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֪У
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1 
磬鷳ļȥ𣿡
֪һ̧ͷͿǰЩʵϰٻļлż˿ڴ󡣿ЩͷģǸձ˸ܾתһȦԼ
̾˿֪˼ӹļŮЦЦãһȥѴͨһ·硣
ͬ⣬ٻһһߴӦһԱСܶȥ
ѵʣĹ֪бļ˻ҡ
֪ͬ¶ȥļ±ܶԶ֮ԭƢ̫õľһλͻߵСʱalphaԿŨϢأɾϢζֲôţʱ̸һҼúй©һ
ٻպĿǰ˾Ψһһomega
ٻļԼʱǸҪ޳ı飬֪о̲סԼֻǸbeta
Ȼƿҵź֪бԼᵽһɵϢbetaϢظ֪ȲߣҲһŲżζڱ˶ظΪ̼
ƳǸomegaСЩ֪漴תȥˡ
мԵͬΧСѯʣ鶼Ϸʡ
Ҳ֪ܲܰ£ҪȻÿοͻһֱûû˵ġĵ𾢵ĶıԹ꣬ƲƲЩalpha̸鷳
֪ҲЦԻbetaɡ
һۣĺȻʵ㻹ǸbetaŮһ𣿡
һ£֪лҡҡͷŹǰͷ˰
ʱƺ˭͵ͿһҲ֮תˡ
ʵ֪в£ϾŮĳ̶ֳǺƽ֡
˰죬ӻĿŵɢ
λϣһ֪б֪Էĸûκνչ
һλ鲻ˣĥľǵµԱҪӰСʱʱ򣬰칫ڶʱҰһƬ֪Ҳһ
òװ°࣬Ѿϰ˵ˣ֪ûؼԼŪԣȥҸԶһС
ȴϲ˵ʱ˷ֻ˼ĸ׵δ磬ûزȥ֪Լżæ߻ģԴӺֺĵ绰ÿҪ
֪ĸÿζظЩ֪ٱ˵ǣ֪Ҳֻô˻ȥ裬ҸڼӰ࣬ʲô£
绰ĸӣǹ˾ôӰأҲ̫ˣǹһ˼Ӱ໹ǴһӰࣿ
ҶӰࡣ֪̾˿裬ʲô£һûԷء
ĸֵһû˵Ͳͷˡ֪а⼸һֱ룬ҾǹͦģǾΪɶְ
һᵽ£֪оͺԸ񲻺Ͼͷˡ裬ұˣԼ......
û˵꣬ĸͰӴһԼ᣿ⶼˣ㻹ţ˵ǣֲ߰⣬⺢ôôء
ۿҪ߶ȥ֪иϽס˻ͷ裬˵ˣҪԷˣأԺ̸ɡ
˵գĸײĵľйҶ˵绰
ôһڣ֪вԼʱ龰betaŮѺ̹ϵ˵ϲһalpha£֪˺þòŷӦ
ǡǾͷְɣֻǣΪʲô......
betaͲϲalpha𣿡
֪ԥһ£betaһ㶼ǺbetaһɣalphaǱϾalphaǲ̸ʱҲͳһomegaϢƥ䡣
ȻȴֻЦЦʲôϵ˭һͺ˭һҪ֪ǿbetaԸĻҲԺomega̸
Դˣ֪в֪ôشֻĬĬ˵ͷ
ֱԱǰϲŻعÿӵʱ֪תͷһ£ڱĲпһĨӰ
ǸúƯ꣬Ϊ֪ж࿴˼ۣͼۿ죬޵滨꣬Ҳ֪ʲôίﻹ˵ЩʲôΪһƬҲ̫塣
ܿ죬ֳһ˵ıӰֻóǸȳˡ
ˣڿȥקŶԷ½󲻿֪֡бˣһλalphaΪʲôǿԼomegaҪݺϷ롣
Ҳ߳Է²ؿȥ˭֪alphaһֱվԭأû§סomegaúðοһomegaֿ֣ĮǸİˡ
֪пüͷе㲻̫alpha·
ûһomegaҲˣ۾һƬͨ죬òƺҧҧ̶·ڴͳһС
ѲҪѪ֪дˣûĸomega벻ҪalphaѪƴġ
ܿ죬ͷԼˣΪomegaеСͣһԵĳȥġ
ԭҪͱˣҪ֪еЦomegaӦҲ˲Ż
ֻֿһӣЦˡ
ΪȻ֣Ǹomegaĺĳ
һʼ֪лԼˣϸ۲һ£˳ƣȷǾԼĳ
......Ƿ򳳼ΪʲôҪҵĳ
֪³ױסˣҲ˲Ϸû꣬˿Ӿܣֲܱalphaֹأ黮Ĳĳ
ʲô
ۺomegaͻȻܹʱҲЩɵۣҡûʲô......
ԣ֪иˣûʲôûп㻮˭ĳ
omegaҲšüйϵһֲĳ
֪мֱҪѪˣ......
ֱʱվһԷ·alphaڿˣī㻮ĺȷʵҵĳ
ǽгīomegaסˣ˺һգգۣ·ƵĹȥƺš
һҲѸǺˡ
ҡԲҲǹģΪеĳ......
ڰ֣֪оĺۣǳܹ鳳ܣҲ𻵱˵Ĳﰡ
īؿ......
Ȼǰomega֪вΪȥ鿴۵alpha䵭
īȥɣ
գomegaǲ鲻Ըر˳⳵
ų⳵ߣ֪вתalphaλ......
δ䣬Ϊǰ˵ʧ
alphaЩֺÿˡ
֪вûòomegaֻᵥͣǽʧ
ΪʲôãԼ￴
˳Ĭ˰Σ֪кòײһԼǸ......
˵Ķ죬˵Ļ֮ǰѾСֽƬݵ
֪һ״̬ӣalpha΢ɼü
ҵƬ࣬ʱ޳÷ҾС
˵գ˾תȥ
Ӧ֪ʶƬԾȻֽϵġݡ־ͬնļʸһ㣬ʹ
ô......
л˵
˵һΪ˫߲УһµʱУ԰ʱڣһٻӽ
andûֹomegaΪѾϳ֪еĳûйġ` ;


2 
ѧ¾Ͱˣ
ǰ΢˫յѧãϷһеζķɫŷ⣬֪л֮£ԭС¹ײȴƽҲ뽩
˰Σڼѵشʧ䡢ʧʧ״̬ǿЦһ䣺ͦѧãΪʲôҪȥأʵҺ͸ѧ죬Ҳû˵仰......
ϰѩȴһЦѧ֪͸ѧ죬ǱϾѧᣬϵʱ򡣶ҡѧ͹ѧǺô˵ѧ͸ѧǳͬѧš
ʱ֪ѾЩˣȵȣô֪Һ͹ѣ
ѩѧΪҽǰѽа¶
ˣ֪׹ˣֿЦһ¡
ôȦӣ˼Լæȥǵ飬Ȼ͸ǲ죬ймˡιϵ֪̾˿֪ԼһѩóͿʼ档
ԷomegaôܻϲԼbeta
֪ˡ֪ǵ˵ͷʱ򿪻ҿܲѧ
ѩл˺ü飬ŵ´ʱˮȻϲѵرˡ
֪ޱȡ
鴧ãȻͻᣬոŶ룬̴
ʳ㻹ԷǸѧ˭ʲôʱʶomegaֺ˵ɶ
һһ׳֪ȿˮͱλϣֻÿڵǰ¶ðѩֻҰ¡
Ȼһŵӣʲôæǵ㲻alphaôѵǸã
ʺһף֪мܲסǰ鶼ˣͬʱæ
ϵǷɫ飬Цˣ漴ܾ˰ȥ飺˼ҵֲҡ˵ˣҺ͸ȻԻǳͬѧǰȴһģֻͬѧУѣʶ˼δʶңæʵǰﲻϡ
֪ﰦ̾˼Ϊʲôȥ鰡Զǲܾ𣿡
֪ͷܵ˼......Ŷˣп˸ǵ飬ܶԷomegabetaһɶǾܾġ
͵Ǿܾ˵ǣòҲ䵭ڳС
ԣʱмغһúÿһټalphaʲô꼶һѧ᳤......
˵˵ţҲȷʵͦõģѧУomegaҲΪʲôûܿ۵أ
omegaϡٵԭ򣬺ܶalphaѧʱ򶼻ԼһԻϳ˴ѧУžͺѿomegaalphaˡ
һֱûҵʵİµĻδҲͳһǽϢƥ䡣
𸶽ƺʱʱ̶̿ɢźıӰ֪˻һˣ˼ҿalphaֵõbetaģҾȥݸ飬ղգǾͲҸùĵˡ
ԴˣҲͷͬ⡣
ڶͻȻ֪ͨѧԱҪᣬ֪֣µذαһУȻͷˮˡ
ﲻѧģİ֮ȼʮˮòҲһȥˡ
Һ֪пѾòˣϽѡ˸λȥ䱻赲⣬ȴûţһֱڸϢ
ʶΧĵʧ֪֮вź̧֪ͷһ۱΢ͷվǰļĻ档
վԱߣŴ߽Ƥĵ쳣𪣬ƵƤķ˿ΪͷĶȴڲס˫ī̶ʯ۾
ʵ˵ôomegabetaǰͺ̵ϸŸʾһ㶼֣ȷʵ̫ɫˣòãɼã˵ҲԺգ⼸㣬ǿҲڸĮԸľС
ϧΪֹûܳɹؽ֮¡
֪пЩĿҲһֱκڸǵϣǵҲ̧ʱ㲻ɱغ˶ˡ
Ӧ֪иϽͷδӸǵпʲôǿƲסظеҡ
ڸûСɤӺͿʼˡ
鱾Ϳζֲ֪£ȻĲɡط˿αǸɫŷ⧲ӳĶͣһ¡
ôڶԸǽأһܾĻԼҪҪǿаԺͰѩ˵
֪һţĿһʶؾ۽˸ϡ
ʱ֪ظ³һ˸ԭվ̨ϵĸǾѾûӰ
......ôܵô죿
֪ЩĿɿڴ
ʰȲܽ˽ңҿǻһˣѾŸ𣿡
ҡҡͷ֪меˣ
Ķ֪ҪôҪôȥʳ˰ɡ
һ֪ԥȻɣֱȥˡ
ǧǰ˿ˡȻЦζ
֪Ҳû⣬Ҳܿͽˡһ ¿κڵصȥȻͬƤҩһߣдſϷ֡
༶ſڣ֪̽ͷ̽ԵۣʧطָǲڽصûʶˣҲøǵλģ֪ôš
㶯ɵÿ㣬һ˿㰵ǾͲˡ
ﻹһƤЦ֪⻰ҲһϹ˵ֲҵ顣
ǲŽдš
֪ΪѣѵһأˣҰʡ
˵գغڿλϵ̸ûһ㳯֪ʹɫָͷָ뽲̨Զһλϡ
֪пһֻۣڽĴ󲿷ѧڷܱʼ顢ͷǷһ룬ɿǸλԱߣҴҷϵͰǷ˽ȥ
һк˿
֪лϣˣ
ͷ֪ҵڲŸãʡȥͣԼţͺ޹ˡ
ܿ뵽һ㣬ŵؿʵղӦûע⵽Ұɣ
ﲻȷûаɣصѧ۾飬ʲôȤ
Ȼ͵漴һػȥˣȻҲ֪뿪󸶽Ǿ߽˽ֱ֪иոշǸλá
ԼԱĿα΢ü̫ϲҶԼĶΪѧϰɼãͬѧϲıʼǣ޿ɱ⡣
ѣֻαϺ㽫֪зżĸУһ¥߶ĽⱾһλϡ
ǵݻصλʱ򣬾ⷢķɫŷ⡣
Ǹɫŷ⿴ãü΢΢
л˵
Ԫڿ֡


3 
ݵĳѾչ䣬ʧããҹɫˣ֪ȻƬ㶵վԭء
ҪƳԱ׼ҪԼʣϵķ˸ʰߺŻôͻع
һ·СܻصԼλϣͷԱ֪꣬ȴѾûθټԷˡ
ֿƬĬ˺ü飬ʱӿһɲ֪ôݵĸо
ݱʲôĽģϾһʼͲʶҪΪǷ......
ûл£֪ҡҡͷǽЩֶļϳԺ̶ͰƬǮʣµһ㷹˳ˡ
߳ݵʱ³һԾЩ㱡
......ҪĻǿĳױ̣ʲôˡ
omegaѾ޵ûʲô˳ϵĻ۲ټĳǰɫģҲֻϡһģĺۼ
֪ϸرһ£omega̵ǡСֺ󣬲ƣؿЦһ¡
ݵƷƺдȶҲ֪ΪʲôͻȻ˸ĺǰѧУʱҲûĸomegaߵر
ʲôϵأҪǺݽomega˳ԼδҲûл¼ġ
һԼûĳ֪̾˿תϳؼˡ
صҺֻƣҴϴϴϢˣ˭֪˯ҲȣȻ￴ݡ
ǽѾ˵ݣǴǰǸŽ׵У£һ˫ɫ۾ʱͻʶͣס忡ꡣ
һ֪˯úܲã֪ȥ˶ٴΣûˤ´
۾ʱֻ廹ǹִһѭ֪˯ʵذһĻʾ˲ˡ
˲ϻζЩаŵΣϽ´ܵȥˢϴ緹Ҳ˲ϳԣֱӾͼŹİһƵĳˡ
ŵʱĿڡСϣ֪г˳ǣǴӳóһֽõȥ
ٵ
ͬµĴȤòһ·۵糸ϵ˾ڴŴ֪޷Ӧֻεذ˰֡
λͬĶľ߹壬Ҹող˵һ۲ͣʱ𣿡
֪бܾģ뾡ѳˣɻûãмƽʱദòͬҲۣһһ죬߰˸̨ͬʱ˵֪км֮ϡͿؾ͵ͷ
ʱ̸λomegaİԣ۲죬쾭ȫףܲãҪôѾԷܾˣҪôǷԼʲôʵǿľ֡
һȺţֿʼΪʲôʮûҵǵomega¡
ǹʮͿȥϢƥôѵҲܺƥomega
Ц˭֪Ҫߣƥûٷ֮ʮῴһ۰ɡ
ٻˣҪ뻷ԱҲСһƥܳٷ֮ʮĶ㲻ˣٷ֮ʮ......˵һͻֱʧȥǡ
һЩ̱˵ָǸСǾءȻô˵ٷ֮ʮƥȱвƱҪѰɣôϡ
һڻЦУûע⵽֪űӵֱָֽؽڶ˲ŷ
˵ⲻã°ʱҲٴˣȵܹ˵ʱ˶̾ġ
Ƚ϶࣬гļλòЧ֪бȥԼϰѳĻ۸ڸסˣҪǱ͵ĶĿ֪ʲô
ϧ첻Ըϳʱٻһ䣺磬ĳôһֽѽ
֪лûӦľֽֽ׼ǱģҰ˺ˡ
һ˺ǼŤŤĻۡ
´½һ㳵ӱ˸ˣ˭ôȱ¡
ϳ֣֪иϽ˳ʱ䲻ˣǿɵÿߣĥ䡣
۲͵ص̧֪ͷۣ΢ȵôô߼ķ۲ͣ
ĵֲлɲóһٺõġ
߼ǶеĸŷΧôһѬգ˰󣬾һòеļͬ¶˵ϸ֪Ҳ徲˲١
Եĩβмͬ˲ͬĽڳȥ͸֪Ҳȥ䡣
Żȥɴվϴ磬ȿҹҲʱòĶ
վһŤͷһƳ֪оͿһϤӰ
......ʵҲ㲻жϤܵһʱϳΪ˼档
֪оãԩ·խʿ϶ƾմģҪȻԼôŸһأ
ûпڽͷĵ貵ùâ䣬̡پµһ˫ɫ۾ӳɫǳֱһ㡣
֪ΪΣ֪Ҳգضֱݶ˽еϣΪһξҲ춯ع
컮ԼǸomega֪е͵͵һ
ǰȻˣƿĿ⣬иţţδԣֻظеĶ
ֿһӣ֪ҲûȤת˰ᡣ
һƿţıµ֪ĶȥˣҼǵ㲻̵İ
ȥϴ˴ѡ֪и£ȴ˷׷ƿվ
ĵ߰ɣ¸ˣ
Ⱥ˽׼ú÷һˡ֪΢΢̾˿֪ΪΣһľǷݱƹٵӰȻǶһˣȴĪ͸¶ż˿¼š
Ӱ߳Ҫ뿪Ȼþ֮ǰȣһߵ;̧֪۾Ϳ˭ж
ûôͿݵԷҲֱƵϡ
޺ˣ
֪Ҳû뵽ĻῪںԼһʱЩƿԣκγѣû
΢΢ЦЦǸģƺҲĻشΣƬ㻹Űɣ
ǰͬмɻػعͷֻ֪ܾӿ٣공ͻѷ÷ġ
Ǵ˻һȴȻ˺һŵҵĺ롣
ֱʱ֪вź֪˼ҪԼǸȥϵʽ
......֪ˣûҽȥͼ㡣
˵գ֪һ׼뿪ͬ£룬ֶ˵˾ûü˵ڵĻþòˡ
üݵþò
һȥ裬֪ȫûˣڽ￴ͬЦ֡
ԭݣûãһͬΥӰʹԺ
֪δȫ𸶽ǵݣͱһͲ
ȵɢʱ۵òУصȻʱǽƬ˳ͨǸֻݡ
֤Ϣ֪бȥϴһɣûüٿһֻȥ˯ˡ


4 
ѩǵһθд飬һסŹһͼ֪У˸ûС
ҰҵֻдˣôѾȥһˣѧûѽѩͷɥ˪ƵģǱܾҲϣܾܵңٿġ
֪в֪ΰοֻûʲô˵˵ܸѧһֱæԲûŰɡ
˵žҲԣǰżڿαģû
ڰѩҲû̫ãǷϹ֤˵¸µˮȻ㳤̾ˡ
Ȼô˵ˣ֪Ҳûٹ£˭֪ƫҪðƵģְܿһ
ⲹϰ֪дҴʰ˶ؼңͻȻͿվԼǰӰס˴ӴϦ
̧ͷȥϵıһ˫ʹŹҲԵӣЩʲôèƶ
֪ʶغһֱһ飬ȷԼʶǰˣųɵؿʵͬѧô
΢ۣҲʲô֪У
ԣôˣһ߻ش֪һҲԼ˼ʹϵͷβػһȴûҳʲô
ĬһӣԷźԤ׵ˣд飿
⻰֪жʱסˣŻع......˵ʲôʲô飿ǣͬѧ㵽λ
ݡ
һ£֪㷴ӦӦþ֣Ͻн͵ԣͬѧǲҴˣҲʶ㣬Ҳûидʲô鰡
ü漴ϵĸǰ˻Σ㻹ӡ𣿡
ڿⱾʱǰ͹ǱصĻ̸ԺУ֪о񱻲β͵èһϽ˽档
¥ݼƧ֪ѹšԣⱾôϣⲻǸѧ𣿡
Ȼȴֻͣ۾ְµؿһ飺׼𣿡
֪ҡͷҵ顣
ۿһŰɵģʵ㻹ûΪʲôⱾ飿ô֪......ȥġ
õϵǰˣݵڴߵ˵֮ǰи߶ѧ죬˵ԼģҲѧĳԱҾȥҸҪָ߶ѧֻ㡣
֪ԽԽΣû뵽׻͸¶òˣݸһ˵Ȳ˼ʵǸᣬǷǰתѧģû뵽
˵ź֪뵽һ⣬ǾΪʲôݵڸǵأ
ʱͬѧֵ¥ݣƳһۣ뿪
......ȵȣ
֪ȥץֱۣȴץ˸գֻಽظ󣬺һ¥ݣϡ
ס˶Է½ǣֻڽӴݲ̫ƵĿ֪Ϻ˵֣ͬͬѧ㣬ɲ԰Ұתѧҿʶ......
ݵ̬ȴѸ䵭زʶģΪʲôҪ㡣
ûӦ֪һ漴תߡ
߬ţ֪޴شԭأ˺һſյͷ
ֻܰѰѩ˼ң˯ʱ˼Ҫνϡ
......ҲһʼͲӦӦ¡
ڱ֪̾˿
һѧʱŰ¸˹
ûиô鶼飿ҲΪ죬㻹Ҫȥ𣿲ֱӰŻѩԼǾͺá
ϧ֪һƤ˺þûǵһΰɣβеĻҾͰŻ
ߵΣҲͷ͵ȥصĿγ̱ɡ
֪имѣ˳ְԼĿָݹȥˡ
磬Ȼˣεʱصϰһ㶼ᵽͼ￴飬ȥǶ
ȻĴǣ֪ĿǰҪɵĻǽ˳ͳȥ£ֻ˵ͷ
ȵɻʱͼݱȥ
ѧУͼ޵Ȼ󣬵ȴ¥˴ӵһ㿪ʼ̺ʽһֱҵ¥ûзָǵӰ
֪۵УһߴһʵϢ׼ȷ𣿸Ļͼݣ
ﲻ˺üˣǶ˵ϰλȥͼݣⲻǻһ¥ûȥ濴֪ˡ
Ҳֻˡ̾һֻ֪üѵתȥ¥ݡ
̤Ьٴ¥һǹȻ
͵͵Աߵĸǣ֪еĵײ֪ôֳһ֮⣬ԵĹ......ҪȥɣһѧУġ
üëһšǲϣҶôˣ¾ͲһţĽū˵ˣֲ飬ûҪôš
˵е֪޿κε˹ȥ
ԭȿǣöԷע⵽Լʣͺزʶݳǰʱһ
֪ΪΣҲΪ̫ˣһֱû̧ͷȻؿԼ顣
ȥҲǰ취˿ĭ֪иԼһ׼׳ŵӳѧ
һΣ㿴ˣѯʵĿתһȦȻƽʵʲô£
˺Ʋͬѧ˵Į飬֪΢ģѧ......¡
ǿһֵݹķɫŷ⣬΢ɼüǸ
·Ѿ˵ܶǺ͸¶Īζ֪һ£µͷٿԼ͵ǵĸѧⲻҸģ......顣
ǸҵģΪʲôңЩɻ󣬿Ҳ̽
״֪лֻʵһѧҴѧģŶԣҲѧģǸ߶֪С
ŸհԼ˵ǵɫͱ˱䡣
ֳĬ˰Σ֪¿ʱΪżѧ㿴......
򴽣ǺȻ£鱾վָֻ˵Ȼ˼
ǱȸղŶ֣֪ܸоóԷԽԽ䣬ԥʱ򣬸ǱѾƹ˳ȥ
ѵȵòͷһ뿪̱֪ߣô˰ɣ
˭֪֪ȴһ͵ؿ
鵽ǷŻ֪ʱգգۣ......ܾˣ
ֱʱ֪вſƵص˵ͷ
һ˻һһͬʰû취ˣпѾȥðѩİɡ
ɫţ֪лԼŵʵɽĴ


5 
֪ϰ·ϵȺƵʱӵĸ׵ĵ绰ġ
ʱ꣬˺üĽºпʼȴչ¶˶ڳʪϢҲϵĽ굼һֱδ̧ͷֻɵʡ
ʱͣ㹻֪б˵绰裬ʲôô
˻ϴĸĴɤҲŴ˺üһȻ˵ӣأҵ𣿡
ĸ׹עĻǴǰǸѾ⣬֪̾˿ƽ̵ķʽ˻һ䣺裬ϴ仰ŹȥһڣҶҲûôɡ
Ȼĸȴͷ¸Цصѹûû£ɣһƵ̼иֶŮҲbetaչ껹ûѣ߳ͥʲôĶõģһ;Ų
ƫƫʱ̵˳֪Ҫ֯ѵĽڣȴ򷢶˳޷һĶãֻϷȥظʣ裬˵治øҽܣûǸ˼......
ĸװŭʲôʱ飿ѧʱҲû......ôˣ˵ʵҵˣֻ費ͬûң˵......
裬ûСֻ֪ԽԽңɴ಻׼˵ˣأٴ
ҵ绰ĸȴĵ˵ҲϴСˣٲŮʲôʱŽ鰡ҺˣҲΪ;ö԰ʧѽ
漴˶٣һ֪вЦûа裬Ҫ̸ҲԼȥҵģͲ˼ҷˡ
ǱĸžĳһƣЩɸ֣Ϊİ˭帣ΪԵʡһȥˣ㻹ǹ¼ҹˣôŵ......
һĵֻЩͻ˸Уһô˵ΧҲ׷װοͬʱȰ֪Ļ
ôһڵĹ֪ɾֻôӦ˺ȥֶŮ
ͨ绰һġһͷ͸Լʱ䡱ˣ֪й˵绰ȥӾֻԼ˲ֲ˼ꡣ
ų̸ֻǾԼûٴνһܹϵе׼ԴӸĸСѧʱ֪оǿԼһ˴뷨ָܿûûε״̬һ߿һĥҪôӦⳡס
ڴ֮ǰȳʱѳȥˣʱЩæµЩ¡
֮ûҲΪ֮δҹԴͨϵʽƺǻѶԷôˡ
ʵûжҲãͲǰЩε¡
ĸѸ٣̵ֶֹŮԼ˼ʱ䡣֪бû˵ʲôȴѴ˸塣
˼֮գһ°ǰǼĸϢ˵õĲȺλ˿Сʱ̵ֶŮлƲ١
ûչ¶ЦŮӾͱǸӳһذը
Բ𣬵ʵҽ㣬ѾˡлǸȥҲʵ⣬Ϊ̸omegaҼ˾߲Զ⣬ǲһֱƴҽܶ......
Ľ֪ͣһʼЩ΢Ҳ˿漴˱飬ԲлЦûϵģʵҲǱġ
Щͬζһлƾͽ˸˾ȥӰĵ绰ֻǸˡ
Ҫǻ˸˵Ļﶨ᲻֪һĴлƼȻˣҲˣװ״뿪
Ȼû߳ĿͱǸڴߵסˡ
һ㶣֪һݡ˺ڣԼҲ֪ӦӦúͶԷкԥʱȻ˹˫΢۾գҲգضʢϸ⡣
Ϊ˱ܿעӣ֪һƣͿǸǰһԹˡ
......ôǸomega˵Ƿ˻ֺͺ˰
ΪϴڲҲĳ֪вͺ˼ò֮ĳȤɣ
ѾջĿ⣬װµ뿪ȴomega˵Ҵݣ֪ˣ˺òãҡҶѾôǸ......
īҼǵϻؾ˵˰ɣѾˡݵһΣԺԼˣҲҪٴҵĵ绰͸ҷϢףҸ
ԣī˲ۿҲŴŵعҪô𣿡
ӵݸȻƽڿʼ֮ǰѵ˵𣿡
ī˰죬ٷӦϱ㸡ֳ飬ݣУݣ˹Ȼûģ
һ䣬ŭˡ
һԣĿһĻ֪мomegaˣϽҲûע⵽Լʱתߣܿ죬Ǵòͣס˽Ų
Է
......ǰɰݣҲԷѣ֪еӲͷƤ˿ڡ
Ծûʲô飬ѹǷɡ֪гһ£ֻ˼˼omegaղλȥ㲻ȥ׷𣿡
ںˮ򴽣һĨʪˮ⣺ҽΪ˺˵ġ
̸֪Цһʵ˵ĸֻʵû˵ѣŶ......ҾͲˣҲҪˣ»һԷ
ֻһ䳣Ŀ׻ѣϣݷϡ
˵̧Ⱦߣݵһ仰ȴͣס˶
㻹ûԷɣˣǰ̧ۿЦЦ
֪в֪ôش𣬶һ˫۾ӾͿƲסЩɣԸͰʵ׵......
Դؿף
ţ谲ŵģҲ֪˾ǰЩ顣֪ǿЦЦ˵С״Ǹ׵Ů˵ѾˣҲ׼ˡ
ͷݺȻʵΪʲôҪףû̸
û뵽Էôֱӣ֪һºʵ̸һΣ˵ϲһalphaͱǰŮˡ
⻰ûʲôʾȴЦ⡣
˺˳Ĭ
֪λöʾ֭˼Ʊ⣬ֻص˴ǰޱߵĿãÿһÿһŶץ
ûãݾ͵ĳ޺ˣ
...ŶԶԣ޺ˡ֪а˿ǱȻʵͼС۶ѣûǮ
ݵ⼸ζ㿴Цˡ
뵽omega֪εëַˣǸϽתƻ⣺е£ַֺϺϵ˶ȥˣ
һۣݶ˶٣ֺ׵˵һΪס
£֪г״סˡ


6 
һ²׸ʢĵĻ
üûһ˿ƣȵ޼ɵأͷȴķҲ񶼱סˣٵÿʱֻʣһ㼫΢⣬Ҳʤޡ
ȵ˻ûбȥµ£ܼεѧȻ޼󲿷ҪôʹҪô뾡취Լһ㡣
Ž̨ϵʦתȥʱ֪гֽĨʱ䣬СֽͱǣﴵյϰЦ춼ˡ
챻ǡܾ֪оͰŻ˰ѩȥˡ
ڰѩҲôˣ֪֪ΪԼκĸΣһҪԷ֪к˵˵ͣ
ԭΪҸмȥѧͲ˼ܾˣû뵽ѧȻô顣ѩ˱죬ߣҲˣѧʱǵҪ˵Ŷ
Ȼ֪Ҳû˼ԼֻǸ򲹶Ա
֪и뵽ʱһСֽžʹбǰ̧ͷҲ֪ǹֱʣϾֻڰεĿϸС
չֽһ֪ЩûӫϹۣ˰ſдʲô
㲻˵ѧѧҪ׼˶ǲǻϸǣ
˽̨ڶźڰָ㽭ɽֵİһۣ֪дæظǰôѧ᳤϶Ҫϯġ
ֽŶȥ󣬸źһξ룬֪жһ
ôôأǼ㶼Ѿ²̫õӡˣֶѧģͷ̧ͷѵͲȥ˵ǸʲôģһԺô졣
Źдľӣ֪Щɣдǰɣֻǰ˵ݸѣô𣿶ҸҲԲּǳˣ䵭һ
ȴΪȻô֪ˣ˵ˣǸƿϡ˵û¡
ͷͼ︶ǿȥͲ̫õı飬֪ҲЩˡ
ʱ̨ϵİκȻһ£һ飬ϽֽĳȻͿʼ۾سʼǡ
һ¿Σ˴඼ӿȥ͸ˣҲ֪пߣ˵е𣿡
˼Ƭ̣֪кʵǰڳеʱ͸ǽӴ𣿡
һ˵ǣͰԼ֪Ķϲȫ˳ӴûнӴһֱܳ˵תѧĵһѾ˸ˣûĩԾ͵ȫһӴ˳ΪصơһУΪܣֹһΣ˵һalphaôˮ𡣡
˵ûû˵ģֻ֪ܴϵ֪Ļ......ǳ𣿡
ͣ룬ȷʵ鰡ǰڸԣһ·ϿиomegaףӶֱˣû˵һ䣬뻹֪ҪȾܾ
......˵˵û˵֪̾˰ʾҪվԼǰ硣
ҾûǲҪҪǲںҲν
Ǹ......֪룬ùĻĳЩϺҲôһ
ѧ󣬹ΪвϰȻȥˣ֪Լһȥҿᡣ
֪̫绹ôټĻȻֻиһˡ
ϵʱ֪лӲͷƤȥ˸кѧá
̧ɫشһ£Ȼûʲôһ
׼ʲô˼ֻ֪ܿڵԲ𰡣ѧϴǼ³çˣŵ㣬ϣ㲻Ҫϡ
ʲô£΢ɼü
ԣ֪иˣǷ......
ǼʲôƵ΢һףҲºһЩ⡣
֪Ҳ֪Ĳ⣬ǸͲǵǼˡ
ʵڹ֪ҲûȤֺӦ˼λϡҺʱҲ½½ˣǸղһж֮⡣
ȻѾˣΪճɫû̫𽥿ʼˬ˲١ʱǡ紵֪һѵõ⣬һʰ̧ͷŷֻѾ߹ˡ
˸ǣվſڵĿԱ߳ȵԼ
......Բѧʰã֪ٴλڵϡ
û˵ʲôֻʰ궫͹˵ƣһ˻ҡ
һ·УĬȻ֪лǵһκ͸˽һҲŷֶԷԼһͷ
ߵִţ͵͵˵ţûǵĸ߶ȣһɤǽżѧ𣿡
֪лع֪ûзԼɵСҶŲͺ󣺡......ԡ
ǵֲҶûʲôӡԺҪúøѧѧһѧϰ
֪æͷ
ˣʱǺȻһֵ⣬ʶ𣿡
էһ֣֪ʵûзӦǶϸ̽Ŀ߳״̬漴ǸèƶһӱԺֶ︡
ԥһ£ʵҲ˵ʶȷʵҹһΣΪǷ⡢Ƿ顣
ô˵Ҳ׷ȥˣ΢ԭΪǼ£˵ΪʲôͻȻҪѧ
˹Ȼʶġ֪ݵ̬ȺͻȻЩ̫
˵䣬ѾУŴ֪п۸ǣƺ׼ߣʶһ䣺ѧվгﶼߡ
ƺû뵽ô˵΢Цһ£ллǱ߾ˡ
Ÿ뿪ıӰ֪к֪뵽һ£ǾǸӦ˽ҳһҪг
ԳЦһ£֪бߵ￪ؼˡ
ȥֻȻ˹Ϣ֪úһظֱӵȵڶѧʱŰ
Ҳ˵Ǹ͸ʶģҲ̫мˡпһ䣬漴ʵûпǷ飿
֪νҡҡͷ㣬ͱˣ͹ȥˡ
ŷˣߣȥСϡ
˴ֵΪС˰ӻûϣⶼЩ
Ŷŵʱ֪Īоƺ˭Լļʶض˶壬ûãİ˾ȻٴԻ˵㡣
һأ֪вͷתͷȥȴڿԷ˲شסˡ
...ʲô𣿡
˵Ҳ˹ȥ˭أ
֪֮ǰһݴʱҲƽؿ


7 
˵ǾĪĻѾȥãʱһһţ֪ȴûҵʲô޷νӵĻشΪһͻıʼתϻҪװһƵģ
ڣ³һòЦĿֻŮѡ
ʵڲ֪˵Щʲôˡ
ֻƳһۣûмΪˣ㵹Ǻǰһûô䡣
Ŀ֪ҲֻЦ𣿲һʼʱһûϳ˵бҵͳѧˣ
ݵǸǸģ
էȻ֣֪кһŷӦ......ǣҺѧҲûϵˣΪҺңܶණˣĺҲǡ
ʱȷʵʧһӣתһ븶ǵֻǸڸʱʶѧ㻹ź룬δҲͶԷʲôġ
վͬһˡ
ѹôҲҲ㡣˼ȻʱҸĹҲ֪ǸַѾûˡ
֪ȻĶ...ΪʲôֱӺҷϢ......
˵ԼҲûݵϵʽ
ֳĬ֪Ҳû̫˼ǸԼĹʲôҺʱҲˣܹĵز˵
ΣݺĻҲֵ֪ͣЩƲסԼ͵
֪֮пֻЩȫĻģݲ֪ûпͼϵǡô·ľľñطͬѧһʹѯһ¶ԷĽżй磬Ҳһͬƿ
һٷԵ֪Լĺ󱳳ˣȻӦá
ʱݵɡ
֪бֹģͻȻ뵽£ͷһʱɬöԷ˵
֪вŷֲ֪ʲôʱ꣬ϸ꣬ƫûɡֻʵĻһԵݿЦӽȥϴͷϴˡ
漴һСܽС֪ͣкܿҵԼĳΪˮۣҲû취ȥݣֽ̳ЩǱز÷Ϻ沿ˮա
û꣬Ͼʹ˲᲻صû
̧֪ȥðվϽ˳ʵôˣ
ָָͣڲԶһɫγƽҵĳˣһ𣿡
֪Ȼûɾܾ˽
Ҫȥ
ͣʱ֪һ䡣
ȴһʲôҳһŵҼǱ·꣬һƬ񶼶Źȥ㿴
ݹֻֻ֪ͼһƬĺɫüĲô죿бĿƵ·𣿡
Ƭ̣ݵ̫鷳ˣ⸽ӦоƵɣȥľƵˣҼҽҲΪ·ͣˮͣ磬ס˵ġ
Ҳ......֪漴ʵҪȥ㸸ĸҰɣ
ȻȴûκأˣѾסһ𡣡
֪Ҳһ£......ǸҲ֪
ûʲô飬ԥһּʵҸĸҲǣҲͬ
˵òףƺӦ׽ҪҪȥǶ
Դؿȥң
ʵ˵֪о;Լ̫ˣݱϾŸϵϣĿǰ˵Ǻ죬˵˵ˣҲջţһסﵹǻз䡣
ʱһ³·ھ͵ˣȻĻӣȴ˴˵ĺ
ãǾͶлˡһʱݿڴӦˡ
֪ŷ̵ָ˽û¡
֮˱ҲûжԻˣҺܿƹ·ΣصʱҲѾƽʮ㡣³ʱ껹ûֻܾͣٵسС
һ߿ţ֪һ߶ڲ鿴ԼʪŵݱǸСˮãһͻȻЬȥÿë
ԡɿһë˲Լ˳á
վػƵĵƹ£пԵĶҲšֻ֪һ۾ĬĬ̾ٴʲô֮
øɾϵˮ֪бȥϴɣðˣԡǱתǡ
šݶһȻëͷϡ
Ѿȥԡˣ֪ȴվԭطκ˴ԡҴˮŽëͷ֪ΪΣë滹һ㵭ζ˵ˮǱʲôе......ѣ
֪ü
Լʵڲݣǰڡ
һԼֻһε˯£֪һڿ㣬ﻹץŸղŵëŵʱ򽫶ŷ˽ȥ
ûãԡžͿˣݱ߲ͷ˳ͷϼʪĶԽĵƤ𪡣
ͷԼ˯㴩ϳ˾ŷֿ㣬֪е̲ס
ЦʲôݾȻ׽΢仯
֪в֪νֻͣܺ˵ͻȻǰѧУǴΣҲ˯
ô˵ЦЦʱ¶ձһֵľѡ
ǱߣҰˢˣҲøϿȥϴ衣
ֱԡţ֪вһԼе㲻̫Ծ֪ΪʲôΪһalphaԼ΢ЦͻȻ俪ʼ١
ˮ̾һû뵽ԼٴݣΪֹһжּȲʵĸо֪ΪʲôݻѡҲ׶ԷΪʲôԼؼҡ
һʱ֮䣬èƶһʹԼ˯µ˵ӰʼԺصֻ֣֪ܴսԡͷͼˮԼĺ˼롣
ϴϴţ˶ӣֻƺŵһɺԼõϴˮԡ¶̫ͬζ
ϴ߳ԡң㿴ѾɳˣǶԾִ١
뿪費Ҫȵˮ֪ᵽϤζ
Ƭ̺ȻӦŵؿݣ㡢ǵ𣿡
ǲûС
ô......֪ԾΣѾˣݵϢصȷѵζǰֻŵΣûʲôӡ󣬵ʱ˿̣ˮһȲӿ
һۣ³֣Ǹ
ѾôϿˣ֪Ҳ˵ʲôֻЦЦûоͺãҿ㲻omegaȻҼҲûƼ
ʱݺȻվĿҲ֪ϡ
֪бܵ΢΢һô...
û뵽ݻֳԼķǰһ֮ľٴ̣һ֪ѾܹŵǴɢѵϢ
ǰù죬ΪһalphaϢصζûйԣȴȥЩΪ׾Ϣصζ壬ݵҲalpha
omegaĻ˿̱ضѾƲסˡ
......㷢......
֪лû˵ڣԤ׵رһѣΡ


8 
ٴοݣ֪Щ΢ȣҲôСӿ˳׼ȷذԼϳġ
ȻںȴһԲ
һԵĹѾݵļ򣺡ǶҲѧİôû㡣
˵գø첲ͱͱ֪Уҽһ𣿡
......ݡ֪гǰǿЦЦǼѾ͸ѧˣ˼ϴδŵ㡣
ңǷŴһ𣬳֮ӦҲûطǵ˰ɣԩ޳ģΪʲôݿԼıô֣ȥһҲơ
ʱݿڣ㾪ȵԭݣ
Щ˷ܣھͺ˵֪ʶˮ¡
ƳվԱס֪һۣҲЦһ£лл
˸߲ҵؼȥˮˣ֪вʵҸʲô˵ˣҺ͸ѧ......
֪ݶ˶٣ҲԣҲᣬԲ׼͡
⻰֪зǲ֪ôشݵ΢Цһӣκųɵҡͷ㲻÷ϣûʲôϾȷʵŪġ
ݵǾͺáʵҲͦɵģǿԽѡ
֪лûشǱ߹شȺ˳һһƿˮ첲ﻹһƿзݡ
л˹һݲſ֪Ǿ˵ˣ
...Ŷá
ֻ֪üĳ֣ݵӰʧǰ
ߺתʵ֮ǰʶ
Ȼڰݰѵû˵ƫţ˶ƫƾƫĿƣ˵ͱ׼޼ĻǮǮǮ
˵һҵ֣ȥʮͷСǶѿڶĳ̶ȡ
ַһ£֪вŵղ˵Ҫѡ
ǲ𣿡һˮԺͿԺʹүһˡŶһ˵ԸЩ֣ԼûѣҲ֪Ϊʲôûһ㡣
ȷʵЩ֪֡ĬĬ︹һ䡣
ְοĸӵܣٶЩСëҲɣñ湦ˡ
üۣ֪еôоѧУûû˵ˡ
ǿɲԺҪĻҡԵá
ʱԤҲ漴ֵػ˽ҡ
֮һ죬֪Ҳûݳ֣ҲǾνĽѴֻǶԷ˵Ŀ׻ѣ±΢˿
û뵽ǣ£ݾ겻ɢӰһĳ֪Ľð˳
ֵֵ֪գһͬѧΪǰȻȥˣֻܶɨҡ
ΪȣҲúܿ죬Ҫϵأ֪бˮͰȥ䡣ˮͰʱ򣬱㵵طڽҵĴϣ޿ĺ󱳶׼˴󿪵Ĵڡ
ǽҿ¥
ͬѧ......֪иһڣԷ˹ûϳǶӡ
ݵֵգ
֪дһ²ŵͷ㲻ؼ𣿻˵£
һЦҺһȥ
֪иˣֲ֪ôʣԷ̽ǸﵽʲôԹͷ˵ء
ݾ￴ţȴʱʱζһ¡ıһʼʶʱƽ˲٣ûԼľӸµ̬ЦҲԵˡ
֪һϵһ͵ԽԽͬĻ
ֲڰɫδ֪гһĽңԼͶɹ
ˮͰϰѶϴɾźòŻ⾪ȵ㻹û߰
˵Ҫһȥ´أ˹
ﵽڣ֪ǰԼɻʳ˿ڣΪʲôҪһؼң㡢ӦúҼҲһɡ
ǰ·θ·߻Ǽǵõġ
ֹ˽ҵĵƣȻ˵ѲҪһؼҵ𣿡
ͻȻô˵֪вɵʧЦһҪһؼҲѣǰѵû𣿡
һڣԾʧԣǸϽһ䣺ҲǸ˼˵ÿһؼҲѣ֮仹ܶ°
ûҪ˼ֻǳĬص˵ͷ
һ¥ʱֻ֪ʵΪʲôҽѣ˵ҾǺͨһbetaǰҲʶ˴......
ΪȤҲûͽĻ
֪Ȼ̫ȤķȤǸĴˣȨҵԷڿԼˣҵǵһ֪ԼȤ
ݵӡҲһЩӣݴֻǲƽʶѣټͨ˶ݱη壬Բѽѡ
Ĳ֪жʱһ֮ͬ⣺İɣҺ㽻ѣ
ǲ̬ȵת䣬Ц΢ۣлл
ߵУſڵʱ֪ߣҲҪһ𣿡
ݵͷҲʣгԼĳ˳
˭֪гݺȻʣ𣿡
Ҫ֪Ƭ̺ΪѵҲǲУ......
ѧУһξģһɲɡ
ûϵؼҵ·ͺá˵գҲӦ漴ȻȻؿг
Ū«ﵽʲôҩ֪Ҳֻհˡ
·ϣݺΧһж棬·Сһ㣬ʱʱ֪һЩ⡣
֪ԴӾҪѺͶޱȿݣʲôشٲȻԼ
ֱԼСſʱ֪вź֪ҵˣ㡢ҪôȥӦҲ⸽ɡ
ڵشгͷ˿סĵط
֪е......ϴǮ˰ɣҪȥվ
ȴҡҡͷҲؼҡ
ؼң֪дϿʲôֻ̽ʣ͸ĸˣ
Ȼݲûлش⣬ֻǳϿҵؿʵȥ𣿡
գգۣ֪Щԥ......ǲУҲú˵һҲ㣬ʧô졣
֪ô̾˿Ȼ˵һĪĻҵġ
֪ɵ۵ʱһϤ˳ĬݣҪԡ
ͻȻǰĸǣ֪и۾ܿ췴Ӧˣѧݵ𣿡
ǳͷڽ￴һУš
ңݵĿһӱú䡣
ۿԽԽӣ֪мʱ֪Ѷˣǣгߣ......ѧȻˣҾˣټ
˵գгȻȴûƶٿȥʱŷקסΡ
֪лûʣͿҲ˶ȴǲɷ˵ؽݵָ


9 
ָоݣ֪ûеѪǣӦò˶٣Լһ޷ƣ ͷͲӶܳأֽ֮ᣬֻǹɿ֮סһһ»
֪лһ˿ڳ׵ڵϵʱַסɳԼӿôǱ
Ѿ亹乣ʶֵķһƮ˺Զʣ֪˶òǿһԼ־
ģУϡһӰʰ˷Լڵϵë˲ͷܲĺ顣
Ҫȵˮ𣿡
Σ֪вص˵ͷ
ȥˮˡһ뿪֪ܹƴڴڵغţɱǶȴǹɵͷͻͻ
ȻbetaûзڣҲomegaԾܾalphaϢأҲΪϢضƣֻɵĺͷڲͬalphaϵϢĻbetaҲǻ˵ġ
ָЩֻ֪ԼҪôǺݰֲϣҪô겻
ˮ
ʱݶűӹˣȻڵϵ֪Уѱӷϣֽ˸
ɳʱ֪һȥӣ΢µĲѾ촽һʪ֮⡣
һ̧ۣϵľúܽݵΪ֮ǰԷϢصԵʣļڶʱûôʧڵһܵݵϢǻʶ˺ԸܲٿصԵΪһbetaơ
޿ֻ֪֮˴Ե
ˣݵǸҲǹģȺȵˮ
......Լ
֪бӹӣ˭֪ȴûжĴϵ˵֡
˽Ƭ̣֪лǲòͷ˼ˮܿݵߡ
Ȼ㣬ٴοڵԲ𡣡
šü֪и䵭Ȼطȴ΢ͷЩ˵į⸱ģܿеĻص֪аѼѿڶĻﶼҭ˺
Ĭ˰ΣֻÿЦһ£Ϣһûκ𣿡
Ƕʱ䣬ߵýɴ֪˲飬ҲǽĿùԷϢҵ֢״αġ
˵ΪһalphaȱϢĿϢˮƽʧ⣬ڸ֪omegaϢⷽҲ⣬ᵼomegaƥ䡣
ʵҲͦġݴ۾˵ͷ֪̾˿ˣҲ㡣
־͹Լù
ҽ˵ԺҲβˡʱڳǺƽԴ˽ûʲôоҾ³һʼȥƵġ
֪㶣һΪ......ôЩ꣬϶ѾκˣǸ
ٴδսߣ΢΢ЦˮȥϢɣ·
ò¼֪Щܳ룬һ͸ɵ⣺·...
Цһ£ܿͷ±վһס˵أ
˵գᳵ·ȥ̨
ɳһ֪бطˣڴϺʱʱ̨·졣ʵʵһԸеӦͬʱĵײ֪ôҲһܰĸо
˸֪кܿԺ˯ˣֻ˯ò̫ȣҲ֪ǲΪݵϢӰ죬ԭЩģӰԽԽһ۾ϳ˭
˯У֪вüڲǰűݵϢѹƹ˶Է㱾ܵظеЩ־塣
ΪͻȻֵݶδ֮ʣһɲ֪Ӻζܿ͸ο಻ĸо
֪ƽ˺üͷҲչϤĸоҲʹһˡ
ѧ......
ƫͷʶԼδۡ
Ȼĳ֣ǹůƺҲڲٴʧˡ
һҹΣڶʱ֪дӴ˺þõ㶲Լڴͷֻһۡ
......
ȻѾôˣ
ϸ׷ʲô֪иϽ·ȻͼҴҵر˷䡣
Ȼ·ʱֻһ۾סˡ
簡
ϵżõոµΧȹ˻Ĺȵغ˸к
λû...֪вѡôҼҡ仰ʳڣվԭأ˺һӲŻع񣺡ʲô
˻漴ƽ׹ǰ˻ΣȻ͡
֪ЩȻ......ʵԽҽѵģô˵ϾҲǿˣѾæ·ˣϻ......
˵䣬ѽ弦̧ͷЦЦҰ࣬ûʲôˣֻܼ򵥳Եˡ
лл......Ϊʱȣ֪бǲ͵ģ˭֪ôһ֣Ҳþܾ˵ĺ⣬ٵҪ۵Ǯʹˡ
΢ʢ࣬һʵ㳢ô
ѩ׵ͻƲӲӵļ嵰֪Цû뵽ĳջ
ֻŸպһ࣬ɫ̾ͱˡ
΢̵ຬҲǣҲǣ֪û뵽ƽƽƽȻҲƷѳԡֻ֣ϼ˼嵰һ
嵰ζǸӣ˵ֻǸĻ֪лڼ嵰˶
ôƫƫ˻һڴؿԼ
֪Ҳ֪ԼȻƴŰѼ嵰඼˽ȥò˵ǿЦһ£......
ݱϾһԼͣô˵ҲҪֱ档
Ȼ⻰ݱδ䣬·ûпɫȱһ
ҲԼˣһʮָմˮĴүʲôóԵĶ֪̾˿ӲͷƤٰȹ⡢Ѽ嵰Եˡ
ĬĬȥݺȻĪ˵һ䣺͸ǻ񡣡
֪ûˤ......Ϊʲôô˵Һ͸ѧһ㶼񡣡
˵ĶʱӺ񡣡ѳԣΪʲôȴҪװһν̬ȫԹ⣿
֪𾪵תͷ㡢֪......
ݵЦЩֲûԳԹô᲻֪
ӣ֪Ҳ֪˵ЩʲôˣĬһӲת˻⣺Ǹҿٵˣû취ؼңҪĻҿ԰гԼ뿪ҲУǵøžͺá
ͷļ嵰ݵ㲻ǸʱѾ˵Ŷ
˿ֻ֪Ҳ֪Լûʱĥˣڳ˵ټ󣬱Ҵҳϰˡ


10 
Сſڣһ̨гòʵЩĿ֪к±ھϳŸݵ֣ϽгѧҪȻɣʲôǵǱȥ˵𣿡
һԲذȾߣ΢ü֪бҲ˹ȥ
ݣѧȥ𣿡
ԷûлشֻɫŽµʯӶ
֮£ֻ֪ÿԵĸǡ
ݣǿڵȥɣòĸģѾˣԺĻʱ䡣
ݻûзӦֻ֪ҲǿЦǰݣѾԺʲôʱҶʱӭһ죬ͺѧȥɡ
һ˵꣬ݾ̧ͷ촽ýģеѶһºų......֪ʲô
ûϵ̬һٰʮȵĴת䣬ָֻһʼĮ֪Ҳסˣֻǡֻ......
ļò֪˵Щʲôźõ֪ʾοּƽضݵѵϴһ𣿡
һ֪б㿴ݵͫһ£Ҳ߬ȭ
Ǹϣûдŵ㡣
춼ݲڷſ֪егǺò֪бǸ⣬漴ųĬһͣ·ߵĺɫγȥ
֪згԭվһػؼˡ
߰ݵЩֳһĽɫͬһؼңϵӦúܺðɣȴûѧУ˵Ǻ˭ߵñȽϽƺһԵĹﶼ֪ʶ
֪ҲôȤ˵ףʮЩԼ޹ء
һѧʱ¸˹ȻúѾ
ԭϵôáп˺һȻŻȻˣǰϳʱ˵ǰְҽԺԺôҪҲ
֪ɻʲô˼֮ʲôϵ𣿡
Цһ˵ǿʱʶء
֪вŷӦЦźһ¥ˡ
˶ɻʱ͵ˣѧɢȥ֪Ҳ͹ֵ׼ؽҡȻ̨ףվ¥ͷǵӰҲڴʱת˹
ݣ֪һ£кͷûڿԼƺһֱͣڹϡ
ݰֵ˵ǰҲ𣿡
Ȼûᣬȴִŵض
ôԵעӣҲԾһֱֱȥģ״ɴƤЦʵôж
ֱʱݲջĿ⣬֪еʱ¡
гĹҡҡͷʾԼȻȥ֪вŵţʱ䡣
һ߳ѧ¥ʵȥûʲô°ɣ
ȴʣΪʲôǺһ𣿡
գգۣ֪и˺һָ˭......ôΪҺѰͬһģԲŻÿ춼һжʲô𣿡
̫ݵ˼
Ƭ̣ݲŵΪʲôԺһҾͲУ
⻰֪иͷˣ˭˵...
ǡݳ³֡
֪иˣǸѧҽѵ˼Ϊʲôѵϲң
ڰɣҲûǰ˵²Ѿ⿪
׷Լݷ¶΢ЦȥҲ˲٣ˣ֮㲻Ҷ԰ɣԸҽǲǣֻҪ㲻һͿˡ
ɵصͷ֪вţǼ⣬һ
ϵЦݸˣԺҪǸһˡ
ؿһۣ֪ԥʵΪʲô
ΪѾӦˡֱ׳˵·˿Լⷬʲôһֻѣ㲻ҲӦֻ𣿡
֪гˣ˺ðβŪ˼ЩЦã˵һ˿вֹһѣѺ빢²ͻͬģҲг......
ȴȻֱֱؿУֻһѡ
Ĺ֪֪Ŀɿڴ֪Ӧԣڸٴμʱ֣Ӱ֪Ȼ;ˡ
֮ĶԻֻؿǼۣ֪еȥСܰɣʲôζģ
ôһʣִ֪˴......ζİɡ
ͻȻˬû˵ʲô˸һۺת뿪ˡ
ߺ󣬸̾һǸʵûж⣬ֻǱ﷽ʽͬȷ㽻ѡ
룬֪лǰɻʳ˿ڣûѵԭ𣿡
ǵ˵ͷݵļͥȽ......⣬ĸĸæǰûʱҺСһ浽ġ
˶٣ֵСʱЩƧռһֱǿǰҲ£ԼʶѹڷﲻöԷؼңԭ򣬲֪ΪǸСкܶѣҪöԷֻԼ......
ⲻǸողŷ......֪Щɵۣǡѵûǣ𣿡
˵ʲôݾѾֻܹˣҲֻýס˻ͷ

ӹݹıܣ֪елҧһ̧ʱͷڶԼԽëȻΪαεЦЦ
֪ô˼ϲζı𣿡
֪ж˶񣬡......ûкϲֻǸպѡ
ȴǲģϲζı𣿡
......
ΣڿĵЦ
Ǹģ֪к󱳷䣬˰ɴʵҲôϲԱܡ
ƳһۣݺϾţζıܵȷôóԡ
һԣǲͬüݣûǴĻǰӦûΰɣȻȥ
ݺҧһڱܣˡ
뿪֪имؿһ۸ǡ
̾ڶȤһʱǲͣģҪǾŵĻʱңһȰġ
֪һۣȻֵ㲻omegaʵ......
û˵꣬ԤǱ㲻ټˣҲȥϿΰɡ
֪һ߷ɱؽңһߴæؽܼڳˣȻѾ˲٣Ǳû¡
ɱ......ζȷʵ
Ժ˿ξ֪Уȴѹﵱ͸һӡö֮Ҳùˣʱʱͻ˵һĻ֪ľΡ
Ҫݵ֪ȣһӾ֪дӺ۵beta˽ڵİԽ㡣
Դˣ֪кܲӦ񸶽˵һݶȤܴ󣬿¶ʱǲͣģҲֻĬĬϣԷʲôĪ


11 
ֱš˳֪ȻڷѭݵĻ
ѳ......ѳ......֪ԼѳȴҪȻʲô˵ؿԼȫԹűʾһж֪飬һԼ͸ǡ
ʲôϷŪ
֪̾˿ֲܹȥ꣬Ծɲ˵﾿ʲô
˹˾󣬹ȻٵˣҪǾԼֻ֪ܶͬͬĿü˳۵Լλϣȴſ籩١
֪ôƺδʲôֻǼ򵥵˵һͻҪضҪԼĹˡ
ԼѶ˺üݴļ֪аǿԼû˯ãټ廹δ׻ָЩĲɵġ
رǵԼǻʱʱݵʱ֪и졣
΢ҡҡͷǸ˵ӰԺϳȥȻ˼ȴûֹͣ
ǲ......Ҳμ˸ǣ
̫ȷػһ£ֻ֪ԼоԼ˯鵽ǹůϤ֮ûиͷˡ
˵Ҳ֪ôˣҲûˣֺ»ָ磬δҲлټأ
ټĻ......˵Щʲôźã
֪оôҵعһ磬ٽҪ͵ʱ䣬Ž˵ͻˣϢͬɫ̫ÿ
Ǳߵſֹأ߹ϵļ͹ȥ
ͷ֪ùմõļȥֻһţΪǸɳϵסˡ
ɫδ䣬ֻ÷·İ˵Ƴһ۾ջߣ;̸źĿ
״վԭص֪жʱԼɵӣļºֿ˿ݣɻ׼˳ȥ
С죬㵽˵ȥԷˡ
ڷԸһ䣬֪еͷûü˵˵Ҳеˣ̸
ȻҲŪݵ·󣬴֪дӻҳʱݱҲߡ
˵ʱ֪вܹʵô
Ȼ˵̸Ⱑ
֪һӣֲһ䣺İɣҰˡ
......лˡ֪˵
΢΢һЦݵ߰ɣԷллҡ
֪Ҳֻúһȥˣߵ˾ſھ˲ͬҲǳȥ͵ͬ£˲жһĿ֪Уֻâڱ޲ðԼ˶
ݵ̹̹·Ͼͺ֪ϲʲôҲʶͦʱˣҺ񻹲֪Ŀζ
ҶУʲôҾͳʲô֪еǹ˾ûʲôԷĵطֻҪ㲻ͺá
ȥһ·ߵСӬӣ˵ôɾӣζǺܲġ
ݲκ֪вʵﲻģ⡣
û˵ʲôƳ۲ȴɷЩ͹棬ü΢΢
ˣ˾˳Ĭ˺һ֪вʵĳ......Ӧûͣɣ費ҪҴȥҿܵ°ʱ䡣
û£赭дҿȿĳ
......Ǯˡ֪ĬĬһ¸
ʱݺȻֵҵ˵绰˵Ҽ¥ǻ˼ҵˮûװãָˮʱˮˣͰҼҸˡ
֪һ£ôң
ݵţʱûطȥҪǲĻס𣿡
֪зӦѾǴ绰ˣ˵ʱҾͿȥңҲܾû˰ɣҸպÿһһۡ
֪вŪ˼Ҳ֪׸òôӦ
Ĭݵ˵㲻㣿ҲģҲ֪ûѣҴž죬һøġ
......֪ԥһ£ͬˣУȥûϴ·ɡ
ͬ⣬ϵЦҲˣǾ鷳ˡ
˳Թһ˹˾Լλϵʱ֪лЩԼӦΪ˸ǵ֣ôڣĵʵһġ
Ȼ֪ҲʲʲôǱϾǸ......
ιôǸʶ
֪иջعͿһȺͬΧԼλԱߣ......˭
ĵǸ̸ĴͻҸոһ£ȻǸʳƷҵĴӣ
Χͬ·׷ǸԣʳƷ𣿵ӹ춼ڷŵǸ
ǸĿƵؿ֪Уа㣬ôʶ̶ֳȵĸģ
ֻ֪˶Ŀؽ͵ͬѧҺǸͬѧѣʵǰҲûô˵ǽպˣԾͶ˼䣬ʵҺǺ졣
תƻ⣬˭֪һͬҲʱȻȵȣҾ˵ôôأ֪Уһǳȥ۲ͣǲҲڲһ˵ˣ
û뵽Ȼǵһξ۲ʱ龰֪апࣺ......ţҾʱϳǰͬѧġ
Ļ׷ʣͻȻһǵĶԻ֮Уʲôأ
ͷ˵֮ݺֻ֪ݺԼС
ֵ̽ͻȻǰͬǶЩΣƽͣκβӣٴΧ
֪а仰Ҳ岻ϣֻܿӦͬǵ⣬ǿ˺ܶ࣬ʵϸƷζһ¾ܷʲôҲûش
һļҲЩӦˣ㶼͵ȥ֪С
ʱҲˣҾͲǹˡݲһ΢ЦȻȥˣ
ͬ˵˳Ҳδָʲô˼ߺ󣬶ı㳯֪ԭǽԼ
֪Ѿ֪˵ʲôˣֻǿЦЦ......ͬѧ׼һԶٷ
λӵ˵һֱû˼̸˼ҴҵalphaѲҲǾһ
ʲôЦǾôȡ
꣬СһˣССЬ
ͬɢˣ֪ΪΣ֪ȴĪǸڲomega
ǵԼԷ˵ûġ
û......
°ʱ֪ĥ䵽һߣֻΪ˱ͬ¿ݣʵҲϵĲ࣬˹ȻݵվſڵԼ
°ˡ
֪ô֪оԼ㱺ӶԷĿһ˿˿Թ˼
ֵ˲ˣҴһЩס
ԣ֪һ飬תˣ˰ɣ
Ƶθҩˡ
˳ʵ㾭һôĶͦµġ
֪ڿ·Ҳû͵Щ£ΪŮѼǰջġ
˵ȻʲôԣҲûע⵽ݵ


12 
ľٰߣԭֻ֪Ǹ򲹶ԱѣòźʽԱμѵٽһԱͻȻԼˤˣ֮£֪б㱻ӳӺ򲹶Ա˳
ѧҪȥѵѧῪĴҲűıƽӣһԶѹæ֪תдҵûʱˡ
֪һΪЩڿ˯Ŷε֮󣬹ֽҲڶ
ɫòһȵĸо
þôʴ֪лظΪˤˣֵСϳҾͱץ׳£ƫƫѧỹǿᣬ⼸ҵûдҪ
ֽŤͷһͬ񣬼ˢˢˢд
ǲҪѵǱ¿һϷһŴһȥء
֪лص˰ɣûգұ㡣
ո¿Σ֪оյ֪ͨ˵ѧҪᣬһԵĹһɫ̲סļʾο
һ£־ͻȻ˸߬סˡ
ڸʲô
㵵ؿŲ֪ʲôʱֵݣֱͷԣ......ûʲô
кεĵ⣬֪иϽԲݵֽ͵ںҿЦѣõôС𡣶ˣʲô£
ƵĿһãȻĹݲŵҪȥѵԲԣҺһ𡣡
֪գգֲۣӵģһʲô
ȴԶʣ֪ѧҪᣬҪѵԾͰˣѧ򳡵㡣
˵գҲ֪зӦԹԵˡ
ݵıӰƽĪ𣿡
Цһ£ֻ֪̾˿
ѧʱһһ߳˽ңȻϿ˱ݡ
¿ˡǰһﻹһ˿Գ֮Ϊί
֪пǰŵĹƤҩֻõ߰ɣҪһȥ𣿡
ͷ̾¶һЦ
......ӿĻǻͦġ֪ͷ־Լ뷨Щ档
򳡣֪а¾ͼӵѵȻذðվ򳡱Ŀתضһ겻ǰ㣬˲·򳡵ѧ۹⡣
ȫȻ⣬˵һֱվ
ԭ֪лѵģ֪ΪΣ۽Ҳһֱվķ򣬺üζΪ͵ûܽӵ
òװϢʱһ³ݾ͵һƿϣ㣬ҪҰ𣿡
ҡҡͷܾ飬ֻ֪ӹƿϣлˣʱҲˣǻҪٽһ㲻Ȼؼ𣿡
ݵãҵ㡣
Ȼô֣֪Ҳֻȥ
˲ֹ֪һϣʱžζЩ塣ͷһƿϵ֣ݸζĹ֭ϡ
˵˶ȹ֭е壬ҲʤޣϺȥѵˡ
ȵʱɫѰ֪Ψһһ油ԱʰߵĻ䵽ͷϡ
һһʰؿ֪۵ˣʱҲ߹æֱװĿӰˡһ·ߵңô·Ҳûݴһ£֪пˣЩĽalpha
ǷŽ𣿡
֪еͷǾͿˡ
ƻؼϺݺȻͣ
׼뿪֪м״Ҳͷʵôˣ
ݸ˺һתһ˫۾ϦߵӳԵޱ͸ôǺǸһأ
֪һ£˵ʲô
ݻ̧ۿĿĶ˵ΪʲôҪ͹һأҶ㲻ҲһñãΪʲôҪѣ
Ӧ֪вòε˵̸ǲһģ׼ֻʺ̸ʱʵʩֹϵǲͬ𣿡
ǴθǺ͹֪ԼȥҲ룬һֱҲǰѶռŴ˵ط
ȻƺǾڱ⣬ɫҲ˶٣һȥҵŸˡ
ҧʱһ죬֪³סˡ
......ݣ侲һ¡ֻܳԷ߽˼˵ˣһѵģڲѾǵԺ󲻺ѵĻ㱣֤һһֱѵģ㿴ô
ⷬϿһݸе⣬괽ǴҲֳһ޵΢Ц㲻뿪ң𣿡
ܾ仰֣֪лӲͷƤԣҲ㱣֤һһֱѵġ
ͷݵ㣬ֻһѣȴֹһѣƽԺҲҪټ͹˺òã
û뵽˵˵ƻԭأ֪ɵˣƢʱҲƲסͷӹŭ⣺㡢㵽û˵ҺͬҺѸͲͻ̸ֲ
󣬾ͼݶϿʲô
ԣƭң
֪оԼҪˣƭʲôң
ɳض㲻Ǳ֤𣿡
ɴ۾Σ֪лǰˣɣһ˵ˣҪĲ......
û˵꣬һϢ˱ǻ
֪ʶᣬ漴ѵζûŪζǴģȻһҵͷʹҲ纣Хϯ
̫ͻȻ֪еԵڵأҲܿ׹ʲô
㡢Ϣ......
վֻޱؿ
ݺݵشһ֪ǿҪalphaϢصŨԽԽߣƿԼ壬־ҲΪʹģ
ʹĥԹȥ֮ǰ֪ƺԼҵű˴ˣѾûжȥ˭
ٴѹʱ֪зԼУҽҵĴϣһԵĺȻǸǡ
ˣ廹вĵط𣿡
ҪֱǳַһѣżҪǻܵĻҿԴȥҰְֵҽԺ׼顣
ֱʱ֪вŻ㱻𷽲﷢£......ѧҡôˣ
̾һԲϴûü㣬ʵݻϢңֲԿԼϢˮƽʧص»أΪϢسԲŻܲסιȥġ
˵ʵ֪̫Ϣʲô˼Ͼbetaֶ˽ⲻ࣬һȷʵŵˡ
ѧ......
ǵ棬ڵȶҾòҪ棬㲻ĻؼҺһ޹١
֪Ҳֻõͷͬ⣬ڴͬʱҲԸǶһ˿øС


13 
˳صҺ֪ǷˣֻǵԼſڵĶ󣬺òɳֱˣʲô
ݴҶĲˣΪ֪ϲʲôҽеñȽ϶ࡣ
ݽǼĭʾԼţ֪㶣Ҳ......̫˰ɡ
࣬ʵͳˡǳЦ
ţ߽䣬֪Ϊ֪һԼںͶԷͬӵĴһ飬ϽĪ뷨˦Ժ
ϴֺ֪߳Ѿ׼ʳˣ̹ȥӹ˵ȰȥϢͺˣȥӡ
ͷ˵һߣȴûҪߵ˼ΧȹժݸҪ𣿡
֪æŰѶӴóΧȹӹȥл
ȻΧȹȻ࣬ĶƮ
ſţݺȻ֡
֪ȫעŲˣ˲δע⵽֮˵ĶڲǹϢĿʱݵϰѾҪıˡ
......ĵ֪ͣ˶ӲˣĬ˲֪òųɵؿڵʲô
֮ľ룬̹ϵΧȹ
ͷһԭѵΧȹϵѱˣ֪һ£ֻܸЦͼԼΣŶ´μǵҪ
ûֻǶ˺һֱ֪пЩëˣŲһ
ֱ˳֪виһͷͷԼѾˡ
......ԴӺط֮ԼҲԽԽˡ
˷һβ֪ңвʱкüЩе֣òǿԼעһﰵݵ溦˲ǳ
úݲſһ۾Ϳĳպܲ
ѣϾԼһסҲǳǵûС֪кȻĳգƽһôԷ
ʵһԵʱȽ϶ࡣ
һЩֵ⣺ǰҲŮ𣿡
ͷ֪еҾһٷǲѵġ
ûлرܣݱʵΪʲô֣㲻𣿡
⻰ʵЩĿǰϵķˣ֪ҲǺ𣬵һԼ΢ŵ̾˿ǸΪϲһalphaǾͷˡ
ԭ˵һ仰Ͳٷˡ
һ߳Էһꡣ˼һֱðǿܸҲûôˡ
֪мв˵Ķһ£ѧ﹤أ
һʼһڹѧͻˣھɣʱһ궼һ档ͻȻҲ֪ǱǴɣ˵һֱֻܶϧøɮһȻڶû̸
˼һֵҲ֪ǲǺһ⡣
ԣ֪вûķ˼²ŵ......㲻̸𣿡
ҲֱžﲻԾݵϢһֱûκõĻôomega̸ģӦԸ֪omegaϢزŶԡ
뵽⣬ݵҲ˱䡣
Ŀ⣬ȴЦЦţԲҪְҸҪġ
˵赭д֪ȴǸomegaӡ
ô˵Ҳݵ˽£ʡ
ԹϴĻ֪бȥϴ··ϴ»ԼϴҺĿƵϴ»Աߵļϣȴﲻ֪ΪξȻһƿµϴҺ
һԼûùӡ
֪ɻؿֿڰϴҺȥڳϴݣ𣿡
ݵԣҵϴҺˣ˳һƿҳõӣϴ·
⣬Ǯһ㣬нЩ......
֪лδ˵꣬ͱݸˣã͵⼸Ĳ
Ȼˣ֪Ҳ˵ʲôˡ
ֱַϴ衣֪иմԡͱһơƣлһһڡ
ݵҸոոǴ˵绰˵Ϊԭܶຽ඼ˣҲ취ϻ
ԥһ£֪еʵôżģһԼйûء
ԣƳһۣİɣҿɿö࣬Ҫһǰõġˣϴǲ˵ûĺ룿ҪҸ𣿡
֪һ£ѿڶĺȴԼ˻ȥ
˺룬Ҫ͸˵Щʲôأ
һֱûлشݺȻʵ㻹ϲ𣿡
һΣ֪ıơƸǺˣ˺һӲͣضҡʲôʱ......
ݲֻζЦЦ
֪һƽʵȴŵòУһֱΪݲ֪£ȫûϵԼضܻڽ챻Է׾ٵˡ
˳Ĭû˵֪Ҳƽ
Ѿȥôˣ㱻֪Ҳûʲô
˾ƣһЩ֪Ըƣ룬˸Ƿݵȥ˯ˣҪ뿴ӾСһ㿴·Ҳˡ
˵գͻ˷䡣
һɵȥ֪оͱ˯ˡ첻֪ô£ûʮһ;رҲûϡ
ҲԼ֪˯˯ţȻһӾ;ˡ
˵һʲôоӴʱһתͷͿеӰվſڡ
......ʲôҪ֪Ψߣһܱݸųಡ漴˵ƣЩһ䡣
ݵҿԺһ˯𣿡
֪Ϊ仰ֱסˣ˺һŲΪʲô
ҵĲȻûκãһֱڳҩݺȻؽ͵ҽ˵ҳҩϢˮƽҲΪҩöʧ⣬ٳϴ
ϾһţalphaǿϢҲܴ͸
һ£֪ΪʲôҪ˯
ݵҲƷһ֣ҳԹҩڵĻҩЧȽϺãϢظױ
֪ĬȻ˰Σ......ȥҸomegaǸá
һڣݾʹۣǸҪòҲûϵġ
תȥ֪оͿڵҩϢˮƽһ᲻𣿡
˵ͷ֪оƬ̣̾˿ˣ˯ɣֻҪҶͺã컹ϰࡣ
һֺһȷʵ鷳
֪ٴԼomega
лл΢΢һЦԱߵλȥ
ǹϤ˲Ϣ֪аס˺ȴҲֵסϢصϮ
һܽܵķΧ˵ƺ֪òУҲû̫


14 
뿪УҽҵʱѾȥˣһֱ֪У̨׵ʱע£ϸĻŪ֪жЩ˼ˡ
ѧʵѾûʲôˣԼߵġ̫֪ȫܸоϵ¶ȺϢΪţҲƲסرһЩ
ȴȻûɿ֣ؼҡҰҵĺ㣬ҪǾﲻĻǵô绰ңʱȥ顣
֪ܳصͷûһ棬ҪԼǰʵŸƤİˡ
߳Уź֪һ̧ͷͿݡ
궨ӣʲôϢصŨƺδ½ˮƽһξ룬֪лǿŵѵ
΢ɼüҲȻȥ𣿡
ſһۣ³һ֣̬ȿνβ
ҡҡͷҲٶ˵ʲôˣһؼҡ
˵գ֪ͣ·Եĺɫγ
͸ֻ֪ݹվԭأΪͷԵĿģ壬ӰҲ·úܳųӵķǵӰҲԽԽСһСڵ㳹ױ׳ߡ
֪ôڿݵһ̣֪ĵ׾Īֳĳĸо
㻹ðɣ
ߵĸǹе֪ǿԼ˶񣺡ţоûʲôˣлѧ
̾˿ǵθ鷳ˣʵϻµģʱҪϿˣҲΪ......
һΣ֪иϽûϵѧûʲô£ģһҲomega
ڰƬֺ̣֪ʵѧݵ......Ժܲκأ
ҡҡͷĿǰֻͨҩƣʱϢصݴӷֻΪalphaˣΪ˲ĸҲżϾϵδѰҰµ¡
֪ɻǿԷϢ𣿡
ţ޷֪omegaϢءǵǺصһ⡣
֪Ҳ׹ˣΪһalphaȴܸ֪omegaϢأȷʮӰδѰҰ¡
˵㣬ⲻͺX......
뵽⣬֪вûЦٶЩŤˡ
ֵʱ̫һ㣬ȻҾʹȥҽԺˣĩп𣿡
֪еͷееģʵû......
Ȼǵºּ֣УҪһ²źáȻ㲻omegaΪݵϢض飬betaһԽ˹alphaϢҲӰ죬Щĸĸûи߹𣿡
Ĭһ£֪ҼbetaЩ......̫˽⡣
ı죬һ˼Ҳѯˡ
ɫγСſڰɲסǵ߰ɣ¥
Ϊ֪ûãȻף֪û˵ʲôùһ˳
һ򿪼ŵʱ򣬷˵ζ֪ľů캰һ裬һˣ
ĸڳӦһ䣺첻ѽôͻȻˣСӣò׼ӿΰɣ
֪ίûа裬һؼΪ......
δ䣬ĸ˦ˮδɵ˳ûü߶ͿվòĸǣһЦ֪аĸͬѧôûؼҹ
Ǹĸѧһؼҡ֪漴֮ǰһһʮ˵˳
ȻĸֱüǼڽºЦޣԭ˼Ҳǹģˡ
ǳϿҵ̣Բٴδ֪еǸĩ֪пյĻһȥҽԺġ
ĸѽô鷳õúܣֲomegaǸ
ǵĸҿǼһ±ȽϷġ
ĸǿҪøԷ֪ôסǻίؾܾˡ
֪Ҳ֪һǼȥݣ㽫˶Ѿˡűͣĸ˻裬ˣҶˡ
ĸعţ˼ȣһǺüͥĺӰɣ
ţ˵ǿҽԺģǸȫ꼶һ֪ʵ
ԣĸǶԸ޲ڣ˵ԺѾӦ֣ȫûΣɼҲ࣬ôһô
Щ֪Ѿ°˰ٱˣ˵вУҶ䶼ˡ
߶߶˰죬ĸͣ٣ͺúڼЪһ졣
֪б˵õģһ뵽е͵ҲŰײţʹӦˡ
ǵڶ죬Υ˯˸ҪǷƽʱ߶ˡ
ճԹ緹ǾͷϢ
˵ٺ˵Ҫȥ㣬ֲֻܸˣȥŵĻԲš
տϢ֪о
ܺ͸˵ݽ֮£Ҳֻȥš
һϵľ
оô
֪˿·ûʲô......ô֪Ҽ
ȻøǸҵġ
һͰԼŵĶϡ֪пۣ˴ͳĹȻԼʳУҺϵ̱궼ͬһ
ȷʵ˵ݼʳƷġ
˴Һ֪ʵʲô𣿡
ˣһʡڴңĿһ֪ĸ׵ĺϣþûƿ
ˮ֪мһֱڶƬ񣬲ֵһ䣺ôˣ
Ҳҡҡͷûʲôˣ費ڼ𣿡
֪еţϰȥˡûϵʵ˯һ;ûʲôˣ......Ҳ˵ˣҲȫĴ
˵ݾͳĬˡ
룬ֲ֪ģҾӦκõġ
ЦһݵνˣעԸ⿿ҵġ
𸶽ǵĻ֪ԥһ£ǰοҲҪڿƼôҲٹĲƷأʱomegaҲ
һۣݺȻҲomegaûй涨˵alphaͱomegaһɣ
һ£֪и˺һŵ......ǰ
ԼУݵҲ֪ϲʲôͰѹ˾²Ʒˣ㳢һûзء
֪елֻǵк󣬾ͷʳֻһζ
ζıɣζϣζǣζĵ......Ͳûֱںһˡ
üĻ̌ͷڴ֪лֻܰ˵Ļ˻ȥ


15 
꼸һҹڶʱ֪ڴãȻ˺þòѹǶ˴еϢϢơתͷȥȴⷢ˯λѾˡ
ùֻۣϰʱ仹磬֪бҲżڵش·ϴϺ˳ȥ
һƿžŵһŨζ֪зֱ˰βϳǿȣűվڴ߿һֱδͣЪꡣ
ôô磿˸Ƿ֪һ䡣
ݵ̫˯ţԸɴˡ˿ȣ㳢ζǿԵġ
֪Щض𿧷Ⱥһڣû뵽ȻĺܲһӾͺݵĳγԱȡ
Ҳ޵ȷʵܺúȡ
ȻǸǽݵģݺȻ˵ʵĳҲһ㣬ҪȻҲôѳˡ
գգۣ֪΢ȵԭѧҲԼ
ΪȥͲʳ˼̻ˣһԼ³ġ
Ƴһۣݺ˵ҾԸǵܴ󡣡
ô˵֪ҲֻܸЦһ¡
֪ͣб׼ˣȻյʰ꣬ʵʱҲˣ㲻ҿ˳һ̡
ȴҽϢϰɣһ
ź֪вعζԽԽǾݷŵǾ仰ͬˡ
ϽԴԼֲʵʵ뷨
ϵĹ֪кͼͬҲһһȥ緹ڻع˾;УżȻ·һҿȹݣŲͣһ¡
֪Уô߰
ǰֵͬһ䡣
֪еȻȥɣ......򱭿ȡ
һ˽˿ȹݡ
˵֪лһȦΧĻŨζʮ泩Ȼ֪ǲǹҪԣûҵǵλãһǸӦûڼˡ
ʱҲˣ֪鸴ӵߵһֲסĽ䡣ĽǶȥݶһδİˣԷü鿴Ǻܺá
ƺbeta
֮ǰǸomegaĻ֪г˳ǣЦеЦ
òݵһǰѰɣ
ΪеԶ˵ĶԻֻܿbetaһʼǿŭķȻɫŷ·ݸ˺һ
ԥһ£֪бֱ뿪ģ˭֪תʱȴСԱߵӣڰĿȹ﷢һעĿ춯
ȻҲ˹֪жӹͫ΢΢һô
û뵽ֱӺԼк֪һҲסˣİbetaɻֻΪεӣ......ݣ򱭿ȣǸʲôæһȥˡ
˵գߣȻǸbetaȻҲʵݣ˭Ÿպͳī֣ôѾҺ¼𣿡
ó֪вݵװûߣϵǣbetaȴһס
ʲô𣿡֪¶ԷᣬϽ͵Һֻͬѧϵ㲻Ҫ롣
betaµذһһԲŵӡ
ͷ˿ֻ֪ε̾˿ǸϰҪٵˡ
⻰betaŲ鲻Ըó·֪м뿪ȹݵʱԼƺԼ׽ˡɱ㤵ۡ
ص˾֪лδܴӴǰ龰зӦĶԼ뿪ʱǴ黰
˴඼кģǲȥݵģֻܰŲ˼ҡ
ȻһƬڰݲδڼҡ
֪룬Ǹ˸绰кһԷŽѹúܵ͡
......Է𣿡˵仰֪оͻԼǲǶһˡ
绰ͷĻ̵ֻܰ˵ЩȥԼԣ漴жͨ
µ绰֪зһȥ˳ϴˡ
ʵݵһأԼȷʵδǰڡ
ڴԼŵʱ˼ңüоɫ
״ֻ֪øɰͰ͵һ䣺Թ𣿡
ͷݺȻʲôҵ𣿡
֪вųɵ......˽¡
֮ǰ㳵omegaīɱδҽԺˣ̾һҵbetaѣȥҽԺ
֪в֪˵ЩʲôƬ̺ʵûʲô°ɣ
ݵţѾûˡ
Ĭһ֪вŵöһӣϾ......ΪɱĲô
ʵ֪Ҳûָ˼飬˵omegaѡַһ˺ܲǣݶҲΡ
ɳºƣǣ̾˿Ҳ֪
......̫ϲ˰ɡ֪гһ²
ûҪٿڵ˼ҲԷһ˶תͷȥæԼˡ
·̨֪ԶԶؾͿֻ˵Щʲôתط˵һ䣺ԣҽס
֪еĽŲ˶٣Щɻٴοһۡ
һۣǷխСֻĻ￴˸ǵ
˵𣿡
ʱƫȻȻһ䡣
⧲ôһʣ֪еͷЩˣ͡ѧ...
ݵͷҺѾ̸ˣҪ˵𣿡
˵գ콫ֻķת˹
һأҲؿ֪УܿĻ΢΢Цþòˡ
Īùݵֻʱ֪лڷ£ѾԡȥϴˡѣҲֻǿװ򶨵ؿ˸ǣ......þòѧ
ǵı仯ǲǰƤŨüޣֻǶһ۾ͷҲȥųࡣ
û뵽Ӧסк󣬸ͻȻ˵ôһ䡣
֪в̫˼ʵͬѧ鷳պҲûʲôĵطԾ......
΢һףǵΣЩ춼鷳ˡ
ֱʱ֪вһЩԸǵϤС
ôϵģ
֪бطĹ̸
Ľǲ֪ô̾һֲ......Ǹomega£ҲѾ֪˰ɣ
Լԣ֪ٵ˵֪ò࣬н⼸ȥǸomega
ʱͷĸժ۾˫ǰҪ䣬µɫʾϢòãˣӹȥʼһֱᴦ飬ᷢҲǺ⣬ɱȷʵ̫ˣһᾡϻȥġ
ԣ֪̲סѧҲܲһֱɡ
Ȼ˵Щˡ
էȻô˵ƺ㶣˰βŵͷ......˵öԣǸѧԼˣлҡ
û֪аԼóȻڣֵ㻹ûҵĺ𣿼һ°ɡ
ǰЦˣֻ֪Լֿʼܿˡ


16 
ĸһ㲻Էݱһֱ֪мȥ˲衢˵ĺûҪȥ˼ĵذ֪иΡ
ǰ໹ûأôͶˣǰĽô𣿡֪Ϊ⡣
ȴڼѧˣﲻĶҡ
֪ʶҲȷʵܹ˸⣬ԭζĿƣ֪ѧñȽʹ࣬ݽȫģһҪȥȤҲò
˾ѧһ磬֪һҲֱۣӶ˵ʱͣ˸㶮ֲ࣬óɼôء
Цһ£ݵҴСϲ飬һЩ֪ʶ˽ñȽ϶ࡣ
ֲ˼ôѧ֪ӣСʱֻϲ棬ô飬Ȼ֮Ĳ֮Ĳ𶼴󣬹
ЦȴδЦֻζ˵һ䣺Ľ㡣
֪һ£ʲôĽģĽŶ԰ɡ
ôǮ˧ɼֺãʲôɲģ
֪ҲܿݵĲҲֻܲ԰׵ذοĲôģĲԺһκõ......
ҡҡͷЩмҲںܲκãֻǲٹˡҵĸĸ岻ΪһֱæڹҵԵʣֲΪҶΪϢǳͰҹڼҽӴˣҲ˽ӴңԻ˵ΪҺãɸ......
ע⵽𸶽ʱһ˲֪ԥһ»ǵҾøѧ˻ͦõģҲ......㲻Ҫ²Żɡ
ЦһݺȻʵֵܽ𣿡
֪ҡҡͷֵûУҲûУϸҪҡ
......иֳƺҲɡԼؼʱǺƽȫ֪ͬѵõسһûעͰﻰ˳
ֵؿһۣݵϲ
֪мֱĻһֻǾѧȻźĮʵӦúܺá
ݲÿɷֻǿĿжЩ̽
ˣʲôȥΪ˷ֹˣ֪иϽվ
룬ɻ㻹ҪԼ𣿡
һĬĬ̹ȻǴү֪һҡͷȥҾˡ
ǰŲŸսݺž͸˹Ǵδһ֪һЩĳþߵơ
һδƤ֪ĵؽ͵ǸˮƤõġУĵطܲܳȥţһͽҲ鷳
ݹԹջ֣վﵹͣ㾭
֪еţʱҪҹ࣬ҵԼԣҴСѧͿʼѧˡ
˵գؿʼˣûãһɫζȫĶǳͶ
ѵɣ˵Ļȳԡ
֪аúݲŶ˿ӣųһڱ۷Ź⣺óԣĳձҼҰ̻Ҫá
佱ֻ֪ܵҪϲĻͶԵ㡣
ݵͷ漴ͷ֪ҲԷʱܹأţҲ˵һ仰һǴС̵ġ
˳Թ֪вʵĿβû𣿡
νûϵҶˡ
֪ٴԡ
ǸҲ𣿡ͻȻһ䡣
֪еͷƺһܿͼʵһȥ𣿡
ʱ֪Ҳ˼εȥҴȥ
Ȼݵ۾ٴ
ԼҲǺϷż٣֪иɴȥϴι˵Ǽ¿ϷվϷſڣͷݣôûֵطɣ
Ҳʵص˵ͷ
̾˿֪ļ򣺡ߣʹ㿪ۡ˵ǱСɣ
ţұȽѧϷݵ۾ͷ·𲻹һ֪źá
״֪жͬһ¥Ժ͸һˡ
Ϸְֵ֪ؽ˼ϷݺܿѧˣøϷһ磬ֱ˲ó
δݣ֪еǲǺˬǰûϷɡ
ȷʵûҺܿġ΢ЦԺٴ𣿡
һ뵽ƽʱͺβ֪࣬岻ݴǵصͷӦˣ԰ʲôѵģֻҪʱ䣬Ҳʱ䣬ʱ档
˵⣬𸶽ǣѧ......ƽʱϷ𣿡
ƲƲ죬ݵˣȤúܣһͲʮǾʮꡣ
֪лûشĺɫγ·ͣ
......ٶ༸ܱƺˡ
³˹ȻǸǣݵʱü΢壬ת֪еʱıֱƽˣһ鷳ˡ
֪ΪΣ֪𽥿ʼ̫ϲǵˣƱȴ룬޹ֺ˻ѽӽˡ
ǣ鷳Һ
ԣһԵ˫û˵ʲô
Ȼŵ΢ЦţʱҲˣؼҰɡ
֪Ҳ֪һ˳
Ƚݸͻȥ󣬸ǲ˾ͷ֪мҵķ򿪡
ݺòǶ˶٣Ҿã㻹ǲҪô˳ȽϺá
⻰֪üҲҪѲܲܰһӡ
ƺûϵô˵Ǻһ£Ƭ̺ŵҸղ˺ѣô˵Ըһ𣿡
Ȼ仰Щ֣֪лǵͷֻǺܹµѰɣѧǶܺûҪĿܲЩҲ֪ô˵......֮
Ĭǰγ꣬ĿڶԷͨȴ˳۵ͣã̾һ......Ҳɡ
ֱʱ֪вŲԼڲ֪˵̫໰ˣ漴ЩεصͷѧҾû˵㲻õ˼
΢΢һЦţ㲻ýţѵҿȥܿ𣿡
Ȼ......֪иϽϡ
ڳѾСſͣˣ֪ȲҪ³ȴǽסˡ
ĩҴȥ飬ˡ
˵Ļ֪ҲȷʵǵˣΪܾûãͷӦ֪ˣѧ
΢һףǵЦݿȥһЩźÿ֪ǲ㿴ˡ
صҺ֪һֻͿǷϢȴԼʦڰϲõҵ
֪пϢʱ˺һֱڲŸоǵжϸġ
һǸʱϲã֮⻹һ˿ǰδġ֪ݵļ¶顣


17 
Ϊ˷ֹǿԼĲԾ֪ڼĵ绰ֺ˺ܶ飬Ȼ󲿷¸Ƕֻ΢Цżشһ⣬δ¶һ˿һĲͷ
֪ΪΣ֪кȻһִĪøǾǰҹһյ·һȻ￴ûʲôˣҪʱͻᷢһֱ
ǺյǷһֱȥ
ѧ......Щú𣿡
֪лʳ仰
ǵıһ˲ȻƬ̺عƽţҺܺãлġ
Ȼ˵֣֪Ҳ֪ûֻǿЦЦ
˾ĬһʵסҲŵɣ˵......İ֮ġ
㶣֪иϽģĿǰһǵ
ԥһ£漴Сʵѧ...
ϰһˡǵһЦǶⲢ⣬ΣҪŵĻһҪʱңһЩҪ......
ǻû˵꣬뵵ԡ߳ݾһѽԼֻ˹ȥɾعҶƵͨ
֪ûӦȻ΢ŵƣֱݵǰ˻βŻع
ôϲ죿Ҷϴ˻ûꡣбһ޷˵
·Ǳص˼֪ûлشֻŹ̫ûѧĵʱ䣬ϴˣȥϴˡ
ͷ̽Ŀȴϡ
֪мĶһԡվǻ˺һԼƽ
ԭΪԼӦѾʱԸǲּ¶ĸоǸ˵ϻŷ˵ļ侹׵رѡ
ˣϲ⣬Ҳû뷨
ϴ֪б㿴ɳϺϾؿ
֪й飬ҡ
֪ʵסˣ˺һӲ......ָѧʵղź˵òˡ
Цһǿ㲻֪ĸ龭𣿡
òϣ֪б仰˺ģʵѧ˵һֱһˡ
ԸӦû̸ĲŶ԰ɡ
ȴͻȻҼǵлԼ
仰һ֪оͳ״סˣκųɵ˵......ô飿ѧѾˣ˶֪𣿡
޴ӺݲƵ鵹ûУֻ֪ǵ˾Ů⹫С͸һףҲǱµļͥ
˵գһ䣺Ǹomega͸ǿȥȷʵͦģǱ˴֮û˼ҾͲˡ
ݺЦ˫ۣ֪вγѣԼҪ¶ֵı......Ŷͦõġ
ļȷʵҪһ޼վ߲Ŷԡ
֪гĬ̾һҸĸҲȥҵĺģΪæŽ֮⣬ټҵĲһֱβãǲŲѷˡ
֪в֪˵ʲôѾûҪοݵ飬ĶǸǵ¡
ֱڴʱЩ
......˵ףʲôϵأûʲôʲӻԼ͸Ҳܡ
Цһ£֪ǿԼ˯ˡ
ڶݻһˡû³֪𴲺ȴϿ˷ʢֻͣԲǳݵ֡
ҽҪ㲻ϲԾ½С
ڼԼԭ֪һʹ˵ĲǮҲ˷ʳֲ
ȥ͵ʱ֪мѴ룬һ䣺£
̧ͷһۣƽȥҽԺ
ȥҽԺʲô֪һӾͼˣһһںĿܾܲȥɡУҪ׷ֵĻûöԷܹ㡣
򴽣ݵΪһݽȥ
仰֪ü......ϲһѵǴ𣿡
ǣ㲻֪ƺ˵ʲôҡҡͷ˵
֪в㻹ǰѻ˵omegaɡ
ȵ˳źͿʼûãֲֵֻ
һụ֪̈һƳĻʾǸǵʱͣ΢΢۾Ͻ˵绰ιѧʲô𣿡
绰ͷЩ֪ôڣسòŽԼĿĸȥҽԺǸomegaˣ˵ʵҲǺܷģֵ̫ˡ룬пյĻǲǿȥһۣȻˣҪȥҲûϵ
飬֪ѹǲ͵ģǼȻԴ绰ԼҲò˰죬ǴӦˣ......Ҿȥһ۰ɡ
ӦǺһл㣬Ҳ֪ӦúΪѡ
ҡҡͷ֪еѧʵôĵģѾǸˣԴõġ
ȻԴˣȴÿɷ
Ǵ깤֪б㰴ոǸĵַȥҽԺ
˵ָ¥㣬ûнд˼˵
ûɴŷ͵͵һۣͼڲ棬пڲϵľǸomega
ֿһۣ֪зڿȹסԼʵbetaҲǣпһ롣
α˺Լأ˵ѾˣһʼԼҲǴӦģںþۺɢ𣿡
ʱ֪ݿˡ
ԣǸгīomegaЩʣֻһ䣬ĶһоûǣԼ˿ʱҴӦˣҲɱܴΪϲ˰ݣĲܺҺúһ𣿡
λϢߣ֪пʼԼˡ
ĬƬ̣ݲŵҸоϢأһֻͽʹ࣬ΪҪҸˡ
ȻΪǸ֪ҡҡͷ
īҧҧ촽ɫǲ԰ףҡҲЩֻҪ߾Уģݣ㲻Ҫô飬ҲˣҲЩϵˣԺһҲ......
īƣ̾˿˵ˣҪҸˣͬҪģҲˡ
omega֪Ҳȥˣת׼뿪Ȼһûע⣬ߵʱ첲ײţڵ˱ͬһʱ˹
ôˣȻûϵһ졣
ۿˣر֮ǰbetaѾתͷƵض֪мǣϽ͵Ѱ
˻һݶʱšü


