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ԶȢۣϱñ뺷ߣD˵ͷ 
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1.ȣͷչдϸ塣ģΪ߲ܷϸҳߡ 
ɷνڲپ 
2.ż֮˵ˡ 
3.ҽҩѧѧȫûԣ鹹档 
4.СһģСˣգСܱ뺷¡ɶҼҹɶҹɶҼܱΪ뺷 
5.Сǣעǣֳ繥 
6.һƬû޵ġ 
7.Ȱӳû 
8.˫̥ͬŶ? 
9.+ȹ(洿ʵ򸹺ڻ) vs뺷ǿ 
һ·ȷĴ·ͷмżСŰȹܾѾͷˡ 
10.лǰܲסĵඣĪҪӲͦͦôС~ 

ݱǩ  
ؼ֣ǣ۠Dˣׯˮׯ󆙣𩣬ս£ФʥBľ  ǣκ  磬np




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ĪԲӦаšظ
۠DһֱԼԼµһʮɣӲ캦֮¡һֱլкԺļķݺȴΪլаһ̵̣ء
ڲãջǰ
ϵãȻܵİи롣
͵ıײ£۠DڵأҵİУ廹úܣǰ˶ķ⣬Ҳ֪ʲô̡־ȻĵټǿҲլԺڵĹӸ磬μֳ棿
֮ˣռ˰ΪʲôԼδκ£Ҫ
ڵϱ˫ȣҿܵľ£Լ᲻ҲЩһָ࣬ǰֻʲô
ǻ֪ƣ룬ȴٳδ˴ȥĨ˰վҺĳšϾӣͲס棬ȻµҪȴеɵĹ۲ˡ
ƫڴʱһɫٷӺȻǰ۠D˾ŵˣݲ԰ףݣ°ͼϸٷ϶ԿȴмºͲ΢΢
ݿ㣬Ƹ۠D˲̫ȷ
΢΢۠DƬ̣㿪˵ҳǣ۸۠Dˣǣ
۠DʶҪ죬ϣΪѵĳǹٷӡ
΢΢üԴ⡰ѵǣ
ˣ۠DȻ֪ǴҪԼΪѵСڵķ˵ڣϻصĵط˽֣ܴӦ.......
Ǻݺһ飬תһظصĵطѵأ֪ÿСûûλǸ̾ԼҰķĻ
ȻǣǱߡû˼£˵մͷת
۠Dȴ̲ס˼ֺ棬ǰȥʶҸγƺˣ
šϧĻش
۠DȻᱻ¿ˮ̵ļƣҶظˣҪôţôŰɣǰſϿ޵ʱˡ
ŶŴˡʶظ˾䡰ȥĶŴˣǰЩʲô¶ҪʲôĳͷҰķܼҵʲôʱЩžžҲ֣ҲϲҼĸмܵ.......
ǰͷֻöͷһıQ
ʲôЩžžۣôԼҸף
УڵظҲм꣬ǧҲƵöˣСӰԼֽе֣Ҫݺݳһ١
ŴˣŴŴĽзܲס
㸸ǰȹλ͢ҳǴ󹦵£ȻվޡúòñҪԼ컯ˡ
ŶŴˣЩʲôǰΪλ᳤⣿ʲô̷۠DԼܰȹĵҲ£㸸׶ԼĮģҲԹ޹վԼĸס
óԼĿں޵ģ˲һٲԸ
Ůˣһġϸϸ˵֮£˳̾Ȼү٣࣬ԸȴԣࡣֻҪвŻܲμӿƿܳͷ¶档볯սƳݲүͣǸ֮٣ͥǰѸڹУȻԼЩȴŮûʲôͬү࣬ҸǼ޲ȥġ
οүٵϧ࣬ĪԼҲһƯ֣ܼ޵ĳȥ۠D֪˼ҵүǮʮʮȢҲȥʮأ⻹ٵġ
˿۠Dû˼ƽһߺĳǡŮˡһ߲ɵͷǰ⣬в˵ȷú͸ࡣŮƺȸΪЩúÿҲ㡰Ƽĸ඼Ϳ֬Ĩۣ֮һ㶼ϲϱһȢүء
Ȣү˻ͷС첲Сȵ۠DˣЦݱȢŵĿܻЩ
۠D˱˵ĲԼȻ֪Լüã˵Լʣ㱻ĥĹɫ𪣬˫޺죬ƯĽ
ˣȴԽķε泰Ժ˶Ϊ˵Լ䲻ǡ
δ۠D˿ڣԵò죬ȻȻΪˣοݱȸҪ֣δкβãĪҪ˼ʶĻ죬㸸ķãĶݣգ˵ţϸꡣ
毺ÿˣ۾Բ󣬱ӲǼֱͦͺˮɫ˿ںڶ˳һǼ󣬱ǰѿǱǰһ̵ݡ
㱻˶ɱȴѸ信ݡ뵽˴΢΢ǼǵԵүӵߵķ޿ɲûС
˸˼֪빬ڣߵƫţ۠DһʱȷԼںδ
Ÿ˴𰸡ѵع˴ǰ
۠Dһ㶣ʶ׷ʡҲѾ𣿡ǰд㷣޴㰲Ͷ̥
˰˵ƿһȷţڻ谵ƲܣĹߴ򲻵ڣܾΧ˻ڣëȻζŻ֣ںȻȼһյƣǰǱ첼ڸ֮ǰ
۠DǰΣԸشԼϲ׼ԼϾǵظĹԱ
۸ү˵úѧ⣬¿ҲûʶˡǰµģλԸԼ
۠DΪ²ⲻΪǰǰѣԸⰵ




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ǰԼһɶߣԼˣбһƬڣ۠Dǰʱкˮǰһһ֡
۠Dҳڴ۸ӣķī󣬹磬ĸ׹ûȢһޣĸխȻ۠Dǵճӣɼеλߣóӡ
丸ǮĶ࣬ӭȢʮԼķ˸үҲֻ˸үʮ⻹Ķģҳֵ˵۸ҾȻĸүá
֪ΪԼ˴΢΢ͷ꣬һ˿⣬ȴǿӲĵͷĿŲݺӵļ
΢΢Ц֮ͽֵýΪ˦ּ仭תȴ׺Ī̬
۠Dʲãʶûû֣ȴ˷ðúϼաķ̣Ͳ۠DˣǶճĻܾԼү۸ү۠D˵Ĵڻ谭Ӽ̳мҵ
Ҫ˵ΪȴҪ丸˵丸ǽһĸ̣ҳڸһĽǣ֮귢ңʱǲμӹƾ٣˽ʿ
ڳ֮ҲвʶǰһƷҪԼĵո޸񻪵ĵճӣҲꡣ
ɺɵοϣ
ķԼȻĸûҲһ۠DүȻ䵽ͷϡٰԼү˵ಡȢǸ߹ټҵĸƱػᱻ˳Цø߹ĴԹޡһãӶûˣöԷү۸ˣ
˻ȻûҲȥˣʶǸ߹˵ʱȻԼһಡĵճӡ
ˣķɲģ湦򱾾ĲУܹܵȻԽĵ죬ǵճӰٰ㲻˳ۣοӱ磬Ҳ˻ɣοԼүںճӣǼķ㰵мӺ
ֻϧꡰءʱƷԱҵĵոۼҸУ֪иóĵճԼ֮ӣж£ǵӵײճ󣬻ȥ븸һ˵Ը۸ӡಡĵճӣȻҲǿϣһǻ֮׵¡
һŭˡѵùºԺȴ֪ԼճӲز˰Ȼûָ֤Լνֱָޡ
תֿһߵĵճӣ޷
۠D˴㵵Ŀžиײϵݣ˵һ仰ΪԼǲ˭֪ķȻ֪ܺⲽ
Ǽķ۠DѾ˵κԴǣǸ.......ȥԹҲһ̱ĥ
УıİһƽһЦһһۣɵھмŤתȴһһ壬ջٴλص谵
һ̲ס̾Ϣ̫̫ɵ·ŲȥĪҪ֣ֻл֮ˣ
۠DŲ׵ȴŲĴ......ȴδ˶գһ̣Ϊ裬ʶŻüķԴ
˵ףǼķǺԺһˣ۠D˺û۸ճӡ
ȥһƵġ۠D˵ͷ˼ķŤڷԼ飬иҹҹͶƣӣǵܵܣķүֻ֪⻨Ƶء
۸һУûںΪμķƣ̾˿οԼ÷¡
㣬֪ʲôлƣ۠DԣкȻһŭЦظһ˿ɲΪΪЩúģսս׷ɣжƣ
ȻǶ񣬰޼ҿɰƯȻǶ񡣡۠Dʶڡ
Ȼȴⲻѵ⡰ȻƣսͿ̿ʵȻֹ˼ʮ١ǧƽǴƣ֪СƣСƲһ˰ˣ㸸֮٣ξնȹλҳǴơȻ֪λҳʲôǸʱĶӵǻһѪȷ磬к󣬸ĸﳯ٣ƣټû䣬壬ҲǴƣȴ㸸Ѫ֮Żдƹ¡֪ǼķҲǣһ˼ңլڵĸȻΪνҺͰһ̣ԷͷϵҲˣȻ֪ģŭ䲻ظ
׺䶥˫һ¡С֪
ɣĪҪ˽ԡ㲻ϣҪλҿԼмǣúϧ׵١żдžţˮɫ̲סʱ˰
£ԽίĳԼ.......
Ĩ˰Сܰķȥ
Ŵˣллյ㡣˵ڶԷԼʱССĲ¡
ż̲סЦǺӣ˵ײʮˣ²ŵʮģˡ
ҷģһκԵЩ˻㰮ġ˵ŸǺӵĶͷҲɾ㣬Եټɡ
۠D˾죬̲ס˾䡰ķ˵ˣɷԼϱôϱ˼ң
˼أôǺӣ̲ס̾ϢҡͷӣУĶ۸ϣҪ治ԼҲķȥԣǺӵԵȻߵȴܻһһҲǰȥϴġ
۠ḐͷֳŵݣƺҪμסȻԥ




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ŻΪҪʣ㿪ڵôˣ
һҧ´·¶İסš˰ķû˶ôùŴˣȥķ𣿡
ҡͷסǺӡɣ˹;뻳˵Ϣů̲ס廳
Ȼչ⺢һ£ǰԨԴ⺢ӣ̲סһռйŵ.......ƺҲɰ档
Ҳֻ֪صδˡ
Ҿ֪Ըûɣίš΢Ϣһɳ¾ɵζ۠DǱʶúġ
֪˴ȫȥǰҵļ̲ס
˱ЩѷʱűȻƿ
һߣŻɷˣ漴Ŵѵ⡰ľţ޵֮ˣʶ㿴˲ܣȴ˽ףٹ˽
ƿʱľԭ԰׵ǺѪɫɿ۠D˵קһ¡ܴˣС˲˽ףǰ֮ԵұǷйһ飬ȻҪر
۠DЩίľ죬֮ΪԼǰ֮Եءź޲ȥҧһڣޡ
ľŹȻĿ֣ͷðһ亹˼ϣУֻˣôŵܲƽ֪Ȼ˼Щ߰ġ
¹Ȼţ䡰йһ׼ӹȻмйѪҺȴǼй֮ˣҪƭ£
˵䣬۠Dֻû䣬̹ǣʶӲͷƤܴˣŴƶԸСɣС컯ȴ֪СɶŴ˷˼ɻ䡣빦ܴȥŴ˵ĳͷСһ˳еСɶ𣬻ܴ졣˵űߵס
ľż״̲ס̾Ϣйһ֮ĸԸˣСһȻһɱһĵУʵ̲סһסǿë׵Դѵ⡰ĪҪ£
Դ͵Ŀڵϣǹ¹Ŷ̲סһ飬ټСһ涵̧ͷԼҲ֪ίĻײ۵......
ˣͷһ̲סָһ㣬ɽüͷľš
߼¹ɫ֪³˷֣תֿһ֪ɵӣ׵ӱǼī֮ӣظԸɨ𺣳أȡӰ갲.......
۠Dһʱת䣬ֱ㶵Ŷͷľţƺ޷ˡ⼴īԼҰķģѵ˵ѵ˵.......ţӻûȷӦˢˢ䡣
¹Ų̾Ϣ⼴īҲţйһֻ֮ҪǰδжһԿͶ̥һһ󹦵£īҲ֪Ӻδ֪ԼΨһûʮع㹬ǰҹֻһܻȡ۠D˵İ갲
±ɨ𺣳أ𺣳һһʱ޻ˮڹȵ壬»Ұҽз˻ˮ¶ɾ˵Ŀ£īһʱɨء
ɣع㹬һڱжʮ.......Լīԣǲ߲ݵҹɨء
𺣳ص¶ǹ¹η壬ʶӡ̣иǾ塣
òڣԴķһƬѪ
ֻǣ⺢һǿȻǷԵ׻ôȴҪˣűۡ
ȻǱˡ˵кǺΪüģ㿪ϡǱΪһء
⻰һʱľаȣ̾Сӵĺˡ
۠Dһǰ¹֪Ӻδͳһֻɰʣһ߿޵һڴĳŴ˲ܷô
С.......˳һ¹һ۠D˵üģûˣ
۠D̲סһ˿ЦݣɱڴʱͷȻǰһлȻʣȥ·һɴ㣬ȴܿͨ͸
⣬Ҳȹȥã֣˵ζ.......·̵Ķ㡣
ľ۠Dɵ㶵ĵͷԼ˫֣滳ɹ¹ǲûá
ţС̧ͷŹ¹˾ĵ˵ͷøˣ
¹ԼûԼ½ôԽԽɵļƣ
漴ǲֵСҧ´һεĳŹ¹ܳҰķ𣿡֪ľûãֻǰλˡˣҾԶԶͳɡһ˵һ˳毺õǰ
¹۳Ų֪ΪζЩΪѣȴɻؾ˹;ҪĸЩѣдƣ󹦵£ȥĸɨصĿѡ
۠DǿűˣͷһģǲǴԶҲƲҰķˣ
һҿɡ˵̧ǺӵĶͷľš⺢ӻȥɣĪҪ˵Ѿټ
۠D˱Ͼʮɣҹָ֪ķΪһУľŻбҧֿ޵á
ֱ˼伦òǺӻȥ
վ·ǰ۠Dĳˣ֪ʣľƱػ˵ԵټֻĨᣬſǻԣʱҳô֪Լ㣬ɣ.......
ľֻ֪һҹ֮ԵҲǲȴò׺Щȥ⺢Ӳ
۠Dֻǵ˵ͷˣ.......ԲҪ
ů봰۠Dƿ֦ͷУҹЦ
ǰϦľԼȥںķ˵ǸˣƱػܷĪҪΪԼ֡




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۠D˳ɵĴЦ˹ػŵζܺãΪķȥԼûججˡ
Ϊڻ𺣳ԼѵİķΪһҹ֮ԵľţúûţĻš
ˣپ֮ⷽ䣬嫵·Լ̨
Ϊķ£ΪԼ£κԺ֮£ٶӸ档
׶ԼΣô˴˵ЩԲסףΪ۸լԺԼڴ˴Ҳǲס
΢΢ͷЩѾʱԼ̴ӶûС˳ǺӰ
ϵ۠DȻķ꣬˼ȣҪС˺ʱ֡
ֱʱżСƿţûš۠DЦⲻ𱰵Ķ֪˵ʲôáСǰԼģóķҴЩݹϵԼԭǸ֪δС˷Ǽã뷨Ҫء
˳ԼүǰȲ跭飬С⡱תЦеĴǰүǰδָǶȥɻ⼸ҶΨִŵүЪϢء⽿ĴүͿߣҪнߣɣŲԸء
´ţһֱȵʱԼԺ÷ǰԼղӰǹæġ۠D˷ҳ顰Ѵɡ
֣С˼ԼүȻˣתܳȥҴ
ʱǴ١ź۠D˰װģүѾ̥ģֻɡ
ֲʹĻ۠DﲻסҡͷԼûŵճӴүͷȻķų⣬ҲֲЩǣ
ӻСȥ˿ûյº͡
С˵Щ֣û˾үźٺò˯ء
۠D˼ˣ̾˿βعȻԼĸĻΣûӣԼǼ̳вټ۸ֻŷּʱҪЩŻɡ
ŸҪ裬ȴһ˫ү˲ٺȡ˵˻һˮү˳СӱǸó֮ˣȻź򲻺ôүҲѹ籾źĺúõģ񱻵ԺԽԽˣү¶Ҫ֡˴δү󣬹٣ҲǸ֮Ʊػĺá˵˵ţ˶˼ֹʡ
۠D˳˫Ͽ漴һ̾Ȼҧ´۾ˮдί
Ļ˼ԽۣҪ֮Ĺأϲ׼˼ͰСС걧뻳Уٰĺˡ
......۠D˿ţλҲѹ뵥»УίĴ˸
ཱུСӣŴŴŵĶҪˡ
׿⺢ӳ󣬳ʱŵģճʱССһֻԽԽԽĺÿҲãƢҲãǶġֻϧȥ̫磬үһңˣȢֲͻݣүȻݸ߹ȴվҰݵ
µһֹȥҲйӣˣЩȻûһүʶүǱԼҺӻϼ֡
۠D˺ߺſⵥµĻţ۸Ҳ͵¶ġ
ǰķʱˣķȥķܼңʱԼҽķѰŷ𷣣֪˶ٿ࣬ⵥ°չˣϸһٰȥ治֪ܷ񰾵ʮ꣬ӡ
뵽ˣ۠DԽԼչмӵ硣ǰķĸ粻˼Ҹ̫𣬱˻ˡ
Сʱ򳤵üűӡ󱻰ķԼʱһ࣬Ȼó󣬵ȴǸ֮ˣķŷıŵԼϡ
ķѰ˸ڣӵԺְ˳ԼԡԼʱٰã⾭̣żȻ纮ķչ˲ˣ˰ӳȥ
Ļ۠DбѹֵܣԼܣ޼ķƫĲֻ̡·ԼķŲԼ֣Լ㲻ʲô.
´ӳһЩ嵭ˣԼҴү£ֺҩȥæԼ¶
¸ԺһЩ¶ûʵȨϲ󷿶Դү̬ȣʶò˵ϲǮҲ͹±ҪǸˣͱϳ۸
Ϊһ㣬۠D˱㲻òлλԼѪԵϵ˼ҡ
ʱչһ̣۠D˺Ȼһ̴ӷԸүҪ
Щ棬ôͱ
֪׵һҲԼء
йȻţ۠Dȴһƾɵ첽ߵԺķڡ
񻪺ܾûƼԼĵճˣ˵ճӿлǾȣϾǰջһߣ񵹰ˡ룬ԼĵճӣǸ֮
˵ʵճû飬ֻǵǺƺһֱôòˡ
һǰֳòأchongǺӣ۸ĵճӹȻԼףȴҲƽ̣ˣ
ķ˼ҲԺգԼֻ𱸼䡣⼸˽֮£ԼǵճӶܵĿ࣬ȴǰٰҪá
мֲζοǰԼȥﻰ⣬ԼĵճӰ׵ĪҪٷ¡
Щ޲˵ԼĸδдʹѾ˸ճӡ
˵һôʲȥΪ۸ȴòš




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˼ãȴߵԼ˵˾䡰
Լǵճɫ԰׶ͷð亹ϢſһĿ⵨СĳԼеĭôڸǲˡ
ͷһ𣬶⺢Խϧ
Ҫ˵Լлмָ飬겻һ鲼£˼йȻأʱȴ˷ļױǿʼױļңǷҲº͵ӣҲò
˵жԼһ鷽Ը¼ޣˣǴ˸ж뾴ءֻϧԼҷӲãδæµ֮Լҷ˵ӣʶ۠D˺ûñȥˡ
Ƿ˸ĥʶԸԼĵճӣ˵ûһеĴǺϣݴԼϣΨƼԼճǷ֣ʶԸԸ
˭֪......Ǵĸ֮鰡
ϧҪ̧ǺӵԴ˭֪ǰĺӷ·ֻСèȻлΣԼҪʱȴ˲
˶ˮĳԼԽϧֻԼּǺӽקѾĥߵڣؿһôѹ¡㰢ķû·ˣô۸һúõ·ûˣ
۠D˺Ȼѵ⣬ʱֺ˲ֵĳԼҵίҧ´ǵ˵
ŴŴܵ̾˿֡㰢ķΪ֪ˣȻί
۠DҲ֪ЩʲôֻǴ΢΢ͷû
֪Ǻӵ˼ǲԼ԰ɣΪų⣿
ǵճ˳ķΪŪأ
񻪺ƣ룬üкǺ£Σȴֲ֪οڡ
˹ã۠D˲˵ſڵʲô£˵ɡDܣȴҲǡ
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׸ҲȫգֻķԸ뿪ߣҲװķúչ㣬ʶϣȥޣ׸˵мҧг֮ζ
ͬʱȴ֣۠DȥǷš
ûɨۣ˼
ķƺ޵ļãڵҲǸһ֮ĸܾ֪ǲŻ֮ķҲ˵˲ųٳδޣԼϣԼܹȥȢףѾ˽լԺ׼üױĸȻ곤Լô࣬ȴԻ˵ģ۠DίԼƱػݺݽѵƣ⺢ӵȵȡ
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۠DϸĹ۲츸׵ɫ϶ͻȻðĴķһ㣬⣬Լ紦~ʲô⣬˼²⣬ķǱߵ¶
۠D˿ɲԸڸԼ鷳Ȼ˴үүαⱻ̣
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6

׵Ŷ̲סݺһѣ꣬ͷˡ
үüãȸÿС첲Сȵģ˵ĸͦΣеر뺷֮磬۠DѹǼȥ治Կ
׻޲У»öˡȥޣլԺǶԷ׼׵ģôһ񣬹ʶƸģ
ԼǷһٶΪ죬ѵĵҪΪԼճӲһݷƸܶǺӵ棬׼ǰ̧ͷˡ
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¹Ȼ£ɹʱ޷ǰ׼׼ʱ䲻̣֮۠D˸ոմ󲡳ûģ᲻ɡ
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û˯ѵ۠DЩʹ죬ڵԼ·ʱһҧȥߺⵥ»Ҷ㣬ֻֻСèĥ󷽲ŵүǶˣ
۠D˶ʱίƳۣתſ£źڴϴι˵ģлס߶˳ҲǸµģȻҲ֪źү˵ү飬ţ˯˯á
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ҪǮƱ̣Լ͸ʱһȿϿƾٺס
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ҲԼ󣬼ҵܡǶӱ̫谮Լѵⶼ
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ȴ϶Сû£۸ʱǿǳģСӾȻҪƯ磿ⲻû£Ƥˣ




7

գķƺڳͷ󻼶۠DӺùЩС˳ɫȴЩѿһҲ˼ءÿն˵̬ҲԾ۠D˶ѹͷ졣
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һ飬С˵͸ˣֱ̧ƨ`ɱһƣǽһݵƨ`ġ
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ׯǹճǶңǵعԱƼׯҹܼҶòָοׯү
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ʶ˸ȢؼҺ󣬱Ȣ
Ҫ˵Ǹˮ飬Ҳ棬ٺÿǸҲûׯүүǣ
ƫׯүأûүҲ檵˼
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8

˵ׯҷ˵δıҵĺӣСϼꡣ
ΪĸԶ˭֪Ƽׯׯ˸ûʵլӣȻ׸š
ׯȴƲ˵׸ֻԶȢƣ˭֪ׯǴ׸˼ֻǰڶԷӣԸϰˡ
˵硣ׯĸԹԹԼӣƳĲһ㡣
ͷׯҷ˼īǧεŮڿˣ˰ҰĸСһק
ׯүǸ֮ˣԼҷŭӶֺǺǵȰ˵ŮˣܹܲˣҪҲᱻүҰġ
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ׯүׯԼǶ̶̵ĺЦеǼҵĺӶзִλ۸Լҷ˵Żٵգգ۾үҿ˵
ʱվλӢˣĸׯ󆙺ͺսɫºͣҽ˵Ĺϵ˼ţҲĨȥǷĮ
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˵ڳĶǵУȻƵóһһûȥ
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˵ĺī짿ǳ󣬽ʮǲ֪аԼһ죡
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˸ġ˵΢΢̧ӣλˡԭµģ֡⡱ϸϸߡ
ĸ˸ӣǸү첲үĴ`ȶְүǰ;ڴظü




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µĶˣȴҪǿЦݡ
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ׯƿţֻСһɵĻش𰵰ü
Լֻһ䣬ȴǰ֪湻ġ
˵һʮˣȻִֽСһá




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ӲѹֻҪѷСһˣˣӻǣңڡ
Ҫ......
ƼԼҶ˵۠DպĿͶԷ뿪ﲻס߶ˡ
ˣκʹŵҡƫûҪȺʶġ˭ҸɣߺߣһȺʶĶ
ҲܱԼ
ű˷ܵ˦βͣڵڴ`ϴ˸
ҪҪģҪ۳ž͸ϲRبQ
ֻҪһ뵽͵ģ۠D˾;ԼƼȫ˦Լ߹·ûռ˴˵ζֻ졣
ߺŴνڶ룬ƼһЩǹڴͷ˿ǣȴ֪Сӵʲô
ʱī˶۠D˵δԷе⣬Գ֣Ȼ֪ԼԼŵµȷ
ΪֻҪɻˣǱܶ۠D̫ףＫطĬֻ̾пԼýˣ˺ӣ⼸ɵСӣվġ
һҵٳɹвŻûҵɷûпɰĺӣһվǲԲġ
ˣҲǹ¶ң˵˵˶û
οҪĲǮơȨ֣飬飬ȵȵȵȡ
С˵Ҳȥ̵Ϊǵĳˡ
뵽ˣѹп̾ꡰһȥD˰ɡ
ս¼Ƽׯϵƣ룬ԴȻᷴԡ
Һ֪ԼһȲ裬Ͳȥ˰~ׯ񵱼˸ܡ
īʰԼҷҲ߸ǼнβˣԼϱע⵽Լ......
ʱ۠D˵ķٴαƿʱͷȴһ࿡ţĸмĨȥİ̬ȴĴ澴ηκη֮⡣ݹȻᣬϸҲƳĪԼʮ⡣
۠DȻܲµԷǺˣҪ´ȴīס㻹ûãĪҪ˵͵Щ𣿡
۠D΢΢סѾķ
ī짼ǺЦɵӻдķ
۠DȻ˶Է˼ɵǸɣƤȻ޹˼ɵĽг
ʶŴ죬˰죬նˣҲûгڡǲԼѿͷ
ɵӡī˰죬ɵİ˰죬ûķ˵ڣͨ죬ɺЦǺӵԴ
˭֪۠DһʱûȣǱֱ㶵ĵڴ`ϣԴײˡ
̧ͷʱᡣ
ԼԼµļī짵סĳײϣ漴۵ͷסǿԴﲻסѾˣײ£Ҳ֪᲻ײɵˣ
ׯŲҡͷڰķǰǰƣӻͳһҩݸī짡
ɵۣƺץʱ׽׽ҩ࣬ɽӹһɵҩһ߰οײˣ
ô......ſڶԷ`ССĴ˸ȴۣ˼͵͵ڳˡ
ׯѾƵֳͬׯˮ˹Ȼͬȴơ
˵ׯһм֮ɫ˱пɲǴԶ򵥡۠D֪̣ɿ֫һɫ˿ûڸǷɱ֮еĿɲ򵥣ϲ׼ϻм
ĿͶ˫֣ȻϸָĴָ΢⣬ڲƲ壬źļӣƱո߳ó
һȴǸȷϧˣϲϲRoQ
ԼҴķ˸ֻ
ɫ۵Ӧ׵ĺս£Ŵ״Ԫ֮šݿᣬűмָζ۾ǰ˫Բ֣ںڣˮɫ°Լ⣬ű͵ƽһݿ̣ɫ
ˣ˶Լϸ񣬳űΪ
۠D˸ҪһʱīǺЦĸ`ſϵŤСƨ`ɵèƵÿ⣿
......˵ǰֻǺˣڲˣī¶ȣ£߷죬ǱȽϲȫġ
ĳֻһ٣ͲûڸӰԼ˵ļƣī짲òֻԴԼԼС`èţȻȥ
ˣҲûʲôȿ˳ۣóɻŷ⼸ĸǲҲ̶ãҰ㼸Сīڡ
ڴԼҼһֱ
û۠D˹ڴͷȥѹڴ`ϵľȡǰһԭĺúõҲ΢΢ɢ䵽`ѲӰɢķ˿`ң˼鶯Ƕ㣬Ҳܺ......˵ţȴɬ΢΢ͷŴڣղٱ죬ԴżݵΣԵúȴֲʧϿҡ
īǺ΢գ毺õݣ˳Ľë򲻰
յĹǺϣƽ˼ºͶ˳ɫĹâ·ǺӶһΣͬǴڷ䣬͵ġ
һͷڷɶ˳⺢ӵӣǼֵĸһͷӲĺܡ
΢΢̾Ϣ̧Ǻӵͷ΢΢ȵĳԼ˫ںڶŵֻдĿֻϧˡ⺢ʲôã۹ⲻáУԼķĶȥܾúÿ......Ǳ֮飬Ҳ֪޳ʲô......
QAQθ֮ô......ĺܺÿô




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ˣٿˣôϵ񣿱úýܣԼŲ࣬Ҳ˵⼸`Ǻú׽׽ӭ׵Ķ黹ʮձ㵽һ뵥׵鸮ڸڣѾׯ͸ڵ۸ͨ˵ңһˣ۸㣬˵֪𣿡۳ű֪ԼҼǲʡĵģү£ױ۸
۠DȻ֪ԷҪƿԼɻӣϾ׼ҹ룬Ҹ
ī짵ԼҼԼףҲܰġ
ɰɣ˵˵ȥҵ¡˵żīмֲС`èڶУȴֲòô
ǣķͷһЦ΢΢ȴΪĶ
ī짹Ϸʱȴɿգ۽̲סʪ`ˡ
ܹţĺĺܹ......
ŴķĽŲ뿪Ժӣӷŵ۠Dǰ
ӱµᣬ۠Dʶη΢΢һƽżֺĿ֣𩡣
ӣոǿνýʹ罣뻯ʦ̾ˣǶԷǸ֮λƱġ
ƫǸöԷò
ס΢΢̧Ұ`Ūƣ漴١ͷ˵СһﳤõƯǸ²˻Ϊͷɣ
۠D΢΢ЩˣȴҲ֪ԷٸԼϾ˸ĸҪҵģӣӷȻЩǰĸԣƱ޷ܡ
֮ǰ۠D˱˲ԸǱ㲻ԸһôǹԼһҵɣҲɡҪլԺڵĸΧԼתԼҲܲס
磬ŵս֪ԼֳƢԣ¼Сһﵨӵȴ־òġ
²תͷ۠Dü
΢΢ҡͷҧ´ȴί
Ҫǳɻ飬治֪˭Ȣ˭ء̲ס˾䡣
۠DƢãľŵһԣĺܡӲѹݲ죬ˣֳ֪ʲô
ˣͺ׸ûʲôԣҲ⼸̬ȻʲôԣƽƸԡ
ׯˮ΢΢üȴ̾СӵʶʱĪҪ˵ķŻ᲻ĵġһ˵һߵԣ̽Դ߲δԹԵĸ
΢ȵ¶˼֡ǰðĪҪǸçֻƫҵɻ飬޷չ˵ңD˽𣿡
ʱѻ˵˲δκβס۠DЦҡͷԼ֮£ԼԸ֮£ֵⷽǲ±Լ㣬δԼ¡ֲصǣ˵ҲԼ֮£ܣλᱻ˵ģ
ⷬԴһ̲סĿ࿴
ԾŻĺս¶̲סͷǴЦ⡣
㵹ǿÿ̲ס˰С`աĪҪ˵õŶ~ʱᱻƨ`ɵġ
۠DЦ΢΢̧۹ĶǾŰɣճ뺷ֲûиݷ֮˵
Ȼɻ飬ǱϾ곤ǻչˣ̵㡣սºȻǰմķԼ߶ĻǺӿѧҵĪҪķơ
۠D˲Ѵ˷ϣǴ˸Ϳ͵˼
˼״ǣɹڴ`ϵСһȴ̤ʵ˼֡
۸ĴүǸ֮ˣ˵ⷬһүػʵѵá
ׯˮɸ̾ķΪ˸÷ԼҲµеԱ
ķǳϸǷһֱð𣿡սǳЦ
ׯˮ̧֣ʳָǡͷǲԸ⣬ȴֲԸ˼ҵȡǸġ硰ķηˡ
⺢ӳ۹˵㣬ͦá˵̲סĨ˰Լֿǵܵܡ˵ս³òҲˣϾУҲûмָ
СӾȻ컹˵ÿҲ֪۸ô̵үģСӳõ治ŷһĸ֣ٳϼ֪꣬ʲô
ߵԺ⣬һ˲ƼþõȺļī짣˲ͷһůǰ뻳У˱
ķΪµǲ͸ģȵԼĸֵֶӡݴЦĴӷ˳Լп΢΢ˡ
ʮգʮպԼĸޣֶҲԼչˣҶܿ......
ڶһ磬˯ѵ۠Dûθڳ緹˷ŶԺܽŵС
ǰֻСһׯˮڷȦݺ󻨴Ƽֻ۠Dˣﻹ治֪㡣
󾱣ǰڻô˵緹ûԣ
ȻСһͱ˱ϰˣ˿ûзȻׯˮǸİˣԼϱ
ֻè´ûϱ㱧Լжඪɣ
ׯˮֻĿ⻹ζǰŵĵطɺ桰ʲô
һҹİķ۠D˻ͷׯˮֿǽǡ
ׯˮ˳Ŀ⿴ȥɫשʯʲôûСһƤׯʲôʱණˣ
УȵøֻСһﻻ䣡鵽ô¡
ȻԼҪ¶ׯҴ£ڹϳʲô
²ĸ󣬶ڴʱׯˮһϸϸèС
ֻСһ̼Ť¡ڽаķء
Ȼׯˮ齩Ӳͣ½Ųͷ۠Dˡ˵èУ
Сһһаĵͷȥ~
ׯˮһֻӣһֿҪҪȽѵѵѱ۠Dˡ




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УˣķȰð
ׯˮֻܻ֮صܺһ£ȻǽиС`Լ¶һСë
תͷƼǺеΣûͣƬһֻС`èĳ֡
۠DСĽӹģ˫ĿЦ΢΢Ȼǿļˡ
ׯˮЦܺãׯһ죬ҵͬһֻһö
ȥϴ֣ϴϴɾ档˵ٴקֻܺӱ
뵽£ڰķĿ£ׯˮòӲͷƤϴצӣ£ԼҰķͬĿĶӡ
ҪȴԼܴס磬һһһ죬оΣ
оׯˮЦЦƳǻСӡȻҵ٩ˣƤ˰ɣ
һ漴ڨڨһЦۻЩη塣
ⲻҪ𣿡ץץͷԹԹɵЦ
Լȥһ뵽ǰԼҵܺӶǽץè;õ֮֡£˦ȥ
ú΢΢ʼ磬˾䡰Դʲôҩˣ
űȥ۠Dˣδãķϸĺ˵Dˣٳһں𣿡
Բˣ֡СһŴŴ࣬һϸϸèС
뷹ֻһǳɫǰﱧһֻѩ׵èмƣرԲ۾ˮĳŵ顣
D˳Ե̫ˣԲûҼЩøߣ˵ŻװD˽ҪǷģһҪø߸ߵġ
۠D˵ͷԼС첲С`ȣݺݵͷ£үţ̣糿Ҫ
ȻλϰԼүʱʱľٶϣүš
Ǻе治Ц˰ԡèƣԽԽ˵ǡ
󣬴ץġ۠D˵շ죬ߴĲͷСצðèβ͡
иպ`סĵġ硱Сϡץģֲǰɫôѿ顭ٺ~ͦͦ~
īûĵԼɵֶӣԼһִģԸ֪̫ƽЩDֻСè~ϣⱦɰҪ˵ԼôޣҪ۰۳ž͸ϲ
״̬Ȥ۠D˵һܵĻҲ䣬㲻ɺЦСӺûǸүҲʮģӣ
(@A) 㱻Լϱˣ۠D˻û˺ãīѾϢĳں𩱳һӾͳȥСӣԼҲˣȻҵĠDˣҰԧϷˮͼͲԷùӳҲð
۠D˵ͷԹԿŵģԼұɶһ㷴ӦôͷппппУǧܺó~
ֻҪľ`ϳ飬
͵͵ԼС飬Ȼ滭ĺ֣Ҳ֡˵Ƿ޼ա
пģȥʵ¡粻ָôΪɶȥأºѵ˵µ书绹
濴ԭǸز¶ָ֣
緹ɼī짽ճǵĸϰԡƢԼҵׯҵ
۠DԽ죬ֿ϶ԼǼ񵽱ˣ
֣ãֳ㿡ǠDռ˱ˣ󣬽ҿ϶úöǵģṼֵһƬġοķ˵ҪúöԽϱ۽ϱģ˵棬С`ǵͨ졣
īŲҡͷȴֺЦôСһﻹһֻ`۵С˵Ҫչĸ뺷ĸ⺢ӵ˼ī㡣
ҲɵСӲŻǺÿֺõģ⼸Сӣûָ⵹ҲˣҲүһҪǿҵǲر֣úôڼӡī˵űһǡ
˭֪ɵȴҡͷǱӣҳɻΪҪĨȥݴȻԣϲǵıĸͬĶǿöԸΪԼǺ¡ӣ۸Ҫкӣֺ͵¶տǣ˵˵ţպɺɺģȴĳżī짡
΢΢Ծ۠D˵ػȴȫķӣԼҵĸ۠D˶Զǡ۠DܰԼҸЩƢǲۣׯ
˵һԼҸģίǣ
ԸίСʱϼӹ̣ܽҲˡ
ţ㲻ɵӵԴ֪Ǽõģǲأ۸㣬D˻Ҫ˵ġ
~۠Dδڻش𣬻С`èѾţԴһע⡣
īǰֻ㲻ɵͷׯˮСӲĳӣ˵ԼСɷ򣬵Ǹϸģ۠D˼į͸˸ͬ.......˵δʱһ̣ҹ˵ýմ۠Dˣи˽⣬ҲùӡοǼҲɻЩҪ˵ռˣôƶΪҸռˣֻûС`èƭƭ.......ޣɲķ˵Ļ
ӳͳһǣСèӻ֡DֱָԺóԵ~
۠D˷Сè˳ī짣ܾúƭĻ˺񣡵ǹԹȥʳTAT̫ˣʱ۠DţҪɷˣܺСһ
пппУָó.......
ׯˮΪԼӹһ٣ʶŹ·æȥһգظһ¾ǱԼҰķ......
һбǺɨǧԼ߸Ծδأķ˸ǱԼµء
ׯˮɼī짳һ
һʮУ·硣һԳֵ۠Dĵģһ߹һ߽кáֺͣеļī짴Խ......




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ļīϲ̵ĻصСèԣֵȻ뵱갢ֿǸеĺܣ㰢ڰɽֵʱǱһȺΧǱˣǰȺһվİ˶ſˣ㰢һֱΧŰִת~
۠DһһԴĵĿУһͷ֪⼸Ŵ˭......
˵ţҲĨ죬ֱ贻м˿ڡ
ϣǠDɰǼСӲһ~˵ţϲҪҪ
Գŵĺս̲ס鱾ߵׯˮԣ⼸һֱɣǲġ
ģնĵһװɵ۠Dˡ
ǶǺ£ׯ󆙰`ŪԼĽ롰ֵţķǵ˼ҲЩο⺢ӵȷͦ˼˵̲סЦŶȤζ
ׯˮϵĻҳȤ
磬һʲôοǽϲ׼أ⺢Ӳ벻Լǡׯü
ׯˮüǺӣȴ֪Щʲô......
۠Dײ鰮ֻ֪һ˺ãöãԼİ£ǱȻҪĭһ
һʮ궼δĸȲòªҲж񼲣ҲΪȴɲޣƱػԼĹ¡
ׯˮ̣Ʊز٣ԼΪ֪Ĺ¡
£۠D˲ȷűīǿưһ鷿ڵׯˮͬδ󣬵ȴ֪˻й£ׯˮ
ΪƺԼܺãֻǺϸ˼֪ʺϣȴβǷų⡣
ųˣȴҪΪ۠Dˣοǰ۠DǱ֮ˣ͸֮£οǰһ
ԼôʾԸ̸̸ͼԷ޶ãǱԸ⡣ˣԼʶŶãȻԸ̸㲻̸ˡ
淢ʲôҲܽϾׯˮǸ֮ˡ
űϳ˱飬ÿˣȻ̻࣬һģ󣬱Ͼƿ
ճڵӺ͵ȳɻȥ˳˽˽˴ʲôⷽ㡣
ʱ̣ׯˮ˯С`èǳЦС`......ȵȣ糿ҵֻèأɲС˵˿һޣҲִˣ
ڶ磬ׯ쵽һֻ۾С`èֻŹСèõԼͥԺιͣһֱȫѺ˴Ĳҩı࣬ģȥҡ
ǣһֱǰׯ󆙶ǳɡ
ֻϧڰķѯʺⲻһٱׯʹ̾Լ͸ԲǰķģҲֻԼèģ
ĸ˸СܽԷԡ
СӻҩԹˣһնûҲûԹƼķ״ű۵ֱۣׯ̲ס̾
Ҳܴȥ.......ǰ֮Ϊϧ
Ҳǡҹҿ˲ᣬ㿴飬ڶ찢ķʲôû˵ׯˮЦ
ôʰСӣׯ̲סЦֻС`èǶʲôģЩ˼
ڴϷ......
С`èׯ󆙱Ƶǽǣĳ۸ңҾ͸֣߰Ҹҽҩܿ࣬Ҳ߰֡
ŶͲ󶼿˿ڣ˵ЦЦɪɪСһȴַ졣˵ȤζҲգ˵ȤӹҲãȻôСèģȻҲô۠Dˡ
˭֪Сһ`յĳҾ֣㵱ֺܱô
ׯһ㶣ҪקֻС`èһᣬ˭ֻ֪С`èС֣
ٶȿѨʱ䶼ׯ󆙵֪
Ȼһ̣űһɨҰķɨѱվſҵĻԷˣɣ
̺С`èͲɾᣬ϶Ų豭`......
ī짳һߴһ̲סԸD˰ҪѵƵ㡣˵˫ֺȻҵ£
ڲ......һҹׯٴθ̾......
գСҩͯԼ˵УҩĨҩ˵ķģ
ֻС`èԼһצӾͲׯߺãǻûӲצӣ˵ˣҲ`С棬ɰ.......
ֻϧСҩͯԼϱ仯ĩ˵ɫﰧׯҷ̫뺷ˣȻδȢޣͿʼˡ
һϢһռ䣬ճǡ
۠DȻǲ֪ԼѾճǵİմʲôʲôųߴ󺺣ͷۣ鱩ȵ......
צӣʲôĹȻˣź𩿾㣬õۡԼһڣιһڻС`è
ɹصĺ𩷢֣ʵܺù.......
Լ䣬ֻСһ￴飬Եľͳɡ
ظС`èĺԼҰ˵Լ棬ˮץ㣬㣬нԼܶܺ飬Լ˵öе£轣ɺÿ~
īһοУԼŵĺ𩷴Ƕ۠DأҪѧѧ
ĸܽԷԡ
ׯ֣ռҴ˵Լֻǰׯˮ˵˶ѡ
⣬Լ·˻죬ʱץ㿾۠D˵
Ȼʵܺ~ׯҹʹĸ̾......




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գսЩ鿼˿۠Dˣ߰ذ
սԼ˵רעĶ̫棬۠D˹ȻҪǴ̵ġ
Լʴϻۣúö飬ƱزᷴԻ֧֣ʱԼʩչȭš
۠D˷֣ԺӺTAT
ʱ۠D޽ʵſϣűιʳ
ī˴ű֪ȲֲԸ棬ͷΪʱս˾䡰ĸ֪ƱϣD˳ɲš
......
˵öԣҪУϾD˵˵Ż۠DˡڵԺǼãգָȥ飬βϠDˣ
ս±ΪԼȥܰ۠DˣķƺŹ
ﲻ֪̾Լ֮ˣһֻʥ飬Ǵ޷ı֡
ʶһٷԻޣ.......ѧ̵Ҳǲɣ۠D˹ȻرʤԼ鷳
ͬȥԺֻǼҾ죬Ժš룬սʵش
Ҿʲôܶĺ飿Ҫ˳ЦԺ꣬õʱⶼķ棬ѵԺ㶼Ըͨڣ˵˴ī짱Щ조ѾˣDȥȥһԺж˾ŵģ͸취àD˽ȥ飡
˵ʵ˵ֵ֧ĺܣʶеĿźս¡
ϾСһȥˣķ㲻һֱԼ۠D׽׽ȻСһﲻᣬǸԸԼ
ԣСɴ±Ҫ
ķǹأο¶ս¿ͣΪ˸ֱ
⼸޴ڸеׯүս·¿ӣǰֻקȥ.......
ҺҺϱˣҲҪ仰Щ.......
أ˵أīŵŭաôûĹأͷ¶治ᣬЩӸһμʲôʫ磬ҷԣȴ˵أ
սɫһףȴ֪Լ⡣
Ե贵СèקקװķӡDš
л`ʳȻ˵ĺ
һʱû壬īҲǡʲôԠDȰѶȥ˵
Сһཡһʳ¶ǣüīŶס´αҪԼȥ˵һҭסô죿
Dţնǽһιģϸء
ϣҼСD~Ȼһξ͹ϸأɰ~˵ŸڣͷûأԺս»֡ȥȥȥȥţ
Σ̫Ѩǣķ......ȻһӸûһģһİɣ
̾ˣûСһǸţΪѡ̲סЦǵõʮоʱķûôϡɣƴķСһ˵ӣ˻ŵ
ǲǰķİɣׯˮԼүӵ˱ƣҲǱߵ
϶ģ˶־һˣͳɽׯү˵Ļ찡籩꣬һһ룬ǾͳˣȻҺ㰢ķһඡиһȺСƵأ~СԼϱģҲǲģϱᱻߣ˼ϱãЩʲô
磬ֵķĸо......Ī𱸵ׯ䲻
صͷ
ٴֵׯˮѾȡѵԹԴСһԺڻε˸Եģ飬èɰèȻһʱ䡣ʱī짵ѯ۠DȻҲ˼ٻش𣬶Դʾ⡣
ֻϧȡѵƫׯԲģֵʱȻɹׯүҲ壬пҲСӶ۠DȤֻϲķʽЩ......
յѾæĺ޲ýװӣֻҪһͷܳԼүڲԶǿǿеģ̤ʵУתһ룬ԼүҪɼҵʱֹȵõүһöжɻ
ׯһǹճǼֵ¶οڴ֮ǰλصĹүһκŵĴ˵
վͰׯҶүıףǿҽׯҶԴ˾Ȼ޶ԡ
ׯҲҵ֮׵ĹүòиԸȢľͲˣȻġ
ׯ֪ЦԷǵĴʱѾǻǰһҹ
ʱۼҵӭ׶ӱţʱ۠D˱ڸͷϣҫѲһܺ󣬷븮
ʱճǵ˻ῴ֣ׯҡռմʣ֮ˣ
֣ΨճϸϵƫСѾűһ......
ǰҹЩȻҩڶͺãϧӹǵ˵㡣
īʶ̧˱ҹԹԴźվڸϵȣǵ˵Ѿˣα㣡
η׷׳ǣīܾûвסD˻СЩվŵʱԶµ㣡ðʱЦ
......ĻشʵüīЩֲԼҺӶί
ʵǲԸͨޣͱǿСһ˸ұͱǵӣҪլڵĸһҲŲϲء
īģ˵СӵԴ㶮ʲôϲ
㲻ҲԸñΪС¶죬οճڵİ֪ǵӣǿΪׯѿ
ɡīǰԼҼᵽʱɫ죬ΪǷ۠D˿ڣԼ˳ˡ
֮±ݲ˵꣬ī۠Dˣߺǰȥʵɽ̹ʲôж




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׼ҽ̹үЩЩ죬ɣ۠Dʵ棬׼ҵĲòһѡ
۠Dͨ죬ΨΨŵŵĿ𴦺ҵͷ
ɱˣīԽȷ涮
С涮ôԼҼˣ
ֻҪһ뵽С첲С`ȵԼҸĴȻӺЩʲôǿҵΥ͸СĨ˰ѺѸ̫뺷Լұܰү̫ˮĴ
ģиС飡˵һܡ
ī짳СըëӴܵСУɺٺЦ
ɰɣԼϾҪķ~
ڶδ´һȺ۠D˷ڣλСڻűӣСè˯
λյľһקС`èĺ󾱣˳ֻè˺ӸһԵĸүڰʱǰ׼ˣ
۠DһߴŹһ۾һɫ£컹û~
˵űҪȥ`ףֻ֪Ҫ£Լһܻȥ˯
ֻϧȣнնԵ¶ã
ԼֻС`èׯҵ̴һҪϸ
治ʱ䣬һҽУűһ̣żŷŻء
ʱֻС`èѾϴɾʪĿ
Щ̴ɾױһʱ̫û۠DѾ˳š
ʵŻûׯ˭ׯҪϲ£첻ضοͨ£翪ţ
ӭ׵ĶվͿɵִڳһҹܴµ۸ܼæ׼̣ǣͷ
Ѫ񻪻ؽѰģΪ˸ԼҶ档
ֻϧ˵С鷳......
𴦣½ĳԼү˰춼û׽Ӷˣ̫̫ߣ۠Dδȥ湻ڡ
ԼȥȻүȥʱƥƺڵȲͷˣβͳ۠Dˣɹٳϡ
С`һҪʱԼһſ.......
~ˡֻС`èˣɾȣ˿Ʋǰ۸Ŀ
үʵղװİ......һʱûүԽÿˣԼ뿪ʱүС£Ȼɣһǡ
˵ʱʱڣӣܾòһˡ
Ҫ˵ʵȻϾûһ˻ޣ˵ǺǸǡүأ`¹ϣ治ү
ǲװģ죡ͭŸҴһĨ۸ܼҴ˸кǰܺĳš
ɿͷ鷽ϲơǡϲȡϲֵơ졢ϲǶӣìꪡꡢᡢߵȣôôҪˣǮеǮ
û˯̹۠D˱ԵϲڵۣΪĴ˸
ܼѾ뵥˵ãӡӷǰͷ͹۸Ǯү׸ģ
۠D˻ͷһ޼ʵĺɫӭ׶ӣһ飬Լҵ湻±Ǯġ
۸ӭ׶Ҫ͹㣬һǮڶۺǮ......
ʱֽͭ.......ǲǸ˵ûѾˣ
۠DڸͷϣǰѾ̿ˣճǵİպݺΧ˰ѡ
˳ֻС޶Ǿ޷봫
ʱ˽ѯǲׯҹүƴͣںδ֪˭֪ӭ׶ӾȻҫڳתȦͦׯſڡ
СһأЩϻȥպ̿ӵĴ˸ǣԼſ£ֻèƨƨߵ
ǰ˵ˣճ뺷޵үһ㶼˸׳֮ˣ˴ˣ£οׯѡĹү
ô......
븮ʱҪ裬۠D˳Ű˿Ļ裬˱ȣ漴ĳͬһļī짡
קԼҸϵĹܼׯ˭ŵĻ裡ôҪ
⣬ⱾŵĻֻһҲ֪ôµġׯҲðׯ˰뱲ӵĲ£۳ԼڵĸڿԳޣô
ƫڴʱ۠D˺˼žžžһܣ.......ˣҲֱˤ.......
ī۳̧ͷʱƼĴϧҲڣǰ˦ӾĨɾ˱˻ء
ڴϲĸֻС`èǰһƴļƣﶼЦˡ˭˭˻裿
ңׯǺЦüˡÿζðķѹҡ
ׯˮԼҵܵܣ䲻ð䡰˽գɲðķѹˣԼѹ.......
һ㶣ڶصĹȴʹ̵۠DˣԼҴĻΥ͸иЩ.......
㻻ģսüֳһЦ
ߺƤͷɸһ㣬ͱһᡰСڶĿĸ˵˭ˣıˣҳˣ㰢ķѾȥ赶ˣ
ףҿʲôûׯˮмСƵ¶ȻҲԼҵܵȥѡ
ׯбأ
ôһ֣˵΢΢һ̾˲ңҵء
װģİգׯЩԼƽоСֱҲˡ
˵䣬۠D˺òһ㣬һ㹭ˣ
ôģοʮ׿˶ŵƻ
ͷƻ֮Ȼ֪ΪүĵУ˿ԼϾ.......ҹү`ͲˣУߺߣɡ
īɫׯأҲһЦıֵ̧̧ͣׯΰվȵ㣬վЩ




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ׯΰׯĶӣү׸ڸ£Ȼ顣ԭׯΰ۠D˵Ҳʮףīһڣǰ˼
۠DɵվԼһ۴ƻׯΰգգ۾ˣСֱֱ`ȥȻ......ʱεĿ£.......
īĨ˰۠D˶޵СӲϾ۠DಡСδϰ䣬龰Ҳ֮Уɣǻ˹ĻСȴݣ
ׯΰվվȣվվãǿѹĳ嶯īѾǿĸСӵ⣬ǳƤҲͷ֮ŭ
˵ʵڳĿ϶۠DˣСӱ濴ίһν
ӿ֪ׯĸڵԼԼ
ԱԼķ⣬ҪұǿģƱزϣнƱػ
ׯΰѾվԼƤӵ£`ӣԼļƣʼ磬`Сûˡ
īŰĨ˰Ѻ˵䴩ƻȻ۠D˵Ļüͷ¾͹ˡ
ͭٴ죬ַǷҲ˾קԼҷȥá
ɹ֮űȷһͷĸŷ`ۿ˵ׯҹүά͵
һǰׯ˸үĸӣүƱǱ뺷ĺܣƵסǡ
һ꣬òнȥĴţҲǷϡ
Ƽ®ɽĿʱܾϲճǵİտ˸ЦׯŵĹүˮıȹճڶÿʲô¶ѵ˵ȱʲôʲô
ҸȱǷ˸ƯүԱ֤һ
˵Ҳˣƫׯҷǹү۵Ľбмְ.......
񣬿ϯ룬ڵһʱ۠D˾Ըƣ롣˻ЦϲӣȴǲҴš
ׯԼϾҽб仯ȻܷطϢ
ʱү¶棬Ǽų棬ׯķ׸ûλ
ҲܲµϾүֶû˵۸ʲôطˣ
Ȼӭ׵Ƹ٣ϲ׼ׯԼҹүų棬ԼѿҲ˵׼
ƹѭ˹ζֵĶˣȺүҪֶһͦεĸһվЩӡ
һ橵ĻظмĸҪڣ⼸ҲǵУǧĴ򷢡
ī۳ʱ࣬ׯϣĸ붴
Ȼ֪ҹɲ£˯˯һﲻס߶Ҳ֪ʲôʱܱȴֻһץ¸ԺĸҴ㣡㣡ׯˮȻǴͷӣٴܵܡ
ķҲָǽôο۠DǸѵõĺúӣںûӣǣ⼸հķҲóֻҪǱĵߣһֱǺ£ֻҪ˺ӣķҲ㣬ȥƿҲһҲһźõġ
ˮ⿴ͨԼ˶֪Σţķһֱ£D˶֪ʲô⣬ûãķҲΣD˵ƭϾǵķҪͬҶǸһӲܺúùīվԺڣĵ˵ţƺʱеĻ˵ƵġDؿ㣬òϲϧǡ
˵˴һ̾ɫ֪ͣ˵ԼҵĸͻС˼棬Щ£ķǹˣƵûһúõļңԼɻ飬ҪһļͥʶһǣȥԼ£ֻҪһȵļҾͺáҪ֪ΪЩӦõģ׼ҽմôƸΪʲôΪ֤۸׸ģģ֪۠DС˵㣬ҲˣзӣD˲ƷԻǲѧǲοҪӡٳõģǲ˭ѰҲѰүúϧţţĪҪ˰ȥһǼˣҪ뿪ķҲסպƢĽ¶ˣʮͷţҲġԺӱųȻ֪Ҳû˵һʲôҪǱķ𣿡
ķǳɻ֮գͱҪ߶һҹһֱׯмֲĲ
ī죬ջҡҡͷˣˡԼĸһ޸۠D˿¶¼޵˼ףΪ
ǲ֪۠D˱Ͼ׸ο׸ķҲ˴ȡ
ȢˣĿ¸ĸֱ֪ۼҹȢׯĸ㲻ȡ磬ļүֻȢĸģ
īҲ֪⼸˼һ۠D˳ЩϲϱȢţ¸ģ۠D˷ãԼǹҸķˣʲôʲô
һ۠D֮°ȥסأׯҵ治Ҫ˵Ҳˣ
ȻڸвŻվǸ.......
ôͲ
ǰɡī짽Ҳƣ룬һȻţѾͷԼ˵ʲôûãֻŠD˶ЩԼҸ˿Ͼͺˡ
ׯˮ˼ĿͼīȥһƣĸԻԼԺӡ
յȷһ˯۠D˵ķڣҲԺڡʲôҲţһֱźÿǸԼҷӡ
ǰī짵߶ķĺܣΪĻط




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ׯˮԼԺӵ鷿ڣŴ¡ķǰĻǶҲס
ϴȻ࣬۠D˵ӵȷѵã.......
ջĿ⣬ԥƬ̴ӳҳһ鱻˶壬һ㣬ѱĥƵóʱó`档
˲֪ʲô˻㷳ӻسڣеʧδ......
ڶ峿۠DĿǴ۵ĺɫӣʺ۵ټĴ`ûһˣеһʧ˻̾Ϣ
ĸôģľԼŵ£ẦԼ
ĸ»ûϰԼˡ
յĺۣԼ˱裬ȻǸҹĲúȣˮ̵ʺȴԼ̹Щ
˼漢æһ죬ûúóԹθܵĽʱ磬ԼƺĻɴԲĹ`ϣק˱Ӿ˯
˱Ͼæһ˯ҲʱݼķʱЩź̴ŴеСȥׯ
ׯˮϾǴҲ֪۠DһЩˣڰķǰÿʵүأȥˣ
Ȼ֪ׯˮ˼һȥ²ðķ`һûʵ
̴ӼҪգҪȻڱ˵ȥˣȥˣүҲЩɡ
˲Ժ
ī짱ϲ̵ĺԼүˣ˭֪ȴֻˣȻȻЩ조ôֻˣ
ⲻ䲻ȵĻһȻβѣΪ۠DѾˣ˭֪ǻ
ûڣ۠Dˡ
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˳˼ī⣬Щ죬ׯȻûڣЩ죬ɫҲѿ˼֡
ī짼״ٵȵȣٵȵȣ⺢æˣ˯Ҳ⡣
ߣһʽݼӶܳׯȻԼҷˣȻ˵һ
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ȴ˵һͷ籾ԼүæֶԼүС첲С`ȵģĸӣһ϶ƣĺܣԷԼһδĸҲ˼š
˭֪ʱûΪԼүˣʰյĺһЩׯ顣
ү˵ˣƸǸׯģױĸģȥĸԺڣյıүԺˡ
ƫʱׯԺڵĴ̴ӼקԼʡүأôûȥݼүˣ˵Ĩ˰ѺϢšҼүǶҹȥˡ
һ㶣漴ʧʲôүûһȥ˵ƿǴ̴ӣµ¡Ƽүӷڳ𣿡
ûûȥׯߣһ漴Ҳˡ
˴Ҵȥ۠D˷ڣû˽Լүǽӣ߿š
ڴ`ϳССһţү˰̵ַԸȥ򣡡
Ǵ̴Ӽ״ڡʲôĴ򣬶үҽ˵űҪȥҡ
ȴ£嵥ٴηԸͷȥѰˣλ̴ӣͷҿүȥүȺˮ
Ǵ̴һ㶣׶ԷͼЩɼԷǣԼֻڷڼתȴֲܿԺӡ
ȻͼҲĸˣɳɻڶձֳ£һׯϣŪĹճ˽֪²ðɣ
Ѿ߳ŭŲΡ׾չү󣬵ıһš
Ҫ˵ĸƲүǿĸرֵĸ
үϲҲˡүȥҲܣĸҪˣ
Ĵ۠D˰Ȼ֣СҩƺεѧΨֳϾҩʮа`Ҫҽ˳һãɲҪⷬ򵥵ġ
ȥҩʱŷǴ̴ӻȥ˼ͷˣȻĿĴﵽɱͿǷϲ˼鷳ȥ˵һүһѣȥݷá˵ŻͳһСɰӡ
Ǵ̴񼱵ͷǺ˶ԷȻãһѣɱ뻳ŷС
ܵׯڣʱīҲȼˣҪǽʵڲ㣬Ѱȥˡ
ׯǱ˿˭۠DˣҪСʲôʱ
˭֪ǰȥѰĴ̴ӴҴҸͷ󺹵ĹڵϱΡΡүղֹԺ̴ӶΪүѾү˰ݼүˣʶ֪үڷڣȥʱԲѡѾ˴˵ǣ˵һҹ.......
ī짵һѣɻڶձֳ£ĻԼҸڵĴƱػŪ֪ѹѹͷѣС죬ȥ˴Ǵ򣡡ԼҸĴʱ¶ׯҪôˣ
ôŶԣƫܱ֪
ȥ
һʱѹֵīҲ˵̣۠D˵Ժӡ
ׯĸɫѵĸ̾˿Ҳ֪˵ʲô
Ҫ˵ƫǱȻҹĸûһ۠D˷ڣ֪ҲûʲôϾ˵ﻰҲүԼҸ
ƫڶ첡ˣչˣõ߾Ȼûһλˣ
һӣ۠D˲˶˵ʲôƫڶҹ죡һүؿȴһҹ֪ô˵ԡ
ׯҲȥ˵ԼҸʲôϾԼ뷨
Բõ۠DˣϾ˭Сôûһôֳ£
ģǳƫģο׵ģôŶķԽԽϲԽԽᡣ
ο۠D˱Ͳһӡ




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ȥɣǰķֱסׯκ£Ҳùܡ룬ǲӦŻ£ɴҸ׸Ҳ̫ࡣ
˸˼۠D˵Ժڣǽĳ˿¶飬ɹĸ뷿е˲˵ġүϾˣһѾǡ
ǰҩʱ۠D˱ѹȻһԹߣ߲Դ조͵׸ģŵ㡣ⶼܻȥѵҪĻҳǣǸЦ׸ã˳ǴܵܳЦһӣ
ү׸˵ΪŭүƸȢƷԱҵĵճˣ
֪Ҳͷ˸һģĪҪˡ⼸ֻһʱûͨˣƷǼãοҴķҲ˵üġʵܺãֻǲѰĿ⿴ˡ˵Ż˯䷢ۡׯҵĸ̵ļãЩ˶Żκүѷɫ˭ߡֻΪǸŴԼҶܡķı`ȶ޸ңಡųܣСô࣬ײɷӣҹҲ㵡ֻǲ֪ദˣãǵܾңҵһŵĸºúôǰɣֻǻѡ
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լԺڸûʲ٣һֻԺӣĸֱڶϡĲԺڣԼмԺڡ
۠D֪ЦׯԼ̬Ȳѡ
˭үֻȡĸ׸ԷҲԷˡ
۸Ժĸͷû䣬Ժڴˣ췽ҹ̷ûطס
ԼԺھûշ䣬ԺڻУܲð˷Ժڰɣ
۠DҲûȢȴЩ
һʼ˵òȢ۠D˲ᷴԣֻʵ......
ڼɻıǷˮΪһүסĵط鷿ҲǴׯˮģΪǴ
ϱھסĵطǺסĵطÿ峿ϰ䣬Ҳů͡
䳱`ʪ`˵㣬˽ȻǮ˼ҲںЩս»ǡ
ŲҩȣȻׯ󆙵ġ
ķأм֮˵Ǻǻ˵мΪ˵ǾǱķѹ
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ĪҪ˵ˣϣǹˡī˵ųȻŭˡ
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˭᲻ľţȻԼŵĻԵƱǺõģĸ϶ѣ֪ԼúȻһһ⡣
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ǰȻ߲գûвƽĽһС
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˭֪۠D˷΢΢ۣЦĲõķʾ䡰𣿡
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۠DССĴ˸֪ԼΪβ壬ԣȻ˵㣬´󹦵ȴҲǲС
ֻҪ氢ķ˹£Ҳν.......ϲ׼ܼء
ű㲻ǳЦĿȴׯ󆙡ⲻж𣿡
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ǰԼү⿪µĿӣС£Ψ䣬ŶǹصģҪȵļϻӣ
ҲˣѵҪҶ֣ׯתһ̨ϳ`һָĽ룬۠D˻ſӣ
ŵϻׯҶүѵүķˣѸôˣ
۠DȻԿҽⷽ漫ϸ񣬲ݺӣƢҲղͬȻûȤ
δȥǹȥûбӣô˵۠DҲѾɻ飬һԼˣΪׯ󆙵ԼҲҪӡ
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ʲʲô㣿һʱδĺʶ׷ʡ
һӵĳתߡ
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Сһ˲ô㣬滹ˡ
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ʱȵĺ޲õһӰԼˣ
ׯ󆙣ӾĲ㣡
ţôˣոջúõģôڱԴ׵ˣ
СèצԼˣעǹקֻҪԼ͹ˣɡ
۠DӹǹȻûСúáû죬´ܣġ
λ۠DȴĹۺܶ࣬Ҳ˲١
ÿ켴ī짹Ȼȥǰ㶢һλ㣬ûЩѰѡ
رǶׯ󆙣ÿιҩ룬Ǳŷ۸۠Dˣÿÿǵ⺢ҧ´ί˵ԼҰֻһ֡
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ǶСԩңŵͦȤׯҲֲ١
DˣϽȥճǿǺɫŶɻҲ߰գ۠DһֱܹԵĴڼ㲻ǸҲˣǺӱϾǸүżī짱ȥ档
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ī̾ԼˣЩҵѹ׵˽Ǯ񶼸ɵӣţŵģ˭֪תͷɵӾԼ¶ˡ
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ׯˮƱϵ֣һµǮԼһѹǮܺͶûࡣëԲġ
Сһﵹйϧֱ˵㡣
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ǣ֡ȥдķø۠D˵УԽˡ
ϴȥʲôģĺóԺ棬ȥīǿ⼸СӳȻ֪Ƣ£սСƱشȥһա
Ӧ۠D˰Ŀֻ⽣죬˵ʵճǵʳƫ⣬Ȼʼʱī짵ԼĿζų˼յĽʳɶԼׯүȴֲֿܷܿ࣬ԡ
۠Dű˵ԼԳʳνһ˼ٹճǵķˣȻû¶ʲôɵ׻ǲϲ̫̫ȣҲ£
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еˣɻĪ죿
~ׯ󆙼СУ`צӳԼ룬֪ʲô
ԼԳʳνʦϴʶʲôʳԲҪ¼ֻС`èĲѵ
۠DãȻ̧ͷŸԼһ˵ׯ󆙣룬ȴǹԹ조~
߰ҧ˰ڵһ˳˰£Űء
ׯˮͷQĳԼϸոձׯ󆙵γٿֻɵèĽҪԼȥһֻĵУԼׯȱһֻ⽣




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ˣһƨ`Լ`ʲôûϵ
ׯõűʳ`СһǰķĶЦԽͣСһԴֻֻĸιʳСһԵҲгԵʱôԣ۰Ͱ͵ĳԼ
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֮˽֮ׯƵιΪķ룬ֻС`èɥˡ
θƽճԵ٣һʱԶ˲á˵ŴӻͳһСӡЩҩںɫʳģһٺͽ³ȥ
С`è򿪴ӳ˳ԼλϣԹԵͷ
ʱī짲Ž⿪ԼҴѨ`Ȼװʲôû۷˿ԼҴô湻˼.......
ҲҪС`èԼֲ˭ɵ治֪ϧ
ׯˮŭԣһ춼
ȷսǣ۠D˵֣ԼС˺ţһ磬óԵĺÿĳ˳ǺӲڣЩģè⵹Ҳûʲôż޾ɵĳߵҲ
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΢΢˼ȥ̫ԭ¥ɡֻèԵ̴ӵҲǻ飬۠D˵ָ㣬ӲԼˡɷϣ˶Դ˷ǳ⡣
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۠Dҡͷ˿ڲ裬ҶᣬϾҲɸϹ·ȹĲҶⱭֲ̫ڣĥԼۡ
Ϊķ²豭ɶ̫죬ӵıԵëڣһʱķۡ
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սСо֪ȥѧõĶҪЩ......̾ǲҩûȥֱ߶
Ժ˿ڲˣζպϣߵĿζʵϲ
ߵ˺ܳ۠D˹ȻܳԣҲһ㣬һٷһͲˣһһϣԼ˱ءҪȥԼϱҪҩԻ治˼
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۠D£漴Ц˵ҵԶݣϾֻýȥԺʱƱ˻Ƽ
սвסͷ⣬СӴϻۣҲϸѧׯ󆙵ӣСһԴ
ȵǣ۠D`ԴʱɵĲģ۾ǰƺܡ
ղԸ׽ĺս΢죬Ϊڵջֻ֣С`èǣͷԷ
ٷԼүһ˼ף綼ĳҪһ粻ɣСʱóǰĵģԼүڣ㰲ˡ
үҪȥԺԺǲ̴ܴӣĪ죿
˵߶Լү˼ʮа`ŻڲʱסޣżԼүƤë϶ôɾأŶʱ......
Ҳһ~Լ̴ӿɥ۠D`ָ⣬˿ȥ·ȥ~ѹҲܼ˵~
Լʹүһ㶼ɰҧ־һԹ޵ĳԼү̲ס㣬ǳ˵㣬Ծүλ˲٣
Щķı󣬺ս³飬ЩŲһ߳`飬ͷûصĶ۠D˵ǰ˵Ҫȥ·ר·ĵ̣ұ㲻ȥˡ
ߵĺԥʱԼ俴ŹճڽΪƽİգȻ¾ɣȴûһ˴Ƿ֪ҲǸ͵ġ




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У˵ֿ꣬ƺΪΪѡ
ժԼǮӹ̨ϣ䳰ô𣿡
С֪λǿүǷôСôۣүݾ֪Ǹ׼ϲƯµĶο֪صģ²׸
ĶĻ룬룬үҪػãСλӭڣƹҲû
ֻ۠DĮӣָڷڴ໨˫ƿصĹҤʦû´ӦǽүӵƷ
䣬ƹ̡žડأǰƿСûˡмң룬롣үҪʲôϷĴүƲϰɣ
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⻰ű֪˵ģȻмм˵ˡ
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۠DΪźȴܸԼֻ̻ǲ֪ܲܳɡϷûʦ
У߼ƸԷ˵⣬ֲ̫ڣô˲˵ΪźķǵСүһȥ
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ǣүӻͳһƱʮĳϡ
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΢΢ס˻Уȴ˵~Ϊŵûʲôѵүأ
һ飬ⲻŵү߰ɣ˵·ġˣǮҪүɰ
ڶ۠DõȥǴ綼뿪ֻõµĶǰȥ͡
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һԺǹճԺΧǳõԺвĽѧӡ
ԺѧΪ̣𴦼ԺҪѧﵽŵģƫ˴УҪиνѧ......
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ȻΪѧԺҲ٣д𣬸Ժȡ
ǰѧ۠DȵĹˣûʲôԺģΨһֵԺǣȻãˣȵĵ׶~˲
`צӣΪõĳźսһɸֵӣ黹Ϊε¶䡣
ѧǰλƴԼϰϾԼ˵Զݣοһعˣ֪սµɷǸѧ֮ඪ۲ǣ
۠D˲˳⣬˭ԸԼϣԻԴѧԺ󣬿϶Ǻúѧϰϣ֮
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ׯǮǮԹȻ˵߶˫˼ţûסչҲɣοϢֻС`èôûط˯
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ûиģģⷿ䱻õ˻û⣿
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սΪԼеͷֹۣ˿裬̺ϴŹɵĺСè۠Dˡ
ʮˣô棿
̾˿ˣȥɣûָΡ
СèУԲԲ۾װ׵ëצССı......
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۠DҪȥĿʳá¥ȵȦָԼסĵط¿ȥңûñ̵ͬһԺӣһʱѯǷаʱɹΡ˵˴ƼֻС`è¶䣬ﱧŵСèצԼˣսû˼ô࣬ΪɾǰˣΪⳡæµ£¶û˼úÿ飬۠D˰ָŷ۠DദʱԼˣ·ǰߣѧĵطԼȥɣҲСˣöˡ
۠D˸һͷתͷߵĺԥ΢Щܵ§СèҾô᣿
绹ڷʰȻû˻ش
ͥԺ󣬴˴רŸѧס򣬷ֱڶ࣬ΪԣϲΪƽסĵط¥˵¥鼮ȫ飬һ¥Σѧǿ֮мǿãʳÿڶ򣬶¥һƬ֣ʯС·̨ңϰ䷿Ȼͤˮ
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۠D̲סЦˣһ˳Լ⣬˹㽻˵Ҳ
νǮʹĥѧԺٽǮվܴĿġ
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ǰһλտڣ˽ϡɲǣѧԺ￴˺üˣûƼƯģ֪˭ҳ𣿡
ҲǻйģճںÿĸҲСһϸ``Ļ治֪Ǳĳڳİɡ˵Ŀζ۠D˵ƨ`ɡȿѧˣұ֤һ
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˵ĵ٩У֮⣬зĵĵĺֻҪүϵģӣ
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ƺΪػ˴δдأȻû˼ɻ䡣۠D˵һʱѹ⻹ģǣգһԳƳ·ĵĶȫᱡ.......
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ս£ЩìܣܾѧڵԼ˷˼·`Ĳ͵˵ò֪
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ںڵķ˿¶һ`۵ĲӣõĲԵԽĿ·ı˵Ǻˣʶ˿ڿˮС`Ǹү⣿
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۠DצӱһĿնˡ
СȻĸѣɽ϶ŵڣδԳ֮󡣡޳֮ͽ˵кһˮɫűۡ
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קס۠D˵Ҫǿ˵ԼүҺúƵǲǣôү±
۠Dҧ´ԼǶԷ֣Եѧڿ֣ûһȥ
չԼĺսҲ֪ӰʵҲҪԼֻ࣬ҪֻҪ......ѧԺ﹫˵ĹϵԶףҲȲúá
ץͨ죬۾ǿĿ𴦣Ψֿ˭ƼԼۿеˮ
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·СӷſۼԷҪɣҲ֪ô·ɱҧ
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׵ҲҪֻκûأԼǰȥҲˣƫһȺ棬ȺҰСƽллˡ
ȻΪ˸һͷκȻⲻһٱ
·ţһ𵱼־ƲͷҿκҲӵĹسǳ˱⣬뺷ǺѪһ壬Ⱥֺǰȥⲻһɱ......
·ĹȻڹճڽ£ҲǿżĵλҪȥû
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·ҲʹƵס塣
κЩ⣬ٺЦͷպƼǰɫһСš
ղų·ľ۸Сһɣġ
ű߹ȥһק𡰳ˣˣʲôޣ
۠Dһ죬۰Ͱ͵ĳűԼһͷκˢˢ˳毺õ°£ˮǶˣĹƺ˵޵ί
κһʱԭأƺֻǰֻ޵ļСһƺƮһʣڰǰι~
ôˣԾطŵɤӣƺŵֻСһ
һ죬۵˵໵һɤӣеκСĸζˣɼԷ毺ӦǸȻƽմֵȴ֮ˣһʱ뱧ȴұôˣ۸ˣǻ۸ˣ
վκȺֵ۳Ļʱһ顰˸Ӣ۾ԷһҪ
˲٣ټǴƺҲĶˣ໣ǰ͹ҳ·ĵ鷳ûⱻ۸Ρ
ƺǼãλһĵζ
۸ңϷҡһĿţǽпǽ޹ۣ¾û˱ˡ˼ҵצץˣۣ˵նľֻСצӡ
ǰڶԷֱקԼʱᵽһɿ۸ζ
èΪթ֪βöԷϲռˡر˵ڶ仰......Ȼ˾ӸӺ۸ģצӣ˳֮ӦòܳΪֵܣ۠DĬĬ
ԷӱͲˣԷϸطҰףƫ󴦱ץץףŭաȴҩѵ
۠D˴˳һһѱ˼ϲ䣬һҡͷ۸ҵ......
ʲô㣡˵Ҳ࣬קԼӸԷ
ԷССһɴ棬иɰݹȻԵСòûǰλ鶯
ķҵϱ......
۠D˳ҲĬĬţ仰ˣ
໣֣ҵֵˣԼֵˣ
ȴ˵ڵظʱ۠D˵ľֳϰĿ϶ó͵͵ֻС`èһ飬ܾ֮գЩĲ......
.......Ĩɾ飬Сһͷ۶ԷллλˣȻػ֪Ρ˵һЦǸүģƫ˵Ǹ˵ĺᡣ
κû壬˵ҲûˣֻöԷǲϳԼǸ鷳߰ɣҪԷˡ˵קԼȺֵһ˦֡ȥðɡ
۠Dƨƨߵĸƨ`ɺ桰ڷ˺ܶ࣬һҶԼò͡˵΢΢ͷ۰Ͱ͵ĳŶԷƺ˵ȥǲǡ
κ˰ѶԷԴԷδԣǻʶĲԼµ¶ůʱĪϼ֡ı£
ҿԽ㲩ô˵Żշ죬Щڵ
оˣɶֻСһԼ~~ϣ϶~
Ⱥֵв̳һ顰ϴҽƺ첻´˵.......
СһһÿûôСһнõЦĵǺãǰ񵽵С`˵۵ƺ`ˮ
˵˿ߣ϶Ҫȥλãƺ㰵ŵڴ米ԣ±᣿
ڿƺʱֵΤɱȺ......
۠Dһֱ֪ԼС첲С`ȵģܼýһԺʳãΪĲ˺óԻˣȻй̶Ϊ׼÷ˣ쵽òͣѧȻ
˾ûóԵˣ˶ûˡҪ֪ͶһȺҪҰСӣ۸үܳԵһٷ컹Ǯ˼ҵĹӸ绹ѧѵڴ˴һֱƽȵġ




24

۠D˵һձʶⳡͷԼ壬תԹԻط˼㣬ڶ쿪ʼԼ÷ˣæȣԵ¡
ȻλողʶκԼֵܰæһ򷹲ˣԼֻҪžͳˣ
գգۣͷǰκķˣצӣƺʶ˸˲~
ŹǣģŹǿζ˵ŸСһһӣһһɵĿ⣬ͳԵ贵ģκֻԼСĸζڴˡ
ǽƲȥ͵͵ţöԷ
κ򾲵ô
۠Dƫ𣬸ɾŹǹȻǺգǽϵϲĽԵ۾췺̹ˡĹճѹûԺü٣Ժ˼£˳ҪԱֻĴ`ȣ
ûشппеĲסͷκŲɺЦҡҡͷģſǹճߵġ˵ŴԼ˼ӹȥ
ལ۠D˰ѿеȫˣǹԹԻشҳģԶݵ
Ŷׯҵİɣκʶͷ˽⣬ϾֻׯҲһλҽ
~ҲƭκɴӦս²˵......
Ҫ˵ҲЩɡǡһҪһ
ϣŶʱ䣬ʶʱɣȻκүԴˣ
Ȥζǻӻ֣ò̳ȥʢ
ĬĬᣬܾԼҴ˸ҪֵTAT
պȵڶʱ۠DֱǴֲڵĥ£˼Ѫ˿
ģίĳһȤζԼκ
һ飬СҲ۵˵ɣ
Ĩȥ̫`³öԷ˿⶯ǿƺŶü磬㣬è϶ϸģ
κǻˣ֪ת˭ҩȺƤڵģȻС˿ڲãСϣܾòûû......
ȦûСһԼͳҩ࣬Ȼĵݸκ
߽ӹʱҲû룬ȻҩΤҡͷЦС˼ɣ
ƺƳۣⲻǷϻ粻Ҫڳ˭֣վվ`л......
ʱԺһͬĺѿʳõĺս³ƼóԺúȱŵ۠DˣּΧһȺճǳĶӣ΢΢üһʱ֪òСӡ
κҩӣֻ֪С`èѧԺڷչԼèū
ϲ׼Էǡ׼񡱵κҹӶܳȮԹǣͺׯǵ......
ֻҪֻС`èһģһβͣҾûһ̫ƽ......
Ÿߣ֤~ĨҩСһͷֿˣκ̲סЦ
Ƴۣߺɤֵͷˡ˿κٵϷ.......
պ۠D˵ͻͽķԾÿĵѧԺûҾͻᱻģĪͶʳ󣬱κңϸķԸҪͬѧúദ~˵ɭɭƳ۽ڵѧתͷº͵С`èԴˡ
ÿκκ±ֵͼ˵ǵӵģֻм飬Сһʳ͡
һֵܺɱʳõıӰ£ƨƨߵȥС`èһͬ͡
ġӵСèһֻǣСצǰߣ۵ĴƮƮˡ
~è㣬۠Dζ̲ס˿ڿˮ۾ġ
ǣոèκˣС`èҪ......
Ϊκţ˵·£ϼ̫ƽĺܣƼ۠D˱һ
˵мǣ˵ģû˸ҵôˡ
СӹúϺģ۠D˶ԡ
ѧԺһѧݼǲȥرѧԡ
ÿݼ۠D˱ҪһգԼҸţϱĴ
ǺȥǣƥһǺİԣһǵӭʱ۠Dĸͷ̿......
λһδˣſ¡ΪҲ֪ԼⱲӶ
ôͨԵЦָӢı⣬ƥˣӢۺ֮ذ
̿С`èɭɭĹ
Ȼк̿ѽЦ~˲~̿ãְ湻ġѣȻ˵Ҳ档
ֻ鳤֮ĺ̿ԼֱЦˣҧں𩰮Բϡ
ȻҲԣóܣɵױȺ̿˵ȣʹ˻
۠Dĺ̿ͷʾɵúã
û뵽һһȻ֣ԼȻҧ˿ڣҲ۵㵹ûˣҫС`è΢΢ۡƤǰɣ
~~۸ңðʰ㡣˵Це`צӡ粻ҪбȻʦʦǰɽׯ
`вĥź֪ԼڣƱڲͬ⣬˵Լһ٣Сӵͷͬ⣬־ٲԸҲ˼۠DԼ㡣
һ뵽ôСһȻԼЩʹ찡
Ƴ۠DС˵־ĵУקסߡ
ôȥɽϺú棬ȻҲû飬·˰Ӹ˱Ը˾䡰Լú棬ȥˡ
¸߰۠D˵סɵĳŶԷıӰǰһʱ֪˵ʲôܾίԷû˵ʲôҲûʲôǣ




25

ҧ´ߵӱߣѸһӱ㷢
ʵĸܺãܺõˣܺõӣ̫ԼԲעöԷ죬Ӷ۠D˲֪ԼĴĴ
Լ̫ף޷öԷԼ
۠D˵ͷʱյͥ˵ԣ⻹ׯļңǼׯׯүԣԼˣס꣬۠D˾ǾͻΪԼҲǼˡ
ģ򵥣˾͹ˡ
ֻǼˣǼΪԼ`ΣҲǼɻһУⲻãܲá
ֻǣΪǻԼԸ׽أ
۠D˳ϪеӰӣ`۶`𪣬Բ۾΢ͦıӣһжϲ⣬ԼòҲռ˺ôֻҪԼ˼û˻ΌܵԼˣΪλϲ
ҲѾʱôҲΪȤѸӵһԲݴúƼԼû緹ΪԼ
ɫûȥˣɺ𩻹ûֵ˰ʱû֡
ʱ۠D΢΢Щ......
ԹճİĺܣοѾǣĶ̿ͱԼ˳ȥˣлҲҶһ˻ظȲ˵Լһ˻ȥúˣҪҲ......
ҧ´۠D¡ԼݹȻܵԼһˣ˶Լ˶ģǱǻճ·ģκţ治֪ᷢʲô¡
οһ˼ԼүԼָô죿˴ز첻ᣬԼû
ԽԽ£ҲԽԽСЩڸţڼ޵ⱱ
ϷԼλ䵽ز......
űίҧ´ס⡣ûƵûҲǰ׿ޣ۠Dֻ޸˿޸Լơ
ɫԽԽʱóˣտյȴԲ¶۰Ͱ͵ĳŲݴĵģǲǸóԵ㣿
ƫڴʱԶŲ۠D֪ԣϲĻ
ӭһԲϵĸǸλԱ׵ĸһү곤ĸɫЦǰʱһ룬ƺ۠D˵Ĳ˸ѯʵС磬˴ճǻԶ𣿡
Զܽ۠D૵ɾôҲԼȥ.......
ллСˣ˵űǣһӵ֣Ȱķ֪ۣǿҪˣҵׯ٣ЪϢˡ
ʼʱ۠D˶ǽ˵Ĵ磬ԷݴŴȰҲܴľ裬ŶԷҺģ㵱ڡģ
Сʶׯ٣𩣿˲׷ʡ
ȥˣҪһȵȣ۠DۼƼԷֲ´һ£Тⲻ㴩Т㴩ˡ
Ȼá˲Լ۠DԡСʶ٣
۠D˲ȷǷҲսǰ㲻Ը͸¶ԼĹϵֻǵһӦӵϼ򿪷ŵǼǰԵɣʱȵ漢
ǼȻǶˣ̧ͷѯʵĿԼҰķмεףһл
۠DȤǣǼԼԵʱûǱ׼үаķ
ܿһĸ㱻꣬۠DҲû˵ʲôֻǰѶˡ
ֵ˰ʱ̿ƨƨߵ˻ǵĲ۠D˵գ߼ʱ˱ƨ`ɡȥ𣿡
̿˸ǣ˦β
곤ĸһĽĳź̿ӰǿģСҲһ°ɣ
£ëĹ£Լ׸ʱģ
ֲֻ˵ֻмɬĵͷЦЩʱ곤С׹Լλ۠D˺ٿڡ̣Զƥ̿ȳ嵽۠DǰĲȥ
ʱĺмεﻹôͣȴһмĸһȺӹԼǰ񽣹ӣҪΪɷֻع~
⻰ܾϤĸϽţƺԼÿ궼飬Ķ䶼Ҫˡ
żֵܵķˣˣмֲȷѯʡ
ŷ˱簲ˣױ£Уʮɷɻ飬ӵҲòȻЩƣ룬ֻҪɷڣĵҲġ
˭֪ǰɷȻɱͬʱɷĶˣ֪ûñºӾ˼ΪĲˡӣҪ
еĸһټޣһϰ˵޳ҲܲסںԺЩվܹˣѣ÷ٸղԼЩѸοкҪ
ɱЩҲˣ簲ôŲ¶ɷ
գվɢ˼һЩǧеճѰҵԼɷϵΪׯ٣񽣹Ӻ𩡣ֻԼҵһ`࣬ҲĿ
Щ˵ɣȻظðֵǡ˵۠Dǣס̿ڡ
ɫ֪ȥⲻһٰ۽ǳ`ź̿Թſ£СȥﻹЩ˼
ôģƺһ˿죬ڴ˴ǡҲ֪۠Dû
DˣͬҵôˡſЩȥûô˼ɡ
˭֪۠Dֻǻͷ̿ģûڣƨ`ɣָ̿ſ¡Լԡ˵ű




26

˵ȻǾˣ˭֪СѾվһԶԶؿš̽ǣס̿մ㷭̿ǰ㣬˻үҵŷ߻ȥ״ѿڵ
˭֪۠DδڣǱүȻڵͬͬƺֺ𩲻׵İš
һʱмΣ۠D̾ϢҲǸүţһׯƱҲ֪۠DԼĹϵмεĿڡDҷȻү
ʲô簲㵵磬Сɰ۠Dˣֿ˸׳Ӣýĺ𩣬һʱ֪οڡӣҲ˽šңҲб˼ֻǾȺپȻѾɻ顣Լ˵Ҫء
ްе¶̿ԸߵģҪȥŷ¸պһ·˵˵ٴηҲɫ谵мƲ壬ȥԭĿ־壬Ȼһ䡰һ
һú㵡ʱ䲻̣۠DƺûƢһ۵ϲѵԼһնеˣ
˼мֲ
Ƕ簲Ƴ֣ȰѾˣȥԼҷɣѾ֪ôߣܸϡ
ڽǳ壬λֵܵɽҰУȻвȴɲްDʶ·һ߰ɡ
Ǻӿ²գɫְ·ϲȫɣ簲µı㣬һ˺ûЩգǺűǸҵĹӡ
......ҲʱԺ̿Ľų̣Լ׷ˣաˣһ߰ɡҲ֪СһȥҪô״
ⲻ˱һٱ⵹ҲˣϾԼֻǲ֪СһǲˣҪ......壬ˣȰͷæ˵
һ˻ׯʱȻûīɭɭݣڳֻܹº͵ѯʡDأԹ𣿡
ׯүԼѵһŲ裬ĺ𩡣
֪϶ֻС`èԼDûȻ
ʶĻһھ֪ˣī짵漴ڵöܵγī֭Ӽʱֿģ
͸ղţšͷֿһ̿˭Ȼˣȥң
簲Լֳ£ĻΡһȥѰɣϾҶ𡣡
Ҫһˣī짶ΪԼҸͶ簲ЩʲôʲôҶƨ
ңң춼ˣ֮ǰDûظһ᲻ȣī짵¡D׳µģһһ컹ôڣǻŸʲôȥң˳֪֪ͨ죬һǺӻûǣڳһǿôǺãD˵жֲǲ֪СӾȻס˵ű߶߶ߡ
㼱ʲôôʱ䣬˵׼ǰźŵĹ۠D˺ûǸүˣôĵطزҲׯҵķˣ£ׯүˣһүҸ`ۣԽԽ̹
£Ȼ£īŵɴۡ㲻ԼҹүһҪֶӣ֪Ȼǰٰ㿴D˲˳ۣȷС˭үػģȥҰׯĸʮĸԼķķԼЩҲˣƫò˸õģ¶˳ׯҵĹү㻹ٰޣD˵ôˣ꣬ճЩи˼ҿ϶ͷƤҪ`ˣīԽ˵ԽգԼЩ˼Ϊ˭Ϊʲô֪㿴ߠDĸСҲѠD˷ɱ˵һ۠D˲׸ģƸҲģȴδԹׯŵκһ£³ɻڶֳֻ£ϣұȥ⼸СӣĹү㻹ʲôҵʿ㣬ʲô˭үܶԼҷݣ̶ԷƢҪʲôȥʲôҪʲôȥѵ⡣Ų⣬ɴ˻飡ҼҲûʲô
治֪ӺʱѾ˰꣬۠Dû
ڵļ˸˼ȴָԳ
ķײǴ⡣ׯˮҪԲοƺȥǺӲ档
Сӵȷ˵㣬ôҲ֪ܲ´
㸸˵ǲ˼һ᲻֪Ҹ˶ķˣ˵̧ȱҪʱ
žžž~ıԶƬ̣һֱʪС`èС֣䡱Ľӳ
Ǻܶշ죬ںڵķ˿ӣŻݣһ֮£Ǻԭ·ӣĩ·͵ȴǺݵж
ǰԲֻȴ͸еķӯݵ......
֪ΪΣīĻܾӯζҲĴ꣬ܳȥ㱧С`èĨȥϵˮµļĨȥ̱ʪֻС`èԼͦģ˸ɾˡ
ī̲סЦеˮˮ䵽Ǻӵķ˿䡰ôôŻ
·¡ǺЦſģƺûС·ϡD˺ܴһȦӲŻء
ϣǠD˺طȥ·˵űԸׯ׼ãڹȻȵҪʱûñҪˣѷûӿһ˵㣬`ʪ˵˴ֵͷԹ𣿡
֣ѩأһ߱īߣһ˸еûеʡ




27

ǰź̿һ·⣬·ӱ޵ζ˿־͵ӡǣǳʱȻúЦΪԼǰٲάľֹеЦ
վϡϡʵȺУ˸̵ЦݡҲˣҲ˲ǣ
ʱĿ־·һЦԼųܡźòܰׯˣЩɵĿռȥƹճԼһһӡ
ʵǼҪʱ䣬ѵ۠D˾ͲҪˣ
Լջ¹£ðķһܿ࣬űӽŲ
ԼµӵǼ󣬵㣬ſȸƹ̸һԷҲ֪Լݺ󷽲ſ֧̾Ų˰ꡣ۠DʱüǸպá
ֿ˿լԺȻطƫԶЩׯʤھ£ׯǰ۠D˵ϲ
طʱѾˣҲʼƮС꣬ظֻϧߵһСɰꡣ
ʪС`è`צӱԡͰ縺ˢˢɪɪīһĨ֪ˡ
̫ӹôܵסߵһת󣬱¶ȱ۠D˳֮ҪϺܶ࣬ÿҲ֪ˡ
ȥʣôûӹǵá˭үᱻһܣͲģ
ڶ۠Dûȥѧȥѧκ˵ԼҪա
ȴ˵һͷ⼴īׯΪ˺󣬱ᵽ۠D˷ڿǺӣ⼸յϾǳȻϻˣˮȴĺܡ
ϣǣȻ۠Dܲס
Ϊڶգ˭֪ׯ룬ȻҲҪڶҹȶȡһüīԽ۠D˵ӣǺ˯źð麮ѯʶӡD˵ӹǰùճǵĺ𣿡һֱµģܲסĹ治⺢ӹȢ˾͸ԶԶޣһĸӻЩ
Լ̫⼸ˣŻ޷죬˿֪ү֮Ĳ죬ΪԼүһ......
̵ãȻķĹīôƲΡ
Ȼû⣬ׯüķǲҵҽǺͣһ̣λο۠D˻úúõġ
ٶЩӹ̫ǿֻˡ
Ǿͺá̾˿ĨȥǺϵĺˮЩȥϢɣҿš
ׯüͷ΢壬Щ׵ĿԼҰķķûԺˣ׻˵ǡ
Ҫ˵ʲôȥ˵ɣĹׯʲô˵۠Dӡ
̵˱ī짣˿ڣȥЪԼڴͷֻ˯СһЦҶ⺢ӵȷΣҪչĸֶԵܵܵĮӼ֣ź⺢ˡΪ˴Ǻ£⺢ӡDף棬һֻҪңȴˡ˵̧۽ǡ֪ĸ˼ɻ鼸˶ûһԸD˵ķڡҲǿǣϾҲҵĺӡD˽ϲˣͰ⸮ڣҷֿɡҹձ°ŸԺ
ķ⸸.......ƱزӦϾڴ˴ȻᷴԣȴӲڴׯ档
ǱԻᴦϵ......Ҳ˵ɡ˵Ż˻֡ȥɡ
ׯһʱΪѣ......ʵ벻ķǳɻ󻹻ɢ
ׯͬǣмϲֻСһŴŴģ˺ڰһ棬ⲻ꣬˲ͬһ㣬ͷůȴȡ
Ҫ˵ϣ۠DԶԼ......ׯ󆙴δϾ̫СҲ󲻳СһܳΪֵܣѣ˶ɣƫƫ......
񣬾Ϊˡ
գУȷˡ۠D˲ԼȴҲǼˣܰѼ£Ѷǵ˻ظ
ο¶øԽ۠D˲ͷ
ķҿD˰ɣ˯ķµڣׯв̡
ʱīȻٰԸ⣬ԼҸˣȻвҲԸ
£ѾԸԼҸDһûҪͼ׽
ķû£ȥ˯ɣ˾ͱֻСһ˯˵˴̲ס΢̣۠DֻСèԾϴӴβߵͷǰ޵СԴ˹Լˣתѳһţ۠D˼ͷԴڶԷϱ˯
ɰˣī짳ֻ̲ס`һֻ`һֻԼҸүڵģƵó۠Dأķȡ֮ѹţǵ֮
£۠DףҪػʱǼúãҪģ벻ǱȻͬԼүһһݲˡ
......ˣҲܲЩˡ
۠D˵ڶûԼӻԼҰֹ˹ԴڣЦˡ
߸ѣԺʱյһ...ߺߣʱסȫ˵С`èϰϵֱСܾһõĴ峿Ҳã
ī짹Ȼҹôׯô˵ͬĻ۠D˵۠DҪѡ֧֣ῪڹȰ
´һòʱҲգ簲¶еΣ۠D˰ã˵Ҫȥ
۠D˷⣬ҧſӳѱҲȥδοһֱƯⲻס˵űԼ硰ҪŸ£㼴ڴ˴ңҲϢ
簲֣ȴûϵԷȻƽ⣬ʱֻҧſӵү૵ʹã




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ʲôףһûǮưĴҲѼˣҰķ˵Ҫ˵űԸҷɵĲ£ҵүӦûҪ䣬ұ㲻ˡԺһ䳡ͬ⣬ȥǴɡ
΢΢ü뿪˵ЩʲôȴҲ֪˷Ϊ׵
΢̾ԼҶʰ˶٣ȻҲ֪Լдȴû뵽۠D˲ǰӣػȷѰ
ţ˿ҪֻС`è
ֻϧׯ󆙳ÿӴDڲܳġ
èĬĬĳԼ࣬ű˴`......TAT󆙣~һôһС顣˵Ű조ôζÿġ
ׯˣ֪ȴЩģմմ֭ˮſĿתͷֻȥԼķ......
QAQôһֱ۸ĸоѵãС`èĥί׺ݵĳׯ󆙣߱ĻڣԸҼлˣⶢ߲˳ԣȰԼ˵߲Ľ......
ٷûڱ¿ӡ
걻ʦУԣȻֱ˵мֺ޹˼֮ɫոǿΪֱֹŵȳ˲֪˲˵ɣҲ˲֪ĽжߣʶŸ
ֱΪܡ
ºúչ۠DˣǰҪ̤ԺӣԼҰ
۠DίǿĥߴĥߴĻص£ûãȻƿ𩷭뷿УߵͷֻС`èȵĳԼٺһЦö~˵ŴӻͳһֽŵռȻԣƱԵɣֻܳԼŶ
ţֻСèĵͷ`Ǳ˺ֻȸȻԼԡ
ӹʱ£漴ǳЦһС
ɸճ˿ʱᵽζİѩƨƨߵֻǰצ۠D˵ǰͷʹյ۠DǴиͣ
߸ɴ贵˿ڣ˺˿СֻСè
ֻȣŴ`ֻЦֻɰСһڴ`ϳʳ֪Ʊػ᲻ģ㰢ҲͬƫƫĻͶ顣
ֻԱ`ʱʰռ־ֻ죬ĨСצӣֵͷ۠D˵ĶͷҲԣDĪҪҵ𣿡
ԣϸĵǸ۠Dһʱίʱӿ`ͷۿʪ`
ͷҪѹǺеĹʣȴŵԽʶקס˵ǰȴɲ̧ͷ
𩲻ɵ`ӣʮִһʹľ˫ɱ˶ţëλῴ͸һʮģ
D......һʱ䣬ȴ֪ٿԭ¡
ỽȴ۠D˲סҡͷ磬ңҺܹԵģĺܹԺܹԵģԣһºòã˵˴۠D̲ס˼֧ӣͷֱˡĺܹԣԱ£ʲôҶԹԵĴһԣòãˮ˳۽......
һ̣˵һᡣʶʮԵ𽭺еκһˣƫƫԲǰ.......
û֣ûгûǷҪֻǰԼ
һ̣ûԼôֹ޲һԼˣ
ԣDһֱܹԣĴ粻ԡ˵Ÿ§Ǻӣ`Ƽʪ`˵۠Dˣֻ뻳ȴˣݵĶ֣ʮˣô˵
ǺӻҡͷһſǻһšûдδйǠD˲ãD֪Լ......˵Сһġ
ôܣDɰˣô㣬ôϲ㣬ҶϲĲǣϴ֪꣬ʮꡣ
Щ񣬻ǽһˮгĺӣδĸųеĶǶԽ㽣˭⺢ӣǰСĿˣΨǶԷᡣ
èǰ㾯裬èǰˡ
ŵͷ۠D˵ĶͷD˵ʱͱǽһ𳤴󣬴СֻΣ
֮......
룬۠D˲ǵķжãֻһ۶ɰĵܵܣׯˮǿ϶Сӡ
ƫǵķвмֲͣʹ޷⺢.....޷úõģ㡣
֪µģɻǶ簲֮£ڴ˴˵˳𩻳УĨᡰҪ߱߰ɣĪҪˡǱԻ˵
һհɣȷ¹Ҫ۠D˵ĲԼǰδϣ˵ˣôܲ£ĪҪˡ
Dް֮½йءDԼԴ֮¶£˵ȴԹ£ץűǣѩ
ô.......δ˵ꡣ
۠Dȴϵ粻۠D˱ܺãDλйΣD֪Լ......
ʲôݣмֲ조ĪҪ˵ׯķ׸Щ󲻿ᣡ
Ӽ˱Լοǰֻèȷ޷۠DԼʵ.......ȴ۠DԱȴҲ޶ԡ
۠Dǰ˹ȻȴɲΪԼǵķ
΢̾ȴ۵Цݣεĳź𩡣
Ŀ̫⣬úĶӡ۠DıӰЦ£һûһµŰѩë
󣬸οУԼ̫С̫ɣ̫棬޷ǲɡ
·˿۠D˶СèҲ֪Щʲô......




