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⻹û꣬Ǳ߾ʹˣ˵13¹ˡ
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˾ǲԸ鷳
ǵ䣬˵ҵһҲûȷһ£ͰҸȥˡڻ̵״̬»أʲô̬ȣôô׳⣬»һҪ
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ģġⲻڵʱ
һͷǣҿɲԻȥҶŶȤ
ǣʹҶΡ
ˣҲôİɡ
ԥһǿǺӵ塣
ѽʹˡ
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ŭϴ󣬰ˣʳвУںȲҾҪˡ
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һȵظҲ"ӣҩ"ұ͵ߣŰһҩꡣ
ιҩظ졣ҵֱۣҽġҪ˵ҽ治ӹ֪ʱԴἡήÿҵĻʵϵͻʺ̽ʱµ仰˵ḷ́ܲȥ㲻ҲӰķιܡ
һ߰ռ鱨һ߼ҵĿѵʮҿԿ˵ˡ
ʮҿ𣬵۾ǿ壬֪­ڵѪѹ񾭣ĵģпѪɢָҲήҵǰǽۣʱԲ۾
ˣǶôѽ
һºҵҸԭˡһµľ׼û˻һˣҼĻʺĸף׼ʱʧ̨ʻûڣһѱס滨Ľ"ҵĶѽĸ"žҶ̶̵13ƽ飬ΰңΡ
ҳ׵ɵˣ֪װʧɹˣɹһеˣΪֻҪҶһӻĿͣһʱԱʱֶϸ˵
Ҽ֣𽥻ָĹУҲýĿֱֱĿÿһǰˣʵֻǾޣôôƯ
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ҲԼıͣһ״̬ʵֻ˼·
ʧ䣬ǰ׳գǿҵıΪʲôô
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˵Һܴǽ̵ĶѧıǶ졣ԱϿεʱͨ档
˵Ƕܰңرһĸͬ߸硣ֻҪҿϵĶһңû⣬Ҳû⡣
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ϵʹȲ𺳣ָ̺Ű㡢㡢˰˵һ
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ϸһ°ƤϸףüĿȻֻʮ꣬͸һӢôʵôͯء̫ͯӵƷζҲ̫ˡ
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ҵĴԽ֮ڽҿˡ

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ڻʹһᣬʵǴȥˡ
Ҳܣܳʱɹ̫磬Ҫˡ13ѽԴĻ䡣
ǿҪҽ֤£춿뿪ʹԼĸۡˡ
ۣԼļҡ϶˶Ĺң̨ףԵʯʨӣţԼſӭҵȺڣ֣ɣ֣ɡ
ͲѵʱһڶЦҡ
⺢Ư̫͡ˡ
ҲǺͣһȵӢ񣻶⺢ҫۡ
ɵɵĿʱ򣬷ҵİ˵"ƽү͸г衣"
ʲᡣңģЩ衣
ҳɵˡ
ƽ˸򵥵ĽӣҾƽ˸˵涪ˣֱҲŴʯ״̬»ָ
"ˣúЪЪ"ƽ˴ͷᱳ˵"ͬһӣ̫ӵ˵˶ӣūȥЩūӵĽֲܽ"ƽ۾ؿң"ӣūûһ̰"
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˧ῴңӦǺܵأ˧̫Сˣľͺƭ˴Ĵɫǡ
"Ǹƽ"˵"Ǹеʣܰҵ"
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Ҫ֪Ҵû˧硣m
ͷο"ˣҺܺáֻǼǲǰˡˣ´Ҵ"
Ĵ۾ңɴӰϻ䡣
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⺢ӣ֪ӺɷѪᡣ
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óȰ˧簲ʱ͸óˡ
˵š
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üûжСҽ"ڹʱҽ˵ӳЩ嵭ĶãӴˣٳ嵭ʳӰθڣǲϲЩɫھͽ"
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һӵ˲ϵʯãĺǺЦ
"ͣ᲻ѽ"ѧӾǻ˵
ٷԵ°ȻСʳ֪ζӣĺúЦ
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ˣ̺Ҵ·Ŵ·鷳һһģҪû˰æһ治֪ᴩ
ϴڣͭǰͷҴԽһվӡ
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ҵüǽһĶʵˣҶ޷Ը
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ѽֱһ
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΢΢һЦҵѽһѣΡ
Уұ۾а¾ģܲվӾ;գСеܲˡ
"ӣ"
һĵÿ
"ӣˡ"