18 
ѧʱ򣬹һʹ˹һ߰ѱʼǱݸһʣΪɶٰУҸ㷢ϢôҲأҴ˺ü绰û˽ӡ
֪̾һҲڼңæŲҵûʱظˣٵȻΪ岻
룬Ȼɻҵԣ˸㷢ҵˣ˱˰
Ϊٸʵף֪бáȥ˰Ρ仰⡣Ȼﻹûĥ˰ֵ˵ڵҲˡ
ʰӵֶ˶٣֪漴װµ˵ٺʲôϵ
ûϵûϵˣܿɾ˰׼ô˵ǰҪڶ࣬Ǻ򲹶Աһ˺ȵĻȫ㡣
ڴȤ֪Ҳᣬֱӿʼͷıʼǡ
ֱ¿ʱ֪Ҳû꣬һǰ
ȥʱ򸶽û˵ʲôɣ
֪˾;֣ܸоЩ̫Լ͸֮ĽˣǱֻ˵ûУѧĩҪȥҽԺѡ
˵󣬿ûЦݣֲһ䣺İɣû˵ʲô
࿴ۣŰŰɵصͷǵòҪ̫˳Ǹúܡ
̧ͷһԼ֪ЩȻ......֪Ǹʲô˼𣿡
ݲغһҵȻ֪
ִߴ֪кԼһȥСϣһˣ֪кòײŰ˸ˣص볭ʣµıʼȴֱˡ
ôСӺܸȤֱӶѾ˹֮˵ɼûãûãûãһ𵽵ͼʲô
һ֪еܲܲҪôӣǵѲ𣿡
ƲƲ죬һԲŵӣ֪ҲͲˡ
ѧӵѵ֪ȻòôΪ油Ҳû̫ΪֻԼЩⲻȥֻƴŬϰš
ѵ󣬳Ҳӭ۲ۣЪһ߰ɡ
һۣ֪кȻʣ᲻򣿡
£ݽӹĵĴ˼ºͶ˸
֪пֱۣΪĽûͦ......ܲܽһ£
ݵҼǵǰĶֺǰࡣ
̾һ֪ɥҡҡͷһԼĥɡ
Ȼڽ򻹸ʱȴ΢ˣȥϷķϣҪѧĻҲԽ㣬ֻǲñ֪
֪ǰһԥʵԸңһǰӮǰô졣
ȴмǹʲô£
ˣǺ޼а֪лǺܸˡ
֮󣬵֪ÿճѵһݾͻѵһֱ춼׺ȥʱŻؼҡβָ֪еҲߡ
ǰһ죬֪˰˶ЩۣһڲƺЪš
ôãΪʲôǰͬѧһ氡ǲǶ֪㻹򣬲ȻһҪӵġһ磬֪һһ䡣
Դˣֻû˼
û˼ʲô˼֪̲סʵһ˼𣿡
ͷ˼
֪Ҳ˼άˣ......УллĿ϶
һ뵽һ⣺㻹ûбѣ˵Һ֮ǰ
ݳĬһ£ûС
һҲûУ֪Щɵۣѵǰͬѧһ......
Ǻܹ¶𣿵ȻĻû˵
ͷŵɫҹգ赭д˵ν㡣
仰ЩЦ֪йԺô죿
䣬ݾŤͷ˹ıƽ޲̴Ц⣬֪Ϊʲô֪оĪñӹһ⡣
ã ݲһһ㲻ġ
֪㶣ΪʲôҲ᣿
ִֻŵظǾ仰㲻ġ
ѽգգۣ֪иɴҲȥˣôˣҲûؼ˰ɣ㵽Уſڡ
ݵɫָֻɵظ
ɫγѾУſڵȺʱһݳͷ档
˳֮ݺȻתͷ˵һ䣺ıһ͵ģҲҪ̫ѹҸ˵ȥͺˡ
˰֣֪еţһ̬ġ
Ļشϳؼˡ
ڶ磬ھˣٽϳ֪ͻȻͿʼŵòУԱһ볡ʱ͵͵һȴǲܰ
ܿ쿴ݣԷһҲΪĹã֪Ҳƽ顣
ϰ볡֪еİ༶ʱ
֪кԱгϢʱȻ˿֡
߽һϳǰѩ
ѧҸˮѩȪˮ˹ȥŶһ͵ģ
֪ܳһлл˵һ룬һĮ߾
˭Űѩ
ѩҲǸĴģδĲƣССؾһ£...֪㣬Ǹ߶ѧ԰ɣ
ȴûҪ˼ٴظһԼ⡣
ѩ뿪ڽԼ֪о͸Ͻλʶѧãͬͬѧ
ֽӹˮʲôллˮ
򴽣ûȴѸ䵭ȥֱʱѩŻȻǲʲôͷԼһĬĬԶݡ
ĿĶ֪һΡ
ǵ°볡ʼ֪ΪŸղŵǼ£ŵģҲһġҺԱڼŬһҲµ״̬ȫעͶ뵽˱
գǰȻһʼ󣬵滹΢Ӯ˱
ʲôʱôˣ
󿴵֪Уӳ߹ȥļ򣬡ز¶ҪҪǳΪӵʽԱ
Цҡҡͷ֪ʵӳʵȹһҾһʺϼ򲹡
ǶݵָӦüӵǸ˲Ŷԡ
ô˵ӳҲǿˡ
˴к֪и³ȥݸлͰ⼸ʱΧ˵֪ͣҲòӦǡ
֪һͷַվŵλѾһˡ
......ôܵô죿֮ǰ˵۱ζҪһףһµ
̾˿ۿʱ䲻ˣ֪Ҳֻõȵ˵ڶ˵


19 
ҲóīԸв죬ֿ˼֪УȻ;...Ҽǵ㣬㲻Ǹһ˳𣿣㡢ʶ
øл㻹ǵ֪Цһ£ȴһµģǰҺŷԭͬѧô˵㻮ҵĳ
ī㶣Ҳ̫ˡ
仰֪оѾȫûһʼľ裬betaȻüڴ֮͡
ôôˡ˰κ漴ֹһ䡣
֪ˣǿЦһ²תī֮ûʲô°ɣ
īƺҲǸˣԼҲ˲Ц˵ţҲִˣллҡĳ޺ҡһӦά޷ѱȽϺðɣ
ʱһֱû˵ݲſڵˣĳ޺ˡ
ϵĹ֪뻹ûĿֶԳī˼ȻֻǸˣһ˵Ҫúۡƽ۲ܽģǧҪˡ
īû˵betaͺǺһ䣺㶼֪ԼǾˣǻʲôˮ
֪Щίݵ£ҪǸǰУݺomegaҪ׷ֻٴθϡ
껣˼ҲǺĲȰҵġī̾˿ִbeta֪еǸ
īҽƺҲӣ֪жӡҲһЩݺͦģ˵һ䣺ݣҲǵģҪǾ˼ﲻþ˵ԼҪʲôҲ˵̸ҪĲһ̹𣿱Ͼ˭ҲĻ׳棬²﾿ʲô
ƺվԼߣīۿֺˣлл㡣
šüҲ˲٣һɨŵƽʲôϵ
ԣ֪סˣƬ̺ŻعʶԼȷʵˣ......Ǹֻһ۵ģԼİɣˡ
˵Ҳ˲ϿݵɫֱӱתŶ
վҽԺϣ֪ΪƣֻܰѴƿ紵û뵽ǣǸ껵beta֪ʲôʱҲ˲ͬһվ
ת֮ʣ֪вûŵ......ʲô£
Ŵڹ۲죬ֱ֪пöЩë˲ʵʲôϵ
֪ĵӺζֻ֪εҸղŲ˵Һͬѧ
ȻȴԲţֻͬѧΪʲôҪҽԺͬѧѣеûŰ
......ҿľеûš֪̾һڰʾԼˣУҾ͸㣬Ϊ˰ģǸݵݣ˵𣿡
΢һ¸ǵݣֻǰbetaҪٰǹڶ׼Լ
Ľͣûôˣǲĵؼʵԣ㲻ҵ˰ɣ
֪۾ɳˣһalphaΪʲôomegaҪһbetaҲˣľ·ˣûǳʲôµġ
ʱbetaǱomegaǿĵ˵һ䡣
Դˣ֪в֪ôش𣬳Ĭһ²ŵ˵£ԼɣҶҪȥˣ˵žͺͺء
ȴԥǸ......Ҳ֪
֪бʵ˵Լ̫˽ݣ룬̽Եʵ˵ôأ
һϾӹŭɫ㲻̫𣿡
״ֻ֪Ȱȱ̫͸ȥ
ʱ̾īڹʶģʱīͶݺкøˣ......˭֪ˣҲīòҪݽȥԼһݡ
˵...֪в׽˹ؼʡ
ͷ껵betaԳīû
һŰ֪˻һǲø֪֪¡
ּīʼ׷ݣһֱûɹҲûݻǷŲǸ˰ɣʼղаټһֱЩԣͺ˵ǿԲȷ¹ϵҲνĿʽ
֪˼һ£ողŻ˵Ҳұˣ
ԣΪǿԵĹϵԳīڼҲԹͱԼᣬңԼֻиоϢҲǡݾһʯͷһܳīʲô޶ԣ
˵˵ֿʼˣ˵һӦomegaϢصalphaϾԼڶзˣﻹбˣ治֪īЩʲôǵһᲱϵ
ʱ֪лѾŪˣһĹ¡
ҿīͦģӦҲȱalphaϲɣ......ȷʵʺ֪н˵
˵ݲûκãﻹˣôܻͳīú̸
ͷΪȻ϶ˡ
֪뵽һ£ûбǳīɣ
껶ʱмغһ룬Ҳõ
һ֪еǾûˣ㲻ǳīȰȰ˵뿪ˡݵҲܹ£Ҳݸıһ̬ȣīµġ
ص̾һҾóīִšbetaomegaӦĶȫһĵĳīԽԽ
ǵҪҪ֪л˼һѵ˱ǻ
......ݡתͷȥһ۾һ¡
еֻǳضŴһԡ
ѾתزտīˣѵζûҪɢȥ˼ֻ֪õˣԲ𣬵֮Ϊѧ......
δ䣬ݱٽһʵʲô͸ʲô𣿡
֪Щ£ΪʲôͻȻôǡˣʵûκҪ̽˽˼òٵǸ𣿡
ǲ˵ʲô㶼ţһأݵıǼ⼸ҪײˣϵϢҲǵϯ
һ룬֪ʶܿĿ⣺ѧûк˵ʲôԲҲӦòĸģһͷͺѧ˵Ұﲻæ
΢ۣٶȿڵʱ껾ʹӲ̽ͷɻؿˣڸʲô
˶֪пЦûʲôˡ
ֻû˳뿪ΪΣקס
Ѿ߳ˣһĻһ£ȻŲô...
֪ͼʹɫ껺ûĬȫ˼ѣֻתݣҪ......ѧֱӴ绰ˣ
仰ݵɫѿ
ʱ䲻ˣȻȥԷɡ껲֪ǲڿЩʲô쿪ڽΧ
Ҳֱʱݲɿ֣ؿľ֪һۺ漴ͷҲص뿪ˡ


20 
ĵ͵͵СơƲ˵Ҫ֪кúףһ¡Ǽ˹ؽţҲ̫ѹ֡
˵Լ򣬸ڱʵǸǰŮ۾ֱˡ
ͬǸalphaΪñȽСܲһߺžһظп
ļɶָ˴ѧͿʼηأˣ˵alphaomegaĵһηڻʮİɣ
һ˵ֻ⣬Ǳ㿪ʼȻ֪ţ֪ΪʲôĪ뵽ݡ
ǣĵƥȵʱҲԥһ䣺һalpha͸оomegaϢأҲ......뷢𣿡
ԣڲȷʵ˵alphaomegaڣĻǻϵȱˣҲ뷢ڣΪԸ֪omegaalphaϢأƼ˵ܲá
֪΢΢۾ƼûãǸô찡
ҡҡͷڵҲֻ͵ڽɣһȼͱȫһ
ڵ֪ԼԼ˽ģһ뵽ľȴʱܲܡ
˵˻betaڰҡͷԵغһھƣõķڣõƥȣ˭һͺ˭һ𣬶
֪б㿪ЦĿԺ󲻻뼸ͻһ˰ɣ˵Ůͨ԰
ҲмغһİɣԺֻύŮѡ
һЦ֡һͻȻһ䡰ˡ֪߹ȥ˴Ѵϣûϰ֣Ŀ¥µǵӰϡ
һʵĻ֪п̫˵Ǿ죬Ƕ࿴һ
С꣬Է֪ΪʲôһֱվԭزһƵģȥޱȡ
֪пſҲЩëתȥʱ¥ǡþ̧ͷ
......ôݣ
֪Ŀ࣬۾ֿ˼飬ȷǾɡ
ϵģֲסôվ¥ģ
ظôô
ǱѾڴˣֻ֪ù˴λϡ
ʣµľƺϲߵ߿һۣݾȻվ֪гסˡ
ۿϾҪϨʱˣ֪ҧҧ˰ɡǲзɱ¥
ݣ
ܹȥɡͷϡȻ겢󣬵ݻʪˣŵƤڹ·ԵøҰס
֪меվʲô
Ȼȴûлش⣬Ĭһ²˵Ҫһף
㶣֪ε......ǣҾҲˣΪʲôأᰡ㡢ȥϴ軻·ɣȻһðģҪ绰ˣѧ֪𣿡
ϣȴüˣ˵û˻ҵġ
ûҪ˼ֻ֪֣ǿн˴Լᡣ
һɵۣףⲻô......
˲Ϻ֪ͣиϽȽ˸ƽԡңԼ˯ºëݹȥûµˣȴպðɡ
ŹϺתһĿɿڴѰٵ˵һݳʱҲô࣬ҿܲõӣҲ֪ǲǺͼﳳ˲ܳġ
һˣǮ˵ķ𣿡
ȴȻ֣ǸڰǸݣʲôʱôˣͼﳳҲͶ㡣
֪в֪ôشֻӲŤת˻⡣
ιݴԡˣԾɳˮɫûղôˡ
ͷˮ֪иһˬëʱ̫ˣôܻ޹ܣͽŲɣͷҲ
û˵ֽë˹ȥֻǿ˿͸ͷϡ
һ֪гɵò......ǲ֪Ҫôͷɣ
ҿɵ𣿡ڿˣ޲
Ǻһ䣬֪ЩΣ㽫ıӷϣˡˣһһðҩȺȡ
΢΢һݺȻԥʵҽ˯𣿡
֪гˣһŴҪסĻӦ˯أ˯ȻУ......
Ҳǿľᣬֲһ䣺Ҳ࣬˯ŵʱҲҶ
̾˿֪еǰɡ
Ȼݲ죬Ҳޣݱ˳µ
ʱ䲻磬Ҳˣ˱½½˴֪нݴԼ߶˯ҵĴȥ͹ＷһȻǵҪ鲻ܱ޹ܷˡ
ݵҺһ𲻾ˣȥ͹˯ӰϢ
֪ͷҲǲУֻ˯ö......
Ѿ˴漴˵ơ
Ĵ˯ȷЩ̫ˣ֪һͺݸ첲Ÿ첲ϥϥǣŪҶֻܽӲرͬһơ
Բ𣬸鷳ˡ
ڰУѹɤԼǸҲشû£ĲҪͼ绰𣿡
ƺЦһ£ǶæԼ£û˻ġ
ָ˭֪Լ׹Ȼ˵ʲôֻܰοú˯һɣĩˣҿٴȥ棬͵ף
⻰һЦ⡣
ѵĴû֪оˣ˸Ƿؾ硣
ڶϣ֪Ǳߴȶȸѵģһʼ֪ʲô΢ѹ󣬱㷢ԴһԵݡ
ƳԷ˫գȻһƬ̡
Ƿ˰
Σֻ֪´ȥҽҩ䣬ȴûҵҩ˯еĹ
ôˣһ㷭ʲôأۣܿҲ˴
֪˵ݵΪȻȥҽҾͺ
ڿҲֻˡֻ֪صߣͼδݣݣһѣڸоôҴȥҽҰɡ
Ȼôֻüͷر˫ۡ
״֪оЩԣ뻹ͳֻ˸ǡ
ѧҡ
Ȼû뵽ôԼ绰ţʲô𣿡
ֿݣ֪вŰȥ
֮󣬸ԭƽҲ˼ּУ֪ˣңھ͹ȥǡ
˵绰֪зִϵѾ۾æȥˣݣΪ㷢ˣֲ֪ô죬Ըղžʹѧ˵ȥҽԺġ
˵Ҫƺ̫⣬ҲֻĬĬص˵ͷ


21 
ī˷˾ȥҽԺС͹ݡȫһ껲֪ǲҲʲôͬɫƣʱʱҪһۣտƺгʵȴǰӿ
м֪ͷѣԳĬûпڣϾҲĪ
˺껲ûʵ绹ҽԺ𣿡
ݺ˿ˮ䵭īѾûʲôˣɡ
ش껽ü˵ʲôĻʵҲܾᣬݾī⿪Ľᣬֵ˵ϢػٴμضԺѵӰ졣
һ뵽͸ѻҪ޷alphaīҲˡ
ô˵īҲΪɱģѵһҲ𣿡˰죬껻˵仰
һۣƽ֪Ҳϣ߳ǼִԲһĻֻңҪʱ䣬Լһ˺ú
Ļȷ޿ɷ߬ȭδɿ......ôŲлº𣿡
δŵİԱϹ۵֪ʶݡ
ȻͿһֱûʲôݱɫ
ȻҲˣһûȵͣҧҧٴ׷ʵˣΪʲôī׷ʱ㲻˵Ǻ𣿡
򴽣̧ۿ˲ҲҺͳī֮飬ΪʲôҪôĵͣ
עţ껲ȻƿĿ⣺......ҵȻǹѣ
𣿡ûʲôֻζ׳仰
ϵĿֱҪˡ֪˵ʲôƽ֣պ÷Ա߹ϲˣһϽк˳Է
֮еûᡣ֪ҲùˣԹ˿ӣ˼ںſƵҲͷ
תȥݣֶԷޱضԼʱ֪в㱻Ǻ
......ôˣ
Ŀ԰ΣСһ䡣
ݻûֻ΢üֿһȥˡ
֪㶣¿Ӹȥڵ껾˵˾
һ߷߷ߵʳһ߿ڳݲ˵ǲ֪īϲһϢҵĲзalphaҲ˵ǳúÿһʵ۳ҾīҲ
ɤЩ֪±ͼתƻ⣺𼱣࿪ī߳ġ......ҿˣҲû취ǿ
̾˿껰յ˵ҾǾòƽƾʲô˷Ѿ˼òĶһһĲֵķƷ
֪в֪˵˭ֻðοҲԼˣ˵ºǶûйϵôǵõԼȥҲֻī߳
ͷ껺Ȼֿû뵽˻ôأҲ̫ˣһǶģ˵㻹Ǹbeta
ҺǸͬѧǰҲûʲôѣҵΪһǰͬˣû뵽Ȼûô䡣֪пЦ
̾һҾԲ˻ʲôӣҾ˵ĻǸԼѵĽڡ
Դ֪в˽⣬ʶҲ˵ʲô
극껾ԼҽԺˡ֪վ·˼һֻǴ˸绰
Ǹomegaû¾ͺá
֪нǰ󣬸΢ŵ̾һԵݣֽȷʵҲ棬......ʵݵʺ̸
֪Ҳ˼ѧҲûа취£ݻҵʺ˵ġ
ԣǲ֪ôЩȣԳһ²ԥû뵽ô롣
绰ͷǹ֪һͷˮһô𣿡
ϸȴϷˣûʲô
֪Ȼɻ󣬵ܿ뵽һ£ѧ˵һлºbetaǸomega˵һֱŲ
лºظһֳ֣Ƭ̺ŵ֪ˣлҡǲѾˣҲȥɣʱ䡣
ͻȻתƻ⣬֪ҲɵӣҲ˳ƴӦ˵绰
Ҳ֪ʲôƺԼ˵֪Ҳ⣬Ƕݵ£û̽
صҺݵЬش߹ȥۿͷѱˡ
֪бҲת˷ͷԼĹϣҲˣһЩ룬վһ£漴߳׼ȥˮ
ûƣ֪нˮһƳͼɳǱԼԼиӰ䷿ڲֹԼһס
......û°ɣ߹ȥһ䡣
ɳϵû̧ͷҲס۾֪пı飬һŵ˵Щʲô
֪üǲǺ˶Ŀ
֮ǰҲ׷Լ͸ǵݡ
ʱ㿴һۣĿмһЩܸӵĶֻǲϣΪǶҵ۶гɼ
⻰֪ЩЦãܶʲôɼҲǸˣԼжϣ㲻õһ㡣......
һ»ǵҲ˶ôԣϲԱ˵ĸָֻţҲܶΪпֵܶ๡
˵գȥ˵ƣµһˮݵ˹ȥ
ӹ˱ӣ˼ؿȻһ䣺˼ǣһȤ
......֪в֪ôó۵ģӲҪ˵ĻʵҲȷʵˣֻΪεӣǣΪҾЩ飬ֻǲо
֮ǰҽԺʱݲֱǺ˾ʲôϵΪʲôֺίƵԼأ
Ļشݲÿɷֻֻһ⣺ϲǰŮ𣿡
ʲôⰡ......֪޿κΣ˭Լϲ̸
һͷӦˣ......ûҪ˼֪ϲˡ
ֻ䴽ǣЩȻǰһϲˡ
䣬ͻȻߵڶɳϵ֪ߡ
Ŀ֪ĪЩ־ԼַӦװµʵôˣ
ȴδشգۼ䣬֪֮ľͺܽˡ
վﲢԼ֪΢΢۾ǿƲסؼӿٶȣ˼ֲ㡢л˵ô......
ͣˣ֪ʱǰԼ˸ΧסǹֵѵϢҲڴ
֪ϲ˭𣿡
֪ǿԼҲ֪
ݿڣʵ......Ǹлº𣿡
ȻȴֻǼض


22 
磬㻹ߣҪٵˣ
ں͹Ѿ׼ȥˣ֪л˯վڴߣֵһ䡣
ڴ˫ճݣ֪̾˿ֻתͷǵҸʦٺ𣿾˵ˣ֮ҪȥҽԺ
ͷǵò
˶뿪ΧһӾͰ˲٣֪ȥ˱ˮ˹ݣѧ˵ҪȥҽԺҾͲҩˣȺȵˮɡ
ӹĬĬغˮΪĹϵԵЩ㱣ȥƽʱʵ࣬ɵСһȴŴ˵ĸο
Ǹģ֪̲סΪʲôҪ갡УڶˣǴ绰㸸ĸȽϺ......
ȴˣæúܣûлؼңҾҴ绰ʱȥҽԺҵҲֻмӶ˶ѣӦǡ
ԣ֪㶣ôæӦǶӰɣǾæҲչ㰡
ݳЦһ£ûаȴòĺӣαػ˼չˣ
仰֪ЩľսԺֳ︡ĶǵӾݵνĺŶԹҲҶԣֻþοǡҲĴȻѾˣӦø𵽵ס
תͷŴһҹδֹͣ꣬ǰֻҪһžˡ
֪в֪˵ʲô뿪ڣžͱˡ
˭...
޹ޣ֪иϽ˻ȥԼգװһ߹ȥţվŵȴǲǰźͨ绰ĸǡ
ĵһۣǾüҲˣǱݴȾ𣿡
˼˵Լĵģ֪оִٵѧû£յñȽǿȥҽԺɡ
ߵ߿ݣǺȻתͷҲһɣ˳ȥҽԺ飬Ҹüˡ
΢΢һ֪в£Ӧá
֪л·󣬾Ϳ¶ȼϸ鿴֣ͬһֻըëèһص
ûԼ¿Ը𣿡
ü֪вŷӦ⻰ǶԼ˵ġ
ǲ˵ɤӼͱ˵ֻǷնѣֲǿˣԵҩͻõģķĻͻȥһҪαĹġ
վԭأ֪ޱȣ֪ԼҪҪ˵ЩʲôգóȻڻǵݸġ
ʱڳˣȴǿ֪˵ģ԰æ𣿡
......Ŷõģ֪иϽ߹ȥݣѿɫͽᡣ
˳Ǿܣɴ˶п֪ϣ̵ϢԴԴش֪ҲʼЩڡ
ҿҽԺԶֱִ֮мҽԱݣ֪еֱһӿˣЩ㶣Լߡ
鲢ӣȥҽָͺˡ
ſڣº͵ظ֪һЩעΪûƶԸеֵ֪̿зġ
縶һ㲢ûã֪оͱ˳ǱԼվϵʱ߹ȥȴԷڴ绰Ǳͣס˽Ų
ֹһǲתվЩȣǰɣôЪһЪ
֪ҡҡͷѧûʲô¡
˰ѹǩʵѧ......Ҳȥ𣿡
ͷ̾һݷյʱϢˮƽҲʧ⣬Ҫػ۲
֮һ˴ſ֪ʧԭе㲻ģȥء
֪ΪΣ......ܹ
ţΪҺ֪ԥһ£ʵ֪ѧҲܹΪʲôƺܽ£
ǵĬƬ̺ŵҵĸ׺ĸǹкѣʶˣҺҲǴСһ𳤴ġΪұݴ꣬һֱôãĸ׾ͶҪӹգټ......ݼҵЩӣڶ֮һЩ飬ԺųԼĸĸұĸ׵Уķչ
ȻΪĸԭ֪гɵ֮ǰ˵û˻Ҳû˻ѵĸĸ......Ĳ𣿡
Ҫô尮أǵһϢ϶ȸߴٷ֮ʮϵķ򸾣֮һа𣿡
֪סˣòСǸԲѧҲʵġ
ҡҡͷû£Ҳ֪ݵĸĸԭҵ֪ǵϢƥʱ򻹺ΪǸˣһܳΪһ԰¡ϧǵȷʣ֮ìܲϣֻǿǰάྴݳһЩ͸ɴϸҪˣǶֻһݾǸͷ
ʱάϵһ᧿ΣĻҲܼ򵥣޷ֻҪһŽ֤ˡΪĺӣ㲻ǰֻ·ϵ谭׸
˾þû֪еѾ߬ȭıЩᣬ˵Щʲôȴ²˾ġ
ѧʵ......ڴ㿪ʱȴһʿҴҵ˹Ըǵ˵˼仰
Ǳ㿴ǰ꣺˵Ҫȥ𣿡
֪еͷҲȥ
ʱǺȻҺһֱûнйְɣԺ֪п𣿡
仰˵֪жʱסˣվԭغþòŻع......õģѧ
ǱҲһЦЦֱѩڻ绯ĸоʵƿĿ⡣
ֱ˲֪жһֻȻ״̬
һӾüΪʲôҪ¶ֱ
˼ֻ֪ãȻؿʲô
˵ҪЦﲻЦ㣬Ų𣿻ǸǸ˵Щʲôüƺһ۾ܿƱڵ뷨ֻǺܶʱ򶼲м˵
û뵽ô֪иˣֻܹҶû˰ɣ
ʾƿݵѾʼˣļһҲܳȱߣһӺ𣿡
شЩ֪ҲֻڲԱ......ҪסԺ𣿡
ҡҡͷնû״ĻͿˣҲˣ㲻ûѧУ
ﻰⶼڰʾԼ֪бҲţ㣬ҪҪ˯һ
ˡݺȻҲֻҸ˵˵ѡ
˵գתͷȥŴľɫЩį
ݺƽˣſ֪һĪڶȻ˵̫ãҾĲĳ˵Ҳǻ£Ժҵһϲˡ
ݵûñðֻǲôͻȻ˵Щ
֪ҡҡͷ˵
״ȻҲˡ
л˵
СҲĽġ


23 
֪в֪ȥ˶ãֻõԼ˵лºֺʱƺҲһͣˣΧֻݵĺһԼ٣һǳ
ֹݶӣ֪ӲͷƤͰΣһƿĿ⣺......㵽˵ʲô
Ҳ֪ǲΪںϢصԭ˵ʱĪеЩڸ
ֳĬһ֪Ҫܲעӵʱ赭д˵ˣ㿴ҲûʲôȤ
˵գֱʩʩȻɳϡ
ǹŨصѹ֮һ˲糱ˮȥ֪й˲ϻ᲻ᱻЦ˿Щͷɣ˵˵˵Ҳġ
Ҳûʲôϵ
̫ûʲôӦԼȥ׼ˡ
ϵΧȹתò˵ʱһŤͷͷݲ֪ʱϢǰ
֪ͫ΢ŬסԼ¶ܾŵıôˣ
ؿʵԽ𣿡
......֪в֪«﾿ʲôҩԭӢϵؾܾģһ˫̽΢貵۾͸аƵ˵
һ֪вʵΪʲôͻȻҪѧ
ɷн£ǰѳΪǽ̵òã㲻һձǿҪǣҲһֱҳ԰ɣֲҼӶˣҲҪ
˵ͷͷǵɳ֣ټһ˫ԹרעԼ֪ʵмܲסˡ
У˵ˣҽǡ֪ܵΧȹտʼѧҲҪ̫ѶȵĶһѳɡ
ӹΧȹݺȻ㻹ǵҵһȥң;һѵ
Ƭ̺֪в£ֻΪεЦôǵôֲѧϰɼá
ͷŷѣֻЦ
˱ú֪еˣʵܼ򵥣ͣȻֱѼͷѳ죬ټһ𷭳һͿԳˣӦòѰɣ
Ѿʼ΢΢ðĹ˼Ӧòѡ
Ȼûãֻǳճȥϸ֪лϺˡ
ѸٱýһƬĹףֻŻɫ޵ķ̿࣬Ҳ֪ݵʲôȻܹô̵ʱһ
ȥú¯漴Ȼ˵......ҵĻǲǿ̫ˣ
֪ܸеԼ̫ѨͻͻΪ˷ֹݼҴļ׻ʹ˸̨ķΧӦֱֵģȿһɡ
ҲժΧȹԹ
òˢһƬĹ֪̾˿ó
˵ʱݱվһ߰ظ֣˾ͷ·һĬʮ㣬
֪еٶҲ˺ܶ࣬ܿͽˡ
Է֮ʱĳսһ϶֪Ϊʲô˵Ļζ˲ɣΪ̬Ⱥ鶼ϣҲκεĺۼ
֪̾һȻЩǸгīomegaΪʲôݵôˡ
ԹϴĻ;˸绰ֻ֪ԼԼӦ˼ʲô֮ͱˮȡˡ
ϴ߳󣬱ɳϿӵ֪еͬѧȥȥ
ͻȻôһ䣬Ū֪лЩûӦʲôͬѧ᣿
еͬѧᡣݵǰǰ׼һ죬˵˲ˡ
˶٣ֵû˵ѵûϵ
ǵù֣֪иˣҺϵƽʱæҲûо죬ǻûյϢɡǰ˵ͦ
˵ʵҵ֮󣬳˹Ǽ֪кͬѧǶϵģϾҶиҾǴѧʱŷżپۻᣬҲȫѧУһС
¶һȻģҪȥʱǸϵϵĻպҲ
ǣǸһѧȥǵͬѧʲô
Ȼ仰֪û˵ڣҲŪݵ˼ֻܵ˵ͷãҴȥ͹ϵȥȥ
ط֪б༭Ϣ﷢ȥˣûþյͨ룬սʹһĴɤš
԰СϢôôͨأҶ֪飬Ȼȸˣ˭͸Ŀڷģ
֪б뺬ȥ˭֪Դ˲ģǼҲ֪Ҫٰͬѧˣ㻹˭ϵǸڰģ
Ѿ˵ˣ֪Ҳ԰Ǹڰģ¡
һ£......˵ݰǡȵȣȻϵ
̾˿֪н͵ûϵǰЩʱˣ֮Ǻɺϣ˵ҲܸӣҲ֪մӹ
ݣνӡ̣ҼǵǸʲô......ϢôЩȥˣκûаУ̬ô𣿡
......Ҳ֪̫ࡣ֪вڱ˵ݣѰ˸ȥںͬѧĹϵù˼ҵ˽¡
ƺЩʧܿͱתע
Ҳδͨ绰ˣһֱ˴СʱŹҶϡ
Ϊ͹˵һЩǰѧУ£Ե֪вϵε˼ͬѧľǣǵӰȻҲС
ٵġòȴִһ޷ӽĵ룬ҲͬİĸǡԽģÿĿȺԼķƳһۣµͷȥڱʼǱдЩʲô
Ȼû⣬Ǹ˴µĺڷǳĵƤޱȰ𪡣
жݵһĻֱ֪ʱڳԼĸǻûʲôʵС
Щ춯֪лһݣϽܳȥ
......𣿡
ڳʱ֪۵ʵ
תʾ̨ϵ룺Ƭİɣûп𡣡
֪ǷֻżȻ࿴һֱۣʢƬİע⣺Ҽҵôоû......
ݱҲʵ棺ģϴʱҵĳ߻ˣкüѾ˵ģŰ㻻һס
ֵϲɫ𣿲ϲĻҿٻһס
ݵ̹Ȼ֪ﲻɾ䣬˰죬ֻصͷ
ƬʱݵҽȥҪҪҲһȥ
˰ɣƽʱ˶ˣҲûʱ䡣֪˵ʵ칫ҵˣǵҪȥ˶
Ȼȴ˵ʲôһڼźǽġ
˵գֲһ䣺ҿԴȥǰȥĽ......
Ϊ˷ֹ˵ȥֻ֪ɾشӦ
л˵
ݱϾǸ˻Ļֻ˵ıɫټеԱģԱʹұĳ̶Ȼȱǿֻܶ࣬ͨϵ̽ȷС뷨ǡҡ͸¶ԼģټҲ֪Сϲѧšˣܵ˵Ĵ̼ŻȡжȻѧ̼hhh


24 
֪ڲһ󣬱лʿ˵Ǽ鱨ѾˣǸָһ䡣
ҽ⣬Ҳ﷭ż鱨棬ˣ콫ǵֽ˹ȥûʲôģݵϢˮƽ̫ǿֻͨalphaʱһѣҽܵţ㻹ǽһעƱȽϺá
Ųҽɷּһ֪з˱ϣҾѧš
ƺЩ죬΢΢˴ǣҲļ໤ˣôҰءȻɣҽ绰ĸĸ𣿡
ԣ֪͵ҡҡͷˣ蹤æӦûʱӵ绰ҽ˵ƵĻưɡ
ԭǻ˵Щʲôһۺǵţǩ֣ȻҴȥעҡ
ǩֺ֪ظŻʿȥעңһֱԼ࣬Īð˲١
ʿһó˵ƿֱ󣬸ȻԱߡ
ԥһ£֪ʵѧ㲻ȥ𣿡
̾һƢڲҪҵģûϵлʿչġһػİɣͺá
֪л˵ãͿѾù鱨ϵѧ־
ŵעҺܰټϴ΢Ĵ⴫֪нˣûô˯ãΪ鱼ڣէһиȻܿ˯ʡ
֪Լʲôʱ˯ȥģһʼԼԲ˯ţվ٣ûñѸ硣
һ֪˯ú㣬ѹʱֻƺпסĳɢ¶ȵĶоɳҪһЩ
ʱͷԼĸоԺؿһۣϵĺȻǸǷŴ
......
֪һ¾ˣʱŴ㵵طԼ֮ǰŵĵطȻɳǸǵİ壬ѹ˯һֲûоô
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ֱ֪лҵƴǸΪʱֵͷһԼ˯ŵʱƿˣͷҲεҲ֪Ǿá
ڸǲδ˵ʲôֻǶ˶ĸ첲΢Цûϵ֪ۣҪĻҺҿҼ䲡Ϣһ
ֻ֪֪ҡͷˣҡֻû˯öѣղ˯һѾָˣԲ鷳ѧ
˵˼......Ǻһ˯İɣðˣҪҲȾͲˣǵҽҩ㡣
˵գֿ۵ͷ֪УȻͿЦһ£ôоҵӣ
죬֪в֪ôֻͣüͷĬ
˵¸ʵҲ̫׼ȷϾǾһȾķܹ£ԣֻʺԶԶˡ
ǻ˵ЩʲôûھͱͻȻ򿪵Ÿˡ
ײǽϵȺܴ󣬶ʱһȻ죬֪Ҳʶ̧ͷȴվſڵ˾ǱһϢݡ
ֻݵģЩ֣Ÿǣϵıʧ䡢ŭʹޣȴŴʲôҲû˵ֱ׼վʱɤӿڡ
ǲϲĶ㶼Ҫȥ㶼Ҫһ
⻰΢ü......
ֻûü˵Ļͱˡ
ǰһѵҾͲֻԼĶ𣿡
ҲͣЩؿݣǶ
Ա߲˵֪ҲӦˣľ죬û뵽ݾȻΪԼ븶ǳԥһ»ǳݣ㡢ǲʲôˣ
ûݻִŵ׷ʣ㵹ǻشҰǲԶû취Ӱ
üǳݣҪҵĻҿ߿ҾûǺ֪еǸ
ƺݵɫ˼֡
֪Ҳȥˣ˲ѯݵ˼ǰݣزɣҪﲻĿԽҪѧʲôҲû
˵Ҳ߶ʮһˣֱӾݵֽעҡ
ص֪б㽫ݰ˴£ҵˣ
ʵǾǰ̫粻
ƲͷȥݸһŵΪʲôҪ͸ߵô
֪Щ޿κΣĿҺѧߵúܽݣ֮ǰͺ˵ˣ˲ֻһѵģʵԺͱ˽ѰŲֹһԸѵġ
ΪʲôҪϣ
˵Īôһ䡣
⻰֪......ΪҸղǲС˯˲Ż῿ѧϵġ
ݻǲģ֪УӦҲûôɣǸﶼûй㡣
ڶСһί۾Ҳضǽڣ֪пЩЦãֵֻǾһƺѣͺҽѧһҪϲҲôҰ
˭֪ȴһҲŲҪһ
֪̾˿ˣ㲻ǲŸҺϢһ°ɡ
ƺǶ̬Ⱥ⣬ڲղһֱŤˣڴ
ֻ֪ܰ̾ú庢ĺۡ
Ǹ㿴Цˡ
ȵݳװ󣬸ǽ֪не棬Ǹض˵
֪пЦѧ˵ҾûҸҽȽϺãӦҲѧɡ
΢һףԭͿˡȷ޵Ĳңļͥÿҵʱͻĸףĸף̶ͻĸǶʵĻ
ٴ̾˿֪й......ѧȻܹݣҾڵųЩҲСˣʵԲô޾ϸչġ
ǶԴˣǺԼΣһῼǵġ˰ɣҴȥԷ
ڳԹ󣬸Ǳ㲻ݵķԣ֪ͻ˼ҡ
ĩͺúϢɡǵҵһᷢġ
ת¥ȥʱ֪лڻζ뿪ǰǸ΢ЦԼڲ֪֪ΪǶ̫ʱԼҲŪ⾿ʲô
Ͽʼдҵ֪оͲپЩˣΪһԼȱһЩΣҵ˵ͱޱѡ
ʱ򣬹Ȼ˸绰һھ֪֪Ҫ¡
ŶҪߣΪʲô֪Ҳ֡
ﳤ̾һ˵ҪתѧΪǼҰˣܾҪˣ˵ǲǸøа
֪еӦõģǶʱɣҶ⡣
ãˣɾֻʣˡŵ˵ѧУ᲻ᰲű˽ҿɲദѡ
ο֪б˵绰ҲûаѹڵѺòദĻϡ
û뵽ǣĵеġ


25 
ǣڳԹͺ˱ǰ
·ϣ֪ٴûһ㾭ȥôһ㶼˵ûô׳ҲЩǶļ......
ԴˣֻһЦôŵ˲ٰɡ
˶٣뵽ʲôƵģϸֳĥ飺ҼǵøżȥȭţһûܹӮҲС
ô˵֪ԺͻȻ˸Ǵųಲһ䵭ӡ
......ѧôܻǸģӦװġŽ۾ڰ칫üͷضŵĻŶԡôÿþڻϵһŵļĻҲ̫˰ɣ
Լ͸Ƶͨʱľ֪в΢
һԵȫĿıãЩѰζʣʲô
û...֪иϽҡͷϡ
ϧɵһ£ҪٰͷȥͲˡ
ֱӵ֪ڽ;Ĳɣ˵ڽʵ򷢴ʱռ˰ٷ֮ʮҲûע⵽ݲ֪ʲôʱѾ뿪ԼˣȻعŷֶԷȥ˲ԶϢһԻһꡣ
һʼ֪лΪʶѣƳ弸Ҫʱ˲Ծ
ô......ѵֹϵ
ԥһ£װ߹ȥδǸİһ˵㶼ѾˣͺԿô
ûֻޱվҲδܾ֫Ӵ
ֱʱ֪вžԼƺЩ£˲ע߻ȥݺȻת
ˣҪҪȵˮ
һΣǲɫƿ꣬һ˶ϵݸ֪С
֪в֪ԼòȥӣܿİĿѾʼͬ̽յư´
գֻǿװ򶨵ذϽ˹˳һ䣺ѣ
ݵ³֣ǡ
ιô˵ҲϵʽɣȻô顣ĻشһۣѾҵ»ˣȻϲbetaôһҰû˼
֪æǣ......
˭֪ԷȴûҪ˼һ䡰ϲ㿩;ֱ뿪ˡ
֪ԭһתݲʵôֹϵ
ͬľʧ룬ȴ·һģֶˣҲȥ˵ġ
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û˼Ǹлº˵ܶ
Ȼؿһۡ
ֻǳĬ˰ΣݵĴǾʹһĨֵЦ⣺Ӧòġ
ʲôش֪мֱԶԡ
ԴСԼעĶȻǲݲ¡һҲܿ͹ȥˣֱ߳ʱ֪Щڻ
ǰΪݵЩëҵԼϲ˺һܽˣݵ˼άģʽͺͱ˲һɡ
ó񣬹ʶû⵽µ̨ףһСľͲ˸ա
֪еһûüڣȻ㵹ͱһԵ˸סˡ
Сһ㡣
ݵߣĶ˵һͬʱĻкʱĵϢ֪΢΢۾ûзӦֱӾͰѷԼ˸ƿ
վ֪֮вǿллҵЬе㻬
Ȼȴûɿ֡
֪нӲ˱˾վڽ̨ϣúܽȴֳų֮⡣
Ƭ֮ݲ֣ɤԴЦ˵û˸߹㣬һ㶼£ʲôϾܿ
֪гĬһ£......֪ʲô𣿡
ҡҡͷݺϾ㲻˵ҾͲ˵
ϴһ˿Ƥ飬ֻ⻰֪۾Ҫɳˡ
ؼҺ֪ԥ˺ܾãǸǷϢίʲôʱܻ
ûлظֱӸ˸绰ʲô𣿡
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ǸǱҲ˼ţ֪ʱ鷳ˣѾ˺ĻƱһʱϹȥġ
֪ᣬֺ˼䣬˵绰˿
ٺݼôסȥԼԭƽᷢĳҲ޷Ԥϵı仯
˵绰֪Ĩ˰鲻֪ôЩءŸһ򿪷ţͿվ￴Լ
......£֪оԼıԵ¡
һӣݵôú˸ǵں绰𣿡
֪пҪסˣǻɡ
ŶһƵû˵˼ҹ仰
Ȼأ֪ǿԼ
ϣݵֲˣûʲô
¹źֻ֪̫Ѩһ
һϰʱһưصƮԼλϡķͬǵע⣬׷ѯǲĩ̫ˡ
֪мֱпԣֻװ·
˵ǹ˾ǩǷˣĵϢͨһѹ˵Ǻ͵ԣʳƷһǿɣ⼸쾭϶õòУֿԼнǴҲüӰˡ
ôһ˵˵Ŀⶼ֪еϣʱͽֻƵĿһ
Ȼãһͬʵ֪УǸͬѧϵôõĻᣬɵץˡ
ǿЦЦ֪ʲôץץҺͬѧϵٺûܺõȥ
Ĳ޳ɵɲô˵......
ûܰѻ꣬Ϊʱǰ̨ʵϰѵһõ廨߽ϱȥ˵
磬ġʵϰ˶Ļ̽ͷִٵؽ˹ȥ
һأ֪ǳɵˡ
Ŵ˷ľͬǾѾһϣɫõ廨ӵȺУͬʱ
԰֪У׷𣿶ֱͻ͵˾
ŻĺȻ𾪵⻨Ҽǵ־Ͽɹˣ׷ѪalphabetaomegaֱӦûôŰɡ
˭͵ģû
Ѿȥǰ̨ʵϰõĴȴǿԱڻеСƬҲźؿһ֡
Ǳ͵֪ֻǰòõ廨ʱը̵Ҳ֪ôˡ


26 
һѧʱΪҶ֪μҪתѧˣѾвͬѧΧԱߣ֪к͹Ｗȥֻܵ˿ٺԻ
ӣʲôʱ߰
¿κ󣬹ѸĿַϣ̾һƽʱ磬ǽ𴲣ˣǿ϶Ҫٵˡ
εҰҪȥعû취ŰߵģǷģҵʱһһյġ
֪ҲΪпһôõѣ˵߾ҪˣԺҲ֪ʲôʱټ档
˸󣬹ʵѧУһˣͻؼ˶Բԣ
ţҲٺסһģѧУһ뵽ԼҪ뿪ȥİĳУξԵͷԵģѾѶˣǿҵĴλ
ҡҡͷˣѧУ϶ᰲű˽סģֻϣǸദġӣԺһȥԷ𣿾͵ǸˣԵĻϰ١
δӦˣȥ֪ͨڸڰڡ
һ֪жЩĲɣ֮ǰ˿γ̣ٲĻ᳹׸ϣҲֻǿԼע
Ҳ֪ΪʲôֱѧݶûгֹһΣڰҲ˵ûѧ֪бΪһǻûԺ
Ѿѵʲô⣿˵ײʲô£֪лЩġ
ѧ͹ΡһУš
߰߰ȥֵǼҴŵѧ˵һҺܺóԡ²Ǵȵҵʱٺһȥԣû뵽Ȼǰˡ
λƲֵӣҰ˵׼תȥһֻalphaѧУҲ̫ˣ
˶Цֿúѧϰɡ
˶ֵǼҴŵ󣬹ȥ˼ƿơŽ벻飬ĸһֲſʼˡ
ɫɽȴδˬĸоǱȰ컹Ҫȡ֪гֽ˲ڱԹƵģǰЩһ³á
һȷһߵˣ̨ϾҪˣ⼸Ƚƣͺˡ
ףһ·˳磬ʲǫ̨̂ġŲһξѾȵЩˡ
ҹŵ֣˱ߺơƣҲûôԾѲ౥ˡĵ֮λЩ۷ỨҪο˼״ҲӰˡ
......ӣԺ󷢴ɱǡ
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֪̾˿ٺˣһʦ˾Ͳˣᶼȥ
ԣҲһơƶŵɣҿɲ¶޽ͷ
ơƵĹѾʶҲ̫ѵαһﶼ֪ЩʲôҲ˳ǱһӦһĵȻ졣
ڵ磬ȥбȲɡ
֪бҲȥҷԱŵʵ̫ˣ˰ҲûҵˣʱԶʶػͷ˹ȥ
ӳеȴǼŤһˣĿһĻ֪еľˣϽתװµ뿪
һصλϣ͵͵ڵҿǻǻȥɣﵽϲô̫ƽ
Ҳ˼Ա˺һ˷һǽ⳵λؼңȻһ˼Źһ첲ѵѧУߡ
˵磬Ը𣿡ڱİСڻҪŹʵЩġ
ԣ֪ù˶ԼϣɡҿڵʱҲˣҪҪɴ೭ѧУ
ҲŻϴ裬·ˡ
û뵽ǣ߽ʱȴⷢмˡ֪һۿЩǲǵĽͷ죬Ǳûδ߽ʱĺʹɫȴ޲Ǿֱ׼ȥ
֮£ֻ֪ǿͣס˽Ųǻȥɣߴ·ˡ
ڻɻΪɶ߿ʡܶʱ䡣
֪лûüڣǼ˾ѷǣʼ˹شӰ˳
·𣿡
һȾŻƷȥȺͷһ̵ۣã·ɲߣպͷ֪ô𣿡
˾ŵöֻ֪ǿװ򶨵磬˼ˣû·¶ѡģʹȥһ£Ѭǡ
Ȼûë걳ļ˱㳯Χ
˵ˣͷë껹ǲ˻𣿡
ˣ֪кڶһۺֻýʣµǮ˳
ҪǮøǸëʱһ֪ӺζҫĿĹȻʹ˹
ëûзպñ۾̱һ֪бŹûӰ쵽ڳûļͱġ
һĲĻĳ֪оδػͷһȴȻվԼ˾Ȼݡ
ʱëҲָߣ໰˹ݵʱ£ϾЦһ·ģ
ݵؿղѾˣҪȾĻı㡣
˵գת֪У߰ɣѧУ
̬ȶʱûëŭ𣺡ιСӣǲǾƲԳԷƣ
֪нŵݵӣѹôǸոն׼Ǯˣһ²һ£ôˣ߰ɡ
ë껹ڽȺԽԽҲü
֪ΪȻ˵ʱ򣬴ݺͻȻ߳˼ͳһźװıδ󺺣ƵĽ࣬Ĭǻëš
߰ݷ·ûһȻذ֪в˹
˼Щװ󺺣֪˿ĭʵ......˭
ȴҼұڡ
......ڣ֪лû¶ȵı飬ͿȺװǰˢˢһһɽ¥Ϣ
ʱȺСҲʶЩʲô׷׺ˣɴ»ëɢӴܡ
......úǰë״ԥһ£׻Ǹһˡ
֪СѾɵ˵ڴԼҵĳݲŰҹΪʲô
֪еβҪǾŸУһСľ......ȵЩˡ
ɪڳСʵݣҵıأո˵㱨𣿡
ҸûƭǵģںĳҽʵǽҰᶫġݺߵҺˣȻĻ֪ҪŪʲô
ᶫ֪ɻԺΪʲôϵģᶫ
û뵽ݾȻЦе˵ΪҪᰡ
һأֹ֪УҲȵذһ


27 
õ廨ͻȻ֣֪һӾͳ˰칫ﱻİȵ㣬Ѿʽϰʱˣ˽ļϲߵ߳մٴ﷢̾
֪εֻطȥѾſհ׵СƬȥؿ飬ȴԲҵʲô
ͻ˾һԼݣֻл֤ȷʵڵΨһƾ֤
Դ֪Ҳ벻˭Լõ廨ɻ᲻ĳʶѵĶ磬ͨѶ¼㿪һ飬ǳٳûѯʡ
һ磬֪жڻ㱵״̬
ιػ˻ػˡ
߹֣֪бŵ㶣Ϸʵ׷ʵôһϹȥˣ˭׷𣿡
Цһ£֪ҡҡͷ˵ʵֻڶ硣
ٻõ廨Ŀ¶Щ֮⣺磬ôأŸ粻˵⻨úҸղŻһ£Ʒ֣һ֧۸Ҫһٶ࣡˭ỨôǮѽ
˵۸֮ΧһƬ˷ľֶ̾ͬСˡ
ɫһҲôô֧һöǮ......֪סˣʶ۵ص͵ͳ
ĲŲܻļ۸֪ͻ˵ݣ˵ģô໨óһƬ⣬Ҳ¡ԲţҾͦõġ֪㻹ûҵѡ˵°뱲ӵҸָˡ
ʱһͬºȻɵòǴ̸ĵԣʳƷ̫үɣ
Ҳûпܣ
üһǿɲֹǴ......
⻰֪۾ҪɳˣϽֹǼ˵˺ˣǱˣ˰ȥʻ꣡
ڿƬӡеַһ°֪࣬о걼ȥͼӵԱʳͻ˵ݣȻԱ˵Ȼ
˼ŶȻƬǼҵģȷûֻ......ԱǸ˵ڵȥܡ
ƳһֻۣϵĻغ֪Ҳֻû뿪˻ꡣ
ûͻĿԱǸҲˣĲԼ֡ŷں˶õ廨֪̾˿һ顣
صʱѵرŻ˷ţ漴شЬϣΪ·Ͼͱ绰ҪһҪļҲҪѻý
ȷļ֪в˻飬պʱ죬ȥš
һţõ廨ϣδо֮ɫֻǳϵؽ˵ࣺģ
֪ҭһ£......ôܡ
ǾǱ͵ģ˼ͦÿġΪʲôҪ㻨
ɫ糣Ҳûбõ廨ĺ棬֪бҲӦò£Ҳ֪ϰʱĪյˣǶɡ
üݲͬһɣ˭ͻ硣
֪εҡͷҾͲˡ
ѾüˣҲûк˭չõ廨ʵ̫죬Ҳ޴֡
Թ֪׼ŵڹϵõ廨ʱҧҧɴҲ
ѻˣ
̧֪ͷղϴʪ˫վԼǰ˵ͷҲռطҹ˼ͻή˰ɡ
ûҲƽתֻȥϴˡ
֪ԭΪ»ȥˣû뵽ǣڶϰʱͬĵɫõ廨Ȼһγİ칫ϡ
԰Ƿųߵ㣿̾һĻǾͬһ˿
޴ؿõ廨֪Ҳ֪ôˣֻٽ°֮ʱȫָͬ£ŵԿֻؼҡ
ȥ󣬺ʱֲ֪ô˵©죬ԷԼһЩֵĻ
㲻ϲ̽ʵ
֪ҲǲϲǾôе鷳
ϾôһûؼҲûţȻ˿ϧǾֻܷ͸ͬˡ
˯ǰǸԸ͸¶Լͻ˿ͣȻԸΥȥϰʱԶԶԼһ鲻εɫ֪̾˿
챻ͻ˾֪˾һֺɵĿⶢֱƺǲΪʲôԸһƽƽbetaѪ
ͬǵĵŪûܣ֪Խõ廨ǵ£۲Ϊ
һõ廨˼ң˰װֽͰһˮͰݻĴ̲סЦ
֪ЩûЦʲôҲˡ
̾˿ݽˮͰ˳ƿаɣ
֪Ϊʲô֪бģܾݵĻֹƻĵ˻ȥ˺üҵĻƿ⻹û֮ǰġ
ǱѾʼõ廨ѡȻ޼֦ҶȥǵȰǲƿʱõ廨ȥҪ֮ǰࡣ
֪жڻȫûоֻһԹĦݰѼƿ֮ŷ˸̾ôʲô᣿
ݵȻһ̫ˣʲôѧһ㡣
ָŪŻֳָ꣬ǹįɫ
״֪иϽת˻⣺ѧķɻǽİɣ
ţӦܵ룬Ҽǵõִʱ磬ͬѧպϣֱȥˡ
֪ԥ......ѧ̫𣿶Ҳͬһİ
ȴһҲвʶˣǿǶ͸ǼһءУõúܣ첻˯ϲμû⣬Ͳõˡ
Ȼô϶֪Ҳ˵ʲôˡ
˵ڶ죬Ϊ뵽ϾͿԺ͸Ǽ棬֪ѵܺõ˰ֻ࣬ո߽칫ңڰ칫ϵõ廨һӳ
......
ǸôͰ
лûȫꡢȻԼˮͰĻ֪мֱҪˡ
߹ߣζ˵ʱҲһָ
֪Ѿ˵ˡ
浽ͬǽԶϵõ廨ֲ֣кµı٩䣬ǵ֪иΪѿ
òװҪ°ʱַһ֪벻¡
û뵽Լȥڰ칫￴ǡ
Ŀ⼸˲ͶǸϣŻĸǻͻȻԼǰһԼλϣڴõ塣
֪ԭãܸеͬ¶ڰпӣ˰Σڻһ˹ȥ
......ѧô
תͷǺһĨЦ⣬ˣţ°ࡣ
仰ֱ֪оþòܻعǰİϤĸǣеԺ;Ժȴ·ҵѩƵģʼûа취ϳһĻ


28 
ڳĬ˰Σ֪вŲ......㲻߶ΪʲôͻȻҪ
ڲ˵Ҳ͵͵̽Ŀݡ
ԴˣֻǵƽʱҲԼڼңֻӶˣҸ춼ûУɴȥסᣬҲǼḺ
⻰֪һʱ֪˵Щʲô
˵ǲӭңƫƫʱһ䣬ʹۣԶ׼ʧ䣬ĲӭңҲȥ......
ֻ֪õ㲻Ҫ룬û£ǵȻӭ
ʹ˸ɫöԷҲŸ˼䡣
չ¶ЦţллǣҲŬѵġ
ʱԭԺĹԼҪµļƣתͷųľΪĵ˵Ҳ֪ڼˣôȥ϶Ҫǹ֪Ͳùӳ˺......
ȴõģѾʦ˵ˣʱ򲻻ΪǵģǾͼװǰҰڹҴѾƲ
ŷӦ......ݣûܵл˰
һЦԺˣҲô
ܿǾ͵ִѧУ³ʱ֪йȻһλװ˸ɫºЩա
ıһ˺ƺƵ¥ʱ޹Ҳֻǿһ۾͸ǿţһĻҲûʣ֪бб
㣬ҪͬѧſھˣʣµԼ
֪аѹܵ˴ϺתԸǰԼſڣְǶˡ
ڻؿЩװȥʱıӰݣҵıںͰܰһǶô𣿡
֪Цһ͵Щһʰɾ
˰﹢˲壬ι˵ѾƲ裬һֻ˯ӣֻÿ˿յȥ˯ˡŪݻǱʰһռΪΰ߶ճλá
Щεĵطݵӡǣ֪ܾƵĲʵ
ˣȥϴˡʱҲˣڰæʰͣ䡣
ݻ֪߹ȥҪҪҰ㣿컹Ͽء
ݱлҾʣһЩˣǸóͺá
ָ֪ʾǸӣû뵽ӳеȴһɫЩ¾ɵǶƬС
һ˵СԲ鲻Ըһ˸ͷԸߣȻһĨײĵ΢ЦȴԿ顣
һ£֪кܿͿƬϵ븶ǡ
ڿʲô
һ£ŷѾԼԣҲһƬ
ʰģҲ֪ΪʲôҪŽݵЩգֶ򲢽ϧӵһ
ԥһ£֪Сĵͦɰġ
Ťͷ˵˭
֪ת˻⣺ڳˣȥϴɡ
ݽԡҺͲסģ°ѱóϸϸ꣬ע⵽ƬıһƬ˽԰ֵʱ̲ס̾һ
Сʱݺ͸......Ǻڵģ˶ء
Ƭ֪бϽŻȥģȴСİ򷭵˱棬һ¾ı澹ҲʲݵؼһЩƵƬ
ˣмСݣһЦݣȥһͨġĺӡ
òݵȫҸ......֪֮࣬־ԼЩʲô
ݻûƬ̣ǽݵϡ
ϴ֪бؽԡˡ
ǵϴʱ򣬱㿴һ߲ͷһ߳Ĭؿϵ
֪һۣȻǶƬڷ
֪дԡҳĶݿ˿Ǳߴ˯ĹڣȻڵʵһֱϣ飬û뵽Է˾Ȼܼһôá
......ҿ֪ĬȻѡ˳Ĭ
Ψһһźա˵⣬ֿǲǺܲ
΢΢۾֪Щܣ......ҲҪ̫ˣϾǴ˵£ǹܲôࡣ
ݵǰܲô࣬ҽԺһ˯𣿡
û뵽Ļתô죬֪һʱЩӦ֪ôϡͿشӦ
Ϩ˵ơڴϵʱ֪ߵãҾȸǻҪá
֪⻰е̿ĳ̶ֳ˵Ǻܺġ
һݺûҪ˯˼ֽԺʲô£˵Ƚϲalphabetaomega
һ£֪еҾûbetaʺҰɣûз֮Ķ
Ŷһǰ̸𣿡
......ôа֪̾˿飬˴ѧ˵ɡ
Ĭһݼʵֻbetabetaalphaomega̸Ҳձɣûй涨betaֻܺbetaһ𰡡
ʱ֪ѾЩͷˣΪҲϲûalphaomegaϢغͷڵģûа취ѪbetaѡǳΪµĻǾͲòÿʱÿ̶ĵˡ
ˣڲ˵ʲôҲ˸׼˯
ʶ֮䣬Լƺһ䡰Ҳ˵ġѾûжȥ˼ˣܿ硣
ڶʱ֪һ۾ͷ˯˯žԼĻԴԼĸ첲˯㣬ֻεƣûƿֻèһ˲ؿڡ
Ȼ֪Էʶģ֪лסˡ
㶵ʱڵҲü¶ЩҪѹļ
ݣѣҪٵˡ
֪һ˺üŰ˸ѣŵԽԼ͵ĸ첲
ڴϣݱ۾ʵڼˣ
ƺЩԸ𴲣֪ΪʲôԼ˵ݾԳٵˡ
ں͹ﱻ󣬿˿ʱҲæʰϴˢĹһͷͿݴ֪еĴʱ򣬲ֱӰĭʽȥףݣôᰡ...
Ժ³ԱˣԲ֪Ҳˢؽɻ
Դھ֮У......ӲѾѶôԼĴ˯......
仰ںˮ֪ЩǺûøôشݵȻػһ䣺Ϊ֪һ˯
˵գԹȥ̨ϴҲ֪е۾ɵж


29 
ֻǶԼþò˵Щɻؿڣôˣ
֪ŻعѾоԼĶʼȣ±ǿԾΪֻܵͷʵǣѧ㡢Ϊʲô
һھʶԷƺողŻشָĿڵ˵ΪʲôҪ°......ѧô֪ϰģ
ȴ֪ѯʵĹУһֱûдֱŻشģĹ˾ַҲҵģ˵һȥȽʡʱ䡣
......֪һʧ䣬ǿЦѧһȣʰһ¾Ϳˡ
칫ļʱ򣬶ֲ֪ĸð˳ӵĿɨü԰һˣһһôalpha......ͻ𣿡
Ψɢҥԣֻ֪˵ˣҵĸͬѧѣ֮ʲôϵҲûУղŽʱû˵ʲôɣ
ƲƲ죺˭ҰͬѧǸǴϰ壬͸ûðɣǲŰλøġ
⻰֪Ƿˡ
æʰ꣬춥ͬǺߺ͸һ˹˾
óȻûӰ쵽ɣϳ֮󣬸ǺȻһ䡣
֪иϽҡͷûûСѧֻͻȻʱһϾѾüûˡ
̾һǰܾòˣ˵ˣ
ݣôʲô˵֪һ߸һߵͷԣԺܶණҲˣѧĺ롣
ǿҪݵǰѣҲˡԭЩЦϣºԵǣĲŵҿϵõ廨аˣ
ᣬ̷֪ϣûУǻ......֮Ҫڻǵ
ӺӾ￴һۣҲˣţҲֻǾЩ졣
...ָ֪һ£̫˼
ֲʹһ֪ΪΣ֪ܸо͸֮Ǹһ㱡ˮǽƵģܹ͸ʵǱ档
ʵЩģֲòϸǵȷʹǰһûб䣬òǳʵòֻǰ˸ķѡ
ǲĳ񣬸漴һתʵ⼸ĻǸ˵˼ά......ȷʵ˲̫һȻǸomegaҲֳ
֪ûнӲ磬Ҳȫ͸ݣֻǺӦһѧô
Ƿ·ûʲô˵΢һ²Ŵԡ
⻰֪ԥһ£̲סתͷȥѧҾúۡ
ԣ˺һųɵ......ǲ㲻ˣ
ûС֪Щƣ˰ŹѧӦòֹһ˵ģҲϲʱ̵ض
һڣڱĬáǰպһƣɲ󣬸ǲŵģҶ֪
Ϊ֪бûټ½ӻˣ˾ôһ·Եصִ˾ۻľƵꡣ
Ÿո֪ͣоͿվ棬ȸɲסó
ǽˣ֪лûü˵ݾͰԴ˹øģôΣ
......֪в֪Լ˵ʲôһԵĸǿ˴³
ݳڳĸ΢һǴк漴ಽظ֪컹һֱͣܽôоû˵ʲôӡ
֪Ҫ죬뵽Ҳںߣֻó̾һܵҲûʲô˵ġ
գգۣݲ֪ǲῴɫǶԴ˺⣬Ȼµȥûʲô˵𿴸Ǻ䵭ϾǸӣʲôҲġ
Ҳʡ֪иɴ
ʱ˿̣ҲʶԼΪʲôӦֻ͸֮ʼݵӰӴڣһ׽͸㣬Ӳɢȥ
һŤͷֶд޹֪жʱһơ
ԼʶȤز˵ˣʱҲһƵȥ
˾Ƶ֪꣬Ⱥеһ˹ҲСеسӭ룬֪Уôһˣ
ҺʱǺݶѾֱ߿ˣõĹĻ֪в˿ţպԾһˣӺû𣿡
ĥĥģûء˵ʱһֱڿǵıӰ˾̾ѧһǾӢʿ˵ǲѾɼ˰
֪εû......ǣô˼ҵô档
˰Σκڲ٣ʱ᳡Զֳÿ˶ں͸԰༶ͬѧĵȻ졣֪ûҵǵӰ֪ȥݣ˰༯壬Χ˼ˡ
֮˾ƣ֪Ҳûȥˡ
ҶԴӴѧҵòһɲסģϾҪ׼ְ֣һֱĹĽòС
ʵԼߵ룬Ҳ˳˸omega̸
磬֮ǰǻŮôһӾֵˡԽ״ڵ٩ת֪ʵ
֪лûش𣬹ȵǰŮˣҲʶ˲źá
Цһ£֪Ҳһ䣺죬ҲŮǱȻġ
һ뷴Ŀͱһ߽˸ˡ
û˵֪ʵôˣ
ֱʱһԼݣ
֪бһƫͷȥȻǲ֪ʲôʱԼԱߵݡžƱϻһĨǳ΢Цǳке˵һֵĻ
Ҳʶ
ڵνһ񡣿ı飬֪иоԼĶͷЩˣ......ݣ㲻ȥǰϵѧأ
ߵҸȥ̸ˣҺЩҲûʲôĵģˣӭ𣿡
Це£ղŻ˵ô졣ô˵ǰҲѣһ
£ںα˱֪Ҳһ
ݵļ룬û̫ҲƽȵĹһ£ͬʤһڴȥϢˡ
֪УݺȻôо㿴ҵʱƺ̫ˡ
û뵽ôֱףָ֪оԼǲ̫ˣҲһɵΣ......û£ֻеˡ
һΪѸǴȽϿġ
Ԥ׵ض仰ݱת뿪ˣ֪ԭء


30 
գĸ˻ǲϰܽ˽ѧ¥ûгٵ
֪вŸոλ鶼ûóֽһ̨ϵֵûעԼ͵͵
֪УǸΪʲôͻȻסֲǰģ˵ҲֲȻһ˯ôоǳأ
ŹﻭھĩĴʺź͸̾ţ֪Щ飬ֻܰݵĿ͸¶ʵΪͥԭס޵ģ㲻Ҫͱ˵ѡҲΪֻʶңպתѧԾˡ
һյ˹ĻظôǾֵֹأѣҲе̫׽ˡ
֪вټˣ㽫ֽһš
¿֮󣬹һʱﻹȼŰԵĻ𻨣ܸݼ﾿ôʲôסΪͥԭ򰡣
ԥһ£֪еǸĸϵöѣŲڼңҲûʲôɣǺ𣿡
Ȼﻹ˼ؿȻֱ˵һ˯㲻Һϵôöᵱ˵ֻ......
±ͬѧ֪иϽ˺ˣЩʲôıʼǽҳһ¡
ȥ˱ʼǣѱʼǱӸʱ򻹲˵һ䣺ѧϰЧʲа˼μٹξô𣿡
̾˿֪εǣҵʱ䲹ϰһˡ
ûüݵͷ
⻰֪Ī̧ͷͼȻһϴװðİӡ
һݣ㵨ӿҪý̵ο˿ɾͳԲ˶ߡ
֪ҲЩսľͰѰôýˣ
ڽԶҪ۷ֵġ
ȴ⣬ӷϣһϿҵʵĲ緹Իġ
......ȥ档֪вѻǽӹ˰ӣҿֻܳûע⵽ʱܳȥ¥ݼ䡣
һݣ֪֪ԼԵĻһݣ˱óһһ˻ȥ㣿
ҡҡͷݵҳԹˡ
ƳһԶŰӴѲѵĹһˡ
ԣ۾һ̾ùʣµǸӣлݸ磡
˲任ĳνЦЦ䴽ǣת֪еﻹжҪһù𣿡
ۣжݸҲ̫˰ɡ̣ʹƨ˭Ҫܺѣң
׼Ҫȥö֪иϽֹϿˣæˣҹдˮʵڲҺҲԡ
ϣ仰ȴüΪʲôҪˮ
ԣֻ֪ý͵Ҳû˵һҪˮ......ˣѶҰɡ
ػȥöˡ
һԿðӶˣ˰βų羴ض˵֪֪ھͺǸ԰ѱʦһҲ̫Ļ˰ɡ
ⲻɣ֮𣿡ô˵֪ԼҲܻɡ
ݺܿͰѶˣȥ֮ǰⶣҪȺȣù￴۾Щֱ
Ԥ˶½½˽ң߻Լλõʱ֪˵һ䣺ǿˣݸΪͥԴСȱɡ
֪ûôҲ
ܸоݶԼڱЩǽϵèܵһػȻȲƤ㸧ֻҪ˳ëͺá
Ļݵǻú壬ȻԸǨ
뵽⣬֪ԳЦһ£Ҳ֮Լ޹ء
ѧ͹׼һȥʳãֶʱǰ
ݸ磬߰һԷȥûûΣ͵Ƕһѣк
Ȼݶ޶ãֱӶ֪еһȥԷ
֪Ҳֻõͷ
ǹΪƵظ󣬻һԹ
ʳҵڣ㲻öһݸ֪мв˵ĳˡ
Թ󣬹һȥСˣ֪ݻ˽ҡ
Ҫϰ
Ȼôһ䣬֪лЩûӦԣ˼μٶѣҾ;Լ̫ˣʼǳҲȫ⡣ҵĳ̶Ⱥ͹ǲ࣬Ҳû취ҽҪô졣
ֱֱؿҲͺ𣿡
ݵĳɼ֪ԥһ£ĿƷûʲô......
һֺ׵˵ô
֪һ£......ʲôô
˵øǸ㲹ϰôȫܵġ
û뵽ô˵֪еЩ㡢˼ѵǣѧ......Ҳϰ
ͷݵҪҾȥ˵
ҪǷǰ֪оҲ벻ԼȻܻøǸԼϰĻᡣ˺һСĵʵѧӦúæɣ
ݲмҪ㲹ϰҾʱ䣬㵽ôģҪĻˡ
˽ս˰Σ֪𸶽ǳԼʱڻǴӦˣѧʱĻ......
ͷذ˰֣ת߻ԼĽҡ
һ磬֪ж԰ԼĵļҲΪЩ̫ˣһֱʵ׷ʲô£ȻʲôҲû˵
һѧݾ͵ڽſڣߺŶ˵Ѿ͸˵ˣ˵ϰʱͿԸ㲹ϰǵҪڽ
֪æͷֲһ䣺Ǹݣллæ
ûֻǶһŵ͵ͿڵֻҪԸѾͺˡ
ţҵȻѵġ֪зӦҲǸûаȫеˡ
ϰʼ󲻾ãԭĽͻȻһ˿ɧ֪иϽ̧ͷһȻǳ˽ſڡ
һϲæʰһ¿αڶͬѧ̽Ŀⱼ˽ҡ
ѧ...Ծִٵغ͸Ǵ˸к
Ҳ΢΢һЦ߰ɡ
ǣ˲Уҵһսңֿ˵ƺһ
ⲻ֪еһκ͸ôˣҲ֪ԼʲôķӦǸоƲס˵ǽҲãǱʲô޷ݵҲգֻ֮Ըǵʱˡ
Ƿ˷Ŀαͱʼǣ˽⵽ı֮Ϳʼ
ƽεʱ֪бǺģҪǿԼעⲻҪģ֪ΪʲôǵһǸԼΣ㳹׳УȻʱŶˡ
ֱϰŻ㱷ֽĲϰˡ
ô㶼ö𣿡˽⣬׷һ䡣
ֻ֪֪ͷˣţѧ㽲ñʦҪãҶö
΢΢һЦֵһϰҶ㽲ο㵽ȫˡ
û뵽ԸԼϰ֪иǸмò֪˵ʲôˡ


31 
˵ǾĪĻתߣͽ֪һԭأ춼ûлع
֪˺ܾöԼǺܶݵ˼ʲôǹѸǺͬѧΪԼΪʲôôã
Ȼ֮ǰݴЦʳһ㻹ϲ֪ٴסžƱָҲʶսˡ
֪ԭվ˶ãֱ˵κֿ֮ʼֱˣ˾Ʒ裬ʱݵĻԺ󣬸һҴȥʰоˡ
мҵ˻ȽϺð죬ֻиͻؼҾͿˡڹƷãԼľûȻһ̲࣬Ҫ˶
ˣȥɡΪԵõԼٺʹǰһĸ첲ٺЦһɲܰ׳
㣡֪Цһ䣬ɵؽ￸˳⳵ŷĵ»ص˻᳡
־ƺ󣬻᳡ѾȥһС룬ʣµҪôǾõģҪô֪ȲôȾơҲ֪Լòߵġ
ˣֺ֪ǰ˵ϻļͬѧģʶ󲿷˵ĺѶֻͣڱϺʧȥ顣
ѱʣµһƺ֪꣬Щȵգг⳵ؼҡ
֪ݽǲǻҪڼסҲΪרȥʣֻԼڵͷԲѣ˼ҲңǸɴһ߳˻᳡
......ǲӦȥ͸Ǵк߱ȽϺأ
뵽⣬֪ͣס˽Ųԥ˰Σѡתȥ
˸ڰ༸ѧͬѧһ飬û֪ǵȥҲ˼ˡֻ֪޿κε׼ݴ绰
ƿȣҸһĵطһ̧Ŀ˲Զ֮Ӱϡ
һ۾Ϳݣ漴ע⵽ǸվߵˣȻ˱ҲܿǸСomega
Ϊ˱ⱻ˷֣֪еĵһӦŤͷ뿪û뵽ԼתȻ˲֪ʱͬߵĸǡ
һݺǸomegaǵҲֻͬѧѡ
...
Ļûͷûβ֪Щ̫⣬Ҳ֪˵ʲôĬһºֻӲת˻⣺ѧʵҸղһֱ㣬˵һ׼ȥˡ
΢ȵô......Ҳݣ
֪ǿЦЦѧ㲻Ѿݽſȥˡ
Ƭ̣ͻȻ׵سԶ˵˹ȥ
ûŪ״֪б㿴omega뿪ˣҲعͷԼһۣĶȴĪΪһƳеĻš
֪Ǻݶ˵Щʲôһ볯ˡ
ûȾƣǻȥɡ
Ըǵ΢Ц֪кѿھܾ˿ݣԷûʲôӦǱͷӦˡ
˵ݵʱխСĿռֻ˵Ĵڣ븶һһҵվǰ֪ʶ߿˹ȥ
Ϊû˷ԼŲƣȻһվãݵҪ㸸ĸ𣿡
֪бһܿ췴Ӧ⻰ǶԼʵġ
ǴȻԼңŪȥҸĸ
԰Ѿôˣݼѵûʰ֪ʱź֪⡣
һŵߺ·ķ𣿡
ǵ˵ͷȻת֪ʵҪҪҲһȥ
һأ֪סˣ......ȥ
ȻǼҡϴβ˵ҲþûˣȻѵô룬ͲҪˣһ£ֲϰࡣ
ûϵô˵֪еҳһ飬ŲڣʱҲˡ
ĻԲǿؼҡ֮߳ǰ˵һ䡣
ıӰ֪ҧҧǴӦˡ
ǵĳϺʵڻһֱһˣ
֪бһƽʵȴ˶䡣
Ҳûֱ˵سˣţæҲû˼
˶ֵҲҪʮˣ˭ȷϵĻûǳ磬ʱ䲻ˣһ𣿶ҪǱĸ֪ͱ˷¶ãֻǵʱҪȥˡ
һûջǶʮꡣο㻹Ҵأ絣ĵԼɡˣǸ׶أ
Ȼ֮ǰѾֱڸǰ˵֪ﻹǸֳһζ
˺һǲŵżϵ˵ˣֻǳǿЦҺûзϡ
üƺŵӣҲû˵ʲôˡ
˸ǼҺվڵƻԻ͵ش֪ĬĬԼҶԱһ£óĽŬһҲסķӣЩעˡ
ʱȴǴ͸¶ݻϢĸװΣ֮෴ǵļװ޵úܼ򵥣......Щ񷿵زͼϵ巿
˵ǿסӡ

֪лڴΧʱѾ·ȥơ˳
ӹơƣ֪ʵѧæɣ᲻ŵ
һۣݺȻôô
֪Ĭغһơƣڿʼ
һǾͶһˮˣûʲôֻˮˣȺȰɣ˵ĻͽʱһЩҪȥһ¡
ţѧȥɣùǡ֪븶ǹȻæҲǺ˵ʲôġ
һֱԲͣغžƣüһ̫¥ȥˡ
һ뿪ռ䣬֪оŵǹ㣬̾˿ѾЩʵˣ
ݲмҡҡͷֻѣûǺʱӡ
ĸ......֪գգۣȷʵݲ֪ˡ
ֲøղŸ˵ûȾˣΪľʵǲãȹֻҪһЩΨһӮǵĵطǺ˺ܰˣƷ衣
֪йڳԼĻûвݲ֪ʲôʱѾԼߡ
ֱԷϵϢԼȫеʱŻ㱾˲Ծ
֪нӲ˼ԼںȻʱߵǸݣֱ˵еɷǣǱ֩˿סķɳһͶ·
......˵Ļʲô˼ù֪ǸɰͰ͵رһ䡣
ɳ֮ľֻֹǽڷָʱʱһơƹޣ϶ط
Ƭ̣֪в³ˡ֡
ҡҡͷ֪еҲ䵭˰ɡ
ϣȴͻȻɳֱת
˲һ֪лûüӦǰȻ
л˵
һvŶ2£


32 
ʰÿα漴ӿս߳ϰҲѾʮˣ˸ôʱ䣬֪ʵںܹⲻȥѧŪô治˼㡢ҵ𣿡
ҵӦúܶɣ
ȴЦЦİɣһᰲʱģҵֶһҪȫֻҪȷԼѾ֪ʶԣصԼĲ֣Ҫúʱ䡣
Ȼô˵֪ѧϰֻʺּ˵ʦҲԼҵġ
ֻǵͷѧҽô࣬ԼһˮҲûȵȥСˮòã
Ǳܾģ峺ֳڴ۾ǹʹشӦˡ
ӱƿȪˮ֪뵽ݣϾмԼܵõǵĵҲúúøлŶԡ
һƿ֣ȥˡ
ѧ
ӹȪˮǵʱҲˣɡ
֪û뵽ǻҪԼᣬܳ˰ɣܽģѧҲҪؼ......
΢΢һЦûϵʵ˳ȥݣǰûס޹ԲĸҰæѧУסô
......ޣشʱ֪ﰵԼ顣
Сȥ¥·Ҫ;ٳΪʱԲٳĵҲѾȫصˣȥֻкһƬڰлͻȻĳЩʲôĴ
֪кԼһ˴ѧУߣ̲ס΢ǵλÿһ£Ӹϴĵ¶ҲȷʵеĲ١
뿪ٳΧʱҹɫ֮кȻʲôڵϵ졣
էȻ֪еһӾͱˣСؿʵѧ𣿡
һû£Ӧʲô˶ѣ߿һɡ
˵գ˶٣漴ȥס֪С
û뵽ǾȻǣԼ֣֪˺һŻعͷ̽ŵ˺
ͬʱĵֶһɴδļ¶˻㱡
......ôȣΪʲôǵȴ΢أ
δȻһȻը
һ֪ıŵˣССؾһʱ븶ҲѾ·£ڿվǰ˾Ȼݡ
ǡ顱һĿϺ֪һݣô򰡣
üעȴһ⣺ģ
ʲôҲûлشֻɳĬصǰ
ʶһֱڶԼ븶ǣŵʱֻ֪ڵòȻشӸǵѶٽƿֵ˹ȥ㡣
ۿ֣ûнӣһ䣺ģ
֪еͷݰѿˡ
ҵ𣿡ۿݱתǵҲ
⻰һݵĽŲˣ֪ٴμм䣬ֻŬԲѧݵҵ϶ˣȻҲҿǻȻ˵ɡ
΢ŵ̾һ
صϴ裬ﻹû֪бĵؽ˽
һžǰԼĿαʼǺϰᶼ˳һ˿м顣
֪͵ȥ︶ǣû뵽ˡһʱ֮䣬ﰲֻʣԡˮҳʱɳɳ
ٿݵҵǱ㷭һҳָһطʾˣôĹ
һۣݲͷ֪øĶѣһᰡĲʲôν
ҡҡͷĳ˵ѧϰ̬ȵ⡣
üҵʼǣҰݽдòõĵط˹ǵʱʱҲһΧ۵֪пЩĿɿڴ
ڣȫ󣬸ǲͣˣת֪ʵҵأ
Ѿд...֪иϽԼ˳
ڸֻǵ˵ͷǺãҾȻȥˣϢݣҪסŸоĻһҪʱ˵
ݳЦһ£жˣġ
̾һ֪мƲԣѧ㡣
ߵ¥ʱֵ֪УԸѣĺ⣬Ҫǵ˺ܻ˳ʱ򲻱̫Ǩ
Ȼ̫˼֪лǳɵصͷӦˡ
߸ǣᣬʱҲˣﰧԼҵʣһûд꣬½Ҫҹ
ô˵֪бڵд㣬ڶʮˣ֮ǰһŪһ㡣
׼ȥϴԣȻ̧ͷʵƽʱŪôǲǺӰϢ𣿡
ЩΣͷʵҲÿ춼ôżһ......
ҵıʼǾͷϣҪȥ˵գݾȥԡҡ
仰ＤòУùıʼͷսˡ
գڸʮ֮ǰҵҲԹصϢ
صƵʱںȻȵǿô갡
䣬һƵ֮󣬺ƾⶼŷ˶
˵̨ҪҲ֪ѧУǷż١ڽһ䡣
̾ˣֻŰɡ
˵ʱѾϢץͷ֪дߡ
ͷʱ֪бһʲô
ݵҿԺһ˯𣿡
ôҪһ˯֪Щɵۡ
첻˵ֵͷҴС´ףҸĸûһԸң鷳......
ôһ˵֪ǰ͸ֳССݶһڱ龰
ԥ˰Σ׻ͬˡ
Ｘ˲ð˹⣬Źûע⣬֪еĴ
˵ƺ֪Сǵˡ
šݴӦúʱһ죬Եɪһ£漴֪߰øе㺦......ܲץ֣ұ֤Ҷġ
ʱ֪ѾˣԾͰֵݸûñ˯ˡ
˵ڶ죬һ𴲣֪йȻѾˣҲ
ǱҲ˴˯ʵشŹǷȻ֪дʱȴһѹһ۾ӡ
ԥһ£Ŷ֪е磬......ôǹζ
֪л̫˵ʲôζðˣ
ü͵͵һԡϴݺĵ磬ϢصζѶ԰ɣ
ֱʱ֪вסˣ̧ʹᣬǷֱһ˿˿ѵԲеbetaԣζüûУalphaomega˵ϢѾʮˡ
ȻЩΣ֪û£մϵİɡ
ڻ˵ʲôѾԡˣҲֻñ졣


33 
ڰ̫ͻȻеĵƶ˲䱻صһ֪дŵãȻ΢΢۾ʱߵĴҲ޷κηӦֻܼһɲ֪Ӻζ˿˿ƵȥüģǼ⣬һ·ѵˮߣͣ΢ŵ촽ϡ
ϢþûٶĬڰУ֮ľƺһֽ
գգۣ֪ǻعȴǰһƬڣȫ޷ȻΪ߱סˡ
ô......
δ֪Ŀ־֮⻹δȥϢ˵ʱҲ·𽻲һ𣬾Уӱڣ֯һƬֶ
ѵ......ζ
ڷֱǼǽԼշĺʱ֪ӦЩҵƫ
֪ʲôˣȻĵԸȥʲô
ϧһȴԸֹͷǰһ£ʪϢʱٴ֪кԼֻҪٶһͻʲôĶ
......ݣΪʲôͻȻôڣͣ𣿡ٽȥӲͷƤˡ
Ȼ˵ǰˣ֪ȥ¥һʸǡ
֪а˿ӿ㶵ֻͳֵͲΪʲôҲֻäĿȥһңȴݵȡ
տʼΪɳһĶʶץץɲδ޻ĴСֱ˻һ͵ؾѣִæ˵һȥ
ΪʲôȻ......֪ķҵ벻Ȼ
ʱֶ˶֪еķ򿿽ˣѾվ
ϽԶ֪мס˺ֻԭɳʧʱͬʱҲΧѵŨңԼֱǱװһѵĹƵġ
......ǴӦڰ۾Ѿܹںڰп֪бҲ׹վ󽫴嶼ԼϢصİΧȦ֮С
ʲôسʵǼʱʱһ´ݵš
ݵӺƮҵֻȻѵҪź¥
֪ҧҧѸٵؽԼֻ˳ҵġ
ĻȴֻûκηӦ
ôƫƫʱû磿
ȻȴΪҪԼֻѾ˹ģҿ
֪лûüͣݵѾƫýελá
ҵֻ......δ䣬֪беǹȶһδսˡ
ĺѾɳ޿ˣֻͬҲ̧Լץֻ֣漴ĳ쳣ĶһֱЩʪˮͬ޻ǡ
ʱ䣬֪еͣһ£𾪵ҲˣֻҲѵ¡
ֻһݵҲȥͬëһӹ̶Ĵ
......ûˡȸֻݰ˰ܿһ
Ǻܳһʱ䣬֪ȴûоѰ֪ݻԼϵƣֻܲڵؽһָֻȥֻҰҡ
ȴûϵˡ
˵գֱ
ԭܵѹɢȥ֪ҲһŻ㱷ԼĺѾϸ亹
ڰкȻִһ죬֮ıݵĳʹ
֪һ£ôˣ
ȻݴûʲôСײͷˡ
ûãһƷѵĴ죬Ū֪ĵòײ¥ݵĽŲ
ȷռֻʣԼһ˺ɳϣسһ
ղںڰһ......Ѳǰ飬ô䡣
ݴźǰһ˰ɣϾֻһͨͨbetaڴһȺˣһƵ
Ĩ˰֪̾˿
ֹһ¥ݿڸֶ֪ȥһö޹˹
˵Ӧ˽Բͣˡ
óݵЩ֪жҲԸ⣺ѧأ
ݵڷﴦĹҪڿһˣӦúѴ򳵣ȸֲ֪ҪȵʲôʱһͺͿѧûʲô
֪в̫⣺˼...
ޡݵкüõķ䡣
ֻԥһ£֪о͵ͷˡ
¶Ȼɫƺϵͬ⣺߰ɣҴȥԡҡ
޹򷢳Ĺâʵ̫΢ˣֻǿյüǰһСƬط֪иûм·ͱĵ̺Եһ£ûˤ
Ǳ۾һ׼ȷطס
֪ǱصлûʲôӦԴ𣿡
Ǻٻסؽһ£ֽҶﻹϤҪĻǣߡ
ֻ֣֪в֪ԼòýܣƬ̣ҡҡͷˣղûע......
ֵվ
գ˲Уһһ׵϶¥Ѱҵԡҡ
ֻһˮͷʱͷֲûˮıѾЩͷˣȥһ䡣
һˮϴԡҲʹáȷݱϴɣëǸɾģȥ·
˵գ޹£ˡ
֪пۺԼԡң̾һšˮͷˮʱˢ£ȻƣͣҲоЩ˯
Ǿˣ֪б㲻ϴ̫áΧԡ߳㵵طݾȻվſڡ
˯¡ݵһ
Щɵ˯£֪ĬĬ˹˯´ڸʱӡ
һۣתȥԡˡ
Ȼںڰ֪㶣ֻվȴϴ衣
ˮֹͣʱ֪Ѿźڻ˯¡֪ΪʲôҪһͷ·ĳߴȴϵغҲûϵء
ɢ󣬺ȻЦ
֪оЩĪЦʲô
ζضձߵľ֣ӡ
Ϊ仰ͷһԼĿȷʵ۴ֻ֪֮εؽ⿪׼ؿۡ
š
û֣ݾͽ޹˹ȥ֪ҲԵؽ˹
ӹȴָ
֪бһ򶼲ڵأڶָԼۿʱʵסˣ֪˵Щʲô......㡢ԼԿۡ
ûȻظۿӣֱпӶ̧ͷ΢΢ЦЦ
ǳɫҡҷԵø·һƬơ֪бĿסˣվζ˶
ţüͻȻִչһ֮ľ롣


34 
ʰúĸ˱һȥϿΡ
һ·ϣ֪зһֱ͵͵ع۲ݣ˾ͻصͷôô֡
Լʱ˵ĻﲻҲЩɣ˲עʱʹſʲôζ𣿡
ɻؿһۣ԰Լͷյӵĵطʹ᣺ûаֲȣӦûԡ¶ζ
ֲ֪ĵӣҲ˵ûų......Ϣصζ
⻰ùˣϢأ
֪һڣ̧һֻ첲Ȥкɣ
ͷһţУͱ˸קסˡ
ûзֱһЩˤվȺŷקԼݣգգ۲ֵʵ......Ҹɶ
ݺΪʲôô
ͷԣΪҪ
شϵϢʱˡ
ʱ֪ڷӦΪεݵ֣㷢ʲôƢԼϴòɾ𣿺˺ˣ߰ɣҪٵˡ
һա
һΧȫ̵һĳüֱݽ˸ڰĽҺԥض֪е磬СڸζҪĻȥ򡣡
ζô......
֪лڳϰѾˣҲֻλϡ
֪еͬǸomegaһʱ;ȵü漴ͷѹʵ֪УôalphaϢصζ
ô𣿡֪гѰˣҡalphaǲСմϵİɡ
üalphaƽʱϢϢҲô󰡣ο㻹betaŨȵö߲ŻҲմζ
ô˵ݲһalphaȫ޷ԼϢˮƽ֪и뿪ڶͣȻ뵽˶֪ݵëҲܾ˵ܱ¶
ǣֻú˵ܡ˯̫ˡ
ɫŹ֣Ȼ棬Ҳˡ
֪мûôΣܾðalphaomegaڰ͵ԼŪĲԽԽء
Ŀν˶½½ʳȥ緹ˣ֪ȴһֱλϡ
֪У߰ȥԷˣѶòУͣشߴ
ֻ֪ҡҡͷ㡢ȥɣҵһȡ
ЩɵۣΪʲôҪȰٵʳþûˣƽʱİҸԷ˼......
ʱͬ˵ڹ֪вŵԴһ
ûãҲţһΣ֪޷پܾҲߵòˣһȥʳá
ʳô򷹵ʱ֪Ǹоâڱǰһ˵ҲܹĿϴ񣬵УΪδalphaϢص⡣
ϾݲȫһalphaԺ޸غһŴϡ
......
㷢ʲôأ
ߴݵ֪л㱻عŷ֪ʲôʱѾ²̰Լˡ
̲ۼ˾룺ûʲôϿϵе۶ѡ
΢ü֪ЩʲôƬ̺΢°͵
֪бҲķ˹ȥȻ˹ڣںں͹˵Щʲôʹţһȵӡ
֪Ϊʲô֪еһһԼĴ
ЩûаѿӸڵϣӦϰԼ
ԱߵݿɫȱãȻǰԼи԰ɡ
......лл֪̾˿ֻԼȫûθڡ
ǲŸո߳ʳãٴοʼ꣬˭Ҳûɡֻվڴſڸɵۡ
ؽѧ¥Ļʱȫһʪ͸ܻð
֪鱾ͷ꣬״Ҳ̲סһ䣺
ȴĵӣҪȻǽȥһС߰ɡ
Ҳֻˡ
»صʳ֪ѾûڣӦǸղŻûʱˡ
ݻڵҪ̶֪һȡ׼ԼȵʱǵİͻȻһݣôؽң
֪һ̧ͷľǸomegaȥĳóomegaݿֱһλľ롣
omegaҲΣذ۵ɡ˹ȥҸպɡһؽҰɣ
ҲûпллˣҺͣͺá
omega죺õȵʲôʱ򰡣
ֱʱʩһؽָڶ֪У......
֪иϽǸڰ֪УҲݵѡ
Ŷҽơomega˵תݣ߰ɣ㻹ҪһʱҲͣ˵ģٵ𣿸պһʷⲻ̫ȥ˳ҽ¡
Ȼô˵ݾһβ״̬Լȥɡ
ҧҧְκƳ֪һۣڻվˣһرԹһ䣺Ǻðɣܳ
ͨʳſڵ·ȴƫƫƵ֪һࡣ
ôϢصζ
ʱ¶ĵ֪΢΢۾ûڣԷѾʩʩȻ뿪ˡ
ߺݱʵղź˵ʲô
˶֪ҡͷϣûʲô
Ȼûͣ˻ðܻ˽ѧ¥ϼʪˡ
ҪֽСʵ
֪̾˿ˣȥҹҪһУ˵ѾôʪˣôҲ
ƺ˵ʲôʱԤ죬ҲֻûԼĽҡ
ѧʱ껹£֪꣬ڽﴵ˰޵ķȣЩ䣬йԼ򷹣׼Ȼȥϴ衣
ԭȥݵģڴɨҲˣֱתȥ
¥ʱԶԶؾͿվڴſڣ߽һ֪вϳʳomegaơ
ΪԷݵģĵ߹ȥֵգڽɨ
ϣȴЦЦ㡣
⵹֪ͷˣҸʲô
֮ǰֲʶ
˫ÿһ´һźϾʲôϵΪʲôϻϢصζòŲɣ߹ߵ˶ܷ
˵⣬ȻȻЦŶԲbeta
ȻЩ֣֪ΪԴҲе飬ԱʵҺһᣬֻСմϵĶѡ
Ȼţһbetaûζ
......ô֪һ˭֪Щعζˡ
üƱʵΪ㡣