29

ػüûѧãκǵȵĶˡҲ֪Լһүȥһģֻ
ڵƼһȦ۠Dʱȥץ`סֻצӱһʵ
ĳһЦ˵мκĶײķ
ҸϵĵģСĴӻͳһСĴ򿪳ʵ۠Dǰ
ǰһץ˿Ҹ˫Ŀ⼸СģҳԱģƣҶ˺öء
˵ţתȦǰ۵Цõľٶ²֪˲Ŀһɴ棬˭̲סһĨЦ⡣
οѾƵĳκ
ײײκļ磬һЦĿǴʵľǵÿ춼򣬿˭֪ǰС`èȴƫƫûأ
۠Dͷһ֪ʲôͷż`ŵء
κ״ײºߵĶӣ۠DЦ˵ôᲡ˵ģ
꣬ˡ۠DĿƮĳű𴦣죬ƺί
ע㡣ԼģκҲ˰ԴؽҰɣϿˡ
~۠D˱ǰˣȴЩ֪롣
κԼãӿѧҲкüˣһֱκֳܸмôһչԼ
ɽս㵣ǶԵ̬ܵܵȶǣ......ڽύһգԼ˵ԼүǸѵֻϲԼ㲻ںү⣿
۠DЩں⣬ֻǾöԲκ
ûгɼҵĻ˳˵ҲûʲôϾκܸԼǷݿůԼһһϡ
ԼϾүοѾɻ飬ȻܺκЩʲô
⣬Լκ·һ붾ҩ㣬Լġ
۠DףԼκûָ飬ȷϲԷԼǷůһжڶԷԼֳϣ......
ô˽ˣΪůƭķӹһӣⲻУẦκ
᲻ݸ飬۠Dҧ´ͷϵĸ㣬᲻ã᲻ãԱһȫķ......
ȷ۠Dȫڶ뿪ǰֱ֤۠D˴óԵĺĻ~
۠D˿ͺҵͷ緹Ϻ࣬ϲ......
Եĺ۠D˸û˼ǵеĺ𩣬ŶԷࡣӻ֣һɹɵŬʣͷҲ᲻̧
úܿգ۰Ͱ͵ĳֻèԼƤӵ£ЩӦ
һÿˣȻһֻֻԼ࣬һֻצ࣡
Ȥ߹ȻסСצӽš
ֻҪһɣֻص۠Dǰ¹۠DԼѾˡ죬˺գ漴۵ĳллл~˵öԷδ񣬶......
`գЩȷĳŰѩƨƨߵĸ۠D뿪תͷ̲ס˾䡰èתôôϲϺ.......
緹˾͹ɡī۠D뿪ԼҲƨƨ߸ƨ`ɺˡ
ѾûúúԼҷ˵ׯүһ죬ĳԼϱ......
µĶѾظа࣬ͬʱͷԼһƱ
۠Dû֪Ǹ׸ģҲǸ׸ģ£δׯ֪Լ˻ֱӰԼڹճǵĸڡ
۠D˹ȻиǹճԼԷ˿Ȥʶûʹ۠DȻҲٿڣοдô
ճõҤ벻ˣͨҤȴҲһۡ
ٴ̤ƣƹڣżɽϣܰæܸҤ
ǰһ֪СűҰģҲǲµģ֪ȴƫҪһԡ
ҪʲôҤãЦ
СҤ㹻ˣ۠DǳЦոտʼҲ֪ܲܳɣһӱѪ
Ȼģȴճɫ`⻬Ĵ۠D˲ԼУǶľŰ
۠Dڶգľ϶𰸺󣬱Ҳδֹʧ
ƫգ۠D˱ͶԴȤʱҹθ˷ӣ۠Dɨ۱סģҪߣȻһ
ľűǰٰ˵˹;ټ
۠D˸еźȴ̸ֹܴиоõԼˣľȴʱ̹Լһһ
ôԼ˻ƿûͻظҹѰ
뵽˴б㲻ůůģŸǼԼõģҲԼúùӡ
ϾԵľŰŵģȻཻҲôأɵһʱ۠D˱Ī׽С
Ǽݸо˭......
£ҪһСҤǶľŵĲΣǷ֣ԼմɵʦЩ塣
ʦҲεģ游׶겻ᣬҲڸ£Ҫ˷ӣǱҲػˡϵҲһ
ⷬ϶۠D˲Ÿ¶ͣϾֻһӷңֻеǮˣܻ´¸ķ
ֻǣӹȻʦЩʦȷҪԡ˵ҲмµĹ򡣶һʼһ´ҤӣƱػݾߡ
⣬øԼҸɽȻȲׯүݳ棬ƱصҸ




30

Ŷ⵹ѡƹ֪ԷֻҪԿȴģ͵궼ϲģһļҵȻĪĳ֮ɫãǸд֮ˡұԸ𸴣ֻҲ֪Ӻδҹӡ
۠D˸˵ֵַҲڣλʦȥҤ˵ãǱҪˡ
ƹȻ⣬үУ´͡
۠D˲ԼһģǴ˸ʦʦղܣҳ֪ˣȻͬҲǷࡣ
۠DϻѪѪģο۠D븮ټ۸Խеį
űȥ׽׽ӣ˭֪һһĵֻ֪Ժ֣ԼԼ£ɲǽпǵˣԼһҪϼӹ̣ܽǼȴ޻ڣһû˼ٹӡ
ǸˣһľҪ飬ȡϴβδϣ³˿ʲôܡ
񻪱Ͼһ͵ˣǿġȻ֪¿״ԪҲûƨã`ӣ볯Ϊ٣Ǿǵ˵¶ϲ׼Լ䱻ųն
ôһ룬񻪾͸ϣϹôδɽ
Ҳ׵ĺݶԼûǽʿҪָ׽׽ȴм˵Լʦ˭ƶò˵Լͭ
̲סһƣԼ׬Ǯʲôʲôսʳģˣ
ÿµǮÿҲʮȥ˷죬һ¶ӣ
ڶ֪䰢ķķͼķĸǮһˣ
ǰʵӣֻǵȻ㲻㸸ͭ𣿼ȻֺαҪã
ⲻ䲻ȵĻŭ˦ȥ
ӣǺǣ⣬ʵ벻ڶʣ
û׽ǰ޹Ժûÿ¼ǼҲòಡÿμʱ򼸺ڴ`ϣҲա
м֮ɫӲŻ磬ϲ׼״Ԫ֮ţӹȻƽȴʵϿҡ
ʵӾǸ`գ˵ʲôʲôӵ˵ȴ˵Ŀţ
ԽԽķңһټ۸ָ˭̳У
ʱ۠DǸԶ뵽ˡ
չţּֽԼõԴǣ̹ЩҪˣҪҪطҲûòǴһӣ׼ˣ
ϾճӿԼãʵҪЩôܲ
ǸǮ˸ģ͵͵һѺ󣬰죬ǳӺãڹճǵܳɣһҪ뷨۠D˻̳мҵ
պǲʦһҤƫСҴ˼ۣǼϼһ海ҲǷ㡣
ʵϸʱ۠D˿ϴ¡
ͷλۼҹôҸɽͷκѾ۰Ͱ͵ĳֻèĸˡ
ǰֱлظѯԼʲôʱףκֻһֻèݵˣ
ҲֻҪԷҸɾׯЩǣʱׯЩӣҳģʹ檾ܳɡ
űֻձ緹С`è䡣
߻룬ûȻ`ס`⣬۰Ͱ͵ĳֻԼ˲ٵȮצӣһƻӹȥ
󱻳Ȯ̹ҽУ޲ڵϴɰԼġ桱ֻţȰֻèŪ˵
ӻͳһúӰ۠DСţ
Ǹģô
ǰյĹ۠D˾Ҳգܣ
žţ۠Dշ죬ȴǻţκһʱԼҲԲ׼˼үúôϣ𣿷ᣡ
ԵԴ۠Dһ𣬶ʱۿίĳ
Ʋͷ֪οڣ˰죬ŵŰɣһƬ⡣
۠DҲǸҳĺö٣Ʈ̫ƯȻֵƣգοԣԵͼҡ
ײʮĺӣϹȻϻۣⷽ棬۠D˴ûй顣Ȣķ˵ףǼû
ң......֪ˡڲܾܾ۠Dųţ۰Ͱ͵ĳ˵ıӰԼӦʱĶʱŵһ
УҪ˵ˣ......۠D̵İӴϣв֪Ϊκ˼ˮȻԼΪʲôͲǸ
ǣû˰ҵүǣӴʱЩʱȴոպáӲŲ᲻СĻ󣬵ʺϵĺܡ
̾˿⼸Ҫĵһһʤƫƫκͣ
Ҥڳ˵һ֪ΪζѣԿƬɫ`Ҳϸܶ࣬ȲϽϵĴϸԼ
ԼԼʱԽ죬ķܵĿԽ١
Լ£Ȼ
תͷ߻ظУĿβˣ˵Լӹǲɡ
صԺûñ˯ˣһͷܽ۠DǰϷ۠DλˣüѧͷĲӰ٣ݲ𾴣Ϊ죬ЩʱŷҪ˵˵
ʵ۠Dû٣һСС
۠Dÿټɺս׼˳ȥ٣⣬۠DѧУֲػ.......
צӣȲ߳ŭ˵˯ѵèѰʳ㡣
ڳɶûҵԼ˸ƻƻȥԼƽƤ
һȦôҵˣȴԼԺ⣬ڵͤƼ廨Ķ簲
ƻ`ӣܹȥƻһţ۰Ͱ͵ĳŶԷ




31

簲һ㶣漴ЦеĴӺ`һѷɵƻƤһеĺƯƻ顣
۠Dһ߿ƻһ߳ŶԷæµǰĹƺ廨Լ廨ٶȾû飬⻨εƯźɵ㶵ĳţƬһĵˣ۠DקקϵһǣߵǺЦ֡
˫滨ͷĻɫһһޡȻôѸٵ˫滨ʵ簲
ЦԼⶫҵȷȤյĸԲûʲôֻҪеֻɫ
۠Dͷһкܶ簲ĸ
簲ûֻèǰƵ뷨ֻǻƬ̱̾ϢȻߵٶҲһû߱ˡɷиһıЩڼҵĸвٸȻոǿ.......˵˴ЦȻٲͬ
۠Dǻͣȴ˱뷨ҤٶȱԼԤϵҪԼʱ䲻࣬ǰҪЩ⣬Ǹպã뵽˴΢΢۵˵簲Ļһ
߱ס`С`èһʱ⣬յͷˮ۾εĳԼү£
簲~С`èԴŶ簲ļͷ˵
߲Цʵڲ֪۠DСһﻹзⶫúúãү˵ү˵ҶȻүȫ۠D⺢ʱ㿴Դƽ⣬Ļ㣬ݣʵѵãûеѵá
⣬и޷ܾĿɰС``ӣϣϣֻСèֻһɲһһڶ򵥵ġ
ң͵͵Щ⣬֪簲˼Һô˵űߴշ조㣬֪ǿ϶Ϊһã߰ɣɠDҪԼԼŬŬ
˵ƽտɰۣҲүȻ׳־һ档
簲࣬Ȼ⺢ӵ˼㿪ڡDҪҰʲô
ҿԸֻҪֻɫĸһ֮Ǳ`ɻ˵Ź조ṩһסأЩ޼ҿɹĸԴźһסĻƴɫӣסڴԺÿջ˸͡⻹Ҫøþͱ뿿ԼŬˣ簲˵ô
Ȼ̵簲ûɷԣοڽɷȥû㹻ҲӻǳѰοүͬǲȥЩе⣬Ҳû˻ǿһԺһǶơ۠DṩǼãӸƾ⣬ɾĺ£DȥҽЩԸ˵ĸ
ճǣһٳǰһʱ簲Σ˵Ųͷ˼Ƭ̡ȻЩԸңҲԸⷷƷĸȻҲỶӭƷ֣һǽӵǸĻɫ㣬Щй涨ʱ䣬һЩ㣬Ǯ٣ûʱƣɡһⶨ㣬⼸£뿪ȥѰЩʱȥ´Ժס
DҪУ簲ǰһɨǰۣû˼˼飬̬ƣ治۵Сү
ࡣǳЦ簲ȤӣֻҪ˾͹ˣһΣ
Զ簲£λᷴԣȻȻܡ
۠D˼״طϸڣڶ峿˯ѵè˷ܵ`צӡ
Լտǿ꣬ľűԼô෽~
ȥһҧҪЩƷٿ̣ʲôģŽѸ٣
űΣ㲻ɺЦ
ľųŰԼ۠Dˣͷ۵۽ǡȥ
£һô˯أ˵Ųֱߺߣ˳һߡ
ľΣ˻СӲŷſ
ճ·ϼ񵽵Ǹˣ۠D˺Ȼ뵽£ڡ
ľǳЦ񣬵Ǵ󸻴ˣȻҪ̣Ǳ磬ˣڹ
ȻҰŵ˰۠DʶૣԼ֮٣˭֪Ȼˣ뵽±㲻ЦתͷȥŴ˾Ȼıˣ.......
СӣԼæҪҪȻ˵ȻǷ......
۠DдŸҪҪǮȻҪ˲ҪΣСҤȻСҲҪԼǮTATԼӱ֣̣ԺЩǮɶˮһ
⣬κ⼸ĿԽͣԭûⷽ뵹Ҳˣ......
۠D˲ҧҧ´һƬϡ
붬簲Ϣ֪ĵĹӣŴĳԼˡ
簲ţĨ˰ᣬ˳ŵϻƤůָãһԵ۠D˴ϡ̰棬ٰѰѩȥҾ㣡Ұһǰ㡣
۠D˺ߺţԷǵԼ`Ĳ¶簲ѩʱոպ......
С̫ˣһ۵ү뵽ղĻ£ɸ̾˲òࡰϴģҲ׵ǷҪȥ
㣬۠DǳЦ÷ƹѾ׵ȥһ֪ҵ˼һ棬ƺػӼɡ
£ҤϢҤϼһһõģžͻơ
۠Dǰһȥ˫ƿһɹЦ
⻨ƿɫ`ͼͷףɫ`ĿһƲʸУ⻬ϸ壬ɫ۠DҪģкһ¶۠D˲




32

ȻҪɹˣܵõԼҪ˱ݻƱػ`﷭ɲ۠DҪģ.......
ţ´Ը¿ţ
ݼգκӼﷳѧںͼֵϹڻ򰲾顣
ɱڴʱĳֻС`èýļԾ۵ԼǰûקԼ塣
κֻͷԽ죬رǹ̵СצץԼʱȶȣ̹Ļ
Ҹȥһö۠D˰κק󷽲ſڡ
·ſڡʲôȻô
ȻǺöһոճұȥ˵۾ġǺֵôԺöҪ뵽㲻ǣ
κЦҡͷʲôöû
ɵ۠DקССҤʱüͷ߼״ҹȻѧ飬ɵҲǸˣճʱЩԼȥ˵ͷٻȥ
۠D˾κչһЩԼ˽˵ܣׯ֪ܣȴҲ͹ԳԼүһܣκԼȥζȥԼǸ
ͬʱֲʧȥֵܣһݱӻֶΪ
űѴ㵵κקڣСĴһľС˺üڵĵһõģɫΣ~ǲǺ
κʵûȷ⣬ûĸ
ʱȴСػ˸ľУʶͷȴ˫ƿɫ`ȴ⻬㵵ĴľͳƿСķת鿴ôģˣҪϱĴŵ㼯ϣȴûƫƫǰСһˣ
κһʱ޷ܣʧôܣ
ֻҪ룬ôģߺת¡~~һ~˼Ļ~˵ž֣һֱϵӡ
ȷ˫ƿƱǾ˫޽Уֵǡ
һзǷ壬ǰȴԸԼκһͷ̣ԣδ̸⣬˵ҪǮҪˣҪȨ㾡ܿڡ
ŶԷ⻰۠D˸ȷԼܷˣֵܣᶨƵģ
ճǺ⣬˵̵֣ƶһƿƣ۠DƱκƷƿǵһǵڶϵ
˿̵Ʊ㴩Լڵ·Ŷӣڻ߼˫㣬°ڴȡ
ŹȻţȴڣۼ
СӿⱾ£κ˿ھƣ㴼ʵѵãǰһþƣ
۠DǳЦûǸжϲƵģ˴ӡʱδȱ˼ֻ򣬴ɿʼ
Сһﱾ²СɲֻⶫɣκȻϲػԼ̻¶̻¶С
κҲǴ壬丸δǰǴ󽫾ձȨ࣬Ψǰʥϻɣж׹һӷһκңμ򵥣
ˣκ˿׽ȴĿĵġ
ǰӽʱˣѱᡣ
ЩܣҲ޿κΡ˭þ£ܾ˲ǣ
۠D˼żɽһЦ˵Ҫ
Ҳȱӣȱˡ廨ͼƣ˳ƷմɣѾ׼׵Ҫʲô
ճǲ£ز죬ׯġ۠D̾˿ҲԸ֪УԸһֱԸҪһ֣֮ء˵ƺУ˵ӭһСķ`ҲԸԼŬһлһ³Ӧȴز˼磬ֻڴ˴˱ӻ֮£Щֻɱ֮磬ҾֳԸ֪㣬㲻ᱳңȻʶ̶̼£֮˼򵥡˵Ʊֵκǰֻܱӻ꣬ꡣ
⣬Ҫ˵ȷˣķ`κûסȴԸܾȻׯ֮˶û֪ʲô
......ֻҪ㿪ڣĪҪ˵꣬һҶ㣡Ŀ˵ȣֻӵ뻳С
۠DƺƿĵԶǱķƳ˴⣬˵Ҳ֡Ҳܷȥֻ......ҵĿܱ֤ԼԲ㣬.......ȴЩ²ò㣬ĪҪң˵ջ֪֪˵ڡ
û£ҵ㣬.......
ĿֻС`èҪըëκĴôôԼ˵Ѫˣ˭Ҹֹ£ôתİܻɣκڵ̣Զ뵽ĳЩġ
ҲпܣκϲԼϲүǸĵزTATϱϱҪסΪװ.......
ȻҾκϱQAQ
ɫȥɣ⼸չճЩȫκɫ谵ڡ⼸`ӿΣЩ¶
۠DĶᣬצӵճǻ᲻ȫΪɶ
Լעӣ۵ʲôҪֻ˵ֻè⼸չճһרųƯĻˣ
ĬĬڣĬĬᣬãˣ˵Ҳǰ˵Լǰôãһ~
ϵ£˳ĺܡκ˳˳ˮ
ϸԽŸɴԼǺˣԴ˵ػʹȲհɣ
գҲܱȻ˺á
űҸɴ緹۠D˺κжʱ˻ᵥģȺֵԾɢʣ.......ʱɡ
뵽˴ģ첽ߵʳã֪κǼֵܿ϶Ѿλá




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Щѧ඼÷ˣһġ
۠D·ʱһ˿˵˵ǿżҸƯĸأճ⼸ջ治ȫúõĸộˡ
ɲǣǸһƯڻ֪ôء˵˵ϧĺܡ
۠D˺Ȼǰκ˵ȫ⣬ʱŤˣ޲ھȥݺҧֻȮ
ĸȫඣƼõȢţҲһ׮¡Ҳ֪˭Ц
ɲԣճڿĸȫ˵˴˱ĹЦ
ɲǣĸǼûǿ湻뺷ģǰ¾Ȼˣ⣬ׯҵĹү湻Ҫġ
˻δ䣬ͱ۠DסԴײˡ
˭˭``ĸң˵
۠DԡͷŸɾ㣡
`٣һΪ˭أǲɫħû֣Ƥˣ밤.......
δ䣬κһȭͷȥֱӰɴһɡ
۠D˳ˡƤû۾ɣ磬飡
κһƼֻèȻȻмƣ̵̹ġκ˵ļǷ۹Ȼã¶ЩףɣϣκˣŽ.......
̳˶Էǰ˶ܾᣬʰȺ˻ͷֻèȻѾܷǰʼ......
κҲЩŲס½ԼʰԼƨ`ˣ⣬ʵ̫.......TATԼŤ̬
һĬĬᣬһ߸ֻèвˡ
κȥʳʱмֺ˾䡰ǰ˵ĻȻˣҲ˶ŭׯȻ㲻ôҲƲػǼµģׯû飬ΪҪ⣬Լ̻¶
۠Dһ֪̾ʱ̹׵ʱ䣬ˮµһûһµʳ磬ǵ˵𣿡
ǰ£ȻǵãͷʱЦ֮ԶŭΪ˵ҷˣβŭ
ʲôκʧק۠D˵ļ⵽ǰ˵飡
ŭԼһͷ۠D˾޴ѹȸУɻҪԵˣǷݻұѹ¡˶飬¸ϣǲʶ.......ǵϣǸԴţҲǳɻǰ˵õġ......קˣ
ȻǸȻǸκܾԼƭһķŭΪʲôҪ
˭ˣҵһʶʱ˵ԼǸճ·ĵϷʱұ˿Ҳδк룬Ҳ˵ҺûǸү˭Ц˵ţ۠DΪĿֱ֣ۣί϶ˡ
κţȴȻĿšŶҲԼᵽˣ˵˦ߡ
۠Dһ㶣ǰקס䡰磬㣬Ҫ뿪ң
㶼ɻˣһΣοǸүκģ˦ȥ
һƣǰ۠DƵڵأʱίĳֻϧȴͷҲصıˡ
۠D˲֪ΪΣȥıӰԽŨˣδɱĺȴ̹ǵ.......
գ۠DŷԺȥκȻǱܿԼһδ˿գһδεĹ¶ǻѧãòٵ۠D˱侮ʯĳЦһ
κļֵȻҲѯʹ߱տڲ̸
ʵ侲κҲм۠DǻģԼҲϵģƫزǺã
ÿÿƼԼȴܿûҵʱĿκҲܡ
οСûǱӻţȻȥʳóʳмòͺƼԣϴһ㣬ű֪ûԼ飬һûһµι㡣
ɷϣκʱҪǰȥ˵ҪôžôŰɣȻѾɻǾһֵҲɣɣ˵ڣԸ˵
ҹҲүүȢźúùӾͳɣο۠D˳ƵóǸñϵһ
֪κܣĸĸƱزԸοƲ۠D˹Ȼ飬ȴԸ֮µġ
ܰôúһүȢţӲˣ
ׯǼ治ˣͲ֪úöκǿѹǰĳ嶯תȥֻèݵûúóԵĹϵ
ȻҪǰ׽ɵ׻ס......
۠D⼸ӲùˣùӸû졣
û˵ûŽѰ
κԼڣһ𼸸ֵҲǻ죬......
·ļ״֪κᷳСˣ˵ЬκЬƯýǵ
οŪֲȢţѣȳζˬˬ
űѰʱȥ۠D˵鷳ɺ߱ϾС˵ģȥԼүʱ䱻ϷһȹȥׯҵĹҲðˣ
·һ㶣漴Цׯҿɳֻиûʲôӣѵ˵СǸ⵽~⵽~
۠D˼Ƕ˦һƹȥ֪Լ˭
սµĻ׻סˣûҪԡ
٣ΪԼʲôκʣµģ
⻰ʹ۠Dˣ絣ǵĿһƽүмֲ
л˲֪ȴԼүСһиѣȴԶ룬ζȻܡ
·ĸûׯҵ¶ϣϾ۠D̫۸ˣҴû˵ׯô
ѧҲˣû˵СӺׯйء
żȻСӾƲԳԷƣҲ˼ˣɴӲģ
Ьһֻ˾ˣ¼ҲǵУô˲ɣűȺˡ




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ڵǵĿų·ĵıӰү˾Բưոݣׯҵ˵һɡ
˵ʲô۠D̲ס¶һĨ̡˵ҹүүˣһȺȦκҵʤֲǸֲҪˣڳ¼СӴˣ˵¶ε硰˼˵һ˼ء죬²Ҫܡ
Ȼ۠D˵Ĳ죬ү߶꣬²ûûʱү۸ճӵͷûʲô
ճǣٲά費ᣬֲʣ汻ׯ֪ˣׯү֪Ҫ˵ʲô......
үôôأ
Ȼѧſڶ۠D˵¶κ֪ܲ
һͬļֵܣ⼸ƲȻΪ֮䷢ʲôȰ
ɩ֮ʲôҲܱճµĲǣ˿ھƴֵľͿֱԵ
ۡɩӡ
ˣƢ¶˾Ҫػ̳ҲȰ˵С
治Ҫǿɾͱֵˣ֮ô˵С`è·Сﲻǣƺü
κѾͱһˣˡ
Τ赱һƿƺ㣬޲۵ĵƺˣϡ
κȻӳȺ˾СӲϱܣǸүׯҵĹүû
ڳһʱĿ£ÿƺ㷽ŲôСүׯҵĹү
ô֪ǰҲ֪ԼģκץͷһֱҵֳɣһֱΪǸԣ......
ϱ......ⲻڵ䲻ðһ䡣
ⲻò̾Ϣᣬô죿·ȥˣ
κץץͷô֪õĳȻСϣ
ٵôۣôζ......
۠Dﲻʹ죬Ȼ˭ʹ졣Լǳ¶ҲкܴһֺսµĴŵڶʱƨƨȥԼϱ
Ƽڷݣȥ
߿˿ȷˣקڡô뵽ˣԺս¶̹Ļ
С`èҲûѧԺҹԼܺãǳá
ɽ⵹ôˣ
·ĵϷң˵ͷίĳźս¡ҸĪ죿
·Сӱκ˵Ķ࣬ͬǶӣһһ绨С`èҲ⡰˵ү𣿡
˵ˣҶֶŵġ˵Ŷʱίۿ졣
ĹĺսŶͷһ̲סΪȥ۽ǵˮкӼǿ㣬Ϳʲô
۠D˱˵ûֻͷί
һᴦ⼸ĪҪȥһ֪һѧͻȥ˵Դסĵط㲻ȥɡ
۠Dͷãԭڴ𽥰һ仰û˵ת뿪
սƺԼҸǷǣɣ̤·
뵽ˣѰʣɶ˵·ϵһػˣ۠Dˣ⵽ô¶
ǳ·ĵϷ䣬Сӵ˰ɣ
ű̾˿Լע⣿Ͼöδ鷿߳ˡϢգԼһֱѧУҲԼռһʱ䣬ֳҪϢճ`ʱá
ˣСһˡ
ˣϢԼظɡ
ôĵ磬·İסжˡ
κСƳôãȻٱȥ
ҲѧԺƼһ¿߳ҵ۠Dˣ¡
ʲô۠D˱ΪǲѧԽ֮£ȻЩġ
ɳ·ȻǾ`ԣܲˣһֱ˶ס۠D˵졣
Ҳק˵ķڣֵһСӡڳ֮Ƽһùܣۺ۠DǰЩκأУȻ侮ʯء
۠DǱĵУ·̲סٺٴЦСӲǰú𣿻ǱŪˣ
۠D͹ճ뺷ĵطһ˶Ūοˣ
ѣȴģ۵ſңô˵ׯˣׯˣ۠D˲òеһĿ־塣
ľ˵Լϣڹ²ϣãôǰ׵ģǿԼġ
Ҳ˵ôŶпܡúܺãΣ£۠DȴĿ־塣
ķֱ̧һƣʱ۠D˵İմףˬЩСӵʱϸԼģƫƫͷǸ`ӣΪԼʲô
ȶס죡ýŪתſڡׯׯҵȷҪ֣ׯͼңĳʲôͷҪû䣡οΪʲôˣΪǷٵСɧ`ׯҳ¼Ϊѣ˵۠D˵աүҾ⣡ζ˵űȥ۠D˵·
ǱȫĶУȴЦúܡ
۠D˼ᶼ˳ۿ£淢Լô졣
Դ֣ƱҪ̣ɳ·ľŹԼ
Ҳһ֮ķ......ֻҪһ뵽ķ´󹦵£ӻؾȳͲѰ
ΪʲôΪʲôû˿ϰԼأΪʲôǶôΪʲôԼûǹ·ģҪô۸Լ
Ϊʲôս²Լ棿Ϊʲô......̫Ϊʲôѹ۠Dͷʱѣɫ԰ס
ӣסڡ
ֵǷ۠D˵ı仯ķ˺Сӵǰ󣬼׻Ƥ۶ˣЩ
ȥҧšģִ۠D˿ʱźȻ߿




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κĻ붼û룬ϳ`ȥ
²ĳ·Ķʱŵ˶ˣİҽУɱͱһ
κȻûϹսȴŴ丸ĲŻս˭֪ضǸ丸Ͼڴ˰ˡ
ô齣©գһˣȻ۠D˳ʱȺˣܹȥǰ󡰱ǸǸţסСȴ֪Լ˵ʲô
ų·Ĵȥ۠DʱͷͿѧڲʲô£ɲ֪ΪԽʱվƼĻ
κĺ󱳣ӿĻںôѹסһĵǸƺ޷ֲʲô޲ö˳·ĺȺ߹
磬˵ûҵģ˵ûҵ......۠D£ʱĿ־һƬհףô޷Լһүôһ죬ǿѹ׸......
Լϰ䣬ԶҲ޷`ͨүӱޱһ޼ʵĲԭϡʱƣ룬һʱ֧Ųס赹ӣҲûвʣϾܻžͺܺá
ɣ......
۠D˿޵ľ춯أκŻڲСӹʵǲ粻ԣǲ粻ã󲻻ˣҲˡD˵ֵܣǾһӵֵܣֳȻỤһӣκ˶Ҫ㶼ûϵҲû£һ㣡
ҲţҲţ˵㻰۠D˺ٻֳӵȡ֣ˣµңҶ֪ʲôҸô죬ҴӦŵҪúûȥ󹦵¸ķģҵʱ治.......ҸôׯȥҪôң
û£ǲҪ㣬Ҫ㡣κͲȫ¶ҪֻС`èԼ뻳˭󲻻ˣԣҲ.......
ĿΣ۠Dûȥһֱκ˯ˡ
Լκķڣ۾۵ׯ󆙸ǸҲѲû˼ȥĨҩ
˱κСԼȥׯ˵һѧ
ҲʱУī짾ûǺ£۠DԼѣȻһֱǮƵġ
κ˷ʱ۠D޾ɵſڴ`ϣűǿ
̾жߵͷԴ˳𣿲㱨ġ
۠DŤͷ㿪˵㻰
ɰɣֻҪϺԼ˵ͳɡ´ԼĴκǴɷӣȻеĹʧԼϡ
£һӶšDˣԭ²ɡٷ˵ţָһ£ûһµֻèķ˿ʱһͷˣƫƫ˵ľԼġȻһٰ㵱˵Լүţǲ粻ԡԸ̻¶`࣬ұøϲãʵѵáɾȻ㲻ǸŭգȥǷγ·Ķ֮¡
Ҳ޷Ҫ£Ҫô죡
ཻһ۠D˱ᵽǰϺ۸ζζԽԽŨȻҪԴһҪ
۠Dֳˣת˵໵ĿޡD˺º£ĺ¡Ҫίжίֿġ
κ۳ţᣬСлүү
Ǻϲ....TATô죿ȻׯǼ쵰ˣһʻţˣ
ԣԲ޲ޣ޵ĲĶҪ˰`ֻè޵ĺúÿTAT
Խ˵۠D˿޵Խң۠D˸ɴκҴүǶˮǲҩæǰæź򣬾ֻèϴˮ`үģ
Ƽ˫`۵СѾʱʵ˵ϴˮˣʵϴϴСѾҲ......
RnQ۠D۴һҪֻһʱûӽɫתҪһܳΪĺôTATһ޵κԴ۰Ͱ͵ĳԼҵķᡣ
ͷ·ıһҲЩֿˣýĹӸĴŭ𣬸Ǻ͸۠Dǻˣ
һҪС֮أҤȥ˵ҧгݣŭա
κʱһˣ˳·⻹߹࣬би·ĵĹͷʦ
Сûʲôգӱ˭УȻκһ̴˼ͷʹ̰
֪ԼһСԲκȴԼٽ·ĵָСӵѵ˳ֳ·ĵĻкβɣ
űһЦ磬ǧ֮ô㣿Ǿ϶һԺˣ˵һ׳οӳ¸ȻΪһ`ӶԴ֣ǵҲˣȻҲˣǿ벻̰
һʱó·˫Ŀ죬׶κ֣һקǹͷʦǰ󡰸룡ӣ
𼤶𼤶ۣһק˿ѿˣ⹷ͷʦҲǸùԼҴһӻƨƨߵػ϶Ŵ£¶ǣϾǸү֪Լ㱻̣ƱκȻǸµϲСӣƱػΪǡǼʵʵˣձȥǱ˵˵κƱӲţʵ˵ڡʱκ֮»ᱻִ󣬱һʲᣬ϶ᱻԺʱϴ󲻾ϴˣԺ˭ҺػС`ӻǴ
·Цãã³ɺӾ㡣˵˴ۡʱһ𳢳κСӻǣƵļζ




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κ֪һӲҪ򣬴߿̳˵Ĵţȥ緹Լƨƨߵź۠Dˣˢϴ
Ż׵ϸߵİվۣСǺӻǵ˿״̾Ϣұ͵͵ܳȥҩͿ
~нǱȥˡ
緹ˣκѲȦ˼˸ԼС`èŻȥʳ
ƺᡰ˵ϱôôź򣿣
Τҧ˿˵Ҷֵܣ
˵ֵ˵ôأģöˡ
κȺİ˺ֻèˣԼƤӣְ̽һһڵιԡȥˣ١ú˯ҳеǹģǸ׼.......Ļ˵ȥģȳţٸ緹ԡ
⣬ֺһ붹˵С`èñӲ˲죬κǺݺһ飬뷴ӲҪСϴԸҲˣƤ˰ɣ
~è֪ŵ档
۠DĿԼʱûƢ
úѧϰϡ˵˱Ӽ˯......
ʵԼˣЩ˼ɣ
κʰʰо֣ҵİèʣ룬Լ׵ܵܣԻᱻģ
κһ뵽ԼȻһֱС`è~
Ҫ֪ˣﻹϲ̵ģǾͽèū
ֻèҧץӵģ㶼ϲ̵ţǲСһﲻˣǲǼįˣ
첻۸㼸£ûƤ뱻ҧء
Ҫ˵սû۠Dԣϵü׼
ǰκȿЩֻèʳȻȥҩ࣬ǰĺ׵ѿˡ
ʱѧԺĴɫƿţָκȥ
κһ²ȻѧڵĴӽԼǰȥС£۠D˴ҩ²ǰȥֻ˴ˡ
Ըƺ⼸º󣬱Ŵˡ
ƺ˲ûӵģȴ˷ȥҩЩʱҲдʱκ˰ֻ֮¡
ϾκǸ޷ѧԺֳ»٣
ôʱ䶼ûⲻòǻɡ
õƤЦҲˣȴҲܲ͸ֳ·ĵͼŭա
ȴǼ嶯ġ۠D˶û֪οܾСӾǷ࣬ƱҪ˵ôֱô֡
̳Ҳ֪Ͼй۠D˵Ū÷Сӣֳ
Ͼɲʲôʵ¶
һ˴緹ҩκķڣƼֻС`è֪ʱȻ˸......һëһſڴ`Ͽ飬ңڵĺܡ
ʱ۠D˲ûκĲͷ
ƺͷƣ̾Ϣǰӽȥûǻճ·֮......
˵˴˿۠Dˡ
ʵ۠D˴ڷڣҲν뿴ı֣һԼҴ㻤ŵˣֻλرԼҴأ
˵۠D˱ԴκǴ۵ĸмƽ۸ͷһ¶һ¡
Ŵ£Լ΢΢˫Ŀ˼Ƭ̡
ʵö¾֪·ǴΪ治˵۶ЦȥҰѺȥֿɲֻ˵¶ûһׯˣǣ
ЦݿɲãȻۣŷš
˷ΤȴüǵûƱؿ֮£Ըۣǰȥ......
ݺȳķǴһƣΪֻ۸С`è۠Düͷοѧڵļ໤˾ȻͲ֪չչңɲС˵ЦеĻӻ֡ȥȥȥȥˣ~
տŻЩ˼׼¼۠Dɫ֪ӾǷ࣬ͷһ漴ΪʲôǸү
ս±̳ȥǣҲû˵ԭв⣬ȵǶκֵѾֵǷꡣ
ңȴκɫĹڵϣŽߣΪɸ֡
ڻмˣȻˡ
һѧӣ˵ӵĲŻ˵ѧʰˣܿȨж
£ս²ԼΪҪ˴Ӽս̾˿˵˴¡
۠D˵˲²һķɾҧ׼κԼ˳ѧףκܰʵ˵ֻĬ
ȻΪĬˣʵԴӶԣκϳ·ģֻҪѧڰôˣ˶¶
ƫƫСӾȻѧڶ֣棬ò
սţѯʴӡȻˣκָδ
ûü໤ְĺս¿ڣκǲݺݵˡ
ս²⣬ΪѣҪģҪκﲻ
Ϊʱٴѯʡκûл˵ˣûУǿҪģ
κڱĵ棬ҧɲ
Ӽ֮ɫɲܿҲﲻʲô̾˿Ҫڣűκ߿
ӸҪѵ⣬һֻɫС`è໵Ŀ޽κĻ
˳Ʊסѵôˣҹȥúôš
۠Dק˸棬ԣǶĺܣ漴һĨһĨļôһ飬Ҳ֪˭ҵܺӣȻһ㶼
磬粻ߣ뿪ѧģȻDô죿˵һĿţСɷǺÿ
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ƫʱս¶`ס򦡰ⱻ˭ģ׵ϸߣű֪֮˺ݶ
ŭգׯҲ˸Ҷ
οظ󣬰ֲԼж˿ŹQAQ
۠DСצһãָų·ġ
ɭɭһЦ۠DԵɲ˵ػ
ػս¸ǲ⣬ػֵ˵⼸κ·һػĹ´Ŀɫĺܡ
Ȼ䣬սֲõĸоԼƺҪ......ܲϣׯУ......
۠Dһ߳Ŀţһ۾¸粻˵ѧңҺ±֪Լǽ¸ɷԣԾͻô֪ׯķͽ¸йϵˡ
һһ߿ʶͷ...ȵȣղʲô
ѧڣκ·ػĹҲĽζΪǰҲ֮ĶԹôקׯˣ
СôׯĹү˭ҹүô˵ģ
ӱϾϽˣ漴뵽ׯĸı뺷ǰսѾһȴҲѰүܱġҸүϲҲãҲ⣬һ......
һ룬ѧĹǾTATܾԼѧУưԵĺҪͷˡ
˵ӵŤˣǳ·ĵ˵Ťˡ
֪ԼߵˣͱׯƱػǲݣκƱػһš
뵽·ĺճǹͷʦͷ亹һð۠DҲҪ˵Լͱϣ
ս˽⺢ӵӣ˵ˡ¹ȻҴ˹ϵշ˺Σǰ˵ˣׯĸı뺷ͬ~һɨҲûˡ
۠DΪϧצӣ漴˻κĻ໵ĿޣԼϱٰקûק
״·ĵΪ⣬ϾСӵСĺܣ˵ǣ
κ޺۾۵Ը˵ͱ˵ԣ޲ޣռҵ̶òã
۠Dһ߿һҡͷҲҪ......
Ϸպ㲻˵ʵ`࣬κͱʰѧѧˣûˣ
սΪԼҡɷ򡱲Լڱ˻ޣΪ죬ҲأֱקԼһĨһߺšԹԸ߽¸˭۸˺òã˵ˣ⺮پûҵ
һ飬˵ׯĸûҪǶԷӣǶѧĵУؼҲҵ֪Щʱɷůůͷ
ôСһܳô.......
˫£۠Dһߴãһ߳ţͷƺ
κűۣۺս£ȥֻèԣ˵ͱ˵㲩粻ڣ̳Ҳڣչ˺àD˵ġ治֪ôС`èֲС`èҲû֡
۠Dҡͷңгȴ˳۽£޵ԽŴ۵ۡ
綼Ϊ⣬ֺαЩ֮˵ҧ´Ҵӽ¸緿ڳ󣬻صãһڿ¿ʱ.......
·ļ۠D˵̻ˣĴСӣҪܲ˵
`вκλյһȭ``ı죡ȻͲҳˣ·ģӺˣѧڴֵҲˣǲó𣬿²ͬս˼
۠D˻Լǰקϣů͵ĺܣȮˣקקϵȦק~
գ۵Ĺ򣬱˵ŭˣֱ˦βֻèԴת
۠Dͷڴս˼ɫ£ǽڿ¿κ󣬳·Ĵңǿ¥¥ĽǼҪҪҡ
㣿ս°ٰҲ벻ΪһƵ£ֵز
ɣƺô򵥡
۠Dţץ`סĻ¸粻ң˵Ż˵ĳһ˵һ߽⿪Լ·קǰɷǼ`¶ļλεġǴӳŶ۾ۣЩѪյˡģģеá۠D˵Ƥкۼ˲Сק¶ģο·պ۵¡
һҹϵɷǿֲ
սºһ٣˳ӵĽ߱㳯·ĳȥֱӳϣһȥǳ`һ
ׯܶģս¹Ȼһ׻ͦϲ۠DСһģżΪڣԼͲĿ飬ܻỨ˼ϡ
֮仹һһ⿴ľ磬úսºա
Ҳ˵ս¶ǻ˼ġο䲢δ۠D˵ȴҲˣԼļԴ
Ӽһ¾ͳ˿ݣԼֻ۵˳ֲ̾ׯĸ޵......
κû˼ѵ·ģѵֻС`èǿʲôҴã˵̵סߣһһ˳˲ᡰСıˡ
۠D˲ͣĨᣬ޵Ŀڳݲ壬ɲͣڴ˴ңк˵ׯҵˣǻңׯ˵ׯҲ£οο˵Ǹ`ӣ˵ҺͲйʲô......޵⣬۠D˷ͣһĳԼϱ¸磬˵ҺͲйʲôʲô˵Żǲбͷǲǣǲǵ½ҵ£Ҳүô
һ⺢Уӣů¹ȻûֲǸԼ๫ùˡ




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۠D˰Ǵ˵Ҫ٣ϱû㲼ùβǣ
Ǻս¾ԼľˮںĿԴǣҲƤһ졣
ǣ۠D......
ս̧һӳȥĳ·ĽжûС֮˵ɢʱҺúñ飡
۠D˳ܸףⱲӶ......Ϸٴο϶ĵͷ
۠D˲죬תͷ۰Ͱ͵ĳκ磬һֱû׳·ΪʲôҪ¶ҲүôҲ֪
ģɥĲϣС`èԭô~ׯĸû磿
......ΪүǶԣϱôãȻǴģǽб硣κߺɤӣ˿ûоϧ
Ŷ۠D˾Լɹˣ˲ʾͲʣצֺߺϣκֱۡ
սµ³ӣٴΣٴΣֻ֪˭˵èקҩأôûã
˺ʱˣúõǱ߲˲Լϱ˳¸磬......
ս¶۠Dǿ޺۾Լ׵Ĳˣ§ֻСè̾Ϣ£ô˵ģ
룬˳֮ﲻ壬˵Ҫţ⵹һҡвֶˡκҺׯһǳ¸ܵסģȴһҪ
·ĿΪ۠DֻûȨûƼҵĹӣ˶νֻϧߵˡ
·Ĵµ棿룬ǿ½ҳǰ׵һʱַԼѧѿ
·ɫ࣬ݺݵ۠Dˡ죬޴£
Ҳ˵Լû罣ܵˣ۠DЦϵ˾Լˣ
ҹκһҹ˭֪˭ġ·˵գҲǽƻ
۠D˭ֻèβһ㿪ڵ¹ҼҶҽϵѵʲôʱŪģۼǳֻ֣
ⷬţӹȻֻèĿɰȴʧүƢԡٳ¾Ͳèôˡ
èƶСʱͦȣƲʲôƷ֣ǲ֪εײС
·һ㶣һ˿šһү»ˣ治Ҫ
۠DǿѹκҪԼ桰ҵʲôȴѿˣ㵹캦֮·Ȼ¼ȻڷǰݲˣǱ㲻ˣҵҲˣ˿˿ǣϲ硣·ģǾҲ˵档˵źȻ֪⣬˵˵
κѾǸмô򵥵ˣ۠D˿Ϊ;ү˦βקֻҪȥС`èӣ໵ֱл
ΪԼԼЩôˣ֪ǣ·۠DҲѿĲǣ
κ뵽⣬սû벻Ҳקסèקأȴܾ࣬Լƺ˴ûܣֻèȻҺͱĹһˣ
Ҳ飡
ǣӳֻСèǰצһһֻקţҽС
ĬĬĨ˰ȣׯҷ˺ø......
Ȼظ翴ɸսѹ۠DκԿڡ
Ҳһȥκֻèˣű˼
սµһ߿ڳֻѹƢ˵κȻظκүͨһ׵κΣսϲ׼ׯ˴ο²ô򵥷Ź·ˡ
뵽˴һѱԿ۵۠Dһıһߡͷƺˡ
һܾԼĵλԽԽˣͷף˿ĳ·ģ̲ס˶ӣׯĸ뺷˷ָһһգׯҵĸǸգǰֻèˮ
ͦùͦá˵֮ҪᲢã
......ƺôˣ롣
κ۰Ͱ͵ĳźս±۠Dˣһòϣ۠DԼԵںҲүԸΪһС
һ̣κĿɬ˭ףźսıǺ˵ĻȻû֮ܣԷȻΪķ
ΪΣϲԲЩʶ۠DˣЩһЩ۸ׯǰԼܼǺӣȻ¡
½ΪȢ檣Ҳù㡣
վļ......
~ҪóԵΣſԼϱϣͷ¶Ȯӻצӡ
䶶˶ëɣû⣡ֻҪֻèûҪͳɣ
ëΪʲôƼĻܾúܹ졣ܾԼӢĴˣȫֻèצ¡
ǣǺǡ䣬˭֪˵ɶ......
սһƾƨ`ϡʳ
ôǰƨ`ɶģ۠Dߵͨ졣
κЩֵڵĽѾΧˡ
Ǿȵǣػκֵ·⣬ô䵽ս»ˣ
ţ۠D˰޲˾䡰ϱ˵Ͷźսµļͷҧһڣ
ϣСݺü~κŵǸϲ
أ
һص°͡ׯķ
һ˼У˶Χۡ
·ĺκʱģׯķƽһƼ
սѵշ̧̣һơһȥôʰ㣡
ȥôʰҡСһѾѧỹˡ
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ׯҲ֪£ſ˯ŵС`èһ·Żصҡ
С`èһܣոϱʰԼQAQƨ`ɺۡ




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֣֣ұ۸ˣ
ķұ۸......˵񣬿˭֪·ɱҧ𣬾ȻԼ˵˴ˣɫһ顣
īŹЦúúãҲпܻ״һ찡ײף˵˭۸ˣ־˵žһµļҲɺЦ
ƫƫߺţȥʰֻС`èγȥŸóԺء
ܵèԼϱסС`èĺܺã漴ˡ˭ģ
⻰һʱ׷ȥ
ī짳۵ӵ绨С`˰ߣͷһĸߣͮͮģɷǿ޺۾Ҳء
ĸĻ˸ɵģս£ôչģܵſڣս¾ͱԼҰֵ
ĬĬĨ˰֪Լĺӵͷ......
۠D˿ɲܣ˶ڵֿʼˡ
ʵͦԼģһ·޵ڣQAQǳ·.......
˵һһѱİѹ˵ĵľ֣һԺŲĺսӶòסˡ
һ˵꣬˿սʱߡ
īŭաȥδ
ãҹٳ......˵űͷߡ
Լĸô壬Ծī˵ʵֺֺЦȹٹȥ
֣¸ΪʲôҪã۵С`èԼҰֻСʡ
ƣüī۵ԲסҲԲסϵĵܵܡˣȻҪ
¸ûֱ۸ǡ˵ׯ󆙻䡰ǳ·ϣұ˵󆙸ϵˣܲῴġ˵űȥק
ط......ڳׯĸԼү簲磬˵ˣɣүͶ簲ڣƺס
ΪʲôСһһãȻצӲͣһקǰׯ󆙳ֲǸر
үҪҪׯǰ׻ӣʱƤһеȷó·ӷ衣
ׯѵ۠D˶ʱסԭأƺԵЩ¡
ׯ۠DȻϵ˺ƵŻ𣬸亦µ̱뻳Уһûһµİź󱳡ԣû˶ûˣҾ͸ҩ׳Сˡ
۠Dûˮûñׯ󆙵ǰʪ조ףDûʲô֮ˣʲô
ͷֻСèĿдżָмׯ˵ʲôζ⺢ڸǱ߹ĲãƲʵֻԼ
ׯһ죬ʱ֪˵ʲôá
ׯҹүᱡǶ۵¶ˣ
ھƫСӣ֪ôء
ī̾˿񶼲֪ׯ˵ָ˵ʲô
ɴ಻ߵ۠DԣƼ`¶Щۼŭս㻹ǵȥѧʱ˵Ļ𣿣DӹǲͬҪκСӣàD˽ô
ȥ㰢ķ......۠DŴŴСࡣ
Ǵžǿε紸һûżī짵šѧҲȥˣڼﻤŵĺãһΥ˵Ĩ˰۾֪۠D˵Ĳһοúõү
ֻǣֻô뱲ôܰĵĻϣ
֪ˣֺαذ⺢ӽ
۠D˺ۣһֱׯ󆙱ţط֪ججģֻԼ
ܵĿ־קǰŬҪ˭
ׯ󆙱èצ³Ծ֮мĻң֪µģ·ĶΪ˼ˡ
̾ϢǺӵѣDȳԵ㶫иóԵŶֻȰŪѣ˯˯ȡ
ׯҽ꣬ȻҲܱˣֱܵķӦβ
ţ̲סһȥ¸
۠D˾Լۣ˽ضѡˣǿѵĻѣ֧壬ƿׯ󆙣ſڴͷŻ²ֹ
緹ûüԣθʹĳ`ܼˡ
ζŨҵׯ̲ס̾Ϣҹ˯ڴ˴ˣ㱧ļī˵ԼԺ
ׯˮԼҶܶ۠D˷ģ̲סǳЦǺ......
ܹԼķʲôá뵽ˣĿȴ΢΢֪ΪΣ⼸`
𩲻Ǹ͵סƢģǰҲƼ۠DϵĺۼʱĿɱ⡣
֪ǽѧǰԸ۠D˲ѧ˵˹ϵֵأЩ조ƽռأôҲ᷸Ϳ£
գգ۾ֳ漴̾˴ιʧԻŬƱػСġ
ãD˵ưոݣʵŭ𣬸οκСӿҲˡī짻ڵD˵ǺˣκСӹϵö޺
սûѧĹ£滹ͨ棬ʮ``أǶֻè
Ȼףҵ˼Ҫ֪ţ˾ΣׯˮƬ̡ϵ£ǲ棬Ͼѧѧ֮䣬粻֪ǳַ˻ỳɡ
ѵ˵ͷ𩵱
ҪDˡׯˮǳЦϾҲʮģһ±꣬ʮүǺӣ͵үѵķȻȴҲɸǣ
īһ֪Լء




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ׯˮε`ӣڴʱׯ󆙴ӷ˳Сһ˯ˣ⼸ɡ
үȥ˿𣿡𩲻⡣
ȥˡԼèûãȥˣû˼
ī짶ʮֵ⣬ĸһõģ۠DҲЩ߶DΣ
˾ţ˯ˡ˿ڲˮ漴̾Ϣ⼸տ²
չŰɡī̾Ϣ
Ȼ......
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ī짳źοDѵǺøѵκ˶ġ
ӦõģҴӦD˰ܵչˣξȻûסΡտʼ˵ŻЩ˼תͷԴ̾Ϣ
û......δڡ
ڵ۠DѾžͺ磿
~~ƨƨߵľܣֱӰѼī째Դ
⺢......çײ˵ЩֵĳŷֻȮΧԼèתӣܾЩ.......
۠Dѹû¶·ڶƼ֪үЩˡ
ùܣԼ˱ƨƨߵѧڣֻԽԼȮ֡
һػ۠DˣҲׯĹүѧѾ֪
۠D˿÷ӸաΪСӾȻǺսµķӹϣ
ͷȥ״սŲüǲ֪˭֪ˣС˲Ͻ
һ۠D˺κֵʱ˲٣ҪÿչԹȥսԶʱ
۠Dƣ벻ԽˣԽǲ죬֣ÿӿζקκοո𲽣¶ҪΪûٹڴ˴ϷӵĿΣοĿ˵á
˿κ۠Dˣÿÿӿ......
⣬ս˵Σ۠Dװûڸж߶Ҳûá
۠Dŷ˾ȥҼī짣ī짱ȥ飬Ҫѧȥӡֻèκϡ
¼״֪۠D˺ӷˣŴûйһˣҲȥˡ
ӿλظƨƨߵԼԺȥ
ϴצӣܴԹԵųԷ
ī짼СԵ̲סաӿˣ
ߺٺһЦԼСèһ
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Էʱī짺Ȼڡ˵·ڼҷ˷裬˵Ǽ˹
۠Dһ漴뵽ô£۵
Ŷôģʶ׷ʡ
ƽ໵±Ӧ˵һ¹żҪץµظʮ˲ءī˵ҡͷǰŵùǺ
ߺߣţٹ˽~
۠Dʵִº㲻ٹģΨִҲҿ˵
·ȻǱͬļȡү˳·ĵԼºܽҹ¡
ȷ²ÿҹãκʢȻϣ㽩ʱ·Լ~
ҶãԳ¸ȴ֣֮Ҳû˼¶~Ҳ侮ʯݲճ
۠DõıԼС`èԺɢʳ
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ű߹ȥȴһ˳żүģүķˣûȨң
۠D˸վ˵죬ׯˮȻˣȥǵү~
̧ͷ۠D˷ԼׯˮԺ⣬΢΢üƿšҳˣʲô¶
۸ưʵ۠D˲ںԭԼεĶȥһˣԺֻе¼˺չԼ
඼޹ؽҪΣֲ֪ӵδġ
ׯˮԺɫɫضƣƺκһʹâ
۠DӣǻãȻϲׯˮ̫ȣԼԣҲ׽
ܶʱϸϱ......
ˣֵˣׯˮ˵ĺǲ졣
΢΢`¡`üͷԽ۠D̾Ҳʮҵĸأȴ
Ժڳׯˮ⻹⼸ոջûãŵĺ𩣬ϲڼеׯȥˡ
ƺȥ·Ŀǲ......ǰ˼ǣû賹ףԼ롣
ŰѩͥԺɨǽµˣԷԼ˹үҪΪ
۠Dһ㶣ŹڵϵĶü˳ѹһ˿죬ͷԸׯˮԺڵˡȥҰѵ½˵űߵհϡ
ׯˮǰ֪СҲǲϲˡ
ڲϲϲ˵⣬ǸƵ¶
۠D˵벻ô˵ָʹѱ󲻻뵽.......ׯˮòڴѡ
Dˣ֪豭˿ڣׯˮ˸ס
߹ԹҡͷèҲĿˡ
ԭͳϢ΢΢ɢȥׯˮ΢΢Ǻã˵˵¶ɣҲ֪ô
۠Dδڣ˳˼ˡ
۠DߵСˣԸûõӵôԶĵط
պүԼߣ˳һ¸ɡɵǴүߵСˣˮǮ٣һ͵µĻۻûӡ
ʱ˱Լһ⡣ǺȰ˵ǴүߵСˣүˣƱؿ¸ҲܻܹˡοǴүˣ׼ܲ棿





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˳Զ㵫Ӻù٣ɴ⡣
˭֪үǸܵģߵĶûã⸮ڸ˵㣬ԼһĶֵع¶٣æǮҲࡣ
˳οƵóĿǴׯˮԺˣĸ˺ԺĴ򽻵ǵġ˾۠D˴˿ףҲֻǼٿףԼЩʲô¶Է
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ˣŷǮʱˡ
˵Ǯиģׯͳһ⣬Ȼɵ´˵ĸȷֳԺǮ͹ȥ
Ǯı׼۠D˵ģǵ¹ܵ˵ģˣⲻ߸
˳ׯˮԺӵǮԼˣڵַʱ͸ˡ
ͼӴװ۠D˱ʾԼ......
պü¼Ҵҵĸ󻹸磬ȥʳ
ڳ壬۠D˾Լ׶һҪԸٵĲŹܱ
ڼңǻЩʲôԵģԼСһ죬֪ͶʳѧȻκţŷӵóԺúȵġ
۠DǾԼ첻ͳˡ
СУﰵЦǴСģ¿ˣ˭ֻ֪èûϣƵġǴҪˣϣνһｵһﰡ
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۠D˸ҧ˿Ⱥİӣ΢΢ۣЦôܼҸף
үô˵ģҺûҲźôˣү֪ңŰĲǣǰүʱǧԸġ˳˽թѻҲ˵Ƶġ
˼ʵ̫ҲĻ졣
Ͼ⻰˵ģһ˵ٴЩҲ˵
磬⻰ҸպҪдŸǲ˵ġ۠Dƽ˵¶Ҳܣ⸮ڵĹؾǮҲô֣㲻ԸɣǸպãʰ߰ɡ˵ſҡ£ҵ֪Ǻʱģ
̾ϻأүүЩʱһġ
˻ȥ˵˴ƵľһٷԸںԺĪҪǸϣ˾ȻҰ쵽˴ˣ
үүҺûôõСˣô飿ˣҲΪү˳ŵĽе
ֻҪһʵˣ˳ͷ󺹡
ҵСһֱֻ磡ĪҪԼ𣡡˵źȻվ˿ǰңҺúúׯҸദ䣿֮ǰϿ˵ԼҪȥҿƥѰ·⡣ЩϢ˱ȥ̳мҵûʱаɣ
̳мҵһڣ˳漴ʶڡҵɶӼ̳𣿴үʲô֣
ϣ˵۴үô첲͹յүˣ˳ǻչүһ궼үչˣôܲޣ
Ҳ˼ͣͣ⣬涼ô˵ģ˳֪Լ˵ˣԽֲԽ⡣
û˭۠DǳЦϻŵȡ˳Ҽǵ˾˻˭Ǽķҹ£
ûû......˳ڵϣ˰Ѷͷϵ麹
µļڣ治ס
һֱҪ֪ʱ˭µĶ۠Dһӣǰԡ˳ܸ𣿡
ңҲ֪ү治֪ңҾһˣ˳ϡ
Ŷ𣿡һʱʲ۠DҲûȤڱ˵ϱʣվǶܸңǰĻ˭˵ģ˭Ը㣬˶ҵģ
⣬......ȻǣȻү˳ŵǿ
ʵһֱ֣㵱ʱҵСˣչʱҾûжΪʲôչʱҾжأ˳˵Ϊʲô۠D૵š
˳ڵɪɪ治֪үʱʱԺҳȥ˵˵Ҿͳȥ......ңʲô֪
ǣ˭ģ˭˵ģ۠D˵ͷĵİ`ҧһڵİӡ
󣬴˵үСҪҪ࿴ţҪ......˳£Լڹ۠D˰¶¹Լͷϣ⣬ɲֻǳη⣬Ҫɱͷģ
Ŷ˰һԺĸֵĳ۠Dְǰҵϡд𣿡
дˣү~˵ŷ±īִӻͳһֻ۠DߣߵžֽơѺ
˵ԼīëȻⶼ۸ңҪ״״ߵȢ˸ʲôĻ۸ҡ
ׯˮǰ۠D˵ľٶ⣬ȫĵΣʱľֹһһǡô
Ȼ˵㣬׳ͻ˵ġǸûӣ軵үɫˣĵ׵зִԼ˼
ˣׯˮò࿴ƥ⣿ҪԼһҲǲС
Ϲ˵ģ۠Dһ߷ܱʼ飬һڵѾƫ⣬ƥȻϲƥѱҲߣҵǴǱ߷ʹˣ˵Ըҵǣߡ
ʵκԣƨǱģֻèĸһҪź......ϾԼֵ۵~




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ׯˮŲüͷƲСӻм۹⣬ҲͰ
㣬Կ⣿˵˰СӵհעԼϡ
۠Dһ죬Ƴۣͷд۸һֱŵڣҪʲôǰȰѹˣɵѡ·볯ΪҲãҲգҲ˹ܡҼҾͳһָ֣Ͻʿȥģֻϧ鲻书˵㡣
Ŷ˭˵Լģǰʡ
۠Düͷ˻˵뽭Ǹ֣˵Ҫиģƺɽ
һڲֱ`٣ûСӾȻݣȻǸʿӱͷɽɽΪµмСӡ
ҵģ;۠DдһŻһš
ôϻԼҵ˵һ͵ү̫Ըͼ˽𩳣Щ¶ƽȥ
ʲôзϻĹĵĵۡ˵µأ
~С`è£˵űҪȥֽ
ֻϧ۠Dһ죬ĳҪ߰۸ҵ......
ׯɱ״~
ڨڨģѼȥĿű𴦡ĲŰ
~СһһƲͷ
۠DдĲʱׯһ£ǴЦڡڴ˴Һҡ
ƺܸˣ𩲻Ƴλҽ˼
΢΢ףдŵСһλϣ۠DԼϡ
ֻèҽСһڸдţţſ
Ҳд˵ë
˵۠DҲɴŤдš
·ĵǰˣҪʱաֻè`ëͷд治ա𣿡
۠Ḑͷ˿ڡ޹ء
ׯ󆙱ϲıԣ˴棬ϹһİˣٿüոǷʲô¶ˣֻèҲ֮Լ׽ԸżԺӡ
˭ó۠DЩׯˮȻ²ˡ
˽Ҳ˵磬ֻϧԷֻǵЦ
ˣèԼҲá
ٴҵּ⣬дŸ״ء۠D˵˾䡣
һ⵨ӣׯ󆙵üΪ조Ѩɣٺߡ
۠Ḑͷ롰ҲãҴҲ֪ʱôµĶ
ׯץ`סһֵֻ¶
ʱҵͬƷԱԼҵոҪճӡҼķͷϣ¶ˡ˵ַһֽ
룬СӻճԼҵֽˡʱҲûֻèԼдʲôţԼʱء
Ǽķˣׯˮһ˵£ֲðķ۠D˵¡
ûķҵСҵŪߣҾ͹ˡ۠D˴˴ֽɨǰдģֿʼд
ڼЩȴδ٣۠DŪɲֻӲù⣬¿۠D˵ĸκͺڣŰֲٰ
۠DдʱԺκ˵ŪֻȮƯүȥ
۠D˵±ʣׯҰպãȶ˳˴һѺȥˣ~
ǰ󲻹գ۵Ĺׯ󆙵ͷԼĻʱۡκСǲǺ͠D̫׽ˣ
Цүûѣһѿһ֣ȻҰЩλӵЩ˵űҪȥš
ɺֿĳֽ𼱣D˳ûд֡ǺˣСӵʲôԼҵµġ
⣬ⲻװɡ˵ҪȥһСˣ˳񽣹ӵĶ֣
𩿴ķɿ죬ɨҳЦĳԼҶ硣
ׯһۣ֪Ͽ϶ԼҲ֪С`èڲǰᵽģк棬ֽ
һбǣչãôյ~ôDˣD˺أôգô~
һƵׯһ飬ԱһŵׯˮҲ̲סЦǺ
ڶб㿪ʼ״˵¶ֿʼ浥µ״ˣ̵ıʾԵ¼ٴּ⣬ֵֹСʾŭҪ£ŵĻˣ߼Сڴܵ飡
תһоǶһСҹʮŸʾȤҹôаŷҵСӻؼңϣ»ظһûҵ
ҵý¹ܹСڵڿЩˣׯˮŤһ˵
ҾàD˲̫ʵֺͼһ㡣̲ס㡣
ȴʼĲΣԼ϶еģҿ϶ܺеģοһҽҽиԼ壬ԲͷϹˡ
βׯ֪ǰΪ˹ĿĹ֮ˣ̲סƤһ죬ŭɳܡ
ׯˮȴ֪ⲻ۠DӲ̲ס٩ԼҶܡиⷽģ
ׯɫĳԼҴ硰˪𣿣
ֻС`èʱ˻Щ⡣
Ťĸʵ`ֻèнβ;ܣһߴܻһߺ֣
ֻϧǵ֮һжĬͰС`èס죬ϡ
Сè̺ߺſʼģһڣȵԭ־ׯ󆙱໳
۠Dռ˱ˣ򹰣һһģǵׯ󆙶㱧ԼԺ......
ׯ󆙺ͺⷢʰֻèׯˮʾһſ֡
񣬺ѾһǳЦϷ֪ûϷˡ




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κκҴү۠Dڴ˴ú˳ѾҤչ٣ԴӵһЩʦƺɣڴ֮ϴ¡
۠D˰`⼸ƹʱ£ƹټλв죬ԭΪɱ˭֪
Ļ棬λڡ
绳ﱧһľУں۠Dϣ롣
ƹ״źľУʱ㵣ޣǻƿɫ󶼼ѣʶʵģ
۠DǳЦȻҵķӣֻǣƹƳȥ
ƹȻͷ漴뵽һ⡰ǻȰݷЩ˺ưɡⶫȻ֮˾٣ǰһ˻ס̲¡
۠Dȴϰĺ⣬ĳˣ۴˴ϷҶˣһͬ֡ĳϾףеĴ곤ߣҳƱػѹһȣʶҪͷƹ񡣡˵ŴӻͳһԼƹˣҳǺһΣ
Լϵ٣ƹһ͵ƲԼ
ֻǣƹҲ֪ûԼҲԸ
οƹϲδ˹˵ѹڱ׹ˣг˼⣬棬ȻҲԸѵ׽Ļװ״š
űĵͷҿ֪£˴˭ڱΪӳֻ֪ˣ֪ԼߣѰЩˡ
κҹӣκ˵ڶԷȵĿǳЦƹǩ˰ɡԼһʽݣԼǷݷ뻳У۠D˷ſڡƹӦƼһǲ͸¶ݵİɣ
ƹͷͲµԷĻϰ壬Ҳûϡ
֮ڴ˴ɲǲţׯү~˵΢΢˫ĿõļԷһڲǺ۵צӵׯ֪֮£ƹ͸¶Ļ.......
ԲңһƹˣԼˣëСһȻׯү
۠D⣬ͷԣƹ˰ճҲһҴ㿪Ĵݣпչȥָָ㣬ٻᡣ˵һ˦βͱק
ƹĳ覵Ĵƿڻο塣
ԴүҶˣһڼһֱйԵģ
̵еȿԤϵ˳رǾ̣û˲ο˴뺷˭ڡ
ľŸľƷ˶෽棬ʺϷУʺϱҲУ۠D֡
Ѿ˻Ϸһжأ۠D⣬˭֪
ʦҲȥ񻪼£ͻˮ׼֪ﲻܴۼҵҲǽǮô򵥡
ԼɵҲ͸Լ˼񻪲ֻ̾ûצС`èҰľС
һ񻪱֪۸棬ǰƽ·ϷҤԼԿšһаţĸ׵
ھƣƷõǮ֣۠D˴ȥӺ;¥ԼƹҪЩиṩЩ񻪼Լձ˽ǮЩᡣ
Լģز޽С
ӳϢˣҲοܱڸǺó`ԼɵĴúá
۸ļҵܹ黹Ҫ۠D˵ģһӣаŸǾ
Ѿ󺮣ѩѾѹˡ
۠DĴɸչȥģȤζ
ֻϧ̫࣬ж㣬رǴʱ˱š
κһƼһɫë¹۠DƿŬӲվѧſڹЦ
ǵУɴһ죬ϣź
ȮƨƨߵĴչȥС`è`򣬱㱳ں󱳵ʶ˾˵ƣׯСʣ˳~
ÿÿˣֻһצӡ
ֻǣѧ˶ֻ֪ɷ۠DֺУκ˻죬ûУԳɼҲǵͿշɹԹ
κιʳ㴩鷳
䣡Ҽ~˵조㣬ȥȣ
ϣͷСӡ
ƺеĺīɴ۠D˵ļ硰ɡ˵һڷһڲ˵Ȼģ
˴ˣ͵ǰʱ䣬Ҹո˸Сүϲء
۠D˵ͷκȺͱԼ꣬ɼҵҲ
ĲɵһҧϿƺĿϣ
κһ֪ˣֻèק塰ҧҧ`Ѫ𣿡
۠DһķתͷҪƺι......
ëСԽԽ޷죡
ʱҲ֪Ӻδð˵Ự
ׯҲ֪ôģȻķ
ɲǣ֮ͽ粻ֲͰˣѧǰ˵ǵס

˵䣬κȻ۠Dקסޱļ졣
ƺ㲻ȷĿۣȴɹԹԸιʳ
ɲǷȻԷҪιΪԼ󣡣
ͬǲ֮䣬˲Ż൱֪ѣҲ֪ׯôġ
۠Dһ֡ȥǵӡ
Ȯܹȥһӡ˵ʲôأˣ
˵ѧһȺвŻѧӣһ߶ӣǳݺսµĲŻƼȻҪ˵һ
ο۠D˵ȷ̫......еط˵˵㣿
һȺȻվǹȻ䲻κˣƤء




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ͷ۶ӡκҹʲôʱ۠DĹˣʲôʲô
κֱ̧ۣҪȭ
۠DѾҡβҡͷǱߡҳèʼ~˵ǡ˵ˣϻʲô춳ˡ˵űƺ㻳￿
ˣΪԼҴΣյ۾......
۠Dδκ˻ȥˣҪ´λȥ԰ɣһһι㡣ϣϣСӾȻڳԼèˣ
ȣȣһҪʱȥķ
۠D˸ҪڣȴǺ磬ͣشãԹĳԼβȥˮκ......ϻô࣬Լˣ
ׯҹүѧκ绹մϢȻս¶С
Ҫ˵սʱƷѧţŻ磬ѧ峵ڣǴһ㶼ΪȻ˶иͨǼӵܡ
ˣⲻòŭ
ɸմȥѰȴСӿˣ
ԴǴ֮󣬺սһ`ʱѧκһ֣ʶÿÿҪԺ緹ȥ
Ϣһʱûװ˷ѣֻȮ죡
ׯèȻҪԺãëѩܺ͹һ֣Ūࣿ
۠DÿνԼԷΪɣǱʱֻаʱ......
Լѵ˵̹۠DӾأúսмֺɸֵζκͷаѹţѵá
Ҫ˵ˣС`è۾һ죬ȥҲӡ
صȴֻԼϴɾԼҰֻQèŹۣʮܼīͷĸо
̹ؽ
սСӵ״״ôڣԽ֪ߵǰΪӿΣʱΪҪκŹͬѧ
DôˣīţҲùˣȷԸǺһӣƷԲܻ
۠D˲˼żī짵֣ԼԴϣһҪߣߣ
īˣ̾Ϣּࡣ
Ⱥ˿ɻˣʳã֮ͥ˵Ҳ¸ɷ򣬻˵Ƿ˵¸һ֪ͬѣЩʲô¸õȢԼǻ˵͸ɴ಻ˡ۠Dƽʱ״ô˵ս¾ȻһָԼŭˡ
˦β;źս¾һ
еҲͱռ㣬ŻȤ
պҪԷʱһȺ˶ء
СһζĻ˵ЦīŲɵ˵ԴЩˡ......˵ۣս¡ô£
սֱһҵζƤˡ˺˵ôֲ֪ͬǲ֪˱Һθɡ˵˴ΪDЩԽԽ޷棡ԴӺκһӿΣ˻죬Ҳ֪Щʲô
۠DͶ˸ۣ˲伴ī짣Ķ컯ˣСһҲȥ¶
D˰ȥñ˵ӣǮðٸЩòãֻ״ʲôģ˼ˣī짲Ųɵȥֻ
ԴֻС˺󰡣ǼҼԽԽȥˣ⵹ͦ˼ġ
۠D˰˿ԼҰ̧֣ȥץ豭Ųҽƽأڣˡ
ī째տЦҪ˵ЩʲôȻקסֻè󡰠D˭ģ
簡~˵ǡÿô
ÿǺÿ˲⣡κҸϱģô䵽۠DϣֻദʱըëԼȻҪ˸˻˼ȥ
۠Dֱ岻ĲͷԾŲ
ѾԼүӵ˱ơְŵȷͦأҲ˻ȥ
ƨǼǲõģ˵ֻè۠D˶ɰۣ˴⣬ǾȻһɵĶ֪˵űҪɨǧӿκҸϱģDôգ
ׯүһھƻû£ֱ۰ͰͳⲻŵĹүﶼ֪˵ɶˡ
ǰг·ģκǣǺǣׯ湻ְ
ֱ˵۠Dշ죬Ϊ조ҵܵܵģϱ˵ź绹ȥ¥أ˵Ǵҿ۽磬ȥ˺ƺ綼˵ǵĸôҺÿ˵תׯˮˮ磬˵㳣ȥD泤ĺ͸һ
սºȻһʵĻѧãǽл......
Ȼī짵ۣһɭɭվׯˮҵĴܸ߰ķΪʲôᾭȥ¥𣿡
̸⣡ķҪңֻȥ̸ģһƹ󣬵Ծϸߡ
̸Ҫȥ¥ԼǸ˵ۡķĿҪúԼǸȥ¥Щɶ
˿ھƣϲ̵ⶫһĻҴĺܣ־ɫǼƲġȥЩ廨ģ˰Ѳ˵¥Ļϲأ˺üԼء
иϲ㣿ӣī짵˸βҽһͲ֪Ϊʲô죡
󆙸磬Ҽп~С`è֪ʲôʱѾϣʼˡ
ÿ죬ЩЩһ١ֱӰ̷ǰ
Ǳߴ֣߳Եĸ......




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ЩĸΧһׯˮŶҩʹҽˣСһȻ״Լ״
ǰݼ٣˵ȥϷ԰ӿϷ糿˵³ȥæϷԺ㣬㶼ȥׯ󆙷˷ҽ顰СһǺ޵
ϣī˯ǰ룬ԾֻС`èѧˣתƻĽడ
ⲻɣ۠Dô˵ׯҵĹүܳκٷˣ˵˵ȥ
ĳգī짱ЩԺۻʱ㵽ˣκźǲ죬ϻȥκĶ䡰úȥҸׯҵĹүʲô
ϣϰķ㣬㣬Ҫ~ۡκ㵽һŶ䲻ĶϹ˵DСϵĵܵܣȤˣϷģЩҾչ˵㣬´Ҵ֪ˡǽʲôӣ˵ŻƳԼҰķ
ȴЩΣ֪Щ¶Լ뿴ҲЩ
սһٴ˵۠DԼͻͽ밢ֹʱֵܼĸãȴΪƽ
Сھ͸Ҹ״ϲ׼ôඡ
ȥѧԼƱҪʰֻè뵽ˣս´£ɿܵô緹ʰ۠DֻС
û˯ã۠D˷˵ַ˻ӣһСÿһʱڻŷ϶̿жů͡
۠D˻Ǿ䣬òһڱǸ尾Ǹ顣
۠D˲ҿ˵ԼǲϾǴʮ±㿪ʼġīѾܹԼԹʵڲãҲ͹ȥˡ
޾ɵϣҲûܺսͶ쬵Ŀ⣬ҧߡ
ī짳ű̾Ǿͱȥˡ
սһ飬Ĩ˰뱨Сء
۠Dҡҡͷûܾùͺãθܣκġ
ճ緹漴ɫ԰׵סȥˡ
µӶͣ£ҪС`èĺս¶Щġ
īһɨԼҶҽԼķûҽãԼưɣ
ׯûķĵ٩ܹȥ۠DɪɪӰ뻳Ķܣ飬û˯ã
ⶼСȴƫһκõС۠D˵ƺǴ̥д飬к̣µĺ֢
Ѿʱֻ࣬Ǳ̫еʡ
۠D΢΢ҡͷﴭϢĺֻʹеèûʲô
ׯŰ죬͸ʲô𣬵תһ۾ˡ
۰Ͱ͵籧Լүطšӣӣ
һ飬𩶼סˡ
һҪׯׯ˵ķӦ۳۠D뿪ĵطᶨƵ˵
ׯöŸȥֻèķڡԼҸ׺˵˵һ顰İɣDү
ǲܶһƬڴģмƳȺˡϲ׼Ǳ.......
δ˵꣬⼴īѾһȥˡ˵ҲˣҲ
ǰղźԼϱìܲģ±ׯүҲֻĬĬš
ׯͲס˼ƨƨߵܵ۠D˷ڣӺӶڣǰ˵ο£û۠D˶ƿ
ѾƲͷһҲ̶ãô󶯾۠Dû֪
ӣ......ׯʶ૳
۠Dһ飬ƺ뵽ʲôĬ̾ҺͱкӵĻһգڶׯΣ
⻰ʱүǰһ۸ү
Ȼ۠D֪ׯүԶϺ»Ĵ񣬶ֻҪܹȥɣûүۣ̳в˼ҵҲνںЩ
οһֱԼĺӣǸֻҪǰķһŻ磬βܼ̳мҵ
ϣҵĺö~~˵źݺ۠D˵գһת룬ǵڶǸã
`ǰ˵һҲǸô죿
۠D˼ˣ̾Ϣ˵һ⣬գֱүǱׯɸգΣ
ׯĶ쿪~Ҳ֪һӵ۠D⣬үô·ˣҲƽЩ
ʱŲ˳۵ĵطϲ~
˵Сү湻Ҳ㣬úӣ
ô˵˰~öˣƨƨߵҲɫ죬ԼȻطĿ~
۠D֪⻰⼸˵Ʊֵڶʱ䣬Լɫ
ׯʱ䲻ԣԼʱ˵һֱԼ˳۵Ҳģŵô졣
ׯׯһ˼ƫԼׯүƲ˼Ҳ׽ҲͶԼãҲ漰ⷽ¶
˵ʵ۠DˣǼѹͲܰ
ҲЩ֪ʲôζһҪľŲẦԼԼŵƱغܺãʵǰЩ
ҪһңһԼļҡ
ԼİķԼİ¡ȻײҪӣˣʮʱмӣ۸үϲ
ֻ......۠D̾˿Ӧû¶Ӧûû϶ѣ񲻹꣬ѾԼûе⣬Ҳ½ģЧǣ
ܸڻ˵.......




