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˼Զ˿˿̱סЯپԼڼ䱻λãлҪ
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˻һŻĴʱը˹Яһ˫۾Ҫ˳л̨ףţȻʺ񰮣ڳ˵ϼ仰תЯֻǣ˾νڽ˭
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ʱ˼Զסˣ̵ʥϼݱ֮ʱֻүһڲ࣬Ⱥүеʥּ
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ֵʣѺڣѺǲƸͬʱҲǷաοһٳĽʳĿ̫ĿҲ̫󡣺һ·Ͼ̫ҡһֱĹٵϡܲϹ۵ǿڹٵϽ㼸ʿصʡ
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ͻֵ°ʧһ࣬ࡣ˵ǳ͢ʱؾ֮أִϱ磬̫ƽ
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ۼȰвֻͨûͷԼС˵ȥˣЩմȥҲÿȥǼСƺЩԥûдͳķԸʱسǱְأɳе
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ߣһ۱ϳ˽ɳקͳ죬ڳ֮ϣͳɴȵ۵ּʹлеǵּ˳ʵʩȶλݵͳӡΡȻ̫ǵһֱӺǳ˭ǵģȥι𣡡
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ЩҽݵĴ޲ߺҲֻýԼؽƾĲιǺҲҴųȥ
һ˵ĽͻȻһĨںɫӰߵĲΡΡǸߴΣ˿ȴԵЩ
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Щóϵģκ̼ͨ¼Ҳء¾£ⱳ׵ƿأôյľװɾͲԤˡ
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˻ش󲻹˭ֺ˵£ǲ㱻ˣǿκǸˣˣ
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׵ĸ첲ζϵģϱⶼһֿ⿿СܲЩʲô
ϹһѲ۵СǺȴδģŻӵĹС۲˸ϸϸвԾطһף
沢ûۣǿԿ׿ģкüľǿԲжĻء
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ĶȵĶͷϾȻһϸϸĺӼͲʺϸеķȴˡ
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˺ȷŻһġûܽ⿪ƿСŽȥˡʱֱһƬڣȴӲĵسס׵Сűߡ
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ݶʲôûУеȫһ飬ûκζʱһξ˵˺һ
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峿һ˯ţ𴲣߷ҽ顣һµſڿϿź죬˯Ű
һ㣬ҳ˰ɣ
У˯Ҳô˯ţ㳳ġ
ţ컹û͸أ˯һ֮Ҳûʲô¡
˹ڱҲ˯ˣɣȺģŲ𣿡
ҡҡͷյ㲻䣬ǻá
Ȳ˵ʲôˣֻǶԺţòŵ죬ҪȻȥѰɣٲȻǻؽүҲа
ϷҳЦãڴ˵Ⱥұڴ˵Ⱥò˶ã綨ᴫġ
ɶϵһҲ֪үҲæúܣûʱ䴫šһģԲ¾Ҳ˯ţҿﲻ̡
ȣ̧ͷ᲻ҳҲ᲻öӳ磬һǳˣ֪Ϊʲô𣿡
ҡҡͷδͬ˵Щ
类ӳÿææòײΪ籨˳𣬿ȴʲôûҾ;ãҺʲôôҲûС
ͨˣҲûôֻǱ̫ˡڵʱ򣬶Ҳǵģ絣˴Σ뻤ңЩЩҶ֪
ȲԾֱ壬úͬ˵Щʵ̫ˡ
ӳȡϸģвܣʲô¶áҶأƽʱƤЦģʵر
ʱزһ䣺ţ֪
ҾͲһˣ˽ҵԸ񣬲ʺо̡ʱڽԶԼҳˡǰ뿪ʦȥͶʱҲô𣿡
ȵҲ㣬ǶϹզ컹ǲ֪Լʲô
һ֪ģġ
ȵţ˵
ʦһ죬вľȼһѻ𣬴Сûйĸоʱұ¶˾ģһҪŬѧɵʱȥӪҶ磬õľҽ֪ܲӳĸ׺Ҵ綼жɩҲ...
