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ӱڵҪЩ˶ȥӱβ
......òŮڼªĴϣؿչӣ涣˵ĳˡ
"ү......ǲ......"˵;ҵؿ·ʱпܰķο³
ŮӵĿԣ۵زΪ˳ϲ"Ҫ˼룬ûµġ"
ŮֿԼŵ"......үӱү............"û˵꣬ѾӴϡ
"˵а취ģܻа취ġ"ԵúǮ໨ˣۿԱĶҲҪˣĴֻҡͷ̾Ϣ޷롣
ʱԼûãҾõʱֻ֪ӻȫ֪ҪŬںˣò׵õİˣҲҪ뿪Լˡ
" ......ү......"ŮӴϢеӸϽӦŮӲŽ˵"˵......ɽѩ壬......ס˵......е......ʥީʥ룬˵......ػһֹӣȿ......ԡѪ............ȿȿ......"ÿһŮӿȵˣӶϽ˵֮Ա"......֮Ч......"
ˣϳţ"ɴʥҩ"
ŮӼѵصͷ漴ýͣ״ԭеԥţȻ޴棬Ӧһҵ......
ϵģԽߣĿԽ٣ԽԽůиϳĵ¶ȡ
ֻǣ߲ûʲ⣬ֻʼůᣬżСܶɳɳûǴ˵֪ɥĹޡ
ʮȷڵλãֻһЩ˵Ҫﲢ·ͽ˵ģҲû֪ˡ
ҲȰԼֻһ˵ûһɽû߽ȥ
վ޷粻ˣûĵط˴ҥԡ
ʥ룬ӳרغѪһԡѪᣬѪ֮ڹĹЧҲഺפ
ǰҲۣڲͬˣӱΣյʱ򣬶ҩʯҽĵز᲻ţҲҪһԣֻһĻܹõҲҪԡ£Ҫʹ˵еʥީʥ룬һҲҪԡ
ҹԵøˣҲߵ˸ܱյûа취֪ھʲʱԼĹƣӦǵҹʱ
µÿһСģעϣϸڰеһ˿˿
¾ʲᶯԲܵѣֻСĸоܡ֪ǲĴܾӣһЩжľʲҲûУ˵ӦѽĵطҲӦһЩ֨֨е治ǣɶ᳤ʱˣȻһӵûʵھЩˡ
һľЦĽͣסŲǰǲˣǸڲ׵ĵطÿ֪¡
ε̾˼ǸϢǲԼ©ʲطȻ߲
תҪ뿪ȻһǿҵĹעŻû˵ĺ⣬Ļ⣬ǰ߾޵Ԩˣл⣬Ҳܹ
룬ĺ⽥ȥʹ׷Ǻ⣬߼ͱڵıԵʱһֻѾȥʧҪץסʲᣬԼһֻһֻ˰죬ҲûʲõĶۿҪԼǲ׵ԨֻĵĬӱټˡ

1
ЦǱʲᶫѵģΪԼξʧȥĶ̾ʱͻȻоģʲᶫﹰȥΪӱڶ磬"ӱ֣"Ҳϸȥоƺʲë׵ĶҲû⣬ӱҲûйСèС
"أ"Ҳ⣬ﻹЩմմϲ¶ˣ
ϧλûмֶãǶֹˣһСĵûȵĺʵܵýһ̲ס֣ȴûʲᣬϵ˶㿪ˡ
̲סЦӱҲѧˣҲЦЦ۾
ԺҪϵʹǲݺӵģЩֵۣ۵ǼĴůʣǺڵգеĻ㡣
ѾǸ˵û˸ҿʥɽɽ±߿ĺ⣬Լûɽ¡
ʱΪԼˣڵӣƺûǱɽƽʯˡ
һȥҲƽصĵط֪Լһɽ¡
"أ~~"ƹǹĽЦ˳ȥǸղŽԼĶˣȻڿֵᣬ۾ضסˡ
Ǹʲᶫʨֲ񣬲ûʨӹ׶Сʱ򣬾Сܿɰëɫǳȫ¶ë׵ģһһ۾
ǶЦֻǶûʲΣգ̽ԵССϾĵǺϲͻȻֵġ
"أۣ"СУ˦קİβ̫ͣСǼ̫˦
ЦЦۣû뵽СⷵͦȤֻʵģҲŶ
оԼЩˣɿСⷵβͣؿĳֻƵĴܳȥԶЦֻЦˡ
վϵ೾̧ͷȥƺ̵ľ룬ǰȥģɽϺѿ⸽ɽǺңкܶطŵͻҪһĵطԼṦҲͷȥˡ
ЩǲӦ̽̽ɽòҵɽɽһҲûʲطжɽĵط׳ͨĶܸҲܿ᲻Ǹ˵еĶѨҪòһֻΪ˵ʥޣĵطȷʵЩңֵ滷Ȼֵֵúú̽̽ġ
뵽ߣЦ̧žߣԾʱͺңʱкúץǳɽʱʦ˴ģϾ޽еġ
ղֻСҲľٶһʯᣬҲҲǣֻǰ棬һһ
ѨĲ·٣һֱ߽ȥģЦǵпЩطлȣӦҲתġֱúĵطſ˲··һڿȥЩӰӰ´µĹߣһԵúڶļס
СʱҲһԣ֪ǺáЦ൱Ȼ֪ʱҪСܹ˵ȻСﶼЩʲᣬǺС˵Ծ룬Ҳʲʲᡣ
Ѿһȡԥûа̣Ǻڶĵطȥ֪ΪʲܾЩʲᡣ
ȻǰʲᣬЦЦؿǸԼϥǵСⷣʲ᣿
Сģ˼Բˣߡ
"ý"Ц϶Ц֪Ϊʲ֪ö
ȻСϵ׺һЩСῴӰЧ
ȴûжŲȥСⷱζŨصϴܹȥֻǷԵ̧߹ȥûһֻС㹻ˣᣬǻСⷵİ
ЦΪС˾Ͳˣ˭֪СϴܣͷظҪ̧ȣƺִһʣͬСⷵС࣬һֻ궯һע⣬ŵĴ⣬᲻ˡ
Сⷲؿ˾ЦһۣʹͷĺڶȥЦʶ̰ȸϣСⷵĲ죬ǽ

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ת䣬ǰȻʣһми޴ʯ֧
ЦѻѲڶڵһشĶߣһһĺС򣬵ֲһȥ֪ʲᶫ
વ·ѭȥʱ............
һִʯ֫гߣͷĽǣצȥӥצһصģ¶һŻΧǻȴҪǸΧҪһ㣬ɫ۾ǿֲ
"ʥ............"ȫȡ˿һĺ£û뵽ܹҵܹԭٲһĴڡ
Ǿ޿һֿۣ˿űߵСޣ۾
۵ĶĻԽԽңԽԽֱѨ̶ȵҲ˲ʧ١
ǰ̼۾ľЦ࣬оˣ۾ſղվһʥ޵ĵط
ˣԭվһʥ޵ĵط˿̱һȡһͷͷ۾ֻͬʥһʽɫؿ
"أ"֪ʲʱܿС޻ˣСϻһѲϡ
οЦЦӹСĶЩֵĻϣַ·ڱԼĺģǿ׳ʵƾЦܸĸоֻɫЩĲ԰ס
"......˻......"㻹ǵԼܹ˵Цѯʣֻܿ챻˽ӹ
"Ҫҵʥ롣"˵ܺ͵͵͸ԣҲº͡
Цû˵˴·ǽԱһʯϣʯһЩɲݣʺϸܾӡᣬСҲܹɵϣ°ʹϡ
"֪......Ҫ㣿"û֪ͬӻЦŰѻ˵ꡣ
"ɽƽʱûдģ˵֪顣"ץС޵Ķ䣬ЦСֱǷ
ԭˡЦ˼⣬Ķʲأ
"ҸѪᣬҪӦһ顣"˷·֪뷨ֱ˵Ŀġ
Цü˼Ӧһֻʥ޵Ǻ췽ҹ̷һֻʥ޻ʲģ
"Ҳ֪ʲΪġ"ʵ˵Լ뷨ϱʥǣߡ
"еġ"СѾ˯ˣ˲ۿЦ࣬"ңȸ㽲°ɣ"
Ŀˣûлش𣬾Цʵڲֻ֪ʥЩʲᣬ˵һֻޣ˵뷨
" ܶǰһֻճʥ룬Լĸĸףڼб԰ÿ˼鶴ںʿú⡣һᵽѪϤ˵Ѫζ֪ʲ飬ΪȺϹʱھͱƬɽǣȻ˴ӳû뿪ĶѨѪɢĵطȥһ龰ûа취ǣЩһֻΪ˱ЩʥǣЩ׵ףߵ̤ѪʬҰŭˣ˷ƵĳЩͷߣǾˡ󲿷ֵ߶ýǴˣһڳĤݵϸʱ֪˭ʲطˮʢŭеϣʱ˹ȥ"
"Ҳõʥֻʥޣûо˵ǳϵ֣ȻҲˡ"˵仰ʱתͷЦ࣬˵껰һ˲ֻعͷȥ
" ѹʱҲ֪ԼǿеѪѾܵˣĲ١ҲǸʱʶһ֪࣬ˣǰĺ׼Ǿһˣÿ躣W۵ļҲƺͼߵĵλ˶ܺã½д֣ϰ䡣"
Ц࿴λðɫʣеŲɫףص
"˵ǸˣԸ⸶ңѰҵĶҪܸһУԼ"

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ƺܹ²ǸĽβõҪʥޣʥԼĶѨ¶ϡ
"أ"ʡ
"ˣߵøɸɾʵ˳֣ᵽϵѪζЩϵģɵɵ˵һУҲνһɣһİĪĺøС"ϷЦλɬһ֡
"......Ϊʲûȥܰ"Ц̽˵
""˵ıЩʹ࣬"ȻҪߣûıҪˣΪҪңңԼʹҪɣ뿪µദѾݳˡ"
û˵ʲᣬɾЦ࣬ȻʹʹԼҲ֪Ͼ̫࣬λ˼ʵֵġ
Ĭ˺ܳʱ䣬˲¿ڣ"æ"
Ц࿴ںæʲᣬȻǸйء
"˵"
ؿ˻ϵСޣŶԾЦ˵"Ұ⺢Ӵߡ"
"Ҳס"Ǹµ˼һֻʥֻгײһҪ޳뿪ⶴѨ
"ңصˣӲá"ḧС޵Ƥë
"˼ұ"ЩˣҪᱣһֻޣӵġ
"ȥǸˣ"նػش
ЦͿˣǸˣ֪ʮʮ˵ģǸˣûж˵ʲѽúãǮȨЩĶûأ
"ˡðǸûиϸϢ"Цǣ"Ҳʵ˵̫ģˡ"
˵ͷ˼Ƭ̣ӻͳһ£̯ƸЦࡣ
"......Ķ"
ͷƬǸ񹤾ϸѪ񣬺Ǵ˼ҵĶ
"ҪĶ"
ҲͷȻС޵ԴѹȻضС˵"ԣȡһŹӸ硣"
"أ"СԺصͷ˫ܶѸٵſצӣ޷Ѱٶڰ͹ƽĶϣֻܿ
""ȡСĶݸЦࡣ
"һ⣬ഺפ"
"˵̰"ЦЦ"ѪʥҩҲ˵ഺפǵԶﴫˡ"
̾˿ͷҵĲһҩ衣
"Сޣ"˲ٶԾЦ˵ϧؿСޡ
"أ"СԴˮ۾
"ҵ"ֵЦû⻰˼ʣֻҪ͵Ϳˣ˵ҲĴھֵġ
"ۣ"Сһ˷ܣ˵˻ֱڡ
ҲЦˣֻǲ֪ΪʲЦܾЦЩɬ

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ڿջķЦһξԼ˸⣬ϵСں˯Լֻͷෳա˸ճɽЦΪĴкСⷵ˽⣬ȫ㡣
ЩڲˣͲҪҵǼⷽʲᣬûûյҪȥĶңһ壬Ҳ˵ʲⰡ
ŵ¥ԷԸС׼ԵƳ¥˼ʿˣûж⣬ԼҲܽġ
"˵ʥڷں"һ׳һ¥˶õơ
"˵ˣǲ֪λĶ"һ˻Ӧ
"أҲ͵ˡ"һȣһں
Цע⵽ڽһλ¹Ӹ磬ƺ⼸˵һҲһ
"֨~"ſˣһ¥ʿûע⵽Цע⵽ˣתͷЦؿӦżСޡ
"أ"ˤһӣСⷺܲƽضżؽС
ջߵʱСһýҪǶཻ˵Ҫ¶޽ͷˡһëǲһˣ˵ĿͷҲûԹûǵز
"͹٣Ĳˡ"С¥ߣСޱŵ˵ζཾСϳ壬ЩС޵صܶķ֮һ˵ССһģٱ翴óԵģ߲·ٱ磬Էĵ˭׼ʱ
ٱ磬......
"͹٣è"С־æҵ˵
һ仰ûþЦˤϡ
èè
ʵ֤СͽжˣǸȴµˣֻ۾ؿСޣݾϳ塣
"ۣ"İ˱ڻСⷿɲˣŤŤñ
"ۣԹԣ籧"˵غ仰ƺҲãԭСһӰ۾
¥¼Ҳע⵽¥ϵֻ׳˵֮һһСޣȫĺëˡ
"ƹģʲƿջȻè˵ҳԵĶӵɤûš"˵ƾҪ¡
"λ͹٣˵ĶĻĶǾԸɾģ˾ܷġ"ƹ΢΢ЦȰ⡣
"ʲģģӸǮѵҪȥϽǮˡ"˲ɷ˵ƹ̨ߡ
Ц౾ܣǸµˣС޵飬˵ʵвҲ֡СȴˣҡҪӽ˻
"ԹԵģҶ"ֹСϾ͹ԹԵˡ
ⲻþЦЩ˵ƽС޶ҲƴӣһβҪ죬Ȱ죬Ų鲻ԸŲߣ͸˯ƵġʲƲ
""Сȡ֣ǵǰǸˣС޾ʲᣬֻǿЦֻԼȡˡ
˵Ҳǳ裬ȥɽȥ˭֪ʱ򣬾С޶ѾȥˣճһǶ
"أ"СԹԹĵŲƨɣҪӽǣ˼ұҺ˵Сﻰܸ
"λ̨......ң˼ҺüįŶ"ƤЦЦİۡ
СջصЦϣݳİͣľκˣЦظС޵Ƥë۾ﶼǶԽ˵롣

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кܶ飬ЦʼûŪף˵ǸΪʲܹžЦ԰ȫؽС͵ȥĵط
ٱ˵ǸΪʲҪС뿪ó˺ܰСޣ۰̫
òĵطǣ˵˾С޵ĵˣνԼСѰҵ""£Ǹˣ룬Ҳǻ룬Ϊǿر壬ĸȨλأǲǻеĶ
õϢ붼ڱȽƫƧĵطӵӡ
ֵһ㣬ǽҪ뿪ʱΪʲᵥԼ˵"㣬Ҫҵĺ"ֳϿҵ̬ȣûɵüûɵ޷ͷֻΪ̫ȡ
Ȼһжʱŵһߣ⣬ͷ۵ģ......
""Ѿ½»ˣЦüͷšø
ģǰջҲ˳ǵķ䣬ȻҲ˳㱧С˵ǶȻҲ˳ѷᵽǵĸڣڣͳ˴һ£һչСоĽڣߡ
ȷʵչСⷣЦûʲᾭ飬ɶİ˵ųУκ˶һģֵǣСƺʮųˣǹ˼ԼģֻҪԼˣͻԹԵġ
˵ԼǣǽĹӸ磬һ㣬ԼǿЦκαҲóĹǴªӹ׵·ġ
ҲȷʵܶչСޣȡС޵εģЦҲ֪⣬Ҳƣɽ˵Сȷֵῴһʼҿоˣûʲ⣬Ҳͷ˽䱸ȥңԼҲóС޺
ǳɽС޴粽뿪ʲʲҪͬ⣬ҲԿó
"ԣٲϴ裬ϾҪܵ飬ûϲŶ"ͬƭһСһɷнµĴǡ
ڽСⷣԱߣҲԼľЦ࣬ȻҲ˾Цüͷʮֲصͷ룬ᣬһ""УԹԴӽŲӣȻ׼ܵϴ衣
һһ˵ᣬ·ʲŵЦһЦ˶СⷲԸ˰ڲЭССͬپЦԼ֪ÿ϶ҪԼ˯һСޣһҪĲſ̡
СһζԼҲ֪СЩûϴˣƺǴԼչֻСϴһΣֻһΣҲ㹻ˣС㹻˷ܵڣҲòϴ˵ӣϴ
ԼǸ⣬СȻɹڸ˲ϴɵζ
ǮҲûʲ᲻ã٣ΪԼ÷ѶǣסԷ㲻θڼõСⷡ
ҲǽӴˣ֪ʥ룬ҲǺóһ塣
֪Ļ룬ǷҲˣ٣ߵһֻС"è"

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ڽϣʵ۵顣
ȥ˵òӢȲ
ȥһ˵ĻﱧһֻƳȮĴèСèʮ̶ܵ
ϸӦüֻèÿÿߵͳ·հĽ㣬ʮֵעĿҪɴڵһ£Եý飬ֿһհıǮ
"......"С޸ոճι̶⣬۾Ĺ𻨸⡣
ע⵽С޵ߣǵһֱֻΧС޴תùֽԱߵľЦ"֣ͼݣ"
šüԷֽѾڲ֪ٴζΪвˣǣͿǸЦĿˣһѺõؿ㣬ͺ˵һ""֡
ǣΣҲֽӹˡ
"첻ٳˡ"ⲻ֪ιԼ
һ˵꣬ͿĳֻԵСޣԲ۾ﶼǲ⻹˿˿ұĲ˫ˮģһӾ͹ǵİ
"֣㿴ûԱ......"
"ûԱ춼һ붹ɳ˱ֱ࣬İģ̶......"Цһ"֪֪Դʶ㣬Ѿ˶٣֪֪˯ʱѹҴˡ"
ЦıԹǰЦ棬ü¶ǳǳĵǣ˫ۺЦһشȤ
"ǺǺǣ֣ղ˵ѹ㣿"
"ȻΪѹ˭"Цղ˵껰ͰͷŤ𴦣ǵʻҲû룬Ӳע⵽Цˡ
"ǺǺǣǺǺ......"û˵ֻЦһǷ࣬·˿ˣȸеģëֱ
ע⵽ԣЦŤͷЦֵˣüͷһš
"Цʲ᣿"ŬסҪ˵ĳ嶯
"ûʲᣬûʲᡣ"ǲ¾Цı飬ЦøоСҪµأ˳ԼĶӣ˵Ц
"ߣ"ЦһûȥЦǷǣǾҪˡ
ΤΪһյϰףǾҵģһϿ""֣ǿѪȻҲпֻ֣һ""֣û˵Τ˼""Ӻ
ǵãǸ˵һȨǮˣΤ±ȱȽǣ֪˭֮£ֻȴӾ𣬱ϾۼΤĸ߹ٹУһ
"ǣһ·ڣһǣһϡ֣Ǿʹ˱"ЦòرȭҾ˵ҪȥСޣ˭֪ˣԾɽ׷š
"û˵ȥ֪ǲͬ·أ"һ߿첽ߣһߺӣ˭
ЦǿѹͷŭĽתȴΪٶ̫죬ʲײһԼûʲᣬײþЩˡ
"......"ֽСǰסԼײ۵ıӣĶûеֻǱ̫ˣ̲סۣһغߺߡ
"ѽû°ɣ"ǸϽʹСޣ۵شŵز쿴"ףʲ᣿"
һľЦ࣬ѸչµվƲͻĲ죬ۿοС޵ǣ󲿷˫ۺСϡȥСǸʲᣬȥǲ˵ֽɿڵĵģֻҪܺܰС͵طͿԣԣǷĪգͳͳҪ̫⡣
"Ҫȥǡ"һ仰Цû˵ʲᣬתߣȥһһޡ
֪СһԼһˣȻá

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գǻǸЦǣֻһǣʵضһɴͷϡ
ЦбһۣٿҵСޣһתͷȥҪͶ޵Ŀջȥ
"Ǻ«~~~~ִıǺ«~~~"ͷС̷ɹ˰ԶСע⡣
ע⵽С޵ߣǸϽйҪ߾С̷Ｑ"Ǻ«......Ǯ"
"λүǮһ"СǸ˸˵
ͷͳһӸССüЦó崮Ǻ«ǣŷСһЩȵؽУ"ôè"
ǵֵñע⵽СޣֺǺǵģԼûطöˣֻóЦŬŬ죺"֣ͼݣ"
ŵüͷЦӶؿǣֿСޣ۳ؿǺ«ڲ֪ٴεЭ
һ·ϵãƽԼչСޣҲ͸Լ·ԴᣬͱöС޽Ųմص·ÿɱӸ磬ֲܲãڿС޶ʳᡣ
˺ܿ쵽˿ջڷЦฺʰǵһ㣬Ҳ֪ԼʲʱˣֻԼһ˵ҲͿˣڶһˣû뵽Ȼ䵽
еǾùոıǺ«ר־ιСޡ
"Ǻ«ǱĵطûеŶ"Сͷ򣬸оͷĸо۾Ҫ죬ҧȥ
""ֻԼײһʲҲûУ̧ͷɻؿȥЦ໻·ǴǺ«ʱԹԵſá
"֣ǱĿǣǰɵӡ"ȡЦ˵С޷ཱུա
Ц಻ÿɷƳƳСޣǴǺ«ȡһС޿Ķεؿβֺֺõҡ
춣ԸСߣСſһںס仹ϸЦָǵþЦݺһɡ
"ղͲԵǩҪ˵ˣ׼죿"ĿɿڴǣЦû˵˳ְǴǺ«
"ѽˡ"ǻȻԼĶͷֿĵιС޳ԱǺ«
ЦߵһԵһιû޿κεЦЦǶͻȻв;һԿʵˣҲǼ¡
Ҳ̫񾭹˰ɣܾˣʲܣܲ࣬Сת룬ÿ˶Լ뱻֪飬ҲУ֪ûأ
"......"ոȡµ壬Ц˶١
"ʲ᣿"ͷҲûأιСޣѾǵڶǺ«ˡ
"ȥˣ"뾡飬Ȼص磬ӱβ
Цǵ˵ھʶܶˡǵ᲻ã͸¶Ц֪ġ
ûеµǣ˶ס龪ѣöã߾Ц壬ȵǿ֮ᣬ¶ĵЦݡ
ǹķӦЦֻǵƳһۣȴĴ𰸡
˿Ƿȥؿǿ壬ʼǳǳЦݣɵϵּᣬ̴ײӡ
ڼ䣬С޶Ϊ޷ӴУֱڿᣬоϤϤζܵѽЦ໳
ע⵽ĶЦСͬʱȥ۾ﶼԻ
"......ĶԤ⣿"ǵؼ˵Щʲᡣ
"ʲ⣿"ûֱش𣬾Ц߸С˳ëߵ
"⣿"˻ǵԲ˫ĿЦ࣬"֪֪˭ҵĻ£֪֪'ִʲ᣿"

8
Щ⣬ЦֻҡͷԾǵ飬ȷʵ֪
"˲֪Ѫ˹רãֵֻģֻһҡ"ԭתһȦһȦһ˵˻
Ϊǻ˳˵꣬Ц۾û뿪Ծⲽǡ
"......"ǸҪ˵ȴеһģҪϵȥ
"ǣ"ע⵽ֵĶЦҪסɸվҲһࡣ
׹ⲻ֢ͨ״ǣ¶ĹЧֻҩΪǰǺԼСޣѾ˯ȥ
ΪʲֻԼԱһѣͻȻʱͳװԼ
"˭"ҧأԼҪԵࡣ
˲˵ֻóعЦ࣬һҪЦؿڡ
Цһնһ᳷һԼ彣þԼһ˴ȥ
"ߡ"֪
һȥ־ҪѾ˯ȥСޣȴڽҪʱ򣬱Цһ
""ѾһˣⷴЩҧͻԼŭ
"۲˵㡣"һǿҵĽЦ໹ӦҼѱ̴
ƺѹڿУ۾ʼնԽԽԶĺˣСޡ
˵岻ڷŹǰƣر۾

"ˣ"ǽŵʣŲǻҵض
Ƭ̣Ųæ"ˣӹǿ¡"
ֻ˵һ䣬ʹҩóСƿӺͰɫɴ˹ЦһŪᣬԼóĶʰҩ˹
˵ĶֻĿɿڴֱҪ߳ˣżæץס˵ֱۣŭ""
"ţ"˵ɡ
"Ѿˣ"ĵץˣҪӳî
"......Ҽ̴ۻˣҩ"˵۾Ծֱ׳
"......"ϴһҲ˲ϴ򣬻ǰææʣ"֣"
¶ӻͷΧֱǺ«Ц͵է𣬽ûǣϵ˿ڣ̲סƺһ
"û°ɣ"Ǽæʡ
"أ"ںԼ壬Цãؿֻ˵ķ䡣Ѿһ뿪Խˡ
Ƭ̣ſЦתȦȦ˾Ц಻ֹһΣֹΡ
գǾԼ֪ģ߾Цࡣ
"֣м£֪"ǿֵƵ壬Ǽ˵"ܶҪʥ롣"

9


ǵĻþЦͷԣǰ죬ŵ""
ԭض˶ţ޿κεץץͷҧ"㾿֪֪ʲʥ룿"
ע⵽ǻĺ壬ЦʱԵĳǻûӦʱѴǲǰ
"Ҳһɣ"ǰδе䣬С޵δĪĲҲ̫ϰиСԹɣҲ̫ϰǸС˯֮ǲСԼ﷢Σա
"֣˵ʲ᣿"ЦľٶŪ㶣ǴʣһŷӦ"˼ʲ᣿ҪǶԱʲ᲻ͼȵ"
ȻҲô˻ԾɲģϺݺʣ"֪ʥģ"
"ʲᣬҼҵ˴Сġ"ǵԺЦ಻ΪȻҲûǵĻǰѽԾָǵĲǰ
" ðɺðɣ˵"εس̾"үү˵Ǽ缸˶סһɽǹǵճϢͯ۵ǣÿ꣬һҵӣʧһʱ䣬һұֻǺܿ죬뿪֮ҲûлүүҲ֪ˣǲͨ뿪Ϊ׸ǵػļƷ"
"˵......ʥɣ"ЦЩţۼģԼ۾Ȼͣȴº͵ġ
۾ʹ˵ͷ
"үүΪʲģ......"뵽Ǹ𰸣Цྪȵ۾
ûй˸еı飬ֻЦЦ"ʵҲûʲģֻʥ벢ûҪ£ߵˣߡ"
ĬܳʱȥˣҲû˭˵ЦĽѾǵĲǰֻǷ壬ʱƣҲȻᵹ
"֣ûʱϢˡ"ǻæסæ"Ҫȥһˣᣬ˵оˡ"
˵飬ЦʼҲûŪףҪСһģǾԲݶҡģ˵壬˵ͷǵİû顣
ķʹܿ͵ǵĿĵءǸǮҡڵǸûʵĵطȥһҲſڵ
"վסߺˣ޽ӣ"סˡ
"˭ʶ᣿"ǵ˸߰ɹĿ˵ӣֻһյ߹ǣϾϹ
"ԭСү֪Сүʲ£Ҫҹ"
"ңǲҲҪ㱨һ£ţ"Σյ۾Ǹ
"ǣ"æͷֵ"ǣҪиͨеƣ֪Сү......"֮⣬ҪòͲȥ
һִȡǿѪ壬쵽ǰһͼԹ԰廹ǣᣬˣѴŴ򿪡
˻ʹ

10


ʹƽմңңɼģЦҲ벻ԼһʹӲ뵽Լͻ׹ʲϵԣǽʹһ··ϣʼһŵǰǡ
"ǺǣԲһֱû˵ʵ"ǰǣͷʱЦ̽"ҼϮİֺֻǲ볯ܳ͢ٺ»......ǺǣǲŽСү"
Цû˵ʲᣬֻͷЩ㶡ʱҲͲ⣬ΪǶˡ
"߰ɣΣˡ"Ц첽ǰߣͨץ֣ԸоĽš
"ΣգʲΣգ"ƺСĴЦ಻ò׷ʡ
"˶֪ϲɫɻϸ̫ӵĹ涨˭Ȳã˭ܳΪ̫ӣܹռ̳лλ춶ȻѣɶԴӾ࣬ʣĸܹõģ"
Ц֣̲סʣ"ǹرʲ£"
"˵ͻˡ"Ĭ˺óʱ䣬ǲ˵仰ֻ˵꣬۾Ц׷ʣûмȥ
ǵ̬ȣѾܺõ˵أƺ̸£Ҳû취šǼ˵˵ѾֶεѰҸֵָĴרоӵҩ˭ɹ˾ͣɹֻ·һɴˣѰҵıǹҽܹԹ£ɱΪֻн
"......ʱҲ֪֪һرĶһֹӣңǸӵЧ......"Ƕһ٣ʱЦ
"ԣҪ²߱"
"......"ԥƬ̣ǲÿɷص˵ͷʲỰҲû˵ͷ·
Ц⹬·ϤֻǵĽŲǰߣﲻ˼Ǹո˵Ļȴʼ۲һͷ
"......Աʲ᣿"ʥػĹӣУҪĻ......Ҳ֪ҪĻҪʲᡣֻǣ޷ԼۿСʲΣա
"ǣʲᣬ......"ǵĻ˵һ룬ŲȴͣЦʷʲ£һвŮ̶
"ⲻСү᣿֪СүǷʲҪ£"
"鷳ͨһҪ"ûǰţǰࡣ
"......СүЩˣҲ֪һʼ£ǲ˴ŵġ"µ̫üͷü˳۵ص
"......"ЦԸоΧһ˿ΪѣҲǺ˽ϵĹصģҲֻܹעһ"鷳㣬øϿϻǲټҾͻȥ"
ɻؿһǣĶ۾ĽСùĶ˵˾"үԵ"㼱ææڵȥ
˵˲ãͼǰȥ÷ˣûж˵ʲᣬֻ鷿ڵߡ
ǾЦһνʹ˵˷ܣǾȣԭΪʹÿطϷﳪøûʻֺӴ֮ǰϣΪҹɫʲҲûпֻԼģϷ˵ȫһ
鷿һܣ϶Ǻ񱡲һ飬װκܼݣһ㿴Ừ