緹ʰƽʱʱʲᣬʲʱѧϰѧЩʲᡣ
վӦǸֻǲ֪Ľˮƽ
ɻҲҪЩʱ𣬵õ϶ȥˡ
ԷƱϤʷ˶Ӧ֪˵ǻ۾ԲС֪֪ˣսбʦѧˮۣˣЩǧԡƽʱҲѧġ
ǹŴƷѡҲŷϵҼʶãҳһ׵׵äǣƷѡʶֿΡ
ֿΣҵר˵Ҳǿư綪»صϡ
Σܺáλ˧磬Ū֣һһ֮
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"á"
ƽʱҲϲ֮⣬һֻһǮÿγȥ涼ʹҿԾ䡣
˳ƽᳵ·һУ⹭ͼͬƽʱòһ
û׼ǣ顣ù֣ûͷ
оأǱƽе"ӣҵġ"
̧һʱɢƽļʮİ
ûֹƵļҶȥڰؿڡ
ұŭƽĹݺڵ¡һ仰˵
첽ߵԡ
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"ӡ"ƽᣬһĲ֪롣
ŭ"ã˵ӣ֪֪жΣգϣҪһ۾죬ûѽССͣݶ"
ƽŴ죬ѵƿԡ
"ƽ£ӷӵģǲǵˡ"˵
"£"
ƽί˵"˴ӷӣ˰ˡ"
ҵʱģԭ񶾵ҡ
"ƽ»ӡ"ת򰲶˵"ԲȻҲǵ£Ҳԡ"
񶾵Ȼҵ˼Ȼҽ壬Ҳе£ҲûίĴһһһ

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Եһ㶽ָ̬"лӹģʲˡ"
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"֪"
"˵ġ"
"ðˡ"ʹشӦ""ҹ۹⿴"֪ɡ"
һı飬ַˡ
СС򣬶Ҳãδ˥

ʱڴߣĿ˸˸Ķʵ˵ʲ˼ûУֻǾú档
·һ£ʣСʱֿʼԥˡ
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ûѳԳĶ˵ҵĳҲǸģֻ񲻳Կ
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Լϴͷ־ٵˣԾɱӣơɴѧձ÷ͷϵһβ
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緹ʱƽо˵ѹɵһ仰˵
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߸紩˼㿡ʣɾף˧һ
ҵĹӣ簮ҵı"Ӹպãʲ֡"
֣˵"Ҹﲻ棬Ҫȥ档"
߻ü˵"Ͳµƣҽȥġ"

߸Ļᣬ˻ɼ򵥵öǸ輿ĵߺߣаҳúá
˻赸߸˵"߸㿴"˵꣬ɻߡ
ټĻ԰ߵһƧĵطĺɵʱ߸߽һ谵ʯҡ
ҵ۾һӦ˺ڰֻܽץס߸֡
˵ǽϵĻѣҿеһƳˣϲ޺ۣͷһ㡣
ѯʵĿ⣬߸һ֣װһͰˮϡ
˻һȴһԡ߸߽ˣקͷͷ¶һŲ԰ȴ߸Цң"ϵ"⣬ҾɵҲˣĥûˣ϶ҵ㣬С
΢΢۾һֻϡ
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"ǵ"ҵͷ߸˵"㿴ġ"
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һߵᣬһѳϡõĿӡ
һ죬æ𿪡
ҵǰȻͦ󣬵ȴǴŮǲλҴû⼸СҶǿ˷ϰ̬ܲȶԴ
߸翴ұͷɻң"ˣǰǺϲµ"
ϲ£ʲ£
һعͷ˵һըˣȻһš
ڸʲûҲóڡڡ......
"ס"ʧ̬Ĵ𣬴סˣ˿Ҹ˳
"ͷΣȥ"ǷӦ˳
̬̬̫̬ˣֱ̬ҾȻϲҲǱ̬
ᣬһ̬ﰡ
ǿѹסθķ
"ˣ"߸סҡ
"֣ͷҪظǸǸԽ"̬߸Ļ

ҽ㿴ᱨ棬Сû˵ǣƤ൫ûʲ󰭣ֻͥ˺ѵһڲз£ʳҲע⡣
ҽ˵ܷµʱĿҡƣʲ¡ֲġ
Ƕʲᣬѵ˶ϲᡣ
ܵĴ̼̫ûθڡҰڷͽ˳ȥŲߵķ䣬뻹˽ȥ
㿿ڴϣࡣɫȻܲ԰ףԵþЩ
Ŀ⣬һ仰˵ͻȻԼǴɵĿԡ
"Ҳ֪Ǹ㻹"˰죬µðһ䡣˵꣬Լһ⣬ʲᣬο𣿸շ£ֱߡ
棬ǲĿһ˿仯ûǼ
"һ飬㸸ĸá㣬úϢɡ"˵꣬ͷҲص߳