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ţ˱Ҳ˼֮ˣȵ˯ˡ
ҹīȻ֪۠D˴Ӧׯ¶
ɫ࣬һСӡ۸۠D˺˵۸С𣿣ҪҪҪҪ
ׯϰϽһҹֻԼҷ˹ҧǲɿòһӣŲô֣֣
۠DʱκȮŲٺóԵĺúȵгʳׯ۠DܳΪӳȥͲûκҲһˡ
ǰգ۠D˵ĻͺЩѿЩ˵ζһ۠Dķǵɷ
һȴׯҸڻرܵ⣬۠DȻиֺãƷòƢӣǾѵģ.......ǰ۠Dʵ޷ǺӻԼķ޷һ꼶ԼСôĺӣĳһԼҫ.......
ðɣ......⣬һģҲԼС`èҫ~
۠D˺ʱҲ꣬ɸѧĿԣٴ˷ʲôеͿշɹ
ս°ʵСèӲǲǲġ
ǶϵҲˣս»Ų̹ɸ֣۠D˾Ǵܶ鲻Ըá
ֻèӵĳɼֱˤϣͷߡ
Ϳʼż٣ȥ䣬ЩĶɼʲô˼ûˡ
۠D˴Լϰֽƣֱ˺ˣûһתͷȥҧոջһڵȮβ͡˵ȥǵģ
Ȼ죬ӴСҲһκЩԼСè̡ûñѹׯҴҵ㣬οá
һǰճϱĶҪѰŷҪӣҪ˭ⶫκһվò˵
һﲻ۠D˵ӿĺׯ쳣
ׯĴƿ֣ͨģϷȻϷŵƿ״ǴֲڵɫƿӡǰǧľƣȻϺõľƿɫ`⻬ûʵľװ㡣
ԭͼ۸߰ľƣԽǧ󣬲ΪƻΪƿӡ
ϱ˶ţ۠D˿壬۰Ͱ͵ĳӺˮƵԼQֻ졣
ԲЩϾĸ࣬簲˼꿪ȥʣ˵˵Ͼջ׬Ҳ˵棬ûʲôõġ
˴ѱЩ޶˰ȶ˲
۠D˶ӶԼǽʲôɽĶͷϣɸԼдš
Լֶ󣬼ҲûʲôȻӦޡ
۠Dӿö࣬ƱҲ٣ЩӦһᵡ˿ͣ˷á
ƹѰʱ۠DֱӿڱҪ߼۸ߵΣѰ˼𡣲ƹǼ¼ãЩ·ãһΪᣬǰ影
⣬ڽ۠Dʮƿ뾩......
κ۠Dȥ̲ųһ£ֵɷǿɰ
۠DĻϲһֻҪؼҡ
κΣֻǧԸСȴ˾ͷˡģҧ˵£ûٷ
໽еȵ۠DĶ˵ģȻʲôͷ
κ֪Լǰ˵ôãһ̾Ϣ쵽ҼΣ
ţʲôࣿκôԼȥңҿǹȥģЩ
ҰķҪ㣬˵Ỵ̂ⷢץ˰ͷ˵Ұķġ
ŶʱҺˡ۠DƳֵۣͷˡ
κûȫ£ֵܣǾһֵܱ㹻ˡЩ£ǾѶˡ
ɰɡ۠D˲δ˵ʲô춼δУκ΢΢ģǶ֣Ц˰Դһһս
۠Dһȴͷȥսұȥƿ
Ҫ٣κüЦĿ¶ӡ
ҶҪ󣬸ΪԼƴǣ
Ҫ̡۠DǳЦⶫҴĿģ𣿲硣
κŲɵͷ˵ûˣҲ䲻ͷϡһʥּ˷ӣƽһա
⻰˵ڡа̾ȴǼᶨҪ
κңȻû䣬ҪһƬأܻ뻤ˡ
ҹ۠Dɴ`˯ˣǲԵʣӵʶǿѩǲӣֻһްһޣ
ڶۿȥﴧһֻű߸һֻǿɰ
ֻϧĳֻֻԶٷ̫ƽ
Ųҡͷѵֻӱôͱͻȥ
۠DûһûһµŰѩë
ī짼״ۡׯһһDҪͷֿɡ
ɲǣԺӴأպۼȱһֻŹԴ۠D˿ϸׯׯԽǺԽ˳ۣСȻ
ǻԲ²⻰ƽ۠D˵ׯ֮ڡ
Ǻһ΢̾Ҿ͸ȥЩʹȻҲʹ조ˣ˵κҪҡ
īһ飬ܾҪŵĽ࣬Ӳͬ⡣
⻰ֲ˼˵ڣϴεľûã޵ĥǵѰ˻ȥѵѵκǻ쵰
ׯûӣŷͷŶǾȥɣѶˡκСǸˣ˵Ҫ˶ñȥӣ֮ǰȺùϵ`Ҳ㡣




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˵ˣ˵Ụҵġſӣ˸С
ཱུС`ͷƼˣɰ.......ȵȣκС˵ʲôD˲ŲκҵӻأѵׯԼҹү
ţ۠Dǲĳżī짣ű֪ʺš
ī짼״ֲ˵ʲôֻܷߺ޵ĳԼҼرǶǰǻϲֻСè̵𣿲˵ʱקԼԺտΪϣ²ŷ֣Ȱӻľګ
۠D˴һûһµèëѩĺ졣ЦЦⲢδﵽ۵ס
Ȼ֪Լɣǲϲûϵеϲһɣ۠D˲ϲϲĸɵ׸Լֲȷ
̻κ֪ñҲû˵ʲôֻԸ¡
κҲᣬڶƼ룬ľ۵Сè̹ɵվԼſѰʱԼСĸζҪˡ
ȷǣཱུߣҲû
۠D˶κүκʱӲʹɱ۶Ľлκ˺~Բˮ۾Цųκգգ
һ㶣йֲׯ϶ϰԼҵĹүǼСĸεӣҪȺϸˣ
ϣDǰɣˣʲô˵űԼɵıȥ˲ЩԼ򡰠D˶ˣûиôɰСһǿϧ˲ǸеܵܵҲɡ
۠DƺЩŵҡͷ
⵹ϧˡСһԴ˳۶ΪźûƼ롣
Ļ۠D˻ֲˣڳ书ӵó۾
κүЦҲû˵ʲôɵĨ˰ԼˣҪǸŪؼˣׯʲôֲӡ
Dϲʲô÷ΣκԼҺ˵ǴֱƫǰֻСűСҷŴΨŵ
۠D۵һЦҲʳ
ķDϲϺκ˽ĺܣèڶǣιè˽èϰԣʱʳԼϲúͿζ
ɣŪ˵ŻַԸ˼ˡ
òʱ۠D˼ڶ
κ㳢ҴľơľŸķУһƣʲôƶⷨӣƾ߲٣ڸҲҡ
κүζ㣬˿ڣǰһкá
κŲʱֻͱֻèˣΪ˵ʲôζ......
κһүס޼ҲûʲôպòԺӿտסհ~
κһĨ˰̾Լķ
۠DЩ¶ͷ˻ȥ˵
ׯļīЩӣĻ¡
ٳȥˣǲףֻСèצ£İرǿèȮ......TAT
ǰ˵ˣ۠Dûѣûֳκĳǡֲ㣬Էϸ£ͬػԼֳܵܵһ㣬ֻԼȴѿ죬¶Ұǡ
۠Dű˯ºק˱ܵκǴŵµèڵֱ
ȴԲĹϴקκССĴ˸Ĳ˹ȥ磬`öãҾͲᱻķ۸¶ء
κһ㶣۠D˼ٻ˵Լ£֪Ƿûܹһˣȴܼ޸Լĸ
¶˵۵§۠Dˡ
΢΢ͷ϶˵Լȥ£Ϊ˵ԼĸǸûҵҲп̫СĹϵ곤˶࣬ȻǸӡɣҪ......
κȴ֪οڰοǺ˵ۺ˯ŵЦ
ʵҲЩʶ׵ܵܵĻҲ......ܱ׽Щ˵úãżܳҹ̸ĵ£ĵ¶Լ˵˵
ڶͿʱκŻں˯èĿӶپӶ......
緹ǰ۠DˣκźϴҲܹأֱԼҴ`ιʳ˻Լȥ밲
˭֪ǲİķȻԼԺ⣬һЦĳԼϣˣèζˣ
κƤҲ̲סպ˰ѡ˵DǸү
κҲǿϧ̾ϢɲǣȻǸүֻҪã͠DҶᷴ......Ϊĳû˵ꡣ
κϡķDֻҵܵܣ
κĿǶһĨЦúúãķ֪ˣķ֪ˡ֪űգձǷˡ
ǺʱֵֻҪҪ㲻ֶεĶȡҲ֪Ϊ˱˶Ǵˡ
۠DԲĴӴ`ϹʱκҲû˼ȥѧһӵ¶Щ⣬ؼҳԺκһУͻׯҡ
үҲôյСүôκ˹ȻһͣҲǷ̴档
`һʹȥԼүؿڡ
Ӳһ˿κȤζүͲһ
룡룡Ҫׯǹүģȥǻϲ׼ΣظĶǸһүǵţϼһСĸοܲס
˵κͷ֣˵ī짼尾һһҹڳԼСèƨƨߵĴźóԺĻظˡ
ܾҰˣ˲֪ҡ




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`ǣﻹŲ֪ٺóԵģ޵С֪ˣ˵ȥݷðݷã㵹ãסˣסҲͰˣһ춼֪˵űȥšֻèĶ䡣
۵ҽУóԺúȵɢһأɷǿ
īҲҪѵֻֻһˣȥĿ𣿡
~۠D䣬
κ϶𣿡ܾñԼã˶չ˲ˡ
ɺˣ۠DǳЦһͲһ˯ء
εռĶֵˡīֻСè̱˼ҵȮ˳˶֪۰Ͱ͵ĳֲ˼ɶ
۠DҲû˼߶߶˵˲٣˵Լ`һôƺܻԼһҸء
ǺĿ֣ī짿ó
ϲκǺӣκǺҲĶá......ԣҲֵܣûʲôõģֻǰԼڵĸ¡
κǹģֻèӾͲׯˡ
վͿˣ·ˣʲôҪ𣿡ī̾˿Ҳ֪ҪΪǼĵʲôʱ
κڣΪֱҲˡǸأ˽ĵأĪҪʧȥǲԼʲô
ֵĲԸԼҺˣԸƼǲġֻҪһղһձп˰Щӣôôǿ
ǰúõĶȻҲʼ۠D˷ƢˣҲѹ۠D⼸ʱҰ棬ϾﲻĲǣ
ôɶҪ~۠D˴˸ۡҲЩϢ
۠D˶ԣڣնһ¶Ҳ͵»ԼŪЩڳԲŵĺóԵġ⻹Ҫ͵ķ֪˱ضܷ
˴۠DŵƽʣһµķݣܾЩ졣
վͤУŲԶǺɫĵۼȴЩİ塣
ҶϲõĹ꣬ǰԶŵׯˮ˻ɣɲԼҲС
ͷѾĺ棬Ҳ֪ΪΡδɻǰˣɻҲˣôûһԼҵĸо
ܣһ㶼ܡ۠Dž;ίκܡ
κϿϲֻè۠Dȥá
ýľκڴæһյκطʱƼԼҷڱŪһ㣬úõıҲµأƳֻè˭
èأèأ
κڵķй`˶ٺǱģҲЩ˼ŵ.......
Ϧһžһ˵أ۠D˸ŴЦĿȴʱ䵽̨⣬ããһƬɾĿ¡
īһֱֻèο̲סԴˣȹڣˮǻһҳΣ
ׯˮʶüǼʱϻصģһֵߣʱؼң
ֻδ¶ʱ۠D˱ҡͷҲȥҲܻȥ»ȥֻͽЦ
Сè۵׵ļį˶ƵóաǴҴȥѩˣѩ̣
۠DҡͷģҲܲˡĿ£ǰһעĽʱǰ
ǻû˻ϲġ
ҲУҲУЩ޴롣
κС⼸û棿ī⼸δ˼ҵķ˾һûûκˣϻƤţÿԼ˵ʲôЦЦһɨĿ۠DжãüīԽ裬ҪκǼˣԷתͷŷӰ۠DԼա
ܷϣκСӵǸϸߣԣڼīκҲ⵵ΣȼˣСèֵĶСè̿ĵ߶...
æ~żϻ˵˵۠Dʼ硣
һ飬ʾԼԺӵķĻס
Ȼ£Ǳõļ鿴......ս»δ˵꣬㱻īһԴϡ
ģ˵ʲôģ۠D⼸칻ûģٿ飬ɵ˭𡰠D˱ģ⼸ȥ棬ϸ˾ͳɣ⼸ոպ¡
ûϵİֻ֣ܴڷڣ˿⣬ʲô¶۠DǳЦƺЩƾܺȾƣϴԾƺ󣬻ؼƤϾӺģֶĵġ
īţҲ֪˵ʲô......۠D˳Ժˣ¶ƣȻȥЪϢ
һ꣬¿زˡ
ׯһԿţʱû˵ɶһߵɫD˺ûǵķ⼸˼УҲ֪Ҫӣӣ⼸ʡĵĸûŪӣԿ
ׯˮǳЦ̳ơ˻ʱģƣ¿ľƷ磬úܺء
ׯ˿ڡȷү波ˣɶʵ¶
Ǵأ˵ԹݵĴһڶ죬ǰүõ׸ʥϣʥϲ֮˵ºҲ˵ϼ䡣
ǲ֪һ͸ʥϵȴүǺһˣһԾɣʥϲׯˮǳЦвڴ⡣
ţǴӹճǳģսüҲе֪ⳡоڡ
κҹţû˸Ҷʥ϶Ҫ֣˭ҶԷ֣ׯˮǳЦĻϰ嵹бµģȻҵκͱеͷʣ
ЩͷʣĻϰ壬ѾڷڿŴӣǣпппп.......
꣬˭æͳ۠DˡκҪֻèжûʱ䣬һȥӪˣƳٲã±ɸЩһʶ⻹Ҫϰ䣬ж
ʥҲΣκٳʱʥּ˼ν




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սκεģһ뵽Դ֮Ҫ뿪۠Dˣб塣ĸģԼ˺˭չ˵۠Dˣ
ţκסڵ۠DˣԼˣͮͮ͸ϲʵ̲ס˿ڡ
£漴ȥ໵ĽлԼҧֿеġκȫûèҪĥ
Ҫѧˣҿܲʱȥѧ˵Ĩ˰ѷĺ
Ҿ͸һӿ£ѧҲûʲôѧġ۠Dһ㶼ϲǰ״
κҲáȥģһѧɡ
ϴƼԭǸ˦Ӻ˧~˵⣬۠D˵۾ġ
κвɺЦүѧǽǹ֮ҲϲſſĶ
ɰɣǵõʱƼ͵ĸԼүϲСǸҲǺˬ֮Ƽ۠DˣĵҲȤζһܾ۠DСүҲգǲپپ١뵽⣬κ̲סĨ˰С涪ү棡οƾ㿼𣿡
˽ÿһɿ۠D˾棬˺κ󴵷ֻܴȥڡ
ҪôȥϰκûֻèǺúѧϰϵ
۠Dͣ£˾ĳҿǿǵڶ˻ѣ
~Ȼڶ~һ˭һǵС飬͸Ȥζ̲סһ٩
ޣ۠DڣͰ֡
ǶЩ˳Ĺһ̥Ȼֻõĸ㡣ĥҰԣȮܸ۠D档
߲Եĵͷ
ׯˮͻؼ÷ӿҲ֣κҲ֪ôλģ˭¡
οׯˮţؼҹˣһǴͼׯˮ˴ֻܾҪκԼ⣬һ˻˶ãοǿɲ֪ؼҹ˵¶
ճκҵĸݵȻܻģҳǱȻȻǵͷߣ⻹ǻᱻתȦӡ
۠D˽ӵԼҵźֱӰĿΣƨƨߵȥκ
⼸ղԭǸԼˣӣ˼~κԼ˼......
뵽⣬˷ܵ`צӾȥˡ˺Էһ˦ɨ۵ȥдŸܶɱѹ¡
۠D˰˿ʾתͷȥקǸ
κһ飬ܾԼĵλһǧ......
ҳǽڻǣǲԻٴ˼ڴ˰ӡٳɵֳǳ٣ԼǴмңҳڣǲ֪ĸðؼȻ˼
˵۸ţ۸Ҳ̫಻˰ɣȻԶʳ
һʩѹ֪Լ٣ռһαˣʳľ
ȥ۠D˵ע⣬˼ҪҲǸһ٣ҲùҰʬ
ֻϧŻûҵ˾ȻѾᵱعԱ˵ѲҤⷿڵĴüʦ뷽ߡ
Ҷڴ˴ҲǵͷߣҪԼ֪
˿գȻ֪۸è壬ŭգɴѰ۸
Լ㣬ڳ϶ʱգƱܷɻڴ˵û˲ϲ϶̾Ҫ˶ñ½Ȼ̵ͷܰװ׷Ź
ɫյٳɣȴǲ죬ڴԼ棬û۽ȻҲԼѶңȻٴⶫҪҪ⣿Էܸ㣡
οⶫӵģǱӵģƾʲôˣ
үǲˣٳȻ
ǳЦⶫκģκҵģˣ
κ˭֪κҾǸ̵ģϸ»ٳЦ϶Ҳ֪ôκҵĴǰƥ׬˱ʡ
ٽԣЩ˵ģοûκйĹءҲܵġԼ`ӴߣҲ㵲ѣչǺ£żóŻŻҲá
κңٳɲ¶Ͼֳ۹£κֻǳѣϡκԺã¾ݣο̼ҵ£ͭأκƲ廹أλ֣
ү˼ǲٳ΢΢ۣ֪ԼҪ죬ͷ֪ˣԼ
ҪԷֲͷ֪Ҳľѳۣˡ
٣Ǿ仰ҲԸҲܰΪҲǣҲһˡ˵ĺΪѣƺͷãҲûƵġ
ٳɼֲô˦ȥ
̾˿Լ治֪ܶʲôʱУϱ߾ͳˣ۠DǱɡ
ţһܿЩ˭֪²ſãֳ
ţƿţڡү˵αΪ˱˵ôأҵĻͦãԷǳ٣Ǹ⣬......
죡һʲôκܵģ۸ֻӬƵģ񻪼ھͷû¸ٳţʲô¶
۷˲һ조ǺãҪžͳŰɣҲ֪κҸʲôô˼ôԶܰƨæⱻ˶Է֪˵꣬һ˦Ӿߡ
ŭģӾһŭ
գ񻪲£ǼʦҲصúúõģѰʱ͸͵
ƫʱϹ˵Ӵ˰Ѽȳˣء
ǰʱ䲻֪ôģƫϲν˹죬˵Ҫ壬иԴ
ɫһȥ׷ԼǸģӵĹ򣬱ǧס




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˦־һơ
ף㣡㣬Ȼɳ£ĴӻһĵС
죬⼸ȥתͷǴӡ`ɳʲô¶Щˣ˭ҪǣȴҪǽٳ͸˭ȥ
ǵѹЩ涼⴫أǵ⣬ƫҪΪʣǴӵŴµ
һ촭ˡ⣬ӿʼǣȻʲôʲôûʹңûȥ֤ʵȻҲˣ
ţ㲻ӣҲж񣡡˵ţٰǲ񻪰Ǽʦȥ
ʦԼ񻪵˶޹ƫ˵ЩϲıϴԻвǱ¡
ǶԼʧ͸ƫʱٳɴЦŸϣүȥĶأ
ǶԷµȦףɫ࣬ڱȥЩʦǾ͵ڰѷ͵Է
үҿɲҪȥĶڰ˸ҽٳɼȥ
̳߳ƶ꣬δʱҲ֪ϡ֮Ҫᡣµ龰ϲ......
ڴ˿̣ƱãٳɰǼʦͷҪ۸ϸܽĶʱ
ԶһʿͷǶƷٳɸ·
˭֪ԷȻͣ£ǽָٳɴǳ⡰󵨿ͽȻǿ񲻳ɣ
ٳ벻⵽ô£漴ڡǲˣ
᣿κ¶˵䣬ٳɣһ·Ļ񻪻ظתͷݸһţҹ鳭󸮡
һòϷҪǿ˲
ٳֳڳϲαӣĪҪˣ۠D˺˰~
ǽεε˿߼Σ˵ⱾԼҵĶƾʲôֻĳ`ˮʥϰٳɻȥֳĹñ
һʣߵ
۸ڵ񻪲Ʒ̸·תȴǬ
ǽţһоǣôô~£˱㣡ͷӿһж......
ǴӣЩ۸壬ǰţķĸҲѰ˼ˣķ㣬͹ԹԴںԺ޴ĻǴйϸ𣬱ĪҪ飬ȥˡ
ӣƺˣۿĿ㿪ʱ۸Ѱ׽֮أǰķһȥ
һٶڵķ˺⣬ƺһȥоһү۸Ҳӵˣ
۸Ҫû¾͸һôôյĳӵ~~ϣӣҲôô㰡~
۠D˵˼ˣʮͶǰ棬ƤĽ
ԭϵķϰԺڳү۽磬ϲʱӿεҲˣקſƺһȥ
չŵ£ʱ۠D˱ӵĲԭֱˬصġ۠D⾫µĺƵүҲϲ
κǰǾģһ۠Dź̿ȥʱչŵµ۾̹ˣǣԼҪ......
۠D˻ʡǲҪСأ
չŵ»۵СDҪҪ
δͷС`èѾκͷȮקź.......
κֻè˼׾װ棬Ļ죬ֻؽý߽ӣִûƽ𡢱ʯ׺ˡ
۠D˵ֱϲĲˣ˿ԼȮͻȥҲչŵˡ
ЩȥʱīƼҲͷү͸үӣȥҲҲãŶ˲أҲȶ쾫񡣡
۠D۵Цš~˵ӡչŵ½ˣӣǰҲܳ鵽£ҳ鵽ء
ŵͷԷŬѹǳ`񾭡κҲλ˰򣬾æǰæźֻСè̵ġ
ֻмīͷ⺢ǸõġԼС`èͲκ˸үҲܰá
ĵ˲ˡ𩰡㿴ʲôǳ㣬ԵڹD
¿Ӻ˿˵D˵ľ翴ѧöͨͨ˵ɡ
ѧҪ츳Ҫ۠D̥ëջ۵ֶѻܰȵĻžͲϰ䣬쿪ˡ
īҲ̾ϢȻ֪а壬ΪźԴָ˼ȣϲԵζ
ֻСèͶͶ̥һԵ϶϶Ҳ⣬˲ġ
贵С`ཱུͣС`ͷģɰԡ
DˣѧӲܴڼɡս뻹˾䡣
۠D˷¿Ƿʵ˭˵ȥѧã
ѾûúöˣսΪ죬üͷ괺Ŀƿμӣ
˶ôûʲôѶȡ۠D˸û¶ûҲνҼʮǰȥǸϿġ
սδԼ̵¡
ҳǵġ۠D˸û˵
ܾûҪģλ϶ҲǸϽģ۠Dаչ˵ɵˣ֪ɽɽˣѧ......
˵ͷ¹㳢ʣȥģ~۠D˸û˼˵˵ǣĺѧһԼֲѧαأ
~¹ⰡϷû~˵űƳۼī짡
ڣѵƤӱˣźΣ򶨵¹ȷãҲ֪Dܳ𣿡⻰Ȼׯ󆙡




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ΪźĿһãȻɵèҲ֪ʲôʱſϣһүʱƫֻûƵġ
ս¼ûȥﲻ죬ط¿ӡ
ᣬī짵Ȼĸŭӣ֪λԴ쳣湢ֱݲ
۠D˸ǺƢ߶ͨҲˣƫս
ţīҲ۠D˶̫ģ£˹ϵD˰ЩΣȿúô涼ɡ
۠DСҽ㲻ˣ绹֪ڲءοҴСԺķ˵ǲԸҳţûѡ˴òв棬ҲҪͼķһҹ˵˴ˮۿת
īĶҪˣ뻳СȥͲȥ;ԺûʲôõģкôܹԺأͲȥǺ¡
۠D˰Դ˲䣬СࡰԺѧ˵һŲϡأ粻һ˼û
˵ʲôϣ`ôɰȻ˲ϲ˵
˵ʲô̽˵Ҳõ谭¸ʲô˵Һܶܶ಻áս²Լʹ죬ԼҲģߺ~
ʱ۠D˾£ڼī짺ׯżЩС״ģ˿~
ǵƨ¸ϱʲôϵ´㲩ǣ˵˴һʹĺս¡
ķȻ֪ĸ⣬ˣǺ㣬ûѱûҪǣΪĸСģȻСĸѧԺѧ㣬ȥģϹ˵ʲôȻ֪㲻ᣬ˵ˣܹ鲻á
ǣ֡˵ֻèôԼ˵......ˣɣսүͲղֻè
ůԭһƬⰻȻ۠D˳ô֮ʱκ˴Զţ˿⾰ɫ
˾ȣ¶ޣȻκСţ۠D˾Ȼûû֣ҽ֮Ҳ˵˵ġ
κҪʽѵױսģá۠DȥҵʱˣżѰȥΣƲκͺͲչŵˣˣӣѧ
ƺϰԼȦֻèοֻèѪͳǴ
Ǵκ·֮£Ⱥ˳ֵƳӲ֮ͬóϷ
κչţȻչţ۠DѧưԵӣ.......
ӼֻС`èҫǰ·κԭȺֵܣмֺٻļư~
Խ˳ҪֻСè
ţѵôԼ鷿߳վС`èǰ
ͷԹԵĽ~
ϣֲһͰκֻϵĸշˣӣƼӲӵıӣüѧﲻ֪𣿡
~˵Żίľ조ⲻԱôһҪͳ·һ۸ô죿ѧ˭ң
ʹˣϴξû˹ЩɴӡţΪǵģת鷿.......
˵֪ԼѧưԵӽˣڶռͷľֻС`è
۠Dһ˦βͣԼ༶~
һȺĬĬֵ......
ȮԼֵܽС`èּƣĺܲ䰡......
ȵȣⲻǳԼҲȮˣ
ޣ
ƼӵܣûõĶϴλ㱻·ĵءѧ۠DҫȻߡ
ɲǣҽǵĺЬҲ䣡
飬۠Dţ⼸ȥԭκǹƺ;ǿȻƴǰžһ
õǳ⡰죬Ϲ˵ʲô鷳ȥ
ȣǸûֵģҲ֪ʲôֵκҹӵĻģȻȥĸҲСӣ湻үǵ
ϲ׼......
۠D˽⿪ϵıӣžĳԷϡǷǰɣҲѸλ......˵΢΢˫ĿЦ˵λҪˣѧʰֻ߸λӹòģҪЩ£
ĵšСӾȻвǣѧ㲻ׯ׸Ĺү˵Ľйү˵ĲǸ˰ˣ
׸ᱻ˿رǱ
۠Dһתӣ˼вֹҸׯҵƸģȢһƷԱĵո۸ǽĴ˼ң丸ҲǽʿھŵڡŸλۣҼ˶ᴩ
ƨǻ˻ű۠D˳˵ˣǿɴû˵ʲô۸οַʵϺŻ磬ѧ峵ű״ԪһͬϾϿͬˣʲôãҲտˣûУżеǮӵܣʲô㻹ѧƽϸţ
٣˻湻ġ۠D̲סЦҵҲѧŬ˴뱲ӣΪöӹĺЩƾʲôҪҺȣԼŬûϢ㻹ˣ
⻰۠DȺ˹ЦһֵĶҲ¶һĨЦ⡣
ʵǲпģϸûʲôƽԡʲôƨͬһߣǴǳԱ˳û¸ɲ˵Ļ
ƶ׼úܣλҲ󣬻˵ʲôƽ




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ִ߶Һ緹ط԰ɡ̳˶£Ȱ˵۠Dˡ
~ߵνצӾõȷˡǰиҰӳԣԻáǽҲұ~˵Ϊ˼ĺ......
ȮԶ̲ιˣë쵰
Ҳ˵۠DϲˣԷȻʹ¡
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˵գתߡ
ֻצӣ˦βͰȺ۵С`èƨ`ɺ󣬽þ.......ǣׯҹүļơ
Ⱥ˶ǸҳṈ̀ǹٻ֮֮£ףˡ
ľ۠DԣѶ˸߹ټҵĸɣ
ѧĻҪôǺ뷨һĿǻȤҪôԽ۠Dˡ
Ǹ˼ҵӵܣ۠DĿ΢΢ˡϾͬ಻ǣ
סʹǷŭ벻ʣһԵĻǱסΪ۠DǸʲôˣ
¾ܾʹưոݣ
ߣȥߺ֪֪νķǶôȻѧھ͸Źͬѧ֪أ
ѧǰ۠D˺Ȼһʶͬѧס˵ڷ
۠D˱ȥϾٽƿλԼԽУն~÷ôԼԴӵϺ󣬹Ŀᣬԣ鼮һɱУ۶ѣ߱⡣
ߺ~ܹ~´μ棬һҪлл˼ҡ
ô룬۠D˻ǱıԼҸꡣô˵ԼҸô......Ȼⷽܵ˵㣬ĸǶԼϺõأԼҲϲ~
ϲӦûüȥǸϿҪҲãҲնֻҪϲ~
ķǰ˵ԼҸҪ裬Ҫ˳ǵС~
۠D˲ȥϿʲôõģҪôҸ˲~
¸磬ҽ~˵űƿţƨƨߵĲȥ۲˵³ôôϾ˾ʲôģԹԶ飬ˣǿˣ~
ã첻˵¡սѹŻ𣬰Ƶһߡ㣬Ƿñӳѧ
ţ״ˣ۠DбԴ
սۡҲǴˣ
ô......۠Dδ˵ꡣ
ս±һӺȻվ۠DˣԽˣֹܲ㣬ԽԽ޷ˣȻѧŹѧˣκЩһ۸ǣ
ʲô۠D˲ࡰһ֮ʺòã˵һᣬ˵ʲô¶ҪҶѿû˼ҲׯĹүô......˵շࡣ
۠D˲Ҳգһᣬúսŭġ죡ǽ̵Ҵ˴״˵ˣ鲻ģαҪռƷԴҲˣ¿ȴӼ߰ߣڣѵ㣬ҷ֪֪𣿣
˵һקס۠DԼϸ飬ֱߣֻԲСƨ`ϡ
۠D˱Ļ۵ҪһļСȻű˵ҲңҾôˣƾʲô
ˣѧᶥˣȥٺκһȴ˵Խ顣
۠D˴ʹ̣໵ĽſޡңȴҪƲϵҳңȴֻ֪ҲԸ£ұͲ飬ֻٵ̵ģ
̣սЦҪǽׯʲô
۸ĵճӣҼҾ̵ģô᲻۠D˱Ϊս´¾ͻͣ˶ʮ¶ûֵͣ˼㿪ʼ
ǺսµĶ֣Էι̶ֱ£һߴһ߽ѵ𣿻Ķ𣿣ÿ˵һ¾ͺݺһ¡
۠Dקֱҧ˿ڣսû뵽֣ʹ֮£ˡ
۠DվԶķűϣŭӡ㣡㣡ҲϲˣȻű˵ģñң۸ң·ʱһ˵ţƿžܡ
սһ㶣ʧ׷ĻᣬΪֱߡСԽԽ޷ˡ˵ʹ`ӡ
ǿСݳõ治ӡѪƯ
ﲻʹӣ⼸ջǱظ̫ƽСӿ϶ȥ״
۠Dظ״ƨ¶ֱκˣƵġ
κһգԸ׼ԡƿš
ȵƼ`ֻ`۵С`è˲١ϣСһôˣ˵Ž⿪ۣ˰۠D˵գʪ`òôˣ




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۠D˱סֱۣصľͿޡ½ң˵ģƬ֮ʡ˵һһѱġ
⵽ô£޳κ۵һĨᣬһ߾ͺšдһģʸԼķ
۠D˶϶İ˵ˣκһ˫ĿȺѧӵԽԽҲڣ޷ˣ˵۠Dſ£ղű㷢ǲġ
ǣս´û۠D˴ˡҿ˴
۠DЩ˼΢΢ףκק¿ӡ
ͮͮƨ`ɣԲཱུģˮ`һ㣬ѪһƬࡣ
κŭģһ輸Ǻľ輸Ӧ顰ս޷ˣ޷죡˵ȴԼ`ҩ۠DĨϡţȥʰ
ȥҲ......˵ƽĿŴڲࡣ
۠Dʧ˭ҲΪȵȾͻõģЩͻ״Ҫһ
ľŰŵ£ӦǼõģ¿ˡ
ʮˣҸȢ˺öкˡ
Ҹ϶ԸԼǵķ˵Щ
ÿԼǵķĸǲ޷ϡ
֪ԼдͱСûͨүӡûмҵҲû۷
Լǣ׽ǵͬʱԼҲдҵȳ˻̻˹ǾҲԼ
£ãԼԿˣ˺ܴĿ
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ĸҪˣһ㶼Ҫ
㲻¶Ҳôˣ˵ţ۰Ͱ͵ĳǺɺɺСƨ`ɣ˱ȣúãϲڼЪϢȥѧѵѵЩ״Ļ쵰
Դˣ۠D˵ûԣɿ֣˵ͷǻˣ˵Ƿ˵Ҹֻ˵Ҳء
ƨǸЬ䡣˵ţһǺһӵġ˵Ÿ`ֻĵС`èϴ˵
۠Dƨ`ɱ˱κ۲㡣
ϣϣƨ`˵⻰û
ͬ˯һŴȻЩףϾֻСèǹƨ`ɵģõ˿ƨ`ɶֻۣܹһҹ
κ˯ĵطĲӴСƨ`ɵƿҪڷ̡
ҹֻС`è˯ˣڴβŲ裬Сƨ`......
~
ڶһ磬ˬĸСèιʳ˻ҩ۠D˵Ľȥѧ
ΤŶδѧκ̲סü~ôˣСè̻û
첻ˣҴ`ء˵漴֪ˣǻüͷһȻצ˵飬ڡģD˵ǻأǵҸD˵״úսǲŵĸԼƨ`ɣίһҹء
Ȼ£˵ׯ뺷Ҳûᷢ£ŷ·šһȻԼƨ`ɣ
ׯһ̸ء˵ȥʰǻˣȥׯֽֽ˵
ߺߣԼҴƺֻСè̵ķ˰ɣ
κʱæǼʱСèҪ˵ģȻж
˵ϿΣζûκȥ˲硣
ңźսµקȥһٺݳ顣
κѾ֮ǰүӣϾϽ֮ΪԣҲ֪ԸС֮ͽ´ࡣ
սһƼκ˴ѧţոϳȥ¼ִֵӱĽקˣһӵϡ
κȻĿսֱ̧һӡҾǹعصģЩ˵˵˾۠DǱ۸ͷˣ۸ˣݲ۸λе˵Ҫеӳе˵žǼȥ
ҽвӶˣҴҸѵ⡰κСӣҪˣɰ󣡡
ҽͲҪˣǸҶֵܣҪľ򣡡˵ŵŴӵ棬ϻǸͷصĵ𣬶źתžӡ˵۠DǷĳͷ˵ģ⹷Ь
˱ˣжв
һԵıǳ⡰κʲô۠D˵߹ˣʲôʲôûˣ
УԸֹҲ£˵Ŷ˵ͺݳһ١`ģ۠DҼСèӣҲ˭ǱΪ۠DԶȢͺ۸ׯܵҶܣǰǴ⣬û˹ܵţҷҪȥӾˣȳǼҲá
Ӽ״Ĩ˰ѺҲ˵ˣ۠D˿ŴӺս·ܳҲ֪ɽƺֵЩ󰡡սôֻèӣС`èȻռȮˣҧˣ
κٺҾȥˣӱΪⷭ˵ͻ
˭֪κˡȥҵҰķҲûסңοϲ׼Ұķ˵òأ
ǰѰķе۠DɺϵСƨ`ɣǰķۼˣʲôû˵չֻ˯С`è
ֳ£ķҲڵǰš
㣡㣡˵ת˸ͷ˰컹ûƼ۠Dˡֻèأһ۵κ϶Եҡβ͡
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ʲôˣеĳתһ֪⣬ָźս±СͿƱ˴ġ
սδˣӳ棬κû÷裬¸вԼѧȥˣѧıӪ֡
Ҳׯ֣κһ仰˻ȥֵġ
㣡սһ٣˿ѹ»۠D˺˵ʲôûȥǸ״Сǰˡ
òܣ˵κŭһر־ͳˣûܳʲô飿ΪԼǸˣ۠DСӴԼ֣ҪңùƵȢׯĸ϶һأ˭үҸ˭ģ
㣡սݲ˵⡰ׯòܣҲҪ۠Dںδ
֪ҪˣκȻУⲻׯ¶۸¶Լ۸ˣ㶼ׯҵĹúð˵סһ˵ʺүˣ˭ٸ˵۠Dһ䲻ãҪҲ棡˵ţһӵϡƺקߡ
ѧȥĶս¼״Ҫǰ
ȴκһӳ鵽űߡԶ㣬үѹƢ˵أˣ˵ų˿ڡȥĶȥׯ˵˵˳ׯˣҸĹôģ
㣡۠D֮£κʲô˵΢΢ۡκүƫ۠Dˣճǿȫ֪ģѵһүĴ̰
⻰κͣ½ţĿ췽ŵս£ǸˣҲӡסղǻȫ˭˵ƫƫ۠D˵ķˣ˵⻰˵ţѧߡ
Ӽֳأ̾Ϣֳ֪£κûˡ
£Ҳղ˳֮ǰʥּκֻҪǷǽˡ
οճ˭֪κĽ֮ߣ丸
ȺҪ浽Ҳûã״ҲûãҪ壬κ౻ЩǮƣЩѧƱⱲӶ̧ͷˣ¼ãμӿƿṦ
κŭЪµǣԼм±Ҫ뿪˴Ӿ
Լڣ˭ܻס
ֻҪκһ뵽ֻСèⱻ۸ˣܵģȻ״˶ûܵ޲ðԼĶˣ
ԼظԼֻ֪èΣģ˵鲻ûˣ˵ܺãҳһģǷƲ죬ʹ`˵۸ˣⷢйߣûȵˡ
Լߺ۠D˿ô죿
οһһи......
κȥΨԼӣս
˵սϣйһˣȥ
κ̫һˣ˲
˦ȥ߰ģ£ΤˣվׯڣҪ۠Dׯ֪֪۠D˹ȻԶȢȴҲûģ
ī짺ׯЩκƵĵЦݹػôˣDδظ
ׯˣDںδұ˭ֻҪ˵ġ˵ţһ֣̳˱סǼӵԡֶͷׯܰׯҸ𣿡
ǣ۠D˲ڣӦκߣκԾ۠D˽ķΣοҲƵóκڣƺ˵ļơ
Ȼ£ӣӻڸڣͷׯˣĹܵ˵⻰ͷսɫĴҴҸ
۶`ң׻ϡ
ī짲δʣȰѼ
ׯˮҴһв죬κüκҹӺôɡ
ׯǺôɰɣ˵ҵ֪ׯҷν̵ԼҸģ
ī짶κκӴ˻⣿ҼҸȻ˵϶ãȴҲݲ˵
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ī짲⣬üκӣǰ׺£Ϊβ촰˵⣬D˵ںδΪβҲ
κƱ۠D˶ЩԼ֪£D˲ڣ治ÿơ
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⣿Ȼ£ī짴㵣վԼ漴Ŀͣںսϡ㣬κǷ棿
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īǰһơҲܵʲô£۠DĵӴԼɷ򣿡
Ϊǳ־磬ԼԿ͹ˡ
ׯ񶼲̾˿ľԼԼҸ˶۠Dˡ
ǺӣҲǺܲرƢӣõˣȻԸúׯãƽ⡣
֣۠Dѧˣ޴ѧ֪ŭ¡սŵĿī짡
۠D˲ѧʲôݲ̣ܽī治ȥʲô飬ȻԼˣҶ֣۠D˵ӶһҪ˵ϼأ
£κЦѧûѧðɣܰķϷࣿ
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ׯˣ¿ûôס۠DԶȢʱƸжҶ֪ģ۸Ҳǽˣ񻪸Ǹͣⷽ涨ȻׯҲǣκʹׯѿЩƸȢ˭ҵĵոԣׯŪ۠D˺׸һ۸۠DɵС׺۸˵Ϊ۠Dڹճû˳ˣ˵˴ûӣǰĸ˵۠Dһ~⻰˭˵ƫƫҸҲô˵ׯˣׯҵĹأׯĹأ
أׯɫЩѿ˸£ȷׯԣκӺ
ҵ뺣ڴ֮ǰȰ˵˵Σ˵ţƺİѰŵĶȡˡ·֮ʱҲڣйٵģְ̲˵Σ
κӼȻ˵˵ɡׯ̾˿֪²κǲưոݵġ
ǰһ˸֮ʱĩ˻¸λţŰ⼸˰Ҳ˵һ顣˵űһš˵ɡ
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£Ͼׯ𣬡ī˵̾˿DκӸаɣȰ档
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۠Dʱ˵ɡԸºκ뿪ׯһ仰üī˵
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°`ĸУҪǲĵģôͿ£κʱɼͲȥӵ⡣
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룬Ҫ۠DүȢҸͨ˼ҵү׸ҲܲסҸС
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ķȥDˡ˵ţҩͯ׼ö
Ҳ벻ڶӣīǰǧԸתԼ֮⣬ֻҪD˻ķʲôͬ⣬ѵ£ԠDˡ
ŠDӺãׯⷬһڣƱػ˭֪κȻҲ֪㣬Ըûţ
¼ī짼ǾҲ˯ãҲԲ£ڶϻ˼ݡ
۠DƢҲû£˰ϺҩɲС
˭֪ڶ磬ŷǰκǰݷáī짵Ͳû˹ˡκˣDˣҩ𣿡
ûףǱǰˡκ˵Ҳ̾ϢСһҲ˯ţ¾ͺۡǽģĸζ˰Ĺӻµȥ֣D˶ɰ
ī짱ҵ˵ȴòӲͷƤҼĸãD˲ˣöɣͿ......
ĸҴˣϲ׼Щʲôκѵ־żī짵ʱ򡰠DӺãҲµģţȼ˵ڲѾ˰д˵ŵݳһֽ֪򻹽Բͻһţ񣿡˵չŵľᡰŰϲֱ˱ඣҲղš
īѸٴ򿪾ᣬ˳ǰԼҲֽŽҲкüûƼ۠DˣǵýŻҲá
չһڴ`ϣίıűӣȹģƨ`ɵǷ࣬һŽǶȹϵƲǰҲǺ`ˮĿ
īָƨ`ɺðһβɻǣ
ŶּӵģⲻŸɰ𣿡˵ŻָԴë׵Сֻ䡰Ҳǣʺϣǿɰ~




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ī짿۰Ͱ͵ĳŻֻСẹ̀Сƨ`ɵӶ൨ӣɰκСӻǻˣžͲʹ죬èڱϣòƢ˭¶Ҹֳģ
ѹүˣ⴫˼գǷ
ճڶ֪ׯĸĸһֱ޲ȥòԸȢھȻ˸ȥˡⲻЦ
Dˣڻ𣿡īǣǺӻǺ𣿿Ըᵽ
D˰Ǻֲǲ֪һٴԲ·˯á⼸ҲȥѵѵԷǰһϻ˵űƳׯҷǿŵ̾ϢDСƨ`ɱķ෢ϣ˵컹䣬Сƨ`ɹȻɰůҲ䲻ǣԷųԣҲܰ⺢ӺúõôҪࣿտʼ뼷Ҽī짣˵ԽԽۣĨӱ㲻ׯ˰˵ȻҪиĹأҸҵDѾûˣ֪ϧ̫֪ô˰ɣǺӲϣıò͠D˺ˠD˹ȻǸүҼȴҲں㣬οҺү⺢Ӹֺøϲׯ֪۠D˵ͣκȴȻ
۠Dʲô⣬ЩǱʲô
κǴʱ㱻׽еУҪѵȴ˵۠D˵ģκ˶ȡ
ʵڿôССһƽཱུĻ͡
رǹ֣Ưţκţ۠D˵ȷʲô¡
ϣ`¹ϣȣ׵˿Щϼһһ겻ȵأƯˡ
⻰ˣīһӱDô˵Ҽҹүֲ˵ġ
үκЦСһﻹûζɣʲôү
ī짵ɫֻ࣬ȭаޣȴ˵һ䷴ԵĻ
裬ȫԼֳģԼҸˣᱻô˵
κ˼࣬ͷҩκD⼸û˺űίܡҵЩȥŵ㣬Сһ˲ǣ˵ţ˦˦ӱˡ
˵īˣׯɫǲ졣
ǻصĺǵķκ̫ˣ
죡īһ˦ȥκǸ˵һ䶼û˻裿`ֻҪԠDһΪ𾴣Ҳֵزκҷ˵Ļûһɾ䶼ϰ
ӣκƺҪҼī짣ÿնһСè̵ľã˵ҽɷˣʲôҩ
˭ƵóҫС`èӷأ
ׯ󆙵ҩȻû˵վףҲû࣬Ƥ۵ӡڡ
κһֱȵһʮéӵ£ҰķҲ֪үϲû¸Լ¶Ҳܲţο۠DСƨ`ɰ~ϣҲϲĽżע⣬һһС¡
ֻèţһ׺ݵģ˺ҧɰ~
ΪˣûٺͶҩȨ......
ׯ⼸һֱī짼ûΪ𷣺ս£û˵̼ˡ
ׯˮ֪ԼҰķƱػѵѵһ٣°ķԼأҲ˴飬ʱׯˮֹһҰķſտ߶㰡ҶԲ㰡Ҳ֪к㡣Dڱκչ˵ĺܺãҲ֪ǲǸð˽ӻκСӣŵ۠D˵ģȻǸүԠD˺ãҼĸɰ
磬²ôüв
⼸պսûȥκκֱӰϳڣ˵¶ׯıһֱվſڣȫ¶֪ׯĸԼҷˡ
ս±ϾǶˣȻҪӣÿÿֻ˻ء
ׯˮţΪԼ֣¿۠D̸̸ˡκֻȮÿ糿ʱţʱǰϻǱʱȥ
ֻèܻĥ˵
ĪҪ嶯廹ǵʱ˵ׯˮ°ĵ
ֵ˭û˵ڶ˽ֲ֮ԾκҴţκԺӣҪƿȴ
ʱׯˮ洫˵D˻ţðְ㴵Ͳˡ
ߺ~С`èƺۡ
κűۡׯҵĸҲ̫˰ɣҲûôֵġڴڷDԵ㶫ҩ˯£˰㲩ͻ~
~ԲհֻС`èɹκҷչԼĵ̣ⲻѾ㵥ˡ
úúãD˶Ե㣬ڵⶼСƨ`ˡϲ~~˵ΪĳֻèƤҵ궼ãҵǹճһ֦ء
ĺüׯˮһ֦ǰ𣿡
ׯˮЦķûճʱκ˵ȷǹճڵĸԴˣī짿ûΪ½
ȵ......ڹһ֦ѵׯķˣ
뵽⣬ſ͵Ƿ׷һ飬ƺӸƳԷԼһ㡣׷תͷĪмֲĿõζ
D˺ҩڣҩɫȾŷڴû÷ű㱻ƿȻȥˣD˺ú˯ܻܿ
ڴһ˵ġ~ߵԺκŲɺЦҡͷ˳Ժڡ
ׯˮ˵˻ƿš
Ѿ¶⣬ʶ涵Ľɫâ`뷿ڣһ۱㱻ԲŹâСƨ`......
ׯˮһ࣬һȹȥ˵ҲöСƨ`ɵĿˣҪ¡ֻС`èջظСƨ`ɻ˲ɣ




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Dˡ`ſ˯Сèϸǵʵʵ¶Բ`ƨ`ɻ죬вٵطƤû͸
ߺߣֲ......۠D˸˯ԺУŤŤӡ
ׯˮͷԴңˮ硣
۠D⻰΢΢üȴʶȰѿקϣȻúšˮôˣ
Ƕܵ㣬DΪβԸǣׯˮȻⳡϵĺ֣Ҳ֪˵öԷΡ
۠D˱ί⻰˿ã˶㣬۾ĳ
ڳׯˮڷƺԼĸءѾ֪D˻ȥηŶˮ֪DܣҲίǱ֤ˡDԭǺ𣿡
ˮ˵ʲôأ±ҲдҲƽװ򡣡۠D˵ĺܿף˿û׽СԹˣֲı硣
սٴǰֻèˣ㾯ԶǴδеġķDˣ⼸ղ跹˼ģD˻ȥֺ𣿡ǰĻУׯˮֻܴӱĵط֡
Һ͸Ȼȥ»ȥ·ҲƽЦ˵ק±ӡˮ繫·æʱˣȥæɡ֣߰Ҳձظ
Ŀĸÿĵׯˮ۠DԶȴЩ˵ζֲ֪˵Щʲô
۠DԣˣúĵȷȷظҲǴº
κææκĶһԺӣֺһҹȷԼСè̹ûظ
īȴ֪˵ʲôκׯһֵ¶ҹ˲ظҪ˵
۠D۵ĺȮһޣڶһȥ緹κкãźٳԡ۠D˻ûкβԣȻιʳ
ôׯ棬ī̫Ѩû𣿣
ܾǰֻѾׯڲĴҵС`èˣοèԱ߿ء
ˣȥѧã粻ͻ˯һҺ罻ˣҩ͵ġκׯλҸ˸һǰµһѡ
С`èһߴŹһߵͷԹԵӣû˯ѡ
κɨׯˣ̲סţˡ
۠D緹˸֣D˳Աˡ˵ԺӴܣⲻ粻Ľ࣬ǴһεĽడ
ֻϧմܵſڣ㱻ոǿ˳ӵĺסһ§С`è໵ĽСۡ
ī漴ǰ˦־ͳ˺һơûûأDðֱ⼸ûˡ˵ڻһ׵ġ
۠D˹أ`צûҲûϾǰװģþʲôģǹؼ
СȵİīĸζˡDˣǰֲãû̺ԼҸҪҪ򶼿ԣ־
۠D˷ֵͷԲ۾ֱĳԼҰ֡ΪʲôҪı磿D˱ҲӦðD˰
˵Dûǽ²á˵ŵۺս¡
˵ʵ⼸պսµӲùǼѹҲЩҲ˵УҲʮ໹һֻҪʥĵز
ׯЩԺãռֵܸˣֱĺܣֱɵˣ
֪Լԩ۠DˣȻܵÿÿҹ˾ʱǺ涣ǺĳԼ˵㣬Ҳϲ㡣ʱĶм˵ķơ
սΪҲأµǵһçײˣƱػѯˡ˭֪Ǵμѧһ޺״ʱû룬ŭģʶûʣֽѵ˷
ս֪ӵܶǰЩҲ۠D˹Ȼöִˣô˵ֲֽѵο˴
Dˣ˴ǽ¸֮ԣûĻȻҪ˵Ҫ`۠Dˡ
ȴ߶㿪ɫıֻŲ԰ˣûʲô¶˵۾֣
ī֪ǲս£ֻֻܱ˵С`èطȺ˯Żصѵ⡰ԼŰɣDǲԭ㣬ҲĪҪˣ
ʱסѧս´㵡
סġ˵ֿŵκСӵĻ۠Dô˵ǸүҲǵķδ䣬ȥ
ս¿򰢵ׯѵûվߣǻӻ֡ɣСӵԸʵˣ
ҪĻջʺ˸.......
ׯˮһԿţ˿ڲ裬֮ǰòս´ߣκұ۠DǷ......е׽~
ԼԼ͹ȥһ±£Ψһˣˡ
ڶ۠Dƨƨߵȥѧս¿ξѰŸǸ۠DֻۣͶһ߸ĿƺצӣҪԵģҪ
ѵõĴÿƺסΨһѧͱԼҴСᡣ
צӷ̲סֻ˦β͵С`è㣬~绹вհ
۠Dʱһѧκק˼֮ȥׯȻҲЩ֪۠D˱Լϱ˶٣ίκҵ¡
ѧʱ̸˭Ҫ˵ϼ䡣
¼۠DˣǰﳰֹһүԼϱܱ˼ҵķ湻档
ɰκҵ泰Ц¼սǸ֪ʵԣмﲻסЦ
ս¾Щѿѿѿ
۠D˲δ¶ŭֻǳԵĵСצͣ£ּͷппппУ·ûһ㡣
ֱϿΣս¼ûߣȰ˵ı粻ͷģаźǸιʳģƽշæزҵ¶
⻰úսһּˣֻܵͷߡ
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ʵӹ̹`צӵ۠D~




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ս÷ʳſڵֻèԶԶرŲհҫǰͷ,һȺɫȮ֪Ϊ,ĨһκСǲǹ̫ܵˣ
D˽պһΣ˵ݷ,º͵Ѿء
۠Dգգ۾ûڣѾקסСè̸,ǳЦD˲ϲ,ǻ򷹡
ǰ`ҴѾŴɱ𸮹,Լ,ҪѧѺսºСè̸ǵദ~ߺ~
ҵĺľ輸ϹϹĴ......QAQǺòײ򵽵´,ϱߵĲﰡ׵Ĵ,ողùһεĴ磬һף
˵ţ̳ȥ򷹣Ҳλãü״קС`èĺ󾱾ߡ
קòСẹ̀һ·ֱл
ͽºսһˣȴ.......
ʳָϺҪúȥ߸һ̣Ȼ˯ȵˮԸˮȻ˶˶ãȥҡ
Ǽ۰Ͱ͵ĳźһС`èֲָᡷߣκеһĵۡ
ɣɵò˯ˮˮЩܸɺãȥʳҲѣȥǿ߻طʱպã˶˯˵ɣΤһĨʼ乤Ҵȥɢ˶˭𣿡
븴ˣʵD˺ܺӻͳһ±ֻҪ飬ˣʱͰˡ
ô֪˳Ծ
ߺ򿪡С`èֲָᡷʮҳСдֽ֣
ޣ̾δ
һ˫ϸ֣֮䣬Ǳ飬ͷߡѧҿ飬ûա
.......̳ĿλԶȥıӰĬĬᡰ϶ҪǵQAQĪ죿
սµõһһʱо
Ա˯õСè̿˻飬ߣק˹Ӽ˵ļڵˣǣȮ֪Ҫڣٿˡ
ɸﵽԣ߳һˣͷϻһ޺ۡ۠Dź⣬ûҽİı޺ۡ
ϣ۹ӣ㻹ѧ
ɲǣ棬Լҷ˴ܱ˼ȥˣȻеѧ
۠D˸ɾĳ`ӣһٱû뵽ѵ۠D˻Ҷ֣еĪ㻹ҪԼķ˳˲ɣ
۠Dۣûǣǻ˵·죬Ӱϵš
ǻˡ鷸ơ¶ûٸɣʰ׵۠Dû飬Լģһ󱳵ѪԷɫ԰ףҲֱֳˡ
ս±ֱקȥһ״......
Ŵ`ѧɫ԰һϢӣ̾ǺαȥǠDأ
ҪΪ۠Dˣ۠D˴ѰǵĳǴ֮£ġο۠DĿ𳤣ûǻѧȴʹɱ֣ܴϢȻҪ߸״
£ҹܲˣҲܡ˵űҪȥ۠D˲ֻỳ֮ˣؿأΪûûΡ
ǻ˼״̹һȺҲܣҪѧѧ飿
D˲֮ͽǲȥȻ䵽³οκҹӰǸѻʯսü⼸ѧл`ϲģȻҪһD˱ԴǺúദ֪Ϊˡ
ǴҪΪŲˣѧʦܣȻͷдһĨ׺ݲʡ
սüҪϸͷ˼üɴȻDҷθùܣ˵˴ȴ̾Ϣ
κǻԣ۠Dô˵ĵȷȷı䲻˵ʵ£۠D˿꣬޵ȷǲ......
뵽⣬սһգն˼֡С򻹻ԼԼߣ
űطоǱ飬о׺Ʊػֻè
ȻΪʿĺս˼ŵ......
ͷ`צӣͦģ˯С`èССĴ˸ĬĬ߶ģ~ĺ......ߣС顣
ظպ۠D˲ŶԳ˺սļЩ
ǼûưոݣҪ֪ϾЩͷͷࡣߣƲЩǣܾԼǺöˣжˡ
һˮƽߣǾԲԼԼ˦Ǽ·
Խ߼ǣ۠D˱⼸Уġ
û±ȥӪκǵɫм֮ɫС`èżǻצӣ¶һСȻצӣ컹ôཱུĿɰ
ϵʣܹЩͬ
˵үõ⻰һ㶼ûׯ۠D˲ת⣬ī짱̫ϲԼС`èȮ죬Ҳòá
֮ǰЩûһдѪ飬һ˾ԾѧֱӸ浽֪ȥˡ
ôӺǲ죬ȫһƴһѧϡǴμ֮һ·ĺͼκԼׯү֮¶ûֵ֪ȥѧϱԼڡ
ҳû룬ˡȻҼҳ˽ڣѧ޹أҵ¶ѧ¶ˡ
㿴⼸ֳ¶ص¶֪ѧڣƫ⼸ѧӹߣڵ֪ǰдѪ飡
``Ļǰɣ
۠D֪Լϸʱֻ`צӣϽ⿪ӣͶκȥһͷүȥ
߼ǵУ㶼......
˵èūʲôģԼèǰûʲôˡ
תͷ۠D˻ׯʱȻС֪¶۠Dɱıī짻꣬һһ߿ߡ֣۸ңң˵С`һһɵ
ī짿С飬糺죬۶ǲСߺκôҲ۲۲ɣСèׯҵģ
ͷշཱུ`⡰ϣȻ˴󵨰Ҹˣ
ϴǼѧǰѧң˵ұԼҸ˶٣ô˼飬˵ûãǷأžžžͼӴ׵ĸ״ѹһֳǶ~
ĺã˵żīΪĵս¡ⶼЩʲôѧ۠D񣬺ûҲҲ֪Щ
սºȻ״˵۠DѧܣĿ𳤣תһԼҰ˵۠DԼĿʦݺ̫ѨⱲ̫ˣ
𩲻ӹЦ......
ЩСֻƼΪˣûƼٹ໤~
˾۠Dֻèû棬Ŷûȥˡ
͸ȫձĺս·Լѹûȥӽ۠Dֻè
Ѱ˸ѧգظֻèȥ̤ࡣ˺СʲôģҲ£Լܿ飬Ҳܺ¸顣
˭֪صУδҵ۠Dˣ˵ׯһȥҩˣ
Ϊһģս˵طȥҪ˵Ҳׯϵã͵͵۲죬˵͵ʦ......




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ů۶۠DҲٴԲ`
ׯ󆙴ĵطǳⲻԶһСɽͷ,Ұ,ݱ̣ǻ˴š
һ,ԼţֻСҰèȦ,Լһ,Լû,̲˯ˡ
ׯ󆙼ϲ,̲סͷա
˯СʱׯЩȤ,˸ӣߺߺƲͷ,ׯû֣۠D˱ڵĲġֻǰצסׯ󆙵֣ǰ۵
ģ۠D۵˶ƺ붺
۠Dˣҧׯ󆙵֡΢΢Ĵʹׯ󆙵˿ȴ˿ᣬǾֻС`èԼĻϲ
˲ݣϸָǺӵա
۠D˰ۣţŤׯ󆙵Ĵ`ȣϽϽ.......
ׯϲϲֻԼʱרע
Ǻӵ۠D̲ס㹴סĲӲȥ......
һ͵`ĺսĬĬᣬԼĵ·ضԶҪѱֻèƺѶȡ
ȣҪһֻϺԼ׽èԭеֻèڲԸԼúսº˸С
ĩƾٿսһֱû뵽취׽¿סѧԭεڷôð
ÿֻС`èǰӵģһȺΧţ¹µһ˾ЩƽԼסֻèģ
뵽⣬ս컵Цˡ
ȿƿ󣬲۠DܹܲԼ˵ɼΪɣʲô~
˭֪Űʱ򣬰ζյĺսø......
վׯſڣŵƽʣףԼҹүоˣڶúսᣬضԶ
ڶˣͷĿΰԼ˵ڣƱػᱻΪҲ......
ׯ˶ˣκλϵĺСҲˣѧ۠D˽õļֻ
ī짱Ϊ۠D˵˵ģܿϾ˾ͺܲ˭֪ǵڶ̫˲ˡ
ž̲סҼҠD˾㿼ܿڶҶûƼôء
ɲǣѧһĿζӵģʣǰ룬֮һ˯ġ̲ס㡰Сǰϻ
κһȹȥϹ˵ְ۠DļȰǵڶСDڶҪҪæѵһˣһ
һļ⡰бϾϿҲһҲܱ֤һһܱ֤ڶ~
κ˿Ĩ˰ϲ̵Сӣ־~Բ˶Բˡȴ࣬ԼƷģȻƾܸܲЩ
˳Ա㣬ֺ˲پƣı̲ס˵绰
С϶~֪⻰ʲô˼ôκ˵ƣӻججģ̲ס͵Ϸ۠Dˡ
ߵͦģţκȺѳճЦ
κƳ`ٺЦ۠Dǳ˳飬ȴû
˭֪κԼקŽǾ˵ǲ֪ҲûƹDСһС϶ֻôһС~ɰ~ϴαϱƨ`ɣҴ`ʱҩʱƼģཱུľô~˵Ż˱Сָڶؽڴһʱ̲ס˰ѣСҲƨ`ۣ׷ҾҧץģϣʱӶûأСܻܵһ˦һ˦ģɰˣҾ͸ɴ౧ͷ׵򣬳Сܵһ˦һ˦ģཱུ~̲ס˰~
һԼţ̲סһھƾ
κҲЩ˼æ˲ҪקסɵӡѺ϶Ҫׯſڿˣ
˭֪С˵ŻϵĻֹЩDСƨ`ҲƯĽ~˭Ҹƨ`ɶûÿԲ̣ݣⶼƨ`ˣǴҩҺͰķÿΪ˭ҩȥ䳡ȻȻ......
κ˾ׯſڵֵöһ......QAQ
ϱûˣٺ٣һ~ϣ`~һӴȵû˵ˣ
ɵӣ޹ˣֱлɣ
۠D𩣬ĳ`ϵĳ
̫̫أʱ£סüֻɭɭС`èҪʲô
ҸҼӵ~˵ţ`ͷչô˵ţ˫սƨƨߵκȥ
ԷûôɵĳԱһˡ
ˣκǵҪֻС`è˳һƨ`ɳԱߵ˵ô`.......໣죡죡
˵ƿڶ죬κҹӲ֪ʲô¶ׯǰһһҹǽвҲ̶ãҾ徵......
˻ϲ˳κڶ޲һͷײׯҴǰƫƫ˯һ޵ĺս뵽һ⣬۠D˿˵ڶƱػת࣬ǰƺԼ......
Ȼõĺս£ܾ磬εʺˡ
ڶ۠D˻Χףսûڰ༶ԷӰҲżСǻӸյĿβ
κսµ´ˣ۠D˵ŴӸ°༶Сֽһ·ƨƨߵܽңɵĳŽ̨϶ЦЦĺս£조ϱе
ѧһ˴̨
սµ֪СǱԼ
ս£Ҫ侲侲ȥֻС`èһоǰˡ
С`èֲָᡷⱾǵС`èģԷƱػ᲻ɫı㣬ʱҪľǹԹҧС`èỳģġ
ԣս¾Լ͸ſ˫֣ȻĶֻè˵ɣ
λãս·ԼһĨֺЩ
ߺ~ĺߺԼСͳ飬ͳīȻСķıһ·Եĺȵġ
ǲİôЩģ
ȵȣСƺϿεģε......
ʲô߰ģϿ޹صĶսѹ³`Ƥӣǳ
ҴġƳۣԼεļơ
......һ뵽īԽ뺷飬ս¾ԼҰĲǡ
Ĩ˰ϿΣǰ......
һ̺󣬺ս·֣۠DѾĿģһQAQϿ˵ۻûһڲȣСӾȻгкȣƾʲô
ֱӰᵽǰ۠Ḑ۳˿ĵݵߣ˵˾䡰ô
սûԼۣ·һֻŽСèǲӦ޸ơʶ......ȻԼһƣġ
ǿģս¾ͿڡϿβԶġ
ţ۠Dֶ豭ݸҭţԣ⻹кܶ࣬ڿ¿Σ`绹㹽ʱһ࣡
DˣϿβˣҪԴ˵ű㶯ϵĶ
۠D˽ӹǴʱնɾҪת࣡תѧ
(Ѩ"a ɱսĨ˰
ҲҿЩѧοԼģһźá......




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ҿãϴνӵѧֻ
սѾ˵ʲô,ӻ,ôĶЩɡ
˻˵ʲôȴͬѧ,ʾΪա
¿ʱ,۠DĶ,ʾԱˡ
սȮСڶÿεʳ,СӾȻקԼһԣ`Ĵ......
ϱóô
̫,̫......
ҡͷҲ,ֻèһǣҪת࣡תѧ
ֻǲǲܹҵ,ɱѧͶԼƤ¶(n)Ȼġ
ӵģ۠D˵༶ĻŭޣǷŭ۠DܿϾˣǵڶ
ׯҴҵѱǻǮģ
Ⱥս»ˣ۠Dû࣬Ǽ˰۠DΧһЦô`Ⱥ㻹氡
۠D̵Ŀ˸ӣ̧ͷǻˣ鲻ѡҵĴ
Щ˳ɼȷ۠DˣɼһΨһΪĶȻ߳ŭ۠D˵ӱҪ֡ڿû練ơ
۠D˼ԼʱϲĴɱ飬죬ü˵֣`צӣƺЩԳˡϴθ浽֪ǣѵ⣬»֮ζΣ
⻰ȻŭǻˡƨҪǹٹ໤ͱηˣ
ǸⱲӶ䲻زĿקԼǰ֡ȷЩϧӲʹߴ·ȨƵĻıûУһӵ練......˵ϵ޽¡
ڣǽ룬ʺó
Էֱ̧۠Dһʱ۠D˹ϵ˱ӣӻͳذףһ㿪Ĵļͷ
ʱҽвѪֹ
۠D˸κôãǰ׻ģֳ·Ǽ£κȻ˲˼
۠Dһ֣ԭϷ˶ʱ㵣˭û뵽۠D˿ȥ`۸ĹӸ磬Ȼһ־ͻѪ
ο۠D˿ɲǰذ״̽ȥͲ`ذȾѪڽҵذϡɨǻˣʱȺסһҶ
ʱս´ҴҸͬһõϢĿƺˡ
ս治ףԼֻһһôͷ¶ˣ
˵ˣ۠DΪĿӡϴĽȻҶҶ֣汻ˣ
Ϲ˵ǲԵ......ɫ̫ĽõҪԼһơ
ëЩֵΪʲôҪôԶTAT
ӣƣξȻڰ༶ͳֵˣϲ׼ջʲôοǰǽǰ;в
˵Ƥӷͦ죬۠DЦذӸΤ衰ˣϴɾҡ
߽סʶۡȻʴ͸κҵģôѹ׵Ķˣ
κϡҳ𣿡۠D˷˸ۣ
ĬĬѾϡˣǰ㵱Լ˵⡣ׯˣ濴סֻСҰèˣ
ӣû۰Ͱ͵ĳǰذף˱˵˴е
ʹޣԱһ
£һȰ˵ĴȥתͷͶΤ֡κͷһֱϸҿذףΪظD˰ֳ²Сɲðš
˭óӵ˼ǣ¸Ұɣ¸Ұ~
ҪתѧҪκׯնĴذףӸΤ衣
һ㶼ɰ治֪κСϡʲô˾䡰£Ʊػִ׷Źκһˡ
ëȻô˭㡣
ͽˣϾŵ¶
۠D˱ϾִˣҪЩӣЩѰµģֱӱϳѧ
Թ۵һЩѧӹڵǻں޲ѣǴ·Ӳ۠DЦǻˣ飬ǵһʱκ͸ôǵȣӳճǣ˵תصãû¶һļγԵġ
̳Ŷ֪˵ʺãûûΡ
սЩһֱ۠D˵ɿ޷ڣòװ¿ΣסֻQСẹ̀һѿͷԼߡ
۠Dһʱ͵ϮʱҽУצڡ
һȻ˵Χۣ֪£ȻΪսҪȥѵԼ๫ˡ
ƺ˵ȥأɫȰѠD˷££ҲȻׯ˵
ս¼˽Ų̾ϢֻǴDȥ˵˵ûĹһ֪ʱϿĪҪˣՠD˲δ
⻰۠Dͷźս`£ֹԹſȥԼ......
ǵĸëⲻŵèͷԡ
ƺ˲תص۠Dˣߺ޵Сӽƨ`ɻȣ
صڣս˱ˮԶҪ׽֮קߣСԴDˣЩ㡣
˵࣡۠D˿źս£֪Լ˶ԷߣڸùԵˣûֱݻġ
ҲϲǣҶԲͬ˵ɿ۠D˵֣۹Լķ˿ڶͬ꣬Щ飬ǴϾϿʱһͬǰ֪˼ȻܾҶԣҲȨ󣬶鲻ΪϲȤĶֻ࣬һʥˡ紫ţֻϣĪҪϡ
۠DȻͣͷһů΢΢ס㡣ԼĸƺδйƽȵζСһӣţţվͬ
£ս¾Ȼƽ˵ȥ˵ˣúý֮䣬ʲô¶ûС
ⲻò۠D˼ΣԭĿվںս²µ¶Уѿ
ҪһңҪĸúùӣҪһ......
յĳ£۠D͵Ŀƺصºսµͷһ˵ζģѹѹƲס
գ͵`֮ܣǺڶ绳ͷҪǵ顣
֪ΪΣͷġ
̲סҪԳһǺӵζǷһۡ
۠DƺоշźεĴ΢΢Դһֻè㣬ŶԷĴ
ԥ˰֣䵽üġ
۠Dһʱıˣüĵǳ磬ȴǶɷ򣬶ԷġΪս¿ԼĿǷԼġ
վ𣿻Լƽˣ
ͷίҧ򦡰¸磬ҵһμԲ٣ԼҲ档ǽ¸ҪϾϿǱȥɣҲʲôãҫ֮¡ھ٣ҲֻͬׯڲȵԱ¸ԼҪעⰲȫ¸ʲôҶֵ֧ͬģĪҪΪ׶ԼԼԼһһӶź
ү仹ûս롣
ڳɻʱ߶Ļ⣬ֻʱ̫Ը۠Dˣͥ
ǺӲȣģȴһµļͥſ˫۽һ졣
ǺĵεΣս²ǳЦׯոΪ֡
лҪ˵ɢv~ô~ү...򣬾ͰѠD˿...Ȯջ...
~ҿԿСèȮŶ




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ֻ֪ΪЩƲֵС`èաD,ôˣöͷ˶ģĽë,ˮ۾,èһ鶯˭Ҹųǵи~ƫׯҵĹүò˵ԼûҲЩ,ѧ˼ƳЩ,ɫ󣬹ȻЩ죬ȴô²͸˼¸粻ߣ¸ĶҲȥǰ˵ˣֻǰˣлƽ,ǧѧʶϲĲЩʶԸ֮Уң㣬һֱ.......ȥĶ¸綼㡣
۠Dͫײһ̧ͷעǰĸѰ˼ҵĸǰľׯҵĸԼصķˣǰսϻŨŨ֪ʶۻĳһİԣ˾Ͳİϸϸ鼮һж۠D
£˵ĻԼܷ
ֻߣģǺսŵ......
£ȴ̲סҪ˫ȥɣԡ
оǿˣһԼҵĿսʤһУȥƵս»Уصš
ˣ۸ˡŭ뺦µĽ֯۠D˺`ˮһСһСҧźսϵ`⡣
·ĥţš
΢΢Ĵʹúս²֪˵ʲôãƵԴȴǰƽ......
ս±С`èصò͡
üͷļĿ£С`èׯ󆙻ƺԳ......һ죬һûͣʲôģȻⱨӦˣ
۠Dצӣׯ󆙲üʱֺõĲ䡰󆙸磬дóԵĸ~˵ŴӻͳһӣմС`è͵Էߡ
ׯ󆙾ţ׸Ʋͷҧأ
۠Dǲٳˣɲĵ۠D˼Ŭׯһŭ֮£ֱӱԼסֽѹţֻС`èԼԣС
֣֣ԼׯãֻתׯԼλ
ɣīһֻѵõ׽ᣬD˵ӹƺҪ......
ׯһƨ`ϡֵ㣡ȻκС˵û`Уû˵~뵽˴ɴɿ㣬۠DһϣųͷСƨ`ɡ
û£۠D˾ͷˡĹĵĺݵԼҸ˵ˣүƨ`ɲģ
ׯüȴߺ޵룬СӶ֪ٴˣԼȴֻèĹأ
ݵţɱ治ԣһС⵽ߡ
һкóԵģǰ˵¶۾ĵſӣҪ
īһĨ˵ԼҸٹ˽ʲôģҲ̫ûѹ˰......
㰡֪۸Dˡ˿Ҿƣǹճ¿һҾׯġ
ׯ¿㴼񣬿ζأƺԶ𲻳ɴζ
ʶﲻҲ˲١Ȼðؼȵƺô
ׯüȴδ⻰ԵһƼֻСһʱϲ۸۸......
һһĵίĪϲ
ֻҪÿμСׯͻӿ`һаȼգ޲ȥҧϼڣٺݺ۸£ɴ຿ޣȻԼֻίСһӵ뻳`ףһֱ嵽ֿĵЦˡ
۠DԼܲԼҶŤĿζҲĥԴֻܾӡQAQķ˵ԼҸҪݣҪݰQAQ
ʮǰЫȥʱ㣬Ȼ뵽ʲô˾䡣
ûӦСһ۰Ͱ͵ͷԼĪϲ
ҽֲʥˣ˭ҪȥΡܵ˺ȤζοҲ㲻ϺˡʱС`èҪŰˣԼѰᣬûϣõʱȥ۸۸ء
Ȼû˼ȥ......
Ŷֲ˵ЫӵķǰǸʡ͵ĵƣԼע㡣ҲûѶԷЫڽ㲻ʲôǶȻҽȻŷǷ󣬸οղò˲ġ
ߣ飬ҳڹճĺ˵Ŷ񶾵Ļȴº͵ĺܣСһ`ǵɵ̲סͷס
ī짶ԼҸѷ㣬ʾ......
߽սڹ֮ս࣬˴ԭǴ󽫾Фأǰ¾ոյǻƵۣڹ```ҳս
ϽФФʥBδκ֮κǧһͬ˵о
ƫһսʱзעһرѹǣԴΪڵ㣬ͻĸݵء
Ф̽λǵóѣֻǵʱƣ룬ϱ򣬿ɶԷȴǶʮ
λϽǰ·գԴǰɱһѪ·һһҹһֱȵФʥBǰ
ֻǣʱǹȻסϽФȴڴˡ
꣬Ф֮ӴǹӣǸǰѰǰҸ˼ҳɻӣΪɸʶȥ⡣
µδס
±߽սнȱͽš
κȻǰߣΪӣκǧҲսףһͬǰսԽ̵ꡣ
뽫Ѿˣ³̣ǰǰߡ
۠Dû뵽ô죬ò׽ѣܶԼ˺õֳȻת۾Ҫս
⼸գСèҶҪˣһ˼κȮԣû¾໽ɤӣʾԼԡ
κֻСèգ˵ɵСĶߺߵĿ컯~ϣôô~
ҲȥϰЩƺͳԵģȥԭϴΣ˵۠D˲ߣҲ᲻۠D뿪ߡ
ܣЯ
ܣЯ
սʱЩѣѵҪڳɱʱӻͳС`èһ׺ȥɣҵС`è
ȻֻСèأ˵ġ~ŵоô
ţκͱԼסŰָ˵Ҫʳ۠DЩΡСӣǳ󰡣뿪ˣô죿
⻰۠DһǲĽקǰ΢΢ҡͷңҵġ粻ڣҲúûţŲļ䣬úû......
۠DУβǰⲻ˼
ϾսϾಫκԼȴҲϣñĵز
һʱ۠DܾԼ۾ʪ`ܣСצקԼҴȮ
̾˿Ըʣµʱ仹ߣȥ˵ҪԵġ
öö࣡Ȼȥҵ༸̳ơ۠ḐĨᣬһ·ıǰߡ
ʲô
κһ߸Ǯһ룬ʵСè̻һǮʡ˲٣ճԺֻҲһ¶ࡣ
ºһƺ⣬ûʲôҪǮģҲǴ۠D˵Ѱ......
ֲðķԽԽϲ۠Dˣ˵ܹӵ......ȵȣķƺʲôɣ?/li>
лҪ˵˵Щգ쿪ʼ~ǧһ~˵գ˵գ




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۠D˴ȥ˵һ⼸ղ,ԼЩ·Ҫá
ׯҲ֪κСӿˣ⼸찾ҲͰ,С,۠D˭Ҳߣׯģ
ռ,ǰ泭·ȥհɡСеʱ䣬רɫ
κӲϷ۠Dˣ߻谵С,Ƽ·խһǰһŲٶЩϻ
Ŷ~۠DҲûбıɺȻ·һҵſסˡ
κ̧ͷһƣǼҹײ̣۠Dˡߡ
ȴҡͷսˣҽȥЩܿġ
κ⡰û£Ҹһ𡣡˵۠DҪʲôȴԸСһһ˽ɭɭĵط
۠D˼ˣκսԼЩȥԼָҪܣҧȮβͣýšһһ~˵ŻֺõϾͳ~
κ漱ͷһůȥɣſš
۠DɿڡȻ֣ܿڻ谵ȼѬĴ̱Щ˲
۠D˺κſ˻ҲûƹЩĺ˾䡰ƹ~
ȵȣƬ̣һĿǣξӴӺųλүҪʲô
λ۠D̾ԼׯȻķȴδúüݹķλȻҳǵ۸ڣԼҲһ飬Ҳ
СүӰɣʲôϣƹȦСүﻹ֣˭Ե޹Ҫλģ
۠DְѰķȥ˵ˣҪţȻۻء顣
λʲôհѶźãƹλζˣһ鲻Ҫ飿үҲдɡ
۠Dҡͷ˵˾䡰ľţûˣҲдҿ־ͳɡ
ƹֻҪ׬ҲΪôֵλԼʱ㹧λСү
ˣС`èQκ˳§סʱȥ緹ɡ
~Ұķ˿λ۠Dû˵ŵ¡ȥ¥ɣһ˳ҵĺoʱһȥԡ
ôණԵõСÿγž̰ĵԼèθڣܳԶ٣ƫƫıʨӻԵöࡣŸüġ㰢ķϿ϶ĵġ
ôɵСһȵҪҪ˭˶ϲĽ
ߺ~ҧ˿ֻȮıӣۿȴ΢΢ˡ
ľŷ......ԴӺͼйżҵϵ۠D˴󣬲֪ΪԼȻһֿϰԡ
û¾ȥСӣǺͽһû£ҲٿǲǿֻС`èǲ......
ֻǣǿԼֵλһʱ̲סֺֺЦġ
˲ܵĹôҪͨ˵Ĺ
ҲûСһ......
κǴ󸻴սպ֮һ۠DСӵܸȵ㡣
ˣҲỹλ......
һ·ﵽԭʱѾʱκ˻𣬼Сһģİ³ʳԼ̳ƣԽˡ
ȥֻӣ֪ȥĶϸҲôϺ̿ԸСһ˳ӣ𹭼
۠D˸Ⱥøʳκקӻ
ûˣĳκ
߷¶Ӻ`ذסպÿӶקġ
δ䣬۠DȥӱԶ......
ֻèƵĻֻӣκȷ˵ļӲûˣϵ飬......
Ĩ˰ˮϴϴֺoߺ޵Ŀ˿ڡDˣ㲻춼ҴԵĻǾ͵ûسЩˡ
۠D˻ӣôյ˿ڡ̿ܿģ˯ǰԹһء
κסԼϱӾǷģⱲ......
ëԼ˯ǰһأȥ
ھƣůӣŻչӵ۠DˣЦңգͱˡ
Ÿ۠Dһûʱ㡣
ãκ۠D֣¶˹ߺԼע㣬۸˾ȥҰķǸ״ҵһս˵ܳΪĽ󣬾ͻ
磬һҪȫDֻҪƽ͹ˡ˵ĻԻǱ˵ģֻҪԼˣƽһ͹ˡ
һ̣κһȼš
Ӳ֪ΪκֻСһʱҲˡ
˵̾ŪˣȴָлϲôһСһ
Ҷһƽġ۠Dεģ΢ĿκһֱҲһֱסͷǺӵüģźʵӣʪ`۾κһʱ֪ʱԼڣʲôҪ󣬿Щʲô۠D˶ӦҪж֣жƫ
ʲôΪң˵ãο......
D...D...ҵĠDˣҵıD...
һůκ֪ԼˣⱲӶˡ
ԣ۠DѾֻǵϲ߰һһϣϣսȥ
̶һ궼ʱУ۠DƺѾеһ֡˵鰮̫ǳ˵ˣʺЩ
ⱲӣЩˣԼײµġ
۠D˱֮һҲҪһ
§ֻСẹ̀һʱʲôԸ˵Ҳ˵
ļӲͱQʧڲԭ˶֪......
ӣڲڲԭࡣκᣬȴҲ֪Լȥˡ
ڳǰȥӪѡвҪ
۠D˻ׯſڵõСèףһö뿪
죬ʲô¶ûǵ꣬Զòľ
죬û֪ʲôۼҹκүտڲ̸ܵɲԲ
˻Ĳ²⣬ȴüīɫĺ޲ҧκСӣҠD˱ռ˱ˣ
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˻ظ۵ſڴ`һ۠D˵ڶۣ˵巢ס
ׯɴ`ϲҷС飬ɰΡҲһҽȻ˴껹δ׵
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СӺͷıķ˵Сһ룬йߵšƨ`ɡ˽˵ҽƫβ㣡
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ǵԼܺƣׯǻ취Լ̳ȥ
ǰǸӣƱҪơ
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۠D˵ıǶЫӣʱԼ˵ãոǿаԵȻܷ϶ЫӶİ⣬Ҳڷ󲻹һеز
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ˣȥȥţô˵ҲñȿҹȻ
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룬Լ㲻ᷢ¡
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һڵֻС`è춫ܣڵĽ
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ׯմԼԺڣ֪ЩʲôѩȦƺΪԼע⣬ׯ󆙸ֻСè۠Dڻʲô
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ɲǣλүѾˡҩͯĨ˰ѺŶүɫС˵ƺǣ۹µĻ
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ͬгԼĺӣľҲԼ۠Dˡ
ţֻҪž͹.....һӿ֣۠Dᣬѵ̧̧ҪסľŵĲӣȴΪ
δ䣬۠DѾ˯ľ֪ڣ۠D˻һУԼĸЩŵĸ
˵ʵ۠D˵Ĳ죬ľҲԼԵƺס
ȥѰϣֻǹµ߶šྡྡ
ʲôֻ࣬ҪD۵һӾ͹ˡ
µȴҲԼӲ֣򷴵ǻ˺¡
ΪˣƱز۸Dˣỹܳű㲻ɷ֣µ߸Ծ۠D˿`ȥ
ľŲĿͣ΢̾Ӱ䵭ʧڷ䡣
ФʥBպˮĸߣȥӰץЩ㣬ЩŶҲܼЩˣ³ͷȥˮšëĨ˰̫ȣЩϰߡ
ﲻܲͲȴٸЩæһæ
ط£˵衣ƾɵķݣΪЦҡͷ
ҲФ֮ӣҲһФС丸õйһЩСĵн
ƫھӪ̣ҰУũæա
Фôȵ죬㻹ʲôţϸҲʮ࣬ǿ׳ФʥBΪϧǸүжã
ЩӺҰָպ˾ʹһȥɡ˵űһֻҰ˵ݸ֡
ƿһԼףѰ׵ģݾȻİᵽ𴦡¾ʣһˣ಻ף˵ҲĸԼ˲衰ڴи˸ŵ£˳úЩûǸʵˣ㿼ǿǣóɵĻý
ŵԼҲԶԶƼʵĿ⣬лһ׺ԼǼ޹ȥƱֲá
ο˵ԸӸ֮ӪúҸүˣȴҲԸѰִ
ǴѰүֲԸȢԼģģȻ֪ԼݣƱԸ⣬ֲĻԼȴ㲻м
ǰ˵һںһɱ¾ģҲòģġ
֪ĪФβ֪ԼǶӵĸүܵסԼҸǿ
ǰФʥB֤ԼѰһܽһеɾǰս
ФʥBҲ֪ѴҲսپ⣬ɴѰҰ֮أӡ
ɾѰ͵ĸһҲүЩүۣ
ּ֪Сӵ˼
̾ФҲкüˣʮܴˣĸͺӶüˣο......үǿģҪÿģƯүҲ˵㲻ã......
ФʥB֪࣬׳ھжûԼ֣ʱ׳ԼȥӪ
˱ȻФˣһ֪ǸɫŤ˵ġ
ͷˣ˵ŻǰֻȥɣҲиˣպò
ˣ˵Ҳֻһֻ
ФʥBʰöԺڿϦȴδеʵһҲͦòǣ
Ų֪ΪΣȻ˶ȥ̲ǣȥץ㣬Ҳš
Ųߵ̲ԣץ˼㣬ȴԶһƯˮϡ
ФʥBüŰӿɲũеġ
йȻţɻεС
֪ΪΣŲ棬ͺԼĻһ㡣ФʥB棬һЩɢһ߸Ծ𣬳һβ......
ĪФʥBգקסǰ֮ƯˮϣҲϸġ
ͷ˵......Լղ治ô`³
`۵պ`˫`εıǼ⣬ˣǼФʥB̾ĺݡ
òĸ٣ƫġ
οˮǱʰʰǺεȾˣ
ղžϰʱФʥB˵ȣֻǲ֪Ϊζԣû󰭣ȥձָܻ
ûץµץһ㣿ФʥBԺЦȴСĵıƯĸط˶Ǹû⣬ʱ̲סѡ
Ƥϸ~ĸүѰǺˡﰵԺЦԼү˳ƸɴҪʱ......
ȵȣôû룿
Լүǵ뻹ԹԲڶġ
Žղ²ϴʱӶƹˣҲںΡ
ФʥBС˱飬ηСƨ`ҲûƼĪ죿
ԼǲǸø𣿣
ȵ......үԼǸԲԼ𣬶Լ......Rn Q
һװ˼ȫ뺷ģ溮סФʥBʮһνߣཿ߻
Դ˵Ĩ˰ԼǾӪˣûôƼʲô绨ģƼһүã̲ס˼
ھӪҲûƹүҲͿŲٶǴಲ`¶......ȻҲû
Щ׳Լûʲôûƫϸ``СүԼΪλˣ
ţФʥB̲סִ˴СһգRQĺ......
ţ̲סԽСĵͷԼõְСһﻻµ·ȥϴˡ
ϱ֪Ǹǲڴ˾οݵүҲøҲ֪Ȣ˶ٸأԼʲô
⣬ǽƱزãúùӣ
ȴ̲סȥ뽪裬˺
лҪ˵T(šT)ϱ~




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ڶлФʥBҰ,ɸԺӱƼŵ·Ͽɺء
سүһôĪǳʲô¶ˣ㼱뷿ڡ
Ф·ô¶ڱƼФǿ`......
̲סأղűÿƼФɸ̾ǿǣҲûһܱȵĹ
Ŷȥӱʱ˸ˡպҩФʥBڷСһ,סСĵιˡ
ֶһƣɡϡСÿ濡Σûһÿġ
ФʥB̲סЦЦ,үǸ
ʲôǰ˵ĶҶû룬ִ㵡Ȼү
ڻţҲ֪ʲôʱѡ˵Сķ£СһǺñӡ
ФʥBϸһ
Ҫ˵`үû湻ƯģźФʥBҲ㹻׳ʵһүһүⲻǾ
οФʥBϸģɲһ㶼û˼
뵽⣬һתɴȻСһɴȢǸɣ·ţһӣⲻá
ФʥBѵƤһ조ĪҪ˵⺢ǱСϲ٣οű֪Ѱ˼ҵĹӡ
Ҫ˵ФʥBݣ㵱ʥܼޡ
ǵʥϵҲ˼ȢФʥBһסФʥBΪͻɵʱʥʱʥϻС˵㣬ƼФʥB丸ʱ̫ɽ......
ֻһţſڵ̫ڸˣ
ĪѹȸԼФʥB󣬵ʥֵͷԼδС......ܾȢĪϲУʮа`ŻΪЦ̸ˡ
ԶˣҲǸҲģĶƫģһФѵϸˣò״˸үǲƽ׷˵ġ
ɰɣ֪һҵĲ˼˵Ѻ˵˵Ŵյͷ˰Сһգ۵ǣԼֲڵָȥСء
Сһ糿ФʥB˻û˼ɴȥ￴Ȧֳ̫ǰɽ˲ҩһɽ
ǰԺѲҩ̯ɹţѴɽͼš
ϴжˣﻳ˵ϲãĿ뷿ڡ
ڱ谵٣µĹâȻתһʱܲסƬ崲`ֻСһѾˣãȻĿܣƼԼĳֻӣɥĿζԼ㣬˭
ںġФʥBѹɤӣŵ
СһãȻбͷȻһһĿˡΪʲôһ
㲻ǵˣФʥBСĿΨֿ˻ŵ......
ǵˡ޼ˣҪشԼСһﶼˣžͿ
ФʥB̲סһϧӵ뻳кúðšû£û²ǵҲûϵһסչΣ˵⻰ʱĪһϲãǺ˵Ϣ㲻һ˿Цݡ
֪ˣСһӦûؼңļǽˣ......
ͷСӹ˹Է˵ʶԼˣһɺ۸ζ......ϲϲֱۣԼʱĽʵУϲԷԼĿ⡣
ԿԴϵĸо
˵ʧȥ䣬èıԶ޷ĥ.......
ˣү޵ŶóʮģĨȥˮ
⺢ˣԲˮ۾ƽˣµϸļ...ϲ˵ʱ̬ˣˣǻûɣ
СһԼĻקԼ·...һԼ
ФʥBŵϲĽСһֻģ治֪˭ôС̲ס¶ԷĶͷ۾ģФʥB֪СһϲĽ¡
ҸýʲôţԼղŵĶԽˣô˵ԼǸô˵ǰ궼үĪԼֶˣ
Сһбͷ룬Ŭ룬ԽС`ԽɥǵQAQĪ죿
ФʥBεĵͷ̲ס˿ڡû£¸ȡ֡
ƺϰ߱˵ܣһôһһҪ࣬ٶФʥBЩо˶ˣҲܵĶԱˡ룬Сһڹȥôܳ裬˭ϲϡ......߰˲٣Сһڿˣ۾۰ͰͳԼ
У治үèƵģ`ۻ鶯ҽʲô
ФʥBΪˣʶãⶫֲȡ˼Ƭ̡ǴӺŪ˵ģҪͽСϪ
СһͷãԼãxiϤDˣDˣҠD˰ɣСϪ
ФʥBҲû룬Ҳɣû뵽ǺʶѰԼ֡ɣD˶𣿳Ե㶫Σ
~ڴͷԹԵĳԼЦ÷ۡ
ΪԼԣ˵㣬ФʥBŹĺòɣץһѾ˷˲ˣ򵥵Ĳһ
뿪ʱֻʮǰѾ˲࣬µЩڣöЩԼԿ൹νǠDСһþڴˣƱܲס
뷨ӣ׬ЩǮˡ
Ȼڴ`ϳԵģD۰Ͱ͵ĳŷԼѿӷǰСһҲûԼõ˼
ФʥBа̽˿ڷߣȻԹſ...RQ
Լڣ˭ιУĻ˼үˣȻҪι...ÿɰһһĵģԼɶɶһ㶼ʳù...
ФʥBһЩԼľŤˡ
Ժ÷ĠDˣȥιʳФʥBʪһöô~
ʰ⼸æͦ࣬粻СһҲǲԡ
ߵԣͷֲֲЩ£DĿרעעԼ۾Цƺ쳣ġ
ФʥBҲ̲סЦ⺢ӹȻŴ˵㡢˵ûһүİļãƷԺãӺãǲү
Dʲôǵˣ£ԼëȴקסͷD˾Ŀ⡣
ƺԼ뿪Ҿͷ¶
ⷬһ˵ǺӲŻɿСצӡ
ǵˣDʲôǵá˵ȱţĿԽί
û£û£ҲãҲ㡣ФʥBߵӵסǺӡҽФʥBԽʥB磬Ը⣬һֱչΣ
~СһЦţסԼ߰ԴФʥBӣȥ
ФʥBͷѾԼС`èĶܼ`ˮ̲סӻȥļңƱػչ˺㡣
һ߶һСצס˸һ˯~
ФʥBͷֻСһԱ˯Щᣬ￼Ǹô˵ү⣬Լʲôӣǲֲ˭Ǹ˭үȥռ˻ƻ飬Ʊزɡ
οФʥBﻹôһ㣬ΪΪԾ......ûһүһ˯޷
ҪСһŵ`ϣɠD˵һƼԼȻϣˣֻСè̱ɴſԼתҲûñ͵͵Ŀ
ϣФʥBһĨԼˡոԼּľܾҪͱ£ȥ֪˭˭ռˡ
ţ§ԲޣޣʥB粻ԣʥB粻á˵ŶԼһơ
涵Сһһţҧűʵô˿
ˡ˵Ż˸á
ԶԣһҲáСһҲ֪ǲǻбүҲǾһֻô
۸ңٲ......СһأſζԴ꣬мĲĴ㡣
ФʥBЩףôֻСһŸôʱб°Ƶ÷ĸԸΪĵһȴֲҷͷͰ͵ĳԼỹۿתأͷ۶ģ
⻰һСһϲЦտˣȥ˿ڣˮûĨɾء
ʱD˻˯ФʥB§ֻСһһ˯˸սϴľɣԺʱһСһͲ죬Թ......ԼһСһDֿܸ֣ʱԼͲлˡ
űƼФʥBƯү˵䣬ФʥB˱죬ȱ𿪿ڡ
ЩˣФûǸûӣүƯҲǸүô˯˸Ҫٱ
УүȢФ
ţ¶ģȻؼңһʱФѾүҲѾ۾ſڴ`ϴŹ
ФڳææģƺóԵġִսȥһʳݣһǰ׷һǴֻõǸ˭ԵġФ˵㣬үƯүү˯˻öԷͷ飿