11


"᣿"ǰ̬ˣһɫƤӣͷҲ̧ʣϵ˺ǿѹȸС
"ǲμϣꡣ"Ц¹񣬵ȴ""ǡ
"ߵʲˣ"ԾͷҲ̧֪ΪʲᣬЦñˣƺ΢ܽһЩ
"ػϣ·ѡ......"һֱԼֻ΢΢Щ
ԸоͻȻЦûŅ̀ͷȥ躵ˣǿȥ˵ѹȸУ¸ҵߵͷ
"˵ɣʲ£"˭µóֻΪ̽ӣеۣע¹ˡ
"˼̵ӹȥ"ΪʵǲûעԼ˵
˰ΣھЦΪнʱ˵˳"Ķģ"
"ػϣҵѸҵġ"
֪ΪΣ˵仰Ц͸оߣлȡ
"Ǵģ"ȣֻԼоС
"ػϣǲɽһġ"סЦģ˵ķʽش
"أ"ھЦ˵껰˵
˼ķӦЦ̲ס̧ͷһۣȴСĿ˷˫ۣϽͷϷ˵úãΪ˶Լľ̬˿
"ػϣ......"ЦԥҪҪ˵ǵǰҪ͸¶١
""׷һ䡣
"ػϣҪ͸¶١"ʵ˵˵ĻȴĴ
˺þãЦΪĴûеһ̾ϢĤ˲Լġ
"㻹ǲԸ"
ص˶û˵Ƕ֪˵
"˵ɣʲ£"˴Լĸлǵ
"ϣ˵ӹȻĻܾܿΣˡ"˵޷⣬֪ҪȻĻῴʱš
""һμ"ĶڴʶǶˣ"
˽ŵػʹһǰȻ˵ĽžΪΣЦǻǽᣬҲǵĽš
һ˵һûﴫѹ͵ѹͻǴǽ
ЦˣҲ˲߶Щʲˣ̧ž߿赲ȥ·š
̫ŵؿ׷ӿǰЦֻ࣬ǾЦĶ֣¾ͱŭеľЦ򵹡
"ˣѴӸҳ"˶Ľó˺ʮ
Ժ﷢ʲᣬЦѾˣͼǹСޣոСʹʱᷢ󵽸Ŷõ뵽СĿ̡
Ѿ㹻ߣЦ࿴СҵģֱЩΧС޵ĲвŮͳͳɱ
ؿڴʹҲȫ֮

12


µ̫࣬һѹҶСޣһһϸʯСʲᲿλͱȥȻ⻹СʹԭѹС޵̫һֲֻϲŪСޱԲǡ
"ڸʲ᣿"Цһŭȣ޷ССⷣȻҪܵĶԴ
ƽʱԼȻȴҲûҪŰ
ͻһͬʱûע⵽Ѿֹͣ˶ҲСһѵĻᣬȵҪ׷ȥʱ򣬵ȴǵģֻĳ
"׳ʿ......"ĵĻû˵꣬һӣ䰫С壬ͬʱ㵹
Ц۵رŵСޣǾ߲ϲ壬"£ûˣû......"
"............"Сʹ꣬ʵø
Ǻ˸еʱ򣬿ľһһ§һľͷֻȷʲ֮ᣬ˭ûа취
һֱСھЦ໳˯ˣ˲ſڣʳԼʡ
"˭Ķ"
ŪЩͿЦû˵¾˻Сޣֻʾǻش
"ػ......"
"鷳ֱ˵ͺá"˻ִǣ۾ʼնЦ໳СޣǸϿ˵𰸡
"ǡ"ǹһ""ָָСޣҲѸոŲת
"......"Щȷؿڣ۾ԵؿСޡ
ֹһ˵ֻǲù
"......"ۿʪ˲ȵĽŲС޵ľЦ࣬ھЦûֹǰСޡ
"......"ЦҪֹȻС޺ദúܺãദ֪С޲ϲİ˽ӽԼ
ĵȻЩ࣬Сʮ˵Ļſ촽Ҳȷʵϵ˿ѾĴˣȻ̫྿ڸʲᣬ˵ĻûҪᡣ
"......"һֱСëӣû֪Ǹʲ
"......"˽ĶŪЩС޶˶ԱԼĲ
"أ"˱ˣʳ˸ͷԵĻ
"˭"էһ˶ûзӦֱһ顣
"ƺǱĵ"Цʵش˭֪˵껰˷ŭĺ
"б᲻׼ҽС"˵ŪĪСʱԾᣬ·ǰһ̵Ȼ޴棬ҲûеС޻Σա
뵽ʲᣬЦӻóһţݵǰѲԭ
"ˣžͽˡ"ĪģܲϲС˻ͷ룬źС޶͵ˣҲûбҪˡ
ȴֲ֪Ϊʲᣬʵ޷ģСĻʹҲ޷С޻ݼ֮ĲƸ޷Լһοղ鷢
˽ӹţԾɱСޣɵ֮ᣬ۾ԽԽ
"ʲͽˣԼأ"ŭغһ仰ֻС޲ֵض˶̰ţ"ˣ"
ʱֻȫﻹˣԼʥ˽⣬󵨵ػش˵Ļ
"ϣ˼ǲ˵ã"Щ䣬Ͼ˭ܽܵݡ
󾪣漴侲˵ͷСޣһԡ

13


"ȳȥûҵ˭"
˵ֻصϣǧ֮Ļ˾ܾ
Ǻ;Цйᣬ׷˳䣬ֲԶǻǺܵСޡ
֪˶ãǿ͸Ļ⣬СʹᣬûµĸͬʱŶ롣
ȻһУʱǾ˴վ޴롣
"......"С޵͵͵ؽȼҪЦ࣬ɿЦ˵ĽŲɵͣ
"......£"ð죬ЦҵԼҲ֪ԼҪ˭ֻʶĿڡ
"ǳģֻһֱûи׵ѪҺ죬ԣû취ɳꡣ"˻ڣƺѾ˵ôǰޣԶ
ĽͣЦ۾øŵ"......Ǳ"
"......"ϤϣؿЦ࣬ЦܹԼ
Ц޷⣬Ըо벢ڿΪʲ᣿
"֣ڽ㡣"Ѿָƽƽȵ͸䣬þЦʮֲ⡣
"ʲ᣿"Цྪȵؿǣֻͷ룬ע⵽һһڵӣؿԼϤһԼϦദġ
ǰӵ룬ɿǳ˿壬ĽŲͣ
оЦ뱾ܵҡԼͷ­ͣҡΣͷʹʹҪײʲطȥɻû
"ˣ"Ц಻ⵣĵʣӿȥʹ࣬û취ۡ
"֪"ҲûаգҲһΨһһΣҲ֪
˶û˵˿ĸ£öȥܶ࣬ǶԸоĺʪ½
֪ʲʱ¶ȥµصһصԭСϵζҪŨ֪Ǵӻϴģܺţ泩
ֵǣЦϵȶԾûˣ貿λУԼΪʲķӦҲ˭˵ʱķӦҲˡ
أϵĻȥȻĹüۣ۾ʱԭڷĻѾˣȡ֮ģһ¶ĺ;Ц࣬ȾЦ໹Ҫǿ׳һˡ
"......"з߽Ц۾ɵϴŵؿԭվĵط
ֻһɫӣɾˬļ·ʱ˷㣬ͬɫ첻صʹһûʲᾫ
""ܵģ֪СޣҡҡλʱҪڵϣЦཡȥ˱Լ
˵Сɽˣò۾촽״ǼһģһģҲֻ˵СޣΪǰЩӳԵĶ࣬ЩӤʡ
"......"˵СૣһξЦˣȷʵǽԼҲ֪ˣԭ֮ǰÿһԼ""УڽԼ
"ţ"Цĸ˵СᱳοѵСޣҲΪͻȻ֮䷢̫ı仯ټǰڴӹ飬СһֱֲܲȾϡ
ǿӵһ𣬿СްĵؿھЦ໳ͷһƣԼٿһĻĿתС޵˸˸˵˾"Ǹ"뿪ѹֵĹ

14


Ц౻ŵʹһסջʵ۵˼С޵ľˣӦˣӦõõϤĵϡ

֪Ϊʲᣬ뿪ס˵Եý꣬ģΪʲǸΪϵˣҪֹС޵ļ

棿
Τʳ301䣬ʳ䲼һģݴǣһֱӵ£Ѱأʽ"١""Ϲ"
һگ飬ΪѡŹֻҪδŮӣҪ롣
ЦϢʱѾǹİ䲼Ἰ죬ͷĪǸۣԼûǸȨ

֮£ֻù˰Լ֪ͨǡ
֪ϢһԼֻ֪ǲ֪Ϊʲ᲻Լ
ɳȥ˺ܿϢȴйǣǹӣ֪ܵʲط
"£"Զ˵ĳŭЦͣ½ŲҪʲ顣˵Ҳ

һˡ
ǴΤʳλʵۣȻҲǸոܹ˵С޵ĸס
""һƣЦʣ֪ԼӦ˭ԼҲǿʵ۲شǣЩ

Ҳ֪ˣҶ˰æͨòš
"......ػϣСıǸȡĵģҲӦúúõģɵСĻ¾ͲˣСҲ֪......"ϸ

͸־壬ǰķȻжᣬʹѾзֻûۿȴͷ¡
""ͻ֣üͷ͸¶ĵǡ
"............"µεſڣȻҲʱǾŭһôҲûС
"˵"˦˦䣬ȻתװصĹ
"ˡСĶԣԴסҹһֱ˯ȣʱֺûо񣬳ȥֻ֧Ųסġ"˵ɼϸеȡ
Ȼβŵ"ֺγֻ֪......"ԥûаѻ˵꣬ת"֪֪١ƽϲȥûϸҹ"
һ׵ܲǰ˿"ػϣƽȥĵطҹˣûзµټ"
üͷ壬Ȼ۾һǣһƬɫһЦҲʱ򣬴Ҵ뿪
һֱ֪ڣƺЩ˵ģȷʵЩͷȻǸ˵ģҲСޣθ˲ġ
ҴڲϤĹϣЩ챻̫ҽչ˵Щ裬书ͻķˣϵ˲ûȫȬǼһֱȥ
Ҳ֪ԼߵֻԽԽĸо춷Լ·ʱѾǴ˵в˳Ƶ

·ˡ
"ߵˣ"Цεҡҡͷת׼ߡ
ѾҹˣҹǱģҪϽҵСޣС޲ͬûһƤëٻ׵ġ
"......"Ҫ߳ǵõĹʱһϸСĤȻ󣬵оȴ̫Ϥˡ
""Ц಻ȷؽУ˵С޵ֻһΣԲûʮİա
ԶĲݴԴɳɳЦ༸ǰ¹ϸݴǷʲᣬȷʲ֮ᣬһҲ㰲

15


ҲʱģλΤķǸʲ֮ᣬҪˡ
¹£˳壬ĿһѲϣ۾˯úӡ
毺õ¹ӳ£ʵʵȥ᲻УȴֿɵãЦԥԥԼ¿ǰֱˣҪĶõľ˯Ժִֵķԡ
޷ֻðǼ·ҲϣƺǸоĴڣ˵СޱǶѲϣ˸ʵƣ˯˹ȥ
ڰǹɵСϴӴյС޲ǰᣬȷϰЦ̤һ·
ûʱߵ·Уܾ˸ڿտȵϣָоԡϲʱʱ̱̿˼ӵĸо·ߵԽԽ죬ֱԼ·ˣŸоǸԼˣѾ˦ˡ
ûлصԼסĹȷԼҲģԣͽһȻª˵յ˵㣬ô滹һ졣
ȰС޷ŵһϣᵹ˸ȽϸɾĴŪҳŰС޷ŵ
Щ֦Ū˸Сѣȡůʱ䣬ڵ¶ȽǹҲŨˡ
Цߵǰأ˯СޣЦ⣬˵"˯㣬ҲⶼʲἾڣ㾹Ȼܲ·ȵˣҿɲҽ"
˼Ҽǻңлʵ̨ҽԺĽƣξǲ
"ǻʵ۵Ķ......˵ҲǣտʼڿüԽԽˡ"Щ־"㻳ʲ᣿˯"
ͣ˵ͣɢԼעԱԽԽֵĸоԽԽȵĸоȵָоΪСϵζŨ仯÷ҲӦ˶
ųӢϣЦѵģԼԣжһ˾ζζۡ
Сޣͣǣϵǣӵ촽촽Ӳؿڣ......
ֻҪõõĵطûһ£ȵ̧ͷʱСѾһһǺۣ۵ײǽֻܼͣ
СܲĴţÿһαǶܵҶҲ˱ѰľЦ࣬ոһһǣױܵʹεСϲҲ֪ᣬǸʯ̫࣬ʹǸط̽ʹذԼĳλ˹ȥʹĽȻɹˡ
ͣײײ˯Сޣòѹ˫ͬʵСޣֱǵС޶˺ֻ˳ЦĶһһ
С޵ڲڲϵ飬Ц֪ΪʲᣬĶӼңҪ뵽ģǰǰ̳븹
ǣɹˣС޴ܹᷴߣС޵ϴЦģڣԼľЦ࣬С޵ϾЦЦֵЦҵЦ
ܵС޵ߣЦװ˰ļ˯춳Ųȥ֮£ֻ۾ǰС޷
"............"βͣС޵βѾҡ÷ɿ죬ϧС޵ƨϣеֻҹ˷µļƷ
"ˣ"֪˵ʲᣬֻʣͼϵ飬
"............"˵˵ˣЦֽţһһο
Ǽ·֪С޲ʲ߰ĶԼĳһβСŪסͷһůԭǱԼ·˯㡣
Сһֱ"......ʹ......"ЦȻ֪ԭû˵ϷᣬףĦ壬˳쾿¡
С޶϶Ļ֪ˣͳû˱ͣܳҲһ壬ûĻСޣûб˷֣룬ܻѱ˵Ѱң׽Բˡ

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СھЦĻ˫ȻصԼĹģܲ۳˵С޻͵Ļ룬϶ҪϸݵľЦǿ׳
Ȼ֣ΪʲرĺãֻҪǺõģǸ˵ġ
ݸһֱԼĹţЦȻס壬С޲ԵؿסľЦ࣬ҡЦĲӣߡ
"£"ȽгǸźС޵С̫࣬Ҳֻһл֮ᣬ̱ԵסֹǰΪ
"ţ"СתͷǵķȻǲòԹɫģΪ˶˷ܣҪµأĻꡣ
Сĳ˿ڣ۵죬Ȼע⵽ŵǰ鿴
շڣ̰ڿ۵ʵʵӾЦСޣ춾Цᣬ
""СϲԼһģϤϢΧԼĸоܰġ
Ц౧С޵֣ڰգҪǰСޣ뵽˵ݣ뷨Ҳûиж
ֵǰ棬ľЦಢûиСЩԸЦ֣"......"
"١"Ȼ͵͵ѵ⣬е˲ûйԾȻҵؽ""Ȼ̾˿ʮεؽУ"......"
"ţ"С޵۾ģ˵ؿȻʶϵֲ࣬һǾЦΪȡ֣һδʱ֡
"ȥ"۾ϧϵԾûаճ
"......"С޵ͷ˼Ƭ̣۾תȦ"ʹʹ......"ҡԼԲ̵ƨɣԱԼϺܲ
ĬƬ̣Ȼ"һ㡣"СǰȻӲ""ơ
ص˵ͷСرȻûãȻֳԺ񸴹䣬ϵƻصϡ
Цಢû뿪֪һлҪ˵ԣվ￴ˣС޽빬
"֪Ҫʲᶫһʱ䣬ͿԵõֻǵʱڡ"գֻ˵һ仰ûͷûԵһ仰˵¶ԷͿľЦ࣬ݣղŵŵԡ
һµʱ䣬ȻûֹЦС޴һ˵ǹǶӴģԣ԰ͤɽˮԱߵİʯϣĳõԺʯԣһӰ
һǿ׳һϸݣǿ׳˻Īľúʡ
һºܿ죬·ָ͹ȥˡ
֪ΪʲᣬԽǵ˽ҪһἸӣЦԽǽţСʱ򶼻ʹһɻȴûа취ֹͣǷݽš
СԽԽ˯˶ûþͳ
֮£Цֻ̺ӣԱ֪ʲʱС˯ˣûжů
죬С޳˵ģֳҪ˯ɾЦëֻ̺ȶС޹ԹԵĲҪܣ첽С޵ĹЩҲס
ůë̺Ҫ̫Լ֪ȥңýС̫࣬æҳ
ˣһȥҲСʱææС޴ĵطȥ;вײ˭ûͣһֱĿĵء
ɵҹᣬС޲ԭλϣ¶ĴѰңҲټ¡ЦһǶҪŷˣŬԼҪţԼµģһ£

17


ϵë̺ЦŵŤͷҪȥСޣûŲһ̫øӭ
̫๧ظ˸۾һůⶼûУҧ"ӵĵҪº͹֡"
̫ĲǿģҲǴСĹӸ磬̬ȣԣҲ
"ȥǵĻϣûʱ䡣"˦˦ӣҪתѰСޣͱԵ̫˵Ļס
"ҿȥĵһ̽"˵꣬һУ֮ԡ
Ц޷ֻøϣҲ֪ν""ʲᣬֱֻĺʲҪйأһҲûмˣ·˶೤ʱ˶·Ѿ֪ˡ
춵Ŀĵأϰ߹ﴦľЦ࣬Щǰľסˡ
ĵŵԺһ岽һڣֱ쵽ܳһ·ϣʱ򣬾Ѿоϡ
Ц빬ʱԾڶ⣬ֱһŨѪע⡣
ȻվǰԶĵطӣԿʲᶫƺһɫСƿ滭ɫ·
"μϡ"عӣɵ˵ݣԼǶʱ䣬Ѿʼˡ
£һһ⣬ԼûڻʹĳһҲԼģϾ˵ĵط
"ƽɣ"˻תӣĮؿ·ûʶ
Цվֱûжã˱Ļ"ҪĶ뿪ʹ"
˼򵥵˵ԼҪÿһ仰ﶼľǧ֮⡣
"......ʲ᣿"ĶЦĪԣãˣǼѪһͷΡ
" 㲻ҪưٲഺפҩԲѰһ"˵ĻЦྪȵ۾˵һ˵"֪һѪᣬֻҪ㣬ֻһѪ᲻ܴﵽٲĿģӲഺפƿĶѪһʹãܴﵽҪЧ"
˵һھЦǰ˵໰ò˵ЦЩܳ뵽˸ղ˵"Ѫ"˵"ٲ"绹һˣڵ
ȥˣȻûǸοɰӰʹһɶ
֣ӹƿЩ㶡ܾԼƺʲᣬת뿪մƿʱĺݺݵؾ
Ҫŵʱһ͵͵Ĥ̫ϤˣЩ죬һֱͺһ𡣾ڸղţǻӵͤ
""첽ĵطȥŵĶʮּУȻƿţһĻʱ˶סˡ
˵Сɵڴϣǳɫı죬ɫȡǵѪ˲ÿ֪﾿ʲᣬοھЦ࿴ʱС޵ѾŨصѪɫΧ
ҪǰķȻʱĽŲɵͣ
Ȼ˵"ĶǴ١ȡġ"
Цʣ"Ϊʲ᣿"
Ȼ˵"ԡѪһַǳҩģֻҥòͨĲƷҪﵽٲഺפĹܣֻкͻѪһá"
Ц˵"ҵȣ"
Ȼ˵"û"
Цŭʣ"ΪʲҪɱ"
Ȼ"ɾҩԡ......ӽᣬҪҴ'֣١"

18


̤ϤأЦֻİ
ĻʼԺתԡѪС޲԰ΣӣݺײģǸѪ˲ԼСޣԼСޣֹԼСޡ
ǰѾβҩӱĲҲܿ
ֻǲ֪ΪʲᣬԸ⿴ӱճյǿָҵͷҹشɽϡ
˸ٵٶԣܾҲӲطܾˡ
Щ춼չʳӣܿӱĿܣзֵĸоʼû취ӱ޷Ǹʲỻġ
һɿ轣ҵ˼ֱӷӳϣ˼ֲصľûע𽥿Ӱȵ춷֣Ƿɿӳһͻ֮зԸģʱ׼˴š
""ľд֣ҲҾЦĽУװŮɫ԰׵صϣԾûдӸղŵľл
"ӱ"˲Ǳˣԭ׼㾡ȵŮӣֻǲ֪Ϊʲᣬ˿̵ûйϧ֮顣ԭǸ˻ԭˣȴҲҲصĸо
"......ү......"ӱȻŵòᣬһαЦýָͷһίҲ˳ӵ۽ǡ
"û°ɣ"Ѿת׼ȱľЦ࣬عӱĮľһİˣñҪỻȡͬӱΪȡ
"û......"ӵ۽Ǻᣬû
ЦಢǿĮֻǲ֪Ҫӱڣ˭ԺﶼḡǸ԰Ӱӡùë˲ָᣬԾվȵӱ׮͵ľϡ
"ἱңʲ"ҲԼİŮӡ
뵽"İ"֣ɳЦԼʱʼԼӱʱҪرԼԼǰġȻǻԻ󣬾ǻὫ"İ"һɵӰϵһ
ʮܺһǲġ䣬ǸɵӰҲԼߡ
ӱһ۾Ц࣬״ɬĵͷ죬"˵......ү......ʲʱף"
豭ֶʱһ٣ԼλҪҽӱĲУգ⽿ŮӽΪޡ
һƾĬζЦеĲ豭۾ԶǸӰĵط
˺ð죬˵Һú룬ˣҾȥ˵
ԴӼҵ䣬ֻӱԼϤչԼǶԼĶ飬ζҪرģοԭӱ
"ԭ"
ɵÿЦһį뿪ӱҲֻԭϲŮ᣿
ʲʱʼİСţ

19


ңԶǵĻʹ˯˼յķ١˹ѹһʱҾЦ࣬ңûа취ҵ
ĵؿߵ̫ѹʱ򣬾֪ͨ˷ȻȻҲϵˣ޵ģ͸¶ǰڻ
"򣬹ԣޣ"
١ֻǿޣչĹĵľǲ˵Ȼ֪ڸԼ˵ǶҲֻǿ޸ԼûƿԼһ㵹ʮ
ɵϧ
"أ"١ʣʡ
"뿪ˡ"ش𣬲ûоʲ᲻ԣΪԼĶ롣
"Ϊʲ᣿"١ȵ̧ͷЩš
" 򣬲ǵģǲĿ㱻ƭ"ĸ١ļͷϽԼΪ֪˵ԶҲף"˲ȥһֻΪ˾ԼİŮӡˣȴһ˵ǰ£......ܹأ"
"............"ͬѧĺӣ˵ʱԾɶ϶ܹ˵ʱ֮ɽʱһֱû׼ԡԺֲʣ""֮""
ȻףԼΪʲܹؼסЦֻ࣬һʱѾסˣҲϲϴ˵Ļ
ǣһ죬ͻȻ֮ˣһͲˣǰˣѹۣһҲ֪ģͱΡ
ΪԼı仯ѹģû뵽ᣬͲԼˣԣһֱΣʱ׼һ࣬˵Ļ
Լ᣿֪ԼϲˣΪʲҪߣ
Ϊ١뷨Σͨʲ֪һ˵ĹģԼر͸˵"͸"ںһ棬Է۾ʱ򣬶Է뷨ɺϵģһΣ˾Ц뵽һŮӵ뷨ΪŪ£ҲΪ˲ԼĶӣˣǰЦļ̽
˭֪ûг١Ѿ......
׼ôһˡ
""᲻˽ĹִֻðˣһӾֻһˡԼ۵Сӣ˵ʲϲֻϲ᣿
뵽뵽ˣΪʲǲܷǸνʹΪʲ᲻ܺ١һԼߣᣬһమһ
Ƭ̣֪ԼҲжԲԷĵطҲԼĴԼһʱĲΣŻЩ飬ŻĽ֡
ܵ١ӱ˵ֹ"......"
ȻﰲοȷȷʮģŪͷһʱ׵İݡ


һ䣬ȷЩˣеˡ
Σܲ˼ҪȵŰķû뵽ҹǸطȻͣ磬̨ģòȻҾû취ˡ

20


లο˴ˣͻһ뾪š
ɤӽе"ϣСүݵ"
""򵥵ĻصֶԻķ١˵"Ǿ˾ˣһ"
١¶Իı飬֪е"Ǿ˾"ָˣŴ򿪣һ»òӢӣ߽ᵽϤζЦ⡣
"ǣ"˵ؽеþûмǣˣȻĸˡ
"΢μϡӵ£"ǹع¹򣬶ǰλߡ
"ɣ"ȻԾɱ١ֹҪ´ľٶ"ǣЩסڹú١ҪԶУ޻ǰ١İΣͽˡ"
֮⣬١ʲ飬άʡ
"΢ּ"ԾĮ飬Ȼ˵꣬ӭּ⡣Ȼû㣬Ҳ١Σն֮ġ
Ȼͷſ˷١ŮΪ·ܵߣҲûʲ飬뿪Ϲ
"ǣ"١˵ΧǴתȫߵˡ
ǿȻ뿪ˣŴһЦؿ١
"ûң"١ͷ϶ǳı顣
١ص˵ͷϲǣһֵԭϵζܺţоǣÿֻҪڣܳԵóԵĶ
"ǣ............"Լһߣνݵǣ١˵˵ԼԵĶƽóԵġ
14£ʥּ£ʵҪ΢ѲѰøݸأ飬ɶӷةѦľ麫˫̩
١춳ϵı仯˽⣬ֻǵΪܹǼסˣÿǳ˳Ծ˯ҪǸСӵ̬չ

֪ĵطЦΪǸʱ˵Ļ񣬶ѡޱķӱܡ
ӱ˵һЩûа꣬Ҫһˣȵʱ̧ӭȢӱ
ߵʱӱϣԵûгֻ֪ǰÿһΣ󳳴ֿ޿䣬Ҳʲ鶼ûˡһΣ֪ΪʲֻεؿӱķţҲĴܾԴӱ￴۾;Ρ
ڵ˾ǣŴ˶̶µĳԭΪİȫȻûУӿĶǵļ
һҿջסҪȥС޵ĹϵĶСĹλãܸϹȥ
ո߽䣬СԼҪʲǰʵ"λС磬ɷ£ʼĹ"
С¶ȵı飬ݺͲľûʹ⣬춾ЦĿģлɡ
ԥһ£˵"λӣʼĹʵƽǲܹȥģﻹкö࿴......"
""С£ЦЩͷܼ򵥣ʮкֻҪشͺá
СͻȻӴһͷΡΡ"............"
Ц֣ϽȥԼҲҪźˡ
......Цӣ²ǸɵӰһʲĵط
벻ǣǸӦú㴺ĴȴֻһƬȫǸļⷻĵط
ʵΪҹٿһǸõļסĵط

21


ЦڿջϣĻЩοģǸˣûеһʱ佫١סĵطԭǸķصû뵽ġ
ҹǶ˯ˣǸЩȥ¥յĹӿֳޱ
ȻĻڶߣԼҪİŮӣֻ١˵Լᶼܳƺ""ǲ֡
˵ҪĶ뿪ߵԽԶԽãԶҪڷ١ǰ......
Զ᣿
˼⣬ԶǸĸΪʲҪԶĳŵõ
Զ
͵̧ͷɻ߲ͣѲӦ峹׵Ĺݵİûб䣬ϵıص¹滹ڷƽʱһ۾Ͳᴩ·
ͻȻһɫ·סĿ⣬һɵɫ£˿Ĳصʣǵãϲ·һ͵͵ܳȥҪȻԼһ׸
ˣԼףȥˣ
Ȼ֪ܲЩ׶Է١Ҫֻһ·ſܶ˯Ȼһᳳҹ̫࣬ԳƢĻͳһҹ۵ķȻ
ԼҲԼĶίģ᣿
˵ֻһֿܣǾǣúúõġǸ߸ϵߣƭԼ
뵽ɵսȭƾʲΪԼΪ˵õϡҩģԺĵɱƾʲᣡ
ȻڣǰʱҪҵȻǸ϶ԼԱҪúöԴǸ˴Ӵ˲Լ
ѰҵͷԺת뵽ģЩԼ˯ѨĹŮ̫࣬һ֪ǵȥ

Ц̤ȥǸ·ʱ١ΪܳԵóԵձڵϺƢ
"ñøĳ˳ԣϴڽҳԶöվ᣿"ҲȰ˵
Ǵװģ߲ûиˣҲǷ١Ҫϲˡ
ķ١ҡҡͷĲԸ
Ǹ̾ϢǷȷд֤ˡǰǴβ״ʵ£ҲǵһӸԶ⡣
·Ҳ֪˭ҵĸԵʱûʲᣬȴ˯ʱ򣬱ϵȥéޣŻһֱԵ
"Ҫ"١ԣǿӲرĳ֡
ٴθʵû취ĵ̲סҪ
һǽеͶ·ߵС̯١Եձ˳Ҫһ붹ԣȻҲǷ١Ҫ
١İʳһ㣬һʼʱ򣬾ͷֵģǻڹĿջ̵ĵģʱС޵ķ١ԭһһģֻĳ˸Ķֻҧһڡ

22


ʱľЦڿջķﻻ·һ϶ǸѹֵĻʹֻͨ·ת顣
׵ľЦ౾ԡע֮ϸոµף߹ȥš
ΪСͳԵģֻ㳯ſںûԼ
ǿŵֵǣûһĶµ
عͷǸϤٻӰųվԼʱıֻоȡ
"ӱ"
ﾲó棬·˶ע⵽ﲻͬѰľףÿÿ߹ʱ򣬶ҪĿϼۣòĹ򣬺ܿ뿪ֻԶԶģǵ
""ָµصЦĺܺԶֻε뵽ֻҪʱ̣ȴҪԼӰסԶлʲ塣
ܶ룬ˣҪȥʲСޣҲ֪϶ᱻչ˵úúõģһ˵Ĺġ뵽ҲûлǸɿɰӰǹźͿɬԼηϣȥġ
"......Ҽүȥãү£......"Ůƫͷһɬ̬֮
ԼΪʲŻ̬ǿŮ̬Ů˵ݡǰζеģǰԼǨŮڿŮĺܶ飬ܶʱҲγЦݡ
Լüͷû׷Լֻǳˣû׷Ůͨʲ;ҵԼģѾûа취ָŮ֪ɸʹԼ֪
ǰС޵ļŪƣ˼磬ǰǻƣӰҲûȥǷϿɬƣ
"ס°ɣ"˵ʲᣬŮ˵ƣûתĶ
ûпŮ仰ᣬһ˲ĿϲֻͬŮ˷䣬סޣٺŮ˿ջ
ӱĵطϢǵˣֻгţŵʱпܿСޣǱá
֪ԼԤ׼ȷſᱳ˯СʱĵĿϲԶ
ʱһС̯ϳʱ㣬ζѬθһģᴫǵϤʱвʸжʧˡ
Сʵģ"......"
Я·ǣ¶ʮεı飺"ǻظ"
С޵ͷС޵־ҪߣͣסŲʱע⵽ġ
ɻʣ"᣿ǸϽȥ"
²СҡҡͷסڹǶʱ䣬С޵ϰ߶ǿġһԾǱϣȻᰲĵ˯ȴĿĵء
ҲϣСǵıҲֻεЦһ漴Ҫظ·ߡ
û߼·ͱ˵סȥ·뷢̧ͷᣬһ켦˰죬֣"......"