35 
ĶͻȻ֪к޷֮ǰҪ裬˻ץһֱȷԼ֮˰ȫľǿװ򶨵ʵģ
գգۣĿΪŶԾ촽ϣҴȥ
һǰһؽһ䡣ʾ֪н޹£Լִӳ﷭⼸µһһҰǱ
˼ķ䣬֪һ䣺ôӣɨ鷳ɡ
ţƽԱڴɨġݶ˶٣Ǹǵķ䡣
˵գ֪зӦµĴ̣Ǹ˯Ĵ
仰֪˺һκһԼ......ΪʲôҪѧķ䣿
ݵҲǸԡˣⶰӱϿźܺãʵëһѣĿͷҲûôʰûȷҪȥ˯
ղŲ˵ڴɨ......֪ܸоĻЩìܣȷԼҲǸ޷ʹõԡңҲֻǿ˵ǣô죿˼ǽ˯ɳ
ƺΪãҡҡͷ鷿۵ҲҪҹģù˯С
֪һӣ˷Ҳûɳ֮ĶҲֻεڴˡ
µĴ̺Уֳ֪Ŵ˼̲סֿʼҷɡ
ֱݿʱŻع......˵ʲô
˵ܰһҿûҩ𣿡̾˿
ö˶˵ʲôҩƣ֪ɻؿһۣҫſݶǴһƬɫѾ΢΢ʼЩ࣬Ȼײĺۼ
ЩȻղײģ
һײˡ
֪ô΢յ˵仰ʱ֪оȻƲסЦ
סˣڷ﷭
ûڸǷҵκҽƷֻתսջǷһСҽ䡣
ص󣬷ײĵطѳױдϵģ֪üʵײô
ݵͷǹɣίûҿĨһĨҩɡ
ҲֻˡѼ򶼷ǰ֪дҽóҩƵ࿪ȻఴӴȣһһʣ۲ۣ
費Ҫ˭֪ȴ˼Ī˵ۣ㰴Ͳۡ
֪еĶһʱҲΪҩƴ̼ԵʣֻԼԽԽȣԽԽ̣Ų֣ݵƤȴһ޷
һСģ֪մҩƵ־ͻݵ۽ǡ
˻һ̱۾۽бˮ
״֪иϽҲҵ֣Բû°ɣҸȥֽ
ˣҴһͺáȻۣ֪еλƫƫ
֪޴ԥһ£ֻԴ˹ȥᳯͨ۽Ǵ
Ϊý˳ĽΪԼĴ΢΢Өˮӵʪ۽ǣΪöȾ
ǿԼ֪дһʵ𣿡
ݵٴһɣ̫ˣ
֪мԼֵûϳ֮ǰ˵Ǹomega˭𣿡
֪Ҳͣһ£˭
ơ
Ӽҳ֪бŶһк
ݵţҪҵĵ绰롣
⻰֪ûӡ
ϾĬһν˵һ䣺ҾͰѸǵĸ
һΣֱ֪ͣס˶
Ҳ˷۾Цһ£ʲô飿ҿЦġ
......֪иɴ֣۾ˡ
ۣݿһˮӣ⣺˰ɣ˯ɡ
ͣ۾ۿҲԽԽ죬֪гסˣͷҽңҳһСƿҩˮ
ҰһЩҩˮ
ԣƺԸв죬ϾȻͷð
ȥԡָϴɾ֪Żҩˮݵ۾ѾúˣΣʮ
ȫעΪݵҩˮʱ򣬰ڵķҲڴʱˡ
ʱ¹ԭǽô˯ƿŻûǰһĻͣס˼ǰߵĽŲ
ӸǵĽǶڴͷŸ֪У֮䰤ú֪ܽлݵҲǽȦ˻һ
Ĭһ£ǻǵ͵Ϳһ
Ȼб죬֪һһҩˮ͵ˣǿƵݵջ䣬ûǡ
ֱתͷվſڣʱͣһ¡
......ǳɵؿڡ
һѽ͵Ļ֪еԺת϶ɵȴҲľӣ۾ΪղҲС......
⻰߹ȥ鿴
ʱͨ˫۵ҲתЩͷ˵ûʲô¡
ҩˮûȫգ˵ݵعǶȺϸСˮ۱׷״˫з£Ǻò۽ǣȥǸոʹһ
üͷһ壬˵ʲôĿ֪ʱֺܿתΪ˾ȡ
֪пһֱ֪пĻҺʵһ˯
Ȼ䶼ð
֪ͣȴһ۵
֪ΪΣݵı鲻̫ãҲû˵
ûã֪оͿһ˵ֿ۵۵µʱҲûȥɣȫѴ֮
˵Ļ֪пʼЩˡ
˯ͺá
֪бԶȥ۵˯ģȻ˵꣬ݾ۵ȥ˯ɡ
ǵţǾɡ˯һȥ
ô˵֪̲סѧѾˣ㻹Ҫ𣿡
΢ŵ̾һ΢Цû£ϰˣ˵Ҳû
ֱ뿪֪вڴ
Ǳˣţؿڵͨʱ䲹ģֲɵӡȷʵû˺һˣŻѪһѹҲ䲻һá
Ļ֪лعʲô˼...
ȴ˸Լ˱ͣûʲô˯ɡ
֪Ҳֻô
ڸǵĴϣʵ֪оþòߡȻͷӺʹųֻеϴҺ㣬ܻ㱾иϢصϢ
Ƣıɵζһļһ⣬ѾкЩûŵ
գΪƣ룬֪л硣
ڶ糿Ǳѵѵġ
֪˯ʵݻ˯űûСһţҲֻ̾һ


36 
˵ҪԼ֪֮̾ǰѩʱŪһʱЩΪѵü......ʲô£һҪ𣿡
Ʊ΢΢һЦЦһ䣬ȥһֻС꣺ţһҪΪΨһѡ
Ǻйأ֪еֱģҡ......ûб𣿡
ûУҪеĻҲˡҧҧˣ¶˵ܼ򵥡
ѾʼȻֻ֪õȸʲô°ɡ
˵仰ƱһǰͰ͵ı飬չ¶ЦգѣΨһѣǰ˵ҵĺû
֪һ㶣̫˵û˼Ϊʲô
üЩô룺Ϊϲ
֪ŻȻ
......ǲǺǼ²ֻӸǻݶѡ֪Ϊơ
ֵϲҲ֪ЩƧһֱҲôǰϵͬѧ˵ôҲŻ˵һ䡣ѣҿ㣬Ҳæġ
ԥһ£֪еϲϲҲǿһ仰ܾİ
֪˵ˣܶЩӡɡ̾˿ʣµһԼŬֻ˵ѣôȻҲװװæġ
˵˵ţƵֿʼһˮ⣬Ҽ֪ʵǲܾ̾
Щ޿κε룬ҲԼͳһϺ˵ɡ
գ֪лǴӦҲǰ˵˲֤ԼĻܶá
ȻԴˣƺаգ֪˵ԼݵĽǵȦĸ첲ԼԺҲõѡ
֪в̫ϲճճذһ𣬼ϼϴ裬Ҹڻᣬʱʹݵ
ڸʲô
ƼݣϾɿ֪е֣ܹȥڡȴûֱǰȥ֪иˡ
˲ͬеĻ棬һĨʣת˲ţܿͻָƽͬתȥˡ
¥ʱݾʵΪʲôͻȻ㣿֮ǰʶ
֪ҡҡͷѾ˸ŵĽڣ......ң˵ʳҾ;˲Բҵġ
һԲŵӣʵʲô⣿ѧϰϵģǱķ棿
˰죬֪вӲת˻⣺Ȼشңô
Цһ£Ҳѡ
֪ܾ⻰ЩζΪʲôأҿ֮ͦǰҲ˵ˣס϶Ҫͳ֮ĹڶùϵҪܰǵͨദ㲻һֻһѣ......Ҳһ
˵ݰûشֱ˻صᣬί
˵̫ˡ
û뵽ôش֪㶣Ƭ̺ŰοʵĲѣ㿴㲻ͺ𣿡
ݵͷû˵־ִٵʵƽǺ˵˶ţ񲢲ᣬѣԲҡʲô㡣
......𣿡̧ͷ
֪æͷġ
˵ӦҲѰɡ
ĬΣһῼǵġ
֪бһ㻹ûشأô
򴽣ʵǲңһе㷳ԺĻҿԺѡ
оôشѾܲˣ֪Ҳ˵ͷǵãԺͬѧദʱҪǳ˲Żѡ
һۣݺȻ֣µ˵ֻҪ˵ģҾͻȥ
ȫȻΡ
֪ΪΣһ̣֪ȻӿһΡ
룬ǾԼ˵ûѣ󽻼ȦԼҲܶһЩϢĿռ䣬Ǵһÿ챻ȴݣϻմôϢصζ
Ҳ֪ϴܲϴ
̾˿֪ȥԡˡ
գƱٴˣôô
֪еп˵ῼǺµġ
ԣЦۣлл㰡û뵽Ļܶã鷳ԺҲǰһҰɡ
......֪ʵô㣿
Це˵ֻҪԼˣҳƯ߿˺ܺãҷ½ģٴͨӦòѰɣ
˵ûȷ......֪е˵ͷС
еϵݸǾͰˡ
ȥ֪б㿪ʼǰƣôϵͬѧ𣿡
ݵûУ֪˭ʼȽϺá
֪бҿƾͲ......ϡ
ɻؿһۣݵӡô𣿡
Ҿ㣬Ҳкøаٱ½ӽͬѧðɡ֪Щ˵
ŶһȥȤȱȱԣɡ
ֽ֪֮˵˼Ƶĺûڳɹݻˡ
˵ôͻȻǸôȤˣֱֱضǺ˽нӴ𣿡
֪ôܳϣֻõ˵ûУֻҵĸоͦõġ
ƲƲ죬û뵽Ȼô롣
˶٣Ȼֵ뿴Ӱ𣿡
ΪʲôͻȻҪӰ֪Щ֡
漴鱾ҳŵӰƱûʲô쿴ʱ˳ˣΪһȥ
ȻŵӰƱ֪ȴһ£ʲôʱ򣿡
˿ӰƱϵʱ䣬ݵϣǿȥ
Ӧһ֪ûϴӦ
Ӱ......ƺǸĻᡣ
֪תͷͰ˵......ܺһȥӰĻҲǻһЩչҲһ
Ҳûע⵽ԼԼȥӰʱԷҲЩ֡
ĬƬ̣ƲЦ˵öԣȥҪôźã
˵ûʱȥС֪еúܼ򵥣Ʊˣ˷Ѷ಻ãʱҾȰȥ
ҡҡͷƵ̫ˣҽ㣬ûʱȥȻȰƱתãȵҺƱʱ˵һȥ¡
ǰһ֪Եô
ƵһЦ¡ˣҲ鷳ҵɡ
ȷʵҲҪϰ֪ˬشӦ
֪Լ֪Ҫ͸ǲϰʱݿȥܲˣøǻһ첻𣿡
ѧʱҲܱҲ̫鷳֪е԰Ʊתˡ
Ȱ˰죬ڲ鲻Ըͬˡ


37 
֪𴲵ʱҲͬһʱ۾ûֻǷ˸ŵ˯ѵıʵˣ
˵롣
·ʱ֪вСǽϵĿأͷĵƾȻ㾪ʵ𣿡
ûлشֻǶΪ˯¶¶ļֱƬ̺ŵǽ˵Ѱɡ
ʱ֪Ϊ·ͷŷֶԷһֱԼϣʱЩֻܾٵԼ·
пûΪѵؿĿӣ֪бȥԡң־ǲ̫һ㣬˼˰죬㳹׽ԭء
ǿľᣬ΢ŵ̾һƴӴһ̧ҲѵԼ˯¡
춯֪ʶ˹ȥԴҵƿߡ
Ҳ·һػԼĿӡ
˯صã֪Ҫ·ֱӻǻǶϴ»ȥϴʱһŤͷͿ˵ļһѪ˿ڡ
֪㶣ɵʵݣļ...
ǰɡȴһӣСŪġ
ĶǵĲĴ죬֪üôҲһ£㻹ϴ裬һȾô졣
ݵԼš
֮£֪ҲֻܵҰ㡣
óҽ䣬ҳ˾ƾϰҩʹ漴ʼְݴ˿ڡ
þƾഴʱݵһ£ȣͬʱ˵һЩĻתעƽʱҲôððʧʧ𣿡
֮ǰΪԸҲѲ˸ϵ
˭֪仰ʳڣݾһֱĬţ֪ΪǱԼ˵ĵʱ򣬲üûе˵......ڣǰһ
֪Ҳ֪˵Ĳһָﲻһ
ݴ˿ںע⵽˶Է챻ײĵطֻѾȫһƬˣȥ˭ʵʵشһȭ
ȻС覴ҲڸǲݵĺòнӴʱ֪лǿƲסظе˽ţЩӦȣһ̾ҽѸˡ
˯ȥϴɡ֪ûһ
ȴˣžͺá
֪еôУҴѧ˯¿϶Ҫϴɾġ
һЦ˳ָֻܿƽⲻ˯£Űɡ
˵գԡȥˡ
֪Ϊ仰Ŀɿڴԭء
Ǹǵģǻ˭ģ
ɵؿ˯£ȴͷ
ʱűã֪бϽӦһ
ǸǣǶ֪е簲Ƴۿյ۵Դȵ˵ҲȻô𴲣ƽʱҪ˯ġ
䣬ԡҲݿڳݲķС
֪˯Щ޴룺ѧ·ҪҪϴ˵......
û뵽ǣ˯µʱ򸶽ǵɫͱùŹ˺һһ˵ͷźˡ
ѧ˯......֪ԥڣ̲ס˳˭ģ
ſڵݸʱġ
Σ֪ŷӦΪʲô֮ǰݻЦˡ
ֲ˯¿ԾɣҲֲøԼ߶·ܺ......֪гĬţƲ⣬ĵȴڰա
Ҳǲı仯ֵҺ߲ͬ˯ҲݲŻԼĸ㣬·ȻﵫҲϴģ㲻õĲɾ
֪Ҳ˵ʲôֻǿЦЦѧҹ㣿ôô𣿡
ǵ˯СʱѾˡ
ҲԡˣԾ͵ȥǼˮͷʲôһްɣϴ跢ִûˮⷿٲúôĻ͹Ҳûʲôˡ
ߺܳ㣬Ըһ۾ͿͷϵһƬ࣬ʵô£
ڵʱײġں˵ѾҴˡ
üû˵䴽ǣòΪǱİɣ
ûѯˡ
֪ǵһεһۣȴǵöԷЦ
֪߳зָĿʼ׼ˮͷˣѧȥ緹ɡ
ڵĸҲ̧ͷǳǳЦһ£鷳ˣʳĶʵġ
Ϊ΢Ц֪жʱͳ˸ɾ¥һͷˡ
һСŸһߴʳģȫûעⱳʲôʱվһˣֱݵʱһЩϵˡ
ҪҪҰ㣿
ԼպĹ֪иϽܾˣͿԡ
õظҲߣű߶֪мһʵǱܲˣͣ˶ͷҪȻȥѧɡ
ݸɴҲЩ
ȥҲа仰֪һ£û˵ڡ
𣿡
ڳĬʱݺȻʵ
֪һ£ҡΪʲôҪ......
δ䣬ݾڴʱǰ֪û뵽˫һ̨ϣֱӾͽԼȦСռ
Ӧ֪мһʲôҶˣֻЩܻ뿪ݣʲô
֮ȴսĶϣʲô˵㲻ĻΪʲôһҿͱôţʲôû
......˭Ҷţ罻⡣֪һͼԼ侲鷳һˣû취
ϧݲԸȻάԭǲǻǰǼ£
֪Ŀһӵڵء
õĽֹɫطʱݱĬȻ˿ˡ
뿪ĽŲ֪б˱ۡ
ȵöȻûǵӰݵѾλˣģȥƽʲôҲûƵġ
ʵҲûзʲô֪һ¡
ȥѧԷ
Ƥû̧ʱǲͣԷģõ˵
֪бҭһ£ֻñ
ɫ糣سͣݰǵĲ;õϴˣ֪вȥҸǡ
δԡңᵽǹ޵ıζ֪мӿ˽Ų
ѧͶˣ㻹ǳްɡ
Ÿǿı˵仰ǰѾӣڰֱϵļⲢţһ֪šˮܵĶš
ҲȻ˵һؾˣû£Ͼ޺ˡ
ʹǱԼˮͷ֪Ҳԣ˲δע⵽ǱɵЩԽԽǿҡ
ֱǵĶȻסŻ㱾òԾ
ѧϢصζ......ǲ̫ŨЩ


38 
֪ûϵǣ˻ݵʱݱֱʵϵĵӰƱ˭ȥˡ
ûȹڿڣ֪оǰҼǵôҶæɣβ˵ϰʱȥ𣿻ڣҼǵҵû԰......
һ˵һ߱ݸʹɫദĬҲԣһɫԣڱҲˡ
԰ϰȥϰ࣬Ҫˡ̿ɥһ
Ҳ̾ҵҪҪҽٲĻҲñϰ˺ˡ
ͷݵˣҰƱˡ
ֱˣôǮǮ֪еɴ۾ϽȰ𰡣ֱ˶˷ѣȥǰϵͬѧɣҲҪء
ȴм˭һҪȥӰ
֪Ϊʲô֪дĻһ˿˼ֻ÷Բ´һһȥû취
ԾһȥɶӰֲƬ𣿡
ʣױڰֹˡ
Ҳգض֪пһݲ΢ŵһ
ѧʱ֪һУԶԶͿѾϣϽŤͷݵŶ
˵գӿ˽Ų·Ƶʱֳ΢΢˵ͷ
ҲȻģ߹Լ߾˳Ʋȥ
վ˵֪ڷͬʱҲеһɾΥɡ
Ȼһ˿Σݾдžᣬ˺һµ˵......˵ҪƱҺһȥ
֪һ΢ȵ̫ˣƱͲ˷ѵͺһȥɡ
شôˬ죬ݱؿʵͬҺһȥ
ʲôͬ......˭һȥӰɣûȨ档Ļ֪ЩЦãӰѵóᣬǾͿˡ
ȴǲ鲻ԸʲôʱʱһȥӰ
ֻ֪ܵĩͺȥ
ȷĴ𸴣΢Ц
ѧʱΪûƽܺ͹Ƥҩһճ֪еݣֵʵأôû㡣
ͱ˿Ӱȥˡ֪е
һ⻰İ֮ʱȼ𣺡˭ѽ
֪Ц˵Ҳʶ߰ɣˣȥʳóԷ
һۣȻǲǲһȥӰԲҺڼװ°
֪ҡҡͷҲ......֮˵̫ˣͱˡ
գݣĸƵģһһףһҪһ˯ˣһҪһȥӰˣ˵һʲô̬Ѳ......ǿˣ
۾Ҳǲ......
仰һ֪иϽ͵㻹Ҫ˵鰡ΪûԲŻ̫ˣҲڰѣ߳״̬ͺˡ
ƤЦҲôһ˵ʲô
֪кһʾúһʶ
ȥʳóԷûϰһꡣ
ô꣬ûˡ
̾һ󣬹֪ڷֵιôһڣ˾ʧǵġ
˺һ֪вŵʲôЦ......ʲô
ڹ￴ĵط
ΪֻһɡֺܴԵѧ¥ʱ϶ٶʪˡɡ֪и׼¥ݣһİͳ˹
֪ͬѧ𣿡
֪һ£ǣ𣿡
ŵݺƵͬѧǴӰƱˣæһ£֪ݵѡ
˵ţ㽫ŵӰƱݸ
һԵĹ̲ˣôĵģУڶҪϰˣ˭ʱͰԼŲͳˣ˵ֲ󡣡
ǸȴΪѵ˵ʱĻһҪæ......
ŵӰƱ֪˽ս˰ΣԼƭȥƿӰ£ӿһ˿˿Ρգǽӹ˵ӰƱ......Ǻðɡ
Ӧظˡ
ﲻ磬ϰ㲻ˣ
֪еʱӦһ°ɣʦ˾˵ڲѧ˾鷳һȣ˵ȥͶȥˣͻ
㣬Ҳ̫ˡΪơ
̾һֻ֪óɡ߽Ļ
ӰԺѧУкüվ·Ȼй֪лûŬҵӰԺλþͻ˲ʱ䡣ϱʪһ룬һǱس
òӰԺ֪´Ӱʱ䣬˲ϰԼɾ߬Ʊˡ
תһȦżʱ򣬱ʹݾȵ
֪Уô
֪лͷһֻվһһϲ߹ȥƱ
ȴݵüͷԽԽʲôƱ
˵ʲô漴ߵƣûƱ֪͹ģ
ҲЩȣ˴ģղ......ֻֻϺѱԹ˼䣬Ҳֱ֪Ʊ......
ݵɫѾȥֻܻҵؼͣҡҲû뵽ĴӦ......
Լһ˰֪пЦһ£ǰοûϵ鷳ƱŰɡ
ȻݲҲûȥƱסһߡ
ಽظͬһԡ
ݣҵʲôıʶʱ֪ЩΣѶԷϧֵֻܴܱȸһȥ䡣
䣬漴ºüֽøɾ̴ˮȻŵȥ
֪æҡͷܾˣ㷴ѾˣƱҲУٻȥǾͿӰ߰ɣܻȥˡ
ʱԱߵͻȻҪȻһ𿴰ɣ
һ£ǿ֪иϽؾˡ
Ƶݵ֣Ȼɡ߳䡣
Ҳɡ
˵֪һ˵ӰԺſڡ
Բ𣬶ҲáƴǸȥϴ裬ٺȱȽɣСĸðˡ
֪еǲ⣺ûϵȥɣӰҲ쿪ˡ
һۣƺȻĪ˵һֱԱôõ𣿡
գգۣ֪в֪ôش𣺡ʲô...
Цҡҡͷû¡
صѧУ֪дæϻỻ·Ҳϴܵ˽ҡڵ֪һֱڵԼεòУһԷƴǸڸҲ⡣
ϰϰͽˣȥſ
Ӱô
һ䣬Ȼȴûп


39 
һʱ֮䣬϶˱ζܲΪ˵㸶Ǻһ޷ԼϢأƽ״̬alphaomegaɢζҲôŨңοbetaֶС
ôµΣҲֻ......
֪֮ͨ΢΢۾ɵʵѧ......ڵ𣿡
ֱʱǲŶ˶зһ̵ĴϢԲǳƼˡ
ӣ֪иϽѧҩҰðɣ
Ȼȴҡҡλεվַǽ֧ס壬϶˵û......Ҳôסûзűҩģһѣھȥ绰
亹ȴҪǿŵӣ֪иΪУѧţȥݣ
˵գ漴ܵݻյϴ룬־Ȱˮͷˡ
ʲô£ü
֪еѧڵˣҩ𣿡
ҡҡͷɫҲѵⷿû𣿡
ûС֪мô죿ȥ򣿡
Ƭ̣ݲ֣ȥɣ㲻֪еҸҲֿƲסԼˡ
Ӧ˵ʲô֪нһ˲
ݷ۵糸˼׾ͳҩȥˡ֪룬ܵԡҵǵëʪ˹ȥ
ѧ㻹ٵȵȣȥҩˡ֪пѾߵſˣҲ֪òȥֻܰеë˹ȥ
תͷ¶һŷһᴭһߵ鷳ˣһϢӰ졣
ӹëڵ˫ȴƽһһƵģƾ˼ִδй
ĸ֪вɵס˺˺һŵûѧҲӰģ㻹ǰſŰɣһҪʲôҲܼʱø㡣
˵ͷ˴ϣëԼĶͷ԰ҵˮ𣿡
֪һˮŸǺˮɻ˴ˮĴ껹մȾһĨӨӣԻָƵʡ
Ϣȷʵ̫ŨһЩ֪оԼҲʼеֻ˳ȥŰڣؿȴݡ
ֹһӣڿ֪ҲŵǹɱɵζˣǵȸղŻҪѰݲ֪Ϊʲôû
⸽ѵûҩ绰һʣ¥Ͼʹ˲ѵĴ졣
֪ͷһݣ̷ɱ¥ƿžͿһصĲ
û£ҲСֻˡѾְڴͷϣֱܿ۾Ķڵסˣֻܿü΢΢źϵĺĴ
˿֪еѧ㲻Ҫɨͺá
ܿӴɨϵĲƬɾϴϰѲˮա
֪ڴɨʱû⸶ǵ״̬ԵֱʱͻȻǾڲɢŲȶȵ塣
˲䣬֪н壬ͬʱŵҪͷѧ......
زͷΪѾסĲӣһֻȦֻܱԼеվ
󾱴ʪĸо֪û뵽ֻƴͼalphaǣѧ㿴Ұ......ϾҩˣһЩòã
ûлشֻǲñǼ촽ڵĺ󾱴ĥ䣬ӿкҲһ̼֪мƤˡ
......ȥĻ......֪Ŭǵ֣ȴεطԼʵǱȲеalpha
ѧѧõ˵...
δ䣬֪кȻӺ󷽴ԴֲڵЩʪȵĴУҲһ׹ʲôΪ𾪶ͣסһж
ʱûҵĸѾ͵ĴϢ֮ľ˲١֪бȵĺսĶסˣһʱȻ˷˺󾱾ͱǸҧһڡ
һ۵Ѹ˹˿ڴѪˣ֮淴£ʹжʱ䱾Ҳ֪һǸƿˡ
תǱŲӵ˼۾ŸǣѧҰŹˣԼ侲һ°ɡ
˵գסŰֻ֣ǸǶ죬û߳ȥ˹˶Űϡ
һҧϣ֪³׻
ݲ˵ǲǰǸȻʧȥǵ˭
ǱͱߣϢȫǰδСֻ֪ȽѿʼˣΪһbetaòϢصѹ֮³Ҫ̧ͷоǧصĳ׹һ
ѹס󣬸ִս֪вӴոձҧ˿ڣƺɻԼΪʲôûܱomega˼Ƭ̣ٴνԼ촽ȥ
ֻ֪ۣͬʱҲЩбɵϢ̫Ũˣ񱻱ζסһ㼷һͻữ
µŰ崫𶯣ƺ˭š
......֪лҵͷԺ˼þʣµ˶Է֡
ͣŵĶ溰վԶһ㣡
֪ԼѵԱŲŲһҲ뿪ŵķΧݲŴš
˵Ӻ΢üû˵ʲôֻǽǴ֪ϳˣȥɣ
ʿһ֪ЩˣҿݣεŲӾͷɿ뿪˷䡣
Щججߵԡˮϴһھһ㡣𷽲ʱӣ֪о;Щ޵ݡ
ˮʹش˴ˮʽ֮У̶ʴ˿ڣ۵õ͵ͳ
һʹһѪۣ֪̲ס̾һֵЩomegaĺ
ԡҺ󣬾ͷѾվſڵˡ
ҩѾǳˣûˣ
֪ҡҡͷû¡㲻˵......ѧ......
ݳЦһ£Ҳ֪ô£Ҳѹ̫˰ɣһֱǶǿҩȹڵģҩԶܻиá
һۣ֪ԥһ£ǰԼɻʳ˿ڣ......أҲ𣿡
ͻȻԼݿȥԲ죬Ĭβŵûзڡ
ûз...֪в̫仰˼Ѿ˹ȥ
󾱴˿ڿ˿ݳҰ㴦Ȼữŧġ
ֻ֪һɳ
ʱ򣬿еıζѾŲˣ֪бҲҧǴ˿ڴʹ
ȻݵĶʮᣬǺۡ
ֲҩһ䣺⣬ûʲôɣ
ʲô֪ʶ漴Ϊݵסˡ


40 
ΪûеõشڻЬ֪лʶݣȴֶԷ۾̯Ŀα촽һߣҲ֪ûԼ˵
룬֪иɴһ䣺ĵӰô
ݻûַֻһҳ飬ɽĬǽ
֪оٳٶҲԾˡĬĬĥһ£Ϸݵı֣öԷ鲻ò˵ǵԼǵ
ݣôˣӰÿ𣿡
ȻԼ֪ҲûзѯʣϾҶһģΪսζ϶ܡ
ֱʱݲЦһ£ÿôÿ
⻰֪ЩͷۣΪʲôҪ˵ֻЦ㵽ôˣˣˣݸ磬ҽ磬¾˵òãʵڲ²......
δ䣬תͷ˹дŷŭһ˿ίûƱΪʲôҪ͹еû¸ǲǣΪʲôһ𿴵Ӱ
һ£֪вŵΪ......Ƚ......ǣʲôİҸƱΪãҲǴӦĩͺһȥӰ𣿡
ȻݻǲģվصͲһȥӰȥȥˣһ㶼ں
һӵһֱίۿЩˡ
ʹ֪иǲˣѾʼýͷö㡢Ҫǲȥ;ܾΪʲôȥȥֲļ໤ˣԼȨ
ΪʲôҪںֲֿƿѺͱȥӰҪܣ
ͷĬΣΪΨһѣҺһȥӰҾͻȥ
Եؿһ֪дܵҡҡͷ......ðɣԲ𣬶˰ɣԺ󲻻ˣ㲻Ѿˣҿǲܣûй˼ĸܡ
ʵǰﲻˣ׹һ߼˼ά֮޷˵ķʽ
ǸݴƵ˵û㡣
̾һ֪ԼĴӲòȥˡ
ûгܰɣȽϵΪͻĻԼǳˣ
ݲмƲƲ죺ûУ˵ʲôҶӦҲͶҵ˼ˡ
ؿֻ֪ܾԺٺˡ
ں͹½ᣬһžͳݵǺ˭һ𿴵ӰȥˣԼİ֮ġ
ֻǺͬͬѧѡݶ˶ֵĩҪ֪һȥ
⧲ô˵ﰡһǴ㿴ʲôƬԣݸ磬ô׼Һأôһġ
ڸϽĩҪϰûգԼȥɡ
ûֻתֱֱؿ֪С
յĿֻ֪ӲͷƤԹ......´ΰɣ´һȥؾҺȥ
ԣȻЩʧ䣬ҲûзԣаɣͶȥɣҲˡ
ֻһ˵֪ȴӦţʱͺش
׼ϨƵʱݳ˲ע⣬ֿͰ͵شյ֪СʵҿԺһ˯𣿡
һΣ֪Դǵؾܾ
ܾû˵ʲôֻĬĬŶһ漴ͷصԼĴȥģž˵С֪вɵԼǸ˵Ĵ
֮Ȼûһ˯ҪˣȴԽԽֱ޲ϲһȥصҲ֪дһ飬ǵùֱ顣
Ȳȵ壬һѧʱݾ֣µضǵýҵĵ绰Ŷ
֪пǸĵӾЦ֪ˣġ
ϳؼҡ
˸ԻؼҺݵϢըһֱûϹ֪л㱾ԼֱʱضϢʾ
ȫţг̣Ҳ̳ſڷġ
˵ڶ죬֪аԼʱȥ˵ӰԺȴѾվſڣջЩ죬֪ǵ˶òűɹġ
ôȥң״Ͻ߹ȥ˸ĵط
ȴЦЦ濴㡣
֪һ£˵ʲôͱ˵ӰԺ
ȥ˿ֺͱ׻漴Ʊ˰Ҳ֪ÿʲôӰ
Ϊ֪бͶԿӰȤ˾ѡΪԷҪôѡϲƬҪôѡƬû뵽ݶתת˲Ƭ
Ʊ֪ЩɣƬо...
Ȼûüʲôݾˡ
ڰĻһ߿Ӱһϸţ֪еҲ˾
Ӱalphaomegaͻ谭һʱȻ־úû˼
ôˣһԵݾȻע⵽üϾһ䡣
֪Ҳ˼˵Լ뷨ֻܺûʲôֻǾӰĵͦٵġ
ʵУalphaomegaҪһôƨ£һ˻ʲô㶨ˡ
Ҳû˵ֻͬƵĵЦһ
ò׿˵ӰҪȥԷ֪ҲֻôӦˡ
ոµӰԺ̨ףֻһȴƷϢһֺԹһֱûлظԼҲ֪ڸʲô
֪п˱ظҺȥӰˣڲųһֱûпֻ㡣
ݵݣ㿴ֻ˵㷢˺öϢظһ¡
óֻ˼ۺȴ½֮װ˶ûʲôҪ£һؼҺٻ
Ȼô˵ˣ֪Ҳ̫ࡣ
û뵽ƻڿԼϢ˵绰
֪УһȥӰˣڵ绰ʲô
֪ʵţſ겻ãոȥˣ׼ظϢ
һҪؼ𣿡
֪Ϊʲô֪кȻòӦú˵ԼҪһȥԷ飬СС˸ѣԣٵһȰɣӦúܿͻˡ
ԣû˵ʲô
˵绰ִֻ֪ߴٵ㵹ǻһȻҲ̫òˡ
һۣĬ׻ͳֻ
ȷʵڵͷ༭Ϣ֪ŷ
ΪµȹټʱҲ˱׼ڵӰԺҸطԷû߳Զ֪żȻ̧ͷͿһϤӰ
......ƣô⡣Ѿ߽ˣ޷Ӷ֪б㻹ǺкѱץΡ
΢΢һЦҼҾ⸽˵ڿӰҲҲûʲôÿƬӡ
תݣԴֵʵݣôҷϢͷְ
Ȼ˵̫ȣô֡
ǲҪؼ𣿡һ䡣
һأ֪оû취ȥˡ
ֻܴһȥԷˡ


41 
Ĭã֪вŴӺＷʲôʲô...
ûֻǰؿ
֪еûʲôǵͷ³û֡
˿ڴֹѪҩִ֮żԺԵĴʹݳʱһ֪ʵ̲סȥȴڽӴƤ֮ǰס֡
ٿ䣬ݾѾƽ
϶ζ
̫˵ʱֱΪҩеľײȥ˲֪ͫ΢֪һݵ˦һߡ
סӵĳ嶯֪ǿװ򶨵Һѧһ϶ٶմ֮ԻΪƣ˵ĻģΪˣȴعͷָ𣿡
һ˵һͣžԼﻰˡ
⻹һαԹݡ
ǰ˵Ļ󣬲ûһЦ˳ֻЦ
üЦЩӣ֪гױסˣʲôЦģݣ֪֪......
˵֪֪˸Ǹ룬˭֪ȴѻ˵֮ǰڵһκһûӵ㡣
֪סˣ˺һϵ񾭲......Կͺܿǲǣ
ҡҡͷһϿңǡ
ʱ֪ҲٺƤˣֱӾվȻѧѾҩҾͻȥˡ
㲻춼ûܺ˵ʲôͷ
һﰵһalphaѧʲôȣ֪һ߼ᶨذȾߣˣͻȻҲйҪͺúչѧɡ
ȻҲһվҪչˣֻһڰˣ˯һͺáУҪҲ˵һ𣿡
Ťͷһ˦ƹӣ֪¥ϵĸǣȷЩĲҲʵڲֻܺݺĵҺ˵һߡ
˵գ¥˸ǵķǰһ̧á
˰Ҳ˻Ӧ֪ԥһ£š߽ȥ
ȻŴһ۾Ϳڴϵĸǡ˫۽գͷ϶ŽõıյĺҲˣӦѾûʲô󰭡
֪в֪ǲ˯ˣֻѹỽѧü˵𣿡
ûӦ˵һΣ뿪ʱ򣬴ϵڰ۾΢΢һ졣
ѧ㻹ðɣ֪нվԭأһ롣
Ƭ̺󣬸ǲɤӳˣţԲҸղ......ûпסԼûˣ
֪û˼˵Լҧ˵£ֻܺرʾ·һãѧҪעϢǸͻȻһйûҪȻȥˡ
ԣƺȥɡ
ˣԼ򳵾У֪иϽֹѧͺúϢɣˡ
̾˿ǸҲ֪......ȥʱעⰲȫ
֪¥ֿվ¥ݿڵԼﻹ߬ųԿס
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֪лǾܾˣϾ˵Ҫ뿪˼ֻԼһ˾һ
ĬĬһۣó·
س·У֪аѶǵ˳⳵Ĵϣ˿˿Ƶ⸧οԼʹ̫Ѩ
ҲΪϱɵζ̫Ũˣţ֪оȻоͷһЩ
......Ǳζá
Цһ£ԼôʵЩˡ
صҺŹȥ˲һʱ䣬֪ȴĪֻĸо̱ɳЪһ󣬾ͽ˵㱣Ĥ˿ڲݲݰһ£Ȼϴȥˡ
ˮԼȻһıζֻҪû˶ŵҡҡͷ֪ƣϴһԡ¶
ϴԼѾƣǲʱΣһɣܿ˯ˡ
һ֪˯˶ãʱֻӼꤣһߵֻĻװµδδϢ֪ѡ·˸˯
һֱ˯˰𴲣ֻŷֵ绰ϢݣԹæµΪظһ
Ϣȥ˵ĵ绰ûþʹˡ
ղһֱûֻ𣿡һһ䣬֪֪жൣġ
Ҳ֪Ϊʲô֪ܾǾ仰ˣ......֮ǰڹڲŪꡣ
ݺȻ̾һǾͺãһΪôء
֪гһ£ʵѧôˣ
绰ͷݶ˶٣֪ߺ󲻾Ҿͻؼˣٸ绰һʡ
㻹ˣ֪ʶѿڶǿѧһ˲᲻𣿡
ݲûֻһڶѰڵalphaomegaģĲôģĲĪڷġ
ü֪еðɣ㻹ʲô׼ˡ
⻰̾һȻźټ
˵绰֪бֻһߣʼ׼ˡ
һûԶȵڰԼĶӸһԼֻˡ
ϵֻĻҲڴʱ֪ɨһۣ㿴Ϣݷġ
ˣûʲô£УҰϸɵԼӦúǸ
֪㶣ûüظǵĵ绰ʹ˹
......ѧȻɸоΣҲò
ǵЩĸоһͿżɽϵ£˵ˣĺܱǸҴûҲ֪......ԼΪʲôƲס
һ֪оͻϵΣǲ֪˵Щʲôźã֧֧һŵҲܹѧ......˵ѧΪһֱҩԲŻģҲûʲôˣֻеƤѣûµġ
ֲһ䣺ҲomegaѧͲõˡ
ȻԴˣȴǹڻӣô˵Ҳҵ⣬ұǸ
֪ЩЦãѧѾҵǸˣ¾ȥˣĲ⡣
ֻǱҧһڣֲǣ̫׸ΪôΡ
......úϢɡڵ
֪ͨ󾱴˿ڣѾѪ裬ʱʱᴫʹС
ԼôֻΪǸǸǡ
һϰʱ֪в뱻ͬ·˿ڣʲô¶ɫҴңΪȥ˭֪˻۽𾦣°֮ǰαװ
ʲôĴСֵüë֪УȻںalpha̸ɣ
ɤŴһ仰òͬ²Ŀβѵ̧֪ͣͷȴһӦóڰ칫ҵˡ
ǣʲô


42 
Ƽкݵһֱţ촽Ҳһߣһ仰˵֪̫ԱƷ֣ﰵʾôЦһЦԷȴӶ
Ʋ֪ǲǲʲôǵЦҲǻʱʱݽ̸ôһ䣬ֻʱһݶϷ
Χεһ𲢼·ϣʵüм֪ЩѰѣֻе˻ԾյΣƣղôģΪʲôô͵ӰԺˣ
ظϢŹȥСʱ
ƵŶΪҼҾס⸽ʵҸղ׼ȥġ
˵תݣԭһԼһȥ꿴ģǲظңҾֻó
ȻЩм˵Ҽкܶ飬Ҹòȥꡣ
ݣԺɲȥ氡ϲһûȥأ֪Ҳûȥ԰ɣ
ͻȻôʣ֪бʵԣҲûȥ
ƳһֵۣʱĻݣԸȥ𣿡
ֱʱ֪нŲһ٣ݼҵĸ͵͵ޱݣԷûҪش˼ת˻⣺Ժ˵ɣƣԵʲô
һЦҶԣݣʲô
ȴƿڵҲԣ֪ɡ
ۿƤ߻ظԼ֪Щ£֮Ҳֻôֻʼ˸Ĳ
ѡһұȽƽ۵ѡλõʱ֪ƺһߺԼ˶ȥгʹ˸ɫ
Ҳ΢һף漴˵ǵغԱߵһ
ĪŰԹ֪ȥ䣬˴һദĻ
ֻǣû뵽Լϴֵʱݱƿ˽
̧ͷžӣʼվԼԶĵط۾ֱͨԼӣ֪мֱЩͷƤ飬ֻùˮͷ
㲻ϲɵվʲô
ݳضһ𡣡
һ⻰֪о;ͷֻۣϸѣϾͻȥ˰
ֲҪ;·бҪӡԼ
ݻһ̫˵ӣ֪вòҲһԷģ......ˣѵܸ𣿴ҶͬѧԱҲѺһɣǺദʱԭ򡣡
˵Ȼݵı黹ûʲô仯̬ˡ
ǽˣҲȥҼҵġݶ˶ֵ벻ȥҼң
֪æӦ룬ԺлȥϴȻǾ߰ɣƵ̫á
ı֤ظһ뿪䡣
˻صλϵʱһֹŹֵ֪аκʵһϲ𣿡
֪ˣ֪иϽҡͷаˡ
ŶһƺȻ̾˿ĽǹϵôðڰҲûʲôѣƽʱԼһˡ
ѵҿ˿κ;һ𡣡
΢΢һЦ°ͺϾؿݣȻע⵽Һһ𣿡
һЩ߳ŭ֪ô
ûʲôЦǻǿЩͰɡ
ٷ⣬˶Եúܿġ˵ʱҪͣǱ֪оܾˡ
˵ڰƣҲװռ˼ҵıˡ
߳ʱʵҪؼ𣿻˵ȥʲôļƻ
֪ҲеؼˣûʲôƻҪȻǾͻȥ˰ɣ
˵գһ뿴ݣѯ
ֻûƺ֪֮˼Ρ
⸱ӣ֪ЩӦѡ˳Ĭ
ҿʱ仹磬Ҵȥһطɣܺġƴ˳Ĭ
ϡͿظһ˹֪пбǰΪȺһٴü΢ݣȻʱɵЩЦ
Ŀĵغ֪вŷƴĵطȻ֮ǰһȥǸϷ
ָָϷƵôϷ½ģкܶ»ӣɺˡ
ݵˣҺ֪һġ
ԣɫδ䣬Ŷ̫ˣӦҲˡ
˵գݣһϷȥ
ǽϷ֪пݱƴһ̨ϷǰԼ˸ԶһϷ档
ҲΪϷȽϴһΣݵû;֪Ҳ˸ʹ졣
浽磬һֱ浽˲ų
صȵ֪һӾȳˡ
ȥɣҪʲôʵ
˵㣬֪ҲʾʲôԣͷתȥС
֪תͷݣôÿİɣ
һݲǿԣûá
֪Щķǣ֪б̽ͺ
һ鷳Ҳû˵ʲô
һƾʹűܺϻˣϴʾǿʲôԼѡ
˱ܣҲһ֧
֪пʵҪѡ˱ˮ
֪šƿǣƺȻĪһ䣺֪У㲻ϲԱ𣿡
֪㶣ãֻڲԡ
ζıܣҲϲ𣿡
仰֪иΪˣζıܲҲǱ
Ҳڻش𣺡ţǲ̫ϲ
ƱζЦҾͲˡ
ζԻ֪иûϣȴǲʲôһ֧ܻûԼھͷˣô¶ʢ֮£ûãڻ֭ˮ͵εδ
״ݸɴߵͰԱ߰ѱܸˡ
һۣƵҲϲԱˮ
˻ϴȴӶ֪еʱҲˣҸûؼˡ
֪еͷƵҲȥɡ
ôȥɣƵǿһȥվ
Ȼȴ֪п֮ǰ˵Ҽ˾ȥģټ
˵գҲ֪ûдӦֱӾְȥ漴ͷҲصˡ
֪һ͵Ļû˵ڣͱȺһҵĳ
ղΪʲôͻȻߣ֪Ϊͷֱۣ·ߣҿؼҵģǾˣһҲ̫......
ʼչƣ߷ߵֲǻز˼ң㵣ĸʲô˵ˣҶһˣѵ𣿡
̾˿ֻ֪õͷ
ʵǹܲЩҲ֪ƾϲʲô
һͷֶζomegaܰѳֵס˵ˣϲɲֿ֪оԼ޷⡣


43 
ʱĲӴСеĶҲڳ߹Ťͷһ۾ǵɵϴﲻطһ͵͵ĳ
Ŀһ߰׷Ÿǣһ߸֪жҼǵǸalpha㲱ϵ˿Ľ
ֻ֪ܱҪ˵
ûþҪʲô͸Ǵк˾Ѿߵǰ
ѧôˣѣֻ֪öŶ̽װȵʵ
ԴǸЦЦ֮ǰ㷢Ϣûظ
֮ǰ......֪аһ˼ѧǸղڿᣬʲô𣿡
ԥһ£ʵ°֮ʱ𣿡
Ȼ֪ʲôʱ˿̣֪ͻȻЩ֮⡣ΪԼѾ췢ˣں͸ʱԼȷ޷
ܾòӺδϵ˿ֿʼƵȥץȴΪڿԼòӲסˡ
ݵĳĬ֪е˵ͷͬʱʾԼİ칫Զһ㡣
ƲƲ죬˳ȥһȴٴηһôл
һ֪к͸Ƕʶ̧ͷ˹ȥһ۱㿴һɫõ廨ſڵĿԱ
ǻһֵʱ֪е񾭾ͱˣŶǰȥѯʿԱָָԼλá
ܿ죬ԱŻ˹鷳ǩһ¡
оǵԼϣ֪мƬ̺ǿǩûͻ˵ߵ绰
Ա룺û绰......ҿС
һֱעǶԻĶȲؿڵѵ绰
Աͷֻݹֽдһ뿪ˡ
Ǵ֣֪в֪Լòôȥ˳˺ܾöûж
ƺΪѣһԸĻҲ԰ȥʡ
......Ǿ鷳ѧˡ֪аֽݸ
뵽ֻͨ˰βŵӦ룬ȥҲͨġͻ˭ȫûͷ𣿡
֪εҡҡͷĲ֪......
ƽζʶȥȥҲôҪôǽҪôȶҲΪЩ˻Լ˼ʵ벻˭Լͻ
ǻڶ˼ѧòˣǸҪ֪˭Ȼң˵Ҳû취
תģģ԰Ұѻȥ𣿡
̾˿仨ˮ鰡
ȥӻǾʱɻسΪʲôѻţ
֪Ҳһ£Ÿʲô֮ǰǼҲ˻ҼŲ£ҲֻˣҶ˸˷ѰɣҵͬǴȥ
ϣȴ˵ôҲǸ˵һƬ⣬㻨ӦҲϣԼİָ˰ɡ
⻰֪в֪ôӣģԷҲֻǳգգۡ
°ʱ֪лǽϡ
ôһиһעĿalpha˾ߵİһ·˻ҪƳһۣ֪лڡ
Եʲô򿪳ŵʱ򣬸һ䡣
֪л˾䶼Ժ;нط֮һε͸ദŵþ첲֪ôڷˡ
ѻ˺ڴʱȻϴο⻨һֱ죬Գվȥ˲顣
û뵽ע£֪бʵѧԻոȤ𣿡
֪ΪΣЩʣյĻݱȽóĸһֱϲ廨żõʱҲټûѣʱͻŪݲݣǰȥңӦҲȥ԰ɣЩݴ󲿷ֵֶġ
ǴݰԼõ廨Σ֪΢ȵĺȫܣϴͰŪյĻ
......
ƺҲܺܺա
΢ŵ̾һֵɫõ廨ϡУרƷ֣ΪȻõ廨ɫԲʲô˶õġ룬ǸĬĬͻ......Ӧϲɡ
֪в֪˵ʲôҸǵҲԼúƽ̫һ
ְȥ˺һ֪вŵǾҲ֪˭
ҲԺͻ֪ˡǵҲعƽ
ò׵˲֪һЩ𣬵Ҳֻܺ͸˽ȥ
Աǰϲ;ߵʱ򣬿һ׸ӵĵ棬̲ס̾һĬĬԼԷʱ
㲻ϲЩ𣿡Ų˵ûͣǱ㵣ǵһ䡣
֪ҡҡͷŵпԳѧɣô
ʵΪĲ˵ȫӢĵģѧʱǵӢȫʦˡ
ȻˣǱֵݲͣҵҳԵģ㲻ϲĻԻ
Ѳ˵Ա֪л̲סʵѧ......ΪܵǼ𣿡
ͷεҾûӦʽǸϾΪ˺
Ȼһֱ֪棬֪û뵽¶ô⣬ʱЩѰѧ㲻û£Ҳ֪㲻ǹģʵǿ¾ȥġ
Ĭһ£ǺȻֱ̧Ҿ......Ӧø𡣡
֪һԱߵһѲ̵ڵأ졣
ķԱѸΪ˸˲;ߡʱǰҲˣȴ˶֡
ԱԶ֪вһԼŵʵѧ˵ʲô...
ǱϿҵȻ㲻omegaΪҧ˾ͱǣ֪ΪҲ˺ҲӶ
......֪д˺þòŻع񣬡ѧ˼ǣ
ô𣿸ٹ˼ϵ˿ڸ
˼Ƭ̣ǲŵҪǸоﲻĻһҪһʱңҴȥҽԺ
⻰֪кȻЩЦҲȷʵûסЦˣѧ......ĺǰһûб䡣
ѵó˲ɫ𣿡
Цһ£֪еǻȳԶɡ
Ĳ˵Ĳζȷʵһʱ֪ڻζûǵʻ
ѧ˵ʲô
΢΢ЦϲҲԺ
֪Щɵۣ......⵹......
޹»ôռǵıˡ
ȴȻĪ˵ܽǸ˵ĻΪʲôܽҵһ΢ĺ⣿
һ֪жʱסˡ


44 
һѧʱ֪иλϣǷŴһ룬ʹչȤĩĶøоô
֪ؿһۣûȥӰԺӰ𣿻ô
ȻԼȥǵȻһ˵ʲôӰǰƬɣǿӰͻؼ𣿻˵бг̣
ΪСı˵ˣ֪вټ⣬ֱ˵ظǿӰһͬѧһȥϷϷ𣿡
һϷ֣һͽˣ֪У֮ǰŵʱͺһȥģ㵹Ⱥͱȥˡ
Լǰߴߴ̫룬֪е´ѧУ֯εʱҺһ˰ɡ
У͵Һȿ֡
Ԥ󣬹ǻԼλȥˡ֪бʵ˼Ͳ֪ɵȥˡ
ΪʶƵԵʣټѾ˻Ա˲ʸͣҲʼӲ˼顣
ȻԼǾݲ̫ѶѾˣ˵ƾϲԸأݱռôǿˣĺ̸......úаȫҲ˵
뵽⣬֪̲ס͵ЦԺѿƲסظֳƺ˫ֽڻĵĻ档
......˵ȫеĻһȻǸǸǿɡ
֪һ£ҲԼʱ˿ΪʲôͻȻ˸ǡ
Ȼ뵽ˣ˼άҲ˳ƷɢȥҪǺ͸һҲܲԴľУȻԽԽãǸƺͲˣ˵ҪӦǺѵһ¡
......ΪʲôҪôЩ飿ϾݻǸǣΪʱӶûйϵ
ʱϿ֪жݵػع񣬲еЩĪ߳ܡ
ӦϲŮȽ϶һŶ԰ɣ֮ǰѩʱʵС¹ײ˺һ
ȻǴҲ㲻ϲΪһbetaͻȻomegaܳ
̾һ֪ҡҡͷ鱾ѾûʲôϿˣǸɴűڲݸֽͿһҲûȥעԼдЩʲô
¿κŵͷƳֽۣϾȻ鲼źüݵֺ󣬱üݸֽ˱ʼǱ
ô󣬻Ҫۏˮȥʳãˡѧʱ꣬ŴĻԹس̾һҵЬӿ϶Ҫˮ
֪Ҳôϲ죬ѧУʱ򣬡Ҫ粻ȥʳóˣȥСɡ
룬ǿͬˣȥСȽϽаɡ
ɡ׼ûҾͿһͰˡ
ҪȥʳóԷ𣿡
ҡҡͷȥô·̫Զˣ׼С棬ݸҪһ𣿡
ݳĬһ£漴㽫ԼŵıͰϣзˣҪҪԣ
͹ɻضһۣ֪ȥʳô𣿡
Ȼȴ·𲢲ͶԴǣǸõģţһֲȥʳã͸ǳ԰ɡ
ô˵лһݸãǾͲˡ
ӹǸͰ򿪺󷹲˵ζʱвˣ׷ѩ㣬һžʳָ󶯡
Էһ˷˱㻶һ˿ӿʼԡ֪ע⵽ݵı鲻̫ԣԥһ»ǳùųԵʱһ䣺鲻𣿡
һûлشʵЩ......Ǳ˸𣿡
ѵƣ
䣬ݾƲͷȥЦһǿЦƽʱͲԸңõʱѪιһ㵱ҲŲϡ
Īһ仰֪й˺ðβŷӦҲ֪˵Щʲôźˡ
ǾӦðοһ£ǾӲͷƤ㸸ĸָķʵҲ鷳ģʵǻǹİɡҲҪǶóԻҪԣҲ......
Ŵ˺һƲֵ³֣......ԡ
㿴㲻ԵĻҪˣϿξͻӣǸܣ֪аһзƵǰ԰ɣʵûθڵĻ͵ⷹĺˡ
仰ǿ˿ӡ
ѧʱѾµԽԽˣһؾ㹢ôԸҲòðЬӽˮĺȥʳá
ҲûʳõķѳԣݸķȫԲȥˡһ߰ķˣһ߿ؿݣʲôʱٳԵݸķ
Ҳֻͣ˵ûһˡ
۴⣬֪Ϊǣµô¥Ҫˮˡ
ԣ漴ӷתƵѧУĻʩϡ
ϰûһʱ̨ͷ˱ԤûҪòҪʶϰҲǰˡ
յϰϢʱڸ֪вεĸǱԽԽģҲȥɣ̫Ļ·ߡ
ѧҲҪעⰲȫ
˻ʰݾͱҵǣû𣿡
ˣʵݣҪҪ˳ؼңδ⼸ãѧУҲǷżҲ˵Ͼ˵̨֮硣
ڰ֪αݲмؾܾˣʲôֻѣԼȥɡ
˵գȲ֪뿪ˡ
ߺ󣬸Ҳ׼ؼңʰʱȴһű֪ϵĲݸֽ
׼ֽӵʱƳһۣ漴дŵ֣Ǽøǵü΢ɼ룬ѡ񽫲ݸֽԼļ
ݣߵôһûѧ˵ټء
ȻɡǱһص¥֪вűԹһ䡣
һš·ϵˮһߵûԽԽٲץ㣬ǿܾҪλˡ
һؽƱ磬֪Ҳˡ
صʱͬܳĹ˷ܵ۷żٵ顣
һϢ϶ϿΡ
ĵΪŷ֪ҽͻؼˣżҲֻܴ̫ˡ
ԴˣȴвͬҲֻǴ¥û˵ǲȥ¥ط
ԽԽ𾢣ֻ֪εسǵ̸˵ˣ˭ȥϴ裿
һ˶ϴҲൽ˾ʱˡڴϣ˼ȻͻҪҪ£ҿʺˡ
֪ѾòУԾ˵ԼȥɣҿҪ˯ˡ
Ҳͬ飬͹̣ǹ˵ƺ˱㿪ʼ
˸Ƿ֪еʶܿԺˡȻϾҪʱбоʲôᴥԼ¶ڱļ
Ϊӣֻǵͷطۺ󣬺Ȼ㿴ǰĺڰйһͷ


45 
ڸ˵Ǿ仰վڳǰ֪Ĭ˶ã֪вųɵֻ......ֻǾѧûҪѧѹǲ̫ˣһС¶ѣҲʲôصӰ죬ҵȻѧĺ⣬ûô
֪ΪԸʹȻΪСͿʼչڰֿúأȷʵȱ㣬ѵû۵ʱ
һֱŵңҪҲǺ׵ġ
Ļɹø΢ɼüⲻС£omegaѾұˡ
֪пЦһ£ԣ֪ѧ˼Ҳomega
󾱴˿ںܿͻϣҲκһ˿ۼҲԶ¸Ϣصζ
΢ۣǺȻǸҺΪĵű˲ϲķʽȥԴǡ㻹ݣŶᷳһɡ
һ£֪޴ǣѧҲ˼......
ûϵлл˵֪΢΢ЦЦ߰ɣȥ
˳ţ֪һʱҲ벻ʲô͵Ļֻûֵ̿˳
ֱǷ˳Ӻ֪вԥʵѧʵ֮ǰһֱ˵ģѾǸˣԲǰûԼһҲҪֻԼ
̾һǵѾϰ˰ɣټݵĸĸ߿ˣ֮һֱԼһסһ......
˵⣬ͣһ£ǲ֪ҪҪȫ˵......֮ǼҵȽϸӣҲһ鷳¡
ʾ֭룬֪еҾ˵һ£ڸĸмĥ䱩ֿĺáο......ҾҲ¡
Щɻ󣺡⣿
֪еҲǣô˵ɣҲΪ飬磬һֱ𣿾Ǹлºbeta......
㻹ǵְͻȻĪ˵һ䡣
֪ȻԼΪʲôὫǸbetaʶѿڶҲûΪֻͦرġ
û˵ʲôˣţҲɣ˵öԣһȥͰĵ绰ɾˡ
......Ҳˡ֪Щա
ִĿĵʱ֪нӺִһ֧ݸ˸ǡ
ֽӹĻ΢ؿ...
֪оִٵѧȻ⻨ģҲҵ⣬ϣԺܹһ㡣
Ļãֱ֪жʼǲڵ˵ͷлл
ѧҾȻȥˣټк֪бתС
Ҳûпͣϵ
Ż˼ң֪һžͶ˰ЬĻƿŵõ廨ĻѾʼЩˣͻȻʵĻԴǿҡ
̾˿֪콫ƿĻԴˮͰûдĻһشӽͰ
ֻǿԼһµõ廨
һֱŨУ˾ŵδֻ꣬ʱع
һʾ֣֪г˺һŽ
ǲȥˣ
ͷôһ䣬֪Щ⣺ԣô֪
绰ͷζЦһ£˵ֻװ˼𣿡
Դˣ֪гĬԶԡ
Ƭ̺ݱЦʵԼ˵ġ
֪аһѧ֮ǰ˵Ҫɾĵ绰......
ţ˵ͰҸˡݵȻ̫ãĪ㵽׺˵ЩʲôôԴҩһ֪֮ǰ˵ĻֱǿͷҺúùҲҪŪ˵ĸ......Ҷǲǵʲô֢ˡ
һ֪̲סЦ˳ѧֻҵѰɡ
ԣݼ׷ʵʲô
̫֪࣬б㻻˸⣺绰ʲôæŴŪ˿Сʱ˶ûŪꡣ
ݵյˣ
֪гˣԣٶҶȥˡ
Ĭһ£ݺȻһЩֵ⣺㲻֪ͻ˭𣿡
ϵĶͣһ£֪вŵҵȻ֪Ǹÿζû绰Ҳ룬ûôأĶ
֪ΪʲôݾȻ˵˵ûǸ͵𣿡
֪гױסˣ......ˣôأѧŻعҲûһ
ͻǸǣҲֻ˵ݼʵ̫˵㣬֪вΪˡ
㸶Ҫͻ϶Ҳǹ󡢴󷽷͡
ȻҲܻ͸ˡ뵽⣬֪в̾һ
̾ʲôȴز׽ˡ
֪ЩΣ·ԼС˼Ƶģ......ûʲôֻеۡ
ܵĻشĵǲϣ㻨
һ֪еָⲻУҲ߳ŭûô룬ȻûµĻҾ͹ˡ
漴Ҳ̾һôô
......𣿡
֪֪ԼϺ˵ĴʣҲоԼദˣƢƺ𽥲ܿơ
Ҳе˵͹˵绰֪ԭ˰죬Զϵõ廨ȥϴˡ
ϴ㿴ֻ˼δ磬ǵһĻ˸
زȥʱ֪ǰݵĶԻĪЩ
绰ͨ󣬸ʵ֪У㵽˰ɣ
ͻȻ滽Լ֣֪һ٣̿Ʋסشһ˿ңҡѧҵˣҲѾϴˡ
һڣ־ò̫׵ǣҵ˼......
ڸû⣺ҸղѾݵĺˣȻһʱı䲻ϰߣǾֻг²ߣԺҲٲ
֪вۣѧѾ˵ĻǾɡ
ţҪл㡣º͵Ϲϰࡣ
֪б仰һʲôѧˣģôô鷳㡣
ǵĳͣڹ˾𣿡
ҿԼ⳵ȥ......
Ȼ֪лû˵꣬Ǿ͵㣬˳·ģ鷳
Էֵ֪ԥ˺þãҲֻͬˣðɣѧлл㡣
ŸΪԼһЩԲôеҪлԼɡ֪впһ£øǵϸĵһˡ
һǱʱҲˣҾͲϢˣ֪У
֪жлһ΢ĵ⣬Ѿ˵绰֪жöӹδֹͣ
ͬʱҲԼҪ룬ϾǿǸǣԼʲôĹϵġ


46 
޷֮էȻ⾪һĻ֪оҲžˣͿһ
ڰĻ羪ը죬ڽ¡;߶ȼеĹķӦ˶ʱҲźһʱ֮Ľ˷ֱ·ȺǷһ
ǲйɤŴ˺ǹˡ
֪Դڱǿͷŵûɢ״̬˵Ҳػشйй
һ˿ǻ
󣬻̵ڴŵȥ˵ơ
ƻͨʱ򣬹ĲҺڳ֪Ѿ侲ˡ
ΪʱѾǿͷ˯Լ̵ݡ
㵽ʲôұ˯úúõģͻȻͰͷĺ˺òã֪зץץͷֱ໹ھʵǱŵòᡣ
˵ھδͣ......أ
ںܿҲŪȥ̾һûйݵ......ͷ
գգۣŰͷȥ鿴ڴߵƵֱӣͨˣݸ磬Ĺºһ
׿ˣƬ̺һ޹˵ԲΪ֪лû˯
ƣתͷɻشϣ֪Ҫಡղһ¹ƾ͹ȥˡ
֪ݵеҡҡͷȻûµĻҾ͹صˡ
ոϴһŵʹ޹·
ĸҹ˯Ǻģ
ŭ޹һŶһ飬־´ٷֱӼǹȻ˦Կ׻ȥˡ
޹ߺҳ˲˿
СǱ𽲹ˣղĲ㱻
Ҳ£ˣʱҲˣǶ˯ɡ
漴ٿ˵ûúͱþ೤ˡ֪ȴһֱߣѾƽȴɳȥ
ֻҪһۣڰһͷڲԶ֮ĻͻḡԺ˵ļرϲͼӴףƾϸڣ֪ѿʼ̲סǰĸֹˡ
˸ӣοԼһжǼٵģȴû⡣
Ҳ֪˶ãһηʱѹ͵ͷϷƮ˯𣿡
֪ܲϾͱԹһ䣺Ϊ㡣
ԲҲ֪ᱻŵݴǸ˵
Ǹ˶ᱻŵĺ֪̾˿ˣ˯ɡ
Ǳ߾Ĭһֽܿ˵ҪҪ㣿Ӧûúһɣ
ֻûü˵ڣ֪о͸еһ𶯡Ѿ¥ˣҲӦؾƿı˽
һ£֪и׼ȥֻ֡
......ôô䣿
ڿǴ졣
ݵţģ䡣
˵ţ˳ƺ֪еһּ㣬ͲẦˡСʱ򲻽º¹´ףΪһ˴ڼ
ԥһ£֪ʵûбˣһ
㸸ĸڣҲøСҸķɡ
ݵƽһסֻһ԰үүһİ̺ĸɨģ԰үүڼס°Ҫؼңǲһ˯
Ҳе̫......֪ŶЩĲˣ㸸ĸҲ𣿡
ǻһֻڼסһΣʱҲݶ˶٣ȻֵżҲ±ҿ
ֱ֪Ϊ𾪣......
л飬Ҳ֪ŵ㺢ӣĺ
ԴˣҲںˣǰ˭˭ûйϵ
֪˵Щʲôοֻ֪ܵˣ˯ɡ
ȥĶͷݺȻ˵ʵļ𣿡
......֪иϽţͲøˡ
ݵһ˿εЦ⣺ҾǼ֮Ż¹ģ벻ҵľҸ˵Ҽҵĸ¥ϣһ˽ȥ......
֪вûкҲ˯
˵գ̷ſݵ֣߱ת˳ˡ
ȻЩĻţΪ֪Լݣ֪еսľһӾˣټϱѹֵ˯ӿ׻˯ˡ
ֻǲ֪Ϊʲôһúȣʲô˱֮ĶԼмζЩתһźһЩ
ڶϣ֪ǱѵģãȻ۾̧ȻͷԼ񶯲ˡ
Աһ֪ŪԼ֮Զõԭֻ֦һԼַ֫·צһԼ˶Ļ
˺ôŰƵһߣ֪ǣ֪ԼһΪԲû˯á
ˣٵˣ
ݵӴȥйڣȻŽϴ
ﶥһͷƵͷŹǷô꣬ѵż𣿡
ڵû֪ͨǲż٣㻹ĵ˵һż٣˰ɡ
Լ꣬ѧУϿ̫ûˣ
һߺڴ̣һ˴ʱһۿ֪дϵݣһ²ɻݸ磬ô֪еĴϰ
⻰֪вŷӦϽ߳˵¹Բźһ˯Ƕö˶˵ģͻȻʼʲô¡
ӣݸȻ¹û
Ҳ⣬ֻƵش֪еĴ
˺ܶ࣬ԶԶȥֻܿããһƬҾ㴩³ɡҲᱻʪ˽һƬԹصʦҲԵЩǱ
ѧʱѧУżˡ
֪ؼ𣿡¿ʱһ䡣
˿֪꣬ҡͷˣȥ̫ˣ˵ѧУҲû˵һҪǻؼҡ
ﻹԥ˵ĺҲе
ʱҲˣһԼе֪У㲻ؼҰɣ
֪еذҪȥ
ݸϽҡҡͷҲء
ȻСزһ䣺һΪҪȥأȥĻֻʣԼһˡ
ȥﲻй𣿲⻰֪лûʳھͱˡ
˳Թᣬֻǻû߽Ϳſվһˡ
һۣ֪΢ȵغͶԷ˸кƣ
Ц˵ĵƲ֪ôˣµôʵ̫ˣѧϰ㿴𣿡
תͷһԵݣŵǰɣ
֪ûɾܾǱ㿪ˡ
˼ǵᣬĽ˵ǵͱˡ
ˣݣ˯Ŵ
Ҳָ̧һ
û֪߹ȥһƨԼĴϡ
֪пһۣƺÿüëšһ𣺡֪Уô˼ݵĴ
֪аһǺܶ˼ʲôҵĴ
ǣ㿴ǰƱ˱ɫ


47 
Ҷϵ绰Ѿȥ֪ˣ֪ڴϣƽ
صζ͸طദʱĵΣƲסظеٶȣ侲תһ룬ֿʼԼΪʲôҪԸ
ϲǣΪʱȷĸӦѾʱŷˣϾڻûϸǵʱ򣬸Ͳδ档
ȻļЩ㺾ͺǰڵ¡˿ֱ˵һʱش׼Ҫ
ѵҲϲ......
˸ԭԼԸûκ뷨֪Ĵϳˡ
ǲԼǰϲʵİҲԽΪٲ֪£һĲܱŴüҲֻǾøǺܿɿǱԷ˸۷
ѳˣ֪ϲʴĶٵˣҪ˵ǲסҪԵǸǸǣôɡô޼ɵ˵ϲĸоһ֮⡣
۹ȥڣж·ھϡֲ˭ԲԶǧɽˮӽһǷ
Ƕ˵ˣϲֻǵ׺ϵһݼŵ¶飬ȵ˶ݵҹͻᱻڵأӰϢ
ٴηʱ֪̾һǿԼѸǵӰʱȥ
ûãͷϵֻһ£ùһǸǷϢԼԤʱ䡣
ǣҪɹתע֪бΪϢʧˡ
ڴϷȥò˯ˡ
֪ǲΪ˼ҹΣ֪һ￴ģӰԷԿ壬ȴǸ˼ΪϤҲûųĸо
֮ľԽԽʱֻ֪ƾնֱۡסԼ˼˺һʶǱ§סˡ
ûǸ˳ʲôӣǰȻһڣƺǶԷѹ˹
ξܸʲôֻԼ֪ԼԼԴҲδò죬ͷ·ѾϰΪ
һδЪԭϵȥסҪ̧ͷ
֪ԺҲˣǱʶҲ֪Է˭
漴˳̧ͷ˴˸档
һ۶ѣ֪ŵûɢ
......ôݣ
ȫûϵһ㣬ݵѾ𽥱˵ʱҲһվֱԷһıǼ⡣
ΣҲġ
ѹ֪ڴϳһ񣬻ǿ˵Լ
ԸȥԼΪʲôεݣΪεпպ컨׹ֻǸΣ˵ûκ֪μʲô
ξֺʵĸоϾԺ
֪ƿ׼´ϴʱƳԼ͸ˮյ˯㣬һӾסˡ
......ܰɣڰɣ
лع֪ܽԡ
ȷˮԴ˪һãȻͰϡ
ֱǴ绰ǱץſӴԡ˳
֪УѣôôòŽӵ绰绰ͨ˵ȴһֱûЩɻһ䡣
Լ֪пЦţû˯ã˼ѧҾͳˡ
º͵üСſڵ㡣
Ϊ仰֪ǷԼΡȴμݵ飬æϴºͼš
һ·СſڣȻǵĳͣڲԶҲЪһ˹ȥŴǸԲѧˣҡ
ĸֻ΢Цûϵż
ֻǴȲϵðȫ󣬸ȴûҪ˼Ӻóһºеݸ
ıºУ֪в̫⣺ѧ......
ԥһ£ǲ˵Ҹ͡
ԣ֪ȶˣ......ͣ
ǾȻͣΪʲôը˻Ǹ˹½ˣ
ûҪ򿪱ºпһ۵˼ŵǣǶһݣȻִˣƽʱһҲôͰɡ
Ȼɻͦģ֪лǺ𺳣һܳӣϵűºдˣʳҲͨǼϺС
ѧ㡢Լģ֪Щ˼顣
ҡҡͷЦǣܲóԣֻٶʳƷ
͸߹Լ֪б̫ţ񸶽Ը£Ҳֻлһѧ̫ܵˣû뵽㻹Ҵ͡
䣬ֵݹһĵظһֽ
һأ֪ѾܳˣʼеЩϻ̳Ͽ֣ѧҵ˾ٳ԰ɣСŪĳͲ......
˭֪ȴ͵ʱҲнģ̫ԶθҲáģŪҲûϵһȥϴ
֪Ҳ̼һϺȻе
ԼһλûѡڣһεǴݻ˸ǣ̫ѽܡ
֪Сسͺ󣬸ǵĳҲѾִ﹫˾ſˡ
ѧҾȥˣллֵ֪͡Ұѷϴɾٻɣ
Ǳ˵õģ˶٣ﻹһ֡
űº칫Һ֪ﻹŽϸǺԼ˵ʱͬº˵ûӦһ㱵״̬
Թ緹˾һߺŸ裬һϴǵıºС
û뵽ѧô侲һˣõıºоȻС黨ͼ
뵽С黨ºгԶӣ֪̲סǣ̫˲δڽӽԼ
ֱһԵϴɾ˵ıºиӱʱź֪ؿ˹ȥ
ȻͿ˲֪ΪʲôݡԷűºиϸţϻ̽ɫôô죿
ͫ΢֪һ˸ӣžɲʵ......ô⣿
ݳһЦ̸Ⱑ
Цͬʱ崿΢΢ͷ֪ʲôҲ˵ˣñºкתߡ
û뵽Ҳ߻˵ºľú죬￴һ
кܶͬ֪úϻ
Ȼȴһ˼ģòǸǼİɣ
֪бһ˼ȥ־ûʲôòҴŵģǱת˵ͷԣѧġ
ͻ̹Ϸһ¡
˵仰֪оͻصԼλϡ
һ·˹ڸǿİ칫Աߣչôˣ
ΪЩ̧֣֪ͷ뷴ûϵȴҲڴʱ˹
л˵
¾ͱףʵΪ˶Ǽӣһرš͵ģԽȲŻȽҵǸ


48 
ݵĳĬƲǣŶ˼Ǹղָʱҿˡ֪Ҫѧϰӡ
ðɣһϢ֪д˸ǷӻʾԱ㡣
ƱԼѧϰϡ֪еѧһŤͷȥһߵݣⲻ̫⣬ܰҽ𣿡
ڴϵ֪Уݵ˵ɣ˯
ɫδ䣺Сҽͺˣ֪ӦûҪѧϰɣҲռλá
ԣüһǰߡ
ϰ˹ȥҲһ⣬ҿ˽Ҳ̫ܴͷҽһô
Ϊƿ˵ѹҪĻݾͱ֮룬ֻҪһսܸо˵ʱԼĶ࣬ڣûȶԷ˵ʹϵ˵ôСȫ
ȴգգ޹֪в˯³
Դˣ޿ɷֻȥ
ô㶼᣿ȿҪʵʲôѡ񡣡˵ݱ
˵֮ŷƵ岻֪ʲôʱѾһֻҪ΢һ˵ʱתͷȥͻ᲻СĴƵա
ʶԼŲŲ˵𣿡
ͷЦһб𣿸պýżʱ䡣ƽʱ¿εʱ㶼ȥڰ֪ˣҲǡ
˵в⣬ĪЩ֪꣬ԼͰͬѧúѵĻ콫ȥ......ʲô⣿óʰɡ
Ȼûóһϰᣬžͱ˴šˣĻйĴɤţ֪ǸղȥҸǣѧУʵ¥Ա......
ܲС㡣һվſڵĹŭĿӣ֪˯
⧲˵һ䣬ԭغðβŻعڨڨ˵......Ҳ֪ԲԲ𡣡
ݵӣôôװ˼Ҳǹġ
˵գתվſڲҽĹ΢ЦǺãݵͬͬѧҲ֪еѣΪƻˣѧϰŵǰɣ
ڸϽ᲻ᣬȻ˯ǾͰɡ
ͷǲݵķӦΪʲôô󣬵Ҳʡ
ͳװˣȥƺʱʱѹ͵Ľ̸ֻˮĴڴϵ
һ֪˸Ӵڼˣ
ˣˣڶˡΪ˲Ӱ˯ȫʪ͸Ҳȥϴ衣
Ȼ·ͷȷʪģ֪б㾪ʵΪʲôȥϴ裿㲻¸ð𣿶ֻһҲûϵ
ԭ˵ʲô˹ֻԵʼ磬ȥԡϴˡ
ʱƲſڵ֪Уʵȥϴ裬´һᳳ㡣
֪иˣ̲סݣ㲻õĳңֻݶѣҲ˯Ҳûµģùϴһðô졣
򴽣ûлش𣬶ǶƵҸղŶ㽲һСʱˣ㲻ôôࣿϿ𣿡
ûĵ̾һ⣬˭ԡ
˵⣬Ȼת֪У֪˵ǲǣƽʱӦҲɣӦò㷳ŶԣϾĳɼƺһһ㡣
......ȷʵ⣬ϾεǸǡֻ֪õûУҲҲܶࡣ
ƵôҲ˼֪Уӻ㣬ԱߵĵӾˡ
ĿǻҪһӣ֪ԥһ£ǰԼøˣҿùģ˯̣һ㶼ôѧϰ
ǣƱллҾͼˣȥõԵɡ
ߺϿ֪С㶼ûʹ⡣
㶣֪εĻƽʱѧҲϰʱҾˣԲûʹ㰡
ݱ㲻˵ˣۣ˶Сһί
⸱ģֻ֪ܵðɣʣھʡ
ҵóһݹȥһܸҽ𣿡
ŻϲϲذӰᵽߡ
ǵƽʱ򣬿ľĻ档
֪ߣսڽĹҲûκβͷʱʱŤͷıȷǷˣ˿û˸ղʱʱ̱̿־ӡ
Ĭؿ˺һƲųڽ𣿡
ˣ֪иϽԣһӾͺˣһȡ
֪Ϊʲô˵仰ԭ׼Ӳֽ֪ʶʮӡ
󣬿ҲûҪ˼ƱԼѧϰˡ
һôȥˣûʱ֣ȫ˵ԼҪῴ޺ûУʱǳҡҡͷ
ˣƽʱҪż껹ô󣬹ûи춼޲ˡͬ˵
Ҳ̾˿Ҳôģֻһˣǲɡ
˶˵⣬ΪõĶڻطԼǰڵ棬ʳùԱӦҲһ룬ûʲôóԵģҷȥˣͳɡ
죬ƳעҪˡ
һʱ򣬹Ȼʲôغ˵Һڳ극ʱ·ʵ¥ʵ¥˱λˣиȱǳȥ
֪еô꣬ܳȥʲô
ﻹûü˵Ȼ˺ڰ
ȾһͬʱüصĴ죺ʲôˣ
ҵѽòĵҲ˰ɣҲ
ھֻȥ°˿أֻǺ޷ӦεҲ֪ͣ˻ǵƻˡ
ôСԲˡ
⻰ڳƻˣʲôϵ
ʱһѩ䣬ʱըס֪ٴνһλôڵ϶Ĵ̶
ûãݾ̫õ˵ץץôʲôһҪ棬ֶˡ
Ƶһ˿ҡ......һֱ´ס
һݵ㱧ҲǻסɿҰֵֻͲ򿪡
ֵͲĹ֪֮пƵȻεȦݵϣ˵Ҳúܽƻ˳ưͷݵĻ
ⳡùüʲôҲû˵ֻϾͺڽһζ
֪Уֻһ۾ǿԼƿĿ⣬Ҳ֪ΪʲôԼܵľʱĵ׻һ޷˵ֵĸоҲֻðԼԳˡ
л˵
֪СݣҴС´
ơݣʲôµģۣ


49 
֪һ̧ͷ⧲ײݴչķŴ˱ǼѾˣٽһĻطҲӴ
ڣ֪зӦѸ٣̾һʱ֮ľ롣
......Ժ˵˵ҪͻȻ
Ȼ֪бϰڳһ򶨵ӣҲֻ֪ȷʵڸղŵ˲ͣһ£ǼⱻĵطĪʼȣֱ񱻻һƵġ
ֱ壬ŶǸ
˵仰ʱ޳⣬ŵЦҲԽԽΪ봹۾Եñҫ۵ò
֪Ϊʲô֪мЩҿֻܵͷֽñºϵˮ飺㲻Ҫȥ̸⣿
Ϊʲô仰ĬĬ˵˳
̾һݲߣһӹˣżż㣬˵һ𣿡
֪еıˣҪҲ˵ĵطݣôо㻹Ǻǰһ......
û˵꣬ʣµǸ־̻˺ΪǸԼɾϵıºУлĸ
һ£֪лǳɵ......
ֹ̧ؿһʲôҲû˵
ԭ׼ʶԷ˵ʲô֪Ҳ֮⣬ָо˵ĻԼģǸɴԼͷϵĹˣԱɡ
˵ͲˣˣҲܸо˵һֱͣԼϣâڱȴҲֻװûע⵽
칫ͻȻ˸ˣ֪ߣͬ䲻˵԰й۲֮ǰҹ֪еalphaкҲ˴˽˼
֪һȥˣ֪йŹţҲ𽥺ݵĴڣǵȵ°ʱ걨صλϣʶԷƺԼ˺ܾãҲûȥ̸⡣
δѯʣݾ̧ͷʵˣ
......š֪л˳ڣ㲻𣿡
ΪԼ仰ûʲô˼֪Ϊʲôݵȴһ̶ٴγĬ
΢üֻ֪ͣҲڴʱʾǸǣһ£ǵݵˣѧңʲô𣿡
ǵƽȻ°ҹȥɡ
֪ʵ...ѧгԼȥͺá
ʱҲ˹֪иңֻҲˡ
绰ͷĸȴԿԼĳֻȥԷ˳ѷû
......֪һЩŵ˵ѧʵҲ
Ĭһ£ǵûϵһɡ
绰ҶϺ֪бӦҲ˰ɣ
һۣûʲô飬ֻζ˵һ䣺ͻȻôڣҲ𣿡
Ըڱ²⸶ǣ֪ʲôֵģҧһڣ
ȻѾˡ
һڣݾͿü֪ŷӦԼ˵ЩʲôϽת˻⣺ѧ˵ҪȥԷҪҪһȥ㿪𣿡
ͷվûҰɡ
Ҳǹġ֪ĬĬ̡
߳˾֪пǵĳѾͣſˣȥ˵
󣬸΢һףȻֿ˿һı䣺ûյ𣿡
֪Ըв죬ȻΪʲôôʣʵش𣺡......ûУǸ˰ɡ
ŵţȥɣ߾ͺˡ
һ·ϣ֪еĿⶼζŲԶ֮⸶ǵĳϾȥ졣ֱһӵĺʱǡ
ʱԵСش˸硣
֪бһۣʮһµﻹŵĳڵ㴩Ҳ̫˰ɣ׸ðġ
ӣûϵűȽѡ
գգۣ֪е㲻̫߼ֻܱˡ
³ʱǼⶼͨˣĲ̵óԼڳﱸõľ׵ݸϰɣĸ
ӹףʵ·
ҵĻİ֪Ϊʲôô⣬֪û˵촩ϻ
ŹԹԵؽϡ
˲֪пѾλϵȴˣ˱˵ͷ˵ݸ˷Ա
ôôУһӳ仰
ҲûƽϣҿҲôȥ˾
ݳ˳ǣұͲţ˿Ҳ˳ۡ
ԣüͷһ壬˵ʲôȴ򿴵һԵ֪жס˻⣺֪УҸոյ˲ˣ費ҪѲ˵ùһ
֪ҡҡͷѧͺãҳʲôС
ְѷóѾϴɾˣллѧ
û˵ʲôˣ֪бȥϴּ䡣
һ뿪λݾֱֱǰĸǣ㵽ʲô
ƳһۣǳӦʲô˼
һ˼Уƽʱڸصʧȥǣ쾿ʲô
......ʵҲ֪ԼΪʲôƲסǺϾػش𣬡ѾȥˣҲû壬Ҳ¡
ݵ͵𣿡
򴽣ûֻƫͷȥľɫ
һûеȵش𣬸ʵݣôģ
üݶ˶ڵĻΪ֪еĻλû˵
֪ȥԼ֮ķΧЩ΢Ҳûж룬ֻں͸Ƣ
극˳˲תʵҪȥ𣿡
أ㲻־ӴԺٹҵ𣿡Դ˵
ǼƫСףû˵ʲôֻǵ˵ͷ
֪ݻؼҡĿĵغʵͣ𣿡
һź˵Ұ·ϴ˺ٻ㡣
֪һ䡰áû˵žͱˡ
......ݽнԶıӰ֪̾˿ֻ·˳ӡ
ؼҺóֻŷһԸǵϢԼûʱӵ绰
ѵѧ£֪Ҳûϲ˹ȥ
Ҳܿ˵绰㵽𣿡
֪еˣѧ𣿡
Ǳ߳ĬƬ̣֪мҪΪֻźŲõʱ򣬸ǵţм㡣
ˣ֪ҲʼЩˣѧʲô£
漴ڵ绰˸ǵ⡣
֪Уϲ㣬֪ҿ׷𣿡
֪۾ֻˤڵأ˺һŲŵʵѧ㡢˵ʲô......
ȴԲñð˵ĻһǸ
죬֪лʵʱ򣬶߾ʹཱུæ˰ΣŷԼֲСİͨҶˡ
л˵
ݣΣ


50 
ιƶˣԷſ˰ɣ
Ȼ˵һ飬ȻûҪ뿪˼ŰͷĻƵ˵ݣԲ𣬵Ҷһɡ
Ǹӣ̲סɶ¥ﻹôˣ׾Ҳֻһ
֪ЩǲǾԼĬ
˵գְο£¥аװġ
ݻ̧۽ǻỨţҾǵ̫Сˣһеʲô紵ݶŵòУΪ㣬˯ʱ򾭳˯á
ھ͵ҪĻɲʧ߰ڽţݸ綼ŵȥ֪мһ˯ˡ
ŶֱӣƳ֪һۺֿЦʵĵҲôСһ¾ŵҪ֪һ˯ˣ
һȤһʱξͰǰҲˣֹ֪һ˯˺üˣҿ֪мֱݸ½ķ......
¹ͼӴף֪иϽһԷԷٲ涼ˡ
Ҳʣֻܻ֪ͣϡ
Թ󣬹ȥʣڵ֪ǵĵҲò˺׹ͣԭ
ûã޹Ҳ¥֪ͨͣ粢֪עˡ
ţ˵﷢̾һͣ磬ǽҪϴˮˣ껹ûͣĻҪż٣֪Ҳؼˡ
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ݣ˶ҡͷԣҲֻա
ʱƺȻҪȻĻðհɣ
ǰһãỹûأҪҪҲ
Ƶ˶Ҳã޹ܣǼˡ֪УݣǾأ
֪ûʲôԡ
Ļش󣬱˵ԼμӵҲͷˡ
󣬹֪﷭һӣպãɡ
һ͸ƿӣ棺ĵĻСĵðգ˭ѡ
½Լѡֺ󣬹㿪ʼҡˣһͣƿӵѡ֡
״̾ڣҸ̫ˣһʱ侹Ȼ벻ҪЩʲôźá
¡ڲΪȻ
ﵱȻŹû᣺㣬ϲ𣿡
˰ΣҲ֪ԥ˼ҡҡͷûС
鲻˵ѣƿӸ
һѡе֪УҲĻ
룬ھͰѹ׸磬ϲ𣿡
֪ɴ˵ûУһ̧ͷͶڶݵ񣬲֪Ϊʲôһֻ֮⣬ͷ·ܿԼһڵϾʹ˳......ûûС
ӦЩ֣ڱ˳Ƶ٩ûɲƭˡ
ܿߵ֪˵仰Ȼƾոֳ˸ǵʱסˡ
ʱ׷ʵ磿ôˣ
һֱûڵҲ΢΢һЦ֪УĲ˵ĻҲûϵܡ
֪ŷӦЩѿҡҡͷû......ҸղֻڣֻԼûϲˡ
˵ʱȻڶ֪иеľֻƲͷԼ
ҳͷȥˣҲӽ֪ҡѡ֣ΪһǴðգ㿪Цƣѧкˡ
Ȼȴͬ⣺ѧҲ̫˰ɣʲôðհвУһ
һҪɣʵ벻ʲôͷ֪ε
°ͣ￴һֿۣһۣ漴гЦɣѡһˣĻĶԣȻһڡ
˻һھ;Ҫô󣿡
֪ҲǲЩˣҲ̫......
ֱ׳Ǵðհ
ǶƣȴѾۣЩ졣
֪˵ҪȻ˵ʱ㿴ŤͷԼߵݵôһ£ת˲ţҲûʱ䷴Ӧ
ﳹװʶʲô˲ɫüšһ𣬷·ֲ̧Ƶģֻӱǻصغһ
Բݣܽ𣿡Сʵȥץȴ㿪ˡ
ĿһĻڲݺĲ˺֪˵Щʲôܻա
۳ݣ֪ӲͷƤݣһϷѣҪǺǸ
ĬƬ̣ء
Ҳû˵ˣֻǲصͷҧŴָһ
Сʣ治ˣ
档ݵɡ
һֵƣҡһպþҡѡ
֪ǲΪ˸ղŵǰ֮ûʲô⣬ҲƽشˣڵķΧǻع
һֺǹҡѡ֣Ѳ֮ǰΣĲٴǸ⣺ݣϲ𣿡
΢΢ֱ壬ڴԵˡ
Ŀ϶ɨһ󣬼ҲգضԼ΢ɼü߾͸ˣ......С
Ҳ֪ԼΪʲôҪô˵йһоµûţҪѰһ³ܺܡ
Ȼ⻰Ƶ۾
һԵĹҲ˾񣺡˭˭˭
Ȼȴֻǵֻһ⡣
֮˭ҡӶûҵĻˣһֱ浽Ͼŵͣ
˸ˣۣҪϴ˯ˡ
Ҳ۾ҾȻȥˡ
վʱתͷӵݣҹȥ¥ûеƣҺ¡
һԵ֪пݾþûϽͰôڣһ˰ɡ
һۣݵ׻ˡ
뿪󣬹ǸǲǶ˼
......㿴ˣ֪Щ졣
Ҳôԣףɲ˼𣿡
˵˵̾һalphaܻӭࡣ
Ц˰ɣݸȣ治Ҵ㣬Ҳѡ˵԰֪У
䣬ڵžͱ˾ƿˣվſڣȥ֪Ŀԡ
֪У㻹ûشأǲҲѡݸ簡˿ûѾˣȻɤ׷ʡ
˿ĭ֪лӲվ֪ҪôڡҲûжֻǼԼ֪ΪҲˣ̿֡
ڹĴߴ£ֻ֪úҵӦһǺܿ죬Ϳԭһֱվſڵ˽


51 
СĹҶϵ绰֪飬ֻ˺һûдɴҲû̻زȥãȻɳˡ
Һģһ̨гϰĵһֻͽ͵ؿһϣƽ򵥵㷨Խˡ
......Ǹղ˵......Ҫ׷Լ
ٴλ˷˵仰ʱ֪̲סס˺ԭɬʼ»ָ٣Ҳһһϳ壬Ҫ
Լ﾿һʲôĸо˾һζȫȻİĳ޲ߣ޷Ӧԡ
ɳ֪һһ壬ͷ컨壬·ܴһƬհ֮пһռĸǵı顣
Ǹ...֪кݺ˿ĭ̧ס沿ȶ̵Щ㱣ŷԼ亹Ǹ߿ʱ򶼻ûôš
ôŲ˺һӣ΢ƽ飬ȴһѭ֮ǰڵ绰ͷĵ
˵׷Ǿ仰ʱǵȻô侲ȫûƽ˸еĲڻ㱨ȡ
֪еҲ󾱴Ȼ˿ڣòųؿЦһ¡
룬ҲѾĦǵˡ
ָ΢΢׼˿ϸǵѪ˺ʱֻĻҲͬһʱǵϢԾȻֻк̵ܼһʻ
˯𣿡
ԥһ£֪лûлظ
Լĺң޷ܺõԸǡ
ڵȴƬ̲󣬱Ҳֻ֡
ƳϢ֪пʾʱ䣬òƣԡϴ衣
ˮˢʱȻ޶˼ǸĪξ
ĳԤ
......Ϊʲô...ΪʲôݶʵȴǸǣ
ڴϴˮ֪ãͣסˣֱĭ۾Ŵ˼
ϴϺڴϣȴûиеκη֮⡣
ͻĻһȺ۷䲻ڶ죬ͬʱֲȥֻΪԼĲ˺
̾˿֪ԼҹעߣǱ۾Լɳ
ûɶãֻٶȷ⡣֪вò۾һȥȴԼԼݵ֡
ü̲סù
ϢݷһǼ׵Ƭϵ˵дš·ˡ⼸֡
鵽ͼƬϳǶǱԼǰŪ˵ĺ֪̾˿ָظһûϵ
û뵽ǣݵĵ绰ܿʹˣ㻹û˯
ҶȴΪû˽֪ͨЩԣ......ţʲô𣿡ҹ˵⡣
Ǳ߳ĬƬ̣֪˵Լ˵ʱݲŵϲǣ
㶣֪ͻȻЩ߳ŭºʲôϵ
ݵǺܿǸˣԲ𡣡
ôôû⡣֪ҲüˣҴ˵ҵ绰ݵԩһ׷˹˵......
ʲô֪ûĻʶ˾䡣
ȻԷֹǰ㣬Ȼһжͨ
һζܡ֪жȥֻĻ۵С˰ΣҲֻܴܵؽ䶪
ôһڣûپḶ˵Ļûñ˯ˡ
һ֪˯ò֣˯ʸо˭ڿԼʶҪǸӰӽʱȴֻᱻһεϸ
һϣ֮·尾ҲԷ˭ˡ
ڶ۾ֻ֪δƣ
Ӵ˺һ̫ѨžúЩˡֻûʲôµϢҲһ
ֻǾһϣǲ֪ԺôԸǡ
˯òã֪ûθڳͣϴš
ȫû뵽ǣʲôʲôʱܿ˴ʱȻͳԼСſڡ
ǵĳͣҲվһԣ΢ſеĳмƶżᶯǼīۣΪ˼ֶ̬
֪нԭأҲ֪ò߹ȥۿſҪٵˣֻӲͷƤǰ
Ҳת֪һк簲
......簲֪һǰﻰ˵˳ѧ˵ĻڿЦ𣿡
΢ɼüǶ˶ٲô𣿡
һ£֪гһ......ѧҲΪʲô......˵ҪΪ㲻СҧңԼһ𣿡
򴽣ǵ㻹ҪϰɣǻҸʵĻ¡㣿
ǰһۣ֪ҡҡͷˣԼȥ
˵գתߵԼĳԡ
֪ûע⸶ǵıˣȻ´ͷβܹ졣
˰֪࣬ԼȰסˣֻ˸˰٣ؼﲹһߡ
س̵·ϣǷϢѯԼʲôʱʱ䣬֪ڵȺƵļ϶˼˼룬ɴཫ绰ز˹ȥ
ѧҽˡ
ƺЩȣƬ̲ԥ......ҿȥ𣿡
ûϵôʣ֪дһؾ˵á
ûعǱ߸Ǳѵ
֪죬ǼѵذԼҵƺŸ
ˣսپҲá
ؼҺ֪кҳ˵㶫ǳǳһȺ򸶽ǵĴݹ١ȴ;УԼСҾò˳ۣһǲһ£Ҫʱ䲻ֱһɨˡ
òεǵţشЬ֪иȥĽŸһδӺӿµ˵
ҲˣɳʱһֱͷҲʶ߬š
˱ӹ֪оִٵѧҼҾôСʲôдܵĵطϣ㲻Ҫ⡣
ҡҡͷᡣ
㿴֪еҲΪҪ˵ֻġ
ڵ֪еһ٣Ϊʲô......
⣬ǵĶѵЩ죬ҾãҶиоģֻǺһΪ˸ȻܻΪ˵׷˽......
֪д˽ʲô˼
Ϊʲôø˽
˭֪һ̣Ǳ㿴㲻ϲ𣿡
˻һ֪ıӲûˤϣ͵̧ͷ𾪵ѧΪʲôô룿
ĪôǶϲ𣿣
......ѵ𣿡΢ȵȷʵһֱΪϲ
ֻ֪ЩҲǡ
ͣȴͻȻġΡĻ漴һĻĻǵĻңǼⶼˣҡûУֻǡֻ......
û˵ֻ꣬ʶƳһۣʾݵʱ򳹵סˡ