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ȿźͻȻΪʲôҪŬˡֻҽȤȴû뵽ֻǵҪԼ˶ѡ
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ϾӪΡλԶϺĺͶ½꾡ķ滮֮󣬰סˡ
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Ȼף̱Ӧĩ̴һʿǰȥ棬ںʱǰӪ
ʱݱˡһʿҲʮˣվڼװϣۿ뺣ԽԽбֻЩŭ𣬴˿ȴһ˿
յľǱˣҾͣһԶƺƵÿҾļװ϶аʿزûκ쳣
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¶ɻ󣬺Ȼͷ˿Ĵգ»δʲô쳣ȴ̴һ죬Ǵ·ĺ﷢ġ
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ը˼죬ں̿һȼˡ
װϵʿǶˣһʱ˭ûжĿɿڴ˫ҵش˲˫ɺ죬ٴ˴աةнһ˳
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һʮ˵Ѳ˭ΪҪģةƫƫ˵ǵо񵱳ƫƫ˵׵ļַǵĺһûе
ֹûеҲûء
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ոȷ⣬úһô˯ô˸߲ҵģ
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лտʼʱú˯ŵĺȿһҲԺ˯ˡ
һ˯óֱܵԱߵŵԽԼ˴лЩʶž͸оϱһڣȻŵ֨
л۾̲סЦЦ
⴫ƮƮĶԻڷԸСˣүˣȥЩϴˮͽǵöЩ̿䡣
ȥү𣿡
ǣ
СƺҲǺܳԾشǡ
㣬С뿪ˡ
лҪ˵
׷Сɰǣӽ쿪ʼһһұˣ


100ѡ
ԵλѡԶӪİԺڣǰû鰸û⣬ҲûʲôīԵĳ
˶Щɻ㿴һۣҿһۡյĴһյʱ䣬û˳ֹ
һ̲סʵǿΪʲôûˣ
֣׵ĶξҿǱƭˡ
ҲһʲôͬѰĿ顣һ˵
ᣬ͢·࣬Ƹ뾩½ǷҰԺ˾죬Ӫϵ־ӪԶѡ˵Ϊʮ֡룬½ûпͷ֪ڵأֽ֪ͨʲô뿪ɡ
ҲеǷ׷ɻ󲻽⡣
ʱ֮ͻȻЦ˾ȥӰֻ˵ܴʲô֣
֣üͷ΢壬׶ξ֣סǺˣ
֣ףƺ̾һÿɲáλأʲô
˶һۣ½񻢡١
˴ʱ֪Ǻˣ֪ʲôĿġ
ɫѹʱһʱҾҪ
ʵǺˣﲻԿҪʲô
ܻλĪȻᵢǿԡ
ǲǸƢһ⻰ֻԼˣˣתҪߡ֣סⶼˣ߲˵ġ
ƺ֣ЩǴġ
ܳǸƫƫݣҪܵøɡ
ûʲôرģڼκֻǺ棬׸Ǹʲôӡ
վտ֮ЩҲˣһֱ̫ǻ˵ȥıҪ𣿡
˲ΪЦ̾ش󽫾ʵ˶бԵġ
һ䣬֣׵ɫʲôϵӪǽϽɽֱѡΣᱨʥϾϡ˾޹أԺ޹أҲش˵¡뿼ԻһʱӲȥСҲִɣ
Ȼһ㶣̶ŵλߵλãضǴˡ֮µҲ򵥣˭θֻϣ뱾ٱ
񻢺һʵƾʲô
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⻰е˼Զ׼ˡ֣һڳ̼⻰˵ôش
Ҳش󽫾Ӣ¡ǰ;ԡ
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ݲö룬Ѿӽʱ䣬˸æ¥ܣһͼźش󽫾ٵλϣһֳЦеس
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һɻ˼ҵĺȿӱ޵ظϻؽΪʱ䣬Ӧöڴãڷִֻкҽ֮кûԺܡ
ҽ¹һСͭˣ̺֮һֱ˵طСֵһֱֵֹģ
Ŀҽ֣Ǹطݸ
ƿţһתŹϣ纰.........ˣϴ谡
ûлشѾƹ׵ԡͰߣЦʣôôϴѽ
һϵж̫Ȼ̫ᣬлòǳȻػش֮ȥһˡ
Ƚˮö˶̾һ䣺ȺѽᲦˮʣȥ𣿡
лЦЦλѡڿ֮ǰȥ˰Ժ֪𣿡
ů͵͵ֵ̽ˮץסл֣¶һóѵЦݣ֪


101³
˽ΪͲţ֣˸ٶá