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Ц˵ͷ۾һҲû뿪ϵСޣûע⵽˵껰ᣬ۾һ˲
ǸϤϳɹ˱˯СޣֻС˷ۣܵ˷ܵؿվǰľЦ࣬˷ܵشǱ˷ܵһѱסЦࡣ
С޵飬ЦЦЦŪС޵ͷ
""֪ģȴǻĵʡ
Сص˵ͷЦ౧øͷЦЦĵӿֵĶǰġ
޷ܽΪ·˵Ľ㣬εؿ˿ȣ˵"ǻȻҸϢɣһˣҲˡ"
١Լȫƣ⣬ЦȴԸֻֿҡƨ".................."
ͻȻ֮ıĳƺЩ֣ҲȻģԲûжᡣС˵ԼԼͲȥˡ
Χ˵ľУЦ౧˷١ᱧıЦݣᰲĵ˯գһЦ
١ɰӣѹΧȺľȺ;ȴûѹ¸ǻŭ
ףΪʲС޺һʱҪԼڸղţҲԾԼϣЦһ֣ʶʣͰĽܾЦ౧
֪ĵԾأһǱ˽ڹģȻģԼΪʮͽͷӵ˾Цϡ

Сүһռ̫ĵطԼͣ˾ֻԼһסҪطǣԼ˵ò󣬷ҲͦģҪپЦӱǴ´ġ
ڽС޵죬ЦסǸϣǸŵӰʮεǣҲӱ˹
ֻøǸӱ˸ԼС޵סȽԶСԺӡ
ĿʮԣǲϣӱСޣǣ˽״ӱ˽Щǵǿġ
ϾøѾϸϸӱЦ˵ɱõǷʵҲе֪ӱԭֻǾһĺӣҼҵ䣬Ц౻˸ǻ¸飬ʱ׼׵ġ
˽⵽Щʵ˰죬֮ÿһ죬ﰵӱ;ЦҪ飬ӱͻȥҾЦ࣬ϸϸǷ뿪
ֻ֪ЦģҪС޺úôһģӱÿĴţ˲ʤ䷳ǲʤ䷳
"ү"ΪŶþûлӦӱòѯʡ
˯Сޱţᶯ壬ЦϽĸʱС޲֪ˣر˯ǻûΪһ뿪ÿһ۾ҪԼһЦʧˡ
ִӱ֪ˣŮˣеķ֣ЦʱڶԼǸ˵ǰԼ֣뷽跨᳤֧ʱ䲻ţֻһͣǸߣ˯ŵ

24


ҪǵԸģҪⳡ
֪һӱǲŹԼˣЦε̾ǰ֪Ůᷳˣ»˯СޣߵǰţֹҪŵӱԺߡ
"ʲ£"Ц಻ͷʡ
"үʱҲȥһˣǲӦûȥˣ"ǰάֵ֣ӱһھЩͱˡ
ЦǱӱģӱϲͺı飬ӱͬҲЦʹı顣
ǸسŵˣӦ˵飬һӦҪչӱһһͻǰϲӱʱ򣬿......
"ٵȵ......"Ļû˵꣬ͱӱϡ
"ȣҪȣүӱʵڲ֪ǻڵʲ᣿ңӦģȢңչһһ"֪ЦжԼףÿֻҪͷΣЦʲ鶼ӦţһҲ⡣
ԼжĳŵӦģǴӦģûа취ȥ
"֪ˡ"ε⼸֣֪Լ֪ʲᣬΨһ֪ģǸĳŵ
"......"ӱҪ׷ʣʲʱ̣۾ȴƲһطͣס˻ͷǣЦ
Цʱ򿴵ı飬һţʶǸɰŮӣϧûпֻ˯СޣվڷſڣһؿǣֱԼŰĵؽ""
ķӦӱЩţ;ЦĹϵȻˣûҪ׵Ϣ޶԰
١Ȼ޶ԣںֻоЦֻ࣬Ҫܹߣͻᰲġˣ£֪Ҳ
ЩǲŻ᲻ͣΪ֪١ڿЦʱ򣬾Ѿ߻ڡ
ӱݺݵһţҧ´뿪
ûע⵽ӱ뿪ֻǿСޣЦĵضۣﰵ𱸣治Ӧóⴺ͵ⲻ˲֪Լഩ·Сޡ
"´μ·֪"𱸣𱸶١֪˵ûô̲סڡ
١ȫûЦĻһҸھЦĻԾɻ˫ȡ
ůЦСޣһʱһӣ˵һɵЦԼҲ̲סǶЦݡ
ЦԼˣ١ʳеʣ"࣬Ȣ......ʲ᣿"
ʵľЦཀྵ˽壬Ĭ˰Żش"ǳס"
"ף"ͷ١ɰӣ˾ЦеһĨ飬иΡ
"׾......һһһ"Сε˵仰֪ԼΪ仰һӰ˭ʮǲܵġ

25


١춾ЦĽԾ¶һһ׵ģ׾˵ĻǵˣҲ......
ﺦ£תЦࣺ"............"
ЦΪʲᣬԼҪͱ˳ףҪ뿪Ҳ䣬١˱һĴ١ıο
"˳кܶΡᵥҪЩǣסźãǵҪúչԼȻҾҲû취ġ"Ц˵óϿңİ֮˴ܳϿҡ
١Ծ¶֪ЦҪߵ˼ǺԵģԸܵġ񵱳ǸͻȻӰںҹɪɪܵĲԼůů
ǹҪٵ·ֻǲҪ·ڵůʣηҲϲЦػĸоͺױԼֺײ̫һкܶ಻һĶ
˵һֵԵ޹ʹıˣ˶Ա˺ܺãҪǰˣҪѣȻĿġеʱ򣬼ѰˣҪƭԣǺǵġ
Ц֪࣬ˣԼ䵭ʱҲûҪӺԼԼҲ²ǰԼԼ͵ߡ
õЦϴûйΣյϢǶԱˣǶ
ʲᶼ׵ģֻЩЩ˵׵ĶϲԴͼȥ˽⡣
һǣóİҲ˵Ǳദͺֻܰһ죬˵ûˡ
ת죬Цȥ˸ǣϸϸ˵Լܴ飬Լᶼܻϣչ˺÷١
˵Ӻ䣬ȴЦ˵"ģһչ˺ñġ"
춱˽١ǳƣ֪ΪʲᣬЦĵһЩִҲĵķƣûע⵽ѿɫͻı䡣
"ȻЩ£һҪһ¡"תЦǣ˵"ǸʵۣҲǱĵ֪Ϊʲᣬ˽б'ǰ˼ΣֹˣҲҪһЩ"
ƳϿҵĻҲֻĶռʵһʼǽбǲġ䣬ǻߣȴִ͸
ǵı鵹ʵģΪʲȻǵĻʵ۱£Ҫر𷴶һҲӡģڸոտʱ򣬷ȻֹֻԼʱעڷ١ϣҲû⡣
ÿɷصͷģȴҪˣķ١һ˵ˣҾԲлῴ
ЦˣߵİûҲҾ˷١֪١һ뿪
ϣرСÿһǳСģȴ֪᲻ã١Ͳ۾ϤϢͻȻʧķӦǼġ
׷ȥԶȻЦǵ׷ȥǰһ̣ԶԶ߿ǸоһҲץһ㡣

26


١ˣȼ̵ĸ£ֵǺܺ£֪Ҳǻģ١޴롣
ȥҴ䣬Լڴߣרչ˷١
"......"еķ١壬ģغ䣬岻ԾؿһߵĸǣԾ""
һƬɬȴҵϸ١ȻԼٽס
"......"ķ١Ҫ˦ѲԼܵӣᶯϵѲս۾ίʵԾ¶
"............"޵ᣬҲ֪ڿޣڽоЦࡣ
ֻϧУǸˣܳ֡
١ɱϣϣǸԼ壬ǾЦģҪץסãȻƫҪȥǸζԣоԣʲᶼԡ
о١ʹҲ֪˲ҪģǰǴûйģһʹִֵرǸ壬˳ս㣬һһһֱ⴫˻ر
"үˣ"
""ǸϽ˵Ծûɿ١
ű򿪣Ŀһ˲˽û·ķ١壬ֹͣ
ĴߵǰҲûи밲ֱץ١֣ûصΪü뵽١вֻȱ첻˵
ĴֳüëԽԽǵҲ
Ĵſ١֣ǸҪʾˣȴʵĻûڣķ١Ҳ˽˹ȥ
"ʲ......"βûнǰĶҲһ仰ֹ
"Ҫúúõģվ𶯡"
˵仰ͽһַֻڷ١ĸһֻ͵͵˵"㲻Ҫ"
૰˺ܾã١͵͵طʣý㼸
¶Ƚߣ١еҲɢǸеԼЩѣͻȻϮѣվסš
ĳŻ˻ˣҲŻĸǡ
ûмֻٵĴ޷Ӧڿ١įԹ۾
١ڱǰ˵һ仰ֻǲֵļ仰ȴԭҵİ
١˵......
ֻҲǵģر
ĺӣ֪ԼҲڱ˵ڹҲǷݴڶСʲš
䵽ʮʹǷʲţʮʹޡ
Ϊͷ֣ҪǸע⵽ֱע⵽ֻҪע⵽ݵ壬Ǹ뵽ˣĪģǰˣ˦˦Ƿݸоġ

27


үЩ춼ҿһԺӣǸԺԭס˵Ŀˣڣеһ뿪ˣһûߣǶûٿȡ֮ģǸԻ͵ҹһҲ˽ȥӡ
ɫëޣӣڷһݵؿű߰Ĵ
˯һ˵Ĵһ˵ҪҪˡ
ű򿪣ᣬǱⲻ˷֨ѽҲûоʧеķ١ԾɳճմؿŴ
¹ȥˣ١ֻڳԷʱʵķӦʱ򣬶ֻǴؿŴӣۣҲԼһӴʧȥ١
븵ҲǽͳԵģ١ǻԣҲǰܵ"Ͷͱ"
"㰮ԵĹ𻨸⣬ģȺء"ûбֳ٣Ծ糣١к˵
١ǲڵȣȸ뿪ӣŰýĶԵ
ģĶﻹиǾЦҪúô᲻뿴Լ뿪ĸǣҲҪȣһһԼߡ
ȻᣬʹѭЦζҵҪԶߣҲþЦ뿪͸뿪Ҳ¼뿪
ǰǸҹǿ١۾ļԣܹɻ֮ǰ԰Ǹĸڣ֪ӣ١Ҳδܹ򿪣ʱĶɣǲ㱣ϡ
쿪ʼֻһܹԷʱҲ̽
ж᲻Ըչ˷١ﲻԼһ֣ҲһԼҪػķ١ģԣչˣĽչˣϣ١ʲ顣
ۿָεķ١Ծɲ˵̾˿˳ŵһֻ̣عͷ촽⶯
"˵ЦļȥһˣǸӱףĴϲģЦƺҲܸˡ"˶٣˿ΪĻӦķ١"ԣ㲻ˣ㡣"
˵꣬ۺķ١밲οįʹ飬ȴʱӦԼǻ
Źϵ޴̲סỬա
͵͵ؿǺ˵ĳ׾ʲǵþЦ˵׾һһһ
Ҳ˵ЦͱһһһˣҪԼˣҲҪˡ
񵱳ĵףͱమúúõģȴҪÿϴ棬ԽԽ㲣ԽԽ뵽Լᣬûһܹɱ任壬ҲһһۣΪ׵Ŀ࣬ҲΪԼɬ
뵽ףҲȻ뵽Լ춻֪ʶڣңԶʱĴ˵ĴׯÿʮҪеķϢǿˣûа˵Ķݡ
ǻûһģǶϹʱսʿλ
ֻǴһֻһˣֻΪһԾܰвٶ뿪ˣǻǼ겻Ƿݰ⡣ֱ;ƿݣսᣬ⡣
ЩҲµģ......
룬ҪЦ֤࣬˵飬벻׵ر

28


ԶһߵĽˮ磬ӭ׵Ķ黶ǰߣǰһӢ˲Ӱֻǽüͷϲգ롣
µľЦ۾ʼնǰӭӵʱҲûнŲϣģϸỳɣǷˣ
ܶ磬һĵĴˡ
Χ۵ǲûзɹٲѰӣֻǻȸԾؿ˼ҵϲ£ԳΪԼлҳ
ԶȺһŽõףŭؿһУۼܵǣĻĪһ²һµԭ򣬷׷׶ԶԶġ
һֱӭ׵ĶˣֽˣȺһŭ"ģҰҩ"
˻ûзӦһýӰ˳ûǾ仰˶ΪҪףܶоΣգȴûһ뿪ɰӭ׵ĶΧýأϷ
Цû׹£ǸӰѾӹɿĺӷȥۼһĶҲһ룬˴ǰס·
˷ŭصЦ࣬Ư۵ɵԲԲģһźÿŭŤ
Ц㿴ˣݵĻ֪˵ݣҲԼҾӪһӪԭĳ໥Ķ֡
"֣֪Ϊ"ϲûжٺ±ŵŭֻǶ˲⡣
"ߣĺӣЩʲ᣿"һӶؿ۽ţĽŭҪǰȥ
"......"˼һ£Цʵڲ֪Լɽϵʱ䣬ӱЩʲᣬҸոջûãҲӦʲ飬ֻñȭ"ˡ޶ۣ֪˵ΪΣ"
仰˸Ƿŭҧгݵ"ΪӱҲһû뵽ЩֶİˣҲѹֵһǣǲˡ"
"֣"˻䣬Цŭ"ҸѹھֵǼҸһ㲻Ҫ"
ԾԼ˵˻˲û˵ʲᣬֻһתǶӣ׶
"˵ˣֻҪӱҩģԸʲʲᡣ"
"ҩʲҩ"Ц˲⡣
"ߣ˵õģȥһҩҸһӣŮ......"Ưһҧݺݵһţͷ֮ˣָǶӣ"Ȼͯҩ......ҩҲ͵ˡ"
˵ݣһ󲿷ǲģǼֻǴܽĶ䣬˵"ҩ"......
ܹʲҩԼǧɽֲ㺦ģǸԡѪ
"ӱ"оĽƿЦתͷɻؿͷӱԼǳϤһˣΪʲԴȥ˾ǣӾǻ͸оˣԼ˵İ
ӱҲ˵͸͸ϲԶǸýˣ۾ƵĹ첼ǲ˻ڡ
·ŭҲأ"ⲻ֪ܵŮˣ飬ỹ˼ԼӸˣҲµʱ˼ҵ֪࣬ݺݵӻңⱲӶˡ"
Ļ˼ԲˣΧΧ۵˶ЦؿǰһĻ˵ĻҲԽԽ
"ҵĶӻûأҪñˡ"һѶѵ͵Ц
ЩȣЦû뵽飬æӱһߣ֪һϾĿĻûдﵽⶼҪҪ˸кöҪ֪ҪŪ

29


֪࣬ĴŭһҪңһҪңһΣҲˣҲˡ
ǰЦ֪࣬ƴҵҩࡣ
ԭӱǰͰһӣֻԱ䣬˭䵭ϧΪŮӵΣȥ׷ӣõֻӵӡ
һ죬Ҳ֪ģ֪ҲаˣҲᰮϱˣֻЩڲͬˡ
Ů˼µı֪ҪΪºӣ֪ҪѰһҩںСʱ˵Ĺ£һҩĹ¡
ǣװƭжľЦ࣬þЦþЦðδ֪ΣȥѰҩ
˽£ЦˣҪĶֻҲὫŵϡ
ǸŮӣʢĲ˲עԼǸ˲ԼϲˣˣȲûвЦ࣬ҩƭԼĹ뷿
Լ飬Ů˵Ƕµ飬ˣԵˣ˱ԼвӽԼȢؼţͽҩٵ
ҪҩģİԼߣǻʲ塣ӣΪӲؿ飬Ը⡣
ûдӦӱӱڸµҩȫǴҩһģСҲҩģϵҩͬʱҲԽⶾ
һû뿪ӣȻ֪ӱ˵Ǽ٣ķȴģԣ֪ӱΪ˵õİˣѾֶεɱ˵ĵز
˵֪ᣬ̱ܵӱסҪֻذܵ裬ʷӱ˷磬ȥ˾ǡ
֮ᣬһµʱ䣬ӱˣĵһ£ǳס
ҪʲᣬֻҪҩҪٵӱ׵ģӱƺҲ֪Ƕˣֻõȵǳ׵ӡ
飬˵ЦҲ֪ˡ
ıƭķŭ˺ҧۣɱ˵ģˡɱǰ֪ӱǸԼõŮӣٿȴ
ûй֮仹ʲŲƲһӭ׵Ķ飬صǵס
һţһϵӰӳͽΣһε飬ֻ˻֪ģŮԿ
ԭ߹ӭףȴڹһ˵ľЦᣬһв
˱˸߲ҵףҲ˲䰵ȥ
ЦվǰҪ˵ʲᣬֲ֪Ӻ˵ȿÿڡ
"ūһΡ"þЦһԼĸףֻһҳݡ
"˵ĶĻҾӣбӦ"عһֱǰˣ飬ȴȷʵּ
"лү"ҲһھЦ˵ʲǰȿڣ"ӱһֱ֪ģֻǴ˴ãƭүūҲãûʵүࡣ"ϵȥıǸ
"......֪ˣ"ǰ˵ĻЦЩţһֱεˣҲƭԼġ
Լ뿪ѰҩʱԼһɽϵʱԼֻǰǵʱǰǵǸҲҵ˹鴦
һֱڹģֻԼ

30


ǻķŭ޴йǰˣһѰ뱲ӵʱչԼˣҪᱧԹ
գʲҲû˵ֻص䣬뿪ˡ
ûǣңǣұֻǸµСɵϣҪصߣһӶ뿪
뵽١Ǳ̲ס̣ǸʲҪʹ֮ᣬǷҪĹɺӣк
ͬһʱľǣСүһƬҡ
ʱǸһֱ˽Ժӣ켷ˣһŭվȺǰ棬صĺ⡣
"˵˭ţ"µ˹ſԩ
"үûѽûа"
ĹܼǰҪӣؿὩȥ
"үԸĻûвģ˵ûУǾûеġ"Ļ˵ЩǿӲԭϻ۵ĸһȥ......
Ҳ֪Բȴֻðͷȥˡ
ǰһǲ֪ͷ˶Ƕɷ١ͻȻʧʵ
Ϊ˷Ȼвں١١ߵʱⲻҪûԺôûãȴ䶼֪ܹġ
ڼʱǰȸ١˳Եģܼ˵뿪ˡ
ԺûΨһһ赲١;ǵǵÿ뿪ʱ򣬶ǵģһΣģļǵãƺˡ
ɼڿ͵Ǹǵ׸ǲҵģｹҲû׸˵Щʲᡣ
ȵææصСԺǵŹȻٿ棬һҲûС
ǲ֪١뿪⽫µʱ䣬֪һ١뿪ζץġ
ĻҪԶڷ١ߵ뷨ҲǲܵˡɵᣬߵˣĶԷ١İҲֻԼ̰
ɥҹȾ¥˹ݣԷйǻʧ䡣
һֱᣬܼ˵ˡ
ˡˡ
˰죬ԴҲ벻""ηʥֱײײҪԷйȻ
Цൽˣ١أ
϶١ҪȥҾЦģԭ뷨һΪ˾ЦĻ¶ҲãΪܹټҲգǺԼûйϵˣǳʧȥǸˡ
񣬾Цһ˳Լǰ١أ
ææظھЦ࿪ǰʣ"أûкһ"
ʵľЦһ㶣ŭ"⻰ʲ˼ΪʲҪң"
ɥصԱߵϣ١ûк;ЦһڿЦӣ١ǲˡͿ᲻ģ֪ǸͬͯĸߴӰûչˣǶΣա
Ƕ϶죬ЦҲ֪ʲ£֮ķŭ˺ǰ˵Ķˡ
ǸµССɵϣһ⣬ж᲻
Ѱңû˼µľ
ҪҵúõغǻϧһеΣղԶ룬һӰֿĵġ

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˵ֲ׵ģ١뿪ĺ֮ԼڵߵʱҲ֪ҪԼúòġͷܴ󣬵һֻģҪ̸ף
Ȯŷ١ùĶ·ʧ
ЩᵽζͬʱΪֻȮػ˺ҧмֻȮҡβ͵ȴȮַ
Ҳʱ׹١ϵζãָԣҲ˾Ц͸ǡֻԸǵϲԶԶûжԾЦĶ࣬ζûرܹø˷ܵĳɷ֡
ЩỰֻǵڻ˽һµʱѰҷ١жֻһ
һӱϷԷһһȵ꼾ɵֺĶ⿹սдȫʤؾְܷͣʵ۵Ϣû֪
١ǹòģ뿪˺үû߳Զͱȥ·
סҲʶϵʶ
"أ"ɻؿվǰˣ˫ÿ۾Цеġ
"١ؼҰɣ"˵ĴԴֵĶᣬ١۾
ǰ˶ĶһЦÿ׶ʱʻһһź͵ף毺õĿԱȹκһŮӣЦЦеģůӣͲЦһġ
١Լ˻ʹް˰ŵ١ԭסϹЩˣϵķ١͵Դһһ˵
"ϴεĸó"
١ǵǴεĸ㣬װ׵ģҪǣġԣص˵ͷδ촽ϲǸϣ
ͯɵĶЦԭڷ١ʱѾע⵽·װһ£øϲԼһ·۲ػ
ȴûϵôȣֽѵһ£һȣ֪һ˵ϢǸССļⷾȻԼĵܵܡ
𾪵ģǾǴ˵Уʥĵѭġ
Լĸһε뾩ֻҲȥѰʮǰֻҵʥ롣
֪١ĸףڼСʱۼ
ĸʼʲ鶼ҪԼԼǺСͣҲܵѰһĹ̡
ǸһʼǺ˵ģΪǸǵȫŭȼԼҲǴϻ۵ģˮϨ˻Ļ棬
ǸѹᣬһַǳãȻӣ˵еĻǸ˵ʹϣȻһҲȲˣԼʧԽϨĻ档
Ȼ˸ʣ̵ʱȷԼİ
ʸǲ˵ķԣڵõҪѰҵʥû뿪ÿǸңϸԳ
һʧߵҹ𴲣Ĵй䣬ʵķʱ泳ܵҲЩǱƵýˣҲЩҡ˵ػҲ˵ЩʲᣬǸʷŭ뿪ⳡ
ڶ죬ʧˣһּ׾ţһƿѪĴƿ
Ǹطһ죬ǲߣᣬʾͱøĬԣһЩľϣӼΥҲûйĹǵĽ֪вԼȥһЩһҲı䲻˵ĸı䡣
ĴʱѾˣСĺ׹ԼҪʲᣬԳᣬѰҸɫԼûһˣʼѰһ룬Ҳ㺦Լ׵ܵܡ
ԼʱûܵǿӰ죬Ϊһ޷Ů˵ˡ

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תۼ䣬ӷ١ᣬѾȥĸˡҲھЦٴ뿪ᣬ١ûбعˣˣֻʱڲŻеĴرԡ
ÿԲ¶ٶķ١ޱˣûа취ͱȽϵĴ򣬱ڴ֮ǰȰշ١ΣĿ
һЩ˽ĵģԴӷ١ԳˣԼ˳ӵֻڿҵеʱ͵͵ϹһΣ֮ᣬ١Ѿǽӻظ
˵ԼĵܵܣҪ˵˽⣬Ҳֻ֪ܵѪͳһ㣬Ǹ˵òͿ֪
"١ԣΣһˣҪ㿴"߸Լʮ־ȣܵܣܹģֻᡣ
ſڴϵķ١·û㣬ͷ࣬ȥȰ˵ķޡ
̾˿أǸԴŤ˹Լϡ
"֪Ц࣬㲻֪Ѿͱ˳ףٳǰˡ"ѻѿڶҪϧˣ˵
ǸϤ֣Щ޸ԼĹ춳׸ϸϢ١˺ѰۣƯ۾һ˲ˮ
ƼӣҲһָۣԼҪסˣֻ
"......"˿ڣΪεһ˵׾ķֻ˵ֵʱ򣬲ر
ŪǸԴ˵˵˼̽ǹҲϱΣû취֪ˡ
ûзȻصı죬ԣ֪١ֻΪ˾Ц˵ֻΪ˾Ц໯ΣֻΪ˾ЦãԼ͸Ҫ˾
"£ˡ"̫ϸ⴫˽˵˾""᷿ű򿪡
"ӵ¡"˹¹ûһ˿ת
"ݻ֮䲻"ûпˣΪǸеһ˿ۡ
"лӵ¡"װû޵Ļݻл֮վ
³һ֪ѵĹִԵͷվݻ"˰ɣ"
ǰûΪһ޶ȣϸᣬԭĮȻ۾þȡ
"ʶӵ£λ......ʲر֢״"ʵڲ֪ƺǰޣݻ۾ǸԽԽɰޣʴվķޡ
"ûʳ̰˯"򵥵Ļش𣬰룬ܹҵֻϢ
ݻĬϸ˯ޣǸɫ壬ȷϰͷ
"ûʲ飬ֻͨڷӦ"ӷ١ܹеĻ뻳ʱӴԺ̵ܶʱܹ϶
"ʲ᣿"ޱֳ㹻ľȣû뵽ǸЦද죬ȻѾ......
" Ӳᾪȣ뻳Уǹ򲻻Σգ춳Եģ˶þͿָˡ"١Ķӣĵؼһ䣬"⣬Ѿĸˣȵ£ǵþ˶ЩӪʳֵСԵĶܵ"
ֻз١޺ΪرĴԣ޲õĶԻ֪״ʼδģ޷ܣҲԸܡ