52 
Ťͷʱ򿴵Ϣ˽ﱻһظֵݸ磬ôèһ·ûİ
ԼոճŴɤ˵ĻʱЩΣݸ磬ֻҽûб˼......
һ˵һ߳Լʹɫֻ֪ܳԲƻȥ˰ɣ
šӦһɫģûҪ˼ûϵҲôСǼˡ
仰˿һɻϻҲ̲סˣҾ֪ݸȡ˵ģǸomegaʾú˰ɣҿ˵ͦģҺݸ㿴Ҳ......
źã漴Ҷûָ顣
ʶԼ˵̫ˣæ졣
΢ŵ̾˿֪еڵҪѧϰ黹Ǳôˡ
ԶԶԣ˵öԡڵݸ磬ҪҪȥϴ裿
Ŀ϶ɨһ֪ϣֱľս·ȥԡˡ
ԡˮڵҿǵøĸˣҲƽϡ
ɥҲ֪ҾǾƲסԼ
Ϊ֪ˣһʱ϶Ҳû취ʲôı֪бû
Լ֮ǰʵǸʱԺͻȻֳĸǵ
ȫᶼϴϺǱ㴵򡣶֪ڴ˯̫ţȻĥǸԼޱ⡣
ûȻͷԱߵֻĻһһݵϢ
Ϊʲôѡң
Ϣһ飬֪оԼûôָֻܶʵʲô˼
ݺܿͻظˣǸղŹҪѡ˭ʱΪʲôҪѡң
Ū˵ʲô֪ľΣ㺬ػصǾǸ......Цһļ⣬㲻⡣
Ȼȴģ֪Ǽ裬ΪʲôѡҪѡңұöԲԣ
⣬֪ͷˣԥ˰컹ֻ˳˼صԣҾá
ʵҲһʵϾʶʱԷȻ˲鷳£ͬʱҲԼæһʼ⣬Ǹʲô˵ĹȷʵҲݲ˺øС
µĻ˱ܹǿҵĶռ⣬Ҳûʲôõĵط˰ɣ
......סΪʲôҪôؿǺʱΡ
˼гʱ֪б㷢ݵϢĻϡ
Ҳƺá
գգۣò֪лǻ˸ллȥ
ûٷϢֻҲ˳˯ˡ
֮ƻһֱҸֻݣʱһ춼һ𡣶֪ҲżȻݶԴƵ̬Ⱥǰ̫һˣپԱŤԽԽȻ󷽣ʱҲᳯԷЦ
ڷĵͬʱĪЩԽ͵ĵʧ䣬ϾĴҲûϸ롣
ָֻʣұǰΪȣʱڽѧղסġ
ѧУĩȫУһζ;еʱ򣬸༶ը˹
˿Σ²ܹ˵һϢǻȥвݣ
֪е٩˰ɣûһ˵Թ
ţҲˣҪҪ
ͿʼͬѧһУֱѧˣ֪ҲûпԼ
ھԷҲôһˣΪʱϲԴ㵱һ
е𣿡
дֵĸͣ±һ䡣
һԶϰ֪ⷢŷӦͷ˵......ԲѧҸղˡ
˵ûϵ˶ʵôоݲ̫һأ
֪һ£......ˣԲǰʱճҡ
ԣǺЩȣǺ£ȷʵӦöཻѣҲı뷨
֪в֪˵ʲôãֻƵӦһ
ϰ븶Ǹͻᣬû߽ƵЦĽŲһ٣ԥһ߹ȥ
֪УҲвǼһ߰ɣ˵ȥɽͻ֪ᷢͨˡ
ǿЦЦֻ֪˵֣ð
ߺݣ˰żװʵôͻȻôãˣ
һаɡ
ŪĻʲô˼ֵ֪ҪǲϲƣֻͨѵĻûǱ̫룬˵ǣԺҲѶû
⻰̧ͷһۣûкұס
ȻûУѵ˼𣿡֪Щס˵
ƽûС
֪еΪʲô......
ΪԸѡԼȻ˵ҲƣǿԼలµദȥ̾˿⣬ûԸѣҾһֱĻš
һ˵ƿԣ֪и˰βûоš
̧ͷ΢΢һЦţ㲻뿪ҵġ
⻰֪вӣֻܿһ˻⡣
Ȼ˵;ŵгɽͳִĿĵغ󣬰ּ򵥽˼עɻ
ھ񱻷ųĺӣûɽͿʼۻƷһ֪ȺѰݵӰһ㿴һˡ
һʱǼһĺհɡ
֪кȻ˸ǣҪѧУøѧһȥУ˵Ҳܺ͸źӰˡ
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òɽʱҲѾƽˣһ±ʱ
ƴӱóԼı㵱󷽵ǶһҲԼıºа˳
˱㵱Ĳù￴һһ㶵ģĽĸпǳԵÿá
ÿҲ˰ɣ˲ɽǳٳûж꣬Ʊк
Ȼô˵Ҳˡ
һٺ󣬹ڶ˵ҪȥϲΪ֪λģűȽϤͼһȥˣֻʣ֪кԭصȺ
ָָԶ֮ĵطƵ֪УղʱҺ񿴵иͤӿԴ磬ǹȥɣǻ˻ܴһȥ
֪бȥȻһͻɽϵͤ
˷ֻ֪ûë׺ſˣһ
ȻʱһԵȴȻһҵñӣ
ȥ֪зñӱ紵䣬ƫйͤ·֦ϡ
֪Уô찡ñҼҵҲܶˡƶ޳ˡ
˿ñӣ֪оӦҲãԸ£û£Ұá


53 
ִֻŵһһţȴûҪ˼ҲƳһۣڿʾԾġݡֺ˶٣ǿڵ𣿡
˿ĭֻ֪ðֻ˹ؼʱ̽ݵĵ绰ҪĪ˵ҲԶ׼Ľţιңʲô𣿡
绰ͷݿżɽˣ
֪㶣ԣô֪
˵ŷӦòȥ˾׵˰ɣ
Ǳû˵֪ȴԽԽù죬Ҳ˲ϱģɴҲֱʵݣ㵽ʲô˵Ļֱ˵ŷӹĨǵģֲֲ˵ˡ
ԣʵôˣ
СǱݲ׽ˣ֪бݱң
ԣ𣿡֪еȱǸ㻹ûشҵأ
ƺ̾һƬ̺ŵ˵ϲ㣬𣿡
е죬˺һ֪вŷӦ˵ʲô
֪֮վȫȫסˡ
״ҲĲԾǵٴһ䣺֪Уû°ɣ
֪Ŵ𾪵״̬лع죬ҵģҡңǣ㡢......
·ǱĻҸЦһЦһﻹŵظѾ˵ˣİɡ
Ҷ˵绰
ֻãֱһγԼʱ֪вգգ̵ֻۣӶ
ܿͻ㱷̵֣ĲֻԼպͶ
......˵ʲô𣿡ԥһ£˳ڡ
ãȻصͷһۣ֪ΪΣ֪ͷȻһɾ޴ĳ⣬ȼյҪɣ˺һʱԼı鿴ûô죺û......
ȻţƬ̣׵˵ͷţǾͼ˵ǵɡ
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ձ֪ΨһĴʡ
ĬĬΣǽһ豭˹ȥȵˮɡ
ӣ֪૵лһȴ
ǱĲϲ𣿡
Ϊ仰Ǻ֪нŵ̧ۿѧҾˣҶݣûСûָо
˵⻰ʱֲܿƵظֳǸݵġΡԴԴطһֱƵֹͣ
Ĭһ£ǺȻһʤԲԣ
ʲʲôʤ...֪вؿ
΢ŵ̾һǵ֪ϲ𣿡
֪еĵһӦ˸ղԼ̸ݣɵøͷȥ......ǰĲ֪Ϊʲôϲңѧô֪ģ
Ǹлºô£
ԴˣȴԸ˵Ҫ˵ĻԺȻ˵Ҳܴ۶͵Ȩô֪ģ㻹ǵ˵յõ廨𣿡
֪оȵ۾ѵЩ......
ǵͷ͵ġ
Ȼô˵֪лû취ݺõ廨ϵһ
õԻյĸΪƳģʱĸ׻ؽ¼ǼҵĻ԰úֻ֮ûãݵĸЭˡǵȻ˵
ĬȻشۿϵıӣ֪б˺һŵΪʲôҪ͵͵أ˵һȴװʲôҲûһ
Ǳƽں°ɡ
֪üԼʵ֪Щ£ôأ
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ûеõشĸҲȻվȻȥɣúϢ̫ࡣ
֪ΪεҲվԲѧ......û뵽
ҡҡͷǵûϵʵҲãҲӦüĸ
ô˵֪жʱⲻȥˣѧ㲻õǸģûʲô
˽Ǳ˱ۣ֪ϲȴҪ˵ֻ
֪Щ㵣ѧ......
ؿһεĲϲ𣿡
͵һ٣֪ջǳɵҡҡͷ
̾һ¶΢Цţˡ
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...мѭĻǸǼǺԤס֪вòϵǣ˵Լиоʱĵһ˿˷ܺϲġ
Ŀڻƿŵɫõϣ֪һ£⧲ݡ
ǣɳһ磬Ӱ滻˼Ȼǻҵġ
ֱﶼ֪вŷһԼǽӲͷ磬׼ȥ
ûʲôθڣͼ˸棬һֻ
Ļ˸ݵ֣֪кòײƽһЩֿʼˡ
ûнӣɵ绰ԶҶϡ
Ǹִֵˣͣ˲ӺĻٴˡ
һأ֪Ȳֻܽˣʲô£
ݵѾ˰ɡ
ԣ֪һ飬ʲô£
ֻͷһ£¥¡
仰֪ͫ΢һԾߵ˴ԱߣȻͿ¥µȷվһӰͬһǰ㣬ҡҡ׹
û˵ݱʵҿȥ𣿡
֪ץֻһӾսˣ֪ԼòôӦ˾öûп
ΪӦû˵ʲôͰѵ绰ˡ
......ˡ
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ͬʱһɳ嶯򿪴¥ǵ뿪߷ΧڵӰһ
ݣ
¥µҲ漴̧ͷ߲ľ֪жܿϾȵı顣
Ǵ˼š
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֪Щԣ֪Ϊʲôʱ˿̻Ǽ·......ûϵ´ٻҾͺá
˵Ļ̧ۿ㲻𣿡
֪лûü˵ѶٸһĻš


54 
ͤһ͹ʯϣñȥ͹˴ʯ϶֦ϡһµΣͤΧһȦɹŵĻ֪оԼӦÿԹõñӣ㷭Խͤӵˡ
ͤΧʶصͷۣԭûжΣգɵͱڴĳʹ
֪УСһ㣡ſϣǵ˵
˿ĭ֪еû£ҿһλá
ץˣȥ۾Լñ֮ľ롣˵֣ղſܽñʱͻȻԶˣ̽ȥץ˸ա
룬̧֪ͷƵȥһûʲô״ϸ֦֦㹴
Ӧã漴뿪ͤȥ֦ˡ
֪оԼŵ£ھ߶Ƚŵ£綼һ亹
ʱ֪кȻЩڳˣ֪͸õ˶¡
ûƾʹ֦ˣ֪У㿴𣿡
ͷӹ֦֪һٴŲԵλãһֽץˣһ֦߬ñӡ
һ֦İ˳عñӣȻûܰñӸֻ֦ñӻ̫أòһһΡ
ܴ֪ȴһĺڽñɽ
ƣһ£ڲȥԼá
˿ñӣΪѵ֪Уҿָߣȥͻͷ......
Ȼô˵֪ҲֻεԼǰ㡣
Ҳ֪ǲΪļһ̫ԭ֪нһ򻬣Ҳʱ׹˺һξ룡
ղŻǰ׵ƣȼˣȫʹԼ
ŵþһ֪û°ɣ
֪ȥæģǾҵҪϺڣһʱΪŶԿ˵
ʱҲɻڸʲô
֪еĴݵɫһӾͱˣûѯԭ򣬶ֱӷˣؽӽ֪У󺰵ָң
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ԥʱݵ˼ֲţ˵ָң֪𣿣
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һԵݱҲ̫ÿ㵽ȥʲô
֪лûü˵ƾͼ˵ϵñСԲ֪֮ԻȥΪҼñӡ
ԣݵɫˣ֪֪жΣգοֻһñӶѣ򲻾ˣ
Ƶͷ૵Ǹ֪ЩⲻȥԲݣⲻûͱеˡҲûñӵλþóȻȥˣʵӦõǻ취......
û˵꣬ͱݸˣûˣ
֪иϽҡҡͷû¡ˣأ
û˵ȥСˡ
ûã֪йȻϴˡ
˶ͤµǸղŷһĵط߰һȥ˵ʱҲˣɵŴˣһʱô졣
ƿ˿ݣֿ֪УС˵߰ɣ
ԥһ£֪еȥɣһЪһ
Ǿ಻̫ټķˬԲǺ뿪
ô˵Ҳȹȥɡ
ҧҧЩɣ......ɴҶЪһЪټɣ
أЪһܿ׷ˡֶԹ߰ɡ
ô֣ڱŲ̫Ը뿪ˡ
ԼԵݣ֪ʵôһȥֻЪһЪѡ
򴽣ȴһ⣺......ΪʲôҪôģ
֪пЦһ£ͬѧ֮䣬ܰľͰˣ˵ֻǾ󣬶ָߣܲȥɣ
תͷüһñӣôӦԼȥáղûмʱĻҪǳʲô¸ô죿
֪ǲ뵽ʲôݵɫͻȻò԰־ͽקס֪еӣԺ׼ôΣյˣ
һһһ֪ûץס......֮ǰǾһĻԺݱ˱ۣжʱһǿҵĲ
Լûץ֪еĺֻǵõէȻҡҡ׹ع±ϵʱԼһθе˿־ͻңҪʧȥʲôҪĶһ㡣
δָо޴ӽֻͣΪԼں¡
뵽⣬ݸɴֱӱס˽ߵǸˡ
֪ĻҲֱڲž£סʱҲûзӦʶݵĺ󱳡
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ݵ͵͵Ӧһɿ֡
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ں˺Ȼ˻һ֪лͷֵʵôˣ
ȻͿһȳһյسԼ˹һ֮ǰ࣬ίίС˵Ťˡ
ҿ
֪жȥĿţȷʵŤˣ㲻ˣɣֱɽȥʦ
ֱݶұߡ
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ݲſϣֱ۴סĲӡ
֪бɽȥ㲻֣һĻҾıˡ
ݰû˵˺һʵҲ˵ŵĻᱳ𣿡
ͨҪ˼֪ЩЦãǱúСشˣҲֻ㡣
ȻβһִյߵҾ֪ˡ
еĶ֪࣬вɵӡ
ݱɽʱ֪б㿴վڲԶ֮⽹صȴšˣ̾˹
ݣôˣ
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55 
ʳǾ仰ڶʱ˾վĬţƺɬˡ
һܿ˶Էߣ֪ûнĻǶȥҸ㵹ˮ
ûˮ˳µڳͼԼĽŸУ˳Ļṹ˼һҪĶԻ
˰죬ʼģҲ֪ú˵ʲô
ֱ˵ϲ𣿿ܾ仰ԼЩݡҲḶǣеݵιϵжңϾֻ֮£ǺۻǺ͸ۣԶ벻һˡ
ͬŤһߣᣬƣôҲ޷ֿ
ˮˮڴʱ๾֪лδӻлعʶȥһӾͱ̵ˡ
Ȼ֣֮ʱȴʲô
ôˣ
ݵ֪вžԷ֪ʲôʱѾ뵽˳ողСĴ򵽵ľݵ塣
һᵽɤۣ֪вһͷֻǿȳȥˮͿˣҸݲ......
һֻ˵һ룬͸еǯסԼĸ첲
⧲ݰֱʱ֪ϱ㻹άŲı顣
ȫˣ֮˵ĽëܿҲһ˲ͣٹҵعĶǻۡ
Ӧ֪еƲ......㵽ô
ΪŶĴݸ˰βŵ㻹ûشҵ⡣
ЩԼôҵ»֮ǰʲô֪гһ²µҡҴû˵Ҳ㰡......
ôģǰһ΢΢ۣΪߵԭ֪ͷĵƹⶼסˣһҲϲң
ֱⷬ׵Ļ֪еĺǱסò͵͵˺ü²ܷݣҲʶͦʱˣûﲻãҲȷʵֻ㵱ѡҲֻһͨbetaѣûʲôرɫĵطվһ䣬ֵøõģġ
⻰ݳĬƬ̲ŵŶǸأΪϲԾͲ˶𣿡
㶣֪лش𲻳ˡ
Ǻһģalphaﶼ㣬رǸǣȫţ......ܻǾͬ
֪ȥã֪һֱŵҲ˵öԣ֪ԼҲ䲻㲻ѡ
ԣ΢ü֪Ҳ˼
ûϵ֪̾˿ⱾʵҲ㣬Ҳ
ݺȻ㻹ǱȽ˵Ҫ׷˵ϲʱȫַӦ
֪и뿪ڷ뵽һ£ô֪ѧ......
ֻЦһ£ͣҲø̹̹سңҾһоҲûУҶΪá
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鼱֮£˼ԶݣȴΪԱǯֱ۴Ӷʧȥƽ⣬һӾᵹ̨ϣΪԼվȣֻסݵĸ첲
Ҳ˳󵹵̨ϣھ͸ҡ
էȻ˫ǳɫӣ֪пƲסһĭЩȣû㣬......
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΢𴽽ǣݵҲϲΪʲô˵˵Ҳ֪
ʱ˿̣֪кˣֻûҪʲôݾѾ
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ʶ򴽰꣬ҪֻԼĴ
֪е׻ǻعˣ֪ݵͷԼ
ۿǰ֮ȻûҪ˿˼׼һ֪һӣԱߵˮˡ
ڵϷһ죬ͬʱ̵ˮҲɢɽۼֿؽ˸һߣȴ޷ֹˮ֪еСȡ
̵ʱ֪ΪʹݺݵݻһӾվˡ
û°ɣݼ鲻ԣ̰ϥ䣬ᱧ˳
ŵʱ֪лӲ˵ʹˣһǱ˵أԼסſ򣺡û¡û£һ¡
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֪̲סԼ̶ֿЦһ
ˣòһڣӵȺҲκβݵĻֻǲǾ仰ʱЧԡ
ݵĻҲһɫѤζͷ׵ǣҪȴֻõﲻ۵ķͿˡ
̾˿֪аѽŲɾ˳ȥʱݸպҲˡ
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֪иϽлл㣬Լͺˡ
ǱɳСҲݵϣڵöԷԼͿҩ
ݵĶᣬһͿһǳǳس˵ĵط˿˿Ƶ֪кëˣʶҪջȣȴ˵ΰסڶá
̧ۿʣһֹʹҩ
ҡҡͷ֪ʵѾûʲôоˣˣ̵òء
Ϳһҩ࣬ݲŵˣϴûϴĻҰñĤ
֪æ֪ԼŪͺá
Ȼݲɷ˵ϴӸղװҩĴó˱Ĥ
һ£֪гױϸ۷ˡ
걣ĤݲûҪ֪еȷ˼ǾһǸѾظʹ⣺Ĳϲ𣿡
֪û뵽û£......ݣҺĲʡ
ݵһЦ˵ԻҪǲϲҵĻΪʲôô죿
漴Ҳ֪зӦ֪еؿڴ


56 
ͳѧУſͣʱ֪лûֻ¶񱻳һۣ첲ȼ̧ˣҲòҧŰ˳
ǱҲƷˣģ㿪ڵҼ˾ȥɡ
֪ͬˣʵû취ƣ۵Լؼҡ
ԣҲݣҲһȥɣԼһ˲ߣҷ㡣
һۣû˵ʲô
ǣƱ֪һݼҵĳ
ݣŻ𣿡·ϣƵǵʣؼҺǵҪϷҩ˴ȥҽɡ
⻰֪ЩսľΪƲ֪ݼҵۣϽݿ֮ǰƣͲõˣҽģ԰ɣ
Ȼ⻰Ҳ˵ġ
ˣȴգգۣ֪Уȥݼѽ
֪к......ţ֮࣬չġ
ԭƻ˵ʲôʱѾſˣҲֻա
³ݲЦЦؿ֪ʵô֪ѾȥҼˣ
ⲻֶ𡣡֪
ȴһҲŲء
˶٣ȻʵҪҪȥҼң
Լֻ֪õ̫ˣҺۣҲҪϢ´˵ɡ
ƺЩ⣬û˵ʲôˡ
Һ֪дæϴ˸һͷ˴ϣʵʵ鵽˳ܵĺˣ۵ֱޡ
ţ˯ܿ;ˣ֪һֱ˯˵ڶʮ࣬ѵһδ
𴲺ֻһŷݸԼ˺üϢҪô˵ԼۣҪô˵ûԼһ˺˯ţʼûظȻ˲ٿı
֪пžЩЦͬʱҲ˵ģɴ˸绰ȥ
Ǳߺܿͽͨˣһʣ˯𣿡
ţ̫ˣûϢ֪еĽôˣȥûҽ㴦
˭֪ȴûУûڡ
֪üûˣĽûдô绰㸸ĸ
׳ʲô
С˵ˣǾֻС¶ѣԼ㶨
ԽԽģ֪Եˣҵĵַңҹȥ
ҪҼ𣿡ô˵ݵ˷ܣȲͰѵַ
ΪѾ˳͵ʱ䣬ֻ֪˵Ӻͳˣݸĵַ˹ңҵǶһۿվڷĵźΡ
ˣǰһ˻֣
֪иϽС˹ȥŻţΪʲôߵ
ݵҲ·ˡ
֪֮вŷһֱ𼦶վ̲סЦǿˣҷȥ
ҲֽԷҼӶպ÷ż٣˭ҲڣԵ棬ֻˣ㲻Ļݸԡ
֪һ£ûбĲӶ˲һֱ棿
УҲ޹ؿ
̾˿֪еҴҪȰѽ˴һ¡
ϳŵʱȥҩɴݼûС
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ʵڲУʸҲð
仰û˵
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֪в֪ôοֻõͷҩ
ݴ˽źʱҲ쵽ˣͣȥ￪ʼȻŲ㣬ҲһһذԼŲ顣
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ʵͷ˸
֪ЩҪԺҲǽҪô죿ֻܲɡ
룬ݵҪң
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͹֪׼ϴ룬ͱݸˣǶУʰͺá
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΢üƺ̫⣬ûֹˣǺðɣҰ㡣
ûһʹһֻӣΪ˲ʣֻ֪ð˸˳ȥ
ϴͼݴͷɳϣȥܵӡ
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ǲǺûãɤʵʲôᣬҾ͸һһ
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һģû˽̹ЩǶԸҡ
һȻģֻ֪üοˣЩˣûϷҪϷɣ
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֪̲ס㿴ֻҾͲᣬʲôʲôɱˡ
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ѵƭԼ...
üǵҴҽƣȹȥ˵ɡ
ûҪŲ˼֪иϽַ渶һȥˡ


57 
ݵĶ޴ӷӦʶĽԼؿʱ֪гסˡ
űһ㲼ϣܸоóݵֲȣǺǰһ΢ҲȷѾһԵˣȵظĿڵλãԺĴڡ
ԽԽˡ
ʱٶ˵һ䡣
΢΢۾֪һƴλңһָȥ......ֻǽŶѣ˭˭ӿ찡
ôŬݵֶǺƵ˿ͬһᶨʯ
ݵֻ֪ڿķǣΪʲôԸֱԼ뷨أͲҡҳϣϲǱϲҪ࣬ܲһҲûаɣ
죬֪в֪ԼôˣĿǿطѾԽԽȣԽԽ̣ƵҲڣһж̼òײŴ˫ƺܹƻĵ۾ƿĿ⡣
һ֪дܵ˵Ҫɣ......ٺú̸һ̸
ֱʱݲŷ֣һЦãҶġ
֪һʧƬ̺ŵͷԼ˻......Ա㣬Ҫȥϴˡ
ݵһؽԡңϿãûƽ顣
û뵽ݵĹңԵ͸֮»ûҪֳӦݣʵЩ
֪Լþܾ˳㼰ʶ֮Ĳ࣬ڴʱ˿̣Ȼ޷¶ġ
̾һ֪дˮͷˮͷ£Լ侲һЩ
صϴˮŷԼ˴ϴ·
֪ɵˣԡðΣֱݺݴ˸£εתƿһ죬Ȼԥض亰ݵ֡
˵Ǻܿ߹ˣôˣ
һ֪вСܰҴ¹˯º......ڿ𣿡
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ЩʱһֱĿбӣ֪бҲ΢ûôˡ
ԡ֪мɳϣ뻹һ䣺Ѿôˣ㻹ȥǵԺ˵һʱ
һۣݵЦ⣺ҲôվҾãҪҪԿദһʱǸҴأ
ԣ֪ЩãȻദ˼...
ǣһЩԼ֮顣ػش
һԼֻ֣֪ողȥֿʼԶŲˣ......⣬ҾûʲôҪɡ
ݳüѾ׼ҪӦ𣿡
ҡҡͷ֪оִٵѧٸ
ǲˡݵֲѾȷϵˣͬĹϵ͸Լ²ûʲôͻɣԳ˽Լ⣬ΪʲôûҪأ
ѭѭоݣ֪벻ĻֻܺӦһ
ͬ⣬ݸһҽ𣿡
˵ʵ֪е㱻˳ˣȴϡͿصͷˡ
Ϸŵʱ̲סԼ䡣
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ڣ֪ϵʹȥֹʹҩ
ڳҩʱҩڵأڼžҹ﷢һ졣֪аյضʰŴ򿪵
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֪дǸСĴˣ˼ˡ
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תͷһ֪бݵ˯գ㵵˺þòŻع񣬾СԼһһŲ
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һ𣿣֪еһۣԷЦ΢΢ؿԼ˵Ļ˵ˡ
˳Թ緹ݱ첻ٰɣ
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ǰϤľ£֪ҲĬ


58 
֪вţһԸҲŲҵĽղѾҴˣͲҽΪʲôϲһ٣
ǰĸº͵ŤɴСýרҵʿȽϺãһ׻²ġ
֪Щɲİ컵£Ҳڵݣѧ˵öԣҽưɡ
ƲƲ졣
֪һ̧ͷʱסˡ
ԭΪ˵ҽӦֻһλȴû뵽ﶼվˡ֪мҽڵ豸һǰüʮ˫۾㶼ˢˢ˹
ִ֪棬ŵõһ
СҲСֹһ䡣
ûݵıԹֱӽҽҽΣȻ߹֪еͺˣȴȥǱЪһЪɣ
ͷ֪иϽһ뿪ˡ
أǽ˻԰еһ֪ûвι۹طէȻһⷢ˾ȵ̾ӺƯ
΢ЦǽȥɣǶ˲
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Ҹղſˣĺ֪һ˵һ߸һߵǰ
ŵĻԣóͬչ˵úܺãҶƬ󣬻ٱ涴ټ
ǵЩϾʱԼֵģûЩݵĻŻڸ֣żҲչˡ......㿴
ѭָʾȥ֪ŷҶӵ£ÿﶼһСӣݹּ¼ÿ軨ԵһЩݡ
֪лû꣬ǵԴʶ֮رǲǰһ춼Щˡ
⻰֪ЩɣΪʲô...
Ϊûô¶˰ɡ̾˿ⶼĹ͡
֪иոջعӶ˾Ͷ˲㣬͸һȥˡ
ѵݸǵ㳢ܺóԵģǳԺúǱӦҲŪˡ
˶٣ʵĻԸ쵽׷ʲô𣿡
ǣ֪бʵŤŵԭ˵˳˼ӣԥһ²ŵѧʵݵĽŲǺأƽʱ˭ûܹأĲôĵ......
ղһӵҽȷʵЩš
΢һ£......ţҲûʲôѾϰˡ
ü֪Сʵѧƽʱеʱһ㶼Щʲôأ
ѸǸסˣ΢ü˼һ£Ȼ³ˡ顱֡
Ȼ֮еĴ𰸣֪лǼ׷ʵ˶飬ûб𣿡
ǳĬҡҡͷСѧѵԼЩ......𣿡
¸ֽ͵ѧû˼ֻǾһҵԼȤĻҲͲϰԵΧתˡϾҲҪԼ𣿽ĩΪݣ㱾ڼϢ......
һ˵һ߹۲Ÿǵı飬Ȼͣ
ѧ...
ڸֻǳЦ£ҡҡͷ˵Ҳеƺ
įı飬֪һɳ嶯ѧݲΣĸĸûá
ܱ˴ʲôԣԼ׶ڼﲻŲʲܲҲʵЩ̫ˡ
ﰲһǺȻ֪Уҿƽʱеʱϲʲô𣿡
֪룺һȥżҲϷоǿ֮ġ
Ա𸶽ǣԼЩҵˡֵ֪ѧǸûʲô......ŵİá
ԣЦһ£òֵȼҲô롣ԺʱĻһȥô
ͻȻô˵֪㶲æͷáðѧҵ򼼺һ㡣
ûϵҿԽ㡣䴽ǡ
̸ţžͱ˴ˣݾһȳһյ˽Ϊ˵ʲô
ˣ֪æ߹ȥҺѧѡ
ֺһϷŵĵ⣬֪еιҳԺòã
Ҫ֪ЩɵۣԼܳ𣿡
Ȼȴһ˵ۡ
˵⻰ʱ⿴˸һۣԷüͷ΢壬ûп˵ʲôǵЦ̾͸ˡ
£ֻ֪ιһڵ⣺˰ɣ
㣬ת򸶽ǵҵĽѾˣڿԻȥ˰ɣ
̾˿վߵĻ
֪иϽݣѧŸ߰
ûϵҲȷʵˡ˵ոֶݵĸ㡣
˻һݵɫ˱䣬ѹһӾ͵ˡȻйƵùӰĵ⣬ֱĸ嶼Ū߰Űݡ
Ҫߣֻ֪õǣݣҲȥˣҵûдء
̧ͷʧ˵һҲ𣿡
ȻЩĲ̣֪лǵ´ҡ
ı֤ǿ˵ͷ
ǣ֪оͺ͸һ뿪ݼҡϳ̲סʵѧݵĸĸĻ𣿡
ǵͷȻϣҲȫݣӹɵġҲֻǿȥ̫˶ѣʵϣĸġ
գ֪вŷˡ
ִСſڵʱ֪и׼³Ȼͱǽסˡ
ҿԼȥ𣿡
һ£֪Ͼ͵ͷͬˣϻƲס¶ɵЦ
ӣҲЦһ£ѧУ
ֱӶ߲֪лԭأһ߻ζŸǸЦһʶ̧ؿڵλá
ȻͷԼ಻֪ΪʲôԽԽ죬ͬʱĻһɴδĹĸоһб仯ֻΪԼǳǳ΢Цһ¡
Ϊʲô...
صʱ֪벻Դ˸绰
˵Ǹѿһͻ𣿡ûʲôͶԵ⻹Ϊʲôѿ϶ϲ϶ԷˣֻԼûʶѣ
ô˵֪е˶٣׷ʵδδذɣǽŵĻӦҲٵİ
ȻԴˣȴʮּᶨΪϲ㿴ŰһҲţ϶ֱָܷоǲһġ
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59 
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վڲϹӰƬϢʾ·뿴ʲôӰ
֪жԴûʲôͷƽʱ̸ɣһϾʱڱĵطˣԺ͵ӰҲȫϲµӰǡ
ǣѡɣҶЩ̫˽⡣
һĻݵⲿ谮ô˵ܻϺܶۡ
һǰӰ֪иûȤĬĬ̾˿ݵƷζʮһա
翴һ־ָָڲԶ֮ľ޷
ƳۺЩԥԭϲֲƬ
֪Ϊʲô֪ͻȻͺ붺ԣôѵ㺦ЩǼٵģҾûðɡҼǵǰǺ¹......
δ䣬ݾ̷ϣУǾͿɡ
˵ȥƱıӰ֪оԼЩƲס
ʮӺŽΪǹգ糡Ӱӳֻϡϡˣһȥһλ
֪аԼϰмλãȻͿȻվһߣƺûҪ˼
ҲûѯʣֻǿŶԷü
˰ΣݲµҾ￴Ļ۾᲻̫ԶһɣǺҲܿ塣
ˣ֪ϵЦ⣬װȵΪʲôӰһ㶼ҪмȽϺðɣݣ˵ں£ûϵʱ۾ͺˡ
΢üԱȥˡ
ûãӰʽʼˣʱ֪оܸоߵԼķ򿿽ֱ˵ĸ첲һŰݡ
ֹһӣӰпʼֹ쾰ʱֺ֪Ȼе˭͵ץסԼ֡
˵ʵһ̣ȫעӰҲһܿ׹ݡ
˶֣ѺֻСݣ۾
ԷȴҲ֪ǲû߬ԽԽ֪жЩˡ
֮£ҲֻתͷսݵĶ䣺ץˡ
γһ֣ȴϵͷȥڼʲô
״֪ҲԼǲЩˣԼ÷ָ˹ȥˣҪĺµĻǸɴͲˣ
ãˣɡһסֱֺ̧Ļ
ӰƬĺ벿֣˵ŶҲԽԽܼټÿֲЧȾķΧ֪ҲԸвʡƬboss¶ʱ򣬹նʱͱ˶㣬ʱ֪ҲеƺͷԼļ򴦡
΢ƳۣΧڵĴСУֻһڵķ
ΪǲĲ㻹ڵӰǴ̶ļһ䣺ݣû°ɣ
û뵽ݻʱ̧ͷ˵ıǼͲƫеײһ֪лûӦԷʱϢѾ촽Ϸ
ĻϵǻӣֵĽҲ˷֪ȴֲעȥһ۵Ӱ棬ֻܽͬʱظ֪Լʱ١
ûмֻͣͣ漴ٴνͷ֪еļѴ
ƴѹסԼĵ׸ֶһ˿ݵĹŹֵʧУ֪ҲǿԼƿߡ
òװӰʱ֪г˿ȴˬġ
żֲƬҲͦġף
ݣӰѾˡ
˵̧ͷ鿴ȥظˣ߰ɡ
µģƬ̣֪̲סЦ
ʶЦʲôݵĶЩ죬ȴڼӲƽʱٿЩԲŲӦҪϲĻҿԸһֲƬӰ
֪ЦҡҡͷһξЩɰ
ܿͻع񣬰ԼȻָо
߳ӰԺݵʱ仹磬㻹ȥĵط𣿡
֪ҡҡͷû̹࣬Ȼһοʱ䣬Ҳ֪øЩʲôá
룬ݵʲôطʺԼ......Ȼȥ̳ɣ
ȥ̳...һǸ֪иϽҸĵطһɣҡ컹û̸꣬պó˵
ʱݵıһ˲ͣܿͳĬص˵ͷ
ǣ˱˸Ŀȹݣڿλ
ȵ㵥ķ뿪֪вſԼǰݽǴʲôʱʼ......ָо𣿡
ݺϾС
Ȼ׼էȻϣ֪л̲סǰһʱһЩ飬ԽԽüԭֵһϸڶ
عһ䣺Ҳ˵һֱϲң̸𣿡
̸Ҳ̫ǡ
΢΢ЦЦݵʵʱҲ̫˽Լ⣬ұһԲԼôġʱպб˳֣Ҿͱ̸̬
ش֪гһ²ŵǲ̫ƽɣǡǳī˵ô£
̾˿ֻ򵥵ᡣ
漴Ŀתض֪У˵˵ʱһΪָ֪˭
Ϊ仰֪жʱ˴⣺......ô֪˵˭
Ҿֱô˵ˣе㲻̫š
ݺƢЦЦԾѡعҲΪԼҪľʲô
ŤͷŴ⣬֪ҲܸоõݵʼԼϣ֪޷Ƶز£Ϊֻһȡ
⻰ҲδֻЦ
ǻõ廨Ҳ......֪кȻ뵽һ¡
ᵽ⣬ֵݲȻ......ţ͵ġ
ʵ֪񶼲̫⣺ΪʲôҪװ֪
ǸָԽ¾ͻôݸƭȥˡ
ͷ棬ݵҲ֪ϲϲҪ֪͵ģҲֱӶҲ˵
֪һ£һᶪ
ݵСȥϾ͵ġ
Լյ͵ĻΣֱӶҲڡ֪üҲֱ˳ǾݵΪƺһɵԱζ
ΪʲôҪԱأһȾ˶Ҫǿalpha
......ΪСȱȫ
Ҵû˵Ҫ֪б˰űôһ䣬ֻǾͻе㣬ô˵أ̫ʵá
ԣ̹𴽽ǣϲʲôҶ͡
Լ˼֪ҡͷ˵ã۽ȻһϤӰ


60 
֪б飬¹˵绰󣬱ΪĻӽͷö
ϲ......ѵϲ˸ǣ
ԼӦֻǽŶѰ
ͷͷǵķ֪ٴϸϸԱһԼʱĽŸкԼʱĽŸУóĽЩ㵡
ֽŵĸоȷʵ̫һڿεʱһ־״̬ԼòԻᰤԸͲˣٵͬʱҲȣһһֱðͷȥ
......žȻֿʼݵĸоˡ
֪з˸ͷͷӶǸǵͿƲס˼ڡ
ϲ˸ǡ
......ôأѧУϲǵûһҲһֲֶҲֻźݵĹϵ˽ؽӴǣҪûݵĻ͸Ǳͬİ·
ϲôûнģȻҲܸ߱ˣø֪ˣͲ߱ѩԸ󵨱
ڱﳤ̾һ֪漴ֹ˵ơ
˯źμ˸ǣҲԼ֮ǰǰĮȻƮڸɽ֮׵һôŬҲԶܴ
һѧһֱҪԼǸѵ顣
㲻Ի𣿡֪̾˿ˣֲʶҲѧУġ
ȴֱ׳˵ڰԣԼ뷨ôûаҵĽ˵ʲôӦ
òУֻ֪õ˵˵ˣѾ֪Լ뷨ˡ
ԣ׷ʸͣ˵һԲԣϲ˰ɣ
Ӧһ֪΢ŵ̾˿֪Ҳûʲôá
˼һ£ʵǲΪԲұף
֪ҡҡͷ׼ס
Ϊɶﲻ̫⣬ϲһѵǸһ˵ĻԷô֪أ
Ƭ̣֪вŵΪ֪ԼܺǸһ𣬶Ҫǲܲ˾˵˵ĻʱҲû
ˣˣͦҵģžϲһϲ˰ɡ
ϲϲϲ......Ҳɡ֪пЦһ¡
ʱȻ˺üۣι֪УôоķӦ֣ҺټԱ˵ĸ龭ôġ
żĻ۽һ֪иϽ⡣
һڿΣܶòУʼӶش˹Ƿ֪ȻҲһԱ
ۺڰıʼǣ̾漴תƵ˴⡣
һۣ˲侫
ϳϵӰڸǺ֪еʱͺҲֱͦˣڻû¿ΣЩֱӾվڽиˡ
ع󣬲ŷԼıѾڱʼǱϻһѿĺۼ
Ϊʲôˣ......Լ¿ε
......ڵʶأ
ֲ²ţ֪и޷Ρò׵ȵ¿ˣʰҲ˺͹˵һֱӾôȥˡ
ѧ...
ڴԱߵͷĸ̧ЦЦ㶯졣
֪ЩΣǹһ䣺ѧ𣿡
ЩؿһۣǴǵЦˣԣڵ㡣
˵仰ʱֻ֪ԼϾͲܿƵҵصͷΨֱԼգ...ѧ𣿡
ǵ˵һ𣿻˵Ҫæ
ʱ֪вſűߵ򣬡ҡûҪæֻû뵽ѧôҴ......
ʰ򣬸Ƕ΢Ц߰ɡ
ߣ֪ܸоϵ˶͵͵ǣЩ˼ĿϾϸĻһ֪ϲõͬʱЩڡ
ٳ󣬿ǱѾвͬѧڴˣ֪и顣
ѧ˻᲻̫˵㣿
ȴûϵǿԺʹһ򡣡
漴˹֪Ҳֻýӹ
ڲٳϴ˼Ҳ¶˾ȵɫǵעܿ챻ڸߵ֪˹ȥмֱͣԭؿʼ˽
ΪЩ˵Թۣ֪бͲĶǽӲüζϡԼԼĵЦ˿ĭһʧ䡣
ǲı仯߹ҽ㡣
ֱӾ֪еֽһΧ͵˿Ŀɿڴ
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е...֪зֲúܺš
һֱ룬ٳϵ˶ߵò˺ͣ
ʵòһЩԵĶҪǱ˵ߵݹȥһƿȪˮ
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ҲֱʱŻȻԼŵҲǸϵϢء
ˮŤͷ֪еЩ죬ǻʵ𣿡
ûС֪ҡҡͷѧȥԷɡ
ʳõҲܶ࣬Ϊҵ˼ڷϣûʲôע⵽ǣ֪Ҳ˿
⻹һκ͸һԷ극֪оڸǶǰ˲سŷûƽ͹һԷͣѧŸǵССڵƷζ
˳һӣ־ûҪԼװģ
˳Թ󣬱ѧ¥ȥ·֪кȻ뵽ݣǾ˵һ䣺ݵĽҲ֪Ҫòܺá
ǵһ¾ͿԳ׻ָˡ
˶٣ʣûкϢ
⻰֪оݸԼϢݡȻڱԹʵܴм俴ڸĸ̽Լ£Ǻܻϲġ
УҾ......ǿܵõĸĹػġ֪ԥһ£ʵѧݵĸĸͲ޸ϵҪһֱȥǡ˵Ӧöһĥɡ
ĬΣǲܿͲĥˣѾҪ顣
֪㶣һע⣬¾Ͱ̨ס
...һᣬϿƲסҪڵأȻʱԱȵؾͽסˡ
ΪԵԭ򣬱ס֪еȻǰȥһ̣һͷײ˸ǵĻ
Ӧʱֻ֪Լһ㲼ϣظоؿڴ⣬ԼһԴԴϢ
û°ɣʱǵǵҲͷ


61 
֪лȷϵģʵǾӰ죬ֱתͷȥһۣһͣ
Ҳ֪ΪʲôƫƫôɣǸվڿȹ˾ȻǸǡһװϼŽ˿۾ﻹļȥȫǸմӰ칫߳һ
ҪǾڿԼ֪жֱվˣһݵǸ......Һ񿴵ѧˡ
Ա˹ȥʱ׼뿪ĸҲӦʲôƵģ콫Ͷķ
һƬ֪п΢΢۾ŵĶҲͣ漴ڶݵľȹ¶˼ɫ
Էı仯֪Ϊ֪жٸһ飬ֻΪʱ˿ݡ
֪в֪ҪҪкϾվĸܲǸ⣬˾ֻĻһǵԾϣһ˶
ݵע£ò绰ʶȥԶ֮⸶ǵ......ιѧ
ǵǺȻ֪Уǲϰ𣿡
֪Ҳ˼˵˼٣ֻú˹ȥţֻǺ̸顣
绰ͷĸǶ˶٣Ȼ͵ѾԼ˰ɣ
ȷӦ֪вŻʶõǿ϶䣬ָҲѣͺԼ͵͵ʲôѣȴ׽ҴһѧҲں......
㲻ýţҲбȨǵûϵȻ벻Ҫô̸ĻȽ
Խôƽǣ֪оԽǸеΡڿ˳طֻ
еôʦ𣿡
֪Żعʲô
̾˿ݴԴԳ˵һ㵥ദͻͻȻ֣ôôء
Ϊ֪˵ʲô֪ѡ˳Ĭ
ˣˡʵԼĸоô
֪Ҳѣ˵˾仹ԡ
ô˵ݵ۾Ӧþ㲻ɣҵĸоأǰûб仯ԺҳȥԼ𣿡
һһ׹֪Щֲһ̧ۼֳ°ͿԼ΢Цģȴ˼νСһֻÿһԼͻĶо......оûʲô仯
شƺЩʧǵ˵ͷðɣ´ȥһô
һ£֪лǰԼĹ˵˳......ݣĻѧǱָô죿
ԸǶԣǷЩ̫ƽأ
գգ̶ۣں˵ʲôô˵ˣֲںҲȨҪʲôʲôûҪǾúһʱ͵飬ԼǲǱͷ
֪ЩĻֳʲô͵͵ģ㲻Ҫôʻ㡣Уҵ˼ڻû......һֱﰵѹһ˼㡢ѧ֮ô
룬ݲƽѾҪһ𣿡
ҡҡͷ֪ʵҲûУ˵һûҾ......
δ䣬ݿڵ˵ʵԼƲסϲң
֪һӾסˣһ鵽˵˽Լص뷨¶ʱĸоڶҪڸԼĻңû...
˰ΣζЦЦ
֪ҲѾٺȥˣݻῴ࣬ɴѡĶӡ
ȥɡ
ҡҡͷ֪лѡԼȥʱû취ݴһ
ȹҲԶɴ·ȥһ·Ÿղ֮ĶԻ
֪оݻ̫ˣ׾ͿԼǣҲԼΪصúܺõһЩָơ
ȷʵͬ˵һ㣬Լʱദл㺡֪ݵǣֵ֮ģΪŲ¸ǡ
˵һֱΪǺԼʲôԷϾԼϲˣһ¡ڸԼӦݽȥȻȴִŵͼ͸Ǽ
ûа취ԼһߺԼᣬһȴһˣ;ʲô𣿲ǳĿŹ
ȷʵ˵һоҲûУ͸ɴؾܾˡ
뵽⣬֪̲סץץͷԼݺ͸֮䷴С󣬲ڸԼ̰
ṵ̂ⲻǹʱЩ֮˵״̬
̾һ֪еһθеã
صѾ緹ʱˣȴȫûʳֻˮɳϷ
ûãֻĻϾͬһʱϢ
һݣĸֺŸȵ֡
һԸǣԾǳȵȻĿú̸ʲô̸ʲôҪΪǡ
Ϣ֪мóʱ̬ˡ
ǣһ嶯¸ǵĺ벦˹ȥ
ܿͽ֪Уʲô£
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˵ƺ΢ŵ̾˿Ҷľ
֪иǣûоҵ˼ǣҲ֪Լ﾿ôģҡҿʼҲΪҲϲַ֣Լݲȫ޸оҲѡ
ԽԽͣѧ֪ܲãҿƲˡ
ڸǲûֻº͵˵Щ벻Ļţûϵ˵Ҷ֪
Լ֮ǰĵ˵ϲݵ£ֻ֪Ҹطȥ......ѧԲ𡣡
ǵ㲻õǸ飬ͲܿƵġ
ĬƬֵ̣ǲѾأ
ᣬ֪һ㶣ѧҲ˼ʵ......
ҧҧڲŽǸԼ¶˳ѧʵӸпʼҾһֱϲ㡣
ĸǰ춼û˵ֻüĺ֪̲ס⡢ҪҶϵ绰ʱ򣬸ǲǶĵһٴοڡ
ˣݶԴʲô𣿡
֪⣬ֻϣҺԼᣬ˵ҲҾͻᷢԼҪʲôѧҲ֪ҪôܾҲ֪ǲӦý㣬ﻹǺң......û취ʲôش𡣡
ΣǲŵţҲû£顣ݵҲ޲ףҾԣϾֻ취˽Լ⡣
Ļѧ˵ƽ֪ε
ϣ˼һȴҲǺԼһԼ᲻ˣ
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62 
˲䣬֪γѣ̰Լͷ˳Ϊ̫ˤһӡҿǻûзſ֣֪нǿվȣôûôǱ
Сһ㣬̨ˤȥĻΣաǵǵ˵ͷĽţûŤɣ
֪иϽҡͷ˵û£Ϊ˻ΣֻܿڲԵ˵ѧ·ϴ·۵ζܺš
ֱ˵ŷӦʱ͵ͨ죬ðˣǡѧҵ˼......
ǵЩãȻƬ̺ŻȻ˼˵Ĳϴ·۰ɣӦϢصζģٹһͲˡ
Ϊ֪н⣬ɴվߡ
״֪иæ͵ûн⣬ֻŪ˶ѡѧһ߰ɡ
һټ֮£ºһ
ΪǾվԼߣ֪ƲסػζǹѾŲζԥһ²ŹѧϢǱ𣿡
ͷεǲǺԡ¶ȷʵᱻϴ
ǡҲ֪еٲеalphaһô̱ǡǰһϢصζеΪܿա
ԴˣûʲôʾֻǵЦһЦ
֪ΪʲôһսҲûУֻ˸εĽ֪ҲȻܸомĿԼϡ
ϾˣҪע⵽ʵ̫ˡ
ԼԵĸǣ֪ͻȻᵽ˺Ϊٵĸо
ܽĶȥ⹮𣿡ǴԾһӣҸ㸴ӡһЩҾñȽϵ͵Ŀûȥٸҿ
ܳؽӹӣ֪Щѧлл㣬ѧϰҲæɣҿԼȥдԸϰʱҲϰҾѾܹⲻȥ......
ǵû£ЩҲǰģѾ˵ģֻ¸ӡһѡ
ԣ֪еθвżһЩ
ʱ֪ԭڽʾ֭˼̣ûһĪƮרעĸǡ
ǵĲֱеıҲþͣԾϣֱ䦳һѿī㡣
ֹһƺҲעӣȻתͷߣҵʲô𣿡
......֪ŻعһҲ˳ƵڵأǣûУԲѧˡ
ȸǻشʹæȥʣ漴վѧҡȥˮ
˵գҲҿǵı飬תɿܳ˽ңƵĶӡ
һֱ֪ܵвͣվԭطһȻ̧ԼŵλãڸܵǾҵʱҲʼӿ
ô......ǰԸǵʱҲлңȫˡ
ԴԼԼԼڸǰҲֲˡ
̾˿֪˪ӰͷԵȥСƿϾͻȥˡ
ߵҺʱһȥȴһЩĻ档
Լ͸ŵԱߴʱվһŮ΢Цں͸˵ЩʲôΪλõĹϵ֪пǵ棬ȴܸоǸҲǴЦġ
߹ȥǸŮһҲ˶У......ǰǺܸҺ˵㶼ۿҡ
֪Ҳ֪Լòüˡͣʱ򣬸ҲһתͷɵվڲԶ㿪ڵ֪Уվʲô
ѣֻ֪ӭŮĿ˹ȥѧŵ˵ɣ
ᡣǻشֶǸŮ˵ǷļԵĻ콻ҡ
⻰ŮƲƲ죺᳤֪վһϻָԭ
뿪֪вԷͬѧѧ㡣
֪ǲǿһĲɵӣͻȻͣ˱ʣҪ۵ĻͳȥһߡһʿٻдɣѧϰʱҪעݽϡ
ȥ...֪гһ£ѧһȥߣ
΢΢һǴӦˣá
ǣ˱ȥ˲ٳΧɢҲΪ̫帶ǵ֪еĵҲ˲٣ھ͵ѧĺܻӭ
һǲŵΪʲôͻȻô˵
ֻżȻ֮ǰæݸѧǷ顣֪пʼЩԼˣȴƲסؼ˵ȥϲѧӦҲܶɡ
ûʲôӦȻƽҲӦÿЩʱ򣬺úѧϰҪġ
֪иϽǰûѧû......δԼҪһʲôİأ
Ƭ̣ǲʵû
̹֪޻˵......ޡ
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ʱǺȻʵأпǹ𣿡
׻ظԼ֪Ҳһ£...ֻϣҵһԸһֱһ˾ͺˣbetaûôƣҪҲߡ
˼ƺҲѡ
֪ԭ˵alphaomega㵱ȻѣϾϢرһȽ֤黹ҪǿıϣǳĬȥ
˼Ҫ뿪ٳʱһϸèǵע⡣
һʼ֪лΪԼˣ߽·ߵԣҲԽԽ㿴˸ǣѧ𣿡
һ漴﷭ңܿ죬ͰһֻСè˳
ˣСèʱеøˣǵϲ䣬ͼеѰʲô
ǲǶ˰֪ûèҲܿߣƽʱҲûѧУʲôҰè......
̾˿ҲǱèģβܵĻŻȥ
˼׼Сèˣ֪бʵѧô죿
˼һ£ǵȴȥҽԺɣȥ㽲⣬𣿡
֪еȻû⡣ѧһȥæʰĶУſڵҾͺˡ
˵գͷɱؽ渶ȻȥУſںͶԷ͡
һСèһùԼҾˣҲȥɡ
֪бҲͷĿ͸ϳ뿪תᣬ߱߰Լ֮ǰΪʲôҪ˵ôûҪ˵ķϻ
ѧòְ...
뵽⣬֪вɵð̾һȻ֪Լ͸ûκοܣҲϣڶԷԼһ˵


63 
֪У𣿡
ֱٴοڣ֪вŴӻлعҲѸ£......ѧ㡢˵𣿡
ƺǾ仰ʵЩ֣ЦһȻģ˵㲻ȥԼ᣿
...֪иϽϣֻǣû뵽ѧ㾹ȻԸ
ϾͬʱֱںԼᣬȻǻûȷϵ˵㣬Ϊǽ̤
̾һº͵֪ңԲžӦøʱȥǣʱæµľҲҪģΣԼź
֪еıǻͻȻеᣬƵӦһ
ʵǺһȥԼȥ
֪лľȥӰԺһֲƬȻ͵ȹˡ˵ԼᣬҲ֪Ҫһȥʲôطá
ǰǰŮڽʱΪ˶رŵˣҲ׷Ժ֣ϢջڼѵһҲֱжȥ
пͦȤģǶûʲôá
ԣ΢˼һ£ţĩȥ㣬Ҽô
֪еͣһ£á
˵绰˺þòڰѱԼ÷̵ֻ
ȫû뵽ǾԼȥңټϼʶ˵Ƚ⣬̲סͿʼ
֪оɳϣȶӶܲ˵ʱŻ겻ȥ˳
ݴ˵绰һھЩΪʲôظԼϢ
ǲǸˡڵ绰ͷĵ˵ÿζ˵һ仰ɵһ졣
Ȼò˵ʵ֪лǺһѡԣʲô𣿡
ݵԽ֣ǱԹִ˵ίû¾ͲԸ绰ԼᣬӦöཻٽŶԡ
һȣֻ֪ܰúúãʲô˵𣿡
ôһʣȴֲ˵ˣٹһӣݲСһڹ˾Ӱ࣬¥㶼صˡ
գգۣ֪ԼЩعζˣܺ£
......ûлشֻǺһҪҪֲƬڵȻʲô
Ȼ֪ԼӦЦ֪л̿ĹҪڹ˾ҲȷʵˣҪȻ㻹ǻؼҰɣҹ˿ȫ
Ǳߴô̵漴̾һҲؼңǻؼҾû鹤ˡԣܿ᲻ҪҶϵ绰𣿲˵Ҳûϵ֪ھˡ
仰֪ܾģһ뵽ݴʱһټİ칫¶شҪΪĺڰ£־ЩĲ̡
ͬˡ
ᣬ֪콫ֻ̨Աߣţϴˡ
ΪˮԵʣҲûû˵ϴ½˵أ·һѻỹš
ݣʮˣ㻹ûؼ𣿡
ݵﴫûҪ˯𣿡
֪еûУҪȥϴˣ绰Թ𣿡
ѾСʱĵ绰ˣݲۻѣֻҪûˡ
ĥһЩ̫Ըع˵绰ȻҲԼ˵һ
Ѿ̵òеֻ֪ҲʼЩȻһڰ칫ҹݡ
֮ҲΪæڹʵڳ鲻գûԼ£ÿĵ绰һ٣ͼõ绰Ľһ򵥵Ϊǡ
Ȼ߳ܵҪ֪ȻûӦ
һֵĩ֪˰Ϳ˾ԶͣŸǵĳԼҪţȻϳ
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仰֪㶣ʶͰﻰѿڶѧôǵƽʱ°ʱ䣿
Դˣֻһ°ʱѣѼǡ
漴˳ӣûʲôԵģ
......
֪ݵĳգֻý˵ԡ
ûãǰѳһ·ʱ֪Щɻ󣺡ѧߺ·ôߵİɣ
ϣȴȥߺ·˺˵ҽʵ׼ظĸҵģ֪𣿡
˺һ֪вŷӦһӽŵˣ......ѧ㸸ĸڼңǽȥ㸸ĸһԷҡĻҹȥ̫ܲʰɡ
ûʲôʵġպƣǲɲתͷЦһ£˵㲻Ը⣿
죬֪ʲôҲ˵ǲѵͷˡ
ȫû뵽ǻţ˵ղֻЩĻھǳ׵׵Ľˡ
ܿ죬ӾһС¥ǰֻ֪ͣһϤĴž;еΣһ뵽ⷿ滹ŸǶԲЦĸĸ޲ֱ̧ˡ
Ҳǿһɫǵǵһ䣺ǲ̫նˣĲ𣿡
ҡҡͷ֪ǿЦһ£ûϵˡ
ʵôţֻһͨİݷãҲȥҳ
֪ͨб͸һȥˡ
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ʹӶ˺󣬸ǲŶҸĸȥμˣǾ԰ɡ
⻰֪һѧʲôˣɡ
ͿҲôҳˡǱ˵óΧȹ
Ÿװ׸ԼΧȹϴ˸֪жճһֻЩȣֻܸϽƲߡ
ԼǰһµĸǾͺ󣬲ĬĬ̾һ
ʱҲ棬Ҷͦרҵġն˳ţţ֪в⻳ݵĻ
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ҵĳûнǵЦǸ⣬ǺѳԵĻ´Ҹɴ౨ѵˡ
ţţ֪Ҳ˵棬ڴһͽ
ôǵЩš
֪в֪ôݣţȥſڵ......ѧҾûԡ
ķѳԵúԣ⿳ʳһʮ΢ζʡ
һں󣬸ǲҡҡͷû˵츳ôϰֻܴﵽ̶ֳȡ
ϰ֪˾͵ѧֻͨˣֲǷĴѳҲʲô¡ο......ѧĲ˱ݵĺóԶˡ
ȻûֻǳԷȫ̶һֱ΢ü·ԼܲƵġ
Թ׼ϴ룬֪бĴſڴ
һۣҸĸˡ
ǣԭѾҪµ֪仰ʱһοƲסؽ֮£Ӹˡ


64 
֪оһ·һ·̾ػᡣƿŰ鱾£׼ȥϴĹ˵һ䣺һĵģ͸ѧԼûˣ
......˵ʲô֪бһϴǵ˵ҽһѧͲˡ
˭֪ȴ޹ؿڽ
⻰֪üʲô˼
ص˵֮ǰôҲͰˣԸŹ֣Ҳû˭źѡѧһô˹עأ֪Ľжһһ˶ء
֪㶣......Һѧ֮ʲôҲûа
̾˿˵ʵһһЩ̫Ļ˾ڿӽѧ˵úܷ߷߲ƽҲ֪òø㡣
Ĭһ£ֻ֪ܵǾȥɣ˵ֻúĪѵѧͱһֱһ˶
ǿܾøѧ˰ɡЦϾɽڻȷʵܺ
Դˣ֪֮ԱǣЩ˸еûš
ϣһֱԼеģ±ͺܻ
ϴڴʱ֪дͷֻͿݵһδ硣룬ǻز˹ȥԷϽ
ڼҴúİһھڱԹٹһҪѧУ·Ķ췢ùˡ
֪ʵҲûе԰ɣĵĻʹϷ
ȴһû˼
֪˵ֵ͸ѧУһֻСè
ԣѧˣ֪е˵СèȥҽԺˣҲ֪ôˡ
һͻȻղŴ绰ܲʱèèСֿòȲУĸֺܲϲ
ԣ֪аһѧѾè͵𣿡
Щ˵ôҼʲʺèҰֶЩҪǸҴëĻؼֱӰҸϳȥġ
֪ҲͷۣҲǣѧô˵أ
ǰèȥˣҷӴ󣬿ܲһɡ
ֲ֮һ֪Ҫ˯˲ع˵绰
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Ĳ£ص͸Ǵ˸绰ѧôûѧ
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ݵĻ֪˼ǿڵѧȥҿɲԣ
ԣЩȣΪʲô
֪еѧһչСèӦú۰ɣҹȥ㣬ȻٿҪôСè˵ܸҵء
ԥһ£ǱͬˣҰѵַ㡣
ǣԹ֪б㰴յַæˣһ˹ŵ˸ǼңһĿĵؾͱɵĴźźС¥סˡ
ȴŵʱѷӰΧеĻ԰̲סпһ
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ĸǴżҾӷӺƽʱУʱҪԵøΪƽ׽ˣ֪΢ûôˣѧ㸸ĸڼ𣿡
ҡҡͷǵģһŻ
һ·Ÿķ䣬ƿ֪оϸèС
ûҵСèͼǺȻڵϣװСèӴӴ׸˳
ҽ˵ҪСʱιһΣ˯óһҩˮƿװɵƿʼꤵСèι̡
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ЦЦǵû£ҪʵڲеĻҾԼŰɡ
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̾˿΢üȻҲУҾֻܾ˵ˡ
Сèι̺󣬸ǾͰ·ŻëϡСӲΡΡ޲߶֪пƲסСͦɰģôûԸأ
ʱǺȻ˵һЩֵĻúõĶ˶ϲ
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ۼֿؽƻص˴£Źȥš
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65 
ˮͷǵǳȥɡ
֪㷲ִͷȷԼʧźһ߽˿
ǵĸĸȻѾˣɳϵʲôˣ̧ͷȥֻǲ֪ΪΣ֪ܾǵı鿴ȥЩ֡
֣衣Ǵкֿ֪Уҵ......ѣǰǼҵġ
ǵĸü΢壬·ܲƵģֻӱһش𡣶ǵĸʹǰһԲ˵˵ˮ©Ư׻
ڽ̸;У֪ܸоǵĸƺںεضԼĿдŵӵζ
΢ķΧ֪ΪΣʺǾͲ֪˵Щʲôˡ
ǵĸ΢ЦźԼĶ˵㵹Ǻٴѻؼ
šûзϡ
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ϣ⻰ȴһӷŭˣߣҿʱúܣһ㶼ϡæжæܴѻؼָ绰ôѣ
ԣǵĸ̾˿ȰɷϢŭ˵ˣӵ¾Լȥɡ
ת򸶽ǣ΢Ҳǵģ绰ֲʲô£ôҪһϵأ
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֪иϽҡͷˣƤѡ
ŸǵͷظԼĨҩǹһ䣺ѧҽ......ŵĸ˰ɣ
Щ΢ȵؿһۣᡣ
룬ֲһ䣺̫࣬ǲ㣬ҵ⡣
ƣô˵֪иˣΪʲôأ˵ѧ㣬Ϊûһ绰Ǳô𣿡
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ĬƬ̣ǲ̧ؿϣ
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˯ǵķ......ǲζҪһŴϣ
˵ˣ룬֪Ҳ벻˵Щ̫ˣͻȻƱнһ޴롣
òϴ裬һͿƵ޵һĻڻ·½й¶һƬƤӳĵƹ⣬·һʵϳ˵֬񣬼ϵ磬ֻһ۾ͻᱻȥ
ѧ......ϴˡ֪вٿͷ߹ȥֻԼᱻ֡
ǽȥԡСڴ
Ȼⲻһ˯˯Ĵˣȴһȫͬ
ΪٹһǾͻϴʪϢߣ˵ĺܵǹɺŵıɵζ
֪ԼȥˣϾͽסͷõغС
ûãԡҵžʹˡԸɢĵɾеҲ֪һοۡ
ҲգضԼǵҲԴЦ⣺ôˣ
֪Żع񣬻ҵ˵˾ûʲô
Ϩ˵֮˲ڴϣ˴˶ܸоԷĺ֪нӲľͷңֻǿ˯ţܻ
ϧһӣȻܸеһԸϸ΢Ķ
˯𣿴᲻̫С
ͻȻ˵ͷ֪һƬհף˺һŴᡣ
֪תĸ泯Լ֪飬ҲƳȥ
ڰ֮УǵҲŵ˲٣ͺá
Ƭ̺ʵ㲻ΪʲôǱӡ
֪лû˵ڣ͸еǺȻ˹ǣԷʱҲһԼеԱߡ
л˵
ѧ͡Լװؿɼ


66 
͸Ǹ֪һ·ƮƮػᣬȻҹ绹ʼշȣҲûн¡
ǵƿŵʱ򣬹һ۾ͿĲԾȥ͸ѧôô졣
ǣȥҿСèˡ֪еʲôҪСèеĻͰϵһ£ѧĸĸϲ֪á
ȴڴѧϰæ˭пСﰡ˵ˣѧһӶ˰ɣӶ˲ˡ
֪̾˿ûټ⡣
Ҵææдҵȥϴ˸裬ϴûãݵĵ绰ʱһ
ȥǼˣ
㶣֪кȻú֣ϢΪʲôôͨ......ǰȥèô֪ġ
ݺ˰͸¶øǸҵġҲһֻè뿴ʱȥôҪȥ
⻰֪иˣҽȥʲôĩѧδʱ䣬δʱ䡣ǣݣΪʲôôЩëƤС°
Ǳ˵޷˺һݲԴί˵ǵûʱдҵʱҪҹ岻á
û뵽ڵ֪ԸΣ뻹ǰοҵѾһ֣ոȫдˣûеʱ䣬׼Ϣ
ԣŰݣҹѣͷôƢ
֪ЩЦãҲûʲôƢðɣҺǸҲӦҵĹġ
ԴݣֻҪںСһͶˡ
ֻŸǣûҵĽôˡ
绰ͷݵԽԽί֪ĪһԼ۸Ĵ......ϴѧǴһȺҽȥΪĽѾûʲôˣԲûʵģʲôʱܻѧУϿΣ
ݷ߷ߵͻȥ
һӲ͹˵绰
ཱུæ֪ЩΪ뵽Ǹݣһоֺܺˡ
պֻ˯ˡ
ڶѧǰ֪гûȥǵĽ￴˿úõ⣬¶ʱһϲֿһĬĬȥˡ
ϵʱԶͿݵվվڽſڣһԵַд˵ǺС
ݣѧˣ֪л˹ȥΪʲôȽźأ
һݵĻģЩǾ̫ˡ
ƺݾ֪ٿڣżæŵؽ˽
ͷֻ֪ûԼȥˡ
֪ǲΪŲ·˿Σûкƽһ֪нϲĻǰ￴һۣͼݵλԱߣЦݲõں˵ʲô
һֱѧ֪вſݺһԼǰ
֪УʰݷҪһȥʳóԷ
ƵĻ֪Ĳ˼ǸʦղˣǶ˰ɣϾͺá
æöݶԼ˵Ұɡ
ԣ֪΢΢һ㶣ʶͿƣȴԷҲüһԴԹ˵ݣҷ㲻ͺ𣿡
û뵽ȴ·̫飺㲻Ҿͺˡ
ɫѾʼЩͷΪ˷ֹ˵Щʲô֪иϽӹ֣߰ɣǸϢһˡ
漴һȥʳáڳԹΪҪμŻҲòȥ
ǻؽҰɣ
֪֣ݣȴһ䣺ղһ·ҵĽеۣ㱳һȥ𣿡
֪ЩɵۣȻʳѧ¥Զлܶˣñ˿Լ......ô붼Թ졣
һݿʱ벻ʲôܾĻҲֻܵͷͬˡ
ʳú֪оͱݣȻ㶥ΧͬѧͶĲѧ¥ķȥ
ƺӣֻĲӣͷ˵˸Ϊèֶ͸ĸìܵ顣
ʲôѧĸĸ˵Ҫèˣô죿֪סˣȻЩԼΪʲôҪóȻܵǼȥ
̾һݵЭĸ˸ڻںսءģèûڷκ˽ȥ
֪ԽԽģӻǱ뾡Сè
Ȼȴã˵ġ
֪гɵΪʲôѧĸĸǲͬѧҪĻĸǱ߸ô죿
ܾΪһֻèĸ²̫Ǹǻģܻǲ⡣
ЦЦҲ֣ǰˡ
˵䣬˽ſڣְ֪ݷ˽׼߻ȥʱԥһ£¥ȥҸˡ
ѧ
ˣЦһ£ôˣ
֪ЩΣѧǲǲȥҵģ˵......
ŷӦǣ룬ҺҸĸ֮޹أҲֻΪֻè
ز׽һ˲ĵ䣬֪лǲĵһ䣺ѧĲΪ㸸ĸʵڲͬĻҾŬȥ
ҡҡͷǺȻ̾һ˵ˣֻΪèͲõˣҲܴõġ
Լʶƺ̫ã֪бҲʶȤûٴˡ
صңϸǸĸǸ䲻ȵ̬ȣǼƺҲݼһʲô⡣
Ȼⲻܴ̽Ĳ֡
ѧȻûҪ֪бԼˣһֱҪԼкü֪жܽܵƵζעӣ̫ڣҲöԷʲô
ʲôҲû˵ֻǶ˵Ҫҩ
ϰصݾ·ԡȥϴˣŽȥûãȴͻȻ̽һͷ֪еܰҴ걳Ų㡣
֪һ£......ⲻ̫ɡ
ݵҶ᲻ɣʵҲ鷳ģ죬Ҫϴɾʱܾζסһ϶ҲᱻӰ쵽......
ͷͷǵ֪ҲþֻܾõͷˣѿӴá
ԡңͼϰ·Сϣ˵ȼһߣȷʵܼѵӡ
ëݸݵ鷳ˡ
֪бҲԼԵǹɲڵĸо˱
ˣʣµԼ㶨ɡ֪Ҳͷ󺹣·ҲΪԡȶȶϣоܲ
Ǳشԡ߳ȴؿݵλϡ
ԡƱһ䣺֪Уϴ谡أôûп
֪в֪ôشֻܺӦˡ
ûãҲԡšѭ̧ͷȥ϶ʱ¶˾֮ɫ漴ùŹֵػصؿ֪кüۡ


67 
ʶԼԽԽʱ֪оѾ޷Ƶס˺ܸоǵִԼϷԽȥȻһԵıǵؿڡ
ȻȣſյǸǱӺãðˡ
ǵڶ֪űӵһϽõת˸ţ֪ѧ˯ɣùҡ
֪ԼһʱǾ˯ŵġ
ڸǣЩƣ룬Ӧһû˵ûãƽ
Ӳãֱȷ˲ж֪Сת۾ѾӦ˺ڰܿ帶ǵ˯ա
֪Ϊʲô˯ŵʱ򣬸ǵüĶ΢΢ţëʱʱһ£ȫûͨ˯ʱֳ׷ɵ״̬·ء˯úܲȡ
֪гճյؿãһΣƽҲӿһ顣
ûԼܹڸ˯ʱģһݳõξҪһֲʵУȻףҲԸΪεºܡĸ֡
......ԭΪֻܳĳҲȷʵˣǷôΪ͸ǲһҲʲôڴĽӵһ̣Ҳֻͼµһ̣ôʱʲôõأ
ȻҪ쳤ؾãǸǵĻӵƺҲֻź
ȫԲùô࣬ȫ׿һʵ谭أֻ̾Ϳˡ
ͱڣԼǰǺ޷ĸǣԼôֻҪֹȥ˶ԷҲΪʲôҪԥ
뵽֪̲סȥظ˸ǵüģͼΪƽЩ޺ۡ
ܿ죬ָ֮ƣ˸ֱͦıϣһһ㻬УͣĴϡ
Ҳ֪......͸ǽǻʲôо
Ȼһ˲䣬֪ȴϴѵˮǡ
Ǹʵ̫̫ǳˣоʲôֻҪһ뵽֪оһ
Լڲ֪ݣ̾˿Լ͵˻ǿԼ˯
ֹһȻ˯⣬ʱ򣬴βͻȻĪϸ΢𶯡
֪ʶ˹ȥϵȴһӷ׵ķӰ
С·ϴ̶˸ؿڴĺλһƨſȥʱ֪һסˡ
û뵽ǻַγϴһ˯ˣҿСӣӦòֹһˡ
ǣ֪ںС۵С۰κֻҲ˯ˡ
ֻ˳˯󣬵˴Լҹ֪б㱻һԴϢнˣһ۾Ϳһë׵ͷԼ°ʹ֮Ի޷ĸоΪؿڱСǡӴ󡱵ѹסˡ
ذСŲβ֪бŲס˯ˡ
һʱЩʶģƬ̺һ־
ԼͷŵǸǵֱʱ֪һΪԼ˯̫Ų·Ҫȴִ
ͷһͿǸǵֱԼϡ
˯Ѿûʲôˡ֪еѸ£ģȴΪ̰Ÿϵ¶ȶٳûֱ˵Ľ۲žס
˫īɫ۾Լ֪˿ĭԼ......ѧˡ
һĿ⻹Щɢƺûгѹӡʱ֪вɫȻȴͻȻø̧Լĺ󱳡
ֱʱǲ𽥻ָѣʶԼʲôҲЩȵɿ֪֡˲ϽӴˡ
......Ǹֺ󣬸ҲҹұС䳳ѵʱ򣬷ûúøǱӣǲΪ˯ҶԭԲŻַġ
ָԼ˯಻ã֪к޲طȥѧûӰ쵽ɣ
ҡҡͷᣬƽʱҾҹС䳳ѣѾϰˡ
Ƴһ˯ڴ¶һСƬƤ֪ƿĿ⡣
ϴϺ¥ǵĸĸѾڲֽ֪
кǾʹڲһ˵ʵԸǵĸĸ֪иθڣҲòŬЦ
ܿͷ֣ǵĸü΢ضԼ΢Цάֲȥˡ
ôСϢصζһǵĸ׾ֱôһ䡣
֪в֪ôشܰԼ˯ڸǷ˵ִֻܾٵصͷС𣿡
Ǹһ˵ҺһСϴ裬ǸʱȾϵİɡ
Դˣǵĸû˵ʲôĸȴΪصһۣ㲻֪һԼϢô򵥵¶ã
......ˡ֪βѣͬʱҲɻΪʲôǵĸͱˡ
Ĭһ£ǱǸԺһע⡣
绰ڹ׼ʲôʱǵĸһ䡣
ˣ˵ڻûҪعʵ
⻰ǸصغһҪٻһ㣬Ѿһˣϳʲôãָ֪㡣
֪̲ס͵͵ƳԵĸһۣͼۣɫȻƽֻ촽һ
ĸ޶һܾöԷڽԼ
ˣ˵ô࣬ԷԷʱǵĸǿڽΧˡ
ԭͿͺζʳָ󶯣ôһСֻ֪ʳ֮ζԷ̡
ò̵ǵĸĸ˫˫ˣڷ
ѧ......û°ɣ
ݿȵĸһ٣漴΢ŵ̾˿û£ҶϰˡѾ߹ǺܶˣҺͻԼ󶼶Ա˴˶ûκ˼ȴǲԸţҲֻܶҿͷʩѹʵʲôġ
ȻıȴʾԼ˵һɡ֪е׻ʵѧ㸸ĸ֮ʲôĽ𣿡
øǼҲݼһ̫
仰һ£òųĬص˵ͷ
Ȼˡ֪ʵΪʲôŽ⿪Ľأ
ûô򵥡
ֻ˵ôһ䣬ֿ֪΢ЦߵĻӦûȥЩ顣
⧲ô˵֪еһӾ...ѧҲûܰʲôæ......
ҡҡͷʵѾҺܶˣֻûзֶѡ
ֻ֪ԼǺһԴκġ
СҲܾûϴˣǴһȥԺôǰѿȵݹʵ
СȥԺ......֪㲻ԼأΣܺ͸Ǵһ֪оѾúˡ
л˵
ݣܿŭУ


68 
ƺûвգһëͷһѯ֪д
......Ҹá֪иϽվȥ̨ҴԴ˶Ƶעӡ
˵̨֪վ˺һװԼҲӣȽ̸һ߳Ѵݸݣ
ûݽӹƾһȥù˴ɡ
ûһŵ˵ͷ
ڸݴͷ֪иϽ·ȥԡˡ
Ժǲ̫ݣȻĻ𲻱ҪᡣҲ֪ΪʲôܾЩڿԺԼ֮еķִУȻ޷¶ľܾԷҲһԭ
̾˿֪д˴ԼͷԼԺǧ˵ʲôӦˡ
ϴѾݴͷڵϸĽŻҩȥһеӡ
״֪ҲԼûҪ˳ݵĻǵģҲ顣
ʰһӣʼѧϰ
óǴӡ⣬֪бд˰׾ӣ̧ͷȥˮʱ򣬾ͿȻߡ
дҵ֪Щ⡣
ˣҲûȥ˰ɣʱݺȻ˵һ䣬ϾҪˡ
ֻһ㲻ϡҾͻȥˡ
˵գ漴վ֪е֪УҾȻȥ
ãҪˣ֪˿
뿪е㲻ģװһ䣺Ƹղûʲô
ݿһۣʲô
һ£֪ΪΣ......ûΪʲôҺһԡ
˵ͿЦЦЩ߳ŭЦʲôûа
ֱʱݲƵ˰˵Ҵ걳ء
......Ȼ˵ʵҲ֪⻰䵽ƶ᲻ζ֪г̾һ
һգ򴽣ΪʲôҪô뷨
⻰֪в֪ôӣֻܱؾ᣺УԼ˶ѡ
˻һڲ˵ˣ֪ҲϽͳֹԼƤ
ԭΪ¾ôȥˣ˭֪˵ڶѧʱȴȻܵĽ֪УʱЩ˵
һЦº֪ͣвþֻܾôӦ
ǣڳԹ󣬳ϰûʼ˱һȥ˲ٳ
ܵһ·Ʋڹһʵ֪У㼸⣬ʵش𣿡
ԣ֪ԥһ»ǵݵ𣿡
ͷһ˫ۿʵ֪У֪ݵĹϵܺãҲ֪ŵһλĺѣ......㲻ʱ֮Щ̫𣿡
ͷ֪ε˼ݾˣʱҲ̫ûб߽磬û취ı㲻ҪˣҺľֻǵѣ֮ԻҲΪ̫Ҷѣ˵֮ǰûнѣټȱȫУԲŻ
ĬƬ̣ƲŵЩҶ⣬ôõҲֻѣϵһһЩΪѾѵΧǲͲ𣿰æ걳Ȼûʲô֪ݻһ˯˵һalphaһbetaӰ첻ô󣬵վ......
Խ֪оԽΣǰܶûЩʲôһ˵͸о·Լݵġ顱Ѿ϶Ƶġ
ǡӦô죿֪Է˵ʵݾҲţҲϣܸо⡣
ô˵¶һĨǳЦţ֪顣֪УҾûҸ˵֪֮ӦбĽޡ
ƺҲֻ취ˡ֪еãһġ
ı֤Ƿģţ㲻֪ô˵ĻҲҡ
ʱϰҲֺ֪һ߻˽ѧ¥
鱾ȥҸǵʱ֪ﻹ£Ϊ̫רעڻ㱻ż
Сĵ㡣һ䣬˶ʵôˣ£
û뵽һӾͱˣ֪Щ˼ûʲô......ѧ㣬ú֮Ľ
⻰΢΢üκŵΪʲôͻȻʲô𣿡
ֻ֪ܹҶûУֻͻȻѡѧʱ䲻ˣǿʼɡ
һǲһ
ڲϰǽס֪УҾÿ˶ں֮޵Ķ嶼һֻҪǸòˣǾԽ˽ޣӦƾԼĸоȥжϡ
һ£֪вŵͷллѧˡ
صͿΪ˶ûȥϰԼԱߣϸŷݲѧϰǸСһֽ
ˣ߽ͷҲ̧˵һ䣬ƺÿҲ֪˭
ЩԼϵֽСƷ֪ʵҵд𣿡
ǣһͿͣüЩƳԼһۣдˣ㲻Ҫ͸һòá
˶٣ʵѧʱΪʲôͻȻȥˣ
һ⻰֪ڷĶͶסˣݣ֪֪˶˽Ȩģ
Ȼȴɶ̸ʲôҪ𣿲ܺ˵
֪ЩܣǿԼӲĳԣҺ֮Ҳܣ𣿡
þûʧȴԶ׼Ҳûˡ
׼ҪϨƵʱ֪иϴվڴߵһ䣺ҿԺһ˯ȥеѡ
˵ֵ֪иϽҡͷܾ⼸˯߲̫ãǲҪһ˯˰ɣӰ㡣
ᰡ˯úġݻڼ֡
֪е׻ûͬ⣺˰ɣҲ˯֮СŪĽš
Ѿô˵ˣҲֻա
Ϩ֪֮кܿ˯ˡڶ𴲵ʱͿݶȦһɥģ
룬֪ʵݣ˯ò𣿡
֪ôûлش
......һòΪ¶ֱŤ˰ɣ
֪һĳͷ
ݾ֤ʵ²⣬һֱʻԸѵصŶԼ
ǿӣ֪иʰ·磬߹ȥ׼һѡ
ʱƾͳſڣݣҷȥҰɡ
֪ȥȻͣ˰գװʲôҲûһ˺档


69 
ȹȺ˾һСšſںڵС䣬֪ипһ
ǵǰС䱾ԸͺܺãҲһֻèˣȻȽӦ
֪һ͵ԼԵˣһ̲ס˴ǰ븶һʱ龰Ǳ㲻س
ƺʶ⣬ǵĴЦ⣺֪Уҷϲ
...֪γѣӦΪʹؽ͵ǣѧԲ𣬶ΪҲŻƲס
ɻһΪʲô
ʱ֪еĶѾͷҲǴһΪ˵......
ԭ֮ǰ˵ѵѾˣ
֧ʱ򣬺𣬸ɲƫͷǸ˵ýš
һ֪лǰﻰ˵˳ʵܾѧ֮ںܴĺ蹵......ôͨһˣվѧҲһ㶼䣬Ȼϲѧ㣬ҴĶڵһжҺܻ̿֡
ԣǳĬƬ̣ȻЩĪһ仰ô𣿡
֪һ£......ֹɣܶ˶ѧܺð
û뵽ǣ˵󣬸ȴЦһ¡
ʵҲûôãԣҲϣν䲻ҵĵǡ֪Уûʲô䲻ϵ˵ϣÿ˶Ƕһ޶Ĵڡ΢΢ЦЦǳϿҡ
⧲ӣ֪һ٣Ծңš֪ˡ
ѧȻܺá֪иӼᶨôΪˡ
ԺǽСװ˽ȥΪϴ֮⻹Ҫж⻤ԱֻϢȺ
һֱŻ᲻ģǵǱкܶÿè뿴𣿡
Ȼ֪жԳûʲôرȤô˵Ǹһȥˡ
ڿ֮ͲòϣΪʲôмƻè˶̫С䣬ʵǱƽ԰è˵ЩƷֳèҪÿ̫ࡣ
ǣɵ˵һ䣺Ѫͳľǲһֲôϲء
ϣ⻰ȴһǾСÿ
ӣ֪ͻȻԼǲЩˣţûǵȻСÿ
վ죬Ȼ֪иеСϴһʲôĥԼĴУͷһŷ־Ȼһ֪ðĦҮ
էһΪСʱ򱻹Ĳʹʶһ󲽡
ʲô𣿡ǸոտѾץס˹ǣ˻ȥ
˼ûŵɣ
̧֪ͷȥֻ˵Ǹ꣬һ߽ĦҮȥһ߳ԼЩ˼΢Цҡҡͷû£Ĺͦɰġ
ЦЦС˵˾ллԼĹȥˡ
һߣ֪Ҳ˿תͷȴǵһֱ뿪ķü΢΢𣬲֪Щʲô
ѧôˣ
˼һǲҡͷûʲôֻǾǸ˺е죬ϴ˰ɡ
ֵ˰СʱСϴ걣ϳ֮󣬸ʵûʲôȥĵط
ԼĻӦȥȽһĵطźðɣ֪лûãֻϾͱĳ˾Ϣ
ֻһۣü
......ѧ˼ͻȻҪһȥӰļ֪Щ̾˿
º͵Ҳû취£Ҿȥɡ
Ͳôһ㣬ܺ͸һԼˣʵ첻Ը֪ԽԽǾơ
Сſ֪ͣСͷȻͺ͸Ǹˡ
صңһҲ᲻Ӱ࣬Ǿһֱڴߴ٣Ҳֻò鲻Ըش˵ԡ
磬֪һʼ벻˭ͻȻţԵԱʱ......ߴ˰ɣû
ȻԱ˿ӣʮֿ϶˵ַﰡǰɣ
Ѿ˹֪Ҳֻܽˣ˭͵ģ
һλո
Աˣ֪Щɵ۵ؿ˺һ绰ȥʸǣѧΪʲôҵ̫Ʒˡ
ǵ㲻ҪӰûʱԾ͸
һ£֪в૵ѧ㶼뵽ˡ
ͷЦһţҲˣɡ
˵绰֪пǷβŻع
Ȼ͸ǻûʽȷϹϵҲ̸̫ˣһϲϸ͡
֪ãԷֻŸղ𿪿ӣֻ
Ļϸֳݵ֣֪еһӦ˲˰ɣ
Ϣôôͨ
ãֱ绰ԶҶˣŽݣʲô£
㷢Ϣôûң
һ˵֪вŻյԷϢʱΪӶǸǣֻǿһ۾ԺȻ˻ظ
һ£֪лҲʲôʵɣ......
ݺһƺ˵Ŀܲ³ߣôԥģֻк͸һ˰ɣ
֪кת˻⣺ǰ춼û绰ңһΪæ
ͦæģȻҾֱˣҲԴҰݻߺߵģڼҰɣȥҳԷ򡣡
ȻĿ֪һ²˵Ѿڳ......
绰ͷͣƬ̣еί˵Ҵȥһԡ
˵գ绰͹Ҷˡ
֪ҡҡͷֻһȥ
Ҫ緹ʱݹȻˡ
æʲôأ֪Ϊ˱ʾĻһ䡣
֪ΪʲôݵıȴЩ֣˵ҲǣûʲôһЩ......ϵ顣
Ϊ뽲֪еȻҲûʣֻܾýݹڰˣֱǻһƵġ
س˷°ͣڼӰ֪п˰βſڵԸǵĻԼô
ΪʲôͻȻôʣ֪ڵʲôϵѧҲ˵ͶԷκηչ
̾˿ʵʣ㲻𣿡
ͣü̵Ķ֪ѡ˸йоصĻش𣺡ѧ
أ
仰֪ŤͷЦʵ˵ҲлԼ󣿡
ҡҡͷݵҲԸŸ𣿡
㶣֪гɵôͻȻôˣǷʲô𣿡
ֹؿһۺ󣬻ҡҡͷûʲô
ţߵ֪󣬲һкͰͷļϡ
ܵͻ֪ü˦ģݳĺӲƬ̣ȥˡ


70 
ֱ߽֮ǰݶûлͷһ۸֪С
֪Ҳȫܿ˼ֻ̾һ߻ԼĽҡ
ϣٹˡ
һȥ󣬵֪зԼһֱ׳ǻƲס˵Ļʱˣ鶼Ѿȥ
Ȼ˵ӦѧϰΪԲݻῴƵͼû¾ͳᣬѾвˣôȥҲǰ취......
ƿɹˣ֮ͬ⻹ǾܾãҲһ𰸡
뵽⣬֪бʱ顣
¿κȥ˸ڰĽңû߽ȥһЦһŷкüΧݵǰվһԵ忪Ц
ͬѧĵ٩ƵЦһߣޱ飬ֻһߣͷ޶ԵдԾ
״֪Ҳ˼ȥˣֻתط
ˣûע⵽ת뿪ʱݺȻ̧ͷ
Էʱ֪вδƺݣ޿κ֮£ֻһֱȵ˷ѧ¥סơ
֪Уʲô׼ȥʳóԷˡգŴ۾ɻؿ
һ֪нƧ¥ݼ䣺ƣҾֱ˵ɣûп֪⣿
ƲذһЩˣ......ҾЩ̫˰ɣ˵Ҳ֪ôҡҵĵС˼ڡ
֪룬ȣҪҸʵĻɣ
ԣҲ˼һ£漴ϲպҹգһҪҪǴһҼμأ
֪еⲻȥȻͳ⣬úú˵ܵġ
һЦ֪У˵е鷳ȥ˵һҼҲμɡ
˸꣬ݾͱҡҡλε˳ȥԷ߲߰
ˣƸϽȥסݣں֪˵Ҽμ飬ҲĶ԰ɣء
Ƴ֪һۣݲ³֣ð
ӦˣƿĵЦ۾ȥԷɣ֪УҪҪһȥ
нӴ֪ȻһعԴҵҡͷڵȹȥɡ
ô˵뿪ˡ
Ҳ֪ԼղźƵĶԻû֪̾˿
Էʱ˹׼顣
ȥҺǺ죬Ҳôʶڰˣ᲻ΰڽΪ˵
Ǹ죬ֵرʾȥײȥɶ˵仰˵϶кóԵģǳҲȥ
֪ԥһ£ǰƵĴ˵˳ʵҪݱ׵ģеɱĺ¡
ԣһȴȫȡ
԰Ҿ˵϶м顣̾һ󣬹ʵһݲӦô죿ǵʱˡ
ڵأݲӦǾװʲôҲûӦҲС۵ˡ
ʱѾȲˣǾô˵ˣһҪȥ
ôо˵ء֪ĬĬ롣
ϸ΢˼⣬Ե֪лصѾˣں͹˵ʲô
ȥμᣬҲֶܿ԰ɡݣƱȽ죬֪ϲʲô𣿡һ䡣
¡֪лЬҲ߹ȥʵݣʲôõ뷨׼ʲô
ݵʲôԣҲ̫ںЩ
ﻹǺܾᣬڤ˼˰βŵɣѧһȥôպҲײ
ڵͷͬ⣬֪Ҳðĸһȥ
ڻݣ뻺һ֮佩Ӳա
⻰Ҳȷʵһۣû˵ʲô
ת۾͵塣ѧһУţѿݼҵĳȺˡ
Ǿȥó·Ǽ¿̳ɡ˽飬˵кܶԹĵط
ڱȽ鷳Ծ͵ݵĽŶûãǻǱ̫õĺãսپɣȻʱҲϲᡣ
ǵ·㣬Ǳȡڵ˼ҴһľƷѡ
һվڻǰ֪ߵԱߵ㻹𣿡
⻰򴽣˺һתͷޱؿʲô
̾˿֪еˡ
ĺۣദıȴҪʹˡ
ʲôüĽ壬ＸһӾʹ˻ҩζ֡
֮£ֻ֪˳˵У֣ԲҸǸ
Ƭ̣ûȵһ仰ݳסˣȻأ
֪ͷʲôҲǸ𣿡
ôʹͺ
˭֪⻰ȴˣΪʲôͣ
ʲô֪ʵǾЩĪ
Ƶ׺˵ʲô
û뵽Ȼ飬֪мֱЦã......ôǺãҺ˵㲻ңΪ֪ˡ
ݵıԽԽã֪гû˵Ƶ˻ܵһȥ
˱ȥƼҡ
ӭ
ƿŵʱ򣬿ñƽʱƯʱ֪Ҳһ롣
ʶȥݣֶԷ޷Ӧֻð˹ȥƣףտ֣
ҲԼֻʣˡ
ҲڴؿҲǱܲˣݻǰݸ㣬տ֡
Ȼ˵ٵÿƻЦݲãлл
֪֮вŷֻּǼƣ˻ûĸĸأ
ŵֻǣ̫ܾ̫鷳أҸĸҲʱȥȥˣԼף
˵ţָָϵĵ⡣
ʱеעѾڵˣǻʲôԴˣȥصƣ
㼱ʲô򶼻ûأЦһ䡣
һſʼһ׼׵󣬹ȥ˵ơ
ӳ΢ЦǿԵݣȻ˫ֺƣϵر۾ʼԸڹں֪ϡϡظտָ漴ͷ
ʲôԸ¿Ƶʱ򣬹һ䡣
֪ЦԸ²˵ģȻͲˣȻ𣿡
ﾪֵؿɶԭ˵𣿹ֲ˵ҴСԸôûʵأ
һƬЦУ֪żȻסݵ֣ȴûвһ㡣
һ£֪бŤͷ