ϴ˯£ߡ
""֧⣬˵"ǲǺܻ"
ƽĿҲش֤Ƶļ˵"ҲٱԸˣҪúõĴǣ۸ǣҲñ۸"
ĬĬģһȥЩСǡ
"ϲ㡣"
ƯİΪһӶ˵Ļڶ
뵱ҽ˶ÿ"С磬ϲ"ЦʱΪϲǷеģܹϾʧȥ˷
ǣʶһµˣȴ˵ϲ
ҲڵһҵʱιҵһˮʱΪʱ򣬻ڵһۿʱҾϲˡ
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ֱס"ȥģ"
"ȥ鷿˯"װ"˵ҲǿġԹ˯ɡ"
"ûǿȰԸġ"
Ц"ԸԸʹİɣҲΪСġ"


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ᣬʼʵʩ鷿µļƻ
ȣλС˧硣ҿʼһ
"ƽ£᲻ҪƺӣְɣҪҸƺңСᶼС"ƺһøģϵĵһ
ƽһϲһ졣
˧ƽıסң"ҿĿ"
Ŀƽ"ϲҡ"
˿⵶ǹİָֻһףҿ˵"ӣֻˣԽ"
ϡ
ЦЦ"ûʲᣬֻǸƺǣҲǿ"
ĸĵһɹһ룬ֽѾܺˡ
"Ҫ˭ȥ"ʣȻƽһȸԾһû顣

һʵϰ֣ϰֺôȰѽҹĸһ൫䶼оŨŨĸ˭˵ʹû飬ϰֵ̺ܸѽ
ѽɫֲϷϷˡʵ˺þãһʱ˷ܻһδ߸Ƕӡ
ǿư࣬δͯ࣬򵥵һҵһ±֮ᣬҵ۾ֱˣĻеʪ
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𺳻δˣϼҵĴҵȻӦĩ˰ұϣҵͷ˵"ǳˣ游ˡ"
ҵǣΪ춼ΪǷһȻĵطҵĸۡĵطҲģϼº޹ϵɴᷢ䣬ҪְҪή򽵼кô
Ĵãв⡣ᣬֵתһˣȻְĻŭš
ҴãұĶҼҽõѹĲ䲻͡ǺһȴĪرһһɱ֣Ħ˶ҾͶء
ԣ˵"ĸģТТĸᡣ"Ŀףǳרҵûļ粿ʱͱˡ
ʹ֮쳣ɹĻϲĴظһ·߱߳
ƽҸȾһ˵˧ɤܴҸ˲ŸһŴϳš