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Լ£ݻվ׼뿪
סЩط޲ʮףҪ
"Իƺ˽⣿"ûжʵĳɷ֣ݻûа㾪ȵͿ֪˲һ
ղΪ֮Ľ٣һ㣬΢һϸ룬ܶ鶼Եú֡˵ݻȻ˵ݻ޵Աȴ˵ĻҼ϶
ʲ˶׽Իģݻһ𳤴Ƕµ˽⣬ţò忡ݻҪһ֣ǼСʱ򣬱һ֡
ȻڣһҲʲˣԣݻ֪֪ݻ֪˶٣Կ϶ʵͱò֪
"ɶӵ̧ˣ񲢲ʮ˽⡣"ûлعԷޣֻǰͷ΢΢˱ȭ
һ߰١˯˵Ҳ
"֪֪飬һ֪"¹ط١⡣
ܹоǸݵӰ˲ĽӲָֻܿԭòҲһı䣬"Ȼ֪ӵµȤ飬һ뾡취˽ȫ档"
䳰ȷڷ޶̶١˯ˣվߵݻǰ
ݻҪ߳һЩ˶춼ÿֻͣŴ˻WݻԼ㡣
"ݻȻ֪飬͸֪Ҳñ˶Ϥ"֣صͨ뺣ϣܹ˵ȫ
ȻʧǣݻһʲҲ˵۾ؿһ
"......ҪΪҴСһ𳤴󣬾ΪҲ"εصһ붯ԼȨԴ˽Լĺѡ
"ɶӵ̧ʲҲ֪Ӳ̧ۡ"
ݻȻû޵ԸҲȻݻĻŭȫԼǰһ̵ֽ̣һ"عúдӡ"뿪˷䡣
ٲǰ"ݻ"Ϊӵķ緶ԣǸĵˣȻ˳ҪԼȥʲǨ͡
"ȵȡ"ڱѺߵǰһ̣û˵ݻ˿ڣΪͨˣתȥӲɵ˷
"᣿ͨˣ"һ߸ϵģǰǰûйġ
"Ҹ֣ȥ"ԼĹ˼ɣǾе֣ûʲҪرġ
"......"µһ仰Ҳ˵ǺһΪеֶʹһ¡
ݻȥߣ١ëسҲ֪˶ãֱ׼ҹѾŪˣŻعҡѷ١׼ιЩԵġ
ݻ˵û飬Ǿ÷١ЩҪ֪һµʱ䣬١ѾȥܶˣҪø֪ˣǲԼһƤɣҪ֪ǰҪúչ˷١׼κʧ
㸸ûнԼҲۿԼϲˣԽԽ

34
˼죬Ѿݻ飬ϹԼһҹŭ
ϹֱֽߵۣԼĮı顣
һߴ׳Ӱ˽ʹͷҲûڸ˵ƣ¸ҵơ
"΢ߵӡ"ͬݻһĹΪӵķüͷ̾˿ŶǰϹ˵""
վܹϤףһżͨɫüëǷףͲǺעĿ١
һЩطЩƷ١
ѾûˣһλؾΪϲڹҲ
"þòء"ԵؿŲÿһͨͿ㹻ᰮ١׵ˡ
Ϲ¶Σ漴ڷԼǰʱ򣬱˲ᱻ˿Ŀɬ
"εսˣû뵽Ȼأڱ߹ع"ȫǹʽѯʣ֪˲ԼҪãԲġ
"ӣ΢ܺá"˶٣ȥһ¶ɬ"ݻһֱܻչˡ"Ҳ֪ԼʲĿ˵Ļֻ˵Լݵ˵
ĻԭǣѵõؽӲһ£۾ǰˣʱϹ̧ͷ֣ᷢЩݺݵء
"ǰѣСͺܻչˣϲŮӣչ˵رճ"˵̵Ļ˽Ӳ壬Щ
ĬƬ̣֪Լ˴ǰ飬ûн·޵Ļֻľګصͷֻȭơ
"ӣ֪ӺιҪݻ"ĻʵЩӲҲʵΪһĹûһɫңԼϤĳԣǳԾΪԼ
"......"⿿ǸԼ΢һЩĶڵ¶ı飬Ц˵"ҵĺأ"
˵˲䣬ָѾϹֵ½ϹһɵζȻѾܵˣ޵ıӣõңζرϲ
"......"һϹƾΪԷ߹ݶ̫ԾͱһֿܻӭӣҲĸо
"αŤ......"ϹֵĶǸΪԼĶһδεĲĵЦûֹͣ"Ǳ˴˶Ϥ˲᣿"
춷˵ĻϹֻпЦǰǵȷϤ˴˶Ա˴Ϥ
Ϥĸо岻ܾܾҧزԼ˵һܿ챻޷֣һ۵ؾ½ССͻ
"~"ͲסԼûסʱرȱ
ɵĶΪǸ͵Ц޼ϹֵĲ˱һ߰Ǹ˵Ķ齵ȥ
ϤĸоյŤ̲סѶţ֪ʮ֪Ϲָֻ֪ǻѾ޷˼
δҵʵйķ޸Ϥİ·йԼȴʱ˵̫ഫ
"£"˵ǹصģЩһ֪´ӽûбԼҪȥɽ롣
ԣûʱ򿪣˶Ϊͻ״¶Լŵŭһ᲻ϣ١Ϲ֣Ϊİ˵ĽӲ˿
ĶܿͣΪһֻƽɵĶһֻ㹻׳˵ĳޡ

35
ۿ١ö֮ĽˣʶصϹǰ棬ͷһβ١ĳ൱ۡ
Լסȥ·ķ١ȻأҲóƽＫ˼
Ϲһеˣеĺ壬һ˲ָֻܿ񣬶ֻֻԼЦЦ"١ǲǣܺ֡"
䣬١ƹסķޣֱϹֵĻһֱ䡣
"㿴㣬᲻ע⣿ѾǿҪ׵ˡ"ϹСĵرס"治֪ģȻ뿪ˡ"
û뵽ǸֵǷӡͷ룬û˵λһӲ֪࣬١ЩԼ⳯͢ã᲻֪
"......"١ؽůĻϤζʮְģϲЦζϹֵζҲܺá
ϹֵĻһ㷴ӦȵػղϹ˵Ļ˵""֪ϹּСʱ򣬸ĸ˫һֱǶӣ""Ǵģ
ڿ˿Ϥףһ˲佩ӲѲ......
"֣ңʧǰ꾿ȥ"ݺݵصϹ֣Źϵκһ顣
ʵϹһ˲佩ֱ壬ķ١о̧ͷݺݵص˵ɷޣѻϹֻ
"˵Ļ......"ϹЦΣͼιȥֻЧƺûдﵽ
"ƭңȻĸεúܺãûھӪʵҵġ"ŭĺӷ޵ĿдϹֻķ١һ̧ͷؿ
ǰʲطߵĻӣϹֿЦǸЦʹ޶оóиĺҪı顣
"١ȳȥ"ԾɲؿԼϹֵķ١˵ߺȻû׹˼ֻǰ١壬Ǹ壬޶ãǿӲ˷䣬صжᡣ
һϵΪϹ޲ߣǰֹԼݵĵ΢Ӽľܲ֡
ŵķ޻عͷݵؿϹ֣һһؼᶨؿ
оԼϵΣգսϹҲ⺦ҲףҲֻܹԼĺͺ¡
"ӣ......ҸϻЩ飬ȸˡ"վ˵Ļһƹ޵壬ͼܡ
׷ŹҪͨԼʱһŤǿӲǸ֪Լˣѹë̺ĵϡ
"......ӣ......"Ҳǲģٷˣˡ
ԸΥֻ˵һ"ʵشҵ⣬Ȼ......"һϹֵĶ䣬оǸϤķӦЦ"֪һʲ"
֪ԼڴģⲻҪ£Ǹù֮ᣬͻᱻĽӺ±֮ᣬԼľ
Ĭɹ˵ɿ˺ϲ·Ѿļˣ治Ắܲˣĵذѹڵϡ
ȵԼѾ˺˿Ϲֲ˷֮ǰȫΪϤ㣬ͷ֪ܷ飬ۼݣҲҪۼ......
"............"δ䣬˫Ѿָֿͷδµܴ˺ʹҧأԼҵĵֱ룬ûа취ֹֻҪ˾ûа취
ߴ˱Ǹ뿴ףֻн˫ۣԼ飬ֻԼҵʹ

36


һȺҪŵķ١оϹĵ׵ıǱǿҵȾԼ˵˿鶨ԼԸġ
"£˵£Ϊūˡ"һС̫ɤΪѵȰ˵֪Լ˵ˣǷܹף˵ĻҪ˵ġ
"֣"һţҪȥҽȥ
"££ˣǴģ򲻿ġ"С̫ؽͣ㲻ǴģҲȥ
١ԼԴף˵ʲᡣ
ǰ۾˼С̫ϽЦЦؽͣ"ŴˣǴ򲻿ġԣذɣŽȥġ"
ûȫ˵˼ǲܽȥ˼ˡ
ǣҪȥ
ǰȥЩ̫๬ŮǱԸģ˭١壬Ȼ֪١е飬ǣͷֻӵķݶ
"£""ѽ"
Ȱ˵ʱһֱͨķţ˴ˡ
"~""£"
Ҵ¹˭̧ͷžɫסûķ١׼߸˵ؽȥԼĵˣ
"١ûµģġ"֪١᳤ʱ䶼ֻΪԼȺ̫Ϲĵһůҡҡλȥ
"֣"Ǹ·һ͵壬һۣȴڽҪӴԷʱ򣬱Էɶ㿪ˣһŭ
"֣"ǵؿǸԼ壬١æǰϹֿԼԷվˣŰ
ߵʱ򣬺ݺݵһ۷ޣΪʲҪɣɡ
ƲһߵķޣԼԽԽԶӰĵһƬ᲻ϣϹ־ˣǰҪץס˵Ķ˱ܿԼһ˲䣬޷ټˡ
ᣬûʳԼҪ֪飻ᣬϹһıݣģԼ߽ʱ򣬾ѾעһĽˡ
ڸղţǻƶԼǲϲ˵ᣡ
ʧûע⵽١Ϲһˡ
ȵʶһʱѾʼҪҪݻߣ֪ţϹָӲԭԼˣ㲻ãϹ־ҪһˣǸ뿴ġ
Ǿǳǿһˣǰѷ١ԼߣҲһ˲˾
ΪʲϹֵϣ岻񵱳ԼھߵĸԶ߽Ҳںܾ֮ᣬžϹȥ
ȴֻϹԼԽԽԶ

37

ʱ򣬱ڽҵķ١˷ܵѹˣԼµӣϴģ˷ܵòӡ
Ϲ廹Щڴؿ١˷ܣ޿κεЦ뵽СӣҲⵣģ˽Ļ״Ҫ̫ͺã䲻ҪѹϹɡ
һ£Ǻ֣̲סʳ˿ڡ
"١Ϊʲ᲻ΣǸ"
ʵķ١仰֮ᣬ̰˳ſϹֽűߣ°͸ϹֵĴϣе˼ϹѾ֪ˡ
"ɵ١Ȼܼ棬οִ"ǰοִ֪һ˰ɣΪʲỹҪִҲǻһıɣԶҲΪԼת
ܵķ١Ҳɫ͵͵ؽУܹĻ""˵֣""С
"......ֻ......"͵͵˼䣬еĺ壬˿ɵ
ɱϾԼ׸磬˼֮ԼҲ֪ԴǸ뿪ᣬһȻδɼҲӻһֻһ˵ִָ֪ǽֻһ
ǵ׼Ȱ⣬ûа취ı뷨Ľֻһһκλ붼Ը⿴Ľ
ƯĽɫ۾ᣬףЩһֱûмĵУǸҵˣҪʲ죬֪һԼжΣֻܵ͵͵ĿΪҵˡ
"ӻˡ"⴫ϹȻģһνΪģɽ......
˻ˣȻ֪ģݻƽ¾ͺá
"١ߣȥݻֵľء"١¶飬ϹЦЦ˵"ˣǳȥɣǴڷ"
䣬Ϳ١۾˵ظϹֳ˷䡣
ţһˬʵЦ˵"һָ˽ľ˰ɣ飬ϼ"
һƬ죬滳˳Ϲֵص"ʵʲ᲻˵ġ"
ݻߵǰؿβи
סϹǿӣõ͵͵ɳƵ˵"֪ʲ˼ģΪʲҪܾң֪......ء"
ֱ˵˻ݻֻίصΪǸɱʵ̾
"ݻ......"ϹҲ֪˵ʲãʵϣÿݻ֪˵ʲá
֪˶Լ飬Լǿɱĸԣֻ׼һˣ......Ҳû취ϵġ
ݻȻ֪һԭҲɿ˱סϹֵ֣˿һξ룬۾պƲԱߵķ١˿̣þӣ
ע⵽ݻߣϹҲȥʱߺ͵ͳ"㿴㣬֪Ժ"
"ˣ"ݻҲ۾ںͷ١˭۾"ҿûŶҾͿ......"һǸǰıӣϷʵص"һôôվǰ"
ɧһ£١߳ŭؽһϹЦݻҲЦˡ
ʱԺ˵ƺһ·Сޣ׾˼žһˤˡ
ϹϷ飬ˡ
"骡"١Ҳ˳ȥڿһԼСʱ򼸺һģһСᣬ˷ܹܵȥ
""͵͵ؽУҲܿһֻС޵ע⣬СһǸƻëļⷣҲ۾һָܿ߰㵽Ϲᣬˡ
Ժļ˵͵Ц֪СǱ軵ˣǾˣĳҲѹּİˣҪһ¡

38
١ڽסÿȤǺǸСļⷶȤȻд󲿷ʱ䶼ԷҧгݣǺȥҶԷ
ϹЩĵؿһ׷һֻܵСޣ̲ס̾˿
"᣿"ոսŵݻϹֵÿһϸСı仯
"......"Ϲû˵ֻ۾ʼնСϣԼ骡
ݻ˲Ļѿڶ"......Ϊʲ᲻㣿"
ݻĻһϹ̵"ݻⲻ£......"
û˵꣬ݻ˹ȥ"ǣǲҵ£ǲҵĴ˵֪֪ÿ˵ҵжܣ"
·йĲԱֵСⷣע⵽ͣ˶
"أ"СС˹ݻĵ׵˼ԣ׼۸㡣
""ݻ̾˿𲻴ⱻԼССޣ۾ƽ"ĵɵҪԴ׵ġ"
Թ԰˵꣬õСһǵͬ飬˭֪ԷܲӵͷԼ
"......Լĺģ"ʹУͲβ㡣
Ȼһ˵꣬ͿСⷵԲںڵ۾˼ܷ˵Կ
ԱߵϹЦЦԼʱʱҪˣĺѣ֮ǰᰧԹֻҪСǰˣʹϡ
ССݻЩŭģ㲻㣬󱿱󱿱
ݻԸſȻ֪СʲᣬֻǷŶԷȥ棬˭֪С˵أܵԺרŸͷ١̵ë̺ȥʲᶯûˡ
١֪ˣǰȥĵ̽ԼıᴥСⷾûжԼ˭ᡣ
ԶϹֺݻڵ͵͵˵ʲᣬûз״
١룬еأ˳ſڵ̺ϣ˯ߵСƺҲڲ֪У˯˹ȥ
һµʱ䣬θڶܺãиϸչˣϹֲϵضԼܸоСǶãֻЩֻҪͻ뵽Ц࣬ض
ϴοϹֺݻǣֵӣԼ;ЦҲȥֻССر̾ЦͱһһˣҪԼˣҪˡ
ÿǸССļһ֣ܣӳֻαͬ࣬ԼףֻһϹһңûбˣڲ֪ԭѾһС֣ԼСʱ򳤵񣬾Ǳģ·ᡣ
Ҳÿ춼ҪЦС骵ģȻỻС߳ŭ׷Ȼܵÿ죬ϻһĶӣҲ·̫ǿöࡣ
ֵӣҪˣֻоЦԾɼǵ˺ʹԼ˵ûУ˵Щٻ
ԡɡԡڡ
һûκνҹЦͷ١һԺûз١ζķ磬˼ɿ
أΪʲһϢûУ
ȥļѰңõĽֻ˸١ûȥļ磬ЩܱζӰĶһֻûС
Ķأ
ȻһصζܹӰԼζЦ಻ŵϸţҲֻһ˲䣬ζ㲻ˣҲֻţԼĻþ

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ԽԽأЩķ١ӲԸӴϹȰûá
ƽﲻС骣Ҳѵÿ"𽵹"عȥû۾Լغ˯
"ݻ١û"ǵԼʱ򣬶ǱݻÿʵһЩ˶ȻԼ顣
"......УҲѹ᲻Ҫ˶"ݻҲЩΪѣΪʼ硣
ĬԾԴķ١Ҳˣһû١¹δˣϹֲ¶ĵı顣
ԽŨңԱߵˣȵؿǰһ̻úõģȴʹķ١
"......"ݻŵؿʹķ١ٿҲһȵϹ֣"˵û붼"
"......"ϹҲò̫ȷˣ֮׷Щʱ"ݻЩˣȸ١"
֪ԼﲻæԽйԾҪͷ١ֵС骣ԷЩԸ߿ֻȰ"ˣ㡣"
СԾЩԸǿϵķ١ʹӣҲЩģ֮£ֻõͷԹɹܼ˳١ķ䡣
"......"͵͵ģ΢߰Ŀ޺ΪʹĹϵ
"١١......㣬ܿûµģܿġ"ҲԸ١ܵӣϹֵȰ˵ǿ˶Դֹײͷľٶ
ݻæҵؽӣΪ̫ͻȻҽƹ߶Լķ䣬Ϊ˷չ˷١Ϲѷ١ŵݻЩ
ҳЩҩƣ춻ӣݻҲֻһΣԼ侲ϸػһǰԼϹ......
"׼Щˮ١"ϹֱȽ򶨣ϾǶԼ˵̹ĵļ䡣
͵ͷ漴æܳ䣬һ·ˣͷԸϽˮȻԼص䣬صλãרעؿ١ƨɡ
ĲʵûһиѣֻʹǱⲻ˵ģ١һһʹͬɸǸ׹ĸоֻгû׼ͣ˼
......򡣡
ֻ룬ŲΪϵʹֻ룬ŲΪԼҲЦ࣬޷
"......"ԼҲ֪Լʶʱ򣬽Ц֡
"Զԣ"ݻֵÿ١뵽ʲᣬȫ֪ÿһη١ૣͻ
١һһЦ֣һһþȫڵһʹʱᣬµһӣʱķ١Ѿ۵ûһҪѣȥǶʹܵʱ̻ûн
ݻӹճС룬ϲؿСÿһ£ͲĿɰģϲòˣ񵱳С骵ʱһ
"֣ǸɰСⷡ"١Ϲֺﶼϲá
ϹԣЦЦ˵"ȻˣҲ˭"١Ƕɰһˣûһ֪ģ漴ֿ١ʹӣϽ˵"ȰѺӷŵһߣ߻һ"
ݻŷӦϽСϴϴãŵһߵϣȻֻصߣ׼ӭӵڶֻһģһС롣

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˵һֻڶֻĽ٣Եࡣ
ûãڶֻСͽˣСⷲͷ""ģˡ
ļ˶ЦˣȿرСⷣһˣһֺġ
"㿴㿴촽ˡ"ݻָСⷣ˷ܵؽе
"ţǸõСء"ϹֱһС룬ݻֻһתƣķ١Ͻ˵"ûѱǸǵ׿ء"
˵ߵǰеСⷴյ١ǰݻģҲܿ˹
"......"ֻ١͵˵һ䣬Ϊʵ۵òˣҪ˯
""ݻû׷١˼ظղ˵Ǿ仰
"Ǽҵϰģ³СС'١ЩʱǽģֻǸһֱֻ......ܽУԣǶֻ١Сޡ"
ϹϸϸͣﻹСⷹǸëСⷣ骸СʱͷһƬů
"ȤȵСⷳˣҪȡ֣һȡ˷㣬'֣ͦɰġ"ݻ۾Ҫͷųˣ˷ܵǸɰ֣֪ûгΪϹֵ֡
"ǰԵףʱûнйǸС˵Щϧء"֣ͯϹûз֣߳жʱ쳣ᣬƽʱǸˡ
ݻˣ˳ƺһһϹûע⵽һĺӰӡ
ȰѻĴŵϹߵߣʣµˮϸ١ƤëһŪһëһ߿̾"ɵ١αأѵҪһȥ"
ʮ١˭ֻɱĻӣûа취ȥκˣ֪Ҳûа취ı䡣
ǣˣҲûбҪԼ̬ȥ
Ͼ֪˽ˣ֮١
"ūˮˡ"˽ŵΪӸոˮûжϹϹûж룬˽
ű򿪣ֱˮµϹֺͷ١Ҳûж룬Χڷ١ĴߣһһһֻëС롣
ݻȷӦػͷʣ"˵ˮͣ......"˵һУҪЩʲʱ򣬲ֵشУ"ʲ᣿"
ɻϹҲתͷǸոսŵ㱧ʢСߣʱһɻͷ
"󵨣֪ʲطȻҲҺ"
ʲˣһսˣǸղûпҲڲ֪......
"ʲˣ˭ã"־һ˵ȥЩʽǸ˽Լġ
˵Ҳ˽Ϲֵ书ģձܹϹŭµһƣרߣһҲͣ
书ҲǲģϹ룬ȫûΪԼʽңͿ֪
רĺ˽ֵϹֲûע⵽ϵķ١ѾΪˣʲ֮ᣬһӦȼԼ
оߵݻɻתͷȴڿ١Ǹģᣬ㶵һ仰Ҳ˵֪룬Ҳ࿴ƽʱӣһս״̬Ļ룬ǴûмģҲѹᾪȡ
еҲֻͣϹֵĵغһ䣺"١ˣѻָġ"

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˵껰Ϲֺ֣ͶԷĽԶ
ĪܵճļⷣвԼķ١ܲġ
ǣֻרĶԸǰˣ֪Ӳˣ١ὫԼȼ
ִ̫֣԰ִ֣԰˵ĺҲִͬ֡
ǸӵҲǰһĻˣһʱ˶һֱоϹֵƷ磬ſףӭս
һеζǾģ˵ҲֻǱѡ
仯ֻһ˲䣬١ǰҪԼӵ˽û֣һϤϲؽԼ""
ЩŵؿԶĸǽϣӭ˴ԼľЦ࣬һ˲侹Щ죬............
Լȼյ壬ľЦ࿴ԼӣҪµضԶػλѣεͷ­ֻƬ̵Ĺ򣬾ͷ⣬һ̣ǰģһʪĳˡ
ڶսϹ֣ûаȫڶϣַ١ʱ򲻽ȼԼԼͷССο룬ˡʱĻҲǲ֪
"١㲻Ҫˡ"յشУЩö־ܵˡ
Ǹҡҡ׹壬Цȥٽ١ǸΪԼĿ˲壬۵ϸϸĦ˺ܶࡣ
Ȼ֪뻳вӵ飬֮ǰķ١óԣǿ϶ģÿζԼģҲǿ϶ġ
Ĳ󻰡
ѵԼϵ£ɿڷ١ϣĩ»Ǻܸߵģɷ١ȴɢһɺ⣬ǰûйģǴ֮ʱ߶ʱûС
"᲻úչԼ"Ǹ˫ۣԼĺӣÿһ飬֪١ģþġ
"......"١͵ͽ˿̵ԼղΪʲҪŭֻоЦࡣ
١Цཫø·ҪԷ۽ԼĻ·һҪʧ
"֣ġ"ķһԱСݻĵشУϹ֡
е䶯ȻӲϹֵĶ䣬ܣͬʱһ˷Ĵ̿ؿڣֻһƺߣĴ̿ؾҪԵĳﵹ
Ż˸ղŻŭֵϹ֣һ""ɻһǴ̿͵˳ӣСҲӷ˳ȥ
ϹȻɿȥС뽫ҪˮʱսСУ᲻˳ˮŪ·ٷɵϣһվһҡΡ
ݻǰŵץϹֵϸᣬһŵز쿴Ϲֵ壬ﲻסʣ"Ķ˵Ķˣҿ"
ϹһЦЦݷ·ůСŵݻ˵һ䣺"û£Ҳµġ"ǾǶݻ˵ġ
ݻûаǼȻϹԼоԣǾ˵˵Ĳأӣûа취Ϲֻ֣ԼվȻϹҲվ
һߵЦͷ١ǰӷŵ١ЦԾѵӣһЦ
"ĺӡ"١ΪˣһʱͱͣѾˣţҲֻ÷١Ĺִ
Цŵø˵ʲᣬԺﴫһƬ֪ʲʱԺӿһȺˣЩ˶һ·Ķ顣
ǽԺӣվߣһϸ"ϼݵ"ᣬһµĿ˳ỹһһ˳ļһģӿ̳ꡣ
һֻͣŤèһĶ

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ûҵ̿͵ʬ壬Ǹͨߵģ룬Ѿӵˡ
˵ǣС붼ƽ£ֻǸȳС룬һţһֱ϶һ磬ȾϷ纮ʵôϻ
ȻˣԻ˽⣬Ȼһ۾ͿϹߵС룬¡
ԷʮջҲû뵽ɷǳĶӣһˣȻȾָһ˷һµı˼˭üֻҪ˸飬ʹź
14ʮһ£ʵۻسһ£ͬʮһ27գʵз䣬һֱյĻ֮λ䣬˾ģǴ˻ڲͬĵط
"ƶǿһֱһˣ"޹Ȼ˫Ŀ͵˵Ļûһ㷴ӦĿûнؿһ
⴫̫ഫ"µ"̴٣Ȼεܹ̫̾ŵģҲֻ......
""ûнѾ򿪣١˽ϹγЦݵľЦ࣬ᣬŮͷֻС߽
ŵ̾»ˣǺñӣվӭǸһ̾ԼģԼĺӡ
"ˣỹǴ٣"ҹ׳٣ɹ岻ὡȻ˻һνӣòߵ˶һѺ
"ţ"١νصͷȻϵζһµʱ䣬ڷƷǸҩûš
Щҩˮһӣע⵽ĶЦ޿κεЦȻ֪Եķ١жϲʳǰòƫʳһСģӪĵˡ
ԼǲҪֻľЦģϹָϸϸЩʱľûз
ԾЦ࣬Ȼ̬ȣı飬ҲҪõģȫ˸ƻˣܲơ
"١ˣ"ģ͸ѹֵѹȸС
"ָˡ"Ц򵥻ش𣬶춷ȻƭԾ޷ͻ
֮գȾµķ١Ƶؿ˿Цֿ࣬˿ԼķȻֶԷһû˵ضԼЦҲûȥʲ⣬ڷȻ
"ˣ򣬿˭"Ȼָ򴲵ķ򣬷١̹ɵ˳ȥϵʱʱ˵˹ȥ
ЦҲϵʱ¶ȵı飬ǰ˸ĸоʻģ˿̣۾ȴᶼˡ
Լĸо֣˵ˣҲӵġ
١ûע⵽˵ﶼǿ˵ϲãɽǸˣֻʱ۾еı˺ͶԷ١ᣬͳͳܹģֻǿն
"......"ٶ۵ؽУһˣС޵ʱͲó˵ܹ֮ᣬ˵ĻҲʮֵ٣ԶԼܹˣԼеʮָˡ
ſܹǰһŪԼͷȻ˺ܾãҲʲᶯ죬ɻίؿˣ˺þã춷˵ߣûΪԼĳֶŵԼϡ
ĵ׵ɻϸϸػҲ
"......"ſϲͣؿޣЦǰοҲûã"............"
ﶼǷ١ĵؿȻ̵رۣû취ο١֮£ԼΪλߵ棬Ϳˡ

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֮ᣬ١ÿ춼ԼߣоصɽʱԼ׵Ļ
"ȥ˯ˡ"ЦεؿֻԸڻʵ޹ķ١Щ֪ԼҪѾٿ࣬ܰѷ١Ȱȥ˯
ͬʱҲʮεط֣Է١ֻԽԽơ
"......"١ߵˣٿ˿Ц֪࣬ʱķȻ鷿µģкóóʱ......
ԥЦ˵"ϾҪˡ"֮⣬˲ˡ
⻰١ü촽Ҳ
ΪɰģЦȻЦಢûЦɲ÷١ĳ塣
ƺҲʶȻһû֮١ıȽһ£ǾȻԼķ䣬ٹ
ֻͷȻЦ˸첲ЦֻгһЦԴµ߶ͱñǰˡԭһȷʵãһ̰ЦĻ
ǡʱȻˣӣÿɷ죬١Լᣬʮֲͷˣ᲻֪ǸСⷵ˼Ǻһʱ䣬ȻȺͶһҪĶ࣬Ѿ²֪
Ϲķ١ûбЦϷŵλϣɻؿԼӺöŶҪԷġ
Ȼ˼иҪ飬Ц١ϣûӦЦѹúܽͺúܽ
١оЦĺŪúֵЦ־úܺЦø֣˫֧ϸߣǸղûзء
"......"Ц࿴˫֪µ۾ڴԻҵ"١......"
ǾЦһνз١"١"ЩˣϲЦԼ˵ʲᣬֻ͵۾ɫ˫ͫῴĻһûסݺݵȥ
"......"Щˣ١ûοЦ......
һ̽ǰصö·ҵŻҡҷǣصȥɹ١͵Ĳ
ȻҪУֻŤ塣Ǹҹ飬ûӡ󣬻е֪ʶҲǴɽ֪ģԼ̰治СĿģȻ׶Լ
ʯϻ뻳еʱ򣬻жݵļ״̬ʵֻǵܵ˯ߡԣ֪ԼСˣԼϵζ֪ǾЦġ
ζЦζȾˣԱ˵ζҲȾֻ϶˾Цζͺζֻ϶ֻϴڡ
ԽԽ٣Цŵ춷١ζԽԽŨأ١ģϧҪһ׷ǿңܿȥ˵ӻȡ
"......"١̣ͼǸرҹһЦԵظÿ˵ɫ壬һһȥ
һҹʱ䣬ھЦ಻ͣس谮жȹ˵ڶϣ١ԼȥҲˡ