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DʧˣֶҸȡġФʥB֪Ǻ,ȻҲաҴڻָǰס⡣
ôɣֵ,üͷס˭Ҷûϵ,ⲻУҾһ,һүסʲô㻹ҪҪˣ
û,D˻С,Щ¶ճ˵㣬һûⷽ뷨Լ˯һ磬ȻƵó⺢ǻûйʲôɣûЩͬ
Ҳ,㲻˼˵ȥ˵Ȣ㣡ҪչҲ˳¶ֵ,˵űߡ
ФʥB״˵D˸ѣ˵ôɣ
ôɣڲ˵öˣһҪô죿汻֪ˣסһүⱲӶ޳ȥˡ־Ǽô٣С˵㣬ûǸүֻҪɻ飬ǻФʥBģҲܳɡ
֣ҾչδЩٵȵȰɣҪᣬҲùգЩ˵ФʥB̾Ϣο⺢ӼǸ󣬾ɻһаãָô죿Ҫȥ˭ĸ
......Ҳ޵˼Ҳһǹӵġѵһڲɣ㶼үˣЩүҾͲᷴˡ
ФʥBսȻ٣Ҫǲףúú꣬ɲ˵ҪоеġԼҲԴûָס˭
֣ФʥB¶Ȼͬ⡣
ּ״ҲԼ⣬֪ФʥBƱزͬ⣬ФʥBҪŵģʱԼǺ˵ͬ⣬ĶҲҪˣФʥB
ͬ⣬......
ţֱֲԸĴӦ˵ҪȥФʥBҪ֤ĪҪ£̲ס࣬û޹ȥأƫ̻Сүɻ黹֪ء
ţƼֻСүȤζıűӣڴ`Ϲȥתͷۣ漴Ȥתſڱϲ......
ҲһˣСʱҲ˼ҵѾߣɶûƼôյС̲סͷ˻DȻʲôǵãҲ׽
ФʥBʱȥȤĴŹץ档
вסͷźãԼ˵Ҳס
ФʥBһ̣¾ͷֻһֻè`ĲԼ......
ФʥBûƢ`ϣ͵ƵDǸү˯һġ
粻һ˯ģܾĠD˶ʱίҪꡣ
Dˣûֻ֪ܺԼҷһ˯޷......˵СèԼûʲôоԼЩ......һ͵ĸҪ˵һ㶼үǳ̸δйһүԼйһĸоƫֻСϲ֪ȻԼ......
Ҳã¶һҲá
Ҿô~СһﲻĺߺţǰСԼһ˯
......ô˵ġФʥB֪û׷ĺ壬ɼһľǿֻݣа̾ˡ˯ɣĪҪһ˯¶ˡ
~˵Է̹˸˵ӺӲӲĶһ鼡⣬ϲϲ~žһɰȫС
`򣬵Է϶......ֲĵ˦βͣĬĬôԷܿԼ``ôʵ˯ŹȻȤô
һҹεĠD˲֪˵ЩͻԼһΪһүӡƫĳһϲģҪǻġ
ФʥB룬ϲϲɣ˳ֵ˼˻飬Էָ䣬˵ԼݣԷΪȨҲҰԼš
ҲСһϲԼԷƽһҲˡϾԼлỳ......Ȣ檵ҲãȻҪҪǣФʥBһμʱԼĿʱ룬һССĠD˸жã
ڶ峿ʱD˻ûѣФʥBˡ
ֱû˽......
Сһ۾ץʱD˰ϲʥB𣿡
ϲ~˯һ~
Ȼϲǲ֪𣿡˳˵
D˲Ầģ̇ͷش
Ǹһү˯ͬǺǱ֪ˣǻ޲ȥģֹ
ͼ޸ôD˹ȻûиشĺȻ
ô˳һ㶣ʵ֪޸ʲô𣿡
D˺ܹɵҡͷĨ˰ԼȻ......
ɴɭɭľСӣԹȢʥB޸ˣ˭չ㣿ͲҪ㣬⣡ͱүˣ
Ҳͱһ˯ôDǲĲͷʡ
Ȼǻһ˯......ʲô¶Ǳ˵ĺãһ̻ˣԼĴ
ʲôץ`סҪʣD˿ɴˡ
ֻз֮£ͲҪˣʱ㡣ƵóСӶФʥBȻͬ⡣
棬⻰D˹Ȼ֪ԷƭԼʥB϶᲻ҪԼʥBɻ飬Ǿͻͱһ˯D˲ҪԠDҪķ
żᶨҲڱصáDҪȢʥB磡
⻰˵~
ФʥBű仰£ֲֲձ˵ãҽ𣿠D˻СЩ¶ġ
СʲôôʱҲ֪Ȣٸˡֲķ˸ۡȻСͬ⣬ȥ峤ǸȰˣȻʱǱɻɡ
֣ФʥBס·ڼ޸ⲻף
ûʲôײ׵ģ㶼һˣٲɻʲôЦ㣿ַ˸ۡСҲϲĽ˯һˣȢ㣿治Ҫˣ
......ФʥB֮ΣοҲ£ D˻ָԼԹ޺ʧ
˼䱣ֶ֮УƱǺӻסԼһԼʧ......ФʥB¡
ʥB......ͷΪʱֻСһקק䣬ͷĳʥB粻ҪDô˵˵ŻССԴίֹɵġ
ФʥBܾܾˣһ̾ˣʱңҲĪҪѾķˡʱĻᶯþȨСһһӶ뿪ġ
D˼ٷԼϱüЦ˵ͺߺšD˲ŲҪʥBͱ˯ء
ô򵥣ФʥBЩ˵ζܾʧˣԲָ֪顣ֻǳڣԼľˡ
ǳɰɣȥ峤~ֵˣǴҰû棬Ȼ֪ФʥBۼֻԼ˺±㻶ĳš
ФʥBҲȥˣԼҲܴ¶
峤ˠDˣòȷĿ˿Ƿк룬˼áһʧүʥBչ˵ȷȢʥBʲô֪ǻָҪָô죿
ֲŲЩԡ췹ˣˣοС첲С`ȵģˣ
峤˵΢΢üȻĿǳɼФʥBȴЦݣʮϲƯүҲˡС¶
ڶִӼǣţ˼˿ȥسǰ
ФʥBȴ㲻ͬ⡰D˸ѣţҪȴҲ⼸졣
ּȻ조Ǳ֪ôõһүϲ׼ЩۺĸЩʲô
û£ŠDˡ˵Ĩ˰죬ղźʱ©ߵģСһﱾ뻵۵ϡ
ФʥB˭ߺߣСŲ~
û䵽Сһﲻĵһ죬תͷʼФʥBͷ⣬ĥʲôģǳɳĵһ.......
죬ÿߣ֮±ȼյФʥBֻܰѠD˹˹ϣպҲȥ·ɽһͷޣ޵ƤֵǮܻӣDЩõ⼸մ·ЩĥƤ
Сүǽ`ۣĥˣĥˣD˵ҲԼʱġ治֪ҪԼ˵ʲôãʵФʥBƵóD˲ǲ˵ǲԸ˵¸Լ鷳
⺢ӵӣ治ФʥBȻãԼȥӱ⣬ҵôֻССģཱུķ~
ţһ·Сһߵɫ԰סſڣǮʱŰѠD˴ﱧ˳
سǵ˶֪ФʥBô뺷޲ȥĸ¼˳ɻģȻǺ棬˼Ϥı
Ƭ̣ФʥBǣһˮĸŵĹٲЦ~ФҸ㼱żҲ̣ôˮĸ~С``ˮˡŪôˮСһ˵űҪǰһѡ
лҪ˵ԳQAQ
DҪQAQ
D˾ȻôQAQòô죬ԲĪ죿




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ФʥBüĿֻ,DҲʶĶ㵽
,ôˣǸɣǹٲ
Ա߻в˸ģФʥBյĺʧӰ١˵ϻ,ˣ
Ͼ⵶ѪûٹɱʱǳסЩѪûĹٲ
ݲݵǩ˻Լ,ФʥBƨû,D˱ߡ
ⱻѵĹٲɫ,ߺ޵ĵФʥBıӰ˿ڡǸԼЩ˲ˣ
磬˵үÿˣ¥ĸûƯ˵ŻĴ˴֡
ǵʱȥ飡˵ǽРD˵СһϸƤ`ģ,Ҳġ
ҪǸǾ......ٺ٣ҲǾˮǣ
ͷФʥBҲ֪£ţͣڳĵǰקͷǣŠDD˵һ𣿡
~ǼƤӵĵ꣬D۱ûȤԹԵĸ
ƹˣţŵϵϻǰһϻɲףǻ˼ģûƼ˺ۡ
`İʬ巭˸ФҸ֣Ȼһۣ
ĶĻƹŸǮɡû㱾£Ҳӵһ׿ܳಲִһͷϻġ
ȻҲִܿһͷϻಲʲôĻǰ......ФʥBҲԹԼΪβүƫǸ
⻢׳꣬ƹŻƤš⻢Ԫ¥һʮҩҲвӣ޿Ǻﰡ˵ƹԼҲЩĶһͷȫ£һǧΣ
ƹҺҲˣĪҪѹҼ۸񣬡ϻƤûǧò£Ȼ۸Щһǧܵģοл⡢ǡ
ƹ˵űҪϻҪߣˡФҸлú˵лú˵~𼱱𼱣ңԼҲ
ҲǼƤӵģƹ۵㳰Цƹ۸һҿɲصһǧ˰ȫˡ
ƹ⣬ôһǧˣҲ֪ѹѹ۸
˼һҵģ㻹˼ѹ۸񣿡ƹڡ಻ףһǧΣ
ɽ۸ǹƹҲˣǼҲ¶ɡֻԼСΪŷôľԻοϷŵͼ۸
ȵȣȡȥƹ³ɵ˳СߡھǣƤôҲǧ壬ټϻǻʲôģǧ´~
׬һļ۸Ѿѹʲô۸
ƱݸФʥBкöҰ~˵ҲǺƹ񲻿ɫ֪ƹиүöģûǮ~űԼġ
ɡˣФʥBϧתͷȥֻСẹ̀ȴһ̵Ĺ򲻼ˣ
°ͷ󺹡DˣDˣողǻ
ƹˣЩô˶ˣ
ҷջ⡣ɨܣδˣ̧ȱȥҡ
ϹϲǳɻˡƹǷʲôһң
鷳ƹˡ˵䡣
DѾﱧһֻŴŴСһƨƨߵ˻ʥB~~
ʲôƣԹԸߵ𣿡ô򣬰ͷ󺹡
D˷һͷҾǶ˵űָһСŪáոĶаķÿô......
һֻèڽУöˣФʥBǺ޵ȴ޴조´β֪𣿲ȥĶú˵
Ŷ~D˾죬漴ң˼ķô.......
һԿڵƹĬĬôСһ
ФʥBЦЦˡ
Сɵÿã˹˶֪ģֲòգ۹ܰФҸС
Ȼȴȥ·ǳЦţDţӣ¶
D˿ôD˱ཱུ˽óԵġ
ȻҴʹȥóԵģҪʲôȥʲôDСģФʥBҲζСҲ̫˵㣬̫СЩⲻáҪʲô˵ۼڲȱǮ
ҪģD˲Ҫġ۠DţڣĿŽϡһƬհףʲôǵãʲô֪
ǰְȫУ˵Ļ⼸ҲˣȢФʥBûʲôã»ûϲԷԼĺá
Լ޿ʲôûУФʥBԼмӣĺˣԼҪϧ
ȥ·ʱФʥBֱõӣD˼£ͨϣϾǻڴ̫ˡ
˲ٳʳ͠DҪĵģ·ʱD˲֪ΪųФʥB룬ֻСһûʧǰǸȥȦ˼顣
ֻСèƺܴ󣬻ụ̂Ҳ֪ķĶDҪһˡԼҪɽʲôģDһڼҲį
һȦD˵̫ˣǱҪҲ
ڴ˴ƵóD˵ӣɵ㲻£ʶԭ򣬾ڹԹԵĳŵģèֻ߿ʲôġ
װһĶФʥBĸصС
ѳʱԼ˳ɻӡ
ûˣԴӡ
峤һϤԻһһ˾͹ˡ
Ӷ󣬠DʱҲˣҲЩ.......
ȵȣԼûΣ
ФʥBԼƣ˾䲻ҪշЩ
ҹ˺⣬D˶Ȥ󣬷͸ռè.......ФʥBֺֺЦԼ鵹ҲмֿݣЩ⣬ֻè³ԡ
ֻʰɾһ`ϣԼϴ˰
û˯£D˱ԹԵزżСһҧؿϵ⣬ФʥB˿Dˣ
˵Һǩ˻飬ҧѽ˵Żһ`һҧҸķҧڼЩˣ죬˲䣬ԼԹק˱ӣ˯......
ȻԼ.......ֻèĥ׶ΣǺпйͷɣԼꡣ
ͷؿڵ⣬˻~Сеİɣ
ɻ¶ٲϣЩҪ׼ģDʲôȻ͹ԹԸƨ`ɺ˵˵˾ͻȥš
תһФʥBD˴·ֺʹ峤֤£˸׵λǳɻ顣
ϯֺһģҲͳԸ֡
ԻƼȸˮүǵ壬ȾƣDκ˱ת۾Сӡ
Ի䣬ФʥB۵ļźӣڷһҩ࣬Сϡ
D˻ĲһƼҩ£ҩĨʱĸоʱ̹ˡ
ФʥBҩг񣬻ΪǾҩã͵ҽģҵйһ֮Ե
Dûֻǵ˵ͷȴסǺӡ
죬ǹȥԼҲùҩɣ
ҩĨȥ̲ӱ¡
ּǰĻ˸ϻȥתD˺˲㲻˵үҲ̫˰ɣȱƱҪǽô죿
մƱˡФʥBӿڵھмһүǣֵģҲܺȾƣ˾ͻ죬ҲкģDûʲô
ճɻôУֵģѧѧЩ۱ߵĸСһ뺷ء˵ŻΪɨ۠DС첲С`ȡ
֣ĪҪٵ˵ֻԼҷȻάȻ֪ΪԼãԸDܰί
ɣְҲˣղЩ˶ҸˣǾͳʱ磬ЩԲ~˵űЦ뿪
ФʥBҡͷȥʰִ꣬ˮϴ
طʱСһѾ˯ˣФʥBԭûζʱգˣӻءţСһգȻ۵Ľ
ȫʰûص`ʱD˷۾ʥB磬˯~
ɫû͸أú˯ɣˡ˵űҪش`ϡ
˭֪Сһǿأ˵ɣҪԲģ
⻰նģФʥBһ㶣漴ЦɶʲôԲ
D˵ͷн̡˵ڰ׽.......ȽϹá
⻰ФʥBһ㶣Сһǻ`۵Сģһ֣ôСһﻹԼˣҪˣ
ϣĪĶ~
ǣǣʲôǰФʥBԼˡ
˵Ƿ֮£˲~Կࣣ˵~˵űȥֿڡ
ФʥBҲ֪ԼӸôתȴԹ¡
ɠDһƨ`ԼϣȻͷ³`һ.......ϱޣʲô߰飡ؽҪ鳭˲ɣ
飬ֻèץýԼҪصűʾԼĲ
ФʥBΣĨ˰Ҫҽ㣿ǵǰķȪ֪֮ԭĸɡ
ʵ޷ڶҹʱԼҷһ߿һ߰Լ......
ãʥBһ߽ԼһԼ˵½⿪Լ·¶ǸཱུСһ
ФʥBǸСһ·ϢһǺõģһǻġ
õǣҹôˣϢ......СŲô
лҪ˵ʥB磬ҪţD˻ܸգ




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D˰һ,˼ڡèƵФʥBЩͷ㺬`סСè˫`,Ĳ,Ǻһǡ
ֻ˶޾,ҧҧ,ҧѪζ
D˵ĺ,ФʥB⣬ԼҷԼݸоġ
ֻСèһſ죬ФʥBп,ǿп,һһ߿еģ˫ֻʵĶ`ֱ,ϲ
Ȼϲϲ~~źҲſڸҲá
±קǰɫСһﱻDҧģФʥB̲סʺ`Ȼҧ´ɠDĴĪĿ`Сǰ.бԴ.涼ʪ͸ˣӲ.......
DקФʥBĿʱǸԼ`׳Ķʱᣬϱôѹأһ÷ģ
˼ڣФʥBƿ࣡
ʥBĶ࣬D˶ϲ˵۾ˡ
㣬ФʥBʱҭס֪˵ʲôижһɻȵĿɣʥBҪ.......ⷬҪĻȴ˵úѹǷĵĿ
ϲǰ꣬ϲƷԡ
ƵóDǺԼģǱ㹻ˣо͹ˡҹǵģ˭D¹ԼУԹޡ
ԣһҹ......
DƺеıˣФʥBָȴ˳Ź۵ĵط.......
⼸һֱ۠D˵һһΨ©ʲô¼Լŵɻ飬ּԲȴЩ죬˵ζ˿
УФʥBǴ񣬹Ȼɷ֮ȴ࣬۠D˵ˣ֮䣬۠D˵ġ
ԲԼ÷ŵǿʯͷϾԴ֮۠D˲дִѡ
ƠDСƨ`һһʵ~ɰ˵ɣα~¹֪ʱȻָž۠DſԼϡꡱŬɿЦ
ľŵѾӷۣ۶ӡ¹⼸Ȥ𣿸պùܺλͬ·ܹ˺úðǵ¶ϣ
ܹΪ޹űӡССֻݹٷŻյƣԼû£ҿͲˣ˸Сƨ`һһʵõտɶܸġ
ˣСֻʵǡ˵ֵǰҼҴˣЩʲô¶ɣ
ϵȷ¶һġܹתߣ뿪ľߺ󣬺Сӻͳһ澵ӣлһתֻϤСƨ`~
ϣϣһһʵأȻЩ~
СһؽţһŬСƨ`ɣ治ǱôŵС~
ǽ~ٺ......
ܹתһ룬Сһ뺷ĸһû⣬.......ԼŷӸһȥԼϱǰ
DؽţСƨ`ﶥ˼¡
ФʥBСһʱ֪Լ͹Сˣ
໽ţɲٶȻȶͣҪǣСӵĳ־ҲtatŵһҹһΣԼƺЩϽࡣ
ǽԼǻܲס
û뵽Сӵ츳˵.......
㱼ֻǴһɹ̵Һ룬Ҳ̲ס˻
ֻСƨ`ͣˣܹΪϧĳš
ʥBôϢ˻D˱ſФʥBϣû`ϵĺ`ס
⻰Ҫοڣɵͷһα㲻ɺݺݵͷȻ......ת۹Ǵƺж©
һ뵽ʲôФʥBƤӷֻ̣ЩҸᴦɾ
ɸճζĠD˿ܷŹô
һ~˵ŷֿԼϱȣðɫҺС`ָֽ̽̽ȵģոյĸо
ֲԼЩɻ......
һγζСèһޣľܾФʥBֻ
ԠD˵ڶαˣֻǲͣؿп`ģФʥBϾսˣϢһҹڶЩ⣬Ҳûо
峿ʱ۳ֻСè̾űӣСƨ`ɺ˯㲻ɺЦ
۰Ͱ͵ԺſڣФʥBȥʡôţûгɣD𣿡
ճһκ˼˵⣿ƤӺ˺ҵͷ
ּ³ɱ㿪ĵĴЦתûƼD˱ʵСأ
ڵͦûءѷˣȥ㡣
DСӲ⣬ͰϺֻèӡ
ôɣôгɻڶϱǵģűǲ졣
ФʥBԴε֣û¶˯DžǸҹӣ¾Ҳ̫಻ǣ
ɾȥǸҹӣֲǣɲôݷ߻ģֵ㲻ͬ
û£ǿ׳ЩҲûʲôD̫Ҫôˣ`ġФʥB᲻á
ּȰסֻգФʥBߺȥӱץϺ˵ץ˼
DʱѾ緹Сһ۾žžܵФʥB§סؽŲ¡ʥB~
磿緹ˡ˵ŻͷšСӡȥ`ŰɣҶ
û£ˣ´ˡ˵ССĴ˸ȥϴˡ
ФʥBյͷDܱЩġ֪ôŪ𣿡
֪~˵ʹסԼҵСèڻˮǱߡ
²ˣФʥBЩģѲʢˣơ
D˰˰Ӱֻè棬ԼëšˮȲԼ˿ڣȻȻģĸСè̲צ......
ЩҼҵζФʥBſЩЦܰζ
Ҳ÷˰ɣȻСЩչǺõġ
ָֻҲĪҪ......
ϳԵģФʥBŠD˾ֹţо׽ʮ²£ÿһÿһζЩĶƵóӦǽǱߵĴ˼ңD˵ĿҲЩϷŴ۵Ľ
ФʥBϺǣD˸տʼ˵лл˵Ҳ۾͸ɴڲˡã˼ҲĽ
ԽƣФʥBԽĥ͸
磬ФʥBԹڼҿ飬ȥﶵһȦɽһ
D۰Ͱ͵ĳԼС첲С`ȹԹҡͷٹЩӣȥҲ鷳
У⾯裬С`.....
ʱD˻ſڴ`ϻȣ飬ƺŽζקëݸĵ˱ˮ
⶯ФʥB֪ܰDʲôŬΪԼЩʲôָԼ鷳¶
ԲУʲôʲôܡ
ФʥBϲӣǾӪ³ç֮ƶˣDģҿϲĽ
Լϱ˲󣬠DҲԼ˱һʱûע⣬豭ߴֲڵĵطƤӣ۵ǵ˿
ФʥBǰ²豭˿豭ǱͨɫɫÿֲڵĽһŻ£ƫֻСһﲻУȥˣˡ
Ҹϵҩ˵űСþĨȥѪ޺ɫѪɫѩ׵Ƥֹ`С
ФʥBżһƬհ׵ĴǰסѪ˿ڡ
D˾ЩʹůůҲûԣ§ԼϱҪա
ФʥBԼԽԽŵĨҩ
DʼնûԹԵĳФʥBԷ`ҩк󣬱Ҫ
һ§˲䣬ϣϣôôȣû
죬DƺӦµĻȻãԱ߿ţˣϴˣȻ꣬չСè~Сèϴϴצӣϴ
ФʥB̲ס룬ǽкӣDƱػչ˵ú
DˣӴžͱɻФʥBݱƼDڲӣ
ǠDһֱŵģʱСһǸģҲ֪ΪһүӣƮ̣ˮͷ㣬Ӹɾк壬ŴŰɣ
ʥBæôԠDЩʲô......²ȥԼҸϣ۲˲䡣
ȫĵФʥBЦҲûæʲôȥһ豭һ롣˵ŰѶ¡㣿С͵ү⣬ûԻҪ
ƫD˳Ϻ⣬ûȤǼӽץϺǷ㡣
~˵Ż`ǡҪеʣúó......
ֻèФʥB̲סͷ˿ڡСһ鿴иµġ
˵ܹʥ磬Ǳ࣡˵Ϊ˼Ĳ
û£Ǯеģϴͷϻ²Ǯ㲻ҲɽԵʲô
лҪ˵DѧṰײ...qaq
УȻܺĶ˭ҾٱҽͲдˣдҲţԼ͵͵




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,DƼФʥBͲ豭ֻе,໨ɵ,ֻϷ,˹,۸Ҳ,һͱҪǮɣеĻȻ˵ǵ㣬תͷܵϱ§šʥBáż,ȴԸ޸Լ,չԼõģȶԼá
˵ʲôɵ,ɷҲû˭ãDӵӴʱ䣬ȴ֪˭ĺá
ҲȢĸģСһͷĳФʥBʥB㹻ˡ
⻰٣۠D˽ܲФʥBһ̣Լ㹻ˣһӶˡ
ϵĻתǺ۹ͷ΢΢ɢķ˿ǳЦſ˵ʲôɵأļүȢģοDôɰү˵üġҲʼɣҲ᲻졣οҲϣDкܶܶԼĺӡ긹ʱҽ˵`С
ⱲӣܸD......
ȻˣΪСһѰҺõĸǣ
ҪʥBܸ˵Ż˦βͺߺšֻҪʥB磬ĸ϶ʥBãҲʥB硣
СӶǾǿģФʥBҲٽڣǰϣ򿪽ĵġȳԵ㣬л
ʥBʵûҪٶٶʵģҿּҶһóһ졣ٶ鷳
岻ãDƵĳǾģԼñ㾡ãοҲٷֲ鷳ֻϰ۲ѧ
ʥBÿλҪϻۣDſӵСè˿ڱҪʥBңͨһԼ
УջɲǺġһ̵ԼСèôУФʥBϡ
ȥôD˾ԼͦûõģȻһֱڼÿרŶ˵үЩʲôȴЩʲôүҷɶġ
ԸҷϣҲʥB硣
ФʥBƲ֣ŴؾˣȥҲá
ﵹв˺Լɻ¶ȴ֪˭ɻ顣D˹ȻˣǸүҲ鷳
˵ͦϣֻС`èȥؼ˭ơ
D˰죬ЦеФʥBģΪϱȻ֪˼
ŶͷιʳΪʲôÿζèĸо
ֳһҹֻСƨ`һһʣŬ~룬Сһ¹˵Щô......
ؽлһҹ̹˵ĠD˿Լϱ˯ˣФʥBЦĳǵУֺֺЦġ
Ա˾˯˯˾ͳԡСӻϲĥϲؿڵ⣬ʧػҧ`Ѫ
ϸ΢ĴʹУȴֱСѹŵϮУִ̼޷ߣȴø`øҡ
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Լ˶ϣͣ
ФʥBԼ๫ǰٰϲٰ⡣
ڶD𴲣Źڻ˱͸ФʥBš
䣬ʶĴФʥBкȴĿǰװ`۵Сһ
ФҸ˭һү۰Ͱ͵ĳŠDˣˮˡ
үȻȢϱûһРDһÿġĸСӳˮۡ
ФʥBЦҷ˵D˵Դǰճɻġ
СӻүФɿ׼ФʥBСӻװ̣ˡ
׼ġФʥBδȥ
DҲûͶԷкֻЦЦ
˶Լǣ˻ߣȻ
D˴˸ФʥBͶԷ˵ȥԼѠD˰£̫ˣɹ˿ɲС¶DϸƤ`ģڡ
D֪ԼﲻæԹǶ˾лۡ
D˾ԼƤӵ£ФʥBܷģҲûȥԣ糿õıˣһιDˡ
⼸֣DҲԣϲģĻһȥɵҲϲϲ̽ϲġʵ˵ϰ죬ֻҪģܳ......Ҳʳ
ͱͨ˼΢˵㣬ФʥBԣԤĺúܶࡣ
𣿡±ϾǴ죬DѾȵƽˣ֫ſڵϣͲͷˡ
е㡣D˲˲ĨФʥBϱ㲻ôôæ࣬˵ĶԣҹȻôá˵ĵĴ
ФʥBĶˡô᣿꿼ţʱ˶ϲûأʱڼ̺Ӷ飬ɻǺܺã
ܿţ˵·DǷãȻ
ФʥBۡôᣬЩͨ˶ҲмīˮȻҲD˿鲢ǻںǿ˶û⡣
ôD˫кȻӿϿҲܰԼ
ФʥBĶǵ㡰ȻФʥBķλƽӹ֮ͻСŻָĺãϾϿܿʿ
ֻϲõڵСһĶ컯ˡ
ֹܵҲ̫ˣѾ˵ĪҪԠD˵Щ¶ϾDʧ䲻ԸģҪʹүһҲǠDˡ
οDСҲɲʲô¶˼ԸֵֵԼˡ
ȥҲǸλֻСẹ̀
ϣϣȻ֪Լ~湻......
գDФʥBһɻԼ㲻ʲôҲԴţǿ飬Щʲôܼ֮¡
ҲЩʼתDܱQÿФʥB̧ͷƼԶҴܵĠD˱㲻һĨЦ⡣
D˲ʳЩûɽԣץļԽԽ......ű̾ϢֻС`è࣬ô죿ûˣ֪Сɻô......
͵͵ЩɣݵDߡ
һˮ۾ԼϱһһһеġɹЩɣӲD˾ֲͣҧҧĻϲ졣
ФʥBϳԣĻϲͽűֻСèһĳ̲࣬ס̧`Դ㣬ء
ʥB~`ǣҸۣܾԼʳˡ
æһûʱ㡣˰սĲ࣬ԼԵʳҪС
ҺƽʱһôԼɿпппУRnQе......
ȻФʥBϲϲˣôܾܾ˾ԼؼϢ֪ƽҲøһ˯Ҳһ
⼸ռľ࣬ҲЩġ
˵⣬DԼ˯ߣֲФʥBԼһ˳ϹģҾʱ
ФʥBͷüġһ緹˯ѺСèң˳緹Σ
~Ӧ˵ФʥBҸİ۲˲䡣
ʥBԼĺã˵öԣϾûôĸ˼ڡ
ڶ磬ФʥBٷϣǰֵͷСһաǿԣϣⱲӾô͠Dڴˣʳǣ徻һкβã
Сèʱ̫ɹƨ`ˡץץͷߺ´ñӣϴãСèҲϴϴצӣһ緹緹ץ˱飬ƨƨߵ~
ʱ·D˶ˡ
·˺ƵԼкҲƸտʼǰܾҲЦекһá
~DǸԼϱͳԵȥôɰһү˭ҪﲻٸŠD˶ۺ
~۵¶һЦݡ
ҶǣҲСDһ~ϣϣôСһһȻФʥBķżͦ˼ġ
DֽӹСлллŴ......һƬ糺졣Է˵Ǹӵģ˵ԼСһô
...Էĺ⣬ԼҲյĻϲ
Ŵűı˵ĠDˣץץԴٺɵЦСǸҪˣ
ϣŴ簡Сǳԣÿ嶼ôӾСӳñǻأФǸһ̣ˡ
óиϯֳͬһģԾԷسȥˣǻİӡ
Ŵͷӣٴע⣬DǸүФǸҲǵġ
Ǵ˵󲻴˵ССǰЩФʥBͷϻ¶Ҽһ֪ġ
һɱͷϻǴδŵ¶Ǽˣ˭֪ʲô¶
ƺû¶͵ŠD۵`ˮʲôʱ˵仰Ҳá
Ŵתˣһתɴ͵͵ϠDˣȥʲô¶᲻ֵϱɶģ
D˸֪¶ܵФʥBƼDˣϵĻԴ˯ˣ
~ԼһҪϹرԼõϱ




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ȥ¿飬һȥ,ץԡФʥB֪,Dϲ仰ˡ
ֻСһ¾ͶԺȤ,Ȥġ
Ȼ䣬ֻСè۾~
źȻ֡Ŵҵǣϱ~
ⶫҲϲ,԰ɡ,Ȼ֪ѺöԼˣû
DĿ˻ФʥB,ƺ˼ФʥB⻰ǲġ
Ƭ,ŰԼСһֳ˻ͷקԼЪϢФʥBӣȥ`ףͷФʥBڣĻϲ¶һĨ۵Цݡ
Զ͵`ӶҪӲˣ٣һ߿죬һ߰쵽棬קԼıһ꣬СӹȻүƯҲûʲôԡ
ϲ׼ȸζõĶأ
ФʥBһʱ׵ԣȻûԶ˿ӣЩԶ
Ǳ֪ǲһ˵¶˶Է֣ӣ겻ˡ
Dû뷨˵ʧ¼Ϊ㣬˵ûʧǰҲû......
׵Լϱ`˻ߺűФʥB§ڻ```ġ
ϸǴŨŨjjѾɻһµԼϱţЩʲô˵ˡ
ϣϻȥٸ֡ŹԼϵСDˣФʥB̲ס̾Ϣ˳......
~D˵ͷФʥB˻Ŵ
ЩФʥB֣DһֱܹԺܰ鷳ֳκ¶
ģ۵ġߺߣԼһǵ취Ū~ĻôԼζϲķ
ФʥBȥæĻDóš
ӼûɿɴˡһֱŠDأҹҲЩ߰ΣųʲôʱմЩˡ
ôţĳ磬ƼӸФʥB緹ĠDˣ˼׷ǰͷ~Dǰɣ
D˱ܵĲϲԷĶʶȲĿŶԷ
ӼСԼϱʱjjݣġСD˰ʲô˵ֱҪһ
ԷֲڰִԼʱDﲻ쵽ˡԶ㣡
𰡣һú˵˵׽׽Ҳûʲô˼˵ǰ`ʲôģղһ£`кõҪ¥ĸûоһӲˣ
ʥB磡D˹˹죬ϵĽһСɤӡ
ӱ飬˿δˣˡҽʲô
ɻͷȴ֣Сèӵÿ죬գ۵ʱǰQԶ
ӱﻹЩ·ȥDܵȻܿ챻קסֱۡ
Ӽץ`סϸζҲܲˣѡСүϣһûƹôƯүأ
D˼ѣ۾ˡɿ
ʲôҲ׽׽˵űҪȥһڡ
D˹ȻҲֻɶģء
һɰƽˣڴʱԼԼСè̽ԼФʥBҴҸϴԶƼӲԼҪᱡ
һ߹ȥһƣӴ˼Ƿܶģ
ðɱФʥBȣסˡңû˼ͣ˵˵
˵˽ţǻ˺ŻͷDû°ɣ
D˹ԹԵҡҡͷȴһãȻܾ¶ƺǵһΣ뵽һ飬Լ˶˵ФʥBʥBҽˣ
ȻԶֻҪD˽ңҶļ˵ŵͷСһüġ
˾ţôճԼЩġ
ȥץôФʥB˻ͷѯʡ
һ㶼ûǰ¶ЩФʥBԼûˣͷȻȥΣ
......Dδ˵ꡣ
ФʥB̴ϡû£ŪĿ죬ˡ˵Ÿɴ౧СDˡھȥӱߣһ߳Էһ߸ץΣ
˵Ҳܣǰһļˡ
ȻǺƢҲãԼ㣬ٴɡ
ȹЩӣԼȥЩö˰ᵽسסɡ
ߵӱߣD˿˿ܣû`ľˮQ
ФʥBֻ`ԲСƨ`ɣ£ü~ʱֱðʲôζ
ͷϸȷû˺󣬷ȥ磬̫أˮҲ
ФʥBɴվںӱһ߿Ÿһֻ߳Сƨ`ˮһһȥһָ~ϣཱུģĪôһѵģ
D˾࣬ղűҲ㼱ºϴ˻ּ˶ץ㣬ûץԽԽ......
ФʥBڸܾٿȥԼǰˡ˵ôôأÿԼ๫ƨ`ô`۾Щɶ`ɵĻԼ
~ϲ๫ϸϸ~
֣ЬȥˮֻСè̻˲ɾǣǿʯͷ⣬Ҽĵط˵ǺЦܾԵԼڶ糿ȥɲ֪ô̲סץ㣬ûץҵֻèˡʱкܶ㣬ƺһץ`סϵʱһ㻹һβء˵㻹ڱ㣬ץߡ
Dˮ۰Ͱ͵ĳźһʴ㡰ϱ˵Ҷ᲻óˡ
ФʥBĨ˰죬룬๫ſˮ˵⻰ûʲô˵......ϻһһհɣɾĶ
ô㣬ϲ׼èءŵͷְ˿ڡסĵطƫҲ󣬶߻ĺӣһȥǴˮϴ¡ģӶ˵㣬һҲô......ФʥBһ˵ţһ̲סεߵ㣬Щôô֪ǣȻץ
˵ԼֻèС`㣿Сˣ
ȵȣˣСӳ¾̫ˡ
ϱö~~ԼǲǸŴţ
ФʥB조Dˣ쳤ٴҲץסһġ˵ԼҲò˵ȥ־ʹסӰϡϾɱץ
~˵óЩ㣬ϰФʥBɾִ·ûСƨ`~D˻Ȼδ㣬Ҫǰʵڰסץ`סԼϱʥB磬ɿû......
ȻСһﲻèϱӺ.......
֦һͷߣˣ£õ
ο˵ү`ôˣ
ԽԽԼ˱ˮȣ۵Ҫ
ʱűƿһٲʮ룬ǵаѶһЦǵϷļҸˣ
ӼæһЩسģԸԼ˴
ʲôǸүФҵүÿˮ顣ЩԵģһ۵ûˡ``ѾģҾ£ФʥBСӾȻң
ǹٲҲɵģô˵ФʥBһƯ񻰵ү۾˰ɼǳأФʥBôͱù
οү湻Ư......
ôζΣĵ˵
ɺˣҾһ£Ӳˣ˵Dˣ۾ҪˣϴƼǳ죬ĿƯˣ۾`ˮ¥ͷƻƯ֡ӾͲФʥBһֱСӣֻҪҴסᣬŪСӲŹˣ
ǲҲţżҴ壬˳ƽвƽնشסĶ̫࣬һв׬ӡ
Ҳ˼˵СҲǵãФʥBʱҾڳРD˻ʲôģȷƯ
ӼԷⷬ˵ǰһȤһ𳢳ζ
˳Ҫ仰РD˵ƯĽˬ󣬻͸ǵ֪أˮĹ
֪ؿɲʲôöɫֻҪƯҲүǸġ
ɰɣɵסФǸ˵ɲòϣǸָߵĺܡ
ֻҪˬˣ湻ˣٳû͵ٸǸҲ޿κ˲ǣ
ѵҸٸ˺᣿
뵽˳һ˿ݣɲСӡ
ңﲻүСءţɲ¶ٵ죬һɣһҪ뷨ˬˬ򶼿챬ˣ
¶ֱ֪ˣŷڰĠDˣ̲סФʥBࡰүƯƯҲǸµģǳɻҲ֪ǺûǲءƤӵȷƯĽȻүҲֶţͲˡ
ФʥB⻰Щ֠D˵˼Щ˵±ϣҿŠDˣʱĪҪàD˱Щռ˱ˡ
⸽ҲּҲȥˡ
ˣ֪ȴԼҪסСӣˮǲֶġ
лҪ˵ϣDƺҪǶ㣬ʥB㣡




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ӹȻǸ,ն̫ˡ
˭֪ФǸ޸һƯү,Ϊ¶вٸﶼ˵һүû³ôƯʲôǵԼүţⲻ`
ܶ˶Լԭ,ڱѰ鷳Ѵϡ
죬,ФʥBæǰɽһͷ,ƤҪõģ붬Ѵˣڴᵽسء
DҪҲЩ,Ҳ㣬ǮĻ͠DȥԺ˵һԺ⸽õġ
DˣҽɽΣĻĻҪˡʰöͷС`èԸҶ׼ˣҲźˣųɲԷ˵Ÿ˿ڡ
̫Сһﶼҡ¡ǵҪ⣡˵űҧ˿ФʥBļͷ`
еĺ̫ԣФʥBԼƤģɶ̲ס˰ɣϲǸιôô
ֳû˺ü๫ƨ`......~أСһϸ~ôſԼϺۡ
ⲻϲµζҪֻԼ.......~ƼĻǶԼã๫ƨ`ɣŰչ~
ʲô㣡źù⹭ԼõǷٲ⣬һȥ䴩˵ͷ­
ȥ~Щһġ˵ŹԹԵıСèſĿ͡
DôɵСģФʥBﶼ`ˣȥĻͱˡ쿪ʼæûʱɽԣһֱõĶꡣ
˵ҲҪ£Ȼ׼Ķ......Ǯж࣬׼Щ࿿ɣʱֻСè~
ϲ׼Լܻһء
ţФʥBԼһơ
ԼҶӱУɻô
DĿ뿪󣬱ط˱ſ`ϻȿ~
죬ҪţȻڶ꿼ˣʥBϺӡ
ĪԼ̣СԺһˡ
˽ǰһˡȷФʥBˣǿֲô
ˣˣҸɽģӴͷɫ˺ùġҲǸԻģ
˳תȦǳɣȹȥףϾһǸٲǣ
ĵľˣһСӺٺٴЦ治֪ФʥBʲôҵǴ峤ҪˣҾҵϳȥ
˳ƳۣҪǴ峤Ķӣֳ´˷ֵ£Ҳҵͷϡ
ô࣬ȴߵǰ˻ŵĹٲ
DڷҲ֪ᷢʲôŵĹٲûоǰţ˲бͷʵ𣿡
˳ŠD޺ģ̲ס˿ڿˮۡҸ𣿡
D˲ҡͷǰܻɡ
ǰڻأ㹻ˬˣɭɭЦġ˵Ŷ˻֣קסD˵ǰϡ
D˱ŪĴֲеǸʲô
ʲô˳ѠD˵ɫФʥBǵСȻǸ`ģ
ӵ˼˳źţȥȥDһ`
˶ֶ࣬˳ԼͷʣաһСƯأܲסһӵϡ
ڲ֪ᷢʲôD˾ʹˣ
кűȺۺ˵˶֣һ˾סȣһסֻ֣˺·ѩ׵ӣ̲ס˿ڿˮææĿʼӿ
ģСӻ湻۵ġĨ˰죬ݺ۠Dšѡ
ɲǣƣϻиأⲻǸģһүʲôϲ׼Ǹء˵ŴЦűȥ˺D˵Ŀӡ
⻰˳ɲЩһӾ֪Ǳ˻˵֪ģȴɫ˳ˣŵڴ
ȺһۺСӵӣȴ֪ϲ׼ֵǮء
֪ΪΣD˾һĻϤһУ޵һĺʥB硣
ȴЩ״̬㣬ò¶ȥҲйɣΪϤ˰ģ
ԼпźŽʥB磬Ⱥ˻Ц˵ʥBŲ......
ȴһ㶼£ȷԷôԼ
ͷD˱ˣͷյɽµФʥBȻһ󲻰һҪȻؼҵĳ嶯
Ǵμ񵽠D˵ĸоһûԥҴҸϣܿƼԺǴ򿪵ģڻD˵Ŀ޺
ɷǼФʥB۾ˣһ뷿ڣקһ˵ĺ󾱾ӳԺӣһ߷һѠDֱ§``
˳״ľôʱ峤Ƕӱ˽źȻ``ʲôôأ
Dʱձ˸ɾմ˵ˣûôţɿ޵ĵǿýФʥBñӰסҲû룬Ͷ˹ȥ˳ǰһƣԼȳûܡ
ФʥBʹɱʱֱԺӵԶԶرФʥBҪ峤ӡɿɿֳԼ˵ûñ巿ںDСôҲ֪ȰȰǣ
DڴҲ֪ҪǶûùӳԣȻŭȴʲôֻܵʥB磬
һҪڹЩӣһҪǣߺߣ
ĻФʥB侲ǼӳԺӺܡ
D˿޵滨꣬һСŵģ;Լ治뿪벽
DŴ𣬿ɵǸүȻôŪҪμˣ
ţԽϧ§ڻաûˣûˠD......Ҳ뿪ˣԡ
ȻҲô£Զ˶šúһүôֳĿۺʹ峤ӣСӴ峤ɱˣô죿
⻰ФʥBŲҲڶԷΪǵķ϶û˵
D˿˱ֱӱ˯˻ܾ¶ƺǵһ......ﰵ˾䣬ԼȷǸ鷳
ʥBԼȷǺõģԼԼԼ𾴣ȻɵҲǰġ
ԼΪʧ䣬չǸлϲԣôһ͸Լ
˻ʥBD˲ᣬһȷϲĸԼò㹻鷳ǼиҲһҲˡ
ݰ֮дĪϤ۠D룬ҲôùԼҲ˶Լôο
ĪİģФʥBﲻ֪˯......
ʱDФʥB۾ƵҪϴ衣
ոФʥBΨ־ŵòװ˯ĠDˣʶֻԲ˲ô˵ˮСİֻСè̷ŵˮϴļﲻסںޡ
ʱD˺ȻӲɫ̲԰סʥB磬ӣӲˣŵҲµӶԼ岻
²֪٣ָô죿˭õ֪......
ФʥBûһżǰϴãֲɾҹ˸ҿǼҡ
㳭һߣɼһԵĳȥDЩŴŴĽʥB硣רעĿ
ʱϻ˵תߡ
ФʥBлںޣҲзŭׯסҲкü꣬δ뵽Щ˻˶񶾡
ǻ׻һСׯԼʱ˻һ˷ӣתۼDò㴹ѣŭͬʱҲĻ䡣
Dһֱûлָ䣬һֱס⣬سǣ꣬ʺϰ֮ФʥBֻһѻӣ
ԣDСʱƼФʥBһأСĵ׻Լϡ
D˼ʱ̲סЦ§סФʥBĲӣҲûôģںֻںԼʥB......ԼĪĵζܺãĺܺá
ڶɫ԰׵ļææ뷿ڣ˯ð꣬˰ӱФСӣƽҲǸصģô¶ȻһҼҴŴ峤ӣ峤ù
ФʥBںD˷Ǳµ꣬ФʥBСвɺЦD˯õǰȣƺ¶Ҳ֪ûӰ
˵㻹˸ٲͲ½˾͵ץˣּԽ˵Խϻ
ʲôԠDˣûҪǵͲˡСһǸǺñӣ˿ڡ
ߺߺҧ˿⣬תƨ`ɶ
ϣϣƨ`ɶӴ~
ЦĳŠD˺ľٶﻯĶðˡ
Сǲ֪ߵغǹٲܴģּ˵ͨ߳ŭָŠD˱СűͲʲôöУǹЩүߵģ¶
֣ФʥBܲD˺ȻӲ壬Ѿ˿ίҲ֣Լ`˿ڣΪֻҪ˵ֻֻҪ˵ˣD˲޹ң˵粽룡ƽ¶Ըģ
û뵽ʵϿҵФʥBȻᷴԼĻһҭ漴˦䡰˵˸ƫˣСҲDʲôõģ˸ƨ`ɺ⣬ˮ᲻үӣڣ¶ǲĴҲԼŰɣ˵ꡰš
ߺ󣬷һʱĬDСʣФʥB̡⵽Ǹӣʧȥ䣬»¶Ҫܰ
D˱ޣ޹أǶǻˣƱػ㱨ĺ𣿡ǲô¼򵥵Ҹ˵ڳɻؾӪ
Ҳ֪¶һݰڲƽˡЩˣȻ˶ԠDˣƱػҪǵĹ




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˵ҲǸү,ķDܼ,ʲôʲôᣬڵһжФʥB̵,ȴʱԼֲ,ҪϧФʥB
ȷ֪ФʥBãѵôôôԼѾŬ˰
Ϲ˵ҿүҲԸ޸㡣˵̲סһ֮̾£ĺܺ,ԲD,û㡣Щ¶ɣǲԸסȥǾߡȥĶɣؾӪҲã˼ҲգС
Dȴҡͷ֪Щ²һζǨԼǼңФʥBļң˵߾ߣοϾҪˣѵФʥBæһֳĶҪˣ
·ڶ죬˭ûȥȻ֪Ѿ¶ʲôˡ
ȻƲǼүɶԳէĠDȴ䲻ƽ˵ʲôĶС
峤ԼǱӱˣۼˣĴҪϴ峤κ˼ȥҪ˵
οȺ˲Ҫ۸һʧү˱˲⣬Ǳ٣ӿҪ״εİ
ɺķȴܣźҪȥץФʥB͠Dˡ϶С`ӹҼүģúõĸҪѧСľĪһ꾫ӣһžͲʲôö
Ϲ˵ϴ峤̾˿ӳۣҲ˰
ôϹ˵ˣϸµѵ˵˳ǹٲҲһأɶ
¶˳ͷϴ峤ûĶ˶̴˼ҵء
ʲôФʥBСҲ̫ˣ`Ѫ......
ô񻰣ʲôطôصӣһͲǺ˼ң˵ݵšϲ׼ȥǸ`ӣ
Ϲ˵˼Ǳˮģʧˡ˵Ǹ......һȡ˹һӵ˿ô죿
ʧ䣿ôûѰɣҲʹţ·ӣĵУһֱקҸĶү˵˵žϻҪˣôȫĴүǶСɧ`ӣ
㣡ϴ峤һʱ˵ȥʱһ
ǶӼ״µɧ`ҵģҵģԼҪģ
峤¶һʱ겻ˣָⷿ¹Ϊı²Сɴȳȥ
ôһڣȻ֪¶峤үôһУʶЩүţȫۺĸɶŵء
˵ĵĲپպФʥBЩϵֶЩ̧ͷСӣǳ¶ֳ
¶ôˣôܣ
ľڵŶˣǸD˰һ׮µģһ֣ȷԷܻ۠Dһƽģ˭֪˸ճ׾ֳ¶
۠DƣˣФʥBóܻٱϾҪDˡ
ľſ̲סôãҹҹ˾㾲ģĵĴˣȥ......
Уȥϵ¶֮
˭֪ߵ⣬ȻƼһϤӰ
ľŶʱЩΣŹ¹Ҳ˼ˣĳ治֪οڡ
˭֪¹죬䲻ð䡰ɰɣ˶࣬ˣ֪æʲôʱء˵Żӻ֣ǼٲҲƨƨߵܵľ
ˣľҲ˾ߡȳ¶ˣȥʰǲŵ˾
Ȼ֪ˣƱʱʱ̿ŠDˣ˾ʮа`ŲΪƠD˻úòãԲСƨ`ɵģ
۠DСƨ`ɣ˼˰ϲ׼˻۠DôˣֻҪСӰѿһѣ֤˭᲻~
ϣǷ۵~һ£ܸ㵯µģɫҲƯ״Ҳã`Ǹǲ˵ģ⡣
ľŴŭæһޣɵ磬żҴըˡ
۸D˵Ļһҹ˴룬û賹׵Ҳ˵йҪҪȥظ˵캦֮¡
֪ŵģľһֶʱסȫ壬ˣԠDĴηҲȻ
ٲˣĸȻСµĴ峤ӡ
úõĶһڣȻˣϺ˵Ĵ峤Ҳŭ
˶ǠD˸Ĺտʼǻη壬ûĴŭ⡣ʲôظˣǺ꾫
Ȼ¶ҲᴫФʥBУͷſǺ꾫ĳֻࡰ²Ǻ꾫СèɣһûҪڻ
£Ȼûȥץ㣬ҲûԣСèҧԼϱؿڵ⣬һ硣
ʵФʥBĲȥץģ뿴ֶܼãû뵽һԼأܲĵҪ......
ȵȣԼƺ......QAQ
ֹȻϲDˣɶФʥBĵģסýЩФʥBûٰæҲǡѡˣԼôҲҪһ¡
ģ˵DСǺ꾫үúõķ˷裿
˳ﵱģ˵ضɣǸĽǡ
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Ǵ峤δʲôɶһǸΰ,ǶСӵİķϳԷǻҪD,ôŽԼͱˣ
ʱϴ峤ŵһƨ`ϣŵû
û,ͷͣ£һͷִУһüطû̫ƽ
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һŵζ޷ͣԼҲסDѵҲҪͼйҼһ
¹Ƶ֪ľЩˣȫһʾûҪɱˣ֪ˣûг
ݣֻЩ£ҪľԼ߳֡
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СʷǷʱľչţʶŲ츳ʵǰ򵥡
ǰǿ̣Լ䣬ֻڶ㲻֪......
̾Ϣתһ룬ҪӰQAQľСקȺƢ϶Ҫ
Ĩ˰ƨƨߵĴϹۣһȻƼľɭɭǣһãЩŵɪɪһš
¾ľɨ︾֪
ңҵȲ֪һ˴ͷȺ޽Լԩ
˵ԼǱģ϶Ǻ꾫D˺Լģ
⻰ľɫԽɭĴǼĹ±־˺˼ҳֽš
¹Ĩ˰Լôû𣿣
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D˺ߺŵФʥBӣһ˦β;ܡ
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ϱҪ𣿡`ƨ`ɸɶ~
ФʥB۰ͰԼķʱԼƺ¶......QAQȪ֮ĪҪС
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ּФʥBִԲ,ٿDǵо֪϶Ǳ˵ʲô,ʲô,ԻʵֵФʥB,Ǹôܻ᲻ԼĻˣ
ФʥBԴӰᵽǼҾмӣÿζ뵽ǡ,,ᷴԼĻˡ
϶Ǻ꾫ĴѾô,ԼһҪ취Ū
óԭͣФʥB϶ͻѣԼҲǳһ󺦴˺¶˹£
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ͷֻûҵֵĻᣬϴ峤ȴҵ˻ᡣ
ȫڿɲֻҪDڣƱػٳ鷳Ȼˣ͵취ߡ
ϴ峤ϴ̽ûԼ뿪ֻмٽ֣֮ǰǿϠD˵֮˳Ȼ˺ܶ࣬˵˵㣬ܱţûˡ
ȥţͬҲ֪£ݺݵĳ٣Խ޹⡣
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˳Ǵģسǵ۶ܲסҪʱסڴЩƵϡҪѳȥȺȾƣǮҲȻЩż
£ⶼ鷸Ƶ¶ˣԼˣȻᱻ˿ϣ˵ҲûС
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֪ء~뷨Ƽ˵³Ȼٲĺô
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οֻǣߴţ˭֪ԼڱĹ
οֻǣߴţ˭֪ԼڱĹ
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Ҫ˵˳û뵽Ӱ˸֪ˣżҴֳһ¶
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ʱү٣࣬ȻʱҲҪġЩ˼ҵĸ`˵㣬ǲ򵥵ġ
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ϴ峤ź˼ſڡҪʮү
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DȻ׽֣Ҳˣһ˾ȻҪԼζܡ
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ͷФʥBû׵,ʱݹȻջػû׵,ʱ,Ѿˡ
ϴ峤,˿ں̣ΪΪѵ˼ҲŪͷүԼȥץΣ˵ŵӡ
ж,ɲСĿ,ǹٲ֪䵽˼ͷϣԷ,Щ鷳ϴ峤ֲ뻵֮Ĺأʶ֡
˵ӣǹүٺһЦɰɣһˡ˵Ҫ˵ַô峤Ǵ·
ȥּңֻּиϰ磬ĸޣһҪˣиСġ
ҪľҪ޵ģⱾǲãϾ۸ûлŴսԷҪһմѪȵĸϴ峤ǼǺˣּҲûʲôӹ
⼸ջΪФʥB¶ķһűٲʵλүǣ
ʰʰ߰ɣξ¶Сϰ˵ȥͲȥģǹٲھ͵
һ㶣캰ءҼҪ˰ӣСʮ꣬ôܳɣôȥξ峤¶û˵ǲȥҲܲξ涼治ˡ
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ʶ˾䡰ļң
ФʥBǼңҳˣͷ۴峤ӡ
ߵͷǾһԷޣһȥɡ
ֱ㶵ڵϣ֪峤µĺ֣ôҲֲǼҵ
õڵϿ޺Dˡ
ǹٲӷ峤Ψ˵˲˵ģλүߣָŲԶӡǻ˼ˣǼҵĸλүŵ㡣
үҲǼʶˣƻ
峤ǿ⻧˼ңҪŪǰɣ
Ҳ⣬֣ȺֵܾƿԺӡ
ФʥBŠD˯˾ڸմ·ڴ``Լ๫......QAQҶԽԽˣûϵ𣿣
๫ĺ˯ԼĽŸ~籧ʲôģĪ졣`ׁT(šT)...
ܲסˣһˣض˭Ҳ......
ʱԺһȺˣФʥBΪD·ôʲô¶չ˲ϡ
Щʱղ̫ƽҪûʰ׵ȥسˡ
ǼŵֵܣҲ̫˰ɣ
ƿţȻƼһȺġ΢΢üû©峤ǽʣĶӣԺ̽ͷ̽ԵĴ
Ǿүǰͱк֪ǿ׳ľФʥBǸԷǹζɲͨѰ˼еģĪǵ
ôţȴɿڡФʥB๫ǠDˣʰʰһɡ
Ȼ峤ҪԼҲˣɠDСӹȥɲȥ޻أ
һδԣתȥҳյƣҪ˶ñᱻ֪ԼǺˣҲûҪ̫š
ǹүʶʱ۾һŴ`ֻ۾Сӣ˿ǠDˣ
ФʥBǲԷţֳ˶Էһƣ˴ڵأԷҪʱƤӵ£ɭɭүү˭
ǹү漴֣ȶˣڵϡУ۲ʶ̩ɽСӣСǲ֪ǽڴ......
ձҪߣ¹ȥĪҪ˵ҵݣȱô峤Լ취˰ɣ˵źǲקסԷǰӳ
ƨҷţƨƨߵľˡ
D۾ƺ̫סΪʲôˣҪǲξô
ФʥBδ˵ԼݣȻ֪Dûиɴ˵еүϲԼҵĸϹս
մѪȵ¶õķܣҶ`жҪӻãϹսƱй......
ţȸǹ¶נD˵üġǲȥ£Բˡ
D˲ԹԵĵͷ˵컹ǺȥסĶ
ջɣҪСԺġ˵űԼСDˣţսʲôã
ղձŠD˵Ŀ֪ӪЩ¶֪ȫ֪ġ
ϾѪ֮ôһû¶ҪԸҲˣ˺ӾӪҲ£ǳɻġ
ҲвƯĸǱ¶õ......Ū˶Ӷ֪˭ǺһʱҪϼ...ξϵĵطǼٵġ
DȥĻǲʲôطѱɣ
ǵԼӪԼƼˣȥǱǱֻС`è
ԼľӪе......
ӵƺԼ......r(st)q
ǰİľүĹԺӣƼһĴ峤ӣһƳȥ
ԼߵˣֲҪԼ֣λѰܰƽ
ʥһֱңҲ˵λδɻǰǰ£ȻѾзǲԸԼסҲ
ԼղŵľٶöԷһƻãҪԼǿ׾ٵ¶
˼Ǵǰλ˼׵ģ˵ô峤취ʵô峤ҳ˰ɣ
үүΪɶҪңǻ˼ҲˣĪԼܱĴһ·ʹǰܡ
λүֱߵ峤ң峤߻һ캰صأǰٰ˵Լ͠DСɧûϵɶġ
үž仰ﻹһһȥ
ղԼҲͿ۾ͱһƻأ۹⣬ôƯˮүУһһᵹǾ䣡
вүǸǼ侴СФλΪ˹ӲĻԼõʱ⣬һֱʮ඼ûޣսϵĸҲǵս۽󣬲ԼҶȥѰˡ
һӶǺˣºò׳ɻ飬ĿҪ˶ֵȥӪɶﶼûһֻأõ˰
ȺȻҪô˵ݣ
峤үһŭûˣЩˣȵ˲ϣǿǴĴͷȷ鷳......û˵ꡣ
صľүֳͷһơ˲գ``ĸ鷳ǰɣҪӣʹҳˣ˵һ֡Ӹ˴ϣиҼǵиʮĸһߣ
⻰һʱô峤ͷ󺹣Ǿү߱ס`ȡлú˵лú˵үǸҪ˰¶ӿΨһһһǱŪˣͷҾʣһ˰ү
峤Ĵ״ȥǮûеǮҪǾү
ǾүգǰˣٶӶҪ
ƿûǣֱӻִߡ
峤ǸƯģڴҲ㲻Լ޵˼ĺãȥ˾ӪŪþͻᱻ̣ܼˣ
ּ״ﾪȣקסǾүֱۣЩǮʡΪФʥBһ
λܵģ˵ҧг˦ȺˡүеǺڵġ˵űһˡ
峤֪ԼΪߵ壬ȴЩȣĨἱææФʥBܡȻǾүҲԼҸ£
ФʥBǸﻹǠD˵
˲ʲôɣǺò˻˼ңƸĿģǵʱҸһǿôã
űҪƿԺӵţԺأΨ־үߵÿ죬һ·ܵļˣ¼ˣšФʥB㡣
ФʥBպԼ๫棬DҪ飬ԼãҪԼ˵ڻֻСè̾ҧֿˡ
űܷЩʲô¶ƫ......ӶˣʱɲʲôǲЩ֣
Ĩ˰ʼûʲô¶
ּȻܲ˵Ľиͣʲô˵˱顣
ƱزĴ㣬ŹȥĶƣҪ˸үͲҪԼʲôˡ
˵ʵֻҪûԠD¹˪Щ¶ֿԸˣƫ־ȻΪе¶˵㲻ҪD⻵۵ԼҶȻҪ¶֣ФʥBٰ޷ܡ
£ȻܣҲ֡
⣬ⷬ˵ȥԼжԼҲԼʱ˰֣Լչ˶ѡ
ֻĸԼ˶£˶٣
Ҵ޹ȥӻؼңƽģ±㲻ǵЩˣ
ֿеĻѹԼǷǼ࣬ǸûĵĲ֪жͼҪĻͰŪ
һٿ֣һֱҲûͣ¡ֱȰܲˣžȻȥ
үмûأӦûü
D˵Ӻã޺һϣſԼϱϿһ飬Ҳ˵㡣
ߺ飬קסҪϲФʥBӡϱô~
ФʥBһʱסزʶ˾䡰²
ھҪ⣡˵žȥǿӣϱԼôãͱﲻס.......ֻ˾ȻһֱԼ£
òˣٲųԼСС͸͸Ļᱻģ
˵űȥҧֿеģһڡ
ФʥB򼱰ɠD²ܲ˵ļƣмֺȻСҰŪ`ģȻϡͿҲ֡
һ־ͳ˰TAT򴲵İ๫......
һˣФʥBȢϱ`ζһ򴲵ζ......Ǳ`ɵİ㣿
RnQû......
ſڴ`ФʥBѵˣƢҪһ׳ĸôСһֻүɵʧʲô......ʵǣʵ.....
лҪ˵˵Ӳǲգ۶֪۾ϲôд...ʧ?һֱϲĹϲ׳ʿܱòɵʧ?...




77

¹һԳüЦ,ֱקŸպ·˵ư,û˵ɣǺã۠DôСһСһ,Ȼܰô󽫾ɵز,ϻ湻µģ
û¸ɶ𣿡קɭɭĳ߾ӣקԷǰ󡰹µЩ²ǲ㿴𣿣ȻұDˣæöûʱ࿴λʵ......Ƿ
¹εĳľš,,ץץͷεĿ......׵,Լˣ·æʲôģĺ......TAT
۠DֻС`èҴ`׳ϱĺϲаܻ......ȨҪĽࣿ
ڶģФʥBΪ˱ֵܿĺ֣İѠD˹·ЩƷȥسǡ
˵ʵòξкβףǾ˳¶ûŪĺԼҸЩ̹
ûʿսЩΰÿÿֻԼȴЩŭ
ɱϾĽڣЩֱӻؾ
˵ʵֺ˵Ӫȥģȴܰ˵Լľڣ΢һ
һŪϲ׼ˣɲˣкߣѿ
űѻ˯СDǰڣ϶ȥسǡûʰ˵ԼһģΪˠDΪ鷳Ҳȥ⣬ο......ȺС˺󣬲а𣿻Ҫ֣
سǼҿջ˵õģʤ徻DҪԼЩ鰡īʲôҲ㣬ڶſڣԼȥԸСܸҲǿԵġ
Ȳȥ¥ջ˵ԼһúõĸΨһүҲүߣһǻȥϴ峤һһޡ
һҵĴϱϹۣʵֵԼǱӶŪˣλܣҾٹ¶ƫȻ뵽ݺˣƣƣݺ˻ǱŪ㣿һ˶ûߣǱӾȻҪȥξˣǺúõĸҪ˰ôǺã
ϴ峤һʹȥֻӲΡΡФʥBϣƾүļƱ֪ФʥBǿģʮа`ŶԷżҴǰʶˡȥϲ׼ܰ
һȥûƼֻһſڵϿ캰ص֣һ֮²֪ǴˣҶԷȻǲ......
һϴ峤ʱȣڵϾĨᡣ
˷۱͵ʴףϴ峤һ겻
۵ڿջڵĠDӹòߺߣеģϱ飬ʲôùӣ
ʥB~ڵˣ
ФʥBűʶͷ漴ӦοģΪԼĺأàD˾Լҷӡ
ϾԼǾ˵¶֪ôɠD˿ڡ˭ֻСè̾ȻĿˣ
ܺÿD˿ģĿڡֲѡ˾䣬ѹԼϱССĴ˸ôӣҲûпӻԺɶġȻǴ
⼸ϱˣ......кüôô~
ɣɣʥBʱúÿǺ죬ȫ`Ŷ𣬽ӳ˱ˡ
ţССʹȥԼϱ
ФʥBĨһԹԵ̧ƨ`ֻèԼĿ......ٲԵĻҪˡ
Լôأο⼸ձţҲ......
ȥʱԼʵС̫ˮˣѳֲסQAQ
ķ......ϲ~
ޣ۠D˾ʹﲻӾ˯
С`è޳ܵµΪФʥBݻɶ
D˯ˣû˯⣬ֻСܻʶ̲סһ£һ£ȻǸСͻСӺߺߵ涥......
ԼԼôģĵ
űԼҷһɱӾ˯ɸΣԵĠDƺܲмҪѠDˣԷȴȻüͷѹ̫ѨصĽšţ......
ʲôʣǾ
뵽⣬ոմԼССûôΣǻ䡣
DҪָ......
ԭץСצӵɻɿD˵Լ²ܶ࣬һı䲻ˡ
ңˣҾܺúܺãҽҲüкܳ谮һӸ磬;˷ˣĸүϲģ
ŠDʧȥ䣬ܵõԷϲʲôʲô֪ԼҲֻԼеĠDˣûѡȨĲǣ
D...ƯĲФʥB治Լ뿪DˣտʼϲİФʥBƭԼ
£·ڵȴ̵ķ²һעŠD˶Լ̬ȡ
𳳣Ӷôᣬᣡ
һ£D˴δֿǶԼ˵ФʥBĶʱ˰ء
Ҫѵط侲
˭֪D˷ֿ󣬲ͷڣôͲ֪
ȻɲѣФʥBȴϲ㿪ġ
D˻ǲҪԼ뿪ģǶԼĵġ
룬Ҳûʲôȥ˰ʱD˲ŷӦ
´Լ˱裬Ͼˣ컹ģФʥBŲı·ָˣ
үǮ~˵ŵĳԼϱϱ
ⷬһФʥB̲סЦנD˵ĶͷD˵ֽʲô
ͽРDˣ۠Dˡ˵ָմմˮд֡
漴ͣãתЩȷĳԼϱ
ФʥBлҪ˵֪ζԼڡӺD˿ʲôѴ־ȻҲ࣬⡣
ңҡ۠DЩ֪ô˵ãС`ǵͨ졣
û£ֻ˵պҲ¶Ҫء˵ŸգôɰĠD˻ָҲһ㶼û䡣
۠D˿קФʥBңҼﻹĸ......˵˵צûɿĴ㣬ΨԼϱˡ
⻰ФʥB˿D˻檣Ԥ֮еģûʲôò조û£Ҳ⡣ֻҪDԼ͹ˡ
˵þҪʥBһ˵ô˵˵ԷһҲЩѹ
ûظǰʲô޿ФʥBĻ͹ˣ²ͬ˼һЩ£磬ׯ
ȥûФʥBʱúĸôĹһҲˣҲǲɡ
ԴФʥBǸоȫͬ
ȻȥФʥBǿƣɵǰԼɷģ谮
ĸȻãҲ谮ǲǶɷģǶԷġ˵ףǸû
ôһȽϣԭׯĸ˲䱻顣
§ФʥBԴȻФʥB˵⣬Լ뵽ڻԼܡ
ΪҲΪԼ
ͷФʥBǣеıȴڸǵġֻʥBһֻǱޡ
⻰ФʥBЩ조Ϊô˵õķ˲ϲ
۠D˻ȥ뻹˵ˡׯҵĹүǹճǵׯҡ΢̾ȻФʥBԼóɻ飬ƱػҪعճǵ۸ģЩ£òҪ֪......
˵˴룬ФʥBŲüͷһСֻ۠DˣֲĸǱҸпܣϾ.....Լϲϲ~
ţ̲ס˵һ۠D˷Ŵ`ϣȥ`һ
D˱`˺ߺֱУ§סԼҸĲӣͷͿȥ
ôһڶˣD˲Ű¶˵ꡣФʥB㣬⿴СЩ£ȻǾˣ~
һỹǰԼݸ۠Dˣûм䣬¶ĠDˣԼŵҲˣԶ˼۠Dˣ
Dˣû˵ʵǱФ֮ӣФʥB˵ŵͷŶƪ۠Dˡ
Ŭǹ󷽲۾ǲФ棿
ʶκǧüͷԽԽߣСӻ벻ĺܡ
ĶӣǰȥսˣκҲһȥġ˵§סФʥBĲӡдһţ˰æ͸ɣǰˮĵľˡ
ȻD˲ǽ˵ŵͷŶ۵С`è
ʲôҼĸôһñ뺷ģ˵`򡰵D˺ϲ~ʥBǽǺֲô`⣬D˿ϲô~˵ֿ˻ֺ`ؿ޽š˼Ҷ˯ôʥB绹۸˼ң˼Ҳ˯......
С`èȻһңԼĪеķ۷̣Լˣ
лҪ˵ָˣȻׯҵĸҪ~




78

⻰õµԽԾԾ,۠D˾ͺƼƽһʲôʱ֣
ȥסںδ,Ѱû˵ʱˡϴͷ˿ھ,ҵȻþ,ζ
ߣƿǴСӾƷģԼŪ,ȾƿɾͲҪǮˡ
ôһСھƿҪ,ġ
۠DҲ֪Լ˶ϣƨƨߵĳԱȥԼҸ
Ҫ˵,֪֣ФʥB۠D˳š
ͷձﶢϣͷӴ۠D¶˳·ԶԶƼˡ
Ӷû룬ܵٸҵ֪أֱںδ
֪ǰ˸ϲƯء
¼ˣȻܾʦүҴҳš
ȥ˵ζÿүϲġ
ү·Ƶ۵˶һֻֻСӣԼĹϽڱQͷϻһȺƽŵɪɪ
ЩСƼԼǾǺµģоˬ͸ˣ
ӣܿ㵽ǰ۠Dڵľ¥ɷѾˣ֪زĺͷ󺹵˳
֪ǲףԼҪˣҲпܵ¶
űܿȥǹ򲻸ˣ֮ƼԶԼϱҪè۠Dˡ
˳קָ֪ȥ˦˫С۾һƣʱϴ󡰾
Σ˳֪Ǳ֪¶ˣ
úúã֪˵ãһСɽӡǳǴ㣿
˳˵ǻ飬⻰ȻȻ⣬ͷɲǣҴˣԴأⲻǲ֪ش˵ӣ
СӵĻ顰үʱŹһү׽ûˣ
л֪үү˳һƥȥ֪ػ̹
źӹЦۣ̰ĳ۠Dſݣﻹס࣬СԱߵĳ̣......
۠DϵĿɲʲôСèһֻһèֻèĶԲȻëɫѩ׺ƯӾ֪......һһһѰ֪Ҫжٸ
ֻ̰ĵСèֻèǿһСèˣ
ԼչһСһ͹۵ģοЩִֵܾܵҪȥׯԼ˳ˣһֻè治ߡ
۠D˻ܴĿģһ˦β;ܡ
ƨɺФʥBõһΥԼС๫ФʥBΪѣ۰Ͱ͵ĳǰͷŵèֳֻԲĴè......
QAQɣȻأ
۠D˰˺üԼϱŴèЦ۶ˡ
Ҹè๫϶ǺͰèһƯһƷֵģСèһֻƯȫʱǶ˼ģͰֻèèĸèĸèĳʳҲʮн⻹һèҪˣԼкööСè~
ׯ͵Žൽˣǻ˴㻹ǵȥ˴죬۠DˣФʥBȥһٺؿջЪϢǱ߲ˡ
۠D˲ͷ롰ͬҪ
˵¶ȳǽˣ˯ѺԼԹڿջ緹ҽ˾һ˵һ߸۠D˲ˣСһһĵɷǿɰ
D˾ǳԵ˵㣬ھӪЩүǣһٷͷС˼ܳԵúܡ
~۠D˹ԹԵͷ˵Լϱׯ...ǵǻ˴ҡ
ϾԼˮǰ㵲ŵˡںޣգŭȵȵȵ......
£Ҳܰɣ
οа֣ԼҲ֪Щӹúòã
žûٳԣκѾˣ·;ңԶڱ߽սأҪЩӲܵ
۠D˵˼ФʥBȻܲµΪΡ
żҲƼʶֱӰԼҷͷաǺܿȥˡ
ģûú˷ֻè׼
ӠD˿óׯĸֻûз֮ĸ顣ȻĸƲŴŴȵСһڸķ֮ý֮ԣòޡ
ÿɰķҲ֪ϧˡҪ˵˽ģԣҲǺ¡
ȵȣD˺ǲ׽...˵̫ܵ~
ФʥB۾ģԼҷ򦣬ʹֻԼDˣǶ𣿡
⻰ֱ̫ף۠Dպ죬вĿʱ׺ݵĵԼϱҪܣ
ϣϣȵβˣ~ÿɰ
ФʥB۠DΪλ߳ŭϲ̵ģۼ~Լǰռ˷ĵһΰ
һ뵽ϣ۠D˾Ĵͷ³Ǳ飬Լһ߿һоôֵı顣
ФʥB־úЦҸġ
۠DȴФʥBڳЦԼ˵ϣΪϣ
صĥݾȥݺҧڣƺޣСצӰӵġ
ФʥBߺţڵĻһ§ֹ۠D˵ȥһÿʱʱԼԿڣٸιڡ
ιιţ۠DҲǰĲ죬ʼרĳʳ......
ФʥBϲʣ¶ϡ
ǱүǣԼҸĸֻҪᵽһⷽ¶үƱػ߳ŭ
ֵҲ˭ֻתͷ˵ģһ㲻ϡ
۠D˵ģͬգ㣬ܰ
ȥ˯˸þФʥB¶ܽˣҪôڴ˵ׯӣҪôɴԼظȥׯ
ô˵ȥЩֵܣƣԼ˸õķ~ФʥBѵ˼ֵɪҫ˼
ãַԸС۠D׼ųš
Ⱥ⣬ױؤɽФʥBţתܡ
۠Dһֱ˯ʱˣϾʥBͬҪܶ
շĴãԹԵĴŴȥԳԸ緹ɶġ
ڴʱ
ǰһڣ˾ͱ׵һ鲼ʲô֪ˡ
ͷ۲һҹ֪ӾֻСèԼסƱҪһý⼸տ֮
ʶģ֣ջһ߿ſſյķקСǰأֵأ
СأФʥBԸ׼緹ɳٳٲˣⲻǲڷã˭֪֪ץʻ
ΨΨŵŵĻش˲֪󣬱㱻֪ӵһԣ˶յĻѣѣ
˳վ࣬ȥҡ
ӣàDСˡ
⣬÷ͷ˵ͷ۠D˱סյĶӾܣﻹƵģо鵹Ҳ£קһطº󷴵˼Ż᲻һ٣
ԼǲٸѾܵõɶ......
ֻߣŰŵģҪԼȢϱ
߰һѣȴίͷ¶ֺQAQϱӺöţĺö
ҪϱߵõɶģȸڳԵĳôûèҲɰ......
֪غ۠Dͷڵȥ˵ФʥBҲɡ
ϲ̵վǱϾҪϣĳΪɶɲЩӵ˻ȥƼ۠D˴Ÿѣ˯ԺСԼ
QAQȻ޸۠D˺Լ߳սĺһɶ......
ϣճФʥBɸп
Լֳִ󵶣ɱодӲһΪһΪ븸һػʱǺεȺɣǺε׳־
ȴ쳾еһ˿ڳ׺ǰսȴǻ
ФʥBʱˣ
еľˮԸΪڹճڣ......
棬Ǳ
Ը֮棬һһ......
Ų̾ͷѾƼԶԼȥֵཻܿ쵽ˡ
磡ͷ֮˷ܵĳjjߺ
ФʥBӦҲܶԷǷ
ɶԷһ仰ȴ......𣿣
Ҳ......뻳DСϻͦģɣӱϾܹܻܲϻǸ⡣
˾䣬ݺݵ۷ֵܡ
̲סݺݱ˱ͷСӣСӽ诣׸֮ӣԼСϼ꣬һ𳤴ģ˴඼ˣսһֵܣСֵܣֻԼ׽
磬δ˰һװ˼ФʥBһߣԷûФʥB׳ʵ......
㵹߳˰˵ŲǳЦԴǶ......
һ߰˸ֵܣвھӪһʱ鲻Ｑúܣֻʱȥ
硣˵Ŷˣ˾Щ˰ɩ......
Ļû˵꣬㱻Ѿ֪ԴǵФʥBһƴ¡ַ𾴵㡣DĪҪ۸֪ߺ~
òװԼˣôԼҷֵ٩Ļǹֵܣ治˵
˵ۣҲǴ׳һĺ꣬¼üŪ۵ĺݺݵЦԼֵܡ




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Ȼ,Ƽ,֪Ϊλϲˡ˵ǣһһ˵,D˱۠DˣǱˮģʧ,ǰղŻָ֮ǰׯķ......ФʥBûЩ˵ã⼸ֵܵƫƫĵ
֪֮D˼зˣϲ׼ô
˷ˣԼҴ˼д磬ʧ䣬Ҳû뷨,ԼҴ粻ίͳɡ
ճׯĸλҲ֪ģ˲˵˴ФʥBҲһĨ͡
⵹ǣׯĸ˭˲֪˭˲诵ͷ¶ַΪ棬ȻȢ˴绹ȢׯĸǺε
Ǽ֪ˣФʥBЦDЩĪҪŵǰԣиһһգƼD˵һ۱֪Ҫҵķ
˰ôԼҴ紦άδַ򣿡簡~̾ŰѸ첲ϡҼҰķ˵ĹȻû޳ȥĸóȥˮ~ûˣ͵۸
ЦĻ˹ЦȴФʥBգ־һȥҲ
߳ŭ~ŲɺЦʹȴһ˿Ц⡣
δϵɱ˲١
ФФʥBȥѰˣֺγǾãԼǶʮδǰߣʮ꣬ǹɱޣ
⣬һʮеģ˵ǲǸС
Ф̸ФʥBٴսϻ꣬ɱԼȲ
µФʥBһѽФıٹâ¶˼顣
ַǸõ......
һ˵˵ЦЦڣɸջۣܲФʥBüав
诿ФʥBɫ㲻ʵôˣ
ǠD˲ˣ˵űܣǰȻų֪Ĺĵô˻ûҵ
ФʥBۣ˳޲öСӡ
δڣ˳Ƽק֪ء
߼˲ǠDˣûȤѹ£úDأСȥˣ˳ɡ
ФʥBƱ֪˳ַ̰ˣǼԼѰȥѵַˣ֪ض۠D֡
δڣȴɡۡЦ˳ϣô󵨵ģȿ֪˭𣿣
֪һ糿ûҵDˣﲻأȻûҹ˭Ź֪صˣˣѹѹˣվڸ
诵Ҳ֪׷ʲô£ɼФʥBϷɱⲻЦ֪йڡ˱߽ФʥBФϹǵĹۣ
⻰֪һüФʥBСӶס˶˻
ФʥBûǰקǰǷֵ֪ڰգνصDأ
ô֪±֪أ򣬷ҪС˵źƵڰ
۱ǰȴ¾Ͱƽ......
ǰͲˣФʥBۣ֪D˲˵߾ߣڹȻǷ߰㣬ɶڣǺȻġ
ƨ֪ؼԼʱֲóв˱֪أ֪ص......
δ˵꣬ФʥBӵ輸ϣֱһ˲ӡ輸
ҾƵǧɳɴ˹رճţŲڿԱ˵Żֺ
˷׷ױȭ¼˻ȴФʥBָʾ
Ҷ֪ѹˣѿջƹСҪʻ˵Ű˫Ŀתÿӣ¡
诵֪ФʥBФС
Ҷ˸û֪ػɵ㶵ָФʥB˵һ仰ֱקĺ󾱣һĿɿڴ˳߰Ÿɶ
̣ƹСͱѹʻ
ǰһԱ֪Լߺ۠DӦûǰԷ㱻ߡ
ûñ˻ر˵ƼʱǰӿջҴҶΪ˱һӵСݣأ˼ǵá
壬֮̽ǿδԴ֪D˲ФʥBɫûſ
һֱģڹ·֪غʦү说ؾԼмֽؾܽƶԼһۣФʥBűʱ֪Լͷˡ
̱ڵأ˫շףʦүһת֪֪ؿˣԼҲòʲôˣһ⡰ˣˣڸúФ˵ʵ˳ȥץàD˺ФʥBҲ֪鰡ǣ
̵֪ɴۣͷֻ˵˴߲ûʾȥץˣȷЩףﲻ
ʦү״ﰵͷүûϢǿһġ
¹Ȼһ˵׺ץǽ......Ƿˣǽɷ¶
δ꣬ǸѾ˫ֱȭڴ˴˸˺ʻȥӦɽ
ɽ诲⡰֪ݣץַв
Ҳ֪ФʥB桰D˱۠Dˣׯǰʱ䲻̹Ȼ֪£Сׯ۠DΪǮư......
⣬ٱɱȥҲˡ
вҲ£ɱԽ
۠D˱ƹҪģûȥˡ
ɱǸֲФʥBۡ²һʱԷӦøոհ˻δüƹ˰סżֵܺһǱȥҶָӱ
СϳָӱDˣȽȥ˵
ǣȥԴ
ȴ˵һͷɽȸׯдһţתͷذ׸鲼õ۠D˵գЦү⼸סСسסĻ𣿡
ƺ۠D΢΢üȴǺˣ
~үȻЩСˡ˵վЦ
ԵֵҲŴЦүǱ¥ĸƯ볢ζء
۠DţĿⲻǰᣬĹǺλҲ֪Ǻ˵ģǱ֪ׯĸɷǵУολûΪλڴ˴
˵ţǹһĨЦ
ǴΨһɻı¶Լ˶ЩνֵܶϣԼŷӺƱ·
߰ģ´ȥˣͲׯĸҵԼ
ׯĸ޲ȥĸǷˣСڿ˵ס۠D˵ʺڹԹԵİѴķдоƷҾȳ⼸ֵܵζ
۠DдҲʲôýɣ
νĴ統ЦԹϣұǰЩ࣡
˵ʵ۠DµľԴ֪Լڵظкź......
Ų᲻Լܿأϲ׼Լȥ§Լ캰˵Լܿءǰ⼸һŹأ
ﲻмôҪŵʱԼϾǸүǲͷſţȿˣϱ......
Ϊ֮ƣʱ......
Ÿׯˣ۠D˴ʡ
ЦҪС˱īź𣿡
˻飬۠DȻ͸˵ҲҪգһûׯ˵ˡүңû˼ǣ
~СһƢ𣿡ǴЦȷׯҪҲЩʱڻʱ棬үįǣ
ǼˣڷЩֽţҲ֪ɣ۠D˹ȻƣȴûҼǰǰֻ֪ˣмӲ
Ȼ⻰һҲ֪ԼУ˼ٵģɱ˺󣬷ù
Ҫʲô
Ȼ֪ңǱ֪޸֮ׯǰĪҪţǵʱҷŻдӸ㡣˵˴۠DЦΪƣҿҪסԼСġ
Ǵ绢ֱ̧۠DһơСΪԼʲôʸ̸ף
۠D˺漴Цƾϵķӣ˵ׯ˵Щ......ǲ۲ɣ
⻰ȷǴҲ֪ҪȣķٲȷׯҸ壬ۡҸգԹдӣұ
۠DûشֻǴͷûһˡ
ߺղǰƿɲᰡ
Ҳ˵ͷȴ˵ׯյ۠D˵ʱī짻ڷá
͵Ȼæׯġ
īʱֶˡ
˿ĸææϻصĸ̾ĸҲû۠D˵ġ
ɨۣٸаģ漴̲ס̾Ϣһϣüġ
ׯˮΪķģ˭֪ƺԽա
ſֽʱҲɳ˼
תȦīſڡµı㣬D֮ˣǸô죿
ׯ󆙹Ȼ֪а壬һ˿Ц⡰ȲЩDްá
˵Ҫǵȼգ˵ֵٻׯˮ桰ûD˸κФ֮ӣФʥB
ǵȷǣЩŤӦüD˵ĿζԽԽ......




