ָϵķ, ֥ʵ, Ϊ
˰ɡĿ, ֮վ, ѽhңд˴, 첽ڼ䣬ŵڲࡣ
֥Ӧº, Ů澽ȥˣ֮ڼȥĵıӰһݺʣ¿ū澽еȪţ
ڽhң˯ţ޷չ, ΪhңӣȻҲǲġ
٣ص
ȻҲףڰֿڣ, °ɡ˵תؿ񽭫hңĲգԽº͡
վóӣ, ȴԼǰŸ·ˣͷ뻽ٽ⻰ȴ˵
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˻صĵ, ùźhң
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hңͷûпڡ
صƫ֥Ѿʰòˣ˻ӭȥ
Ӽ飬ʰˣҪھͰ᣿
Ȳˡhңͷ񶨡
...֥ΪԼˣȷĿŽhң
褵סϰˣͷĻҿҲϲġhңǽֲ֣ιƵҶӣŻȥɣ˵
˵ʵЩ᲻
Ǯʫһͬ˽hң޵˲ٶ
ЩҼҵزǮѽϣ󿪿ڣںСˣһӽ
hңִ򿪲ͼͷȫϺõΡ
ҵز治ͬ졣hң¿ˮĹά
أǮߵ棬ѵǲϣԼ򿪣ɱŻˡ
hңɻͷӦû˻ðɣæڵΪҪЩ
ǮҲ룬Ӧڣ̫ˡ
hң...
ʫȥ뽭hңͣǽ㣬лݵ
hңҡͷԸİ
Ǯѵʫ¶һ㿴Ҿ֪ô˵ı顣
ʫæɿڣǸ...ʵҼڽϵλߣǮʶһͬԽ˾ǣԵҪлġ
hңԣûپܾǾԼԼӦģǿв˽ӰȥǱǷ˼ҵӡ
ԣ˾ǶһģhңʵЩɵۣʹܽ
ҿɲǣǮѾַֽͣұ֮ǺҲͼЩӵܿûһҵġ
ǽΣhңӲʡ
ȤǮѻش˼Ͳ뿪ˡ
...
hңĨ˰ѺͻȻЩȪˣˣ˳ɾҪȥˣ
ʫԣ֪뵽ʲôͻȻɫһ쿪ڣһȥǮҪ¡
ǮѼ״˰֣ʮֲѾͷҪȥˣҪھٿһǮ̡ʵϵ֪˻ʹʮҪؼҡƲϼЩס󣬱˵Ҫһмҵ˲ھǣ徲
.
ı˽hңӦ˵ÿҽhң
Ĳûоܾ
ǵˣ˻һ£Ժ󻨲࣬Ժúһʱ任ҲǲСһ롣
ǮѾӪһ
ºЦſڣиϢҪңң
hң˲䱻£ģ۰Ͱ͵ģʲô
˽Ԫûӣֱӻش
ģСôhң˷쳣ֱӣ޲µתȦ֪ˣ
֪硣ҲӴ𣬶һ½hңıǼ⣬Ϣؼңм鴫Ҫܾãȸ㣬ˡ
˵Ҫˣhңͷʮֻϲ
ҪμӻԵġĵͷֵԣ޴㽫ĸĸҲƻĺҪһ¡
hңһͣʣɻԱ²
صǣһжޡסhңۿҪأҪңңһͬꡣ
hң侲ڵˣҲһ飬֪¿ɷӦʡ
ʲô
hң뿪ĵĻ´ڴߣߵ½ҸĹְȥͨǡ
Īæǰ˷ʵңңΪҪˣ
hң̧ͷĿڽ͵μҸǵ٣ȻһЩԱ²
ϾǱСسǵģٳҲˣhңȥսʲô
ǽңн㹻ˡ


38 ѧ

Ȼʵּɰʱ뿪ʹ, ҲвҪڽȲ뿪
Уhң֪ģĵ, ڽա
һȥϳ, hңƻȥǡ
֥ʰ׵, ɿĽͣڵǰhң˵, һǰʳſڡ·˲, Ҳûhң
еſͣ, ̲顣
hң, ӭһڴ˴
˼hң, 漴ӭhңҲǰ, ΢΢񿪿ڣԪˡ
ô⣿Ԫɻ󿪿ڣгȷʵǽû, ҲҪؼ𣿡԰գһΧûʲôǲ̫
hڽͣ, վʶһǡ˵꣬, Ԫ˿й
ԪͷмҪǣš
hңǵʫҲҪǻؽϣ˵׼뽯һ·
뽯˵Ҳʮ·飬ָŽߵȺ򡣽hңԪһԱ̸һŮ
ϣ˭ѽ
ǮԶͼhңһӡ֮ȼա
Ȳʫһ˵һߵߣ´Σпϵͷ཭hңڣ۹ⲻ
ĪҪ룬ֻҶʱھӼҵĸ硣hңæ˰벽Ͻ͡
÷С޲£ǮüȻš
hңһĶͷ֪˵ʲôֹǮѼɢԶ
ԪԽԣæżҾڣĪҪᣬ뽭ֻùϵ
֮ԽйΪڽգûݡ
ǮЦҲںǰɻļ򣬶֮ḧԪϵףڣǮ̣ҵпչ棬㻻׺װ
Ԫ㶿ǮѣɻһŮӣôĺ󹬣
̧ƳhңʮΣԼ˵ͷҲ֮ڣʢ飬Եӡ
Ǯ⣬ʮʣת򽭫hңͦȤġ
ԪĪȤ
hңһ۶ˣŻͦ䣬Ҳûƣһл˳Ȼĺá
Ŷ棬ڻʳſڸ
ԪǮѡ漴Žʫ˵⣬ٽӽȰźõ֣һ·¡
Ҳ̫;жʲôֽţҲҶʫһ··໥֮ҲиӦ
ĿһԶȥhңͻȻÿġ
ȥɡhңڣ֥Žhң˽죬ֱ褵ûٿڡ
˾ƽղôٻ˵褵յģˣǲӦˡ
۳ſ쵽磬hңԺеĻ
֥ҳëҪhңϣhңһԴǾܾȴֲ֥ļ֡
hң²ۿڣûôģɻˣ
֥ܣһ߸hңϵᣬһ߼ģ˲ǿɾˡ
hңֿȥ˱ˣ»
֥ˣ˻ŽhңĸЩȥ
Ľʱͼhңſϣǳߡ
һ紵Ҷḧգǵñû˯ӡ
סЦǰ¡
ֽҶõӣһֳͷϣ硣
֪ã֥һΣҲֻԶԶһ£漴ϲȥûдš
ȵhң۾ͼһֱԼڵһֻߵķȣĿİͰͿʣݣʲôʱģ
ǵˡ⿪ڣһѾ˵ֱۣЦʣңң˯ˣ
¿ɶˣҲ֪Ƚ檻ѡhңԹתͷ跨תƻ⣬֥Ҳǣ˶ûҲ֪нң˵⣬ȴ֪Լϱѹ˼ӡֻСè
ûסЦ⣬hңŻΪЦԼ˯ԺУʱҲЦ檣ΪˣΰҪ檺һȡ
ǿס飬Ĩ˰ɫڣΪ࣬ȷ޲ã޵Ĵ԰գŽhңߡ
Ů澿ŽhңɫЩ֣֮ûгѣ
Žhң⿪һԵ¼Ϻ¿ڣңңɾģ
hңͷƽջûãһӶˣȷ̫Ӧ
̫ͣ˲١
Ϊ׽󣬶˼նһ̫ҪhңϢûлᣬʹǴҲһЩп޵ģûаô
ңң𣿡ĸhңʢʵ
Ŀ𣡡hңɴ۾ʮ־ϲ
ȻԡЦŵͷ岻ϳȥ䡣Ҹ׼꣬Ӧ֡
˵꣬ȴhңԥͷ⣺ôˣȥ
ĪҪΪ檶¡hңü濪ڣΪɢ󹬣Ȼ˺ܴľģΪԼӰʲô
ķ꣬ξԵ...Ԫ˵շ׿¥¥һ¥˵Ƿ׿Ƕ˸䣬Ҫճȥ̽һ̽
hң̧ͷЩ˷ܣԱҪȥ
ңңɻʣ˽hңơ
ܰﵽ£檱˵úܣhң͵ҡͷ񶨵
ңһ꣬һֱûȥֵϹ䡣
һãȻ˷ܡ
˷ܵأһҹ˯š
һ磬hңĻҪ磬û
΢΢ָĵıӺ£ѣ
ᡮšһû
˯öܺãպòײȥϳܶ˯һ
hң룬ƫͷĵĶᴵָıĦҲš
ûѣԴ˲ͷ󺬺ڣ֡
hңаĴͷսģָ٣һ·£ڻԴ𣺡۾...ӣ...
ָ㵽ϣhңսһ¡
ȴû뵽˲䣬͵һץסֱ֣Ӱѽhң˶˻С
°͵ڽhңͷ£Ǽȫ㣬ڻָЩǣɳɤӿڣٻһӡ
hң...Ҷ