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һƬУ۵ð̱Ľʵ壬͵͵
ۣǷ١ĵһͷ˯ۣԭ뷨ǵһ۾ܿԼİˣȻЩ΢ʧǣЦಢڷ
"࣡"͵͵ؽУҲ֮ıѱͲǺůһ̾øˡ
ͻر򿪣ܽľЦ࣬١ʱϲЦտ""һſ˫׼ӭİ˻Щ΢Ҳҵ˹鴦
"ˣʲ᣿"һ۾ע⵽١ϵᣬҲΪĿżҴҴ˵Ļܽġ
١ҡҡͷûʲˣûʲˡ
Ц౧ýأԼһע⣬Цֲˡ
öˣöξЦ඼Լ˯ʱ򣬲ģʱ޵ñڿҪ࣬ȻʱԼЦҲ³Լǰġ
""̾˿Цܹо١ĲȻȫ֪뷨Ҳֲ²⵽ˡ
˾һֱһϸǡ
"ӣ"С̫ŵغ黹û꣬óȻ뿪
"ɣ"Ϊ١ҴñǣЦȻ˴أķ١ĻһҸۡ
ԼҲûˣȻñۣˣ𴲣Ǳ˳ѵġԼĿĵǴﵽˣ١Ҳһ𴲾ǸƵ޹ˡ
"ʲ飿"һŪ١ͷ۾רעؿ˫ɫԾʪ˫ͫһδ˵鳱һȡ
ǲˣɲ÷١һ˿ۣǷġ
"ˣȥĵ"ǹ˵ģ⹬Ĺһûһͷ̧ģС̫ҲǶ֪ЦʲƢ֪ܶ١ϾûνƢ
"ʲˣ"ĵͲȥĵطȻС
ң״ǲԶһҲԡ
"شˣʱҶ˯ʱϧǱ˴룬ϱūŹ١"
ϧǲСС޴ĵطĪ¼ⷶˣ
뵽ǲ΢£ոտǵʱֻ˭ҵ......Сӣû뵽һ֮ᣬǾȻ......
һʼ;Ǻܿɰһ¶ᣬȥǣǷǽȻͬˣ䵱֪СǷ١£ǰϧ֪Լ鶼ıСޡ
ͷ˿Щ˯ķ١֪ˣȥ뵽ȻķԸܲΪȻǱϾһ֮óȻӭսԷȨǺܲǵģʹԼǺͷ١һġ
ûнѷ١ֻñӽ˰ã˱ߡ
;У١о磬ЦϿЦСĵرһ硣
"ңңͲţŵĻʹŵľǻܰѸ˾ᶪˣ"ûߵǰȻһȣԸоҲΪ֮һ
߽ȥĻһӾķ١˹ʱ䣬١ԾΪǼ鹢춻
Ȼüͷ״Ƶ˵"ﱻ²ˡ"

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ǷȻΪȡ֣һͰǸо
һз硣
""ӱĺӡ
Ǹĺӣʱ޲־֪ˣչﶼ˵⺢ӺܺôﶼõԶԣҪ࣬ͼԼĸ磬Լһ棬ֻǸĸ粢ᣬȻͻղݣϣע⣬С֪粻棬ֻûǸ
Ǵεᣬ˲Сķ纮ҲΪ˫һƺ治õĲֶԼϡ
Ƕ˯ʱ򣬱˴ߵģȵֵҹС̫෢֣Ѿаʱ֮ãϢ̾ʹ˷ȻǶˣ˾ᶪˡ
ֻ˺ããĪ˵һСĺ޴𣬺οһܱС룿
""Ϣķ١λܰˣ̵ӣЩˤϣЦϽˤԼǸҡҡλεɾһˤ
"......"""ǷãյҧԼͷĴ
"֪֪ҵģûµġ"ЦϽο˽١˼̫ޱˡ
١һ棬һھЦǰ޵ô٣ɾ˵ÿһǾۡ
Цȱ١Լο
"ߣ"Ȼ᳤һ١ֵĶӵõ۾Σյ۾ע飬Ѿˡ
"úչ򣬺ӵһȥ졣"ѰҾֻע١ľЦܹæģȣ١ѾӵҲԾֻǸӡ
ȻĻЦȻмת룬̫СԼˣΪ˵𣬱̤ݺݿ˷ȻһۣǸ¹עϵˣȤ
"......"͵͵ؽоЦ࣬ʱѾصԼ޹١ǲĵذʣµֻС޴Լߡ
"ģµġ"ҲûеףֻԼˣ١
"............"ͺܺ׵۾һᣬ۾Ϊʹˣڳޣޡ
̾˿Цཫ١øЩﲻͣѰ춺ʧٵ
ѾȥϧˣＸûʲҲһֻĹȥҵʲᣬǻסĵطһĶﶼܿˣҪʣµֻȥңδǿѡ
ǰӵˣû⣬Լ书·Ͽǽϵʽ书ҲǺܸߵġǸˣһûϸ죬Ҫңϼѡ
һڽ
Ϲ֣
æϾҲǻ룬˵ܹæ
ö⣬ȥһνɿķ١ǸԾɱεķ磬ǹɵģǵ²ߵǷˡ
ǿֻ۾ǽɫķ磬֪ûΪ۾Ǻɫġ
Ҫ˿ģľȥʱ䲢ܳ
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ò׼Ϲ֣Ȼֹۡ
һ춻ңϹרĵضԴ̿ͣûпȥע⺢ӵζټϵĳ֣Ǵĸй١
ЦʹԼͷ١ĺӣܲ𣿿ƺ˸Ҫĺӣǵ˵Ļ˵кܶҪ롣
̫ˣһֱھǵĻ룬ͨСĵԼԼĺӡ
˵١СģֻûעЩҲѹñ˿Ҳδ̫Ȼ١С֪ץʱᱦ
Цһֱͷʹߣﷴ˼˭пԼĺӣȥĽҲһ
µ˽⣬кܶط֪Ӳ֪١˽ʱ򣬶˭ˣܷܲʳǰҰѰ
ͻȻһ󾢷ϮȵЦ෢ֵʱȥϻܵ˲Ľˡ
"˭"ϵû೤ʱ䣬˭֪ˣҶԼ
Ҳ˵ֻǾϴüСĵضܡγϲûдκαϸղ˺ֱϣ붯ҲҪܹˡ
ѪӸ첲Ц𽥸е֧Щ֣ƽ̶ܵȵ˿ڣҲһӾس
ǲ룬˵ĽԽԽ죬һʼû·Ҫһ㡣
һûע⣬ؿϰһͷеѣˣλԴԼѣƺӾͷԵѣֻǸҪɱԼؿеĽһֱ
ȥ֮ǰΧӵῴǴ̿Ľ
ԡɡԡڡ
ѹʱо˿ڴбĺۼߴһȻǰԼ˵ģ˵Ϻơ
"ˣ"
"شˣλֻһЩҩϵ˲޴󰭡"һϵش𣬾Ц²ӦþĴֻ֪ΪʲᣬܾϤ
"Ǿͺ......"ƺԱԸʲᣬȻֶԴ˵"Ф򣬶лˣǴȥǰЩİɣһ˹𻨾ơ"
"ǴֶӶ£ĶǸܵܣɵġ"Ǵȫû˷ŵľнɵ
"ǣѫ׸......ܹõФ͵ܵʵĸ"ƺ˻У͸Щ
"ǸСӣǵС˵㻹ûأӴϣСⷿɻˡ"˵ǳ˵ĻҲرɡ
"ţǰû֪ʲˣ"
˾Ắֱ˺þã˼Ҿȵغ"ϣҴ˶೤ʱˣǸء"
Цע⵽ɫѾˣֿʼ֣˭ӣ컯ճˣ᲻֪η塣
űƿЦſˣһò忡ˣ˵ˣΪȻᣬüĿİŮӻͨӿӵеġ
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"ˣ"Զ׼⣬ţԲߣԼԼһ裬ҲͲ˵ˡ
"˭"Ц಻òʣԾͲ˵ˡ
"Ѧľ"Ŀ˵һȡ
"ةˣ"ʱھڻʹЩ󳼵飬ǰ˽Ĳ֣Ҳ˽⵽ˡ
Ѧľֻǵһۣ˿ڲ˵"Ѿȥʹ˹㣬ҪǻܶԼһ뿪ҵĸۡ"
ȻûȤҲûҪ˸ϵ
Цû˵ʲᣬȻ˿ǸɱԼˣæʣ"ҵʱûпһˡ"
뵽ĹǸɱԼȫ˴һڣһ˫۾λڵɣ˻᲻Ϣ
ʱǰ죬ȴҪһҹ´硣
˵ҪЩ㶺ҪϲĴ
"û"Ѧľشúܸɴ࣬þЦ໳ɣǲ׼˴𰸡
ѯʲᣬ˴"ˣˣء"
"˭ˣ"ЦѦľü˼Ƭ̣ʡ
""˸Ͻش
Ѧľһ˼˵ͷý£ԾЦ""
뵽Լпһʱ䣬ٲȥ١һˣǲ廹Щʹɿѥ߳ȥ
ʵߵ̫ԶԶغЦˣ̹һҾɫԵúܽţ"ӣһ춼ȥĶˣ¿Ǽˡ"
ҲĽ"ҳЩ飬û뵽ϴ̿ͣպñѦȣѡ"
תսѦľǹؽУ"ūżѦˣѦ˶Ծӵľ֮ūŶϣԸлѦ˵Ķ¡"
ͷ˵֣Ѧľ̬ȵЩ䣬ҲûֱӶԾЦ˵"ҲˣͿ͡"ĻǶߵ˵ģ̬þЦɵۣð˶
뿪ةฮΪЦ׼˽ӣ̬ȴǹģ˿˶еп롣
лЦҲǽһҡһε̫ˣЩƣܿ˯˹ȥ
Ҳû뵽һ˯˯

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ʱ򣬻ʹǵûмᣬ첲
ЩֵطԼֵ䣬һѪᣬǾȣʲʱŪ˿ڣǵǰǸûŪ
ﴫʵƺ˭ڼʹ̴࣬ѹֳܱһ˵̺¸ң˷١ǵ÷١ÿʹˣǵ͵͵ʡ
뵽Ȼѣѵ......
ͷɿҲӲãѾҲֻԼͷ뿪
"֨ѽ"һű˴ƿЦԻ󲻽ؿŵˣʱӣӣûʵģ͸еӺݣ˵ѡ
Ȼͷ١סĵط"Ķ"뷨ΪҲѿڶ
"ȥȡѪҾͲţŪɣ"ƺûЦ˵ĻֻǶ˷Ը㿴һĹŮӣԼ˹
ֱСŮִӣʶԼΣգֵضͬһŵСŮ"Ҫʲ᣿"
ܵͣǵҵƣӲСŮʴӡ
Ƭ̣վſڵĻ˱㲻ͷؿڣ"ûõĶϳȥص𷣣㡣"ʼһ仰ǵ͵˶õģĻǶ˵ġ
""صСŮĵǸ""޶ԣ˱ˣŶ˵"㣬ȥĿѪסˡ"
ĿѪ
Ҫʲ᣿ЦಢˣҲҪײǣ˵ҪĿѪǵΪʲҪĿѪǵԼʶˣǾ͸Ӳʲʱ
"ǽ㡮'Ѿˣ"ϤòϤ˾ֻǣ"ӣ"
˾Цһۣ̾ص"мʶʲᣬ֣"
ĻǶԴǸԥ˵ģó˲¼ѪֻǹʲᣬԳٳûж֡
"£............"
û˵꣬㱻ӽضϣ"ʲ᣿ˣСӣҪǵ......"ȻмƵĮмнˮ˵ģΧ˶̿ڡ
"ߣСϣǸᣬҾͲŵò"Цֱ࣬Įһ̻ݡ
"㡣"ϳ˾ȻǾȣһ˺ܶ໭棬ֲ
"ʲ᣿ϻࣿŶҲ޷ҲҪˣɽҵ˾͸ˣֻǸӷҪһţߣҲûʲý"͵͵һòǹĺӡ
"ǣˣ"˵ԼҲкܳʱûˣʱ֣֡
"ʱԼɣ"˵ߵһɫ
ЦͿ˸߾ٵ֣ͺݺ²֮ǰͻأ룬ӦǺ«Ӧˡ

49
ԶĻʹѾΪЦַ졣
١͵ſȥȾЦģǵȥֻһĽӣҪȵˣҲûп
ֱŹˣҲžЦҹǲˣ㬵ظŮԼĹ
ڴŬԼӦûоЦ˯ߵʱؿڵһʹҲɲȥֱȻĻʹ
鷳ǣȻʱ֪ڸʲᣬȲԼףҲԼȥֻüöţǼö޳ˣŮ̫ȰûˣſȺصķţĵش򿪡
æܽȥȻյԣһûһڵغȲ裬·ող֪ı飬Ȼʣ"ҵʲ"
١ûע⵽Ȼһװҵķ˿￪Ҳɢȥζƽǳϲճף˿̱ڱش
"............"˵ȻĻѹľۡ
"ЦˣǺһ"²豭úñסԼİӣɻӿд
"......"仹Ǽ򵥣ԾӲҪ˼ԽԽˡ
""֪ЦȥĶϾһʱ䶼ҪӦЩ£ص޹Ͱ˼ȫԼİϣһЩ飬ֻҪҪͨߣ֪
˲ˣһ춼ûлҲûлҪҪࡣ
ЩǷ١ͷе뷨Ŀڳݲֻ֪Ȼܹͷеֻǵǵûа취ֹͣ˼ϾԴܹһ𣬾Цû뿪Լ
£᲻ΣãǷݺ˵ۣȴҲ޷
"ģȥңҲҹ"֪ԼĶӣûǸˣ˯ġ
ǰ⻹ʲ˵ĵ飬ڣ١״Լ
һ߰١һ߽нĽ򵥷Ը䣬ȥѰ
ֻҲû뵽ѰһҲûУֱʱŴ˾ЦһϢ
"ϣӽȥ˽ڻع·ϣһ̿ͣͱةȣ˿ةฮԭʹǹſְ˵ûм"
"......"ϸϸ˼ݣȥ˽շתةฮ˶ǺͶʶϵеˣĪ֮Ծʲ᲻ͼ
ڴԼķ١ǸĺӣǸӾڽʱЩġȥʱſͬȥĶʶѵ˵Ծûз᣿
ǣ֪Ϲ־ǻ룬Щûʱ䣬ͷϹΪǸѪҲᶪġ
"ʲᶯ"һƣýͳ£ûãԿ˿һУһµӰǰعڵϡ
"ϣӽϵķԸڶӵ޹"˵ɷǺ͵͵ػشȻ⡣
ڷȻ˼Ŀռ䣬١ؿƾշɳˣݵȫڹϣû̧ͷǸоעӵĲڡ
ԭڷ١Сⷣ˿Լף˷ܵò̫ƽȵĽŲǸ˵ķȥ

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"......"ֱԼǰǸ˲кգû˽ӵĸԣҲ֪³Сݣ̰ӣͣҧԼ½֪ǳãúá
Ҳע⵽ߵӸоԼֵҪǰæѯʣ"㲻᣿"
"......"ᵽЦ࣬١ϰɵڷȻϣ۳𰸡
"֣ȻЪˡ"ԼҲⲻԼȻȻգʳԼʣ"ûзʲ飿"
һ˼ԣûʲ鷢ˣ֪
ܵģܰŵľ˽͸͸һЩݺӵĶҪԼ˽һЩ
"ػϣǰӣСү˸Ծûлȥ"һ汣ԼĶȶԣһشȻ⡣
"ûȥ˵̻ܵý"Ҳڵ֪Ц١ȻΪЦᣬȥҹҹ̻ҹޡ
"ػϣСѾðŲȥСүûȥЩطЩСҲھĴѰҲһ"ǸҪԼСⷣ˼ǷҪµȥ
ȻĬһǸ֪ؾĺӣ춿ķȻ˵֪ʲԭ⾩ʧӰأ
"б"ҷŵһߣȻʡ
"˵ӻؾֻȥ飬ûдӵӰ"Ƿ˺Сⷵľ㣬˹شȻ⡣
"ؾ"֮ǰΪ١飬빬һ꣬ûĴٲûؾӲûĻ
ԹſѨ磬Ȼ˵ˣһпֻǲ֪ͨʲ᷽Լκ˶ҲҲһ˵ԽԽƿˡ
""üͷɵÿӹ˳ݣķ١ʮֵọ̀Լ˳üġ
ָƽȻüޣϸĵģǵ÷Ȼͷһůûа۰ӣҲֻܹ᲻ҲֻܹͬԼɫ
"ػϣûˡ"üͷҲǽģȫΪԼߵСӡ
"ԸȥйעӵĶһջ̻ر......ѻӽǸСⷡ"طԸ꣬µĿֻԼ֪
"ǣū"һߵף׼ǸԼߵСⷲĵؾס"......"
ЩؽУСò϶ᾪףôҲӣҲܰ
΢΢̾һȻ֪Լ˵ʲˣԾģǸֵСⷣһ""
ѹԵɷǺ˶ûа취˾ůСⷹȻعͷӿ۷ȻҲһתͷĹԭһֱˣ""漴һƵʧ
ССԭתһȦһȦŬԼҪҵոջڵˣǺܿʧСԴΪȷǸѾˡ
ϾԭЩϤζʧӰ٣ֻһЩûжζҪҵġ
"򣬽ҹȻȥϢһң᣿"Ѿʱˣ˵Ҫˣû뵽һ̶̵ѯʣ᳤ʱ䣬ο١Ǹ۵ĺӣȻȥϢ
١Լ۾ҡҡͷûмЦ࣬û취˯ġ
ȻҪ̾һǸղǸ˵
"ϣҹǺӵĻӱоʬ壬ڸˣ......ӡ"

51

˰ΣֻеԼӲĻУ١ɻ
ǸɰĺӣԼ֪ģɫѿķȻ˵"......ʬ......ʲ......"
ҧֻǳٶۣûа취ĶϾһ˶ʮˣֱʮʱ˵˭
ȻĬḧŪȻͷŴͷںڵ㷢ֻɫ۾ϣĶ춻ӡ֤
Ǹ˵ĺӣӡ֤Ƕο̹ӵĺӣȻҲӣɵİͬӣֻӵκҪ뷽跨ɣֻӵİΣ뷽跨Ĺȫ
Ȼ˿̣ȴʧȥԼ֪Ҫӽ֮ͣеı
ʮ˽ӣԼ˵ϣҲ֪ǳġò˵İ֮ᣬԶȡ伣
ᣬİ˲ˣֻһǱҲʧ
"ûʲᡣ"ǿԼЦ嵭ĿʾǸ˷Ϣڡ
١üЦĵرסȻĲӣʶػƣ"Ҫ........................"
Ȼ޿κεЦЦĿɬµĺӰЦݱֶãҲһ֮ϣܵĻʵۣڶζԼеã
ԼɽǸߺô򣬿ʲûа취ǲ߷ֺ
ᣬͽ͵ֻԼ˫ֱ֣˫ֱʺѪҺȾ죬ҲȫȻûз֣ȻҲʱϲʵЦݣ˵ʣҲֻΪЦеӰ
ԭ᲻ɴݵļһԼѪҺûϢˣ˷ܵùһԵӰľУһѪ籡ϤǲļΧ
ԭ޷ͨеĵ·ıѪڻ˿Ŀռ䣬һֱԼҲеЩ֧ˣҪµʱҪҵĶ԰л£ŵһѱǸûκ¶ȵ壬һۡ
ǴһζԼеãǵɱһûлĴ䣬ûвԻãȻ
µر١ֱԷʹˣʶԼһǰԼĿ־壬ΪԼΪĿ־塣
ǰƭ١Ϊ֪أ
١ҪЦ࣬ǱȻģԼûи˴ͻ飬Ƿ١춾Ц࣬ǻʹھ֪飬ûɡ
Ц飬ҪǶںرĻ룿
"......Ϣȥ"
ڷ١ǰԳΪ""ֻȰ١ͱ壬Ӳ֪ҰϧϾǰ֪ˣѾˡ

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Ϊ˾ЦϢԭ㰲١ԼСڶԷ£صԼĹϢ
֪ᣬȴĻʲᣬֻһ뷨ˡ
ĸоֻһġ
ڶ죬˯Ͳ𴲵ģͷһҹڵᵣһϣٺõľҲݣʱ·ûдãӿŲȻԼ״ĵȥ
ĵĴţ̫ͬʱƿģԭڸϽӲ˰Ħ֫ķȻҲֻЦЦԭŵĹˣҲѾȷԷᣬȻˡ
""١ļзŪëķ磬ԭСԴʱһ鶯ڷ١ﲻֵҶ
"ţ"ȻԾɼԼĶһҸֵķ١˵˾䣬"ԶûУ³Щ"
ķиոͽţֻԼ֪ҪԷ١ֻܾܵʱ䣬֪١Ĺ£ȫм֮
ϾǸ϶ϲԵĶССͼԼı鶯÷ȻȴԼȥЦ࣬ɿԷԾרԼĶҲֻڨڨ£˳ְС򣬷һϡǰ
ֻм´ķѾΪ͵ĳɳܹʳƷ⣬ʳ˲·⣬ϵܹԼ
ĿǰʧȥټľﲻͬҪԽࡣ
ԵûС򣬷١ЩҪǴҲڣһһԶһ֡
ӵİʼվǾЦԣӵĳɳ״ȫȻ˽⣬߼ãΪһܹɳãһҲһġ
Ĳɵس¼ƽһ㣬ʳȻζûвȻΪԭ͸ˡ
Ȼ͵տ˷١״̬ģŵ̾˿û˾Ц࣬ʳҲû
Ҳʱ˷١ЦൽҵĵزҲ϶Цʲ飬ֻһʧ
ʧ
һԹǻԸʹȻͲݵˡ
ΪˣıԼ뿪ὥģΪˣıֱѡͶڣΪˣıᵽڻԲѡ
ζͬس˼ڶ١תӣڴؿѾͣ¶ֻǱԼ׳ķȻ⻹һοԼײỶãֱϺһ
֪Լ޷ܾͬıһִĺӣ»İˣΪԷҴñǣվͷ١һߡ
١һڴ㣬ҪЦˣ̶һķָֻЦࡣ
һֱȻһǰװκأûлûɤֵС̫࣬ҲûжԷ١ԣֵĹŮ㣬ֻһȺ밲Ĵ·˼ңԼǰʶݻ
ǹڵϣߺ"꣬꣬"Լһ"ƽ"
ܹᵽﵭ춾ЦζȺ˻ûվǰһɱԼСĹ
˷ܵ˵ڴϣԾ˯ľЦϣԼһѹЦһʹѹֳԼͷȻõƵ˵"ѽ......"
ڴᣬۣȰȣԾûκλӦ
ֱԱߵС򶼷͵ؽУʶһ⩤࣬ᶯˡ

53

תͷһɫķȻʲɫоó˵ʲᣬ֪ѽ
"......"Ѿ͸ں£оЦһɱϢҲֹϢҪϢҪ׶úõػ
ӷӰŲȻĬƬ̲˵"ֻ......"
"ֻǣ"ף"ֻ"ת۴ʣҲ"ֻ"֮ͨʲ˿ĵĽԼƺֻҪȻ˵һ仰ͻҲزȥˡ
"ֻǣ֪ܳŶá"
ǰһҹ̫ҽϣĽһĿڱ˸ܹѾǸ漣Ҫѹ......
̫ҽû˵Ѳ²⵽Ǹ
ϸϸ׷龿ʲҪЦΪ˷١Ǵң⡣
̫ҽǻ˵ʲᣬƺǳҩȻ˶ϲܻ
̫ҽ֪ҩʲᣬֲȫ֪
ԡѪĴԣʱ򴳽ӣ֮书ӳϡ
ûǿ˲֪Լ֪ܲԾؿЦһ£ΪǸҩʧȥıҪΪԼ˵ɵˣȥȡ
ֻǣ......
ܹ˵ֻڲͣķ١١ĺӣ漣һĺӡ
漣һĳ漣һس漣һĸѰıѽ......
"Ҫ......Ҫ......"١ﲻͣૣǲҪĻȻ֪١"Ҫ"ʲᣬĶܶģѾ˳ˡ
ԭѰǸζӰΪԼ׵ĿعͷŷԼĵ֪ˣſĴϣһġ
ССɿܵߣ׵Ŀţϣ׵⣬׵ȫ񶼷ڵˣûע⵽ԼеίصؾҪ޳
һԼ屻ǱģΪƽСĵرֻԼᲱӣһᣬ͵ղȥĵطĻ
ûʱ䳯ֱԼ죬Ҳᵽ˵ϲͬζܲζΪʲģǿԼûа취ͣĿҲ
һӺһСӵĿȻ޷յԼ̫ѨӻͳһɫƿӣԭСݵƿҪࡣ
ߵߣЦ򦣬ȻὫƿѪ
ĶȻûӹķ١۾ǸԼϤޱȵĹӣʱϲЦտ˵"......"
ЦˣȻȻģֻǻѣ"ҩþж󣬵Ҳֻ֪ܹ۲쿴ѲҲΪġ"
١ʮ׵صͷ׷Ȼ˼֪ϤĹӣǸʲĹӣһʮְĵϴھЦߣ˯

54

ʹ˶ЩĻ̻̣⵹ΪϵѲ⣬ǴΪЩūŵģֻǣ谮ӣЩƺȥ
ӣнһµʱˣԴ峿ȷǸЦľӲѹˣֳǸ˿˵Ĺ
ʵҲûʲģǶǿģϰˣǸûĹޣʵϧһ붼޷ŵСè˵ǸӵĺӣῴǶֻһֻСèĺܿɰ
ЩӣԭСèҲأήԼĵ;˵׵ĹޣﶼʮǸԡ
١ھЦߣһͲһǣΪЦ಻۾㸺زٱ͡
뷨ܼ򵥣࿴ǾνǸʲӡ
ë̺ϣԼСڿܹע⵽ǵߵģʵûԼС򣬵С뿪ԼߣҲǲܵġ
򲻼ˣС򶼲ˣǸʲӡ
ĹߣƺҪҹˣʱ򣬵ͨڴģڵʱٵģܹЪϢƬ̡
ͻȻİ١֪ȻˣмӵϢֻܶ࣬һܹ÷˷ġ
֨ѽ򿪣ϦĲйڽŵϣſվһӰһߴʵӰ١ԭҪ´ĵ˻ģλûֻõ͵͵ؽУ"......"
ǸӣϹһۣͻأЩڣ᲻֪;Цࣿ
ȥǸµص㣬ܿеζѾˣܹŵЦѪҺζľģǸλéĸڣֻһǽļ
ͽȻ˳͢ٵլӣͿ²óլԺͷ;Цִˣ²߾Цˣͬһˡ
Ҫҳ˭ͱòˡ
˲η峯͢Ҫǽ࣬£Ҫǳ͢ȨߵˣܹԼȨѹЩ顣
ǰҪ׷Ȼףֻȴӳ߲͢𣬿⳯͢λȨصˣࣿҲ˵ʹЩԼͷϵģǼˡ
ʹ˿ųΪû˺Цɣʣµľǳ͢ԱةųǴϳģûľ룬顣
ˣǸһӼæ춳͢£ͳ͢˽ʶǳ;Ц೶϶Թ
˶ųȥᣬʣµľˣɺةѦľһֶһ㣬Ƿ١ľ˾ˣۿ١ѹ
Ҳû˵žվǶһԼĪһޣһŵë̺ϣ˷ܵ׷Լúúõķ硣
١ɻŵһأܲǺףȷʵǳı顣
ֻ÷ȻϹԳ"ϹٽʵںܱǸҲֻˡ"
"ˣ¹˵ʲ¡"ϹֱȭܰæȻǺá
ǵ̸١ֻвķݶƺ١ƣ۾⿴ȥһµ˺ͼŤͷ"Щūţҽȥ"
ƺִܹ˺"֣֣Ҫţ飬ǲͬġ"

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ؿſڵķޣ׷ʲ飬ſڵĶƺܲġ
ǲܿˣһߺſڵ˽һ߿ǸԼɫϹ֣Įĸʡ
ʵ޷󣬸ǵˣľ
ҪڱϣҲ˵ʲᣬƫƫ......
ǻӣ
"ʣҲзȨɣ"еİͷŭһü֣ͣҲȥĻᣬֱվȻǰſڣ"Ķҵ֣Ҫʲ⣬ҲҪͨ˲ſԡ"
춷޴׵ԣȻԽüǶ̫˽ˡ
"ĿѪó"תͷŭϹ֣Է޵ݣҲ˵"ʲ᣿ҪҺӵǲǣ"
"......"춷޵룬Ϲָе𾪣"룿"
"룬Ҫ룿"ǰһϹֿøһСΪ
"......ȡĿѪ˺............"ѵ˵֣˶ʮˣʮ׽Լе̬ǽȻͬġ
"......"ϹֵĽֻ÷޾ãǲںǵӵģë̺òֺ֪ͯԼˣɻ̲סա
ͻȻĬ١ΪˣͷԼǣſڵɧ̧ͷ
""û˵ķȻڣҲＸˣΨһԡ
"ݼ............"ݻعԥƬ̣ʺͬݸ߹ķޡ
ޱתͷڿϹ֮ᣬʵؽԼ࣬ݻҲܺϹվһ
"ɣ"Ȼ˵˳Լ˱衣
"㻹ˣȻܹ鷢"˸վ޾Ϳ˿ڣе̲Զ
" ˵ǣֻҲеǸˣȻҵһ仰һҲûС"ݻصͷ޵ĶţǴӽ쿪ʼģֻԴӵ֪Ϲǻ룬ƺִ١ΪϹ֡ӦΪϹָе˵ģϾԸ⽫עͶעϣĵиؽųķ
˻˫ֻۣϹ־ȵվԭأݻį
"ˣִΪֹҪģǰѾЦκá"ҿɲϣҵ١Ļû˵̫˽ĵĻñǸ˵ִҲǵڣſع⡣
"ұ죡"ȫ˼ݻϵķޣѹ֪仰˭˵ģǳŭıܣȻŭһڣĵ״⣬ͬʱԭ߸ͷһɷȻģ
"ܺ......"ȻݺݵۣͷʮΪܲ÷̫ţ"һµĽƺûá"
ϹֿԸо޵˲佩Ӳһֱķޣûܵ""
Ϲ룬޺͸ǸΣԭԼ飬֪ˣֵĮĵĸʣһģǰδӵ飬ԭûϣû뵽ֵԼ
޵ͷĶ᣺"򣬿ʼɣ"

56

һ򣬽еݻ˽ҲǻѪ֧˲֪٣ԾܹƾԼʵ͢һء
ΤʷܸɵĻʵۣһǰš
عҾ"ּ"ɫתͷվڷϹ֣Ǹص"Բˣ֡"
ϹֲǰҪķޣҡҡͷ"ݻĪҪģҲµġ"
һֱݻģ㲻ˣԭǻ᲻ãûо١ıʣᵣģӲùݻġ
ۿϹԼ֣Ψһһ齶ȥ޺ÿ۾ҪӵɳˣԭҪסԷȻһָ㶨ֻϹֱͱӡ
µϹ֣ʶԼҪոշ޵һһ̧ͷǸظԼˡ
ȥͬʱɿȻ˶ԷѨ˫۵۾ᣬŵԼ壬ǹ˰ĵЦݡ
Ϲֵһһӵݻ۾ǿеɬ׼ԼҪõĹߡ
ιϹһҩҪģʱʹ
ԶԶ֪ʶΧΨһܹģǾܼϹֿܵ˺һֱҩ¶ȥܿϹϵЦݡ
һ̣ȷûлˣһᶼûˡ
ȡѪḶ́ڷ١Ƥ·ģܲ𾪣Ӳܾķ
ͷǺףǸղ˵"ĿѪ"һ£ۿǰѷĵӾҪϹؿڣʶģܲʶ᣿ܹȡĶѽ
"֣"´μûкúõʳķֹж
Ȼ·١ڷͷգȽ١ãҲʵˣۿ١СѾԽԽˣǼ͵Ҳڲز˵ġ
ʣµĶǴˣЦ࣬εķ١ǰο١ķȻǲܶķޣͣ¶ݻѾԵϹ֡
ĺӣΪƵĻڷȻ˵ʱ򣬾뿪˷䣬Ȼһ̫๬ŮЩ춼׼ë̺ߡ
ǽģΪ⼴顣
ԭһжǿ˳еģη١ҲֹȻҵûܹóѡ
ûаգ١֪ģ֪ڵһλеʱ򣬱ΪԼ˽׳ĿѪʱ˵١ûлУ㻳ˣҲġ
֪١ĹִһЦ۾ܿ
ζԸάˣ
"Ϊ˾ȾЦģûа취ġ"Ҳ֪˵ʲˣȻֻþЦ÷١Э
ҪϹˣҪ
١ҡԼԴѣһϮҲûͣ¶
"ҪþЦһֱ"ָԾɻ˯ľЦ࣬ѷ١"˶ãͻΪûܹκҩҲԸ"
˳Ȼָȥ١ԥı顣
......