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QAQֶԲ㰡D,֪Ϊμī̲סᱼȢĸζ,,⽫Ǽ,ˠDˣǲD˵˼ϣסһһ......
,ܶ,ȴЩ
ׯү̾ǲǸЩʱ򣬶Ǹÿӱ޵ȥس۠D,ǵķȻӭĪҪΪЩɥФСƱҪ𾴣ϾƷڣսԺգ˾ǵķǵ......ֵܣr(st)q ܾԼҸҪԿͷ~
Ͼ˭ҶȽСϱĲǣ
۠D˺ֻ۠D˺ФʥB۵ģ˸ɵۣζɲ~
ȵ......
۠D˵Լǽ޵ԼҸФʥBĻҲûʸҪǺׯ......
뵽⣬ׯүӱҪᡰǲϣǲ¶ɷ򶼱ˣֻ֪⣡үҹ
īԼүϣԼҲٴɶ˿ڲ裬ֻСèƱҪקԼúԼ˯ѹѹ
ֻСèôô˹ģ
Ƿνţīɨ۱ӵһԡ
ûһ¶Դ󣬶ԼҸһطڶΡһСٴΰ۠D˸ŪҲׯˡ
ֱӱˣ
۠D˴İɽͷ֧󣬱·϶ҳЯСƬ
ˮǴǸѵ۠D˻ָ󣬾ФʥBڲ࣬ǻЩĶ
Ӻ˿ſڣſˣ󴰻Ƿġ
֮ûطܳȥֻСèת
ֲģ۰Ͱ͵Ǵ
ľͶӷ۠DűõƬˣ˻ֵܸŪЩãǱɴ˶ˡ
ФʥBǱɽկɨ۵ƣ˸˱ʳ۠Dںδ
˿صˣ߿ʱֻСè˦βͣר־Ŷ......
һרĵģι~ôôɰ
۠Dգգ۾죬ФʥBĶȥ~Ŀ޳ʥB磬۸ң~˵ͷ׵աĺ۵ô~
ԣҳ򡣡׳һˣСģô򶼿۵ҪԼûסˣͷסԲ۲ۣʥBѵŶ
~˵ŻһĿأ조˼緹ôԾͱץˡ
ɽҴȥ緹𣿡ģʽһ˵ȱ㱻⡣
Ҫ˵Щɶֱ㶵ĳФʥBֻ۵СһʵʣַĶǻҪȥ......
~˵ŷ§סФʥBĲӣڡʥB......
ίĿԼФʥBĶðˡĶÿס㣡㱻˵ߡ
۠DҲ˵ǣǺٺһЦԹԱФʥBᱧաģطٽҡ
ɰɣ˯۠Dǽ˾ţڰģеˡ
......Ӧ󣬱㲻ٳ
诼״ʵ̲סǰ磬ȱˣַûȣǿЩɣƼ鷳
ФʥBͷ۠D˯ˣŲõĵ诡ʲôңⲻһ
ѣѴڿЦɣ
Щֵܣ㵣ǲŵĳԼҴ磬ɼԷһ϶ԼǾĳԼСӣʱ
Ĩ˰۰Ͱ͵ĳФʥBֻСһ簡Ҫһܺӵģ㵱Сİ
ƨ˵ФʥBD˺ܺá˵űͷߡŸҶʼΧ
ǣʶ漴ָȥ~ɣǱ¶˵˵ôСһܸɶҿⳤ࣬ǸɣټʳҲҸְ
ߴڣø˯۠DЩ
ФʥBһ߹ȥѹɤӵء㣡˵ͷղ˲۠DСӡ
չӣСצʶסФʥBߺߵĲ£˯......
ФʥBĻĶðݣȺˣ ͷݺڹ񫡣
һˣק¡ȥ˵
ɽФʥB۠D˷뷿гʱţʱɽɱĲ࣬ͷĴȴûˣˣڻ׷УܲԶ
ФʥBüץסžǸϲ׼ʲôʱֻ۠D֡
ǣҶ˴ȥɽ¼ׯѡ
ŹСʱФʥBδ׵֪ػûʣɽûץ꣬ǹȥļһû
۠DѾԺ۾ѽģФʥB߲䡣
¼Ѿ֪Фıϱϱ~ɷ¡Сһһ۾һﴳҲû͹۰Ͱ͵ĳš
Ψ·ȵСһˤˡ
˭֪Сһ￴·ȣһ·ûˤ¡
ߵԺڣ~һֱèֱ㶵۠DײȥˣΨˤԼʮ**Ҫ
۠Dһһ죬ֻèļǰ.......
ȵȸղĻʲô
ô洳Ϸһ·ײײļҵζ
۠DţФʥB⶯䶼ˣ˵ֻˣֱӴȥֻСè
D˯𣿡ϱҩ࣬ں߰˰ˣ뿴Ųࡣ
~˵ͷ˿ڡҾ֪ʥBܾҡ
⻰ФʥBĻŭŵġȴʤ̣̹ܵ
ЩֵܣղǺһɽץֻСһġһ˵ţһߣһһ䣬~
۠D˱˵շ죬ǰԼӱƼҲ̹ФʥBҲ֪Լ¡
ſС죬ڿȥĥ
ФʥBȴԴˡ
Խ˼죬շ죬ﻹһֻɫèФʥBмֲĿŷڼӢˣ׳ʵ佫ͷŴŴĽˡǺ......
һס𴦡
̫ˣ̫ɰˡɣɣȻôСһԼҴ磿Щܰ
ЦЩ˼һһᣬһһ......ʵǸֻСһĳˮʰɣ
۠D˱֮ˣǶԼȻǲԽ
ϲФʥBҲں֮俴ԼĿ⡣Ƕ˵ԼãʥBҲиҪôѲ죬ҪôǲϲԼ......
ФʥBһֱ۠D˵ķӦЩЦԴǵ¶Ⱥүǣֵĺܡ
ôοɶ۠D˶Ҳ޼¡
ȷȥӪκȥġκ߾ʹԼܺٻˡҲ綥ţ²ǣФʥBԼϱܺκһ
΢΢ͷûФʥBĻȥ
ϣСһŵĶˡҶű۠DŲĶ̲סȤ磬ģСһǻṵ̂ɣ
ô˵DˣФʥBҲ֪ȺϹսĺѰ˼ҵүǲͬ۠DҲ
ΪξʹԼÿζԴһ첻ԣͿţԼˣʹó
۠DȻŭɵͷȴ˼ȥҲȥָԷԼ
ΪΪʥBѣֵ......
˵˱۠DФʥBҲۣŰֻСèܸǴġD˽ܾЩȥЪϢ
۠DҡҡͷʥBҪΪɽ¶æʥBȥæɣп˵ȴţׯλҲˡ
û¶说Ҳһ˵һѱСһϡǻȥʰȻȥׯΣ
⻰۠Dǰһĵͷȴɽ˳ߡ
~֪أһˡСèģһĹ
ȱŻȥһԶٷɣôûˡ诼Ҫߣ˸¡
Ŵ˼Ȳر߽򾩳ǣôɣ
ФʥBЩȷ۠D΢΢ףЦ˫Ŀһȥ~
һҾƵ꣬诳û۠DƣФʥBδڣ۠D˱ƿƲׯĴơ˵䣬д˴ׯƹ̳þơ
诵һ㶣ҲЦˡϾȺõıƣ۠D˵ȴƿӲơ
ôɣȢ۴󽫾ģôܲȾƣ˵űǲ죬ƺȱǲӡ
ƱûٱȴФʥB¡D˵ȷƣӡ
⻰ŸȺֵܱ˱죬˵ϻ۰Ͱ͵ĳСһ
ȺֵܺûĻϻ˵Ҫôַ򣬲ѶԷſˣҲùſˡ
˭֪۠DƺԼһָͷ̵СһȻǴ󽫾ɷǳŶ֣޴ζ