Σоʱˡ
hңĵĿڣԵ£ǿɻҪġ
ıû˯ţˣҲȥˣͷڽhңͷһº󣬱һͬ׼ϴš
hңΪϵ¿ۡ
˺һŻñװhң֥ؼңֻ˵Ȫ͵
ᳵ·Ҳûоˡ
˽ϣһȺϳַ֮Žhң
Ȫͷ복˵˴һ·ǰС                        
лҪ˵ģȢϱ˯ֱ޶ʼˣ

39 ѧ

ͣһ, ĿȥмǷˣΪүhңӦ¡³һֵ, Сڽֱߺ, ʲôĶС
ǣhңʵ, Сгʲô档
Ǿ̻һط, ʮϻ̻, ʨݡЦŽ, ȻԶЩ, ʵͷҲƼ԰, Զָָ
hңͷǷǻʳ, ǽ֮һ¥ߡ
վøԶ
һ·ǰhң˲Ķ˹սһϺС˺ܶ, ˼լԺ
hңΧҸſڹŵ̲סҼسǱߣ궼ſϵһ첼, ھӱὫףڲ֮Уı⡣
ףӣĶʱ۾һɻʵ, ¾Ͳȥ͵𣿡
ҲзǮģسҲЩͭǮˣҴҶסһط̧ͷͷģûȻҲ˼á
ҽҲҪڵǰŪһʱǵöõףޡȣҡֿڣϡ
hңȪӣ׳ڵˣҲû֪
ԱǹҪѹǮ
˵Ż㵽һԺſڣ߶˼ңǰҲ˶ǰԺȴǴŽգˡ
hңȻ⣬ͼ˳忪ڣױһóݸhңѡַðլӣңңſɻϲ
hңӹΪϲרŸѡģ˵֪꣬ô˳ƺæΧȥûˣ˿
˵ҪĸĸܲûȥȻش𣬶ʾȪȥŴ򿪣Žhңһ𣬽լͷ
ȥһԺӣԱлȣŵǴȻйţȥǲԺ
hңլֻǰԺѾܿǸģͷľῪڣүôЩӣ
ıhңһʵڲ֪ԼڽhңУһôƶĻʵۣæ͵ģԺ󻹻ӡǰǮҲܻhң
˵ţִһóһСƱֳһ뽻hң󿪿ڣҴҪȥ¥ңңլһȦʲôȱģҪģɵȪȥ
...ҲүЩ֮ȥһЩ¡hңĿڣüëһš
ΣաĿڣΪhңǵһҪȥ¥֮¡
ϸһĶͷЩͷۡɰСǾãЩӾжô·
ǮͶʣһ˼ӣǷֺ졣ĸæ֮ͣ཭hңͷ֪ôźá
֪ǮѣhңʱΪ𾪡
֪ģȥҲƽϡֵǮСԪʶ˱һп˼Ҿƹݡ
hңȻЩ⣺ȻˣүǰЩΪλҪ...Ҫ˽Ǯ
̯̯֣ЩΣ޲ܾӪŸֳɡǮҪϵһ̣ǮСֲֻΥԼһӡ
˵ǮҲڰˣhңϲʣΣһǺõġ
ĵͷ漴ЩգǮҾ̵ȷϧСȴĹ;Ȼ뽫Ū԰գһѽhңͷ󣬿ڵʱҪˣԪ·ڵš
hңŷӦûɣæ˵ſڣĶȻҪС¡ȪһԺй
.
Ȫ֪ҲΣhңⷿλԼ;
լӺܴ󣬻԰ûʲôװΣȪhңɻ󣬿ڵ꿪ļ˾ЩԼϲĻ
ȷǶ죬ʲôҲɡ
߹һȦȪ˶ʵڳ꣬˰ѺɻȥĶ
hң˼ͷ֪黭իϲ黭ǽϱ͹࣬ϲʱʱس档
СûмĶЩ˵ʲôĶУǹά˵ȵǶˣ̲ס˵ǲװ
ƽ޹ʸԼҲʹ죬ֲԡٺ»һֱȥѰźֻʱһӣǮ顣
ÿÿһʱͻ࣬漴ָڣǶЩᣬϾҪ
飬ĸ׿ϣhңЧ޲ôĹͷ
.
Ȫ˼Ƭ̣漴ͷŽhңһר黭ĵط
ðʱ˵ģط¼漣Ҳ֪Ǽ٣˿ȥڽϣȪܵ󲻹Ƭ̣˱ǵǰ
һȥǼī㣬̹ľ
ӾĵģݷҲԸ֮
λʲôؼңҼ˿ˣæǰкš
hңʱһͣȪиЦ⡣
Ϊģֻǰ˵ȪֱˡŬŬȪָ
ȪȻ֪hңʲôЩ˼ͷ¶Ļȥһʣ
ԼhңǳЦ΢΢ͷתͷϸǽϵĻҪ⡣
ǣȥhңתһȦһûС
ǻĲãҲǵҵĿڲǷѡ
ǽϹŵģǷƷ
ͷдĵĴõȪһһ㶵ġ
ҼȫһˣԼ˵ˣλɲΪæʵ˿ģ˵ŻʱЦеģˣǵýhңܡ
Ҫܾ֮ʱȻƳһмֻСèˣһһףɰ
Ӧϲͷ˵׼Ҳˡ
뵽˴hңָʵǸӣƫСҲʲô֮ӦֵǮ
Ƴһۣһڻش𣺡ϻݣʮ
ô󣿣hңΪ黭۸ɣ
˿īֽǼõģҲλòײŵģȻҪЩö˶ϣҿڽͣ˵Ѳݸ塣
ʮӡhңڣ˿š
ʮӣЦˣǲţ˿ڿЦ
䣬һ˽ݣ֮ԹԵѡ
Ȼƺ߽hңۣҲèϷͼ󣬵ˬԵ֮ҿ˺þãңλ˲ǱҰɣ
԰տ򽭫hң΢΢֣¿ǶˣĪҪ⣬Ͼ̣Ҫ۸ߵõġ
hң㲻ֻЦҡͷڣǲ֪ʲô黭ңһδš
ȻǽƾٵĺԪ֮ҿڣΪԺ
λԪȻسǣϢ֪λĳɼǳͬسǵ࣬ǸʮһԪ                        
лҪ˵hң㻹ử
Ҳ֪һ...