ڶ죬ڸ׼ĸʱʥּˡ
ʥּǼһϲҳʥּµҿЦãи̾ѽҵԩҡָ̾ѽұ˿
ʵ۽ȥ͸ͯ
ãһʥּͽ̱ΪڣȨ
֪һҡ
׻˵˫С
Ҹսʥּ߸͵ˣ˵ҪҺúòٰһ»Ľš
֣͸ٰͯ
߸һЦ"ɷѰѽҲί"˵ͿʼԸ
ҿ㽫߸磬ֱƣҵĸۡһϤ
ŴµЧһҲִһʵ
￪ʼڡʼתΪɫľҪˡҪһԱͬ˽ˡ
߰궼ûɵԸ᲻˼ķʽˡ
ʯң߸Ҽ˵"ƵĺܺãֵǶˡ"
ҿЦ"߸ȡЦˣﻢ£ദ"
߸Ц˵"û뵽ȻҲкµˣ"
Ϊ֮ᡣ
߸翴ˣصĶ˵"ܱĶ"˵һƿĶЦ˵"ⶫɺأֻһǴɣʱԹڲҺò׵ʡʹ"˵꣬Цǽһɫ飬ЦĶС
߸翴ҵŵЦûûˣ˵"ЦᣬЦˣʬɡ"߸ֹסЦ˵"û¡糯ּô޼ͷٸԭְ˵ǰ¼ʱϼⷸмǸͯҲǸף˻ء"
ֽ˵"Тӣ㲻ԸҲ롣ǵ㻹õ"
Ծɲģ˵"ģ㲻֪ô۸㣬߸粻ù"˵Ц"Ϊ̫ӽþͿΪΪȻˣⱲӾֻкúź㡣"
"ֳ̫ˡ"ʡ
߸Ц"㵱̲ᣬ̲̫ҿǷ˺ôľŰСŪ"
"˭Ҳû뵽ʥͰ¸ˡ£̫ӿҪˡ"˵ҼüŪ۵ġ
˵˵ҵֵܶϲˡ
ҳԾѣ˭ȥģҲ̫˰ɡ
߸ٺЦͣ"ҽġ"
Ψ²ҡ
̫һ˵ֵܱ鲻һиˡ桢ֻãȻ⣬̫ӵıȴû߸˵ԾЦ棬ֻϲ⣬Ҳֻǵ˵˾乧ϲʮĵܡ߸˵"ǰȢ˸ǵúúùϲ"
Ҽ϶ЦӯӯģĲ֪ɱ˶ٻغϡ
İٷ֮ʮǻǸ
ϯֵǻƣʼҲң߸һ仰ᣬֻҪ˾Ʊᱻ£߸˵"ͻСϲӣҪǺ˶ϻǵ粻չ˵ܵˡ"
˭˵Ҫˡ
ǣҺѵ˺ȵļλֳѵĽ˶ѵͬޱȽƣѵһϵеĻǰ
ֱ˶߹ˣһѡ
˵ʵе¡ܲҡе㵨սľĿ
㴩һ죬Եüббޣͦ촽͸ķɫӦ褡ῴҲг衣
ǲܵˣ䳡ɡ
"ǸǸϽǸ......"й˵ʺƶһھǳԡ
Ľҿ˿һ벻֪ʲڵ˵"һϣҲ֪ԺûУȵɡ"Ŀ
ӹȥˡm
˿ӹеʣ"ᣬú˯һɡ"˵꣬Ϳһݡͻһ£֪˽ɡ
֮ҹҲܳȥ˯ѽҪǽҳȥˣ֪ᴫʲء
˿˼ƽϣӰһš
ѧУʱûд˯Ҿ;õӰڳһţڰ칫һᡣö֮ӹҲ¯ࡣ
ޱ˵"˻ûãϢɣҽ˯ϡ"
ûҵñӣֻúڵϣ·ͦ񡣿ɾҹһǱˡ
ůĴԼŬ¶ȣҲҿɲȰҵ˺õĲףҲʮµġ
ûˣʹ˴궳ñš
˹Ҫ밲һָָǵͦŵˡ
·Ȳ裬ϲŽů
ʱˡ
ҶЦЦޱĲǡ
ƽȻһˣѵá
ʱҪãɿվǵױү
"ǸϽһðɡ"ʵ˵
ڵļ˿⣬"Ͻζ㳢"
ͦӾȻˣĻŭţǺǣСʱǡ
ͣĸˣܿǰһʳ
ƽ˵"ˣͯźĺܺѽ"
Ҹպȵһȫˣʲѽ軹ǳԴס
һ߿һ͵͵Ĺ۲㣬ȻС
ֺֺЦ˵"ĸѽ"һ"ǸǸϽѽ"
"Զ֮"ҷּ˾"Զ֮"
Զ֮øԶ֮İɣⲻҾԶ֮

Ҿ;Զ֮ˣҲٶһҹƽ˯ҵҸ˺úůů
ոƽ˯¾ˣƽɧңʱʱ͵ǣŪû˯
ͨʵЩʵҾͿʼʵˣҹҷհƽŵðҴ򡢼ҩҽ£Ѹȫˡֱ賿Ҳջ˯˹ȥ
һڣҿǰٿĪ硣е˶Ϊ۹ȣر߸˵ǽһ"֪ͯζܺãܲˣưԸ۵á"
̬߸磬ûġǵͼȤζ
һԴ£ʵûʲ¾ЩԡСҪԴϢ
ڼƽͰң˵˵
һνӴҷְǲ٣ȣμҵǱʣƽʴ󷽣ԻáŨȤúҡ
ãʩڿʼҸÿ˲ҵÿҪʷΡѧ֮飬ҽ⣬ûɷʣҵȻϹʣʵⶼǹؼڣԽԽʱԽԽ࣬۾ҲԽԽ䡣
ƽ򵥵Ķ࣬⺢ûʲֱһŰֽ÷ӽ٣Ҹǰ٣ҵҪɱȷӵĶ࣬ҵĽͨ׶ѧ°빦춷Ӿ̾Ϊɶõġ
Ϊйʱ䵹ѰԶ֮ͬ־Ȼһζңҵʲᣬʲᡣ
ҵó۾ǧСˡ