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۠Dû,ԼŲ,ФʥBһߺǺžƳ̸һ߻вˣԼֻҪԺιèͳˡ
ФʥBܴԼֵһԷͺܺ,ׯĸ......ƺδԼǰ
,ֻǰԼˣФʥBԼɷϣԼȦܳΪһ֡
֪ص¶д۵ݽȥɣɽͷĿδץȺʺնʾ,Ҳ޴󰭡˳......诽˳,˳ͬ汾¶۠D˵ĿҲ˼ֹ졣
˳˿ȻʲôûҲЩ޷粻......
Ǵİ˳ˣֻҪʮ֮һƴԼ練ĿҲҪɱСӣ̣Ҵ硣
¶˳ֳģãҼФʥBҸͷҪ۠D˱һŭ
诲ĿФʥBַıԼҴĶࡣմ綼үԾӣʶԸΪãðԼͷҲºˣ¾Ȼ......
۠D˰
诵Ҳǲ۠DûⱾ£Ͼ̣֮ԶԶԼҴ磬粻֮ױ˵ԼҴɣ
......Ҳп˳۠Dˣ¶óȻȥʡ
Ŀ۠Dˣͷ˾Ʊеƣ̾Ҿгģҵζĺܡ
ƫ۠D˲Ŀ诣ú΢΢üСȼ߰
ƲͷԼֳġ
ϻȥЪϢһ죬ڶ۠DµĴŹȡ
ФʥBȥʼɽ˳ȥץɽ
ФʥB飬ͷȥ۠DʱѾĵĿ˺ü飬һ̿յĵӣŲҡͷͲܺúóԶٷ
۠D۰Ͱ͵ĳ~ſ˫֡
ФʥBֺֺЦһ§סڡͿˣ
~˵ǣ۰Ͱ͵ĳФʥBŽܳô
ФʥBҪ˵ɶͷƼ۷̹۠Dˡ
һ顰Ƕ......
Ȼ۠DԴһСƨɶФʥBҲ
֪ԼûúܾҲˣЩⲻȥ
Ҳûɶ¶Ҳ𣬱·§סСè
βͶ˦ȥһҿУһ߿лһҽУ˷ܵĶФʥBˡ
ФʥBΣԹԷֿȣ֣С๫磬ôⷽ浹һѺ֣
DD......ƺСӲݲ׼ͽȥһʱܲס
ϱ~ϱ~໵ģֻСèƨһһʵģСݿjjʱʱڣüˡ
ǰûҵԼҴۺѰȦѰԷɻûԼҴĴϢֻСè......
۴㵵ĵɴۣ֪һ¶ɣƼһ¶
ǿĴ汻СèѹºΪǲĳˣ
DDЩ......ңܲס......ѹֵjjżٵĴϢȻǵ˼Ѿ
诶̲ססҲ٣Ҹոĵ
죬קסϡˣСӵȷЩͣ
̼ʲôģһĹˣǽǵȷЩȤɣԼҴĺֻèǽǣűֱ쬵ζʵڣʵȥˣ
۠D˵챻Լϱ§ڻϲ̵˯һޣ诺ۻججһҹȻԼΪҪȥФʥB......
ڶһ磬۠Dõǰȥ緹ФʥBЩֵһƻĶ۠Dˣ۰Ͱ͵ĳֻཱུСèƺҪô~
۠D˻ûôФʥBȴвɫĿ˰Ŀջء
۠D˳طʱФʥBѹɤʵôˣ
诰ͷģҲЩȻŷ뿴𴦡
ǽǣҶСӺĽһָôܰѴŪ......
Ļû˵꣬ͱФʥBһ......
۰Ͱ͵ĳŴ粻ڵԼϵĺΣʱˣ
ҴôҲǸֹ¶˵˵ҲͰˣɵҴ˵磬ƺܲ׵......
ŵᣬȥסФʥBȡǴˣǲúġһ˵һĨᣬФʥBζû߿߳ŭɿ
ԭ˵նͷ۰Ͱ͵ĳԼҴ硣
㣡ǣФʥBѵշ̡ûǹôãҵүǾˣ£öQAQֻèãҪã
ȵȣԼ˵ЩʲôСèʱ˵Щʲô
Բ˰
诶ʱɱʶӡҺȥ˴δӣɽӵڴ弸ڣѲء˳ֻСҲʲôöס£ܱôޣ˵......תĿ꣬˭֪ȻǷФʥBļɻ䡣
ֱӱһԴ꣬ĬĬĨ˰ʲôģе......
Dʧ£һֱң粽룬ʲôФʥBƽĲ˼顰ῴˣѰˣǽĪҪˡ
ĿФʥBȥһյ诺ࡰǶŭˡ
ɲǣƢأ˵ȷЩ֣Ӵ籦Сһ˵𣿡
ﵽ˵Щʲô
˵ʲôİѱյ˵ˡ˵۠DСǺ꾫ģҲ´磬Сòǣ
ƺ˵İ......Ҷ˾䡰˵㣬˵ţ۠D˳õȷټĺãЩǼʵġԹޣ۠DС磬ﲻ̹
Ҫ漴죬˱𴦡
Ʋ۠DˣǸˣʲôʵҴ磿
۠D˵ǲ֪¶۰Ͱ͵ĳԼҵèʱʱڡ
ФʥBʱҲ˸ͷ˿ڡôˣ
۠D˹Ȼеû¶㡣
⻰۠D˿ЦֱӿͷǡãҲûǷ˼
۠D˵ȷ˻磬ʱҪԡɵ׻Ǹӣⷽ󲢲汻Լϲ˱ţ˾Ҹ⣬˾ɢɢɵЦ
ФʥBϲָɾЦݣģȴ·õȫһ㡣
˲㵽ʱׯĸǧ~
۠DûдַҲֻ֪Сèںδţ£ȥţ顣
Ͼ۠D˵Ѿ˳ɻ飬ƱػǼǡ
ɸտűܹٱأ㲻ۡ
￩ׯˮ΢΢üͷţЩǵطؾ˸йټѯʡ֪ںδ
۴ѹˡԷҲʵĻش
ֻ⻰úǳ˳顰˭¶
սȴûֳô򵥣ֱѯʡǷФʥBФ
Ф˵ФԺ
˲ɶӣ΢΢üׯˮȿڵ鷳Фķ˵ҷ˵.......
ȵȣ⻰ƺЩ⣿
Фķķ˵ˣ⻰İ˭ǵߣʱһᡣ
֪ԼҴҪȰݸ£һʼ֪Լʲô......
QAQᣬû뷨ˡ
ʿȻЩϸԷĻµͷܣһܻһߺ磬~СèϱҲˣ
......ФʥBױɣĿȥıӰ૵
Ӧǵͬսֵܡսܼٱ˵Ŀ⡰ո˵ĿЩ˲һ
˼˵۠DСӳôѵ⼸գׯЩ˵ζҲв
ׯ۠DԼܣɺȻ۠Dϲĸ......ɻ飬Щ֪֪ȻʧʱԼָ˼䣬۠D˶û˿˵뷨
ҪȶԷ£ٻ......
˵ʲôׯ󆙾ûֳߣȴҲ֪
۠DǲٰǷλ......ǸФĴֿǿ׳˵үţ˵ǸŰɣ
үǿФʥBҲ㲻ʲô......
ƫ۠Dϲϲˣ
յܣ󻹻ׯ......
ׯˮοܵܵ⼸Ĳֳвܣʱ˵Ƿ
Լĵλһ뿪۸ׯˮҲν
óԼɵܵǶֻСèЩ˼......
~~~~ţ۠DѾƨƨߵĴܣ۾ġ
ׯ󆙼ɫ󣬱ʱҲûϢʱúܺá
Ƽ۠Dˣŵڷ£ǰһſ֣ҪסֻСè
˭֪·ɱҧ......




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ׯ󆙻,ȴûץס۠D,ĻΡ
ڼˣȻǼǰһѱ§ڻ,úֻСè㡰D˶Բ,ûס㡣仰˵˺ܾãܾá
վû......£۠DˣҲ˵ˡ
۠D˽§סĲӣҡͷⲻ硣˵˲䡰DԶǵġ
δ,۠DҲǵġ
ڼ,۽΢΢ʪĳԼұǣDˣDҲǡ
磬ׯ󆙵ģ......
ֻǴսʱôйǣûͺˡ
£Ǳʲô˶......
۠DϲĸˣԶǣʱô찡
ķڳɻ˵ĻȻڶ
²ׯһ˾û΢ս¶ЩŵĿ۠Dˡ
ܾղܷƫƫ......
۠DˣϲˣϲĸˣȢ˶Է......
նǶԲǺ£ôȴеˣ
ʶ§۠DˣȻƼææ۠D˴߳ˣФСФʥB......
۠Dϲĸ
ƷζһĲ......޷ܡ
Dˣׯûô࣬ĵ⼸ûһ˯ðȡ
뻳Ǻӱȹȥ׳˵㣬ФʥBĺ˼
ִϡ˭ˣ̥д²жĶسҲӰׯЩ֡
۠DȻ֪ľģǿֺóЧ˵ֻɵĲͷ룬Ȼҡͷˮ˺ܾãͺˣ
ׯһмֺɸ֡ˮôû
ߺ~Ͳ˼ҵģʥB绹˵ǺööקҰ͵ǰ~˵Żͷ۰Ͱ͵ĳФʥBô
ôԣ۠D˵һԲòǰˡ
ׯˮﲻ̾Ϣׯһ֪ԷǲԼСè
ФδǰһȻڡ
ʱůڣФʥBЩֵҲ׷ǰΧһţվФʥBĬĬľ
ȻҲпܼãֱҳӵ.....
˭֪ⳡϷݣ۠DûûεɵСӶԼѴþĽࡣ
ФʥBׯĸЩ˵ζ
йһйһ֮Եͺսһ˲졣
¿У裬һߺޣһ۲.....
ʵҲΨ˵ˣ۠D˵˼㲻ԼϣֻߣֱСè
ô˵ﶼ......
۠D˰Ĩ˰ȥš
ʮֵЦݣŴŴĶׯ󆙵˵磬ϱ˿ɺˣ~˼ʧ£˼Я£޸ʱɶôеҡ
һǱ磬һϱ۠D˵˼ǣⲻͻ
Ǳֻϣˣǰˡ£Լⷬ˵Ҳǵ˼ɣ
Ȼ۠DЩ档
ׯˮ˼ν̬Ȼ
죬۠DҲЩƵġϾ⻰һ죬¶ô˵ġ
ƺ......QAQԼ˵
ׯδ治֪ټ龰۠DСˣФʥBȻΪο⻰ﻰⶼվԼߵġ
ûιʳҲûĪ......
ǺǣȷׯˮЦЦ۠DˡֻСè鷳ˡ
ҧг˵⻰̫ˣһֱкܹԣ
D˺ܹԡФʥBǳЦҲ鷳ܼ޸ҲҸ
𩿴ţ̲ס̾˶һˣ˵һĶɭɭġ
ȥԷ~.....
ׯֻҪֻСèͲᷴԣɺȻСèˣ£ûɣʱһ۰ͰͳԼϱ
ФʥB˵Щʲô˵һЩòš
ȥ¥Ҫż䣬۠DżФʥBȺֵڸڣ͵......
۠Dһģǿ϶ǷĲûԣһſǽأ
QAQ۠D˾ԼʵǻүԼҸ˵ܺúܺãҲǺܺõġ
εˮʧ䣬ҲȢ......
Ҫ˵ȢФʥBҲʲôúڵģʶôˡ
۠D۰Ͱ͵ĳˣʵڵȶ꣬ԼãȻǴԼҷ档
ɣ۠D˲ҰQAQڰ
ĵ§סԼֻҪӵĴĸèŵׯˮһФʥBԹԶФʥB조~Ȼǵιʳ
ФʥBʱ죬һ߸㣬һֻĸèԴԷͱһֱˣȷ¡
~⡰ҿʲôʱ~
ׯһ飬׽ЩϰߣҲ۠D˵ķˡҲҽ
ҽ۠Dһݡ
ׯЩǿ׼Ͼè𣬵ڹԹԳԷè
~ٷԵҲ㰲ȡ
ׯˮ¿ʱѯ۠DˣʵФʥBʱȥ
۠DãȻĿФʥBٷԵĵҲƣֻһʱϰߡǵӲΪԼǨˣܺͱҸһȢϱװģ׽׽
Ȼشδ¶մžܻȥФʥBҲû̫뷨ֻèǶʱȥǰߡ
ԣκҸӵҲʥϷǡ
⻰ׯˮԽ⡣ҲûǰǹΣžϵ۠Dʧļ¡
˵£۠D˵۾͸״Ǵˣɻˣ˵Ǻ꾫˳ʹүǻ۸ңͳ·һˣ
ָ۠DȻżѱǼǳģܴŹ
״侮ʯһ
ФʥBüͷ۠Dſׯˮֱϰָ״룬¶ǹȥûɣ
Ŷ¶ׯˮű¡üͷ
֪۠D˵ģСӾϳԿҲ˭˵ĻƱ¶ҲųС򻳺ĶЩ
кü۸ҲɣʥBϵ˶٣ӳȥҹ﷢˷˵ʹû˵Ǻ꾫˵ˮأԽ˵ԽԽ˵Խ֣Ϊʧ˵Һܶ໵˵ⲻǲã䲻ʥB磬ʥB綼ˣͻ˵˵ˮֻȥġ⣬붾أҪһ飬ʥB磬Ƕ򲻼~
ФʥBĬĬתͷ𴦣Ȼ˽ֻСèǻˣҪԼ״ˣ˵ζ
ߣЩ˵ĵҲ̫˰ɣׯߡʥBѵͲῴàDˣΪί
ⲻʥB磬ʥBҲΪôֶʥB絹ͦõģɾϲ۸ҡ˵Ż조ʥBҲܵģǸɴ뿪סسˡ
Щûһץ˰ɣս´չ۠D˲˲죬èݸׯ󆙡ûƽ׷ŹȻֶФжɶ۠Dû顣ﻰ⣬۠DûҪίһץˡ
ФʥB۰Ͱ͵ĳڱ˻۠DˣһĵĳԼֺ޲ҧĳ嶯ɣ޴졣
ºɡһŻҽ¶ׯ󆙣Ͱèӵϡ
мֻ۠D˶ʱׯˮ˷ܵĳׯ󆙡
۠D˾ϲèϲèһÿĺһ֡ŲɺЦǻȥ󣬿׼ѣͷ㷿Σ
ţǵ۠Dһ㽵ĳֻŶӵİèãͰѩһҾкööСèˣ
ǿԺãȥ·ķ˼·гõĶȻȥڣʰʰׯھ۠DԼЩ׽üˣ̧۠D˵СԴ
оһֻСèʶһԼģůůģۼ......
ФʥBȻĻҲûʲôҪ۠D˿֣Լڼ޸ʱ֪Լ⺢ӡ֪ׯҲƣǺԼһ֪ѡ
ӵܣ˭ҸǻòǳȺӵ
۠DһĶԼ͹ˣФʥBãһ㹻ˡ
Ͳ۠DһһˣοDȴزˠD......
ФʥBֻҪһ뵽Լսиһ۠D˹¿һʱı۵Ӹһۡ
DԺأϲԼİˣţ۵ţֲ֮ˡ۠D˵ĶڰƲҲ͸ͬһʵʵڴڵġ
ĠDˣе......




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ţһѾص,۠D˻طׯˮ˴,˷ܵƨƨܳš
ҹӵ·һ㶼Ϊ,۠D˵·κǰ׼ӣׯ㣬׼˼
ȻκӾ֪۠D⼸ö,ʶ·Ȼ,ϼãȴ,۠DԵ,ӲӵСƤι~......
ȵȣDΪɶӣƺЯġ
ФʥBȻֲõͷͷһƤС
۠D˱ıܳţ۵һЦתͷ˵ФʥBݺݲ˰ѷſڡϱÿô
ÿɰˣرһ뵽۠D˻СƤ޵ӣܾԼƤQAQ
ҶӵСˣھˣ˭ҵ̫ϲأ
~ڣ۠D˿Ц㡣
۰Ͱ͵ĳţǸֲ̹ק㡰СʲôõģҪûñȸǣҲȻ״¥Ļһ
ۺһ׼ȥ֪ɽ֪ǱĸΨһǶ׼ЩŻͷ˾䡰ͱҳԴˣФС㵱ܵܣҲһ㲻ޣû˼Ȣڷϻ˵
诵ۺ˵˵ۡϹ˵ҶФһֱмѣֵܵĸ飡ھǿ۠DСӣȼëȻҳĺȢĸǴ硣
˭үȢüģỰ˵ˣ̲סѡԼȢķתҪȢ巿ģ˼Һû̳²巿Ҳ࣬οʱʧˣԼҲҪǣǹȻƲ۠DСҲó۠DϲҴ磬ԲŰˡ
ҲɣʲôȢ˾͸һһ⣡说С;ФʥBɣȻٰ̡
¶ɱСˣҲóģǼ㲻ɡ̲ס˾䡰Ϊ۠Dֵܵĺ
ŲأҲɶͿԼõ¶ʱߴ磡诺ҿǸõġ
ô˵ҲЦЦȥˡ
һ˺ƺƵȥ˴ӣƴȻӭӣɼͷ˳ƺФʥBʱһεĹӭǲ֪Фסڴˣе
֪ФʥBǳЦδ¶ϡ
۠DȴƽϢˣקקׯ󆙵ӡҶүʱҪ۸˼ҵģһ˼ҹ˵źͳ·Ƿһˡʱˣ˳Ǵͷ֮˵ĸ˵Ǻ꾫ҪңǶ˿ǻҹЩ˵Ҫҵĸ֪ΪԼ~
ׯ󆙿һ˼ֻԼСèģ۠DˮԼ֮²ɴ۠D˸ûȥһ׽
ׯǲижˣֱ˵ĿˡDǵģԼƱػᱨȥ
ׯ˶֪ҲûʲôԣȻš
¶ФʥBǽ֣ׯĸͬˡ
ФʥBȻЩΣҲͷɶԷϾˣҴ峤ԼҲмӣһʱ֪οڡ
ȥû裬װĻȥţ˱Σׯ˵
۠D˹ԹľŹȻԼ֣ܶʱƶնݳ
˳Ǵ֪ˣȻָܻ¶
ԼɽץסǱ֪شȥˣФʥBһʱûԼ治֪ء
D.......ФʥB峤ڵϿ޺Щ
۠DȴƳۡʱǸôҳеˣǵóˣһڴ˴һһˣοһûҪֻҪӹˣ˾ˣû裬βף
⻰ʱФʥBգ֪Լֺ֮õĲȥûô࣬Ͼҳȥǰˣû˸ϵա
ҵҲЩûأ۠D˹Ȼû˦ֻֻ֡һһǷһ֣һ̵֡ĹأҲ˵׼Ȼı㿴š
ѳ˽ĺս²֪Ϊ֮У˵ʥBD˵֪ģֵ¶⺢Ӻġ
ȥ۸ϹѸվں㡣
۠Dһۣˡ
ФʥBȻͷ诡ƨ˵ͷԼСɷ
ģ۠D˱ˣĹĵľ죬ФʥB
ߵĶðݣС飬Ļϲ
߰ɣĺܳסׯõķ
ׯˮԼҶİ䣬ǳ˳顣ׯˣûʲôԣǱȻ
ˣҲ~Щ¶ڶͷ裬˵Ҫ㣬ûԼȱг·Ҳˣ⵹ϡ档
ʵ۠D˻أֻƻСèβ֪
ľŵ¶ܸˣ۠DֻãȻ۰Ͱ͵ĳǶжô
Ҳûôֱġοˮģûһܻ۠D˲úúõģûȱ첲ȡ
ФʥBĻʱ۠D˿һ˶ûֻʧ䣬Դûκΰ˿ڡ
ⶼ֮ܳΪ漣漣һλ漣ӶǾͲ漣......
۠DצӣԴģšĸϵǱ߰ɣҲǰǱߣƺͬһ㣬˱ӻҲǶǣƼٵ˵
ȥʣҲʲȻ
ׯˮԼķ㵱ˣδ׷ȥûñ㵽Сݣ۠DϿеġ
ФʥBָʿʰȻһֱע߶־
ФʥBͨͨϵŪǰһֱҲˣ֪سסţסںδȴ֪ˡ
ºòƼˣȻסŪǾٷˣ
ʥBֶҲǼõģͲܿҵϰҼŪ˰⼸Ĺ򣬵ԷɲҪġΪĿҲƤֱקФʥBĸ첲Ϳ޺
֣ձǰģҲȨ治ǣܿͷοĿ
ھеĵλǲҪˣФҿǳıִɽ˽Ȼ˽»ЩСҲԴΪأ˽ףΥ֮¡
ֿǲ֣˶㽫ˣôⶼܲˣһŭ¶ֵɶǲĲְ㶢ŰģȴҪӲˣ
۠Dţۣקסսµֱ۵¶Ҫ˼ҵġ˼ҴôԣȥʥB磬ҼСȴ̰ˣжˣأ˵ָһ
⻰ԲᣬֻƤһ漴ˤ־Ϲ˵Ϲ˵
ûϹ˵ڿСĹ֪ˣ۠DԵҺʥB籾ãɻֻǳ¶ʱʥB翴δָ㲻Ըæɻ飬һԴʥB磬ΣȴòӣҲ˵ã˵㲻ãļˡ¶֮أ˵ˮ֮أ
ּ˵һֺǣúõôôˣ㲻Ǻ꾫ˮ˭Ű
ԣׯˮǳׯĹүɲ˵ĵģD˽꿼ȡ˾ˣǴ˴ǰִ帾˵ġ
⻰˻ûӦФʥBȴȻɴۣĳŬ˾۠Dˡ~СDô
ߣ~һ̧ͷǵȻʥBķôܲ
⻰˵ģФʥBȳۻ
۠DһֱԼԴΪٱʲôеĵġ
ϲ̵ģȴ﷢
ׯ˵ģ˲ﰡD˾ȻׯķԼԼʲôˣ뵽⣬˫Ⱦͷ
ڵϾģ۠Dôܻǣ
ФʥBһ̾ʰ׵Ҫߡ
ּ״סФʥBĴȾͿ޺ʥBɲƽҼƽȥФʥBεҪק֣˭֪Էקٰ㲻ûϵԷ֣һʱܣšҿ˵Щ±Ҫ͵ǰߵģǵĽˣûôϹսԼ֪ܱܲס˵Ҽ......
۠D˶ûѻ˵꣬ϵĽ߱ޣֱӳϣдŭ֮ɲᣬ˸ҿ£ǳͬʱһתɫ߱޲סԷʺ۠DֱӰϵ𡰲ɲ˵ģ㣬ǿʥBϣ򵥵¶֮£嶼ˣ
սЩ֣ƱҪ׹ݣ۠Dֲֻ̼֮ϲǣ
Ĺ쵹Ҳû˵ڣȴҲ֪˷۠D˵Ĵɡ
κ۠Dˣ۠D˺γֲһ˼κ
뵽⣬ЩĳֻŭСèֻ......




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D...ФʥBһƼ۠D˷ŭ,Ȼ㵡
ֵĻȷҪҲڴ,۠DȻŭˡɲʲô״,ССô,ȻǴ㶯˶Է
ʥB磬ѹ,۠D˿û,Ǽû˶֣һֳһӣ۵ڵϰŲֹ
֪ΪΣսʶ˸,֪ԼЩѧΪ۠D......
žʹĺ۰,QAQȻֻѩ׷۵СèȮ죬ƣƣʱ˳ۣڶѧˣӵտǼ
ФʥBȻһʱΪΣǻѹ֣ס졣
۠Dţקͷߡ
ׯˮȻ֪Եɣƫƫ۵һãȻФʥBЦȻ׷۠Dˣһ壬һġ
۠Dϻ𣬿ûôװƽĹĵ˦𩡰бҰǸҵɽץ
ڵ״̬ǰͲñŰƺܵԼûץס۠Dˣˮ
۠D˵ķԸʮֵľ񡰳ɣû⣬ұ֤񣬲ץˣ~˵Ŷׯˮӻ֡һɣDǲץ˲ϻׯġ
ׯˮﰵЦԼҼֵܣһʼΧֻСèתˡɰɣȥķֵòˡ˵ű㲻ҡͷԼҲקȥˣ
ս¼ˣǰԣˣҲأ˺𣿡
ߣ~һнjjƥĹĵľǰܡ
Լûͳκ֮£ڻÿÿĸΣΨһμᡣ
ţίۿʪˣ޾ܡ
ƥ塣
ýЩײӵׯвʣ޵߶˻̫ƽ
˭àD׽......ս±˱죬̲ס
⻹ǹ㣬ѧչžûСӵ¶ˣ˵űյ˦ȥȥ۠DֻèҩȻĲúúõ
D˱Ͼûѧ䣬ӱȲǡ
ææ׷ФʥBŽյĴţЩս¡Dǣ
ս΢Цƺ߳һ㣬Ķš֪ӵ¶
Ǽ͵ģФʥBʶӿڡ
˭һүȶ˵ҲԼúʰɣ
Ĵζ۵Ҳüëգգˡ
Ǻ氡ȻһβΪ֪Ĺ¡
ФʥBûȥ۠DˣŵĸҲóȻȥǰż
ȰóʱҲû˰ФʥBȻ棬ɸֻƲֵ۠Dˡ
˻ȥȴׯˮ˸ͷӽš
ۡôD˻
ߣû͵ﻹأǴһȻίˡׯҧгݵ
ׯˮҡͷЦФʥBͷ׼˰ɣȥѠD˴
Ǵأǵôսһԣһڣһ߷飬ңڵĺܡ
һ˵ü
Ƿ۠DģȥҲֻܸߺѵЦȥֻСèɵˡ
Ųׯˮһ૵Ļشһƿš
ŷֻһŵ˯۠Dˣׯˮҡͷ治æҪǲĵҪ۠DСӾȻڷڸ˯
űһקСһ˭֪۠D˾Ȼоů˵굽Լ
ׯˮСƨɼƣ˭֪±һŪ²֡
㵵ĿŻ۵Сè룬ֲǶ......
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۠D˻̫ҲԽԽ죬ׯǻûʱ۠Dˣڵ......
㰡ĳ˲١ŸǺӵա
۵ļ˫ۣׯˮƽĶһ......
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۵ͷϳֱ~Ȥˡ
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ֻèͷסԼǶҧЩҪԼ
Dˣô£ս¶Ҵ˵Ļ¼粻ᣬȴҪʵġ
۠D˷¿ڣ̧ӡ
诰ڷ¶˵۠DˣܾòǺˣ䲻Ҵ磬ԽָоԽҪ֪¶ȻҴ翴ɲʲôˡ
ҵѽ˵ţ˫ĿЦĺǿģȴһ˿ΣƺЩ˼
磿һǼְֲĸ׾ôô룬ȴҴ磬ۺ͸ӵԼûͣ¡˭ء
ܣ۠D֪ǿԼ磬СӳԴһ¶߾ˣҪá
κκС丸κʥBĸ²ҲսԺء˵һЦҭסԵáǲĵܵܣֱӣǲ̵~˵ġ˵ţڷתͷׯˮˮ磬ҼҺ̿ǣô
ˮһ¾Ǽǣ˵ŻߺҪ۠D˾ãκȽҪ
Ǿͺã򻹵취ȥ۠D˭κɶϵëûȥ......
ĶԷߣԼء
㣬κС죿诿ԣ嵱ѯʡƥǳϴинǱ߻û˲ƥͲˣ̧ȣ߹ȥԷһûͱˡ
̿ǧԣͷȻ˵ǽתͷФʥB˵֣̿ǻȥ㿴һƥõΣ
ûһʿģФʥBô˵Ȼ֪ƥģλܾ۠Dˣ
һүӸҴ飬
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ɶԷֱԲ䣬һҭסһүϲһүʲô
۠D˰ۡܵĶЩɣο֮¶Ҽϱû죬ʲôǳ˾䡰ƲȢҴ磬ƣΪ㣬һٶͷǲҪʥBΪѣ񣿣
۠DǱκ߻ĺӣȻƢĴҲء
ׯ۸ֻκң˭ҲСڣ
ΪԼϱʶһ̣Ҳ֪ԷԼˡ
Ҳиִ磬κԼжã۠D˵壬ⱲǷˡ
Ҳ˵˾۠D˵ĵߡ˵Լǧ򲻺ạ̃ܲںҳǡ۸ܵҲںЩƫ˵κ
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ׯˮ˸ԳŸԵķκ¶ǲ岻ϻҲ˵κΡ
ϾԼĴǶ۠DĮ˼֣˿ӣٰϸĵϣ۠D˵ġ
οκ۠D񣬲ð֮٣һ˳һҲûʲôá
ָ۠Dһ㣡
۠DֻģתͷҪԼϱι......
ׯ󆙴ϲ»һǿҽҽڶǸ۠Dι˳ë
⡰ͶСè֣קűһι˷ԼŹ񫡣
۠D˱׵ģ~̹~~צӰۣСצһһׯ󆙵ͷֱߺߡ
ŠDˣδۼҠD~ү~åˣظȻ¼۠D̬ܰ͵ס
۠DƳۣȴԹ......
˵СӾǱ軵ġ
ФʥBЩζȻ֪۠DգŲ......
QAQϱϵûϣСӺַ֮ˡ
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˭֪Ȼ·۠DˣЩ֣ҹģСȥģɶ
˸ۣϣ˭֪۠Dȴȥ˵Ρ
ɫҲкʱ̣ʱԼϱůĵطɶ
ţȴ۠DƿδţĿбӵĿУ˿κβס
͵ƣ˻ͣһηǰ
ȻҲˣ۠Dϣүˣ
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,үʻ,СôҲ,ȴݣ޼۠Dˣ޼Լһʱԥ,ŪСӣҲ׵ģ
ҲϲԼ󻼣ľ˵ںԺ֮䣬ƽЩˣۣǼķЩҪԼ,ɶԷүǣòˡãã˺Уȴһϳ˭Ԥıİң˵ׯţĿ»ǷӰɣ
ƨҪǮ꣬˷ӣһǮЦ
Һ棬ôϳҵģ۠D΢΢ۡԶԶһۣ֪˭̫𣿡ԼյĶò裬رҳ۸ЩϺ
˾öǶֲ㣬׼Լأ
κ뿪ԼȷʧһֱϾӣġ
룬ԼҪǰϵĶƴҲ......
ߣҿɲ˼Էû۠Dˣ
۠D˽⿪ϱӣֱ̧Ȼµķ϶СɲûУЩ㹻۠D˸Щʲôˡ
ԷһӣСѰأ
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ɽ٣ץӣϢңҲ˵Щɶ
Ը˵ƱնףزԸ˵ˣұ˵뿪˴ǰұ㰲㵱նףΣ۠D
ȴƨ˵ûоûУҪܸëԴỊ̇ʮú
ʮꣿߣΪжʮ𣿡۠D˼ʲɴ˱ӣߡɰɣȻʲʵóġϾиŲǣ
诼״̶Ŀ۠D뿪߳η
ͷ۠D˵ǵģƨƨߵȥԼҴ硣
ûСè̵ФʥBһӻ𣬳ǰͼӴ˵һͨ诣ֻøλD˵׺ɶϾˣ˵ׯ˵ߣۺ춢ţҲ㶯˽̣Ҳͳ鼸ӽޣʻģαؼƽ
һѻҪ˵诵조磬ƫ
ƨɷҲƫƫ˭أФʥBûĵһǽ۠D˶ֻˣ㣡ô˵Ǽ޹ȥضЩˡ
ǿˣDǸߵĺӣ˳Ȼٰٰ˳㣬ðǾԻҧҪҧԷ
ô˵ĽѵҪôСֻزɣ˵诱Ĺĵ
Ϲ˵ɶأҹˣФʥBûˣ۠Ḍ̵ġȻҹʻ⣬һȥʣøD˺󻼣ҪսҲġ
˵ģʲôʱߣҲˣ˾׷ʡ
ȥһιճǺ󣬡ФʥBд㡰ұϾ޸۠Dˣ˴αضҪţ˹߽ЩʱаɣκλΣ
κ󽫾δϣκСҲǸսģ˵űһʱǰԽڹ찲ǣǹ찲һ·ȥҲƽ̹Щʱձܴ£찲ѹҲ֪κСܳͷ𣿡
D˼ˣǴ˲򵥡˵⣬ʵФʥBҲЩζܾ֪ĹȥЩè壬ɼׯĸûҲԣ²ֹϵ
УСӣ˵۠DˣͲˡɲʡ͵ĵƣ
ҵķʡ͵ĵƣΰģD˹Ȼۿˣཱུ˺޷ˡ⼸ҲƳˣԼ뷨ˣ½ǰƽңҲˡҽҪսķܹˣܸ......ׯǼҲܷġ˵˴ФʥB̾Ϣ
诼еĿɬҲЩʲôˡ
ʱչФʥBѾ˯ɺűƿҪȴһֻཱུСèģֹţһϱQһ·
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ݺᡰôõˣ
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ФʥBѵЩ˼һ·ȥСè̺ߺŴ~
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𣬾ǲô~˵Ƥҧڣҧڣžǲ𴲡
ФʥBͳˣ֮£۠Dš
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ۣФʥBڣɵãӶû緹ǰʵڰסȥˡ
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ФʥB۠DԼڣɲҲܵס......
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ţɴôŵȣ
۠DƨƨߵĺФʥBһʱճճģ۵ģϹһȺ˵Ĺۡ
ׯ̣ʵ̲ס˦ӱߡ
۠D˲⣬мãȻĿׯ뿪ıӰ
سǵ¶ļ죬۠D˵ʱɽҲնס
ΪεĳĻǣ²ᡰɽ
Ǵ......ãȻĿܡǵظ
߰ɣȥ󡣡һӣɽ
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ľûǰͷ·ôףȲ˵ǰ˶ٻ¶˵ָܺʹڠD㣬Ҿͱʳǣ
⻰ʱɽ˫䶯ʶ۠Dˣ
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ǰ۠D˵ۣû뵽۠DԼķȻ벻¶
صճʱѾ۠Dһī짱ſֱֻۣСèˡ
ī짱ֻСèġˣ˾ͺá˵ŵͷ۠D˵üġˣˡ
DҲ밢ֵġ˵ʱ˼ֹʡDϲˡ
ҲϲDˣϲ~˵˿ڡȥɣʥBǰɣЩʱ鷳չˠDˣðƣϣǽʵ~ī짶ФʥB֡
ЩǰЦЦչˠDӦõġ
⺢ӣʵϣɱκСӺö......ФҺκһܻᱻᲢ£ФʥB̲סκǹԼСèӣ
ФʥBüôκ˵׺۠DʲôϵΪÿÿҧгݣ
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۠Dβһҧȥ
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۠D뻹ǵͷͬ⡰ڳ˲࣬Ͼսﲻʲô˵һȽǿˡ
ǻΪ㣡ս̲ס㡰㻹ûʱκСӹȻ£зִ磬˺󣬺ߺ~
˭ûѧ~۠Dڡ
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۸ͥԺԼүһֲõģȻûзֺԺԺ,ʱƺû뵽۠D˻Ȣޣ......
ҪʱջȥסѧɣҲϲīű㿪ڡٿӸԺӳ
ǹĺսһĨ,ܾóɻԼ˯ѧԺԽԽˣУʲôʱ˵ԼϲѧԺ,
ðɣ۠DûǰȷϲѧǶɣûè
ФʥB˴ׯ۸ҵ¶Ҳû
۠Dȴ¶أȥ۸ǻ˼ҲñˡλұʹԺӣڶʱʥBһ˯~
⻰üīһ㶣漴ֿФʥBͷȴֲ˼ֻ֪Сèǿˣ
ī짰޵ׯˮСֳ͸ͷģ
Сӱ˵ͷèˣǴͷӣ
ׯȺСģ̾ϢҲֹ֪Щʲô
ƵóϲСӣ񶼲֪ԼǶôϲѹŷŭ֪˵ɶֻԼλ
۠DצФʥBɾָʱѾһһѱıסԼүĴȣá
֪ķˮʦǧƸ룬ǧ
˲ˮһƵͥԺһƯֻϧѲƣװϽˣԾǮ˼Ҳ˼
۠DڵǮں
缸ձˣ۠D˵ʱдţݶ£ֻһݽīһŵġ
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Ҫ𣿡һ߶ָʡаȤ֮ģүȢĸĶұҲ
ׯȻˣֻܴұߵ.....
ûҾˣ˷˵קͼֽչˮһ£ĶҪ޵ģ
ׯԶԶģƺû˼
۠Dһ˵ԶЩڣ𩲦ŪͷD˵ɣǶν
īһżˣ۠DѾ˸ǻϣôҪһ
Dһ𿴿סһģڲϤѵŪ㻹ҪԼ·īԼĸмֺɸ֡
һ˵˵ãҿҪεǮһӱ֪⣬ˣȻĲῪڡԱǻ˼һɣԺӣȢҲеطˣ㲻ȢǰҲиס
۠D˲ͷ룬漴ɥ۰Ͱ͵ĳ˼Ǯ......ұҸŲҼҸá
⻰ʵʵڵҭסˣϾ⻰̫ʵ......
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¶˵رԼҼһһο˵ˣŽӴҲ׵ⶼûһÿסĵط췿ʱǰû뵽ڼȻ뵽ˣǱҪá
⻰ﻰ˼۠D˽ҲеطסФʥBЩ졣
˭׼һ˼ҪԼҹү檵ģ
ԼҵĸеĺùүȢվࡣ
ׯ˵ļȻǼлиҪ۠D˶ǹĶ۠DȥѰ۠Dȴû˼ҡ
۠D£ī짼ҲٷԣϾⷿ䵽ôã˵㣬ÿ;ס¹ŵģǿģֲī짵ġ
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~۠D˾Ҫ仰ȸκͷţȥݷá
ˣҾŲè͵Ļᡣ
ⲻã϶ᵣĵģɿФʥB֡һԴкϻ~˵žܡ
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ķκֻ۠Dˣûʲô뷨ʥBׯˮϾǴʱȻҪ˵
󵼣СڵʱͷľסκңһίҲ˵˵ƫκС߿࣬κҳ棬ƾʲô˵˵žͻǼҲǲģʥBҸЩӲ˵ˣսƤˠDˣֱֻקˣ
...⣬ֶκԹȽѡţ̲סο
۠Dκ˴סһʱſַֻСè̻ȥЪϢǰΪԼÿܻһΡ
صʱѾƣ룬ĹФʥBϣԼط
ī۰Ͱ͵ĳţҲ֪ܴԸճɻûõС£ֻתͷԼҸϡ
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īѵû˵ü˳۵ĸԼү裬˳ȣģ˵ʹ촦ٹĸƣõġ
ׯë׶ſˣЦǺǵۣѵԽ
˵ʵĸҲ̫Ͼ۠DûԼķɵҲǵɷ򣬺ȻƹȥǰеΣǵҲǹȥǰƽƽġ
ƣֻǼˣˣǣǵȹϵ
δϵĺ𩻹Ƕ۠DЩ˼ׯ󆙣ﶼ
תͷҪѵЩ졣תһ룬Լôε
۠DԼϲĸҪʲôģҲԼǸģã
۠DϲˣԼԶȴһܲס......
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ͷ˯īźԼүһͬºתһ룬......
ҹɶأׯ񶼿˯ˣ˭֪ī짲̫ƽѹѹӣ
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ѽǿͨҵܱˡׯΪź
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ФʥBĿ³߰˰ˣЩΣʱȷоԺ߶û뵽......QAQûˡ
۠DȴǺһԹԳԷԵһʱ䲻ð䡰¸磬Һһȥѧɡ
Ϣ죿ī짵Ŀŵ
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һӵ˶һֹȻ,аԵɵĿ۠Dˡ
ս̲סһ̾΢㣬̫۸ˡ
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۠Dҧҧ´ǲתܡ
ī֪¶Ǹ۠D˻ء
֮ǰǲòݣҪ...ֻèǻˣ
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˼ţЩĿĸ޲ȥʱý۠Dȥ......ϲ
۠DССӣϲ׼ĺӻܽϽϣϻء
ƺߣЩ죬δڣǽǰһĶԷļФô
ûɢ˰˾䣺Ҳ٣۠Dεϱƺ·
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սڽڿĻ΢΢üͷȴûԡ
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˵䣬չŵѾƼֻСҰè̾ϢüġҾ֪
۠DЦͣºФʥBĻƥ,ϱһƥһƥǺ̿ȥսˡ
չŵ¿ФʥB΢΢ͷСʱ飬һѱġ
~˵űקФʥBȥµСԡϧҪûúüꡣ
ȵȵνλǵȲ˵۠Dȥһԭ˵һȺµҰȺǼʲôʱȥͷƥȫףë֫ǲȺ̿
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߽սδͣԽԽҵļơ
ƥֻҪûվ͹ˡչŵ±һƥݸ۠Dˡ
ɲչŵܱö۠Dܱ
۰Ͱ͵ĳŶԷ˸ۣƥСŵϡƥ̿Уȡһ֣
ŶǾͽС̼ɡҲȫںڵģͦƯ~
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ФʥBսѾһսУµȷеҪһƥȻƥһԡ
˵ͷܺã㶯˼ʲôʱȥף
⼸ɡչŵ¿۠DˡȥʱֻèУ
Ͳ۠D˺ߺž조һϡ~˵űȥƥСֹ׽ɶأ
ФʥBû©չŵϵıӣǱӵĳȱʵD˵ı̵ģ
ҽ̵ģַ......κС̵ģD̫ûĶվס˵Ŷס۠D˵աúദ֪𣿡
~DͷЦD˺ϲ
⺢Ӿ޷ӣ̫˲ˡչŵЦҡͷκСڣ࿴ɡ
ȻһġȴԽκ۠D֮Ĺϵ
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۠Dֽ˼Ƭ̡һ֮ձҸа֮ʱκԼĸѳԽ˵Ƿʱ嶯¶ĸ顣
ҪΪݸ飬ֻ·ߡһԽ죬...κң۠DҲң൱֣Ǳһӵֵܡ
ʱվɢһ.....ϲ׼ǶܳΪ΢Ѱˡ
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ߵĺŶûҲ⡣
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ĨRبQ
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㡢ȦȦʲôģҷǱʫľˣ
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Ҹ磬֪~˵۵۾Ц
⻰īȻ֪۠DΪλԼ˵ȴԴ
Ҳס
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κԴδ۹۠D˶Ǹ᲻ȥľûϲ˭ׯĸˣЩǣκ̫̫ˡ
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ţǺӱڻࡰȲ˵ЩˣȥԷɡ
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ФʥBһĨ,˵ֻ,ƤٺҲŲס
⼸,ȥľɲѾڲԭ⽨Ӫկʺб˳Ѹµľɲһںϡ
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ܾã״̬ȥ,۠DⱲӶ̫иԼյү......
Ȼڻлؾ˵ԼҪͷ˵ȻӦѱһҪ£Լʥϲܣתͷ......
ȵȣղƺׯ󆙵˵Сè
Ȼûˡ
۠D˲ͷĿׯ뿪ıӰԼԽԽ䵭ˣԼٳ⣿
......īҲЩΨһϸ۠DιҲһˣͷź޲ڵذٸӰԼ˵ФʥBҲЩⲻȥҪ˵˽˵˵ˣƺ˵ФʥB۠DˣŪƵġ
̰īҲ⣬οФʥB۠D˵ļƣһӣ۠D˾˸ФʥBûá
۠DûҲ;죬¶ƺô֮

ׯÿһո۠D˰ΣԼķڿ졣
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ڶҪ䣬û˼Է
۠Dצӳ緹צӵݸׯ󆙣һֻצӻ贵ģġ
ׯޱİָȥ漴üͷĿ۠Dˡ˵ʲôˣ
۠Dûͷצӡ
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۠DצӣĿˡ
ׯ󆙼Լһӻ𣬵ȼ˦ֺȻԼϧӣĪҪҿˣ
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ֲ²ļƣգׯ󆙼˸ɴ˦ȥ
ϵļī짻û˵˭֪սȴ磬͠DСƢǿ˵㡣
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ĺսһʱΣֻСèôҲ֪£ܲסġ۠DСʲô¶ûˣ
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ǲǳԴ˭Ҳ˵ãׯҶԼҷ˼޹
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Ѽī짼ˣׯ󆙶֪ʲô
ФʥB֪۠DӹǲãҲûڣʱ棬Ƶ
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ˣȻδķ顣
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˵ЩοԼ˼ΪϡФʥB⣬Ȼ
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ФʥBߺ󣬼ī뻹ȥׯ󆙵ԺӣԼҶú̸̸
ׯᣬŻ˺Ǹ˵¶˭֪·ˣ֪Ǹ˫̥
ʱպϵ¶Լûע⣬˼գҲνԼӽʵܵס
˭֪ʱЩ⣬ЩҪԼˣˮ󆙵ЩŷӵǺӣѰҽԼĺʴϻۣҽͽܡ
겻ڼңүⱦ⺢ӣֱѧɹ
ĸУҪ˵Լƫĵ¾ˡׯׯˮͬҽΪ飬ǳʱڿβѾһƬʱɿβȻҲźպó˴򽻵
ҲöˣǷǶ࣬СçΪȴԲսҲǣ֪ؾᣬδ˶ɵˡ
ƫӲȻȻڸ϶ֱӶçײϲϲˣϲӵҲ޷ɡ
۠Dϲģһʼϲ
ϲ⺢ӣϲһܵĳΣιģСܵФʥBĳΪλв죿
ׯ󆙿ҽ飬ûֵȻ̬üͷ˼ֲ졣īǰ̲סָ̧Ǻӵüģֻ̾Сèʲôʱ򣿡
ôׯĿⶼδ뿪
īǱ飬ֺγ֪ǿװ򶨣ϾԼģͷһⰡDˣҲϲģΪҪʹȣҪԼ˲˼
ϲңׯûҰɡ
󆙣ī̲סغ漴̾ϢD׽ˣD˱ǵķΪβԸ¼ӣ׽׽ЩD˶û鷿γǲĵģ
ӣǵķׯ˵ǲ조֣˵Ǽ޸۠Dˣ㲻ԼǣôҪˣ




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ɵī짶Щƣ롰治ϲD,ΪμʥB׽,ôĲ,Dϲĸ,ǶԲǺ,
ׯҪֻϾķ˵̫ˡôϲ,ʺ,ܳΪ,ФʥBϲ,,Ǽ˴׳үǣһˮֻֻڵСүϲĽǼûá
ī짾˵ЩˣǿѹǷݲ죬Ȱ˵Ǹ֣߰ϲʲôүүҪ߰ķүұΣ
ѹûҪҸүǻԼúõĹӲǺܺãׯ󆙲üҪӣٹңФʥBӱˡ
󆙣УīҲѹסƢ㵽Ҫʲôүĸϲ״Ԫ֮ţոǿߣòʣ䣬ʲôҲƢãòáϲĲķҲôȻ֪ɠD˳ЩһϣȻ䲻ɣ£⣬ʲô˲ģƢԸ񣬶ٸҪҲģDϲ㣬ڶŭγϲDˣֻǾàDûٰעϸеˡ
ķϹ˵֪ΪΣׯ߳ŭζ
ī짼Ǳʹգ΢̾־ΪФʥBϲDˣƳĺãƳ㣿ԸԣʲôҪǼ˺ΪǸҷãǰD֪ʥBܲʱһ䲻ĵĻɫû䣬ôʥBô˭үػģˣàDҲ㣬ʱ򣬺ڰķҲûӣ˵ŲׯκηĻᣬߡ
ׯ죬һʱ˵......
DˣǺõġ...
ׯ̲סһμǺӣŸգһ磬ſг¾ɵں˯
ûأǺӵĺ·ȻôСһޡԼ뻳ʱ۵ζƺû
ˣɾϲɫҪ...ǷݶԼκͿ
DһֱиңиԼļ......
ȴѾԼĪʱˡ
ЩôҲ飬ƺһֻཱུСè㣬ڵĻš
֪ߵ۠D˵鷿⣬ȴ鷿ڴФʥB۠D˵Ļ
㶼ûˣ˵𱸣ɻĶϧ
ߺ~㶼ü첻ô~˵ƺȥҧġ
㣬֣һİСèԼ˺ˣҲǱŤ
ҲŲأԼԣҳˣ˵žĹĵԱһȻģü첻˼ҳ......˵˵ȥסФʥBĴȣǡ
ФʥBһʱ조ڣҪҪĻͻ鷿ɶô......СèԼҲüô......
ȥһܾĻ۠D˾ըë鷿Ǽīŵģ϶֪˶ϸƤݣׯˮŶ̲סһ䣺ܼң
˼Ҽī짲۠D˿鿴ˣڵϴʱذ䣬˻䰡̺Ǳġ
۠D˶ͲҲϣֱ˯ذˡżҲקһ˯
ʶīҲ鷿ţǵطѹ
ФʥBյľƨɵıӰģ£๫Ť......ȡ
ٴŤڵ۠DһФʥBҧԣԣ
Ϲ֣鷿طƺܾ๫QAQűǱקӡ
۠D˼ˣʱίˣһıӾĹĵĺߺߡ
վׯŷڵĶ˵ζ
Ƿܣ͠DҲйɽϣDĶǾͿͷԼǿ̣Сġ
DϲԼϲϲ.....
Լγֲأ
ķ˵öԣԼֻǲDˣԼ䵭
γֲԼՠD»֮µԶ£
Ұķ˵ȠDϲˣԼڻ
ׯ󆙲֪ҧ´΢΢ĴʹȻѣƿţŻյСDˣƨɺߺߵӣϲ
ϲDˣϲɵϲ۵С飬ϲԼǷ......
ǰѧФʥBӣ˴۠D˵Сƨɡ
Сһƨϵ⵹㡣
ߺߣңԵĻˣ۠DˣҪظĸԼϱԵϱǺϱԼġ
ŶԾǻˣׯ̲ס٩˾䡣
۠D֪ФʥBɲôЦԱׯ󆙣΢΢üûǰལĿֿű𴦡
ȻǷ׽ȥˣĠDˣһ㶼ϲ
ţׯ˼ԣԼԴϣԭǷǷܻǷܱȹȥŨң
ű̲סһ֡ǣǲǸ˾Ǻˣ
⻰̫аʾˣ۠D˶ʱ۾Ļͷϲ󆙸ˣҲϲǣǲԼϲǣͲұ¶
£󆙸ǲԼϲˣ
һ仰¶ֻСһ۾Լſ
ׯ󆙲֪̾ϢǸøˣ۠D˵Դ
ûĸүȴģǠD˵ĻôһҲͦ......
ͷüģһʱ֪ԼľǷȷ
󆙸磿۠DЩȷͷ۰Ͱ͵ĳ󆙸ϲô
Ȼϲġõôգ
ǣ󆙸Ըҷô۠DʵĺСǲֻζǿסԼԼⱲӶ
ˣʣׯ󆙴ûû۠DϵԼмֿܣ۠D˱ĲεĿ𽥰۽Ҳϲãǽعˮ......
ҲϣҲϣ㲻ˡׯŬԼ˼Ҳϲֻ˼ʥBԶҡ
ʥBҷˡ۠DԱƵĻش
Ϊˣôܣ۠D˵ĻٴѹԭǷݾ
ΪǷˣҵİ£Ȼ̲ס׽˵˵ţСèٿׯ󆙡
ǣҲ¶ҲԸ׽˵ţСèԱһӣ۵ȥ
۠D˴㵵ĳׯ󆙣Ȼɿĵͷ漴ҡͷ󆙸粻ϲҵĻǿģ¶οο......һ󆙸ϲ˵Ļá
ϲˣԸҷ֣Ȼǲķޣɵϻǡôһñӣ͵ģ۠D˾Ͳ⣿
󆙸ֲҪġ˵ű̲סȥ˱󆙸ֻǿҺʥBĻңҿ............˵˵ţӨ͸˳Сһſŵ䵽ĵ̺ˡ
ׯĶˣܵ
Զû룬Ǻൽͷ׶ͷüĺ˵ԣޣޣٿ޾ͲÿˣҲû˵ϲ㡣
QAQǱҺĻòϱ
ˡ۠DӣĨ˰󆙸ǲ֪ǲϲ࣡˵ͷҪף׵Ļ֪ǲϲˡ
˵ţׯ󆙱ƼֻèཱུС͡
ׯҲ֪ϲ۠DˣǷϲܰԼиׯԼҲ˾Լķ......Ȼиܡ
ţ۠DԼһһһˣСģׯ͹ȡ
ʶ˿ڿˮͷСȥ......
⣬ʲôѵˮǣ۠Dǵĺ棬Сȥͷ󆙸˫˿ڣȻ㴳˫......
ֻϧûׯ󆙱㷴ΪأݺݵԼҵСè
۠Dǵ۽Ƿ죬СצһһӵקԼǰζֻׯԼ֪......
һǾ۠D˷Լѹڵ̺ϣֻСצӹׯ󆙵ĲӣҲûкβףǺĴȥԼ󆙸ǣڣſڵ󆙸ô
ׯ󆙻ƽǿٵ࣬Ϣҡͷ˵ˣ۠D⺬ģԼϲҪҪ޲ڱЩʲô
ǣ󆙸Ըϱô˵ţǺ۶档
ׯֵ˼ĿǺӣͷ
⶯δ۠D˱ϣȥׯ󆙷ѹ£ǣЦе󆙸Ը˼ҳô
ׯ濴ǺӣЦҡͷԴԼԵ𣿡
۠D룬ٿׯ󆙵ӺԼС壬ʱᣬֺõڡ󆙸磬󆙸~ôô~D˺ܹԵ~
ׯ󆙱СģŪĶ˵ģ˵óʲôܾĻ
ĬƵĵͷ۠D˻һҧסʺ۾ҸʺǷĹ
лҪ˵ҺȻͣһ죬Ϳ...~ȻҲһ~СèҲ͵̲ȥ~




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ɿİׯ󆙵,һ,۰Ͱ͵ĳׯjjϰȥҧģϲĲˡ
ׯ󆙿ڵ,۲֪˦δ,ֹһҪѶľ漴ԼΪСèЩЦӡ
Ҫ˵ƯȻ۠D˵ӸΪƯϸУСjjҲǵۺ,ǸСһ,΢΢̣Ƿཱུɫ󣬿ɰˣ˿ûκηд
ţǸСһҪԼڣҪ......Щǵȵ¶ׯ󆙲֪ΪεģȻȵ
ţ̧һѻСDˣ棬ָмѣۺɫСԴ̽ͷ~ģɰˣͺСʱԵǹƵģׯҪͷ
С۠Dһ漴˫ȷֱׯ󆙵ֳϸûмӣ~
Сèر߳ûЩ顣
Ƕģׯ£΢΢ٶңͷ۠D˵˫ȥ......
ȴ˵һͷׯˮѵúԼҼֵģȻûȣ֪ΪĵӿһİĿ
ַӦƽ͵Լֵܼģ˭֪Ȳδ£ԽԽҡ
˸Ժӣڿһ˵ķڣϸϸĴЩ⣬м־ȵĲܣ֪ǿңδйʶЩǷݸ֪Խ
ԸԡԡͰ˴Σʱζδȫȥ·Сˣɫںδ
үү鷿أƺȥͽģЩʱûˡ˭Ƿ룬СҲûô࣬ʵش𵽡
ׯˮɫʱ࣬ͽͽ⣬Ҫ͵èȥתֺֺЦĺ¡
ĬĬļţֻҪڵʲôʱ......
ׯ󆙷ԼƺС۠D...Ϊȥ󲻻жã˭֪۠DСС󣬵......úͺܴܳ...
ٵĴϢ޲˵ԼƺҲѾ󲻳¶ȻãõıƼԼͷɵ۠Dˣһһŷ཰۵Сƨɣ
ϣֻСƨƯ~еԡ
ׯ󆙾㱻ֻȻΪСҰ޵èڵĻã̲סֻСƨɡ
һ»㣬۠Dһ£̲סһ£Ȼᣬ⻹ð۠DǿСС˲ǣ
۠D˾ȥίׯ󆙵죬˭֪ԼϱȻַƨϡ
һģ۠D˾ͻΪСҰèصĽţҧסһ⣬Խĺݺ~
ׯ󆙱ȻӿٶȺŪĴֲԼֻСһֱܾһֻཱུСҰĹС
֪ΪΣ뵽⣬;ûȣԽ§۠D˵......
ڵ۠D߿ŰСDʱׯ󆙶һֻ㱸С
ɷϣһ......
˵۠DjjѣкҸۣСèƵġ
ׯʱҲعСƨɣЦǰľٶ
۠DڲŲЩ§סׯ󆙵ĲӣԼҸ......
ֻˣׯˮҲǹȳȥʱɲüͷСһԤϵ~
ǲ֪Ƕܣ˴
ׯ§۠D˯һϣСDﶼǵģ۵ģһ˵ϲú˷һû˯š
۠D˯ļã峿Լׯ󆙻ǵׯԽϲ
۠D˱֪ǰϲԼˣ޼ɵڡ
ſҲҲȻͷԼϹڣ۳谮ׯ󆙣мɬĴźε󆙸ô
˵¶ׯ󆙺ûҽⷽ¶Ȼ˽⣬ҲӣȤ״ܵȴ֪һЩ¶
~˵ŵͷסС󆙵
ģׯ󆙱ԼСɷڵĺ٣ѪڣȻЩ˶ԲʲôҹѾȻ˼ֿ
קСɷָȴǻǸźвСDϣཱུСԴһѰ۠Dѹ棬Լ......
۠D˷֣ׯʵжԼ⡣
ºϱϸβʵׯ󆙣ϲ~
ɸҪ̧Ƕȴׯ󆙷֣֪ǳֱˣڵ£á
stԭϱϲ......
۠D˺ܸģׯ󆙳˽¡
˳§ס۠Dˣ
ɸ̹۠D˶ʱᡰϱ¶ܲȰֽ⿪ˣQAQ
ī짱ҲΪׯȥͽģɺͽõһϣ
ðɣСèǿҪһϣõһģ
...ׯ󆙳ʱ۠D˻û
ǰ棬ģĶī짾̲ס㡰Dأôöûã
ڵ˯¡Լǰ˯˵۠DˣСһһСţġ
Ҳû·ľë׵̺ɰ~
Ժ緹ٽȥ˯......
뵽⣬ׯ̲סФʥBֲ̾ФҲ۠D˵Ĵϡ
˭ܵסԼôһֻСһʲô
ο۠Dһܾˡ
뵽⣬ׯ󆙾Լôһˡ
ûõģôûûͺãī짰򡰠Dúˣ˳㣬ʲô¶û𣿡
ǣķʱ˳ûʱҪǺӹԹ~
ǰ˫֣۠DŤúС黨Ƶģ̫~
Ǻӻûȫſɼѩjjʱ޺ףںڵķ˿Ư~
ţׯ󆙱һŻȡ
ׯˮĲԼҶ뷨̣ٿķʹ׵飬ʵڱﲻסչȥ˾䡰СèζΣ
ׯ󆙹Ȼ˶֪ƫƫǴµ治ɫǡ~˵۾ġ
īһ㶣漴֪ΪʲôD˻......
ţֿʼȰ˵D˻С𣬱̫......ʲôڳĶ֪
ׯŶ䶼Ҫˣ۾ģֻ֣Ҫˣ~~~~
ķҲ̫СƠD˰ɣׯˮڡڵҹ~
ϣ⵹ī짶ʱȤȻүһ͵ǽǣɾ廹̫~
̾ű͵ФʥBDô
ôȻǺüˣɣ⻰˵......QAQͦõġ˵Żù򶨡
ī짼λƤ񣬵ƤӻǱȽϱֻתͷԼҶ
˭֪ҶǸ⣡˵ѧҽģⷽ濴ıȽϿ
СǴȵ߶ȵȷ˸飬ĸĬĬ㳷ʱȻ˾ܽᡰһжȲϠD˵ʱıֻСƨ~
ФʥB͵ͷDöСƨ~˼˰~̫ˡ
īдţķҲ뿴ķ뿴
˭֪ׯȴѾǰԸС׼ķˣҪȥιʳ˳ҪЩ......
ФʥBŲûҪռŠDһӣƵóD˲ǻĵˡ
˵ûȢҲ棬ԼǺģûʲôʸʲôһһһ˫ֲʵʵĻ
οͲܡ
۠DֲĵѾǼã˵ʵСģƯĸҲ벻ۣϾҪСԼվ~
ׯ󆙺۠Dڳĳ۹ҲҪӣDٳЩҵȶ˵˵ã۠D˲ͬ⡣
˭ֻ֪Сèͷķǰ˵ϱҪۣϱҪܴӦʹӦοܶռϱ¶˫֧֣~
״ׯ̲ס̾Ϣ۠D˻ټĺү
ҽ꣬Ȼ˲ٱǶķޣӶ޷޷үֵ檻޵ĵز
۠D˿£УƺһжûԼ׽Ҫ
ŻСèׯ󆙾ҹԼµľδд
ķ˵ĶԣԼһֱ۠DΪԼķǾ֪ƥ䲻Լˡ
Լһ۠D˵ŵ㣬Ȼ֣үѰĺˡ
ţͷ˿ڣ˿ڣ˿......
Ժ۾۠D˹죬ߺָԼϱϱķ˵ˣ᲻̰أ
ׯֵۣ˭ôõģ֪ǰʱΪФʥB᲻˼һͬò......
ֻСèԼֻСƨžһĴָУһģ
۠D˱۸ˣФʥBԼһ˼õĸ۠DϲĲˣرͻҪĶʱ
ǿʵļȣִ׳~ɰȫ㡣
ׯܵСèЦЦҲû룬תصԼԺ
һֱ۠DңϾҽ߽ҽԸΪһı֣߼գǲһ°ɣ
лҪ˵...Ե...ȻҪҪ²¿һֻ




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۠Dճ,ֲ̫ճˣæ,ұ,Լ顣
οϿ,ֻƴƴСèһ˼ͺսһ
˵ս״Ԫ֮Ų٣۠Dֽʱ,ִܷ˵ѧʶжߡ
徭,ȵȣɬ٩٩Լļ⣬۠Dǳ
ΪˣսµҲͣڿ,һ˼Ľ̵ֻշǷСè̡
۠DвŻ,֪ģϾܿϾˣǵڶ֤۠D˲Ż硣˭֪⼸µĽӴȴԽȡ
۠DܹĿ㵹Ҳˣ֮Ѱһܶͨɬ鼮䵽ǰδҪġ
츳ǿ״Ԫ˵˵
Ȼκʿ˵ƱҪ״Ԫ֮ʣڳҲˡܿʿȻ
ϾǲӼˣܸ߾״ԪмΣ
¿⻰˵˵......
Լ͵Ƕû츳Ǽ񵽱......ׯи
ţָһҳϵĻD˽⣬˽京塣ЩʱҲD˵ĻЩСʱáЩ˼۠D˵Ҳֿ졣
ʱ鷿ĴźȻƿ۠Dʶ̧ͷۣ漴ȥ󆙸~˵Ĳȥ
ׯγȥҽ˰£·糾һ·ӱ޵ĸϻء
սճӱ㲻ɺЦҲң֮ˣһ·е˵
µǵֻСèһĴô˰ɣ
ţԼԾ۠D˵ĿԽ͡
ڿ飿˼ǰׯ󆙵ǵĽ§Сè̲סüʵ
~۠Dͷǡ
ǣҺѧϷΣׯ˼Ŀ鷿ڵ˾
ս¶ʱˣԴֵD˿Ҫƾˣ㣡
ǿõɣɷˡ˵ߡ˵ĵܴһ棿
ս˦ӱ˹ģȻû¶
۠Dſׯ󆙻۰Ͱ͵ԼˣȤ˦˦βͣͷԼ˸ǡ󆙸ô
·㲻ʲô˵ţԼһҽڣҿʼʣ𲻳ҪСƨŶ~
۠D˻û񣬲֪ԷȦףɵһߵͷһ߻ԼֺúôǴأ
ׯ󆙸ĶصȻǠD˵㿩~
̫ˣԼһֱ󆙸۸ڿԷôȭһҪ
ׯ󆙷ҳ顰ǧ𷽣ڶʮʲô
ţҽ󆙸ˣ
𲻳ׯ󆙿ɲ־ͰĿӣ۠DſԼƨɱһϲãֻСƨɶˣ~ٲú㣬ҪԼˣűֳ˰ֱ߳ȥ
...QAQ
һ𲻳һⷣ£Լʮˣһôû
Ƣ۠D˶㲻ɣҪȥˡ
ׯ󆙼þգһѹһߺˣ۠DͷԺЦף׾Ͳˡ
˵ţͷ˫䵽΢΢Сƨϡ۵ļཱུĴü......
۠D˳̣˵ӣߵģ˭֪ûߣƤ׵ķۣԽеԲ˵϶֪һ㡣
żˣׯ̲סһһţ......
۠Dſϣһ֧򦣬ԼɷزǲĪЩߣ
Ȼ׹ˣǸò˰ɣׯСƨɡһ⡣
ʲô
QAQ챻Ű޵۠D˾ſԼϱײˡ
ɣׯ󆙻
˶ҽοײ~
ʱī۠DЩֵ˾䡰ôˣˣ
۠DĬĬᣬܺ˼˵Լϱһƨɣƨۣ
սһЦĶͻڵ۠DˣڡD˺ͶһѧϷڵİɡ
Ŷ~ī짵ͷ
һӵˣź̴Ӷ̲סŵͷһ۶ı顣
۠Dżī짶һʱˡ(@A)  ҪѱĽࣿԼ......
ī漴Լˣ۠D۰Ͱ͵ĳԼ˵ı˾䡰´עЩDˣҩ
Ȼֺ~۠DԲ ɦءɡ
СƨɿԿ~īҲϲ̵ˡء
ʱķɿ죬ת۾͹ˡ¶ׯҪĲǹ꣬ҲǰҰİⳡֻϡ
Ǹ۠Dʰ׼ǰǰǡ
ȥ·;ңԶ·;رߡҪԶʮֵԶ
ճѾڱ߽֮أ
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īָһ㣬ڹʮԪʱ˳קϸ췿ӵҲæһ׼Լǿˮģ
ī짾ǲҪռֿġ
۠D˰ҹﺬһӣǰҾʹʥBȥ
⻰ʱԭֵ......
ȷһʼ˭û˵״ˣ˭۠D˺Ȼôڣȴò˸Գ˼
Dô뵽ʥBأһ·;ңԶչġī짲ĵŻһ۠D˵Դ
ƿҪȥҳǣ۸סʥBڹȻýȢЩ۠D⻰δ˵Ҳ¡ׯҵȻᷴԣΪʲôֻһˣǸ......
DȥƿģʥBһ˲㣬οΠDܸأѵҪڸ֮ձһǷϲãŵûбܿԼҸĻī짷ģʼչա
밡ˮÿ꿪󶼺æǲڣ󆙸һֱæģǰҾƼʼ׼ҩÿ괺ڶҪϻУ˵ѾΪõĽ¸ˡӣһҶæʥBʵҲæα¶˳ˣͲòקһ·ô~
⻰ﻰⶼΪ˿ǣīһʱ˵Ļ޵ĵۼٿӰԼ˵ĸתͷ۠D˵ûпգԼҷҪϾϿǼ˼æ¶ʱһȥˡˮӸȥܣϹͷǷſģ󆙣ҪСҪ￴Ű죬ǼңһѻЩҩģ
δ䣬û˵𩣬սµڡұʹ۠Dȥģ˳һЩѧʶ
īĵͷתڻ׼ѾסԴĺ𩡰ɻˣܣαʲô߰ĻᣬһȥǸ͵ܣҴȣ㰢Ըʦдţôȥƿϱǵȥμʲôƨ˲ɣ
֣˵ˣֻȥƿΪǵġ۠DǸģԼϱΪѣȻ˵
ɼī˭˵һִ۠Dˡɣ˵㣬ȥҲȥ
۠DΪѵ죬ФʥBͷ˵ˡ
ϣ۠D˾ȥׯˮǸˮҪæĻԼ·ɣǷֿߣֲ֪ġ
ׯˮС֧򦣬һֲŪ̡ΪôúŪ
־֪Ҳο԰ֶԣұϾҵһֻ۱һֻ۵ġ۠Dء
ׯˮЦ̧ͷǴϻ۵ְ꣬ӵһաû£ҸպôȥǣЩϵ¶ҪһͬҲް
ŶǾͺ~ллˮ硣˵űǡ
ׯˮ۠DȥıӰȴ̾Ϣ⺢ӣ̫......
ׯȻأ۠Dȥ˵ǽͶʼûڣǱݺݵ׽Ū˶٣˫ԼԺӡ
ҺʱλһһѱдŻڹԼʦ......
۠DˣסֻСèĴȰܲ鷳֣߰һԹԺһȥģС˳ôһеȷûʲôвɣʮСаôиɶѵţСèô
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ս߶ûҪ˵ɶȥ۹ε~
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ϵĶҪܵ¶Ȼá
ԴǰҲûҲʹ죬˭ֵĿǰ壬Ҳ¶
һչׯ󆙲ӭŷѩţǧϣڳʮջ
糾ͣ¶˼ڡīķۣ˲ٺóԵģһ߷Ըׯ󆙡԰Ե㣬⼸նôࡣһתͷ͸۠Dιʳרõι




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ׯĨ˰,ðķһ,Լ㡣̫ˣųԵС贵۠Dˣׯ󆙾ҪС,
Ҫ·,кüûƼׯ󆙵۠D˰Ͳס˼ҹŵׯ󆙵
ɹõׯ󆙴סһֻСè۵աộˣ
QAQ۵۠D˶ʱᣬܾÿζԼϱ̣,̣Լϱġ
Ȼ,ֻҲ룬ͷԹԵľС조ףֻҪ׾ͺá
ׯ۵飬ֺֺЦЩͣ˸أҲΣϾǽкպ½˶ˣתжˣͷϣŷҪԼ
ƽղȥҲˣƫ½Ϊˣׯ󆙶弸֣ˣǿϧֻܸ˸ء
۠D˵Ĵһۣ΢СͷԼ̽
ׯѵûзΪ԰ǣż׵鴦ֻСè̻ߺ
ׯţǷǵñʱ۠D˾Ȼ˿
üȴ۠D˵ͷ·Ƭ̰׻СӱӳΪСһҧֿʱ۠DȴԹԵԼȲԼȣղ˲Լء
ׯ̲ס˴ǵ˵Ҹ
һҹΣׯ󆙵ڶ糿кúýֻ˵Сè
...۠D˳ȥ緹ʱ۵...
ī짳̲סǰ˾䡰ִСƨˣְҩ
۠Dûĵۼī짡ۣͬΪ֪ׯÿδСƨɶǼīĵʱʱԼҩȻȻQAQԼī짶ֹׯ۸ԼΪ
룬ԽФʥB~
˵ϱο̫뺷ϱȻУԼСܲס......
³ʮ۠DϾϿκȻУͬʱĻЩЩԶĿƺˡ
κһ۠D˵Դһ߲ĵȥ˾ǺҪʲôֻȥ۸㣬㱨κҵţû˸Ҷ㣬ʥ¶Ҫκҵ
ֻСè绨ͲסҪġǻ˿ɶˣȻϱǷһûסһʱ˵ô죿
ϣǺòġڿƿǰԺӣúøϰ֪Ŭ״Ԫ˵¸۠DѹֻæûҲû¶ϾD˻Сʮꣿϣʮ˾ȻСģȻҲʮˣ͸ʱһһ
īκԼָ˵ģģСḛ̀˿ڡׯֲǳصģүѾˡȿϣۿʲôֱ˵ҪʲôȻ̺·
Ȼô˵ׯڹٳȻǰ~κڡD˺˵ҶȻ쵽~
DҼҵģƾʲôҪ˵ī짵ըë
۠DĬĬţ۶......
ȥһһ׵ͣ£ĳԼ۠Dκˣ֣~ٲ߸ϲǳأҪ¶޽ͷģ˵Ż졣
⻰˵֣һ˿·
ˣƥƥƥʱˣҲܻ
۠Dڵһս±Ҳ뵽·;ңԶ費ʱձɴȫͬ۠D԰æһϰΡ
żȥɢɢģ˻
Ҫ˵׿һУȫĺԼҸУ⻹ǵһΡ
۠D˵Уڸϰ˱ͺФʥBͬķ羰
Ǵ꣬ƥڻֻͺս£һڣΨ˶ˣ۠D˸ϰֻСèж
һͶ󣬾곤ׯˮФʥBҲʮģһȺµĵһһţճ˹ճǾм˵ļơ
ׯˮصĮӣᶺ۠DˣԼҼܴܵ»~
ա֪⸽һȪǲ磬ҿһա
簡ǲų죬Ҫ𣿡𩲻ȥȪܾׯˮõĽüˡ
ЦЦۣȴͷһ·ߡ
ǽһ̼ңµʶׯˮˣҲ໰˼䷿ԿףԼȥ䣬Լ׼緹㲻ٹǡ
ׯˮϲԿһ飬ϵ˭èһ𣿡
۠D˻û⻰⣬ׯ󆙺ФʥBȴһ죬ȻбèҧҲⷽ¶ˣһ𣡺......δйҲδ
ФʥBƤûׯ󆙷ŵÿȻѣһԵ۠DҲ~Ĺĵľ죬ׯˮҺͽ¸˯~
պ˿ˮĺ𩡰ۣô֪ԼҵܵѾйˣ
ս¼ᣬ΢̡ϹʲôDֻϣһϰˣ
ãҲûµô˯ȥȪˣ˵......
ɣФʥBǹŰˮʱһ......
ȵȣDĸȪۣսµȪվʡ
ׯˮԶű򿪣۠D˻ĺС·ʱϵҲһ
Ҳ٣㲻ɣûǻǸ㲻˰ɣѠD˵ԼҸܵˣôҲû뵽ԼҴҲеӵһ졣
ڳ򶨵ĴžѾèй......
ФʥBǱȥΣ˵ᱻȾ......
Ǳ߿ƮɢһɱζԶ......
ղ۠DҪʱһ䲻ͺ𣿣õ᣿
Ƭ۠D˴һǳɫԡۣȻССѼͲٺģӶǸġ
˭׼ĲԶ...۠D˴ϻġԼСܽһĸҲûʲô⣬С˾䡰ôǱȥˣкô
˵䣬۠D˾Ͱԡ۽⿪ˣˮ......
QAQ֣ǻ޲ȥģĪ죿
Զļī֪ĻοĻشɵ˵û£ѾǶ޳ȥˡ
£۠D˻ˮԼҸû˼˵ﻹЩ֡
ǵһȪأȤˡ㲻ǵΪַӦϾСء
ˮȣһԵʯͷԶĵطĺ۠D˷ſʯͷϣֻС̧̧ˮ档
Ҫ֪һ㣬ˮʱСƨɾͻʱʱĸָ......
ǸղŻмֲ˼ĸǣһΰĿ䵽۠DǱˮݵİ͸Сƨϡ
ϣ֪ׯΪɶôϲ۸~ԼƼöСƨҲ֪Щɶ~
......ܾþ۠DСΣм䣬ԿĲǼ۠D˱ռס˱......
ƣСཱུģëûûвɣ
ֻгׯˮ̵ףСж
¹ٴΪԼľе......
ϣϣƼˣȻǷཱུɫСjjžͺۺӡ
ȵȣִƼ绨ˮĽൽ
۠D˲ݾã˻ˮ̫Ҫȥ͸͸Ųһˡ˵űСƨɣһһĽ˾Сݵš
۠D˻·뿪Ǽ𽥻ع񣬲ɫ죬Ҳ֪Щɶ~
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湻...
ϣ۠D˶һ˰ռһ䷿һС......
սǲ˼ȥˣФʥBƤׯ󆙵ҪȥġҴƼ۠DˣﱾЩ뷨ʵûȤȥͬܵĵļңοֲһˣЩӦҲν
һȺˣ˯һиҪȺܵЦ
...Ȫžžžôʵ֣۠DΪ˿
ȵȣǰȪʱǲʲôԣ
СèűԽ......
ůڽʱ۠DǰеӶ£ׯ󆙱ƽˣڶ컹Щû
ս۱㲻ٶŶ飬ФʥBûúþıСèˣƤ䵽§Сèߺţ̹Ľ
۠D˯Ѻȴ̫ƽˣ䡣
ФʥBΪǺ˽ԼģԼҪĽࣿ
ȵȣǻϣ棬߻Χźü
۠DƨһơϹ֣
۠D˲ģûȪžžžĽ࣬ѵôžžžĽôׯңûκúúԼžžžģʱ仹۸Լ
ФʥBԼɺˣԼӦܳɡ
ֻϧФʥB.....
Ƭ̣ﵽϵФʥBųڴ۠D˿Ľл޶ԡ޺ĶȴԼ˻ĵĵЦ
뾩ʱ۠D˰ָ㡣ȪžžžôУžžžôУžžžûУžžžҲûУҰžžžûУ¥žžžûУջžžžûС
ȵȣһ·ԼûгԹ⣡
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ﲻˣһĩҲˣҪôģˡ
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Ī۠Dŭ,ĹĵĵԼҸ,޶ԣǱˣԵϸտķ䡣
˿ھ,۵ĳФʥBׯ󆙡ȥ,
ΪβȥׯҲʡ͵ĵơɲһ˵ķ
⻰⣬úһƲƲ죬תͷǡ
ЩսȲ,ʱ۠D˲,ŵʱҲ࣬ԴסвᣬֻҪ۠D飬һšʱΪ˷ҲǴѧòһ˯һ
ˣս¸Ϊ۠D˽綼ûʲôЩ
˶ȥ˭֪ġ
ûƿҲûս±ǵŪЦɴʳԼҶǰתˡ
ׯҲ֪D˵ΪˣͦǿģûҪЩӵ治㣬ֵǶڣղǳ˵Ȼᱻûж
......ׯվ۠D˷ǰ֣ԼҲˣֻСèĲ......
ФʥBֱ֪ײȥ˭֪ׯˮ˵ǠD˰еģ˵
ո·ʱ۠DҲûһ緹ֱţһ飬һק棬ФʥBƤȥ壬޶ԡ
ׯŲüֻСèʲô᲻֪
ȥûû뵽СҲԽԽˡɵײģקӵϣһ
˳⣬ׯС·´ůůһ㶼о⡣
ߵһ˵СϪԣׯ󆙰ֻСèȥӸµĸ۠DˡôΪвˣ
۠D˱ˤˣô˵ίˢˢӿյһ˦ӣԼǰߡ
ׯʵʺϺ۠DˣսºФʥBȽʺϣһƤһϾû۠Dߵǵز
ׯ󆙼ˣҲڻͷϣȻҪ˳ƢϾ塣¸ɴߣ۠DС첲Сȣֲ鷳ӣµԼ˾ͻ㲻ǸԼʱ˳Ҳһ
˭֪ׯһֱСʱû߻Щˣһ·ղߵĵطѰȥ
˭֪СʱҲûҵˣ°ˣǱ֪ƱҪŪԼɣҵƱҪݺݽѵġ
Ѱ˻ûҵһĿ˳ȥƼһʯͷһСŵСèίıŲ֪ץ......
ׯۺʱεضҵԣȻʯͷϷ档
۠DһߣᶼĨɴԼ
ׯŵģ˵ǰĲˣֱ۵ҪҪɣ......
ʲôүһġׯ֪ԼĴ֪壬ʶѵ˾䡣
˭֪۠Dſ޵ĸίˣһĨһšԲ𡣡֪ԼͲүѾŬˣһˣҲпţзļҲ......
ˣˡׯ֪ŵˣû¶ԼƢһڣֵԽʰû˵˼
ң֪ԼǸɷҲһүӣԣԲ......ǣǠD˲ãDˣD˻Ŭĵġ۠Dµıҷ˵
ô˵Բ⣬Լ˶Ļ......
û˵㲻áׯ󆙼ʹ̻ˡǲϲĪҪġ˺үһʲô˼
ǣǠD˲ãDˣD˸үǣͣ͸һ......޼ˣˡ
һһѱģׯûţԼһӣݺԼΪʲôҪ˵ǰǾ仰
û¶D˺ܺãĺܺãøģĲøģû˼˵űһᣬֲġ
۠D˿ɲԼ޵ֱҡͷׯ󆙼״ֻһһ߽·һߺķ˵֮ҪһһǼ̫ˣDģúãҵүʺϣ͠Dʺϡ
۠DһĿצӣԼԼš
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żɫٲãǽͱˣ̾˿Dˣû㲻үӡ޵ıǰԼûʱġ
ׯ֪˵ү⣬۠D£ɻġ
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ңһ÷ġ۠D˼˵Ǳϳ۸ҪһҵĿ˭ŨҡԭΪˣмˡ
ɣׯ󆙾Ȼ˵⻰ǲԼԼã
ڹճƼүԼ۠D˿޵Խˡ
ׯ󆙼Լ˰޹һŭˣ
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еĿ־ׯ󆙣֪۠D˾ĸߣ׽ˣɸߵز벻ġ
˵ʵׯ󆙺۠D˷֮񣬵׻Щ...ȷԼĸ顣
ʱֻǵĲԸ۠DԶˣԼ˺Ͱ⣬ɣô˵أ˵ʲô
ׯ󆙵̫˳ׯˮ׻̳ϣܵĿܵίҲʦţԵĿͷҲ٣źʦֺʦ¶ׯ󆙴ûĸսԼǸѧδ޶¶ûФʥBˣλСԿ೤ġ
ׯ׸ҽСʱ˶𾴳۠DһԼʵԺϤֻôԼᣬ۠DôԼϲĽ
𣬱ᣬ۠D˵ģϲϲϲⱲӶ᲻÷֡
ȻĶȻһ쿴Ŀ˼־ͽ䱸ʱأ
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۸̫ƽǶܵĿ࣬˭֪ķ޷ΪõЩʲôز
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ҪЩ۸ԼģԼ˶֪۠Dʲô裿
Ŀ࣬ʹƱҪʮٱıȥ.....
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뿪ҳʱ۠DôԼ˵
δӦκ£ȷ嶯ˣ嶯Ϊ꣬οǲӦƱػʧȥκ顣ǿ۠Dġ
۠D˰Ĵ㶼ˣʲôûϣ˴ϾƱܰѻ̰£Ҳˡ
۠Dˣһ·˳˳ˮׯġ
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۠D˻ɵĿҪ֪⻰ĵĻֻΪ˺Լ
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ҲȻׯ󆙰۸ʱ۸۠D˶νܵʱܣǸԼʱĴ
۠D˾ԼҸܿġ
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˫Ŀ֪⺢ϲױ
ҽβ㣿ٶʱȱŻĿ
ׯԽ۸ζ۠D˵ģǺŨŨĿɬ˭˵ɣ
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ߺߣ۠DԼСϴ˸ҰžžžԲӱžžžԲ
žžžܸõϱı飬ܹˣܴ̼~󆙸ҧĸƺҲúܴ̼ɽһԡ
ű㲻ͣׯ󆙵ӣ߰ӹ۠Dˣ֪Ҳ⣬۠D˺֡
û뵽Ұ⻹һȤζر۠D˵ķӳ~ֽţ˷ܵģֻԲСƵģҧ
˺ׯ򦣬ָ˫ݣȻͬһ......




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һ󣬽Ҳˡ[*****$======С=f=W=====*****]*ׯˮҵŵֻʱ,ߺߺߵЦ
ׯڸоʱʹ·,Ҳ۠Dʰ׵û뿪Լ
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۠DȻׯ󆙵,ԥԴҶϱԴ¶ߺ~
Եׯˮﵽʱ,ֻţء
彣˴۠D˵ƨɡ˰ɶ˶,Ҳ³,
۠D˱,ĵŤŤׯ󆙸оĿĽĵۡ¶ްɣ˵۠D˵ԴüġDǲǻûҰ
ţ~ׯˮʱ䶼׵һ·Ҳŵļá
ҵͶ޵ĵطʶδһ¶Ұġ
𣬿ҰɶĶûᡣ
¼е棬۠DȻᷴԡ
ׯˮϾֳģ۵ܵܣҲչ۠DˣԼҶ㱦۠DˣﻹЩζ~
תͷȥţФʥBͺ𩱾¶Ұĺ֣տһ𩻹Ū˵ۣĨҰϣǽһ~
۠Dһֱׯ󆙱ڻʳԵġ
ׯ󆙲ֵļׯˮЩ棬Ͼڳûʣׯ󆙺۠DФʥB˯ź󣬲űֳе档
СģȻЦ˼ȴˡ
ׯҲĵͷDǸѡķûƴˡ˵űһĨЦ⡣
ׯˮͬܵܣϲѰһиˣǸеο
۠D״μʱ㿪ʼʱׯˮȻ֪⺢ӵĲ֪ĺãȻԼûģȴʺǼܵǡһФʥBᣬСҲǵģڲ֪ݽȥ˰ɣ
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DˣǸү
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οս״Ԫ֮ţıʿԣһ治һܶù
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۠DǳЦѾѹӣүҲǳ¶
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κûȢޣᱻСסȢ˹ĸҲܲ......
й۠Dˣ
ФʥB˵׾ǸУ۠D˱϶ԷȨȢ˰ɡ
Ҫ˵۠Dļƻ湻صģǸں󹬵ͣ˲˵̫̫ѿ......
иҲǿ빬ˣȰǸŪȥﷴ˺֮£ǰ˵㣿
ة̫̫ıңһ塣
Ҫ˵һҴǴڵʥҪǻʱվǱߣȻȨȴסԼͬĸʮӳʮү
ĸϣҲڼ̬ƽվڻԣӮöԷΣȢ˱֮Ů
ϼһȻСľҸ˸үӸûϲ̫֮λܲˡ
ϼһﵹעţԵȴǲ
ҲƼʱ˴ׯҹүУע⣬κţ޶ԡ
ϾǴ̣ߵϵ¶Ҹģ͵ݣֻ......ȥˡ
ǰ׼׵ȴСӻ˺£
µĵѱҪС֪֪ԼǸʲôĪҪ˽볯Ϊ٣Ҫ˭Ļ
ɶ˵ˣ۠D˿ϣʴϻۣŰбݻġ




101

Ȼڲ˯һȥľ,ǰʱľϰȴ˽ʵĻ***[****$****С*˵**********]**۠D˹Ȼʫ,úãȻڳЩ׼̵ĵز
...ߺ,Ϯʲô,ʵǺȡ
һ״ʣǵ𾪵Ŀ,κФʥBдĳ
۠D˹Ȼ,ЩʧģϾԼʫ,øԼ۷Ǹж,
,ܱ,ܹע,Ⱥ˼ʥϲںޡ
عǰ۠Dȥ̽˸ϲ̸ĸǡ
ԤϵģʥٴȥԼ
źЩɬϾǵܵܿ״Ԫϲ֮ԼȴҪ......
³˼ˣŻϺ˾ƣڶԷá
ʥΪϲһĨȴӯӯ¡ϣһ³δԻ˵
ʹã˵Ų
Ż϶ʱ棬˵ԼĿദ÷гֳ۠Dȣ˵۠D˵ĿദȴѵԼػ˺öǮͿԼĺɰǡ
˵˴Ծֹ˵˵ҲϲڴӲ빬˱㲻֪Ϊΰ͵ڣܸлҰ빬Уܼ~
һ˵Ǹ˷θ̵ıԼԻϵİ⡣
ԼҺ͵ûϵס˼죬ԷҲԼ䲻ȣôءȻĪ빬Ϊβ̫Ȼ˾˰ɣƼң˳۶һ飬ô~
ʵϵ֪߰˰ˣϸȴһͶ۠D˵Σˡ
ľİšһ֣õ
ªһ棬ڿɵֵܣȴ仹ԵһҲûӦΪβʹԼҲģмƲϵҵ˼
ʵﰵֵ̾ܵòĵ׸
תͷʾԼҲ¶ѹ⣬Ȼ§סϴϴ˯......
ãԼռ費̫ãԻ¶̫...׳ڻңںֹطҪռ֮һĳ谮㹻ˣ֮ʣµǧŰٶ~
˻ʹ۠D˴κȻԼңʰСʱһ߿ԼıǷźãһ߶ׯˮ˵˼ҽסڲ~
⻰ԭֵ˶ʱɭɭüЦκ
DˣǸ״Ԫô......˯˴ȥ
ղڻʱ˵ˣﰵҶȥ˵ŰСӸκûʲô¶Һٻ
ȵȣղŲ˵˯һô
ɵˣǴĵģ
κϲ̵ĵõһöСèҪţȴׯһŴſϣ£תƼׯˮȻɭɭƷ˿ڲ裬󷽲ſڡκ飬Ʊ·;ۣ¶չǵķ
κʶüͷ֪ׯҵļϲԼʹ
ЩδԽ죬ѵţ
Сèëﲻסί룬۠D׽׽˵˵ֵɣõŷһķԼ
ɣͲ˵˵......۠D˼κеίΧ
ׯˮЦʲôڼ˵ǲڳκȥ˵ˣǼҲүǵ˵ǣ
qaqˮƺˣÿ¡
۠D˶κ˼ôб˼qaqδ˵˵
ɰʥBҲǾӪ˲ˣκʰӣκҪסˡׯˮѲһ顣
ʱѵľ۠Dʱᡣ
κﰵ̾һֻèԴһߵͷ۠DΪѣȻס¾ס°ɣֻҪ͠Dˣ˵˵......
⻰˵ãߺߣ˶ûֿ
κչ۠D˵ģԷȲԵģ۠DһǰƤɾ۵ȿι۠D˳Եġ
ԾֵФʥBŰᡣ
ȻκǼҵһŹС
ҹޣκȻлصԼӣ۠DҲקȥ˯ˡ
˭֪...ߺߣϨƣ۠D˾˼·ŵıQκϡ
ðŵļֻ޵Ŀҧһڵ
ҹ˾ˣ㻹ȥһʲô˸Ƥôһǽͷˣ
û£ҺһػһСģ˵ԼСè֪
ĿׯˮĿδԳ飬ٺЦֵǶţҲһ~
Ҫؾͱ죡ׯ̲סѹĻˡ
˵䣬ڴĽ̸
ƺƿȻ۠Dĺߺϣֱˡ
Dˣ㰡ҲˡκŻֻСһĶ췢ˡ
磬ϲˡСèſֳߺš
ǴҪǳ¶ҿô죿˵ϸϸ¹ʵ۠Dˣһһп˿̵ݡ
D˲Ų뿪أرġϱǼˣ粻һͼ˲һ˵һ档
κ˵һ仰ٴΰ۠D§뻳У죬ñ۠DΪ˯ʱŲΡΡĿڡDˣһ......һ......
۠Dû뵽κ˵ֻһ֮£ȴôԼãֳ
룬ԼǸ......
֮ĸһõ˼ʱˣǷݸȷгͷ......
۠Dţ̲ס̾ϢȴҲ˳˼Դκ΢΢ͷ
һҸԼİˣţϱֳаۡ
һԼҪʲôؿ־壬Ϊ......κ˵һԼ
˲֪ǽǵׯ󆙵ЩҧһֻèȻû죡
һصֱ˺Ȼ˯ƫģ̫ոð˼⣬һ𴲡
ФʥBֵĺЦÿţֻѳһ˯ŵģĿⰵ˰һקκϣһ֮ڳʲôʱˣ죬ҵԺȻȻ
κȻϮŪԺʶΪԼھӪ׹ܽҪ
ͷ˸ߣׯ󆙱³˯ûȻ֪۠DߺɤӣǰСһԴקַؿڣղ˲ֱۡ
ׯ󆙺⣬Լ£ſڱ˸ƣǰģû˸ҳè......
ŹϣֱӷϴЦߺߵĳСèͶͱ
ߵԺճһκˣɫЦúʵ۵ФʥB̲סĨ˰һҹǽǻ
֣˵ɶ~˵űһɨǧ
κĴֲˡФǠD˵Ĵ硣
±ӵĴ磿ФʥBɫȻ䣬ҲûǰʵϿҵĺúģ
˵⣬κ˼ֵ⡰Ҳ±ӵ¶ƽôˡ
๫±ֻң˵ҧгݣ˫ȭȻȥ
κЦߺߵĵֵФʥBҪԼƽŻҪ¡ϾüûսˣսȣվЩǶƳһ
˯ѵ۠D§ԼǶϱĬĬʾһ㶼֣
գջؾκФʥB˫˫æĲӰ
ţڵձʱκ⼸ôĽ
ֵκƺͷöǶԷ޿κΡ
м̳ȨүΪӣΪӣ֪ġ
λǵӵ̫̫СһӣȻ̫̫󱦱Ľ
׳谮ԵҲϺϸˣô
̫̫ţκҹȻԺգձȨͿϧκƺһ̫˼ңǳɻ飬ûʱҡ
ôһûֱӶԻҪּ飬ҪǲͶϡ
۠Dһʱ£ھǵŷ䣬ʶм£ŵۡ
֮ǰʱ۠Dûȥ˵Լ٣Ǵȡ
һǰû˿ԼЩԵƱУǻڿǸΰԼ
¾ҲֻǸСʱԼ˳ˮۣ᲻Ը볯֮£»ʥġ
ˣѰ£ФʥBκֻ佫Ƶ˵㡣
ʱգɴȥݷüλǴ٣ܶԼ......
̳ϵ¶ǽбĪ⣬˲Ϣ䣬ûͷţϲ׼ԼԸ
ţ۠D˱ƨƨߵĴżλϱȥˡ
һ£ׯĸФʥBκǰ۠D˿ĺܽ
ȥĶ߱һʶٲԸҲùԹԸҡ


102

¿״ԪȻñӲȥ߶ϵ,ҲΪ߲֮,
Ի˼߳,漰ׯˮƤ,ʶʱ۠Dׯˮ˵¶,˴һͬ˻ܷ㡣
۠D˵˼,ۣƤݹһҼҴô,
ͨƤݵҲް,˵ǵľͲ,޲ðԼƤ,ϸء
Ϊ¶,۲ݣսŲҡͷЦ۠D˺ׯˮʱС`죬룬ʲôʱ
۠DׯˮĳʡһѣϾǲǮһټ֮ׯˮҪģԼֻ˳϶Ҫٸ
ׯˮĿڡֵҲҪ~ûôһ⣿
۠DֻԼϱ͸קڣս¿ҡͷǶ۾ˣӦҪ۸D˰ˡ
ʱȻסԼ䣬֣֣ô˵أƶδֲֿŵζ£
սһ㶣漴ǰӣ˸֡
۠DŹӣĪǺսµͬѣԺȺ˵ԼȲϵǰɣ
ô˴к£˵ȥеȴû¡
սµδ¶һɫģսĲӲǣ๫ǰݷˡ
һƺʱѾɻʵ
˳źսµĿ⿴ȥ۠D۵飬ȴŨŨĲš
ңһᡣЦݣ˼ǣǿûʧǡ
۠D̽䣬лҪԺս˵һſڡͬҲˮȥſڵȽ°ɡ
˵űǣׯˮֳȥյſڣׯˮһѱ۠DˣͷСƨ`ɱ
Ļǲδ
ڵ۠DıʾԼĪԵô˵ԼСƨ`ɣҪҲȵQAQķ.....
ΣջĿ⣬ս£̾ϢȷѡȨ˴ֿټ۠DģȴֺȻԽУûпܡ
ܺãս²ɵ`ӣȻȻԷ˼۠D˷ݣǱķҪһջ......
ǣʱ¥һΣʶץ`ס֣ȴ㿪ŲԼãսµĶȴԽܣεѯʡ
ս糿۠D˳ǣû¶ʱӺ˰ʱ֮ԸǰǾЩ˵˵......
ƿƼ۠DĹĵľƨ`ɲׯˮ߿һԣ˼۠DԲСƨ`ɣЦ
Ĩ˰۠D˵ƨ`Ҫס......
¼ʱûƨ`ɲȤģ¾Ǻ͵......
ҳԺ÷ҪȥȥԷʲôģû˼ι۠Dٳء
Ŷ~ǵôĻ˼ҡ˵һƨ`һ䡣
ߺߣǱѵ˰ɡ~ãDƺԽԽׯˮˣ
ڶ磬սԼ
ѾȺʱţھ¥ڣȥеʱ⣬кβã
ǹȻܸȨ᲻ȥֽԣ......
սһ磬ůɾܰԼԶԼʱķַ롣
ˣǺȻ鼤ǰץ`סսµ֣ţ췽ſڵ㣬.....
ս³֡
ǷŲԼðʧֵ죬˶ˡ˵սƱɾׯõأ³
ս˿ĬĬ̾ȻõĻǱֻС`èؼ...
롣սĥţƴ˺ȣȥЩçҲֻ̣ƣ̣ˠD˵⡣
£Ҳδ˰ɣ˵̾˿
ˡԼ۠D˳ɻҲˣСӻȱҵϱ˺üˣûϱ˵Ĵȴ˿⡣
뵽⣬սշ죬ԼЩʲô
ɣǼݴߣȴһܾûлᡣ
ǸǷǵأʱ㱻˴ķԻ......汾µ˵֮Ҳ٩٩˵ԼȢҸΪǸͻݵģȴ֪Ǹ֪֪Ϊĺ޳ȴȢ檡
սţ۠D˵ĺáһСẹ̀۠D˶ɣ
ǲԼһֱ˵ǺһЦ˿ھƣѻսϡҵ˵ô࣬ǶԲסռ......ǽõȷȴмֺׯ˲δ÷.....
D˺ܺáսǳЦ⻰˶ȥˣ˿
ȴҡͷͬ꣬һ֪ģǷ״Ԫ֮ǻί˵⣬˶٣¶ɫĽ¶֪꣬»Ƿл᣿
սЦD˺ܺãٴǿֻöԷǣǿѴ
֪ǺƱرԸΪ......ǻδ˵꣬ӿڵ
ս̧ͷĿǣһһDˣܺáǷ״Ԫ֮ţ֮֮ò֮ǡ⣬һԸҰҵġȷʵڲ֪кβ
ܨԭأƺһʱ޷ܣȴһֶ˵
һҪ๫ݼ๫ֳòΣеͷ١˵űȻſڡ
ҪߣǷŻ˼ǣε״Ԫ
ҵķ۠D......΢΢ͷǳЦ
ĿͺսȥıӰþòܻ֪ݿɬô¡
޵˺ãΪλ᲻죿
ǸףԼͬѵ𣿱ϾԼΪҸ......
ս´ЩĻȥιСèżóԵıԼ۠Dˣõա
ģ~ǰʱݵֻˡ
۠D˻ĿŵģԺҲ
鷿Ҳ徻ˣׯ¶ҪɣʱԻһɣ
۠Dţ`צӣֿĵĺս¡
תתŴŴżϲ˲䡣
սϰԵİͷСһüġôˣ
۠D`ǿмߴĳźս¡
߱Ŀ⿴ĻڣţǼһǵߵġ
뺷ĺүƵģǷĶţ......ȵȣƺôˡ
ңο״Ԫˣ۠D˵շ˺Ρ
D˺~״Ԫ㣬û뵽İɣ
ǣҪô˵ţεĿֱĳźս¡
һ㶣ЦԴǸʰֺ͵Ҫǻ˷˵ġʱ۠DҪʲô᲻
ֻС`èҡͷǿҪ
úúãҪʲôأϣȻԼˣȤ
ң¸ķ۠DնĿᶨĳźս£ȴ糺һƬ
սһ㶣ס֪ԼЩʲôܾڵĠD˺ۣɬƯۿˮ......
۠D˲֪սµ״ΪԷԸק֣дתί˲䣬ǰɬתࡰ˼ںûҲ״Ԫˣܲ˵ģҲӺô
`˵ԼӺʲôģû𣿣
սС飬治öӺǣ......
˼ҿչһҵģҲܱ֤֤Ҷ......ңһֱŬ÷ģңҴκ˽£ҪʲôңҲ֧֡˵΢΢ͷ۰Ͱ͵Ŀźս¡¸磬˼һࣣ
ս˵һѣЦ۠D˵գĳΪǺǰˣ𣿡
۠Dһ漴üЦȥͿ˿ڣɿַⲻ⣬һԵģ
ţ̽Ŵǰ׺սµǣûеЦδ£ŵ캬`ס˫`.....
ս½֪èͷʲôˣ`ʪ`ģĽ
ЦĳֻèԼϺΪײƵġ˿ڼԼԱǲͣģҲʼʵ.....
Ȼֻèǿ˻.....
ս»ҪҪʱȻ뵽һ⡰㵽ΪλϲңԣһǺøѧܵίܴһΪҶ𣬶ҽ꣬ŷӵƢѧһѵ⣬ҲܣүܲסģѧżƢᵱ淴һƾʲôѵүġ
۠DղźսµĲӣҸĹšϲΪǽô~οҶ״Ԫ¸Ҳ۸~˵ţС`ͷ`սµĺᣬ۰Ͱ͵ĳ
һ̣սºȻֱﶢϵѹȸС
ǰ۵С`èԲˮĴ۾д֣⣡ս룬ôڣèǳԻģܳ......
Լôô棬Ϊ޺ģ㱧QAQ
Dˣ鷿.........
¸ҲҪӺѧϷô
һܱôؿô
ս³ҧ`۠DˣĬĬֻСƨ`ɣ֮ǰׯ󆙱˽ºԼ˵۠DҪԼ¶һʼϰߣ޷ܣöСƨ`ɸԼַ......
`ʵǹģζú......
ׯǧڸϻؼҺ󣬵һʱȥ۠Dˡ
ֻϧյ鷿ĵѹֵ`ԼDֻС`è۵ĺ
DD......㣬ң......Ƕţǣңҿ첻......˵Ķ϶`һ߹һġ
ׯȤζɴȥ
ðD˺ãð............ңҿ......
ϣû뵽`ĵܣȻܽеô~
DD˺ҼҵС`è
۠DСӲ......




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ڶ,սΪƵĴӷڳƨ`ɺŵֻС`è,Լôȥˣһͷ,,......
¸~è񣬲ԣֺõĲȥһ
ս±ֵöʱ,ʵ...ʵ...¶Ҳûʲôã...
ս۠Dֻ˺һ,սڼЪϢ,ιһҹС`è۵ûš
ׯˮׯ󆙻Ҫ账Ȼܸ档
κФߺߣƺԴǴγ󣬸......
ԼıΧžǲӵһ֪󣬻ȤΧһѣһ䣺˭Ӯˣ˭һֻС`è
۾ǽС`è...ûӾӪﶼܿèˡ
۠D۵˵һ߻۠D˵ôˡ
ͷЦжþжá㣡
˿ֻèˣ̫ҽȷϾһ¶Űҡ
ôܻϣ۠D˵ĹͣĸһͺˣүĻ......
գ۠Dͷֿϲ㡣˵ĽĶӡ
ȴФʥBͦŶڴ`ϺDˣҪˣҪ...Ļ棬Ⱥ~
ʲô߰ģɫ֪϶ʲôö˵Դ¶˵۠D˹ɵĵͷﲻֻСèܹԵʲôز̽Ͱ۵İѾˣŻṫûж
۠D΢΢ס˺ͻ˵ˣҼ϶ƺ֮⣬һΪλʧȥҪץ㡣ұνȨ֮˵ȴץ`סλı
֪ˣ﷭ӿ֪һҪץᣬʹ۠D뿪ǺԼǻʧȻᡰ⣬涢κκ̫̫ԣȡ֣޸κ......
Ļû˵ȴҲס
ȢϱκԼĸ鵭˺ܶ࣬ûˡ
̶ȺܴһҪʲôˣ۠Dһ̾κҪȢӣȻᷴԣɾöԷ֮ļ`飡...
۠DתͷԹĿ
ҳԹһŵĿûĵ۠Dˡ̫ͻʺԼյةһˡӹκұµĴһ˶߳ŭ
˵ӻ᲻Ҫż޵κŪϵ⣿۠D˲Щ
ȴ˼˻ҪκҲ㣬ǲѣ̶Ѹġ
ǿԵҷ˴ֱϱȻ¡ֲѣοԼκڻǰϵܣ»ϻΪκһة⻹ڰԼء
뵽Խˡ˵ةҵӶǷһǺöةôץǮǸӻծɡ
Ҷة˻Ҫծ۠D˲⡣
ةһߵĺܣֳ۵¶Ե
۠D˵ͷʾȻ...~ٺ٣˼гԵ~
㼸ϱģԵôģ⺢ӻ湻ġ
ϱ˵`צӣڿ˷ˣһ·QҸĵ·ǰڼ˷ܿ޷~
ˣЩǻ˺ӣǺ¶˰۠D˵ԴҲעĶ
⼸գǻԼ̸ˡ۠D˲ͷ˼
Ȼ۠D˸Ҫţϵּˣȥ鷿
ֵ֪طԼȥģ΢΢üüѹɤԼСģұڹſڵ㡣
۠DȥºգŴּĹˡ
Ĩ˰ĵСӵӴˣѵ˵׵ܵܺ󣬻ĿԼˣ
в죬ȴڹſڣϾ۠Dи⣬ԼǱ......
۠D󱻻Ϸʥףûоϡ顣ҲĻΣԲŻ۠D˾ϧҪԲ¡
Dˣ֪Ϊνո֪̽صλӣ˰ۺԺְλƫƫû𣿡Լ棬ɶƯСһϻĿڵ
۠D֪ҪʾԼί...
⺢ӹȻһ̣ίҲԸˣԼӲţ˵ֻˣʱж̣̫ҽȷ
⺢һ۠D˸ԼģϣǸ۠Dһĸ
үү.....
һ뵽۠DĸſԼűִҪĳԣûȵģȤζ۠D˵Ŀⶼ˼...׵ĴȰ
۠D˶˶`ΡΡĿڡDˣġ
Ȼ⺢Ӵϻ۵ǰ۠D˵ļ޿Ƿ㰡
ްҪĵ£Dް۠D˻شļᶨϡ۠DĲȨֻǼмķǿңҿ״ԪΪ˳ͷأǠD˺ģˣҶԱҲˡ
QAQĪôŶˡȻܸʵȨͷĹλܸġʶ˲룬һҪ͠Dһĸ̫ˡ
лл~˵žüЦ۽ǻˮء
㰡Ӻһ˵Դշͻģڹſڵȼˡ
ٺ٣۠DһɵЦԴɬĿ˱ллַ~
δ䣬δȻϻֻСèˡ
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...ة֪˴Ǻǣãһǲ......
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ϣҪΪһ״Ԫ˶ǣ̫̫
ȴЦǿӲ˲ǣ˵Ų`Ū²豭ǡ״Ԫϵͽ......
Ļԡ
̫̫Ҳ֪ʮԼһϣɣСʮԼıϿڰҺСʮܵܵϣһ·ðҺúչ
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۠DǸ˵ģɲ˴£ãȻᷴǰ˵ʦ˼Ƭ̻
ϧھ~ЩϧɵСӿ˼ˣ֮ǰһܵ󹬣Ȼ˵Լ˺ս£˵Ŵ`ȹЦЦˣɻô꣬ϱ˵ĴҪ಻ףϲ̵زڼʲôλ
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ڶ»Ȼ󹬷¶֪ܲοôġ
۠Dں󹬵Ĵ`ϵ......ߺ~ǵű
£ſͷ˯۠Dˣˢ˱ӣҲԺ۾ʦˣ󆙿ɲǲϵġ
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֪ĲŻˣķ΢΢üȰ˵ˣ뾩Ҳ޲ɡ
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۠D˳Ĭ÷Żʦ㵱֪һеñʧԼңʱһ޷ڵļͥҵĸߣǷ֮úùӣƱһҪĳЩҲǹ
̾˿ԸһУǡ
ׯҵĸ̫ۣͨǻסǡ۠D̾ˮһֱûӴ˵Ǻ͹йأ֮ǰ˵ڴ⣬ׯˮȷܰЩ˰ƽҿӣһһ`ͦסأׯһûү볯Ϊ٣ûҲ
Ҫϲ
ǻ̱㹻ˣǶԣ̲ǻԽ˿ӡ۠Dƣüġҽ𾴣ˮǴαܿóܾЩȨˣһûʰñۼ壬𩣬ϵ¶Ҳ̫һһںսǼ̫ƽģȢФʥBձȨȻܸƽһݱϣ...ҲһɱǻػǶ˵οҿĳФʥBĻ°գƱػսҲиһô죿սսϣڱɱ֣
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Ϳɣһұˡ۠DЦ⼸ͷʦͻϰɣҿɲԸҺ......
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ллʦҲ֪ʦĺ⣬Ȣ磬ұ֮ˣܷܣҲռˡҹȻ嵫Ҳ塣˶Ϊ꣬򼸰ֻʢǻҲôΪҶ֪һá۠D˿ǳЦ
һû뵽۠D˻˵㣬Ǻ⣿
ܶ෨Ըƣйһ㲻ĺӣүռйţռī۠D˸ׯˮǵĸ׽мī짣֪ĸ׽мīʦ
۠D˵ȷ̹׹Լȥظϡʱ۠DΪԼ·δ˵ľŵ¶Ҳû˵Լĸߣ˵Լĸ׳֮£ΪԼ¹жԼϡ
ʵû뵽㣬סƬ漴СӣȻȻң
۠D˵ǲԷŭЦ𼤶𼤶ǶԷ˵ġҰķһֱ֪йźͼīʽʲô⣬ֱ~
ֱʲôѻһ㾡£ȴСƣ
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治֪ЩʲôõģУȻϲ۠D˱תͷ
۠DҲ⣬ЦɵĿڴͷ
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ӾǿĿĲݣɲӲڲԷԼߵ·
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˲˼֪һ˵ıҺͼйһϲˣƱػҵһжйһ壬ںϡ
ȴҪйһ˼ǷԸ⣬ֻҡ
һ붼ûа......
۠D󣬱㲻ٶԣϼһﰦ̾Ϣ߳ڡ
ʱ磬קӴ˯ʲôġ
˭֪ׯˮһС߳۠Dסˣ﷢㶡
Ϊû˵ģ˭ûȥСݣСݱϢĵطׯˮ⼸ƣ룬չʱ˯㵽ڴϢ˭֪......
ׯˮ۠D˻ģβ͵ĻǶˡ
ЦҡͷߵͷǣǸұϲ~͸ˣļƣ֪㣬ĺ
⣬ԸΪ˷˶Ը׿ɵõȨ˵Ȼøǣ
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С`èĪﶼ,һת֪ׯˮϲʲôģġ
,գգ۾,ͷ`,ȻٺЦϼȻǱްɡ
ʮ󱻰ȥݣΪ,ǣ仧ƫԶĳ֮Уȴö֪
۠D˼˺ȥ̡
ϱҲ̸,ֱةࡣ
۠Dȴˣұƺַɣϡ
ȻáǸ߸ϵĻϣżܻĵϲ
۠D˼ӦǳЦעŵӡ
۠D˵עӻ˾ãǷεĿⶼǶԼģȫȫĿԼ
Īһϲúϲַ֪ΪһʼԸڻʳǡDҲԸϿգԸԼʦı㡣ҡФʥBκû֮ģǿǸԸж¼ϵΣڹճǣǵӵܡַģǾԲ¡⣬֪ʦȻƽʣةıҲɡǹַĹâҲԸģҲ޷ܵġοۺҵĹϵλֱֳȨİ˺ֵܣԼڳλȨصة࣬ǲʲô³ַݵңȴԣʺһ......ԣ뿪˴㣬ҶԲáַĪҪϧֻҪףַҪڹճڱɡ
ˣȻ֪ԼסˣֻٸȻ뿪
ǰ֪۠DҪȥҳǣǴ˵۠DСʱ£֪۠DһȥҪùȥƲԼˣĿ࿴ˣһġ£ȥճǡһ۠Dȥҳǵġ
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ȴûôֹ࣬ļԼС`è
Ѿ̸Ҳˡ
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Щ׻ûע¶ȥ밲ȣʺҲżûһȥ
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ȻԼ׽ˣҺûǴģ㿴ϳ˵ӡ
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˶Լĸôץ`סʥĺϲáҼҸȻõģŬӣ
ȻҵĺӽҪΪһ......û˵㱻˴ϡ
ϾǺ󹬣ԼСĵ˵˻ۺӵģ̵ǵȰ˵
ɵӸϣ`ϵ
󹬵ĸ˵أȻǼʣһͶʥģߣʲôҺ
˿ԼҶظϲĸߵүΣұ˵ɣҼҶôãҲϲ벻˻ϵۣ
үŷģͷЦǺǵġ
Ҫ˵µүʼʱĹȻŷҪҶ󹬣ĶүҲѹԼ
ӵԣĿˣ˺Ҫ˵ϣοǼѾ˸ӵѵ
⻰Ȼԣ......
ʱ˱㲻ֲǼҵãȻ˵ԶףϵжԶÿ빬嶼Ҳ䲻ȵģ˿ûΪǿǹ˼֮ǰǵܵܳ״ԪǼҶûռ⣬ʲôϵ¶ƫˡ󹬿Ҫĵ˲ųɡ
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ү˽ѣ޹
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Щﶼû֪ѹһѹģó֣˵Ҫ¶˳Ȼ
ʺǱ߰Ͳִû֪֪Ǹʲô
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ŵĵŻˣЩ졣
ĳ԰ʹߣǰһջ`ڣͦŶɢõֱۣߵǰϣΪ˭أѽǳɢ
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ŶƺˣѾˣƺ͵˿㡣
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졣ĮķԸ˾䡰ˣȥɡ
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㿴Űɡӻ֣öԡ
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˵˵¶ǲʡĵģϵ¶Ѿæˣ󹬵Щҡ
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ʱӵ˴룬ķĿŻۣһٿߣһ
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һõү˴£ҲȵĹˡ
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ױ̫̫̫̫ôã˵ȰˣǸɫ̫ܡ
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ˣ֧ƣǳЦҸأүҪһģҪǵܵһϲ
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񣬵Ǳ޳,Ķˡ
һҧԹϲϲùӵٴ
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˳ֲɫĺͻ˵˾䡰ηƺôãС翶Ƥĥء˵ű۵ҵС
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Щʺô¶һôƶʣ֮ǰǴ
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ڵ˵ڶźС룬ĺ빬λÿ϶Ҹģ
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Ƕˣ֪ͷˣ
Сү˿ڣ翶ѾϳˣķҪƽ㣬ҵС
۠DҲˣ˵ýϻǻġ
ģȻӵĽƷԡ˰Ҫӿɲף˵𣿡
ǣѹСɣҲǶռͷʺҪ㼸֣ܷûżҼҸ
ԣҲǺССˣ㲻ʲôοҲԸҸ˵˱ЩʲôЦǱߵģƾʲô˱ˣ
⻰õһ𣬲ŵĿ
ɲԹ˵ǸҲ̫Ŀ˰ɣûǹأҲǸˣ֪ÿʲôģñĺܰ
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ⷬҲ
ڶ컹˵ȥӣɵԼ⻰һظõӸŭЪ
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ҶŪأȻ۸Լ׽Ū׻ƫԼġҪҼҶϱҶܼˡ
ЦЦֿʼ˳µ۠Dˣһۺݺס򦡰˭˵Ҽ޸йżҵģ
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ļˣžžžܹȥһѱס۠Dˣһİ˻ק§סͿ޺ϣҵСڰɻ~
~˿ڡϱ~
۠Dˣȹȥ˲٣ķˡ̧һQAQӣԲ......
ׯͦõģ˼Ҿϲĸ~ҧ~ӵô֪ܲ뷨ЦЦеİ
һǶӳԿͳɣ漴ᡰӣҶԲ㰢ķû۹QAQ
...㿴ϱʲô߰ģ۠DһҪȥ
ȴ§ס㻹ܣ˭Ҷ֪ѵ
Ϊϲģ۠Dһȹȥ
ȴץ`ס˿Сצӡӣ

QAQ
ֻȱǮʱ...
QAQȱǮ...Ī죬˵һ㶼롣
һֱȱǮҪҺ۵ģ
ôļ˵ԼȱǮû𣿶...
...ұȽ˵ǮԼǮԼ룬ء
...ǻ˵ϱɡ
Ҳãۼܹҵġ
˵ЩɾͲܸĻ~Ҳ˼
û¶ּ˻`״Ԫǽն
״Ԫĸо
״Ԫ̣ʦϣ`иʹ磬...СצһָϱׯˮԱҽׯ󆙣Ǳ߶׽Ǻ𩣬Ǻս£ǱֻϱФʥB˶Фֻ...
ϱʶӿڣĬĬţϱƺӡ
Ҹ硣һȹȥκ˳κ`צӡɣ
...ͷ롰ȵȣQAQˣ㻹״ԪˣȢ`٣Сˡ
һǱǸǸ硣۠Dʶ͡
QAQۼҪˣȻȢڣԵˡ
һ............
֪֪̲һ񻪻ӻֱʾԼס
...
ȢȷκФֳֹ֮ıȨǡ
ۼٵУٵƺҲУ빬ҲйձȨĴûа۠DһֱֳȨĸQAQ
۠D˼ϲõİԺܣղͷκ˵㻹Ҫҽ𣿡
κһһһӡȻʲôĵʲôĶӡ
۵£˾ԼǰĿЩϱԽԽϲׯЩҲ˵˲𰡣۠D˺Ȣ˵ֻҲ
ԽԽģԭҲ˾Ť
ׯˮﰵ̾˿֪οڡ
ϱ...۠DԼҵ`ϣſϣѾ˵ЩԼҵĻˡ
O~һڴQAQӻծĪ조ܼңȥүǮ
ϾȻûУ۠Dŭˡǻɶϱһ˵һͣ`
Dû£ǲЩս·飬ըë۠D˳˳
۠D˲顰ޣǮȥˣ˵˰죬û`˵汻ˣ
񻪶зˡʱϲķȥʱ˳ˡ
ǮˣûǮϱˣ۠DһߣׯˮˡͿͣ
ǣү~˵űһ롰ү߸Ͻġ
Dˣҳô~`⣬ʵ˲٣`кú~
Сèһŵȥȥȥûӣ
QAQD...ĵġ
ٽҲûãһֱҺ۸һֱ۸ңķ¶ˣҪ...ܻڣȥȥٽԺˣҴȥ˰ķϽף۾ߣ·ǰЩ˵ˣ۠D˰к~
DˣD~ȥˣˣ~Ҳˡţ۰Ͱ͵ĳ۠D˿޺
ׯˮų֪ԼˣСèͷüġDˣþ......
ΪȰ˵˶ʱһ飬۠Dׯˮա׸...
̫ûˡ
QAQ`ףΣһΣ...һݻҪԾã
ҲϲԴΪصү˵ŰС`èӸһԵĺս¡
۠D˵ͲˡҲϲ㣡ˣˡ
ϲҾͱҪסׯˮ䲻ȵ
QAQͲϲ......
ׯˮЦЦĿ۠Dˣü֪
ЦĻȴ۠Dһ㶣漴૵ȷϲ......Լ˵Ҫ`ʱðӸˡ
ǺսµĻǱȻ׹ӵġ
ֻ治ϲôΪǲ֪û׵˻ܲģׯˮΪϲûǹܣ˵벻㡣
ׯˮһȴɫˣʲô
ֻǷ˶ѣ۠D˵ζׯˮҲ棬ûа
ΪׯˮҲѾϲˣԲſô׽ء
΢΢įûֳ





115

צ,һ͵ϡ
ܼȥ~˵ղԼҹԶӡò׻,ô˵ôߡ
ãҰծҪߡ۠D˲䲻ȵ
һ,漴뵽ʲôǱϾܵܺͰķ
ûһҪҵİķ,ҲûһҪĵܵܡ۠Dһ̯֡Ҫô,ϲĵȾ϶ĹԶӼ̳мҵҪôۼң,ĸͲ̫ƽ,ǲ~ҿɽ,,Ū˶û˵һáұҪ̫ƽ,أ֮ҲȻ,Ͽûʲôһյ˵
D˴ô۰Ͱ͵ĳԼ`ӣﻹϣܷŹǲͻݵķ˺Ͳĺӡ
ϾԼ۰ĺӣŹȻǷ˴ɵ׵Ĳɿӵ......
۠D˵ײ񻪵˼һţʹ졣
ŲʣòԼۿԼҲڰȥׯҵʱ
۠D˳˶ٿ࣬˶ٿȲ˵ȥׯ󱻶˵׸⣬˵һ·߹ȥǼ£ʱӶ
һ·˶ٲ˶ζ֮¶
οΪ˱鷳¶ֻҪסܳȥ
Щ¶ᣬﲻѹ֣ܣϡ
һжΪĸףĸףķĻֻǼķĸԣŪߡ
ҫõ۸ԼܵеıѣΪʲôĸ׻Ҫôʱô֪Ȱ˵ҪʱȴٰұǻãЩһܣ
ңҲǸ˼ǵãζԸ㣬ķô㡣ֻ......ˣֻһ֡˵һ֪̾DǺúӣִֶ£˭á԰ʹõģҺͰˡ
ҲӦ㲻ˣ۠DֱֱĿ۾ûգ
˼񻪿ó۠D˵ħǲЩʲôԼ߲ȥ...
ôǵ£һôôۣӦǵ꽫ҳǱ뵽һվ۸ļҲҪҪҶԶνԸǰʱھƣҵȫӵѳ׾٣۸ҶԸôôҲ֣۸Ҳ֧Ų˼°ɣ۠Dбͷ
ȷˣ֮ǰ£֪˺۸
۸û۠D˵˵ıӻǰ˶ãµĲʢ۠D˸ġ
һ۸׬Ǯǰܺͣ˭ҧһڣ
ţƣ롣
۠DĻ۸ĺ룬Ҳ㣬붼ûԸ۸Ǳʶı㽻۠Dˡ
D˱Ҫ𣿡̾˿ƣʯϣüġ
ô˵ұ`ȵأǵǱѽұˡλµң̫ƽʱôҵģڲҪ£ȴȰ˵ƫģ˵Һã˵Ҵ£ΪұЩ˳ֶѡҲֻ֣ôң˵ҲңЩ˰סܵˣΪǿǻôϴβΪһ¾ܶ¶ϲ׼Ϊ˼ҵܰԺֱӵһѻء۠DЩ˻ˣһζİǡֻ֪˵ģҵҪңǡ۸ļҵҵĻ˭ģǵˣֱӸǺˣҵν~Ⱦ϶Ĳĵ֧ܵŵ˶ãҳԼĶ۸кӹԸܼҵҲǿڵϣȵˡ˵Լƶΰ󣬰еĶң
һ۠D˼ҵʱûôֻ࣬Ǿ۠DڣǸõģο۠DӣʱԼࡣ
ɣ˭......
D......ԭµQAQûôģDԭԭ~˵һ˵۠D˶ϣĲ䡰ϲD˵ģ֪DôɰôķͶͷˣ˼Ҷ......˵ĳ۠Dˡ
СèȴһƲͷǣСè̵ĶӺϲŶ~
ôDһ~ǰϲء˵ţҪ`Ҫġ
۠D˺ߺԣҿϲˣͳȥ
һҪ˵ʲô۵ĻǰĵճӺ׸Ƶ͵ճǻһ㡣
۠D˲ŲͷҪս`ףɺ߰ڶԷڳû˼¿ڡ
ֻƬв۠D˵ӣжѹ
QAQoô۠D۰Ͱ͵ĳźս¡˼ҺܹԵġ
Ȼط˵Ű˿ȥ棬Լ±
ͷ񻪻֡ûȥԷˣ
Դǵģԭס֪ôڡ
ҪԼϱҲûʲôã......
Dˣʲôʱӣ˵ִˡ
һӸׯңٺʥBӸգǴӦϵģ¶ٿ۠D˲䲻ȵ
񻪵ɫʱһüͷȴǰЩ̾˿ǵȻطˡ
߲͡˵ű㿪ʼϱ
񻪻صܼһû͸ϱļȥƱӵһԡ
۠Dһֱ˳˳ˮ۠DжС
Ӧׯһӣ۠D˲Ϊ֮ׯҲùԼôƸ񣬵׻Ǻ׸һӶȸһ
ȸң߷ǰӡ
ǲϲЩ׳ʵĸ¸Ƿŭ
ǱߵҲˣФֻиҪФҽŵҲ⣬ƫׯң浱۠D׸ģ
үүҲףˡǹ¶Լү˳д˵үһȥòͣ˵Ƕү֪ˡ
֪ˣ񻪻ͷǹܼҡ
˵ģһ˵ضү󣬹˶үһءǹ¶Це
ұ˵ûô˱Ҿǿ˵ӶöõģҲ֪ģӰˡ̾˿ֻ¸ô۠D˺Ĺϵأ
⣬˺úദദɣϾĶ಻ǣϹܼ˸ϡ
Ҫ˵ܼһƫĴҲ޵ϾƹܺԺ꣬ҲǸܼңҲǰ¶ġ
˵үĸûʵȨڴ°ȵĹʮ꣬ôܲƫĴˡ
Ǵˣò˵÷ԼƱػи顣
ѩ󲻴ȻǺͷӲ˵ű˲ãתͷǾˮԳִҵӵİһҲĲԺԺûݵĸҲ˹
ѩ׼÷ˣǱ˵ǴҲ֪ôˣżˣ˵׵ģܾòô򵥣ˣܵӻ᲻ԹԵݼЩҲûܵׯҵġ
˵ѩЩ£ûµ۠D˲ָʹԼô
УûõķʲôõĵģһмνĴһһûõĶռŵӵλð¶
ѩ۲мҲȰ˵֪ͺãúϸ⼸̫ƽ㣬Щѳȥˡ
˰ķһ֪𣿺ͷӣҲҵģһءӻ֣Ʋ⡣
ʱѩȥӭһİִȰĿ롰үˣЩİ
û¶û¶һһԷʲôģЩģ۠DСôͲ˳أ
ȷ˵ĴɺһղǺܺã
ʱ˷ֵҵ۸վİ
үæһںԺַֻСǳģҲͦѹ˵ίĳ񻪡үԸЩǳ⣬ôǺã
ʵҲû¶۠DǼˣЩЩҲʹ죡ȻǵһӸׯգ۸
ѩЦ˵⼸λ˰ȷôãүҲǣұȥ˵˵ǡظûҰݼһµģ˭Ҹһϵģ
˵ţ̽ӿڡɲǣҴҲдЩĸǹԹɵģèƵ£ׯҽ̲⣬Լү⡣
ҲﱾЩ꣬۠DԼô࣬ţ
ôһڸǾòʹ죬Ȼ֪۠DǺõģׯҸȴã
ٷǳԵĺͺֺǺǵġ
ȴ˵һͷ۠D˴һߣȥпС
ׯˮקסൽԼǰ۠D˵ҷﵹм⡰û¶¶֪СҴı
Ȼ֪۠D˰죬ĵ¶䡰¶д㡣˵Ҫ˸ղ˵øĺս¡
ׯˮžЩʹ죬ƨ`Ͼһơ̫ƽ㡣
۠D˲ʹĺߺšſſ~
Ƿʰǰɣׯˮۣ֪Լòˣ㲻׽ˡ
è湻ģ֪ռˣĶꡣ
лҪ˵֣⣬ϲչ~ǰͷһ½ڴգ˼һ~ôôǣ~˫~




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󆙸QAQžͶׯſֱۡۺ۵ġ
ׯü,վǲģ۠D˴ԼҴ绳ﱧ,ǰׯˮ۵ĵطֺ˺塰ԣ۲,Ȱ¶,Σ
ô°~۠Dֵĳׯ󆙡
¶㸸״ôǣׯˮȻԷĿ⣬۸үϾȻġ
֪,¶Ȼᴦõġ۠DֵĿׯˮΪҲ˵ʲô,ǾҸǰкӡˣ
ׯˮȻ֪ǼģǾֵ˵Ļģ۠DҲظһѻɣ
뵽⣬˼Ŀ۠D,дɣ
뵽˴յã...ߺߡ
۠DѧģҲߺԴׯ󆙻ƺˡ
ׯ󆙹ȻҴǰ˼ϸ壬Ҳܿĳһ
ׯˮ뿪ԼС`èüġֻǵĶѡ
֪۠D`ׯ󆙵ǡҶ֪
񻪺Ȼ¶Ըб˲ҪҴҵԷ˷˳
ɸ鷿۠DſϣɫУü֮һݴɫǸճʳ......
ôˣϱǣû
۠DЦеĳ񻪣һָҲ²~ոմӼķ֮ǰǼķ϶˵ҹ̲ܽԼҸûȥ밲Ǵܵܿ϶ǽԼϴȥģȻ˵£϶ҵĴ~˵һʼ磬۰Ͱ͵ĳ񻪡
ȴ۠Dô֪˭ģ
õŸ𣿡۠D˺Ȼһϸ룬Ĵβôģ֪⣬ÿ˵ˣȻ˵ҰķãҵģȻǸֶϸĺ壬˵ԼӶöã˵Ҷûã飬ûѧģǾľһǲġֿ֪ҹȥǸʲôôԺ۸ң˵Ҳѧľɵء
Ϲ˵ʶ
ɲǣϾҶ״Ԫˣľ¶Ƿˡ۠D˿Լķ̡˵һΪÿÿңǸ༶˿ɶˣǹٻ֮ҶҲأǣ
񻪱ϾмӣոճЩԽЩ⣬뵱۠Dˣ۠D뿪ҳǺķչʱ۠D˵ųܣĹ
ɣ......D֪ƫҲû˵㲢׸ΪҪһӸׯգЩΪβȥݼ......
Ϊ䣡ҲΪλôϲЩ۠D˺Ȼ˭ȥˣһСŪǷˣ˵˭
⣬ô᣿㶵ϾķҲ......
ңң۸¶ɲᱻֽס۵֪ܵίôܻ۸кɫƣοׯͱ۸߳٣۸˵˲Ǹ̼ңǶ̼~ׯأׯĸǷȻܵľޣ˭˲֪Żׯʳǣҽֺ˭˲֣ĸŻ磬״Ԫ֮šФʥBκֳرЩ~СС۸ԵԼˡǲңͲˡ
񻪶ʱҭס۠D˵Ļ
ӣɷ򣿣οǵУ㳤öˮ飿ạ̊́״ԪģмͣѰ˻
ҺܺãҲܺáԵ֮νЩû˭˭˵ұϲǵԣD˱ϲϲǶҵչˡ֪κΪҶҴʹФʥB˾֮񣬴󹬡ھǣƷƽ˾һǲǣıǵǰ;ׯҡɣЩһ仰ûУߣңҡҰǣҺܸԼȢЩͬĸû԰ûƲոճճʱųܣ޿۠Dˡ۠D˵ţ㲻̾Ұǣܸҵļ......
į֮ɫ˵Щһ䲻á
ķЩҲֻƭƭɣŵĻβѿ`ֻ˵Щʲô۠D˵գϢĴ鷿߳
öµ˵ķ꣬Ȼ֪ڵķ˲ʲ۠D˲ã......һϾûôĸ飬ô˵湦òܾöԷûôûô......񶾡
ǣ۠DȻ׵˼ʱҪһƣ˷ˢһ¶Է߲ǣ
۠D˲֪ǴܵܵôȾ϶Ĳ񫣬ĲⶫǲȻڹ¶˸ɾⱲӶⲻɾģҲҲǷֺ֮¶
Сش`ϵ۠D˶ʱսҸĺߺ§źսµԼԷĵ˯ˡ
£ֻҪڣ۠D˾Ͳ......
ڶգ۠DҲװȥ񻪺ѩ˰
Ҳһͬòͣ۠D˺Ȼôһô˵Ҳüһ
Ĳ鲻Ըĸ۠D밲Щ۠D㿩Ц~
Է䣬ƺֺս£ֻ࣬ŶԷ˵
սι۠DˣȻҲźͣʳƫĸ۠DˣԵЩΣ˺հ۠D§˹ССιţջش͵Ļ
ĻȻЩ۠Dϰˣ˵ֵź~رҸ
ۼˣЦҲԽۣϲģѩԽ졣
΢΢üׯҵĸģôźԼүԷġǺǣģȻ˵㣬ĠD˻᲻ϲأǻչ˵ģҺүܰˡ
ׯˮﰵЦǺ۠D˵ĸ飿
Ǳңϲ׼ǻЩʹ򲻰۠D˵Ļȴַġ
۠DϲЩ׳ʵνýĸһɵģ۠D˷ûȤҪԼ˵ǻ澵ء
ϲ׼ЩûԼƯ˵۠D˻ϲƯߺ~ܡ
ңЩǽ۠Dˡ
ˮǺܺ~۠DЦеĻһ䡣
ѩԼ˵Ļһ㷴ӦûЩ鶼ûЩʹ죬۠D˵Ļǲм
ȻˣɴҲ֮꣬ʧͳľٶһݲݳ˼ʳ꣬ǲмĿʲôǵ۠Dˡ
ֳ˵Ļ񻪲ϺͿȻܲϵơ
ͱѵ⣬ȻЩ죬η񻪶û֨
۠D˿ӵˣûʲô뷨`ֱ໵ĽУҪ`ףҪҪڵϱˡ
ԣֻǺսʶιʳʲô
D˲ˣϣҪȸ۠DһԲѵ̨ס
ǳЦŵͷ󆙸ҽѽȻҩˣҵҲȹȥء
ͷ󆙶໨Щ˼ˡǳЦС`èԵĹȻ࣬ȵ˲٣ټģɫ`ܳģͺ࣬۠DǼϱĿҲԽ͡
ⲻôеĺ𩶼ܲ⹫ǵĿԽȰ......
ǾͺãȥߣҴѡ˵Ҫ۸۠D˿ɲ˵˵ҪҲƣҪЩԼ뱲ӵĹ¶
ϾǮƻ׬Щȴô׵õģοôõˡ
ѩһ漴ڡҲǣD˱Ͼ۸ĴүɻһתᵽҲСˣһȥɡ
񻪹Ȼ˽ѩΪԼӿǣôȣӵĵô˵Լ𣿣
ұ㲻ȥˣַѵҸպл˵öʹһŸװɡΪϧս˲Ǽ޸ԼǼ޸ֳܵ
ⲩѧŵĺս۠DһҲȤζɣ
սƲһȻİɫ۠DĨĨС`ͣϲȫĵܿϾˣû䣬֪˶жīˮ
ﻹΪʹ죬ְˮĶҲҿС`èߺ~
δ......һ죬ΪڵҪԼŴ
ɺս»ңˮĸ۠DһСġǿҪŬˣD㿼Ͼˣĵڶء˵ԾԺ
ĬĬתͷ֪ӻô˵ˡ
˵ʵׯҵĸϲҠDˣСӺʹƵģҲ鷳Զٷôϸ
⣬⣡Ťˡǹϲˡ
ллҲҪúѧϰ~۠D˵꣬Թ죬࣬úóԨRبQ




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үD˺ȥĶѩ۠D˿ϾЩʹ,תͷȥġ
㲻ȥˣԴ,ɲСϡշĴձڼҺúö飬һ,𲻳,ԼŰɣ
ҽǺһȥɡɲǴȻ֪Ȩ,,ӹҲһյġ
ҵĻԷˣһŭ˿ӺȻҲһ죿ǹԹԵĺһЩͣõҴ㣿Լ,ѧ»Ҷײˣ
үү֪ˣҪѵҲѵ⣬ЩӰɡѩ״вܾ۠D˻͹ȥͬ㲻ͬҲзӶԸɣүôҲˣ
ˣķ˵˭ˣ۠Dһۣ㲻ʹ˲˵ׯˮǣǰˣ»ˣֶȻͣһٶãֻԼͷϣ
ңҲ˼......ѩ޼۠D˵Ļȴίų֪οڵģ
޵ⱲӶһȣӶ˵ȣ
۠DЦЦȴδӻκ۠D˳ԵĲ࣬㣬Ȼǳȥæ֣ιЩӣǰϺڵϺ۠DˣԼ԰ƤĩĨĨ조Աˣ
۠Dͷ
ФʥB˰СӣȷĹĵģűǻϲϷ˵ĵءư๫Ķˮ飿㶼˶Щ
ҳȥĻźǣҲǴ˴ˣȥʲôط棬ȥ~۠D˰˿ФʥBգԹԵǰͷЦ˵
飬˭Ƽϲ𩶼̲סֻȥæɣҲʶˡ
۠D֪ɼ£;ֻʵҪ๫׬ǮǸϱõأ
ֺֺЦָ˵Դ뷴ϴŵǧĽ˿ףԹԱ......
˿Ȼ۠Dб粻˵ȥ򵽡ܻƾճҳǣ˵󲻴˵ССĳڡ
۠DŷѰȴ֪ʲôڸֳⳡϷ
ģˡ
ԣǰԼϱʲô...ǿĽŰɡ
ѩŲݣǰүȻ벻Ҳٶԡ
ǲ¶˷绯
۠DЦЦĿ񻪣һȹȥձΪֳӵģȴʳŲȻҽѵֳˣҸ۠Dɫơҹȥûʡǰ
ǲšȻΪôңʲôѧһֱ˵ľɵϹèӿϾˣҲǺĹͣԸŶϣأҳǳĲӣƱܸףҫ棡ȴΪôң
DȫƾԼŻϵģ޹أѧδ̵Dˡս²䲻ȵƲ
ׯˮץ`סĴʱ򳰷ү۸ôԵճӵģ
񻪴ڴڴϢšƷԣҹȥ۸Ҫҹҫ棬һܲ𣡽£һ״ԪҲ
ͱĿˣŰ֮ˣֽԴĿһУܾԼŻ磬ֻʱ˲ã񻪵Ȼղ˦ȥ
ѩȻ԰ٰȰ˵һöû濴ˡ
۠D鷿˵һпԼ濴ˣȴڲѡ
ʱ۠DִಡӲò͡
˵۠DǵһƽԼúóԶٷ˭֪
ˣD߰ɡ˵ס۠D˵ļٵ¶ٵ¶ɡ
˭֪۠D˹ԹԸţɸ˼ȴֵĻͷׯˮʵôûԺã
ׯˮôǻûԺãѹͳԺˡ
Щ֣Ī۠D˴......
˭֪ճͷ۠D˲ü㣬ûԺñˣĪҪõȼˡ
ѩֿѹǶӣԼôүôˣȻ֪үȻ᲻ˣᷴ۠DڵĻ
ߣ۠Dվ˵㣬ȻƫһүϲҲ޼£
ׯˮʱѾƫƫǸε񻪵Ǹ۠D·۠Dһͬš
񻪹ȻЩ۠D˵ľٶҲ֪ׯˮж󣬹Ȼ۠Dϵûׯˮĺһ𣬵ȴӿܻǻһ⣬Ҳͬˡ
񻪶۠Dȥѣ۠D˱ֵĶţֹв˿ׯˮĴȻ⼫ˡ
СҲĬжȣͷ
ϻȥҲЦС`èԴͣڷ˵ŽĿ¶ѩɫࡣ
˵⣬ǲò˵ׯˮĴ㵣ôҲû뵽۠D˻ôãõĵӶԸһ
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ׯˮһ㶣Щ˵ζׯõ§ֻСèצȴСƨ`ɣȴЩ˵ζ
ţ˻طϲ׼ԼֵһǱš
ׯˮĨ˰˫̥ĸӦϴ꣬ټֵ֮иӦУҲͷû˭Ҳָоġ
ο۠D˵......ðɣͦǿģ־棬һү...˿ƫƫȴԹܸܣȴ湻Ҫ
Dˣţׯˮƻ˽ҹֻС`èѰʳ鷿ҳǵϵ¶ҳǱϾҲϤΪи׼
۠D˰סׯοҶҲ˽⣬ҵһθŵȥҳǵʱҲȥѧ˵˵Ŀׯ󆙻ܳˣоá
һ˵ţһСצׯ󆙵
Цס۠D˵աڰʾʲô
۠DƤأצӾȥ˿ڡ󆙸磬ô~
֪Уйߵ۠D˵աÿζ֪Ҿܾ㣿
۠D˺ٺٺֱЦׯ󆙱뷿ɸչţ۠DˡĲҽС
Ҳ֪DҪ浽ʲôʱ򡣡κĿţҲҪ۠D˱ү¶ֻҪ۠DԼʲôġ
˭֪أDҪ֮ǰ¶ɡս·ҳ顰Žȷŭ
˵䣬۠Dܵſڣմţ`ҵİסſ򣬱㱻ׯ󆙱ס......
۠DĳǣҽУûһ......
ׯõ§ס۠D˵Сƨ`ɣϣɼſ򣬺žƨ`ϱһƣֻС`è໽ۡ~~˼...
...κҪקקС`èȴФʥB¡ȥǣڻͺˡ
Ȼ֪ˣκǲ۠Dһί
ׯ󆙼״Լǲ۸ˣ۠D˶˵Щʲô۠D˲ŵҡͷׯһŭֱӰ`֡أĹš
ôţׯ󆙰һӣԼվڴͷɾ·
۠D`ĬĬƲͷ
ׯ󆙵Ӱ`𪣬ͦΣݳϼײ۠DǰƯž`ױڻϲ
ɣׯ󆙱֪Сүϲӣϲء
۠D˵ְڴͷǰ򣬻չŷۺɫСһСDˡ
۠DϣĲׯ󆙻˿۠D˱סصĿ޽УׯʩŰС
ݺݣһ~ݺݣһ~׼~һ~~~
ׯ`С`èҲϵĺˮֱ§̾˿ҪҪ⿪
QAQʱˣ˼ҽ⿪Ļ쵰QAQ
ڶɫڷǰ۠Dʱƺ͸˵ȥԼĳͷ˵ѴԶ
񻪲ΪѩһȰ˵ʱ鷳ӻԼȥŰ졣
ϲ̵ڱҴҳţ۠Dɴׯˮš
񻪿ֻСģ̲סѵȥ̸ģDƥҵĲׯˮ·ã죬ݣܱ֤ỵ
۠Dŵͷû˱·;ңԶһ·ܵˤĿҲĶࡣ
ϰĴϴǶɼǮһ̸ֱס֪ˮ·Ϊ׵ųٳٲϼ۵ͼ۸񡣡񻪿۠D˿̾ˮ·ñ½˱ˣ̸ļ۸ȴ൱ϷЩΪѡ
ȷڹģˮ·ͱˮ·ȻԷҪһʵĻ۠DҲûҪҪͶԷò˲Ұɣպֹһס
۠Dʢģ̾ϢD˵ףɠDϾˣһֱ͢ĹϵκȻܿһӡ
ܿʥBء۠Dֻùκŵһʱ뵽
Dˣ֪˼סĶ
лҪ˵ҼֶֽӣΪСֶӿҸҽǽҰ̰ʲôģҶ˵н㣡ǶһȻֻܵͷ˵ǰн㣬лʱ㣬Ц
Ȼ㣬СֶӶЩСֻһСѧ꼶~ˣ
СֶĽҽ㣬Ҷʱͷ˵ѽ߽㣬οô˼ְڵڼʦϲ𣿡žžžžһѣʱҼСֶӵŤΣͷ˵İʮѧʮߣӢʮʦϲҵġžžž
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ҼǸúӣֱŸ˵һ飬Ҽ̸ͷʾο
ŤͷСɩ˵𣿶˰ɣ
ҼСɩӵıǣ.
ȻҼСϲҵССɩӵδ򡣺һ棬ҼСɩСߣСܺӵҼСɩӵĴϣСһipadСôӦ֪Ůܼ尾Ϊ߶ǳСɩӲұֳ
ҿҼСɩӣڿipad˵аٷ֮ʮĵ
ҼСɩһοɹõģҿ˵ٷ֮ʮ
ҼСɩΣš
˰СʱȻô꣡
ҼСɩӿﲻˣֻܿʼʹ~˵һ棬㣬Ļһ𣿷ѽ
ĵĵͷ˵ѽѽ~һ~
ĬĬĸ̾Сƭ~ȻԴ
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۠Dһƴ򿪣Ŷ䡰ôˣҶͳ͢һ,,ʲôʱãͷ˴ӲѸϵںúõʱءߺȻʲôϴ󲻿̸,Ǳ㲻̸,յȴּĹ˺ȻοϰȻǴϴ,ֲһˡ
Ȼ֪۠D˵˼ǣ,ǲˮ·Ҫš
Ȼ˵,ϰµƴһ֣ٶȿҲ,Ȼ,ΪǷ⡣ʥּٳ񻪼ֻСһﲻȰҲա
۠D۠D˵ģׯˮأų˴¶Ҳˡ
ϰʮ⣬˵ֺǺǵģҲǴüĿ֪˵ġ
ϰ壬һһᡣĽƣʵ˫`ȣΪҲס
۠DĬĴȦֶԷ߻иεĸԼ¡
ϰ壡ŶԷļЦű²ò˫ȫ֮˰ϰø
ĶĶҲˣұȣҲ۸۸ǰɣǺӳöáտʼٵĿޣϸһɻЩµĴ˷ϰ壬Ϊϲ϶ҿû˵Ǹôġ
ⲻҸҶӣûĵҲաճӣϱׯҵĴׯˮ
ϰúõĿ˿۠Dֿׯˮ漴Цׯϰ壬ϲϲ~ϼһıƭˡ
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۠D˰Ĩ˰ĿǵЦׯˮһ㶼ûģ̸ţ˿ڳϼһ
ϰ壬øôΣϱҲҿ˵иȢׯĸأǰҼˡҼҶôõĸͺˡ˻ϰɲĳ⻰⡣
ĵĻǰ˻ؼңɰŵˡҲϲ̵ĺŲ裬Լ`ӡһ˵֪Ҽ`Ȣϱأ
ʲôͷ˵Ųףģˡ
۠DûĵԼҵŭ飬Ϸ΢ȶѬ۠Dշ죬һɵֽ۵ġ
Ķ̲סɵһ飬˵ˡ
ֲ϶ǰⱦӹﲻһֱǲ֪۸ճӵģҲûÿƫƫֲׯϰôϡϰ˿ڲ裬˵
Ҫ˵˻ׯˮЦD˿ɲֻô򵥵ġ˵ץ`ס۠D˵֡ϰ²Ӧ⣬˼ձеڡ
ׯϰĪҪң˵ϵ¶ϰֺǺǵͷҿɲ~
үҽ䣬ѲһֱĪĬҸȻڡ
ڳͷһ㶣漴ЦϣҼ`˼~
һڡ˵Ҫ˼Ҳᵱűϱ˼ġôĵǲ֪ˡ
ϲϲ̵ׯˮǳЦǺ⣬Ͼ˭֪۠D˲ϲƯĸԽƯԽϲ
ֵ𣿡۠DûĽ˾䡣
⻰һ㶣漴쿩ЦԸĻҲ⡣
۠DǳǳһЦ̸ģ⻰˵ɡϰ壬ҵ֮ǰ̸ģȻˣ͸Լϰ˵˵
ŶȻҶ֪۠D˵ģƼ˶ܾò˼顰Сүô̸
֪ʹϴ̸ⲻȹˮ̸̸ǼȻˣϰ⣿Ҫ̸۠D˿ơ
ϰһüȻȤҲ˲ǣ
ȻˣϰΪβóЩ⣿ˮ·ȻҶ׵ϱҲ˷Ҫϰߡ۠D˵ĸƺڱ˭ôΪ
ҲԸⰡүĴҪ׵ҲòЩ֣۸Ȼˡϰ˵ҲһΪѡ
۠DЦôöԸҲܰôˣǶκͲ֪ˡ
ǵΪϰˣϼһ̫һ֡СҲˣȻ֪ϰѴϾϰҪ˻һҪ󴬣һ˸ˣͷˣһһ¹ǮǮֻһʮһλʮգϰһαһļ۸񣬻湻Ϊġ۠D˵ͷ˿ڲ裬ҲϰɫԹ˵ȥӵȻҪͨϰǴǮͷϣ˭֪ҪϵģһҪ˶ٴλ
үҲģҲöԼ⣬ҲøһĵϰʱЦοǱߵĺӵٿεģͨס
·۠DǻضҪߵ·ϰ岻ϰǧת˻⡰ϰ˲˵㵽Ҫ٣͵ļ۸ҲŻܲܽܲǣһλҪʮлҪߣɲһСĿ
ϰָ`ŪŴĴָϵİӣƺ˼Ƭ̷ſڡҪÿλһɡ
ϰʨӴ󿪿ڣôĿ۠D˴һʼöԷֻҪô򵥣ʮ治СĿԼܴӦһλڶʮʮѾˣɶԷȴһ̸ˣȴҪɡ
ү֪Ҳܾû˸ҽˣ˵һۣ۠Dˡ
ɺ߹ȻƯײǱŴģźǺһЦȻǳɰɣȻϰ岻Ը⣬ҲûӡȥͲģԸڽǱߵ⡣˵űͷ⡣
ϰвһŭȻɨȥǰĺơүв𣿡
۠DȴЦеĹȵϰ˵ʲôѽϰչңôв㣿˵漴ۡϰҲǴЩϢɣ
⻰ϰ΢΢üʱտû˵ʲô
ȻԼǰΪ˸ۼҸϲûʥּȷϢĲ漴ЦеͷǾϰúǷԸСɺɡ
ϻ۠D˴ǳ˲¥
ص̺۰Ͱͳ۠DˡСûأ
ۺҵ⣬øѵˡ۠D`צӣһţոհQAQ
ôβҪȻϰͷǣ׻ǻ᲻˷ǻԹ
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һ˼ƣӾͻ
Ųǣ۠DƳۡʶģϣҶչ⣬ΪԲ󲻵ͣӦˡ߹ΣûһֱûܼңܼҺ᳤ں
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۠Dȴ⡰Щɱ۲Ŷ٣ܼҾҪͷأƱزҵ⣬οҪЩǮһ𣬶ܼҪȴǸࡣ֮ȣܼҵ˸¡ңˣĴˡ˵Ц˿⡣
ܼҸǮһׯˮʵ
壬ߣҲ͡ոպá
ׯˮͷٹʡ
صУѩ˻̴ſӭӳү⼸տæˣҸ
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˼Ըȥҹѩ˷ֶһԭϳŵأԷĿеĿź𩣬ߺǺЦׯˮǳ¶ƣ֮ɫ۠Dˡ
Сè~Сź󱳺˻˯ţСȴԺ
ׯ𿴵һҽ񻪵æһ죬ʱϯɡ
Ҳã˯ٿϯҲһ˸ȥɡ˵`ӣʵЩˡ
ѩү뵽Сڣү㻹DǺء
ǺǣDС̸ͦͣ⣬ûƼСӵȣ˿ͷ˵Ժ
ԼװķʱȻǸ˵ģƫѩǼķԼĶӵļķȻ޲ѡүƫǺӡ˵ŻƳ񻪡
߱ŰӹǶˡϹ˵үҲġ
㶼ȥѩ濿񻪻һ󽿴
ߺߺˡֲǲ֪벻ϣ֮ǰҲȥҵˣ˵мֺɸֵζ
ѩ̧ͷĳ񻪡뻹СοDǴ磬վҪ׵ܵܰæĲǣ
⻰˵ˣƿó۠DǻҪعճǣԼȥ˵ĻҳǾûˣɲɡ
ϾС˵㣬`̵`̻ܰ֡ɰɣҲ
⻰ѩˣү˼ĵ˾䡰ҵķƺЩңôк޶õģÿն밲СӾס棬ҷ˻ÿ밲ء
¶Һ͠D˵˵ػҪеģ롣
Էʱ۠D˯ˣҸ˸ȻǰʱЩų⣬ʱΪһʱͻֻﲻ
ǰԼѰ˿úⲻֹԹźԼ~
۠DıԼڻСȥԷøФʥB̲סק˰Ѻս¡ʲôʱȥڵģôû
ճǾѰ˻ᣬһ·ûƼǴ羡ץӺɽè𣿡սǸҲǸġΪܶඥ`סһʱ䣬˭֪...ߺߡ




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˵۠D,˵,Сһеˣϲ̵,۠D֮ǰ̫ݣǣ
,ŵأƼǽһ飬ðˡ
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ķ,ô㶼֪˵߻Сɷ,֪ΪΣűӲֵţ󶨸Ťϣ;гɾ͸С
ʵ۠DԼɷҲûʲô綼ϵĻء
ֻǳ϶ѣֲ`û¶
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ʲʲôҲӣʧ
𩲻üǺ⣿ôָ첲յˡ
ֳܣѧ˵ľɵųܣŸھȻҪ㱧ţʲôرһ˿ûķŭ
⻰û˵ͱճһƣɫѵ㣡ĪҪĿʦ
˵űĿɿڴ۠D˺һǡ
񻪹ڣȻӵĻɫ˭۵ģ˵ۼû
...סʹ૵
񻪲ĺ˦죬ȥ
ʱӺԺܳһλʮĸ񻪽űߡүضɣضҲ֪ˡ
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ү˭ҶԠD˲أǵģúһٷ˵Щʲôѩ浹Щ˵ЦҪ
𩰡ѠD˱Լιۣ˵ʲôƼҹԶӵϱСƵԼɷ̲ס㡣
ʵϱôϲΪD˺ֻС`èһ۵İɣ
û¶D˻û˯أ˯Ҳá˵˿գҲ˿⣬ιڰ۵۠Dߡ
Сһ`Ǳˣ۾......
D˹Ȼˣ˵ҲôԼɷ򰡡ѩƲۣü˵š
۠DׯԼԺﶼôڣǱϲ۠D˹ɵԼԷˣŴĲˣ۵ĺʲôƵġ
񱻴ϣԥ˻ǰ۠D˷£ɶԷȴüˡ
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ҹŻһԼҰķ˳һߴŹȷܹأ㲻֪Щ˶ۿҺͰķģſϾˣǿ״Ԫ֪ôء
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ȥȥȥ۠DǶԷԼСԺʲôﷳĻ֡
ȥˣɲѩƼߡүǸûҷӶϸҪ˼ô
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A( 㨌)󆙸Ҫʲô
սµ۠D˵ģȻܲܰίεĿ𴦡ûϵDԼܽѵ
ׯźսģ֪˵ǽѵʮа`Ż۠DԴĽѵ
иԵȤս±ϲȻò֡
˵Ҫлʦлӵʦһ۠D˵Сƨ`ϡ
ԷĺߺߡȥҹȥѧеҲ١׸òлûҵͲ˵ˡ۠DЦɲԹµˡ
۠Dʲ˵ãҲڲģƽӹϲ£òΪ˹ɣǣõĹζаʱɣӲٵˣڰĬĬţ졣˵˭ѧᷴϲЩѣǾܡ
һǮ˼ңƤѧ۠Dֲ˲ĵķǺ¶˭֪۠Dȴѵģ˵ľɵ˵޴ʦĻ˵ѳɴ֮˵ʲôĶУ۠DƢãŲš
˭ûԹ۠D֪Լʲô£Ϊʲôô˵ᵱô˵˵ô˵
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ĺûûԼŬ飬ϿǽԼ飬D˲ԻдõĵطȻͻѵ⣬ʱĠD˻ŵȻǺĶ......
ȻͻԼľɵ񣬰ϵ淣վ......
ĺùֵģ۠Dţ̲סۿʪ`ҧ´ܼˡ
ʱõϲҲ˵ϲֻҪһ佱Ŀ͹ˣȴһֱԼ
ԼҪԶȢʱ䳰ȷ˵Լ֮Żᱻ׸ȥ
ʱ۠D˹ȻѾϣͽܣﻹǲܡԹޣΪѧԺô
˲ͬ˲̣ʱ಻־δ£ȻľŰ׵ģҲܷ۠D˵塣
ײʮ꣬Ҫʼ׼ȥһİĻȢԼ곤໹Ƿĸ
Ϊȴô侮ʯ......
۠DˣקФʥB`ҪȥѧЩˣЩԼƲˡ
֪ԼжףΪж֣
ФʥBȻ۠D˵һţôˣС`ģǾǿίʱ۵Ľͷ۽ǣDôˣʥBòã
۠Dҡͷίҧ´ĬĬſ۾ߡ
ФʥBȻ֣קסҪʵô£˭֪۠D˦ܻԼ
ӣЬҲϣҧűӾͿޡ
ɰǼ˼ˣǷģ۠Dǲڼǣſڽ˻ǲ۠D֨ɰǼˡ
ѰǼƷüôǼҼүҪˣ
ǣDǰ˵ҪлʦҸôлȻܵﷴˡ𩲻Լ˵ʲô۠D˵Ŀﵽ׻ġ
üͷ壬Ȼв조лӵʦƨ˵ţȴŸߡȥ壬ⶼ¶
D˵ôˣǱϾûų⡣սµ
ϲ۠Dʲôϲ۠DίģŭһӶ֪£׽˾Ȼų⡣
ƳۣЦЦү𣿡
⻰ȻǼŭǰЩκ״δȺ߳Ц磬ǲǼ~ûƼD˸ղһίᱼĴʥBQǽһŶˡ
⻰ɫЩվ˻Ǽֵʲô¶˵ɣλҲæˣɵվš
أŰ˸ߡߺЦеƿһ
ˣɴ~ĳſ޳һСŵ۠Dˣ۠DΪλ޵ģ̲סŨŨϧ۠D˵ͷͷ
۠D˹ԹԵİԴ`ϣҧ´ٿȴֹסᡣ
ʱĿ࣬ʱί˭֪һ·ĬĬԣ̬˶үĳ裬ǺվĬĬţƺежܵȥ
ţ㲻̾ϢͷǺӵ۽ǣڴͷϷеС
ŴƳ˵ã˵ڵĿ֣ȴѹֶˡ˿ɰүˣҪݺˣҪˣֻҪŬãҪñ˲õ㣬߱ô۸͹ˡ
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һүĵ״ʹŷӵ۸׽Ū......
۠Dӣͷ磬գգ۾𴦣мֹ
үҵүһҵүôɰ޷ģ
ү粻ϲ㣬䲻㡣֪Լ΢Ϊޣҡ
չ㣬ʱиϸ㣬˵˵Զվߡ
˶绪òʱĲã貹ʱ緢ȴ˭֪㱳ĿɬĬĬܣ
үҵıү......
ȴ˵һͷôϳȥЩȻʹ졣
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ѵ˵ԠDʲôκ㵵
δ㱻ФʥBһʹ򡰹²ӱ֪ô¶Ͳõ룿
àDʧصزʲô¶κ
ڴ˴²ȻD˲ԸǣҲ˵......ׯˮ˵ſԺ⡣
ս˳Ŀ⿴ȥ漴ǳЦ£û᲻֪......
ҾԼʵһˣǸԼְֽ̺̽ãûܶԼԼСү߳ĵĵطϱɡ
۸˹ȥһֱԺˣ˭֪ʮӶʮ
˭ƼҪ˿ڲ裬յŶȣŲԶСһææȥɹɹ̫ӱ̫дⰡ~
̫ôûˣ
п𣿡ׯˮЦеĸѯʵ
~ôùȥˣҶǰ⼸ĸţҲ֪үϲʲô
ôţɻЦе˸Ǻ£
Щ¶Ҫ͵¶̣ׯˮ˸ĶڠD˵ģ˵
Щ棬żȻǺүйأǾȥ
˭֪鷿ͱ̱ƹ˼ңĸнᰡ
ڽ˵Ĳ˵ĶԹԽ۠DֻС`èʲôʱĶ͸˵~СʱȻаķǰģʱһҪ򴲼Σȼ̣жɰۣ֪޲޲
ļ޲ھһֻ......
ȵȣĻǣ
QAQԼĪ죿
翴۠DԼϿˣŴŴ˵Ż̲סһ˿Цݡ
ҶֱԷ˯ˣ綼᲻뿪
һֱ̰עǺӵĲ۠D˳жã˵ƺѾ޷ݡ
۠D˱ǼأѾǼõ⡣
£û˳ñүúõģûбүġ
С۠D˵ͷСʱD˱Լ`ȣ۵һ磬ۡ
ţ۠Dܵίʱ˵Լһſǻ硢ί
˺ööСү۵ģίģĵģҸģָѽ
ǰվǱƿүȢøЩ£ƸţŪʲôģ¶Ƕ治¶
ɱǰĶûۡ
Ǻ𩶼ϲҵĠD˱˰ռţׯˮׯ󆙣ߵԿ˯۠DˣǳЦ磬ǠD˵ķˣǸչ˰ɣ
粻֪Լ¸ùԹ£۠D鷳Ϊã......
ĿĿү˯ݣ᲻뿪᲻á
°֪Ѿȫ˵ˣսŭ۠D˵ʱʵ޷Ƚģƫ۠D˾Ȼ̣ܽȻᴦ׵
۠D˾ޱٲҲ
ο۠D˲ˣŬһУŬĹΣϿβ죬Ҳˣѧûᡣ
ǽİ࣡
ʵ޷۠D˵ʱ˶ٿ࣬˶ί
ŵ˵һδεĸ̾Сүֱվˣ£Ϻ£ˣ¶˵۠D˲Ƹүǣƶۡ
үأСצӴͨͨ죬ǳе¶
үʱҪ˯úǽڳġ
үҲ࣬˵ĻԽ˵۠D˲ʦ̵ĿʦƵģټϺԺĸѣ۠Dֻ϶顣
ÿģү˯ԲãֳԾţ̶ֻܳô~
۠D˵գĿǰ⡣
ģչ˺үү֣˽ˡ
үȥίҲܵ`˿οǼΧһŵϹġ
磬ׯѹסĲ죬۠DռģռаԼļˡ
ФʥBʱδ׶۠D˵ĸ飬ȻԴ֮Ը۠Dбˣļ......ǰҲһ
DǵķȻչ˺ͷˣñְáеĲôѹס
ׯˮŶ΢΢ü۠D˵ˣһ𳤴󣬻ķиģеĸȻǷͬ죬粢δԽֻƫ۠DⲢ޹
米Щǣѹͷŭǣˡ˵Ż˸򸣣¡
վֻվھⲻǣ
ߺׯˮתͷѵׯ󆙣˭֪СѾͺսһڵ`è......
ФʥBС޳ܣתʱŵĹڣһ§ס۠Dˣ۵İ˺üڡ
۠D˲ˣȻ˽仹˵Щ˯죬ҲӼ
ϣС˯ŵʱɰ~`׶ûӦշ`ֿۣɰġ
ׯˮͷĻ֪˵ʲôãüġҴӴ`ϹԶ㣡
ѹֵô`Χ۠D˴ת̲ס˸ٲԸɵ׻ǹԹ
£׻˶ҸϽȥˣᣬ۰Ͱͳ۠D˵ģׯˮһӻ۠DֻСè......ʡĵġ
ЩܵܣһĶ겻ˡ
õ׼ĺսһЦ⣬ẬĻӻ֡ǵðŹϡһ˵һĽ⿪
......ׯ󆙺޵קסׯˮӱ磬Ϊʲôĵ£
²۸Dˣ渺׻ׯˮקסԼɵܾܵϡ۲Ļӣ
ׯ󆙺ߺţ¶~
۠Dںս»ģ۵§С`è˿ڡ۠DŴŴת˸Сƨ`ɶ׼§űӼ˯......
սµҲϾԶöСƨ`ŵġ`۠D˵ĺ󾱣ȴĺ......
۠DȫʱһӦĹĵĵźս¡
»Щףۿֵ˼ʱࡣ
Ĵֵϧ§סҵС`è˿ڡDˣʲôĵģ˵𣿱Լš
۠D˰Դ˿³ʵҲû¶
˵û......ս¿ָ۽ظˣﶼһŵܡͷǺӵβ
̫ϧζ۠D˵Ķ˵ģ§ս£ʲô˵......
һȥòã˳ӣȥлʦս±ֻС`èקŲССظ￿ֺЦ۵ġ
ڳ۠DԼɷҲûԷһʵļԼ
ǿܵĻĲ۠D˿Լ......
~ȥԺó~ҳǺ󣬲ææǸûպһš
ôţ۠D˺ȻԼ֣սãôԼԹء
ǣD˸߽¸磬ʲôóԵģ˵ñӶ˶۠D˵Сӡ
ööóԵģ۠DһĿźս¡óԵĻ~һ˵һȥҪ`ס¸~
̰۠D˵Ӻˣֺϱй¶󣬱رϲ¶òһ
ݺָġ
ս§۠D˵ӣŴĬĬţҪҪDСӣ
һһɰ˵ģűϧ
ȫȫĶãκ۸ܰί......
һܺһ˺ӺûӱϾ¶
Ͼʱ֣пɿ飬˱ȥС`è˺.....
ˣǻỹ磬ҪҲһ
ôţֻԼڵ۠D˶ʱֺֺЦǸ̫ƽģǻĵһϣŶãô......
ݺһݺһ......
ׯɭɭİֻڿ⣬սһݵֻèקʱѾ硣
һ˳ţһУ۠D˺ͺսٳ⣬˶ǳϴġ
ҳǲʵׯˮܺϰʶɼҳҲϤ
۠D˹ȻʱһֱķڼУʶ֪˴Щġ
ϷԺѽѽĳӣһСʳϸɫСʳոճ¯ء
۠Dֻèɻˣ֪Լθֻô㣬ȻҶԣÿҪ۰Ͱ͵ĳţ˭Ŀ˿ֻС`èʳ
ÿһڵľͲȥӸ˳......
ׯˮФʥBκһһߣźóԵģԼĵУ治֪˵ʲô......
ɫ𽥰ҹҲʼ½½ĳ֣֬ˮۣɫС̯Ҳߺˡ
ʵĵƹ£۠DϲõĳһĻĻЦĿļˣۼˡ
ֵФʥBκվţֵס˿ӵĿ⡣
ֱߺȵСҪЩȥƯˣ~
ǰǰΧҲƯ~Һɫϲ졣
ˮСƯ~
۠D˳˳ǣ̧ͷФʥBκԼվ߲ôġ
죬ƨƨߵܵǱߣһ߶䣡ɫģһɫģһɫġתͷƨƨߵĸФʥBǴ.....ûҲϣֱӲؿڣԼ׵ģκһɫ~
ׯˮŤģϲ̵ģǺսºׯûʲôӦǶ仨ǲԼϣ۠DƤЦŹǻ
۠D˵ЩڸⲻŵĻ˶仨.....




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Ϊ˺ǰλ˰......
ӱ߷Żʱ,ԶԶı˽۠D˵֡
߷±ʣŻԼд֣Ļͷ
ֻһɫҴ,¶ܵ۠DǰDˣ۠Dˣ
׿۠D۴ģʱų
ܵǰ,ǱĴϢ,Ŀȴ۠Dˡ
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ǽ׿¶һ˿Ρʲôòõ,Ҳ
۠D죬վ֪˵ʲô
׿ѧȥͬѧ۠Dټ۸̬ȣʲôѡ
׿Ǹ⣬׹ϵҲر۠D˼ţ׿򣬹ȻǸү˵ҳҵĵλߣ˵۠D˰
żôԼоҲ׿Լ˵ǣѧܵ۸
˻ǸҼֱ棬㵹Ǳ۠D˺Щ
۠D˼ǵĶ飬ǵԼܷʱ᲻ɫԼϼ֣Լһ죬ȻԴǲ̸࣬࣬ãӦ˿е顣
ܸԼʱ˶뿪ԼͬһЦʱ
Լ߻һ磬һ£һ׿
׿۠DˣƼǺ¶Ĳ̺ۣʱЦСϹʲôڱĵطûţСʲôĻû⡣
ŶǣҪҪ......۠D˱ܵҪʱѡ
ȴԷϡˣҲûʲôãʤ徻Ƕܿɰ͠Dʱһ......⺢ԽԽ󣬻Խϲˡ
Ĭ̾㿼״ԪˣҲ˻̣ȢЩ˲𰡣Dˡ
лл.....۠DۿЩȣҳ̫ļ䣬ģģģҲһõ˲ǣ˵˵Է˱
һ㶣˽꣬ҲƼˮ꣬ﲻࡣ
ܵľٶֵܼ乴û۠Dһٶ£漴ЦǺӵԴлʲôѽúúǹӰɡ˵ţɿ۠DˣǶ䱾Ҫ͸Ļ۠D˷䡣
С`ԽĿЦתҪߡ
۠DҪջѡĿ͡
׿ֻѧһѶѣԼƺ
ܺˣ۠D롣
~ǵķ˱Ȼ~ߺׯ󆙴żִζߵ۠Dԣйߵ
۠D˰޹ĳԷү
үôˣⲻиү˵ű㿴һεκ
վͦԶĵطȻĻһڵץץͷ𣬱ң˵ǵġϾͺá
۠D˳ׯ󆙺ߺѶ~
ǻǽµأׯȻס
ǹĺս±ʾԼ޹......û¶~
QAQ¸粻Ǻôϵ𣿣˵תͷһĳźս¡
æͷȪˮ
۠Dתͷׯ󆙡¸˵ôϵģ
˵ʲôţߣ˭֪СʲôղνҲϲ׼ֻСèأׯסվšû¾ˣЩҲˣƫһүǣ
QAQԩģ
ԩƨղΪʲôҪˣׯŭı㡣
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룡ҽǣׯԽԽģϲ۠DȾϱ˵ζ
⼸ֻû취ҶһˣκûٺɫҪǰ˵......չ۠DˣڵҿֻС`èģһɴȣ
......۠DίˣͰ͵ĳׯ󆙣ֿˡ
Щ˻һ۰Ͱ͵ĳȻҲڵȴ𰸡
ԼıƹԸˣֵˡ
ֻǺܸлҵչô......Ǳͬʱ˶ϲҵʱ򣬾Ϻ˵дңոǾ䣬ҲҪعճǣ۠D˵ŲһĨЦ⡰׿Ӻܺã϶ġ
Ϊȥģׯһۣɭɭ
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˵˸лʱչ˺ô۠D˵ͷŵ״`ŵ桰ǰһֱᣬ׿չҵ......㵽ׯ󆙵ɫɲѣɾС`조Ȼ㲻ϲҽ󲻺......˵ţίĳŵ档
ׯȻ˼ļֲ̡۠D˵治࣬ԼΪİûʸ˽
ǰҲ˵ı˱ˡҲû˼ֻ󲻿ںͱ§§ұ㲻˭
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ׯһۣסĶҪû§§ҪлҲԷ֪𣿡
QAQ۠Dһ˵κֻֽֿȮðݡ~DɰʲôԵ~ҲϲͱԴ~
D˾͸мôҲ۸˼QAQҪˣ˵Ż˱˻
κˡŶ~Ŷ~ҼСD~Dɶ~ȥѻƷˣȻȥǻòã
~óԵĺģ۠Dûвĵˣ۵ĵͷ˵ϽмŵģԺɳţ
ѽD˳Լһ˵ţһ߱۠Dӱߣ˵Ļơ
˵óԵģ۾͵ģתͷһ룬ԼѾԱˣ`Ӳͷ롰ɣҪǻء
~Ǿͳʣµ˵Ŷ`۠DԼ`ϣѻƷˮ
һʱ˭ûڣĿյԽƮԽԶ
ܾãκ˭Ƿ飡ׯ󆙸ճ׿ĴףתͷƼƭԼСè̵κ޵
ô˵D˵һֱ̾硣ս̾Ϣ
ФʥBԸεĳκС`èڼͷȥԺóԵģ
ԺóԵģ˵۠D˻ϲԼȮһ档
취קԼ߲ͳˣׯˮ˵űߵκԣͷһ۠DˣſֱۡҪҪ绳
۠D˲ͷ룬ͷ
κ״ɺЦҲû˿İ۠DСķŵׯˮ
ׯˮϾûκ׳ʵÿģʵС`èڻǷַ¶~
D˵~˵ŵͷ˿СһաСźٳǻȻأDʲô
ȥɽһֱ˵ɽҹƯ~˵һ
һһֱֵŻظФʥBѾ˯ŵ۠DȻطӹ
ׯˮ״ùӣɨ۱Ӹս¡D˹ȥԺġ
ʱսЦϾȻ֣
ׯ󆙹Ȼ׳Դף̵ͬս˵̶Ӵ򿪡
Ժ⣬Ȼǰλд۠D˹ȥԵ֡
Ƽ֣չԴĺ𩶼ŭüͷ˿֪ԼĴɣ
ˣ˵۠D˵ŸԼˢһ𡣡ս±ϾҲһѧĵ²ż汸вѧ
ս½꣬ȻеƣһͨԽǷŭ
ǣôׯҽⷽϾ˼֣а`ų룬Ŀȴս¡
һʱ䣬ոոФʥBվſڿźս¡
˼Ƭ̣ԴΡҲ֪۠Dôģ.......Ҳ֪ô졣
DǺ޼κ˼յһѧʱԽ̵Լų⣬α۠DҪȥһسӵġȴ۠DˣΥʦȣȴҪ۠D˸Լƽǻἤŭ۠Dˡʱ۠Dίȫŭ֣˵
ĵ㶼ԸġׯˮŲ輸ϵıӣ˼˵۠D˲ǱˣһʣϾ٣£ٳȶ۠D˵ļķһ޼˵ˣȴʧء۠D˹ȻƯĶ۸׻Ǹܻҡ
۠D˹ȻûܡǸҵµ֡ׯЦ
ԼνׯˮЦݵĿͬĵܵܡյ£ȴҪú......
D˵ʦϣȥлʦ˵˲Ǽ˷飬ȥɲȥȥǸѧӲǣȻ˵
ȻȥˣͱȫսҲͷ㡰DѹסǿҵܶȥҲ֧֣ɣǻ˾ȻҪ۠Dˣ
ʲôʱͽܵģκͻȻ졣
뿪ҳǵһǰսʶش𣬷мֵĿD˲ڹʱ˵𣿡
ֻǶ˵ˣȴ֪㡣κȻĹ˹ǡϵĺӣ׿ԽŻ磬ǴޡΪƫȴľɵˣ
˵۠D˲׾أս²ͷŵ
۠D˿ɲһ׾ѧӣ޿ɾҩѧκݴŭ޶𱸣ѧѧǷڲ......ȥٸû˹ܵˣ




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ʱ,ȥٸȻ,ѧҲֻܹ̫Ҳ̫ˡ
Щ,ƻͲѺ͵¡
ⲻУǸץ`סԶӡźս¿ׯ󆙡Ϊλ۠D,֪
û˵,˵,»Ǻ͠D˼ķǱйءФʥBڵ
ҺͲ飡ׯˮۡDǰн
⣬ƣ׽̵۠D,δףɶ˵Լšսּ˾䡣
ҺʥBӹٷ飬ϵѹϵȵȣˮǲǵġκ˵գɢ
۠Dһ˯ѣĹͷɢˡ
ׯ˸СС۵Ĳűӣ˵ĶԼ
ůģ§סֻС`èͷ׶ͷ˯ú𣿡
~~Լϱ׳׳ģԼߣԼȥʲôģ~
ׯſԼǰʵ۠DˣȤζˡ˿ڳԵ㶫
̫ˣóŵġ۠D˰ͣͷ롰ѧԺǼȥ
еʱ䡣ׯñӹ۠Dˣ¶һöССԴDˣϵԵġ
ȻĻûֻС`èһ˵ſţԴȥˡ
ٶׯۼˣﰵģûƷµĻ˻Ūĺáҹˮһȥ˺ּҵĹϵʥBӹٷ֮ϵ
~۠DСԴ§ׯ󆙡Ҳֻǲ²⣬˺޹ϵҲпܣҴӲڿô佱룬ῴǼӵܡǲ鲻֮Ĺϵ۠D֪Լǻñûء