40 ѧ

hңüڡ
, ˿Ҳ֪ˣЩȣȻ󵱼ȻڣȻҲ֪ˣǱҲҶ˵ļֵ˰ɣ
λһ⻰Щ죺鷳, , ҿɻҪأ
hңܾʶ, һͬġ
˵׼ƭˡ
ԣæǰ֮, 򽭫hң, ƺʮΪ, 㿴...ϲ, ǾӪĵ, ȻҪ󵽣Խ, Ǯ䡣
ǿ˲ֱۣƳ򽭫hңʮֲмڣҪûӾֱ˵οӣ
ȪԼŮ
hң¶᲻˵ػ, ֱ֮ΧšȪǿȥˣҪǰhңڣʮֲ, Ȫ켣ʲôûһ֪hңǼװġ
Ȼˣֻʹˡ԰ת, ҪŵȪ뿪
ûסhңĵȻû
ôˣhңͷʮʹġ
ǱȻת뿪ǰȷǽнhңʮ⣬Ҫ¡
Ҳ¶ɫƳһλͬЦſڣΪ忪ڣ˵ȷǱλ͹ģϲǮҲǲģҳ֮һƣ
hңԣŤͷղŻͱ˵Ŀˣʣô˵
˻ԼղŵȷǿŽhңŲЩˣЩοڣŵȷǾΪԪҲԸ⿴ҶΪ۲ݡ
䣬ͼhңתӣٴˡ
پϷæҪۻ۸Щhң峺ȴݾܾ
ӡ
ʲôҲ̧ͷǰ˳ͦ޺ģôȫĲһ
ʲôԣhң֪ʡ
ոջ˵ʮϰ
԰hңͷ¶ڣΪ棬ںˡ
ϰɫ࣬˶ӣڵ˲ϷŪ£±ջظղŵĻ˻ǸʺԵ֮ˡ
hңԣߵϰЩƮƮڣŶӣһƷԵ˻أ
ĪҪ˵ϰ屻ʹʱ
ǲǺ˵ﶼhң԰գָèԱߵһ鷨ƷڣҾͼǰһͷĵһͬһҡ
ϰ壬ãΪΣ
⡪ңȥɫ࣬ҲװˣߺøոյĿȥhң˵Ƿʵ
ԣʱһȥˣʱ鷨ֻ
èԱߵǸֶԱ˰Σųŵҵ˵ͷ
һġ
ҵùϰ忪ڣʵȡøλ˰ϡ
Ȫһ̴ʤʮָˡhңҲûĸƱԼӸ
ϰ忴һǮӣҲһ
ź󣬵Ȫʮϴ󣺡Сûҵȥɨ˷˵¡
޷hң⿪ڣãþû˳ܣյʹ첻١
ڴǰ뽭ûٻΪ˻ʹ˶ܡ
һǵңү˵ӣɲӵˡhң
ȪӦ¡
ȥ·ϣСбīֽģhң˼˼׿հ׺ֽ˻ȥ
ԺУȥլӵ鷿hң׼ţȪȥſţʱĹ
ڣhңī֭ĥãֽ̿ߴѾúˣֻȴĻ
Ϊղ黭իѾ˺һᣬûñҲˡ
ŲhңĴͷ
Žһʱ仹汻һŻŵתͷʵȪȥˣǵýhңûסЦ㱩¶˲֮ء
ңңϷŪ޿Ȥǰסhңοڡ
ȻȤhңڣֻ״̬Ʋ̫Ծʵ´˴£ǲ˳ʲô£
û׿Ĺӣ˽hңϣǼϤ㣬ԵƻЩί
ˣhң֪Ǻãĺ󱳣Ҫ谲Īȱ¶ˣ˲Ŷģ
ҡͷû¶ֻ·һˣЩڵ˰ʱѾˡ
¥¥ݹսǣԶУֻһȴϳ˺ʮĵܣʱΪҪԼһˡ
Ȼʧˣ̫ӵǼǺȥ߽·ϡ
һˣôھǣպó¥У
Ѳȥ׿ģ
ʮĵ֪Լ˻ʵֻۣοأԼӦʲôʽԴ
ԪʱûгǱ߿ҲֻƳһת˲ţԲȷǷʮĵܡ
ûаգܸ֪hң׵ġ
ֱӣ˳˽hңͷһ£ʱá
ûˣ԰գŵĺֽüڣǺֽңңҪԼд
hңΪĪͻȻԼԷӳ˰βſڵԣԣһдġ
ңңˡЦţǣ𽭫hңǰʹýhңվǰ󻷱סҪдʲô
hңϰʱճԼҲֻۡëʺ룬ʻʡ
һԪʼ¡˸𽥳ǰ˵ֶҲûѰŮӵСľ߽hңԼصζ
ңңдĺÿĳĿޡ
˸˵κ鶼µĿʼ²Ҫ̫ǡhң
ס
ñˡhңĻ뿪ֱ۷ļǰ󿪿ڣ¿Щ檻Ҫ⸱ڼſأ
һܰΪ˼Ҫſڣ޿Ҫ룡
ȪŶ鷿æµæȥƺ˽ȵдó󣬱ֱӽ׼õĹȫϣhңֱнȪֿ䡣
ĸߣֻòȥУýhңľս
...үʵڲҪСȥɣҪȪҲŽӣʡĵ
㣿վϣǲô£ûϣٻˡ
ʱ˵Ϲ͸ĺö
...
̼ѵõġ
عϣĿŽhңһ·һᣬɻʵңңʲô
ڽµһ¿˿ܻϲhңӸĽֲɣŽչֵСëǰ