57

ȻԥҲֻһ˲䣬١ܿŭȻ³"Ҫ"
Ϊն˵˵Ծɺ٣ıʵ˷Ȼ
ȻһʼͽӷߣһᱻԼ쵼ߣڣϣ١ɸɾһˡ
"£"ݻȻѾеĵͷΪ͵Ķ̶ֶ̰İҲֻǶݣ֪ľִС
١תͷԼݻſڣ"......ִⷴԣҴһ仰"
"˵"١ɻ󣬵ǷȻȷӦæߴ١
"˵١ǸúӣӦõõҸΪ١ҸδĿ֣Ը'"ݻ˵꣬жݵİ
ǰķ١׵ģڽʱһҹϹΪԼ˯ȥԼᣬؽ£˰١ŵ񾭡
ǰһֻС룬ѧһ֪ʶģ֪ԼģΪһǳҸĸĸ
ĸĸΪ֪Լһˣ͸Լݡ
ǣ֪ǻ룻Ҳ֪ܹԼԼ¿ɰС룻֪иСˣӵСװĵҲԼİˡ
ԼһһమԶ
ȻһǸƯ֮ᣬʲᶼıˡ
ǸƯЦӺרעʱҲܿ¡֪ԼϲƯˣԣƯ˶˵ÿһ仰ǵá
ǵ˵Һϲ㣬͸Ұɣ
ǵ˵Ϊ˭Ϊ˯ˣҾҪ㸺һӵ
ǵ˵ⱲֻһˣǸͨˡ
мĻһҲûУǳճɵɵذϣܹȵǸ˻ͷһֻϧһֱȵеĻ룬ûеõ˵ġ
ʱ򣬱˵߽Ӧʱ͹ҿչڹ
ٴˣٴЩսɳСĵرԼĶӣİΨһٲصǸԼ͸ĵĵط
ΪʱţǸ˳ˣԷةฮǧƯͻݺŵԵŮӡ
컯Ū˵ģΪսʤ͢ļ٣ǸԼĵĵطԶԶؿǸ緢ԼԵˡ
ûдټ˵ģȻѵѣòǸˣᣬǺ˾һ𣬼ҵĹϵ
ʱϹ֣ҵسԼĻ䣬úͿķ١Ҳץס˵ص㩤Ϲض˵١ǸúӣӦõõҸһٱһǧҸ֪
ʱķ١ƶǶصͷΪЦ࣬Ժ˯ˡ
ͷһ˵ӰϲҪԶһˡ
ҪԵˡ

58

Цˣѹ˵ĵһ仰ǣ"......"Ժ뵽ģǣһûиǺ«ء
ָúܺãΪ١Լߣ泩ԼߣֶΪ
Ȼ˴ӵ飬Ȼص뿪ϹһξЩǶۣЩȫѾ鷳ˣҪԼṬ෱ӵ顣
ǣΪԼĺӣζ
һķ١ѹûп١εģʲķ١ϲģɷ١Լƺ롣
"תιǸ"򵥣ҲȽ嵭"Ŷ"
ڴǵӴԭ弸ŵض˶ܿû˶
̾Це룬ص岢ûȫָֻܷŤ١壬̧ԷĴԴԼ
Ҳһת£ſ١ͨʪ˫ۣǿһűġ
"ˣ"۵١޺˫ۣϸϸʲ취ܹĺ֪ܲ١ʹˡ
ָе֣Ȼ١ʹΪʲ......ʱûкһʹ
ǵã١Ƕʹ᲻ϲˡ
ССΪʹɪɪ
"......"Ц֣ˡ
"......ҵı......ˣ࣡"ϸϸȥë׵ϣʪᣬ·ĳִ߼÷١еޱȵůɿ
"Ҫ......Ҫ............"϶˵Լ˵Ļ˷Ӧ˺ðҲûзӦģȻΪЦǲҪͳªԼˣʱøס
١ᣬЦֻۣܲǷ١ԣûб׵˼ʮͷԡ
"Ҫ............Ҫ............"ǶԣþЦӺͿ۷١ĵӣ˫׵۾һۡ
"Ҫޣ"ֻο
ľǣ޵ø׵ķ١
ſڴЦЩԾǸɤ˵"Сү"
˰죬ЦһԼƽ˵˾䣺""
ùԣٵ˶٣ƺԼѹٵ˾͸ˣһʱûŪף⸵λ
"֣"һűкǵԭľЦ࣬ɫԥصͷԾɳҭķ١
"֣˵ǰЩˣ֪кЩ"º͵΢ЦڵʺĻ
֪ΪʲᣬЦǾǸЦݺܼ٣Īһ󷢺òػشһֱǴη١ʧ٣͸֮䶼ǷĽ
"күĸѾúܶˣ֪үкҪ£"

59

ԾЦûãÿЦ㱻ɻ"ǰЩҲھǣ⼸һ˵ֱ˴ˣ......ͱĺ......"
û˵꣬ЦȻ֪˼һĿգǸ߸ϵĴӣ·ʧһ㣬ûһϢҲˣ޷֪ǸӵĽ
"ǰһֱϸѲ飬ջС"
"ûҪ°æĵطʲҪ־˵ܰϵһ߾ȫ"˵ϣܹϰﵽԼˣЦȻм
"үƬľˣ¸м"""ǽƺԭڽдڽ˻ʹҲкصĽ˵Ϣ
һһ䣬ྴη˵òǺܶûﺬķ١Щۣ˸Ƿ˵ˣſھЦϣ˯
⼸飬һֱǺɵġ
ס˻ʹÿȤǺͷ֣ΪĶʧʹСⷵı˵ǲǣܵĵСҲòˡ
ʣµľǾЦһֱû͸¶ľԾûȷ⼸úۣղֿ޵ģϵľһ㣬˿ֻ˯
˶ע⵽˷١״Ц븵뿪Էȿ˿ڡ
"ûʲ飬¸ˡ֣ʲҪĵطᣬҸԼ˸񵣱һ"
"үˡ"Цòػش
"˵ĶĻȻǱ飬Ķвĵ"˵˰죬Щ⡣
Ϊ""һʶüԼΪʲƺԼĳƺҪ˽Է
ǴһʼԹԽз١""ʱҲֻܶһʼжԸΪû֣ˣû뵽˻ûо
˵仰ǸһֱվڲԶ˱뿪ˣ·ľ򵥵ʺ򣬵ǻֵǣ˭ˣкøС
˯Լķ١ƺûתѵ˼ǽԷø֪١ϲģԼĻ
ſڷ١Ķߣ͵˵"Ҳ뿪㣬᲻Ҫ㣬ҲҪһһߣԶֿ"
˵Ļ֪Ǹ˼Ƿף֪ԷܹǾ͹ˡ
˵١Ǹ˼ˣҲΪὫԼ׵Ļתˣܱʱ϶ǶԷҲܹ׵ģȻشǻ﾿Щʲ˼
뵽ǳǳЦɵɰ١ѽƤᱡܹش˾ߣƤĳ죬ᣬ˱ˣҲҪЦЦڿһ᣿
ֵ١ν֣˶ʮĳˣ᲻ֻ֪Ҫ׷ĻƺǷ߸ǿһЩǶֻ÷зƸ硣
СȻǲ˵ģڷÿÿʱ򣬶ܿ۵ϣ߳ŭı飬˾˵ļ֡
ʱͻ͵͵ЦԵķ١ͷ磬ͷ⿪ģļͥԱˣǻһݣзƵСⷵļ˺Լ

60

µĳһ죬ȻͻȻǵ޹ǺټģЦӭǰȥҪ񣬾ͼȻЩͷص"ˡ"
Щ֣ˣǰٿëʱĪǳʲ£
"Ц࣬мǣϣǲҪ𾪡"˼Ƭ̣ȻڣԶ׼أǰľЦʹϻķ١Щɻؿ
"뽲"֪ʲʱ𣬾ЦȥԼԷȻų⣬̬ﲻԵĲһͺ
"ӰϢ鸮ʶ......"ͣƬ̣ȴЦķӦ
"鸮"Ц𾪵ģǵϹ˵ˣǳ͢ԱȽϰֵһȴǸԱйܵĽӴϯμӵĺ١
"ǵģȥѲһȷʵҵ˴ʶĳЩûпʶӰ"ȻÿüëšЩһֱΪæµõϢͺԼԭһжֻͽ޹һ㡣
"......"Ц˼Ƭ̣ƺʲᣬԷȻ˵"ûв쿴鸮Ƿаң"
ļ仹谵Ʈķ䣬͵͵ڿصǷ·߼·ܹԼǸͰԼ˵ķ䡣
ܹĳЩܴʱĻԼǸ䣬дװεҲͱķûзֱ
һеһУ˵Ǹķһĺ壬ֻ
"ң"⵹ûвȻԼЩˣʱԼȥѲģȴһգֵᣬʶûҵҪǸ˫̩ܡ
һ򶨴ݣʵϻ
ͷԾЦ˵˾䣺"һ˹ȥˣ"
ȻٹľЦ࣬ǵһΣ١ûʲᣬ۾ЦһĳԾ
Ծᣬګګص"лϹģĳһжá"صͷǰ˼йļĵ
ͷȻ뿪ˣЦ֪ԷԶˣûԼľлع
һֱᴲϵķ١͵͵ؽ""ŻعߵʱҸЦݣ߻иĸʱֵЦݡ
""١ЦĪԡ
ûкÿĸģԣ˺˾ӣֻϲζϲЦζе׵ֵ......öö˵ġ
ϲģġ
"û飬᣿"Цأ١Լ·١ʳʱʱԭݻģȥ˻˵ԷǴϹָԼ֮ᣬ뿪˾ǣȥû֪
ԼҲȥһνϹ˵ݻ˷ţ뿪ģûиĻᡣ
ʮݻϹֵ飬ֻһõĴûˣ֪Ҫ˭١ҽ١ѾˣϣıʲΣգҲԡ
ϹǺͷһģһֱϹڻķޣܾΣȴԼҲ˽١ģεķ١εķ١

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鸮ջģǷǸЦ˵İңһץ˴ӡ
١֪ϢԼƣ˷ܵشӴûվӣҪԱߵϵҵþЦֿ죬ʱԷȡ
"Һһȥ"ڷ١˵Ҳɹ÷١
ᣬǸŵС̫࣬һطߣԭûע⵽Χı仯ģһֱ·ԽԽƫ·϶ٿݣ˵ˣЦŸоԡ
١"λ֪ϽǴӷĸ"
С̫ǰҲûعӣ"ǰأͿ쵽ˡ"ϸЩеɳƣ١ûоʲᣬǾЦ෢˲ԡ
÷١ʱ뿪Լ·ϳʲ⣬ֱС̫ǵһԺ䣬ȴԺţȷⲻһı
ϾԺĴɲǼٵġ
ȥһȳķţ̫濴˭
"Ц᣿"ϵڴҲʾ˵˵ݣЦʱΪ١˷ܵӶġ
""١ĵؽУҪӿµٶȣٶȵȻߣֻҪӿŲʱӾͱˡ
"࣡"֣ҪѾóʱûпˣϴιҴææˣҪҪҪ
Ц²ļУЩ١Ǹ壬˶ֻΥԸԹԼҪ֪ɱʲᶼҪ
١ͽУɻǰԹЦߡ
ߵݣովȽŲ㱻öá
ȻȻһѽƵϣƵ·֧򦣬㶿Ϲˡ
ȻӲʮ죬ǿģǸһʺˣÿ촽ĬĬһһĳͷ۾ʼնһСС塣
"......"١һУҲŵϤζĵӿһ󱯰ҲܳͷԾɼҲܾЦֹһϣΧǸСת͵͵ؽϣԷܹΪԼŵԼζѹ
ȻԸΥǸСᾲֱֱģ۾յýģԭǳɫƤëѱѪȾ飬̵ѪҺëһһ縵ġ
ЦҲû˶ȷʲ֮ᣬӽӲһ١Լ壬ӿ춯ˣҲܲˡ
ֻһ뷨᣿᣿
ǵǸҹСʹУ·Ӧĸ׾ߣԽеøֻĸʱûãǵȲԼҲȲˡ
ڣСⷾȻһ壬ͷʱ
"⵽£"ָ£ŭԱɫĮصķȻ
"ӣǸϵʱ򣬾ͿȾѪĵӣ......"ԱһӰﴫÿЦҲ֪Ϊʵ۵ıߣӰ
"СӣѾѪ"ӰԥУ˵껰˵ظ
ѪѪѪ
١͵͵ؿЦǴ㶵һ仰Ҳ˵Լһżεĺӣ......
ͱĺӰ

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ȻڿﴫҲԾܴķ⣬۾ǸԼûúüĳ
"ּʷ"
˺ܿ˽͢˶ּ֪ʷͬ裬ΪǵĻʵۣʲҪģԼдֻУҲĴڡ
ΪԭõĵطȻǫ֥̀С¡
"ڡ"òƽ˹¹Ӧһ
"ּ"˵۾ԾδһĳѾ׼ҪĶŻڣ"ʹӷ⡮Զޣxiu'֮ƣ͸ٽǡԶ'Ӵδ٣뾩մ͡"
дִʵ˲ɾ㵣ؿڣ"............"
ڳ˴ų˷١֪ٽǾ뾩жԶͳ"Զޣsu"ˡ
"д"ش﷢ǻʳӢʥҲʥ
"⣬л˵"ٽЩӵ֣Ȼ棬١Ǹ⣬ΨһϵĺӣҲΨһ۰ĺӡ
ǸιȥĺӣصĴʹܹЩ⺢ӻȻǲᾭЩĵ飬ȻǻҸֵġ
"޻˵"ʱ䣬⿪ڣǾȵģЩλ֮ĸʣйԼǸ˴ı仯Ѫĸʱ
Ȼŵصͷվ˵"ˣʹӡ"
ͷѱѪģ壬Ϊ䣬Ѿ̱ڵأ˿ȻܹǿԼվҪ߳ţˡ
̽Ųһ͵ķ⣬ߡ
"̡"ԭΪܹھǴЩӣȻ仰ᣬ⽩סӣ쳤ЦΪĸʻ䣬ʵ䣿ʱ䣿
ĸʻǸпĸʣʱб䣿
ۼ⽥ԶˣȻعԾǸСС壬޵øγϵķ١
Ȼ֪ĸҲǸƽ已˻룬ͻᰮݼڵظһЩ⣬ֻıǵĺرģǸССѾ壬ڣǿǵҲĹѪȻķ⡣
"ᣡ"仰Ȼת뿪Ҫ١ԼĺӸʱ䡣

63
ȻٻʹҲû뵽˺ԼĺӵģԼһӣԿ
Ҳڷ١֮ǰ˵Ļ......
" ҪԼҪĶԼȡҼ˻룬ԼԵߵƾʲ˾ǣκ˶úͻ볶Ϲϵ......Щ꣬㵱ҺͶܶϹ㵱ǿǸжڴĹǣĹǵףᣬ㾹ȻǲɢṬ......Ϊʲ᲻Ƕһǲɢ......ҲҪһιеĸʣֻҪһҵĸס"
֮ǰ˵Ļ˵ٶ࣬ȻԼ⣬Ǿ仰Ȼĺӡ
ԣûи̫صĳͷֻǰŵ߳ǣ뾩Ͳж١Σˡ
ֻԼҲûʶӣԾһֻεƫִԾɲǣĵĶӣֻз١һˡ
ֻһѡ
ᣬΪǸѪС׼һ磬Ц໹ûѹоҡԼ
Ժ۾ǸѾޣͣԼıӣƶ˯еԼεֽ̾Էڻ
"ˣ"
"......Ҫȥ......"ĴԴ͵͵ؽΪ£Ѿ;Цཀྵһһҹû뵽ʱǼ֡
"У̫ˣԶ·㲻ȥ"Ц̬ȼ١״Ϊӣ׼١޵˳ȥ֪Ǹʲء
Դ̧ͷ޵ú׵۾ؿЦࣺ"............"
ֻ־Ϳе˼һ㣬ЦԼҲе⡣
"١......"
Ƕ١Ķ䷢ģҲϤڷ١еĶ١ȻǵãЦΨһһ......
"......"ӦһΣһԿһ򲻶úΪһƬͮͮ
"......"
ԾǶߵģҲԾǷ١͵͵ĻӦֱЦϴã뿪ᣬŵ͵͵ؽЦĽƻ
ǣԼһ˳ȥҲǲܵģЦֹûİͬĶҲȥ
ԣֻùԹԴڷЦĹ
Ҳ֪˶ãоһʱ䶼Ҫˣʵֻһʱ⴫
ƽʱǾЦģʱ򣬷١ЩԺ
"Сү"˸ߺȴ
֪Сү˭ͷ˼ʱһ""̧ͷȥϤף١ҲǿĵģεĿڿĵſڡ
"ǣ"

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ڷȻ;Цæϻػʹʱ򣬻ʹһţЦǾһģ±ߵϢ
"춼ʲϹ"Ȼ״Ƶʣ֪ѾӰļ£뿪ǣʱ򣬴ſҪϵشˡ
"ϣʱ򣬸Сү"ſĹŮսսأͷӵ飬ĿǵãĻޱ飬˿ǻϵ׶ӡ
"᣿"Ȼ˼Цÿü

"Ӱһ"ȻһӦܿһµˣعڵϡ
"ȥСү쿴......"ĬƬ̣˵"լԺ"
"ǣ"ӰһӦһʧڿУٶ֮죬ǾЦ书ܹϵϵġ
ЦһʶһֱСߵˣһֱûп͸ģû书ƽʱԸо߲û˱
һһ֮ûΣʶ
Ҫ˱㹻˵Լ˵书Եֵĵˡ
"ϣ......"Щԥܾòǡ
˵층ˣͷ١һڻ԰˺ܾãΪʱ䣬Щ˱ȥ׼ҲһĹ˶ˡ
"ڻ˵"Ȼֻ˵һ䣬漴Ĭ
˵
Ϊʲ᲻˵
ǣֻǶǵؽ١еЩҲǳ춷١רԼ̬֮û
Ȼ˵ǻԵĻɣ޷ͬ˵ҲǰԼҲǰ˷١ܶˣûа취εʧٻɵϡ
"ǵһӣ١һֱסǸ᣿"ĬľЦ࣬Ȼ
"ǵá"᣿
ȻǵãǶʱ䣬Ϊӱûٷģһףٴιɷ١ʧˣΪıʧ٣ûʳѰ
"Ƕʱ䣬뾩ǰиչ١"Ȼ˵
"š"Ǿѹ֣١ڸǵĸϴǣоóȻĻû˵ꡣ
"޴ûøǰ١ӳʹ"
һ仰˵þЦ˼ÿüͷûɿ

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"һֱ֣ԴʶԻ˽⣬뵽õĿѪ"Ȼһδ˵ĻЦеɻ
"......"˵ǲΪ......Ǹȥĺӣһʹ
ת룬ĪҲиǵʲ¶
"......"Ȼ̾˿ŵ"бҪ㸵Ǿʹʲϵεүλ"
һǴûһ㣬һֱΪǱǻᣬȴ룬лʲᡣ
"꣬޵֪˻Ĵ˵ֻǴ˵ǲǴ˵ѡ"Ȼ䣬Ĭ˺óʱ䣬õЦΪȻ˵ʲˣȻڡ
" ޻Ǻӵʱ׼룬ʱǺȷǳеİܵ飬ִ˵Եɺ֮£ʶ˸ǵүүҲڰٰ˵У޵֪ǵүүһİˣֻܲ׽ϵ飬Ȼ뿪˴СĴ䣬ңԶľǡ"
"˵ǵүү"ȵسڣȻԼеĴ󲻾æֵ"ϣĳʧˡ"
"ţ"ȻƳһۣ춾ЦĲһǡ
"ǵүү......㣬Ӧ١游"ȻͣЦûٲ죬ȻĽ
"У޵֪Զڱ߽סһȺԸ㣬ػǴ˵δĻ룬ÿʮʱ򣬼һӡ긵ǵүүһ"
ȻһԣεڵԼĻ
" ѭеĵ·ҵǸ䣬ҪЩ˿еõѶϢֻϧǿڷûһԸ͸¶ѣɱ......"ȻǵãʱԼǰޱģΪ˵õʵ۵ıϧκˣЩ˶޸֮İա
"Ϊʲ......"˵ΪʲûдӸǵүүе֪Ĺ£ЩϾǸ˵
"ǣ˵޺αɱЩˣ"Ȼ֪Ϊסڷ磬ԼõԼҪĶ֮ᣬЩһ
"ҵ˻룬ҲҵԡѪᣬӵõ˻ĿѪȴʧȥһҪĶ"ıơ
ȻĬЦҲֻĬеĹжۣἸ仰Ϳ˵ģȻķƵҲԼҰο
"صᣬ޵õҪĶ˸ǵүүΪүഫ"
еԭܼ򵥣̿ıѪ۾ıʧûɱ˸һңֻǷ˾λԷڡ
ãЦƶǶʣ"˵飬Ҳʮ"
"ţǵүүӦңЩˣļ֪˵ǸǴСͶЩܺ棬֪е顣"
һ仰Ц̶
Ϊ֪Դ֪ŻǴνѣЩϹ֡
񣬸Ϊǵ˽ıҲˣ١

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֪ͨʲֶΣһӴ޲ģһȴþֶΣûǽҵ
Ц಻òģǷ١ӣǲͬģⶼһˣȻһϢûУܹġ
Ȼ˵ҪСܹתΪ˲һҪΪ׵˵ĿѪֻҪһֻճһСˣͱҪõ
ȻЩЦһĺǲ֪ܲһ㣬ҲǸʱǴҪɱĵġ
١Ҳ֪Ҫʲᡣ
ϸǷ١ľ˾ˣһ˾ҪԼЩʲ᣿
ûкͷȻߺвֻὫ١Ϊʲ᣿
һֱҲ١İΣĵģؼǵϹ˵ӣһΣգ١ǰβӣãѴǰڶεĲӣʲһӶ޷ܵηѣҲ
Ȼ˻ʹÿһˣȻǱĸ
лǸֲ Ҳʱ򣬾ЦŻȻʶԼǴΣգΪλɹ
ĪҲ˳
סʹᣬϹҲܿס˽ϹһһҪ뿪춷ִˣҲûа취ıЩʲᡣ
ܲ÷ǽ뿪һһԼҲͬ󣬾ԭͱݻúܺá
Цÿ춼ᵽϹֺͷ޵ĹͨڴڣҲҪڣҪҵϹ֣һ飬ܹҵ١
ӰܹϢ̫٣ǱΪ
ӰҲǰڳ鷶Χڵģһ飬ԭİӣҲΡ
ǸЦ޷Ըĵ֣Ҳǲһ亹ʹЩĹ
ʼ˼Լ١͵Ƿȷ
١ĵ١١ûЩԼĸ飬Ὣ١ԶԶشߡ
Ȼһжˣ١ˣǸĻթز
ڣ޲ߣԭ˼άݵľЦƵս㲡
Լз١ıҪҵ÷١ıٴκΣյС
"......"۵ſڴЦѭǸСС·ȵӰ
""ĺӣͷ١ĺӣĪʱ١ڣԼһӣҲģÿһһѹͷ١ĹԼ
Ƿգ뿪벽
ӣǵһӣǸΪĹƣΪǵĴòʧȥĺӡ
ܹ˵Եͺܽʵ壬Ǹӻڣ֪ǷҲ......
Ц಻룬ССĴèȥԼ

67

ЦȥĵطǱ𴦣հĵط
ʼҵĹԵøûʣֻǲͬģܼ򵥣ֻǰһСһСطû̫࿴𾪣ͻ̿֡
һԭ򣬵ʱʱ̫ûü
춾Ц˵ոպãϣԼĺӣĳһ챻İ˴š
һЦ㽫ŵϣԼһˣǷǰһãصԼĸĸĹǰȻڲͬĸĸԶڽϣһһʱҲ㹻
۾ǸССӿĵˣ˼ѾɵңԶļ硣
ԼСʱһܵ룬ǱǣᣬԼİŮӳףȻһСӣ֯
һţ֯ŮͣԼδҲ˽ȥɣȴСĺӣĸ顣
ǸʱûϲӱİˣһᶮŮӣף΢Ц
룬Щ仯Ľޱһ׳ӰȡиŮ֯Ϊ١һжȫ˵ĺӣ뵽ǽӣͽһ롣
Ȼ׵ģⲻǸ룬ʵڡ
ֻҪܹһط١ͷ㶼ʵ֡
"......"СĴèеһ˾Цע⣬Ѹ̧ͷȥǸСںһֻϾԷɸߺɵͣĵĶŪСҲʾһϴ
Ц෢ĵЦһС룬͸ܹ³١СʱǸʲӵġ
벻ףǽ١²ߣǺͼ
Ȼ˵ǲǸ̰ͼˣլھͿ֪Ǹ̰ͼȨˣ̰ͼ꣬ҵƣضܹõһְٰᲽ
Ϊʲأ
ǵĳĵ׵޹ĺȻģ
û뵽ģֻ뵽ӸǸոճִ֣з١""Ǹƺһֻʮֲʡ
뵽ؾ֮ᣬ١Σգ뵽ģͶģһԼģʱ˵ر䡣
뵽Ȼ뾩ʱûҪǽ١ʹŵشˣԻʵ۵Щ·
뵽ԼǴˣӦûΣյģϾֻҪԼѪ̫СˣǲĿѪܻˣǵʱģֱӸ߷⾿õʲᡣ
ԼԲãЩҲˣԼѹᣬʱûע⵽ǵ۾Ǻ˵ȴоʮֵİ·Լûˡ
Ҫʲ᣿Ϊʲ
ʵ𰸺ˣ......
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Ц˼ȫΧڸոյͷûע⵽Ŀģͬ޹ģ£Լᷢ
ϲ١ģһ˵ϲתΪʲΪûпӷϣӷϣˣһִֽ̬
£ִһ١ϣܵģ򲻿Եġ