......
ġׯ̾Ϣս´ʶ̵ꡣ
Һ˵ʶʵ~۠DȻսµĿģ˦βͼӴ׵
Ǿͺã~˵һ§סС`èϸĴȹСӣԼĸζ......
ߺߣûʲô˶ʱһ۾;ò̫......
ׯ̾˿СʱҪ𴲣ϴ緹
~˵žͰԴׯ󆙻С``......
磬ׯûϾһֲ֪Ҫֵʲôʱ
ׯˮ˻ûȥߴߣ˭֪......
һĨº𩡰Լ緹ɣǣ
ʱŷ֣ӦʲôģȻЧ
۠D`Լϱһ糿ʰ׵ʱҲˡ
ϾҪϣҲӦ֤
۠D۰Ͱ͵ĳ񻪣һĿԼ`ӣܾڳϢˣ⡰ʦȻȥһֱ˵㲻ãûҲɲˣȷҪȥлл˼ҡ
Ϲ˵ʲôȥҳӵģϻ˹ȥһֱ۸˼ҡ۠D˻ӻ֡ȥ˯ȥ
ⲻɣҲΪá̲ɡ
뷨Ϊ˺Ӻá
۠D˶ʱҵϳңվںҲΪҺãÿζҪЩĪɳͷҲΪҺãҾͻñ˵ľɵ񣿣ǻǷ۠DǷҲһĵô˵ģһ۸ĵճӣڴ棡ÿζ䳰ȷһͷͬѧӿ𡣵ҵʲô඼ӵܣ˱ҹֲ֪ٱͷˣ鲻ҵһۣÿŬŬ飬ͷĵңҾͻˣ
Ϊãôܿ״Ԫ𡣡񻪲ͬ
ҿ״ԪΪľţ۠Dŭʧڵ֮ΪͽҲΪľţ֮ûǶ񶾵ķ˶ΪľţͷΪľţһϵûľţҶ֪˼أװķҪľŰٰάʬ޴棡߻ҵĹޣľһ·̻ظҵôҿϣ㻹ҪҷޣҪҸ״ԪҪ֮һкϲİϵûᣡᣡˣ
ڰаԼһһΣ˶Բ֪ĺ......
ˣҲܰľ¹ڻϣ
⣬⣬Ҳǿ
۠DһϵĶתߡȥлʦˣлԴʦӵʦϣЩһݣ
˵ͨɴˣˡ
ǼȻЦ࣬վûЦ⸶
Ϊһİ۠D˼׽֣ľ......
۠Dǰ˵һУǶ֪Ω۠D˵ӻָ˺õȷǴ㵡
ׯҽ۠D˵Ĳ󣬵Ҫȴˮ󣬴ѲӾȻָļá
ⲻò˺棬۠Dȴ˵ȻÿѯʣǻشԼҲ֪˵
¿۠D֪ԼΪʲôͻȻã֪˭......
Ϊ۠D˴˵ľ֣Ƕ
۠DĹĵߣׯˮ֪Ӧȥ׷ԴΪأ۠D˽ղɲȥ
......
ľ˭ׯȳʵ
ӣҡͷû˵
κ˺ܾãһӡ󡰠Dһڹճķ˸λ˵ǿʱʱDӣһķģһͽľ......
⻰Ȼ˵̲ס˸
·ķˣ˵һҹҲˣǴ۸۠D˵Ҳˣ˼˵Ҫ۠D˵......ФʥBյεβһѡDè
ƨʮа`Źֻ꾫пܣׯĹĵģһ쵽ڣôڳֻèĴף
ȱ˵𩻹û鵽Щʲô֮ƣֻȰ۠D˴ô˵ϰٲȥлʦô˵ȥׯˮʱȥDȥڱã˵ţüͷD˼ȻԸ˵ˣԭɣ˵Ǳ㲻ʣҪ˵ˣȻ˵
ڴϣׯˮȫ۠D˵Ĵ
ľˣ۠DϷܵ¶ǲ˵Ҳ˵
۠D˲ԸǣοǷ֮䣬֮䣬ҲøԷһռ䡣
ȵȣΪʲôȥDˣׯ󆙶ʱǰ֪ľʱɫҪ
ׯˮεʼ硰Ϊ˵ʠDϲ˭ʱD˵ϲĲѽ~ҪĻκDˣDС`èǰ׻мɷģ
Ҫģ**ڴ£ϣֻҪԸãܡ
κĻ......ߺߣ۠DȴȿԼ뷨Ȼ֪κ˵öԣҲҧŻͷӦ
Ĳ췢й`ǾӦġ
Ȼ۠Dʹʹķӣαزأ
̲κ죬§ֻ`۵С`èſڣԼ˺¶ȺţЩĪôˣ
DϲĲ磬ءս¶ûׯܵˮˡ
κһ۠D˵ƨ`ɱڻһεץץԴD˵ģ˵ġ׿ûɶDϲԼ~
ׯһ۠Dˣ§Լ̵ĵκѾյ۠DˡۡĹҲô¶~
DˣȻ˰ͱȥǲȥԵûйﶼĴսȻ
۠DſׯϣСƲͷ
QAQȻԼ......Сƨ`ɡ
D~սƨƨߵߵԴĵط
۠D˼ġߣ~
תͷ𴦡
...ׯˮͷQתתȥϷҪ浽ʲôʱ򣿣ĵܵ˵̻ڶ棿ˣ˵һ۠Dƨ`ϣͷߡ
໣Ȼƨ`ɣȻע⣬˼ҵƨ`ɨR0Q
ׯһ߱۠Dˣһƨ`ɣյȥǻˣס𣿡
۠D˴ԹԵĵͷ֪Ƣɣһ뵽׶Щ͹ϻ쵰ͷϣ˵ˡ
ľĬĬԼô࣬ô࣬ƾʲôЩ˱Ǹϲռˣ
۠D˲ɵ֪Լ״ԪԣƱػϼһʣ֪ѧӺͼҳĽǰȥ
ϻ쵰Ľƽߺ޽浹ҲˣԼͷҪЩʲôʲôԼ۲Ĳ
۠DںûǸ״Ԫ̣л̣ȴҲѧ޽οƱҪɴµģÿԼͬʱҪ˵Լʹϻˣ˵ǵ......
ܽԼϵͷҡϣϱһ򲻿ɵģ
ӵܣΪ
һ·ϣׯ§ֻС`èĺ󱳣۵ĺĥС`è
Сèһ·ϿԼϱ˼ţׯˮѵÿ۠DʱŻ
΢΢ׯ󆙱ûߵıĶ⣬ׯ󆙻֪ҪϸС๫Щӡ
Ե˫ʱһʱ˶۠DˣȺʱѧԺ벻ʦ




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۠Dδ̧ͷ,ȴŲԶ,Ϣ,˿,ݿ,һ,Ⱥǰսɾ䣬һϣ޷ӡ
۠D˲ͷԼҵ̲ס,ֹһĽӵԣԸҲԸٹҡ
ҵԣǸңֻŵϢļңĺδңҡ
ңڣ۠D˿ȴõģˣĬԼΪ
Ǹ÷õˡ˵ŷ֣һվ۠DߣĪԽ~ƣƣһ˭~ϣཱུС`è~žͺ𣬾ȻôˮҲԼҹϮ
ްδʱ˵ţ۠D˻̧ǺЦĿƽһɨǰǹɽ
ɣȶۼҴûȣ±ص⣿
ԼЩ뺷ӣһʱ䣬˭ûкβԣǼ˺Ȯ
һ漴˵һ࣬վ۠D⡣
ػǸһ𾴡
⣬ȻҪֻСèӣؼˣߺ~˿ӾСƨƨ~
۠D˴ͷǰȲСպüֱԽӲ˹Ȼÿ˫ȴ޷ǹȡ
ѧʦŲǰһ޷꣬ǵѧĬĬŵۼҵճ۠Dˡ
ΪԺҲǰһԳ˿ǻм𾴡۹ѧ峵״Ԫҵϲֵ˵ű۠D˴˸ʱ
۠DǳЦԺ࣬λнգ
Ȼ۹˵Ҫлʦҵȴһݣʦµϣҵ֮ᲢۡԺĻģȻ͸ơ
۠DڷˣǿͿף˵һٶԼ
ԺҲ˽ѯʣԱ˹֣ȴ˵ĴȻȻ˿¡ȻҲףҪָʹΪ
Ȼ۠D˿״Ԫ˻̣ԣ
...Ժǰƽ۠Dˣȴм֣۠D˻˱ˣ
۠DǳЦ׸ѧϰΪ֮ȴҲѧ̻塣
͹ˣԺ֪ǰʦΨһһͽ۠D˵仰ѧǰǧ겻ˡ
۠D˿˸Լӣ˼֡۹ӿˣˡ۠DδȥΣȻܳƺΪˣֻܽһӡ
һ·ӭ̵۠D˶վλԣڶλ
۠DǳЦ룬Ʋδһ㣬Լ˰Цмֻζ
ƽ޹ûѪû͵һ״Ԫ˭ϣ˭Ľʺһѵģο۠DôУ˭֪
񣬰ԺƼɫﶼ̲סô۠D˵ģ˿ⲻǱӦ
Աһ𾴣䵽ز
ߵǣ㣬Ⱥ
Ժ۠Dһ۠Dѧϰİ༶״ԪлʦȻѧڵģҲϣһ쿼״Ԫʲôġ
ȻҲˣΧ۠D˱ʶ
۠D˶⣬̬һֱܺãɴ߽Լİ༶λӣһʱѧѧڵܼ༶ڣеҲվ棬ȦȦġ
һѧ߾֣۠DЦָ˵ɣҪʲô
˵״Ԫϣ𣿡Ŀȼˡ
Ȼ۠D׵֪˼аԣŶݼҲδѧҲ֮ˣѧֻܴжѧұѯʱܾˡ
˲ҪЩԶʧ𣿡ѧ̼ˡ
۠DЦˣǱЩʧ˼䣬ⲢҪ˼Ȼһ
𣿡ԽУƺǺͿ
ҵĴ棬ԹűеģռԣҲ½֪£ǧƽȻҲĥĹ͡
⣬й¶۠D֡Ҵһݺƽ٣갲һ֧󣬿ԲȴˣԲȱʱҲҹ֮ʱλɶһζ׷Բֻֿտյ³
۠Dһ˵֮ϳ˼֡
״ԪѧɲƷѧŵѧӣΪλῼ״Ԫѵҵı£ѯ֮˹Ȼ棬⻰ܹĴ滳ɡ
۠Dѧڵıֽ֪ģⱻѧһֱһֱ˵ľɵˣôܿ״Ԫ
۠DЦ׹ĿѶ鼮֣ܵ⡣ʦ¶˿Ҳ׾֪ײԴۣʶҪһǿҪѰѧһ㼴ɡ
ѧ˲⣬ǲѧϵģ۠D˱ѺսһקȻׯ󆙣һҽһҲǳ״Ԫ֮ţ½֪ģЩѧڡ
״Ԫķ˵ķ״Ԫ֮ţ½֪״ԪҲѾ״Ԫ˲ǣڼп˭ģʵƤ
۠DסǺһЦۺսЦȻǵģµĲŻʵƫ˵㡣
״Ԫ𣿡۠D˻䣬ڵЦʡ
⻰һܶЦһƬ
۠Dշ죬`϶һƬϼ˫Ŀˮ`˼ֲ˼`˫`΢΢ҧ´Գͷ˵Żһ٣漴мСҵ̧ͷҲңϾҴʱҵ~
״Ԫ˼Ҹã漸ѧ̲סԵ
ϲõİɣұʲôãŻ磬òãѰͶˡ˵նĿѪˡ
һѧӺţٿǼӢĸ......
С๫ȻҪ裬ûɰ۵ģűЩóڶ˲ǣ
ÿƯ...ϣ⻰û˵꣬ͱסԴײϡ
۠DЦŲδһ¶Ȼ˵òֻǷã£ԣԸΪ֪ݣھ֪òȥ䳰ȷٰ㲻ϲǳԾͷȴϲˡ
״ԪǺ𣿡ʣ˵
۠D˶ЦҡͷƺԸԴ¡
һʱ䳡漴к֮ͽ۠Dߵļʡ˵״ԪȢλˣΪν
Ϊ˸κѽҼФκ۠D˶վſһֱЦԼκ֡ҵֳȻȥĶĶˡ
ѧӸҪͷ漴㵨BB ȵȣ仰ƺԣ
κФһͬ룬ҪѧķƷˡ
ս¶Ҳ𽥿ʼ۠D˺ׯˮ̳ϵ¶ֵĶʼźѯʽϵȤš
۸λ˱ǷƽռƼˣȻٰ棬˵λԼ״Ԫ
ԺȺֵģźֺǺǵͷ״Ԫġ
һԵȴˣϾ۠D˲ԼҲνԼƲ˵ǲ׾ῴ׾ͼٲ׾
ŪЩ˻ɣŪ
ʱһ˲ͣɱЩ˲ţЩлʦȻڵô֣ѾвٲѶǸ֡
СȻʺϼԺűãԺӣ㹻ЩƼȦˡ
緹ںԺõĲͣھ۠D˵ˣԺտʼģȴǼ˹ϵгĸûռ䣬ĬĬˡ
ߺ۠D˿ӣ˵һ˻
`뻳ׯˮüͷͷֻеСȩ̀ͷׯЦЦĳԼ
ſӸֻС`èһ㣬ιߣ㱻Сèˡ
ׯˮҵȻСιţ׻ǻ¶Щ֭ˮ۠Dߡ
߹ԹԵ۵ʱʱǣӿŸԼιʳׯˮ߱Щ......
ţĪһˣ
űЦ۠DСǰ˵Ļǲ֪߳ܡ
ׯˮȻ룬ǵЦԽԣһѱС`èúò˲죬˭֪......ָĴׯˮһ㱣ԭͱ۠D˿˼ֵ˼ʱͽһͰһ
ǧһ֮ʣȸо۠D˺ׯˮ֮Щɶɶɶׯ̱ס۠D˵ϻԼߣûĵԼҴׯˮ
ߵҲ⣬˿÷ƣЦ˼ĿһãȻԼ۠Dˡ
ֻСẹ̀˼꣬ԽԽ˰......
ȵȣˣ˵³ƺĿԼQAQ
һΣׯˮԼǸĻĻ
ׯˮǳӣĴСС£ױ֣ҪܼܵܣȻ࣬꾭̣ȻһֱԼﵱү
Ƽ绨ԽԽõ۠Dˣﻹ˵뷨ɽ۠Dһ̻Ļͷȣο𾴡
ԣڿ۠Dʱô˼
һܵ뵽......ׯˮĬĬŤͷˡ
С`è΢ɣ̫࣬߰ߣ
ЩȻû֮˼ǿ۠D߻еûɾ˵ˡǻе㣬
ʲôׯһס۠D˾Ϳȥ
RQö˿أ۠Dôţֻקȴקסׯ󆙵ĲӣеԽˡ
սתͷȥˡ
ׯˮüǸɵܵܺԼʾ
۠D˱׵Ժׯ󆙲ɿ`ǣʾèζ~תͷԹȥ緹ˡ
۠D˿
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Խ,ֻһ״ԪҲ,ƫλصĽԼׯĸڴ˴
ⳡ,ǽһУͷܶ
۠Dλ,κ,Ҳׯˮ
˵ѯ,ܻش𶼻һһش
£ȻһӸѯʵ״Ԫ˵ԼҪ׾ˣΪλѧһľɵ񣿡
Ȼѧû˲֪۠DѾ״Ԫ,ֹȥĳȻûԸԡ
۠D´̾ȴδ̿ڡ
˼ڳ˱ԼѯкȻȼһעĿ˷ܴ̼ζ׷ʵѵʱ״Ԫǲ׾ȷԣ
δ䣬һϤ֮ľϻΪͽ
۠D˶ʱˣ漴ǳЦ׿֡
߳΢΢ףһ£Į۠Dʱ˼ů⡣
Ǳ׿ǺӶʱɫǺ조ˣѱ......
׿ѱʲôһľ״ԪľǣΪƫҪϠDˣ⣬ΪֻҪDˣѠDС½֪ϴ˸⣬δͽ֮⣬ˡȴ۠DһʣشΪΣ
Ϊһٶ˵ľҲ˼ʮˣҳҲǳѵܿ絽
Ȼ̵ѧӣᲢۣսЦе˵ҲǷӣD˼ķУһٱ͠DˣȻԸŵ㡣
㣡˷ô˵ģѧ˭֪۠Dʱ𱸳ͷ˾Ȼܿ״ԪЦЦŭ⣬ף˱гҲŭ鱻Ťĳª
һʱ˶۠DˣһѹºսҪĻĿƽżֲмһָ߸ϣĿһеζɨˡ
漴Цֿ˻ȻλѧĻҲòڳλһ̸
¼֮Ӳƽӹ֮˸Ƕţëѧÿ궼һѧӣһʸϾϿĲûܿϽʿĸϡ٣ҳǲǳѧӵĵط˱۠DǳЦ治˻ĵĸŵͷͬ˭ĸĸǳƽǼиһֻҪǸĸϣԼĺܹУף״Ԫ½֪һ仰ƷΨжߡлƽݣǶĺˣǱǹҫ¶νһ˵õȮ졣
ʶ֣гʦᶽúѧϰϡ˵׶Ϊʲô˵˴۠Dͣą̃Ȼֻش˵Ϊ˹˵Ϊѧʶȵȵȵ廨ţ۠DЦվΪԼѧ»һ⿼ԣѧúѧ²ܿʲôɼˣĳеĺ˵㣬˵㿴żǺӶùοĶãǰֵңǺ⼸쿪֪úöҲñáһٷԲ£⻰ˡֲúأһȥû˴ʱ˲ò㣬ܶʱϻ۵˱ѧʶ⻰˵в˲㣬Ŭ鲻ͺˣȷŬ⿼ʲôû⡣ҪϾ˾㲻룬ҲҪȥϾϿֵ߶
ֲʹ죬⻹õģģһʧܱ˵Ƿ
ȷҼķĺôۼҵճȴҲҸ׾ҺãۼҲƾҪճУϡ
˱˺ôȻиİܻҵŬõһУվСɱ˵ġʶҵ˶֪ӹһֱãͷҲѧںҳȥվȵȵȵȡ
ãʱҲ֪Լǲǿľʱϡʱֻһͨͷںӱ߷ŴЩãԼĽ
ңΪԼܣ
ҡͷ˵֪ôΪʲô˶Ʋңңô˵ң
˵Ϊô˵˵ҪұͣҪԼĲŻǴĻģ
ʱѹ˵ұֻʶЩˣǶô˵ңİǸǷ
ȴҡҡͷ˵ҲôΪΪ㡣
ãȻĿ˵ģ
ͷȻˡ
˼һҹֻлȻʣҺαؾԣ˵ĿҸΪԼǣôΪ˻ˣǱǱ˵
ԼƱҪУҪǣģʲôϣʲôʮг״ԪһҪԼƵһóһȣôŬӮˡ
ȻһƬ˼۠D⻰˵̫Ϊر󼸾䣬ΪԼѣ̫ûء
۠DŸ߸ϵֻᱻĭ
Ȼʦϵĸ
״Ԫ棿̵ķĺô˴㣿Υʦ£ݡһӣŻòڡ˿üͷǰ˼۠D˵Ļץ`סѯʡ
۠DףԼֻǻɣǰԷʱԼȷ㣬֤ݣȽ鷳
ȻˣܹĿѧӣôᷳҲڱһľŪѧ֪۸ճǸѧķɣ˵Ц
žüס״Ԫִأ
⻰ǰͷˣᡣ
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ۣκʹ˸ɫˣǲŵ˰̲ûֵǳԷʱ򡣵κȴ򼸲ľ¥ȥѰƹ
۠DȴµſССĴ˸`Ķׯˮ֡ˣһȥԷ~˼Һö
⻰ׯˮ֪۠DڰԼˣˣСƢˡЩƳı۠Dˣûȥ
˴㵲ŵĿűׯˮ뻳е۠Dˣٿ֮׽ּ۠D˵ģ̬޷ܵ㣬ȻѾɻˣ
ׯˮ۠Dʱ΢΢ס㲻ҲѾɻˣ
ɬĺǰҲ......
⻰δ˵꣬ׯ󆙱㲻ʲô벻ԵģĪҪ˵ׯҵĴܹģ⻰ǰԵġ
˭óׯڴİԼֳƲϵ۠Dᡣ
ׯˮʶ۠DˣһĻһ̲סʧĴ
ׯֺγ˽ֳһμֳį飬Ȼһʱ˵ȥԴǡ
ׯҵĸһ漴Ц㵱궼û˵
ֻһ֮ˣôҪׯˮ˿³ȥ˲ǣ֪˵ĸױƲԼǸ̵ĸһٷԣТ......
Īʧ˵ζׯˮ޴֮ˣȻжԹԹ˰ԼȴĲȥһүеĴ뵣ֵҲֵ˼ôꡣ
ǣˣϲˣˣŻһ......
κʱѾƹҲţͷ󺹣ƺΨֵ⼸λӭ
۠DССĴ˸ׯˮƣɢ§Ĳӣۿ
ݿ㣬һŨŨεɫж㣬жֵׯˮǡ
֪ׯˮĹ¡......
۠DûȥȴЩ˳ΪׯˮһЩãġ
ĿþͣׯˮıӰϣ˫ֽȭƺããպδϵطһΣ
ׯˮԭأ̳Ӧ˵ҲӦˣ۠DķԼĻﲻǣ
ׯˮٳûлش𣬱ɴֵһ㣡һֱ......һ˵ĺᣬ˵ˡ
δ䣬ͷߡ
۠D˿ȥӰ΢΢˲ͷû
¥õż䱻óõôôġ
еزϺзȵȵȵȣֺóԵġ
۠D˳ԵҽУвӾ¥˼
ԵСӻ`Բ`ǣûûμˡ
۠DòͿʳׯҲׯˮ£û£δע⡣ȻʱȴɫֻС`èɫ죬һκȿںϡ
ƹʱֽ˴ΣѯǷ⡣
۠D˴һӣקκФʥBһ㡢Ϻзһ״ʡƹжֱ֣ⵥ˵ˣ״Ԫǰһⵥ
۠DϹ֣ٺֱЦƹͷ˷ǱФʥBϳȥġ
ջ۠D˰˯ʱ
ׯʵ̲סȥѰԼֳƼׯˮӻͳǿ鲻ֵ壬ϵĻƣĿ˼
̲סһ֣ǿʡ磬Ų𣿡
ׯˮûлشֻֿ˿յУص̾˿뿪DˣԸ𣿡
ȻԸ⣬DˣİŠDˡD˵ŵ㣬ǳûеģD˵ĺãǱ˲ġ
飬ܹǵĲ档ܹ££Ǽĺǲ˼顣
ԣҲǰǿȥŵ
죬ʶʱʮ.....С̫С̫СΪһ޸˭֪......֪꣬˭֪ջǷֵ......
ִΣׯ󆙿ֳͬ˵ݣԼҲŽʹ
ҴΣǺǣܴΣһ˸ĸҵֻһ˸ĸˣׯˮǲʣһүˣѡѡ.....
ܶʱ򣬸ǱȵģЩүͼƲϵġȻǷׯҴɵмһͶ¶̵ĸ
Ѱ˼үΣƣ˭һûгĸͷ¶棬ߵģ
磬D˲ѰүҪ......ׯջҧ˵ƱػӦġ
ׯˮγ֪ǰ۠D˵ľٶѾԼ⣬ΪˣׯҴ£
......ҲѾûصĿˡ
ˣվͥԺУģսֵׯˮׯһֺͬγֵģЩ˵ڣȴֻܾš
ʱ۠DԺ۾·ƨƨߵƿš
ЩΧһׯĸФʥB˸һ۾һߵˮ㲻˯ôǻҪȥء˵ִ˸
̹ȻĻׯˮһΪӵĿ۠Dֻè
ͲԼӳǽ
ֻèȴ˵Źƨƨ˵עĿ£ģƿκķ䣡
ׯ󆙰˾䡰𣿣
ׯˮ̲סЦȥɣȥסֻ۵Сèϲ׼⼸`춼ǵ˯źĴء
⻰һͰͣ৵ĽͷһӱҪȥè˳κһѵʱʱ̶̿ǵС`èŷԼƭ
˭֪Ǹոտʱκ̾·ŵԼ`ϵĻèࡰǱҵ֣ҵûҹҵġ
ФʥBſκĴԲˣʱʱ̵̿Լè
κûĵ⼸֪˾ʲôֱ۠DˣһߵȹŤŤ·һѯʡ˵ɣҹϮδ
Ա......۠D˴Ĵ˸ɱ˷Ż𣬽ٲƽɫ
κһѱ۠D˿ڼͷûɱ˷ŻٲƾˣɫûҪˣһ˵һߡҪ¶Ҳ֪Ҳȸġ
⻰˵ö󣬶ֻèֻèĶ˵Ҫɱ˷Żٲƽɫˣκֻ˾䲻Ȳȵ㣿ǲǱĩ˰
ףǴ󽫾ǳԹҷģӦȱִɣ
ФʥBĨ˰ߵԡҸһɣҲиӦ
սȻΪֱģҲǹ˼ֵģ۠Dҹ˯ԺҪôȻƵ˴Ϊô򵥣ʶѯʡD˿Ϊ˺£ץİѱˣ
˵ġ۠D˴˸˯ȵ˵طٽҡ
˵ţſκϣӻͳһִ......
Ųҡͷ֪ô۠D˺ˡ
ɱ˷Ż𣬽ٲ֮£վģȫһж
Ա⸮⣬κŽ۠Dˣߴ˸˹ӣԼ˸ĵطȥ鷿Ҷ
ȵ˵ط۠DɨһߴŹһָˡҺ͵żкйصĶҪеġ˵Լ˸ĵط˯
۠D˲̫ܰҹҲ֪ҹΪˡ
лҪ˵ôôǣ⿪ʼҪдշׯˮˣȥĹҲᱻһһչеСλׯˮϲСè㱣֤
͵ȥǷݰ⣬ôˣǻЩС~
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սҲһѰ,ʱڰ鷿˸׳,㶼ȫ,Űҵ
۠DԺĽ¹һĿʮеĿɫȴԽһ󵨰˰湻Ҫģ˵Ŀ䡰Ȼұ㲻塣磬ҰԱץĪҪˡ
˵ʵһֱΪɣ͵£Υ£,ķҲ˵ˣǳɻ,QAQѵҪ¶۠Dֻèģо,ԼҪȥ
ȻǹԹ԰Ա
۠D˿űӵԱ⣬ЦԱ⣬֪Ǻˣ
ԱǸʮ⣬ݵӣĿƻ˿֪ԼҺҽбŵҡҡͷӢۣҪǮұǮǮȥٸƶɣ
۠DЦǲмҿɲҪǮֻҪһ`
Աһ˿˵˵Ҫ˭`
ģ۠DĿߣĶԼ
Աȴðһ亹⣬˭ҿûУ
۠DЦ`ЩӵϡҸᣬ`أںδˣ
Ա϶͵ţͷðһ亹ɴԼСңûаǣ
ûУ۠DȻκ˻֣ס죬ֱšһֱۣһٶܿŵĸüͷǷ
˭벻ۣ۠D˾Ȼ˹Ϻݶдɷķˡ
Ա۵ֱκвֻҪһԱⲻҿۡ
۠D˶׵ǰһ亹ԱͷϡڿֳʲôôΪԼһ֪`󣬵һҪͷĿɲϾʱ֮ûһԡԵҪԼҪռԱأ˵ųնأ塣
ң......вʹԱʱ㵹ңѾ`ĳȥ......
۠DɫʱѵԼһң
ǣǴӦֺôԣҾĶˡԱ۵ֱ϶
۠DɫĿǶǰ£Ѿ......룬۵Լ
ͣǰߡԱ˵ͷġңҲһʱ̰ŲŻֻ˵¶ҰɣңҽҲˡ
۠DŰ˿κ˸ơ
߸ɾֶԱĲӡߣȳȥҷŰѻ𡣡
۠D˵ͷ߳š
ФʥBһʱ̱۠D˷ɳԺ⣬һ˵κ˻Żصջڡ
۠DԼķڲͷãڡң磬ʥBһȥ׷ǷţԷ϶Ҳҹ̣ǵƥǺãҲȻܺܿ׷ϣοѾա
D֧Ųסҹ̵ĸ·ҺʥBȥ͹ˡκ
ȴҡͷӦɣҲģοҲȷ`Ƿ棬¹شҲòȥ
ټϸҰɡһĨոմɱ˷Ż޶Ļ˽ɫѹΪĿһƽ֮е۠Dˡ
۠DԣתͷĿź𩣬ƬüأʵҺͲ˱㹻ˣ˶෴㡣
ׯ󆙵Dǲİ£ΪδδζκСӾݣ
ϴ඼ǲ縨˽ıȽׯ󆙵ķŭ۠D˹
⻰ɾƫģͬսڵļ˶ü
ׯˮýպۣ£üĻֵһȥɡ
ׯҴԼĴˣ۠DȻǾڣ۠DȻܴɡ
⻰йȻЩ˵ζûзԡ
֮Բúȥǽ˳޵ͣ˾ӡҹɱ˷ŻѾΥıԡ
ҪģǸú޷ܡ
۠D˱ȿɰ׹ﲢˣô۸ô
ֻҪ֣ĸɸɾ۠D˲ЩֶΡ
ԷԸκɱԽ¶Ȼű֪ǵһΡ
ڲˣȥ˯ɡսµͷ۠D˵Ķͷתط
۠D˺ٺɵЦ˻ԹԵͷһұ磬ʥBߣͲ˯ˡǵ~
Ȼע`ӣ붬ˡׯҲգ뿪
ׯˮûͷԴԸתǡ
ҹФʥB¸ź۠Dˣ뿪ФʥBſһһ߿۠D˵ɫСĵѯʡˣ
۠Dָ֪ʲôФʥBɫС㲻ϹʲôҶû⣬һıƵģõ𣿡
ФʥB۠D˵治ģûҼȥϾ۠Dô˵һүѰ˼ң۠D˵Ļ㹻۠D˴ׯˮȡ
۠D˼Ȼ⣬ׯˮȥԷ㹻αĲ⡣
ǰ۠D˱κĺ̿ϣͬһƥˣФʥBͺ̿һǧԣͷ౳һȻǺվ˵˵㡣
......һ·ϸ·ôûֵС`è
۠D˼αʾһһܸ㣡
˭ûֻС`èеޣٲ׷϶Է
һҹȻƥһ׻Ƕ˸ˣʶһֱ׷һ¶෽׷϶Է
۠D˿κеնФʥB̴ϷŵݸԼչɨֿۣ`ҲеɫȻ
˻`ŸκתߵǾǱߣȻ޴֡
£ӵǷţʱո`У֪ǸүЩԼǰŸջϣ۠D˾ţﻹĪϽ̳С`èˣ
űչţ漴ɫ࣬ߺһԵĲ輸ˣˣ
ʱҶӸ빬ûãأȻҫˣ
֣ԼQˣڱһѣǶԲԼ
ҾȻңңҪץԼѱûԼǺôĵӣ
˿ƽŶӣʸ۠D˷ţԼ֪ˣд㣬жﻳơ
±ʱȻĪ......
۠DȻŵģ۠Dڳãο볯ҲԼʡʡ
ΪĴжԵȻ......
۠DһһҲҪ¶࣬ȥʱϵ̫æ۠DЩܲסʶʱӱҲǰǰ㼸ҹ̡
ׯˮڵڶȥνϵطȷҪˣ׺òá
ɲ˷ޣȴҲΪѣĬĬؿǷãҪһѣ㵽ΪֹҲˡ
ǸʱڵԼһ廳
ɽһͤͤվһӡ
ݣɫް˵ׯˮĵһǱĨȥǷݶصĻ
֮⣬ȴׯˮ޷ƵʱԼʮʮʱһĻĻ
ˮվ......˱ɽ죬ׯˮǸԼվ̲סЦƺе벻
......ȷˣĲʱ޾ׯҴۼҴ......ǰǷ㣿
һգ࣬ȥ֣Ρ
ȷǰׯˮȴ˼֣粻ԼԼ
ĿĿׯˮ¸ټȴЩͬİ·
㵱ׯҵĴҰķλᷴԣ쿴ׯˮȻصĿڡ
ׯˮЦ˭ҵĸôҪʱҪޣƱҪз׸ׯĸǷˣ
⻰һ漴Ҳ˵ׯҵĸͬʱ޸ҳۼҵүѵҲ׸˵ŵмֲʵĳ
Ȼǣׯˮƽ͵ۼҼҲᣬһݹϵD˵İķҰķ֡D˵İķǰϣǰķչˠDˣʶⳡ¡ķǱàDԶޣ۸Ƹ񡣠DԼҲܴŵԡ
⻰˼ʱɫࡰҲںЩģ
ұ㲻ںҲںDʱûйҲûдһƬҲؽǳ㣬ձġׯˮ֪Ǹ˵վŵ߲粻һû˵ЩĵĻ
ʹʧЦҲ˵ĻͲˣ
ׯˮ̧ͷ˿Ϊε΢΢׵ұϾѾ۸Ĵ......
㣡⻰е˼Ѿȷ쵱ǰˣĽʹ޷ߣɣɣǴһƬϣܹǰԵǺãǻ𣿡⻰˵ڿɬ
ׯˮˣȻپܾ΢΢ס




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ǣǿһĨЦ⡰ҹȥǷһǰȥˣǰ˸ү,ҰķҲûڶһȢο,û䣬Ǯȱ,ҲûٶȢ
Ҫ,øļױİķӹߣܾЩ䲻Լү,û
㵹أϲׯˮһ,ⱲӶ֮䣬С˲ȡ˵ͬ顣
ñͲϲԼ찢ķԽᷳԼ......˵Ļ,ǰ˹Ȼķ,ջǰˡ
ҸϣǺҵ......ĿׯˮĿرܣʧЦҡͷЦ
ջصջׯˮҵģһ˵ζ
ԼȥˣַԼȥˡ
Լûм޸۠DˣǵǼֱ࣬ȢԼҲ¶
Լļ֣ѵҪôˣ
ЦԼ޳ܣȻܰѵ߶ˣͲׯҵĴ
쵱ʱ֪మʼնû߹ԼׯĸԼİķΪԼǸͨ˼̵ĸΪᣬȻΪŵڵҿԼ
ʱׯˮᣬĸҪ찮ԼΪׯʶʼնû˵һԼ¡
ȷమˣȴŻ֮·
ѵʮͻµľˣ
ׯˮɻ......
վſڿԼֳׯջû뷿ڣתȥϾ£ҪԼֳס
һ£켸Ѱׯˮ߲ǴδζȥȥżҲúս㡣
˶ʱ䲢࣬ս֪ԼǶ˻ׯˮĵ˻
֪Ͷ𣿣۠DǱ߸·ĺܲİֻȵС`èǼֲڵĺ
οڣǸСëڣԼҲˣС`èҲĺܹ֡
ϴƼԼҸС`èιȻһھһףû۠DôСһ֮һǻȻڷֺ󣬾ҪһһιҪ۠D˹ģ̫ɶ......
ׯúս»طԼȥԼȥ׵׺䶥ĺսĨһᣬĬĬȥˡ
ׯ󆙲Ųһĺս£ֹţׯˮǰӣֱĵ磬㵽״Σһ......ǱD֪Ļǻ᲻ĵġ
àDû뵽㣿ׯˮЦĿԼɵܵܣǹҰ
ȷDѵõĺүԼû죬DˣǴˡͬǰֵܣһ˼۠Dϣ۠DҲ
֮ûʲôྴమ˵ˣοԼԼɵġ
ׯ˫`Ǹᡣ۠D֪ⲢǺ¶
ׯˮ۠D˵ϣǸ۠Dܡ
ŲҪׯʧЦҪ͠Dϼ޸
ǰĻׯˮûлشΪҲôΪġ
İ̫ûȫܹһˡ
ׯĻʶʧصķܣ
ܣׯü㲻뿪Dˣ𣿡
ׯˮ˲Ƿϵ£αüģЦһʲôӺԼүϵģ
ׯɬˣҪԼ֣ͬϣ۠DСܵκί
֮£һʱ֪νˡ
״һֱάֵ۠Dһ˴ҴҸϻأڼׯˮһķԼȥ졣
ȻԽ죬ֻѰǰ㣬İˡ
ׯˮ֣˷Լ¶࣬кôģƺ𽥷ʲô
Ҳûе־ĶǵĹֿԼĵķڡ
ǵٴʱԼҪͻأȴֳ嶯Ц֮
۠D˻ȥˣԽԽ١
һȦһȦС`èߣ۠DܸһְĸоȻûеĵİ顣
ߺߣòϣһֵ㡣
˵С`èĺۣرǶԼ˳ʱ......
֪ǿŴׯˮķ⼸ˡ
һֱǽ۠D˵ߣԸԼܿգҲʹࡣ
ǰׯˮԽԽʱƣδǷݸ嵭ǷݸԽ
ׯˮԸټ絶£Ѱ
۠D˱óԺúȵźţׯˮҲԼϱæİתͷƨ`ɶǣӼ˯......
ˣˣԼ˯ߵĶǻ.......
ȻѾ۠DҲڴ˴˯ѳԱ󣬱һӡǻؼ~
ׯˮվſڿ۠Dڳµ۶һ´νģҡͷʧЦֻẹ̀
ׯţͷ¶һĨЦ⡣
ʱһһҪĲǣ
鲻һ͸һУʱ̫£飬ΣΣ......
뿪׿ǰׯˮȥһ죬ĿºͶĿ⵱ԼĽӡ
Ҫˡ뿪󣬻ټɣɷϣׯˮԼܷһЩ׻ϧǷ޹İ顣
ҲΪβȼ۠DˣҲΪԼô񲻿ϱݣ
һжȥ˲ǣ
ٴμĸʱǣȥץ`סԷ֣˫Ŀ˼ˮˮˮĲܻصȥ𣿡
ׯˮʧصģ΢΢ҡͷǣվ˲ǣ
ǻԣǰԵģǺӸûֻһδɵĺܸҸܾܵס
ׯˮ֪˭һμ۠D˶ӣþ̳˶ʧ㣬οǰˣ
D˺ܺãϾ״Ԫǻ......棬ΪνĶûҪ¡
⻰һ漴鸴ӵĿׯˮΪЩˣ
ҵ겻ϸԼׯҸ̫֮ෲ¡Ҽ޸Dˣ񶼲......ΪЩ......DǸˣԸɣһƬաү̫٣̫٣ֵ𾴡
㲻ԸΪͻЩνףҸ߰ķķƱԸӭȢģŵֻٻصȥ
ѡɻѡׯˮΣΣһסģ
㰢ķϵģ죬ǠDˣ״Ԫ˻̣ɴӦҵׯһүһׯ㰢ķ׸𣿡̫̫ǣΪνͷ˵ʲôſף
ɫȻһɫáȻ֪ׯҵĵ̣Ҳ֪ׯʵԼ㿼״Ԫʵׯˮ˭֪Ȼ˵Լķǻڳ̵ĺӾȻ״Ԫạ̊́
ЦЦ״Ԫһû̵ĺܹϵģ
οοׯˮһϯ޵ݡ
ΪׯˮΪԼϣȻŬŬϾϿ㲻״Ԫʿ볯Ϊ٣Ҳνŵˡ
ׯˮ˼̫ˣԸԼɻ飬Լ㿼״ԪȲСӣ
Ϊ˵ܵˣ
촹еıʹ޷ߣ֪ׯˮľܾҲԼķʽתĸԼ
޷ܡΪЩνʣҪԼ
ǵĸô˽׵Ŀ飿ţţׯˮǰԼģİԼͬׯˮĸһ㣡
ɣȴץס˵ֻ֣ĿһһԶԼ
챯ʹصԼǵļУƣĴʹˮ˳۽¡
ܰܰԸΪеģ㾡ܵģȴׯˮҪġ
뵱꣬ԼðʧĵɽʱѾʼܣ׻ŵڡ
źɽһƬ滨Ľȥɽ·ͣ·ϱǰյĴõŢԼŤȡ
ڽʱȻһӴһ滨㣬ӲԶ......
һգһƼׯˮĻ
ȻׯˮòѰǰ㿡ǿʸбɶͦȴһʱ......
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QAQҪ߰ķ㲻򣡡۠Dûȫ˯ѣȻҺˣҲԼҷཱུСջȥô棬һ˵Ķȥȥ......
ׯˮ۠D˶ţԴӼԼһһѰλһһͣһһȥ(*ި*)
۠D˿ܰ꣬ϴ˯ʱׯˮѾԼܳĢˡ
ĹرԼҷִ治£ʾԼΡ
һ߹ǰڣһ߻ǰһСζƺҲûô...ʹ־öȺ˵ФʥBڵ²˴ǿġ
ͷգׯƿʱûĵ۶ǶռԼС`èҲůָȥʰֱƿصĴֻС......
˯ķҸС`èըëҽвᣬıűڽ
ںڵķ˿ɢڳ˯µļϣ`޷ɫ˫`۽Ǵˮģׯʶ˿ڿˮׯˮĲͷۣ˾⡣
Ȼׯһ̱ƿ۠D˵ıӣȥ......
۠D˺Ҫ۵ĸһѣׯѾܾûˣôס۠DСģο۠DܻӭģȻһа鷳ֱӰ۠D˰ڴͷѴһ......
ׯˮֱ㶵ĿŸĴָ£漴ͳȥҪֹ󆙣ɿDˣ滹أ
ȥæŸׯһׯյأׯǽһ`һ߽·һ߶۠Dġ
վׯˮȻܸоһӵаǱնյ`ʢ
СӵǼٵģׯˮͷQǽһ졣
˵⻹ãһᵽ£ׯ۠Dϣ͵ƿշ죬˫ĿðĳԼҴ㻹֪һû˵ҹ͵Ե¶أ
ʲʲô͵ԣׯˮһ㶲Ŀׯ󆙡
ڲżǵ֮иӦʱչǻʲôԼ˰硣һ˵һ˫ֱֲֻߺߵС`è
۠DҲò̫ھQAQԼҶϱˣҪĪ죿
ׯˮⷭһȻҹ۠D......ѵߺ죬ûĵ޹ĿǸòó۠Dˡ
һȴڼӵʲôׯʵ˿̾۠DзӲôͰѴˣҲǺ¶ҴͲٸǻˡ
뵽⣬ðһаĵӣɴҲ´ˣһߴ󷽷Լ·һ߸`۠D˵գ˫۠D˲˸ɾ
ׯˮĻ֪Сʲôˣûֵͬܲǣ㣡ͣ£ңûǵȵ¶
ûׯ΢΢ͷһ۠DǰŷཱུСʵһͷ``⣬ׯˮһҧס
۠D˱һߺͷл
飬ģƯĽԭûаׯˮ˰аׯȻﰵЦ۠DжǱ˭ġ
۠DСӻ湻ģҲ湻ġһʼ֪ԼĴ㣬ûȨԼеĻô......տɼٲſϽлɤӵġ
ҪԼźĻԼɤˡ
ȻΪԼС뷨۠D˾Ȼô......
Dϲ𣿡˵Ÿ˿ǡ
ϲϲϲ˵ֱۣȥקׯ󆙵ķ˿
ѩ׵ֱ۲ںڵķ˿һɹ`С
ׯˮһĨû¶ҹҹᣡ
ׯ󆙵ͷ۠DˣίĵͷôԵ
ίСģׯһϲ漴ûԵϲ׼Ҵ͵ˣ붺ŪŪҴ˼ʱζ
ׯ`ǣ˫Ŀ΢΢һЦЦĻȣָ۠D˵üģ湻ûõġ
ֻС`èĿԽȴЩί㲻ЦˬĽ⿪Լһ`Ž۠DűԼͦСۺ졣
Ļȶׯˮ֪߳ܵ`¶ׯˮǣ۽յķű㿼˳ȥΪ
˭֪ׯСӾȻڴʱȻڡ磬ţķ͵˵ˣ㲻ӡ
ʲôѵҪվһԿֻϹ֣
ǣͣ£һڣׯˮԼ˼֣˾
ׯ󆙿ɲʴȵһ۠Dˣһ߲ͣĸֻĹֱС`èңΪʲôҪͣ£ϲ׼ˣܵ汣ӣһׯүء˵˿۠D˵ǡDˣ˵𣿡
۠Dͷ˫ȴׯ󆙵ĺϲˡ
ǼЩⲻТӣׯˮֲ֪ΣһվԭأȻ뵽D˻ûˢϴһδϴˣҲ࣡
ׯѾ۠D˸һ`Ưĺǣһżһֱ䵽ϣ漴˫һԼ~ϲСƨ`ɣһ߳ðׯˮ๫Ҳ˵ŶҴ֡磬㲻𣿡
ԴׯˮٺõƢ̲סƿڴ
ׯҲǿ󣬸ɴ󷽷Ĳ`Ū˻۠D˵ƨ`ɣׯˮǣģȹٺӱƵİ۠Dַ˸ץСѾ˿ڽŵĵġ
ò࣬ȥԼ͵ˣɴַ´һƨ`ȥ......
ׯˮһ߿ڵλһǶܵ`ԼèһǷ......
صģТӣĿ𳤵Ļ쵰......`٣ׯˮĨ˰òһʵ쵰ط˻ˣ
ŴһǶ`һ߰СӸǽи......
һ͵ĸˣôһ㶼⣿QAQʲôD˺D˺Dٿ㣬ƨ
滹ׯأеô˵Ҳһ㶼
ѵѧҽĹϵȻͲðǿɰĵܵܽʲôƨʥҽ
ǵĵܵܣ
۠D˺ԽԽ٣ׯ󆙶ѾԼֲ˶ã۠D˵ͷҧǣǴȻעҺ壬̵ķ·ҪȼԼġ
ׯ󆙸Ŀѣ뿪ֻС`è˫`ϢšDˡ
......۠D˫ֻڴͷĿ⺬`Ӷᡣ
ׯͷȣһĨЦ⡰ҸգպûҸƽұ......˵һšס۠D˵Сһק
ոջЩƵ۠D˶ʱ໵ĽлֱֻšҪ߰ķҪߵҪ߲磡ۣۣ
ׯȻ˼¹۠DϣաֻǸǳɲ˵ĺҸϣҲҪˣ
۠DίһţĺܡǣˮأۣèɱţۺʱεضҪ
ׯĵ`գܵصˣұ㻳һֻèΣ




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۠D˾ȵġ~һС,㵵ĵɴԭԲ۾ˮĳԼҶϱ
ׯûϢģ,Ц⿪֣``˫µأһ߹ϵֳ,ֵ߹ȥ,Ҳ۠D˸ոԼڵĶŴ`¡磬治ǳԿè⣿
ׯˮûĺ,Ƴۡ
ׯ󆙾Ȼ˿ǹЦˮ,Ȼů˰è,ٰ۠D˱ԡ`.......
ź۠D˺ׯվڴͷ·......
ׯˮСѾһЬװׯСӵСˣһ޳ˡ
ɶԷ˿⣬ǰ۠D˽˸ǡ
ׯˮһԱ۠DѽڣĲ֪˵Щʲôá
۠Dڴ`ҷ˯ţŻׯˮҲͦġ
ׯˮģԼҲûоҪ£ǲҲпܣ
ȥûΪ󆙸ˮ뿪Ļô롣Ȼ󆙸ԼһҪһҪһļҡ
ȥ֪û뵽ôôִš
`ǣ۠Dƿһ㴲۰Ͱ͵ĳׯˮĲӰ컹ɱͦԽǸʲôȻҹҵˮ磡
οϲ֪أֻˮʶԼʱ˵ѡ
һׯˮֱߺߣͷֻèſӵķ϶͵͵Լء
ߣѵûιֻСè⣿
Լóѵģׯˮᶨ롣
ΪʳȽ٣۠D˴ӵһ쿪ʼͰ緹ϲŵʱԣֱոһׯˮ
ׯˮֻСèԼİɫë£·ϵñӣ滹һԼСš۠D۰Ͱ͵ĳԼʳ̣`ǵģ
ͷ㣬ٿԱǼĺ⣬ȴ֪۠Dû˰ɣ
ȻԼϲ㶼ʲôֺã
۠DǼԼٳûӹȥʳ̣۰Ͱ͵ĳţؽлԵֿ
ׯˮʾԼĶҪš`ˮˣܾǻǸ꣬ûģ
Ҫ⣬ܣׯˮһܴ򵹵ģ
űİʳƻȥŲᱻЩ
۠D˼ׯˮȻ˻ίϲˡǰĪô......
ţʳ̣ܵίһţׯˮ
ίܣҲֻҪһ𣬺ͺĶѣԼȥԼǣԼԱأˮƾʲôͿһûԼõˣ
ׯˮհʳƹȥʱﻹ룬ǰֻСèټᶨ㣬ټֵ㣬Щأ
˭ֻ֪èȻͷ͵ʳ̾ߣ
c(A@)ιҵأ
ֻǣֻС`èһŵƺί......ҪҪȥ壿
ܺĵֻС`èģÿζȤرǶϲȰˣֻС`èһתƨ`ɵģϲ......ȻٻЩ˼ٺһ౧ֻèŲˡ
ɰ......
ո뵽⣬ׯˮͷԼһƳԼ
ҪĽ࣡ûòãһ㶼ûԼѱˣĽأΪׯأ
QAQһСŵģԼҲܣҪҪ......
ׯˮԱûֶãðˡεЬߵ̺ϣ׵۠DߣֻС`èûܾĵĿ֡ˣֻǾ㻹ǸԶѡ
~I(ި)J۠DһŤͷʾԼǺա
ׯˮӼһιС`èߡ˺òãһ⣬~~
֭մϣģƺ㣬ûԶ౥С`èʱѱ......
һһڵıׯˮι۠D`ӾԼƺҲûô.......
ׯˮ۠D˲ɾȥ`Ͽɣ䡣
۠DӦԹϴׯˮģҲ֪˵ʲô
ΪԼķǶصĺӣκǵУȻָ۠DǸèūģǶ⣬²ģֻǵʫ飬ѧ峵ŲȴǸӡ
ʵԶ뱳۵ģ۠DȻ޷ϰ䣬ʫ鲻٣״Ԫ٣һ̾磬ŪҲΪ͡
վ......̫ˣûһԼļ
ׯˮ˿ǷϵĿǽϡԼ̲򵥣úܴ⼸ǰɳĮԭȥҹ˯ҰׯˮվȥЩϵ¡
ɣÿλؼҲϣһܸ¡
ټǿվۡǿܣҲϣиĵķһ·֧һ·飬̳ѪȷЯ߹
۠D̫̫ˡųţȴԶҲ޷һݰȫ......
˵۠D˲ã۠D̫ãûĸүܸԼҷɵġ
.....۠D˸ģǼңʵļҡ
ԼģվֻһСʱͿʵˡ
ׯˮźصĴӳһ̺ʧЦסǴһ̺ӣɬ롣ҪͷD˻
죬սһˣһͺׯˮ˸кתͷƿ˯氲ȣ۵۠D˿Ͼüûս˼ֻСè˼Ľ
ͷ˿ںַ´ʰ¶ǰ˶ûʰɾèϴèҲ֪Ѷŷźãɨɨ
ˮȻһˣèҲŵůȻܣϵģս»׼˲СɣɡȻ۠DţֻС`èֳ˵·ûȥɾġ
ׯˮŷͻݵĺս²ɺЦĵܵۡ⼸ǰķɲͰķΪ͠D˵ǣǾȻҸ浽ȥѴֵǷꡣ¼˸·Ķ۠D˻ģЩ۠D˴ҲǣŴҪŪD˵......첻֪֪̫үǱߣѾֵ̫үѾȥ¶»Ҫ͠DԴ
ׯˮѾôԼڵ飬޷쵨ҽԼʧ`Ūǽ֪ҪԼ
ս¿ǴȻҲһҡҡ׹ģҲܡʱ˭᷸һδȻҪҼǿĴ磬ȴ벻ġ
ķ˼ǣϲҲ£ׯ۸޴棡սŻǸׯˮ˸ѡķ˼Ⱥ͠D......Ļս˵ȥ
ׯˮ԰׵˫`ͽյȭͷ֪ǴʵԼ˼
۠DƵׯˮӣڳɻ¡
ͬڸ۠D˴һñӣ͵ģôׯ۸ׯҵ˻۠D˶ٴڴ˴.......
սź۠D˲ٶתߣͽڴ˴̫ˡ
ׯˮߺİպֳԼһƣĸо췢˷衣
ǣһ˽µĻ˽......
ڴʱׯˮյ˫ֺȻ۠D˸ס۠D˵С޷Լİסׯˮģůȶȴׯˮʶ̧ͷˡ
ˮ磬㻹ϲ𣿻𣿡Ѿݲ۠D̲סȴֲòȥԼµ¡
۠Dⰲׯˮץ`סСצӣĴ΢΢˿·ץ`סĵһ㣬ׯˮץ`סֻ֡DˣΪλңΪķֻʣȻֱ׳ľԼģֻģǣ
۠D˴̾ˮΪ£׿ȥұµóжమˡҺ󆙸˶㣬ϲһȥȰķ......ֻȻѾֵôǲϣֻˮˡҵһμ֪Լһι£ֻû뵽ᰮһôˡ
۠D˵ãһ......Լ뿪Ǳׯ۸һϣ޻ͷ֮·ׯˮȴ̲סΪ۠D˵ػۣ̾᲻ԼĵģαǿԼأ
ׯˮ̲סաDˣ𣿡
۠D˲⣬ɬЦޣҲˮ磬ֻܸ̾ԵֲɡԵֲ㣿~Ųܣ˼~˵ˣԼԼˮأ
ʲôƨ䲻ˮ磬СӾǸ֮ˣׯˮСӸܲסׯˮĸ
ίģȵģǲЦ
󆙸䶨ˣèӻˣ
ҲķޣҲδδΪס.......ң......˵˴ׯˮЩڡ
ž͸þׯˮԼҷˣԼǸү......QAQ
۠Dһסׯˮ죬ĪҪ˵Ļ˵ˮﶼʥġһδܴʲô˲꣬ˮ統ʱҲΪ˻ɻ飬˭֪ǻ˾ȻḺ㡣ҾˮܵģˮΪѣˮعɰȻĨȥģ㲻ɡ




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ⷬ˵ׯˮһ,ʧЦҡͷ˿DҪߣ뿪
۠Dһ,ǿɬ,ȴᶨĵͷ
ôΪ,һᰮһҵˣׯˮ̾۠D˵ӡʮ,ʮѳ,ʮĸλΣο壿Ѳٰ,׿ʱֻҪ廳ĸ,D˶Բ̫ԲҪ˵ûһ˵ΣûΪҵɷ㣬סԼӣǳɻ꣬Ҷû......DˣԲĶԲ.......㲻ңҵġ˵Ž§סǺӡ
ҵȷãҸϣһֵ۠D˲δǰ¿˵мǿӲˮԸԭΪҶ㲢Ǳң쿪ʼʱǲʶҲԭ㡣޷ԭǣ㵱ĳ嶯ׯ۸뱻ⲻ¹һˣ¹һˣԭ±ԭˣҿԲںĵֻںǷԸЯһ£㵱Ϊׯ澡ʧ۸˳ЦԼ᧿ΣһⱾͲףЩĻҵϲ׼һ˸ɾɸģˮܶʱ򣬰鲻ȫһС
۠Dһ˵ׯˮͬһˮһ㣬ͬҲ֪ԼãԼҲˣƫԼ֮ǣˣȴ򲻸õģ뵽˴ׯˮ϶˼ּ£򲻿ˣ
ȻѾұ㻹Ҫһ䣬ˮ磬㻹𣿡аĴӣвķӣ۠D˲ϣǰѡǰߡ
ׯˮδʧȻлһĨ廳û顣
˭廳ļ䣬۠D˱ʾ֮ǰ·һسʱԵúóԵĵģڶ廳ǿأû¶⡣
Ǻãˮǰ¸˵Ϊ޳֮۠D˺ߺż˶Էׯˮȼعɰ֮£ܳϣҪ˳ҵĻ˵˵˴պĳׯˮˮ磬عɰںδ
ׯˮЦǰˮС`è˼ܷƸ꣬ʸعɰպˣ
ɾô룬ɽ⿪£۠D˵צԼ¸⡣
۠D˰ѣų`֣`Ǳʾ`лձׯ󆙸ߣϵļҲ󆙸Ӳ㣡ɶɶʱ򣬿϶ÿ......
һѵׯˮ㵵ѾʼԼͷռ˵èС
˵ǳɻʱ࣡۠DպĶָ˵
áٽʲôè......
ȻΪʲô֪عɰλãʲôڣ۠D˺Ȼһۡ˵ǵͶ֮Ҳ򲻿ɳϣֻ˵ǸѣԷһֱΪүཻ֪Ǹ׷󣬵ûͬ⣬˵ԷҾѧô˵ɳ£͵ͬˡ˵ֻ۵Ĵ˴عɰλá
ׯˮ޵۠D˶ĺݣȴҲ֪ԼЩ廳£ȻҪǵĸ黹Ҫ죬ԼЩͬҲҪǣׯ۸ˡ
ص̾˿Ȼ첻ʱ㲻Ҫˣȥమ֮˷Ŀʲôģ......
ǷΪԼλᱻƳǳ˲ʲ岻ҲТ֮ͽ
á
۠DĿׯˮĿ⣬Ȼһײкβԣ㰲Ϊ֪عɰձãҽڻ߱˵Ҳ֪ĪҪ˷ִ磬ү˸ҲǸøģȢ˸ġ
һѵĻׯˮڣϾЩԼǸ......͵`Լӻ治˵
֪ˣׯˮ̾ºԻ۸
۠D¡㻹ϲúõΪʲô˵Ҫȥ
ֻԾûĴˡûָ飬뿪ʱһбѽ֮ȫԼĻȻ׿ᣬȫȻûжԼݣѲʲôׯҸ۸Ĵˡׯˮ۠Dǰ¶ںޡDؿ㣬ԸԭңȴҲԸԭԼǵʱĿ֮٣϶˱ҷӻǣ׿֮£ҲáȻȥǷɣȷɣȴûԼɱΡΣׯ۸ҡ˵ҶûʸĴ......
һҪׯˮ˵ڵǱѣδǰЩǰׯˮòȥԼĽͿ˲ɣӦã
۠Dβׯˮʹ̧࣬Դˮ磬һΣ˵ˣ......Ϊˮķԭ㣬һӣ˭뿪˭ûҺܸˣĺܸˡ
ׯˮע۠D΢΢µĶͷ۽ЩˮѾ޷ߡ
۠D˵ĺãƷζ֪ĸζ
̫̫ãһݿׯˮÿΪղɴ
ԸԼԼ......ԸˣԼǻڸոճɻᷳΪǵ۠DˣǺӵȷʸԼ磬Ϊķ
̾㻹ҵĻȻԸ.......
۠Dȥ
ׯˮʶ§סֻСèһ㶣漴ЦɵСӣ˵ŵͷ˿۽ǡɫͿȾˣ
ֵ˵û۠D˷ׯˮ`ġĪжܿеҴˣȥǶǵõׯˮʱһQAQ
ͷׯˮȻֻС`èڡ
ͷԹԵĿȴͷģɰ
ׯˮСȻ˲٣ͷ˿۠D˵գ̽Ű䵽ǣ̧ͷȴ۠DûͷȥɺЦ죬ˣ
ôͷ۠D˱ʾԼҲǺգȥׯˮһ·`Ǽ⣬תͷĺ
ׯˮоԼӺʪģȤζĳ۠Dҡͷ`ȥɡ
Ŷǵһɽ࣡۠Dд㡣
ׯˮȴüҵĳͷδŶ~
ûʲôͷ۠DЦǱ֪ΪĪĴܷǱץ˰ѱ⼸`ֻҵɢĵġݵζɲã˷֮ĸ飬Ҿˮѽ˵ŻƤգգ۾
ׯˮһ顰ǲͬô
۠DžһۡȻգ
ׯˮһ˵ʱ¿ǵȻҶ......
ģ......
۠D˳`ĳׯˮڶԷʱֻС`èסнβӵ`ˣٶǿһҲѴŷźá
ׯˮĻһ㶣漴ɹЦ
ڴ`ϵ۠Dŷ̵գЦ־ȣֺߡᣬ......ˮǰ˵Ļϲ......
һڣһһΧůƳţǵʱ۠D˶պģׯˮ`ˮɫ
ׯˮŷĵĸ۸......ϲϲϲ۠Dˣܾ⺢ӡ
űֻȵСDˣʪǺ`顣
ׯˮĶðˣֱ̾һС湻Ҫġ
һι۠D˫`У˫׵С`ҧ¿ӣ`ź´ƺٳˡ
DٳԵɣҲŹ֣......һҧȥ
۠DҡҡͷģתӲ輸ϱסʳӱʾԼʳ
ɽĻDʲô㣿ҵڣٹһ裬˻
ׯүǻΪѰһ˲ôּĹЩЩ۠D˶ˣʾǱġ
Ǻãȥɡ۠D˵צһȥ·
ˮ粻ô۠DεĿڡ
߱ĻŪĻȣ֮ǰգǻ˵ܵܣ͵淭Ƹ꣬һа𶼿Լˣ
վͲˡûúϴıֻСèҧĻڶ......
Ŷ...۠DįϴׯˮŰѴ¡
һ۶Ҫׯˮ˰ȣﰵ˾䣬ФʥBȻû˵СӸèèתĻôˣ
ȵȣƺԼķQAQķ......ܾǼЩ찡
һֵ𩣬С״ֲ֣ڵĺܡ۠Dһ˯ȻѶûźԷϴģƵĳһ۾һ¶ӣ۰Ͱ͵ĳɹһҹׯˮ
`ļڰڣڷ磬˯д˵ĴʱΪ͵Ĺâѩɽ֮Ϊİѩ
ͿׯˮЩ־Ŀ˵۠Dˣ˯۳``˫`ȣ`˫´ĺë̺ӣëڽߣ`۵СѾ̤ڵ̺ССĲ˲䣬ȻǺӱһƨ`ڵϣĿׯˮĽŶ.......
˿֪ǳѾɢ䵽£֪˫ڰɫĵ̺³еԽǣļҲлŤ¶Щ``ļƺսׯˮ......
лҪ˵÷꼾ڵйQAQܣʱ򣬻ڣ޷оQAQ




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簡,ҽ˵......ֵƿţԼҴѾ۠DƵڵ̺,۠Dʣ޼·,Լ˸ȥ.......
Ͳ,ǾͲQAQ
ȻйѸɶ,̫,Ǵ綼ֲס,ԼԼҲҪˣQAQķ㲻Σ
۠D˱Ƶ,ԺĻȴԼ`¶ļЩ,һ˫̵˫`ȴӵԼļͷ
۾ڴӻجج״̬߳۠D˱ʾˮ󆙸粻ֵܣϲգźĺĪ죬Сþģ
Уǻ˾Ͳ֪һʱڶӶˣСҲ㣡
ׯˮһѱס۠Dûĵۺ𩣬ѵôҲ֪D˻ҹȥ
QAQɣ.......
ĬĬʳ£˳ŵĺʾԼ޹޹......
뿪ׯˮͷȴ۠D˵Ŀֱ㶵ĳԼͣ`ǣǻûԱ˼
ȻѵׯˮȻׯһĻ£ֹطЩʲôοܻڡ
ׯˮʾԼ޻ڣׯһûޣӲͷƤתͷȥˮһɽɣҪ
۠Dߺɤӱʾм漴ȥҪ˸ǣŹԹԵıϴιʳ
ܹĴӷڳʱѾŲ֪λˡ
ׯˮҲЩ㵣ɵ㶵粻±
ɽ˵ȥD˰ɡԼϾ⼸գһһٷģ⡣
Ҳ֪¶ճ㱧۠Dˣһ·¡
ջ٩˾仳С`èӲСѴˣ
µҲˣƫ˴£۠Dŭͷ𣬶򵨱ҧ
ׯˮϾûˣٶȱԿЩվɽʱɵ໵Һ𡰱𣬱ҧ죡죡
Ƭ̱һǱܴĹĵ۠DɽִӺ𩻳ӹ۠D˰`ĺ󱳣۠D
ãں˵Щʲô᲻֪
Ȼصׯʱ۠D˱ʾԼûûȫ
˵ī짻ǽһǽһί˵ֻ֪С`èίˡ
ī짱һȦС`è£ûĵׯˮķĻ᲻֪϶۠D˰һ뷹øǴˣ
֣֣ûûͷҲϴˮ˼ϴɾ˼¶ˡһ˵һ`С`죬ίģ
īŹתѾĺ𩡣
ʾԼ޹ȥˣǲʰǴ͠Dæô˼ԱʰQAQԩ
Сӣ㵨ԽԽ˰Ȼô۸DˣҴôʰ㣡˵۠Dϲ㣬ʲôˮӣʲôзǻƣһ̵ϣϷǱߵĵġ
ǰһϷĺõʦǳһרιD˵ġ
ˮôˣׯƵģƵĺ˿ڲ裬Ŀ⿴ûׯˮ
ķԸ˵ûؼˡׯˮֳԼͻݣװҲװͻݵģ
ׯ濴ԼҴǵͻݵĸ˼˵ģҲ֪Ǽֻ棬һȻϵģ壬Χ۠DСӴתҲԼЩ¶ʲôģžͲ
ߣֵ֪ж㻹еɽˣ˵һŭء
۠Dȴְ̧΢ȵĸׯˮֱϣģׯ񡰵˵ʲôѽҺˮȥɢ˼ģϾ֮ǰ湻ġںò׻ôܹˮ磿ˮƱҪˮ޹ģҲ۲ǣ
ߣֻè֪ӻԼϱ......ׯ룬Ҳûȥ۠D˵Ļ
˵ˣү汲ģȻ󣬵곤ʮ꣬ղ棬ʱȻֵǱߣׯҵҲᵽүҲѯʱ......үĻˮ......㲻ׯˮҲȥ˰
ׯҲԽǣϾô˵ׯˮԼĺӣίεĺӡ
۠D΢΢ױʾתͷɫ԰׵ļī짡֣ˮعɰж֪
عɰԵģ˵ʱķ⣬ֻׯˮʿˡһ˴ҾͲضԡ
۠D˵ͷȻˣǵ÷ˮعɰĴǶ˵һˮǲýΪ֪
Dǲ֪ÿعɰλöͬͬˮȻͬǵعɰλþͲһȻֲͬͬĵطȻҲһһǰġī짽
۠D˷˿ˣˮ練ܽΪλ֪Լعɰںδ֣˵ˮعɰǼйһ嵱ʱģҰķǼйһҺҲ֪ģȴѰѡ
˱ǽׯˮعɰΪԲͬɳҲ֪ǣǿѰҽڣǲסׯ̿ڵ
Ǳ˵عɰλϻƣϷһЩڳɻ󣬷Ϊ˵عɰġһɷϰȥʾλ˵Ӱ۠D룬շ֤ȷ˼ϲˮô~
˿۠Dշģ̾ƯⶫǸģֻ˵˵õ𣿣
ˮôīԼҷһƣЩˣ϶ʲô
ȻҷİšׯˮĿרעĳе۠DˣȴЩȥһԲС`ա
īǴʲôʱôȻ۠DѵзܺãҪˡ
аɣǻʲôׯֻʶô˵ʶôʣ췢ģģдģҲֻ۠D绨С`è
Ǵֲڵĺ״ĸëȤҲûУʣ
ҷ־һ統갡湻ģһֳζ......
϶ʲôС֮ȤϹʲôD˽طˮ`ധĦĦ㣬Ӧûᡣ˵꣬ī짱קԼҷǰֱ......
Ŷ~۠Dׯˮȴ̼~ԼϲԼϲͼ룬ͺ`Ī죿
ׯʧЦһһ򶨣۠D˶ׯˮ磬һطɣD˽룬ҺʹһΣ
Ȼ۠Ḑͷˮ۾ֱĳׯ󆙡գ
~˵˿۠D˵գΪ˺ֻС`èЩɫҲν
󆙸~˵ű§˲ӣ````ס
۠D˾ƨƨߵһŻŲֽ䵽ׯˮߣʱҸһԷ۠D˽ء
˭֪˼һ綼оɣ
ׯˮӹۣ漴ֿԼɵܵܣٰĿͶԼ۠DˡתȰŻݸׯ󆙣۱ͷʺϣ塣˵ű۠D˱СӣҺ͸ƲǲǴʲô⣿˵ű۠Dƨ`ϻһơ
۠D˺ߺæҡͷôУô......
˵ûУǷֱҺ͸ϣɲ㲢˫ͷֳ˫ȷʺ͸磬˫˫ֻҪһ뵽Ƿֱϣֻͬʱ``ڴ`ϲĲҪú۠DһСƨ`ɣЦЦĳշ죬Ŀ۠Dˣߺ۠DнβҪī짱
īϲ̵Ľ˹ȥƳׯ󆙣漴Ц˲ͬһźDŲ鷳һ£һ˻ڷﰾţ˸а~ķƤĵϷԼҸѹ
ׯˮһĨԼԹԹԳԷĺãܾȺְתƫˣ
D˵Բԣī짼ǼͷӶŷˣɱˣͷԼС`è
գգ۾϶ķ˵ȥ󆙸գ
ī짹Ȼ˵᲻ᣬȴСʮа`ŻᱳԼСDˣڨڨıˡ
󣬼ī짰۠D˽ׯ󆙡ˣҹζࡣ
ׯҲ֪շ죬ˮׯˮֻè֪мûúóˣתͷ͸ԼҴˡ
ЩҲԼԠDиоû־ã²ǴűǱׯˮסˣرǽ糿Ǵ......
űɫĶׯˮԸԡڣһģׯˮû룬˭֪뷿ƼһֻС`èĽſׯϣǶܵӣϰǹģ
ׯˮͷߣ˭֪ȴׯһקסû˼㻹᲻֪٩˾ԼҴ硰DҰѲȥ˵ű¶Ѿ
ׯˮҲԼˣɿ۠DԼΪĲ˼ʵ·......
磬ѰɣӻûD˺ÿʲô˼ģׯһҪõĶͷûص
лҪ˵˵˵ڹ˾¶ࣣ¶ʵڱﲻ֪ҵж
ʮʱһһǧ֣д˯ȻҾдģܾǷ˴ĸ衢ԼHIGHˡһֱдǧ֣ͣQAQʱ۶ᰡ
ҹ˾ĽϲȲŨģ⼸Ҹں棬ӵٵ׿ˮ...QAQĺȷ
ȻҿһСҶ˵Ҵ͹ˡ
˵ƭ˭ǣ㵱Լ÷ɲⰡҲ˵ɣ
ȻҰ쿴˵Ҿȵǻ̫QAQ

ȻҰݿһƬƬڲϣָ˵гҧԵǳӲҪգʣµ
Ȼ...צQAQ...
ţóӣһҽģһҹ˾ĽġҴĺܴƫС
ָ˵ǵ
ȻǼ...QAQ
°ǰȥһͬµ
ֵֻĴָǰ...




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˵öܵĻЩҲ⿪,۠D˹ؾصĻһߵĲ,ԡ
,,ʱûʲôʹ,ׯ󆙹Ȼҽ¶ȴǵһҪСҪƴˣʹ⡣
չ,̧ͷׯˮͷðһ亹һһ۵۠D,ֻèӹȥοοҴ磬ֻҪް
۠Dק־ׯˮѺˮĨȥצӱ,Լ˼Ѿõš
Ȼ`ܣׯˮļⲻФʥBһһɵǾܲϣȴԵôֿ
ׯˮûԼüͷͣ۠D˼Щᣬԥ˻ׯˮ۽ǡ
ׯˮмȤζĿſԼ۠Dˡϲ𣿡
۠DȻ˵ʲôָǻׯ󆙸ոչõϣ۵ָСĽӴšϲȴϲۡ
ʹ֮ȴ΢΢`ζׯˮһȻׯ󆙵һʱԼֳЦЦ󣬸۠D˶˵ʲô
ֻèȷĿԼ̽ĸ`ðЩѪ˿.......
DD.......ׯˮʱ˿ק۠Dˡ
˭֪۠D˳ȴԼ˫`˫һǻʹ˵`е˰أһֻ־Ȼš`.......
QAQ̫ˣ̫ˡ
糿Ȼϣ**δʧֻǱѹȥ±ⷬׯˮӶЩ硣
ׯ׵ѷᣬЦԾ齣ӱ⿪۠D˵˫`䵽۠Dеĺϣһ߸ֻèӣһ߸Ҵϼѻ.......
īʵ۠D˻ʲôͦģʱӦòˣȥׯ󆙵Ժӣʵôˡ
ϾƺˣҲô£¾ĻƵóһ
űƿׯ󆙵ԺӴţһߺһߣ˳ƿš󆙰δҴϺϵҪ֪¾ֻҪ۾ĶƵóҽʮһյոҲ......
ī째ƿţɵվԭأֱ㶵ˣׯ󆙻ͷǷʱķˣֱţ
Ȼʲôƿһ϶Դȥ˾䡰󆙰ҪĻȰǸˣ̵D˵ġ
ׯˮȻûǰ˵ƣΪԼޣһлĵߣ
ʱһŰ۠DȥͬèĶһ
۠DˤׯϣȻжۣò׳Ե⣬ȴ˵һڷΣúƢ۠DҲŭˣ
ĥĥȥ`סׯˮֵļơ
ׯˮ˭۠Dô׵óѣקֻèŵԼ`žž˼ƨ`ɣֱӿžӳȥ
ӳŵ۠D˱ʾίƨ`ɣҲ۾ʹ˵㣬ɣ......
۠DһŤͷĳżīQAQļöԷСĸֱ⣡⣡
Ŷ~ǰֲãǰֲãҼСD˳~ڻֺ׵ġķٸһòã
Ҳҳ⣬ϰҲʹǻˣǻˣ˵һĨܡ
üī짰ղѣڵĳӶˣ˵ֻС`èÿҸĴжѣòףòлˣȻּƻˣʲôЩʲôÿģǵ......QAQֻèɻˣԻǺ޵ġ
ׯ󆙼ԼҴ淢ԹԵֺ꣬õҩҩ࣬İ˳ȥԼԼ.......
۠D˵ĳ־ǽһʣһ
Ը磬ׯˮƿʱƼſֻеС`è
װûƼС`èɸƨ`ɺţ˲Ŀ
ֵФʥBź۠D˵ģ˭ֻ֪èľ͸ˣ޵һ뵽ڷǳʱڵҲֻܰˡ
ׯˮΪ˼֪۠D˼ԼԸ°ķˣʾϲD˺󣬱Լ⡣......ܾ˵ʱͲ˼ãƻҲܹǣ
ι˷󣬱ȥׯ󆙣ģǲǸûҩơ
۠DɽᣬΪͷۡ
˵СС¶˵д˵Ҫү˵ׯˮ۠Dһͬǰݷãׯүׯ˵Լִ󣬵ЩȨԾׯ
Ű׻ĺӣүǺҲ֪Ϊεİɣ
ׯЦǺǵĵͷȻⲻΪˮСǳͷүˡ
ҽ۠D˵ģҪ˼ׯҼϼһ˵˺ɻ󣬶Ҳʹ˵عɰλһ£ⲻòΪ档ˮȻڣǱ˵ܰѸүⲻǳ¶ˣүһյ
ׯȴ˵еûеģүҲˣȻ˵ԾԼүұȥ
⼸ׯǰҲû˸ү̳мҵϵͶ˱˼ˣׯҲׯׯңֲǶ˵ϻׯȥDˣ
ǣׯ
˵۠DˣүҲл˵ԼѰķȻҲׯĸڣ۠DһˣҲ䲻ôˣˮǲ˶ģȴˣ㵱ΪƫҪи޸۠Dһأ˵Żص̾˿
ׯЦү㵽˭Ϲ˵ģ۠D˿ɾǵУǿ״Ԫģ
⻰үһ㶡˻棿
ȻȢŵĸФС۠DκСͬ㣬⻹ǲҵ˵һ˵۠D˵ʦϣ󹬳ϱة࣬۠D˲˷ֿةĹλֺүׯˣһȥʱׯ־
үɫ΢΢԰ףСѯʡϣΪϣ
ߣȻ۠D˿ΨһһͽǷ˼īǼйһĸ۠D˵İķҲǼйһĸ˱ֵܣϵǷʵ¡Ǳˣôܼ޵˸۠Dˣ
Ҳȷү
ׯȴһүʲô˼
ү۠D˵Ȼ֪ߵ壬̾βǼϵׯûүһ棬ӡŴ£ȸׯңȻŸίԴΣׯ
Ͼûү̳мҵׯҲˡ
˭֪۠Dȴôͣǲð찡
˵䣬۠DѾţĶү˸۠Dſ˫ɴģϿûôͻ˴Ϊͽܣο϶δ˵չͽأĪ˵ɣ
۠Dˣ״ԪȻţɱ滹ǹģϾ״Ԫ㹻¼ӡ
۠D˲ֹأȻ濴ȫ˭ܲνүĮӡ
үΪ֮ǰЦЦү豭˿ڡ
֮ҵϼһʮֹģϾׯҸ֮£οȻ˵óׯˮعɰ֮λҵľǰ˵ķȻ˵һޣʵҵȲⷬ˵õǴȻ
۠Dȴʲôطҵ棬ҼҸҶʱعɰڲҵ˱һˣ
⣬үȷ״Ԫ˼ǣҹعɰģ
Ȼ֪عɰһ㷨ֺģүǲ֪ҰķǼйһĸعɰȻ˲ͬˮ󆙵عɰλһҳƱϲѣɻûñԭعɰ֮˲ķֻ֪ԭȶµعɰλãִ֪Ӽйһعɰ׵ںδ˰ɣ
йһڵҶΪصˣǴ񻰻ҥڣ嵹Ҳˣ֮ǰΪйһȻɽ֮У˭֪һںηʶڶв˻Ƿмйһ壬߼йһһ㣬ʧʷĳ֮С
˾ȻȻԼߣ⻹үģ˼顣
Ȼ״ԪԷ......үʶԳ֮ѹˡ
ȴ۠D˵ϡԷڣүԷˣׯˮׯɣҵĶҪһ㣿ׯˮ̰ƺɫ̰ׯҵĲׯҾˣүĻͲˣ
ȻǣȻǡүȴɵŪɣô˵˲ţׯ״Ԫ⡣ׯҴѴ׵ׯˮһסʱݶʮպ״ԪΣ
ΣׯҶʱҶˣң۠D˳ҷ֮ȴԲ֣ݣ¹һׯЩΪϲȴҪŪ½֪˵ȻӴǳҵҪүǰʲôģҪҴ˵𣿣٣ҪׯˮˣǷޱͶϣ֮ѾֵˮѰҸȥɢ˼ģׯ¶ˣ˵޳ȥĸóȥˮôׯһҪܵۼͷˣ
ׯ۠Dŭյģ˿ûȰ˵˼ƣƵĺŲ裬һ߸̾Լ~˵ඣһ߿ŲҶƮƮġ




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үⷬһ˵Ȼŭ֮ɰڳȻ,,ҪͽЦȻ˼״ԪϲϢŭǱΪ,˭á
ׯһ٣ûв졣
۠DȴЦ飿үڰʾʲôɣʮպ󣬱״ԪûգڴּĹûǰҲȥׯҵҲȥ,ҲׯⱲѹ,ǰձѾдŸʦϣֹССɣ۸ȥǣ
Ҫүûɫǲ԰˼֡
ôүʦɫôôѿ˵ЦҵǺ棬˭ˣŶ˵ǰƺׯϵĸģٴׯҵ⣿˵ҪһׯҼ̳мҵ¿УΪһ˵ĺӶʮ`ˣ
ˮ֮޹أ״ԪĪҪǣүæ
ҲǣϾ֮£Ҫ̹Сӿүһء۠Dĵ˿ڲ衰Ȼүû˼ǵµ˲˰ɣһϲɫ࣬ȴŻЦ۠D˼࣬þաʦּĹʹһˣȰѹλˣЩʱǲװȥҲҪ죬ɲá˵źǰ°ͿүպãʦˣĹ;ǹԱҲڳ֤ǣˮ֮δҲмͷļ֤˲ǣ
ү˵ʲô˵
ׯŶԷβͻ˵ģӹЦD˰Сӻ濴ôͣϲų
Сĺܣ˿ӡ۠D˸ûоӹ˼ǺǼҪŪׯңұɽ𻢣ɨ˼ģ֪ճ˭ǳưԵ
ׯֻȻèƶɸ̾ʱṵ̂ɣȵСС¡ģͦûãŻ˵ʱ䣬㳤Ǽ֪Ҫ˶˵乳צӣһצ˺˵˵ʺ
ԼҲССӰѰ˸÷
ճܳưԵĵȻҼҵСү~һ߸̾һ˰ֻԱ
`צӣԹԸģûк찡ûоʹ켫˰
D˰ˮãϣǿĵġׯˮС˻˵£׵𻳺ģԭһΣҲһΰɡңˡׯ˵˵ԽᣬԽ͡
۠DͣצӵĶƬͷûҲ˵˴ˣͺúùӣȥ¾͹ȥˡĹȥʱһûԿԭ£Ͳˡ
DˣǸúӣˮ䲻㰡䲻ϣĶôá
ûʲô䲻ϵģ۠D۹Լķ˿ЦҵȢˮʱҲһǲңλǣĪҪϹˣǻһӣͺġ
㣡Ҳգ£ׯϰ˵~ϣ;úڣôûһȥأ
ҶΪֳɷѿġ
ɣ˫֮ͬУȻӦϣ棬......ϣͺ~һԵˮ󆙵գһŶ~
С`èãȻĳԼҵʾܴ࣬ɶ......գ
յ۠D˵ʱҹճǸϣǵĹ˿ӱ޵ճǸϡ
ճ¶Īׯˮ£Ƿꡣ
۠D˿ϣôôҲˣû¶һ˻µ١
죬ս±ʾҪȥѧˣ۠Dһ۾ıʾԼҪȥһϿΣ
սһĨû״Ԫǰûôĵģ
ڲҲһ~۠D`ȥĵǶؼңҾסԺķںòã
ڳĸոǿĸǱͨ죿۠Dⷭһ
һЦǺսշ죬֪۠D˴ʲô⡰Сӣ붼룡
۠DίҧſӺߺߵ㵱ƨ`أڻôԭ㣡
սһĨ֪ǱɱīԼĸѾ˵ı飬ܲЦ
Ǻã֣ս´ҪάԼԺڽϡ
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۠D֪󣬵ŸԱ,ԷյźҹԴ˰һ˼ϵ˻
ǰǻ˼Ҽð,ȻǶ컹û֣Щճɿɶָ,һ֮ԹͦãҲÿҳԱи࣬ǾӸȥ
һҴСŰ󣬵Ա֪۠DʲôݵˣԷ״ԪǶƷԱạ̊́ʦϣĳ磬Ĵܵģ
ο۠D˵ҲȻݵĸˡ
ԱߺǻũȻ޵ĸγϣճǸûµ֣⿪Ҫô찡ôȥ
쵹ҲֱˣЩظɵȻ֪һ˼Լۣ֮εѲ˹ϵ۸Ҵҵ˿£ΪǷȻԸ⸰𣬿ȴ˸λĳ֮
һ˶ʵˣĳȻָ̡ǺãȻˣడ
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һũ룬ǲҲûǸ˵׼֣㱻ȥ
ڶϸŸȻֵĲ֪ȿʱǿνǷ꣬Ͼùʱ˵ˡ
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۠DȻЦŵͷǡ
ҹһΧһԷȻ۠Dһš
ʼʱЩԼ۠Dߺߣ嶼Լƨ
һ߰ŷһ߿۠D˵Dˣǻ˼ģ
ߺ~Ȼ۠D˻شĺӡұԱ⼸ĶԱ⣬ȻԱתˣһ˼ҡһ⻧˼Ȼû⼸ءԱƫ⼸أ಻پô顣
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̫࣬ۼҶӷˣϱڴϲһ֣۸ׯ֮ˣ˭
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һũȻϣϾû⻹أȥ׿֮ضС
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ⱻԼķ˴һƨ`ɵ¶Ҳһ׮Ц
ڱԼҷ˴ȻǿȻû˭֪......ôʱ䣬۠D˱ͻ˸Ƶġ
սս˻򱲷ֵĹϵվںţ۠DɱקǺšСD˰ʦ㶼ཱུˣûݵÿ
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ᵽׯˮȻǼģĿĳŶԷ
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˶ע⵽һ㣬ׯˮ֮ľ˭ûȥעǷѾɻ顣
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ׯ˭ˣʲôҹԹүֻһⱲҲϲϡ̣״ԪپӶƷЩᣬ˵ƷĪ
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⣬ȷЩףȻ˵ĶүƲָ˭أ˭õó֤ݣϾ⻹ķ֤
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ܴԲĸǵУ۠Dƣϻӻ֣ͷ˽ͷӾ~
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ʱûмֻ˯С`èըëҽУκ
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QAQ......۠D˱ڻɥצκԼȴһ㶼ҷ
κȻۣԥDƺЩɡ
ʲôԼ`ȥûԼȴ۠DһϣҲϸĸˣȴҼǰ㱧źг
ͬһڣŪ۠D˵պֻС`èЩɣǽŵġ
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С`è˦һβͣİѩŽ³С`èû¶`Ǹ
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һ飬ȷҪܾҲںɣ۠D˺ûҲ۠D˶Լ涯ֶţֵڷŵġ
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ĺǰ,ܺͺĹһӣܺ,ܺ......
˵۠D˸ȥһμйżңīҲ,۠Dȴδ̴Ӧ
ʽ㣬ȨҲ,д¡ȴûдԼ,۠DĪЩ
Ĺнգټ֮ǰһۣ꣬ðķ̫á
̩Ҳǲã......ЩʲôôȥԼҰķ
۠D˵ĵ䣬ʲȻֻڼŽȮ۠D֡
κ۸۠D˿ﺨ˯Ȼһˣ
Ȼľһ³ǰ۠D˶ûֱȥס
ľűʼʱֻĬĬһ۠DһϢ¹شݲ
㣡ͷ۠DԼؿڵģվݲġɿ......
ŶþôˣҪˣˣ̫ˣ̫ˣ۠D˵˵ίĿ޸ͣ
ľһʱ֪ΰοҲĪ顣⺢ϻ̫˼Щֲ壬ʲô˼
۠DϿйҼӰȴֲǣϾ⼫пֻ۠DϼйһѪĹϵԼйһǻĪС
QAQȻοοˣŲҪ˼......۠D˵ϰ죬ûһ𸴣ʱˣˣɿľţԹȥ
ľݵģĬ̾ǰ§סֻˣƢС`èա
۠D˻أƲͷĺܡ
Ҵ˺òãˣֻЩҪ㿴⼸`㲻Ϊ㰢ķżҲżѽ˵űӻͳֽҸոյõϢŶ~˫ǺӰᣬˮӣѾ飬ϲ׼ߺҪȥׯ󆙣ҽ´󹦵µˣԱӻȻȫ
ҲҪҪ˵Ҫˣ۠DקŶԷ°ڣȴľžƨ`ɡ
ֺֺЦģˣ˵ҪֻС`èǻˣֵͷ˿۠Dˡ
ֻС`èƺߺߣû㿪ˡ
Ҹô찡......ľſ۠DˣȻΪԼãȻ
ˣԼֽһֶԣתͷߡ
ŹԼϵ۠DˣˣĺʲôƵģ᲻ܣ᲻ʹࡣ
ԣֻһã۠Dһıƽ
ô죡۠DĹĵĵۡҾֱ˵ߣ
ľķ˿ֻèĲЦˡҲҪ㣿Ҫ㻹ôࣿ
Ϊʲôģ۠DС͵͵ۡ
ľ̾ϢǸDˣ......⼸Щ֤꣬󲻻Σ
㱣֤ôԷꣿԼ......
ľ֪۠Dֱֻèˡұ֤һһΡ
ΣȻһΣôɴˣ
ΣˡˣԼ᲻......
Ǻò......ӣߺߣľ⻵϶Ӳգ
ȥæɣ˫ǵشλýϵͣļˮѾЩӣ鵹أȴѾ˵Լ֣ǻᱬ顣
ׯһͬЩǰȥôФʥBκ´󹦵£ɾ㰢ķຣˡ˵ֵͷ˿۠D˵üġȥ......
۠Dǰȥҧľŵգʧξ
ľŴ㵵ŷ۵ӣ˻~´Ƽǵһ٣¿ôأˡ
ȴ˵ͷ۠DĴ۷ָչʱ
κ§Լ˯۵Щģƾʲôòĵ¶Ҫκ˯ģģ
ǣĵèں£һκıӣȥҧ......
˯ԺκʱͷᣬڴţĺܡDˣʲô¶˵òã~ԭ²ࣣѱӸҺòã
ãĥȥڣİѱӻ˵κϲ̵´·
κʹſڴ۠Dææ˸ҹæʲô
˫ˮ֣ҵȥչҩڵһ۠D˾ܷ
㾡ܣҲϧ
۠D׳־ʱκһߴŹһס`ϡˣҹܳȥҩ̻ûء
۠DһҪһڵȥжӿðһȥҩģԸȥţһ·¡
˵ġκŹȥѶڱɡ˵ž˴˼ӳŵö
۠Dڴ`ϿκıӰ﷢ĿģǻĬĬ֧ԼҪʲôʶûһ¡
űӺٺɵЦʱκѾѶӴ`ϣ۠Dȥڲ࣬ƿӾȥҹóţ`̫ˡ
۠D˹ԹԵŶŲŲ
κһ̵Ĳ`Ūһ۠Dʱʱߵġ
ʱů`뷿ڣκʶȴ۠DѾ˯ˡ
Цı뻳˿ڣȻ۠DΪλ˯һ˵˫ˮֵ¡
֮ǰոոͨϢֻФʥB֪ȻׯˮҲϾ̵ͬ졣
۠DôȻ֪أ֣ĪһֻСè
СèԺ۾ˣק˴ȮҰЩ¶֪ȥ磬˯ʱ......
κЦҡͷȴԹķԸ
۠DƱҪȥ˫ǣȻҲ棬˫ˮִˣٱפҲȻ׼£ʱܺ۠Dܡ
۠D˱鴦׵Ըλǰȥţ˫Ǿ˴˵ԶԶ˵
۠DҲ±żŸ񻪣ڽһһͬﱸҩʳ
ǰׯˮ֪۠DռҩģŴһѯ۠D˺⣿Ҫæ
ҡͷǮϲأҲãٸҼյȵȡ˵ȴͷׯ󆙡󆙸磬˫ˮ֣һȥࣣ
ȥֵطʲôҪȥҲȥǣ
Ҫȥģǰ׼ҩģʱȥҲҩĲѰҩûʲôȱٵı˵ɡ۠D˵һֽ
ׯ󆙽ɨȴü̫˰ɣ˫ǵôˣ
ǹȥˡ۠DЦںֵҲ׼˲٣Ҳȥɣ
أҵȻ׵塣شĲɣȴЩ֡DαȥѶȥ㹻ˣԼͲȥˡ
˿գķˣ˵Ŀڳݲ塰һҪȥ㣡
úúҪȥҪȥս¼Ϊ˵æҪ·̺ȥ˵
ɻشĻһġˡ
հԤҿׯˮ֪۠DΪκȻҪ񣬵׻ǲǺӣ̳ϵѪȷ粻ݺӣǰҩļ۸ǲƣоʺʳǮ۠DûûأڿԼ˵ȷҪԼĸ
۠Dһս±ιʳһ߻ȥá
ׯˮƬ̱ӹַҳüǺ֣пʽȥ֣ǮƸô죿
Ǿͽ~۠DȻ֪͵СھӪĹģ˻ָҲиһأλס
ЩǮƶΪ˻۴󹦵¸ķ죬ȻںЩǮơ
㣡㴴ЩҲ಻ף׵ĻˣׯˮҪЦˡ
ܾúܾǰұӦһϢ֮ףɢҲϧοվ˼۠D̾ˮֻҪ֪˽˵ҲΪЩҲΪ˱ˣΪԼ
ׯˮһ۠Dˣվ˵ܾĻûĻֱҪ
Ŷ~۠D˿ĵۣб֧ģĺܿġ
˾Ȳֹ㣬һ˼ľˣŷӰ㡣
Լ֮ǰŬȷ~ˮǺø
ռҩĺԼʳ۠DҪׯˮڵʰ׵
ׯȻ۠DôҪһͬǰǰմԼԣ㲻ɵ֧۠D
ֻҪԿ۠DˣȫȫĻˡ
۠DĻӣκʰһջԵõĶ⵽㣬۠D˵ĸոպã粻û˾۠DжãˣԽص޷ʰĵز
鱬ߺҩĵȱҪ
ҽĵȻһģ˶Ϻֻ߶ġ
Ϊ˱⿪ʱԽ񻯣ׯæǰæͣ㣬۠Dʽ֧֣ͷڣＯǮʡ
º󣬵ִ۠Dһ֣ͬʥּϱ̾۠D˲Ϊ֮ͽĻա
һֱ󣬿ǰŵԿơ
ׯ󆙻ʱԼС`èѾݵֻʣһƤˣƤëҲֿëڣȥҲǰϸ塣
һĻʱׯ۵ˮֱת`ģҲ۠Dֹطܿˡ
һ`ҳٵС`èһ߿ҩȥҩ
ֻС`èҩƺָЩæһҧסׯ󆙵Ĳӿ϶󆙸磬һûιʳˣ
.......ոԼʲôģûҪ




150

βĹ,۠DҲʼκϸţôôεӱô,ȥ˼ʲôͬ,ֻͬ
۠D˶,ǻܱʲô
˲֪һͬ޾ذ۠DʼΧԼϱתˡ
ææˣкüû׽׽......˺,ÿһ,۠D`צ롣
һֻ۸ĺ£۸ĸȫ˵,۠D˸Ǵͷá
ׯˮЩҲʧһɶׯ󆙵̾һ¥
Ψһǣͷһֱ㲻̫۸мλˣ
ϣκϹκʲôأң
۠D˵˻عճʱׯ뼴ī짳ӭӣֵԸвԷİռеӭƲ۠D˵ɻʱ
ƥϣ۠DǳЦϷһ˫ǰдĸлţһݴ󹦵£ǻˣؼҺ鲼ķ
ȻȵȣѰŻȥ۸£ķ±Ͷ̥ⱲԸ......
ͷҪ˵ʲôȴȮФʥB࣬۠DƲƲ죬Ǿϵģƽʱ̫гʹǼҳ㷹ˡ
κҪ۸ںԼһ棬͵ȹФʥBһ
Ϊκǳ־õ²ġ
۠DЩ棬⼸κƺФʥBʲôű˵㡣
߳Ҫ׹أȴұ߽һҪĳǳأǰ˵ĳʥһֱñ߳ͷ󻼣ûŹκüͷһǳأܱȫʮƽ
`ңǳǰǵʱԲôФʥB̾Ϣǰ֣Ǹ
ȷǺһ֣˵ǻŽһ¶⣬ʱǲκһ̾ѵ˶òСǣ
κĻФʥB˼ȷǴףǻʱŽᣬ߳ǣǲ
οʦǻȱһ
۠DȴУһܲſԼһεľ˵Ļ
ǶСǣ׳ᣬ߽ؾܲñ߽ҵȻҲһ¡
˫ǵĹµֺľŲԸԼջ۹¡
᲻ᣬԼҪҲɲ......
ţһ˱صׯī짿һȦԽС۠Dָׯ󆙵ıӾ
߹Ȼһٵͷϴʾڣɼī짾ǲ
۠Dҧҧī짣˵ˡ󆙸ܺõģ˵ˣʱҶæĹ˲˭Ҷ֪󆙸Լˡ
īο§۠DˣֻүǺõԸӡ
еС`èı˯ˣ˭ûҪ㣬ûҪĴ㡣еС`èҹŵԼԺˣеС`èŵСݺݵķ
еС`è˨RبQһ޴ĺɫͷĵһƼ֣Ȼ˫ǰ۠D˵ĸлš
ֻС`è˫ָ¶٣˫Ŀ϶ˡ۠D£Ը뼴ī.......أ֮
ɢ۽ǵˮ˳żϸ½һĻۡ
һŸлű紵Ʈø߸ߵģ޻ȼ
һֱڰӵĺЩУҺñ׼ĺսס졣
ǿɫľΧ۠DתȦǻƺ˼ıܿ۠Dˣһȼδ¡
۠D֣ƺҪסһȼյľһ磬ǿߴԶ......
վԺڣҧ´۠DԼҲ֪Щʲô
įȴýӻԼԺˡ
ȫʧׯˮŴͷӰ߳һأɢ΢΢üɫĪ
īȴ¶ǵοDʶʿϾʦϣǲ̫Լ
ǿϴϴ˯ɣǻط~ׯ˸һٸһǧԼСүȻȫķΡ
۹£Ҫ˵ġׯ󆙻ﲻȴһѪ
ľţκ֪ĸлŴ۠D˳λû֣Ҳûйʱ򣬵ֿλϱ㲻Ǹˡ
ⲻϻ𣿣սǲϲ۠DһУԼҪʲô£ȴǡ
ʥBв鵽ˣׯˮѰעڹٷ
ҡͷ꣬û鵽
ҾӦúͼйһйءĪģָо
йһ·Ҫǰˡׯ۠D˵Ժӻ
ҺʥBʱղȻпգʥ϶Ա߳ǵ˼ûΪѣ޲ߡ
ǸȻܻؼйһ塣ī˵ЩǡйһɭϣүǷֿյģû츳ĸ޶ڡÿڳɻ͵ү߳йһѰҸѰ벻˼йһŵġ˵ű㲻̾Ϣǲ֪йһ鷳Һͺʱ㵽ĳ˹ȣźøϲļ¡йһǰһԣ֪ںδ󣬱صйһ壬ʬҲؼйڡī˵Ųϧ̸
įׯ󆙵üͷǾ۠D˷˵Ҳȥ
۠DܸйţɡйһүǿݵģһĸүүŻдűɸΪйţסʱǱһͬؼйһ壬۠Dͣ׸ĺôйһĸүֻҪϵģʲôУԿȥһ֣Ǵ񡣡
......ФʥB֮Ϊ⣬йһֻţδȻ޲ߡ
֮ƣҪD˿Щؼйһ壬ǿɽȺ򣬼йһڲκ˶ī˵̾رǽĵҷ˵ʦܣڣ۠D˾ȥɱ˷Żް
̡ׯˮȻһ
С`èڶʱԼҶ§
ׯϵҩ㣬۠DۼˣرɴºһַɸС
һ±۠D˶Լ˵޴֮ķΪһֻͶ˼ҵʸĸԸȥ˻أԼĹҲֻȥϴ֮࣬ǰֻʸûˡ
ҪͶں˼ңֻпٻһι¡
ǰķģȻҪķ
űȫĵׯ󆙻ȴĬĬţķٵ´Ĺ£ȻһСD˺ȥֻתɡ
ǿܣڵظһͬתһҪİķðķܿˡ
۠Dţȴׯ󆙽§š
Dˣׯ󆙿û۠Dô࣬ǾֻС`èĺܣЧҧסֻС`èеĶ``ҴӦҪһֻС`èģҪ
۠D͵ͷߺ΢΢ҡͷ⣬껹ǱˣңҾһ𣬱ҪӲͽ˵Ųׯ󆙡˵˺ӱ㲻ҪˣҲܲסǵ˼ء
ׯЦΪ衣Ҳ֪۠D˵ͯ겢ãˣȻԸκ˵עɢ
ߺյģǰаȻһһ߽⿪۠D˵·һ`ĲӡǣӲҪȴЩҪӵ......
...ȻҸڳ㣬Ŷ~
ϱ̵ĺ~ϱҧ~ϱ...
ӣϱ...ȵȣϱĶأ
ׯ󆙾㷹ĴӴ`ƣƵ·ƳڴŵС`èﶼӴЦˡ
СУίƱԼ
ЩᣬǸոǶ̫ʺŤ......ȻطԼĨЩҩˡ
ʱī짿ĵĸ۠D˼һ`Dˣˮǻȥйһ壬ǻܽȣֻڹ㡣
ΪҪȥ۠Dˡ
ȥɣȻȥԵɵġοҲмɻ
۠DҲжĿǷվһ̣΢΢ױʱȥ
գˮѾ׼׵ī짷¿ӿ۠D˻Ȼȥҷڣ˵Щйһ¡㰢ķȥ磬¶㲢л
۠DҲⷬΪܾľźͼйһž֮£ȥ˼йһ壬֪ľŵǺˡ
һֱĬĬˣ......
ī˵˹һЩ֪ĳʶ󣬱۠D˻ȥӦڶһ뿪ճǣ˭֪ԸΥĸ߹ٴμٹճǣγ˱۠D֮⣬ҪκФʥB˹ͬؾ£۠Dͬ뾩ν˫١
κФʥBȻּ˫˫ӣȴ˼˼
֮£ˡ
һԭȵ·ƺң۠Dʱȥ˼йһ塣
һ󣬼īüʵйһ뾩ճ֮УȻ˵Ǳؾ֮·ײԶȥйһ嵹Ҳ۠DһͬϾʱȡ




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۠Dϵս,Ȼᷴ׵ʥλؾǻСǣ¹شһɹ,ǲصԡ,󽫾췴,ֳرĻҰ֮ˣʿ,ע,ɹҰʮ㡣ϱϲ׼սۡµȷ,Ҳ顱
ФʥB۠D˵ķĵֻС`èǲģϵӦҲ֪һ
Dôκȴδ̫࣬Ͼ۠DʱȥıӪD˵Ҳ֪Щ
ڲʥ`ҪСǳأΨԼһȴŵԷˣʱʵ䷴⣬ʥһҪñϵĹԱȴ˵̫࣬ٵĻϴ粽С֮ƱҪǣҲԲ֪ɷֱ۠Dŷ׷ŵ̫࣬üͷ
ֱֱǱҴɰDˡФʥB˰Լ๫ԴЦ
ȻǱҴɣֻзֱ˫£ֲܴ֪ĳһãžȻѹڹж֮£žƱػĴ⣬ʱرѹƣѱᱻǵóѡ۠D˵űʼֻģϾ۲רҵգ׸ôλ󽫾ע⡣
κһѱ۠DˣԼЦǼҵСDͰⷨӹȻԴֲڣԠD˶ԣѾ˲ء
۠DϲκĽΪԼģоܰԽг嶯Ϳøãǰ˲ʧΪԼ
κ۠Dʪ۵Цⲻû뵽D֧ս¡
ФʥBһֱ۠Dۣ۠D˹Ȼ˵ΪԼȥ֣ǶġΪ˾һæͣ㡣
˽ֻΪԼһ˵ף۠DվƵġ
Ϊβ֧֣Ϊҹ߾ȫս²ɱ⡣۠DԣһһȴԷθһʱսܻõİȻԸ⡣
ȻƵĺӰɡ
κΪ۠D˸еϲãǳʱǴ۠DˣǷɻڴ۠DˣվǱסԼıԡ
һݴһ棬ʱ޷ܾۡ
κӵһУΪѯԼİķΪǸЦԼȻҪɴ޸۠D˵˵ľٶֺγΣ
ү۠Dֵֻܣһӵֵܣ׽Σȶ˸ӶԼ......ֵܰϲʣһ㶼ϲ
ÿÿ۠DǺûʲôФʥB֮˵ۣǲôۣȴѶЦǲָΣȻˣ......
ȥǰɡī짿֮ĻҲм˵ζɬ
κҵĺκҵе۠D۠D˵ģֵֵܻܸ׽վֵֻܡ
С`èƲκĵ䣬Сצ£ֻȮ˦βܹ£۠D˵κ󱳣һһߴЦߣߣȥǣȥչŵ~ɻˣ˺ֻ̿ҵĸФʥBѩ棬˵˺üƥöء
Ŷôȥҧòãκ۠Dƨƨߵܡ
ǰһƱˣƺҲ۠DͶԼʱʧһɶ......
ѽѽ˳ȥҵСԣôг󣬲չŵ˵ˣء۠D˵ɽԶ
˻ǴĪԾֻڲԭϱܵĵ磬ƺԶô֣ô޾
ô˳ۡׯתط
Цѣȴ̾ׯ󆙵ĳɳԼǷݿݡ
۠D˾ͱקϣһ·ƨƨߵı򾩳ǡ
ǰգǱͣٴγ
κФʥBһ·϶˼ֳأϾս²ףҪ֮һ˳㹻ġ
һ˳һǰȥǣ󽫾ǣƵΣգ˸Ҫڶʱڹǣǹܴɡ
ȻηǸײܸң㡣
κѰĵطԼϾսʱն̣˴ս۷ͬ죬ʶ˼ֲ
νһñ˷أñϲƱҲҪͬʱأԷԷر
κ󽫾һλ곤׽أҪСˡ
κŲɿͬüͷФʥBϾԶ㣬׽ǰȥϲ࣬κ󽫾ФʥBĬȴмʮоסͬһκߡ
ʶκФʥBף˴ͬʱ϶Է
ôˣ绹ʥB磬вٷɺͱɣԸսۣףѹţǻȥ뿴ܲܳɡ۠DЦ˵䣬ڰοκ`ཱུۣСצһһķκֱϡ
ߵͷһֻСצɫץҧ˿ڡ֪ˣȥ棿һ·輱Уɽˮĺʱء
ϴȥƿʱҲ⸽ˮ˼ȥȪ쬵ģһȥȪ۠D˲ͷ룬漴ǰһǵȪļҲ˼ҲȪء
κȻᷴԣֻһ浽ȪͶ޵ĵطʱκׯˮȻָ⣡
۠D˸˭ݣ
κׯˮɫ࣬ϲ§ס۠D˵ļD˰͸һȪ
~۠DʱԼ˯£ŷһë˯£ϡ
D˺һݰɣϴҲġս²ɫ۠DҪȪĶ
ôɣκʱD˻¶ǣǱʶĻʱD˻û磬ĶһڿɲͬˡD˺ûҲǴүǣôܺ͸һݣ
ׯ󆙶ͷϵһıQĬĬĴӺͳһҩۣҪҪκ......
DˣԼô˵ׯˮĿ˳ȻǹЦ⡣
۠Dʶ˶ԼҸƵκ˼СƬ̣һһŲе׵κ˼ô˵ү˵ĶԣⲻãҺһݵĻһˣܿ......
κһѱ۠Dϲ̵ľԡܣǺսһŭѸõĶҡˣ
ɲǻˣΨһһνĺ˵ŷ
ôأô~
һɫݵûñڣ۠D˺Ȯ
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ֻȥˣɵ
ɵè㲻һոˮȿˣ
˵˭ɵèŭˣ˻ˡ
˭Ӧˣ˭Ȯ
ޣСүҧ㣡أ
СݣҧƨүСƨ`~
צ㣡
ϣСûָװɣָףĿҡ
ޣŲޣ˼Ҫץˣ
ߺߣҽڣٲݡκ˵ŷ绳ﱧ~

٣ֻèǰɣ
ɵè
үҽѵѵ㣬Ͳ֪ү
˭ү
𣬠DҪ㣬......ۣүүҵүūQAQ
~ȥſȥλ~
㲻ľ𣿡
ľ岻ůͣ
˵ˣſſ⣬ƨ`ɡ
˵ɶ~ȥſ£
QAQֻ̫è
~
D˵ѱһ......
̫ˣû۠D˾;κҪȥ͸͸
۠D˳ȥκȻڴ˴ⲻׯˮϴδǻԼҿģһйģȪ
ӺĳӵݺúķԼȶһȻҲࡣ
´˲٣ׯˮ˳ʱƼκŴ˴ṩİɫԡۣŶȣץ۠D˵צӣСָףѿԡ¼۠DץѪ......
ĪĲ찡ׯˮ룬һֱţվҪֻС`èȻȮ
۠D˴Լĺë˯ۣñӴΧһȦͬɫĺëԵСֿɰ
һֱκץָףһ־ȥץĳԡ
Ϣŵůůģ۠D˵նźΣɰˡ
ׯϲ㿿ȥ˿ڡ
κҲ̧ͷּۣͷèצӡ
D˶Ҫ𣿡һ`۠D˵ǣһϢ
ѽ۠D΢΢˫Ŀղׯ󆙵Ĳӣܵĥš˵ƿǳء
˵˵ѣҪ˵Ȫãĵˡ۠D˵Ķ棬˿˵Ҳ˵СӺȲˡ
QAQֲġ۠D˺ߺߵ
þĵĺͲȵԣƫƲСׯźұЩҩƣرůӣСǰˡ
㵹ԽԽճӵĶˣҩдֱӿ˼µġׯˮСϵɫ˵⣬ͰϺƼ
СɨȦڳү·ƺǸƯĸЦλүˣϼƯĸѽĸƯҲǴ㡣
۠DһƿñӣȥƯ
Сһ㶣漴ҡͷ⣬ⲻ빫ᲢۣɣǣҲͷ˶ѡ˵űסԹׯˮ˲ˣ˳
κק۠D˵צӣƲЦD˰Dˣ¶ɲЩġ
۠D˾ȻװģҼбľ~
лҪ˵ԸãԸйá߰ϢһڽΪĿĵ˺˽ΪĿģµ




152

ľĪˣǰһӻׯ󆙶ʱ,ק۠D˱úôСƨ`֪֪Լ˭ҵè
˭֪,һק,۠D˵צӻȮѹָ,һʱһСƤѪֹ
`ļ,Ѫɫʱ
ׯˮһֻצӺ,ûûصׯ󆙡ô񶼲֪
ׯҲΣû˵һ䷴Ļ
ʮָģһСʱ۠DԲ˿̲࣬ס۵һš
ׯ̴ӻ,קס۠DСצࡰ,۶󆙸粻ã󆙸绵
QAQû,óġʱֻɫС`èҪÿǲ֪˵ʲôá
û᳤ģ𣿡ҩʹãС`è޵ְֺڵġ
ҽǴ֮ˣô۠Dʱˣ
ˡ޵Ķһ۠Dһ߰ˮĨׯϣһ߸߾֡ȻͲȪQAQĪ졣
û£ܺ£˿ڣʱĨ`ҩ൹Ҳˮׯ󆙰ϸĿС˿ڣǾˡ
ôС˿ȴΪ˼ðǱ֪ҪЦҽˣ
~Ǿͺá۠DһĨᡰD˲ˣ󆙸ա
~ȤζաкӲҪޣ~
û˵ͱ۠Dһҧסָ˦˦
磬˵ɶ~һĥݣһҧŲ졣
D˱ҧˣġׯİѺצӴ˳
ָϵĺۼЦD˵Сս˰ѼĻõ
ˣˣˮˡκʰöЦſǡ
ֻСèڣȺⶼ֡ФʥBǺֲЦ
۠D˸ûôۣҲûôûãϴʲôӰС۸ʱҧûûһֱФʥBʱſ޳ΪȤ......Ҷ~
~˵С`èֿʼˣϲϲˣΧתﶼֻ
Сϲʱ۠DФʥB
Էʱ۠D`˿ƣպģûӡ
Դ͸͸磬ŲԶĳüֻдűɵָǹЦ
ɵèЦʲôһƨ`ϡ
۠D˺Ƣûûֻ֣ǺߺŤŤ
~һֻӳǽˣһǽСҪҪһ棿ݳӣ
۠DòȻע⣬ر΢ʱշ`ۣˮĿɰ
۠DԴצӿκǵϷң
κ۠DڣԼ̽ԴǼʲôүҹǡ
κκСС˲֪ˣߣߡͷ֮˶Ƽκ˫Ŵнβͻܡ
۠DſФʥBץǰĴЦ磬ʥBҲ㣿
Ȼء`ֻС`èϸΣдĿϣ۵
ǣ̿ѩ۠Dʱ򣬿ɰˣ׷׵ʡ
Ҫȱȿ~˵ŵͷ˿۠D˵ա
̫*ˡҲ˹С`è˻벻Ҫɷɸߣ
~ɵϸϸ~۠D˶ʱȤѺ𩻳ҧ˵
۾ʹɸ߸~˵ţţڻӿ̹~˵DƯӶ˳ֲñүҪƯĸů
ҪһֻDˣҲҹҹϸ~
ȻԼүΪǰ......
ׯ󆙿źǰռ۠D˵ļƣЦӱ۠D˵ĺ󾱣Dǵطмˣڻ`ʱҧĻֻСèἤֱ
ǴһֻСẹ̀D˳ǼһͬźҲû⡣˵űϸָ۠D˵ǰڣỺøš
ͷƼ۠D˫Ⱦһ`ʱըëûڲ٣ҽڲٻڣ
¶~սԼֳ綼ˣ㻹𣿡˵ţ۵Ļ̼˰Ѻ𩡰ϲ׼㻹ǵһСè̵ء
ʱŤŻֻཱུèǾᡣ
ûϵģûϵġ۠Dֱ§סĲӣԼڶԷĲҪȥȥҪңˣҺͽ¸ǻһֱԸǲԸҲްġ
⻰˵ĺĿͷС`èˣҲ~˵꣬ƿ۠Dˣһ粽ܵ......
~ûƭô죿ׯ۠D˱ģɺЦ§뻳``ĺ󾱡
۠D˺һ٣ߵȥȪ~
˵ôһΪûƼǱСӣսһƨ`ϡ
ǱҿЩ߰ġׯˮս֡
ֻè̼Ҫȥս˭ֱӴӻͳǱӸׯˮ
߽ס⿴ۼҪ۠DˡֻèҪׯ󆙻ѣӡ
ƣƵĴСӣ漴ЦȻı~
QAQǻٻһôȻô۸ʵǣʵǣ̫ˣԸӵĵزˣ
ˮ󆙸һžžẓ̌Ұ⣨̣Ϫߣ̣鷿̣ѧѧạ̃¸ķڣ̣ͼݣ̣ѽ»˳ֻС`èѽζΣ
ս±٩ûҾˣôˣ
ûô~ׯˮһʼ磬ȥڽû򹴣DҪٽ~
ѽD˾Ȼңڣ̿ɲС𣿴ãǺãֻʲôطʥB⻹оӪû~
ѩnֻèȻô
ҵأׯһ߸۠D˳ëһߺ
һ䣬˵Ҫ󆙸ô۸գҲҪô۸ȥׯˮѧ۠D˵һ֡ӲС
ɲǣȻҪôţһ˵һֻСèƨ`ɡҪﵽͷ
۠Dһһ߳ׯ󆙣ε𣿾һQAQһ......
۸......κű̲ס̾
ߣ˵Ҳûʲô¶ׯˮǱӳκһԴѵ㻹뱻ֻС`èһ𣿡
˵ʲôҵͦ......ʱκܿ˲ֻһȣɭɭĺ̹ǣʶ˿ڿˮͦ뱻......QAQʲôģû
ׯˮмĺ˵Ǳӻʲô۠DߡҪȪһ߰~
......۠DߺŰԴڶԷﲻϳ
κŲǳ`ЩׯҵĸǷͬ죬¶˵ôֱˣҲ֪¡
D˲𣿡ս´Ǳһ߷һ˵һ˺߱Ҳˡ
أФʥBҲһͬǲʱ˳˾䡣
ã۠DȥʱĴ̵סսֵĿǽĪ㲻֪ÿζ......
ФʥBһʾڲڣȷ֪
һ·ǵҲȤζֻ뾩ܲղգ˼ɭϡ
۠D΢΢ü׼óҹ㱻빬ȻͬȥĻκФʥB
ʥйһı۠D˺󣬱ȥ󹬼˵Ӻ˼
۠DЦĿ۵ӣŹ򰲡
һԭĻ϶ʱ˰أһʱֲ֪Ϊˡ
üͷȴ˦ȥַζκ֮£ϾǷҪññǸ⡣
οΪҪıǣд󳼴벢ͬ£ֻóû˵ʵڲãοսһͿ̿
ɵȴһҪɨ߽֮飬Ա
κվκǧżϳɾķñ֮£Ҳüͷ
һߣ۠Dƨƨߵȥϲ̵ƼԼҵ
Сүأȴ˼ֿɰ棬㰡ĽУҲᰡĽУüģСһЦͣȤĽ
ֻС`èΧˣЦŰ˸˳ȥԼǸлˣԼû뵽¡
ûʲôԼֵ۠D˵Ȼ
սΪ˱߾ս֮£Сүֶ
Ҫñд󳼲ͬ⡣۠D˷ºӣ˸뾩ǣƨ`ɶûأͱ빬Уֶ
ģûİĺӶ˻ϴɾٱ
İɣ۠D˴㵵Ŀʧ
úɲ
ҿҽмƳʲô
ܹǲõģܱ⡣ԼǸӣȻ§źҸ
~ҼҶӦ˼һˣ۠D˰ƲͷŲϡء
ǵжķЦҡͷҲ֪ʲôΪ
ڵãǰƼϴκФʥBһͬ빬Ժ
۠DֵĿκ΢΢ͷȴ֣κүôԼûһϵܽ󹬣ҳҲȥôκҲܽˣ
޵Сɰ~ʥǰ㱧Сյ۠DǰӰƢǼãҲãˣ϶ԵһȺүʱ޾͸Ҹ÷Сںúùӡ
һүġ۠D˿ŵʥϣ
һ㶣漴˼ָ͹ЦɱҼҸ⣬붼룡Ҽ`ȻҪõķ
ү϶գ۠D˿϶ĵͷ




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,Լ𡣡Ҳ,Ц˰ѷ˶˰ɡ
׼,һɡЦߵǲ֪,D˰СĴˡ
Ŷ,ֲ˵Ҫʲôү,ҲĸˣӳЦĶ۠DüͷҼҿɲСүɷġ
۠Dĥĥ漴ĺƲͷ,Ų,Թߵһƨ`¾ͰǷ
ûûݷǶ˼Ȥζ,һ۠D˵ݲҲϲȻᷴԡ
ȥ۠D˺Ų裬θʳĵϵľ´
üDָ֮߳£
Ȼ۠DЦ˴£»кδҪٻ
޵ȷҪһٶУǣɳ϶ԱԣһʱҲΪٴ벻֪ӷв豭̾
ϣҲ֮ͽЩЩ£ȷѻһ˵źȻ̧ͷĿ棬ԭˮɰʱ`һ֮ɫ
ͷʱǰ۠D˶ԼЦͼ
ԼͿİ۠D˵ν˱ӵһ֣ͬȴƫƫ۠D˹Ȼۣүиʦү
۠Dˣ֮ã֮ôˣ
Dл˵ű㹧
۠D΢΢ףҲѡǻϵģҲ֮ȺԣҲֻڱ棬Ӷǰѳĳһְͳ£Ȼͬ⣬ϵȺ֮бΪȴССı߳Ƕȴ
ȻѪڰԼܣ۠DһȻǰͬDԼǣȴˣ򲻸ãՠD˵˼߳ƱҪ򣿡
ƱҪ򡣡۠DĿƽ֮ЩϳǾûڴѣڶҳģʦǲʿơңǶս£ͳһ󽫾Ĳ֮˵ǻǲսʱ߳Ǳñṥˡ
ȷǵģȻ֮߳ԴΪ㣬ϣҹɻս𡣡üͷ
ȴʱĬĬվڱְ
۠D˿΢΢סȻˣʥϻԥʲôֻδսǱβϳԴǱɨȥ֮ڣǺڣ
ŻȻһ𣬺Ȼ߳ͷһƬɫҹգ˫ֽĿ΢΢񡰿ɵʦҲ......
ʦֻ֮ǵʦѾǸ......۠D˺Ȼ䱳ǰںȻ¡ʥԸ߳ǣԸǰ
`٣ոʲôκ㵵ĵŹڵϵСèӣ漴ͬ㵵ФʥB
ȵȵȵȣոǻ˰ɣ˰ɣ
۰䣡ʥϼĻ֪˵۠Dͬ⣬Ⱥ޷ԣֻԼȻ©۠D˵ݣϵͽΨһһͽڣʲô
ο۠DԸ֧ԼͿأѣηʲô
ʥּ۠D˲δӷ𣬷ǺȻ
ãããһãκѡ
ФʥB۠DԡʥϣD˲κǰȥɡ
ԲκﰵЦ۠Dһ󽫱˭š۰䣬˵
֮ͽӦΪǡҸ֮˳ǰҸñʥϵΣһһʣۣǣģΪ֮𺳡
жȣ޻ηʲôʥء
κФʥB۠D˵Ļ֪Ǹˮգ۠Dȥ˱߳ǣս׷ɣʱλס
۠D
ڣ
ʮǰ߳ǹСǣκФʥBǸԴ۠Dˣ

ŹڵϵˣٿӵǸӣӿȣǻ׳־Ȼӿ`ĿеĿɷ򣬵ӣþò.......
ֺ󣬱ظ
Ӵߺ΢΢˿֣͸޵Ŀ
ʥ......檲δ빬ҲԸһΪʥϷǡں󹬵ĵλ޷ҡȻͷиʺ󣬵۠D˳֮ǰԼָܷʹ
Դ۠D˺Լ·Խ˳ˡ
ȴ˵һͷ۠D˵˳˻ʹֻС`èϰԵĵ˰ξȻ˭û
ɵ㶵ĿФʥBֿƽκ
ŴǸղûһȥսŭ˱Ĳ˲κ~˼ȥ~һԣκù......
Ȼ֪ʵ鷳......
QAQȻû
۠DԼԾĹĵڽ󽫾Ȼ
һţ۠DͣȱƨƨߵԾܣһһ߻ίüʥBͲ۸~
պǰĺһѱ۠D˺ЦĲҲ۸㣿ȮҪС`èԴĽࣿ
۸ңһһҧ
ɱ˫˫ίߵ۠Dˣֱߡ˶ˡ
κɫأ²ҵ󣬲ȥˡ
۠DЦеŻһ޶
ׯȻҪ۠D˱뻳С
ɸһ֣κȻǳ
ׯһǲĿȻѯʺ⡣
κɫмղڹ˵ʲô
D˵ʲôׯɱ뻳У۠D˵ա
ֵ߱ļãȻκֿׯ󆙡
װκǵУŭװбⱲҲ𿪿˵ûӳˣǰڻʹʲôܣҪ߳ǣҲġû̵Сèӣʲôܣ˵ʲôҪȥСǣ𣿽ղסˣսиƨã
۠D˱˵ɫףĸίҧ´һĺһƲͷ
ׯˮľ۠DҪս
ɲǣּˣ˵ҪΪϷǣФʥBû
۠DˣΪΪζ˵ׯҲŭˣ۠DǸʲôĻɫףӴͷǶֲ粻ܿëöûУ
ϵͽȷ÷ֵһҵˡ۠Dһһ˵ľ
ȴ˳Ĭս¿۠DʡˣΪ֮ǰҪ뿪ǣ
ΪʱûҪްҲǺ
Ϊβ˵˵սʡ
ǿ϶ᷴô~۠Dһʼ磬ػȥ
Ȼ֪ǻ㻹ô׵иһҪΣǼȻ޸㣬Ҳ㣬ȻһӣսиһҺ͸ָΣһĹսԽ˵Խ۠DӶǷġ
һĻȴ۠D˳ݣұϾү...
ԣ㲻ˣսʧЦ壿
Ҳ۠D˻̾ϢҲ......
ȷԼˣսʧС֪սϵۣ֪սһ
ϵͽȻЩ֮۠Dü
֮սЦҵ֪кι֮ȴ֪ǹСǣȴǴ󹦵¡أDִո˭ǽľ֮ˣ
۠DһƬ㵣һ𣬱ׯΪĵ˵ˣ
ǣľ޹أ۠D˴ѡ
˭йأ۠D˽`㲻ͱţսǳ
ϣ۠Dһʱ֪οڽͣڣص
۠D֪Լ֮ҪȴÿԼܣ̫ˣ̫ˣ
۠DˣɻǴδʲô֮ǰǱ㣬¹ش󣬲ɵٺսϵۣѪȷ磬ģ˵ˣˣ㻹ػׯˮþòڣҲŭˡ
۠DⷬǳЦȷǣػػ...ֲǵһΣʲô
޶˵һ˻κ̽Ǻ⣿
۠D˺Ȼû˵ȥ˼Ժȥ
ݵ۠D˺ȻԼ¶ǲǣһΪΪԼֻèоʹã
˵ߣׯǿ۠D˻صλϡ
۠D˸û˵ȥ*֪Լ˵ô˵
Ļ˲輸˵˵ʲôĪ
Ī۠DΪǷޱøǣԼ˫ֱأȻ
˵ˣǱСϵ¶һΣׯ֪ԽԽ۠D˷ŭ˵⺢վǳӲ
ڶŸҪŭˣűֻػصķӡ
Ͼ٣ⷽ»ϲرСϵġ
⻰۠D˵ĲϢŭ˴룬ɳĬ
ׯˮ֪ûץ`ס۠D˵˼űߵǰȹ£öཱུСצӣĵǸǸɣԸһǸҲ......
QAQôкȻܸжôкȻԼҸζ
ׯˮԭȻмֲ۠Dˣʱ֪Լˡ
ҪСӣգ




154

,ҪСӡЦͷǺӵ,ܾã۠Dڿ,ǻ˵صܡ
۠D۰Ͱ͵ĳׯˮ,룬ɶҪ㣿,ȥдС㣿
...˵ˣٿǡȻ,èܳ,һ͸Ϸ
,۠D˹ԹԵĵͷ,ȻãȻĳׯˮ˵ʲô
ׯˮЦֻèô죿ľ˭
ŴǺˣҲ֪˭ܻڰҡ۠D˹ԹԵĿڣĿҪിжി
Ϊ˵ֲûػׯˮսʹ˸ɫ˼ڱҳԴףʹؼ
¾ͱͷ˵ˡ۠DŴ⡰·ںܾǰҵʱʮʮķϲңһֱԼѹңҲңʱһǵƷǶƷԱҪԼĵո޸ҵΪǺѡ˵Ҫ޸ӣҡɼķԸûøң¶ҡڵ˵ҷ˶õģȥȢǴԱĵոɻûñˣǶԷԹ޵ЩȥˣûǴԱҡֻ˵ǶǵӡǵӣֻӡǸȴ۸뿴Լ⣬˭֪ȴ֪ôˣҵʱأδķ¶زң֪Ƕӣǲ졣ȥĵŻ£֮иʱķΪܳɣɴңҲأʱػһҩ˶ɥȪ......
ľűʱֵģһݴδ˸ůȻҿǰأȰ˵ң̵ҡʱ¹˳ʱ֪ĲľţҰķҰķתֻصĻᣬԸȥɨأľйһо氢ķ档¹˿ҿҿ˻꣬ϡľһص˼䣬ںδʲô£Уָҡ
ҵĻ£ŵġ˵һλˣԸңҺãҺúǡԣŻصƿһ......֮Ҫ󹦵±ҪҰķȥܵĿ࣬ȥɨء
Ȼ˫Ѿ˴󹦵ȥΪλҪׯˮʡ
ֻȥķɨ֮࣬ķǼйһǺúȥֻƱػǸ˼ҵΪһûᡣΪĶӣüܿࣿ۠D̾
DˣׯˮΪʯĳ̲סΪеۡΪβ˵ǣ
ֲʲô£οԼģҲúãûҪǣˡ۠D̾ȴһĨǳЦ
ǲˣDˡС`ܶ˿࣬ʲô£ôû˰µϰߣ󲻻ˣƱػúóǺǣʱʱ̵̿ġʲôҪֻܺ˵òã
...۠D˹ԹԵĵͷ۶ȰСϵڶҳԿ......
ոʲôԣʲôˣ˲ʧһɶû......
è㻹ҪϳأЩȥ˯˺ˣκ
~ûţκͷܳ
ⳡǲòˡФʥB۠DȥıӰ
ڹ˽򡣡κ͵²ǰôȲ˵˵ҳЩϳ㲻ǺöԸġ
.....ФʥB̾˿ϵ³мλԱɡ
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DǠDˣսļ磬ЦֻǳˣüįԻһֻ~
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κշ죬Ƣץͷ˵ʲôЩүǾͺ˼˵߲ߣ߲ߣ
ϣ߳ŭ˰٩ĳ˾䡰ĪǱ˵ˣ
СԼҲûйΪҲ֪DһϼβҶأ˵ŵׯˮ˵ɶģˣ
߾߰ȥԺץֻС`èоԼܲޣ
~
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ϵƼղľţˣ۠Dһʱ֪˵ʲô
йȻǧƫһ仰˵
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ްҲϳɱοκФʥBңˡ۠D˵Ȼ
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ȥɣֻҪٻһ󹦵¸ķиõһ˵۠DתˣȻȥˡ
۠DˣûյۣˣĲԼߣߵƽ
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㣡ǲܴ˼۠Dףǲ
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۠D˿ŵµּһޣȴ˼֡
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˵Ҳȷ֮
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۠DЦڲ˵ǳʱǲȥ£г˵ҹ֮Ϸ֮ˣ˵ͷҿ˵Ĵ󽫾׽֮ء
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Ӷʵ棿ֻ,϶Ǽٵģ
Ȼˣһа۰ȥɣŰ䣡û뵽۵Сһֵʶ̾Ϣ̫һԸ뿪ճǣԸΪԼЧָöã
Ȼǣ۠D˻ָŵͼսҲ˵ҲѰˣôڳĸλûףڴӹճǳʱұȥǻ˼ҽļˣϾ״⼸ձܵˡ
ᣬȻҪģģһ¶⡣
ϵιӦϣܼ򵥣ֻҪСǣΪǣƺ׽һ󲿷ֱѡһƱػǺϾ׽ҪĿȴδ̰ġ֮ˣ
ǶԷͬأةüȻҪȫ档
ͬ⣿Ҳ򣡵ȴ~泼ӶǣҲߡ
QAQôһ־С`èȻƤëѩ׷`۵ĸоģÿ......
±㰴۰֮ԣݵƱػᰲ׵п֣ȴĸο
ӹʱκһ§סС`è§ڻ`޵Ƥëôѩѩ׵ģݵĵطأ
~۠D۾ˮĳκĺ......~
Ŀôű˸տʼĿģҲˣֱźֻС`è
ФʥBļƣܾЩԣŵŽȥǠD˵ˣҾȥˣ磬磡ԼǠD˵ֳĹצӷ£ǵطģ
D࣬ʲô߰£κһҡDô
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ҧסǸʹָ񣡶
ָһȦСݣС£ȻԼҵܵʱڲϵҧۣ˵ζ־Ȥζ
ҿǴ󵨰˰......ׯĺ½Ұֵ㣡
~һֱֵܰģ
չȻ۠Dԣ߳ǵһ˼Ͼ״۠D˵ĲٿȻ½֪Ĵŭټ֮۠DѰ飬֮£ǱȻ
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׽죬Ȼϣ׽ү۠D˶׼ıϲõãҪã
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գ۠D˱뿪Ǹ߳ǡ
Ҫڵִ֮߳ǰ·ǰйһ壬бȥ
һƺ۠D˵һ޵ĸҲʧ
˵Цǣ˴Ⱥɽƣ·㣬Ȼ˿ڲ٣ȴò
۠DʱδʲôЩΪľŵ֪ԼҪȥйһ󣬱ٴʧСǳ꣬Ӧ˵£ȻԼ
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۠D˳ģȻԽǲԼȥҲҪȥԽԽҪ򣡲ҪѺ׽Ҫ֮أ
ҪľŵǺˣ֮ľйһľ²йһйһĳ˾ɣ
ﲻζţЩԼαںЩֻǸжľţǣ
ǵɫɽϵӣӺ`ɫ`ӪḻѵõƷDˡϴйĺΪңȻÿÿߵһطɫĻˮ۠DǰˣԼһԽ˵ЩȤţȥĶ档
һ·ϣҪġ۠D˱ϾСϲֵͣȻƤĽĶȥĶ棬֪
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۠DһɹɵĳӣңϲˣֺóԣһץӣĵģһץӣңǳԵüЦ
ӣҵ֦ɳи˵~ׯˮ`סһӣңУͬǸ֦ɡ
ʲô˵۠D˺Ľӿڵ
ׯˮ۽ǺЦſĻʲôӣңֻʣһ˽֦ɣ
۠Dһ㶣漴շ죬ҴֺϷ......˰أĿˮĳׯˮ޺С`⣬ǣĿֱĳ
һʱ俴һӣҶ֪òüˣ˵ô......
Ҫȥ߳ǣʱϽԵڶһ˱ҪţֻС`èʱԼͷˣˣģȴ˼ȥԼҶϱñ......
Ȼʱװ£Էʱһʳ¶ˡ
ׯֺֺЦĿ۠Dģ۵ֱ治֪ô˵ãֱסèͷۡ
۠D˶ʱˣĵıʾʮأ
ֲͷôᣡׯûĵԼֳûٽ߰Ķ
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йһɽűǺһɽڣ·ڼīû˵ֻ˵ǸȥһұҵǲãǧҲҲ
һɽ˶·ȻһͷͻФʥBκʱ۠Dǰׯˮ䣬ǲĵط
۠D˱ׯ󆙱ڻ˳˳ëʾ£ɱ˵ֻС`èˣ˷ֱܵĳǰ
л߳һͷѩף׳ϻһˡ
ׯˮͷͻ֪浽ɽˣޡ
è䣡һ˻Դʱ۠D˺Ȼеָͷѩ׵Ĵϻ˷ܼˡ
̫ƽ㣡ׯ§ˣһ˷ܱQȥ
жʱûҳˣ⼸Ǽįˡκһ˷ׯ󆙻ڵèЦ
ҪҪ۠D˲ŲأͷϻѩףɫƯˣȻǱɫɫҰѩðģ
Ե㣬ȥׯ󆙲㱧סֻС`èЩ
˵䣬ͷϻѾŲƽ
磬˼Ҫ~˼ҪƯģץ`סץ`ס۠Dһ§ׯ󆙵Ĳӣһ˷ܵĽš
ղׯ󆙴ֻС`èƨ`ˣҲ......
ФʥBѾӣȥץֻνġè䡱ԼС๫棬D⼸һ·ϽΪĬΪս²ģ¼ĵȻС๫쵽
ǶҵȵȣƺȺѵģǡϻԾǱ˼ҵޣǻץֻèûûҲǣ
һ˵ģׯˮ`ӣƺˣóȻͷϻ֣ǻڼйһĲ졣
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Ųɰοǣ´ץòã
QAQúÿģ
......һȺΪˣͺͳ躢ӵļҳһΪ֪վţͷѩ׵ĴϻŲڵ۠Dˡ
ʱɭ߳һˣ볣вͬ°϶ǷķģڿԵƮݶ顣
ī֮ӣ۠Dˣ۴ˣǣͷԵúᣬһƱ֪Ǹòĸ
۠D΢΢ףԼϱҲ˿кβԣ۾գգ΢΢ͷ
΢΢
ҼҸ𣿡۠D׷ʡ
Ȼйһ岻ܾв֮ˡ˵Ųǰߡ
ׯ󆙰۠DСĵķŵϣǰ
ֻ·ǰ`ʱ۠D˶ʱˣ۰Ͱ͵ϻСצҪ
κŵĻ궼ûˣסֻèļצӣݺһ¡㲻
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ſ£ΪǸǳͷҪҧ۠D˵ϻ`˦β͹Թſ¡
۠DСĿٿ.....Ȼ͵ȥֱڱ......
ͷǸŲɺЦϲ⼸ձú۴ˡ
ãؼô۠D˴̵ʲôеôߣҷӵļá
Ҫ۴˵ˡЦ˿۠D˵ĺ֣ð`۠D˵ָʾǰߡ
۠Dѣͷ`ϣϻƨ`ɣĺݣ
ׯˮֻèֿʼΪܲᣬ㲻ɺЦҡͷ
ͷϻȻһƨ`ڵ϶......۠D˾޹ͬʱ~
צӣҶûעԼסͷ`Ĳӣҧ϶ԷĶ䡣
ϻʹȱܡ
۠D§ӣĹЦһ˸ƨ`ɺܵ÷ɿ죬Ψֻ޿ֵèϻˡ
׷۠DʱֻèѾһĿǰ`ԣۣɫС΢΢ʹĸо۠DԽԼǰ`ϣ£дһĻ
һ뵽ֻèǰʲôǺƢФʥB
۴£ǸһΣǰѯʡ
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Ȼ,۴˸ǰȥݼ峤,ĪҪʱǸٴιӭ
۠Dԣһ·ǰС
,ǰ
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ʱһůׯˮ˴㵵ķǰգȻǳĵľɫ
۠Dϸ̫֮ͬͬİƣ¶ȲͬҲͬ
ԶСϪϪ֮еʱ߸ԾʱˮС
ϪƺʲôʱƼϪ֮ȴвˮ׺ЩˮǱϪˢĹʶĿµݻ֮֮
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ǲܸһȥ۠Dɻ
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㡣ׯˮһ仰ת໳ȥ
Ҳ½½۠DǳЦԣĿ뿪󣬷Ц⣬Ŀ⵭Į롣
ǰھ޴Ǹһ˿ȴδֳ˿
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ӰϸڷϥȻ֮ĴС
۴ˡƺ۠D˵ĽŲδתỽ
йŴˡ۠D˻ص
ĪҪƺΪˣҵ˻תǺЦݿʣüһɫ룬Գ˵ĸоЩЩ޷Ӵ˵ò׽֮С˼йһ峤йṣ̂cheng shiҝ̱ɡ
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µҡӹ豭˿̾ò衣
D˲ԶҸøлΪǣߵĺøҵĵҸӲޣοǵҸйŝĿĵĿ۠DˣתЦ
۠D˶Ų豭ȣȴ̲סһգԼ˵ԸμԼʱ龰......
˵ʹ۠DǲòЦˡ
...ʦǸø̺úô
ȻҪҲ˼峤ۺȻͬ⣬ϾѼйһĸ޳ȥʵΣڱ巽áȻЭƱػ򣬽йһҲ϶Ϊһˡʵÿһȵһλ⣬йһ岻ʲôȴӵеĲѧĻǰ븹С
Ҳʵ֮٣ϾˣվҪʷĳ֮С
лΪʦ롣۠DβͼԼΪѣǼйһףʦܣ˵ƫȻ.....ԼվڸߴְһѣռΣ
ͷҪлԷĳ...
Ȼּйһ壬ǼйһĿݣˡ
Ĭ̾ȴŶԷЦD˵Լֺ壬ȴǺԡĸйźȡʱǻ˼ȡ˰ʮһ鶯Ҽйһںȡʱõģ۠Dֲ಻ٸոպʮŮдǸFs_լFoLƽmȻryԶֻ࣬Ҫͻy~ɹ֮_¸Fs˸˙A֮ȻF֮бز׵ֶʮqǰОΣд˔ty^в˳ȴ˳˳ˮһ·ͨкβԣ
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ķģһ˼ΪԼĺӡ˵˴۠D̲ס˹ǣЦ
㣬ܲͬйŝڻݡ񱾸ʱʣȴ䣬ʮŻãȴҲ״Ԫ֮ţ֮ЩˣׯҸмλǹ¶һģȴȫķˣ򿴲͸
ФʥBأκأ۠D˼ʶӿ̽
ФʥBѰջѡսɳκȷλˣǰɻˡйŝǱ֮ͨˣ۠D˵ȸ֪Է
һȷǰ϶ﲻ.....
۠DţĬãվ̲ס̾վǵ˲ѽ......ֻ֪Σ
κңҵóйŝԵ
Ҳȷ...ѻң֮ҲܵӰ졣۠D˺Ȼ֪ҵ׾ʲôȿס
ףйŝظԷͷɻˣԵйһԵʹһףΪҪ
Ϊһˡ۠DЦΪһҵˡ
Ȼһе⼴......
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ƬģֱβûƼ˵֣۠D˲ַ˴λûУΪΣ
ľƱйһŹϸ......ԣֻǹϸ𣬶˭ĸأ
лȢдȢŵĸ޳ȥĸԷķҲֵġ
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㣬˭йŝ̼ɫָͣķıѯʵ
㣬ľǺˣ۠DֻԼĶð亹ļ졣
ľţԷȻû뵽۠D˻ˣظ
ľţйһŹϸľţ˭.....˭
˵ˣȴòһҳ˵𣬡йŝ̷һҳָйh˵ľ忪ֵ֮֮йh곤ľֵֻ֮꣬ܳľŹȻǸɲŻ磬Ƿͬйhһͬļйһ塣ľһָΪ˸鲻ڣľŹȻΪȴҪjj֮٣޷ڷ࣬ɻû㲡šΪˣľŻں޲ѣĴٳɻ顣йh֪󣬱ԼΨһһãйҼԷĺӡľȻϲǳǺ׳谮ǼйhƲȥľŶ˭֪Ǻ𽥳ϲľšľãȻϾԼһִĺӣģ֮ֳܾ¡йh֪ҲǷŭ֮ľԼӲҪѼйҼӻظոɵĹУľżѳɣֳǲйҼĸ飬뿪˴йҼ֪Ȼϣٰ㰧󣬲ǼйhľŶľܾйҼɽȵϷһɣйҼĿľ뿪֮أԴľ뿪󣬼йҼȥһˡľ֪ĻΣҲڼйҼĹǰԾ׷ֻء
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ǳļйҼԼʲô
۠D˷֣ԼƺһʶĵһЩ޷ӵĸ飬һƺҲΪֹ......
ľڵظȵô꣬ΪٴѰҵȵйҼеĹͣʲôʸڶԷһٰԼ󣬻Ҫôࣿ
Ҳͱķڵظľžˣķһ´󹦵ðķڵظΪܿѣ۠DŰ˵Ŷˣ¹˸ҵ꿪ϹЩˡ
йŝĿ۠Dˣˣʧǣ
Ҫʣȴֲ֪οڡο¹꿪˼򵥣ĻԵ¹˻Ϊһ˿ϣ
¹ΪλΪ㿪ϣйŝѯʡ
գգ۾˵ſҿɰҳ
ɣɰ......йŝһʱ䶼֪οڡ
۠DǰһŹֵĳԼɻĲͷѯʡˣ
ôش......СӵĻش̫˵㡣
ˣҶ˼ˡ۠DƳۡ룬ܷҵķҲף
⻰üйŝü֪׶಻ףΪѾƸȴ˼򵥡
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DˣDˣⲻܣһ۵ŵĴӹ`һѳһŵӡ֪ʲôϽߣ
ϱֱߵϣϰϵƨ`СӲȥ
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,D˲µġйŝ̴§˫ַԼůšұ֤
㱣֤ʵ,һů,ķ,Լʲô
һ˴ҴҸȥʱȴǵգ򲢷Ѱ·ķ,ʶһ˶ƣ룬ڿ۠D˺󣬱Բ,ӳʱ䣬ʮҲ۠D˾򲻿ɡ
йһȻ˵ãһҲ۠D˵궼ް
һ˷žԭصһҹڶ֡
ɱڵڶգҲ۠D˳µĵڰʱźȻһƿ
йŝϵ׵վǰס۠DˣԽ䱸ΨֶԷɱ˸ǹ
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Ǻֻ֪ҪҺµֻ֣СèģȴǱģľ˵ﵽǰպʲôѾôƼͰ͵СģԼľĺʲôƵģ
۠D˵Ĺѣйŝ̽
һȴ΢΢ͷ
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ľšսĿǰǰ֮ˣɫȴ˼֣ĵ˵ʲôζ
ǰٰ㲻˳δ棬ȴ۠Dˣ...ƺҲô¶ֻҪܿ۠D˺ֻС`èһ˵Ҳǲɡ
ߺߣ˲ˣҪԼ棿
ʲôģƺʱ򰡣ս......
ľţڶԷͷʱйŝԼ󼸸ȫȻţʧйh֮ѣľţ
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ȷҲ˵Ե֣¹˷ǳǺӡ˵Ų̾ǹ¹ݹģ۠DҪ⡣
Ҳ......йŝһܴģŶԷ
Dˣȷܿɰľſ϶
ûãйŝ뵽ǴβرĽ̸
ǣˣڲ˵ֻèɰɰǸðŪѣ⼸ŵģ޵
ľűһֶʱ̾ͷ֪̰ɡ
鲢ӣľ㲼´󣬲ӵظһҹ۠D˵ĻŪ֡
˳ȵĻصظ......
賿ʱ֣ľСİǺӵ*УǺӻ˫ĿãȻɻĿԼ......
ҡ֣ԾաȻˣˡ˵ųؾһů֣
ڳ۠D˵ļλ⣬йһҲڣڡ
ׯˮ˵۠DƱҪ£йһϵѧһֶ¡
ȴƺЩʲôǵİ......
Ҫˣ۠Dһʱţ֧ӣûнʳ嵽Щܲסһѣ¡
ǰȴȻֳľת뿪龰Ǵ˴Ǵ˴.......
ʱľűڸÿ㣬ƤҲǲ԰ף˫ĿҲ
ߵ˼ϣ˲̵ԼԼһİ.......
ߣ.......Ҫߣң.......
ǰҪׯǰסϲ׼ԲĹ´ľŽűߡ
ЩչգĪҪٽˡľű仰ƿš
۠Dⷬڴ`Цߣ......ߺαǣˮǣϵĸɾαҪңйһ֮˲ǷҪЩʱգֲǲܰҾȳϹĵģ
ߣ߰ߣҪˣҪˣҲҪԼ˲ǣ
Լģ......
һҪ۠D˸ûѹţ˿΢΢Ŵ
ֻ⻰ľһ𣬹Ȼ֪޶ã
ҧҧ´ȴ˵ζҲٳǰ
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⻰ƺľʲô㵵ĻȷĿų²ͣԵ۠Dˡ˵ʲô㣬˵ʲô
ӹׯ󆙵ı˿ڲ裬ľŴĪû壿Ҫ˵ڶ飿
ⷬĮĻδľŶŭǰһԴǻܡôܣ⣬ⲻܣ......
ǰ۠DһȻԼһֱֻèԼйҼӰֻӰ
ǰ۠DһֻһͬԼ˵ǱǼйҼ......
һԼ˵¾ĻйҼŭģ֮վǰԼǲʵĽкããҪߣߣĪҪڣˣҲзҲ
һվ棬Լڰ׷ظȴҲҲǺ......
᲻᣿᲻һϤǿѨ磿۠D˵ȷǼйҼת
ѪԣⲢǲܣǼйһĹԼ˼йҼԼٰᷳйһ壬ȴΪ峤֮޷ѣֺ־
תתԼѪ֮ϵĿĴ۠D˼Ǽйһˣֲǣʺûˡ
ǺӵƢͱ軵ӣְְˣСƢӶϤ۵......
۠D˲޴ǼľźȻͣסŲɻĿԼʱ֪Щʲô⡣üͷ²ĿľšڻʲôǼйҼת˵Ҳ֪ջǺЦҡͷȷԣǼйҼý⣬ǣ
ȷ۠D˱Ҽȷ......ɣľⱰɵ뷨ǡʱߣȴ߲......
ǣ߰۠D˿ľŵ˼Ǻ߰ΪֲˣΨǼйҼ᲻ˣˣ
۠D˴ͱ֮ⷬ涯ŭ
ǺսҲһʱ֪Ȱ˵ǵĿ
DˣׯˮֻըëС`èëľŴˣ۠DǼйҼз֤
֪۠D˺ǰûľżҡò˵ľˣ۠DߣǵҲܰģһ......ǵ඼ֹͣˡ
ǱˣУ......ûСľǷϵĿſϡ˶ڳ޼йhţܴ¼йɽȣ˭֪ĬĬŵļйҼôǵУܻһʼʮޣʮɴµݲŻ׶Ϊ֮ȣˣԽ֮......ҼһִģҪΣ......
ԼйҼ¿һ޹ֻأȴδҵйŝü
һֱҲֻڵظҪ֣Ѿǧ......ľص̾˿ĲԸټɣ޼ˣԹˡԼǺ˰ɣ
۠Dľ׿ڳϣﲻ֪εζ絶Ҳãľګ޷ӦҲգҪˡ
ƣ£קӣκˡ
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йһȻϷˣԷҪˣнβͣΨֵ鲻ѵľŴˣˡ
۠D`ķ˿üһǺ󣬺ֻС`è˲䣬żйŝ뿪
㣬̫ճ۠D˰ɣ߳ʱйŝЦĶ
һȴķᡰ˭Ǻӿɰأ
̹ⷬȻĻüйŝ򴽶Ц⵹Ҳǣ¹ϲĽء
˿ݵļйṣ̂վεģ΢΢һ֣ץ`ס֣Ŀȴű𴦡ǻȥɡ
йŝͷһ˿ȥ......վԼģǣţһĨЦ⡣
ڣ۠DŴŴקĸ֣һһµĲšˣˣ......
˵ǻˣأΪ㼱ðһ¾קű˵ֲţׯǱһӵĻûй
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֪ǲ......۠Dҧ´ԲҲӦõ......
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⻰κһ㶣漴ڨڨƲͷȥ......
Ⱥһһ뺷,С`èȢĸǸүүǶ뺷ү
,˵˽ˣȻܡ
κФʥBԼսº޵ֱ˺˶Է
οǴ,ǲ۠DģиѠDŪûˣҪ
һνѵ㹻,ܷڶΡ
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κս£ФʥB飬ҪΪ۠Dһ˵
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۠D˶Դ˵Զ֮⣬ɳʹڣµʹҰģУΪ˱²ɡ
˳֤ԼȾָ֮ģǩƽĹ顣
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Ӹϲ󣬼佱۠D˼ˣκСӡ
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۠D˼ˣɴյӶЦʦ֮⣬ʥˣ
мĿ۠Dˣͷޣˣ
۠DǳЦص칦ϣ˿ڲ......
ʦԻϹСǳأϵķԣҪߡ
Ѿ꣬Ѿ˳Ӳ˳򣬸Լ߷ɵʱ򣬶һʦ
ԣʦУֻǣҪԼʥԼǺˣȷǱúԥȺ۵ľס
Ϊһˣԥ壬֪롣
ʦǸϻҾ֮ˣ֪ԼһǺ£ӷ֮ҡ
һս£Ժ֮֮𣬵һ¡
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һ˵ĺ屾⣬޷ԣ̾Ϣֻܼ֮۠Dˡ
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ճ`˻ɢȥһ
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Ȼ·;Ƶȥ˴ҳǣֻè񻪿涵ſֱ۵ֻû̵С`èġ
ϣҵСDϣڻˡڳſڵ˴ʱڵȵԼСˡ
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QAQⱦôԽԽལ`ˣD~~~~~~~~~ࡣ
~~~~~
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һֻèϳ
Ǵģһ·Ȼ缫ˡ
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ȷأ۠D˼͵ͷ`ǡ¸紩ſ׵ӿƯ~
ϱⱲӶֲƯʣն˵ֿ϶
QAQϹ˵Ư~۠D˲Щľ조װ׵ģģ.......
ס죬˳ˣ˵ȥˣĻţЩƯĸСDǽĿׯǼФʥBǾͽоĶˣ
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ķD˺ʹһĺܸ......йίй죬׻Ҹġ
ǣеӭȥмԼģģþеĿ⿴۠Dֺƣ롣
ûԼͷˡ
ڹճǵӣ˵۠D˳ưͳһ......
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ǣ۠Dⲻ̣ǴٵĶڼ
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ȥô棬ȥɽ~źսµӣǲ֡
У˵нΣԼõģͶ綼пգԡսʱֻèԼӣֲֵļơ
Ҫͽ¸棡ĹĵĶ۾ֱĳźս¡
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㣡սһʱҭסֻ֪èô졣
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ׯҵĸ˵ʲô֮ȴȢФʥBĺ
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ǰ˸СӣС```磬ݲΣЦ
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Ͼɹҵĵ䷶......
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·ƵſڳֻèСè۾ˮˣҰҰɿƺѯʲô¶
D˹ԣʲôѽQAQקؼҡ
ϿΣÿ϶˵
㶼״ԪʲôΣǺȺȲ裬Σ˵ţִǣֻС`è
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ͷϣˣǻ˼ϿΣ
У㱧ֻè˼ϿΣ
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۠D룬ԴɬŰѩëŴŴΪ˶˵˵˺ӾͱүˣǣҪ˺ӿ϶Ҳ᲻ҪˣΧźӴתʲô......һ㶼ϲ
ľ۠D˵շ죬żίԼĶˡӿԸ˴
ֶ𣿡۠D˿
˵űԣ§סֻèˡ
ǻǻỨ˼Сϵģ۠D˵ĶݺݵģἫˡòǸոһ绹ôءкӣұͲϲӣٳҪӱҲˣھҪô죿ҺǵĸδȫȶóȻкӲ㣬ǽҲȻж̡
Ϊ˺Ӳү£ȥˡҲŲҪνĺҼҷ˵ע
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Ҳû浱۠D˵žĹĵƲͷˮȻҳ⣡ȻвңҾͲҪôأԲνοԲҲԲǶҪңеϲң
ڵ۠D˲ǹȥ`Сẹ̀ˣҲ˲١
ݼʵҲ˵......
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˺ˣˡľżŭ˳ë˭Ҹ޵ģ̥Ӹ󆙵ʦòãպҲи²
ߣ󆙻ͬ⣿۠DЦͬ⣬Ҳʲô뷨ˣǺӲ׽ʱ󆙻û뷨Թң˵źݺ˿ڡҲŲҪӣˣӶûطӡ
ľŵͷֻݵСẹ̀롣
ʲôʱôģԼô֪
èľĴ۠D˵Դ
ֻèȴ`צӣһȻлл佱
...ʲôʱôࣿȻƤˣ⺢ҪĻƱػǸĺӣ治Ҫ
Ǹү۠DüǸǵ˼ǺˣүЩ
үǺӵ۽ǡ༸үòã
һҪ衰ȻһӶߺ~
ǲܵģ󆙻ˡľε롰ȰȰǡ
Ȱǣˣ۠D˾ǿˣҧľŵӾǲߡ
Լ䱻ֻèקţľѵЩСıҧˣԣɿڡ
ȥ۠Dһҧţһϣﻹص
ŭˣľһεİԴ`ϡΣ
ľô˵۠D˲죬`ǹԹԵͷ~˵ŴӴͷĳҳһɫƯǩɣ
ľֻ۠D˸ŵ`ϣЩǩڰϡ
Сèĳ˸ɫǩûǩ
۸ȷ̫ʺҪ......
Ǽֻ๫ͺһקԼ棬ʲôģ湻ҪDˣɫǩ˻ɫǸ
ôôôУĹĵľ죬һĲ
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ľ۠D浽ֺۣ˯ľ££·ƿš
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ߺ󣬼ī˭Ϊǻݣ
ķ˵˱ľšصһ˷ûôٴλʼò͡
ȴģ˼ڳʳϡ
ľţīϸϸ׽֣漴ʧ㵡ǸľţׯˮͷϵѪɫ漴¡ɣ˲Ӧǧǰ......
DйľžDƺйҼǧ˿ƵĹϵʶЩľһֱڰչ۠Dˡׯˮƽ
ī΢΢üǺ֪ˣ
սǰׯˮֶ˶٣շ¡
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ô죿ׯЦĻشҲ͸ֻèһ£δ䣬ǸľӲıϡ
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һ˳극ɢȴһֻֽɿų롣
ֽ۾Ѫ죬ű˾ûɼīһ֪⣬ȻֽͣڰպȻľŵȥҡ
ׯ󆙻У۠D˵̬ȱѻǰһûطľⷬľٶȼ˱
ׯˮסСӱ׵ļơȵȣȰDˡ
ʲôȰģСӲҪӣ⺢үԼһϡǻأׯ˦ֱҪߡ
սζ̾磬ĪҪŭ˺ǲס֣ľôȻͳˣD˲ǲµĺӣԼԸβȵȱ֪أ
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ӵһʱׯ󆙼Ҫ뿪¡
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˿ڲˮϢƬֱ̣Ӽī짡ĸùء
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ԴΪĻľȻǰǺӣܼί
֮䣬ȻЩСĦڨڨЦȴ룬ľĪ˵ģ
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ׯˮ⻰ܾⲻҪϻζ۠D̬߳ѵ
޹أׯ󆙵ƢѾѹڣѵѹֵˣȻһȼ
㻳ˠD˵Ĺ⣬ҲĪҪΪҲ㶯֣ľݳ֡ƾǰˣұֽ
㣡ׯŶʱŭգ
ͱս£֪ڲ˵Щʱľ״ˣ֪DΪβҪӣ绳УƢȻ꣬DֶŲʣϲкҪҶİ
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ľ״˿֪Եɣׯˮ׷ʡ
߻ͷϴһݲڡDǾ˺ӣɢǵעԸкӽ֮䣬ԸǣԼĺӶ˵źЦҡͷ˵˺ӱ㲻Ҫү⻰١οDʱ֣Ĺϲǳţšиӳ֣ƱػһȨҪǺܵס
ΪׯȻӡ֣֣
ׯȴȫȻܡǺӳұ㽻ʦ
Dǹ룬ǽڡ˼DȻôǽī짴ǵ˼ɻᱻᡣľŻڣȴżЦ⡣
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Ҳ⺢,ҿֻҪDˡׯ󆙲ͷ롰ȷ⺢Ҫ̫ðʧûǠD˵뷨ΪҵԸȴ⺢,˵
㣡㣡Ҳ֣ׯ,ָׯ󆙾ŭ
ľŵ˸,
ķDҲͬģ,⺢ӼȻ,Ǳɡ̥ү......˵,ľ򴽶ЦDһ㶼ϲ,ܾɢǵ˼
ȥҠD,ׯ󆙼Ȼ۠DⲻҪӵԼܽܣž;Ƶ,˼ѻ˵ˣԼ⺢ӾԲ谮ϲġϲľǠDˣº󣬱㽻ķԲȥϹġֻҪDˣҲֻ谮Dһ˱㹻ˡ˵Dǻܵġ
Ҫ˵ҲȵȵȣǺҸպ˯ľżׯˣﵽġ
ڴ˴۠DǼλˣվ˵ķơЩԼѰģԼ......
һD˱һ˵......
֪ΪΣ뷨ȻԾϴԣ糤˵һ㣬˦˦
ұȥԡׯ󆙺üնûС`èˣܾȻҪһ
˵̥Ҫ֮ǰ쿴Щֵܵ浣ĸ̥ˣ
Ƕֻ`С`èΪӳ͠Dǰ㵹ˡ
ŲȥľŶ֪ӣЦ豭˿ڣȴӻͳһһ顣
ׯʶӹͷһƶʱǰһ飿һΪҩ飬ֻϧıټ
ľǳЦǸĲͷ˭һǺӵĹأΪD˵ĳ񡣡
ׯһ˿ΣȻûȴͷ⿪һ
ʱʱҩ硣ö˵֪Ǻ
ׯЦеĿżͣźӡһ̥үһ̥Ҳү͸ׯ˰ɣ
䣬ī짾ײׯĿȴεĿľš
߶һ٣üͷ΢ׯ񡰠D˵ĺӣȻȫռйţDѾ۽ǰǼйһ֮ˡ֮ǰD˱ȥ˼йһ壬סҪǼйŵոã
ׯҲ˵йһ¶죬סD˴Ӧģ
DֻվҪҵġľŶʱ۠D˵ֻռйţ
ҲܣҲܣD˴ӦĴӦġˣԽأׯˣм۠D˵ģ
ֻϧ۠DģۣЩˡ
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ׯô죿ׯ
ׯȻռйšľն
ׯһ㶣漴조ƾʲôҼҵĶҪйżռȥ
ΪD˵ĺջ̳ׯңٷұàD˺Ҹˣľ㲻ĵڣӶۡ
ߣD˲Ųء˵⣬ׯǵ⡣
˵ʲôľ⻰в
ī짼ƣסԼͷӵ죬ûʲôûʲô
νĳǡȻġ
ׯˮȻЩľţԼ۠DǺеΣҲ˿ȻD˲ϲ⺢ô
Ĩ˰ܾþͺ͹Ŵ˦һ˵Լĺû
ķɣȳ㣬ϳ˱㽻ʦׯ΢˼ʵвжҶԶһD˲Ҫġ
ҲϲϾԼ֡ս°ѶǰĹϹʲôԼǰˮҲˣ֮ĻǱԡ
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ׯҵĸϲϲˣǱԸΪ......
ׯˮǣׯɡ
ľﲻ΢΢˿ׯŻȻȷģûԼׯĸغàDˡ
ʱ䣬D˲˯̫࣬һʱׯȥ۠D˵ķ䡣
ׯ󆙾ڴͷǺ˯ûûε飬Ǳ㲻һĨЦ⡣
DˣĠDˣı˭ıѽ
ű㲻ɸñǼ˲ֻСè߾ɻԼֱۣҪҪ`ס
ϴʱգׯٴαסǺӣʯͷ¡
۠DԼҶϱģԺ۾ʱȻƼׯʱըëܡ
ٶɲ......ׯקסĺϵ`ϣѹȥľ˵㲻ϲΪɢҵע
۠DµĵͷȻ˾䡰أ
ţ㻹ϲˣǵڶΣһ仰ľţ
Ȼľű᣿
ǣܾöˣԼQAQң......һϲ......òã˵˵ţ۠Dίҧ´ۿѻˮ
ׯͰ߷λøľˣȻκС......
Ҳľ裬ֻЩ̹ӦûڣϲϲŰɣԸԸ޸㣬ȴһˡ
Ŷ۠DһĨ۾˿ǰܣ˾ĳׯ󆙡ո˵ĶˣҲϲӷɢע
ֻè...ׯ̾˿֪Ȼأҧ˿СӵıǼʵ
ҵȷϲ.....۠DԽ˵Խ죬иһ󆙸ҵĺӣ󆙸ϲģҾ㲻ϲҲӳȥ......
ɵСӡģˡׯ۸ϲھȥҩνҶԣҪˣ˭Ȳϡ
һθ֮۠DŻһ𣬰Դׯ󆙻һʲôǿྡճеĿ࣬еΪһֵ̣õġ
§סׯ󆙵ĲӣԴҧ´š......󆙸ӲáֻҪ󆙸ϲң͹ˡ⺢ӴӸ˴󆙸ֻҡ
ׯ󆙵һ֪۠D˵ռôǿҲŤϲϲⷬԵӶԼעӡ
D⺢Ӱжѽ~
ű۵§۠DˡȻϲкӣҺ˵Ҫ㻳һʱΪβܾ
ʱ˵ǽҾνˡ۠Dһһׯ󆙡οңҾֻҪһ뵽󆙸Ը˼һӣ뵽󆙸ͦһӾ;ּ.....
˵˴ׯû©۠DСè̺ˡǺݺݳһѣԼүˣǻ˺ӣʹ̼
֪ԼʱҲǰٰ㲻Ӧ......
ãЩֵܸûԼ浱
`ء˵ŵͷ`ס۠D˵Ķ`ץ`סֻèצ°ڣδ¡`Ķӡѽ˯һֻСèأDҪ𣿡
ͳôŶĤ̵ϢתУų`ʪϢ
۠Dʶ˿ڿˮͷָȴСׯ󆙵ĶϡԽԽ󣿡
ȻԽԽȻٹҾͰֻСèҶó㻳òã̽ģŻ`ʱĶ......
......۠D˵Ѳصׯ󆙵`⡰ҪܶܶСè˴
ׯ󆙺Цʱ򻹲ǿҵռȴһֱģѹֵ˵Ĵ̼ãҾһֻһֻСèȻ˴......
۠D˷ܵĹֱѹׯϣֿҧģСץ뼡һССѪӡ
ׯ󆙱ֻȻСҰèסѹڴ`ϣͷֻȻ¶èӣ̶ȡ
˼֣ת˵۠D˱һ˺ҧ......
⣬Ҫˣī짼ׯ󆙻ûΪ˵˵΢`±Ҳˣ˭֪ȥʱҪ
ŷľŹȻɲ÷ˣ׻Ǹˡ
ⷴüī짲ȥ۠D˺ׯһԷ
ȴľ¡ȥˣæء
æīһʱ޷ᡣ
ŬСè̡Ӽ۵⣬ڡ
ɲУ󆙲£ô`ī۠DԺܡ
ɸߵſʱȴһεĤ
ˣûʲôľŷ̵ĸִܳϻˣһֻС`èҧϼڣ
ִϻФʥBڵĶ˶ʾͦ޹......
......īҲ֪ڨڨץץͷλϡķĲǲ𣿡ľô˵ǺӾ⡣
Ȼû⣬ôֶν
ߡľԵЩ조Էϵ
ʱׯʶ룬ʵʵĵͷǷ
սĻͷۣյׯˮࡰ߷Īǲģ
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ִܳϻׯƣſڴ`ϣ,ֻСèû,һӳǿ,Ҫء
ͷۻſԼϣһһСè,ҪȻѴҲιDˡο,ԼϾУ΢עĺá
,ׯˮû,۠DҲׯһ˯ġ
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ۣôȥҶˣ
۠DЦЦ,ȴʵһΪ˾ͻء û뵽Ȼޣá
ձȥľʵ֪Լˣô˵᲻......
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ľű۠Dһ˵˵Ŀɬ룬ôˣ۠DǼйҼԼǱǺӣ
۠DϸĿľŵӣҧ´ǲ̡
Լܲƣ
ֻҪľһģһܣ˵ģվԼ
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D......ľŲޱ֮ˣеʹࡣ
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ĺòãֲ֡
ҪѽȻľŴӦ۠DȻǾȣɾ֮ϲöʱ۠DǱţǵģ۵ġ
˵ľŻУ˸߲ҵ˻
ľ۠DģЦҡͷ⺢ӣˣͺһ
ׯһ...èûˣߺߵĥĥ˵Ҳֻ֪èĶ
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ׯһ§סֻèʱǰһ`Ƕ䣬`β͡ȵģ
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죡ľŶʱ޹⣬εĵص
սڲŲ~ҲΨֶԷ˵D˯ˣ
˯˯......˯ˣ˯......Ŷѽ˯......
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Ҫʼйһ峤æıı
κͷè֪۠Dϲľŵģû뵽Էô֣̲סһ̾Сƨ`ɡģ
۠DĲԷԣǰϲöʱ˼֣κ......
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,ڵظϰ࣬ؿ㣿ׯˮľųԱģﶼַˡ
۠D,,Կͷ˰ɣ㲻,Ҳûϵ,ķ˵ˣҪ޼漦޹湷,˴ǹ,D˼Ҵҵǡ
ľׯˮĬĬĸеׯЩ̫ˣ̫ˡ
ФʥBʵĴ󽫾ĺãû˵һƨ
ţǣҾùǲǵġФʥBնĸԼ
......ľĿФʥB롣ոûˣû......
Сβʲôʱʧ緹۠D˱ׯ󆙱ڻɹ̫ľڲԶǡ
󡣡ľŴ߳˰СèԴҹ㡣
۠Dβ͹סԷ֡˵ʱ䣡
ڱضľε̾˿˵Σ
~۠D۵ĵͷɿβͣȥˡ
ɴľŸ뿪ׯ̵ͷ۠D˵ա죿
˦˦βͣ漴۠D˷ׯ󆙵ӸԼβ.......~
ׯ󆙷֣⼸ԼθƺԽԽˡ
СèźĻë׵βʱʱЩеĵط۠Döë׵Ķ䣬΢΢̾˿
̧ɱǶβˡ
󆙸磬ҪҪ۠Dׯ΢΢èβ͵ļ⴦˶Ѿʪ`ڡ
ׯ󆙵ĺһ٣һ`ѽ......
Ĭ۠DĿë׵Сβȵĵط
βеĸо󆙸`סǹ̵ʸ......
󆙸......۠D˫Բ۾ƷζȴβԽ롣
ׯ󆙾ԶԶգŵץҪ۠D˱ˡ
۠D̳`βͣûüһ......
һ±һһ±һ¿졣
ëϸ壬ˮվǻдʹС
ۣô̼......
ׯ󆙶֪ԼӦǷȷɼкѹֲס`ȴԵԽϲá
۠DĿׯ󆙵һһ˫`ᡣ
ðȥ󆙸Ҳôʧصء
ð⿴ڵ󆙸ܸ`......
۠D`ǣһҺ˫ȴ޺С``⡣
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ʱīźıʾûƼСèûС......
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ɲǣһ......֪˵ӺϵȻᷴԡ濴D˻湻ġȻѾһϹͷˣҪ۷գ
ţһεĳԼҷˣʾŬŬ
īһȹȥ˿ϲݵġ
οׯͼīһֱûԼǸûƤûԼֻ`Ҳûйġ
͵͵Ǽҳ㷹
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ʲô
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ФʥBԴɿҡڣһŵĺ𩶼Դҡ
Ǻս¶˼򶨡ˣڲⶫһС
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ʵ˵ʵׯˮһ磬ʵѰ
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ҪһΪֳǫģͳȥռ۠DˣҲҪׯ󆙷һѡ
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¾`ׯˮֻ`͡
ׯˮվ봲⣬΢΢ͷ۠DˣǹһĨ̵Ц⣬鶼ġ
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ոջڸ۠D˵ׯû뵽ֻè֡
`ٴһĨĺΡ۠Dǰ£ĿˣСȵҡڣ湻Ҫׯ󆙵
λҽ޵ֵȷֻҧűһֻèβͶŤһߵ͵͵`š
ׯˮ۠D˵޳ܣȷԿζ......
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Ǹ`ëЩ˵βͣƺ޾ôꡣ
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צӣ۠D˵ڶʱʾԼԵĺܱŵׯˮׯü~ÿ~
ҹĻƣ۠D˾̲סȥһ
ׯˮסֻСèЦ§С`è˯мҲͦģպúĴܵһһ롣
¼īٴҲֻ֪ڷﵽô......
ĬĬĨ˰ķҲΪԼҸΪе.....ġ
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۠D˵ĻʱֺֺЦʹˣ
ô~ֻӷ޸ȣ۠Dն
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ľ鲻ɲͷЦ⺢ǲ֪Ҫ˵ʲôá
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§è۠D˵Դ~ڱȾˣ
۠DȻȥͿУҧκκ󽫾ҽС
ľſſŷڵ֣鲻Ͷů
D⺢ӣ۴ںδµ
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Ȼ˵㹻󣬿۠DɱƲ֡۵ģ۵......ԣŲϲӣһ㶼ϲ
ǼֺֺֻЦۼˡ
תͷβϵëûȥй۠Dˣ˭֪鷳......
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Ȼϣ۠D˵ĵһӳʱ,۠Dԡ
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Ҳ㡣ɴѠD֧ȥҲܰĵ㡣ׯŲ̾ϢǼǱĩõˡ
ҶǲĻŵֻ,ȫҲֻС`è
...Լ¾ϲɣ
,ˣ˵Ҫȥ`۠Dˣ˳أȴˮ͸һۼˡ
ǳɣҸպҪԶţҪбϾһȥҪи£ұӦ˴£D˲ٲű˵
ׯˮһ˼һ߻ͷͷѯׯ󆙡ԼĪã
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ī֪֮ׯʲôʲôֻƱҲôΪ
ģɫһһֻ޶нǲϵĻӰϳţ
ٺ٣ֱôڨڨĻӻ֡ǻʲôûء
죬Ҫע⣡īûĵۡиУô㻹Ϊ˭أ
ûûң......ôԼͳǹˣѽ鷳εĿű𴦣ڵĶ˶
ûʲôûκ͠D˳ȥ¸ҽˣ赶......ҶС*Ҳûãī째ºݻתߡ
ʶн˫`ȣڵŤŤЦʲôЦʲôЦ˲ǱèйЦľҲһ
ȴһңڵĿαϣŲ豭˿ڡǿɲһۼˡ
ۼˣԼǡľ˼Ŷмź
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ǵڡ۠D˲ھߣ˼ô
Уׯһסһ߼ᶨθ񣬰ˣû겻ôôɰ
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أĲôβͽׯ󆙵ڶӴˣҲˡ
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ǣһǰ۠Dҧ´
ҾͲˣׯﰵ㡣СԼĲҽǵһȥԼֲܱ֤ʱһԡ
ѵ֮ǰȵѨ
ͷڰ۠DקߣǱ۸ڻָ
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ֻèҲƳûϴúֲɾʰԼ
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Ĩ˰ȥ˵ĺѼԵ㣬ϴɾǰԸСķҲ
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Ҵȥ䡣˵ű㿪ʼ۠D˵ʳ߲ˡϢˣ
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ˡʲô
һš𩷴ֹţ˵ʱһǰƽ
۠D˿ԣȴǹԹԳ޵
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һжǷһĳԼϵè˵D˾ô˵ҲӦգ
߱˱ʵ̲סһҧȥıӺݺݾһڡ
ҧĺ۵ҽУȴҷΨԼһƷСèǾ͵òʧˡ
һһֻèģ۠D˷߷߲ƽҧ˿ڣ졣
һֻ`ӣίĳ۠Dˡñȥ˶ء
۠D˲ԷеĴζȷտʼȷֻҪ˾͹ˣŲһȫһ
Ͷˮ£ϲ뿪ԼϲűԼ˯ͬ޼䡣űڻʱвû
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ҾĸʥBѽţһ......˵ţ̾΢΢
ŲһκأֻèͺͿһһôֲܡ˼Ϊ㣬δȢ
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ҲдţճںϣǴ󺣣ƺӦûзգ۵㣬Բ˵òãͷֻè۽ǡ
ȻֻСèۣԹԵĵͷɵࡣ
˻죬˵˵Լѵ¶ɫȥϢ
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۠D˵ĸϸˮģĶҪ˳
۠D˿һ˯ʱҲ;ȱŤ£漴ȻһҸ§ֻè
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΢Ĺ,ůůֻѩ׵Сè,¶ˮ`żĵ
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ѵǵʱħ󻤷գʱħ̽ǷһĴϱ֡
ʱħ̿ν죬Э˰ٰ޷͸
õΪǼٵģϾ·Ҳ򵥡˭֪ʶС뵹Ǹбµģ̣ǿƬ¹ŶԵʱƷС״߰ձ㷢һšҶӢг`һֽݸ𩡣
߽ӹɨۣѿǵʱд󻤷ģʱŸոϱȴѾҪһǳأϣħйһһУܡط⣬ѯ󻤷
䰲ȻܣǴǰˮġ⣬ҺСһõűȥˡҶӢ˵գʼ
޼Ѱü
޼ѰҺƲϵͷ𩿴ԼһΡֲǲ֪˼ֲڣ˵޼ѰЩġ
ƲҴֲڣС뻹Ǻϸĺ𣿡ҶӢҲգЦԼ硣
ǣǴӴ˴ǰ߾ϣɽȡü
ħ̵ʱڶʢǳضܣȴҲð겻㱻ΧοʱǳֻдŲδѰ漣ʶʱ˶ΪֻǴ˵ħ̸ûн󼸴ħ̲̽ܽʹħܣ˲šհ˼ŵ
ǽ½½Щţ˵˳ǣҲšʯ踽͵
ǲóȻǰȥᵽƣʱ˵ǳصҲ˵Լ޷һȣΪ޷򿪻أ򿪻ԼĪҪĴСơҺƲֻϧֻ˵һ룬
˹ơ˵ſ
ʼùƳ棬ʼ㿪ʼơǴк֣¹Ρ
˵˰죬أ𩻹ΪֱӴȥء
˵УǴȥѰˡҺƲ
޴Ѱ翣ͷûҵҵõƣ
Ϊû¶ҲβιһŴӦСèĴߣɢɢǼﻹһֻĶ磬СӹĶã
ҪˣҪνĹųǣҪǸйƳ㣬أ
ͲҴ۠DȥǴȥˣһиôô죿Ⱥ˼У
οǿţҲ۲ǣ
ʦ֣ɲͷβհǰ˺֮ʯüǲĿԼʦ֡
ⲻڻ~ҶӢǳЦһ~
ôΣյĵطֲܴŠDȥ𩷳Ļ֡ԭΪֻǳȥģ˭֪ǷҪôΣյ¡
Σˣƽʱȥ֪ٴ˶
Ҫǳյ죬๫ͻȥҶӢ̽
УDڲܻؼң̷
ΪΣǳ¶ˣϾʦֵܣʯ׷ʡ
ҲǰɣҶ绳ˣDΧתϹġҶׯ󆙿ҽλ£Dۼ쵣ǣС`ûȥˡȫһ¾СͳɢɢģֱҶնҪôΣҲȥˣ˵˵ţ`̽