6
һϲѶ˵Ҫ̤ࡣ
մʪӻ꣬治硣
޴ʹҸղŵĲһɨ⣬߸""ΪС²ش֪ʫʡ
"ˡ"߸ƥ׵ĸͷٷĶ΢Ц
"ңҵá"ƾʲôҪƥСһȣҰ˲֪١
"岻ãõ߸Ϊá"
"ߣ˵ĺͷɡ"
߸ֵۡ
"Ҫ϶˧"̵"ͷһߣҿǷΡٷ硢桢ʷǷ˳ɽƬСţԡ"
߸ЦĿϵˡ
Ҳеȡҷת֮Ƥ˲٣ֻǰҲ˵ڡ
"ѽѽ˭֪ѹһˣֵȻܸȡ"
"㿴СЩС۾ǿ"
߸Ȼϵôû˿ңǿõ
ŭ硣
һ޳ϣ
"㡣"
УСҡǰӴ붼ڰϲԭˣƥСҺΡ
ҵֳ֣˫ȼнڲݵⱼۡ
ˣ߸Һ"ס"
Цãװ֡
˦˭֪߸ÿ죬ת۾ͺƽ룬һץסͬʱסƥ
Сһұ߸ߵ
ҵ""һ̾ͱһӵס
̧ۿ߸԰һҵ΢΢
"û°ɡ"ÿţǲġ
ԹģҪҲˤŵñһ뻹˰ɣô˵ҲΪҺá
"û£һˤֲ㡣"ҴȤ
߸˿ҵֽ˽
"ҪƢղźΣգҲ㱻......"
"ǲǡ"ЦŽ¾䣬""
Ÿմأһ߸缰ʱסң˵ʲôҷ
κܹʲôҲû˵ΪҺܲҵķҵƵķ
ԺҪúöӢš
ص󲿶ҵ֯޼ѾһССɧҡ