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Цصʹᣬһ£֯ӰȡЩ̸Ϣ
"Щ죬һֱСүӣûжүˣֻԼĺүֳȥҰףͷϸøʲʲᡣ"ʵӰ֮һش
ÿüëšһӰЩǵķֲ֪ΪȻǼල飬иĹҪ͡
"ӣ²̽СүլӣҲһ"
Ӱ̾˿ǵһν᲻λ
ЦҲ̾·ӷ١ʧٵһ̿ʼеһɶ
......
"ǸӰأ"Уûע⵽ЩӰΪ仰˲䰵ȥɫ
"ӣ......ֻ˵ԼЧ춴ӣʲҲ˵"
ЦĬȥҲʶԼһʵ⣬ˣǸǺȺ˳Ϧദֵܣǵĸ춼Ǹ飬Ҳһʱԭ¡
ӻ֣Ƕ£ۿʲʲˡ
һԭΪѾֻʣԼķһ˵ͻĺЦྪתͷȥһһ£ΧڽվſڣͷҲ֪Ҫʲᡣ
"......ʲ"ЦɻʣԼΪԷԼ书Ĳ......С
"............"ƺԥһ£˵"һطЩ֡"
ĻЦûж룬ֻȻԷҪԼһ㣬ΪòӦꡣ
"˵˵"ֵģԼĲġ
"ԭ鸮Щʱ˹򣬵һֱû˾סȴһЩС̷Щ߲˹Ϲȥһգ͹һЩСԣҵˣûгֹ"ӰܹоЦķܣǱϹϾĻش
Ҳû뵽õһ𰸣ЦѪҺ˲伱СǷ١鸮ڷⱻץᣬ㳹׷˭¾סȥ
ˣͷҲкܸߵȨ
"úܺã֯Ӱʹǽҹ鸮"˾Լֻ⹬һûȨûƵˣҪЩˣҪϵͬ⡣
ֱΪѾ뿪ӰԾûߣɻʣ"ʲ"ǼأϣӰܹ
"......µȵĵ֧һϡ"˵꣬ʮһת뿪
´סľЦ࣬ͺþ֮ᣬЦһȡ
վҲΣһ̣ȷʵԼǾҴүʵʹһȨ֮ˣֻϽӻرϽѱģܹ
֮£ֻȥЩһֱĵķȻҼǸԾ־ˣ΢΢¡ĶûпģȻһɵЦ
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١ѹʱ򣬲֪ԼںδΪİĻһֻš
ǵã˯֮ǰǺ͸һ԰ģǾЦƽʱ׼˽ȥĵطԣЦ಻ڵʱҲҪԼ
ǡʱҲ˵ȥ䣬Ȼ˵ӦˣѡģƬﻨĵطлصɽȵĸо
Ҳ֪Լ赹ģİĵط
"......"ĵ׳˶ԲϤ಻ϤζĲ͵͵ؿϣԼ뿴ǸܹЩ֣ԼİĿֻС
ܹоˣ֪˭Ҳ֪᲻Щ·Ĵ磬һԼޣȥп϶ڸľЦࡣ
ֱһ󼱴ٵĽŲڴסȴǸϤζϤĻ
ȻʧģǽˣԼҪˡ
"ˣ"ŵĸǲûע⵽١ϵʧֻǽİıʲ᲻ĵط
"أ"١͵͵ʣǸſԼӰ֪ΪʲᣬЩԸҶȽϴ㹻ĿռŲǲſ˫ۣнĶ
⸵ûע⵽ģأһǽ١͵Ĵͷ뻳УȴΪë׵Դ׽Ƕ΢΢á
ıϵκζϲġ
"˯ѣЩԵġ"Ҷûֱӻش١⡣
ϸϸϵζ԰;ˣΪʲϻζ
"......"ҡҡͷδϸ룬רĻشǵ⣬ҡҡԴԶ
ʵϣЩΪǸССĺͻȻȥľ۵ģΪ⣬һֱԲʲᶫҪԣҲҪЦȻǳԲʲġ
ǲ֪һ㣬ֻǼȰգ"Уȥ׼ϲʳòã"
ǵĿ١עֻҪܿǸ⣬ͺá
νһʱ̣۶ãֻҪܿˣģţԼܹ÷١Ǹˡ
գΪʲ᲻Լ١Ϊʲ᲻ԼȵɽΪʲԼүүҪ뿪
ЩΪʲܹתţԼһΪ١ɷ򣬶ǸľЦࡣ
ûиоǵģЩӵƣϮ١͵͵˵ͷԱԼĸ˵"......"
û˯˵ķ١㣬١ܹѹǲ׵ģ˯ҲȻ
Ҳûദ룬ֻ˸߲ҵس˷䣬ȥ׼ÿÿ١˷ܵҪԼıǺ«

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١ϲԵʳЩʱ֪ʳһЩӸ㣬ȻһΣ̣ƺЩˡ
"Գǽϵ㡣"һ׵Բյ١ǰϣע⡣
˶Դҡҡ۾ǿ˵ĵĵģЩģͣǲſڡ
"ˣ"ע⵽ǽŵʡ
"˵......ܳ......"˾ЦĶ˵˵ˣȽرҪָĶһЩСܹõӪ
׾Ц˵úö໰ֻҪ˵ģΪԼµһܹ
ǵãݻڸ;Ц;ʱ˵ΪԼСʱ̫ʳˣŻᵼӳʱ״ࡣ
ھﻹ......ǽζԼϡ
"Ϊʲ᣿"ΪǸֶü̲סʣǼǵôӸʶ١ʱ𣬾ЦֹԼ١óԵĶ
"Ϊ............"϶ѵ˵ЩҪ͸˵Щӣͨķ˵ۣ˵
""춷١е""١ڹ﷢ĺܶ飬ǲ֪ģ֪""ʲᡣ
١ſڣֻ˵ͷͷΣõʳ⣬ѾԵؿʼ壬ǵİĵطסˣֻǵþЦһֱûг֣ԼһͣİԵġ
"......"иǣԷܸ˵̧ͷȥŪƵԲ
"᣿"
"............Ҫ......"˵꣬ЩϢȣǵ˵Լһʱ򣬲˼ǿбĽԣڻµҲܱЦ࿴˺óʱ䡣
ϹҲοֻҪ廹ǿָġ
ǲ֪ΪʲᣬŵǸ˶ĻʹϹֵϢԼܽǲֹԼ
Ȼ֪ΪϹֹԹԴڻʹ伫
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"............"ûеȵԼҪĴ𰸣١Ȼ͵Ťε׽嵽һ
""һϣĵǸ׽ǵԴĵ׷ʣ"ˣ"
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ˣƺûжˣһһֻ޶棬øǵ
ĻӦȾΪı飬սս
ʲᷴӦûУһȻӡ
""ƺҲ˲࣬ȲҪ֪
"......"ĴƬ̣ܾʲʱʲط벻Ͼ֮Եļ治ӡ̣˵ԼĽۡ
"мҿЩҩעʳ......ûʲˡ"
Ĵ˵Լҽҩ䣬ʼû̧ͷǰ߹˵Զ׼
"˵......У"Ƭ̣ǵ۾û뿪ǸŬİˣԼΨΨŵŵ塣
"ţЩӪӦûעӪĹϵ"оǸ巢ĲĴԴ񾭡
"Ӫ"ŪЩ˼ңǲòظ֡
"ţЩûӪĶѹᶼò֮ǰб״Ѵǰ"ǿĵطص˷١һۣ߲Եգ۾ӽ
ǵûע⵽֮ĻĴ𰸣ǲ֪״֪βжΣգΣϣڶǸ˵ġ
Լ᲻ЩжЩ˴ԼߣЩ......
ҧĹܼҽһſֹأһ̬ǫˡ
"λȥ͡"һеĺ壬ֻгԼߵˣ֪
١ЩؿҪ뿪͵͵ҪԷԼͷû˵ʲᣬʱһͷſߡ
"ˣղ˵£"˵Ļʡ
"ӱǲģֻǰЩŵʮעЩͺá"عͷԾɲĵķ١Ծɵͷشǵʻ
ϹʼƵůȻԼԼں١ͻ⡣
岻ãΪǸ˵ĺӶ岻ã뷨ִԺӴļΪǸˣΪЦ࣬Ҫھɱ
ڵĲ䣬ǿѹǷɱ⣬عŷƺڴӭȥһǸǰʼյͷˣ峺۹գҪйԼŭԷȴֵͷȥֻǿ̡
"͡"̶֣ò뿪ˣŻعͷԾķ١ð죬żһ仰"úϢ"
˵꣬ͷҲ뿪Ϣķ䡣

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ǴԼǸ˽ˣ˽ģûĺӡ
㱵룬лᣬֻҪûг㻹лᡣ
ǵүү߹ԼʮΣգ˰˵ĻͲԼİˣԼ״ǰǻԼİˣҲǻΪԼİһһС룬ðΣա
үүǰյģΪԼıȻܹԼǸĵڶӣֵ֪үүֲԼ˽ĿԷ뿪Լ
ȻүүİղӰҪûĺʧԼĺӡ
ǧټƴ̥ҩԻõĶ̥ҩ
֪ƽŮʹõİ̥ҩ˻ϲûã˼ð¶Լ¶١ΣգҽҩŬԾһ
Ļ䣬ѵûа취
ԼͷһһСΪүүתļ¼йػĳɣ⼸ԼǷѾ߰һͷ
"ү"⴫ܹܵҪ飬ܹһ㲻鷿ԼǷſе飬"ʲ£"
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"£"ÿüԼòܹӮúܶ˵ĹעԼһűͷʣɵ֪
ⲢΪڷ١ǰƣñȾЦÿٱ޷Ӯ÷١Ĺע
"......"ܹЩԥ֪˵źá
"˵"͵͵һڷ١һһշԼУĥ
"ÿÿԷ......"ԥԸǵ˽⣬ܹܲȸԼ١
"ʲ᣿"ԼµʲᣬǻԷĻش
"ʡ'"
ݵĬﴫŭĵͺȣͬʱܹܲ뿪鷿
"''ǡ'ѵΪ࣬"
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İĶɨ䣬Ծ޷ƽϢͷŭ
ϷǸ⣬ʱԼ߮Ͱ֮䣬ΪǷݲԵĸԣ˷١ûԥԼС׷ܹʹ˵еĻһ
ǣֻ֣ԼһǸ뾿ʲĶ֪ľЦᣬΣֻҪԼҪֻҪԼȡ١ϲԼһҪõ
۽ʶƳһҳ鱾йػӵʱ򣬱άΣȻ......
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ӰͽֳɼСӷֿѰңĳЧܹһЩ
Լվ鸮ӰӰı棬û뵽ԼϵǸԼ˵ʱĻ龰
Ѿָεķ١۾δŵشϢǸ壬ȻǸոճɹתԼ壬ǽ׵ĴϣĿĵѪһ¡
""ǰ˲϶࿴һۣѾƷĸǡ
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"ˣ"о١ҪЦĽŲ죬ڷ١ˤǰǸҡҡ׹屧
"ǻʲᣬȥҴõĴ"Կķ١ɵ۵Ӱ𣬾ʹļܺ
".................."ϤĻϤζ١ЦðģƤԽԽأصԼŬ̧
"֪֪"ĥͷͷ᲻ԼЦǴԼ᲻Сģ⣬Ȼ÷١ΣգᴥĿĵΣա
ϴڽЦʵڲ֪ԼԼǴƽ
"١˯ûУ˯"оǸԽԽأЦſϵؽУ÷١ʼܹһЩ
ȻԸΥѪ壬ѳܲסܹԼάѡ
""
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룬ܡ
ĸ뿪ԼӱԼԭΪѵĸԼá
ʧȥ١
Ҫ١Ҳû١ҲͲ
ѸٽǸ𽥱ã룬ޱܹů塣
ֿѪס١ϵѨֹѪǱġ
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ЦͣϵĶعͷһĴ򼱴Ҵ˽ҲûᴲߵԼߣ
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·𣬷١ﻹǵĺӣЦĺһͣͣʶһ̲Ѫζʲᡣ
"أ"⺢ҪҪνֻҪ١û¡
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"ŪůЩüӡ"
ķԸЦܿ춯ֻһͷ
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Ըն˽ķˣ֪Ϊʲᣬ鿴ǳá
"ˡ"١Щ⣬ζǰһĺóԵģֿЩٵĸǡ
"Ǻǡ"ǵͦãƽιԶʱ򣬶ûЦῪġ
١Щ˼ܾǸζúܲӦڵĳʳһɿڡȥһڣϸϸƷζ̱뵵ĵ۾
ķ١ǵıӿģȲģİ˱඼ι˷١
˶ƽϰߣ뿪ˣǽ죬ַʲᣬǺóʱ䶼ûзȥһҳ
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ǹ˺þúþãʹǵûʧԽԽԽԽʹļоӵĲλҲʵĸо
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".................."͵͵£ʯ˵ģе޸տʼʱ򣬻ܹת̬ΣȽ
ĳѪûֹͣ͸ӵܹоĲͲܹάϵԼĻ̿֡
"............"þԼΣǱûʲ壬ϸղŵĺ𣬸
ؿǣϣõԼҲ֪ܷæģȴǸ˷ܵ˫ۣشԼε塣
"ɹˣɹˣ"ǿĵؿЦģñͲķ١Ӻ¡
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ⶼĵԭ򣬶ЩҩܹǻҪĻƾͿԷȣ١ֻЩҩ
"......"Ϊʹֱ亹ķ١ͣǣÿһζ""
һ˵ıˣҪõҪõ
١Ť֪ǵֻоԼԽԽʹµѪԽԽ࣬ʶԽԽ
ҪҪ¡
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ĻѪͲˣͿסˡ
ʹԾûʧԽԽʹоǵϢԼоĲԽԽǿӸоԼʶԽԽԺ
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75

ķＷˣЦڴߣǸԼķԸ
Լ١˵Ϣܹ÷١ԭ֪һģ¡
"........................"еķ١ͣԼЩʹģ᲻Сģ÷١صĽѡ
"ˣˣ"ǿڣվǰҲûκԥŭ
"ЩѰ죬ƷҩĴݲĴ......⺢ӴӸղſʼһֱܲ......"춾Цŭȫأ˵ԼƲ⡣
Ѿ١˺ܶౣͰ̥ҩõľȻԼоĴҩҩжǿ˭벻ģ˾Ȼҩ˻еĻϡ
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֪ҩãԸǵĺΪ˵õ١Ȼ˼١彡᣿
Ҫıﰡ
ֺ
һǧֶԴǵķյѲһһˣȵ֪ԼĸĸҪȥˡ
"Ҳˣ⺢ӱΣԭûˣǼƷҩá"򵭵ԾɼԼĶȻ֪⺢ûˣԻǶ˺µ......
"......ǻ"Цǻֻʳ⡣
""̧ۿþЦЩУ"ⲻ⺢ӱĴǻٵܱԭ"ѾھЦϣŲ˹ڵϣƷĸϡ
"ʲ᣿"ЦԾɲףܱԭʲᣬ֪Ҫ֪
"⺢ԭӾͿԴӵ֪Լ֮ᣬ㻯ΣԱﺢӵĽҩȻҪٵӵġ"òõģ١ϵʹ࣬һ߽ͣһԼľΡ
˵ĻþЦྪȣȴƳ۵˲䣬ǵóѵЦĻ߻Լıǹķ˾УݺݵأһûӦˡ
"쵰˺뵰"ʮĽûüҽõ˵໰ˮǰ֪໰ͳͳ˵˸顣
ȻﲢΪķйʹ񣬷·𿴲ʹӿһѪֻǲԼϵĶֻһ뷨ɱɱ
"......"ΪӰѾ߾Ц鸮ˣȴû뵽￴ģ龰û뵽ܹˣʧģ
"ӣˣȥСүûˡ"
ۿȥֹ˿˶Ҳ׷ھЦ͸ǰ
ɾЦŭ˫ۣ￴õǣΪԽ׺
ֱһ仰ؾЦʧ־վھЦ͸֮˵ģûб˼춸ǵֶΣʹޡ
"û취ˣӺʹˣֻһ"

76

˵ĻþЦྪƽͷԣӿհ
ֻһ
ֻһ
ǲںӣ֪Ӷ춷١жҪҪΪıҪǸӣһֻıһӶԭԼ
ܹǣǰǸӵĶʧ١εʹ
ܹǣһΣֻǸո֪Լ˱١ԼΣ
Ҳԭ֪еԭɣỹ֪ܲ
"ûûбİ취"Ĳ䶼޷ᣬ·ÿһ仰Ҫشһ˵ڡ
ûбİ취û
̣Ҳܣþĥѵıʧȥӡ
"......"ͷ룬ֻˣֶٸҽ˵ãҲûı졣
"......"Ц͸Ҫ
ֻҪ......ֻҪܹıģʲᶼԡ
"............"˯еķ١ŤԼ壬оϤ£ŲϤζ㱻ֹԼжԾɲ
""˽лЦ첽ߵߣֻͷܹķ١
"........................"ɵ۾Ϥף١˳㰲
£
Ӧ١˵Ļĺ壬£ʲ᣿û˵ֻǲ壬ȷʵ͸¶Լ
ͷ·һΣӽתεķ١²ߣֶΣҲֻڿЦʱС壬Ž
"££ҵı¡"ૣȻ˶ܹü˫ղΪŭպ˫ۣ˿̽͸öŨŨضԻ˵ᣬͰԼۡ
"......"вѵķ١ֻǶݵػָʶܿأڸоԼѾȫ֮ᣬ壬½ů˯ߡ
ﲻ֪ʲʱ򣬻صĶǳ˵ʹǾЦʹĵĿ޹˵棬޹˵
ڴʱֻйԼʹܱ࣬ȫԼ˵ʹࡣ
ãõ˶ԼЩʲᣬһ˵˵
"......"
Ÿ˵֣ӣ˻˯ķ١˱ιȥĸǣ˵߶ת˵ˡ
ǸصĲ֪ݵ
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15ʮ£ʵ۰گ飬ӷΪ̫ӣͬʱ⻤ϹΪ̫˴Τʳλһǻᡣ
ȷĻһΣսԼ졣һİţȻ˽˵ģȴһ˸൯ֵϰտУҲֻԣǵĻʵڲͬģ飬Ҳڲͬġ
ʹʢķ̫񣬸еǣ죬һҲû١
ҲϹֲᣬ𽥻ָˣŸڣȻҲ᲻á
ʹһǵϹǿ׳Ӵʵؿڿ˵Ļ˵ۣ۾һһСĺӣͺԱСë
"᣿ֲʵˣ"Цһ·١ЦգǸӣ֪Щʲˡ
١۵죬ɵɵЦԴ̧ûһ˽Цļѡ
ǰǸشİ١ܹתҪģܹסǸһʧĺӡ
ǵһҹÿһ仰˾Ķǣ˵˺ͺֻһЦֻǵԼǾ仰ᣬĶֳʹ
˵һ취ʱ֪Լסģϸģģ˵ÿһ֡
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ЦؿЩ١ɺ죬Ķ
ֹȴֻ˵һ仰ᣬ㰲ģǵؿɫԽԽķ١
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ʣΪʲ᣿
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ι£ʥѪڣеһ˿飬͵һͷԸԸܼ򵥣ʥܹԼҪ
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ʱˣ£ҲͲٲˣҲû뵽ǣǸʥ˰Ⱥѱޡ
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ûҵʥ룬ûˣǰյģҲԼ¹ΪĶ󲢲ǰ޷ȫʵ֡
ֻһʥĽеĻ벻ܱǿбֻѪһ;ɱֲ˭ѪҺԣֻͬѪҺԽߵѪҺԽá
ºܼ򵥣ֺܸӣеʹǾЦܹ࣬͸ġ
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"㿪ŵĶͲС᣿"ЦãǸ§˾ֱߵˣԷûԼҲֻε̾ᱧ壬Էů
ŵ˲ǱˣʱòЩòشҲأ߾Ц࣬з塣
Цһֱ֣һҲʺϽˣĮ˵̬ȣ˭ģȻҲԳĳȽرˡ
ǺһˣͷģӦ˵ʵЩòҲһûرԵص㣬Ƿޣ֡
ϾͿ֪еݹϵʵϣҲȷʵǡ
ֺͷһǴѪʥ룬ҲǴӷ֪ģЦʼղ֪ⴿѪͲѪʲ
"ۣ"֪ʲʱܽһСкȥģǺܿɰСһֱǸСëš
"š"嵭һСкӵػش
"ۣÿɰ"ԭڷ廳ķ֣Ҳ˷ܵؼܵë̺ϣûĺƵģԼĶһ𣬰ŪǸСС塣
˭֪ոӣͱɫѿؽԼڶԷԵı£ջ
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ǿ˺ϷЦſ˿ϵĺӣֿ˿ķ١¶İʣ"ӲСëɣ"
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ЦĶ̱㽩ӲŪķ١оˣֵؿ
岻ʲʱ򣬶˺ǿѹȸУǸҹЦоڷ١ϣҲûע⣬Һʱûע⵽ע⵽ˣҲûʲõġ
Цյ˵ͷתͷĲֺкӣ"С£ϲϲţ"
ԼУ±ס
ֻкص˵ͷǽСëӷ˹ȥԼͲˣﻹͣ˵"ϲϲ"·±˸˻ȥ۷粻ĵҪ
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СкȻСؽлֵظԼߡ
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"᣿"һɫüë"Ӧġ"˵껰ͷҲصʱļ뿪
ЦֻʹػʱһС
˵һ취
Ц׷ʣʲ취
ֻصһЦӦһҾ;
ЦֻʲҶӦ㡣
ʱһĵǷ١Ȼ˵仰ᣬһصЦһУȫԼһʱ¡

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˵СëǱ˱ߣǷĶӺϲСëҪСëӵһ롣
١ֵؿһૣ..................
òͷ漴㿴١صͷ¶ĵЦݣʲⶼûˣЦ൹˿ֻЩŪףΪʲױ˵ͨˣ
ϣϹʽӣԭѾסˣѱ˵ЩǷǣ˺ʵݣʹҲ㡣
ЦܻɣǷ˳
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ЦЩܲ˵븧ͷΪղֶգ١""ǱˣЩΪѲɥס
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ҲǷȻʱæµԭǸСճĺӣͷ١һòƽ˵ͷ⣬ÿ챧ӿӣҲӦ
ڷȻǲԵġ
"ȥɣվ۵ġ"Ȼĸ˹׵Ļ档
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ͷڣ֪ȻеԼףԣܲͣ˻صһΪĻʵۡ
Ҳͷ١ˣˣ˭ҶԾ᲻
ȻŵüӣģҲֻг壬Ҫֻ²ģԼİȸԼ
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"......ǣ......"١Ҫ˵ʲᣬƺѾ²⵽ˣֹĻ
"죿ҪԼһ"Щֵ񣬵óᣬͶԶԷ˵ΪȰ˵
"!"Ը촽־
Цεؽ١˳ضԷҲѹᣬԴѹϷ١ԼҲü²´˼Ļʵں٣˵һֵָͿù
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ԣԭʧ۾˷㿪ĵظЦĻλá
˵磬ʵֻһЩԱ࣬һһĶǳ˫ɶԵľ¡
ϯȻǷȻˣǣΪ̫ӵķ޺̫Ϲ֣ǣЦͷ١һ磬ر˷ͷ֣Ϊھη١ϣ˲
ǼСӣҲǷĶӣ΢ϹֵĳӷƣǵһûĺӣͰķ硣
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һ˯ˣͱǸ˯Ĳ֪ĺһ˵ľЦ࣬Ǳͬ˯ķ磬뿪˾ǡ
չȻҪؼ翴
ȻȻȻͬ⣬ǸЩԸԼ˵ǿӲ̬£Ҳֻͬ⡣
١Ǻ˵ЦȻ
˽ͷȻ˵ҪҸ¶˵ĵطúõ١壬ȵָԭˣٻ
Ҳ˰ĵ˵ﶼ֪Ҫָף˵ûпܣֻҪ÷١ãʲŬ˵ȻǸԸЦ⡣
ǣڷ١˺Щ֮ᣬ̤ǰϷ;
̤ƬԼأЦЩеĽ飬뿪ʱ䲢̣ҲǺܳˣط˼ϤͷİС
ֵͷݵı仯·ش١ԼҲкóʱ䶼ûлĴլ
Ϊû˾סѾûԭģЦಢûд㽫ǻָԭӣֻ಻õĻ䣬Լĵһһε
Ҫչģµլ;Ƕһ
Ҫԭ򣬻լһָ
ǰȻѾһӣûлʹݻ԰ܰ
լǱȥսţЦ̾ȻϸģһլӣԼҵլ˵ȷʵ󣬵ҪƽռңҪܶࡣ
լӣһţǲǿҵѹȸУլûеġ
ĸǸ佲ųˣסĵطҲҪͬĸ׵ͻݣҪԷΪ죬ԣסЩӦǲ顣
⼸ľþЦݻլӣһĪų⣬ϲ԰ƵլӣҪģһܴĻ԰Ƿ١ɽһĸо
""ʱѾһũᣬԼס˴Ľĸļҡ
Ժ԰ĸлЩŵػعͷƵ۾ֱЦþãŸȷԼ龰
"ү......"Ӹ˿дŲЦ࣬˫ֲȷЦ࣬۾ȷϰϴ
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ЦûжͣƺҲܿӾлع˽š
УЦ֪ǴԼ뿪ᣬӱûԸ޸ԼϲˣеʱѲˣֱܿˣԼҲʧķ裬־壬ûĹɽϣ׹¡
ʹ۰ԼˣЦཫ˽ӻ"Է"լӣԼĸһ
ûжԷ١ǵĺӣͣžͣ˼ϸܵˣҲ׷ʣ춷ԣ˵ѾûиߵҪֻϣЦҸͺá
ǣĥѵˣҲԼİ
ֱܾᣬ١һ쿴ԼԽԽĺӣԾɲĵЦ࣬"............"
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"ţҲʱȥˡ"˴ڿľЦ࣬˼ᣬĽۡ
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"ۣ"Ц˵꣬ͼԭԼĶһòֺĳˣһԼĻ
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ûʹû̫ȵĵطóȻ壬˳ؽ˻ʹûߵԭסĹǰ˵ǵĵ
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ȻüͷСһۣԷƺҲͬ⣬Ȼû˵ʲᣬ˵ر˵ȡ
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١ˣϲ˵ʲᣬϿúܵλԼײ֡
"ˣܵܣ"ķ١ĸ첲ʾԷɿԼڷ١£Сóֵÿķ˵"磬ǵ˵ģţ"
"ޣ~~"ССĺӹǻؽˣؿеͣӿԼ׵ĲһͣϻЦݡ
١ļֱţֻǸռԼ׵ĺӣõذռ
ЦʱǰΧ١еĶ"ܵأ㳤ú"
⻰ķ١̺شǸԼ"ܵ"кϸؿüͷˡ
""ͬˣͬʱ˵԰ıȶԣܲ⡣
ӵ˿ĵЦӴȻᣬ㽫Լĺӣŵϣᣬεؿ۶ռĪǿҵķȻ
"ȥϢɣϾм磬ˡ"һֱû˵ķȻ˵⻰ʱѾԼ˵ϣ춵Ҫǰķȫᡣ


ʥ ۷ ؾandʤ 2

2
"١"һϹ˽з١
û˭أ١Ѿһˣ˷ܹܵȥһԷ
"......"
"㰡"Ϲεظ١ͷ"ᰮ"û˵ĻǻһѾǼӵˡ
"......"١̹Ȼһ㣬ϹֵĻֻĵͷ
"˵ǻˣ͹ˣᵽڲŵ"ǶԾЦ˵ģʷ١ĻҲʲʲᡣ
"ȥĵ˱............"֪Լ˵ʲᣬͿϹԼ˵ĻЦЦؿԼ겻֪ǲĴܾϹֱƯˡ
ʵϣǰûжٳʵĵطֻǺͨһ
һ㣬Цһֱú֣ۺͶƯӢһ𣬻ĺӣᣬòԾϮص㡣
ҲֻǾú֡
"ҶҪԼĸ确ĸ'أỹǡ'"ָֻǾúȤ
"......"Цһ""˵ῴԼ;ñŤ
"ףǼҵСأ"ƲþЦεĻ⣬Ϲʡ
ϹָмһЦЦҲע⵽⣬תӿ˿ʮε˵"СƤأҲ֪ܵʲطȥˣڼʱ򣬶Ҫһ԰ӵңſҵõ"
"ţСʱģ"Ϲֻ˷ճģ޸̾ص漴뵽һӣüͷЩʼղ봥ʹ
"ǣ"ȻЦҲ뵽ˣͬʱĬ١ؿˡ
⼸İھǵĺܶ飬𣬶ÿÿԼˣЦ඼øָķתעң֪ΪʲᣬܸоǸӻڣԷʱŵǸӵϢ
ҲԼ뷨߾Ц࣬ǲ֪Ϊʲᣬÿһ˵Цͻֺۺ۵ķʽһӾʲ뷨ûˡ
"ˣû骣"ᵽӣЦϹǸͬƤķƣûΣǸӵ̺Ͳ˾ܾǲС
"......"Ϲ˵ЦݣЩЦһЩɫ"ǰͻȻ˵Լ䣬ûа취ֻø˸ʦڸǸĴʦȥĶǡ"
"ףҼǵ骲......"ŬƵ䣬һʼûϸʹҲ벻ˡ
"ˣ治֪ģʱŸꡣ"Ϲֽӹͷʵ˵֪ҲǸ˵γЩʲᣬĹִһӾ˵ġ
"Ҳ˰ɣĸ˵м磬ȥϢһ°ɣѾΪ׼ϴˮ"˵ЩϹַſ١ڶԷɻУЦЦ漴˽Ц࣬뿪ˡ