ҹǰ½ϸϸ۹Ϊ֣ʺ׸һְ
ʵԥʵ˵λξʲô
֣лҲ֣׵֣û¡Ѳʲô⣿֣ף֣ɼס
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ǻأˡ
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˻ףκ粨ϣ˵ƽȶȹñܻĻעЩΪϡ
仰һмλ󳼳͡
һ˵˵λͲţ֣һ˻ˣŶ٣òʧ
׼ֻл䲻Ȼһ䣺дסþ׸дʡ˺
һɤ۶ǺԼͷؿһл߾Ȼգգۣһνӡ
˶仰˵˭Ÿ͹ʵ֪ԼûԾʱվԭأǵЩ졣
үӲǰѿǵһΡ
һʱû˽ӻлֻվ˵ƣƽҪҲ޷׸һְ̫ãʵڵ鲻áξ֣׾׿ԽܳڣѡΪνͲ֮١Ȼ
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⻰˵ֱףлƽʱķ񣬿ɸеѾλˡ
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ڻշ֮һֱճǣҪһפأҲǳҪ֮¡һλھĻᡣ
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仰ڳ˵עүдһʣǷؽ̳˼
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һῪĵÿÿҪͻ֮ʱƫƫòǿΪġ
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仰ôСƵģ˻ţ죬ȴ̵ġ
һҪԭ򡣡
ʲôԭ򰡣
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˳˹ţϽ죬ȻڳɵЦС
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Ǵʱ˿ֻУأӳأһʲô
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ȵ˼յ¶˾顣
дֹ֣Ŀڽӳȷʵϰߣ̫ˡ
лһԿıɺЦתΪᣬúЦ׼ѯʣ⴫һġ磡
ȵ˼Ҳһ˻Щãسһۡ
лſ֣ƿͿһԲСӰӹܣһһҡִ󺰣磡磡
սľں׷ϣЩūű
ǰлͷ˵һƿ˽Σſְѳܹл˸ԲЦʣôˣ
лֱЦˣ
л۹λϣȻѯʡһ̴ˣ±Ը͵ү
ãллϱ˱⺢ӾͿٳһ꣬Ҳǰ˲ٽ
·ԸȱүжסҲ޷
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лҪ˵
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һ컹һ컹һ죡ҽתתȥ˳ֿ˿ļζҩģҡͷͣⷽģֱˣԳʦˣ
⻰̧ͷޱȵЦЦ
˱ö࣬ȴϴҴûųĻͷô˵һĵģ
ҽʮִϦҲСӼƽϡ
ллϣһ߰˷ҽһۣһ߰𱳵ϣ˵ΰˣͻһʮʲô߶ģ
㶮ƨʮʮģԼȥ𣿡ҽϣȹ˽ͷҾʮˡүһõʮ꣡
İɣһأȹ߳عͷʵ죬Ĳȥ𣿡
ˣȥ磬ʱ֮ǰܻ
ʱ֮ǰ㻹ܻ𣿽ǳϦȰɰ뿿ڴҡȣе㲻̫
ȥǺúþһ꣬궼ѹϵˣȥ
ʱ֮ǰûȻؼô˵ͻȥ
ðɡЭˣԷǿ϶ҪԵģû飬Ҿ㻹׺ġ
׺׺ֻǸŶġ֮䣬µľʧġ
лûз飬ֻһֻ֣˻Ρ
ס֣վ
֡л
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Ϊҿ֡лú˳
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ſڿ˿խZõҩվϵı鱾мֽţ˹ЦЦ
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