йˡ
ǵȻʹµȴʧʼϡ
šҾˡ
""תͷҡ
ææһ裬ҽʵʵˤһӡ
һƬЦ
վϵһҾ"ʷɾףһʱĿѣԣΪ㵹븸ˡʧ"
մãʵ۵ʱժϵ͸ң˵һӰˤ
ƲһſЦСҶ
첽ߵʵߣл͡
ʵϵǸ˵Ĳˣһֱ϶ûſҵ֡
ȴҶúƷŲ衣λӿʼ׷ŪԼѧʶӲ迪ʼ졣
ȻһֱǸϲԼˣÿεյְܽϣҶһԣĹ˵ҲɼҲڸлʦҵİ֧нѧУҵǫѷģʵֻǲϲԲԣ˶ٹʦѧĿãʵûҪ̸
˹ˣһ᲻ɺЦ21͵ĹҶôڣҪƻƻһſھͳһ£̸ֽ
һֱóĶ濶ļŻԶ뼸Ҫʵִһͳӡ̾սǼôսɾϹΪսǰ˫нľԲǷٺͲʢĿꡣ
Ŷϲλĺܷ޿ʱվĻ
̫˵"۲ŴԣZ̷ܽǳñΪʱ磬ҪӸZ¶Զհ"
ˣ˵
絹Ҳ̫Ӵ˼ˡ
Ȼ̫ӱˣ̫ȺİѸղŷԵһıһԼļ⡣
......쵼ѽ
ļ⻹Ǻеִ˼룬ǳ˵Σƽʱ¹һģѵô赭д˵ɽˮ
̫ӻ䣬ȹƣ
ĵü£е˶ңΡ
"ιˡ"ʵһҡ
Ȼı"̫Ӹ署ʵ̫ˡ"죬ǲ֪쵼껰ҪƵǻò
üͬʱ֣ı飬һһ
"磬㲻ô"ʡ
ͬǻӣ㿴˼̫Ӷءຬֲ㲻ó衣
"үүޱɷʮ彲"
ӴСӹհһӲϴ˵ơ
ңңҲûүѽ
"ʣС̫Ӹ֮۾δᡣ"
Ҳã߸̫Сˡ
"޷˵˵ɡ"
߸磬ҲӡϵҲþܾ
""ұҾ󷽷мһվĵþûˣ񫡣
"̫Ӹɫٴ죬ųжȣһʱԹʶʧ̬̫Ӹ纣"
˵ˮ
һƬ˷
̫ӾȻɫ䣬ǿ
"ֻ......"ʵҲЩΡ
"ѽ̫Ӹĺܺ"Цҹ⸱Сӡ
"̫Ӹ署ЩҲ̫ͬ߸ƽʱ˵ֻҪǿȻĺƽơ"
"߸磬ô"
߸磬ҵ㣬ôлҡ
ҵĻʵ۵߸΢Ц"ǿĺƽ⻰˵úܺá"
ҵЦż˵"߸˵Ǻõģѵúġ˵ɣȻҪǮҪǮҪӰ룬ӰյҪũҵճɣũƷҪҪˮŽ·һ˶ҪǿĺƽǼ仰˵ء˵Ҳ̫"
һƬžǵ붼ü
"ʮĵ˵üǣΪֳճȻ̸ֻʮĵЦˡ"̫ӾȻЦŸ˵
Ǹ
̫ת߸ԾĶţ"ߵܼأֵ֮䵹Ӧ׽׽"
߸û̫ӣһֱңұûëղŵһɨ⡣
߸磬ңҲ֪ġ
緹Եһ㶼죬ƤЦ߸ͻȻ˳ˣҸ˴һ̻̲
"߸"òץס
"߸ҵô"ҿͰ͵ġ
߸ޱĿһۣߡ
"߸......"ʹ
ȫװģ糿˹ϥǱһʹˡ
߸סΣпϲ
"߸磬ҵȺʹ߲ˡ"ſǻ
ֻӷϵ۱ӣǧҸӣͷͷ
"ʹ"
Ŀڴﵽ
"ˤϥˣʹĲܶ"ʹգ۾ɶǲӰ
߸ƿҵӣһ̶ݺݵĵң"ô˵"
ţôˡ
ۣôŰɣˤһôôôѪ
߸һѱңֱٰҵҡ
ܣһմˮҾеƲסض¿ˡ
ڰճסĿʵˡҵж˿أ͵˲ƤôôѪ
߸չϧƵĸҩĩ˻ش
ʧٶʱһӾͱˡ
"ޣһͲˡ"
"߸......"ҳવ"߸......ʲôǵ......ֻ߸Һ......һú߸Ļ......ٵƤˣ֪˵˻......߸......"
߸İ§ڻţÿţо......Ϥ
ͷ߸߽Ƶ"ԣ߸粻ǰ......ǵҲã߸ֻϣԶôֵġ"
ޣ鶼䵽Ư·ϡ
"ôˣĲ"ҵĶͷҵĲӡ"ڷ"
ôûá
߸ɾĴ̫ҽ̫ҽ˵һʲôΡƢθѽģһ䶼û
ϷӣԴϢ
õҩҾҽ˯ˡ
һ˯ĺʹ
ʱ߸ҴһҵϢ
ΪϵĻʱıг̣·;ңԶҺЩֵ͵ĻǶҪشӪܻ
ʧı飬߸簲ο˵"ˣ߸ú档"
糿𴲷й壬ˡ
ݲ緹ҩֱڸﻹġ
˰ΣЩʳ¿顣ϵѾ٣ϴµĿѾûˡ
"ʮ"һ۵ӵڶ
̧ͷ̫7Ķ
ҿϸϸظ밲
⺢йء
ǰͷ
"ôˣ"
һЦ"ˣ길Ĺˡ"
"ùŶʮ嶼ǿ"
"ʮ影ǳԡ"˿
"ʮƵúܣһɣʮ㽲¡"
۷Ź⣬ĵĲֹһˡ
͵кӶðաӢĹȤ룬ʹﺽ
£庢Ӷ˵СһϾʮꡣһСӵ۾ֱˣĿתĿҡ
˽ºͶ룬ʱѧͨƬǻкܶѧڽʱģҡ
ŽţҾͷڲӣĲͣԽԽַҪྪжྪգ̾
һ½꣬ѾǿڸƣǲĲ
ΣϷ鱻һͨ
ҵոˣϻЩ治˾ҵģʹӵϷҸ˵Ϸ˰˵ӡ
˼֣һ麹С
ͷϣ֮͡
ʹĶӵĶʹӵĶwӴ˽
"ʮѽôүүûʮһȥѽ"֪ʡ
"ǲģӦŵ㡣"
ƣҷ㡣
ǹལһ˿ûռˡǣ˭ѽӹĶǶսʮˡ
ڴϲûռ˷Ū˸ͷҵӵҲرɲ֪٣ǻͻ䡣
ֻǿϧֻҪҳ⣬ԾûϷ
һ磬ֲ֧ﺢű
Թ緹СԹˡ
˵ƴȥŵĵط
ЦСô
Ǿ˭һСֶӣϴģرȻ̫˵ˮĴ۾һֱĿҡ
ˣ𴲴·ƥС·ˡ
սӾȻһ·ô۵¶Źˡ̬ʮֿɣҲɵðԾ衣
һߣˮ峺̲һڡ
ҴźǴˮƯڣЩȫϵϷ棬ζžбɫʵ顣
Ϊ뿪ʮ֮⣬֮䵥һνѵҲٸǱҵĻᡣ
ۿ̫ɽСڳסˡ
"ʮ壬ǽ°ɡ" wȷѡ
Щɻ󣬷ô󾢣Ϊҽ¡
"ðwʲô"
w¶ıóѵЦ"ʮʶ㣬͸ǽ°ɡ"