71 
ڹúͶ룬֪кܿݻԼߵ£ʼȫעļͣʱ򣬲Ż㱾üᣬʶݵͷɵö˶塣
ݣ˰ɣ
ô˵ݲŲ鲻Ըذͷ̧͵ļ
ָָ֪ĻϵһֵŪˡ
ԣ֪кɵؿ˿ԼȷʵŪ֮Щȣ㿴ͿˣΪʲô˵
ȴֻ޹ؿûѽ
СĶ˫ɫ۾֪ƿĿ⣺......ǡ
ôˣЦطһ䣬Ȼִ˹ֱض⼸ûң
㶣֪ʶ˵ûУȻ޷Լڸȴݵ£һӾЩͣҡǣʲô...
Ļң̽ƵֿһƵҾһʣôôţ
ֻ֪תͷȥٿ˼̡
ֻݲģǱ׷ʣ㻹ûشأû
ѹԼ˵ģǸо˼ܵૡ֪еĶʱΪһ̼Ļ˵ڣǱ³Ӳ֣ûС
Ȼû𣿡̾һЩʧðɣȻȽϲǡ
עԼĶ䣬֪ʵ⣿
ݲüѲɣôϲ㣬ȴϲϲҡ
仰֪̲סһۣȻˣΪʲô......
Ҷ˵ˣΪϲ㰡˵ı䲻˵ĻҲֻѡ񣬶ǸǸǣҲûа취ʲô𣬿ΪҴСܾʲôȷģϲҲһ
֪˺þòŻعͷ
ʱ˿̣ݵʵ⣬ǿҵθˣһֱӿĺڣʲôҲ˵
ʵǺܲƽǶݣǶԸǡ
þûݿڵô𣿡
֪и˵оʹһֻ
Ƴݵֻˣʵ㲻ӣ
֪Ϊʲôݿ˿ǴҡͷýӣҹҶϰɡ
Ȼô˵ˣ֪оȥѵ绰ҶϣȴСĽͨ˵绰ᡣ
ιݣ
漴һﴫ֪һ²ſݣÿڸô졣
üݻֽӹ˵绰Ȼ̨ȥˡ
֪Ϊʲô֪оıƽʱĺ̫һ......ǵֻﴫôĪһϤĸо
ͷֻһ˲֪оͽԺ
ݵͨ绰ãֱ֪ļڴ̨˳
ͷһɫøˣ֪֣ȴҲ˼ֱʣֻί˵۵ĻȥͷϢһ¡
ҡҡͷԴ⣺ˣʱм£Ҫˡ
˿֪е㡣
شݴЬȻСһ𣿡
֪΢΢۾ʲʲô
û뵽ݾȻҪ
ˡû̾һˡ
ʵ֪пҪҪסݼҴҵߵúܿ죬Ҳֻա
ߺ֪о͹˵Իط䣬׼úϢһֻûô˯ãһ˯㡣
֪ǱϢʾѵģԺץֻһۣУֻĻ֡
΢һ۾ʼϢȻͷݷЩ졣
ˢ˺üѯԼڲڣûпյϢ֪ʣ᲻ǳʲô£ɴһ绰˹ȥ
Ǳ߹Ȼܿͽղôң
֪ü΢˯𣿡
æ𣿡ȴһ䡣
ΪЩ֣֪лȥʲô£
һݵпյĻܲһˣַҸ㡣
Խ֪оԽ㾿Ҫȥʲô˵Ҳ֪
̾˿Ȼ˵иңҲ
֪Լ˼ҹȥҸڴߣ
ԡڳˣ漴ִʵܲܳ
һ֪лͬˣѵַ
ˣ͵Ϊ֡
յݷĵַǰǸȹݡ
û߽ȥ֪оͿڿλϣ˫üšýģǸΪԼԿܿǸˡ
һȷûкƭԼ˽ȥ
ߣ֪пڻһ䣺ݡ
ʱſݶ˵ȻϾȵذһ
̧ͷҲ¶Ȼı㲻......ڳԺǸ......
û뵽ݼľȻڳԺֻȵĦҮˣ
û뵽ôټԷ֪й˺һŷӦйһ֮Եİüͷݿ˰κųɵʶ
΢΢һЦδʲôԭҲʶ
֪ûľ棬һʱЩ֪ôش
ֻܿݣʾ˵
Ĭһ£ݺȻֽ֪Լߵλ̧°Ͷǰһ£ҵѡ
䣬֪вΪ仰վӵ£һֱ֣߬ãҲֻǿһЦ......á
á˼ؿҽлº
ֵ˲䣬֪͵طסݵ֣ΪС̫ŤͷԼһۡ
ƽһºŬԼ¶𾪣ãҽ֪С
ʱ˿̣Ѿʼˡ
лº𿧷ȺһڣȻŵݵѣôû֡
⻰֪ԥһ£......ʵûй
ɸһ˵ͺˣһлº⻰ȥݵĹϵô죿Īıݵѡ
ԭлºֿݣרŰѽİɣݣôôɡ
Ȼսţô˵֪лЩﲻסЦ
ȴؿҸʲôǰ˰ǰͷˣҲκϵ
ԣлº̾˿Ϊˣ𣿡
ֱ׵Ļ֪Щ㵣Ʋסؿȥȴлº˫Цڵ۾
бҪ˵Щ𣿡ᷳüûµĻǾˡ
˵գ֪׼뿪
˽յ֣лºڵݣǲ㻹ң
֪иеһɿԼ֣˵ĶһЩģŪܲվԭأҲԸãȻ


72 
ƣеˣ
Ƶյ裬ѩ׵ͺͺ޵ĲݮŻǿŶʳָ󶯡ѾòУƶͰϵߴе⡣
ǸＱһЦϵѵֺˡ
ڵȵĵ⣬̻ʵس߳Աߺ˵úó԰ǸϽҲ԰
Ƶ𼱣Ҹвݮġ
˵ţͰкõĵݸ֪кڣָԼһ飬Žǿ鶥ƯͻͲݮĵݵݵ
ݣ㡣
Ȼݿһ۵⣬ȴ·Ȥȱȱ˼ںͷ˲ӡ
Ǳ߹ﶼڳԵڶˣ״һ䣺ݣ㲻Ե𣿡
̽ŵؿ˹ȥ
ʵһν̬ȣͻȻûʲôθڡ
ĬһƲŵҶˣǻûԷɣòܵǲӦȳԵģȥɣԵʲô
֪һ͵Ҳ̫鷳˰ɣƣе⣬ٳԵʳͲˡ
˵ʲôҲҪ³ûа취ֻ֪ýȥ
˳ţ漴֪УҲô죿
֪룺ȳԷɣǿߵʱȥѹ֧Ϳһȥ˵ˡ
лл֪СƵԸôң治֪ôлźá
⻰֪Ϊ˼ʲôҲû㲻
˱ıڼ䣬ƻȤûϲˣֻ֪ҡͷװɵ㶣ѳԼⷽ˼
֪ԼԸǵĸֻ޼һ֣˾Ըⱻ˷ʲôߡ
ú֪иţͿŹӵĹ۰Ͱ͵صȺſڣʱһôѵôһⶼǸˣ
ķ̫ˣˣûöһżͶС
ʱҲ˳Գˣأ
ֻŶˣһϷء
֪߳ȥһȻڲڵϴϷȻûôϵĵ⣬ϺôѾЦ⡣
ԳԷˣɡ
ô˵ݺڲطϷֱ
Ǳ߷ϣѾǿваҶˣ
˵һ̾ͼһóԣ治Ժ˭һǲŽи
ƵһЦлл֪ġ
ﵹҲһ㲻Σѽˣĳղ£ҾͲˣֻԡ
㻹˼˵ҲǺһ䡣
ʼﳳƱûԼĲ˷ŵݣӣ㳢һôϲθڣ
֪û뵽ǣڳ󣬾̹Ȼض˵ĳձȽһ㡣
ԣû֪ĺóԡ
һϵЦЩǿˣû˵ʲôֻ˵ͷȷʵȲ֪УĲĺܺóԡ
֪вټ£ֻת˻⣺ƣҿղݺڴϷԭƽʱҲЩѽ
̾˿ǰòá
ݽˡ֪е
⻰һ̧ͷޱؿ
Ӵ֪иϽͷԷ
극ʰ֪꣬бһϷͷھߣϷصͬʱҲɳϵƵǵԼ׼ʱ
ϧŻɣɳƵһֱŲѡԴˣ֪Ҳֻܸż
˺üϷǵĸĸҲԴ绰ߴ٣֪ҲӵԼĵ绰
Ǿ߰ɣϢ֪б˵߽Ϊ˷ֹݼҵĳ˸ڣһߣǣŪ˼һؼҵʱ䶼ˡ
Ƴһۣݵνؼҡ
ڹҲûǱ׵£ίܾĺ⣬ͬưæͽŲ¥
һǰ֪лͷֻۣߵݵ֣ġ
С¥µĹվںܿͬһ೵ˣ֪бһȳ
ͬʱݼҵĳͣڸղ³ʱλãһֱûߣпҡҡͷ
ûãȻԼƵ룬ǿٶ㵽վƱ档
͸վ¶ķ϶Ȼݵ֣ǺƺҲЩӣ˵Ļ֪оһ䲻ˡ
ݣܾҲҪһɰΪʲô˵һأƵԼһ˿ǻ
ԵȴһĮӣҲϲ㣬㹻𣿡
ԣ̲סۿòã˵ҾͿԸģҿԱϲӡң˵㲻ϲң֪Ҷ⣬ΪʲôҪÿദ
ʱݺһΪ֪ҺദұΪǿԺѵģȻˡ
Ƶ˼֣κŲʵ......ϲ𣿡
⣬ݲδشֻǳĬ˲Զ
Ʊ֪ѲȥˣȵĹûҲֻܼվԭء
ûϵ˵һᱣܵġһϲ˭
üͷʲôϵҴӴԺҲѵĻԽȥ
ƺȻЦһ£ֻҸʣҲ˵԰ɣ
Ǳ߻䣬֪о뿪ĽŲҲͬһʱʻˣ̾˿ֻõ˳ӡ
ϣ֪б뷢ϢݵģΪƱ׵鲻ãһ¾ͻˡ
ֻһ˸ǡ
ѧæ𣿡
ǵæոСèι̡
ô˵֪ԺͿƲסظֳ˸ǰСè䱧ڻƿι̵Ļ棬Ҳ˱ˣ......Ŷ˵̫ܲãѧҪʱĻʹ绰Ĺɡ
ԣɻΪʲô鲻ã첻Ǻһȥμͬѧ𣿷ʲôˣ
֪˵......֮ѧȥҲܶ졣
ƺԼЩˣƬ̺ã֪ˣллҡ
ʱ֪һûɲסֱĳһһֱͺʵĻѧϲ𣿡
һ£ôͻȻ
һ飬֪лع󣬸ϽεֻʶѣѧĻͲûش𡣡
˵գֵȻͼҴҹ˵绰
绰ҶϺ󣬸˼ؿֻʱ֪ȻҲ뵽δ뷨Լô𾪡


73 
лº˵Ǿ仰ûٿڡ֪в֪˵Щʲôֻ飬ٴκԼĪزͽָӵĳ
Ⱦߵʱ򣬱վߵݺȻлºһף㵱ƭҵΪְϷֻһΡ
ԣлº΢΢Ц̶ްԹ̾һֻһĻԶѣʱ˵omegaĻû취ˡ
......԰֮ǰ˵лºbetaôᱻǣʵӦomegaŶԣ
㶵ؿǰϾлº֪룬ѡת뿪
ȵȣҺһߡס֡
Ȼʱ֪вͬСںңȻԼҲ˵ΪʲôǸоԿơ
ݵǯƣ֪еˣԼ
˵仰һ̧۾Ϳݵ¶ѹıʹĺݺһǱܿ˶ԷߣתߵӼƵĶӡ
ӿȹݳ֪һûгϰߵͻȻһ·վһΨ˳춯ص˳
֪ڳȻ˺һԼΪʲôΪ¶Ӧ֮󣬰˵ݵ˽£ͱ֮ǰĳīһлº;ЩûɵĲҲ˵Ϊʲô
һ̾˿֪Ĩ˰Ǵ𲽷
·ֻ죬Ƴۼݾûᣬ绰һһ֪ȴ޶ԡ
֪ΪʲôҪôеظԼ绰֮ĹϵԶԶﲻҪ͵ĵز
صҺѾˣ֪ûʲôθڣҲò³극ùֻһδбȫݵֻ֣ܸϢ
ûãݵĵ绰ִˡ
𣿡
һ仰ô˵֪вЩȻ......ûУԺͲҪˡ
Ĭһ£ݲŵûбΪҲalphaûзڣҲomegaұǡ
⧲ô˵֪ĵ绰˵ϣ۾Ҳصɴˣ˵ʲô
ݲϢҶ𣿶ҲϢصζΪʲôͲܱأ
̾һݵΪҵ屾ͷҹʮҲûзڵʱĸʹȥҽˡҽ˵޷ƣժĻͺbetaһҲֻɢϢصô޷оomegaϢҲܱǡ
ֲһθǷʱ˵ûз......֪㷴Ӧһ²ŵô˵
˵е㸴ӣһʼһΪbetaҷƭҾ̺ˡݵЩգлºǸԸˣʵûжٸ飬ֻǾӦǸˡ
Ϊ˽лºǸˣ֪Ҳ֪ۣ˰ֻܵĲúҽ͵ġ
ȴһ䣺Ϊʲô
֪ԥΪ......
˵Ϊֲ֮˹ϵ򵥵ĻôҲ˵ڡ
ûش𣬶ƺʧ䣬û˵ʲô͹˵绰
ֻ֪Ͳﴫæ˺һŻع
ôһͨԼҲúˣڱ仯ԭʲôֺͷ
֪ҲŪԼ뷨ˡ
ϴﻹҪϴ룬󣬾ųصĲ
ϴ룬֪бԼҵһһΪǵֹˣչȥţǰʱһڣ˾һʪĻ
......Ϊ𾪣֪кðβŷӦԼǱ˱סˣǸ˭ûѾ˴𰸣ݣַʲô裿
ڻȴһֱûֱ֪ΪѶɤӿڵΪʲôҽͣô𣿡
֪죬˵ʲôģȴ˻ȥԱĬš
شݺƸίˣ̧ͷ¶һ˫ʪֱۣһҪ
էȻ⸱ģ֪һˣû㣬ֻǾ......Щ̫ҵĿˣϾֲ£ǰѾδ˲ôȥʺġ
Ȼ仰ȴݵΪˣûкδˣҲȥʲôʺģֻǾߵĻҲͻһ㣬ҵ֮ԻһҲΪ...
һ仰֪һ£......һΪңʲôϵ
ʵǲԼΪʲôܻ³Ϲϵ
û뵽Լ˵©죬ҧס˴۾ҲԽԽˡ
ݣ֪Ҳɫֻ̾˿ˣ˵ɡ
ظݣؾȱˮֲһ㣬Ư֦Ҷͷɥ
״֪е˱ˮԹ𣿡
ûУһݲ
ֳĬ˰Σ֪ʵ˵ɣôֳˣ
ʱ̾һʵʣǰѵĿϲ𣿡
֪жʱЩִ٣ô֪......˵һֱ˲̫һûбѣֺңֻΪͥԭȱġ
ݳϵҲûһʼ㲻ָоģµʱͿʼòһˡ
㶣֪л˺һʲô£......Ȼأ
ҵʱҲûѡԳЦЦǺ͸ʱһлºĽɫҽѣӦò˵ĳЩҲòҵһܿĺ⡣
֪еҪ֪omegabetaҲ׽ɣ
ݵͷǰҺʱźֱӺϾˡ֮ôִҪңҲΪϲһֱԵʡ
ݵĽ֪Щͷֻۣʵں¾˵İ
Ƭ̣ݺȻѾеľˣȴҺܶĸоͱ......֮ǰܾƺȫΪȽϲǡ
֪һ٣Ͻͷεˣʲôֻľǲʡݣ̸ûô򵥣Ҳ̸̸ˡ
֮ǰ̸ʱʵҲпǹ£ֻܿͱ˸ֲ
ݵ֪ҪŵǾҸ𣿡
......֪룬ջǵͷϵǰɡ
Ȼûа취˵Լȥݡ
εҵ⡣أôɿһҲԥ𣿡
Դˣ֪л治֪Ҫôش
л˵
ڿ¿ӣɱ֣ȤСʹȥ


74 
ֻ֪оȥϴ˸裬طֻʱͿϴڼָ˼绰
֪ϻز˹ȥѧʲô£
Ҳܿûнҵĵ绰֮ǰ˵鲻ãʲôˣ
......֪ԥ˰ΣڻЭˣ˵֮鷳ѧ㲻Ҫݺòã
һ£ǴӦˣģһᱣܵġ
֪бƱ׵˵˳ǽȥμͬѧûǸͬѧ......ϲݣ͵͵ǸᣬΪݱס
⣬ƺЩ׹ˣݾܾˣֵúܲ𣿡
̾˿֪еǣڵȹʱС͵һЩǵĶԻݾˣѾؼ˵ġ
˵꣬绰ͷʹ˸ǵһЦ
һΪʲôص顣
ԣ֪Щѧ˵ڲӦùעµ𣿡
º͵ǣܻᷢģͿôˡҲȷΪǸͬѧ׳ɹݵԭͥԴʮУĲϲˣǾԲ֮ӴģӦԷıˡ
ô˵֪ͻȻ͸еһΣ̲סµѧʵ......Ҳйϵ
Ǳ߸ǵЩ΢ȣʲô˼
֪СǸͬѧҰæݣһʼȷԼ˽ģܺѵĻҾͲ춼ˣ......Ҿһֱڰиǣߴţϣһ𡣡
˵ͷĸǾþûǻ֣̿ѧҵĴԺ󲻻ˡ
ֱʱǲ̾һ֪ûж⣬˶˽ĵġңҲúҵǸʵҾӦú˵һϾ֮ԻĻǸͬѧദҲΪ㣬һúǸȻٺúú˵һ½޵¡
......ԭѧ֪˵ǽָݰ֪ѵ
Ҳǲ䣬찲οһҲ⣬Ǻͨ˲̫һѾܰˡ
Цһ£֪еллѧھԿ绰
Ȼ֪ܴܲͨǲ˹ȥڵδʱڽ¶ԷҶϣϽڵݣ㵽𣿡
Ǳ߳Ĭòŵ³ˡ֡
ûң֪иϽһݣƵòԣҺǸ𣿡
ԣû˺һΪʲôǸ˵Ļˣ㲻һֱӦúͱദ㲻һֱҿԺ𣿡
ָ֪Լ֪ԽԽΣҲ֪ηҲֻٴεǸԲûпǵ飬ҲӦԼˣҡҲʶԼĴˣ㻹Ǻң˵ҾĻûбĻ˵......һѡ񡣡
......û˵ֻǺԱһЩ
֪Ҳˣ˾ĬκΪݲشǱ......ҾȹˣúϢɡ
Ǳ߻ûпڣ֪оཱུæ
ݹ˵绰Ҳֻֻܷ
֪һʼͲӦôӦƵġ
뵽ƣ֪ԥƬ̣ҲһòϢһϣʼҲûлظԼŪⲻ˵ĸо
ֻ֪ͷ˯Ȼ飬Ҳ˳˯ˡ
֪дֻȴطƻظԼˡ
֪Уп㡣
Լ...֪Щ£Ҳ˼ܾ˰κֻͬˡ
ǣԹ緹ԼһƷꡣ
Ƶʱ֪вŷ۾ܿ׵ĺۼ޹ʱӹⲻȥ
һʼû˵ǰ֪пЩë˲ŵͷЦ֪УӦѾ˰ɣ
㶣֪в̫˼
ƵӦѾݾܾˣ԰ɣ
֪ŵͷԲ......ҵĴҲݵǸˡ
ԣƷЩˣʲôǸ
֪еĽĬù̾һˣһʼҲǴǳƽˡҲҶԼ̫ţΪֻҪʱҾһܴݡ
֪в֪ôοֻǿЦƣʵҾûҪôִݣڲŸУԺ˴ѧᣬ϶õ˵ġ
˵ҴС󶼲ȱϲεƫƫôѸ㶨ģ⻹ҵһʽϵʧء
ˣֹѸ㶨֪ĬĬ롣
ڣ̾һƾ°͵ˣҶҲûȤˡ
ֿ֪УȻһ䣺֪֪֪ûϲˣ
ҡҡͷ֪ʵҾӦûûϲ˰ɣô˵أݿӦþڸϿϺˡ
ɲ֪Ϊʲôô˵һЦ˳
Цʲôѵ˵ò𣿡֪Щɻ
ȴЦ̾˿ûУֻǾ......ˡ
֪գգۣԺˣ̫ˣԣӽ쿪ʼҾͰ㡣
֪һ£......ʲôңҺֻͨѶѣˡ
֪ҲûжֻͣùϵϣȻվ˰֣ҾȻȥˣ֪УΣʱ仹ллˡ
뿪֪಻Ҳؼҡ
س·ϣݵĲɢǷϢȥݣҸպ꣬˵ûȤˣҲٲˣ㻹𣿡
ûãյֻظʲô¡
̾һ֪оʱҪϵˡ
ȵһѧʱ򣬵һ һ¿ΣȥݵĽ
֪һۿվھλԶĴߺͼ죬Լˣգգۣ漴һ뿪ˡ
ݡ֪ǳλԾ˹ȥ
ͷҲûֻ̧ϵĶ΢ɼͣһ¡
ֻ֪Եλ㻹ûĽôˣʲôʱԲɴ
һѣһֱźһǻش
㲻˶԰ɣԸԼˣ֪иϽȴˣһûأʲôʱѾ𣿡
Ťͷһۣʲô
֪еǰһʲôȽϺãӦʲôҲȱɣ
ΪԷǻ᲻Լ׼һʱȴȻСػһʲô
˵ʲô֪ûô壬ֻһ顣
ǰƺЩΪ飬Ŵ˺һŵ˵ҵվҪ
㶣֪̲סЦˣȻͱݺݵصһۡ


75 
ǳĬ֪б飬ٿһֱûϵˮֱضԼķңϲĽ뿪һʱ䣬ֻȴʱ
һֵۣ绰ĸ״ģ֪һ£̧ͷȻڿԼݵ裬һ
˵գȥ
绰֪ʵ裬ôͻȻҴ绰
һĴɤţһ²ŵ⺢ӣû¾Ͳܸ绰𣿡
֪̾˿Ҳ˼ʲô绰ûʲô£ѣ
֪Ϊʲôȴһֱ£Ҳ˵ú֪ɻˡ
裬ʲô£Ϊʲôֱ˵֪Ψʲôֵ⣬һӾͱˣĨǵˣֻҶ롣
ֱʱڵǰʱסԺˣղŴ绰ң˵ȥⲻ㲻ͬҪ......ʹӦ£
Ļ֪оþûӦ
ûشҲסˣҲû˵ģȥ̽һۣ㿴˾ߣҾҲ֣Ͼֻһ......
Ȼʱ˿̣֪вǺ⣬ֻԼѾҳһ࣬άתˣ˵ɣûա
ڲѵڼӰడ˵ǸĹ˾ͲӦټȥôѹեԱнˮҲ㡣
֪иϽֹ߶ȥ裬ǣб飬ͱˣҵʱٴ绰
㵽ȥȥְ......
һγǸ֮ǰ֪ع˵绰
ֻվСĳҲûع
ʱҲ˳⣬ô
ע⵽֪ϲȻıԥһ»ʵôˣɫôѿ˵ʲôѵ......Ҫǿȥף
Цһ֪ƣҡҡͷ׵ˡ
֪Լ˵ݿܻеģʱ˿̣Ѿûжȥ˼ˡ
ȴֻ΢ɼüףҳʲôܲ˵֪Ҳҿ԰ﵽ㡣
һ֪елл㣬ˣÿ˶ֻܾԼ⣬ҲҪյ£Ҳ......
δ䣬ݾͿڵô𣿡
֪һ£ֻǾԼͿԴҾ֪Ҳﲻҵġ
ݵ𣿿㲻˵ô֪ܲܰﵽ㣿
ü֪вٺ˵ȥˣˣұͺûʲôϵ
һݰƬ̣ٴεļͥйϴβǺ˵ĸĸҲˣ
˵󣬳һƬžСͷ˰Σ֪ڳˣ......ǰĲ¡
̬ƺɶݸɴסִǰȥҰɣ㣬......˽㣬Ҳ֪ʲôԭĲΡ
һ̧ۿݵڲԶ֪΢ƫͷȴΪǯŶˣҲˣɿҡ
ֶؿһۣݲ֣һȥˡ
ɳ֪к˿ˮֻһڿڵҸĸҳеʱˣԭܼ򵥣Ұϲһˡ
û˵ֻʾ
ԭЩ֪в˵ģ֪ΪΣ˿̿ǰݣͻȻһɼΪǿҵһ¶betaҰ......alphaһʱ˫ĸĸǺܿãϾǸڻҪһЩȴãһܹһ
˵⣬֪гЦһ£ʵ֤ǾõĻѡ
ʱݴѾ˹ʲôҲû˵ֻס֪б֡
ҰֹȻˣΪalphaûа취ǸƥȼߵomegaϢأԼǰģ岻ô롣֪е֪ͺˣôҶûٺ˵ԼˣҪȥ˵͡
ҪǲȥǾͱȥ
֪ж˶֣ûֻֻܻǣȷʵȥ㲻Ϊʲô֮䲻ɣҲصĸޡ
򴽣Щί˵Һֲһ
˵ࡣ֪гغһݣϣalphaomegaһȷģΪʲôҪǷֳͣǴ˵ȽϺá
ԣšüƺ˵Щʲô̾һ֪鲻ãǿȲЩ£Ҫһ˰ŵĻҾˣ𣿡
ͷ֪ȷû磺лл
֮ǰ˵ΣһǺܸԸһֱĽȫҾҲ㿪ʼҵһ֣˵𣿡
֪㶣ûشݾѾˡ
źվشãƣĲ˻ȥ
ûЪ϶ãĵ绰һδˣֻ֪ܽ裬ỹҪ˵Ǽ°ɣ
ͷص̾˿֪㲻ϲһǾӦȥϾô˵Ҳ֡
֪зץץͷ裬ѵԭ𣿡
Ǳ߾ĬһŵѾȥôˣҾ㲻£ôأҵҲ棬ûпǵ̫ԶڲһֱϣҸbeta飬˵ģҲ
ͷŵ棬֪еֻʺһˡ
һ⻰ʱͼˣҺֵҺֵ£޹أôĻֻΡ
һ߶߶˵ˣҿҲһҪbetaʱͬˣҪϲһ˵Ļalphaomega趼֧֣㿴԰ɣ
֪пЦǣ裬ڷĵҲ̫˰ɡ
ô죿ҲܿΪҺֵĴԸ̾һɤҲɣ˲٣һ˵ˣҪôҲû취ǿ㣬軹иš
һֻ̣֪ǻЩᣬƴŲûԼֳ쳣֪裬˯ɡ
˵绰ֻһ߽ԡȥϴ
ϴ;У֪һĸ׵Ȱ˵һݵİοͷҲڲͣ˽ս޷
ԼǸνĸףȴҲΪĸ׵ĻЩҡ
ϴ׼ϴ˯ʱӵݵĵ绰
ڸоô
֪һϴһεҲҪ˯ˣң㲻Ҫһ˰𣿡
ݵҲЦ⣺뻹ǾòģɣҺ˯òã
󲻵ֹ֪ԹԺ˰֪ȻЩЦãΪݵƽҲֻȥˡ


76 
ѧʱ򣬿ݸ֪Աߺһʳã˿Ǻͺѽ
Ȼһ¾ͷԷֻ֪ôشǰүڿˡ
٩ԼĵƳһۡ
ͣסһ䣺Ǽôˣ
˵Ͼͱߵͱһ£ʶԼƺ˵©죬Ͻؿ˼ͼȥ漴ͷˡ
ϧôһܱŪȥ̧ͷʵʲô£
ﺹˣ֧֧ز֪ôشźãֻܽߵݸ֪С
״֪Ҳǵؽһ䣺㲻֪Ҫ˶˰
ü΢壺˶᣿ôû£
㵱Ȼûˣѧǰ쿪ʱ˵ݣѧУûʽ֪ͨȥء˿̣֪ޱԼһѧԱݣŰɣٹ֪ͨˣĽʱܺ𣿡
ôһͣݲŵˣܸǻҽҲɴ
̲סĽ԰ᡣ
ʱ֪˵գ׼˵ڣ½Ǿͱ˵˰ͱ˻ȥ
ո˵ɶΪû壬׷ʵʲô£˶ô죿
ҡҡͷֻ֪Ӳת˻⣺ûʲôˣ˵˵˶ɡ
Թ󣬼һȥСˣ֪вŲʵݣΪʲô֪գǲԸǸף𣿡
ȴûУֻǲ̫μᡣ
֪ͷΪʲôǾ̫𣿡
Ϊֻ㡣ݺȻ˵
էȻ⻰֪ʵһ£ӦЩص˵ͷ......ŶҪؼҾһȥμӡ
ݵˣҲûˣһȥԸ𣿡
룬֪еͷͬˡ
һԼĵ⣺ѧأ
һݲ鲻Ը˵ͲҪˡ
֪ա
ϣϰص֪йȻиİڸݲɴӦþǸɹļͥҽˡ
ҽɴˡȻϣһתŽһ˵ôоҵĽŻǹֵֹأ
ԣ֪иæ߹鿴Ҫѧ˵һ𣿻ȥҽԺĸƬӿűȽϱա
˵ţͶݵĽۣ
ȻȴûԼ˰κƵҲû˵ֻۣ̫ûԭɡ
֪ŷڼϵĶһ˶ûʲôҪμӵĿΪÿĲ̫ÿѧþԱѧμӡ
룬ǾܾˣûʲôȤ˵ҵĽŻû׻ָ뻹Ҫһ°ɡҪҪμӣ
̾˿֪εѧᶼμӡ
ǵʱȥ͡Цһ£ֻܺ͵ˮŶ
Ȼ仰Щ֣֪вûȥð
ʱŴˣ֪ڵϸŵĻ棬Сֵؽһ֪Уû㻹ôһ氡
ĴСк֪вȻʶԣϽݵĽŸ
......ǵʱμѧĻΪһʱζ̫ˡ
ܿ͵¿ʱ֪ȥһ˸ǡ
ݵ𣿡ǳƬ̺ŵĸĸżŻգһ㶼Ұףȷʵ̫ˡĻӦܺúùһˡ
ô˵֪Щ˵Ҫһףѧ......һ𣿡
ȴҡҡͷˣȥֻ£¾鷳ˡ
ţǺðɡ֪Ըź漴뵽һ£ѧʲôʱ򣿡
΢ȵؿһۣǵҵڶ죬ôͻȻ
·±һ֪оִٵ˵ΪѧʱѧҲϰʵǰ̫࣬ҡҾлһѧ......ѧ㵽ʱٰ𣿡
Ĭһ£º͵Σллĺ⣬һ㲻յġ
...֪㶣ԭʶΪʲôסˣѧӦʲôݲűȽϺأ
Ϊ⵽˾ˡǵݵĸĸĲʲʵʲôҲȱ......ֻҪ͵ģӦöϲɣоͺá
֪бҲͷãˣллѧ
¥ݵʱ븶ǵĻ
ѧΪʲôأ
ҲѧȽϳ죬ԸͲںֶɡ......㲻Ҳﰡǵʱ뾫ѡͣѧ֪⡣
֪һβ㱻̨װ
ѧݱ˵ߣҴȥõط
ֵ֪ϰˣ
˵Ҫףյ𣿡Щί
֪иϽУ߰ɣȥҶһȥ
¶Ц
˼٣˱һݼҵĳ
Ҫȥףգʲô¥ɣ֪Щû̫Ǯ
ݰοģʲô¥Ըѡ˵дǮ㣬ҵգţͲҪܾ˺òã
֪Ҳֻǿͬˡ
ûãһǰͣȥʱ֪лڸ̾ҲװǸţһ򿪲˵ͱļ۸һ
ݣ֪вСʵҲ̫˰ɣǮ𣿡
̾˿εİɣˢҰֵĸ᲻Ǯġ
Ų˵ϱעĸ߰ļ۸֪ȫ㲻˲ˣֻܰѲ˵ݸݣˣɣҳʲôԡ
û˵ʲô˲ˡ
Աȥ֪Ǿδһǵһεô߼ĲԷء
ˣ˵׼ʲôΪڴؿ
һʼ֪Ҳܾ£˸ǵĻ˸⡣
װõóݵϣ֪еȥٿ
ݺԵȲϾͰˣϷʱ۾ҵģ
֪в˼ΪҲ֪ҪʲôҿӦûϷɣԾȻⲻ°汾ǿܶϷġ
Ψһ뵽ˡ
Ϸݺһû˵κӣɤЩɳƵ˵лл㣬ҵһʽյһ
ѵǰѧûи͹𣿡֪кʵ
ȴһ㣬ҳ֮Ҳûб˸ˣǵһ
Ϸֵӣ֪Ҳ̲סǡ


77 
ʱ֪תͷֻ̹Ǵ㿴ڼģȻƳݵͨ¼ʣµһʵ˯Ҳɢˡ
ݾȻôõĵ绰ò˵˯źһֱûйҵ绰ɣ
һ£ͨʱ䳤Сʱ֪ݻѵͬʱҲԼֻΪʲôֻʣһˡ
ֻŹȥϴˣһˢһ̲סЩɻʵΪԼһʧߵģ˭֪Ȼ˯ûѵΪݵԵʣ
һ뵽㣬֪оͲ㱻ĭǺ
λŷӸԼֱԼѾʼʶģʱƺȷʵȻĶૡ
˵ݳʱͦġ
ţ֪Щ񣬷ӦúԼݵӰԽԽˡ
һ...
Ȼڵ֪ȴʼ벻һ𰸡
գ֪׼ȳ;ٺ̸һ̸ȥȥҽԺǼ£Ÿֻ߽ˡ
߹ȥһʾԼ裬ֻ֪ǿԼЦ˵ι裬ƽʱ򲻶ڴ齫𣿡
ﻹ˼齫һ䣬Сʵ㣬㿼ǵôˣ治Ҫ㣬веҲ׼
Ĭһ£֪вſЦ裬һûá
Ҳ̾һ֪Ϊѣô˵Ҳ֣ΪһֱûҪ......
裡ΪǸ˸պˡ֪пƲסһ˵ʲôΪˣ⻰ŲӦ˶Ӷġ
ҲֻܵðɺðɣԸٺúһɡҲ˵ȥ߸ʲôģȥһۣ͵ˣøץסѱ˵ҹⲻȥʲôġ
֪ʵ˵ʲô裬Ҳ˵ʲôµĻһҪ𣿡
֪ʧԣϽ˸Ū˹ȥˣûûУⲻǵĶ¾ȥæɣҲ齫ȥˡ
˵绰֪ԽԽòԡ
Ȼĸĸ׾Ҳûк͸׼ҵҲǵȺ˵ȷʲôʡ͵ĵƣΪԼȥסԺĸ׾ڱ¾óġ
Լô˵νҪǲҲۣµľͲǡ
ֻݺĨ˰ֻ֪Լûô
ûãְֻ
ʵͨѶ¼һֱи׵ĵ绰룬һҲûдǸ˲֪ĻλʲôԭҲϵֻյʱᷢϢףտ֡
һĵ֣֪˻㱡
Ҳ֪ȥ˶ãҪȥֻĻȻ𣬿磬֪ʶͰ˽ͨ
֮ͨŷݡ
˯ô绰սͨݾôһ䡣
֪㶣ųɵؿʵΪʲôҵ绰
Ȼ˵˵Ҫ˯ҵ绰Ϊ;˵ĻҲ֪˯úӣĺҲ˯ˣֻûͨԶˡ
⻰֪Щ˼ܸо·ںͬһ......лл
Цһݵ˯һкһҪҪҳȥԼ᣿Ҵȥ԰ô
֪ʧЦֲСˣȥʲô԰
ƺһЩ
£Ҫô𣿡ʵ
ᵽ⣬֪о̲ס̾ұǲȥģͻȻ뵽ҰּҵЩݣҲȥĻҲǻìͷ׼裬ĻҾͲòȥˡ
Ƭ̣ݵҲͦ鷳ģҪȻȥһɣҲǸһˡ
֪εҲôġ
ǱݺȻһȥɡ
֪һ£ˣԼһ˿Ե......
Ȼȴģ㣬һȥĻһҲѹܴɡ
һ׼Ǳǵ֪ҲЩˣ󵽵׻ͬ飺Ǻðɣлл㡣
ݵлھ͹ȥ㡣
֪лûü˵żݾͷع˵绰
......ˣʲôʱú͹һƴˡ
֪̲ס΢Ц
绰ĸȷҽԺַ֪оͻ·¥ڵȴݵ;Уȥ͵ͣûͿݵĳԼʻ˹
㻹ûԷ³΢ü
һץʣµİ֪һߺѾˣ߰ɡ
׼ϵȫݺȻʹ˹ŵһֽΎȥΪ԰ӶմϵЩա
֪һӾͻŵصͷԲûע⵽
ӹֽݺݵز˲Լ죬ֻƤԽԽȣҲ֮ԽԽ죬ƫƫԱߵݻһֱ۴Цؿ޴롣
ƿߣλһ±
ӹ±֪вʲô
ڵһؼסӶģ֪û緹Ҿ͸ˡ
뵽ǰҲԼ֪ͣʱһů⣬ű±춼ûȡ
ڿƳһۣȻЦһ䣺ǲǺܸж
ڻ֪һӾͻصʵ......
ҽԺ˸ո³֪оͿݴӺóһ
ⶼ׼ˣЩ΢ȡ
һЦܲܿȥɣϾҵһμ֡ŶˣԺҲҪȥݷһ¡
ԣ֪üȴζ΢Ц
ָ¥㣬Ǻܿҵ˵Ĳ
Ȱڵķţ֪мֽŵĸо֪ԼӦ߹ȥȴΪǷݾͣԭء
ʱƺоĽǣ漴ס֣ɣûʲôģһȥ
˵ţ֪ߡ
ع֪иϽͣ˽Ųͼ֣......ñ˿˲á
ݵʲô
ɿ֪е֡
һ֪÷ţ˵˽ȥ
һͿδĸпڴϣһԵһǵomegaҲǺɽˡ
ͻȻ֣ȻҲܾȣһº´֪У㡢ôˣ
ҽúϢҶˡΰ·ٲ޳ɵ˵
ɻûжֻСʵ֪УпԱλ......
֪ж˶٣ҵѡô
ȻеؿʵҲûʲô󰭣һЩѣңҺܿġɡ
󣬿ŷæǰæչɣƻǵڵٶȣֻ֪Լһ࣬ûñеձ
ͬǣѾĵúͶ룬һʰĵز֪ߵĻζߣǱԼ˻ȥ


78 
ֵһȾͿʼ½ˡ֪ǵһεָ߼ԷôЩ棬³ԶرСֱƵǾˡ
ʳţŶ֪иæңѵͷиһݶԼ˵㡣
лȽɡ
׾ٵؾͰԼǷţŸкˣ֪εҡͷͽɽԲϸ
˭֪ȴ̧ͷ˵㲻
֪һ£̶ʧЦ......ֻڿЦ
ȻݾĳЩϼֱõݡ
˳ԹԱͶ˵⡣ְ֪æһһõȼȻͶ˵Ըˡ
һ˫ֺʮ鿴ϡǿ֪һۣȻŻر۾ŵϵͷʼĬĬԸ
һ㽫ͳͳˡ
ףտ֣֪еʵղҲӦôͰģҪ㴵˵
ȴҡҡͷûйϵֻһʽˡֻҪ͵˵õģߣҲԶǡ
֣µô˵֪жЩ˼ˣ㲻˵ôذɣҶѣӦõġ
ʲôʱأһ䡣
֪еѧѾˡ
Ǹʱʶء
Щź̾˿´ι֮ǰǵҪŶ
ã֪ˡ֪аѵݸеɡ
һ̫࣬˸Բ꣬ԾͽʣµĴᡣ
ŵʱ򣬹￴֪ϵĵо۾ϰܵȥˣУĵⰡ
ݣû˵ʲô֪о͵ʵݵգ˵⣬Ǿʹˣǿ԰ɣȱŻˡ
ʲôݸգզ˵Һڶ֪أ
ֻ֪СС˸ѣҲǸո֪ġ
һ⣬һ߿ڳݲض˵տ֣Ȼû˵ʲôϸܴǴһЩЦ⣬״֪бˡ
ǻЦ֣źȻˡΪ޹ˣϽŵ˲
֪߹ȥţȴվſڵǸǣ⾪ȵʵѧ㻹ûؼ𣿡
ǵţ
⻰֪иϽ˽
ǣݵһĳʲôѾˣûķݡ
֪б뿪˵˸Բô൰⣬ѾҡͷʾԼóԣҲֻñ졣
ףտ֣
ӹĴӣֻһ۾ŭûи㣬ָϰ⣿
ϰ...֪̲סЦ˳
ȴҲҪɣЩϰⶼǸУʦרųģҲ
ƺ뷭ۣ׻סˣ......ˣ˰ɣˡ
ѧһ£֪иϽ
һ¥ݵʱ򣬸ʵǽӦгԵİɣҿͰĲˡ
֪ЩΣѧԵģ......
΢ЦҡҡͷûϵˣЩϰһͷҲһݣǺܺõѧϰϡ
ãллѧ֪ԥһ£ֵѧĻ𣿡
ԣƺ΢΢㶣ܿЦţһµģлл㡣
Цݣ֪еֱʶѿڶѧΪʲôأҡףգ˵ѧֻɣ
˵󣬸ȴζûлش𣬶ٿȥʱŷֶԷۣϵɫҲЩ֡
Լ˵ʲô֪иϽѧĲҲûϵһ......
ֱʱǲһתͷллǵһҹյˡ
֪һ£ڡһ...
ǰǵЦһ£Һܿģġ
עţֻ֪ԼԽԽ죬ƺĤʼʱѾ¥ˡ
긶Ǻ֪б¥߾ӽͿʼѡ͸ǵȻʱ仹磬һҪѡһøϲĶ
ݵչȥ󲻾ãѧУ˼ٰ˶¡ѧԱǿҪμ˶ᣬ֪бѡ˸Ϊ򵥵ĳܣÿѧ󶼻ȥٳܸȦȥԷ
ȥܲҲҪţҪôڲݵϿ飬ҪôڵظˮëŪֶ֪ԷźԼθС
һѧ֪йڲٳܲȦͣ׼ЪһߵʱͿǲ֪ʲôʱҲ
ѧǣ֪иϽ˸кѧҲϰ𣿡
ǵøǺǱߺͽ
Щʪͷǽı±ݸô
һԵɫ̫ãϰҲ֪ôӦúȰɣȵġ
ǵվ˶òҪȱĶϲˮ֣˸оڿʣʱˮõġ
üһšҲ˵ʲôĻֻԭظɵۡ
ݷƢ֪бҴٺģлˡ
û뵽ѧϰԼˮߵʲôʺˣ֪һߺˮһĬĬˣֻڵˮƺҲ˿˿ġ
ܲ;иоΣˮǱʵ
֪ҲʵһʼоԣԽԽſٶȣܵ;ǡ
ͷǵɣҴܼȦ
֪ǰһллѧ
ʱһߵģʱҲҪܣ
ǵĽŻûȫҪҲֻܡ
ֻ֪͸һܣݺĴ˸ֹݣȽź˵ɣʱҺһô
һ⻰ϵͷ漴ԹԵڲݵȥ
˼ؿһۣǱ֪е߰ɡ
ϲغ͸һʼܲʱΪһֱ͵͵עǸ˵Ķ֪ڲ֪ƣ룬һ･˸ǵĽࡣ
ȦԼȻ֮ǰܲʱһˡ
ǵϢȻƽȣֻ΢ҵܿո˶㻹ܼ𣿡
֪иϽ˵ͷԵģѧǼɡ
ǣ˱һֱܵϦ˲ͣϢʱڳѾܲͷˡ
ǻҪܶãʳöûˡ
һۣǵԼȥԵġ
Ϊ仰ݵֺ˼֣һԵرǰ棬Ӱȥͱһ
͸Ƕһۣ֪ҲӶԷ￴˼Ρ


79 
֪УΪͱ㻹СأѾǴ˾ϰˡɺĵ⣬סؿ佱ҲҪ˼Ҷѧѧǡ
֪ûнӻֻһ䣺ʲôʱܳԺ
ɵҽ˵¸¾Ϳˡ......ڹôԴҵҶ֪ڸʲô㲻Ҵ绰ҲҷϢϵ´㡣
ü֪ʵЩᷳܺ߿ǣûв绰㣬Ҫ𣿡
֪ʮʲôˡóľһ߱ԹһָԼĪеĿԺΪԼѣǱռһʵ治ҲνֻǺαؿ⸱
ɵɫЩףԲ𣬰ǰæȷʵǾĸܡԺϵ𣿡
ԼúþС֪еȻûʲô£Ҿˡ
һȥѾģɼһɣֻ˵˵Ǹôûˡ
֪䵭ˣϢԺʱһʱٹ
״Ҳһվˣǣ壬Ǿˡ
̾˿ɲòͷ·עⰲȫ
ʱһֱû˵ķͻȻڵǰɡ
Ƴһۣ֪ûᣬֱӾת뿪˲ݱͷһ𣬸š
֪еĸͬѧ΢Ц˵ҽԺǹϵһܺðɡ
ݵǰǹϵܺá
ԣЩ΢ȣ̽ʱɨ˺ü顣
ҽԺſʱݱ壬ˣˣ´λġ
֪ûվԶһĵطݺͷٻ˵ſ׻Ȼ߻Լߡ
߰ɣؼ𣿡֮ǰһ䡣
룬֪е鷳ȥ뵱ġ
ǰһ̵ûѽҺһȥ
һ֪ûоܾϾݸԼܶˣٰ˼ҵ˾Ҳͦġ
ȥ֮ǰݻ̳ܵһѶвƷлƷ֪ľսȰҪĦͻŵͷ
ԼһסôҲԲġתսʳƷ֪ҲֻܿĵؼȰ˵
ȴΪȻԲ͸ҲУҵ⡣
գ˻ǴС֪ĸ׼ҡ
źܿͿˣӻΪȣôͻȻˣ
֪еһ谡
Ҳ˵һȥ齫ءȻڱԹʵѾЦ˻ʱſ֪ݣһ²ʵλ...
Ķźú֪вŵ裬ҵĸͬѧݡ
Ҳɵشк̺ãһ̣Ҳ֪ϲʲôԾͶһ㣬ЩҺ֪е⣬ϣ¡
Ц۾гһˣӴôʲô˵⺢ӣòҲһ˲Ĺ﹤ѽ꼸ꣿŶԣӦúҼ֪һɡ
ݵûأѧԱСʵǰҲңʱڣûҡ
þϲټ𣬼仰ͰĻŭˡ
ʱƶȴһֱһԵ֪ҵɣ裬ʵ¸˵
ʲôȵȥݲ衣
̣ɡһ⻰Ͼ͸һȥˡ
Ҳ֪ڳ˵Щʲôֻ֪üԼ豻ùЦЩơ
òݺ˲۾ȻϣСô㣬ôڻûаأûпϵ𣿰̸ô
һЦпϵģǲ֪ûпҡ
֪бһ͵͵һۡ
ָ̾СĻϣǸһǺˡ
ԽԽ֪иϽס˻⣺裬ʵҸղžѾȥҽԺҰˡ
ԣŷˣŶô찡......ôˣʲô
֪еأòˣȻ˹Ҳûʲôʲôĵģ˵һԺȥҵ֪ҾС
̾˿ǾͺãҲģô˵ǸӣҲЩûˡȥҪϣִ̫ҺֹȥЩ£ԼӦΪǶͣ͡
Ҳ̣ģ֪ȥҽԺԺҲῪġ˵ҸĸĻʵҲҸ߳ˡ
һ£СȥҽԺҲ......᲻ռʱ䣿㹤Ӧͦæİɡ
Ị̇΢΢һЦҹæ˵ҲԸ
⻰Ҳ˶ߣ͵͵ԼҶӣǡþͲ׽ǰ˵
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֪УϴβǸǸ̵ֶŮôûˡתʵ
֪ε裬˼ˣҲ˵𣿡
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ҡҡͷ֪ƣ裬˵òġ
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Ļشԥһ£......Ĳð̰ܶ𣿡
Цһлл̣һԼŬҾܴġ
һأ￴Ҳ˼ͣã㡣
ǵ֪лʱͿڽʹݽ裬˺гþһĸ
Сݸݽ谡ãаĦء
ֵøʲôƵģ֪ȴ̵ֶĸо裬ʱҲˣǾͻȥˣҪȥ齫ô
Ȼȴˣʲô齫Сݺòһˣ˼ҳԶٷ𣿡
ҲһԸ͵ǰҲӦö㰢̡
һһͣ漴ȥ֪Ҳû취ˡ
Թ緹ͻȻ˹Ųòǡ
ʱ֪˳˵һ䣺Ǹ͵˾Ȼĵôá
ֻǵһЦ˭費ġ
֪жʱҭһ£......Ҳ˼
֪ݸ˵仰󣬱ȴһӱˣô......
ֵ֪ôˣ
֪Ϊʲôȴһֱǰüûлش⡣


80 
Դһܹ֮󣬸ÿѧ֪һȥٳѵȻಽظţ˺ܿγһصķ羰ߣÿٳʱ˵İйע
Ѿϰ˵ģ֪ȴǵһεõִ̿˺üŷƽ̬˵Լעڱϡ
ģҲͺЩԼϵ̽
һΪѧҪᣬ˶ûȥٳȥʳõǣ֪к͸򿪻ῪŽ
ʰʱ֪кȻλʦ߽͸˵Щʲô漴ǾͳԼǸЦһ¡
ʦҰԾԼȥʳðɣȳԣõˡ
֪бҲͷãѧҾˡ
ΪѾѧһʱˣУ԰ϡϡģҪôؼȥҪôۼʳóԷ·ϼ
ķȻһ˿⣬ܹǷ磬֪ʮĸо·ϼֱ̲סҪˡҪߵʳúŵʱȴͻȻӹսǴð˼ˣܿ߹ֱֱǰ
㶣֪ƹǣͱͷǸalphaˡ
͸ʲôϵ˵ҲĨǣһھƵôһ䡣
֪оЩ֣ǻشҲѧԱѧͨͬѧϵ
alphaȴЦһֻͨͬѧΪʲôÿ춼ҪزŸǣʲô˼
⻰֪ˣ㶼ûзӦ......ʲôţʲôʲô˼˵Һѧͨͬѧϵѣ˵ĲָһܲĻҲġ
˵꣬ԼƺûͣҲʵ˭ΪʲôͻȻ˵ĪĻ
Ǹalphaֺؿ˵˭޹أҼöˣ޷ǾøСֶʾԼڲͬøǶ࿴ǴˣΪǲϲġ
Ĭһ£֪вŵ㲻ϲңѧҲԲϲֺаԵ˵ġ
˵ʲôalpha񱻼ŭһһȭͷͻ˹
֪ȻˣȴΪȭͷԼϣһʹʱЩվȡ
òҪƲԳԷơalphaþգ仰ආСǴҡڵ뿪ˡ
֪д˼ֻ򵽵ĵطԽԽʹalphaʢŭһȭеԲ
һ¸ղŵ飬Ȼ;ЩЦҲ֮ǰ˵Ļ
Ӻalpha̲סȷټƺͺܺˣҲֹǵǻˮ֡
΢֪бȥʳˡ
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һ֪вŵŶȥ˲
Ȼղű򵽵ĵطպþڼ򸽽һǣ˾ܵʹʶ﷢һ͵͵ʹ
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һӳԷ֪һĬĬ̾˿
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ֻϣȺ˲Ҫ鷳˰ɡ
֪лûиκˣϰʱҲûԸ˵
֪вŸոսţݾһƿҩض˵ײˣҿҰҩơ
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ϴ裬֪оͱ˹ȥ·ԷǿࣺʵҲء
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֪оҲûзϡ
Ժİalphaûҹ֪Ϊ¹ȥˣתרעæԼѵ
ܿ͵˶еӡ
治֪ΪʲôҪǴֶ
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һ⻰ԭϵЬݾˣߡ
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֪ɻؿΧһۣģ
ûпǰ
ڲٳ
˵ߣ״֪Ҳòȥ
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ƿڵ飬棬ȥɣҪȻȥˡ
ͷ֪˽ȥȴûпǵӰһˡ
ֱʱڲԾͷѯʣűϵȴ
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ź洫ЦŽŲԶȥ֪вԼǱ˸ˡ
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϶ûμˣֻϣܷȻϽ
ΪŴסԻȣټΪ׼֪дһСʱǰûٺˮˣ¼ֱЩ
Ϊ˱ֻðӰᵽǽǴΪĵطš
ݲܹעԼӦúܷܿԼ˲Ŷԡ
αϣ֪ԽԽۣ۾


81 
֪бûǾ仰ϣԴô֮󣬶ԷһֱûҪش˼üͷԽԽòԾ
ݣôˣ֪лһ顣
ȴûд𻰣ɫѵŴȻһ̾ͰѳС·￪ȥˡ
֪ЩɵۣΪʲôҪߣ
ֱʱݲڳ˵һ£ţɲͻȻе⡣
ɲ֪жʱ۾˵ͣ˳𣿡
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ǰԽԽ˹յС·֪˿ĭѵֻһֱȥ𣿡
εҴٶȣԿܲܿȥ
۴⣬֪ԥʵô죿
̾˿ν˵ֻҿײȥóͣ£ܲڰҸײ
ô˵֪üõ⸽û޳ĵط
ȻŸóֻûü򿪵棬Ǳݾ͵͵һ
̧֪ͷһͼԶ֮·м䣬֪ʲôʱܳһСڵżö顣
ز˼ɲֻвͨʱݲòҧ͵ؽ̴һȥ
ǰٱ֪ر۾֮еʹȴûд̶ײ챬֮ϡоԼƵһȥŰȫҲʱˡ
......ӵ֪ͣвǿۿ˿ֻѳ֩سͷλҲһƬǽ塣
ϽȥһԵݣû°ɣ
һݲ΢΢Ϣû£Ҹ첲סˣ绰ɡ
ѾشӼзֻͳ֪а110Ȼֲ120оȻ
һкͷһŷݲ֪ʲôʱۣɫ԰׵ӿһĻţ̿ڻݣݣû°ɣιȥ𣿡
ѵ˵úأ
ŸôţһѪζŵ֪иһһؽǸ˵֣˯ǲˣŵѾ120ˣ˯
żϻغ˺һӺݲŻ۾Цһ£𼱣ҾеΡ
֪һ˹ȥǣ㣬Ҫ̲ס˯һҵ֡
һסֺİɣ˵ġ
˵ֻǽЩʱ𣿡֪Щ
ûпЦ˼Ҳǰˡ
Ȼ;ûñ㵽ˣ֪ΪòڰºܿƺҲ̫⡣Ƚ鷳һʱűӪȳ
ԲȻĽǶȴŵĸ첲ʱֻ֪һһģָо޷ݣȴҲ˶ʮܡ
žȻҽԺ֪ԭΪݵĸ첲ֻͨĹ۶ѣȴҽ֪Ҫվԭ˺һҽĴߴ´ǩ֣Ȼͱȥˡ
»Ӧ֪ͨݵĸĸȴ֪ϵʽ
֮£ֻ֪ðѵ绰˸ǡ
ţϾ͹ȥڵ绰ȵ֪а˲٣ΪݻֻҽŵĲȴ
СʱǾ͸ϵˡȥ˽һȻŽ˲￴֪С
ˣ֪һ߿һߴվѧ......
ûվãǾְ˴ϣҿ
֪иϽҡͷûûʲôˣЩطƤ˶ѣݱȽء
ȻȴţѾϵˣϸתԺʱҲһȥ
ͷ֪ʵѧе֣֪ͨݵĸĸ𣿡
˵⣬ǵҲȥ˵Ϊɲԭ򣿡
ԣڿ·ͻȻ˵ɲˣ֮ǰһĳҲжάޱ֪еҲ̫ˡ
Դˣûжԣֻһ˺úóġ
ֲ֮ĵؼһ£ȷ֪ûд󰭲˿
ҪҪϢһʵ
룬֪лҡͷȥݵûУΪ˱Ҳ˵ôˡ
ԣƺ˵ʲôǴſȥˡ
ֵ˺һӣڼ֪л˸¼ݵڽˡ
ڲϱҽƳ˫Ŀյݣ֪кһͣæʵҽô
Ȼҽɫæûлش⣬ǸǰοûʲôˣģھתԺ
֪лǾŵòУѧŸھתԺ᲻̫ˣ˵ҪȻǵѹ˵ɣ
º͵ģҡ
ڵ۾֪һ²Żع......á
˳תԺȻһֱȰȥϢ֪лѡһֱڲԱߵ
״ҲǿֻԱߵĴϣȿԿҲһɡ
ѧôݻûѣѾˣǸȴһֱ˫۽յ֪Խ
ǵýţѵġȥ򷹺òã
ʱ֪һθҲûУΪ˲øǵģǵͷˡ
ߺûãϵݾͻ۾鿴ȥЩãȻ
ݣˣ̴֪ӲһԾߣڸоô費ҪҰûʿ㿴
Ƭ̺ݲɤɳƵؿڵܸιˮ𣿡
֪ж˵ˮСطͷϣȻŸιˮ㣬СıǺš
ȹˮݲ˼ؿôоһҵ̬ͻȻͱôˣ
ôһ˵֪ŷӦЩ漴Դҵ˵ҡⲻǹ𣿡
Ц΢ֵľԳ˼ֽŶûп㲻ֻǹң......أֲ˵úأΪʲôôģ
֪кȻЩ˻𣿡
ŭҲˣ𣿡
һС˶ѣȲ㡣֪֪û˼̲ס
̾˿ݵԲ𣬲û¾ͺá
֪ҲĬһ£ܾ²򵥡
ЦЦҲ
֪ϰŵɴʱҿ֡
֪иհֵݹȥžͱˣ򷹻ĸһ۾ͿֵĻ档
ʶǵĿԼŵϣ֪һݣָȴ߬ø
ѷº󣬸ǲŶݵûˣ
Сݲ̧ͷº˵ˣ
ǵô£Ӧòĸ֪ң㲻ú𣿡
ݺȻЦһ£ΪĻҲ̫ˡ
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82 
֪ȥ˶ãʱƣ¶ԽԽߣ֪ҲԽԽ˯ֲԼֻۣϡĿĺѡ
ôû......ֲ̧֪˲ͷĺѵղĽ
оԼҪ֧Ųסʱ򣬸һ飬ƺԼԼ˼ٵĽŲ
֪оһŲűĴ򺰽
֪У𣿣ǵڴ͸˽Զ׼ļС
֪Ҳƴѧ棡ұסˣ
ĸššŰ֣漴һȣȥʦԿף
˵գһ·С뿪ˡ
Ϊ֪Ͼͻ֪һӾиȥͬʱǹɻĸоҲǿңԼͷԵѣֻܷ
ڵȴǵ;һֱۣЩ㱣˵ʱ˺һŲûüվҵžͱˡ
֪У
ؿ˫ĿյģǵһᵽɤۣϽܹȥô
֪˵ģˮķӦóٶֻۣ촭Ϣȴû˵ʲô
״ǵϰᱧһֱʵ¥ŵĵط֪ʶʼܸоʲôʪˬĶԼͷϣ̾˿ǻָЩ
ۺ˺һųѣɤӿڵѧûˡ
ˣǿ̾һԲûһҵ㡣
֪ҡҡͷֱʱſ帶ǾȻϰ
ԼͷϸŵʪͻȻӦոӦǸԼ·ˮøԼµġ
⧲ϸǵǵߣ֪һºĿصͷѧҡûʲôˣʼ𣿡
ǵѾˣ㻹ûʼҲȥμӣ費ҪЪһ˵ھʹȥҽҡ
ֻ֪õȥҽҰɡѧ·ʪˣҪô죿
ԴˣǺ⣺ûйϵ߰ɡ
Ȼ֪иվͿԼǰȥ
ұ㡣
仰֪жʱִˣѧ...ҡѾоö......
ȴֵ·ѣұ㡣
ĺ󱳣֪̲סס˺һ󵽵׻ǻſȥŵ㲻˵˷뼤Ȧס˸ǵĲ
ſú󣬸Ǳ㽫ҽҵķߡ
ڲǲ£֪Ƶĵͷһ£ǹɵϢصϢҲ˳ǻ·ŵ˱һˬ
ȻĻдӸƤϴݶ֮⣬Ϊһ㲼ϣԱκʱɱ档
Ϊ˷ֹǸоԼҵ֪б˵תעѧôҵҵģ
ǳ˲ٳϵˣպ˿һһ뿪ˣҵǸŰλʳġ
˶٣ֵģǸ˻дֵġ
Цһ£֪ԳҲ֪Ҿ˭ˡ
ϸȴǸΪҵԵʡ
ҲѾ֪³ԭˡ֪еѧ㲻úҵǸֲɵģ˵ǸҲܵͷģҲϣΪ¶θС
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ҽҺ֪вſһصϾӭȥû°ɣ
֪еû£ֻеͷζѡ
ܿͱǷŵ˴ϣУҽ塣
ȷ֪б㱻ҽϢ
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û뵽ȴҡҡͷѾʱˡ
⻰֪еǹⲻȥԼ˵νѧʱѵͰ׷ʵԲҵġ
ô˵鶼ҶúϢɣͱˡְοһ䣬Ȼתͷݵ԰ȥһ·𣿡
ݲ̫Ըȥˡߺ󣬸ֵҴҪȥ˶ᣬݻģҪʲôĵطҪǵüʱУҽ
ͷ֪Ϊ֪۾ӦÿģֻƮظڰУ֪ѧ㲻õġ
ûݾ·ˡΪȷʵ£Ǻܿ뿪ˣֻʣһ
ô£ʵ
֪ԥһ²ŵѵңѧᴦõģͲùˡ
ĬΣݲŵ֮ǰ˵ĲСײҲǼٵİɣ
ֻ֪óˣţֻǱһȭѡ
ԣ͵̧ͷֻǱһȭѣ
֪н͵𼱣ѧ˵Щ˻ֵܴġ
ȻȴЦһ£ΪԵŻᱻ԰ɣ
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Ϊǵһη𣿡ݺȻ˵һ䣬Ӧ֪תѧѧУɣΪʲôתѧԭ𣿡
֪ʶʵΪʲô
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alpha԰ɣǿеĶǾһҪõòĻҲŶռҲalphaҺ˽⣬һϰԣʵˡݵԶ㣬ѧУӦòֹһ˻Ը㣬ǰҲҺһֱ͸ڱǰߵô
ڵԼ֪ûлشֻԸΪ¾Զǡ
ı飬Ҳʲôһü
Զԣã֪вһԺ˵ɡ
ҧҧЩʣվȥˮݸ
˶󣬸ָͣϻҽң֪Ѿûʲô˺һᡣ
ʦ£ʵ˵ͺˡǵú£Ҳõĺ¡
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΢ŵ̾һ󣬸ǺȻʵǵĲϰʱֹͣ𣿡
Ȼʧ֪֪ĵǣֻǿͬˣðɡ
ȸߺ󣬸ղһֱûп˵ݲųôһ𣿡
Щ죬֪гĬһ²ŷʵݣ˵ʲô
̧ۣݶӣԷǹĪӵȴڵ֮⣬ƲסƿԼĿ⡣
֪бܿԼݵ촽˶ڻһԲתᡣ


83 
֪пʼԷһɨϵ飬ͬʱһģҲˡ
֪вԵػһ䣺ͳ԰
ҧҧô԰
ʶָ֪źзãȻһ£عֻει㣿
仰ݵ۾ƵĸϽӦˣá
¸һݺзֲ֪һ˫ӣ׼ȥв˵ʱ򣬺ȻԵĸڴʱһ
Խлģ֮ҪסԺǶûа취һֱչġ
ǵĻ֪ڷӦĿӾ˰УιҲǣιҲǡˣšüɴֱӰͷȥҧסе⡣
ԴƵߣȻƽѾ绰ˣƴ͵
ԣ֪ԥǡǻǽл......
һݵĸĸԼιԷǾˡ
˵ʱʱ죬䣬ݾһֻץס֪׼ȥӣһ˫̴ˮ۾ȻҪһأιҳ˰ɣҶˡ
ʵǼܲסֻ֪ٴΰѷι
״û˵ʲôҲһĬĬ˷
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ƳݣȴԷ⣬Ѿֻ
ʱǶ˲סԺؼҹ۲Ϳԣȥɣ
֪и뿪ڣǱߵݾ͵̧ͷҺòã
üݣˣҪϢҲǡ
ݲֻǼ֪Ҳһ
Ѿ·ˡǵ
Ϊѵؿ˿ݵֱۣԷҪһ˹شڲӣ֪ܾеĲ̣˺һŵɾҲûطס
仰Ѿ˲ȥǵıˣ˯ԱŴˣ˵һ˯Ҳû⡣
ǲ޳ɵȵݣҪԡ
ת֪Уȥɡ
һ£֪ҲԼȷһʱ嶯ˣЩ......ãллѧ
漴㿴һίݣ㡣
ĿУǺ͸һ뿪ˡ
ϳ֪ԼϵȫǺȻͲһˡ
ֲ㡣
Ϊ֪Ҳֳһ˿ů⣺ллѧ
ֹؿһۣʵȥĸˣ
֪㶣ղԼ¼ʱ򸶽ҲһߣʱͲȻ......ΪͻȻеҪ˵ַҪԾһȥˡ
ҲûʲôǾ˵ֵֹġ
ѧӦò...
ĬƬ̣ǲŵһϲɣڳǰǱȽܻӭģС˶ۻܺá
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ϣȴҡҡͷ´ˣҴһϲˡ
ɫЩ˵į
֪ʵסˣҲ֪˵ʲôźã......ɣҾѧһֱܺá
ҲûзֻǵЦЦѾݼҳˡ
ʶ˼֪мǡѧˣ˵ֻǵȥ͵Ķѣȥҳ
ȻĬκô𣿡
⧲ᵽ£֪һӾҭסˣöûлش
Ҳûټȥ͵ҺҲֻҪúϢ
ŽҡϤĻ֪вŸоƣһƨɳϡ
ûܷãֻͻȻ羪װڰը
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֪иϽ裬˵Щﰡ
úúãҲ˵ˣҲȥϢɣҪҪҺһȥСݣ
裬ԼȥС֪ԥһ£µ˵裬......м
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ץץͷ֪˵˿ڣʣûкbetaһĻ᲻⣿
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ͣƬֵ̣ʱҲͬˣalphaǴûôԭʼ˰ɡ
Цһ£ֻ֪ܵ裬лл
Ӱ˵һ仰ĳк£Īǰ̣Ҫ׼ؽһθ飬ҲҪ̫࣬ʱͻ֪Լ뷨
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һ߰ĽŸǣһֶݲ˵ĸоûģɣֻзǺڼס
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ϴ裬ְԼ˾ɹ뵽ڣȻѸٹص˯ˡ
ڶ죬ҲԼȥҽԺݣֻǻû߽洫ݼȲͷ
û˵ʲôйôʲô
֪ͣס˽Ų͸ŷ죬һŭݵվݵĴߡ
ⲻݵĸװ...
֪лûõҪҪȥ˾һ漴ȥ
ڲſڴʱŷԭһİಽظ˵
˶ûۿ֪УмƵģֱɫҴҵؾ뿪ˡ
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ڶ죬֪бе칫Һ󣬱㿴ǸԼȥʵ¥İԷԻվһˣȻϴһȺආԼalpha
֪ΪʲôҲڣ֪кȻ֮ǰ˵ĻҲ⾾
ִĻ......ԸӦҲӰİɣ
뵽⣬㷲غһ棬Ȼͱ̵δǰ
𣿡̵ʵ֮ǰʶ˵ʲôڣ
Ǹ޺޵صԼֻ֪ҡҡͷʶҲûйڡ
̵ָָǸalphaأҲʶʶĻΪʲôб˰ȥ
͵͵Ƴ۸ǣƺ뿪˵֪иϽһ......ʳ˵СĦΪ·СײͲĵҪǸȻǾͳ˼䡣
alphaЩؿһۣҲû˵ʲô
ü̵εԣΪôһС£
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alpha̵ֶǸ˵ŭĿӣ㣡ڣҦ־ʢʲô͸ʲôôôģѲǻҪѧУ԰尡˼ѧϰϣѹֳɼô
ڰһٴҦ־ʢ˾洦֡
ŸǴӰ칫֪вʵѧôҲ
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֪мѧⲻû𣿣µ˼ȲҲңΪʲôҪΪ˵ԭԶأ
ȴ΢ŵ̾һЩûʲô壬ĳʲôµĻǺԶҪأͬ㵣ĵһֹ......ҲӰ졣
仰֪ãոջعͿѾԼԶˡ
ǸʧеıӰ֪иеһǰδеʧ䡣
ججػһƿţӭ
ôôɵд𣿡
˺һ֪вŴȻУ͵Կˡ
ֺһ޾ɵӣ̲סʵôˣ
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ҪǷϢָĻϣ벻ӦдЩʲôźá
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뵽ǻԼȱҵ飬֪͸ܡ
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һֱ尾ѧ֪˸ȥҸ˵
ѧݽôûѧУأ
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֪ȥãݲųѾϰˣͺһΪ㣬Ҳһֱһˡ㶮ָоһֱûĳֶö֮ߵ˶УҲرҪ......
û˵֪꣬оʹǲϰߣľҲΪĲҪֻǴû˵ԼĿѣѧҲ
£ݳײ˵ˣĬ˺һŵô
˵⣬֪еȷͷ......Ҹúÿһѧ
԰ƱݺȻһȥģ......ˣȥɡ
֪ЩȣӦϲѣʵض˵ݣлл
ЦЦھ˰Ʊ͹ȥúúġ
˵գҲ֪˵ʲô͹˵绰
æʱ֪вʶ绰ѾҶˣֻ÷ֻݱ༭һлϢ
......취˵ˡ
һȥ԰£ôôԼᰡһ뵽Ǹ֪еֲܿˡ


85 
ݣˡ
۰ŪҺ̸ܵ˵̧ͷˡ
֪зԼĹлչ𣿡
ȴһˣҲϰ߱İչˣˡ
̾˿֪еһôУˣղųȥ㸸......ô񳳼ˣ
ᵽ⣬ݳ䴽ǣģҺһûܺƽʱ򡣶֪סԺӦñ죬ƫҪӵ˴Ӧңһܷ𡣡
·˵ǸղŸһͬ뿪Ǹİ֪꣬ԥһ£ʵǸ㸸һ˭
ĵ˵ҵܡ
֪вֲһ䣺ͬĸֻС꣬Ǹеĺͳˡ
˺һŷӦָ˭֪ЩΣŶԲҲ֪
νЦЦû£ȷʵ֪Ͼҳ󲻿
ֻ֪ת˻⣺ΪʲôʱСһ㣬ǲ۳ԭ򣿡
ԣݵº󣬸ǰһҰѳȥˣȻɲĵط˶ֽšҲ㻳ɱ˵ˣովͰҲĪͿʼƢ˵ںɳӰ......Ҷ֪ô˾ͺɳӰˡ
˵ίòУˡ
֪в֪˵ʲôҲ۱˵ļ£ֻôӹ˸ƻҰ
롣Ϲɵؿ
֪бȥϴϴƻȻ˰ѵһʱ򣬲ִˡ
ʶȥȴڼߵ˲񾭡
ݵüѾһˣʲôԣô֪
лºЦһ£ܼ򵥣ҲҽԺ𣿡
ԣֱҲ뿴㣬뿪
֪ȻһֱûⲢţȫ͵˵ĶԹȥϧһ̣лºԼ
𣿡Ц΢΢ؿò
㶣֪г˵ͷӦ˵Ļˡ
ġɡлºֱҲûп˵ʲôֻһֱ޵ض֪п
֪бûܣû취ߵĵطȥֻܽӲƻûһͰԭƯƻÿӿݵġ
ƻкú֪оͰѲӵݸݣ԰ɡ
˭֪ȴͻȻһ˵ιҡ
олºͶԼϵߣ֪ʵסˣ˵˾֡
ȴģֲ㰡
ûа취˰Σ֪вòӲͷƤһƻ͵ߡ
ҧǰƻԴƵسлº˹ȥﲻΪ˿Һôİɣ
Ͼҡҡͷлºſڵֻǵһ㡣
ллҲҪᷳüǰǿôȤ
û뵽ǣлºȻˣ˵ǣǰûôȤͻȻ㲻һˣǲǺ֣
һ˵ݵҪˣ......߲ߣ˼û˻ӭ㡣
лºȴһѶûء
ֿ֪УҲϣ𣿡
֪Ϊʲô˿ֳ֪ЩܣΪҲɣҲֻóĬ
֪ûʲôӦһ£ǿ˵˾䣺㡣
ȻֱӰлº͸ˣּҪ֪ιƻ
ֹķΧ£֪к󱳼ҪðˣܾлºĿþ̽յһ׾پѰ
ڹһӺ󣬸Ҳˡ
ѧˡǵʱ֪͵͵һͬҵһһֱڰе˵ء
лºǶݵһ¾תݣʾ͡
ֻǳ˳ǣԹԳƻ
Ĭһ£ǻǿڵôҲϢðɣ֪Уȵȥ
󣬲¶㵵ı飬֪еְ˲⡣
Ȼߵ֪ҲЩ£ңǣסԼֵʱлºҲһ٣񱻶Էʶʲôһ
Ϻ󣬸ǲʵ浽ô£
֪ҡҡͷѧҲ֪ͻȻ......ѧ㵽ˣұ뵽Ҫʲôڲ뿪
΢ŵ̾һòҲûклºú÷ְɣ
⻰֪оͿƲס֮ǰĳīȻȽ֮£īɱлºҪˡ
û˵ֵٽȥĻҿԴߡ
ԥƬ̣֪ҲüȥֻԼķңԱ˵ͷȥ˵һɡ
ֻ˸ո߽лº洫
ҿѺҲôϲ㡣
֪еĽŲ̾Ͷסˣ֪ԼӦӦŽȥ
ԵĸҲһ£Ǵƿţݣ˵ûȥˣȻûʲô£ҲҪչˣҺ֪оˡ
صһۺֿ֪Сʵİһ˶
......֪гһ¡ʱлºݹָ׶ʱʹ̽ڻǰǾѾõĻ˵˿ڣһȥٸ绰¸㡣
˵գĶһ͸һ뿪˲
ߵҽԺſڣǲʵΪлº֣鲻ã
˺һʶڽʲô֪ƣ˵ѧʵݳ˵
Щȵؿ˵......
ͷ֪еһ˵ҲǸʺˡ
ãǲŻعš
ֵʲôҶκ
ʱ֪кȻеԼֱסˡȥǵı飬ֻһӿһ⣬յԳҲֱ
ѧ......
ֱߵͣڿں˸ǣȻȴ⧲˸ǵĳ
ʵһֱ˵㲻ǽѧġ
ؿºͣǲ̫ˣ
ʱ˿̣֪ѾҵؼЩ״ˣ֧˺þòʵǡӦôУҶϰߺѧ......
δ䣬Ǿʹֱӽҵ־ͺá
Ȼ֪ȴ㱸оʼպԼĺڣݡ
ڣڸǵע£˶Է֣......ǡ
ţҪѡ𣿡Ǵս˹˶֪˴˵ĺλͣסˡ
ݺݵһĭ֪ʶס˺漴֣صص˵ͷ
̾ϢһԼǰҲ֮һڣ˫౻ĴŵζϢסˡ


86 
ݹȻУСʱ֪оõƱ
Ʊ֪ǰ·ƱԼ绰ʱΣȻӿһ޷˵΢о
˵һֱԼõѣԼǲЩ̫...
һͷֻ֪Ȼûзϡ
ڴزͨ˸ǵĵ绰˺üºŽ
ѧ㡢æе˵¸ǹҵ绰֪иϽԼĿ˵˳
Ǳ߰Ƭ̣Ȼǿʵʲô£
֪оִٵѧģпҲ졣пյĻҿɲһȥ԰ȻɣҲһЩ½ĸ߿ƼϷĿ......
㷲˵󣬰ζûлش𣬾֪ΪǲѾҵ绰ˣԷ͵͵̾һ
ΪʲôôҽӽأΪҿԸ㲹ϰ𣿡
էȻô˵֪ʵסˣӦżæ͵...ѧˣҲΪԲ......ѧֻ㽻ѶѣҡΪദӦѾˣȴͻȻҲҪ̫Ĳ⣬Ҹú̸һ̸ѧҡ
˵󸶽ǾþûͬˣţһȥģѵַҰɡ
֪ʯͷ˵أãѧʮ㣬԰ſڼ......
ԭ䵭ĵҲָº͡
˵绰֪аѵַ˸ǣظǸֱ֣˷ܵЩ˯ž
ΣͬһȥѾǳɹĵһˡ
СذƱźú֪вŹ˵ơ
Ϊ̫Щʧߣ˵ڶԼҪٵ˵֪緹Ҳ˲ϳԾֱӳˣֱϹ˿
˳һ·С԰԰ſվŵǵϤӰʱһӾ
ѧ
Ҳתͷչһ͵΢Цż
֪лǳ˹ȥͣ΢΢˼˵Բѧȶˣеˡ
ҡҡͷҲŸҪЪһ𣿡
ڰʾԼû⣬֪нڴƱһŸǽȥɡ
漴԰ȥһƱǵϻ̻ݰ
֪еͷǰѧʱԵĻ......һ̻ɣ
˵仰е˵ּزһ䣺ѧҪûʱĻҲûϵ
ϣڳƬ̺󣬸ǾȻͷӦˣԡ
ش֪жؿ˺һֱյѯʵʱŻҵصͷ
ѧ......ȻĴӦԼһ̻......
֪֮ʣȻоԵĸͣס˽Ų
ôô׷
ϸεЦݣ֪еüֱҪĳǻˣ......Բ𣡡
ԥһ£ͷʲôǸ߰ɣʲô
ݺ˿ĭָ֪˸򣺡Ǹɡ
һʱŷԼָתľ
ǵЦֻ֪ͷطǣѧָˣ......
ȴûϵתľҲûʲôҲܾûˡ
˾ߵתľһӣں͸һϹʱ֪лЩ㱡
ֵϹҲ֪пԼǰĸǣŵﶼǺ......ѧǴȥɽˣָ𣿡
΢Ц˵Ҷԡ
˶٣⻹ҵһκͳ֮һ԰
ԣ֪вЩգѧСʱ򶼲԰𣿡
һֱΪԸǼҵıǵһ԰û⡣
ǵţôȥżȥҲΪȥġ
ôǻܷԷ𣿡֪˵ŷӦԲѧҲǸ˼
û뵽ǣȴЦ˳Ҳô˵ɡԵ֪㽻ѵʱǷĵ׸е˵ģӦˡ
һۣ֪ʵѧأĲҪ𣿡
ʱǰĸǺȻĬ
֮˶û˵ȵתľͣʱǲŵɣ......˵
֪Ҳֻܵͷ
תľ֮Ƚϴ̼Ŀ¥ʱ֪ڻץס˸ǵ֣ȵµʱŷ֡
͵һ۸ǣûҪֵ˼֪бҲصĿּǣ֡
ѧ4DӰԿء԰ĵͼֻ֪Լûж೤ȣǱ߻Ưл̫ˣȥȽϺð
΢ЦΪѵӣǵǿԶȥеʱ䡣ڣӲ𣿡
ѣ֪вԼ緹ûԵ飬ҲڴʱӦ
ȥǱߵĲɡǵ
Թ˷󣬵Ȼһٷ棬֪лûôȻǰҲ͹һȥ԰ʱʱ̫̣ûþҪؼңøˡ
ѧҪҪζģ
ܣ֪оͰԼ֧˹ȥΪӦûܾ˭֪Էһۺ󣬾ͷҧһڡ
ζ
Ÿ򱻱ͨ촽֪иϽƿĿ⡣
ʱϦѾ£ٹһ̻ݾͿԿʼˡվڲݵϵȺ򣬱˴˶û˵
֪ʮһֻ̣ΪʱǺ͸һ
ֹһʱ䣬ֱҲ׺˷ܵغ̻ݿʼˣ
һ̣о貵̻˲ҹաΧ˵ľ˷֪ҲתͷȥǣȴϿһ˿į
ѧ......ѵ
֪иյߵĻ˻ȥ
̻εţľ£֪кȻ˸ǵ֣ɻĿдĦ¡
ѧɣԿø
һۣǳĬصͷ
ڷյĳ̻С˺֪ܶ࣬Ҳܹڵѧôоһֱصӡ
ƺ΢΢һ£......Բ𣿡
۾֪еѧֻǣܲܰĹǸأһֱñΪԼĮˣΪҽӽ𣿡
̾˿ǳˣҲΪܵ˺
֪лشֿǸʧȥһֻ۾ҽһʱѣҪΪҵԵʣҲ
ۿ֪Ҳû룬ֱӾס֣ѧĲѵĻֱӸҰɣԺҲˡ
ԣֻԼԭѾ׼õ˵ǶʱϤ˺ڣֻܾþõһ仰Ҳ˵


87 
˫ഥһ˲䣬֪вץס˸ǵ֣߬ԽԽ·¶Էһ̾Ͳһ
ڴлعʱŸܵԴ֮ϴ⡣
ǵĶɬֻδһϵϢʮֺţᵽǹ˱ɵζ֪о̲סУɴ̽ͼ˿ǵ϶
û뵽ȴŵһЩæغ˿Ӻظһ˿죺......ǸҶûʲô顣
ػ֪дһ£ӦƲסЦ˳õǸģⲢûʲô
ţ㲻ҾͺáϿҡ
ŸԴɬ˵ֻ֪мֱݺԼĴһѣǲλûѡ
ǰס˸ǣһֱ˺һŷֿ
ϵĺδʣƽʱˣȴǿװ򶨵׼⸱ģ֪пĪͺ붺һ
סˣϾøԼǸˡ
ڳӸոʻҽԺʱ֪еֻȻĳһͶ͵Ϣ
ԵشһȴڶƬ˲۾
ôˣڿĸǼһֱֻһ䡣
֪ҲһԼ־ҡҡͷ˵˾ûʲô
룬ĬĬԼ͸ڳǵƬϵֻ롣
س·ϣѾȲش˺ü绰֪ͳͳˡ
𣿡Ƕ˶٣Ϊʲôӣ
֪̾˿ҾһӦõ˵ڵ绰ｲЩ......̫ʽ
Ҳͬ뷨˵ɣҲ֮¡
֪е͵͵һǰͻȻֳݴۡһ˵ӡ
һ㱣Щûսֻ
֮Ϊݵĵ绰ըڼ֪Ҳò
ղôҵ绰绰ͷƺһߺ󲻾лºҲˣллأһЦЦӾƤ񡣶ˣղǲʲôҪ˵
ԥһ£֪ŬԼƽʱһ˵ɣȥ㡣
˵컹ҪԼȻܸˣðһˡѸҲ
á
Ҳȷʵֻ֪΢ŵ̾һԣлºͻȻ㣬ʲô˼
ƺЩţ֪ʲô⣬޷ǾǾһΰҴ߻ӣֻΪĿУĶôȤ
Ƭ̣֪вŵеˣҲϢɣ˵
ȻЩ̫ԸݻЭع˵绰
˵绰ֻ֪ƣ΢΢̵ִֻŸͶƬá
лº......ʲô˼أ
ڶһ磬֪бȥҽԺϿһϮ״ӵлºʱ̲סԭء
ô𣿡лº΢Ц۾ȴضϣߵǸalphaûһ
ᵽǣ֪ڿڵ㾿ʲô͵ǵƬʲô˼
лºϾ㲻ݵ仰Ӧɣͱalphaһʲô˼
ڵĲţ֪ǿˣҺʵֹϵҽҲ˵ġĵƬϣɾϾⴥǵ˽Ȩ
ԣлºЦˣΪͻҴ绰ģ㵹ǾԼû̬Ҳô̹
......ʲôˣ˵֪Ҳٺȥˣֱתƿ˷š
üڴϣͼһֲֻٿصԣǲ䷨֪ˣ漴չü¶һЦҵþˡ
һ̣Ƴ֪лºʱȥҪûһкͽҵĲﲻӭ㡣
лºҲΣֻǹ˹ǣϷ
ݶʱüͷһš˻еض֪е
ĬĬ֪пȻվűߵлºֻݣ......Ǹܲʱرܣ̸һ̸
лº΢΢һЦ뿪ˡ
ʱҲ̸ʲôŪôࡣ
˵꣬ͺʶЩʲôҲŻˣôˣ
֪гĬһ²ŵݣ˵ʱദһǾ˲ʣֵøõģҲ˷ʱˡ
̹׵ʱһֱݵ۾ȻؿԷΪԼĻһȥ
˵󣬲ڰ˺ܾãʼյͷûڡֱ֪ԽԽʱݿЦһ£㻹ѡ˸𣿡
ݣûѧҲĲ......
֪˵꣬ݾʹȷʵһҲϲң𣿡
򴽣֪ڣݵȻǰŴˡ
Ҫ㵱ңĲϲҡ
֪˶ӲˣܸܵݵıϢԼϣֻҪһ̧۾ͿݸĽëҲҶֻܻҵرܿߣѵذǾ仰˵˿ڣ......ҡҲϲ㡣
Ȼȴģְסļֹˣһظ⣺ȻˣΪʲôҿ˵
ѾǺ֪б˱ۣӭݵעӣ˵Ҳϲ㣬Ҳʡ
£ͿݵȦһӱˡ
ſץֻ֣غһ漴ƿߣţ֪ˡ
˵գ˻صԭλȥˡ
ؿһ֪ǻع񣬡......Ҿˡ
վȻֻǱŵʹͷڴϣʱֳһݵĸо
......ΣҪô
򿪲׼ȥʱֶ֪лºŷ˺һֱվڡ
ԷһζԼֱ֪̣ӿڵҺûʲôϵҪ׷Ļ;ȥòŶôĵ⣬Ѿ˵ˡ
лºȴۣǺϲ㣬˵ҪǿƬôϲ𣿡
㡣
벻ݶûпܡ֪ٴǰ
ؼҵ·ϣǴ˵绰ô
֪ҲظѾ˵ˡ
ʲôӦǵƺЩΡ
һº֪вƣİɣٹʱӦþͽˡ
Ҳ̫ԣǳһ£û˵ʲôȥúϢ
˵绰󣬸պһĺƣȴ;֪кȻƳ粣ϳܵ˿ʶˡ
ȻŴԽԽܼĻĪԼݻؼҵΡ
Ϊʲô......˽һ£ȴǿһأ


88 
̻ݻڼȴ÷·ͣ˵ĺҲüǳ
֪һֱڵȸǻش𣬶ʱƣҲԽԽԼĲ²⣬Ա㿪ڴ˳ĬѧʵһҲǿѵİɣñΪԼýӽ㲻˭Ϊܵ˺ҲеµϾȺӶҶҪѵİ
Ĭãǲ......θˣÿһΪҶˣֻǸǾǸҵˡ
˭˵ģ֪Щɻ󣬡ѧ𣿵ͲĴһ˺ѵ......
·ʲôѿĻ䣬ҡҡͷǣ㲻ֹ¡֮ҪѣҲʧȥ㣬Ǹռǿˣʵ߽Ҳˡ
ؿһۣ֪кȻ̾˿ѧűˣʲôʱԼ
ǿЦһ£ΪҲҪ
ŤͷŴǱ̻ӳյʰ쵵ҹĻҲһʵĽǣȴԴ
ĸǣ֪Щ޿κΣƺ˵ʲôҲûãΪǰѾϰ˷Լ
ѧһѣΪܸҲϰ
......΢΢عųɵˣһǾѧУﲻҪôȽϺá
ĿԼЭζ֪ϲ⣬ϽѧʵڽĻѧУҲװѧʶʱϣܼѧúദ
ԥ˺ܾãǲŵ˵ͷǺðɡ
ǰ۾꣬ʳǸԼ⣺......ô𣿡
֪ƴͷУѧǺܺðҲֹôãҶôõģ˵ĸоȻĮԽӽֻҪӴĻܷ㲻ǱϿˡ
ˣ¶һ˿Цлл㡣
ҪллѧŶԡ˵֪΢ѧһֱչҡ
ԭ˵ȥʱ˿̣ĦѾͣˡ
Ŵ򿪺󣬸ǳ֣߰ɡ
֪бҲסԼֵݸ
˴Ħ󣬽ҹ̻Ҳպýˣҹ»ָյ
͸ǲҹķ֪ѣֻΪ͸ǣ֣һ
ղŻĦϵʱ򣬵ǳԼ΢ЦЩͿƲסҪĵǾ仰˵ˡ
ϧѾ......ƳԸǵĲ֪ȻΣҡҡͷȻŬԼǵ㲻ʵʵĻ˦˳ȥ
˵ϾֻǰԼѣҪ˵˵ĻҲѶˡ
ԼһߵͨѶôѣôܻԸ⣿οϾҪҵˣȴĻǷḻʵĴѧԼһͣ½Ųˡ
һ뵽㣬֪оޱʧ䡣
ʲô֪ǲǲı仯ǺȻһ䡣
ǿЦЦ֪вŵѧҵǻܲϵ
ǵȻԣ㲻ҵĵ绰𣿡
֪еͷţѧ˴ѧҲŶ
ЦǵҲһֱǵġ
Ļ......Ҳ͹˰ɡ֪һ
뿪԰ʱڸǼҵĳϣ֪ԶԽó̻ζѣѧҽúܿģллԸҡ
Ҳͬ΢ЦҲܿģǰһǸҲ棬һ˼ûС
֪ЩգֻϲϷɡ
Ȼᵽݣ֪ҲֻԷϢҲֱʱŷֽһȥˣݾȻһϢûзԼǺܲģһ˵ʹǸֲˡ
̾˿֪гһ£ǸԷϢҺѧѾؼˣллƱ
ȵصҵʱݵĵ绰Ŵˡ
ݣæ𣿡֪һ䣬ȴ춼ûԷش
Щ֣ѯȴͲִȵ
֪һ£ôˣ㻹𣿡
һ͸ǽô
֪б㽫ʵܲҲѧЭˣԺѧУҲٺһ𣬾͵ʶ˽Һѡ
һĬݲŵŶǾͺá
Ǵ˷֪Щģôô˻棿ڵ˾𣿡
ȴԼȥûʲôµĻҾ͹ˣϢ
ȵ...֪лû˵꣬ͷѾæ
ֻԭأĪݵ״̬̫ԡ
һѧʱ֪лվϵݣˣϾӭȥݣǳȥôô˻ûлؼҡ
ƳһۣҡҡͷûС
䵭ĻӦ֪ЩΣһ⣬һʮͳ˹
ãǸڰ壬һѧġԴɬغ˸к
֪аһǴӼ˸ҳˣҼǵ㣬ܻһ
Լӡƺܸ˵ӣԶԶԣ㻹ǵáҡʵ˵㽻ѿ𣿡
⻰üɫشһۡ
ͷ֪е԰ѧܲо۲𣿵ʱһȥɡ
ԣץץͷҲŸΣţã⡢ҵĺ롣
漴ϵʽߺݲſڵΪֻ𣿡
֪вؿһۣǲȻأ
ϲ㡣
ݵһ仰֪жʱԭأӦŻҵôܣҲ£ֻ˵
ȻȴЦһҲ㿴ˡ
дֻСֽ֪Щ޴롣
ʱݺȻʵϲ𣿡
ͻ֪иŲڡ
Ԥо֪еĳһ......ϿˣȻȥˡ
˵գҲ˲Ͽݵı飬Ҵææͻ˽ҡ
ֱʱЩ㱡
ղݵöԷǲѾʲôɶԴֲҿ϶
ķϲǵĻ......
ܣ֪ˣû취ҴŲ˵
һôţ֪һǿԼ
û뵽ǣȵ¿κݵһ仰Ǽ֮ǰǸ⣺㻹ûشأ㾿ϲ𣿡
֪õطˣûУңҪѧϰµԺ˴ѧ˵ɡ
ҲգؿΣݲŵϲʲôˣ
֪ЩΪѣֻܺǵ˵Ҫϲ˲
شûȥˡ