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ͷʱú񡣡Ц, űƼʣửȻʷЩ, ˶˼ҲԶһЩͬġ
ôܣhң, Լܵһ, СӼＸһǼٵġ˵껹ղ黭ի֮з¸һ, Ŀɿڴ
޻ȥҪúһӣԴǿ, бҪΪhң
, 檱㽫ˡhңֿ˿, Ȼ˵, Ҳһһʻġ
ңңϲţҲԽСһȦ, ӡ½ص˼ſڣֵȽˣԸҸʦ̻, һĴͷ
hңЦǻһСè̡
.
褵ߺŮ澱㽫ʰ׵, hңҲѾ˽ȥ
Ϊ£Ȼ鷿hңһ˻ط䡣
, ǽ
źԺʳĵԶһèС
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ȻǴͷԽԽûīˮ, ۶ī, ֱûȾɫ
, Сèʶǳɫġhңøɾ޲Ὣè̱, ŵ֥׼õﱣů
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ңңϲЦ, ҲŰæŲů䣬ȴûԵϺëֶֻů
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޺ʱ˵ͷˣڣˡ
˵hңװ, װͰ͵ʡ
Ľhң𣬲ϵûܾ󴽸ڽhңȻңңޣ޿ɱҪңңˡ
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hңһ뵽ǵҾ;úЦҲӵģس뾩ôԶôл
Ľŵңң˵ˣҵȷửҵҲǡ⡯רſƭصˡ
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û뵽ôŻ¿ˣhңʡ
˵ģֱǵش𣬼񶨡
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ģhңţյĸЩʱ
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Ѿ޵Ĺˡʮ׵̨ʣȴֳϿҡ
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ձѾôˡhңش
ԹûĸɣҪˣܳȥġ
սhң˴ҡڵĳһ·ϵΧۣ棬ҲóҰۣѳ˰ɣ
㡣ķ񶨣´μǵôһ𡣡
ʵ٣ӦЩţ򽭫hңҲ֪ûнſڶд¸֪ĸ
Ӻøа
hңûôֻ࣬ʣҲҪ檵ĵ
ı޵ġĿڣ𽭫hң֣ϣһգңңܽԼͨӣͨɷ򡣡
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漴˽
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ȻӳһڣϲͷĺóԣңңСпڸ
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hңԣֻš
ҲҪŬһǰǸŵδ                        
лҪ˵ң

45 ѧ

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ǽص㶨˺ϿƻʱֵڸƽڡǰѾԻ, ̸, ֻ⾩, ˡ
벻¶Ҳ˽⣿⣬׿
·, Щ٩٩̸, ǰҾ, Ե
ĵͷ, һ, ʾⷿ׿Ʊλ˾, Ϊ޲ϴ֪Ķ࣬˴Щִ٣ĪҪ黳
ˡ׿΢΢, ҲƱĶȵ׷Ĵ󽫾Ķ񣬲Ϊ
ʦ, 輧񻣬׿Ҳſ˰Σָߵ, վĹԵһϲҪ¡
Ŷü׿ȴڴ̫
Ȼûô
ֻǱ־ȣ׿ֻٴοڣһΣֱӽⷽ򣬵£˾⡣
ԣʾͣ£ʦ˳ڣ˽
Ͼ̫뷿׿һǰƸһ˼
գۣſڱһ˽һϮã
ʮĵܣֻһۣİϲԵ
ɫͣԴӽһֱŴǣֱߵУݼ¡
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ѿڶʣ㾹û
𾪹Ǿþõɻղ¥һ棬ˣ
ǣиһһڡشʹ
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λֻãϿƸδ죬˴´ࡣʱĶῴԼ˼ȥǮ
£򲻿ɣ
±߹ԱԳȰ裬Ҫ˼
¼ֵܵļ⣬Ҳûзִ硣
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λʮүı֮ģ˽֣ҪҲ
޼ʮĵлϲΪҪɨˣ΢̧һȦʡ
Ӧ̫Ȱ裬Ƿ
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...β˼һָ̫λãЦʣ̫ͬʮĵܿɽ⣿
ڳǰ漸һһӣͷٽСΪ£ѡһ
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ͷӦ£λǱ
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һ޾ʮĵܣӭʮĵܻؾԵϲʮ㡣
ӾǿԼ©վƳ˶ķ׿˫̧ߣסգ¡
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.
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Ҳèhңҡ
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ô֥ࣿЦŶ㿪ʵߵմʪݸhң***С***ġ
hңӹһ߲֣һͣץè...԰Ҳɾ֣ںڵӽˮhң˦º·ȥмѴŲطúò
ͲţߣСһﻹܶ㵽ȥ
֥ٶȼ죬䣬̫࣬мŮ澶ˮĨ
㽫Ὺʼء
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hңǰһһ󲪾óѺΪСһ˷ʱץôãɵҪúøϴˣ
˵ţҪͷǸԡȥͷŮ»ˮ
ߵһ룬hң㱻֥ס㿴ʲô
hңͼ֥һŷ⣬污һҳ
èӸһԵС̫౧ãֽӹᶶ˶򿪣ͼͷһⱡţһ塣                        
лҪ˵ң

46 ѧ

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, Ŀ, ʱһŮ澻ǰ
ȥźϿŮ澡
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ɱ
̫ܡ
, ʳˡ
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ʮү...ˡ
ˣƽֶȲһűЦ, ֵϸˣ
ūûʮүϵĹԱô˵ġŮ澲ΡΡڣЩɪ
Ҳ, Ǹģ磬ҲûƽֹЦ, Լĸ󣬡ѵǵɱﵾǸү˵ȥص·𣿡԰գȴĸеء
ĸ⣬ô...ƽСڡ
̫ûлش𣬻ӻʾµŮȥ̫Ѩ
Ϊ˲󻼣ȫӹķض˼Զ֮أλʮүֱӱŪȥ˱߾СǡﲻʳҲѲ֣ࡣ
֮ҪôģֻΪܳ裬ΪӲãرܵȵϲ
ǰžͶģ
ֱûٹЩ¡˵ʮүΪӱȥص·ϱˡ
Υĵĵ˾䡮ϧ¸ĸ̫±ȥˡ
û̫꣬ҲΪҲš
ˣ󹬱㶼ˡ
ĸףһԵƽֹ״ļæֻ˾䣬ǽ̫˼˻
ô̫󿪿ڣԼŮ̾˿
ӣǲöԸƽʵ
̫ҡͷ̧ƽַԼƿڣ߰ɣȥϿơ
׼ô£һǸ׿йء
Īǵķأڷ׿صı߹ظ...
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ʮĵ...ĺܸӵ૳ԣΪж漴̫ܵԼۡ
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Ц
˱Ƽˣվסˡ
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ǳĹʧ
һ࣬һ𣬻Ȼ
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...
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ĺܸӣϷҲҪȡ׿㣬Ҳʧʲô
пԭ̫ʵɱ䣬ȻֽӾˡ
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ΪԼôʲףһæ䣺о仰ô˵ţһˡͷܴβͣ                        
лҪ˵߿׿...Һˣѡ̫...