˿ͻȻĺǣʶǸȦס
û֨w˵"˵ʮΣûУʮÿγʱԲѵģӦǼİɣʲô"
"w磬˵ˡ"һԲ˵
"£ѹʮ壬ֲ㵱Ʒ"
Ʒ־wЦһ죬ٻʹҷǳز졣
Ĭǽ𡣼Ȼ֪ôǾʲô˵
"ˣǻȥɡ"ûǵƣֱߵǰ׼
һɴ˦ڵϡ
վֹסæ˵"λСү̫ˣ֮ǰ"
"ʮˣֶֻʮ׽׽"˵߽ң͵һץסҵļ硣
ƲæңθնİĽͼǾϡ
֪룬СĺŵôۿҪѪ¼
ͼذ
"ס"Ҵһ
"ֶҽôðҲ뿼ǵĹء"
ת˵"ҺλСү򣬲Ӯ˭֡"
ӣǶ㲻ˡ
Ȱ裬תս
֪ӮˡȲ˵wҴһ꣬ͺͬߺҲռƣ˵һŲ
ҰӢۣ̬ø˽᲻ʰ
һԲƽĽʼˡ
ʼһø׽ҵֶԸڸ˼ȭҵĵֿԽԽ
ϥǱصһţһѹڵϣһȵסҵıѹһֻŲסҳסӵ֣ץסҵͷϳ
"ʮôǽˡ"
w˵ߴӵץɳ
"ʮڶûûȵֶóԵġ"
ҽҧסͷƤľʹѳ
Ǳߴײҵ̲סˡ
ʽ뿴ĵطչ
"......"һſڣͽһɳ˵˵ˣʼѡ
ٲָֹص״
˲ϵʹײֻһ֧壬عⷵƵһײʱԵץסͷҲ漴ſ
wĹϣסĺŭ"ȫס֡"
ڴ򶷵ȫͣ
ۿűw˵"ô"˵Žȫѹϡ
ҵֺзִ磬ûѹߵĴҲܿʺǡ
wѵĵ˵ͷҳɿwؿԣŴľһȺ˵"͸ԵӻȥƱҲ"
"ʮ"ܵ߹е"ʮ壬㻹"
⺢ۻá
ʹɳźɤ
οضЦЦ"Һ......"û˵Ҿͻȥˡ

ѹʱѾڴϡ
һȰڵ߸硣
˹߸ȵ"ûõĶˡ"
"Ҫ߸磬"ҾУ
߸ɫӵĿȹ
һɣʱ̱ڴϣָͷٶ
߸ĿƬ̣ұڻ̾Ϣҵͷ°Ħ
"߸ûб㡣ǧ¡"
ûУȻܻشֻ
߸ĻǺůðġ
Ƭ̣Ҿͻ˯ȥ