89 
Ժ֪Ǵڻ㱵״̬Уʬһ㶵ɳϣӶ˫۾
ҲԼķӦܲӦжصһɣΪʲôȴµûţ·ѹһĴʯͷǺ
ʹش˴ͷ֪һһǿԼ޷ݵ߳
ûݾǲʣҲǸϲԼһϣȺֺ͸ź˿
Խô룬֪оͷԼԽԺݵĴڡݵЦݵԼʱ۾ǴǰעĶһȴͳͳԺصĽֶ︡
ΪʲôӸʱڿʼ˾һֱǸǰôҲĸо
ָо......ƺԸǵʱࡣ
֪ȻѣŵصǰڵĵĻ
ѵѵ˵Ҳڲ֪ϲݣ
²֪иΪңɵְؿڵλʱֱ˴͡
Ӧ˾Ѱ㿿ɳϡ
......ϲǵͬʱҲϲݣ
ʹ룬֪оº񲢷ûпܡ
ΪҲָоԲŻھܾԷ֮᲻ѡ
ȷʵܺ͸һġ
ٴκݺץץͷ֪иϽＴҪðĻĵͷѹȥ
֪У㵽ʲô̲סԼһ䡣
ֲʲô޽еĳɫˣƾʲôԼĶͬʱϣܶԼһգ
ˣˣǺʲô𣿣
뵽⣬֪ڳسһ
ǡôʱֻǸǱ̽
û°ɣڵ绰ǵǣ֮ǰ˵ʱЩԣȥǷĲ¡
֪н͵û£ֻ......ô˵أоԺҲദˣԲЩӦɡ
ǳĬһ£ûϵ߳ġ
Ϊܸо֮Щأ֪бССؿ˸ЦҪҰĵ绰ɾ𣿡
̾˿ǵˡ
֪Ϊʲô֪ԼҲƽʱ̫һԥƬ̣ǿʵѧ...ǣǣǲ˵
ʵ......ǳŵҵա
ԣ֪оȵذһôǣһ׼ġ
ǵЦ⣺ʵʣԸһ𣿡
֪иϽҵȻԸ⣬ôôŸң
˶٣ǵΪһֱҲԥ֪ԼòùգԸҵĻ⽫Ⱳӵһա
⻰֪......ΪʲôǰյأԸԭ𣿡
ʱٺ˵ɡº͵˵㻹ûԷɣҾͲϢˡ
˵绰Ϊæȥѡ֪һʱҲѶݵľԺ
󣬸ǵҲˡ
оһʽӭ˶죬ӳʱʱ˷Ϯ֪д˸£һ·Сſڡ
Ҫ͸һףա
ǰͳֻʱ䣬Ȼݡ
ʱݲٸ绰ϢȻҲûУҲͲ˼ȥҽԺ̽Է
Ҳ֪ĸ첲׺û֪ҡҡͷĬĬ̾һ

ˣѾλϵȺĸǳ֡
֪һϲӿ첽˹ȥǸˡ
ǵûУҲŸ
Ǻʽشװ֪еͷԼΧڲϵΧʱЩΪ飬ϽȰΧժ
֪б㽫Լ׼ݸǣףտ֡
ҿԲ𿪿𣿡ЦŨ
֪еͷŵ㺱ļвǸǮĦ
ллҺϲ֮˵һ䡣
״֪˿ʵ......˲ϰԼģΪʱ̵̫ԵʣЩطûã㲻С˵ʵҡҲ֪ʲôҸоӦʲôҲȱԲһġҲϵĶ
˵Ǯģһ£漴ͽǮСˣһúϧġ
ͿʼϲˣҲǰڵϡŵϡտ֡һۣ֪ʵǣԸǰΪʲô𣿡
ᵽ⣬΢ŵ̾һΪҵղҵգ......Ѿȥ˵ĸļա
⻹֪еһ˵и磬𾪵ؿԾô£
ŤͷŴҹƽؽ͵Ҹʮʱ˰ѪΨһƷֲ裬˶ͲɹҸĸ뵽ҳ
֪ҲӦˣҲ......
ͷǿЦŵһյʱˣҲԴһ쿪ʼҸĸͺЦϣעϣһϣҳɲţһȴڿҵʱ޷ƵҸ磬ҼҲŻῴΡ
˳Ļһ£֪Ϊʲôǵĸĸ̬ôǿӲҲΪʲôǰһֱԼǸҵˡ
ϸǴŵε΢Ц֪кȻһۣ漴ס֡
ǣЩĴ֪п۾һһ㣬㲻ĴƷ
˵ȴѾס֡
ţʵںܾǰѾˣҲһֱûǡǵ̾ϢǸʱĦ˵ҺܺõĻ棬ôǻ𡣡
֪еĶһӾΪȷʵһֱܺá
ǺЦţȳ԰ɣȻҪˡ
оԼϲŸĵ¶ȣ֪ĬĬһֻٴգֻΪɢһ㡣
Ե;ʱǺȻ̧ͷ˴⣺ѩˡ
֪Ҳ˹ȥȻɫһӯĶڲ£ûýϵ·ƺͳͶһ㱡ѩ
Ǹ̾һ䣬ͻȻ֪еҿȥ𣿡
仰֪סˣ˺һԴҵصͷãõģҼûôɨҲ......
΢ЦҿԺһɨ
ԣ֪еʱˡ
ʱǵֻͻȻùһۣƺЩɻ󣬵ǽˡ
Ȼ֪оͿü
......ûգԺҸʱ̸ɡ
ܿ죬Ǿ͹˵绰üͷȻ֪вЩģôˣ
ҡҡͷ¶Цûʲôȳԡ
֪бҲˡ


90 
֪ܾ֮ݿԼֵֹģɵÿαﲻסѯʵʱ򣬶Էȴת۾һƵпѿ
ֲ۲ݼ֪лǿʲôֻʱ˵Լ̫ˡ
͸ԼԺѧУк˵ĲϰҲ¿ʼˣֻصӽһУƷ꣬һжû䡣
ĽԽԽˡ
֪иõԾ󣬸˵ٹһʱ䣬ĳɼӦþȶˡ
֪имⶼѧĹͣûѧҵĻԼһҲѧˡ
΢ЦҲҪԼԸѧҪһɵĻҲʡĲ١ˣѧľ۲ȥ𣿡
ͷ֪кȻ壬ʱЩΡ
ɫ󣬸ǻûüʣʱſڵķҲһ죬ȴƿ˽
ôˣϰʶü
ֻǴҡڵ߹£ù֪кһĹ֭סܾͺݺһڣŲ˵İɣҶѾҵˡ
˹֭ʵѧľ۲ʲôʱ򣿡
ǵϷѧ
˼صͷͻȻˣһȥ𣿡
һۣɻʵȥʲôֲѧġ
ʲôȥȥ𣿡ֳ°ͣ˵ǰһֱҼѧ˵ȥһξȤء
Ƭ̣ǲŵ˵ͷðɣ㰲һ㣬Ҫǳʲô
Ϊмغһ
ʣµһ֭ˣ֪бʱҲˣҲȥɡ
Ʒʱ֪бڸߵģȻȴȻڲ½ݺ룬Ӳ͸м䣬˵λ÷ֵࡣ
֪һ£Ҳ޿κΣֻüȥ
ǰǸҦ־ʢھ𣿡תͷ˸һ䡣
֣֪Ҳ˶䡣
ƽôֺ˲٣Ҳǰһһˡ
ԣ֪вʵѧǸalphaǰ𣿡
ţѾܾܶˣʼվǲϷ̾һϣԺķ°ɣҪҵĻҲҾ͵ñʦˡ
֪вЩ޷޲ƽѧͲŸӣģġ
ǵҲŪ̫ѿҪҸĸ֪˵ĻҪתѧˡ
תѧŵ̸֪Ŀڣô......ǡǻˡ
ʱȻƺһֱԼ̽ͣһ£ֱͣס˽Ų
......ǲǷʲô
صѧУ󣬸Ǻܿؼˣ֪Ҳһ¥ȥ
·ϣݺԤ׵ؿڵ⸶ǡ
˿ĭ֪иϽ͵ʵҺѧһȥ԰ʱ˵ԼĹǣҾһµҾ룬ȻһЦݣΪʲôѧҲӰ߳أϾҲҵѣ֮Ҫ
ĻݳĬòһЩֵ⣺ұȽҪǸǱȽҪ
֪ΪѵбҪ˵ˣҶѰ......
ȴͣ½Ųֱؿ֪
ѣֻ֪ӲͷƤ˵ݣǲѻֵȼģԷģ......ͺѧһҪΪǶҵĺѣġ
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֪ˡ
˵漴ת˻⣺ľ۲У
֪а˿ϴζֵĴŵ˱Ƚ϶࣬׼Ҹᡣ
һֱҲûʱ⣬֪Ҳܹж·
ܿ͵۲͵ʱ䡣ѧ֪иմӽ߳׼վϵԼݴкʱбðһϤӰ
ˣקԼЩŵʵҪҪһȥ֣
֪иӦãݾһҼ˾ȥģͬѧԼ߰ɡ
Ȼûϵôһɵɵԭء
۾ȵ壬ֿɫƵݣ֪̾˿˵ݣﲻԶģ߹ȥˣ鷳˾ˡ
˵գֶЦЦĻһߣ
ãðСؿݣƺЩ⣬ʲôҲûʡ
ǣ漴һֶȥ
һ·ϣʼû˵ֻżƳһ塣ӣ֪о˵ëַˣΪΣֻòŻ⡣
ĹУҲԼ̬ȷʵˣԸвʣҲԴûʲô취
Ī......ĺ˵Լ뷨
֪лǺܿ²⡣
һôΪˣ˼ʵûô룬
뵽⣬ַ֪彻̸Ҳ˴ɢԽԽ͵ѹ
ŵ˽˶õİᣬŷ˶Ѿˣֻ١
ףǣⲻҵĵܵ𣿡
ݣмѧѧ̾ӭȥΧм䡣
һ߶ѧѧһ߳յԼ΢΢һЦţ˵Ȥѧᣬҽˡ
ݱţ֪иϽ˸ŸǵλҲ˳Ƹ
Ե󣬵ݺòװѧѧǵġͷԼѾ֪ߵλˡ
ֻץϵˮıӾͺһڡ
ξ۲ʹǱҵǰһˣʲô͵㣬ǧѧѧͣ
иѧ˵кԱһơƣ漴ſʼַ֪ҲһƿŸոմ򿪣һСľͿѾһ˴ƿȥˡ
Ĳ...ȻʼЩˡ
ҲϣԵ;˶Щ⣬ȫĵݣ񶼻ɢˡ
ڸǵ֯£Ҷ½½ػ˼ңֻʣ֪УѾϵݡ
ѧݻؼҰɣ֪ܾò̫ġ
ǵţ鷳ˣҳȥ˾
ȴǻʱ֪һֱݣԷڵϡݺ˺֣ܲҪô̱ĥ䣬Ҫôһͼվһﻹǰߣ֪۳һ
ݣ㰲һЩòãŪ֪ҲЩͷˣֻܰļǿá
ʱݺЩָʶԺ̧ͷһۣ¶һŵɵЦݺͱ۾ͷصشļϡ
Ϊһۣ֪ȴһ¡
Ҳ֪ǲĴ㱾Լ·ݵ￴Щѹζ


91 
Թ󣬸ǾͶ˵⡣ѵݸ֪еʱԥһ»ʵҪι𣿡
׼Ե֪вûѲӸڵϣȻ...Ϊʲôô룿
΢죬Ĳ˼˵ҿ¶ô......
Ȼû̸˰ش֪ĬĬпһ£СҪĻҲ......ҲǲС
˵ڰжӺ֪ȰȵƿĿ⡣ĲӣֱӽϵĲݮݵߡ
ǿεĲݮ֪д˺һСҧȥ
֭ˮʱӯڿǻһ˿͵Ĵ㡣̧ͷǵЦʱ֪еʱ©һġ
ó𣿡ԼҲ˳Ҳ֪ϲʲô⣬˵ԱƼ
֪иϽͷóԵģʣµǻԴȥ
Ҳ......ֱһٶˡ
ΪӶ£˳֪̽Եʵǣղŵĵ绰ǹϵ費Ҫȥ
ҡҡͷƽʵղŴ绰ҸףѾ֪ǰĻԼѵˣԼҪһȥѵĺס
էȻϢ֪ųʵ......ô죿
ģȻǲȥģңҲǹԹֻ֪ǰŵˡЦһ£һʱ˵ġ˵ʵû㣬ҿаɣǰҵȷǸܣֻǵĲٿ»ججжΪѾô꣬ΪԼһֱȥ
Ȼƽﰵį֪гĬ˰Σס֣ΣҶġ
΢ŵ̾һҲס֣ǣڴһ£лл㡣
ٶǵ֪һĻҡ
ӺںӾƳڷ˿ĺ͸˵Ķ䣬̲סЦʵôãҵʱر׽ţǰʼ
Ƭ̣֪вŵԭҲ˵𣿶Ϊ......֪
Բ𡣡ǵǺܸɴصǸǰΪᣬһֱΪϲݵġ
ᵽݣ֪һ˵ĸоعǿԼԺ
ߵǸǣˡ
ֱӵִС֪жûٿ˵ݴ֮ʱӦƲ֪Ϊʲôûд򿪣¥һƬŨصĺڰֲָ
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Լֵݹȥܿ͸о
ӵݵſڵ·̲Զ֪Ҳ㿪ֵͲˣҲǵӵġͿҪߵſڵʱȴԼµһĸЩǰˤȥ
иǼʱֻסŲڵôǱ֪˿Ӹǻ͸еӶ߷һû°ɣ
֪еĶһӾʶԼ͸֮ľܽ˵ֻܽӲץסǰֱۡ
֪ǲǲʲôʱҲ΢΢ͷشս֪еĴ
......
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ݵһǽûܻٵĺ¥죬ƾ˼컵ķΧ
ƺЩǣ׵̫𣿡
ֻ֪ҡͷ......ǣ̫ţҪˡ
ǰŵģΪǵĶǸǣֱǱһƵġ
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ҪҪȲ𣿡֪аѵϣȥݰɡ
ȴվҺһȥ
˱һ˳ݲĹУ֪нƽˣֻ򸶽ԼߵĳܰԭҲԷ
ҽ𣿡
Ҫݺòʱ֪кȻ˵ôһ䣬ȻˮֶʱͶһ£԰
֮ޣܹҪб˼档
ƺҲʶˣϽҲʲôǵޡ
˵գҲʼֳֵĺɫ˵Ҿеִˣ᲻̫㣬һȥݷĸ......
֪б˵ûϵģҲΪ˵ڣֻܺ˹ȥţҴ˵һ
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ʵ......֪иѿڶ˵ϴݾҪĦε£Ӧľر졣
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ϴʱ򣬿Ŵԡ߳ĸϴԼСһŵ˯£֪о̿
Ҳǵһ̣һʵڸУǾǸ˵ȷʵԼУץסķһʱƮɢΣա
ţ֪оͳҲûвͷĸѾ߽Լ
ǴϴĴγѡ
ȥϴɡؿ
ǣ֪еȪѸٵغ
͸һԼĴϣǽŵֽŶ֪ôšûһ֪о͸оǱסԼҲһǸůĻ
ǼŸɢϢţ֪ɳҲ˳ƸԷĻǶǶ
ֻѾʸİõؽܸǵĻˡ
һ֪˯ÿνޱȰȣζûһʱȴԵλѾˡ
߽ϵΧȹ֪ͣһ£˲ЩǱӰһˡ
ʶ漴۾ֻԼղŻû˯ѡ
ˣҲת΢Ц˵ٵһϾͺˡ
Ӧһֶ֪ŸǵıӰ˰ΣͰգʼĵӿֱµĺڡ
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ⲻӦãѾ˵ˣҲ͸һˣԲЩĵͷ
ϵС֪д𴲺ͱֵò̫ȻǸǵĹѯŬԼġ
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92 
ȸǻʱѾ֪еļ˯ˣû˵
ˣôȾƣһҪһӡ̾˿֪нݷ˹ȥ
͵ļ֪кѧǰҲȹ𣿡
΢Цԣϳеʱǳüҳע͵͵ȵģڼ֣Ǳĸ֪ˣҲˣǾͲˡ
֪Ҳ̿ѧ𣿡
ҡҡͷһЦҾȻҲһ㣬ûô
Цʱ۾΢䣬ӳ費⣬֪ҲŴһ˲
Ӧ֪вŻҵصͷȥͼΣ......ԭû뵽ѧҲ¡
Ĭһ£ǲŵһֱڱ˸һõĿżҲҪܳ
֪Ҳˡ
˽ݰϳ֪ǲΪգգۺתˣʵĿ𽥾۽֪ϣ漴Ȧס
ں͸˵֪бһΪԷ֣Ҳֻȥˡǣ׼³ʱȴǲ֣ɵۡ
ݣֿҪؼˡһߺ˵һŬԼݵĻųôҲûгɹ
ݵֱּһƵģεؽλϡ
ʱҲ򿪳ˣɡ
֪æݵָ⿪ȴȻоƺʲô̵ҺһһεشԼֱϡ
㵵صͷһųĵƹ⣬ſȻͨ۽ǡ
Ѿü˹ǲǷƷˣ
֪ԼӦ˫ָϽؼҵ֪ȴʱԥˡ֪ΪʲôĬĬڵһ̶ͷһ˿˿ԼҲ޷ݵ
ǣҡҡͷǸѧҪȻ鷳˾ȿݼҰɣȥ
Ƭ̣Ҳֻͬˡ
ǳӱʻ֪дӿڴֽһ£ǽȻʪ۽ϣȥ˲ϵۡ
Ȼ֪ΪʲôޣܸоԼѲ˸ϵ
ݼҺܿ͵ˡŰͷԼϡ۴ػ˯˹ȥݣ֪̾һСָ⿪
˭֪ݾ˯ҲһĴ˺þãȻǲԼ˳ѳ
״֪Щˣòڸǣѧ......
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ͬεĸǵҲ֪ǰûëġʱҲˣӶչȻϽؼҡ
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֪һ£ʶ˹ȥȴΪݵԭء
ߺòãݸɴקס½ǣһӿ˳ɤȥҲЩơ
ӣ֪пνĽˡƵĿ۸ǣԷҲ΢ȣֻӲͷƤʵѧҪô죿
üͷûϵģ߰ɣ˾㣬ˡ
˵գǰҪݵ֣ϧȴ˹ȥ
һӣǶЩˣֻ֪ͣбǸЦЦҪȻһɣ˯ˣӦþˡ
룬֪ʵݽҲһס𣿡
ǵͷĸĸȥˡ
......ҽס𣿡֪Ҳ֪ԼΪʲôҪͻȻô˵ҲֻΪݲԭĿΡ
Щؿһۣ˼һҲͬˣǱûĻ
֪иϽû⣬պҲȥˣؼҲһˡ
ǣ㶼ݼҡ
ȥˮڴ׼ݲʱȴֱƵȥ˼Ҳɹֻܰëݸ֪Уɡ
ëӹ֪һӾͰݲԷҲδ̫ı˹ȥ
ĿһĻǸˡ
ݲֽźӶ˾ͽѾƲ˹˿ıӣ֪̾˿֪ιˮҲһ׮
˸ǵİæ
ٺݣ˹˷ĵƣ˳
ҲˣȥϴȻϢɣҴȥͷǶ˶٣˯¿Ҫݵģûµġ
֪еͷһȥ˿ͷ
ϴջ˯£žͱˣһȴʪŶĸǡ
ӷ£΢Ц˵˵ţ̺˯
׼ת뿪֪лǽסѧһ԰ɡ
šǱҲҾýݵıЩ֮ǰûʲô°ɣ
仰ʱ֪ԥβҡҡͷӦûаɡ
ȻҲȥ̫ԣĵԷֱ仯ԭᵽԼϣҲʶؾָоòҪñ֪
ǱҲûټ׷ȥҲпǺĸĸйءҸĸ˵ƺ׼ˣ͵ݸбҵˡ
ԣ֪㶣Ѿ......Ҳ֪ˣ
̾һԴƣ룺Ըñ˲Լ롣
⵹ġ֪ĬĬ롣
ߺҲˣϴϱϴ˯
ԼĪ˰ҹʱ֣˯е֪оһֱؿںѹʲôصĴʯͷһǹεѹĺԽԽѣ̲ס۾
ȵ۾Ӧ˺ڰ֪вŷ֣Լؿڴһ˵ͷ
ƣƲ󣬱ȥ̨ơ
ݣ
Ҳ˹ȵؿԼҲ˿ʲô֣˯𣿰ѵƹ˰ɡ
֪գգۣ˯......ԣôͻȻҷģ
˸ǷŵҺƺͻΣû߹𣿡
ûС֪лǺ󣬡㲻ȥ˯𣿡
ݰͷؿڴ˿Ͼɵ˸ڵλãûȥ˯ɣֲûһ˯
ô˵......ֻ֪¹˵ƣѾˣ
Եݴűһ
ԥƬ̣֪лʵôͻȻȳʲô㲻Ը⣬˵
£ݳĬòŵûС
򵥵֪Զԣ˵Ļˡ
һסĸ첲Լͷٴȥ֪ΪӿҲûֹǽ˯£ܿٶ硣


93 
֪аС𣿡
֮ذһЦݲҲϣôС...
֪εòУʮְûԼղûĸ˵ֻܾ͵ֻ˵Ҫ㣬Ҳû˵Ǵݰôô
Ҳ˼شŹˣΪ......ˣɣ⺢ǣ
ʱҽ̺ܵãҽиǣ֪еĸѧҲҵġ
һ£ϻȻ򣺡รҼǵ㣬ǰ֪ȥҽԺѧ԰ɣѽǺþûˣֱǰ˰ɣ
̣ȥ˵ɡЦЦֽƷ˹ȥ˵һС⡣
仰Щ֣Ŀͣһôʲô
ȸɳúҪȥݲ裬һ꣬ûñ㺰֪аϴδĲҶȥˣæңϺͿˡ
֪Ҳֻý˳Ƿ𣿡
ӹҶŵѧʲôϵ
û뵽ĸ׻ôֱף֪гһ²ʵʵҺ......ڽˡ
ԣȴûһ¶ϲıǲؿԼǣСأôͻȻ·ôһѧǰҲû
ݣ֪иϽ裡ѧǰˣô룿˵ˣҺ֮䱾ʲôҲûУͱһԸˡ
ŶһʧһΪСܳ......ˣϲС
תͷָ߸˵ȥݲˣ֪ŷЩĶ˳ȥ
һͿ΢ͷշȥ
Բ֪ʹˣ˵ֱڿġ
ҡҡͷЦһ£ûϵһŬϲҵġ
֪ʵ㲻......
ʱҲӳˣСǰɣȲ衣
ӹ豭òصлźһڣȲغȻʱȻ죬Ҳ̸Ǣ
֪һֱһ棬ǼҪǿϧǸȴΪĸĹϵС󶼲ԸԼǵõ˱˵Ŀ϶Ҳỳɡ
ʵҲһûʲôȫаɡ֪ĬĬ롣
̸ĹУҲûԼ֪֮ĹϵԴǿеرʾԼԺúչһֵúϲ£죬֪пƲסغ˶
ǣһʼźѾһɨգĸ￴ŮԽԽ˼
֪ǺݹϵǳΪȣԭǴСʶ˰
ǳЦǰǺ֪ǰڸеʱúܺãҲΪݵĹϵϵϵġ
ȻȴЩǣǻ᲻......
֪˵ʲô֪иϽס˻⣺ˣ֮£һᴦõġ
̾˿ҲֻǿЦЦǣ֮£Լȥֻϣ㿪ģҲϣԺܲҪڡ
֪һ飬͵͵һԸǵı飬ԷûʲôӦ˿֪
һʱĬ뵽ԼĹȥֻ˶Ĳ豭ҲʶȤûг
֪˵ʲôԾյʱڴʱ
ȥ...һӾ
Ǵź֪ȴ͵۾ŵؽ˴˺üһԼ......ݣô
ѹԼ˲
վ⡢һɫõ廨ȴ赭д˵ݷãӭ𣿡
𾪹֪ϻ˵Щﲻɾˣ֣Ҽ......Ҽпˣ㡢㲻Ҫôʲô˼ȵȣˣһǺһȥɡ
ķҵ׼ȥ˵һȴ߬ס
ΪʲôôţΪǸǣ˵ͻȻ˵ҪȥŻǾְɡ
δ˽ˣһ˲䣬֪еĵ׶ʱƵظֳһĸоԭأֻһֻεĴֺݺץһƵģʱƵʶú֮ǰһ
Ҳǿ̫ûȥҲ˳֪а˭壿ҵ𣿡
ڿݵʱҲŵգգۣ......Сݣôˣ
̺ã˼óȻˣΪл֪˵¶һ΢Цֽõ廨˹ȥ
Ҳֱʱע⵽õ廨ʱΪˣع󣬱ƵƵ֪Ͷȥɻ
֪ѾεͷƤˣ֪òðݸȥ
ֻˣҲòԡ
һɫõ廨󻹸ݵʱ򣬸һ£ܿͻָƽ
˶ûкͶԷк֪˿ĭֻӲͷƤĸ֧æȥݲ衣
ߺ󣬸ǲſʵѾˣ
ҲɳûУ̫Ӱһˡ
֪вſĸ첲ǲű
־Ĭ˺һǲûʲô˵ʲô
ݻ˵Щʲô׵Ļ֪иϽش֮ǰڣݣѾѧڽˣҼǵҲ˵˰ɣ
ôûдӦں˵
֪д˴......ûӦʲô
ȻûӦҪ
ʱѾŲˣ֪Ҳ˵ʲô
棬ֺܹ֮죬Ѳº̲סҪҪ̸ĻҿȻرܡ
˰̡ݼձߵľ֣ңҪҲߡ
˵󣬸Ǿ̾˿̣Ҿˡ
״֪мסȵȣ......
º͵ЦЦǵһߣ
֪иϽ˵ͷ
ϣҲһվҪȥ
תһȦҲֻÿŰˡ
ֱ߳¥֪вתݵ㾿ô
Ĭһ£ݵ˵˰һôͷܸоһиģҸоĸ飬ʱҲŻ뿪
Ϊǻһԣ֪б˵Щ߳ŭݣ˺òãѵһ㶼Һѧ𣿡
˳ǣûлشֻǰĿԶȥ
ǰοƵ֪е֣ȻŶݵȻˣǾҸʱú̸һ̸
ڲ𣿡һ䡣
ҡҡͷǵЦǸհɣҺ֪лԼᡣ
˵գ֪лص˳ϡ
л˵
ڿ¿ӣͲģиȤСʹȥ


94 
֪һΣμԼƮˮҪˮѳȴʹƺҲδΪˮоΣգͦһֱƮȥ
ƮƮţͷһͷֽԼĺˮһɫǱ˹֭Ƶġ
Ϊʲô...
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ǲǿˣôղŻһһߺˮ
֮ľܽ˵ʱǹɱζԽԽŨˣ֪űϳӦõˮ
ɤӣȷʵԼĺĺܲţ̫ˡ
ݵҸ㵹ˮ
˶٣һ䣺㻹𣿡
֪գգۣԭЩ˯ʵҲѹˣ......𰡣ô
ȴûҪŲ˼һ˹ˮĺ˿˿ƵԽǵ֪пڸرܿĿ⣺ʲô
μʲôˣȻĿƵؿ
ĳע£֪ͻһţԭ˵ڵĻҲ˺ڡ
ҲǱһ͵ģˣݺȻƫƫͷ΢Ĵ˲ӡ֪еա
ͬʱűã󸶽Ǿ˽Ѿˣ֪У𣿡
δ䣬ͿǰһĻʱЩ㵵վԭء
֪ҲʱҲ˴ûܵһʱƿݣڷӦȴֱ塣
......ǲˣǳɵʵ
ʼ磺԰
մӴ֪Իһ£ݣԭĻΰ
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ֱڲԺ֪Ȼֱ̫ݡ
Ȼ״ǰݵΪʲôҲǼװ·
ݵһͿ˹û㣬ôס
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֪Ϊʲôȴ㶣˵ʲô𣿡
˵ʲôֵ֪ؿһۣ˵ұ߶ѡ
´ۣŶûˡ
ʱǿڵ֪УԹؼҰɣӦûҵû
֪иӦһԵݲ˵ҺͰҵдһˣԲԣ˵֪кòһҼңôܹҹ߰
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۾ؿ˹֪ٴαȵͷˡ
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Ȼڴؿ֪УҺþûԵĲˡ
֪ҲվУȥ
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󣬸Ǽ״ɴҲһְæˡ
ݼҵĳ󣬼ǸСһվһŲ̫֪бв˱۽͵ŰԼĸǣо̵ġ
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Ҳû辭Ӱ࣬ҺСͿʼѧˡֿ֪־ִ٣ҾûǱȲݼҵİ̡ѧҪϲĻͶԵ㣬
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ҵֶһӾˡݲ˵˵ڴؿ֪Уô
Ӿ......֪ô֪ĪԼϵΣԥһ±㿴򸶽ǣѧҪҪһȥѧϰӦҲ۰ɡ
Ҳô˵εͬˡ
˱һӾȥˡ
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һһƤףǸǣ·ݹţһ֫޳Ҳ˲ӡǵתʱ򣬻ܿԵĸ˼ջС
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֪ЩԥѾˮĸǰֵ˹ȥӾ𣿡
ᣬֻӾεһ㡣ס֣֪ؽˮѧôãӾӦҲǰɣ
΢ЦУʲôѧģҿԽ㡣
˻˵ǱݾѾһˣؿ˹ĥʲô
ɣȽӾȽϼ򵥡
ۿѾˮˣ֪бҲæ˹ȥŸһȦȻ͸оԼȿʼ


95 
ڱǣֵʱ֪ԸоݵԼϣĿζ̲סľ˺ôԼûתͷȥ֮ӡ
ŹϺȻվԭǣһƬ˵ıҲģֱһˮۻԳϻ֪вŻعʶͻȻˡ
ʱѾ˳ӣݵӰܿͱ˦˺档
֪ջߣԸǽ͵ԲҲ֪ݻʱҺûϵΪѾ......
ţ֪ⲻ⡣̾һ̫˽ˣһˣҪĶҲһҪõ
Ȼ֪оǾòԥƬ̣ǿʵҿɲȻؼҾһǣҲƭ㣬ĺҡ
˵Ϊʲô֪ĲݵĻҲǾڸǰϵġ
ĬΣǺȻһӦúİɡ
֪һ£æǣûôá
ȴҡҡͷԲھͻشġ
ԽԽ쳹Ĥֻ֪ԼƵҲԽԽһһεسѪȻ֮Щ
ڸ˵Ǿ仰˱㶼ûٿˣ֪ܣɴཫ΢һЩƾܼԼϡ
ɾôҲǲ侲
ܿ죬Сſ֪ͣ˵˾ټ󣬿Ҳûʹæ򿪳Ҫ³ʱȻеס֡
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֪ŷӦԼղžȻֱӾͳ嵽ˣ֮һ˿ѿ
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صҺѾ䵽Уȴ᲻߽ԡңǾһˮɳϴ
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ҲԼ֪ʱϲݣֻһֱԸϣԲŻʼѹţֱݷֿĸо
ôֻǲԡ
ȻԸǵĸҲǼٵģϲǸ˵ʱãõѳһϰߣһ֮ߣͬһƵġ
վС·Ҳʪһ񣬺͸ڳ˵Ǿ䡰һӦúİɡʱı飬֪о;һسۡ
......һжĴԥӱܲŵ˽ľ档
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һǵ룬Ҳܸ֮оݽԼĳҲܲڲ߱ŨϢ
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֪㶵ؿҲûԼȥһ......ʲô
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գգۣȷʵой̵ˮһ·պ֪вžطϣûС
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96 
ȻЩۣ֪ҲûϣǰҲйĸֻ˵ʹǣˮﻺ˻󣬾ּŸӾ
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ղŵǷʲôˣ
֪󣬸ǲʵǳ𣿡
֪سˣǣҸղŵ˶òְɡ
̾˿Ҳ̫Σˣݼʱ㲻ԾȻĻܾҪˮˡ
һƽ֪룬Ƕ˵лл
ΪС˵ıȻ֮ҸҲټˮˣֻ֪ڰߣ۲ؿˮгΡ
ֱϦ£˲Ӿݣǻϸµغ֪п˸ЧԤƵƵͷ𸶽ǵ֪ʶˡ
ؼָ֮ݶⷢһлϢ
ûãݻ˼򵥵ġá֣֪з·ĻǳƨӣЦЦ㽫ֻˡ
һϰ֪кһᣬ˸ƿţͿشһŪʲô
ڿʲô֪һ䡣
ϣȴӦ̧ܴͷڿ˺˿㡣
֪еҪûᱻŵ𣿲ʲôأ̣
ʱѾв͵͵̣Ҳʲôˡ
˭֪ȴҡҡͷʲô̻
˵ţ͸֪չʾĶ
ⲻֻ𣿡֪Щʲôÿģ
Ȼֻ￴ˡݣҪҪ
ûֻʾ򿪡
ǣ㿪һƵ漴ֻǰ֪Ϻش˹ȥȴڻչֳʱ˲ͺ......ǿЩʲô
ٺһЦҲ
ֿһĻû·ˣ̵֪һƿߣǾԼںֶʲôÿģҳеʱͿˡ
һֱǻ棬̲סһ䣺ݣѵû𣿡
ҡҡͷջĿ⣺ûС
ԣڶЩŵʲôݸȻûп𣿣
һֶʲôֵÿıҪ𣿡
ô˵......˵˵ţȻݵĶѾҲһ߱Цһ߱졣
˺ˣٿЩˡ֪пһҪĩˣʱӦöิϰǡ
ԹƵ
ȻƵѾصˣ֪ҲоԼǻƲסղǰһ޻棬ԽԸȥ룬뷨Խ࣬ǵһ̵ֱġ
Ϊ˲ǿ쳣֪иϽԡϴ衣
òװϵ¶ȸȥһԡֿͷͷֻˡ
Ǳ𣿡֪ЩΡ
ȴݵķŬŬ죺ݸ˵Ҫġ
ЦݸҪֶ֤˵Сһ
֪дԡˣȴҲֻˣ뿴ˡ
˵漴ץ·ͷԡ¹֪ʲô
֮ûˡϨ˵ƺ֪ڴϣſյȴҲоЩȣ𽥷꣬ȴҲ֪λ⡣
Ҫ´ȵˮʱݾִ̽ͷ
˯𣿡
֪еûУˮѡ
ɲᡣ
ˮ֪оͻص˴ϣ뾡˯ȴһδӴܿźı
......ôԼȥ˯֪Щ߬˱ӡ
Ȼǰֲûһ˯ôŸʲô
֪̾ͻһ䣺ҽʲô
Ȼô˵΢Զһ㣬ֱ֮ճʵľͣ
֪Ϊʲôǲݰô
һݺȻʵ㲻ЦҰɣ
֪вЦʲô
Ҵûֶȴ˵ҶݵЩ䣬ܸоԼǲһ
û뵽Ϊ²ģֻ֪ܰο˭˵ģȻǿֶҲûʲô......
δ䣬͸еݴ˹ܺҽ𣿡
֪һӾɵˡ


97 
뿪ݵĻ֮ոˡ֪еͷȫҿԷҲֱʱŷӦԼղžЩʲô
ȻĵݵԼĸ飬ͬʱҲԼں͸ǽĹĶ顣
......ݿ϶¸߸ǣҲûã֪ģ˵һֱϾû˵֮ǰʼΪԼϲݡ
Цһ£֪кݺݵ˰ɥؿڵ㻹ʲôҪʵûеĻȥɣһ˾һ
ؿΣݲŵʲôʱʼģ
֪Щڻش⣬ֻӲͷƤ³˲֪֡
ȷʵ֪Լʲôʱϲݵġ
Ϊϲ£ݵʧ䡣
仰֪ʶؿ죬֪ôֻͣҡҡͷֻԼ˵ҶԸҪ꣬һֱϣԼһǺһbetaȴԼҲ޷ﵽԼµҪƾʲôҪأ
˵⣬֪̾˿ǲնԼӣ
գݺȻȥ۽ǲ飬漴΢Ц˵Ҷʥˣ˭ʮȫʮأοûеԵģϲ˭˭ɲԼƣȻˣֺα׵ĹظԼͽգ
֪Щô˵ģ˶һ᲻ֲǶ
ô죿ݿʵ㻹ѡ񸶽ǣѡң
һ£֪вŵ......Ҷѡ
Ѿ˸һˣټص˺ݣ˶ӦһԼٱҳϰٱİ£ʵһֱ䡣
ԣݳĬκŵҲ⡣
֪̲סʵ......㲻ʲô
˵Ҳﻹи£˵ֻҪϲҾ͹ˡ
һ֪иǲ⣺ĻҲûа취úһģݣ㲻Ҫô΢ŹԼɣĲҪ㡣
ҡҡͷݷ΢΢ЦһֱôģΪǰϲ𣿡
֪ЩΣҡȷʵ֪
ǰ˼ڸˣҲϾȥ֪̽ʲô
ƽţҲ֪ʵ͸һȥ԰ǴΣһֱɡ
ʲô֪Ŀɿڴؿһʱ֮ţҺѧ󣿿Ϊʲô......
û꣬ԼѾõˣ漴Ĭ
̾һݵΪһҲϲңҳʱѾԼĴ㣬ҾͷԼȻڻع֮ǰұ㿪ʼռ½һЩϢҲ......ǰ֪ĵ绰ͳƺ롣
룬֪лȻ򣺡Ǹʱ֪īҵĳ
ţҲû뵽ô㣬ӲʱҽŵòУҲҶ˵ʲôݲ˼ӣұҲûģ˭֪ǸǾȻȵˡ
ᵽǣ֪еֿʼˣ˵Щˣһѧ˵ֵģԺҲ......òҪϵˡ
ȴûһ֮͸ǻҪ̸һ̸Һ˵£һȥ
˵˵ʲô֪в̫⡣
û뵽һһ˵˵ϲҲϲ¡
֪һӾͻˣݣ
ȻѾԼ˲ٵ裬һ뵽Ҫø֪£־Խܡ
ݵܲһӣ׼ʲôȥ֣
㣬֪еȷûֻܳĬ
ǶҪӱˣݵǰҲԶ޷ġ
ã֪в˿ڣ......һ¡
ҲӦˣʲôʱͨ˾͸ңһһֱߵġҲΪǻӦֻԼ⡣
𸶽ڳ˵Ǿ仰ʱģ֪̾һҾǺѧô롣
ΪһеǸǻݣǶûбҪе
ҪҪȵˮݺܿת˻⡣
̧ͷߣ֪жʱеһңˣҲûȥ˰ɡ
Ȼȴûߵ˼ֻסҾͲ𣿡
֪жںһ֫ӴΣʶˣȻţҲ޿κˣڵĻһһֱôȥ
Ƭ̣һÿο͸һʱҶܼʣҲ֪ԼΪ˺Ƥмûбİ취ˣ˭㲻ϲҡȻϲңұ㲻ҲԼپֺڵĸоˣͲܸһ𣿡
̹֪˺һ
ʱúܲƽȺΪѵģô˭ϲأݵԽɬ
Щǻ֪һ㶣Ͻοôѧһģһʵܺãҵ⡣
Ѿ°ʹļϣţȷʵͦͷ۵ġ
֪˵ֵôһʪ͸ĸ𣿶ҵĸ첲š
۴Ŀ֪꣬ҲԥˣǾĬ顣
϶ʪɳ˰죬ܿͽɳ䦳һƬˮգ֪ʾ㻹ǿȥϴɣȻҪðˡ
һ¡һ˵ţһ߰ƫ˹
Ķ֪ЩţڲǸЩʱ......
ȴģʲôʱǸЩʱ򣿡
ǽ֪з̵գһڲŰݡ
ڽȥԡϴ֪вһ
ò˵ѹĻ¶ȷ˺ܶ࣬һ˺ԼһеһҲ˲١
......Ȼ֪ԼԸǡ
־ϴϴϢʱڴϣ֪зȥģôҲ˯š
һԵû˵ʲôֻǽԼ㻹븶ǣ
֪̾˿ҾԼ˼ټѧˡ
ô𣿡˵ֲǹģ˵Ҳһء
Ļ᲻Լͬʱϲ֪Ǿò̫ܡ
Ϊ˷ֹԼڰûԽԽǿԼȥЩ
޷ӱܣһ죬Ǳ򸶽ǳԼĹԷԸԭԼҲܵĳͷ
͸Ƕݵһ𣬶˵Ҳ㹻˰ɡ
ݵĦķ˿һ֮⣬Ҳ֪𽥸е룬˸Ƿ硣


98 
֪ûشִߴٵӦ˽ñҶɣֶ
⻰Щ֣֪иϽˣ˵ҺôƵģֻǰ͵͵һЩѡ˽ʲôղŲѾƬʵ࣬࿴ˡ
ȴҵȻ˵Ƭӣʲôÿġ
֪Ҳ֪˼ˣղȶȣǳоԽû
Ҳ֪Һ˱һƽ˵ǻˣһֱûʱʼҾ;ԼǸࡣ
֪гһ£Ҳ˵û......Ǹог嶯
룬ݱҡҡͷûУܾΪҲɡ
Ǻȷʵ̫......Ȼ仰֪û˵ֻǾοûϵҲԺϲ˾ͻˡ
Ĭ˰Σݲŵʵ......Ѿϲˡ
ԣ֪жʱȲѣģʲôʱ£ԣ˭ţҲʶ𣿿԰㣬Ĳôܡ
û뵽ȴŤѯ˺üҲ˵ֻ֪÷ˣǸ˱𣿻˵Ǳҵ˵
Ҳ֪ʵش𣬡ΪҲϲˣǸ˲ҡ
֪̲סȷһ˼û뷨ֻأ㲻ʹ𣿡
̾˿Щʧ˵ȷˣϲǸҲʶ
ô˵֪Ҳ̾һȷʵȽѰ죬ҲҪԷƱҾͦõģǸûദԲ˽ɡݣ׷Ǹ˵ĻûǲҪֵ̫ƧͶԷ˵˵飬Ȼϲ˼Ҳû취ȥӽǲǡ
ҡҡͷⲻҪ⡣
֪ҲûˣҪȻֱӱ׺ˣʧҲûϵԺһϸõˡ
ллҳ⣬һῼǵġЦһ£ˣ컹ҪϿΣ˯ɡ
պ֪о⣬Ҳ۾
ֻһ˯òôãֻҹһΣεһμĺμ˺һվںĸǡ
ˮһһӿĴ壬֪ԺسУֻøǵԼԽԽܿԼˡ
Ҫǿ׵ǣⱲӿν޺ˡ
һôţ֪һߴȥȻоʲôĶԼ촽
ǣҲ·ҪǵĴϸϸƷζŰݡ
ֱ󶼻ڻζȻһתͷȴ˯еݡ
ҪʱԱŵǸǾͺˡȻ뷨֪ﰵԼǱ̬
......ݵͿôô죿
ֻƳһۣҲûϸ׼ŵ´ȥԡʱȴһӽԭء
˿ĭ֪зɿԡҡ
˭ڲĹţ򼱡
ԡץʪڿ֪ΪεӦһ˵ǽѡ
......ǸƬ
֪ҧгݵشԡ󣬹ֵһ䣺磬·ƣôô֣
⻰֪еȻûشֻúŪ˹ȥ
ʱݸѣ˯ʵؿ߽ûҪ𴲵˼⸱ģ֪ҲûвʲôﲻЩ̬ȶòȻ
Ȼܿͷˣһȥѧ¥;бôоֵֹģ
֪Ϸˣа
˵ͻȻĵ˵ǲû˯ãڲңҳ˺üΡ
ô˵֪һС𣿣
ӦЩ̲סһۣаҲûʲôΪʲôܽŵӣ
֪ĸҽֻܱͣؾԺһ˯
˵ӭ˾ϵЦȥ
ϺðԾִٵغǴ˸к
֪ҲصϺãǲǽѧҪ᣿
ͷڴ˵ѧһȥô
ô˵֪ҲͷӦˡ
ߺϴίʵһߣأ
֪һ£ֲѧ......
Ҳ֪ľ仰˵òԣһҲ˵ʲô漴תߡ
վԭؿݵıӰʧ֪ҲֻεػԼĽ
ѧʱ֪г˽ң׼ȥݵģ˭֪ȴվϣԷڿԼʱҲ̾ǰһȻǰ
ҪҪһȥʳãڵʡ
ûش֪۽ƳҲӽ߳˵ݣʱЩΪѣ......
ݺһȥԷĻӦû᲻˰ɡ
ʱҲ˹ʲô
廥వд֮ķΧҲԽԽ΢
ѣ֪Ҳֻװ֪һȥʳóԷɡ
Ȼ⻰üȴû˵ʲôֻǳĬظ
һ·ϣ֪оֻһûһš
Էʱ֪ں̸ѧ飬ͻȻͼ˿ŽΪô֪ҲûʲôӦͳˡ
ĿһĻȴ΢
뿪ʳúȥСˣת֪޵һ䣺ĹϵǲǺܺã
֪ҲʵǰϾֻһѡ
һֱһ𣬲ȫûԼĿռ𣿡ɻǺܺõҲӦеаɣв......
ţ֪кȻǻлƵģشҲô϶ˣҾҲûʲôɣҲһ棬Ҳǻв˳ԡ
Ŷһû˵ʲôˣȵݻҲˡ
ҲΪ񱣬ԲžݸԼв˲װɡ֪ô²⡣
ѵûоҵ̬Ȳ̫ѺáߺݺȻĪ˵һ䡣
֪ӣûгûԹģʲô̬Ȳá
ȴЦһ£Ҳ˵ϲ㰡
⧲仰֪㶣ȴû̷ˡ
Ǹӣѵ˵ģ
......ʲôϲأ
ôɵˣչϹ޵ֱʱ֪һع
ҡҡͷ֪ɱܿҾˡ
ȻȴҲϲˣǴʲôĿĽӽģһ۾ܿ
ӣ֪ʲôҲ˵ˣ˺һǿЦһҪôϲ˽ӴȻϲǸˣӦðʱԷǡ
ԴˣȴֻҪܿˣΪϲ˲ҡ
ô˵֪뵽ǣҲĬ


99 
ķң֪ջ˯ˣʱͷݲ֪ʲôʱѾһˣֳڼձض
⧲ߣ֪ЩΣֻһ߾رһߴӴˣҸ𣿡
Ц⣬ֲܿʲô
ֻȻûƿĿ⣬֪б뻻·ģôһǲ˼ֻ߳ŭ˵ˣʲôÿģˢϴ
״شӴȻһ·߽ԡ
֪˿ٻ˯¡
ùõֻһ㷢ԸǵĶĻϡ
ϴݴԡ߳Ϳֻ֪ôˣǲǸǸ㷢Ϣˣ
֪вŻعֻصص˵ͷ
˵ʲôˣݵǵʡ
̾˿֪еѧҽûʱ䣬Ҽ档
˵꣬͸оԼֱץסˣͬʱԷҲԼļοûϵҺһȥպҲ̸һ̸
һ뵽һĳ֪оͿƲסظеֻţ......ˣһԼȥɣһȥֻҡ
ԣ̰Թؿ˹ֻ𣿡
ɵҡҡͷ֪лûü˵ͱһ£Ǹоݼţֻݿǻζ
˵ˣӱûõģʲô飬ǶһȥԺòã
֪Ҳ˵ˡ
ǣݵע»ظ˸ǵϢ
Ա˵ݵȻûܵʲôӰ죬ϢʵɣʱҲŬ߳Ŷ
Ǹڴӣ֪̲סЦһ£ðɡ
Ҳȷʵûʲô
ǣܽ˱ˮȺԼ˳Ĳš
űվ⣬֪пڳæµıӰԽԽȻ
һθʱԼ֪ΪʲôıӰϳݣεеػݣֿʼƵػվǸλϵĻ档
......ĸ˻Լ֪һ̾˿
ݺܿ͡ϰڷŵڵʳ֪Щؾſӣζû֣Լ𣿡
ԥΪίѽͦġ
ɵؿһۣ֪вż˿鳴
ףĲ֪оȵֳһ飬ݣĳսúܿ찡
ŵ˵ڼϰ˺üء
˳Էʱ֪ǡɷĿõòǺ뻹һ䣺ûɣôõ꣬費ҪȥҽԺ
Ȼȴҡͷܾˣûʲô⡣
Ȼô˵֪бҲûǿ
Թ󣬿Ҫ͸Լõʱˣ֪бһˡֱϳǻⲻѹͽţϵȫҲ춼ûϵϡ
ݰϵõģô£ҪȻ˰ɣȹ˵
һ£֪мѵ˼ãǵҾ˵öԣҲһֱӱܣҶһʱ㲻һͽɡ
ţýš˵գһڣǵ֪еĶֿʼˡ
ﵽǼҺ֪ǶķӣִùġʱݺȻǣ֣ǴӶԷﴫȶһӾͰ˲١
ûøǾˡ
ڿ֪кݽһʱϵı齩һ˲û˵ʲôֻǽȥ
ɳ֪вȻݵȻǣһ𣬶ʱææ˦ˡ
ǣ......
û˵꣬Ǿ͵ȥݲ衣
ۿŸǵӰʧ֪Щûڡ
ղžȻŵԼ......ǿ϶Ѿˡ
һԵݼ鲻ԣߵô࣬ԽžԽҪ⣬ȽϺá
˵ǶŲ߳ʱľ֪жߺĥ龰
ǵĽŲ֪иϽԶһ㡣
Ѳº󣬸Ǳ׵ؿڵһ԰ɣ
֪㶣漴Ĭص˵ͷ
̾˿ǵģƣ֪Уʲô˵𣿡
......֪ԥˣЩﾡںڣȴֲ¶ǣ......
˵ڣݸɴ֪̹ˣ˵Ҳϲҡ
֪̾ͽסˣѾԼ˺ܶ裬һ¶ʱǸоһ£Ｘ˲Ʒ˿ɬζ
ôһ̣վߣʣǻûж
Ĭ˲֪ãڳˣţҶҲµˡ
ı鿴ȥƽȴʵѡһֱң԰ɡ
֪ͣȴһ飬ʲôҲ˵òشĸѹ̵ֻؿЦһ¡
˽֮ʣ˵ˣŪúݵӾһòãֲĩˣڰڳֱ𣿡
ʱ֪Ѿû˺˼⻰ĸҲֻǵͷ
֪ˣףҸ
δ䣬ݾ͵Ұ㣬Ӱڶ𣿡
ץץͷǽ˵ЩģΪʲôôŸˡ
̾һǲѾһǻʲô˵ģ
͵ҵϣĺ˵һ
˵ţʾ⸶ǿ֪УǳϲûҲû˵ϲ㰡Ҫ˵Լ˭ѡҲԲ̸¡
øǻʵأô
ãǻûشҲûˣֱӰ˸˳ʣ֪жԴڿ
ܲ˵ĻǾ͸ɴøҡݺ˵ǲ˳ģҪôҲں
ü˺һŵ......ʾ𣿱Һ֪лû֡
ݹ˹ǣôأȻں㽻Ҳϲҡ
仰̲סһۣݣ㲻ܹ𣿡
ʲôʸ˵ң㲻ҲϲȴҪȵǴߣ׼αװܺ𣿡ݳЦЦҪȻɣԸºʼ֮ǰԼᶼһһѡԼҪģֻҶ𣿡
Ŵ俴ԼҲûٶ˵ʲôת˿
ȥ֪̽ŵؿ˹ȥѧ˵Щʲô
Ӧòڴɣ
ݰο˵һЩѡ
ܿ죬ҲˣĬɳ
֪гΣߣǣԲ𡣡
ʵûбĻ˵ˡ
ҡҡͷǺȻɬϲ𣿡
仰֪еһ


100 
ѧῪʱ֪зԼߣɱݵĻȻЩš
͸ѧӦú԰ɣкȻʵ
֪׼˼Ҳ˵ΪݵĹϵȻҲûлʶѧ
̨ϵĸǣпѧĺ㣬ܺĺ˰һΪʲôأ˵Ҹһʱͬ࣬ҲԹѣȫ˻ᡣ
ᵽ⣬֪о뵽Ƿ飬Ҳܰ˵ֻҺʶΪһᣬʵʶԺҲŷȥôĮ
ȻҲˡ
˶٣һЩĪ⣺֪ϲ𣿡
...֪㶣û뵽ȻҲôһӾܿҲ̫أҲ
ûȥˡ
֪мﻹˣֻԵͬǵټ漴ͺһš
ϣԡϦվﻹһ򣬿֪˾ӭȥôôðҶˡ
˵ž֪׼뿪ְ嵱ɿо֪ЩΣֻܿ׵һ䣺ҪһȥԷ𣿡
ˣһؼҳԡŵϣֶЦһЦݣҲϲǰûͰͬѧһ򡣡
ֻ˭ͺ˭򡣡
Ҳ̬ȣת֪ʵұȽϲëѧпһȥٳ򣿡
оקԼֽ˽֪бһʹʶܾˣҡëòã˰ɡ
ȻȴݣݣҪҪҲһ棿ë𣿡
ݵüļ˲ˣȻᣬôұ𣿡
пյĻһòãȻ΢Ц
ҧҧϾʹӦˣð
Ⱥֱ֪вɻôͻȻһëˣ
ݱ鲻мغһҪ֪Ӯҵġ
֪бҲعζˣǸ𼤽˰һ仰Ϲˡ
ݣȻ̲סЦ
˰ëĸ͵ѧУϰһϣһ־ӡ
ôܣ֪пƲסԼˮĳ嶯ݣҪһô죿
ˣҲ䡣ȴţͿʼëˣϴӾҪΪˮҿ϶Ӯǵġ
˵ǰëù......ݣ֪Ҳ̼ˡ
˵ڶѧ˾һȥ˲ٳֹݣҲԼëĹ
֪УҪһ𣿡һ䡣
˿ԾԾԵݣ֪ҡҡͷЦ˵ǴɣëĲУҰøǡ
ʱƵ壺˵ĻҪô
˼һ漴Ͼ˵ҪȻİɣ˭˵Ļ˭......ȥԼϲ˱ףݣΣ
һԵ֪⻰̾Ϳݡ
ҲüĬƬ̺ͷͬˣðһΪ
һΪЦе˵
ȻҪǱֶģ֪ҲҲʲôֹֻĬشһߡ
ܿ죬˾Ϳʼ˱
һ֪пʲôܸо˵ʵ£ȷҲҧúܽ˺Ѳµ
ֹһ͸ɴתȥСˮȥˡ
ˮ󣬷гϢ֪б㽫ˮֱݸǣôҼǵùģݵӦҲɣ
Ц˵ţȷʵܲЩˣûأ˭˭ӮҲһ
ԣϰĿȪˮݵ֪ееᣬšҰɡ
ЩԼ֪Ȼò˼ҲòݰƿǸšˣ
ؽ˹һߺˮһֶڿԼü
Ϣһּˡ֪ȫ̹Ħ߿߼űȷ֣ʱûһ͹ȥˡ
ȻӮⳡҲúࣻǴͷ󺹣˺üƽ˺Цû뵽ļȻҲܺá
ͷ˿ȪˮŵҪǲĻһԺȡ
ҡҡͷ䣬ģǸԼһеġ
仰һ˵֮նʱùˡ
⻰֪в֪ôͻȻԤһһ£ҲһѽȪˮƿˣ˴̶졣
ǿЦЦת˻⣺ʱҲˣǻȥɡ
֮˱һȥʳá
ĬƬ̣ݿڵȷʵͦģֻǿӮѡ
֪ţǼ⣬ϽάᰡҾм㶼ȥء
Цһݵǹġ
û֪зӦȻֲһ䣺Ҳǹġ
㶣֪в̫˵Ĺ⵽ָķ棬Ҳûˡ
ܿ죬˵Ļʲô˼ˡ
ֹ죬˸ݲڵʱ䵥֪УԼһȥУƷꡣ֪ûԥģɵ˵ԼҪҪ˵ʱֿʼеЩ
Ʒ֪Կżɽ壬㾿ʲô˵
Ĭ˺һСҺݴǸģӦûǵðɣ
֪еһӾͳ˺ҲòӦ......ǵá
̧ۿһһ䣺ԣҽ׵ģ֪УӦ𣿡
˿ĭ֪еһ޴룬˺ðµ˵ҡ壬ڻѧҲûпǹ飬Ҫ......ҶҲûָо
Ϊ峹׶룬ǰʵ˵˳
ԣϵıЩʧ΢Цŵ˵ͷˣҲû취£͵ʲôҲû˵ɣԺ󻹿ԼѵĶԲԣ
ô֪ҲţǵȻ
ĬĬ˺üڹ֭ʵ֪Уܲðһ£ϲ𣿡
֪гһ£ú˵Ҳûʲô˵ģǱˣУҲ
𣿡̾˿ǲҲӦò˵ȽϺã
֪ôشֻ֪ܸЦÿ˵뷨ͬ......ΪûҲΪһĸо
ȻȴδأҲǸֻʱϰαװԼѣ˵ʵҲĬĬϲء
ǻϲԼ...ϧ֪о·ĿԱԵõһĿԻҪСԼ㡣


101 
ڸǾ仰һ󣬿ʱһƬž֪˶ã֪вżѵǣ㲻𣿡
ȸǿڣֽ˵ȥ֮ǰͺ˵ҴӸʼϲˣֻǸʱ򲻸˵ΪҾԼһˣ˵ʲôأҲû뵽ǻҲû뵽ᷢЩ£ȫûҪƭ㡣
һ˵⣬ҲЩʣʵ仰Ҳ㣬ϲҵϲΪҧ븺λǽֻΪúһ棿
ʵ֪Ҳô˵ģʼվõͷѹϵĻ䲻֡
һλǳĬˣòſɬ˵......ûô룬ϲһ˵ĻͲһҲġ
һ֪ƣصͷ֪ҵĴҲܺڣٶ˵ʲôҲûҪˣǾͷְɡ
ǻûڣһļٵģ㲻𣿡
֪кһ̲ͣס͵һۡ
ȴΪ⣬ת򸶽һ䣺Ҳô𣿡
򴽣ǵɫҲ䵭ݣ벻ôֲֶҺ֪֮飬òɡ
ϧֻǳЦЦּ˵ȥǲҲйˣ
ٳ֪иɴվˣҲ첻̸ʱ䡣
ֿ۵ͷĸǣûס˵ǣҪǻһĵĻʱң㲻......ҲûϵҲġ
˵վߣȻȴʱס֣޷뿪
......ݣ㻹ʲô𣿡֪̾˿ֻȥҲû취ٺʲô
ݿʵѡӱָǣ᲻áΪ͸Ƿ鲻Բҡң
֪лعЩգڷ£Ҫ˵Ļ𣿡
Цһ£ݵͷãô˵Ҿͷˡ߰ɣȥ
ֿȻͬһɳϵĸǣұ֤㲻ͷôţͺ޹ˡ
ǵĺᶯ˶Ȼû˵ʲô
֪еҲЩˣûݵ֣ɶԷ˵仰ͰԼһ·˴űߡ
һ𣿡ƿ֮ǰһ䡣
֪Ϊʲô֪һĪоЩ̫ԾҲ˵ֻܵͷ......ţ߰ɡ
ǼȥʱԵݺȻһģ̶ַסſ
ôˣ
֪вŸ꣬ݾѾ˫۽յϣһºŷӦʲôϽһ߷סιȥˣһߺĸǡ
ǸʱҲΪݵӶ۾
......ƺǷˡ
ݵĶͷǳƬ̣ȥ鿴ֱۣ꣬ȥҺûзʲôԾĵطУҩ𣿡
֪ҡҡͷǼ𣺡˵û£ҲΪʲô⣬Ӧô죿ҪҪϿȥҽԺ
ǵţȥԿףȷ
æҵذѻԵݷ˳һ·۵糸ظϵҽԺ
ֱݽҽ֪в˿ԵŴʱ˿ڲˡ
һԵĸƺǿǣοİɣҽڣݲµġ
ûע......ôһ£֪еӵˡ
̾һҲĴ
漴˰ΣʵҪ𣿻ȥ
һ£֪лǵѡ
⻰øǿһۣҲû˵ʲô
˵ղ֪лΪǳĬķӦʹʣĿԼ֪޾صȥעתƵ˶Էϡ
Ȼ......Ҳ͸һҪ
Цһ¡
ʱǺȻ֪У......һ¡
֪Щؿ˹ȥ׹仰˼
ܿ죬֪Լû취ղܹôն˵ֻ֣ԸǵסǣԸ֮УƭԼ͸ǻûߵһ
֪ûлشֻ͵˵һԲ
ڣǱ߲žʹˣҽ߹һݵ
ȻǸȾµķա
ҽߺ󣬸Ƕ֪еҪȥ𣿡
֪վ֮ǰεĻ滹Ŀ¡
߽ͷѾˣ״̬ȥҲûиղô⡣
֪΢ۿЩȣôˣ㲻Ҫ˰ɣû£ġ
һ֪вŵ;ֲԾ㵱ʱҲѾо˰ɣΪʲô˵ҪǿҪҳţ
ֻǱؾ˵Ҳ֪Ȼôأˡ
˵գְ֪ԼҲ˰ɣЪһ
ĬĬĻǵȻû£Ҿˡ
·Ǵⲻ֪ȻҲ˵ʲô
ȸߺݲ̾һϧһ
֪Ϊ⣺ʲôһ
Ƶ˵ұŸǻת֮ǰ뿪˭֪ȻߵҴſڵʱԼȳŲסεˣֻ˵ɡ
......Ӧòתġ֪ԳЦһ¡
˴ԼЩģȻ˵ˡϲһ˾ͲһҲġĻǾͱȻ޷ԼĴ
Ŀ⣬ݺȻҲδأͿжϲˣϲĳ̶Ⱥϲĳ̶ȲµĻǻпЭġ
ڰοԼ֪дʱҲ£֮»Ժ˵ɣҪǸϿá
Ĭһ£ʵȽϲǱȽϲң
֪ԾüʵشҲ֪
ţҲá̾˿ʵҲǺ֪𰸡
ʸ֪̲סֵһۡ
ӣҲ¶˵óѵ΢Цˣȥɣ̫ۣչҡ
֪гɵһû£
Ȼݳֻŭһۣһֱĸ׳֡
ͷνѾϰˡ
üƬ̣֪ǿϣ㣬ɣҽҽԺ
ԸҴҲҽԺûûζĵӪ͡ڴʵ
˫ۣ֪һʱӦ
뿪ҽԺʱձôӡʪۼ
л˵
˻ҪһЩ۲ŻһϾǶڱصԸ񣬶һ˵Ҳ׳ûôܣλ⡫


102 
Դʧ֪֮к֮ͻָ罻״̬˸о˲١
ҲЩ׹˵Ļ˼ˣֻݶĬز¡
ݣ֪ѧƽʱϲʲô𣿡
뵽ǾͿҪ߿ˣڶ죬ʱҲ֪˻᲻ϵ֪кʱǰ͵ף߿˳ˣԱ㼱ȥݴ
룬ƺҲ̫ȷӣҲ̫˺˵Լϲʲô߲ϲʲôǰҸﶼҸĸ׼ģյҲûʲôӦ
ⲻͺѰ֪Щɵۡ
һرøһֱߣõʱԼǾ͸ˡ
ۿ͸ϤݶԼʲôҲֻöԽʾ֭ؿ˼ڤˡ
ڼ֮ǰǻϰһΣΨһĻˣһҪ֮ǰʲôС
֪ʱԼߵѣϧȺ˸ó˼Щ£ûܸʲôõĽ飬Ͷҽɴơ
omega˼ܹǱȽϸģ˵ء
֪е˼һŵǸ˵Ĺϵô
ΪƿԼĿģ֪пȥ˸ǵݣֻ˵һϵȽϺõѣԷǸΪˣԼѲµ뷨
ƱϵеĻһЩʺʹõƷ뵶綯ˢ֮ģ
ԥһ£֪еҸоҺĹϵûز
Ǿʵİɣ̻˶ģ
Ƶ֪оòã֪ˣллơ
һۣƺȻЦʵôĵӦòͨѰɣѲݵģ
֪ԭأֲһ䣺ģڶûȤˡ
˿֪ҡҡͷǣһҺչ˵ѣҾԺҲмĻˣԲһһֱߵϣܼǵҡ
ʵ뷨
ԣưһΪʲôˣѵҪ𣿡
֪еҲǣֻǾ......Һδͬ·ˣϵҲû취ˡ
Ҳ˼ҶˣʵûϵϾ·Ƕܶ಻ͬѣҲЩֻһ·ѣ֪һͬйݻҲԶǣֻҪĻ͹ˡ
֪Ҳ̾һţҲôġ
ǲб뷨ƺ׵һ䡣
֪Ļˣǣֻ......
޴ӣ̲סһЦ˺ˣ£Ҳ˵ȥģ֪У㲻ǽĻ˵Լ𣿡
֪˵......
ƵѽԵĻͱԼźҲҲǺݱôȻʧˣҲˣԵԺͲһֱˡ
˵⣬֪գգۣң˵ɹأ
֪еһˡ
ʹƺ֪˼˼죬һ
԰ԼдֽϣĻһ͵͵͸ǣʧǾˣһͬأ
ȻڸǻԼӦ£֪Ҳûôϣ
òѡ֪б׼ѧԼһȥ̳ģûܰݵľֻһȥˡ
ʲôʵ
֪еҴѧֱʡ
ûǾѧϰƷȽʺϸǣҸֱкӰװҲ԰ԼŷŽȥ
ݺһ¶ܲ³
Ȼô˵ǻ֪һľߵһľߵ䡣һֱ䵽ϣ֪вѡǵĸֱʡ
̳ʱֵôãǲҲø͸ʲôףĩ˳
ĩҪʲôﰡֻ֪εԱܰɡ
ܺ˾վ·߳ݳųźȻһ䣺Ǳҵ㻹𣿡
֪б⻰˵֣뵽ǣҲЩп˵˴ѧܿͻˣʱҲҪ˰ɣѧһ
һۣݵҲģֻ㲻ѡ
ǿϲͬĴѧԺҲ˰ɡ֪Ϊ꣬Ҿѧһȥضѧ
ʱݺе㲻ˣôḶǡ
֪ŷӦϽǸԲΪѧͿҪҵˣҲŻһֱ¡
͸ܹദһʱˣȸ˴ѧҲʱ㸶ʱ䣬Լûʱ䡣
һ䣬ݻǵû£ֻҪһֱѵĻҲһֱ͸ѣ㱣֤
㶣֪иж˵ţлл㡣
ȥʱ˶Щأڻ٩ǲǳˣ˭ûлӦŪòԵĹͷԡ
֪оڴдԼıšΪ˲øԼѾ˼дίĩƴΪԼĵǸֻ󸶽ǲῴžͺԼϽ
дѾ˹ĺ֪аۺ÷Ž˸ֱʺֻǽѹĭ·
ҪǸյ͵ˣǲô
Ѻ°װãܹȻ˯ˡ
ܿ͵˸Ǹϰһ졣
κ֪͵͵һĸֱ˳ѧǰıҵϣ¡
΢ȵҵʵרġ
֪ҡҡͷѧҵ⣬ҲʲôصĶ°ɡ
ô˵Ž˹˵ллҿֱӴ𣿡
......Һûаŷϡһôţ֪һߵ˵ͷ
ںֱ֧ʺ󣬸΢˰βŽֱĦһ£лл㣬֪У˵ҵһյѵ
֪оȵؿѵѧǰҲûѣ
ǵͷţʵҺһлл㣬һһֱ֧ʵģҲ㡣
⻰֪Щֱ죬̣ƽԼﻰһԵ˵˳Ҳܸмѧҵչˣϣ......ϣѧһֱѡ
ԿǿǿĴѧ˵Ļֿǵѧˡ
ҵȻᡣҸ߿ǿһȥ棬˴ѧҲٻؼҵʱ㣬㲻õġ
ʵ֪оԼ۾ѾЩʪˣŬ¶Цţһ£ѧֱʵİװҲҪŶѱóѺӷųȥɹɹ̫Ҳá
Ȼ̫⣬ҲӦ


103 
Ȼľƣ֪ڻؼ֮ǰƵгҪõʳģƣظ
ò׻صҺ·һͷڴ˯˹ȥ
ˣֻֽͨӱܵķʽԼĸС
֪Ǳֻѵģ۷ɫѾʱһ²ץֻȻĻʾݵ֡
ԲһСľ˯ͷˡ֪б߽ӵ绰ߴӴæҵشЬȥƵʱ򻹲㱻
绰ͷϽû£ҪżֻΪ㲻ˡ
֪пֶһ£ͻȻֳһĸоѾӦˣһȥġˣҪˣٵһȰɡ
ţüҲǺְܶοһ䡣
˵绰֪еָͨѶб︶ǵͣ˰ΣǿЦŰֻһߡ
ڣ˶Ӧø侲һ²ǡ
ٶ֪óºаѷ˶װ˽ȥԼ϶ûʱȳԵģֻܴȥһԡ
ôϣִҽԺʱҲϰ˵ˡ
ˣݵ۾Ъɡ
ҡҡͷ֪аѱºһһϣôˣӦҲȵúܶ˰ɣȳ˵
һԡȲش˱ºУĲ˻ôóԡ
֪вЩЦ㻹ûأô֪óˡ
ȻΪİ
Էʱ򣬿ܵӣ֪ҲûôˣǱ˲ˣԣСҭţĻﻹС
ʱݳԷٶȺȻԥƬ̺ʣòã
ǰ֪һܾ첻֪ôȻЩˣ˼һǳɵصͷ
ͬ⣬ݼ۷Ź⣬ĵּͷԷǶһֱƲס̡
״֪̲סҲ΢Ц
˳Թ֪ΪۣԿϴϺͺһ˯Աߵ㻤ϵģͲסݵĥӲݣֻкһˡ
͸ͨ𣿡һָһʡ
֪ε˵˯ͷˣôܻѧ绰
һأֵѹˣ˽ǲ־ˡ
Цһ£֪ѾҺʧ˰ɡ
漴ת˻⣺˺úһȥôϲɽȪǸɴȥѩỬѩҽ㡣
̾˿֪еǲҺ㲻һû취ôʱļ١
ŶһݵҪȻҼҹ˾ϰˡ
û⻰ϣ֪ʵôòȥϰû𣿻㸸......Ǽ¾ûУ
ᵽ⣬ݲΪȻнҲԸŵģΪֻϲһӣأһҾͻǸȴֲòȺͶԷһʹʮˣȻվˡ
ԣ֪Сĵһ䣺ĸأʱû㣿
ҡҡͷݵϲһƾӹˣҵĴڡڼﻹҵֻүүҲǺܺãҵʱҲˡ
գ֪в֪˵Щʲô......㸸Ϊʲôô˵ϾҲĶӲ𣿡
ݳЦһ£ˣҲôģ͹ˡ
⻰֪ûнӣ˺ܿ˳ĬҲԽԽе룬Զݵ˯ˡ
ȴ˵һûϴأҺòã
֪סˣ......л𣿡
ݵ˵Ҳϲİߡ
Ͱ͵ؿһ±Ҳ𣿡
£֪вòӦˡ
䲢ԡԡʱ֪вɵпһºǲһ͹֮һתͷ⧲ͶѾ¸ݡ
㡢ôż·ʲôһûˮء֪иϽͷƲһȥ
ȻûݵԷЦҲҪѵ
ˮԡ㼯ҲһķΧòװˮˣ̵֪ȥɣҸ걳
ȫû̧ͷݸOO@@ѿӡԼˮȷϣš˵ëҲͳǸ˹ȥȴû׼Сĵݵϡ
ܽ𣿡
ëʱɫʵ
ֱʱ֪вſһۣԼ䵽ĵطȥеҲУʲôýŵġ
˵գùëݱϴ
ڿҿҵش˰֪ͷ󺹵ֱ壬ԼѬЩͷˣ㽫ëݸݣʣµԼɣҪȥ
ȴߣֻһֻ֣ϴҪô·أ
֪к뷴֮ǰôģԼûкݶǵ˵ͷϴҡ
ʵǱƵòˣΪůֳԵʡ
Ъһ֪вŸվԼϵ⣬Ǳڻ߽ȥһͷ˯վ
ҿۿӰɡ
ݺôѾ˿ӣ֪а˿߹ȥ
۵ʱȻݵڶ߼ľú찡
֪еֶʱһ˯ϵĿӸˣ......Ϊȡ
򶨵ĻشЦһ¡ȵ֪еĶ࣬ľظӺϾ͵һ
Ҳûٶˣలµɻ˴ϡ
Ĵϣǻɢĵԡ¶㣬޵ѵϢñ֪иЩۣûһЩ˯
ƫƫʱһ˲ѹ˵⣺͸ǽеһˣ
ʱһɨգ֪ȣʶһŲŲʲôһ...
ݵ......ֻǽǶ𣿡
ʱ֪еѾƵؼˣݿԼľȣֻܱؾػش𣺡ʲôҺѧ֮˽
ţӦǾֻǽˡû뵽ݾȻЦ˵һ䣬첲Ҳʼʵĵطߡ
ͼ֪иϽҵذס
ȻݵĴѾһӡգʪĴ֪΢΢һϵĶһʱҲŷˣǱ˳̽Լ·
֪и뿪ڣݾͶסĴһֻܱ任ΪҵĴϢ
֪Ӧƿ֪ȴ㱾ԼЩݵУˣͬʱݵĿƺҲԶȴǰҪǿҡ
κݲ뿪Ĵ˵ĺЩȣ֪лûü˵ͿԶ׼


104 
ʱƣһһȵĸ߿ˡΪѧУǿ֮һԸһ߶ѧżڼңϰβ׼ĩ
˵ѵõļڣ֪ȫûҪϰ˼Ķڸ߿ĸǣһԷܿóɼһȴΪޱꡣ
ŬһĻ֪ܲܺ͸ǿͬһѧ
......ǼƺҽңҲҪѧҽҲ˵ĻԼû취ˡ
뵽⣬֪̲ס̾һűֽһ
ʱݴ˵绰
߿ȥӸ𣿡ݿżɽ
ԣ֪һ£ѵѧĸĸȥ𣿡
һ㲻ǸĸУſڵȴӵ
ݵţˣҪҪȥ֪￼ԡ
֪иϽȥһȥ
ڵ绰Լ˼ʱ͵ص㡣˵绰֪˷ͣҵȥˣǵʱӦú˵ʲôˡ
һٸǲŻȥϴѧҲ˵ǻദʱ䡣
......ڸֱʺҲܱ
һ뵽㣬֪е
òε˵ڶ磬Իûʱ֪оѾݸĵִַ˸ǿԵѧУðգͷ󺹡ȺĸĸǼһƿϡ
ۿԶҪˣݲ٣ɹһͨ죬ǲʵô𣿡
֪Щ˼³ٵɴˡ
ûҪʱ䲻ǲ˳ġֵҺ͸Ѿ˵ˣ꣬һȥտɣҲڼҡ
һȥǼң֪ȻϴӦˡ
վµһӣ˴
֮ſĿһһѧͬ˳ӿ˳ԶԶȥѹѹһƬԷֱ˭˭
һ߽˳ѰŸǣ֪һ߶ݰæһңȴҲûпϤӡ
ѵûǣѾ뿪ˣ
֪нƲ֮ʣȻоԼļġ
һعͷϵľǸǵ΢Ц
ǱǺһˡ˿
ع֪̰ˮ˹ȥѧ㿼Ӧòɣ
ӹˮ󣬸ǵл԰ɣ϶ǰϰĿӵĻܺģ⿼ķࡣ
֪ŷѧһԵġ
ֱʱݲſڵ߰ɣ˺öࡣ
ѧУĸֵ˵ǱΧˮйֻͨ·Уһֱ֣߳ǼҵĳŵԿ˽
ϳ󣬸Ǳĸ绰㱨Ҳ֪С
ʹƿˮ𣿡ûʲô仯
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ݵû¡
˵գù֪ˮ
ʱ绰ĸҲڵտʲôӶǰ׼ʳġ
֪æԣҲʳ
һһѲൽ֪̲סôණ˾ܲܳꡣ
ڶǼˡ֪֮һ۾Ϳֻɳ˯è䣬ʱϲʵѧ㻹㸸ĸͬˣ
εЦЦţǸ˺ܹܶˣһȡһֽС䡣
һ㵽溰һȦʮֻèаֻ֡
ȽϺǺ⡣
֪ɳ϶һèѾ׼ʳˣҲϽ˹ȥҲæ
ǣһϴ⣬û೤ʱͰʳĶ׼ˣ˵԰ְտõ¯ӿʼװ
ȻҪæ֪жЩһϲֻͨúһԼʳμӹ
ɫտ¯Ҳ˳ˣ۵һͷǺֵ֪ԡšʪë
ллӹʪëǳ΢΢һЦ
ͬһʱ̣֪беԼʼܿ૵һ䣺ѧĸֱ𣿡
ǵţܺãлл㣬Ҳš
֪еͷڸ֮࣬һ˿ʧ䡣
ǱߣԹǶ˻ݰͲסˣԿʼտ𣿡
Ǻ֪ŷӦϽȥһʼտˡ
Ϊٳտ֪еļܲǻһСľͰʳսˣҲ࣬ﷴݿʳóԡ
ôҿûаɣһ߷Ŀһߵ˵ʲôҰ㿾
֪ע⵽˵ϲԿ߲ˣǾּ߲˴ݸݡ
ķؿúϾͰЩ߲˴ױһط֪еȴֻ֪һ㣬ȫ˸ǡ
ܲˬҲɴһƨơƾ͹һڣˣˡ
üƣ̫ˣҪϴһ
ûֻƵĲơƹޡ
ˣ֪к͸˱ȥ˿¯ߡûؿһ⣬֪е־ͱˡ
û°ɣǸϽñơƹ޸£ȻѸٴȥԡҳˮ
ԼĴĸе֪оִٵѧûʲô£һˮͺˡ
ǵȳţȥ˸
Ÿճȥûãݾ˸˽𣿡
ҡҡͷ֪е̵һѡ
Ÿ˵꣬ݾͲɷ˵֣ʼͿҩͿʣղΪʲô̵
֪̾˿ΪҲС......
δ䣬һֱ۰ͿҩݺȻˣΪ͵͵̫𣿡
էȻô˵֪е̾Ͷ˶սľرܿ̽ƵĿ⣺ʲʲô...ǣû͵ѧľǲСĶѡ
ĬƬֱ̣֪̲סԼʱݲһǿҿ˰ɡ
ʱҲ˸ˣڸ֪вҩһ²ŵԭѾҩˡ
֪һĻţֱӾͰָ˻ˣûˣǼտɣǶûʲôء
»ص˻԰
׼ؼҵʱ򣬸ǻ˸֪УȥҪǵĨҩУʲôʱңڸ߿Ѿûˡ
֪иϽͷţллѧһĩһŬġ
Ǹ߿ʱҲȥǼ͵ġ΢Ц˵
Ϊ仰ؼҵ·֪Ѿʼڴ˸߿ˡ
ԱߵݺȻʵûҪʲôѧ
ûá֪ʵҪȵʱۺϳɼǰɡ
ĬΣˣ㲻͸ǿͬһѧ𣿡
֪ҲĬؾ˵......ѧѧУһϵģǳӲпܣӦûɡ
ǣҲʲôˡ


105 
ҪҪ......
û˵֪꣬о̰ԼȥͬʱæҵץӰԼιˣֻ˯...
͸˺һֱ֪е񶼿ʼһת˵ƺڴҲؾصġ
оȷʵˣ֪в˿Ҳ΢ˡ
ھĬ˰ΣСڵûб˼ֻǾ......ǵĹϵûһ
Ȼȴ΢ŵ̾һֻǻû¸ǰɡ
仰֪סˣҲҲκܹԷɣɵð˽ȥ
˸OO@@֪лûӦͱݸű˻
ûϵҿԵȵԸ⳹׽ҵʱ򡣡ҲѾôˣһģȻŸǣҲ......㡣
֪ЩȻƬ̺ʵֵ𣿡
Ц˵ֵֵѵԼ˵㣿ˣͱЩˣ𣿿˯ɡ
˵գֺ֮ǰһ˰Ū֪ЩЦá
ΣݵĻů
֪кܿĺ߳硣
˰ҹͱˣ۱㷢ΪȻԼټϲůϵĺӣ¡
ŵشݵĻ֪ͷϵֻ뿴һʱ䣬һ򿪾ͿĻԸǵϢʱǡ֮ǰ
Ŀڡ˯ĸϣֿ˿Ѿָ賿ʱ䣬֪кȻЩ֡
ΪʲôǻҹԼϢ֪ԷǸעϸڵˣҪ˵ӦҲֻѡԼܹʱ﷢Ϣ̫ܻ¡
Ī......ΪµĽ̶ûа취ٵȵڶ죿
֪ʱһ£ԥһץֻС˴׺漴ȥ
էȻ뿪ů¶˸¡룬֪ں÷ţǲһ绰
û뵽ǣ绰ֻ˼ӵʱͱˣΪΧ̫Եʣȫܹǵĺ
˿ĭ֪гΪʲôôҷϢʲô𣿡
Ȼ֪Ϊʲô绰ͷĸȻûлشֻǺƲһ¡
ɻԽԽֻ֪һ飺ǣʲô飿
Ҳڿˣһ˿޷εĿɬ㻹ǵ㵱ҵֱ֧𣿡
ֱʣЩĪĴ֪ͣ˼˰죬ǻȻ
ֱʱ׹˵ʲô
......㿴Ƿˣ֪Ҳطŵ
֪ǲΪûʲô仯ǺȻʼЩ״εصǸԲ𣬶ԲҲ֪ĴûעװֱʵĺӣҲû뵽дҵŷǸط......
Ȼ֪вɵÿЦһʵҵʱΪ֪ŻѡŷģҲͦЦġ
ǺһͣĬκѹʵΪʲô֪
֪̾һҲȫ֪ô˵أʱ㿴ϣܿҲû㿴˻ôϾڵʱΪԼһԸ
ǲһԸ
仰֪л㱾øǺϾҪ޳Ƶġ
֮áΪֻһվڶҹУֶ֪ˣȴδϣɺԼͷԸһ㡣
һ󣬸Ǵ˳ĬҽԺ𣿡
֪мѵسˣţϾҲΪҵĹϵסԺġ
ǵ֪У......Ҹʱٺһġ
ãʱпա֪̾һˣҲȥ˯ɣ컹Ҫء
˵绰ֻģϴվ˺һӡ
ʵûзֵĻԼǷŵĴˣԼ﾿дЩʲôӶǲ̫壬ֻʵ̫ǰ顣
ΨһȷдǷʱ飬ʵԼ븶طʱĸоһһ֪ûнȴֿƲסĶĽ
ôȥŻǽ䲻ǡ
˰ѿҪ֪кһתطһŤͷȴȻݾȻϢؿűߣҲ֪վ˶á
......ˣ֪һ£Ǳҳ𣿡
ҡҡͷİɣҸѡ
߹ס֪б֣һߺһýӲָ⣬ôഩһðô졣
֪бҲס֣䣬ǻȥɡ
ط֮ݸ˱ˮűůָ֣˼ײ˿յ¶ȡΪԼæǰæ֪ҲЩΡ
ˣϢɣ岻ãҪҹ֪иϽˡ
˯֮ݲſʵΪʲôͻȻҹ绰ʲô𣿡
ԥһ£֪лǰԭ㻹ǵʱǸ߿֮ǰȥ̳𣿡
ͷݵôͻȻ̸ˣ
֪̾˿ʵǰװֱʵĺǷһţֱŷˡ
ԣЩ΢ȣǺܿƽ顣أ֮ʲôӦ
......ʱһġ֪еͷݣ㲻ܲȻ˵Ҳϲ㣬ֻҪѧһͷųźţҾ̲סչȥʵǿƲס
˵仰󣬷ﰲ˰Σ֪кȻоԼͷ
ݵЩΣ˵ôôЩأչȥΪϲϲ˱ȻеķӦһ֮ҲҲϿƲסشչȥ𣿡
֪......
ʾɵһҾͲˣ͸İɣҾÿź̬ӦҲġ
漴˵ƣȻһΰ֪§˻
ܵǹɴŴԴԴֻ֪ԼԭҲʼů
ǰĵ˯˹ȥ
ڶΪҪϰ࣬뿪֮ǰ˵ȴҡҡͷܾˡ
Ҳ۰ɣûϵԼһ˾ͿԣסҲܳԺˡ
ԽôƵᣬ֪оԽԼ˻ǴӦˡ
һĹ󣬸Ҳ˵绰ѯûʱ䡣
һ춼Ҫǣ֪Щƣһ뵽ȥֻӶѣվǸԼˡ
ǰѼصԼ˸ѧУ֪в̫˾ʲô˼ȥ֮ŷָǾվУſڵԼ
ǽȥɡ
ô˵֪пҪôȥ
ǵѾ˵ˣǿԽȥСʱ
˵գǣ֪е֣һѧУȥ


106 
߿ĩҲ֮
Ϊ֮ǰǵĶҸ֪һοúܺãһԾŽ˰༶ǰʮЩʦҲٽﲻѡ
õɼ󣬲ֹǵĸ߶ĳ׽ˣҲǸǰһܹɵӣǴҶ׷ͶٵĻ
ڶҪȥΣ֪ԸڼԤϰĿα
ݾԼһȥ棬֪к˼ź󣬾͵֪ȥһжȹ٣Ϊ⹫ź
ݵô֮£֪л˷ɻ
ҿѧʱܻһÿ춼㷢ϢģǵһҪظң֮ǰⶣôһ䡣
ÿ춼Ϣ......̸ֲ֪ȻЩգΪ֪ݵСƢ˻ǴӦˣã֪ˣҲҪעⰲȫһ·˳硣
غݲˡ
ˣ֪Ҳһݲڶһ£ϾĻиɵʱѧϰˡ
......˵Լһ𵥶ȥ档
һ뵽⣬ͿƲסظе˷ܡ
֪û뵽ǣᵱܿˡ
裬ʲô
°￪ʱ֪пԼֽ״ӹһۣȻ㾪ϲⲻˮݵƱ˵ܶ򲻵ء
Це˵ǰͬȥģйϵӰĩԿúܲ͵ǸĽˣһȥɡ
ԣ֪и˵òУлл裡
Ʊܻطһ뵽˾Ǹǣ̾ùֻͨ˸ǵĺ룬㷲صȴš
ûһ绰ͽͨˡ
֪Уʲô𣿡ǵº͡
Ʊ֪оִٵѧģˮݵƱûпգҪҪҪҪһȥ
ǺܿӦˣðʲôʱ򣿡
סҵ֪Сʵ죬ѧæĻ......
пգһȥɣˮſڼ΢Ц˵
˵绰֪мѣڴϾͷȥع˺üȦ
Ҫ͸һȥˮ...
һ뵽ǸΣ֪о̲ס졣
ʧϺڰ˵졣
ûԼʱ䣬֪оѾǰˮݵĹʣ΢ΪϾܼǣҲǰδеĺá
ˮʱ֪вŸոϽݣڴſڿǵϤӰ
ѧ
ϳǸ˺Ͻ˹ȥһܻһ߻Ÿǡ
ڿƽͼĸҲ̧ͷ¶һЦݣˡ
ΪԼٵ˵֪кǲѧûԼõʱ䣬ôôˣ
ǵΪҲңԾǰˣ㲻Ҳú𣿡
˵գʾ֪пԼֱԼõʱʮӡ
֪кܲ˼ҡҿʱ˰ɡ
ţûϵǽȥɣ˵컹бءǽһݸ
漴һˮݡڸʱ֪ԼԼоİ˳Ͷ񣬻ȷе˵򸶽ǵģڽ֮һ˿
ϵָ˹˲ٳݣһ·Ƶر߿ġ
ѧ֪ȥ⹫ٵ°ɡĵʱ֪˳ڵϵķɻһֱĥŲء
Ц⹫żֻˣĸҲϷȥֻרѧϰˡ
֪ʵѧٶʼˣû׼Ҫȥǰöͬѧȥˡ
ҡҡͷǵûʲôȥĵطҾȥҲֻԼһˣû˼ˡ
ӳˮɫĵƹ⣬ĪйɼȵĸоȻҲ֪ǿ״֪еĺȻǱһָֻݺݾס鴤ܾøһҲԻİˡ
ѧ......ԥһ£֪лǵȥǱ߿ˮĸɡ
һǵ˵ͷ
վǸˮǰʱ֪оΪǰס˺ֻԲˮĸӯƮݵͬˮһҡҷˣˮĺ
Եؿ˺һ֪תͷ͸ǴȴһԲضˮĸĳԼ͸
ѧ˺֪ûпˣҲؿŸǣǸ˵Ӱֱ˵֮УõҲ·һֻʱҪȥˮĸ
һ̣֪ҲƲסֽرס˸ǡ
ҲֱǣǲŻعڷԼסҲΪȣûƿ֪Уôˣ
˰Σ֪вڨڨɿ֣ԲѧҡֻǾѧѹԲŻ......
㶣Цһ£ô𣿱Ǹûе飬Ҳˡ
֪ҧҧѧҲ֪Ϊʲôѹϣ㿪ҲѧһˮݡղѧҺܺ£ҲŻ̲סס㡣
̾˿ǵȥǱһɡ
º󣬸ȥˮݸ֪УĬ˰βų˳ĬʵΪ߿־Ը飬͸ĸˡ
Ȼԭ֪ʵѧ㱨õѧУ𣿡
ţҸҽҽѧңҲҼ̳²̾һҶҽѧûȤҲԼѧϰҽΪβ˵ҽĻԲ̫ˡ
֪Ҳ˵öԣ㸸ɺǼѧҽ𣿡
ƣһִܹȻĸȰ컹ǺҲɢ
֪ס֣ѧûֻҪúú㸸˵һġ
Դˣǲÿɷ񣺡СǶΪǸĺӣΪһֱ˳ǵԸҸҲû뵽һҲɡ
֪˵ЩʲôοȻϸįʲôҲ˵ˡ
һǿѧ̫ˣǻĸ𣿶ҽбݣǻȥɣͻˡ
ʱЦ⣺ллοң֪Уá
仰֪жʱͺҲϱ÷ɿ졣ˮƹ谵ûôš
󣬸Ǹֱǣֺһ˹ۿݵĵط֪һŬһ͵͵סǵ֣̰ǹղܵ¶ȡ
뵽һҩĻѾҩ޷ԡ
ȻԺû˸ߵӣº͵ɤǳЦ⣬Ҳ޷ϵ£Ҫôأ
֪еһβĥĿֻţԴΪֻܽǵյøԼμס⼴޷ٶ鵽ĸо