47 ѧ

뷿׿շС, Ϊ仰
̫Ҳֻ΢΢һͣӲûеڼƽϴ¡֮ıæȴ, ӻʾȵһԡ
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ο̫һֱΪѲ˸ϵģһֱĲ˳ۡ
ˣ̫̫, ֲİģǱǽԼһΪѵľء
Ϊ̫ҲԲϻʳ
̫˾٣ֻס׿, д㡣
̧ͷ׿ɫһš
΢΢תͷͼ׿, ״ƲƳ˶һۣһ񣬳Լ̫࣬΢΢ͷּ
ĵͷܾЩ֡
...
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ԸҪֱһ٣￩һ£֪̫ӴĻᡣ
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̫Ҳһ㶣˲ˣֳֵ̧֮ܶҾԵүˣϳиˡ
ļ״Ȼ֪ǻûã߶
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.
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...˵ǣʲôҲûƼʱۿڻӦ
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ҲһֱͷԵϡ
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48 ѧ

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豭Ⱦ𣬺ɫԵôϦǰҹΣޱλһ𡣡
æžٱһ£Ŀڱ֤Ǳ߱²صǣ԰գҾЩ˼...һ󡣡
ôüյѾͿʼҪҪˣ
ģЩݣʵ...ڻסڽϣв㡣
ڽ֮ǰ˵΢װҲûʶ
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49 ѧ

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һ㽫Դϵ, ȷˡ
׿ȻȻĽӹϵ·, Ըظ
̿, ů͵úܡ
ղȥ˻褵ǻʵ㡣׿ڻУŵů¯һ, ʵ
ԡͷش, ԥƬ¶, պ̫뿪, ʵ۱ȥ褵˵
Ϊ㣿׿ԶʱЩż, ʮֵǣ̵ַ֮, ΪѣҪɱȥһ㡣
ʲôɵˣΣ·׿Դ, Ϊңú㽲
׿Щ˼һɷڽ, Щ...ⲻҲǹ𡣡
΢Դ֪żЩӲ˵Ķǽ, Ǳ
׿仰Ҳ⣬ֻЩ󿪿ڵ٩ֻԵǣ
ȴûнŻ˵Թ̾˿ڵ֪άңĲ֪ҵˡ
ôˣ׿Щš
ǻ֮ǰѾʮү֮˽ӴѧϰҲ˽йʮүĸϰߡ
Ȼ˵ٷְƣҲ˳ɡ
Ͼ̫ڹ
ǽ̫ˡοڣķ׿ļ򣬡ֳãƭ
׿ʮү֮ǰһŲ֪µ񼼲ˣҲ˵ʲôֻʣǰվСʵͷȥ
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50 ѧ

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51 ѧ

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Ӣ䣬Ǹ߹󣬿Ƿ£壡æҡͷƤһһϣһѿڶȫûԣ
һͣûסЦĨ˰ڿڣ޾ã㵹Ǳ㣬ƨ
лҪ˵ͬͷҲôá

52 ѧ

ǿ, Դ̫׽ⲻޡָһ˵ڣ˵Ĺϵûôˡ
, İ뽭Ķ˵ˡ
֮ļ, ĳ̫ѹ, ޲
սڵĳɼҲھǰŸһְٰ, οĳɾ, ȻԶֹЩ

Ե߾ȫæ, ˵ġ
, ԼϵĵӸˣ
ϾǸебˣ
ֻǲָ, ĦһнɫӣȻա㶼ô, Ȼܹ
ջǴڼúÿɣЩˣȵȥҲ١
ԡ
ա
ȵ̸꣬ǻƻʱ, ɫ
ߵͣ󣬽hң𣺡ˣǿˣ

ĲȽ˵رȻĿڻش, ŶŽһЦָ
һͣû, ֻǼĲҲҶðιȥʶڽˡ
ȥ⣬˾䣺£롣
н򡣡ЦǺǻشٴĽ
Сһ򣬲ˤ
ϣΪhңĵļɿڣ˴Ĳ˶صġ
棬תͷ˿ߵĽhңȻףֳ̧ĸҾΪ࿪ڣĸˡ
첻ˣ
æʶ֣ô˵Ҳǻʵۣһǿܲס
̫Ҳˣֻæʾ⽭hңŵġ
ĵûô࣬к˶£ǧ򲻱Լ
Ȫ״óԼŵС룬Ҫ˰һԶȴֹˡ
˼ȪҪȰ⡣
֪һ˲ܺ£±֮׼λᣬʤ
¡Ļ˻䣬νڡ
ùҲãʲô⣬һ˳ˣµġhңȰοһȪʹ˸ɫ
Ĵ󵨵ϰɣ㡣
ȪһȦŰġ
.
ڼ䣬ĸһֱڸļвˣ浱Ǹƽŵһ㡣
ƽĽٷͣúܣҪǲŪ̫󶯾
ٷԵΪҪ뽭hңڽ꣬˶ûھͻػʹ
ΪʳߵöԱ߱ǽ֮ǽֵд·ϵࡣ
hңĵԼСԺӣĸڷů¯ϰһ̹֣ɫϱߡ
ýЩһƱˡ
ӣ
ǵһμ棬ʱõġhңЦŻشºֽ̧ڴ򿪣ʱо磬檲֪µʱȵʲôҶӦ
ʱȣȴûȵġ
ңңǵãϵڣϸϸһڣЦʡ
Ȼйصģ檶ǵáhңش𣬺ɫʣ壬Ǹ飿
ĵͷ뵽ʲôЦˣҪлл㡣
hңɻ󣺡лң
ģңңͻʰӣⶫܹ˶꣬ᱻ֡
ҲôģȻŰᴲè
hң죬ϸ˼ǰ㣬ӦøлģҲǴͷŶԡ
ţͼ̧ߵ£ʲô򽭫hңڵңңҲоϲ㡣˵꣬ſڣԺУ˳˼硣
£hңųЩɻ
ңңϴε̻û㡣һΣ޲һ˵̻𡣡˵ţĽϵ˽hңϣΪģԻЩϵء
ԶǷ¥죬ʾһ̻ʢһƬһƬģһһġ
ܱǰ̻֮ʱĵͷḽڽhңߣⱲӣֻϲ㡣
һ䣬̻쳹ʣڸ˸ղŵĻҲӳýhңһƬߺ졣
Ҳǡhң˵ţȴ֪û塣
ȵ̻§Žhң׼ʰһ£ԺſڽͰ͵𣺡ǣǸ...Ҳǹģǣ˽ӣǡ
СӡhңЦһʾ֥ȥʰһ£ȥǰΪŸùֻԵĳ׼ع
ȻأղϳҪҹҲǲܵ顣
.
ȥ̣ĺòգ˹עһ½̫Ķ򣬱ϲ̵ȥhңˣ˳㵷ҡ
˵Զҳֹˣ
һα˻סhңѾϰˣ԰ձƫͷȥһĲϣһĨ֬ӡ
ߣԸСˡ
˵ţ˵ΨŮСҲǲǾ˵һԶ
ʲôhңȻ֪ȻݺݵصһۣҲ׼
ǰռֱǼˡ
ǳæ
hңƽһеûǰٻĹ˵˵ֻܶԺﶳݵľ
ʵڼֲסȥʱ䣬˳㿴Ž顣
㣬ô֡ˣ
ֱֱƿæһ𣬲ǸСһͬ¡
hңȻûһٶüʵô£ûúñ飿
Ҷˣæ˵ˣֲԭգҪԼ˼ȥⲻǣ
Сʲôʱôߵ˼򣿡hңûҿʲôĶȥˡ
˼ͷļҽѧʻ㶼ݡ
hңɸ֣һŮ˾ԣ
㲻֪ɵЦڣСŮ
hңڿȥˣݺ˽Դ׺ʣ˭
ˣſھܸȰ
hңָ֣ŵǽıƣ̧вٸһλᡣ
һæԼ£ȻơͷһƣͼղżأֻŽӣȴû뵽Ѿ˳ȥ
...
...֮һȣǽۣЦſڣ۰ͰͳŽhңָ⣬Ĭһж²ߣǧ
ţhңڣûнȥ˼ĺҪôϲǸ
Žhң۾ͷҡͷͷƣֻղģĺÿԼ䲻
hңһͣرѽԴ˿涼װʲô
ԣ״Ԫ󣬾ȥȢĿᶨڣhңǴδ档
ϽңƵȷеרһڣϾҲֻȢ˽ĸһˡ
ܾ²̫ס
󣬶طˣ˵һۣ㲻֪ľ棬ľǼ١
ȥơhңڣ˾
ԣ͵شӻеԼϽ㣬ţ㿪Цİɣ
˭㿪ЦҵĵϱһԼhңʵôˣ
˭ˣڣЩᣬֻȥĶӣݣ𣿡
ô˵ҲǸȥֵط֪ˣ᲻
Ҷ£ԥʲôhңûһۣվȥһ·ңҪȥ¶㵢𣿡
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һԼСƻϣֻȥ³﷭ҡ
Լҽ㻻װǸ˵ݺ󣬽Ϊǹȥӵġ
ΪǰЩӱ׷ȥΣ˶졣
ռȻҪ͵㻻С˵·
֥ĽhңˣҲһС˵·ϡ
ֻϧ߻ûhңߣ¶̫ԣhңȰˣڽȺ
ſڣʮ֣˸㱻ſ͵˸Χסˡ
λүƣ˵ţ㽫hң
hңΪŮӣȻϰˣǸĽԼֱ۳ѹɤʣǹµأ
һ㶣Цү˭ū˵ͺãαأ
˵˭ܼ˭hңڣѧΧ˵ӣȵסǰ°ͣʾ⽭Ӹ
֮һգȥhңЩ飬
ȻûɵｫϣЦⲻүҵ¥
hңԵͷһ˶¥˸¡
үҪʲôʱʣˮģֻŮš
ˣȥæɡhңڣֳһСӡ
ǽhңǰӵЩ࣬¶ûһŤһŤŽˡֻڿhң󣬲ɫĶߵʹ˸ɫ
Ѿͷ¶үҪʲô˵ҶϡЦſڣhң
hңͷֱԿڣҲĨǣҪ
һͣЩΪѵүⲻ˵Цˣﲻӿ͵ġ
hңʣӿ͵ģŸʲô
һүǸǰɣ˻ڽhң棬ֻÿᵱڱһӲӿ͡
˵꣬̾˿񣬳ƺѾ֮ˡϾʱΪԼ˵ˣҲǾǶꡣ
꣬Ҳûóȥӿֱͣڡ
վڽhң࣬hңָɣĵģ
hң˼ôҪˣǷӦñݣߵ
һſߣһ߿ڣﲻܽӿ֪ͣ󾿾Ǻ⣿
ĹȳԹλ࣬һﴩװôֱ治
ܣhңæУ漴ϡ
ΪղѾʾſվ˲ˣ˾ôððʧʧĳ壬ǽһ
ǰԵһ£ֻһٶʮֲףԥҪҪСó
㡪ý...ơ
һߵˣһתͷʽhң֮£̧ͷͼֱײһ˵Ļ
ȵ˵󣬽ʱûˡ
hңֻǰһ̧ͷġ
ȻȻĽסhңһѾ˴롣
üë㽫hңķժºЦʣ׽.ģ
...ԡhңʿˮش


