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1 
һʱǽӽģܿɹһӶҡҲңʹҲϱ߶ֻѡԡҵ˼˵޹ģϴҲԭǼûʲôûֵ£ϴǰһϵ̵漸ϴıŮ˰ظԼϴɣģܾ׽ůζҴӷֲŮ׵Ķͯ״̬Ժ󣬾һֱڸԼɣϴɺĶ󡣡 
֪ĸԴӱ¿˵ѧ˵˵һΪΪǱڵڵıʶ֧ʹûʲô飬֪η˼ɺʶѧ˵ʱҳ룬˶éʺʱҲǱʶ֧ʹôž״طֻ֣Ҫһϵ׷ԲԵͷµëͷСӣֻҪóʺ˷ԼĽʶ᲻غϼǳĺߺ߾ڽдҳ׵طˣԼǸ¿ߵѧҡ 
ͬʱĻмˡ˵Ұְ֣ȻòΪɹرؽԼһ˵ʱֻ˵һСѧĽʦŲƣǸͨ˳֮ΪĽɫʮ첻ϴҲܿóƤۣ²ˢҲҷ㵴ЦҷΪƯִĺڰ۱ͷκһܱɰźʱҲᷣĺ˿ھվšȻЩƤܽҷǵкӡҲƤֻ͡ҵȻҲѮһϵʦסҹҲī굽ѪܵţװӤˢᡣ˵ΪֻҪҾͷοΪ 
ʶѮǵ˰˱ӵùþǻϲ˵ϲǸؿĹŮ˭֪жô尾أë׵ϹצȥǷ۷۵ƫƫмиӵ͵ţиֵĴ󴺡֪µĻʶȻҹ˯žģ׳˼У±ˮ׼˼סĻʵ֪󲢲࣬ҲֻššѮÿǸƵƺϻӸңҵòȻðͣζ߰ƮǲǸ¿ߵѧ˵ʲôʶ֪ұѧҡ 

2 
Ѯ˵ƺϻӽDVһָ߼͵Ļ͵ľ͵ģٸ߼Ҳ͵ģԴҸ౻¿ߵѧҺͳīǸ̨Ȼ̨ҡ˵ҪһڡϰԼĹ¡רƬϰջʲô£˳Ժ˯ǳԺ˯רƬϰԼĹҲͲϰˣҵ˼ϰյĹ¸רƬҲϱ߶Ϊͼ壬߼ճһ£ҲζһʱѮһظƨɺתҴСͶԹУ˹ʯͷңԳȫԶĹǣƯĹ⡣ 
ѮһμңŴ̸ѧӴɽʶҴ˶ҵѧ׼ԶʱͣѼĴˣӵı˹̽ȥһҧĹͷһҭõ۾ΪĺÿʹԭĽë졣Ҽʱţð̵ʱ䡣ҳԷţ˯Ҳţҷϲһϲľͷ顣Ȼʼˣ˵ʺôôࣿ˵һФϲרˡЦ˵УЦ˿ϡ 
һϲ˿ϵģر˵˿ϡʱ뾾ӵԴ涼װʲôԱ̸ӻ̸ϱӿ϶гҵձķ䣬Ȼװ˵һ½ơð߸ߣװװҲܱɣ 
˵ţ١ 
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ֱ̯ʾΡ 
ҿָƯ󶫱ƤĴСǴŹѸŹѸЬ׶һģָʱŮذŹѸϷ̨˻ָʱ򣬵ݻ˪ʱ򣬻Ѯֱ̯ʾεʱҾͽУذ 
㶵˵ƨ£ 
Һ޺޵˵ٲǿ㡣 