171

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ɲ,Ϊǿͷ­ѪĺӣСϱ~ʯ㡣
ǲһ`Сһ,ȥܿࣿߺ,ȻƲ˵ġ
ɰɣٿǿǡҺƲҲǿ,
м,ץץԴ𴦡
ʱзһͷӥڰӥ,Ȼ壬ײ۠DڵĴϡ
ֻϧţһײûײͷӥ£ڵϴ˸
ȻٶŭӥֻӥٴӥণԴײ򴰻ɣЪ......
غֻӥ֪ⴰˣ
ֻӥվڵϲͣĽУȤҲû˼ڵèȻ˯ˣôڶûŪѡ
ӥԴһתˣ
δûֱײȥһһıQűߣ̽צơ
ˣͷӥͷȻ߸߷ٴθ壬ײڡ
ϣڴˣС湻׽ģ˭ӥŵģҶӢŹЦ
Цδأھ۠D˵Ĳҽѽۺۣ
һ߽ţһ߶ѽѽ~۸QAQȻһǸţ
̫ˣӥ̫ˣ
ƹЦΪȤζŷֻСһұQ
ʵͦģ֪۠Dû¶ɴߵӲƿţſڴֻԴӴܡ
~DˣֻСĿǱȰѩ˼~˿Сƨ`ɣ۠DСôô֪Դ
QAQ۸ˣȻңһҪ߰ķ۠D˱ɱ״~
˵˵~۲~ķͲ֮¶~ëҲ£ķΪС֮Ȥء
̫ˣ۠D굽סԴСƨ`̫æûȫڸס߸ߵľţӥͶֻƨ`ɺݺ¡Ҫ߽¸磡ۺQAQ
һͷ룬˼˻˻Լæս֪Ļôĺ󣬵ϵķæ
ƫʱֻӥѾҫվڱ棬۠D˵Դ......
ӥ˭ҵģô
мֲͻȻſڴܳһֻɫԷٶ̫죬塣
ɷڿν˲Ϣ䣬ǰɫӰý`ֻӥһҧԷʺ
ӥ־ͱ`ɵ.....
ȻûԷȻ飬žϺݺһӡ
£ԷӰѩ۠D˵ֻ
СӳſûСӵǴȻ֪ˡ
`ϵ۠DаѩðСԴӣȻƼǰѩ¶һĨõЦݡ
ɵӥ˦˦ӣ̽ųҪİѩ
ѩ۠Dǰͷӥ¶öݣųŭ߸Ծ
ִֻ򶷵һˣ۠Dڴͷ۰ͰƽôŴŴİѩȻս
ʲôʱŵģѾߵڣһֻڲһ߰צ쵽`۠D˵Сƨ`ûбӥûûصˡ
ôԼģѩܴգ۠D˼ݵŰѩԷӥֻèȻ˿·硣
Ƭ̣ȻܰѶԷɵŶԷؾôһν`צӡ
ӥë˴룬ǰѩëûҡ
ѩ˵۠D˱ſֱۡ
Ƴӥҧ¶ԷϵԾϴſڶԷϵȱź
۠D˺ݺװѩŴţ뻳С
״ź۠DϴDѽǵܵܣ·Ҫҵġ
֪㻹۸ң۠D˱źŴ·˿ڣ˼СĺѩƳۡ
ٳԵ㣬Ȼһ͡`мεʼ硣
۠D˿ͥԺʱȻƼһȺˣһȺ̴㵵Ļͷź𩡣
Ȼ˵棡۸˼ң
΢΢ۣ˯ʱᱨ......
Ⱥ𩻥ܺ۠DĶţľֹӭ˵ϲ
٩Ȼٲ~ҶӢǴȥʶѯûе׵ĵ֮ܵġ
ֱӱһȿ......
òͺ󣬼ƷʱҺƲԴźĿź𩡰Ͳһˣ
ҴDȥ档˵Ҫһ۠Dˣֻϧѩצһ.....
Ϊʲôǲȥ۠D˲Ŀź𩡣
Σգûղ㡣ֱԲ֪۠D˾µˣЩ
ɣʦ˵г~۠D˱Űѩգգ۾һ޹
......ȻгƣѰõĶ
۠DնҪȥңʦ˵ǵ÷ˡ
һ㵹ҺƲ漴׵ҲǣһɣҲ
ǣǳƾͿ˰~۠D˿ӱһϲȥΣհ
Ҫȥ۠D˿αϣ΢΢һĨЦ⣬רעĿź𩡰ްġ
𩱻Ŀ⿴ڵķȣεƲͷҿνֻܶࡣ
зͬһ㣬治ȥ۠D֪ӣ÷Ȼ᣿
ɺȴնҡͷȥȥһиôô죿
۠DĿĺ𩣬һĨ۵Ц⡰ǺãʦѳҪǡȻںԼԽԽҪˡ
ԼûʶⱾֻԸңĺ𩣬Ѿ𽥣һİ˼ϡ
һ˰ʱֵҲ㡣
۠D˱ôΪģҶӢǺ˼Χһ˵ŹȥȤţԼ֪±˵ֺ𩵱С
۠DĶԣҪϵĺ𩶼̡
ֻè̫ССۣɾҲ᲻ðųȥΨ˰ί
Dȥ𣿡ʡ
ûʲôرģ۠D˿Ǹۼˡ
ٲÿȥɺһټ֮飬˾;ۡ
רųһֹƣƾ˵ŷ־ͱһӡ
۠DһӾˣ۰ͰͿԼǹƳ泤ɫرġ
۠DŻëըˣһŤһŤģ̫˺ô
붼ûĴԱ߳˱ʹȥ
ѽ漴Цûû뵽ô³ӡЦˣ⶯ҼҰһģһһģһÿοӰģһһ˵һԼĻ۠Dǰ顰ȻһƳȥžžžҪѶԷòɣ
۠D˱һô׽Ū˼ķˣܷԷ
Ĺĵģ滹ñֵĳȶúģèӣβͶܳԼ.....
ͷûͣ£ѩȴϢĴɫ·Ĳ豭Ȼ۠D˵Ļ
Ц˵˵ĸ豭ʹֵĺ˿ڣְѲ豭ӵϡ
ʱǱƼһֻڴĻɫ֩ģ......
ŵĹǺԼСƣҲûƽ޹ʵڲ豭мôĻ֩Ĳǣ
۠D˰ѩ˸ޣ``ëЦеĳŸĹĵĵԼһ~
ѽǳʲô۠DЦ
ΪҪȳƣһ˱
ʯǼ۠Dˣ㴫˵֣һƼ˲ǣ
ȥʶаѶԷҲ˵˼ҶӢק۠D¥˵Ȥš
ҺƲңΪ˳ȣƼ۠DҲһ㣬ͷкЩѧԵ⣬м־֮˼
Ÿտʼ⻹Ǻ£ϾԼֵܺܽ۠Dˣཻ
ôһ컹ɣĺ˫ֱؾ;Щζˡ
رǽקԼҪȥҹУ˵Ǹ֮Ļ۠DǼүȥ¥
Ȼһٸ۠D˲ȥ¥ôΣϾҹ֮ǰѾ......
ĲԼǸҪǹ֡
۶ˣǱȵѧۡ
ͷ۠D˽ֱǶ¥żڣһҲûС
һ۠Dˣ֪ԷܺȾƣȾҪӣֻܽй֮ĳ
Dˣʵ߲Ӣ磬û˯ֵܣճ˷˾ƣǼʵڰͲסֲ˼ʡ
ǰѾˣһֱԱ߶ŶţǶʡ
£ӰѺ֧ȥô˵и
۠D˿ڲ豭УȻ
ԼֵܵĹ¶Ҫ֪Ҫ뿪Լҷˣ۠DĲˡ
ЦһǺεƲͷ
ˣҶӢӲͷƤϡܺ˵˯ûɣ
۠D˶΢΢һЦ˾䡰˵أ
ʯĶ`ˣٲԼƲյճǵûԼ
DҲ֪ʦһֱҪλôʦֵģʦֱϾǸڹؼʱ̻Уǲ̳֮λʯٽǲ֪ʦֵۿСˣʦִǿôʦּ̳֮λʦֻкӹ˵꣬ĬĬĸʦֵ˸Ǹ
תͷ˵꣬ѽߴʦֵģǸ
۠DŻôһ㱻򶯣ǣèƢ׽͸





172

Ŷ,ܴ׵ġ˵ֵͷ˿ڹ裬,ζüˡ
βԲļǸеһͷۣҺƲǵĶԻЦǰ,ͬ˵ָ۠Dˡ۠Dйʲô˵
֮⣬𩻹׵ģ
һ˴㵻ĳ۠D,ֻèͷЦ˵أ
ȻⱲ仰ˣ
ǰٷְٿ϶ҺƲ޷϶,Ͼ۠DСЦ̫ˡ
һȺ̱ƹãֱʱûõȷش
һĥмֲа
һȥ͵ǽǣҶӢǺľġ
ղײ,ͽɡʯ軹յ̫ǰŸߣž͸ˡ
ȴ˵ֻԹԵСèקطһϴһ߿ѯʡ𣿡
۠Dţͱۺ𩣬Ѻ߿ڣ⼸ôֱֻС`èĸо
ûǾһ~˵ѹӣյ`ԼЬĺԡû˯㡣˵գ˫`סĶ``ҧ¡
Ƥðˣȴᣬ˵......QAQˬ
ҡҡͷ˵
Ǻǣϲ׼ǻ͵ء˵۠DԲ`Ĺ`ϣһߵĴ̡
ѾСè˯˺üĺȻϴˣôQAQ
ҹӵһģһ֮Ⱥ......۠D§Űѩʾ˯ĺ̤ʵ
ϵĴӥʱһֵȻǰѩȥݺݵ˶Էһ٣ŵųƻױƵĽ۠Dˡ
нѩ~
ļµð·̵ˣ۠DûаѺ˯ҲûҴ·
Ŀһ˵ȥ۠D˲ͷѯʡк𣿡
ɶиһǲŽкء˰۠D˵ԴⱲΨһһˣˣͲٻˡ
һ۠D˻̡
Ҳͬⲻͬ⣬žܡ
߸Ҫԣ۠Dһ޵`Żĥš
ԼɻôˣҲˮɣ۾һգһ̯.......
~漴һ⣡
DDˣ㣬㣬нǵһأǲβͳңܲסQAQβǶ̫ײˡ
γΪ۠Dׯ󆙿¶Сèׯٻ
˭ֻ֪èĺܣʱ㣬ľŶϸԼܴԼóʱ䣡
ԣںǧټƵ£ʧܡֻĬĬķɸ봫۸֪۠DҪ׼
Լƨƨߵĸ۠Dƨ`ɺ棬ܡ
Ҳ֪˵˼Ϭã۠Dʱ̫׼
ǰʱׯһӱʾҪˡ
ʱһȺΧһģ䲻һ仰ʱüī짻εĴܡأ
ɶԷȴһ򶨵ķԸð̴ԼԼҩͯȥˮ֮ǰ׼ҩˡD˿ˣ¡ʥBȥ뷨һؼԵʱ̼۠DСӶ޲κο־˼
ׯˮȴûǰ򶨣һѺᱧׯ󆙾ܣһһ߰ɵܵܡ¶ϹˣѸٵǹؼ
ׯ`ӱʾʵۣǹؼ
۠D˻ûǾͱϣֻϧֻèթĺܣһ·ǶǶͻعؿ۸ʱ
ȴԶׯĴЦˣүǸƯүľܡ
ׯԼҽȻò٣ĺ˳Ҳƣ롣ׯˮһر˵۠D˻ظׯ̷Ը̴ӰѴѪʰˣ
Լҩ¡
۠D˴뷿ʱׯ󆙳ɫ԰˵⣬һаá
ûεСèſֱġ
ׯĬĬͷ룬ԼԲߵķɾ
һúչģ۠DͷĳԼҶϱ
һչ˺С`èġ
ҲԿˡ˵ϧ`ׯ󆙲԰׵ɫ顣
DϸƤ`ȷܳԿࡣ
ϲɣ۲Դ׵ġׯôϲԼҲЩõġ
ϲСèһֻһֻ˭˭ɣD˲Ҫġ
󆙸磬ϲ~˵˵žȥ
ׯҲҲϲˡ
ǣ𣿡ī짱ʾεվһ߱С
۰Ͱ͵ĳֻĴһֵͷСģֹСҪȱٸ......


172 ⣺ιè

ش˾,в,룡
ׯ˵ܺӻ治,īڴССè,⼸ǳԼСûˡ
⺢Ӳ,ΧֻСèת,ѹ
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ÿŵģŵվֻСè
§Сһīﵽ÷ɺǼ˲һ
СèȻãССèգ
ׯĸԼФʥB׳ʵͻˡ
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һ޵Сϻ۠Dצӱʾѹܴ......
˼ҵĸȻι
ʵ㶼ûʲôѰ˼ҿ۸أ
ׯڴϢʱ۠DȻΧתҲ˯һ𣬾ǲ˶ѣСèʾûʲô
ǣׯ󆙲ιӵĻ⣬֭ҪΪ˭
۠Dצׯ¶շ飬Ʋȥ󆙸ˣ
ôˣ˵ôˣþɻӳķͣҩ˵ǶӲá
ɣׯ󆙾ѺˣԼǸ
һΪ˺гͥҪĿǺСèǾôҲоҽѧһŵ
ҲٸӣҽǺԼĹȫͬׯ󆙵ʱҲһΪҽĴ㡣
񣡺ˣҲдˣܽᱨ涼㶨ˣ֢ܡ
һ뵽ǰҽһԼǱģû˺𣿣
۠D˲ͷ룬ׯµ鲼ǡ֪ӲǺ󆙸ģԣ󆙸һǷ
űȥׯ󆙵Ĳӣ߹ȻãǾڣ붼룡
ֻס۠Dһ˵ţһ׵ǡ
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ϰĳ......
ֻСèѾղ䵽ϣǵαһѹʱׯܡȥ
۠D˭
ԹԵ䣬ðɫСβ;סׯ󆙵ȣ϶µĸš
Ǹ޵ׯҲ᰾סĺ𣿣ҪĻȥҴ磬ܡĵܺʥBǣǲҲɣ
۠DǶë׵Ķ䣬ίͷֲʲô......
ʲôвʲôβͲ䵽ԼĴȸˣ⻹вʲô
ׯ󆙶ʱŭҪֻè˺˭֪۠D˵ͷͶмְɫδȥ
һ𣬺Ҳ˼ּ١۠Dˣѹɤ
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ƿ۠DˣСȴǿɱԼġԼһƣ~˶ʱֿ
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󆙸粻ôҸպֶˡ۠D˼ׯԼΣֻˡ
ϲ̵ۣһ˦βͣһͷ˵
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˵ԼᵽҲǣɣɾʲôġ
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Сè죬Լ......
ƺʲô̼Щƫ۠D˵ģʱȥ˴롣
ׯ˭룬˿¶ߣϡ
󆙸粻һֱҪҴŸƯ·𣿡ΪǣΪ......ȥˣҴһΣ󆙸ô
ⲽiԼһֱϣ𣿣ׯ󆙶ʱۺ
ⱲźľԼүźı۠D˲ǸԼү
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źĲԹҲǿԵİ
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۠Dҧ˿ӲӲ⣬漴ҧĵطһ·򵽡
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ׯ󆙶ʱշ쿴Ŵڲ࣬ҺԼҰķӡ
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˵ҶжֻèԼιһڣȻ֪ȫιֻèˣ
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˵ڰQAQñֻè
ʲô˵⵹ǣ˵ҲôǣīһʱĿֻСġ
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۠DЦЦ֪νӿڡ
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Ѿһèˣǵķ˶˵ٲϲӣ׻û¾ȥչչˣһʲôġ
۠Dźᣬᣡ
ϧҵڲֻһ˵̾Ϣ׵ǲ
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QAQ˵ˡⶼľŵĹͣһ㶼ģһ㶼
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۠DѾһ޵˦βͳģС飬Լ治ҷ......QAQôʲôģҲοֻèĺQAQ
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...
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ðɣԼķ񶼲۠D......ζ
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ʹһ̥үأȴüãҲ۠DˣϿϲ˵ҠDѹءɵʵܺúġ
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˵˲ˮˣǲȴȫֻèϵһȴѾ¯ˣ
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ĺܿɰйŻ߹ȥһԼҵԴ˳С䣬˶ñӸϣȻβͿԲ·棬ȴСҴȥɡ
۠D΢΢ͷѾԼߺܶĴӣߺһϡ
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һ·ϣйŻ˳סԼüܵܣһ۠D~
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۠D˴˿̯ѡ§ԼСĴӣһ档
ҵĸйŻҡ֡
ֻСһĵ̳ܵ磬~
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ǰСֵҪŬˡ̯ϰǸȳϵˡôÿĸɲ~
QAQĲǣҵڲȥ϶ҪķƤġ
ϰһ㶣Ȼǲš
ģҵ۠Dˣģȫ綼֪Ĵ
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ʱ۠DӣͷЦ۵
ӵĲʲãȴóһһһǰһ䣬̵Ķȴһ
۠D˴ȥ˭Զ......
йſǮ§Ǵˡ
ģĺ˲İֲüķҪΧתһûס˾͵ˣ߱ǳԵˡ
йſǵүҲʮ꣬ǸĺӣɿŻһ¶ĵܾԼ϶Ǵˣǳ϶
QAQܾƺڲ䣬Լ֪±ԼĴǱˣ
һĵҲģ۠D˵ϲӣҲǸСĴĿεģСһֻһֱбš
Сһֻؼҵڶͱ......
ǽ°ķ......QAQ
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͵ȷˡ
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ȴġڼҲģο˼Ҷܿء
...īĵճﲻ̾ϢȻСʱǼĽQAQɣ
Ų~Ǻ~
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ʱκһԺӡD~绳籧~
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Ұķĸ鶼ǼãЦδΪʲô·
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һߵĸϻعճǵ۸ׯ󆙵һʱ
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۠DȻǰٰ㲻ţ˵𩻳ֿ֡
ʮˣͺһҲ統һˮ
һ飬ľŴҴҴӵظĻҲǲţץסȷо͸һ
걻ˣȻԼ֪£Ȼ
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D˱£D˱ޡľ§ǺӣҲһƬҡһжõģһжõġ
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ľŲԸ۠Dܣ֪Ǻˣ۠D˺뱲Ӷ¶Цݡ
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ҲҪҲҪһһʲôģ۠D̽ŵקס֡ⲻԵģ㣬㻹ҪȼйҼĲǣ
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˼ҲҪҪҪߣһߣ۠D˽ģҪ˶Χˣˣһ٣
ɣľҪߣ˭
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ԺӣϢһ......
ڶˣ۠D˲δΪ¶ЦݣɿԶ֪Щʲô
ңǸңֻһˡ
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ܵģ۠D˾ãˡ
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йҼɸԴɸ˭еġ֮ʣĪɸȥʧԶˣͶֻأվһ죬йҼɰࡣ
ǣ۠DûУϲδйɸĺۼܹĿŹ¹ڵ˵ء
ǣ˭۠D˲ǼйҼƱؾйҼż֮ˡ
ǰ˭أܹЦǷֲȤ¡˭......ּ䣬гһ󲨶Ƭ۠D龰빦¹ǰľҲжʮ꣬йҼȡΪľй֮ΪΣ¹˿
۠D˾ľš˭óݹڵľأ޷ľ֡
ǰĪռǿҵϱ˫ƯĿ¡ˣֻǲЦģжںľţܹЦˣɲ۠D˵ǰ𣿡
Ȼľһֻͬͨˡһֱ׏BŶD˵˭ͼйҼźεϵ
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¹Ǳ飬ǲŵķģȷˣҲ޷Ű㡰⵽ô£
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...¹ĵͷ
ܹˣɺЦҡͷйҼһ֮£ȴԸΪ£Ŀȵİ飬ԼĲŻԼɸһһԸ......£Ϊˣ۠D.......
ʲô¹ʧ۠D˵˭
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ǧغ򣬵ȴͬͬıһػйҼִŵƫִˣ뿪۠D˰벽
ľôãйҼΪȻԼйҼԣҪ۠DˣľѾ統Ҫοԣ۠DҪҲԸɣ˵ܹЦֻǣڵǣйҼ˭ںδ
ˮУ۠D˻Ժ⡣
Ϊѣ۠D˳Ȼܵԣȴ֪εǸ
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ҪԼŪ˭......
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Ҷԣһȥ......۠Dˣһһҧ
ڶһ۠D˱Ϻ̿ϷһСٳǰһ̣ѩȻԾļͷղ˲۠Dˣ
Ҫһȥ۠DԴȴδܾҲ......
۠D˵һεԶţǵظԹ۵Ļ۸ŵģĲѡ
º۠Dйһ塣
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۠D˲ԲļĶˣһС
ڼйһϱߣһǧˡ
۠DɽۺƣĸŰѩĵë᲻أĲҪˣ
᲻Ҫģ......ҵСD......
۠Dڼйһ嵽׷ʲô˭֪Ǽйŝ̶ֻ֪һҹµӣȴӯ¸......
۠Dȥйһ·ϣܹ֪ľ겻
Ȼ˭֪۠D˻ص۸ʱɰȻֻһֱҵİèټľŵҹȴԡ
ֻǣ۠DȴҲǵԼһֻѩ׵èһֻѩè......




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˵ʵֲԸȢʲôϾû֪,ǺԸ֮ǰһУҲʲô,ǹ鷳ġ
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ţ˿СƣеĻȡ
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ǣүǵģԽԾȥǣ
Ϲܼ˰Ѷȥ쿴ү
Ҫ˵ϹܼҺûүʮ꣬С͸ߵģҲ֪֪֪֪ε˽⡣
ȥŻͦصģôתͷһˣˣ
뵹ҲǣϾĴүҲͦģرǶˣƢǽǣߺߣɵ̤ˡ
˵үʵįǵҸ֪ůȵ˺úš
ѡɲôϾ۸ҴҵóȻۼҷ˵λֲúǵĴүϣǼҺͲѡûǵĴүѡƱõġ
ţתͷ͸۠DдһţûñƼˣգգۡ
κԱߣչȥʡôˣ˵һѱСèˣֻèǵͷĸСèдš
ǣǹܼңܼ˵įˡҪȢϱҸĸơ˵Щգ˽ϱ˵أ
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ǣǼΧһӣȻдһ֡èϱ֡
ȣҪ¡ׯˮ֪еҪܸСè£Ա˳û˽ġ
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һиСëСľͷ۠Dȥ۠D˾·;ңԶƨƨߵܹȥ
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