53 ѧ

, λʶһͣҡЦʡ
hңײ˸, Ҳ˼̧ͷ, ȴֹסֹġ
, ԪүӺˡ
Ȼ¹룬ȴһһҹŮ, ֻűɴ, Һ졣
һһ˶, Ԫʵʲô£˵, ŽĿת򽭫hң, ݺȻЩȣȴĿ⡣
Ǵŵ, ʲŲ֪λʶðˡæ񣬰ʾС˽ſ
Ԫͷ´߼, Ǽûдˣ̧֮Ӹһӣϼþƺòˣ˶ȥ
үԵ, Ͼæӹִ˴ȥ׼ˡ
Ŀ͵ļ˻صᣬ, ձԪŮӣȥô㶼ò
ڡ
hң࣬ڶ棬ԪڿϺȲ裬̫
˿ڣĿ˿ˣͷԣпڣϣңңװҲǼ
hңŽһͣɻʣ²檣ΪҪ
ҡͷʮִģ֪ңңȥ˽뽭һҲǳ¡
ⲻؽ뿴ϱǺģhңæͣĽ¹ڽͷϡ
֪ңңǣȫȻûйŵͷش
ֻһýhңʮʱԼ˾٣ȷʵȴʧݡ
˰죬hңǰֺŸĴȡ
һʱϲСģ΢΢Ĵǡ
һ㶣hңճȭݺݶĴһҺµһȷˣ
ң...ң˾ٺ⣿Ŵʵ
ҿʲŷӦ죬ȻһˮҪ
檿ɻûüʣµν£hңֱ۵ϣǰǰѯʡ
ܲסæתͷһָԶµԪźҪģֻΪԾֵ塣
hңתͷԪ㵱飺ҲûбϹ˵
һĵİвת˷ҧݺݵͷ
Ȼ...hңȻǲŵģüë󣬶ƮƮڵŲţǮԪʱԪҲὫ£Ƶϣ
š
˵Ĭݲα֤ġ
ֳֻܱתͷԪв
Ԫʵˡ˾ӡ޶ͬʱ˺ȣǮѡæĿһת⣬̲ס̫̾
hң״ͷһ㻹ʲô˵ı顣
һĶͷĨ˰̾ǲ뽫߽hңģǣ
ȴû뵽ܶˣҲ
սhңӣʹô棬ҲçײôȻǣΪʲôʮҪʮء
⼸ǲ鵽һЩйأΪ˵һͬɫص
hңһͣʣ¿ɲ鵽ˣ˭йأ
ԣһ۽򴽺
ܣ
˲䷴⻹ͷһǰûеӣ֪ˣ
һж̫ˡĿŽϣһ澵ӡ
ϴγĪ׷ٵڵĳԣ̫˳ˡ
ʳϲģ˭ܱڼ䣬ûأ
޲Ժϵұۣһûɫ֮ˣڣ˿档
ԪԵǽĿ̫ϣתϣƲƲ졣
ԼһԽhң
İæ˼빤ȻûԪʲô
Լúûʣ¶ãϣú÷ӣҲʧ
˵꣬ŽhңҪ
Ԫæߵʱ˳㳪Ű˷𣬺ļ
.
³ţԿʼĩ
ϴγֳ󣬽hңûٳֻ֮ǰ渴ϰ
ȻûڹģԴӽʼԣhңһֱ
ڼвٴԪϵõĻϢ
ΪԪ٣Խhң
˽ײܣò֮µ֪Ԫ˵Ǹĺӡ
ڽhңζŲܹ
.
԰У٣ǵĻҲࡣսɢʱֻЩЩ˱Ҳ˶ľ֡
֣Ǿѹ˭ǽĻԪ̫࿪ڡ
ѹˣǻ褵λӵĵܵܣҲǽϣԪ̫࿪ڣͭ廩
ҿһˣչƺҲǲѡһСŮڣȥͲ
֪չ򣡡ŮҼеӺʮˣϴγ·һ˵̯λԶƼһ¹ӣ߻Χһˣر˧
һв˷ûƼӵգ԰գŵ㿴ÿλӶȻ
˵˰㲻ҲûŮҿڣΪ˵ǽǵһ˵ĳһˣҿɽܲˣĽ֮ˣǿԿǿǡ
䣬Сۡ
ܿ
Ҿò...
...
ׯ֮˿˵ģȥֽ̽Ԫһ˵ķȥˣæûʯ˵ЩûõˣǻĲİ
Ķģѹչӣ
Ҳ
hңվ±ߣ;ŵĸˡ
֥һ£ͺԼûȥһʵ̲ˡ
һǰŭ𣺡˭˽ľֵģ
䣬ɢ
ׯ˲ֱקĸǱǮˣֻǼͭڵϡ
׷ȥҲ֪ҪôһԼӡ
hң̾ͼԶС˳ӻˡ
ƨ|ɻûȣæӭϣŻŵ֥æǰס˽š
ˣhңʡô˵ģ
ˣӿҪԼС˳˵ţǰȥ
hңֽӹ˺ŷ⡣
ֽȴû򿪡
ݺǰݸС˳ӣ׳ڣҡ
С˳ʿˮ˫ֽӹ򿪿һۣ£ӣȱѹ
...û
hң״һҿ֥š
ǣپʮС˳ӿĿİͰͿڣ˵߻ҡͷ
£ֻ˵ûлԪˡ
һ¼˶٣hң˰أ˱ʵ