3 
Ȼǲǿ˭ǿ˭ģʱֹֻǿ顣ÿ򿪵ӻҶЩθڵĹǿ飬һһҲҪǰʮβſ뿪ʱҾͻĥѮķʽ̨Ҿ˵ǸӵˮƽЦ˵û취гãҲǸӵģֻǸΰæ˵ʲôòǮûǮ˾ͻˡ˵⻰˵˵ˣþѧʡ˼ЦҴЦЦ˵ӡ 
ĵҲˡһ˸ƨɺ棬ĸоҫ̫꣬ʱ䳤˲ӵʱ򿴾ͷЩǧٹֵԼֱڿѵʬ塣ǸչƷôҲɰǸֻ⡣Ѯһڷα༭ϼƬӣһ˵ⲻⶼǵһΣȫֱͬ־ڡƨˣأڣҲˡѮ˵δ绰İš˵ȥʺҲȥ 
Ҳ绰룬һͣסˡ 
ѮЦ˵㻹ǸˣӦ˼ҵ黹ܼɡ 
ñסͷƿԵ˵ȥģӡ 
Ѯƿӣ˵ôﲻסˣȥȥưɣȥǣMB 
˵ǰɣʮ궼ˣһʲô 
ѮЦ˵Уݣѻ˵̫磬ܲĵõ 
Ѯӣɰӵӡң͵ĵĶƬ͹չӵѧңʵõѧƭҲƭǮǰְҲүүɰְүүӵūҴǱҲѧңӹӣҲһܣҲǿ鲻ռҵҳΪϰԼĹ¡ҹ˯ţ˯ŵʱ˼룬ڳ̣ûѮ˯ú𣬱ҲƿһǡģӱðˡȥǱӣʱ򿴼к 
٣㻹ģ 
һЦ˵ȫֱ 
Уͻɣ㡣ôӱǡ 

4 
ŹѸ˵Ʊж񱨣ǲʱûŹѸ˼ָ½˳ǣһƻµĿɮʱҿú¥ֳС㼣ˢȫǵÿһ䡣һ͸ȫǵĵΣڶᱳۡҰúĸдַȥȻˮͬ顣˺˳µؽ˱統˼ߣӴ˿ʼ˴ԱĨĹ̡ 
ѮעҵҵسһϷһİְɵļͥ˵ǼҾʿ԰˽ǣÿѽѽֻġǶѧȻУνϵΣûʧ컯ˣҼȱͬ顣룬ö˶˵һӷǵ꣬ʹƯҲ͸¶ôһʡǺѽģ͵Ϲڡ 
ڶһ͸ðˡӱӸʧ޵ˮͷһһ߸һֽ 
ʣ죬ȥʲô 
˵ʲôϢ£˵вװ񾭰ߵû 
˵ҿͦеġ 
˵ǰɣҾС 
˵ôôƽʱʲôʲôҪĵĵľʵˡ 
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˵Ҳţ϶װˡȫֱͬ־ĵòˣͬ־أ 
˵ͬ־ǣ㿴˶ϣ㾾һʡ 
˵78ƶ죬Ҿ͸㣬һҲ롣 
˵ҡ 
˵ǿǰɣ㰡ǹ˵ҪǿҾ͸ôҲΪǣ 
ӻΪأӲΪϲĳ˶ƬҾ˱ǧǧĶûûҲûǮǿȱĲȱǳƱɰѧˣӵǮǮӵӾֻǮȱǮģû 

5 
һڽй䣬һ߿Слûʲô𣬳ĴʣСˮƣָŰɳ̣ϵɸЬ˶Ķ꣬Ѯűңһ졣 
ʱСˮȣѮԴԲѵ˵ȥưɣ 
ưɣưǸĺõط˵úãƾǹԱϰ壬ǰɿ͡ҡĲݾð㣬ˬ͡Ĵөƨɻڤ㶼˦˦˦˦ϱ˦±˦˦ȣŮ˦Ȫˮʹѽ419ҹ֣쿴ҡû˲ɲġʲôŹѸǵˣŲƵˣҵˡŹѸȵУŲУҵȴҵˡ˭GAYأΪGAYûѡ񡣡 
ȥ 
˵ҲȥԸ˭˭ȥͬ־ưɶţë˭˭Ҳȥ 
˵Ҿ㡣 
˵˷Ѵӡ 
˵ǶţҲðӵꡣ 
ţ˵㵯ҲңٽҷءСΡѧ񡱡塱Ĵʶֵûš 
Ѯ˵ϾȻˡ 
˵ע⣬Ĵˡ 
ӼæֽҼæ 
СҷʮֻϢˣҪ֪жôҡʵһͷʹﵽǵľ磬һϢ˵㲻ǰɣǴӴ886 
ֻûӦô¡ 
ͷֶǺϻӶء 
˵ǰɣʲôһɢģдʵ 
Ѯ͵Ļҵļ˵ôˣˣȥѽ 
ͷӾӣʱʱ̵̿ˣ¼ƬҲüӳƬǰɣ 