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ʵεĸоӦúܻʱ˿̣֪أϤУ԰Ҳûоȥȥˡ
첻ϢգȻʱЩˣѧУȻвѧУǴͳһУЦŽͬУֻǻ׷·£ЩӰ㽻֯γһķ羰ߡ
Ҳвѧ·ʱͶ˺Ŀ⣬֪ΪΣ͸ǣֻ֣ܾͷڶԷߡ
ԼѲطˣóȻֻ˾ù죬ֻûΪʲôҪ̸صѡڴ˴
ͼݵʱ򣬸ǲͣתͷ㻹ǵðɣһΣǷݸҵġ
һ£˳Ļ֪еȷǻһĻǵǸʱԼ빢һܰ͵￴ĸǣθԼǰȥ衣
......ţȻǵá֪пЦһ£Ǻҵһι˵ɣûǷ飬ԶҲ࿴һۡ
Ͼֻѧ۵ѧܣûκοע⵽ĵط
ԣƺ˵Щʲô΢ŵ̾һΣںܸмǷ顣
֪е֣߰ɣȥĵط
һ·ͼߵѧ¥򳡣ÿߵһ֪ж븶һȹʱ⣬ͬˮҲڲ֪бƽ
֪㱻Ҧ־ʢڻҵʱҺżʲô¡ĵʱǳĬһ£漴ֵʵҦ־ʢҹңǲǺûκιϵȻûشʵΪԼҲûһ׼ȷĴ𰸡
⻰֪вɵÿ˵......
򴽣ȥЩţǸʱĲ֪Ͼûо飬Һ޾飬Ըû취ֱԼ뷨룬Ҳ㱻ǰҶԾѾͨ˰ɣֻһֱûз֣ҲֻʶѡرܣΪʼնΪϲݡ
⣬֪̲סʵΪʲôǸʱϲݣ
һۣʵһθ㲹ϰȺһȥˣʱһŲݸֽֽ......д˺ܶݵ֡
֪ĿɿڴҪǸǽԼĶûӡҲȫǵԼΪʲôֽдݵ֡
Ĭ˰Σżѵسʱ......Ӧˡ
ͷֵҲ֪Ϊ˸߿־Ը£Һ͸ĸܣʵֻΪѧҽҲѧҪǣһʼֱӳ飬ҲԸȥϾһҾͲ֪ʲôʱٻˡ
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ţʵֲˣֻ˰ţһֱҪʱҲƫˣҲʧȥϵ֪Ҳûܺ㱣ʱҵȷһ˿ĸо
ЩΣûа취ֹԼֲеͷҲֱǸʱҲڿԼĵ뷨
󣬸ٴζҴûиκ˵Щ¡
֪е˲ʧˣʶԼҲʼȳؾͱܿ˸ǵעӣɬ˵......ԽֻԽΡ
һֱΪԼԶҲᱻ֪ҲֻԶԶؿǸˣΪֻҪͿ㡣ôҲû뵽ǣȴԼ˸ǡ
סҪȥ֣ǳϿҵҪô룬ʱҲ˼ǰûúܺãҲǻҵϲϾԼͲرᶨˣϲҲпԭ
֪лǵͷһ֮ԻΪҵĹϵ
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Ҳ֪ô֪кԼطµûа취˵Լȥϲݣҡ
˵ΪԼĿɳ̶ܳڸֱ̹֮
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ʱǺȻһ䣺Һ˭ȽϺóԣ
֪еסˣûӦǰ˾ѸȥסĴ
ζһǵУ٣ѡ֪𾪹˳Ʊ˫ۣδĸǵϢ
ٴηֿʱ򣬸ǵĺЩȣ֪бǸЦЦζǲǺܴҵķҪˣλǵóҩģġ
ô˵֪взһ£ദˣҪalphaomegaһзڵš
ǳƼûʲôɣ֪вⵣǵʡ
̾һѾϰˡ
֪һʱYellow peache
ɾƼҲܳһӣԼҲ޷omegaܵİο
Ҳǲĵ䣬ʵ㻹ڵÿ궼м壬ʲôġ
ҡҡͷ֪Цһ£ֻͻȻΪʲôҲomega
ʵСûжԼݲκβһֱΪbetaɵģѲķڣѡµķΧҲܹ㡣
ʱûԼδalphaΪ£ȻΪ˰£ǷھƲһ⡣
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ժ壿֪жʱ𾪵ؿôԣԲɵ£
ţҵ˼ȫ̫ࡣܻн취ģ˵Ĺϵһ
֪ŷ΢ҲرסСʱӦѾ˰ɣ
ڸ§§ײ̫ã漴뿪ѧУ
㻹ҪȥҽԺ𣿡
ôʣ֪иϽ͵ݲȥˣ˵ԼٹҲͿԳԺ
ԣ΢΢һЦҽȥ𣿡
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108 
ˮݿݺ˱һȥ͵ģȴͻȻӵ˸ĸĵ绰Ҫ̻ؼȥǲòˮͺ֪зֱˡ
´лһɡ뿪֮ǰ΢Ц˵
֪Ҳڴصͷţѧһܿġ
ؿһۣҲǡ
ᵽ繵֪㶣ӦſѾԼ˻֣ҲϽ
ǼҵĳѾȥԶˣ֪лȻվԭǸ򣬲֪˶òջߣ߱ص̾һ
ֵʱôݣûüúûζ͸һʱĸоѾֵ˷ֿʱ
Ժǻлġ֪οԼȴҲ׻ὫٵĽԽԽ١
ص֮ͰֻСĵ׹Ͽֿ׹ˮǰι͵ģʵֲܴڣΪҲһֻ֪б׹ޱӡ
ô͸ӵеͬһ
ֻ໬С㣬ŸҲĳط֪о̲סЦ
ãֱֻϢʾŻع
ÿҲ֪ݷϢ⹫żҴʵ̫ˣÿ춼ܷʮϢԼһг̣֮ϸֱ֪Ϊʵдռˡ
ȻһֻͽüݵϢֳֶ߶߶ģ֪ΪãԻһˡ
ظʱְԼ͸һȥˮݵ¸
ܿ죬ݵĵ绰ʹ˹
ƽ㻹ûһȥˮأ
һͨ仰֪ʵЩЦãһȥ涼ԡ
ȻݻǺܲģ˺͸һȥˮ֮⣬ûкһȥĵط
֪иϽˣûУˣϢˣҲȥ⹫ֻɡ
ֺݺü䣬˲Ų鲻Ըع˵绰
֮磬֪оֻС׹ֿôҲʪֽ˺öΣ֣µع˴ͷ
ϣĸ¥ȥ֪ͣвŸոߵСֻ
ѧʲô𣿡֪ΪʲôǻͻȻԼ绰֪а¼Լƽ졣
Ǳ߸ǵȴЩ֣֪У......п𣿡
̵֪а
΢ŵ̾һǲŵܹ·𣿡
...֪ԥһ£ǴӦˣãѧλ÷Ұɡ
Ըǵ˵һǷʲô²Żϴ绰ԼôȻˣҲû취¶Էܡ
ǣ꽴ͻؼҺֱ֪˸ɣ˵˵ĸͬԼˡ¸ǵ̫ãɴఴոǸĵֱַӴ˸ȥ
ʮӺ˾һҾưſڰ֪ЩãȻվѣ롣
Ϊʲôǻֵط...
֪С
ʱڹˣǸ˵Բô˻й㸸ĸͬ𣿡
֪еͬġѧ......ô
ǳĬһ²ſɬʵΪ鲻ãžˡ
һ鲻ã֪оЩ³ˣѧΪ㸸ĸԭ𣿡
ֱʱǲ˵ʵ飺ǣҽΪ߿־Ըºǳˣող뿪ҳģ⣬Ҳ˵ˡ
⻰ʱ֪һĸоΪԼģΪĵѹѧȾȵĻǾͽȥɡ
ȵؿһۣǻЩԥ......Ӧûûɣ
֪ҡҡͷûϵҲȣѧҸĵطһ𣿡
˻ǽȥˣư˲ô࣬ȽϰҲ˹ǡ
֪еϺ󣬸ָԼҪһƣ˵ҲǵһֵطȾơ
ѧ㸸׻Ҫѧҽ𣿡֪ʵ
ǳصص˵ͷǽ̸£ĸ׵̬ȵˣҸ˵үүѹңһҪүүԸҾԼ
֪оúܲ˼飺ǾѧԺһҽҲν𣿡
̾һǵ֪ѧҽĻǲõģֻǲҵ뷨ˡ
ԣ֪оȻҲúе
ǵԸԼϲҲȫúܺãĸײŻô޼ɵ
ƺ......û˿ǹĸܣûǲǻ᲻ġ
һ뵽㣬֪еľͺݺݾ̲סѧ㲻ȥˣһֱˣǾԽ뷨ҪԽ˰СһղҲͬ־ԸҲһ㲻ĻҲֻǰһˣ
ΪԴΧһЩ˶عͷ֪ʶԼЩʧ񣬸Ͻͷ
һҲ˵øӦҲ֪ԼҲ⣬²˾ģҲΪϰ˰ɣԼҲȷʵøĸ......Σллҡ
ѧֻԼܰﵽԼ˵ٶҲûá֪̾˿ֻϣѧѡܹԼľͺˡ
ǳĬȥ̶ͷȸ˱ľơ
ھư˲Сʱڼ丶һֱڲϵغȾƣѾ׺ˣ֪˵ʲôҲٺȣ⳵
ȴ˾ʱĸǺ̫ؼҲýȥҩ˽ƬϧǺµˣŪҲӲ
Ȼˣܰӣ֪ЩΣѧԲҲӦôƵġ
̧ͷһۣǻ˺һűϳ˭......ûϵû
ȻʵŲˡ
֪иһ£ǾһҲƲסǰȥ
òװ˸סˣ֪Ҳŵľѧ㻹𣿡
һûлشֻǺΨһ˼ϡ
оԷ͸һ㱡ĲϴݵԼϣʱҲԼߣ֪еϾͱԽԽ죬̧۵ͬʱָǵĴͽߡ
Ϊ˾ƵԵʣ˵ĴԵʪ󷺺죬͸¶һջϢ֪гؿ˰ΣҲǱƻסһ㻺شȥ
ɵζڿң֪еͷԸǲҪϸǵʱ򣬴̶ʹ
ʶǳ⳵֪֮ظϽѸǷ˳һ·϶ҿ˾
Ŀĵغ֪аѾЩ߲·ĸǽӶˣ֧֧˵һЩ͵Ļһ뿪ˡ
ڻس̵ĳ⳵ʱһ߻ŷŵΣһ̲סԼ촽
ϧͲһ......ȻûǸ
ֻ֪ÿЦ̾һ


109 
˻ڳϵʱ֪оѾŵǹЩŨҵıζЩ뻹ʵ......ҪȥƼ𣿡
ڵĸϢصζѾôŨˣһԼǰ뷢ھ鷳ˡ
ǳһº󣬻ǹȥһҩƼ
֪֮п˱䣬ʵʲôҼûʲôˣ֪ղžӦȥгġ
ԣɡ֪лش𣬸ǾѾȡΧȹϵԼϡ
Զռλãֻ֪һԸ֡ϴ˵ʱ򣬱ǻȻ޵űζ֪жϢصĵֿƺҲǿһЩôҲоͷΡ
Ÿس˵ʱ֪ͻȻݣôˣҲ֪һҽԺûкúóԷ
һʱ񣬾ǻԼüҲûзӦعæǸԲˣҪʲô
Ƕ˶٣͡
ӹƿӺȴûãǺȻһ䣺ղ𣿡
˼׿֪иֲܲϣ......ţֻûгԷѡ
΢ŵ̾һֵһȥɣ˵ĸڴӹˡ
ԣ֪Щȣ˵ݵĸҪ𣿡
ͷοӦûܸˣҲûͲĸˣĸ
Ϣ֪жԻҽԺݷ࣬עҲص˸ϡ
漴򵥵س֪ʰ꣬ɲŸովͻȻһѣΣûзһҪԵ
Сģ
Ǹۼֿסֽɳòŵǵʵ岻𣿡
֪ҡҡͷЩݵ˵ӦϢŨ̫......
һ£ε˵ǸҾȻûиоھȥҩ
Ȼ˵仰üͷһ壬̾ͷסͷϢһ¡
ͬʱ֪ҲܲϢصŨһ˲俪ʼѸߣֻԸеʣҲֱӰ죬
ǿվ֪бͷǰߣҩȥá
ûشķͻͣ´Ѿû˵
ò״شƼ˻ǿߵߣ֪иϽϵˮͬҩһ˹ȥ
һǲȥΪڲԵʣˮһڵ˺üƬƼҲɳϡ
͵ش˼̵˵Բ......ҪȻȽɣԼͺá
ʹӣ֪Ĳ̣һû취ģҰɡ
հƼ׼ȥһˮʱԭɳ͵ĸͻȻαסˡ
֪ΪȵԭҲɳϡʶͷԼѴ͵ʹϢʱﲻ֪ôҲ֮һԥ̧ıȴ͸ʪ֮⡣
ȻѾôູ
......֪лһ㻹ҷȥһɺòã㻹𣿡
ôʣǶûгֻϢȵشţ·ʲôĪʹһ㡣
ǰ˵alphaomegaΪ̫Ƽµغ֪иļָ˸ǵǣû°ɣ
˳Ķ̧ͷֻȻӽɢ˫ҲŲȻĳ졣
״֪мˣ漴ҧذѸǷԼ
˷ڴϺĨ˰Ѻȥˮ˭֪ʱקסˡ
Ϊ*Ϯ˵ѣǻǴӳݷѵؼ֣......
֪жʱסˡŰ۾ڴϵĸǣԽԽ죬ǿҪĳǻһ
ΪûõĻӦֶ϶˵һ䣺ߣ𣿡
죬֪ʲôҲ˵ʵԼҲѾڸղŵĻʧòˣֻƾһǿţէȻʶૣʱֻ벻һбסǸˡ
Ҳôˣڣûߡ
оסԼҲʵ˫ۣ֪......
һ֪СûȥƼˡ
仰һŵڶݵãȻҲӦ˹Щŵؿ......
ͷ֪ͷ¶ԼĲֻҿû취㡣
omegaԶҲ˸Ҫİο
ǻ䣬Ǿٴνرס
Ҫô˵һ֪к͸ĶǵҲЩֻҪԸңҾѾ......
Ļ˵ȥˣΪ֪ҲƫסĴҲӵһܲ͸磬Էֿ
ڼ˱ŨζڴϽӵȴΪϢصã֪κƮƮȻȻܸоǵĶȴ·һ㱡Ĥеĸйٶóٻÿһ鵽ĸоȴӡ̡
......𣿡һʱһ䡣
æ촭Ϣֻ֪˵ͷ漴ΪصĴ̼ܲסرۡ
......
ҵһҹȥ󣬵ڶʱֻ֪ۣ֫ҲЩ̧ˣѾ벻˼Σֻǵõûˡ
ƺǲһԵĸǹһҲۣ֪Ҫ´ַס֪У㻹ðɣ
û¡ʹĶѾˣ֪лЩҿͨһȳһ˴ȥϴ衣
ֱԡźŷ
......Լղŵ̫ˡΪˮͷ֪д̾һ
ˮûõȴʱӣͼԼľӡһҧۣȸ֮ǰһĻҪ
ȻؿãЩ̫š
͸ǣǳһˡ
뵽㣬֪бͷȵ¶ʱƵ
ϴͿ͡
оôǴ۾һ䣬Ҳֱһ
뵽ԼղǸطʱ龰֪еҲԽԽͣûûʲô......
ĬΣǲԴε̾˿̫š
֪лûӦͷС˵ҵ̫ˡ
Ÿ˵תȥ֪ͣкȻ뱧һҲȷôˡ
סǵһ̣ܸоԷı˽ܿͷ
Һ......ġ֪૵ҴûԼܺһ𣬸оͺһҺµԼʱҲһûˡ
һֱµ顣
˵꣬ǾͻҲԼƺʱƵʶ𽥺϶Ϊһ
Ҫů䲻
ʱǱֱսһЩ£һֱڡ


110 
ѸͻؼҺ֪һֱЩòװ˵ڶ죬̲סǴ˸绰
֪УһؼҵĶ԰ɣ鷳ˡ绰󣬸ǵһ˿˿ûϢõľ⡣
֪иϽûУҲãѧҲӦôƵģ֪ҾһЩ......ѧоôûʲôĵطɣ
ǵţ˯һöˡ
ĳ֪Сһ䣺ѧ˻ȥû˵ʲôɣ
ܺ¸ǵĸĸΪ¶ӱ
̾˿ǵû˵ʲôʣµʱȥүүסˡ
էȻϢ֪һ£ӦޱʧһҪȥֱѧѧܻ
ôһ
ҲΣû취үүҲ̸̸ǸɴͰ͹ȥˡ֪Уģѧ֮ǰһģʱǻټ档
......Ҳû취¡֪Ҳ̾һףѧһ·˳硣
͸ǵ֪о͹˵绰ŬԼȴʼƲֵġ
һŸǣһְСĵ׹ĦȻ˴ϡ
뿪ֱ֪ӾլڼˣҲûмͬѧкȥ棬ҪæŲϰæΣ˲顣
˴ºĳͻȻ˵绰
ڻؼˣ
ԣ֪һ£˵ʲô⹫żһˣ
ݵ˷ܣԣҺȥˣҾͻˡˣʱûгȥ氡
֪ʵûУûʲôġ
ʵȻ͸ÿ춼죬ֻҪһ뵽Ǹ˴ʱھԼǧ֮İҪȵٽܶݵؼһ棬֪о͸оꡣ
ǲĵ䣬ݺȻΪǲڣô𣿡
......ǡ֪һڷˣ̫ȶѡˣҪȥӷ𣿡
ֻһ˵ȻȴӦҪȥҰɣܾûԹĲˡ
Լʱ֪зֻһֿ˹ڴͷĵ׹
γһϰߣֻҪСͻ𸶽ǣȻǸͺСֶһҲϹϵ
Ҳֱʱ֪вŷԼ͸ǻûһźգͻȻЩ
ȸǻһҪͶԷźӰС
ڶһ磬֪вŸϰ󲻾ãݾ²ˡ
һӣ֪Щ棺ʲô
ݴӡèų֪вžȵⲻСΪʲô
ݵǲȥүүСûչˣΪĸϲèӶҲôģԾ͸ɴչһʱˡ
С䵹ǲôһӾͿʼĴѲӡءˡһֻ֪ɵʵչ˺С𣿡
˿Լչ˲õģôôģݲ˵ְֶè
⻰Ϊôˣ
㸸ĸҲͬ⣿
ݽЦһЦȥˣȻʱҲպÿѧͿ԰С仹ˡ
֪ȻиСһ
ΪʲôǲԼչСأѵǾҲȲ
Լƺڲ֪гݵĴף֪γѣϽҡҡͷЩ߰뷨˦ȥˡ
ι𷢴ˡ
ݲǶŪС䣬ְèŵһȥô
֪Żع......ʲô⣿
ԼıóһʼǱЩ˼˵䷽оģرóԣҾҲһ֪ԼĻܿʧܣԸɴͰѲϴһ
űʼǱ㹤ּ֪ҲȤðھ
ݴĲϺȫ˱￪ʼæµ
򷢵׿𣿡
ǵݵĶ֪˸ôѵĻҲû飬ùʹ˸߲ҵܵһȥ
ɾˣ֪бҲĵȥɱĹˡ
ȻһӣڽԼ
㿴ĳ̶ȿ𣿡
ݰѵ״򷢵̫˺֪ЩΣˣҪȻ㻹ǾͿȴװεʱæòã
ȻЩɥҲֻܵͷͬˡ
֮͸֪߸֣Ĭܿͽͽ˿
һ˳ɺ֪˿ˣھ͵ˣǿȥϢһ¡
ʵ򵥣ټϸղŵĹһ˸ɵģڵ֪оЩֻۣȥһԱ㣬Լ˷Ϣ
֪еıЪһЪѣţ𽥿ʼЩԺΪʵƲס⣬ǳ˯˹ȥ
ûﴫڿϷݱֱվ׼ȥ֪ڸʲô
֪ڴ˯㣬ü̲ס
һȻ߽ڴ߰
Ŀ֪֪޾Ȼ˯ú죬ƺʲôҲܳһ
ݱֻǶ֪еڿĿƳֻڴͷС׹漴ͫ΢ֻϾͽĵ׹˳
......ҲһֻһģһģұֻϣƵʱ
ץŴֺȻսˣ򴽣͵ĳ嶯ڲϻۣʹͷȥֱԼ֪еľֻһֽôͣ
ͣʱЩãȻ֪ԼӦô
......֪
뵽⣬ֵ֪ϣŶͷһ·»ֱ촽λá
֪еĴ񲻱ҲǡžͺʺϽǡ
ԼԺð뷨һ˿ĭĿǶ촽ϡ
㲻ǳ֮Σ
֪ԼôõĻˣΪԲԼ......ԵǸǡ
ݵȻ
ǣǣ֪֮Զһǡ
Ϊиǣ֪вϲԼΪиǣʲôû취֪иı뷨
֪ԶϲԼֻǸҲԶ֪£ԼڴĶڸпʲôҲǡ
ԽԽܡһݱͷȥ
ʱ˿̣˯е֪ҲúʲôԼ촽ϣʶͷǶƳȥ˭֪ͷȴҲǲ֪Ķסˡ
Ҳ֪Ϊʲôֻ֪ΧԽԽϡ𽥲ܺһţȻ;˹
...
֪֮вΪʲôԼָоˡ
Ѿ֮˫Ҳļϣ֪еӾһ̨ס˵ĵһʲôӦԷʽ
ڸоԼͿҪϢ֮ǰ֪лǻֺݺϡ
һԸ˿˵ĶҲסˡ
л˵
Ϊʲôطʱεԭ򡭡


111 
˾´һ֪в΢˸ǵĻǽ컹Ҫȥ𣿡
ϼǸϢصζȥҽԺĻݿ϶̾ų
ҲЩԥԼȥͺˣ㻹ڼϢɡ
֪Ӧֻʹһûзһ
ʾϵʱ֪о͸飬˺һڸǵο¹˵绰ιݣô𣿡
ţ𣿡֪ΪʲôݵҲЩ֣......׼ңҲһ
һ£֪гˣ......ȥ̫ðɣϾĸòײż棬ѧȥɣ
ȴִֵһҪߡ
֪ˣֻܿ۸ǣѯʶԷǵ˵ͷεǺðɣҴȥ
ӦݵָֻЦ⣺ţҵ㡣
˵绰֪̾˿ϻζҪô죿
ǰοû£ȥҽԺǰҸϢҲõļΣݵ˺ᣬǺܺ˵ġ
ͷ֪ŵŷȥ
ԹְԼʰú漴š
ȻѾڸϢζϵ˿ҲΧסˣ֪лǺܽţΪ֪񣬾Լ͸ǵı￴
֪Լ֮ûʲôϵǻֱ˶ԷĹо
ֱִҽԺЩ㷲ڸ֣ܵϤ¶ȣ
һƿ˾˹⣬ﻹһͷݰŮˣںشǡ
˫۾ʱ֪б׹һݵĸˡ
ĸá΢Цܾûˡ
֪иϽҲŴ˸кĸá
һǰüû˵ʲô
ȷʵѾܾûˣСǡף˼ƼһЦĿ֪ϣλ......Ҳݵ𣿡
֪뿪ڣݾǰ˵裬ϲˡ
һ֪˶Ӳˣȥĸ׵ֻܻȻصͷ
ף˼ƼЩȣǺܿ͵˹Цºֱ֪ͣеʵԭӣʲô֣
һŰԼ˵˿ڣ֪ܸоԼѾˣû뵽ݾȻĸǰôֱӣḶǻһߣ͸е߳ܡ
ʶ֪еĲȻף˼ƼҲɿ֣к͸£վˣɡ
͸һ֪ǻڡ
״Ǳף˼Ƽĸ˵ˣĸ׺ǸˣһҪȥҲδˡ
ԣף˼ƼҲΪпǰݸбҵҾͳˣ֮Ҳû棬ǵùȥϽˡ
ֵĸЩûðɣ
⣬ף˼Ƽ϶ʱҸЦݣţҺܺãոλ֮󻹴ȥĵط
Ǳѯ֪Уһ𣿡
֪ʶܿĿ⣺......š
һۣݺȻԤ׵شսô......иϢصζأ
⻰֪һϽƵĳ˳ԼΧġаˣҲǸղŲСմϵġ
һԲŵӣҲټˣܽ𣿷ģᷴһģСͺ˵ԺҰһҪԼϲˡ
֪Щȣûн......˵ûΪţϾһǺͨˡ
ЦЦݵҳԺ֮һȥΰɣѾƻˣиȪĵطܲȥ
......δҲ̫˵Ի˰ɡ֪̾˿
ʱף˼Ƽ͸ҲˣȻҲע⵽ˣЦˣѾȷϵ𣿡
֪һ٣̧ͷ˸ǡ
ߣݶ˶٣ûУһʱ裬¶ͱˡ
ף˼Ƽ㶣عЦãҲܣ˵¾Լ
˵գֿ֪УΪϿҵ˵⺢ȻѾˣǲô£鷳ൣˡ׷еŵĻһҪ˵û취ǿġ
裡ݱԹ˵ЩʲôҲϲҵģ԰ɣ
ʱ˿̣֪ͬʼֻܴ۳Ĭ
ķӦף˼ƼҲعζЦŵͷǾͺá
ֻ˲֪ʶôף˼Ƽ˵ף˼Ƽ˼ع۲˵ĻǸֻܲͨתף˼Ƽע
һСʱף˼Ƽ˿δ˵ҲˣݣҲ¥£ҪҪ
ͷҲû̧ûҪͣߺãһ·˳硣
ҡҡͷף˼ƼֶԸǵСǣһͷĸԼʱ䣬˼棬ҪӳϯŶ
òһġ̣ȥɡ
˳˲֪вʵĸòһˣô̫˵ӡ
̾˿ݵûвˣֻûˡ
ֵѾٻˣҹúҸʱбҵҰ飬һ߾úʹ࣬һ־õѡ񣬿ȻһƺǱ˵ĸо......ȻͻˣǻЩȥҲͦõģɲҼ棬Ҳ尾ˡ
֪ⷬʵԼ˵һͻʱеһۣı⣬ҶҰҲָо
ݸɴͷļϣţ֪⣬ҲѹΪ㶮ңֻҪ͹ˡ
˵˵ţֻס֪е㲻Ըһȥ𣿡
ֻ֪õǣҵ˼û취ôʱļ١
ûϵҿ԰㶨ƵһȥʹӦҰɣ𣿵ȻҪϸǵĻҲǲͬ......
סˣ֪иϽðɣҲ̫ˡ
Ҳûע⵽ѾԼΧˡ
͸......һİɣ
էȻ仰֪л뷴ûҵġ
ȻȴЦЦЩ˵Ĺ죬ˡ
Ҳֱʱ֪вź֪ط˲ԾҲոպþǧһ֮ʽ˲
һžͿܵذͷ֪мϵĻ棬漴һԲˮʼƻ
֪ѾԼϵҧ۱ݿˣʱĻңн͵ĻҲͨͨ˵ڡ
󣬻ݳ˳Ĭ
ҪһȥȪ𣿡
ƻĸͣ¶ɻؿһۣ·Щ̫˼


112 
˿ڰֻ˫ĺ˶Ǳסһԭأ֪а춼ûлع
֮ǰʲôºҲ˲òҰһƬ
......ݣո
֪ȫ֪ΪʲôҪôֻû
ǵģһֱݵѣȻڣȴ˯ŵʱ͵͵ֱҲȻûиһĽ͡
뵽⣬֪Դŭ̧ۿݣʲô˼
ܳ壬Ҳ΢΢ſȴ˵ʲô
⸱Ĭģ֪еȻһûɵŭ𣬸ɴݵֱӻȭϡ
һȭƺӦ˲ľͷһ̧۾ܿעӣżѵشӳݷＷԲ......
Բ͹𣿣֪Ҳ֪ԼΪʲôôǲǲһΪ
˿ĭݷ·һֻͷøˡ
ŵԽԽŨ֪в۾Ҳһʱ˿ΪĽͣ......òǵ˰ɣ
Ȼ˵alphaomegaһʮӭеĵһڣʱϵ΢ǰӺҲǲܡ
²һð֪һȻŻŵվţȥƼ
˭֪ȴҡͷܾˣ......鷳һȥˡ
˵վȻϣҲҡҡλεģźһ󲡣˻ججġ
ֻ֪岻æǰҪסԲҲ֪Ƿˣ㡢ܵĻΪʲôңǵҪԼţ
Ĭһ£ݲŵҲ֪ʲôģû˽̹ҡ
û𣿡֪Ϊǣȥҩɣöã¥¡
ȻҪߣٴξܾ֮Сæ뿪ˡ
֪вһֱ¥£ϳ˿
صҺ֪вŷֵѾˣֻʣԼһˡ
......ӦҲܹݰɣϾķͻȻˣ˭Ҳûϵ
......֪ҲԼԴ˹Ȼ޷ͻ
ǽԼһֱദ£еһκ˽ǣȻʶ״£ĵȷȷǺݽˡ
ƺͷ......
뵽⣬֪ɫһף߳ܵͬʱҲӿһŰ뷳
֪ĳǾݣӦ˸˵
ϧ˵ʲôˣ֪ԼԺദҪװʲô¶ûһǲܵģѾһĵףһݾͻͬʱʼĥ
ϵĵѾˣ֪ѾûȥװΣڵӾһŲý飬ȥˡ
ãȻߵԼͷϵֻ֪кȻһҪ绰ǵĳ嶯ʹҲûô˵绰ӦúͶԷ˵Щʲô
绰ܿͽͨˣǵﴫ֪Уʲô£
˵һ̣֪кȻͱǻһᣬûֱʣҡѧûʲô£ֻѡ
ǺЩ⣬º͵ţ鲻õĻ˵ҲܰæҲ˵
......£ô˵óڡ֪̾һǿЦû£ֻͻȻѧ
һ£һȡġ
ʶԼ仰Щ¶Ǻ֪Ͽһѧûˣȥæİɡ
˵绰ֳغһ
ʱϵĵһӣȥôһ⣿ֲǼ˭հ
ֻ֪ģҽͬѧһġ
ͬѧôûѵһЩȥΪ⻹ģ֣ô࣬ҲԲ갡
֪ôĸ׽֪ͣԺ˹ȥ
ȷʵǺܺóԣɳŵ֪ȴЩȻζĸ׵ƵƵ
ֱ˯ǰҲûиһϢ֪һ߲ޣһ뵽ܷڵţҲûѯʡ
˺ü죬ϢƽʱǺܲͬѰģ֪ҲЩˡ
ǣھСʱķ׻ǲͨݵĵ绰
˺һ绰űͷһֱû˵ֻĺ
ֻ֪ȿڵݣ𣿡
漴һĳĬ֪пҪסʱݵ͵͵Ӧһ
ݣ......û°ɣ֪б˰죬ôһ䡣
ǱһģѾûʲôˡ
ֻ֪øЦ˼£ŶǾͺá
֮Ĳ֪Ӧ˵ЩʲôźˣҲһ𰲾
ûʲôµĻҾȹˡãݿڴ˳Ĭ
죬ֻ֪ںɴҲƵ˵ټ
ݺݹҶ˵绰бƣҲ
ŪΪʲôҪԼƢ¾ͲĴӲҪ˵ĻǡܺߡִݣҲӦȾǸԼǸŶԡ
ΣûдĪһˣҪȣ
ٴμᶨ뷨֪бֻһȥ
ʣµʱֻ͸ϵˡ֮ûκϢκε绰Ҳֵúƽһ֪б֪ݲûа¸߶Է
Ҳʽս״̬
ѧ𽥱ƽҲڵԴүүһˣ˳˵ĸԼϲѧУ
֪Լʱһ䣺ݲ֪ΪʲôǱ˸ûЦ˵ˣʲôҲϽ֪У֪ô𣿡
⻰֪￩һ£ҡҡͷ֪ҺҲûô˵
ԣǾȵؿһۣҲ˵ѵ......Ѿĸ׼£
֪üݵĸĸѾ𣿡
̾˿ǵԣֻǻûѣΪҶ֣ĸĸ¶ҪģҲܷڿǵʱҪô̹ס
ݲ԰׵ԼϱԼĺۣ֪жʱеһΣѧ......ҪȻȥɡ
ʵ㲻ȥҲ뿴ҡ
˰Σ֪лǻؾˣ......ˣö˵ʲô㰲οҲֻǼ˵Ƕѣѧ㲻һУûĸҪĻҾòҪھ͸
ͷǵȻĸݸ߿˵ġ
Ƴ֪ϲȻɫ룬һ䣺Ĳȥ𣿡
ˡ֪пЦ̫ĻҲҰɣҿԵȿѧ......ٺ̸̸
Ȼô˵Ҳǿˡ


113 
ĬһǲſʵʲôȪ
ʱѾɿ֪п˴ϣں˵һȥȪϣҲܸһȥҾ
⻰ŵ֪иϽ͵ûô˵
żӣܺƵ䴽ǣ֪û˵ôĶ԰ɡ
ĺˣֻ֪ת򸶽Ǽѵǣ˵......
ȴ̾˿Ѿ˵ĻҲû
˵仰͵ͷƻ֪һؾſڵǸԲ𡣡
ţΪʲôҪ˵Բ𣿡̧΢Ц⣬֪УûұҲ뵥һȥεģԸҼ룬ҿĻء
һݵҺû˵Ը⡣
ɾ㸶ô˵ˣ֪лǾ......Ҳȥݣֶûã㻹ǹԹԴҽԺ˳˵ɡ
һ⻰ݵı̾ͰԹҽ˵ٹͿԳԺˣ˵ôһȥ𣿡
˵˵ţǿҪ޳һ֪һʱҲ֪ôˡ
˽ֵӣǳݣµԺ˵ɡ
Χ֪ҲԣڵȥҲġ
ô˵һתֿĵЦţҾ֪ң㵽ʱҪǵҳԺŶ
ƺ֪вͬ⣬Сһ䣺ȻûһԼεġ
뵽ҵ֪Ҳˣһģġ
һ󣬸Ǿ˹֪б׼һ뿪˭֪ʱݰ˹ȥ漴׵ӡһǡ
Ȼת˲ţ֪лǾȵ۾ع֪𸶽ǻһԣʱڵ
ȵǣһҪ𣿡ָ֮˵ôһ䣬Сպù
֪˿ĭѾȥǵı飬ֻӲͷƤ˵˾ټ
̲߳ס˸ǣղţҲ֪ͻȻ......
û˵꣬Ǿתסˡ
֪л񣬾̵ûϵֻҪϲң鶼νҲû˵ҵȷ......ȵˣ֪ϲϲô꣬ȴ......
ԣ֪еϳҲֻס˸ǵıǣǣ㲻Ҫ룬һֱϲģݡݵ⡣
οǣһȴûмȥֻͻȻʶԼ˵ĻҲ˺ݡ
֪漴˳Ĭϸܵڴ˿ѾȻ޴棬ʱµʹһϯ
ڸǺ֮תҡţԼǶԵ...
ˣǲ̸Щˡһ̧ͷ΢Цʵ˵һȥҲãٿԷһ顣
Ĭص˵ͷ֪ﻹǺܳء
Ϊ˷ֹԼ붫ֻ֪һü춼Ͷڹ֮УֱݷϢʱ˿ԳԺˡ
Ϊ֮ǰѾӦҪݳԺ֪ڳ֮ǰҲǰ˻
ӿ;ʱֻȻðһİ硣
ǲʶĺ룬֪ԥһ£ǽιãλ
ͷʮ⣺Сݵ衣
֨һ֪вɲ˶ʵĸãʲô𣿡
ף˼ƼҲЩС죬п𣿡
֪а·ĵȥڵ绰ԼõĿף˼Ƽ档
æϵʱף˼ƼѾλˣ˱¶һЦݣС죬
㷲֪漴ʵĸΪ𣿡
ף˼Ƽ̾˿ǡС죬ģҲ溢ӵĸ⣬Ҳֻվһĸ׵ĽǶȣ˽һ񵽵ʲô
֪ԽţҡҺʵ......
ΣȴҲ˵Ȼ
ûϵģ㲻˵ĻҲԡף˼Ƽ֪ݿ϶ϲ㣬СӦҲкøУ԰ɣ
֪ͷŵС죬֪һлº𣿡
էȻ֣֪ЩȻ......֪ĪȥҲĸ𣿡
ͷף˼ƼҸջعǺӾ͹˵ݱҲ֪٣Ͼڵomega㱻alphaˣҲȥҽԺȥֻܴܺʹ࣬һһȫɹ......Ȼ֪ҹܲ£ҲûʸܣǾ͸ݵĸף˵ȥԲģΪ£......
˵⣬ʶ̧Լĺ󾱣Ȼ̷֣΢۵˼ʧ̬ˣֻԼ
֪мѵҡҡͷĸʵҲ̫֮£......ѡݣҽ͹ΪĲû취лº
仰ף˼Ƽ΢ԭ...
......ĸ֪𣿡
֪пʼЩˣô˵ϾҲݵĸףΪʲô᲻֪ԼӵأݵĲǴСеİ
ᵽ⣬ף˼ƼҲȥһֱҶһϸĸסС죬ӦҲ˵ɣҺݵĸײమֻǱһıޡҰİ֮صɣҲ˾ĻУǺ˻飬Ƕԭ¶Է
̾һֵ֪ݵĲκãһʼ쳣ʱһǺżģ......ݵĸ˿ᣬԴ˲ŲʣҺ鵽̶ֳȣҲԼȴֲòչĺӡ˵ҽҲӱҶԼ˵ѾúܲҸˣʣµֻԼֲĸˡ
Ҳ޹֪òĽǶ˵Լô֪л̲ס
ĬƬ̣ף˼ƼԴʵ֪Ҳûа취ҲȲسˣ¿֪Ȼʲô˵ﻹǽģҲ˵ң......Ը˵ô롣С죬ʵҽҪ˵ҲϲݵĻϣܺúһ⺢Ҳܿûа취ػΪһĸ׵˽ģϣܵõҸ
˵֪͵ضסˡ
֪ôڣҲ֪ԼҪҪӦԷ
ûף˼Ƽ˿۽ǣ漴Ц˵ԲС죬ֻôĶѣҪ㲻ԸĻ˭Ҳǿ㣬Ҳ÷ϡ
֪лҡҡͷĸǷһ......һúÿǵģҲллΪ롣
ף˼Ƽ̾һãҾˡ
ĸҪȥҽԺݳԺԥһ£֪лǵһȥݿһܸ˵ġ
㶣ף˼Ƽ˰Σ׻ǵͷˣðɡ
ǣ˱һǰҽԺݳԺˡ


114 
ΪѧѧȽ֪ûа취͸ϷɻֻٽǰһһٷС
......Ǳߵôˣؼ֮ǰ֪л̲סһ䣬¸ǿЩʲôõزûкϵΪ˵©Ӱ顣
̾˿֮ǰòǾĸûʲôĿҲ֪ڷЩʲôҲϸҡ
֪һͿʼˡ
ݻڽǼ£ҲȥͶԷǸ
......ǼҲд
֪еͷ˵ֻܰοҲҪ̫ˣȿѧһİɡ
ţֻˡ֪пЦһ£ʵҲ֪ӦúЩʲô
ܿ͵˿ѧӣ֪ѧУѶʱ㿴Ҳڡ
ڶûխСֻˡ
һ£֪лڴкݣٹô
̵ͷҲû̧
Į̬֪бһɴҲ첻ٺ˵ˡ
ȵʱ֪бֻһֱûмǵ졣
ʱżȻһƳ漴ȵʵݣôѴʰôɾ
仰һҲ˹ȥȻݵŴѾÿտҲˡ
Ӵݲƽ˵ѧڿʼͲסˡ
֪лûӦŵΪʲôúõôͻȻҪˣ֮ǰҲû˵
ȴţҸĸסˣҲǡ
˶٣ֵһסӺܿģԺ󣬴Ҷౣذɡ
⻰Щ֣̲סҲûа취£ԺҲһѧУһѧ
Ҳ͵ǰݸôҲһ˵߾ߣҲһܵʱ䡣
˵գͱͱ֪У˼ݶҪˣôһ仰Ҳ˵
̧֮ʱ֪⧲ݵȻһлﶼ˺ڡ
֪˵ЩʲôֻǿЦЦ......ţݣûϵ
ûϵʲôҲ˵
ֿһۺݲˡ
Ż뿪ţǸ˵ӰȴѾˡһ̣֪кȻֹԤСͺӴ֮Ҳˡ
һȻԼ
Ǳ߹ﻹੲݣݸ˵߾ߣҲ֪ѧУҪһʲô
һע⵽һֱû֪Уι֪ôڷΪݸ̫𣿡
ֻ뿪Цһգ˭֪֪ȴûкƽʱһûƵļ
״ﲻҲ֣֪У
ֱʱ֪вŷӦҡҡͷ......û¡
գգۣﲻ֪⻰ôӣֻؿڣԷȴҲһĪ
ﶼûݡ
ڴϷȥ˯ŵʱ֪ͻȻ֮ǰݼԼʱ龰
ԿλãﲻܿƵӿһζ
ڶѧʱҲЩģòߵ˵һ ¿Σ̾ܵڰĽȥݡ
ǲ֪ΪʲôȻֻһλ
...
ϺһعͷͿ֪У֪Уʲô£ôôż
˲ϰȣ֪оʵ֪ΪʲôûѧУ𣿡
ԣƲؿ......㲻֪𣿡
֪ãȻʵ֪ʲô
תѧ˰ü΢һһ˵
֪еԭء
˺һ仰ȻƲͷ...һΪ......ˣûʲôллˣơ
תߣȴסˡ
ѵûи𣿡ƲŵʣΪ֪ġ
죬֪пɬҲΪһ֪
ҲǲĲԾƱݿ̫ѹ˰ɣٺ绰ú˵
ͷ֪Ҳûжȥˣ漴ججػԼĽҡ
......ȻһԵתѧ......
λϣ֪ԽԽǻ㱡
תѧô飬ûиԼȴ˵ˡ
ΪʲôأﵽôģƽʱһֱԼõ𣿶õȴҲûʸ֪
뵽ʱֻ֪ۿʼ˺һԼǿָƽ
쿪ѧĵһÿΣʲôûȥһѧܻǴ绰
ѧ֪תѧ˵𣿡
ԣҲܾȣʲô
ķӦ֪бҲ׹Ҳ֪ˣǽŴͬͬѧ֪µġ
Ƭ̣ǵֲֵô......ʵ֮ǰԼԼҸĸ˵ݵĸƺȷʵתѧһΪֻ˵˵Ķѡ
֪еĺͣʰʱҲûк˵
ھԣʵ֪Уܸܲң֮䣬ǲǷʲô£
Ĭ˰Σ֪л˵ڣ......ûУѧҲ֪ΪʲôͻȻ仯ô󡣡
̾һεĻֻõԺһˡ֪УҲҪżûзʲôµĻӦþΪĸڷա
֪вȥˣԼƲסؽһԶ˵ţллѧҾȹˡ
ֻڴϣ컨þҲûлع
Ҫ绰...
ָѾĻϣһ䵭ģ֪оˣεԥû¶ġ
һϰ
ϣڻصﶼһС
֪У֪תѧ˵𣿡һᣬͳɤʵ
Լ쳣ֻ֪ܵͷո֪
ص̾һݸ磬Ȼ˵һ治ǵֵܡô㶼أ̫ѹ𣿡
˵ţ֪չʾԼУί˾ģ˵Ǹǵûа
Ǹӿ˺üۣ֪вŤͷȥ......С
³ֵʱĬĬֻЦһ¡
ӣľҪԼһˡ
ϴʱ֪ͷŻˮˢԼ
һ߾Ҫ绰ݣһ־һз·ûʲôҪ
绰ȥôأҪ˵ЩʲôأΪʲôתѧԼҪͼغĹϵ
......ɾ֮ᣬӦҲû취ٻصǰˣ׵ġ
һֱϴˮˣ֪вŹ˻ԡ
ҲûڲĹڣͷ˯ˡ


115 
ִҽԺʱ򣬿֪дӺһף˼Ƽ̲סЦǺǣС⻨׼͸ݵ𣿡
֪б˸ֻܹҶ˳ѹƵϣȣǣ˵ҪҲġ
Żף˼ƼпҲǣ⺢ӴСϲֻŪݵģҡ
˵⣬ʲôƵ̾һ㿴ңҲûŸʲôĸĺʧְɡ
ĸô롣ֻ֪ðοһ䣬ݲЩġ
˸߽ҽԺͿѾˡݼȻԾȣӭȥΪף˼Ƽ棬ЩŤؽӹ֪Ļ
Ȼ򻨣һô˵ţһ͵͵˴ǣĸ׻һԣòʱסǷϲá
֪Ҳװģһ䣺ϲ𣿡
ѻûȥ֣ϴǵУ˾ҵˡ
ֱʱתԱΪĿ˵ĻЦף˼Ƽ裬ôпչ
ף˼ƼЦԺСڣҲõˡ
Ŵû˵ֵˣѾСǵԼˣ˽СǼҼԷһҲһҪС˵þûˡ
ץץͷݵ裬ҺɷվһҺûʲôϵ
ף˼ƼԾüôûйϵҵɷҵĶӣСǼҵҲǲ죬һԸôˣ
ۿտʼЩζ֪иϽԲݣǳԸѣȥɡ
ݵı鿴ȥȻǺ⣬û˵ʲôˡ
ҽԺֿ˸ǵĳӡ
Ǵӳʱ֪̾е֣Լ
ҲռʮĶֻף˼Ƽ˵ͷĸݡ
ף˼ƼллСǣˡ
ֿǣֵ֪ݣ߰ɣ˵СҲһȥܸǣ
һ⻰ݻûʲôӦ֪оòУ̰Լָ˳ĸȥɣҲҪؼˡ
ܻûü͸ǴһкݻԹؿԼ֪ʵǴȥˣֻٶһĹף˼Ƽͻ֮ᷢĲԾ
Ÿǵĳߺ֪вһҲؼˡ
Һ˵㶫ӣֿʼĹ
ΨæµܹʱԼ͸֮δĸӹϵ
һֱæʮһ֪࣬в˸վ׼Ϣһ¾ȥϴ衣ȿߵ˴ߣͿ治֪ʲôʱѾʼѩ
ضƮѩãŻ³һؿڵĳƸʧЩ
˿ȣ֪бù·ԡֻûдˮͷһһ·ڴһ
......ְķҲֻǸˡ
̾˿ֻ֪ȥţôˣ
˵仰̧ۿȥʱ𾪵һЩԼ㡢ô...
ԭΪӦþݶѣ֪ôҲû뵽ǾȻҲվǰ
֪УǸŵ𣿡ǺҲЩΣݷҪģֻˡ
һ˵ͲڿˣΪʲôҪһվ
ûƣֻȻ˵֪С
ֻ֪вһԼôˣѩǹʲôڼŲĸ𣿡
Ȼô˵ǰݡ
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˵գֲһ䣺㲻㣬ʱߡ
۴ԽԽѩ֪̾һˣȥǵˮ
Ķһؽ˳ˮԶˮ
һݾ͹ֵˣּһ......
𷽲˸һɳϵĻ棬̲סʹ̫Ѩ
ͷ𣿡
ӱͻȻ֪ŵòᣬһתͷͶݵǵ
·ôèһû֪̲סʵ
ֻЦЦ漴ֵĶǣҪҰ𣿡
ֺ֪һ飬ϽˣҪȻ㻹ȥϴɡ
⻰ݴǵЦˣԸҽסԸ⣬Ҿȥϴˡ
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ݵôߵֿһֱ촽Ķ䣬ţûô˵ΪʲôҪȥϴأ
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ϳŶһǵңֱ˵㻹ûشأҽס𣿡
㱻ס촽֪иˣЦˣѧء
ҪסĻѵøôĴѩԼٿȥ𣿾˾Ҳûô΢
ϣȴ̾˿ҲԲԣûܿ˰ɣȷʵҲ䣬Ӧ˵ĻҾͿȥϴˣĿҸð𣿡
......֪Ŀɿڴһرĺסˡ
ʱˮҲˣڷŹæˮ˳ȥ
֪һڳ˺һ˳ȥ
һͼݺ͸Ƕˢˢ˱ӶԼʱΪˣôˣ
º͵֪Уҽ𣿡
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֪У鷳𣿡һ顣
£֪ҲֻЭˣ......Ҽֻ䡣
ݵ͸˯һŴϣͬҲŸǵ˯һŴϣô취ֻʣһˡ
˾һ˯ɡ֪֣ص˵
䣬ݾͱˮǺˣ˺ðŴ......𣿡
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֪εֻطԼǲȻأ
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Ȼȴֱ׳˵ûЦҲȥһ˯
ûҲҪϰŵӡ
˵Ŀⶼؼ֪еϣ·Ҫ׿¶ᡣ
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µѣݵλãѸپͺ͹ڴһš֪ҲһЦţƺ˶Ĵڡ
ܿ죬ҲȥϴѧˣΪѧæµ֪еϵҲ࣬żŻϢ˵һ˵ԼĽ
֪Ҳƽػظˣ˱²죬ͨһ
һ¿ĳɼ֪зԼ˲˺ܶ࣬˵һ£ԼҲǺ⣬ƽؾͽʵ
Ǹʱڣαе˰칫ѯԭ֪Ҳ֪˵Щʲôֻü˸ɣѳԼиˣǰû˼ϰ
ȥǲеģ֪𣿡εԾǲţ֪УϸѧڵĳɼܺðҲܴΪʲôѧͻȻͲôࣿ
򴽣֪еԲʦ´λŬġ
̾˿ΰԾҿ㻹ǰһȽϺá
֪бѡֻôӦˡ
ؼҺ¸˳ҲԼԾݸĸס
˰κҲǣ֪ʵӣʲôܸоԴӿѧԺͱֵùֵֹģҲ֪ô......Ҿòǰˡ
û뵽ĸ׻ô֪һ²ҡͷû......裬Բ𣬿Ϊˣ̫ԲŻ
ҲеҿҲǣ̫ţ߿дʱأ㻹лģ𣿡
֪ۿһȣϵͷӦˣ֪ˡ
Ȼô˵ʮԼȫΪ߿ǡ
ڶѧʱ˼ٸȥӵİΣ֪ԼȻؼҡɵڹվһ֪ͻȻֳһ󵨵뷨
ȥݡ
һִܵݼҵĹʱ֪ץͷʹţؾ͵
ֱ֮ʱŻ㱲Լʲô
......ķԼȫ෴Ҫǲ³ĻؼָҪ㡣
ǣ......
վԭ˺һ֪л˾ɻĿͶ˱ңߵŵλȥˡ
Σȥ˴ӴԺҲˣҲ¾Լ
֪кһҲһЩˡ
ִݼʱɫҲѾվڴԹһı֪ԼܼǵݼӦôߡ
ҵǶӺǰɵĵţĵ׻ǲɱش˹ġ
ڼڼңݻԸ
Ҫ˵ʲôҲϼԼĻԼǰ
վǰ˽ս˰죬֪ڻְ塣
ϾӶǰźؿ...
֪оִٵݵͬѧڼ𣿡
ڵģԵȡ
Ӷתȥˣ֪ҲòǿԼ˺ü²侲
ûãͿƿţԼ˹
̫ûм֪һʱ֮벻ʲôף˼ȥֻСػ֣ݣ......ô
֮ݵıûȥȫǻָ˳֮ʱ״̬䵭룬ʲôмһˡ
𣿡
֪ҭһ£ӦƲסЩŭ......˵أΪʲôһԾתѧˣҲңͻȻͱҲ֪ԼˣҪɴﻰ˵ɣҲܲ³ʲôֲĻ׳棡
һ˵ⷬȻ㶢ݣȴĻӦ
ϧȴһֱĬţԻһԸԼ̸ӣ˵ˣһȥˡ
ۿתҪߣ֪԰ѻһԵ˳ʲôǼ£Ҵ£ҪҸǸ𣿡
⻰ɹͣס˽Ųûлͷֻ³֣......ǡ
֪жҪˣʲô˼
ԼͿҪ޷ݹͨˡ
Ǽ°ɡͷö֮ʱݵ
ȻؿıӰ֪ʵļ£
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ӰԽԽԶ֪кȻݣҿɲô⣬˼Ժ󶼲ٺ˶𣿡
ݵĽŲͣסˣûлͷֻżվԭء
˰Σû˵֪б˵ͷã֪ˣټ
º漴Ҳתߡ
ûȥݵķӦ֪һֱߵ˹վʱѾȫˣֶۣȴãһƬ֪Լʲô
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ڹվϣ֪дĨ˰Ϊҹ侲
ֻҲʱһͨｹ˶ܵȥˣΪʲôҵ绰Ϊʲôڶؼң
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ԶӵĲ⣬ĳ˵ҹб䶯Ժ͵ȥϰˣϰط̫Զס㡣ҲˣҾҲҪһĻպᣬΪʲôأѾǰˣǱһѧУܺãȫʽ˵ܶิȥʦۺ񡣡
һһѹ֪޷ֻܴɳϡ
״ֵ֪᲻ͬѧٹһҲҪҵ˰һ߻һ߶ûʲô𡣶ӣΪãҲҪ㿴ĳɼûߣҺζˡ
֪ûлشʵҲ˵ˡ
֪֪ҲҪһתѧĹڴΪ𾪣׷׸пûҵѾķˡ
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תѧ뿪ѧУ죬˳ֻݵĺɾˡ
Ҳûи߸Լתѧ˵£ֻԼ͸ҲڽнԶ
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ǵĺҲˡ
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л˵
߾͵˽ˡףڿ


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˶Ըȥһ˯ѵҪ˵һ˲һŴ𣿣
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֪мҪϢˡ
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뵽⣬֪дˮͷӼᶨ˯һͷ
ϴ߳ԡңݶԸǵʤԸķô
֪в߹ȥһ䣺˵ʲôʲôԸķ䣿
ͷҲû̧ʯͷ˭˽˭˯ͷ
ԣ֪Щ죬̲סͿ˸ǡ
֪Ӧòôɵˡ
˭֪ȻܿͿҲ֣µضݵ˵ͷ
֪һԭأһֱּʯͷ˲Żعѵؿڵ......
˭˭Ӯ
һΪֳܷʤءƲƲ죬ת֪е㿴˼ˣƽ֡
Ҳ̾˿Ϊε˵Ҫһ𣿡
һݵҪȥϴˡ
˵գԡȥ
ʣ֪к͸Ǵ۵С˰Σ......ôĺˣ
΢΢һЦǵΪҲò
֪лûش˵Ϊ𣿡
죬֪ջګګᣬǣʵ㲻Ҳ֪Ǹ޼ɵģʲôҲû취ֹ
̾˿ǵʱҲͦĽġ
ʲô֪ЩԼĶ䡣
ҡҡͷ㲻ΪѾͺá
ʱԡҲ̽ͷһ֪Ҳֻ߹ȥ
ܰһ˯ô
ݵȻޱȣ֪в˵ʲôֻȥ˻ϴ·
ӹ·ʱָ˵һ䣺ڿеˡ
˵͹ţ֪һ²ŷӦ϶ʱˡ
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֪ƿԣ֪ûЩʲôǱ߸ǾѾƽؽ˻ţҲôá
ת߽ԡҡ
֪Ȼɵ˺þá
ʱѾȲĴͷϷʵʵҪ˯м𣿡
˳Ļһ£ֻ֪ÿڸϽҵصͷҲŲ˯м䡣
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˿ĭ֪пʼЩڲˣʲôεģѵǰûһ˯𣿡
⻰ô˵úҺмһü˯˯ǶǶǰˣҲŲһ顣ԣ˯мá
ԼԼԡˮѾ֪ͣҲû˺˼㣬ҪǵøҰһ㡣
۴Цؿʲô˼ѵǾһЩʲô𣿵Ÿǵ棿
֪лشּ˵Ի̼ͦġ
......˵֪ûʲôسһ䣬漴¹ͷͱӡ
ȸҲ˷ǿװ򶨵һǸ⣺ǣ˯
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ֱֱֻ֪泯ţ˵ĺһһǳɢҲֱϮһ廨м䣬̡
˹һӣȶ־ס
⧲һ֪иϽʵʲô
ݵģ˯ôֻǱҲУûɱġ
ΪǾԱߣ֪и߳ܣһ߰ͼѳһϴǵ˵˯š
ǰû˵˯ŰЩίҲøˣˣҪˣ˯ɡ
⼸仰֪гԶԣˡ
׼˯ȥʱһߵĸҲڴʱڵ֪У
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......֪һ²ŵ˯
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Ѿţֶֻ֮ϰȥ֪д۵µɫȥԡҡ
ôһ˲䣬㱲һֺܻƵ뷨ԼֱǱɸե˵Ļʵһ
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ǸֵĶ֪кһֻͣ˿ںֿʼ......Ц
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֪вɵһҲʱҲɿתԡҡ
ıӰһ֪л˶ǰһμʱ龰
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ݵʱ֪ԥһ£ûлرܣͬʱҲܸоݰԼԽԽ˵Ҳһʼ𽥱ңһš
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ԸⰡȻһҲԸ⣬ڷûҪΪͷԼ
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ҾȻؼһˣŪǡᣬǱȻȥԼʰˡ
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һ߰·һʵһȥ棬㲻ô
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һbetaͬʱalphaһȥ棬ôôǴһһ......Ȼ˭˭Ҳ˵
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ҡҡͷס֣úҵǸȥ˾͹ȥˣҪ¿ʼ׹һֱţǰҲ֪Ϊʲôÿοʱͻ㣬ʼûö
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ȪĵطڸڳеĽһ¿õĶȼδ壬ڱ㲻
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ƺرϲȵӣֵŶˣķжȪأһԹǾȥݰɡţҪ벻ӾҲԡ
֪вˣ·ǾҪҪȥһߡ
ݹ֣֪иϽͺ͸һˡ


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΢Ц˵ﻹ̻ݣҪҪȥ
ðָƺûΪղŵĴ󴲷ˣ֪е˲٣Ǳס֣ǽһȥ
ҲһԵĻǾûеദʱˡ
⻰Цݸá
Ϊȼٴܴһֱ䵽ʱ仹ûȫֻ꣬ȴظһصƵ꣬ǲŸŽݾͳߵòУȥˣ
ǻԹеӣֻ֪ʵڶȼٴ߰ȳԣõǡ
ԣݸһݣΪʲôҪԼһȥԷ
ˣʱҲȥԷɡ
ȥ·ϣݾʳĳһ֪еĸ첲ͬʱøǽӽΪ֪֮ǰ֪Ҳû˵ʲôǣԼ
Ȼ֪Ǳһڶ档
Ȼ˲֪࣬лЩڣֻĬĬﰲοԼһԷҲûʲô˵ġ
ϲ֮ݾ͸ΪڣʱвˣŪ֪޴룬ֻһ˵ԼȴҲûܽϨݵ顣
֪мв˼ˣַ¿ӶιҳԺòã
ʶһ۶ĸǣ֪ε......ⲻ̫ðɣͥڵģҪעӰ졣
ںʲôӰ죿ĻЩȼٵ£˸ÿ֪ʲôϵҲûʲô˷׵ɣòôڵġ
һ˵˶֪ʲôϵ֪жʱһǿΧȷʵûעǣǿӲͷƤݼ˲ˡ
ּеĲˣ۾ˣһǸ
һۣ֪кȻԽԽСʱүү̼Сˡ
ιݳһӲ˵ʱ򣬷ŻǱߵͷֻĸǺȻҲڵ֪УҲԡ
......áֻ֪ܴӦˣ޷ܾκԸǵҪ
֪תȥιˣȻ΢ҲûбԹ
Է;УͻȻһ죬첻ԼͬתͷȥȻ㶼һ̻ҹŵĳ
̻Ѿʼ˰֪ипƯǲǣ
̾ס֣ǴԹȥɽϿ￴ø
ֱʱ֪вԼ֮ǰ͸ǵĶԻ
......ʧˣһȥ
Ͼǳ߳ʱͻȻǸض˵֪УǸҸղʱ˹ϻȥû취㿴̻ˣȥ𣿡
㶣֪вŷӦֲӷ˶ʱһֱڿֻ......ûϵĹҪ̻ӦҲԿɡ
̾һС˵˾Բת˷䡣
֪еĿ⻹ڷϣݲְͷ˻˰ɣȥ̻ߡ
ǿЦЦ֪бһȥɽµĿȹݡ
ɽµλÿ̻ȻȲʵöࡣͷŰɫѤ״ֻ̻֪һ̲ס˶ڷﴦĸǡ
ȻҲܿͱݲˡ
һô𣿡
仰֪һ£ʶ˹ȥȴҲԼ
һҹɫһӳ̻貵Ĺ⻪֪п˲һͷܿĿ⣬ҡûô......ֻڷ
ЦЦֻ븶ǡ
ԼεĽڱ׾ٵش֪иȻֻѡǸԲΪѧһڹԲŻ......
˵ȥֻ̧ݶӣȴֶԷѾתͷȥ̻ˡ
......ݡвǿڵһ㲻𣿡
һݲҡҡͷЩΣİɣҲΪ֪ⶼԼѡģϲ㣬ԸܣҲǡ
˶٣ֵʵҪҲֻ࣬ϣһʱֻңˡ
֪кͷһ죬ǰƽĲζӳ£ĬƬ̺ͷţҴӦ㡣
˵գסݣͷļϣϲ̻𣿡
§Цϲ㿴ңֻҪ㿴Ҿ㹻ˡ
֪һȣ̲סӲʲôÿġ
ҳòÿ˵仰ݵִί˵ǾøǱҺÿˣ
㣬֪в¶ۣΪǸǻݶñÿ˭ʤһû㡣
Ǳݻڲģ˵ҳûиǺÿ𣿡
òУֻ֪õÿÿ˰ɣһߵ
ˣͻ˵ҿûΪߵΪ񡣡
ǲѧ𣿡֪Щ߼ˡ
㬵ر죬ְԼֵݸҺ䡣
Ե·֪̾˿ֻסֻ֣֪ԼճԺôǴô٣
ݾһڣҲġ
˾ӵҹĻֿ֮һ̻Ϊݵʼ治ȣ֪лѺ˾Ƶꡣ
պȥȪΪ˷ܣ߰ɣȸˡ
֪ҲֲֻñȪء
ݶǶĳӣȪûˡˮ֪֮̾һˮܺõů˸ղűɽ紵Щ塣
ôżһȪܲɣ
ʱֱԱŵݺȻ˹֪вغһξ룺Ǳݾͺãôʲô
ԣݶʱҧҧһ˫۾ʪؿ˹Ҳܹ𣿡
˵գ֪пڣְֱ˳رϣ׼ٴκ˵֪аȦµؽԼ
ӣ֪Խˣ㡢㲻úȪҼһʲô
ûлشȴֱӸ󾱴ǸѾ˴˵˿ڣǸҧİɣ
㶣֪ʶҲ̧֣ȴִʱûΧڸǣԱĬӦ
˿ϲô˵ĳݺϸϸĦһ飬ζ˵ҵһξԼûзںҲʲô˵ˡ
⻰֪вҹͬǻûзڱȽϺá
𣿡ݺȻʵûзڣǿɲһ
֪ҲڵѾˣףѧ......˵ݣ֮ԴӦԺһҲΪͨһЩ顣
̧ͷЦЦк£Īǰ̣ҪǲһҲνϾִ̫ʹҲֻҶѣ˵԰ɡ
䣬ݾѾͷ˹֪ڶݵȻ󣬻˳ӵؽˡ


120 
ȪУʣʪˮཻ˵Ĵ֮ҷۼ
Χ¶Ƚϸߵԭ򣬲һ֪о͸еЩæ˿˼²ŵ......ŪЩǻǺúȪɡ
Ϊζ󷽵ݱҲûټˣֻȻߺһȪһſڵҿɲһ£
֪иշֿʼˣʲô£
ʱ......֮ûң
仰֪һ£漴תͷҲȥҹ𣿡
ֻҲǸʱһμ棬ԴݸʧϵڽнԶ
Ȼ۶Ƶˮ棬˵һԺʵҹ㣬ҵĺ룬ֻ취дţҲûлš߿ȥң֪ǼѾˡ
֪еţΪ蹤ҪʱᵽڳУҲתѧˡ㲻֪û
Ҳ......ЩѿһʼҲûв̫࣬ΪһΪҡ
ЦЦ֪̾˿ǲǺʧΪû㣿ݣʱȥҹ㣬̬ҾӴ˺һһˣֻܵ㳹׷ꡣʱĲ֪ﵽʲôͻȻҲҴҲΪʶľٶͻȻﻹڸ˵Ļ·Ӧһɣ
Ĭһ£ЩίаƲͳҲ׹𣿡
£֪Ҳ̫˼صǸˣԲǼҲԣҳϡʵҵʱȥһ͵ģûУҲɾĺ롣
ʱĺܼ򵥣ֻҪݶһͣΣԼӦҲܼѡ
Χְã̾һ
Ҳ˵
ݿЦһ£Ҳֻѣ֪ϲǣԲңҲֻһǰԼһװʲôҲûദĺܡһ......ûпס֪ôеĻһôϧû
֪΢ʱСʱĺܸˣҲֳܱΪ㷴Уõ廨ǼһҾ˵ˣžͲЩˡ
Ļ֪Ц㳶ƽˣ
ûлشĻݵȻˮϣϸܿۿЩ졣
֪вòȥ̧΢ͷֲˣҲǺ˵Ҳ᲻Щֻÿ¶Щ......ô˵أԻ......
δ䣬׽ס֣ˣԼС
˵ˣʵںܿġҴûںط֮󣬻һκзչرǵҲʱ......ұΪֻᶨѡҾֻΪӡû뵽ԸҲϲңҺƽӣʵĺܸˡ
˵ʱǵö䷢֪лûжݼ治Ҳп̫ˡ
ϾѾôˣҪ̯ƣܵʲôҲûܿ
ЦţҲá
֪̲סһۣ˵ֱָסˡ
ôãĲ𣿡
ݵ·մˮһʣ֪жоƾն˼ջζһ뵽Թĸǣ߳ϴǵ˵˵ǹϣҪĵԭ򡣡
ԣЦһȻǣҲûб˰ܲΪ˼˵һطͿˣ
֪жʱˣҿûô˵...
ݵʲôϽһȥ
û˵ʲôôôšµҲգֻǸƵ˵
㰲֪һȪһӡ
ϰȥЪЪŻ˷
һţǾͿڴ绰ƺЩУǹϵʲôûаס
ʶǻˣѹѸٽ˼͹˵绰
ʲôˣ֪еǵһ䡣
̧ǣ̾һļ˵⣬Ҳģеż
˵߿ֻϵϢüҲһ𡣼״֪иǣҪȥһô죿
һ£Ƴһûʲôݣ......ٴ绰ʡ
˵գ̨ȥ绰
ʱҲİɣᴦõģȥҹɡ
׸ǿ϶ܴ⣬֪лǿƲסطɢעһߺݳҹһ̨ϵ죬ݵġвȡ²Ųòջߡ
ǳԵһʱ򣬸ǲֻԴƣ˹ǸҿҪع˾һˡ
֪Ծվڣ·кüСʱء
֮ǰʱԭǸǳе˴󲿷ֿ񣬶ҲûôϢոջһֱڴôܻһ˿ȥ
ûϵģڸˡ̾һдΣ֪УξͲˣǺúɡ
֪˵ʲôĿڸ۵׵ɫʱȴ˵ˡ
󣬻ݿڵȥɣ֪ôæҾͲˡ
ֱ뿪֪лոλڷ㶡
ݿȥ߹ȥӵס㲻ôģǳе£Ҹ֮ԻôæҲΪ׵Ҫ󣬹˾ĴҪֲŻ
......Ϊʲô֪в̫⣬ĻѧôԵ
ҡҡͷݵϰˣ˵Ҳǵļ£û취֣𣿡
ͷһ֪еףҲûҪ˼ֻǾ......е̫ˡ
°͸ļϣݵǾôģ˵ϰˣֺǰЩһΪˡ
⻰֪㶣......
ǰΪ㣬ȷʵ˺ܶ࣬ûвǿġ˵⣬̾˿һʼŲҰԼ˵
֪в֪ôشֻֻرסˣ˵Щˣ㲻˵һʱҪѧ𣿡
һЦˣˡ
о˵ʱ촽ԼĶֽһЩ֪лЩɪ......
̾ͣͬʱĿתؿܲ𣿡
֪вżѵǣֻ޷ƻѧ
Ϊиǣһ޷˵Լһķչ
ֻأݵԽԽᣬ󣬡Ҳǿϲ£һϣܹһҡ
˵仰ɿ֣תߵ̨ȥ


121 
תȥ̨Ϻ֪Ȼԭأ춼ûлع
֪ӦúģΪиǺУôҲ޷һȥټϻΪĹһʱҲƲסؿǸǣ˼ɸǵĸܡ
......񼸺ûݵ顣
֪аյһӦһԿҲԼÿζûиһõ飬Ծö֮ݲŻô
Ҳ˵ǶԵģȷܲƽݻ᲻Ҳġ
뵽⣬̧֪ͷŲԶǵӰһ£߹ȥӱرסݡ
ܸоݵı˽ԷɻǳĬš
Բ......ҡԺŬĵ㡣
̾˿֪еΪ̫˽˰ɣûΪܾĸȻģԲŻһֱĸܡ
һʼûʶݵĸ飬ȴڲ֪ŶԷΪԼĺôϰһкͺٰݿú͸һҪˡ
ݲ˵Щ˵ԭұ֤һʱԲѧҲͷֱ˵㿴𣿡
ֳĬ˰ΣŻסţֻϣһú飬Ȼ˵Ǻʲô˵飬ҲŬȡҲһʧȥˡ
˵Щײʣҳô꣬˷ôʱ䣬Ĳ......ô׾ͷ
⻹֪еһԼ˵˺þòֻ̧סԲ......ҵĴû뵽ô⡣
ݰļƵ˵ôܲأϲô꣬Ϊطлᣬ˭֪;ɱһǡǱҵûôϾҲһҵĶ֣ȴƫƫ......
Ȼֵ֪ʵǰ²ǲҲϲ㡣
...֪в̫ţΪʲôô룿
̾˿ʵ֤ûһôҪΪǺ͸һ𳤴ģʲô仯ҲûܲڽӴ֮ǰӦҲȥ䵭ˣֻαװ
֪еͬ⣬Ҳû뵽......ϲҡ
Цһ£ݵıǱĬġֻĵ׹ǰһ𣿡
ͷ֪еҵֻڰҵʱŪˡ
ôˣǸ׹һֱš΢̽ԵʹϸңҾͲ²һйء
𸶽ֻɫС㣬֪ţԺ㸡ֳ΢Ц̶̲ס˴ϻҪϻع˾ĸǡ
ע⵽ĳݸɴסգҲ𸶽ǵĶԲԣ㿴ˡ
֪ЩεذԼŲ˳......ġʱҲˣȥϢɡ
˵ڴ֪лΪֱֻֻԼȻĸ첲׼˯ˡ
һ֪оø첲Щˣݣܻ˯𣿡
ϧȴһ̫Ըӣֻһ˯Ҳ𣿡
ѣֻ֪ȥˣֻо·ֻص˵꣬һխСϵʱȻ˯Щȴܰĸо
ȻȻε˸ʱݡǸһ˫ͫè꣬Уڴ̨ߣԼ¶һͬϤǳ΢Ц
ǣ˯һ۷΢΢ͷԼʱ֪ҲòԼһ©һġ
......ʲôΪԼ֪̲סһ䣬˳ְƵһȥ
ƿٴ˹ѽ
ȵߣֻ֪ϵ¶ҲԽԽ̣ʲôÿģһûϴ
ҲÿĿ˵
˵ʵ֪вòϣݶԼȵʱȷбеĸоҲ޹ֺܶ˶һס
ò׵´ȥϴˣȴ鹷Ƥҩһ粽롣
Ҫϲˣ㻹Ҫ￴𣿡
ϴϺ󻹱ݱţ˦Ҳ˦֪漴Щ߳ŭ
˶ԷƤһԼҪˡ仰ֱӸߵЦҲ⿴
......ҽ⣡
֪лһ簲Ϊϳȥˡ
žԼ̾һ
ôԼǰûôأ
ԣ̫ٶ˵ԭ...
Ȼ㣬֪ǾԲϵġ
һ¥͵ʱȫ֪е֣Щ̫ϰߡΪиΪǰ̲סԱȡ
͸һʱڹǰܵľٶҲѧУӵѡ
ҪһģʽȥӦݵദֻݺ͸ȫͬˡ
뵽֪ƽ˲٣Ҳپ˻ǣֵˡ
극ȥ棿²˵ȼٴȪкܶĿȫȥһô
ôˣ֪Ҳ΢Цġ
һۣݺȻСʵ˸Σŵðҹ˹ҿ˯ʱҾְˡ
֪ʵΪʲôᱻŵج𣿡
ͷЦЦݵǣε뿪ˡ
ڳ͵֪һסˣ......Ϊͱˣ
ίصͷΪġ
֪лشֵǾԺѡǣںһҲֻʱġ
˵գ㿴˴⣬ڵһֻһεĻϣԶҲҪѹ
֪дãֱιһƬ˾Żع񣬡......
Ҳ֪ԼҪ˵ЩʲôϾݵĻûʧΪ
ˣ㲻̫࣬ȻһεġЦһЦԷɡ
֪ҲֻüͷĬĬ͡
ٴˣһֱûаȫеˡ
˳˲ԶԶؾͿΧŲˣ߹ȥһ֪
½ĦȯݰϵĻ˳תͷڴ֪У˼ӣҲȥμӰɣðĦȯء
֣ٿԵΧȺڣ֪оͱһô......˰ɣҪ밴ĦĻҴȥ
Ȼȴڼͼ˵ǾȥԿɣ
֪Ҳ֪Լôȥģ֮Ӧʱ˾Ѿڻ˵Ĵ̨ϡ
λھͿԿʼ
˵һ£ס֪еļشսȥֱĴ
һôǰȻǣʹ֪û˻ʶǣ֪лǱ޴֣߳ʶͱ۾
ˣܸܵ˿Լ촽ģӾ˾һκģϾȥǸˡ
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122 
סʱ֪оͷԼȥǵµΧȺˣ˵Ҳ·ԶһийٶóٶΨ촽ϵĴʵȣ޷ƵسУҲעⲻ顣
;У΢˳һ䡰ǵúżȥ
ֱ˵֮طŹ֪УǼıó˵Цݡ
ʱʹͷԻЩκģ֪Ҳ̨Ⱥ۵߳һӾͻˣֻ޵ûһԼȥ
õĦȯݵ§̨ôҵǼӦû԰ɣ
֪û˵ֻӺͶ䶼ڳϵط̣Լ촽Ҳʼ΢΢ֻõŴݵһ۵
ҪҵˡǵһǣȥĦɣ
ȥĦݵ;УΪһֱڲͣض˵֪ҲòӦһ
Լˣݽ׷ʵղźҽǵʱû٣
仰ɹ沿ո˵֪ٴθе......ûʲô塣
˵κڽǵĹп϶ٵģҲԭίشۡ
û𣿡̾һⷽ滹ǱȲϸǡ
һ£֪б֪ˣֻӲͷƤ͵ҲǸ˼......ˣҺǵʱȻҲ٣ֲˣôһ㷴ӦûУ
϶Ļش¸
Ħݺ˻ԡۣ漴Ա˰Ħҡã֪еֻյԸǵƵͨ
ͬͨ󣬸ǵҲĻϡ
һ۵¸ŵɫұƺڰ칫֪о۲ѣǣôôͿʼˣż㣬ûкúϢ
˽Ӷȼٴ忪ҲҪüСʱû취˯ھѾڰ칫﹤ˣǵѵԲ
ǰοҴһЩļͻȥˣ㲻õҡ
һۣʵĶ
֪бҲʵһڰĦûгͣǵÿȥ˯
ʵǵĸ˵ҪȥĻֻںԼѣϾʶԷΪʳӡ
ԹˣһȥϢǺȻǸ֪УǺæûжʱ㡣
ϵ֮ɫ֪иᣬô˵ĹҪԺҲеʱ䡣
Ȼ֪Ϊʲôǵ΢Цȴһ˲̶͵ͷǿ˵ţҲˣףÿġˣʱҪȥ𣿡
Ҫ֪иϽҡҡͷˣҺݻȥУ㰲ĴĹ
ɲøһ˶ȼٴֻΪԼҲ̫鷳ˡ
ԥһ£ǵ׻ͬˣţҾȹˡ
Ƶ֪ͨб̾˿
һԵҲʵôˣ
֪еֻǾ......ѧĺ࣬ΪʲôûܿõжأҲˣҲҪϢɴƺĬᵹ¡һ
ǰʼһֱָоˡ
ҲţΪӲԼֳɣʹʱ˵ǿҲģԾö֮ҾͶϰĸǣҾǰһ˵ĻǾ⡣
֪ⷬв˸ʱЩ......Ȼѧȫӣ֪һ濴ȥƽ
ˣյҲûáݵϾֻԼܽ
֪ȻҲһ𸶽Ǹǿģ͸سغѹ̻صߣȫûټȥˡ
ȻҲףҲƽֻþ顣
ĦӰĦӲȥˮĿ֪мûԹִ̼ϷڵǴ֮ʱЩ𣺡İȫ𣿡
´ݵûϵҪǵˮһ㡣
ǲǻҪ˵ллô˵֪лԱˡ
Ȼ̿νʮִ̼֪вòץݵֲûк
´ʱԼȶе㷢ˡ
ǲǺܺ棿Ц˵ȻټһĿǻȻȥ·ɡ
֪лЩԣ֪ΪʲôúúõҪͻȻȥ·ֱϷʵͷһŷԼϵ·ˮŪʪˡ
Ϊʱһûô䣬ͨİɫ£Ūʪ֮͸ʪҲûʲôΪԵݣ֪һӾ;ò
ǣ㻹ǻȥ·
ݵĴ£ڶȼٴòֺĿ˸顣֪дûɹĹУȻȻؾͰ鶼Ժ
һֱ͵ʱ˲Ϣ
һĸоôӦòȥɣ
Էʱһ֪߰аϺһʵ
֪Եţúܿģлл㡣
ݺ񲢲ڴˣּǺ͸һʱģǺһʱģ
һô˵֪Ҳ̲סԱˡ
˵ǱȽϲǣ͸һʱǺһʱɡҲֻΪĶҪصö࣬ÿμǶĵеۺϧһҲúޡ
֪Ҳ֪λشֻܱؾ˵ʵǶܺá
Ƶ̾һǰϾô㣬Һ͸֮ҡڲҲġ
......֪Щ㻹𣿡
ʱݲЦ飬Ҫѡȷʵѣ㲻˺ǣȻҲ˺ңʱѶҲһ˺
̧֪ۿȴݵĿڴӴ·һֵϡ
֪ζӳ£˰֮......һѡġ
ҲŤͷų𣿡
˿ĭ֪зԼֱԶԣֻܿܿ
ˣ֪ҾͲˡķӦԳ˵һ䡣
ΪղŵһԻζϺҲʳȫޣ֪ҲԲˡ
Ҳû˵ʲôֻһĬš
˻طϢҲǰ춼û˵һ仰
̨¥µƻԻ͵ľ֪ЩãȻҲ֪ݻǸǣѾȥˡ
һҪһѡģڵѡ
......
ԺͻȻֳ˸įĲͬʱʪҲУ˶ڻؿֻҪôţ֪о̲סֱסԴֻԼͷʹѡ
ƺ޷жͬһ˵ϵһߣޱʹ࣬һжԣһһ
л˵
СԸһֱرϣԻԥᣬϾͨ˲ʥˣϣ` ;


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ﲻ֪˶ã֪ﻹһƬݳԼ߹ʱûвȵ֮ʲγѰ̧ͷ
ãߣ׼˵Ҳһ˲ǰ§ס֪еĴϡ
Ӧ֪вʶʲôƷƲʵôˣ
һݱǲǺ˽
֪вָ̫һ棺ʲô...
Ҫ㾡ѡҪԺһֱߣҪⳡʤǣԾ֪֪ԥ˺еһˣһϣܿһȷеĴ𰸡
ſϵƣһһ˵ʵҺҲûôǹ飬ΪֻеҪһȴڸʱҲѹ
֪ⷬãκſɬ㲢ûдѧ......Ϊ鱾ͲУ鱾˽ġ
ʵ˵ûΪĳѶϲŻɽľ棬ֻһֱᶨϲŸҲˣʹڣͬʱҲݶġ
ݿʼеʱһоѾʼʧˡ
ȻҲпڲ֪֮ϲˣֱֻԸϣҲǸ˽ˡ
̾һݵƵģȻֺû취ѡ˸ǣӦô졣Ϊìܵ飬ںദʱǱֵûûʧҺһ뻹һһ뿪ȥ˸ߣҲԼͦЦģҿƲס
֪̲סԴһʱȷܿģ԰ɣ
ʱ̧ͷԸһֱҿĵһ𣿡
һ̣֪лǳˡ
û˵ҲȻشۣ̾һԲʶشˡ
ݣ......
û˵֪꣬бǰһڣͬʱоԼһǡ
ҲģЩˣǻǿĵɡ
ָֻЦ΢ģ
㶣֪е˵ͷ
ļû£˾һͨһڶȼٴ֣ɽӭϦҲǣһȥǡ
ֵǹúܿ죬һ֪֮еļھʽˡ
س̵ʱ⼸Ϊæµһֱûи绰ĸҲţƵͨ
֪УӦǽĶ԰ɣ
ںһ֪дæǰʰءǣ㹤æ𣿡
˶٣ǵˣ⼸һЩ֪УĲȥʱ䡣
Ȼô˵֪лǲԸܹһˣˣãæľˣġ
Ϊڵͷûע⵽仰ĸ
ţǺðɣףһ·˳磬ʱҴ绰Ĭһ󣬸ǲ˵
֪бҲţİɡ
˵øעĻǱͻȻʱ̽ͷ˾䡰ûпҵڿ㡱֪Ҳò˵绰ȥڿȥˡ
˴æʰϺ͵˷̵ĿͳȵִĿĵ֮ʱɫҲѾ
ҿɲȥסһڳ⳵ʱһ䡣
Ϊһ죬֪ѾˣҲתԱӦһ
ͬ⣬Ҳˡ
Һ֪аһûȥʰһƨɾɳ
ȥϴɣϴ˾Ϳ˯ˡ
ݵĻ֪ذ˰֣ȥɣҪЪһ˳ظһʼ
ݾȥϴˣ֪ҲǴ˸ƽĵ绰ǣѾƽˡ
ţǾͺá
绰ͷô̵Ȼǻڹ֪У컹Ҫϰ𣿡
֪пЦȻҪѾˣҲһѣղһ·ϵʱѾ绰ˡ
ǵȥϰ࣬Ҳ˯ɣ
˵绰֪һ̧ͷݴԡ˳ԼղŴӦʱƺݽҪ޵顣
......˲ײϰɣ
һԼһ¥ĳ֪ȻЩŬοԼǴŲЩŷȥϴˡ
ϴϣۼһɣϾҪ˯ˣʱȴˡ
ȵţ˯𣿡
֪Ժ˵ȣҲ˯ɣĺˡ
ݱҲȥ̶ְ§˻
֪ûôȥˣҲϰݵĻ
һ磬֪оʹرˡȴסӣۡ
𴲰ɣ컹Ҫϰ࣬Ҹ͡
һ仰֪˲˲٣̾ʹӴˡ˵˵ݲû³ֻΪԹվڳſڿһæµ
Թͣ˾һ¥֪ϣǵĳҲѾͣ¥ˡ
Ҳ߹ŵʱ򣬸ǵɫһ˿ɻ󣬵û˵ʲô
״֪иϽ͵̫ˣݲҼסһϡ
ˣҲ˳һ̰ɡ
򴽣ת֪ʵ⼸ô
......ܺá͸Ӿ֪зֱضԼҲֻú˹ȥȥҪһѹˣϣҸ
ֵҪˣҪҪϼҰ
ֻǵ
֮󣬳վ˳֮С
Ȱݸȥ˹˾ǲת֪С·ϣ֪бﲻסɴֱ˳ǣǲ鲻ãɫܲ
ŷ̵ָ˽Ƕ¶һ΢ЦûУֻ̫˶ѡ
֪Ҳֻõ˵ͷǵҪúϢ
̾һ׵ġ
ĻشЩֻ֣֪Լˡ
˹˾³ʱ͸˵ټȴöԷıƺˡ
û֪лعǵĳӾѾˡվԭһҲòת¥ع˾
ڻѹ˲ٹ֪һ춼ûôϢ緹ҲڵԱ߳Եģ⵹Ҳûж˼ȥ顣
òװ˼Ӱ֪࣬˼Ҫˣſϻ˻Źİ°ࡣ
ʵû·ߵĲ͹˸ͳԡԵһʱ򣬸Ǿʹ˵绰
֪У°𣿡
ǵƽʱûʲô֪в΢ģţҸ°࣬Է
Ĭһ£ǺȻҸʱ̸һ̸𣿡
֪һûӦ......Ҫ̸ʲô
΢ŵ̾һ̸һ̸֮Ĺϵ


124 
Ǿ仰һڳԷ֪оͣ˿ӣãȻһһԼǿЦ......ҲǣµȷҪˡ
ʱ̾һ漴˳õĳĬ֮С
˰Σ֪вſڵǣΪԲһֱƲֵ𣿡
һ£ǾͳˣţҺ֪﾿ôģ......֪ôģҲԼζҪѡ񣬿һû취̹Ȼԡ
֪дûɤ˿ƹﵱʼһһϸܵʹ
ȻãȻǸˣԲ𣬽ǣΪҵҡڲôʹ࣬......ұ֤һһ𸴡
ô˵ǷЩģ֪У飬һϣڳ˼֮¾ҿԵ㣬Ҳǡ
֪İɣһúġ֪
ԼҲԼټȥˡ
״ֻõúóԷҾͲˣ
֪о͹˵绰ԼһķЦһҲûθڣֻܽ뿪
س̵ʱΪ㱻ѹİڳ⳵ϣʬһ˼ҡ
֮ӣֻ֪еһƣ
Ѿ͸ԼˣһҪ֮ھɲˣⱾһ־磬ôȥֿܻûҪ⡣
......ԼԴ˺ͷʵ޷ᶨѡĳһˡ
ôӦô...
ͷ֪һƨɳϣ漴˳ɵ
ֻҪһ۾Ժ˵Ӱǡݣݡǣʰ쵵һתţӰƬϲһͬദʱΡ
һɳãֱ֪зԴ֣ŲԼȻڲ֪ᡣ
һ£ԳЦЦͽǵʪȥˡ
ϴĹУ֪кȻ뵽ץ֣Ƭ̣ЩǷȷġ
һȰ˵ѡĻǲͽ˰š
ϴ֪б㷭䵹ҳһһԪӲҡ
öӲҿãȻǳٳûж
ֹ˺һ̾һ֪ĬĬԼ˵Ǿһΰɡ
泯ϾǸǣ泯Ͼݡ
߬ӲҵѾ˺ֻ·ϲ˲Ȼű۾׳Ӳҡ
סӲҵ˲䣬֪ҲоԼһ̴ﵽ˶壬ò˺üԼƽĺȴΪøˡ
ѾӲң֪л㱷ԼƺҲûȥΪźõǸ𰸡
......Ŀ
ҪôѡĻǶһ˶ԣǺܲƽ
ΪģΪʵأֻΪһöͨòܸͨӲңͲʵ˾ѡǸ֮˵˳ΪԼδİ¡
ȫΣǸֻݣŶͬϷķʽ
뵽ʱ֪ѵڻǻɿ֣öӲѸӵ˳Ҳûȥϵľĸͼ
غó;ƣص˴ϡ
ڶ죬𴲵ʱȻоûо񣬵ֲټˣֻǿȥϰࡣ
˵ȥٻôǷˣ
ʱ䣬Ƶ֪ߵ٩һ䣬ȴԷһɥûԼ˵Ƶġ
״ҲˣȻĲëι֪Уӣѵʧ𣿡
ʧֵʱһֱãȻſһ֪ŷӦЦһûУ......岻̫
䣬ľĶͷϣеգҪȺ;ٻȥϢɣ
ҡҡͷ֪εûٿˣһܼ֣ˡ
ľ͵ó½õҩɡ
ߣ֪һ䣺˵......ͬʱϲ𣿡
ͣסŲ룺ǧ磬治УȻˡôΪʲôͻȻ⣿
֪в֪ôֻͣϰ취......ҵһѣԼͬʱϲˣڲ֪ôѡ֮Щѡ
ĵȷʵЩѰ죬ͬϲ˵Ļ......ҾҲѡԼôľô£ûܱΥĵѡ񡣡
̾˿֪ǿ˵Ҳǡ
׶Ҳֻǿͷ˵˵ѣϾԷҲûЩƮƮĻ˵סжѡ
ٽ°ʱֻ֪ԽԽˣͷԻģյҲԣȫǷյǰס
ǿߵ°ʱߣ⳵һϳͼϡ
òƾ˼ң˯ºԺϴ۾һգ˲˯С
֪˯˶ã֪Ǳѵġʱֻ֫һòҧǽһһŲȥš
һͿݽ
ôӵ绰
仰ݼǺģ֪ѿɫ죬˸˷
ƻشȥʱ֪Щңôˣ
źһҪǲĻ˵Ҫһˡ
˵գַػȥԼصĶȻ½˷䣺Ҹҩ࣬϶ûԶȵٳҩ
װ֪Щɻ󣺡ǣô֪ҷˣ
ȥͬ£ҵġˡ
ؿ֪ʵͬµϵʽ˭
ȴûش𣬻ת˻⣺ȳԣҪҪι㣿
飬֪еȻˡ
Թְ࣬ҩ˺֪Ҳо˲٣ݣллΪһˣʱҲˣϿȥϢɡ
ȻȴҲߣҪչ㣬һҹҪϲô죿
⻰֪ЩЦãֻǷնѣôϲ˰´Ⱦ㡣
ûϵܺãġݱ֤ȥϴͻ㡣
Ҳ֪ٿڣ˷䡣
֪Ҳκãֻڴ
ùֻ˷ȷһݵδ磬滹Ÿǵ֣æز˹ȥ
֪Уû°ɣ
绰һͨǼеʹ˳
֪иϽ͵ǣģû£ֻǷնѣղҲѾԹҩˡ
ԣһǾͺãȥϢӦչɣҲˣǵ١
㶣֪гɵǣô֪ˣ
Ĭһǲŵ㲡˵¸ңȻȥҵģΪҾ......ӦûȽҪչ㡣
֪гסˣûü˵ǾѹҶˡ


125 
绰ѾҶϺܾˣֱݻʱ֪вǻعֻ
û⸶ǵǾ仰ǱʶҲȥ
......֪ΪʲôܾøǺԼԽԽԶˡ
ʲôֻ˯ɡһţ﷢ﻹץֻϺ˵
֪԰ֻ˻ȥϴ𣿡
ȻƣҸյĵطһ㡣
һۣݵû˵ջϴģҪܣҸëһɣ̵˵Ȼһظð鷳ˡ
̾˿֪а˰֣ˣҾ˯ˣԱɡ
˵գɻ˴ϣҲ뿪ȥϴˡ
֪вû˯۾һֱŴֱᷢɬűȥ漴̲ס𸶽ڵ绰İֻеһãȻ
չԼ......仰˼Ѿˡ
û뵽Ǹѡ˳ǶԷ⸱ᷳ˰ɡ
Ҳģ˭ʱһᷳģԼҲʮԿܵˡ
Ҳֻһͨ˶ѣ۵ġ
뵽ʱ֪зԼȻû̫ʹĸоͷ·ŸǵתǰաһжûôҪˣȻͱһжصˡ
Ļ......˵ӦöһֽѰɡ
ʱϴˣһʪˮ˴صְ֮§Լ
Ӵϵ¶ȣ֪Щ㱡
ô......û˸ǣҪѡ
ֱݵĺѾƽˣ֪зԼȻ޷һ϶Ĵ𰸡
ôݻãڼѵһ
ιϵǶĻǻǸһʶȤس
ͷǻصԭ㣬ݺ͸ǶӦúͱõһ𣬶Ǽ˷ѱʱ䡣ǲϲǣΪ̫ϲˣŻ˾岻ѡ
ǵ̫ʱˣһʼʵӦÿ쵶ն顣
֪вŲŲ壬ԼԶݵĻ
ΪյԵʣټ˯ǰ̫飬ڶ֮ʱ֪Ȼ˻ģڴϴ˺һŻ
ûݵӰǾͷŴͷվЬ׼浹ˮȡ
û뵽һƿţ֪оͿڲæµţϰζ˱ǵͶ˵
......ˣ֪гɵʵ
ӣݲ˼˵ҽ˷оô
˵ţ߹֪еĶͷˣ컹ڼϢɡ
һۣ֪ݣлл㡣
ͻȻлЩ죺ôָʲôˣȥϴȻͰɡҪҪҷȥ䣿
ҡҡͷ֪Լȥ䣬һˢһ֯ԡ
ȳͺٺ˵¡
Ҹʢࡣ
֪ڲԱݾͿ˷ģʽǰæҨǰæвˣŪ֪ΪΣҲػвˣʾҪιԼԵʱҲһհˡ
һٷԵݲֺ֪еȰ裬ָ߸˵ȥϴˡ
ɳϵ֪ЩΪҪԵζʼеҡ
ôȥϢϴݿɳϣҪҡ
һ֪еݣҪɣ......л˵
ԣֵؿһۣƺ˵ʲôܿͳĬɳá
˿ĭ֪вżѵݣ֮ǰһֱ֪ҵĴ......𣿡
˵ûϽӻǸһԲҵЦһЦףҪҳ˶԰ɣ
ûϵô룬֪һ£һԼ......ǣʵ˵......
Ҫѡңݵ۾ͻȻҲһӾŲߣѡҶԲԣ
ε֪в֪ô˵ȥβһ͸ˣ˭ѡ
һ˲Ͱ
ԭ˸߲ҵҲǱһûϢ֪˶ã̧۲ؿ֪У·Լ˵Ƶģʲô˼...
֪ĬĬ̾˿ˣݣҲټȥˣ˽ĻҺǸĲΪ¶ĥˡ
Ĩ˰̸ŸտʼãĶϾһƬ亹Բݣû취ѡһΪԼǸųˣѡ˭ҶöԲһˣһԶŲ£
˵⣬ЩʣԲ˷ôʱ䣬ĺܱǸ
֪мȥݵı飬޲ðԼѹСٶĸúôϢһ
ˣֻʣӱַʽ
ڴʱһֱĬҲڳˣľ
ĨĶ֪аԼҲƵģ......Ҳٵˡ
ΪԼô˵ʱӦûŭ᲻⡢߻ǿؾܾ˭֪ԤеĳȻһҲûʼպƽƽؿͺڿһС
֪иΪֻ֣ܸ̿ذͷȥ
ֹһӣݲżἫ̾һã֪ˡ
Ȼתͷ֪гɵ......Ըܣ
ͷЦһ£˵ˣΣҲôѡҶľ
˵仰վҾˣȥ˯ɣǵҩ
֪лЩ㶣Ҫˣ
ǰεؿһۣȻѾҺ֮ҲûκιϵˣȻûɼң˵ˣҲˡ
ֱݰæӸϴɾ׼ŵʱ˳ȥˣ֪лûзӦ
ߵصʱЬתͷԸ֪еˣˡ
֪ȻԭأԷšҪ뿪Լ֮ʱȻƲסغһݡ
е˲ûлͷֻǶ˶٣漴ͰŸˡ
ʧĽŲ֪ڻع
......ԺҲټ˰ɡ
Цһ£ԭһЩֿʼеʣҲõȵ˯һܺ͸˵ˡ
ǣתص䣬˼ٺڵ˯ˡ
֪Ǳ绰ѵġ
Ժ˷ڴͷϵֻͨιһ
֪Уоôˣ
ǵ֪мһӾ˹Ѿˣûʲô¡
ǱǾͺãϢɡ
ۿ׼Ҫҵ绰֪иϽӴǣпȥ㡣
ڣЩԥʲôǴӦˡ
л˵
ҪŰŰС