hң۾漴ȭͷվȡ
ʾС˳ùϵֽЦЦ

һš
ԣġСӣ
ǽûڱȥǮѣҲҪһѻˣ


54 ѧ

Խһ, ǵԡ
ɼյֺ󣬽hңͿʼҪҪȥҽú̸̸
ȻƽҶ̫ѹϾС鿼Ծʹδʧ, 񷢻ʧ, ﶨȻǲʹ졣
ô, һյ˽š
˵Դ֪ɼ󣬾ͽԼ, ԲҲԸ, ֱڡ
, hңֱ֥ʰһ, ڼݽΪ, ܾôýǷϣ
Ϊhңͷżߵôæ, ֻü˳С˳ȥһ鷿Ž¸֪ġ
Ҳ
.
һ·𼱻ǣڵ˽Žhңֱǰ, סĸ֣пڣôˣ
ĸһֱڷڼŮҵߵˡ
̾, ʮΣǶڷ䲻ϳⲻҲû취ˣԲŽ
⺢, Сĸ˵ʲôŷΨ㽭hңĻ
֪أhңûжൢֱ鷿
Զ鷿ǰⲽ
ͷӰǰ꽡׳ƺЩˣߵĽЩܿ޽ǻס
ĸҲ곤һꡣ
ˣôסhң飬Цӭȥڵ
תͷhңҲ¶Ц⡣
ȴ׻ȥϢɡhңǰסֱָۣſڵĽĸĸ׹Ĳǣ
żҲ֪ԼﲻʲôæֻǵͷĽhңֱˣңͺúȰȰǱǮʲôȥĿ˵ֿ꣬һ۽յķš
ڸŽĸһȥˡ
һͷ
öϺ󣬽hңص鷿ǰ˿ΧʾԺվŵļ̴Ӷȥ
ԴԺֻʣһˡ
Ľ
hңǰյĴš΢΢üϸ۲졣ߵԺУӻһֵʯͷ𣬻ǰ
...
˽졣
Լǰơ
ڼǸˣֻǳüδ
һѡ
˾˯˾ͺȣ֪ϦϦ
ҲǱſڵ˵ѣϸһǸס
ʵԼʵҲһԭΪˡΪʵڲ֪ҪôǣĸĹһ޵ݡ
Ȼ֪˶ãȻ˽㽭hң
һ˲ΪԼˣϾӦڻʳ֮Уô
۾һ£ټϼûԶθԴҲۡ
ֱͷֱû죬Ҳ룬Լɵڴϡ
˯һ
ѡ
ſںĴ޴죬ýһӴӴϵ
еͣǰ˲һƬ
ǣˣ
...
ſڣhңһɣֻԻζ£ȴû
ٴμʯͷ˻һΣõȸղŻҪЩ
ϧû...
ühңǰϸ鿴
ֻΪͬһطľͷѾˣɽţʮι̡
˷һʱ֪ǲӦÿ佱һ£ҵľվտ
һʯͷ
ҧҧʹƾҪҡ
...ſˡ
Ժ̧ۣӭһͺͺճʯͷʱ˺ֱˤڵϡ
hңҲû뵽ͻȻţҶʱ֣ûɲҾ硣
ʯͷһԵϣϵhңڽţͼǽ壬ϵ϶̯ᣬŵĵضûС
Ϊ۵ľǵϵĻᣬֻǱ˺롣
ȷ磬hңűӿڵ֪Ҫ㣬ԾѬߣ
ݾˡ
...ûӦͻȻˣڵ૿ڣ֪ôӦԡ
hңǰڽߣʣҵܵ𣿡
ɻ
ԭҵܾܵôˣhңȻڡ
ûСæҡͷЩʹֻ࣬Ԫˣ˵ȷ⣬...
һֱţڿڻԱhңͷʡ
ԣʱһګګ...Բ𡣡
ԲĲңҲǸĸ߱¡
hң˵ţóһöСͭڽǰԲԼ㿴ڵӣ𣿡
ЩŬԼڴ

һֱϣĶ
ֽӹӣָվΪӺС˲һȫȫ
ͭԼ۾ǿһģתڶûа
˵ٽȽϰס
ڼġ
ֻûӺáڣò˵һ仰ɤӻЩơ˳˳ˮʮ꣬СҲڽhңܹܸСû鰮ᱻ˺
һʱ߲Ҳпԭ
hңȻҲ֪ŵܵˣҲۡ
࣬ᱧסкͷԼϣڱ˳š
һʼûʲôֻһʱİȫůȻһᣬۿһ죬վ̲סˡ
ĸ飬ҲûףϾǻôһϲ˭
ǷǺڰ׷ֵ壬ҴɷҲõŵ¡
ֻһ䡰״ԪȢ㡱ҪԼˡ
뵽⣬۶ʱܣŽĨڽhңϡ
㡪ڣûôˡ
Ӻɷ򣬸ÿ޻ǵÿһ
...
Ƚƽ飬hңԸ׼ˮҪϴһֺĸСֱ࣬ŵﰲ˯¡
ص鷿ǽ£hңߣӿʼʰ
Ƽ˵ϱ˺񻭡
ʷۣһѧֻġ
̾˿hң·߷ߡ
˭뵽ܵܵĵһ࣬͸λ
ѻڼϣhң룬ֱӴ߻˹
ʡŽѹҪѹ
.
ػʹʱǻƻ衣
·ֻù鶼Щ֣˽ﵫֲ֪˵ʲô
һڵùǺ˻褵hңбʱûڡ
̧ۼſС˳ƺʲôҪ˵ֹһΪѡ
hң˿ڲˮ󿪿ڣҲڿǷʲô
С˳ԣæǰ£ȷʵ֧֧᲻
ֱ˵˭ܳ㲻ɣhңЦųСʲôʱ˵θڵϰߣ
С˳ԣæͷȥֱԣӣǶҪˡ
ʲôhңʵЩɻ֪飬̫ŮӦǸҪꣿ
λС˳ӻشΪ㣬ЩС
ǸСѾhңһ룬ԲŷӦв豭һˤڵϣ˵һ飿
鱻Ž˻ʹ...ֱӱС˳˵꣬æֵʱҹӣģƻͦġӲڣ¾뿪ˡ
ȻڸղţϢʹ˹Ĺͱ°ڸڵƽ幬˵˱
hңԣüëһСѾͷͦż
ľ̫ˣҪҵ¶
Ϊһ֪ĵģȻҪĲǡ
ߣȥƽ幬hңӣڷԸ
ӣС˳֥򽭫hңʮֲ⡣
п˵ģɲǵȥԼ๤ʰͷ