6 
СҵNBFǰӰĴʱҳһ㲻ƺذϲ׷ǴĻƣǸѧϢũ嶬Ҳĥȥǹ˹ľǴΨһһҴ׳£ҰѰ׳ÿϴһεˡɢһϴ·۵ζèƵģҾͽèơèȢŹѸԶŮ֪ôϵģҲΪӡ 
èƳϵһӣŹѸ͸һһһһȥ˾͸һȥˡǰµһڵǿᲱŴţʣϱϲǣ˸˵ֻһ˻ȻˣŹѸȵ˾һطˮʮĲžµᲱϡȣҺ䣬򡣡 
룬ԹŮһԭͿûʲôϵ¼һֻΪеģŮģô򵥡кŮӸ˺ͳȣͷԿףͲ豭һô쾭ġҾЦŴӴߵ˳ӹ߽˰칫ңΪ͸̫Ķ 
żһɲҾѮĿĺʲôʱ򲥣 
ѮźϻӶң˵꣬˵ôôͻȻ 
˵ܵôܵػ˼ʺƨ 
ѮӲò˵Ǿģ˵ǽĿʱȫضܿõ 
㶵ؿʮӣ˲ջ૵˵İɣҲǿ㡣 
˵ղŵıἫԭϵĲǡҾͷƬͷô˵ˡ 
˵ĴС㣬һٶʮˣɰǸ߰ɡ 
²ˣɵxxȥ 
һߣæһصֽں⣬һ߲һ׷׷·˵˵ﲻס˰ɡ 
⻹ñһԼˣѧҶһõŸ˭ǿҲǾǲһһġ 

7 
ѮҽƮɣóǴûеֵطģһ˫ɵĴ۾գøƵġ°͵ĻţĴȻصˣ֪̰͵ġ 
˵ʲôʲôĵģưûκηֱӾˮԱһͬ˵˲ͬҸֲŮ˵ôϰңԹԵġ˵̫ˣСץסѻˤˡ˵һ֣˧ƮȻ 
˧˧磬˧һ죬ֱһͿĴð̡һ˧»ԱּɱĻɫӭһɱҵðˣơƣѮ˵Σλ磬鲻ãרŵĵġúչţ 
ͦε˧èһȥˣѮм䶯ãƴѰʧı飬ת۾ͱ˼ơƣǺƨɡ 
Ӿӣʵڣͺȡ 
˵˧ôǸˬˣǳȥ 
˧绶ϲ׵ϲðѽ磬㲻Ǳ˰ɣĳúƯӴFʺĶѽϲʲôѽȥ㿴ӴȾưƣҶѽûӴ 
Ϻһһ󣬴ƨɱɻأÿһضһڡˬѽֱûˡڱҺݺһأĵġ 
ҹʱǻ˳⳵ߣǳһ¾ֱҹɫɽׯȥ 
ǰСѮں汻˶˧м䣬Ǹ͵ĻԼƤȥˡѮͷһʤӣ˵Ǹȥѽȥҹɫɽׯʲô 
˵Ҫ˯ 
˵ǣ 
Ҵӵ￴˧磬ģʮ˾ӣװ׵ϷֻഺŻеĺΡҾ˵һһȥҹ 
ѮҪƵģ˵𡭡Ҳ޶ƨðءӡ 

8 
ҵȻң˵ͼȤζأͬʱҲΪֻԼȥˡ㲻Ҫͬ־㲻ͬ־ô뿴ôֵûһҡ˵ģڸһΪĻᣬһٵľOKڶ۶ӣûʲô˵ģɣҲ 
ҹɫɽׯ˳Ҿͳɹؿ䷿Ȼһ˧˷䣬ͷɵЦ٣ģ糿 
Ǹ˧ڽУѽϴҸˮ 
ҰһأһйˡģƬĿọ̈̄ϰԼĹ£ȫؼȥɡǸ񹤣ԶҲϱ߶ֻԼ飬Լˣû˭һû͵ûûɱ˷ŻûɹƭʵģãҺӣҲԼҵƷ⣿һ治֪ҵĶˡ 
ǰ˧绹治øɯʿƵģеĹʽװͷϻȾ˻ɫ 
Ҿƺһѣ 
˧һΪʲôSMԥһ£˵Ф磬Ҳѡ 
ⲻǷϻҲô˯ѣѣҿJJ󲻴󡣡 
˧·רҵٶȣһˮƽϧҲ̫͡ưسһ˿ҵУҾץë̺ˣãˣͦģãûʵϼѣṹ򵥣ʵã˯ɳȥɡ 
˧ˣ̺ɳķߡ˧Ӿͻ⣬һҲŪʲôǲģͷޱȽ۵ؽУФ磬ôôʲôУӽ첻Լ˯ɡί˵ǲࣿ˵뼯ŵİɣѽû࣬Լ࣬ˣٷϻصơ 
һ˴űҵİèȥˡǸְѮӣÿģ㲻Լɡ 
һһһţ֪ôˣ£ŹѸǵǽ 