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Ϊ˼֪е廹ûָԸֱ¥¡
¥󣬵Ϥĳʱ֪лǸеѣȷ·ʲôεĶסһӣ˺ðβų˹ȥ
ʱϵԽãоԽأҲ᲻ã......Ļᡣ
߽һ֪вŷָվڳ⣬ֺͱǼⶼѾ紵ͨ죬ڼԼʱǳǳ΢Цһ£ȥǺǰһᡣ
ӵĸ֪гʹǻһᣬ۽Ҳ
֪УӦѾ˰ɣվԭûжǱǰıº˹ȥҸողŰõĽûȥȡ
֪бʶҪӹº쵽һ룬ȴͻȻ......ǣҡʵ˵һµġ
ǵЦݵֻֻͣ˵
һ֪нӹºͷСǸԲ𡣡
һҲջĿڵҹգ......ȷʵѡݶ԰ɣ
Цһ֪ûУûѡǣ´һʼͺܻĵҲעʲôҵ˼𣿡
ԣǳĬòƽţҶˡ
ûʲô仯֪̲ס̧ۿ˹ȥɬ⣬һ˵ھӡ
ʵҲӦú˵Բ𡣡ʱͻȻǰһ־ͽ§˻
֪лûӦԼ߼˵һʼ̫ˣΪҿط꣬ҵ㷢չǾһˣҸûǹ뷨˵Ҳûǹ֮ӦҪôദ£ȻҲûпǹݣ¶ΪҲŻߵľ档
̾һҲʱ䲻԰ɣʱ䲻ԣʲôǴġ
......֣˿̵֪Ҳ˵Ļ۾ʵѾģˣֻȻǿûԼ¶
ֱһӣǲطſ۽ҲЩ΢ķ죬Ҿͻȥˣ......һҪúϢ
죬֪еԾһƬǰңôҲƴղһܺĻѾת˳
ܿ췢ŷĺҲʧ
ֱǵĳȫ֪֮лվԭλûŲ֪˶ãŴۿŵıºת߻˾¥
Źϵ˲䣬֪дӾ￴Լ
;˽ݣϽͷʹز˲ֱ۾ͨһƬŰݡ
˵ĴǶԵģʱһ㡢һ㣬Ҳɽľ档
һ......Ľˡ
߳ſڵʱ֪пǰţͻȻĪ˸ʱԼȥݼһΡ
ǵʱһμ档
ҲʱһһնԼ֮ͬϵ
Ӧһ˰ɡ
űºֽ˽֪жЦһ£ſ˽ȥ
˽......ͽ׻ص졣
򿪱º֪лǰѸǰĽˣϾ˷ʳְ֮ѱºϴˣƣϴ˯
ɵʱȻºʱ֪Ҫôǡ
......Ҳһ۵ıºɡ
оͷֿʼʹ֪бת˸Լ˶ܿͳ˯˹ȥ
֪һ٣ڴûûҹ˯˼һ죬˰ʱֲŸоָѵشӴùֻ˿ʱ䣬ȻϢ
˹ϵ⣬Ҳмͬѯ״֪жһһظˡȵϢŻ㱷ݺ͸ǲûиԼ绰ϢҲһûС
ȻûϵԼģͻ֪Ӧ˺һ
ˣȥˣҪľǰ
֪б´ϴ˳Լһٷʢ͡
ڶϰʱ򣬵õϢֵ죬ÿ˶΢ЦŴк
ܺõӡٻȤһ䡣
֪ҲЦ˵ϢôãûоҲ̫˵ȥˡ
϶ѻļľͻλƵعˣ֪УԺǧҪǵúͱ˵
仰ȻЩĪ΢һζ֪о׹ˣģ
ûݵ֣ضһ
ȻĸЦһ£ţ˼ңѵһܲ˵𣿡
ҲûȥΪʲôĺ룬ֻ֪˵ҺԺ󲻻ϵˣģ㲻ٺ˵ҵ£Ҳģ鷳ˡ
һ£ĿΧû˲Ŵʵǳˣǵǲ̸
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ֱʱĲŻع......Ǻðɣģû˻֪
ֹؿ֪һۣʲôû˵ˡ
һ֪к˿ڿȣǿԼעڹϡ
°ʱ򣬾ȴ
Ǻ͵ԣ˾һ֣ҲҪһȥ
Ϣ֪ЩɵۣǾ²Ӧýĵ𣿡
ȴĽ£㶥һôˣ
Ĺ˾֪п϶ƴǣԣʱѾˡ
ûֵùֻһȥ˷֡
Ƚϰĵǣȥ֮ûпݵӰҲǣô˵ݱϾҲǹ˾ϰ壬ӦǲԲμ޹ؽҪķֵġ
ԹһȺȥKTV֪ΪȬһƺò̫ˣҲ뿪ֻһ߼һ߾ƴǵȰơ
ȻΣɫͲ̫ÿˣ֪вòӲͷƤֺ˺ü
ƽʱԲΪ˼ƾ£θرܣƾθ治ϷͣҲ˵̫࣬ΨԼһעͻ³
һСʱ֪е׻̲סˣȥ
ſͰ˺һӣ֪вžûˡ
վϴ̨ǰϴ˰ɾ׼³ȥһתͷ۽ƳеӰĲ
֪Ҳû⣬תͳȥˡ
صֱȰ˼ƣΪող¹θԽաҪǣԼ𽥲壬֪ܳŵʲôʱ
һƱݹʱ֪ʶֽˣȻ֪Ϊʲôȴ˸ա
Ժ̧ȥȴΪӿǸԽǱƵ˵
ⱭҴˡ
ǵʱ֪ȻûзӦֱ˺ƺԼ߳˰ᣬʶʲô


127 
ʿ֪еһЩǰһƬģֻ̧ƴ۾뿴ʱ˿ԼߵǸ˵˭
ȡһ.........ֻǻû֪߳о;θһӿòһֻס죬Ȼײײתȥ
ǸҲ䣬֪ſͰθдˮŻ󣬲ĵصݹȥֽͿȪˮ
亹ֺ˺üˮ֪вŤͷһۡ
......ôģģݣ
֪оԼĵֿסӿİˣΪѳ˻þȻῴݺԼһССĲ
ͷЦһ£֪ԶѶԷİˣ૵лԼ......ߡ
˵գǽڻվϧûһͲڵأǸ˼ʱַסûг
֪Ϊʲô֪ܾԼԼԼ·ŵһϤζֲҿ϶ټΪòпǸ˲ܴ˳ֻ֮߳и㷲
һ棬ͼӶԷĲѳлл㣬ҿԡԼˡ
ԼֻǱ߬ŵʱ֪ЩסˣֻŬԼʣ֯ԣλܷſ𣿡
ԷȻû˵ûֱ֣§סKTVȥ
šſң֪ҲڻˣһƾܶԷһҪϧղŽΣѾûʲôʱҲֻǸʩΪ
ͣͱһŹغϵʱ֪лҲĴҲʱ˵˰ۡ
......ôһbetaҪʲô
ûףҲƵһ˳ų׹رպڱǶ˵ϢҲԽŨˡ
Ϥζֱ֪סˣе뷨ҲϢͬһ㣬òŵԺǸշת֣......
ϳˣһԵƺ̾˿ӳһ±нƲ裬һ㡣
㶵ذǸ±˹֪Żع񣺡......㡢ô
Ȼ㰡Ȼ϶߲ط
Ϊ˻ѣ֪Ҳ޷ϸĻֻܱű±˵Ժǲټ...
˶٣赭дػصô˵˰ɡ
˵գͷ˳ӣؼңȱô࣬Ӱҿ
ֻ֪Ա죬Ǿƺʲôط̫ԡ
ͣóֹȥѾЩΰѵ֪и˳¥ȥ
лл......͵ͺˡ
ݵʱ֪Ժ˵һ䣬漴ƿ׼Լȥȴ㱻ˤڵϡ
ۼֿҡҡ׹壬Ҳ̲סüǿҴȥ
ΪƵԵʣվڵʱ֪еǿϵģоǹɵҲΪϵ¶ȶذͷԷֲ䡣
һϵеĶû˵ʲôֻǸ§ס
˵׼ʱְ֪˰춼û˳⿪ָЩͷתݵ㡢
ҪεЦЦҵָƴ򲻿ҵ
Ļش֪Ҳû룬ʶ͵¼һԺܿ͡ˡ
˵仰ݰƬ̺Цһ漴ץֽ˲æָϡ
һΣ˳ˣһ뵽ϤĻʱ֪ҲһӾͷûԲЩֱӾڵϡ
˿۵֪Уݵȱ˯ҷҡ
ҡҡͷ֪еҺۣʱ߲ȥˣ......ЪһЪ
Ȼûǿִ֪еҸ£һͰ뱧ǾȥɳЪ
˵գͰ֪תƵɳȥĵɳ档
ʱ֪Ҳ۾ݵĲ˰κɤʣô
ͣ˶ͬרעؿ𣿡
֪סˣʱͷԱͻ磬Ըû취ȥϸ룬Ƭ̻ǳʵ......ǲߣҪߡ
Ϊʲôƽʵ㲻𣿻˵㲻Լ𣿡
컨壬֪л˺һŷֱ˵ʲôҲӸ֯ԣҲֻԺ˵һ䣺......߰ɡ
ԣֶؿãվ
ǽŲнԶ֪Ҳɳ
߰......Ҫ......Ӱˡ
ѾоԼһƬʪǵˮҲܿͱɳ˽ȥˮգҲ˭֪޹
ݻиǣڷֿ֮Ҳκ֪һǶӾͬˮ°ãվģҲֻ˲
Σǲġ
֪˶ã֪вŰͷ̧ϵһˮۡ
̾˿׼ԡϴ裬˭֪һŤͷͿеӰվصӰ
֪жʱͱųһ亹Ҳһ룬˿ĭסĻţһζϸȥŷݡ
......ݣ㻹û𣿲վʲô
Ĭһ£ݲһ뿪ˣ𣿡
仰֪Ӧ㰵߬ȭָҲ˳ĵݣǲѾ˵𣿶ΨһĽ취
Ȼ֪ΪʲôݵȴЩ֣Ҳ㣬ˣ᲻ڣ
̧ãȻؿ֪˵ᣬѾ......ˡ
ֹãЦЦ
Ǿͺá
£ݾʹš
һ̣֪ͻȻһ˲Ҳ֪ԼΪʲôĪֻԼԼ˲̫õԤС
ʱ˿̵޷ֻųƣĲ߽ԡϴ
ʵòֻ̫ЩԼھƾ֮£õôһӱܴϢĻᡣ
ֻʱܸƽһаɣݼôȥĻ֪ҲԼ᲻ٴصޡ
˯֮ǰȻ뵽Ǹϵı±
һһͷҪԼµʲôƵġ
......ˣǾԲȥǵġ
һôţ֪ڳ˯ˡ
ڶʱ¾ͷ·һΣҪʵʵǸı±֪һһжԼ롣
򿪱±ʧ¶ȵѾƲ裬̾˿ǰͳͳˮ


128 
֮ݾҲûгֹˣζ֪жҲһʵξһ㣬б±֤żǻеһ㱡
ԭǴɾֻŵ˵ĵ绰룬ÿÿ浽Ҫɾʱ֪лԥˡ
󵽵˸취Ǿǰֻͬ²£˳ˡ
ڸǺĶս˴
ˣ֪вŸоԼ»ָƽ
ճϰࡢ°࣬ͬǿЦһŬɹһ͵͵˽±ԹӰƶȣǰȫûвͬ
ҲֻԼ֪һ˶ʱ﾿Щʲô
ĩʥڰ
칫˾һʱֻٻȻ˷ܵ˵ô⼸ϵôء
Ͼ˽ӻֽնЩ˵壬ƽʱԼһ˾͹ҵˣڻҪʱһȨûС
Ǻ㲻ˬȥһ¡
˵úһһͬȻҲʾ
һת֪ʵ֪У˵ЩûģʥڵҪҪһ棿
㶣֪ҡҡͷʥںϾҪˣʱһ£ÿ춼æͷת򣬻棿
̾˿ΪԲŸҪɰ˵Ҳ̫ƴˣ˵ҲֻǸ˴򹤵ģΪôǮ岻ֵá
һͬ¶ڷϣ֪ЦЦûش
ϣԽæԽãΪֻæˣܲȥһЩӦĶ
󣬰칫ĵŮǶʥڵʱ棬֪ϰһˡ
ڵ̬ʺϲμּҲΪǿñ˾ɨˡ
Ϊ춼ѩԵʣϿʼֳ˿Ҳѹ֣°ʱѩµøˣвð칫һƬԹص
......
׼Ҫ°֪һ̧ͷͿٻЩ˼վԼǰ
磬ͻȻ´ѩˣ˳һ𣿾͵վˡ˵ԼٻָϽһ䣬ҪæĻˡ
˳ȥվҲʲô£֪оʹӦˣԣûġ
Ӧˣٻ˵лһȻͻϲϲȥʰˡ
һ˳ٻʵ磬ʥڲһΪԼ𣿡
֪ж˶٣ûУȽæ춼ڼӰ࣬ʥڵʱ׶εĹӦþ͸һˣûúϢһ¡
ٻЦȷʵӦϢ
һЩʹĻٻ̽Եʵ磬ҰµĴ𣿡
֪üϽҵ˼ǣмͬѣԸĻ......
ˡ֪Цһ£лл㣬Ǻ뿼£˳Ȼͺˡ
ٻŲˡ
ڼҪվʱ֪зٶȣΪҪҵطͣٻ³һֱĿ⵽ѰţȴҲ˿һϤӰ
ϳǸ˭֪͵һ²סɲ
ٻҲһ磬ҡ³ˣ
......ݵĳĬ֪вŵ˵ͷעⰲȫ
ٻ³ԼӦ뿪ģȴǿƲסǸϡ
֪Ҳ֪ΪʲôڵվһһãȻӣ·Ҳ·ˡſţһҪ³ȥĳ嶯ȴڰУþû
Ҫȥ......ȥ
оָʾƺתͷȥѯ·ˣ֪ڰͲסѳȥͣߡ
ע⵽ʱ򣬸¶һľȣǺò΢һף֪Уþòˡ
ȴ̬֪һ㱣Ƭ̺ŻعǿЦһ£ôҲ·𣿡
ЩصͷţҵĳͻȻˣոȥΪվ⸽Ҳ׼ȥȻŪ̫·ߣѾ˺˵ˡ
......ڸǿĵط֪еָҲ̽費Ҫһ̣
㶣ǲº͵лл鷳ˣԼԡ
˿ĭ֪лҵصͷҲʶܿ˸ǵߣҾˡ
˵գϲţܿͽǵӰ˺档
Ӧʵģͺ˵һ......Ѿûκιϵˡ
ȻԽô룬֪¾ԽǿɬֱֲܿƵķӦԼҲòڿǵһ̣Է뵽˶Ǹ˵֮С
֪ΪȴҪһһʹĥԼ
֪аѳͣ·ߣȻúôһѵõĻᣬ˺͸˵Ҫ黹º¡
޿κεؿЦһ׻Ƿ˳ӡ
ؼ֮󣬵Լʱʱͻῴֻʱ֪ڶݵĲԼ뷨
......ȻڴŻԸǵĵ绰Ϣ
ȻûУʼûУһֱϴϡ׼ϴ˯ʱֻһϢ
ֱҹʮ㣬֪вʧǵطֻͬʱҲݺݵԼ
֮žøмһЩ
һ·عȥת۾͵ƽҹ
û°ʱ䣬칫˼סˣڽϵĻš
֪УĲһȥ𣿡ߵ֪еλԱһ䡣
ҡҡͷ֪ЦؼϢȥɣÿġ
Ծ̾һȻ㾿ôˣΪĺͬ£һϣܿ
ô˵֪оЩסˡ
һۣĵ٩ôˣ仰жסˣ
֪ŷӦ......лл
ļ󣬶û˵ʲôˡ
ڰ°ʱͬǶˣ֪һ뿪
ƽʱһصơţߵ¥ȥ˼һռ⣺ӦóԵʲô
¥󣬾ͣţ֪ʶ̧ͷһȴΪǰ˶𾪵۾
......
ǿҲû뵽ڵϱҲһ˲
󣬻֪ǿװ򶨵ؿڴ˳Ĭ......ô̸⣿
ͷʵô°ࣿ
֪ǿЦҲɡ
ζԻ޻˵һĬȥ
ʱݺȻĪһ£̶ͷĵƾͿʼ϶˸
üְ֪˿żȴֵݺ޷ӦѾͣһ
Ӧǹˡǵҿ绰ܲܽͨ
Ҳ֪ǲź̫Եʣ绰춼ͨϣ˵ֻҲ޷硣
̾˿ǵû취ֻܵȴõάԱˡ
ͻĵݹ֪ЩɵۣʱһİҲûʲôƫƫǸǡ
͵͵һ߻ڼĸǣӿһ


129 
Դӵͣ󣬸ǾһֱڰŪֻ˰βŷˣУһźҲûУֻܵˡ
֪ĬȻ˵ǽϣ͸ɼ˵ľ棬ܿ΢΢üԼΪǶסĴ
Ѿһָεɾӵķֱ֪оȻ㱾ǰĸЩİ·ն˺ϵ󣬵ԷٳʱѲǴǰԼϤˡ
Ǹ˵ĿⲢûһʼͣԼϣִŵضŵĽͨťκﶼĮġ
......ҲǱȻİɣΪѾûйϵˡ
Ϊ˰ĿڶȻһɬ֪͵͵һװµʵҲ֪ҪͣʲôʱҲ湻ùģŽؼϢ
ǻûпȴڽĻӦƽҹɣǹ˾ѵûʲô𣿡
֪ʵаͬųȥԷȾƣûʲôȤֻؼ˯
شøЦһ£֪УҷȷȽϲڼ
Ŀ˵仰ʱ֪͵һָҲݺݴ̽
ôһ˲䣬ҪΪ˻û֣ȻǻһЦ£仰Ʒһ˿´Ĵ
ʵ......Ѿزȥˡ
ΪþûĻش𣬸̧˹ȥôˣ
ʶڿԼͬʱҲۿͱǻһᣬ±ǿԾ֪лҵƫ㣬ͷĵȴʱҵ˼£ű㳹Ϩˡ
⧲ڰʱ֪ʵһϽһ
ѩϼ˪ˡǿЦҪǺµĻҿԴֵֻͲ
ǿָ֪ˣãʡɣҲ֪Ҫͣʲôʱ򡣡
ͻȻһ⣬һĹԱ°˵ĻѵҪڵһ
һֱûô죿֪лǰԼĵʳ˿ڡ
Ƭ̣ǵģߵʱӦûû°࣬Ƿĵò˵ʱȻͻᱨԱ
Ȼںڰǿı飬֪ȴԽߣֻڰһЩͬʱҲ˽ޡ
ȻҲȴܴǳĺбϳλãԼᵽΪʱƶԽԽԵıɵζһխСĿռ޷Ŵĥһִʱ˿̣Լ·˸ϢĴڡͶ·
ΪԼ侲֪п˼£ɢǹɲϳԼƹıζ
ǸƺҲʶʲô⼸պҵķڣ³ƼζҲȽϴԶһɡ
仰֪һ£......ãûϵģҲʲôӦ
ʱվomegaĻȷʵҪһ¡
һγƵľĬ󣬸ǺȻͿʵ𣿡
ʲô...֪Щ̫˼
Ƿ·ЩΣһ㲻Ƿ𣿡
Ӧ֪пƲסЦ˳Ѿһǰˡ
ڰǺ΢ŵ̾һԲ𡣡
⣬֪бҲ˳˵ȥıºһû㣬ʲôʱʱ䣿˸㡣
û¡ͷɡ
֪Ϊʲô֪ͻȻһ֮ĵ̵ֱȫ˵ֻһھͻøǷԼɤʡ
ֻѡĬǿбûзŹң
ܿ죬ҲķʶǰһôˣǲҵϢζ̫Ũˣ
߶ıɵϢǵϯ֪һֱѹ۵׵ˮҲڶ
𡢱...
ǹȻͣס˽Ųɵʵ㵽ôˣ
һ£֪ǿϵζ̫е㲻ˣԶһЩ
仰ɹøº˵˽λãԲҲǹģ̰ɣӦþͿҪ޺ˡ
Ӧһ֪ú󱳵ǽڣԼ˵ϣ˫ֻһ
ؽһξϢʱ䡣
ֻûãǵ
֪У......ʱô
֪˺þã̻ش𣺡ãǰûʲôأ
ڰε˵ҹò̫á
ԥΣ֪лʵʲô𣿡
ѵֺ͸ĸìˣ
̾˿ϵģϵģܶ鶼һǰңЩûʲô⣬......ڲһˣԽԽۣȴҲҲŽѹķ
⻰֪еִʹһ£Լǣ㲻ǳˣûҪԼôѹÿ˶ܳܵļޣĸоˣӦľͣϢ
˵þûǵĻش𣬲ЩңȻˣûҪָֻŵ˼ֻǵһЩ......
δ䣬Ǿ֪У֪֪ΪʲôǰҾӦЩ飿
֪ʶʵΪʲô
Ϊǰߡ
⧲һ仰ʱ֪дסˡ
عŷԼȻˮʪԭҧҲΪɿʹϸ΢
......ܣø
ڸ˵仰ʱȴ֪ԼҲ޷ѹסԸǵ˼ˣ˵αװһ̱ݺ˺ƣֻǱֱԼʵ뷨
븶ǣ˷ֿһԸǵĿʹûֹͣ
ǸomegaǾѾǸˣΪǵӵԼ˼ɵڸߣûʲô˻ܽǷֿ
......ǣֻһ洦ɼbetaѣſԺ޸߿ҲעԶ޷͸ǵ޽κϵ
һˣʺռݸߵλá
һ뵽⣬֪оͰͷϥ
û뵽ǣǲ֪ʲôʱȻ漴˫ֽ˸˻С
էȻӴ壬֪лЩãȻӦ󣬱Ƕ˵ıϢѾ˷ΧԭأҲһƬհףȫסֻܱԽԽֱѡ
㱼䣬ԼԼ̾Ϣһ
֪УҺ㡣
죬֪˵ɤȴ񱻶סһ֪ûзԼˣֻøϽʹزȥЩʪ⡣
ҲʱһֱͣͲĵڿʼֹһӣյĵҲһˣĹк£̵֪Ȼۡ
ܸоԼվҲĵذֽ˶Էһײײ߳˵ݼ䡣
л˵
ҹ֡


130 
ݼ⣬άԱڲϵغǵǸԲ𣬶λûܾɣûмʱǵĴԺһӴԵݵĶڼȡ
ǻںάԱ̸֪иϽתͷƳۣԼۿʪ졢һǸոտ޹ʱֺ̧ݺݵز˲
......ǻǣ֡
˴˿ɽһ֣֪Ȼ֪ԼӦģȴȫʧƵģֻڸǵС
ֱάԱ̸󣬸ǲŵǵؿ֪У֪Уû°ɣ
ҡҡͷ֪ʱŲض˶֣......û£ɿˡ
ǵҲȥȴûԷſ֣Ҿ㻹һϢһٻȥɣ߸ɴ㣿
֪мֵˣģæİɣԼһ˿ԡ
ڵֻҸû˵ĵطΪԴӵ֪ԼҲû취̹ȻԸˡ
ȻȴҲԸƵļȰҲġ
ǲȻô仰֪мѿڶ
һ˵Щڣ֪ô˵Ǻ⣬ȴƲסԼĵǹ
ȻǵҲõˣ......ҸĵطɣָҾؼҡ
֪˵ãһȴʹĬ
պôøпȹݣ͸һȥˡ
˱󣬸ʵڵʱ˵ϢŨ̫ˣûӰ쵽㡣
һ֪еҲomega㲻ôġ
ʱǺȻͷЦһ£֮ǰڵ˵Ļ㲻÷ϡ
֪㶣һ£Ӧָʲôűӵֶʱͽ˽漴ǿһν̬......ģҵȻϡ
һۣƺ˵ʲôûпڡ
֪ԽԽɬ̣ΪʲôҪһڵ鲢ï˵Լһת̬ҪЩ档
ʲô
֪˶ãǲŴ˳ĬҲӰ쵽㡣
֪лشֿɬԼ......ҲŬ̬ġ֪УϣԺҸ֣ôģҵĴеѹһᾡŵ㣬鴿⡣
֪кͷһͣĻؾµѾûʲô˵ˡ
ǶԵģټӰˣڵô򵥵һ仰ֻ˵뿪˸Ǻ󣬷ԽԽ
һʼ......Ųµ˾Լ
֪УҪҪԵ㶫ߣȥǱ߸һ䡣
֪и˵ã۽ͿǷϵֻ
ܲңΪܺãҲпʾǸ
...ǲ......
ִ˭󣬸Ǿͽ˵绰ܿС˵˼ʲôųǸЦһ¡
......֪У£ҪˡǵĲؼ𣿡
ۣ֪оԼƽ˵˵˲ãģȥ°ɣ㲻Ǹո˵ԸӰ쵽ң
̾һǵͷվǵؼңϻѩ
˵գ·뿪ˡ
תͷ⣬֪йȻѾϸСѩʻƮ
......ǵýտʼµһѩʱڸףգʱΪǻԶһҸĿʼ˭֪ȴ˷ǡ
ۿѩԽԽƣ֪Ҳع񣬸Ͻһں˱ʣȻ뿪ˡ
ֱϳʱʲôлС
֪ʲôԭĳӾȻˡڳ˺üζûгɹ֪дܵصλϣҲ֪ô졣
ϸܵѩһһûǰĵ粣һǿҵ޵ĸо
ûů֪ûһͱòУҪ³绰ά޹˾ȻԼĴá
̧ͷһվǸǣ֪Щֱסǽ˳
֪Уôûлȥ
ѣֻ֪ʵ̹ף֪ΪʲôҵĳͻȻˣҪ绰ά޹˾ôҲûߣ㲻Ҫ𣿡
ǵǺ̹Ȼֻ뿴ȥûСĳҲˣɣ
һأ֪Ҳûκܾܾˣֻά޹˾˸ǵĳ
Ȼٴκ͸ǴͬһСĿռ֪ûˣֻͻĽֹס£ӺʹɫЩס
״̵ůְԼںΧݸʱůůְɡ
ӹΧۣ֪΢΢ü̲סʵΧģôôපۡ
˶٣ûлشֻǺ˵Ǳþ˰ɡ
ΧȻ̫ۣǺů͡Χϵʱ֪ԼŵմȾŵĸϢصζѾܵˣomegaһ׽ǡ
Ժֳ︡ǴΧӣ֪ĬĬΧսһЩ
ܿ죬Ӿ¥¡Χ·Żغ֪бҾͻȥˣ......·ϿСġ
ͷû˵ʲôγĿȻͣϡ֪жЩڣ漴򿪳ȥˡ
³ãǵֻ˭Ĵߴһ㡣
Ųͣһ£֪лǹ·ͷӭŷѩ߽˾¥
ϣΪ΢еðǾ˯ˡ˰ҹʱȴֻͣˡ
ãȻץֻһʾǸûбעİ룬֪вͷҶϣ˭֪ȴСİ˽ͨ
漴һӵ֪˯ⶼû֣Ͻι˺ü¡
Ϊһֱû˻شֱӹˣȻŸ˯²ãһδ˷ڵ
˭绰仰֪мǺġ
ڣǱ߳һкӵιݵļ𣿡
֪סˣ˺һɻ˭...ôˣ
Ǳͣһ£Էƺ˸΢ôĵطˣһ¿ϾҪ°ˣҲ᲻
⻰֪šü......˼ûգҲļˡɣֻͨѶ¼ûһиǵˣѵ绰ͺˡ
кȴֻô绰ҸղŶˣûниǵġҿݸıעǰӦѰɣ
......ˣҲǡ֪зЩģԥһ£׻ǿ˵ַ
ֻ֮ٴζŷѩţվ·ߴ˺þõڴ˳绰к˵ľưɶȥ


131 
ִưɺѩҲµøˡ֪жվ⣬ͷžưʵƣȻɻԼΪʲôҪҹðŷѩΪһİ绰
ǼĴ˯Ų
̾˿ӲĲ˽ȥ
һưҵ죬ͷһݺݵ֪еԴϣЩ̫һеͷ
ŲɫȺһȦûҵݵӰֻͳֻز˹ȥ
绰ʵιݵ
ָʾ˹յؽһһƿžͿת뿪һĻ
΢ͷпڿɳϣշԶ׼ĺɫȥѾʧȥʶˡ߻毺áϸкӣһȻűڼȰơ
ֻ֪һ۾ͺߣ֪ôǽȥˣ˭Ҵĵ绰
ʱһȾɫͷεңˣϽ߰ɡ
Ƴããݣ֪гĬһ£ֽɳ
ѣ㻹Լ𣿡
һݲ̧ۿÿ۾·һˮƵģƽҪ˼ִ......𣿡
֪в֪ҪλشֻúӦһ
Ǹͷİ£Űݸ˳⳵
ϳַ֮ܿһµ⡣
......ݼס
ݣݣü˵𣿡˼ݵ֪дʵ㻹ǵҵַ𣿡
ϧ˺üݶûзӦ˾Ѿڴߴˣ֮£֪Ҳֻ˾Լҿȥ
³ʱ˾ɫ̫ãֻ˾ƵڲɢϢأŪӶǾζ֪ϵǸֶ˳ѣȻżѵز˳
ܲܡԼ......
¥;Укüؿϣ֪ʹˤڵء
ǼҪ¥ʱ֪нһʱͺһˤѩϡ
һˤȫˤˣҲûǸɴά泯ƾ
صѹϣۣ֪˯˻ţźƵһֻ
¶ǰһ֪̲סᴥһա
ƺǸоĴתͷؿڲ˲䣬漴һૡ
Ҫôأܲܰʧȥʶݸһ˶ѩ̾˿ֻ֪ƿŬȻͼ뱧ذŪ˵
ò׻صҺ֪Ѿ۵ðűԼӡɳϵݣòԹȥšë׼ݲһ塣
հݲҪӵʱԭһֱ˫ȴ׵ؽĿ׼
ˣ֪һºʵ......𣿡
һ;ÿЦϾһ˵ô֪Լûأ
ϣȻҲգȴͻȻڴʱֻʣһˡ
ʲô...֪в̫仰˼
ȻͿ𴽽Цһ£΢Цȴһɱ֮⡣
ֻعȥˡݼ˵ֻʣԼˡ
֪һӶסˣ֪ηӦ˰죬ǰοݵͷ
Ƭ̣ƽµ˵......˭ҲҪңûҪңʲôʱԶԶǱµǸһֱǱ˷ѡ񡣡
ⷬƺʰ֪Զԣֻܽס֣ģĸ......һҲԼĿԣ㻹бļˣСиǣǶġ
ȻȴЦһ£ߵķһƮƮģ...ûˣûˣҲҪҲֻҪһӡ
......ë֪иɴرסɳϵˣЩúϢɣʱûˣ㱣֤
ס˾ĬһٿʱѴʣΪʲô...ʲô𣿿д˸Ͳң
ֻ֪ýøûдҪģһġ
ʱݰ˹Ҫǰ˵˭һɵ۾˺ܾãŷһҵЦ......֪У
ͷһ֪гˣҡ
漴³һΪʲô......㲻ǡҲҪ𣿡
֪лش⣬׼ȥԡ¸šһë˭֪ȴֱݸקס֡
֪һ֮ô֪֮оں޷±קصɳϣ漴ǸŵŨĻ
Ҫһζ𣿡ͷļ򴦣૵ʵ
˶Ѳ֪ҲˣĬر˻оݵƤɢ⣬ʱԼëϢһУһǰޱϤĶ
ƺǺ˳ӣֵ˲ҪңǾͲҪ......ΪʲôҲҪˣȵߵʱ𣿡
......֪죬ûü˵һ仰촽ͱһ¡㶣ĵ׶ȻһɲҲȥرסǰݡ
𣿡̾Ϣһ䡣
ҲΪݴŵľ֪оԼҲʼЩͷˣ³Ǹۣ......롣
ȷʵҲݵģʱ˿ֻ̣һô̻¶ļȵ֮Ҳû˻ǵá
õ϶ĻظҲ㣺ǾͺãҲ......һֱ㣬ҡҲ֪ɣʱ......Ҿ͵͵ȥȥǹ˾¥£ڳ￴°ࡣ
֪һ٣ŵ......Ϊʲô
Ϊ......࿴㼸ۡ
˵Щʲô֪ûıǻҲѷ˾ҵɬϾȥݵૡ
漴ɳӵãֱݵʶ𽥻硢̶˯֪֮вżѵĻƽɳϡ
̾˿֪šëݲ塢£һ˯ɳϣַѾҵĴϡ
һк켸Ҫˣͬ˳ϮҲƣѣϽҲһɣӺܿ˯ˡ
˯УܸоʲôصĶһֱסԼֱȱӻҪϣȵطȥΪ޷ѣҲֻǿ˯ȥ
ڶ֮ʱʵûô˯ãһۿԭҹշת඼ΪԵݱԼԵʣ֪Ҳ޻˵


132 
֪֮һݣͼѳ
Ȼݲ֪Ϊʲô˯Ҳô˺üûܳɹֻεɻָԼ˸һơ
ֻҪ΢תͷܿߵݵŶԷû֪б˹ȥĿһ˿ԼҲûʶճյͣžδټϡ
ſţ̲סָ̧ݵָᲦŪЩ˳Ľë
ʱһֱûзӦȴͻȻ۾
֪еĶ˲ͽסˣݶ˰ΣΪȷԷûУԾ׼͵͵ذַ
һ־ͱݸ߬סˡ
ô...ݵı鿴ãȻ
ͻȻת֪ΪΣʳ˲֪ôشֻùҶԼһȥư˵Ҳˣ
ۣŬ˼Ƭ̺ŵҼǵãôԣ
֪ͫ΢ϽԼֳ˳......Ϊھưô绰ˣҴҹðѩȥ㡣
仰Щ㵣ʲôõģ˭
򴽣֪иɴشˣһ´һߵô֪˭
ֱؿһݲųɵڳԴ𣿡
֪вΪ仰һ̾ϴǵؽ͵ˣȲ˵Ѿûκιϵˣҹ˽гȥĻԹһ󡣡
ϧȴûȥӣԲȥġ
һ⻰֪жʱҲЩһ......ԣҾеûţԲŻϲ˯ȥư㡣
ˡݺȻϿҵʵҺܿġ
˵ô°һͿ𣿣һӻ֪תۣȴԤ׵һϤĻ
ݵͷȥңĺܿġ
Ĭһ£֪вǿΪҲ˲ҵģҲȥĻŻᱻǶ档
һҲ⣺ûϵֻҪͺˡ
˿ĭ֪Ҫƿˣ֮ǰѾ˵Ļʲô
ݲû֣ǰøˣ󣺡ұһɣҺþúþûп㣬Ҳûбˡÿ춼㣬֪㲻뿴ңҲȥ㡣
֪Խ磬ʱ˿̵֪з·Ҳʧƿǰô򵥵Ķˡ
ΣоЩʪʱ򣬲Żعŵʣ......ˣ
ݿһǲĿˣֱʱݲƵ˵ҡ
֪бҲˣֻεҪʲôʱҽɻҪϰࡣ
ôȥưңݵ첻ǻҪϰ𣿡
ôһ˵֪ҲЩԶ......Ϊ̫ˣҾͲӦȥĶԲԣ
ɿͷС......õģҲֻΪ鲻ԲŻȥ
˵Ļ֪̾һֳˣ
ͷֲ˼ǲ˵˺ܶŵĻ
Ҫô룬ڲӦ뿪𣿡
˵仰̧ͷݳĬӣ֪оЩˣ......ǸҪ鲻õĻԼϢһ°ɣҸһ£Ҫȥֵطˡ
Цһ£ݵ֪ûѣҲҲߵˡ
֪вѧ˵Ӧûġ
ϣȴҡҡͷæúܣҪӦܶˣҲȥ
뵽ȥҴҵĸǣ֪бҲˡ
ֱһݲɿ֡ͷҲڸס˷ۿ⸱ģ֪һʹֻǿԼȥ⡣
˾ƣϾͺȵɡ֪жҴҪȥϰ࣬ҼϢһߡ
ԣ̧ͷ𣿡
̾˿֪е㶼ѾҼˣҲֻܰ˰ﵽףͷ͵
һ⻰ݶʱϵЦ⡣
͵ʱֲ֪еȰҪæһСľͰԼָˣָ⵽ֱ̾ͺһƬ
ҶȥϢˣ㻹֡һߴԼûвļô˵֪һץַˮ³ϴ
ȴֵ˵ûµģѾˡ
Ҫȥ֪иϽסˣˣͰֵɡ
ݲŲٶˣҲգؿβ˵á
֪ϾͲܿƵؼˣ......˵ʲôɵ
˵ģǳ˸һҵˣеʱ㲻Ѿ֪𣿡
ΪԼı仯ֻ֪һ˱Ӧùѡ
˵㻹Ըҵ𣿡
ݵ֪гĬһ²ŵͷš
£Ҳ˵ʲôػ˺ݣֻܴӦ
϶ĻشһǾͺá
䵹ҳҽҩ˿ںֻ֪ͷãȻһ͡
ճһڣݾ͸пþûԵĶˡ
Ĳɵغ֪࣬ڵĶҲɡ
ȴͬ˵ÿγԵĶﶼúůɳԱķûָо
УϲͶԵ㡣֪̾һҳˣˮͺã°ʰҾˡ
ҧҧݺȻһ𣿡
һ£ʶ˵ʲô֪бüݣѾ˵ܶˣǷˣȻȻ԰㵱ѿûǲҪټˣɲһһֱǨ㡣
֪Ҳ˼ݵѾЩˣֻн......𣿡
˰Σ֪εһҪϰࡣ
ɶ˼ݵ۾һӾˣûϵҿڹ˾°ࡣ
Ȼô˵ˣ֪Ҳֻͬ⡣
ǳԹݱ֪һȥ˹˾
ô䣬㻹Ҹطһɣ𶳸ðˡ֮ǰ֪лһ䡣
һڴӦ֪бҲȥϰˡǵϢʱ򣬵ȥһԷʱȴ⿴˾¶ĳϣ̶̵ֻһ磬պͱǼⶼѾͨˡ
ֻһۣ֪оһҴ߹ȥҲҸطΪʲô
Щִٵ˵Ҳ䣬Ҿһ˺úõһЩ顣
֪еĽŲҲͣסˣԼһֱް취Ҳֻ̾˿ֹȥѶԷ߰ɣȥԷ
һƬֺüͷʱøˡ
ţʲôҲȻȻػס֡
л˵
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133 
Ϊݵֻ֪ûɿԼֱָֻ֮ſڵԷ˰ɣ
ҺҪðˡ⣬ȴʣӦóԵʲôҩȽϺã
΢û֪û˵ҿóԵҩ
˭֪ݻգ˫ÿ۾ΪʲôҪҩѵӦǳԸðҩ𣿡
......Ϊ㿴ӷһ仰֪û˵ѹӣǸɴת˻⣺˷ȥϢɣͱˡ
ݹִ°ࡣ
֪žЩƣ̲סһЩ°ʲôݣ㲻ֱ˵ɣ㵽׻ôѾûпˡ
Ĭһ£ݲ֪Ҿҵʱһ......㲻뿴Ҳûϵ
Ȼ֪в˼㲻ϰ𣿡
ʱá˵仰һ˲䣬ݵıЩ֣֪вδ
֮û˭ٿ˵ˣݰԼһҹ˵Ĳʱ֪ΪΣֻԵ㶫ӣòֵط
Ȼȥ͵Һ𣿡
Ϊʵ᲻ۣ֪бȥˡ
λ󣬷Ա˲˵֪һͰѲ˵ػܵĻ
ȻǷ㣬Ϊ߰ļ۸Ҳ˲࣬ϡϡطֲڲͬĽ֪пһ󣬾׼ȥϴּ䡣
߼ˮͷˮµġԼϴ˰뵽ݣ֪ͷ۵ǣڽӦôǸ˺ͷ
ֻ˳ȥɾһԶ·߻ȥʱȴͻȻԵںһϤӰ
ϳǸ˭֪еĽŲʱǱסһ᲻
ֻܼվԭأ֮ĸǳǰİ΢ЦţüĿдᡣ
ĸǣЦݣ֪й˺ܾòڷӦ˶ȻӲָ
ٿȥģʶԼƳĻǳֻΣֻתͷæȥһػصԼλϡ
ʧǵģЩֵʵôˣɫͻȻúѿ
˿ĭع֪СǿԻһҲ𣿡
ǲѾˣ㲻θ𣿡Ҳĵü
ҡҡͷ֪Ҳ֪οڣ󲻵òǿԼ˶񣬡......ûʲôֻؼҵĻҾͿԸóԵˣ㲻ǾÿҪðҾ͸㰾㽪
ݷǵ飬ɵؿղŻҪߣھҳԣΪʲôͻȻתô죿׷ʲôˣ
֪ôܰѸҲҲֽʾ֭һ⣺ҾԷ̫ɣǻһĵطʲôµĻҲԸõ˵㿴ô
մݣͬ˻λã֪һ˸ƫƧĽ
ãԸ׷ʲôˡڽһڵ֪ǰ˲١
̾һˣ´Ҳ֪ʲôʱٿҺҰΪһЩ鳳˼ܣûȥϰࡣ
֮ǰҽԺƳݸŭӣ֪бʵǳӵ¾ʲô𣿡
ݷ̵ЦһˣҲ֤ݣǸõܸܵɵģϣҰַﵽͷϣԺ˵ˡ
֪ЩĿࣺΪʲôͱܵܺ˰֤ݵĻ㸸ΪʲôԸţ˵Ǻܲƽ𣿡
ݳĬ˺һΪϲҰ
㶣֪һʱ֮Ҳ֪Ӧ˵Щʲô
ʵҴСϲ£˵ҲӣûкøҲܻܲẦңȴ֪˼滹һӡ
̾˿˵ʮҵʱһιȻǸ˽ӳϯ˼ۻᣬڸҺһ޴衣άֱޣ֮ͳˡ
֪̲סȥס֡
̧ͷЦЦֵҴûеõ˭ƫûңҰָܸңҵ⹫үү̣ҲֹһﱲҾϲʲôãҲһֱߡ
ˣ֪ǳΪʲôǸռǿëʵеһжмѭ
ڵ̬ѾˣΪҲ𽥶ãҵĸĸܸҪƫ˸ҡˣҲһֱûʧʲôҲסҶԴһҪ̫࣬ʲôҲò
ô˵֪ҲܲܣĬĬͷ
ô˵Ļ˿εǸˡ
֪ͻȻһּǿҵĸС
Ҳǿһֱ˵ݵˣ̸ЩˣӰԷ顣
ǿѹΣ֪ʹĸ׾ôȥڻȥϰ࣬Ǹܻܵ᲻ûָЩʲô°û㸸ǰ˵Ļ
ݵҰ¸ɻԼҲǿӦҲûԸˣҰ֣ȻϲңںͿ̶ֳȣҲһЩˡ
ʱԱ˲ˣ˲ֿʼ͡
Եһʱ֪۽Ȼֺڳŵĵط߹һݣϽµ
ֵʵȥĶ
֪֧֧᣺ȥȥϴּ䡣
ֻŸƿӣ˾Ѿ첽˹ϻžȵɫ
֪УǻһĿϣЩ⡣
Ӳ̧ۿֻ֪εش˸кҲԷ
ͷֿڼͷԷһۣԼ𣿡
Ϊ¶ˣ֪ʶ͵ǣҡҲżȻġ
Ȼ⻰ȴݷĲ;ߣüҹҹѵҲżȻ𣿡
һ֪мȥˣֻһƴʹɫһ߸ԼҲΪˣΪҹðѩȥư𣿡
ʱǲ˵ҾͲˡ
ֿ֪΢΢һ㶣ʶֱס
ĶһΪվ˸Եλϣǡõסȥ֡
ǣ𣿡Ǹղź͸һԷİ֪꣬кܿ˹漴ڸǺñı仯صλϡ
µͻȻֵİ˴һʲôҲû˵ڸǣֻáʧ㡱־ʹİ뿪ˡ
ߺ֪ȻûлعǰʳҲþδ
״ҲĬ


134 
ĬȻһӺݲſڵǲǺ֪ߵǸ˭
֪лҡҡͷǣҴҲܲ³Ӧѧ......Լɡ
Ͼ츶ǽӵĵ绰棬ʾľǸ֡
ԼСϸڻǵô֪ĿЦһ¡
ϣʱȴ˵ǻԼΪҲûǸˡ
ԣ֪סˣƬ̺Żعʵ˵......Ǹ˲ѧĻԼ˭
һöСͽݿڳݲ˵ô֪ʶѰɣҪôͬѧǹҪӦҲһ
ô˵֪һȥ
ǰ˵˵һҾ㲻ǣʲôϵأ
ڲЩʲô
Ҳǲ죬ݺȻˣЩѾҪ˰ɣ
˼֪ΪΣֻܹҶֻҼﻹѧĶûлԣҲУǸ±......
ûн磺ȥǺòã
ۿͻȻ˸һٰʮȵĴת䣬֪Щ£κŵʲôǣ
ǸʱһȥǸϷЦеһƬˣǰ棬ôȥ԰ɣҲûϰˡ
һ仰֪ʶҪܿͳĬֻҲף˵ʵ
˺þãڵͷȥȥڶôˣȥֵطܲ𣿡
Цʲôй涨˵˾Ͳȥ𣿡
Ϊ˷ֵֹ٩Լ֪иɴеĲӣԼ׼Եˮͽ
ιһںݹȻ
극˾ͽ뿪ˣ֪л⿴һ۸ղŸǺǸİĵطҲѾ˺һ˿˿˵Ȼ
ҡҡͷŬԼȥ¡
ǣЩϤľ£֪вɵøпһ䣺ûô䰡㻹ǵ֮ǰһǸվ
㻹ǵô
ƮƮһ仰ʱ֪дסˣ......ҼһȽϺá
֪ЩûԼΪʲôҪ˵ô໰ʱֽŵҲǵá
Դؿȥͼһį
һֱǵãΪˡ
֪в֪˵ʲôֻõҪȥ߰ɡ
û뵽ǣȻȻǣ֣ȥ
֪в֪ôҲǣһ˵ǡ
ʲôһϷң²鶼̫ãѹİɡ
֪Ҳνʲôһȥ˸Ϸ
ҲϷͷųŵĶ߰˰һȦ֪о;ؿڲǸղһˡ
ôǲǾöˡ˵꣬ȻֿһԵץ޻һ䣬ҪҪǸҸץ
һ޻ޣ֪εֲСʲô
ȴҪ㿴ҵļ
ֲ֪Ҳֻúһվ޻ǰνвġ
Ͷ˱Һݾȫעضץ޻ˣҲ֪˵ҪǸĺòã
ôһܣץס𣿡֪кǻɡ
ɣֻͿŰɡ
ʱצѾŲݸ£Ǹͷͷϡ
׼֮ݾͰһ°ťһֱſ֪ҲĪסעŻצһһ
ȻΪǸܸͷʵ̫ˣһ£צûܽץֻػζһ£°Ȼι̵޶һ
㲻˵ļܺ𣿡֪̲ס˵һ䡣
򴽣Ͷ˱ңһ¡
ϧڶεһ޼צͬץסܵͷʧûܰ
һأĥ˰취ӦȰűȽϺץ
²ؼͶ˱ң֪ҲûֹֻѾݱضץˡ
û뵽ǣھ˽ӶʧܺݻûзҲ˳һһܴ޶ΡֻʣǸܹڳڱϡ
ĦһһϷңһͶϷȻֺ׵ץ֪е֡
ʲôְڲݸʱ֪лãȻ
Ȼһץ֮һ԰ץġ
⻰֪þûлع
ڳʱ򣬻צѾˣָ̽Ͽʼ֪бҲջĿ⣬鸴ӵؿֻҡҡλεĻצ
......ôһܣѾôˣǺܳأӦǲץİɡ
ڻצܵʱ֪еѾ˺
Żצ£ſ̶ץסܵͷŵúҲֹͣһ
ڣצɹץסܵͷһ𡣵ҲʱλõĻצֿʼζ˦֮£һα˦
֪͵۾ʧ̾ϢʱȴͻȻܲûе
֮࣬ϸһſԭΪצצǡùסͷĹ
գΪסԭܻǱͽ˳ڡ
ѾذܴӳͳݲЦôûƭɡ
ֻа˴ܣ֪ǻعˣ......ţļĺܺáҪ͸𣿡
ǸġһЦ¶˼ձߵľѡ
Ȼʱ֪ȴֻûֻɽһ......
ݺȻ̾˿Űɣ͵
ʣ֪бĬҲֻܴӦˡ
ʣϷ漴˵ǡ֪оԼһֻô·Ϻۣ׼򳵻ȥݣҿɫǲ̫ãҲؼϢɡ
ֽһĪĻҪҪȥҼңûҼء
֪εҡҡͷȥҸʲôֻϢ
ᣬȥɡ˵Իǣ֣֪㵣ʲô㲻ҲͬǾֿ֮Ҳ𣿼ȻˣȥѼһҲʲôɡ
Լ˵֪в׷Ծͱ졣ǣһ·ߵ˰ȫϵʱͣߵĳҲͬһʱ̽˳
⧲ϸǲ֪еӶʱһƬհףҲԼݡ޼䡱ǣ֡
...ɵؽͶݡ
֪еĽӲ̹̹׼ؼңҪȥԼףһ·˳硣
˵Ͳ˻ĸǣֱӾͽ֪иˡ
л˵
СʹǷŶµᣬԲ֣Ҳݵĺٺ٣һˮƽȻί


135 
Ѿ߳һξ롢ѸǵĳԶԶ˦˺棬֪ȴȻûлع
ôһĿʵ˳ƻ˻֣㵣Ļᱻ᣿ҪҪȥһ£˵֮ʲôҲûУֻѶѣ
ʱǡһ֪бô˸£˼Ҳڻع顣
룬ӦģǸһ£ֻݾֹܣЩֺʲôϵ
ûκιϵˡ
ǣҡҡͷһɵ˵ûҪ͡
ݱҲ΢΢һЦţæúܣҲЩСµġ
漴ͳ˳ȥݼҡ³֮ʱǰֻһ߼ԢǸǼ˵ı֪аһ
̫ķӣܻĪһӵĴ
¥źݲŲ˼Ҽûнӵ㹤һ㶼Լʰ⼸ҲûôɲΪƽʱݡ
Ǹŵӣ֪вɵʧЦʲô˭ļ巿һ롣
һڣ˸Ǹġҡ
ۿ֪ͻȻһ£ݱʱת˻⣺ҪҪιһҵķ䣿
֪зʵι㷿ʲô
㲻ôι֮˳˯һ¡һ
Ȼ֪ԼûҪΪһ仰ʹС֣֪лǸо΢ȣ......ѵûпͷ𣿡
ˣݲ̾һðɣȥʰ
ȥʰͷˣ֪вŷܣݵļҡ
ǽϾȻǰѧУμӱ񽱵Ľ״ʱ֪̲סЦЦ漴һһ˹ȥҵʱڵĽ״ſá
мȻûμӹǶӡû뵽ȫμˣһȡ˲ĳɼ
˽״⣬ЩĶҲٵȼ֤֮飬ЩҲ֪ǰ֪ġ
룬ȻǶݲ˽⡣
ڿʲô
ݵ֪лعͷȥЦ㻹ͦŶյġ
ݵǣʱͻᱳƪʫˣʱ˶ͯء
ţͯںۣķʰ𣿡֪д˸Ƿ׼߹ȥŵ¾ߵ˶......Ҷʲôˣ
ͷһȻסˣֻǸߵĶЩ졣
......
ʳڣݾͰǶ˳㵧˵Ļҳҵﰡ
ϳϵԼǰ͸Ϸ֪˺þòųɵ㻹Ű
ݵΪʲôţð˵ҳʱ򶼴
˵ĶͻȻҪ֪żȻˣΪֻǵڼ
ôһʱ˵ĳϷ˳Ĭ֪пЦ˵ҲȷʵþöûϷˡ
ԣݵ۾һɣȻ˵㣬һϲñĶòϰء
áȻеۣ֪лһϷ
һֱ浽˰ֱһϷ֪вŷֱˣҵ۾ˡ
ݵȥϢɣ
۾֪ҲðԼؼ仰˵ڣֻ˵æˣҿҲӦȥϢǣ˯֮ǳʲô
СҲʹشӦˡ
˿ͷֱ֪Ӿȥһͷůıûþ˯ˡ
һ˯úܺãôһΡȻڿҪʱȴʲôѹԼһе㴭һˡ
һۣû嶫͸еһȵĺԼϡ
֪һ£ڷӦ̽Եʵ......ݣ
ʱѹϵ˲ſڵš
......ѹҸʲô֪мѵŪֱ˯Լԣͬʱ§ס
ƣ֪ЩңϽͼƿݣ㵽......
δ䣬͸оԼĴ֮סˡ
Ȼ𾪣֪ҲòϣסԼʱʱеһδ鵽Ĳ˳żһ·ԣƿݵ־˰С
ûи˵أһԲԽԽֻ֪ܱĶУԼͿҪȱˣҲӦƿݲŶԣ֪Ϊʲôͷ·𱻶סƵĶá
ѵϢһŴмֶ֪֮£ܴݵת䡣Ķŵ೤ԶǰһǹҪضϱ˺ƵͱˣǶ˼ζ
һǽʱ֪еѿ쵽ѵĳ̶ˣ˺һƣسʵݣ㵽ʲô˼
Ѿ˵ҪֿˣȴҪδԽ졣
ݵĺҲ̫ȣԾͿЦһ£ҲЩұҲסģҷÿ㹫˾¥¿ʱҶ벻һеܹȥס㣬ֻҪ߾͹ˣϲǶҲûϵҲԽܺ棬ΪֻҪ͹ˡ
ڵ컨壬֪һƬհף֪Ӧ˵ʲôù......Ѿˡ
ûиǵļ룬ҲпܵģͬûݣҲһ͸һ
ʵ컯Ūˣ˾ȻͬһʱˣԼҲ˶ģǾͿʼһʰ
Ҳô˵Լ̾һҴǺѸıһˣΡԼ㡣ʵںܾǰҺζ
ʱ֪еǰѾģˣֻܾԼûǸݣҵĻҲκԹ......
ҡҡͷݿɬҲ㣬ԶҲû취㡣
֪һֱڰеҲرסݣȴҲͬһʱоԼ˳۽ǻ
һʱݺȻڵʵ......
ƺ˵ʲô֪ΪΣڳʱԥ֮Ȼֹͣסˡ
֪̲ס˵ʲô
ѾֵزˣѵʲôҪҴŵ
Ȼ󵽵׻û˵ֻǼἫ̾һûʲô
ֵͷ֪еıǼ⣬Һһֱ㡣
ŨҵϢصĳʱ£ټϷŵһǣ֪ʵҲЩͷԵˣͱŰɡ
ݺ񲢲ڴˣڲ˲֪еպͻȻСһ䣺һһ𣿡
˾£֪޷ܾҲϡͿشӦˡ֪ô£һʼӵǾ𽥷չȥֱݰԼ·ʱ֪вžЩܿƣѾȥֹˡ
л˵
ٽڿˣף˭


136 
һֱ˵˴ʱ֪лڱͷԼһ룬ڼ˵ĸо
ĲԼʲôΪʲôһ˵Ҫ׷ֿһּ;˾壬ڸֱ˴ҳһĹϵǸѽ⿪ˡ
ҲǿʼһҲ˵ε̾˿㻹ҪҪұȥԡң
һֱĬãһ֪пƲס˸ղŻƵһĻĻ¶ٴĵȴģ......ˣԼԡ
ڷԼԴɳƺ֪ѵ˺һĥĥشӴʱҲ߹ȥ˵ƣһӾͿԼϵĺֻۣ޲ֱطȥ
͵͵üºŴæ׺·תȥ
˭֪һͷײеľݰĺ󱳣ԼЩϸƤϾͱøΪԵۡ
֪ؿıֱŤͷŻع
ͦ۵ġʶڿʲôҲ䵽һ£ʱ˻һڹ˽ɣ
仰һ֪оҲﲻסˣϽ˴ԡңֱŹŸоԼĿӺѾʪˡ
ʲô֪еѾ̵ܼ弦ˡ
ԡϴ˴ͷŰԼϴˢɾҺܱˮߣۼȴܣĲӺؿڵȲλݸҧˣԶԶȥһƬĺɫ
ž˺þã֪оëݺݴ˺ü£ȴֻƤøˡ
ҲֻýԼѾݷ˹ϵʵ
ͷɥشԡ֪һ̧۾ͺվűߵȴݶˡ
......𣿡ʵúС·Сһ
Ȼǹһأʱ˿̵֪Ҳûȥ˵Щʲôˣֻƣҡҡͷһȥˡ
˵ߣ˭֪ȴסˡ
ѻӲ֪ӵ뻳к漴ǸԲҲ֪......Ϊʲôġ
֪пЦһ£壬ǿ¡
ƽô˵ȴøˣΪʲô
Ϊʲôʳ֣֪ӵΪѾˣԽֻ⡣
û뵽ǣһ̣ݾͰͷļ򴦣ҲʣĲ
㲻ѾӦ𣿡ͷ컨壬֪˵Σ㶼ҵľҲߵúܾΪʲôͻȻأ
ûлشֻ̧ͷ¶ԼѾ޺˫ۣҧŴ·ԼҪ޳ƵģҵʱҲΪ......Ҳڡ
˵仰þȫɿ˱ֱۣʧǵ߳˷䡣֪ҲһԭվãֱȷԼѾƽ˳ȥ
ɳϣű֪ЩʲôӺ۾ҲһƬͨ졣
ˡ֪оѾûʲô˵ˡ
ʱ˷ӦҵЦЦ˷߰ɣ˳ȥ
ҡҡͷ֪һҲˣڲ
Ĭһݾվҳ˳Կףһ£һ·㡣
ܾȥҲûʲô˼֪о͵ݻ·ٺһ¥
ϲ֪ʱֿʼѩ¥֮ʱС˵һ䣺ʥڰ
ֻ֪ĬȻϾĽѾڵûʲôϵ
˲Ÿո߳ȥûҵ֪оȿһҴҳӰ
......쵽ߵʲôʺˣΪʲôǻͻȻ
֮ǰ֪пܻһ£ֻԼѾ޲ˣǾ͸ɴһӭ˹ȥڶϸ΢ȵʱԳЦЦ
ʲôҲЩ⡣
Ŀ֪ƿ󣬸Ƕ˶ٲŵʵģƺ˵ĺʱ
ô˵ڶݵľȹֺȻʲôĬΣҡҡͷհɣҽû顣
󣬲ȸٿڣת֪ȻȻ˵Ǿȥɡ
˵գ˲עת߻ȥˡ
ĪͱͻȻֵĸǣ֪ʵεòУֻܱǸضԸǵҿԼȥģҪݵĻȥɡ
˵ʹæҪ뿪Ȼ˿̣ǡ͹ȡ˿飬һӾ֪·ĶùŹֽӲһֲܷԡ
ȻҲע⵽ˣû˿ԥ漴ַס֪У岻𣿡
ôʣ֪еӶˣֻһһƿԼ֣û£ģԼȥ
ֶؿҵĺҲԸô
֪㶣......ֻǲ뵢ʱ䡣
翴ĸڲǸİ̸Ц龰úЩûʲô壺ֻôģûб˼
̾һǻǼŷסҿ㲻̫ӣǿˡ
֪лǱ˳֮ΪողſůȻе䣬֪еĺƲסؿ˼
ǽԼϡ
ᵽ·ϵıϢ֪кȻ;ƽ˲١
ӷʵôݣӦм°ɣ
ǵţֻͻȻ˵......
֪Ϊʲô˵ʱͻȻͶסˣ·ԥò˵ڣջǼװµذȥûϵҲʲô£ٺ˵Ҳԡ
ȻʲôԼ֪Ҳȥ̽ˣڲۣҲǱסһԿαϱĿ
ֻǲŰûãֳؿʵһֱһ𣿡
......Ϊײֻ֪óˣš
Ǳ߸ǺεЦһ£ֲϵζôء
֪еıһӾͽˣ̧ۿӾŷԼĲѴ¶˳ԳһЩϵĺۼֻǲ֪ûп
ֱʱ֪вͻȻһɾ޴ֻҸʲôԼ¶ĲλʵʵڸǺá
һ......û񸶽һԼĺһڣǵõİ֮СһϲԼڻţŪһǿˮ
Լ֪иϽͷͼΣ......ǰͣͺˣԼ߹ȥ
ǳĬŰѳָλú󣬺ȻֽһΧݵ䣬Ŵɡ
֪лûӦͶΧ۷ԼϴδǶ۵һɻҸʲô
ʵ......Щݵ˵ΧԼ֯ģ
֪һӾסˡ


137 
Χ˺þã֪вŲ......ΪʲôҪԼ֯Χ
ƺЩݣһºС뵱ʥ͸ģ......ûˣټΪ̫ңҲŻΧ֯ô󣬶Ҳûʱ֯ˡ
֪пڣָϽ֯õȷÿҪǲϲĻˡ
ְΧûȻ֪ȴȻ߬Χûж˱γһֵľ档
ϸѯʵʱ֪ڼѵ......ûϵûвϲ
£ʹӸһּΪӵȻеһţΧߣ˭֪ǾȻʱ򿪳˳
֪УǺҲܽţ֪һЩѾûʸˣһʣ......һ𣿡
֪ʶϣȻԼŸոպݾܵ¶ѾˣʱƲûκιϵ˲ţԼҲÿЦ
ǣֻѡ˳ĬĳĬڸоͳĬϡ
ǲſЦһ£Ȼ......𣿡
֪в֪νͣ뿪ԸøǿԼ⸱ģһϢصζվǰ֪ܵؼ֮
ڣڳõĳĬ֪вȻȥˣҲϢ
ֻû߳ͱǸסˡ
ԥһ£ǲŵ֪УȻҲ֪֮便ô£룬Щ㻹Ҫȥ˽ȽϺá
̫仰˼֪дʱ˿ҲȥϷڿһۺӲ˵ҲҺ˵£ˡ
ǵһӾͱѹƬ̺ԳЦףҾûаԼ鶼㣬㻹Ҫ֪......
˵֪꣬оʹϵҺݲûһҲ֪£ЩʲôϵأΪʲôҪô⣿
˵˵ԼЩסۿͱǻʱһᣬһϽͷԼǱˣҪ˵ˣҺۣȥϢ
̵ӣǺȻƣ̾һ֪УΪʲôҪĥأ
ô˵ֻ֪÷̣Ǳɬģȳ׷ֿͲụĥˡҲҲֻһͨˣûбֻ˵߾ߡ
ҪȻĻ濼ǹط
Ҳ˼ؿ˵Ļĥָûз¹˴ˣȴҪװԼںҳϣһʱﲻΪ˵˭ѡģȴںҷֿһ𡣡
һ٣֪̽͵ûкһֻǡֻ......
Ȼ벻ʲôĽϾڲ֮ǰպ¡
漴뵽Ǹ͸һ̸Цİ̲꣬ס͵ֺ˵ЩʲôأԼҲѾ»𣿡
һ²ŷӦָʲô̾ͽ͵ǣûʲô»㿴ֻһͨѣҲΪ˵Եʲʶģѵķϲþܾͺһȥ˷ҲѾȷʾʲôչ
òϣô˵ʱ֪ͻȻһʯͷһӾ˲٣ҲͬԼֱ仯еͷС㲻úҽͣѾûʲôϵˡ
䣬͸еסԼļ
ʵ˵ǣһֱڵ㡣ǵ̾ϢֻҪԸعͷʱԿҡ
û뵽̬ŵô֪ͣһʱҭκ鸴ӵ˵Һ˺㣬ΪʲôҪأ
ҡҡͷǵЩʲôҲȫĴǰҵʱҶΪԼΪʲôԼˣ
ã֪вſɬ㾿ôǻпһ𣿡
ͷͶ븶ǵĻ𣿿Ļ......Ҫô죿
֪ʹһΪѵĹȦ
Ĭһ£ǵȻҿһôܻòҲЩʣҪķŲĻ......ҲԽܡ
һ̣֪ҲݱԼʱ˵Ļ
ϲǶҲûϵҲԽܺ档
ѵڸҲôģ
֪λӦֻʱȱܿ⣺......һȥ侲һ롣
ɿţϢ
˶٣ָһ䣺Ҫȥ㿴۵ӡ
ʶ̧˰Լ¶Ĳӣ֪еһ¾ˣ...
ץΧĶӡ
ؼ֮ȥʱ¥¿һۣŷָȻվûߣ¼ŵӰӳŰײҲҵ·ƣһۡ
֪Ҳվڴ߳ճյؿֱҲߺŻعЦŷ˴
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ſţ𸶽ǵĽֻ֪ͣһƬɬͬʱҲ𽥶ҡһ߷Ų¶ԸǺݵĸ飬һֿ־ŤĹϵΪݡ
ϣ֪ǱΧ˯ġ
ϰ֮ʱԼδ˵ĺۼ˳Χˡȥ칫ҺͱĴСֵѯʣ֪ǴĶôһΧİõõİɣҿֱˡ
֪ҲûֻͣЦЦˣá
Ǻһˣ״ٴΧۣžζ˵ŶҶˣǱ͵İɣǵȷҪúˡ
֣Ĺȥɡô٩֪ҲòЦһ䡣
֮ʱ֪óֻ鿴֪ͨϢŷҹݸԼһ绰ֻѾ˯ˣû
ԥһ£ǻز˹ȥȻȴһֱæߡ𸶽ֹ֪ܾе㲻̫ԣǸһִ˹ȥȴʼûн
ֻ֪ǿԼĲ
ٽ°֮ǰӵ˸ǵĵ绰
֪УпȥԷ֪ɲԣ
ǵԼ֪Щ㶣һ²ŴӦˡ
Ȼ׸ǵ⣬ΪǲȷԼ뷨ԴЩ
˴ã֪оͿվڳԳԼ˻֣ϻϤºЦ⣬Ҳһ˿΢Ц
ܴӦңҺܿġ
һ˵仰֪΢ȣַ·ѾǰӡعںõĴ


138 
һ·ϣɫ糣غ֪죬Ҳ˿£Ҳֹ֪ͣ˱ֵЩ䡣
Ҳˣ쵣ǵʵ֪У黹ǲ𣿡
ǿЦЦ֪еԲ𣬽ǣҲģ......ǶôãҺܻ̿֡
ݵĲƲͬǵıָһʼʱ򲻻κβʣö֮ǻԽԽ
ԣ̾һţǰδ̸ҵĸĸҲû߹ʲôȷĹı˵ķʽҲ֪ҪôԴԼϲˣֻһֱԼΪõʽȥȴܻò
֪лشֿЦʱҲĽݣȻǰҲô˷ʽѾɳˣұúӣ˭Ҳܾ
̹ԼĽݣ֪˺þá
ôҲû뵽ǾȻȥĽݣ־ƺͦġ
Ȼʱ˾ЩԣչֳһҲͬ˺ѿܣԼҲһһζˡ
˵ǱƻҲδɡ
뵽֪еվЩ̣......Ҳ룬ʱҲǺͷ۵ġ
ӺӾ￴һۣûлشֻǴǺЦ
˺ܿ˲ֱ֪вŷ֣Ҳ֮ǰǹյʱĵط
һʱ֮䣬ֻ˳ӿ֪пƲסˡ
ôˣʧģǺȻʵˣ֪Уϵ𣿡
һ£֪вǼͨʼ˽ĵ绰......Ҹ˵绰֪Ϊʲôһֱûӡ
仰øü΢壬һڣԼֻȴպʱ
Ƴʾǲѽʲô£
ںˮ֪ж˶٣͵һ۸ǣͼϵı鲻֪ôͻȻࡣ
󣬲ȸǷֻ֪оͷϷһİɤԭԼᰡòˡ
֪иϽ±˹ȥͿǰһЦҲڴԼ
Ǹ໥ܹ󣬲üתʵô
֪ЦЦ󣬷ںϹ£ҲԷ㵹ùҡ
˵ţֳûӦ֪֣ãѰɣһҲѾڽˣһƨƨߵظܶ󣡡
̾˿˵Լ
˵ֻʱֿҾΪָƲƲ죬֪ܸϰᣬƾԲ̫ˡ
ֱʱûɿ֣֪ЩΣҡҺʵû......
ϻû˵ͱǸˣ֮ǰѾ˵ˣǿϲźһԷģûκչȥ˼
һ֣ңͷһͷȡ
˵գֶ֪гϿҵԲҲ֪ô飬һΪҪ߳ԲŻܶģ㲻ɣ
ҡҡͷŵĶԻ֪о÷ԸǲģҲû͸֮۸ӵ˵ᣬʱҲȷǷֿˡ
Ѿͺ𣿡п˵һֱ񸶽ôƵˣ̸Ӧû鷳أܸоҪܴ˲ҵǸܺһˣû뵽ôͶˣĺϲ
⻰˵֪Խ˼ˣʵѧ˺ܺá
˼۾֪ܲ𣿡
ת򸶽ǵ٩ˣˣȻô˳̸ֱڰ˴漣
ûŵĻҲ΢Цſ֪УҲôá
һһŪֻͷӵµֻ֪Ӳת˻⣺㡢ԷҪҪһԣ
ʱذڰվлл룬ˣһеģҲҪȥѣˣټ
󣬸ǲŶ֪бǸҲ֪ôԷ
ҡҡͷ֪Ц˺ܺõӡ
ҪҲϣǽܶҲΪġ
......֪кȻôоеء
㶣ҲЦˣΪ˱ȽҰɡ
ʱԱҲ˲ˣǾͰ֪ǷţŶ˹кúŵݸԵ㣬˺öࡣ
......֪ж˶ȴʲôҲ˵
֪ԼǻƲסسڸǸ֮УǸʲôѸļ£һֽ䲻ϰߣѾˡ
ȻĿ͵𣿡
ֻ֪ܰţŷŽȴʳ֮ζθǱס
ѵسһٷ֪вܿڵǣʵ......
ӸղſʼͺʲôҪ˵һûϵ㲻Ҫѹ˵ʲô;˵ɡ
ԥ˺þãֱϷԱոն֪֮вСؿʵǣĲ......Ķ𣿡
һڣΪԼ
ȻȴҡҡͷҲ⣬ΪֹһΣʵһʼҲ˱ݵĻᣬҲ˵ǺᵶᰮɣԲŻᵼ˽־档֪УӲҪ˵ĻҲһ˵ĴеҺҲҪΪ¸𡣡
ͱԼˣ𣿡
ôһ֪еı̲סЩᣬϽͷΣǡٺ̸һ̸ɡ
ʱǺȻ΢΢üղ˵ĵ绰ͨ𣿡
֪вԵص˵ͷͿֻͨݵĺ롣
ŷֻɫЩӡ
״֪Ҳʼоʲôˣֻ˵ĸֳˣȻĸ׳ܣûȥϰࡣ
̾˿ǳصֹЩ......״̬ȷܲΪʱ䣬үүҲȥˡ
ԣ֪аһ㱲μݵʱԷ񶼴ź· ôҲûǷȥ롣
֪òŻع૵ֲȥԼһΪֻǵΪĸ׻ȥˡ
ʱ򣬸ѾŲһݵĵ绰ϧȻû˽ӡ
ʵһ......֮ǰӦԼ㣬ڿݿǲԸ˵漴׳һը֪УϾҪװųˡ
仰һװ֪иҵ˵ˡ
֪˶ãһԼ˵ҲҪˣ
̾ϢǵģΪ˲ֵӵĽ飬Ҫ͵ǼҿںĹ˾ȥ֪ʲôʱܻ
渶ƺ˵ʲôʱ˿̣֪Ժֻгڲϵ


139 
֪Уû°ɣ
ǵ֪вڻع񣬳ǿЦһ£......ô£Ϊʲô˵
ǳĬһ£ҲףûðɣֻǲΪѡ
Ϊ......֪кһͣòŵͷȻͿԼϵѾ߬ȭ
ΪʲôҪôȴһҲԣǸ˵ҪڹأҲҪŻ֪
......
뵽⣬֪һ٣̿򸶽ǽŵǣݵĵ绰ͨ᲻ΪѾϷɻˣ
Ƭ̣ҡҡͷûô죬Ҽǵ͸¶׼ߡ
ܾߣҲ𣿡֪ʮֲζ
̾˿ҲȰףϧݵĸǸǿӲĲصˣݺĸܵˮݣټϻڴ......룬ѡôһҲΪݿǰɣûʲôɽˣҲֻԽԽԣһֱı
֪ҪڹʲôµĻǲǸ˵𣿶ҾȥôԶĵطЩҪȻа취óѣȻˣߣͳӵı
㶣ǲŵͷҲôģݵĸ׺ѶҪ......ݲûзԡ
ô˵֪̲סҧҧ......УҪʸ
ûٴȥˣ׾ҪߣǣǸȻȥˡ
Ҳûֻ̾һţӦûģûлӦĻһٳϵ
֪кȻǣлл㣬ġ
ֻȥɡ
뿪֪дҴææݳƾҵݼңֺĥ˰ŵԱŽȥ
߽Ԣ¥ͳֻݴ˸绰Ծ˽֮£ֻһ·ݼſڣվ˴춼š
ѣֲ֪ͨݵĵ绰ȻʹȥѶϢȻ޵ֻ
һһһִţݣݣڼҶ԰ɣңҶ֪ˣ쿪ţ̸һ̸ݣ㿪Űɡ
ãǱȴûж֪ĵֶҪʱת
֪иϽ˿һһ̣žͱˣվޱضȴһԲ
˿ĭ֪еݣǲҪˣ
ãݲſˣ֪ˣ
һ֪оԼƽΪʲô˵£ѧûиҵĻǲǾʹһֱңҲҴк
ԴˣֻǵΪûҪ˵
Į̬֪ЩȻʶѿڶʵΪʲô...
ݶ˶ûȴ֪˶ã˵Σ֮ǰѾ߹ˣһ뿪ˣҲڡ
......ΪҲ֪֪ĪЩ꣬ҡ֮ǰΪô˵ֻζѣû뵽Ļߣ......
̧۶ߣʵôһƱѾˣߡ
һ£֪зԼ֪Ӧôش⡣
ô
֮أ𣿻˵ݻԸһ
Դˣ֪ûеףȻ֮ǰԸ븶ǹ棬ȴô鶼ûиԼ׶ԷһǺʧ˲ŻʲôҲ˵ǵĪתѧһ
֪зʱݿڵû˵ĻǾذɣҲˡ
ȵ...ع֪лûü˵ǰžѾعˡ
վãǽݽԼ֮ʵ
ʶֽ̧ڰУ֪ԥ˰죬·ֻͻȻ뵽˸ʱĻ
ʱҲվݼҵ⡣
......˾ʧȥϵ
ٴζӲſ˰Σ֪вת϶Ų˵ݡߵúãȻΪ֪ŵĻҪ˵ʲôֻʱȥˡ
س·ϣǴ˵绰֪ǣѾȥˡ
ţ̸ôˣ
Цһ£֪̾Ϻ̸ְŸˡҲʱ򣬵Ⱥȥ
Ҳ̾һҲãҪץ㣬ϾܿҪˡ
֪һ£Ȼŵ͵͵Ӧһ
ԭ֪ǴȵҪߵǰһȥ˵ģ˭֪ϰʱͽӵĸ׵ĵ绰
֪㳡ʱŤ˽ţ֪°ϻĸ׼ҡ
裬ôôСģȷĸûд󰭺֪в˿
һʼ˼˵֪п鲻һٱʣɬ̹Լں͹㳡衰չϵ
֪еҲǷѰٵڶֻȻɻΪʲô衰չϵᵼ°ѽŸŤˡ
˵дʣѽƽʱҺ½һģҲ֪ҵˮƽĸͷӶϵġҶһ齫ȥˣһȥͿںͱŮ裬ôԾߵü˵㣬һע......ͰѽŸŤ¡
ֻ֪ЦãҲԵһȥ
Ȼȴ㶮ɶҵľҵģһЩ㲻߬ţ׾ͱ˸ˣǰͳԹѵڻܷͬĴ𣿶ȥ֮Ҳͱվҵģ˭֪ͻȻҲ˼ܾԲűҿͱһ衣
˵⣬͵ЦŤź½ȥҽԺء
ԣ֪ҲЦֻûһƲأôͳ½ˡ
Ȼô˵ҲϣǸ½ĴҸ
......ĸ׵ĻҲ˼
Ϊж㣬ĵ֪о͸ɴĸ׼ʱס£ΪҪȥҽԺ飬ڶæýͷöҲûʱȥˡ
ߵһ죬Ǽеظ˸绰֪УݾĹΪʲô˵Ѿ׼ȥأ
հĸͻؼҵ֪ҲڼҴҵϣϷɻ
Сʱǵ֪У׼ȥ𣿡
֪еԣڹȥ
˵绰ŷԼĺͶͷ亹󱳹Ҳûӹ
صҺ֪аǸݵı±˳Ȼֱ̿
Ҫ......סݣȻ֪ԷǷԸ⣬µҲֻܳһˡ
ϵʱҲѾȥһСʱֻ֪ͷӬһڻתֻ˺üѰҵǻڡ
ãã˺ҵݵӰϽű±˱˹ȥ
л˵
׷׷


140 
ݣ
ʱǸӰͣһ£ȴûԭصڼǰߡ
״֪ЩˣϽּӿŲ˹ȥݣһ£
ĺ˲˲Ŀʱ֪Ѿû˼ȥЩˣóԼܲʱٶȣǱ׷ݡ
һקס˵ֺ֪˵ȴҵĺûԸֻεԭشڴ
ץסҲתͷһƽʲô
ΪʼŴһԲ֪΢Ҳֻÿڴ˳ĬҪ𣿡
ֱʱݲƽƽ˵ȻأʲôûκҪңҲֻǸ¶ѣ˵ĺá
ô˵뵽ϵһϵ飬֪жپһʹ˵ҲЩԾĲɻǻ......Ҫġ
Цһ£ݳʱ֣ллңǻʱҪˣҵˡ
ֱһɲǣֻ֪һɾ޴ʧɽеǺ֯õԶĵ÷ˡһƬհףҪ˵ЩʲôȴֻǶԿڡ
ûлش̾һתǻȥ
֪лһǳݣ˶
仰ɹݻͷɻؿһۣʶ֪˵ĶָǸڻı±ݹȻҡҡͷһ±ѣŰɡ
˵գߣȴһαקסˡ
Ϊкֱ֪ݸˣԽ߬Խһ߬һ߶ݣ߿𣿡
Ĭһ£ûпֻƽʵΪʲôҪұߣ˵Ļֺʲôϵأ
֪סˣһʱҲ벻ʲôشֱʶͼֳʱżеҡҪ㣡Ҳߡ
ݿڣֽӶ˵ȥҲֺǰеʱһĪؾߣĪֺʧȥϵݣÿζҪһ벻취ֻӱܣһΡΣһֱȥ𣿡
΢΢۾ʱͷ૽͵......Բ˵Լ
ʵһֱӱܣҲ֪ô͸мѡһ߷Լ֮һͼøڸԼĶ⣬ʵ˾ҡ֪пЦôҶãҵȷͬʱϲˣҲû취Ըǰѡ
һֿŵ϶......һϣΪҲϲ㣬Ҳ뿪Ķҳʧ˵ĻҲǿ㡣
˵˵ţ֪ѾʼЩˣԲݣҲô˵˽ҲͻȻʧȥĸоˡ
һﻰ˵֪ûȥݵ񣬶ǾȵҪɿ֣˵ˣԲ𣬵ʱ......
Ȼϵǣȴʱס֡
֪лûӦݵڶҪ𣿡
......ţ᲻㣬ҲҪ㡣˱ۣ֪лֱĿ⣬ȴ⿴΢Ȧ
һ̣оˮһɬ
ӣɤɳƵ˵һֱڵ
ʵղһֱڿڵķΪĲˡݰͷļϣý̾Ϣ˵룬㲻ĻҾߺˣԿʱһЩš
ݻûаȫеһˣԼҲȷһһεûʧ֪ޱΣԲұȥģͻȻѽŸŤˣΪչԲ......
ҡҡͷݵûϵ˾ͺˡ
ͷֱ֪Уղ˵Ļ𣿡
֪һһģҪ㣬ҲߣҲ......㣬һ𡣡
ô˵ЦţҲںĶҲֻһѣֻҪ͹ˡ
ֹס֪еָڣܲٶ˵һ˵Ǿ仰
㶣֪ʵľ仰
ѵʲôû˵
ôһգЦ׵Ļ˵ô
Ӧ֪ЩΪݣհˣ......ݣϲ㣬ߺòã
𴽽ǣݽƵһڣ׼ʱһΪͺм䣺ڸʲô
֪бŵȻͷһͼ˵һװġˡ
ûŪʲô£ݾѾǣֶ˵һ£ѡ
ѣһģ֮ǰǸҽ֮ǰǸɱСĸǺˣŪһ̯ʰ㵽ûΪԼļͥǹ
һ⻰֪кȻ׹ˣǰ˸òݵĸװɣ
Ϊݸ׵ʵ̫ǿһӾɪʶı仯ݰʾοȻת׵ġ
һأݵĸֱЦˣֻЦģã㣬ķɻϾҪˣǸҲø湻˰ɡ
ݿҲߡ
˵ʲôݵĸȻû뵽ôش𣬱ҲһʼĲűΪ˵ȥͲȥ𣿡
ȻݲΪǰ˵ġ
˵գ䣬ǣ֪еҪߡ
ۿݸ׵ѾԽԽˣ֪иϽ˳ݣҾӦú㸸úùͨһ²ǡ
ͷ·ô˵ǳĬһ£̾˿ûʲô˵ġ
ͼ֪к˵˵ڰȰ˻漴ִߵݸǰã......ݵѣҽ֪С
Ҳֱʱ۴֪һ£ԼζŶѣȻأͻȻˣ𣿡
ޱֱ׵Ļ֪԰ѶԻ½ӣֻε˵Ǹ֮Ӧʲôᡣ
һӣ벻ͷˣЩԼҵ£޹ء
һҵ¾£¾ҵ£޹أ
ʱͰһ㸸ףһܲ𣿣
ʲôʱܹңóĲǰҶһȥŲ𣿾ҳʱҲҪչңһ֪ҪɶòܳԺѹŭȻңھͱֺðְֵϷˣҿ˶ģ
䣬֪оžһݵѾƫȥˡ
Ҳ֪ô߳ģֻǵһֱͷĬģ
֪пһᣬ̲סְԼ


141 
ݼҵĳ֪иһ˼ҡڿǶĴʱһƲסؾ˴ǰЩ̫õĻ䡪վȴǰ棬һݵıӰ߻ȥֱԼԽԽԶ
̾һ֪лǿԼԵݵ̫ˣһġ
Դϳһֱû˵¶Цģţھͺá
˳˾ͱӶ˽ȥ̤ʱ֪мݵĸװһѾǰɳϵˣﶸȻһЩҡ
ʱǣס֣һɳһȥ
ȣͿڵ˵ɣͻȻй𣿡
һ£֪вŷӦԼϽ͵ҾԲκξ£ҲǾ˼Ǻѡ......
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ͱ˵ˣ֪пʼеڸˣҡ˵ҺǰЩʱȷʵйìܣͨˣҲ׼ͺãҪ˵ӰҲܷҵȷûǿߵĻԺһɢ
ЦòΪжɣΪѡ˵õǺŲţʱˣ÷ֻǵ÷֡
оߵ˵֪찵ʾοȻŶôһĻҲҺ֮¡
֪Լų˵⻰ЩƵζڣʱ˿̣Ҳ˲ôˡ
Ȼɫѿˣ̸ȷʵ֮£Ҳκ谭ҡѾݳˣҵĶӣӷ쾭飬첻Ϸɻ졢죬Ҳеǰ취Ϸɻ
ʱҲ̲סˣ˵ǲȥġҴͲһڵˣǱοĿܣһԼ뷨ͻᲪȻŭңңȻˣֺαץҲأ
ݣ㲻Ҫ̫ԶŭˣҲңȥ˹⣬һѵ𣿵ǸʱͲҷˣҲб֢һ˭Ҫ㣡
ҲѹŭĳЩ˲ڱСĻҲб֢
...
ۿ⸸սŵƺһ̾Ҫˣ֪иϽʵݳµǴΣҲĳϣ
⻰ȻɵؿǴҲڳϣ
ͷ֪еԣҿ֤˵ĻģڿʱͻȻɲ˵ģûҪƭ˰ɣǸʱҲڳϣҪƴңҿ϶ҲҪҽԺġ
û˵......ΣοȥҲΪİȫ롣
̾һ֪еһ˴ڹΣһ˵ʲô£û취һʱϹȥ
֪ݵĸȻϲԸϣʵҲǲٿԼֳԲŻͨķʽݺĸܵల¡
ϧ˺ܶ࣬Ψ˿ݵ뷨Σ˵Ǻܲƽġ
֪ҲܹݣɾͳǷЩִ̫أݸĿ⣬֪мŵ˵Ҳ滹һЩû⿪ж˵ҾòӦöݹͨȽϺá
üһҵľ𣿻У㸸ĸѵû̹㣬Ҫֱ˵ļ£
֪пʼЩΪʲôݺ׵ĹϵˣΪݣӵļ£ҲûǸȨ˵ЩΪҹݣӸеʱʼҾ֪һֱˣҲȥΪѹӣҲܡ
Уеʱʶˣ
ʱҲмûǸʱʶˣҲǺǰϲģҲġ˾ͻ֣ҲֻΪѡ
üǰһ֣ĬȻһת֪е㵥ġ
Ͼ֪е֣˵ʲôֱ˵
㵣ʲôֲѸˡһ
ʾû£鲻Ըر֪ܺвŽʲô
ִһۣʵǰҲϲ𣿡
εҡҡͷ֪ʵǺط......ڵȷȷãҲźͲһ֮ǰݺʱҾ֪ʵһֱѹˣֻκ˵ҲԸ¶˵ҲˣҲеĺ͹¶ݵ֪ҹ𣿡
ΪʲôҪüøˡ
̾һ֪еΪǸʱĸ׳ˣֺܣ鲻ãһ˵үүҲȥˣؾΪЩ£ݲŻȥġ
ӣ볹׳Ĭˡ
֪бҲûΪĿˣȻϺˮݣһֱڴĹذǶ˵Ǳ״һϣܶ࿼һݡ
һȻģôϲݣӦ֪ëɣܱκomegaҲ޷omegaڵʱ򰲸ǡ
ݸǰԼomegaˣֻ֪ý͵ҲЩҲomegaǣֻҪҺݻϲԸһŲʲôѶܿ˷
ǣƣˣ˵ɣҽ컹лҪҪΪͻȻڣҲõôʱ䡣
Ҫߣ֪ҲϽվ֪æҲĶӣûʲôǱǸӶ˽⿪ĽҪ˰ɣ
Ų˶٣Ƭ̺ŵԺ˵һġ
˵գͼҴҵ뿪ˡ
ߺ֪в˿ûתͱ˴ӱסˡ
ݣоصıϢԼĶ֪࣬ҲԼ㻹ðɣ
һݲƵҶˣαôࡣ
֪Цһ£Ϊ㲻˵ֻҴ˵ˣ֪㸸ʵûʧ
Щı仯֪ȻѾˣСȱǲһСʾ˵ġһ档
ҲĿǸСˣֻÿһˣĵǸʵԼҲһֱԼȫ
֪˵ûпڣֻա
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142 
ֻ֮ǼӵţʲôҲû˵ʲôҲ˴˶ԷȵỺĺһгɡ
֪ҲѵõƽϾ֮ǰڻݺϽźݵĸ׶ţЩķ˲پҲֻſԼعƽ
ֹһſݣ㸸׺úĵģ԰ɣ
һԲÿɷ񣺡Ҫ̬ȡ
֪Ӳ֪бֻЦЦˣȥˣҪ𣿡
ݵĻشְԼֱսһЩôôҪߣΪ˾´𣿡
̾˿֪еǣֻҴŲ̫ϰߡ
ݵļְִ֪оһֽĻĿտǣе˺ҲҪԼѹֽƬö֮ͻִĸо
գݵҺһߣȥҰɣߴȥ̽ĸҲԡ
֪бӦģͻȻԼ֮ǰŸȥݷĸ׵顣
Ǿһ£ˣˣҡҲûʲô󰭣ͲҪȥˡ
ȻȴģΪʲôòعںˣѵӦȥ˼ұһµ𣿡
......Ĭһ£֪вżѵҲ˼֮ǰ˵ѧҲһֱôΪ......
´ȥҲ֪ĸô롣
˲˼Ͼί˼ǣԶǰҲʲôĵ˻С۰
֪ΪΣԲݣҲ֪......˼Ӧö̫ܽܡ
Ҫֱ˵ݺ͸ǶԼѵĻƵñֱιȥ
ްԹ̾һݿƵ˵һԼСֻиǲ
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㶣֪лҲŷӦݵĸĸ͸ǵĸĸȻʶģԼѼݵĸĸǸǱȻ......
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Դˣ֪ҲֻܿЦһ¡
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ƵðһҾ֡
Ÿǻû֪ȥȻŸոסݾͱΪˡǿӲؽԼ괽ͬһ̵ӡסľҲ֪иоԼЩ޷ˡ
ݰ̽ʱ֪۽ҲƳ
һ֪иϽݣֻһαȵǱƵöѡ
ò׵ȵһǽ֪ҲѾˣֻݵĻＱٴϢ
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ݵţʲô
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ʱ򸶽ǿˣǡ
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գգۣ֪ץһЩҵŶһ
һţݾۣ˵ҪȥϢһ¡ôһ˵֪ҲľƣѷŴ˶˵ȥҴ˯ɣȥɳ
üݵǿһ˯
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...֪ݻҲòŶԷҪˡ
һô̼֪´ʱȶЩ߳ȴ˸𾪵һĻ
Ѳ˶ĸǼˣ漴̧ͷ΢΢һЦˣϾͿԳԷˡ
ϻΧԼҵΧȹ֪˺һʵ㡢ǣʲôʱģ
ǻ˯ʱˡǵΪ˯ú죬Ҿûǡ
ζԼݱһ˯Ļøǿ......֪лǻò˼ֻܹҶʲôҪæ𣿡
ǵˣϴ־Էɡ
֮󣬵һΧŲʱ֪ͻȻһʱ˵뷨ǾҿԼԲӣǷεĻǾЩˡ
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ŸĲˣݻҪޣҿĳѹûн
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ųԵһ룬ˣ֪ȥţȴĪվżƷˡ
......ǣ֪һͷˮ
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ҹ˾ͻֱ֪ˣȻԼҽеģǰҵĶ͹
ӣ֪в׷ʲôһ仰Ҳ˵Űҹ˾˰ʰõݵԼҡ


143 
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վߵ֪ߣԼʪèһ۾С㲻ϲôѵ㲻һסѾʲôûˣǸνΪֻҪһ͹ˣ㲻ܴӦ𣿡
֪תͷȴνֻñȶ˫·ħһ۾û˵ȺòҵضߣҡҲû˵УȺ˵һ......
ھͺ˵ѽֵͷһıǼ⣬̶һ·ѵˮĴϣ޵Ħ
һ˲䣬֪о͸оԼһٶ뵽һԵĸǣϽæҵƿݣˣȥҰѿͷʰ㡣
ݲ̫⣺Ϊʲôܺһ˯
˵Ƴ۸ǣҲû˴ǡ
֪еѾˣ......ܲ˵䡣
ݴȥʰŶԸǵǣû뵽......
ҡҡͷº͵Ҿ˵Ҳе
֪вؿʲôе...
һЦŵҲһס𣿡
û뵽ǻô˵ֱ֪סˣعžִٵҡҼûôһסĻ......̫˵㡣
ҲǺȥǼסȥݼס֪Ϊʲô˵˵ķסûʲôȫС
ֵûϵǿ취
ʱִӷҪȥһʰ֪бҲʸʲô취
ݺ͸Ȼǰ֪им䡣
ӲһСʱ֪е׻ܣͷҪȥɳ˯ݺ˵˵Űסˡ
ίίԼȥͷ˯֪˿ҲǹݸߵģʵΪһ˯Ϳֱ۵ˡ
֪еס󣬸ˡ
ǰ֪еͷżˣҪؼ𣿡
ǵżһ꣬ʱԸһȥ𣿻ȥңһꡣ
һ뵽Ҫͬʱǵĸĸݵĸף֪о;ޱ飬øǺݸԼһȥ꣬Ҫĸ׽Ҳһ¡
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ΪøǵЦһ£ɣȥҼ裬ݣð̿ͺˡ
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ͻȻһֻ֪õҪȥĻôͣ
ѻؼҹ껹һˣҲ̫ˡ
ݵҲҪȥȥҶţ֮ⱲҸˣٰҶˣҾ͸ʼ
ʲôʱʼ......֪Ծ˵ת˻⣬ˣ˯ɣ˵
Ȼڵȴ߶ȥаɣҪһˣǵ㶫Ŷˣҿҵˮ̫㣬һɡ뻹ûʲôҪģĻ......
Ǳ֪ڸǻܿ˯ˡ
ڶ죬Ǳݸűӽġ
ȥҪ͸ݾһιĺһ˷ܡ
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ϴǵôУȻ׼ǺĲһ
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𴲺󣬹Ȼֿڳͣյĳ͸˶һůůĽɫΣȥֱoһ
֪пЩֱתԼЦһ²Ų˼߻䣬ֱݵѾˢ
Ҫȷǰݺ͸Ƕʵڵģ֪лÿ϶ԼΡ
ǰԼ˶ߣϾεºӵһУ
......
ϴϣ߳ں͸۳ҪҪεʱ֪л̲ס¶һ΢Ц
δֻҪµһ̾͹˰ɡ
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ݣǾ᲻ˡ
˸߲ҵڵǻ֪ĺѱϴ»һ
ʱݵϴξ˵һĦΣһҪ򡣡
֪иݾѾȥǮˡ
һԵĸҲεȰȥɣǰȥүү̵ʱҲϲŴСţТĵķʽ
ͷ֪еǵ֮ǰ˵үүȥ......
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תͷںۻԱȷͻַݣ֪ϣˡ
֪ݴСȱذԲŻ˵Ĺģһݲ˶ԼĺãҲͷεػرȥ
ιƧʵϻǸĺӡ
ʱ̧ͷԼ˸okƣ֪бҲЦЦ
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дʣᣬһ͵ģһ͵ģһǸ͵ģⲻպ𣿡
......õȼҪô𣿡֪ʼյһ㡣
ƲƲ죬ݵ˾˵һǶĲģôҪ͸ǻؼҡ
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ǣ㲻ڼҹû𣿡֮ǰ֪л̲סһ䡣
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ֿ֪ںݣûѯʣݾҾ͸õˣǰͲҲڣźһ˺ͺعꡣ
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