ʥ ۷ ؾandʤ 3

3
ʳеģûЩˣģǾЦһģһʱ䣬ѹֵܡ
Ȼֻ򵥵ؿ˸ϯ˵˵ľۻᣬ뿪ˡ
ʣµģǣϹޣһҲر˷ͷ֣ǼһǸСӿһԼһ֡
"ѽֵܣþòѽǿɰС١١"ƺƾˣսǣһǾ
"ǰþòˣ֡"Цཫ١ᣬԼͷֻྴơ
"Уʲᡮ''ģ֪ģΪзǸ쵰ǣֵܵģͽҡ'"ƣһѾƵ˾Цǰ
Цûа취ֻнƺȥ⼸ͷ١ٽӴƷһԭûʲ᳡Ϻȣһԭ......
СƳ١ǱƵ˷ܱ飬һε̾
Ҳ֪ʲʱʼ١ʼĶȤһ£ƺһڻʹǸ磬ʱҲǺö˾ƣ١ǺȵʲᣬҲҪԣЦ
١ǵʹҽ˵ֻܳЩº͵ʳƷҲҪͬºͣҪģΣЦģ١ᶮãǱˣ˺üΪ˾ƶʼս
ֻǲµļѾųⶫĲͬͼˡ
ھЦıᣬ١Բ۾˷ܵؿЦཫһͬʱҲԼԱ߾ЦϣһǰˣûкȥľƣóֻҪһҲЦûĿյǱơ
"ȿȣ"ҲѧЦһģΣһûкȹƵˣܵסƵһҿ
"ˣ"Ц̽ŵתӣĳĵˣҲԼİ˾ˣûЦעǰ¡
"ȿ............"۾ˮѺȡ
"......"ЦߣԷǸ˵ıӣһƲǽ˷١Ķӣ˵ϡ
"............"ǹ١̧ͷǰԼİˣȻüͷ"............"ָ̱ĸæִյǰֵؿ
Ц൱ȥˣٴȥָ١Ҫϣڶҡεģ֪
˭֪ŲǰͱסǸŭԼĺӣǽ촽;ѹȸе۾ԼģǲСʱķ壿
𰸺ܿͽˡ
"ι㣬Ѫ"СⷿƵЦ࣬þЦȫԼӡ
"ҵѪΪҪ㣿"鱾Ϊ١ȾƶգСӵĳ֣ʱΪԼĳͲ
"ʲΪΣ˵ҪҪ"Сֺ氺ģ˵⻰ʱ򣬸ǽֲϣһС˵ģ
"......"Ҫ̧ƹӣȴԷ·ԤϵĶҲ˹վǰ
Цջʵڲ⺢£Լʲʱˣߵķ١Ժ˵һ仰
"ëë......ζ......"١ܹյĴѾܶ࣬ھЦûпǰ£˵ʱԾɶ϶Ц൹νϲ١ӡ
"ëë"˾Ƶķ١Ҳûиı䣬һ仰˾Ц࣬"ëë"Ǹճͱ˵ͯϱߵĺ᣿
ҲˣΪʲҪԼѪ˭
"һ㣬ǽ졣"˵껰Ҳһߵĺӣת١ˡ


ʥ ۷ ؾandʤ 4end

4
˻صϹ١۾۵ˣϻǶ϶˵
"......ëë.............................."ͨƵˣԺؾǶƽıԹ˷١ϣЧҲͬ
ЦȻ֪ڱԹʲᣬǸѾȥĺӣ֪Ϊʲᣬ١˵ŵζģԣÿÿòͬķתע
١ɾӵģЦ֪ԼǸǿҵˣڷ١ǰ֪Ϊʲᣬ޷Լ
١еƮɢϹ˵ζرģͨĶ޷ܣ࣬ŵζʱ򣬶ͬƽķӦܵӰҪӰ
"١......"١Ķ÷١Щӡ
ǴӶ䵽ٵգԼķ١촽ŷ·ԶĴ꣬Ϊ¸Ӻ
ϸϸֱ١͵Ծûֹͣ
"......"ΪЩˣ١ò۾һ۾ͿЦŴӣͶԷԼغ˲䱾ӣˡ
"١......"תȥӣЦ࿴١۾һգգģ"Ұ......"
İǵòӦģ֪١Ի۾֪ˣͬӵķ١Ƕ仰ķӦ˾ơ
"......"֪ΪʲᣬԭΪƶգӺˣ١Լ֪ЦɿŬʵ֮䣬
"ţ"ɳƵԷ˵ȥ
"˵..................ú......ú......Ļ......"˵Ļǲ˼׵ġ
ԣԭûϣľЦ࣬͵̧ԭҪ۾һķ١......
ûʱ䣬Цס˷١籩һǣŪ÷١Ϣմϧ١ľЦ࣬ûһ˿һҪͣĴ㣬ԽԽס١
ϸȥ١Լ·ڷ١ΪԼҪϢʱſ˷١Լϡ
"......"ӱסؿڱסӱס걻ס......ööطס١ֻķݶ˫ʶץ
Ц෢˷١޴룬˫ַŵԼļϣͬʱͷ˫ȣϸϸ˱Ǵڲɫµ壬Ҳ˷ܡ
"١......١......١......"ÿһΣԷ֣ĻӦˣϵĻӦǵһΣ˷ܣ޷˷ܡ
˲֪ãֻ١""һʹƻصģĴϢײģ
һҹЦ඼֪ԼҪ˷١ٴΣ˷ܵʼûƽǷ١ʵ۵òУҲͣ
һҹ١ҲСС˸ǾǣҲҲҪȾˡ
......ʹʹƨƨʹʹŶ


ʥ  ԡ𣨷Ȼ 1

1
еѪȵζɱ¾һ仰ʼûֹͣڰɫĿϣ۾ƺǰһУƺûС
ڵȣȴһ˵е
"˵"ǰӰһ곤ˣ֪øࡣ
"ޣ"һڻѪĭӰĲϣ۵ĲмӰ׺ݣǰɱٶ࣬ûԵĹ֡
"ߣ"߰մѪĳ""һͽǰ˵ţͬ룬ɱ˵ʱ϶ûбġ
üͷŵʶȤ̫һ裬"£Ȳ衣"
֣Χɱ¾ӣСϰ壬еز׽һ˿ѰϢ
""룬ˣɫĻȼһֻΧֻӢˬ
ÿǳͬ°Ļȣˣˡ
ûͬΧµĻңϾصȴȴһĶ
"ʥ룿У"
"ñΧ"
"Ư"
Լ߸̫ĸ󳼣Ҳͬ¶Ծı飬ûͬӰϽ૵ط̾
"ʥޣ"""ûбɱ˿˵еޣ׷¶ధı飬¹¹򣬸ߺĸߺʹʹԾػ޵ǣԼȫ춲ˡ
ԡ޵ŭ۾ɨʣ޼ˣɨһŵؿԼʱͫײø
֣ˮ
"ӣأ......ǾҲϣģ"ǣгϣ......үүңиûԼĵԼʥ붼ûܼүү
""ϵѪѾˣ뵽ģİΣ
ΧΪ޵ĳ֣ݵĬֱ˵촽˶СպôӣִйӰĶ
"ɱ"
ֻһ֣ԭͣжӰԭΪ޳ֶ֪ǺõӰ˲еУÿֱʣ޼ģӵߡ
Ǽ䣬ҽ춶һαѪ
""޳׷ŭȼԼӰֻһ̣ԷĻᶼûУͷֻ׽ǣ̽˶ԷĸǻһգҲԼĳǡ
Ӱ֪νˡ
"ץס"ִǸʢŭеĻ벢ûЩӰ
һʱ䣬Ҳ֮ʵ⣬׷ִոɱһˣſڹӲдԱߵޡ
"ӣСġ"ʥûע⵽ǿЩɱ˲գ۵ħͷģ˼Լʥǰ""һǴضû˺γͬʱҲ׵棬ǰ۾ﻹǶʥ޵ĵǡ
޳׺ȺµˣһԼĴ֪ʶԺֻһͷɱˣɱǡ
ʮӰ̵ʱ˽ʮǿʼûнͣҲͣ¶
"ˣˮ"ʣ²ʮ˵Ӱ׷˿˷ΧһȺˣз׷һˮףˮף""һȫҲͣ¶ޡ
""Ǽ䣬ֻʣʹ˻



ԭŵͷųģȥˢ룬ֻõȵˡ
ôҵˡ


ʥ  ԡ𣨷Ȼ 2

2
صƤûŪ⾿ʲطԱ˻Ľк
"ˣˣСȥߵ£˵ѹˡ"˵껰˵ϿվͳһİףܳúͨΪŮ˵ȷʵ㡣
"ӣˣûﲻȥд"
ӣǽЩ֣ҡҡͷԻشŮӵ⣬Ҫſ˵ֺɬ΢һۡ
"Ҫˮ᣿Сգ죬ˮ"Ůû뿪ԭλãֱӷԸԱߵˣܿ죬һ໨ͼıӣյߡ
޷סˣˮ......
ԺصģʱĻ棬ʹľҲҪˡ
ŮӸҪⱭˮűˣһӵ˶ŮҲܿ±ӣһԡ
"ū澼ߵ¡"
ŵû˵ʲᣬȴԸеһֱߣԼϣ
"¡"򵥵֣ɵ߷ֻм䡣
ϸĽŲĵؿʼƶܿ죬ֻڴϵˣ͸սŵˡ
"......ÿ......"ŬԼصӶԿԼһѵһᣬǾȵ˵һɵĻ漴ַԼƺʧˣæǸ"Ǹ......"
ߵȥضϸղſ˵
ȴڹ˵òÿüëϸޣҲ˫Ư۾βЩ۾Ҳ񣬻ֱͦıͽı
ʮֶˣ̹ҲЩͷ˼ûдźá
"Һܺÿ"ʾ仺شĶ鲻Խصͷ
"Ҳܺ"ڶһ仰˵ˣһ±ԹԼ˵Ļ
"......ϲ᣿"ǿԼ˵ģЩڣ˼⣬ֲܲشֻõͷ
߶˵ЦպӺˣơ
۽ƳԼΪĶıӣԼһ˿ҵ壬""һ£嶼Ҫպˣûд·
̹ģҪİǰ¶Լ
Ȼ֪Ϊʲᣬǵ˵ĻҪġ
ϴ˿ԼӲ˼Ϊʲĸоȫ֪ˣǲ˼
"............"ƨıӣƺ֪Ĵ㣬ѹӵһġ
"ˣ"һ׸ӺWһܳʵˣıˣǳɫ۾¶飬ӻŮӣһķ顣
翴񻺻ԣ......зȻΪΤʳ߻ӵˣԼϾ̬ȣ˿̵ֻһ㣬õʲᡣ


ʥ  ԡ𣨷Ȼ 3

3
Ծɲ´ˣ̲ס̾
⼸죬飬˵Ǹ˵ԼзȻ˵顣
ΪԼһϵвȻΪߺף֪˿ûǿˣӦòſ˵ɡ
롣
"ʲ᣿"˾ſԼĶߣ͵͵ʣŪñΪ޴롣
"ҡƶ'"СҲʵڲ˼̧ͷ˵͸Сˡ
"ƶ......"ƺ˼ʲᣬһ˵"ܿɰ֣Ҳʺ㡣"
ܾǹģȻÿ˵һ仰ҪѹĶأüΣܸоԷ촽ԼͮͮĶˡ
˵"ᣬҾͽ㡮'ɣֻһ˽Ŷ"
"ţ"ֻܵͷֻܵͷͷ......ͷѹò̧ˡ
""
һ̾ѽΪʲ˸˵ʱҾأҪһ
ַλãоֿʼӿˡ
""
ⶼԼһ֪ٴε̾ˡ
"ʲᷳ᣿"濪ŵĶǸͷֻ̧æҵذѱϹѾ·ģԺ죬Լûд·ӡ
Цöĺﴫ˳׸ѹ͡
"ûң"ȻߣǸԼӴӵڵĻԾشյԷеĶԡ
"ţ"˵ͷΪԷԼĶӿ죬Ҳĸо
"ǣ㻹̹ס"֪ĻΪԷֱӵķӦȻҲܺá
"⼸춼ʲˣ"ЩæԼ飬ȻﻹһȤߡ
"û......ûʲᡣ"ʵػشҲȷʵûʲᣬˡ
뵽Щίһأ
ע⵽ίرӣȻζ֪ͣΪʲᣬԽԽÿɰ˵ÿһ......ɿڡ
ΪԼ뷨ЦҪѰϣԼָ˶Է뷨ֻ¶ԷյغԼ˰ɣ֪ˣᶼģȴ˳Ը񣬱Ƿʡ
񵭵˵УǲͬģΪݶֻͬΪͬͬ
ȻЩΪԼƿˡ
"ˣ"ҳһ֮ĬЩź˾Ͳ˵ƺǵÿһ˵ȿͷ
"öˡ"ΪԷ㲻߶ԼĶ䣬˿ڶԷʸУûа취
"......"Щ̾ػӦĶȻԼЩ֣ס˶ԷĶ䣬֮ǰֻǹЩĶС
"......"
ǿҵĸоֻо֡
֣֣


ʥ  ԡ𣨷Ȼ 4,H~

4
屻ŵڴϣʪ޷԰ΣΪǱĸоϸܿƵڡ
"......"оɬĸоɬһƾȻһסԼ졣
ȻĺΪԷɬķӦԽԽأǵĶ뿪˶䣬תƵգע⵽ԷסԼ촽ааЦˡ
"......"ֻӭϣȻסԼᣬ˼֣ƾɣڷȻֻ˷ܻӭȤ
"......"ҪҧĴ걻Էסʪ׷΢ĵֿڶԷǰҲƾܣΪץ֧Լ
ֱоƶЩ޷ˣȻŷſԷ۲Ϊգ˫ǳɫ˫ۣʪ۾ǹʢ
"ϲ᣿"ȻʣȴԷĴ𰸣ԼųѪͳףԼҪͱõļ֡
"ţ"ͷȻӵ۾ʹȥɫַһ죬ϲǵ׵ϲ᣿Ҫһһһϲᣬһʼˣ޷԰εϲˡ
"......Һ"һζƶеĶ˵оԷĲЦˣڶԷͬеľࡣ
ƶ˵ͷܲǺ׶Էеĺ壬ָооܾɣֻõͷ
ĶһɽǱ㽵ȫΪ塣
ҵǣʵ壬ûмϹƶߺҪֹԼɶԷƺܲͼһֳſŵԼļͷ
ƶֻץסȻļͷȫİĸоѾ޷޷˼ˡ
"......"оȻ˽ԵĲλ͵һ漴о겿λһһѵǣĺ
ȻȻɲЩһԵΪֹֿ޳ʵ˫ȣִԼѾ£""һԷӦʱ䶼ûС
"......"ʹϯȫǰ̻õĸоȻ޴棬ƶͷʹĲȻߡ
"ܿͺˡ"Ȼƶõľãղܡ
ƶĴϢоʹСˣĺƽҪ۾һϵˣ͸оԭͣ͵Ķüӿ죬ж"žž"
ʹ֪ʲʱʧˣǸǿҵĿϯȫƶֻ죬ͬˮ㣬ڴϢﻹʱԼ޷Ӧ
֪˶ãһصĶײᣬֻ÷Ȼ""ԼҲҵһеĶֶֹͣˡ
"ƶ............"Ȼ̾û뵽һͨˣʱ̻
ƶ˷Ȼ̾ƣʵʲᷴӦ۾ûа취ֻǴڴڵش
ûһҡֿʼˣûüֿȻĶԽԽңİϤĿ˲ϯȫû˵壬
һ죬ǴӰ˶һֱҹûͣ
֮ĺܶ죬СԺ˵Ӱеʱ򣬷Ȼڽƶдֵʱ򣬱ΪԷеһꡣ
ʱƶоϣûʲ飬ǺͷȻһõˡ



ȷŵҪȥһš
񰢼񡣡


ʥ  ԡ𣨷Ȼ 5

5
仯˭ûϵ﷢ģ죬ķȻ֪ʲ飬ԶҡҡλεģԺϰȻ̸ԼµʽƶӵĽ·˵ķȻ
ϵʱ֪Ȼȷʵˣ˵úغأ˾ȻЩǳĴ򣬶޷ơ
"ûа취һ취û"ĵزͣ׷ʣؿȻȥ
"......"ȻݵؿһƶΪҡҡͷ"ûа취涾Īҩұ"
⻰ƶһסˣ......
"룬ҵڣҲһ㣬±ӣһҪ㣬úõİ㡣"˵ЩȻԭؿڵִ֣ƶްŵɫ촽ȥ
ֻһΣǰЩӣ޶ȵǳֹһȻ˵"죬ʲҲúϢһ°ɣ"
ƶͷȻ壬ܹ߻Լ˵໰·漣һ
˫˫ɵڴϣƶϰԵڷȻܶԷºζ۽ǡ
ˣ˰
......ԷԼǰȥ
һ̣һǱΣ÷Ȼ¡
ֻû뵽ûãĻ˯ϯȵ˯ѹʱֻöԼϤ˵
"ⶼˣỹûѹȺӹҽùҵٺ»ˡ"ģϤıӰֻǴ˿̣ϵŭҪһϾ˴δԼǰĻ
"£......Ҳ鲻ԭ򰡣"ĴЩ󣬻ЩԥֻʢŭеķȻû
"......Ȼ......"طϵûȫָҲԵʮ
ķȻ̻عƶתԭʢŭף˲˰ĵЦݣߵߣҪ𴲵ƶڻ
"оﲻ"±Ϥ壬ԭŵ壬һӷСĵ̽»ʲطԼûע⵽
"û¡"۵ЦֲԾطŵӵĲλȻ˵ҪڣȻԾɿƵسЩ˵ǿԼ壬ʲ᲻׵ĵط
Ĵսսߣƶ󴦼˺һŷſͷĺˮСĵغƶ߶ϣƳȻ򵽵ϣش⡣
"λЩûʲˣúõձȬ"˵껰Ȼһ""뿪мҲƶֵ񣬵Ҳװûпæˡ
ֱʣˣƶû˵ֻȻ˵⼸ĵǡ
"⾿ˣ֪֪ЩжൣģɶģЩ̫ҽǻΪȫϯҽȻ徿ʲβһؾ죬һúǡ"
ƶ˼Ʈ˲֪ʲطȻȴûע⣬˵ԼЩĵǣ֪ԼΪһߣ޴뵽̶ֳȣͷҲΪԼԾɰƶ嵽""һġ
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ʥ  ԡ𣨷Ȼ 6

6
һҹƶܾ˷Ȼ֮ᣬȻ߷뿪
ڷƶҪͣɿȻɫҲ֪ǲ˵⻰ʱֵȻ壬ȻûбֳرĲʣȴʼûа취Ȼҡҡ׹ģ
ڳĻϸѰȻζԼһڷʵ˯ûзȻ飬ԽԽӦһ˵˯ߡ
ȻζԽԽŨˣƶ¿ο࣬Ǹ˳㽫Ǽ߷ȻŷȻһһظ˵ġ
ȻΪǼԼСС£Ϊ˹ͬĿ֡
"£˵ûеǻһ£ﶼһµʱˣΪʲỹǻ˵ԡѪأ"İƶĶ䣬˵Ļ뻹ԡѪᣬˣҲض
"ѵ£"ɤҲͬƶʮϤĶʱ͸˰أ"ĪҪȡΣҪ᳤ʱ䣿ҪˣұǸҪǶ"
Ϊʲֹͣأ
ӽҵԭΪԡѪ᣿ΪǴ˵еĳϣ
ϢĲȷ............Ҹ㣬ⳤд۵ģ㻹Ҹ㣬ⳤϣҪҵɾͣ㻹
"ҶԣǸҹгһ"Ȼٶȴ䣬ǻıͺ壬ƶġ
ЦںӲǶǲԸⷢ
תٱܣҪȫ֪
֪Լ뿪լӵģֻǵ֣ԼɽԽԽʱѡȻɽ......
ʱƶŻصլӣûߵǸСԺſڣȻ"ȥĶˣ֪֪ж"
̧ƣͷϷȻףֱʲᣬԣֻͷ˵˾"ҳȥ"
"ҵ᣿"Ժߣʯᣬƶһ䣬֪ԼΪʲҪ⡣
"Ϲʲأ"ȻΪԷ⾪Ƭ̣漴ĶԷļο
ƶ֪˵ЩʲãķȻҲƺѡĬֱ˺þúþãƶڡ
"Ȼ֪ҵʲ"
"ʲ᣿"ΪԷڶˣȻĥԷͷʡ
"ǼиֵĴͳ³Ӥʲᣬ"ƶ۾ԶɽԶ÷·һҪʧȻȻûע⵽
"......ǿɰ"Ȼ̾ԺйƶСʱģ
"ǣǰ뿪ģʱʮߣԭǴһߵģҼ......"
"ʲ᣿"
"ʹ"
"ʹ"
"ţػʹ"
û˵ֱҹˮȻſ飬طϢ
˰̸ȴһֱ˷Ȼģ벻Լʲط¶ţΪʲƶ˵ĻǷ·һֶսԵĻ


ʥ  ԡ𣨷Ȼ 7

7
鷿W躵ͣæдëʣʶС̫˹һβ裬Իƣ
"ϣʱˣЪϢɣ"ǰ˽ʮ̫࣬Ͽҵؽ飬"²һܿѽ"
"ţԽ翴꣬Խ׶ѻ᣿ʲʱˣ"˵ѯʱ䣬ԼҽϢһϢԺ֮ȥģʱĻ档
"ػϣʱˡ"̫ͷ˵
ʲᣬѯߵ̫ࣺ"ղˣʲˣ"
̫ྪȵ̧ͷԭ뽫ȥģû뵽ϵĶ˺ãѾΣֻͳе壬˫ֵݵ
ˣ̱̫ཫ˴ȴʱһνǷⷺƵֽͳ
Ȼ
ˣҵû䡣
Ҳʶ㣬ܣҵģк̶ܴȶá
ȻǶνͺá
ϣҪҩԡѪĿѪ
뽫ʹãܴﵽҪЧ

ףҸ

ûñҪԼһл䣬W躵սеţȻսеţȴֲ̫......ıΨһĶ
꣬ҲѰƶֻɽˣҲûһյĺۼ
ԼߵĳԶԶؿԡӰҪ˵еĻҪԷȴֻԷԥһԾ
µһԾ
õҪҩᣬһ벻ջ񩤩͸
룬Ȼ֪ƶʲ뷨Ҳ֪......
ص˾ǡ
ǻص˾ǣҲƶһԾ׹ȵס
õҪȨλɱ˷Լˣеһжõˣ֪ʲᶼûеõΪʧȥһҪĶ
ű򿪣ŵǸ˵ӣǸ......Լйػ뼸ˡ
ǵ̸ûǸ̫඼ûʸɵ֪ϢȻ֪Լϲǣ
ٸϵ˴ӵĹǸСС壬ŸоԼһͬʱֻ뽫ǸĴӣʬϡ
ƶ飬ΪǵĺһǸ𽥳˵ĺӣۿʪ......ĺӺƶ񣬳۾촽Ǿ㹻ˣԼۼĺӡ
ԭ㰲ٺ˷١飬Ϊһϱ뿪ǰʥɽǸߵĵطѰƶ
룬ǳһ顣
㻹ãǸ֪ԼҪõʲˣ㽫е鶼׵ԼĶֻ뿪˾ǡ
¶ģһΣһٷſ㡣


ʥ  ԡ𣨷Ȼ 8

8
һȻֻоʮ꣬ʮˣƶãأ
ѭе·ߣҵ˵ƶµĵط¿ȥûһطܹӳ졣ҲѰңֻٶѰңҲֻͽ͡
ûжԥֻԸ׼һ¡
"ƶ𣿻شң"ڵĵװ㻹㶼ӲģҲӵġ
"......ƺû˾ס"ߵӰѾһ̽ɽǸʢɫʵĶѨûпκĶֻ......
"ϸ"ţƶ˵ҪػǸõˣȻ˵һһ
"......һδ鿴"˭滰ٻΡ
"Ϊδ鿴"Ӱʲʱ᲻ִ֪ˣ
"ػϣ쳣˻δߵ㱻ˡ"Ӱ˵꣬㿴Ȼϲõ飬Щ⣬"......"
һ壬һĺ䡣
ûȡӰȰ˵ȻԼûжഩ·壬ᲽǸ춱ߵĵطȥҲû뵽ҵıʱ򣬿ľ龰
ֻı̬վվ......һļᣬѾˣǸоıκ·ֿɼľ룬ңԶ
еıУƴھ򣬿ǼССֶΣ˿ᣬеıжˣǲǲҡ
"ûУ"ˣһᣬԼȭͷǰļϵʹ춲ˣııûκλӦ
"˵Բҵƭ㣬ˣҴˣ"ܸоԼѪˣֺʹĸʹ
ſǲϣ˼ĺ䣬ǰƣƶ͵͵ؿͬһ֪µĺӡ
"òãҰ㣬ҿ˯ѣ·ԶѹʱҾ֪Ҵˣһ̣Ҿ֪Ұ㣬ԼҪʲᶼˡҰ......Ұѽ......"
漣ǰˣЩѪմȾļƺҲжڻˣĵڻˡ
ſڽصȴȴЩڻܹı漣ҲֻƬ̣ǲֻڻƬ̣û˶
յػвϵ˵"㶯ģ"
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֪ЩѪҺһѪҺ㲻ǲ
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ڻԴıʱֱӸԼƣֽıһһڻֱᣬܹ»ııֻصĻ


ʥ  ԡ𣨷Ȼ 9

9
Ȼıص˾ǣǸңԶҲܹıתĴţһУûУҲҪһ
ɽ뿪ʱΪı뿪˼ܿͿѹֱȵԼΪʧѪ˯ѣıԾɻԡ
ϵĴֻ˵ǻģǻģֻǲ֪Ϊʲǻ˯ѡ
ԭ㣬صǾô󲿷ֵʱ䣬ıṬЩ˵Ůˣͱɨһգ춳ϵЩ󳼣᲻֪ľûܹı䡣
˭֪һؾǾͷ飬ƶĺӷ١ո裬ǰẢӣ֪˵ж೤ʱյᵽλ
ǸĶӣȻͻ֮......ģ⻤ݡ
ƶͬͬĸĵܵܣȻʮ꣬˸û棬֮ѪҺζͿ֪Է˭ص㣬Ҳ㹻ϡȴҲϹּƶ֪֮飬ûлؾϹֺͷ١ʱǱ֪˴˭ˡ
Ҳʱ֪ƶȫϹƣϹΪʲƶЩʱԼ֪ԼʲᣬϹֻ˵ԭǴɽϵģû϶Ҫ
еۣɵƶ
ջģǸǰẢӵˣôĵӣֱƻʹҲɹˣ̽ҲʵȣĴɱƶĵһӡ
ǶԴЩΣܹƶİûɱѾʴˣЩ֪Ĵ󳼣̫Ӳɡ
ԭûлɵǵϣ˭֪˲֪ģΪԼӼ֤ݣң֣۰Ķ²ߣЩ١
ڵϢ˸ǵүүиһңԭΪƶˣûе£˭뵽......
ڣе飬нʱΨһûнģ......
"ƶ......ʲʱܹѹֻʣ£ʱָΣΣյġ"͵͵ƶ˵ƶϲĶ......
Ǹз֪ʱǺΣյģеգǰΣƶƭ˹ȥһºӡ
˵үүһԼ󣬶ûиεĻû뵽ܹһν
˷ܵı飬ʮˣûıο˵ҲǾ١һˡ
ĺһöûУƶԾɼԼĻ˯
ʹ壬⾿ˣ
룬ֻǸ֪ˣԼӵһθĵĻ
" ££û˵ûаߵĻ붼ʮԭûбģΪĻ䣬ʹԼȥġֶԼİ˴һ˿ϣϣԷܹصԼߣԼѾȳܵȵģм
㻳Ǹˡܹȵ㣬ǴӱҲǴĻģֻм˯ΪУֻܱ֤ĸƽܲѹȫ춨"
һϯȻֻݺݵԼһ٣ԼǶƶģߵز
ЩȥЩȥҲ......
˵ʲᶼˣֻеȣȴӳһ̣ȴƶѹһ̣ȻᣬԼٳԼİ


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ȻһҲûһҹ飬սľ
оƶ̱˽йЩΪ˷Σر˷һסڹܹٶҵˡ
ˣûеһʱıյغ˴Ρ
ʵ۵ʧҲɶҡ˷壬ֱ˴һʱ֮ᣬƶʹûˣ˲ƵߣǺȷ϶кӵλá
˵һ񣬱֪Լֻƶ"ֶ"
ʩƸԼһʱ֮ᣬֻƶһҽУе鷽Ž
£ȻмľᣬͤһеȿˣһֻСèҸЦݡ
ܸоԼҪҧˣŵõζҧгݵͷҲأһۣɺͻè֡
СƺЩˣûã̾Ȼ̽ŵ߹ȥҲܶԷֹ׼Լڡ
"ƶˣ̾ʲǲ岻"һѿڶĵĻ˭ˣеԼԷǻں
˭֪ԷֱӽСҲ˵һ仰Ҫ뿪
"ƶҴ˻УҲԣ㻹۵ʱ......"Ҫ˵ĻڶԷһ£ֹͣˡ
Ȼȴ˵۾Цеӣῴ᲻ʵۣŪøƶߵĹŮ̫඼̧ͷ
ԭܼ򵥣ƶ֣סԼֻǰû졣
"Ͳ˵𣿷Ҫ˶֪ˣŸģ"ԩصһ۷ȻƶŤӸҪߣͱȦסҲĳ
"֪ж......"ϵĶҲʼʵΧʶȤػȥǸ˯СⷣڷȻסƶǰͽŮˡ
"............"ƶŭĻ˵ˣⲻʱǸСԺûʲ˹˶ǻʹǹŮ̫Ͷ٣ʱ......
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ѵʱƶΪ飬ԸԼǶʱʵܿա
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