9 
ڶѹѾʱˣʱ簡ɳϵ˧类һҹʮֵԹҾͰɯʿǵСͷžһ£ˬˡ 
˧ڴ·ˢ滹ǵѮءҹ֪һҹôڹġţǸС˧翪ţѾָװͦģٿѮ̨ϱſڳ̡ 
ҴС˧磬ͷ̨ϣӵһûЦˡһ̻߳һĨᣬ沼Ѫ˿ҵòء 
Ҿ˵զҵˡˬ 
˵ȥġ 
˵ʲô¶ӡ 
˵ˡ 
˵ˣϰԼĹҲˣУԼɰ绰ҿʲôҲûɡ 
͵͵˵µԼͷˣʲôġ 
˵ӰǶˣ¶ҽôţ˵˵͸дƪһҵĶ䣬ɱ͹ɿ̶֥ˮ׼дꡣͬ־ǰòˡ 
бĳ졣 
߷ߵץ͵ĻȥĴӣһѸ˹аӴ۰ҵФϲרӴ 
ӻ˲ͣҵû֣첲ôһŤͰˡĽǶȿŹˮ 
ˣ˵㲻ſ㲻ˡ 
˵ǸСѴǰɣҲʵ˺һҳЩԱ˳ŵҰһһţƣ˵һһѹûԼʲôɫ 
˵ףɶף˵ʲôɫ 
žֲĶͷһ£˵㰡Ǹͬ־ 
̻̲ţ˵Һˣģĺˡ 

10 
˵һžеѨ񹦣ȻΪǴвŮˣһ书ҲһʲôϵһţʱͨѨ˳ꡣ 
ϲǻʵѨϵⶼҪ˻ɧһأô󴺻ˣôôȥŹѸǰèƵѨƾôᲱϿ޺ǿ޵ûôðвκˣֻŻԼˡ 
Ҿһ֣Ѯ˴ϡ߾͵Ļ󶭴ըҩ˵һףÿƨɺѽĵģԼˡ 
ѮҵѨˣһǵᡣҺҾ̾ˣ˵αأ۲ѽǸҶƨãαöѽ˵ͬ־ 
Ĩˣ˵ҸȲˣһûء 
ҿҿû˵ 
˵Բ鵫Ҫεģ˵ǲѵģҪԸĸԼͥḺģ˵ˣ˵Ҳ 
˵ˣöҲȥİɡ㲻ǽǾͶĹ˺ý 
˵ɶɶĵģ 
˵㲻Ƿƨҵ¼һ²Ź˰²ǣɰƭǮء 
˵ҰԼˡ 
ɶҴЦ㻹İҿҮAƬ˰ɣ㼤ѽˣǱﲻסء 
Ӵ̲סЦҷʵͦɰģֽһšû취ʱҾǸ׳ջȺŵģ׳ָӻȺţҾ˵˰ɣɾ˰ɣ͵ʲôҲûԷȥ 
ִֵ˵ɾԼ 

11 
극һһϿ羰ѮֿʼĵƺϻӡǾһҹAսĸðԼˣͷš˿Ǳ黹ûšɣһ߳űһ߸ҽ 
˵һ߼ľͷôǸ͸лʲô龰 
˵ǲ̿ȾͲˡ 
˵ôҲ÷ӳһĹɣÿڵǰðãðõģ̫ס 
˵ôǸˣ㻹ָ˿´ӵӵңǲǶӡ 
˵ϴҳСк¶ɣϵһ£ 
˵˼Һö˶˵һƻĥڵع⣬ҽӴûʲô£㲻ˣ 
˵ãˡ 
˵ǰɣƼȥݵƲݺУƨԲԲԸС 
ˣһ໰ߩһѱ顣 
٣ҲΪԸʱ˵һûңҸ㱼ǽлعȻ㲻˸AƬ˼ﶼˣ㻹ѧУʲô죬Ҹ㷢ȥ֤ʳʮ򡣵ʱԸĶչĶչȥɰ񡣡 
Ѯ˵λǲģĿһţ֣档 
˵ǰгãˣҰɣİİɣȫĿͬ־˵ĶˣǸҳߵСкǰɣҴ绰ϵһ¿ԸϵӲ 
˵û˵ɣ㻹ǵ춹ģУȫˡ 
˵ӾӣҲ˭أѱšʺˣؼƬҩԣͦ˧һңûӣԺôAƬء 
˵ȥġ 