55 ѧ

, hңڷУûҹҲֻһˡ
һ춯, űƿ, ̽ͷ˰, ʾȪ¡
hң£ȴԼ
֪Լд, , ߵhң, ָ̧
ңңȥƽ幬˵, Ͻhң, ûоܾʱ˿
ô, ûˣhңڣģԹ֮ԡ
ôᣡæ, ⲻңңˣ
hң΢΢ķԼϵ֣üڣŮʰģĪҲȥǰ
֪hңû, Ĳ˷ǰʣңңǳԴˣ
ôܣhңбۿڣҪ㿪ĵĻ, ҲûôУ
Ӷģ˿ĽhңЩ
hңûڣҲûоܾĵӵ
ȷﲻʹ죬ȴĵĸ顣С˳ӵĻҲ˵ˣһǳԼȴûҵԼ
²ߡ
Žhңһ͡ı飬ڷ§ŽhңһߺֻͣǸ˵䣬Щİ͡
񳽳ϣ̫˵...˵...
˵ʲôhңʵż
˵áĺſڣټ죬½hң塣
漴ȽhңӦæȻٹٸ飬뿪ʼѡ޲ͬ⣬˵պ͵ˣ빬Ȼɾܾ
ֻܾ̫ںˣûסϴʸ棬˳ع
Ӧûô򵥰ɣhңʣܾܾҲᷢչĵز
ĵͷڣԵ糯̫鷿ޣһϢ
hңʲô
̫ˡƽԵϾϢѾһաڼ仹Ԫȥȷˣѡ
Ź˱ߣ˺ֳԴõġ
˱̫ˣڼȣæűΪ̫̫֮ӣ˲ûй̫
˭뵽ѹ
вޣҪȢ顣˵ţ̧ۿŽhңʱżҽhңҲΪ¡
¿뵽Ӧ֮ߣhңʣĲԵ޹öֻҪҾ̫вͨתȥ̫ı
ȻҲ׽hң룬ۺƣЦſڣҪңңǷԸһݳϷˡ
hң˴ֺ󿪿ڣЩСôݣ
ֻһҹ
򸾺ıãǱΪ顣
.
սhңıȥֲƽ幬糯ȥ̫
ʵеһƻȷˣ̫ϵıȨ
ٿ
ʲô
ƽڸ̫Լµõ󣬵һЦȥ˸ûʡ
Ȼĸ밲ȫûƼʼտ̫ЦӯӯԵ
̫״ƽֵ֣ʾȥһԴתģЩŭ⿪ڣʵҰҿʲô£
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ģ̫ԽǰСʵۣĲ̫⣬ûԼһ
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Ů澼״Ȼҵæۼķϲˮ
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Ͼ̫ŮҶ֪оôһ飬ƽȻĲˡ
ľȵҲ
ýԼŮͽ̫Ҳĺݡ
ĵ治̫ڳס㣬ࣺôȥµ滹Ұ𣿡
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ԼıĿģǸ챱
̫ԽԽô²ԣô̫ԸԼֻһɡ
Ǿ̫ԼҪ֮λҪһͳ³Ƶۡ
Ȼ鷢
ģҲڿԼĿûжƺʮš
ʵ̫ŵԣת¸߰ңʲô뷨
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ʵҪңӦ£ֻ̫ǳѯʣû˵Ӧ
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˵ʲô黹
һ䣬õǡ
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ĸ󣡡ƽһֱţĽˣĲġ


56 ѧ

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ĸ˼
ڶ̫󵱼Ժǳ⡣
...ƽֹ̫, ȻǺҪֳ, ҲϣסԼٻƽֺĵõ˱Ȩ󣬾ͻǰǶԴһ, Լ
Ѿ, ȥϻɡ
̫̾ҡͷ, ԼŮʲôú, ƽ, ֻؼҡ
ȵĳٿ磬ʱֿտ, ߵʱ˰Ȩһּܲ
黹Ȩּܲ
ص褵뽭hңһù󣬱תȥ˻ʳſڣӭӶ빬ʵ, νǸ˶ӣ磬Ķƽ幬붭һ
䲻֪ʲôЩҲ㹻, ෹̸ʱˡ
hңǱҲΪʱıֳʧĲˤһӶ
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Щ, ֻǼƻĵڶö̫ɾ衣ϾhңûŮףȵ׼ʱжһ򾡵ʱ
һ¹ȥû褵Ǳ߼״hңĴνԽԽ
űʲҶhңȻĵ˵ͷ
ȻĹ
˻ϵıӣǸѡ̣ټǶ졣ô񸮾Ӧ˿Щ̿ʵ۱٣ͷö裬һɳ졣
ֻϧڲڲԣݵλҲԡ
ֿϧġ
֥hңвˮףæָһС˳һ߿Լʮڵģˡ
ǶԱ¶費İ
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ߣȥٿ̫˼ҡ
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С˳һˣЦŵͷæʣӿý죿
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С˳ǵȥӦ¡
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ֻһţͿ˸ڵĶҲɳ
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.
ڶ黹û֮ǰ˵hңӢ¼Ҳ֪˶ʥ϶衣ԼҪСˣ빬ֻýhңҲô°ˡ
Ϊǡ
Ҳôö˵һμ棬Ȼ֮ǰҪݷû褵hңˡ
㣿
̵ñ飬Ц߽ʮģ
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Сˮȷû
Ҫ˵崿ɰҲȷʵȲʫ
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յȷ˳ţ˳·hңڣǲ̲
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˿Թÿһ·ͬˣƺȤhң˶ϸҪ
ȥҲҪ𣿡hңɫЦʣ۽ƳһĽӡ
һͣڱߵŮקק
hңȻ۵ףͼŮ澵Ľ飬ͷɽҲҪɢɢһ漫á
hң˼ͷתǰҲû˵Ҫ
̫ԼŮµ񣬳˿סģʣµıǶעһˡ
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hңʹȥٹû̫·ױҲᱡһ·ͣͣ΢磬ʮ̹
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ȻЩɻ󣬵hңûʣֻ˳̫Ļġһֱȵ֮ǰ˶Ϭһ㣬ûἰһ䡣
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ҪǼңң
ۡ
hң̧֣һԴûڣ²ȥƽ幬סң
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⣬Ϳˡ

57 ѧ

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װ
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ڿ۵ֽ, ߬Ǹοܽؽ, ĿƿǰĹ
, ȴ
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Ŀл, ˮ֮ϣþò
ϲǼٵģ
Ҫһһӵϲ
, ҪҪ״Ԫ
ֻΪ˵ڴԼ룬ҪΪ㡪ùپţһƽ
.
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