12 
ҳߵСкûĳɣӲˡ 
زòᣬɵҽԺ룬鵹˸ȫĿˡӲðգƵ򼱣һNNΣҵĸ첲ᡣҺٻأʵϰСʿɫˣཱུСϹŲưɤŽС 
˵ٻرҶҶôأ 
˵Ҷˣֲϴ 
žһҹ˵ͲУڲҲ׻ָ 
Уֵøˡ˺Ҳ㲻У˵ѬҪĴǡҿչԲϰֶ꣬һĺñ¡һҹѮСܵͳȥȥͳӶ˳ˡ 
ѮЦ˵湻ְҵˮƽ 
˵˵˵Ӹšȥι 
˵𰡣ι˻ôAƬأ 
˵㻹ΪAƬʵأèĹɣЦ 
һҡ 
ע⣬ңϷӼҷ綪Ҷ죬ȻزḶ́ζ㡣 
˵û 
˵Ӵ㶼ˣӻû㡣СƹƵĶޱȣ޷˲룬Ψһ뷨ͽ۾ǣһǩŮҲܵˡ 
˵ȥ˭Ůţǡ 
˵Ů˳ͷҲͷŮָҲָŮ˰ҲŮ˿ޱӣҲޱӣԾŮˡ 
˵аҲ֪ԣӲ 

13 
ôˣҲ˲ǣĺգ˼һ˼ҵ˼뾳ء˵70%ĲƸ30%30%˻ûǣ۾ǿ˼뾳жôԽ˼ֻԽԽ֡Ϸŵȣб㵽ϻȥ 
øҲ֪ƦӣȥҲûʲô壬ӵСܻܵء㵹ѽȫĿҲһʵ 
һһڣ͵Ļ϶˻ҡɰ绰ˣѮֻʵʵ˵ɰȵòͷˣֻ˵ĵòβչɡѮµ绰еҡ 
˵ôˣ᲻ˣ 
˵е 
˵ƪɣ㻹ңеԼҪ 
ҹʱѮֳ̨̣ƿ 
ع͵ĻͷңĲãҪˡҸϽѵƹˣһƬںڰ˵ʱ죬Ҫһˡ 
˵ãͰչ˰ɣںⶼǵһΣȫĿͬ־¼Ƭ 
˵Ĳں 
˵ⲻ˵ϻںҲøҸɰ 
˵ϵعˣʶĲʶĶ֪ĳԺ˯û˽ˡ 
˵Ұ˽ˣɰӾͳЩǮ 
˵ǮǮⰡФ䰡⡣ 
˵⣿ûʲôɣ˰㣬ԸҪʵԼҲԸҪαûôۣΪԼһ˾ͿƵġҲûп壬֪Լʲôôšͬ־ˣҴԼ෴ҺԺģ˵ЩƨʲôһҲԼˡ 

14 
һȣӾʹչˣ굽ұ棬ҡͻȻо첲ϱһƬȫˮ 
һһʣͣ˵ҲаĲУ㻹ǲףҸôһа̫˲ⲻܽܰ 
ҺٺٵЦˣ˵ӣ㲻ǰ˰ɣ 
޵øˣܰ˷ֻӡ 
һҹ˯췭ظģӺ˵˵֪˶ã˯ˡڶһҷԼʵһ̣Ӷľˡѵʱӻ˯أͷϣССŻǸŮˡҲر˱ôͲǸŮأ 
ѮԺ۾׵øƵģҴҵϴˢԼЩ߰ĴӡȴһɧҲûСAƬһˣĻ˵ӣٲˡګګ˵᲻á 
˵᲻òҲòǣ˾͵ʲôҲûҲ֪ǵһΣҲ˵ķİӣ㡣ˬˣҲҲԡ 
̾Ϣ԰ 
˵Ʋġ˵ǺûӰɣСŶ 
˵ŻңıŻҡ 
˵ҪΪ׵׺ˣΪ׵׵ĽֶΪҽѧҵ 
˵װɣ͵ΪԼˡ 
˵İɣûô׵ģԺעˡ 
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