7
֪˯˶ã......һظˡ
"үү"һϲؽ
ӵ
ұۣкǲ͡
ֲҽԺܰһľֹ۵λϡ
""ǰ
ЦЦȴʲôûС
Щ֣̿ŶԼġ
""ҵĲ"ӻˣҽ˵ֻҪ˾ûʲôˡ"
"ֻûõġ"
±ۣˡ
䣬͸Сƨ˳ܣôͻء
Ҿô......
"ô"
ۣ߸סҵֳ˿
"ˣˡ"߸翴ҵ۾еɵģ"߸......߸......õ"
߸ҵϡ
߸㲣ɫ԰ף˫۵Ѫ˿أ»Σû˯ˣ
㲵ӣҺۣһΪҵ߸羹۰ҵġ
"ȥϢ"Ķ˶죬Ȼ˺ܴľǷ
"Ҫʲô"߸ҡ
΢Ц׵ıҵ˼ҵĿ͡
ùһ룬ߴ˴˵"ҩҾȥϢ"
Ŀ߸ҩһڡ
ףҵҩʲô
ɻ߸ĴѹһҩôҿС
ιҩ......ʲôʱѧġ
뿪ҵʱ۲һΧôԱ˵ı鶼ô......ϰΪ
ǡǣֵѽƵġ
ҩԵıһͶ
ڣҵļ߸Ϣȥˡ
ƽҲȥˣ徲
"㻹ûã˯ɡ"ƽ˵
˱ۣˡҶ˯ˡ
""ƽ̾˿"ôôСء֪ôү粽չ㣬һɿˡղ˻һֱͣĳ鴤үͱһҲſ빬үãһҪչ㡣"
"ҪúñԼѽ"
ƽҽЩ췢£ҳµĵϻϾwҲѵһͨûʲô£˭ϵҰҹͻȻԣǴξͲݲݽˡ߸ӱ޵İͻظ̫ҽ˵Ǿɼ쳣գҸæ˸ɹǲ£߸罹񱩣Σ㲻֪˶ٱӣҪ̫ļʱƾͱˡ
ƽ꣬һ˵"ڲѣ⸮͵ñүˡ"
ǸεĶƽЦЦ治֪ô鷳
ƽָҽ˽ЩңŽţҾ˯ˡ
ҩԵʣһ˯Ժ˸ιιˮԾιֻǲ֪ǰ߸硣
ֲ֪˯˶ãֻú񱻰ᵽˮУһ˫زҵ壬ˮů⣬𽥷ҲĻָЩ
ۣ߸רעĸϴ衣
е죬װûѵӼ۱ϡ
ϴú߸Ҳɾطڴϣһ˫ҵļ׵ʼѹ
ַ......˲䱻ƣԭһԣҪʱԭ߸硣
"߸"š
ڱͣͣ"˯ˡ"
"߸............ˡ"
ֻص߸Ļ߸̾Ϣ˵"ĺ......ʧȥ......Ҫ뿪ҡ"
ӷ߸Ļûл̿֡ûɬûΪ飬ֻǾúðȫů
ҵģԸԶҵġ

8
ɽȥ˿
ⳡڴɵĶ쳤Ģˡ
ڼ䣬߸һֱûлعҡȻҵһȫ졣
ŵүչϸģҼ˳ֻһͻ뷨ȥԸҲ޼ƿʩ
һֱôţҲֵ÷ſ֡
ֱһ죬߸籧ǸĶ˵ˣϰˡ
ҺóԾ"߸磬˵ǽͳ졣"һֱΪһǸ׳԰׺ȵ׳ء
߸Цָֻ˻̫ӡ
"߸ɣǲǺѽ"
ˣǸɫ͸ҿȾ
߸ߺҡҡλε´һ¾ο㡣
߸ϱû׼ǳˣĿǲ֮
ɫ԰׵ڴϣ˵ǲᡣҶ´ء
㿴ҽһ仰˵Ͽκα顣
""
͵ʹӦһ
"Զ֮˺֮ǰ㲻չңԶ֮ɣʲôҪֻԼȥ֧ȡҡ"
zyzz
ڿһ׼׼׳棬˳Ծ˯
ֻǿϧһ治ôõҵӦˡ
ѽƵ
ڴأһ̧ͷһƽеֻɫСе
ţ
"ϲô"ƽýҡ
ɫë޵С죬۾ȥʱĽ
ҾĶС"Ưġ"
"ǿɰʲô񣬽еĿ"
"Ͳµϲү˸ģ˵Ǹƣ壬ϡأҲ֪үġ"
֪Ī߸硣
ʱ䵹Ѱˣ˳ʱҲ뿪
Һ𣬸Ǻϡ
Ǳ࣬һҵʳȫûˡ
ȲУϺƽԱ߆
࣬ƽϴϢʱ˵ийֵҡ
"ԭǸϵĹ£ͯ˺󣬱ү˳ȥҪô˺......"ƽֹ
"ɣô˵ҲǴӸȥġ"߸Ǩŭ˵ļѾ̹ˡǸԩ
ǹһҾ͹Ҵʹޣ˵ԼôӣʹƵģʼһеͬ׵ĳܲҲпԭûû˵ҽᷳ
"ܼʲôֱ˵ɣүˡ"ƽֹס˵Ļ
ЩڨڨĿڣԭûйٸԭְĿܣͰ͵Ĺ˵"С˿ڷԡ"
"ɣߺҲû£һֱƽٰģҲãƽҲе㡣"
ллó˵"СûʲôТӵģѰ˸»Цɡ"
򿪺һǸƵ£⵹ӣϸϸʵϾӨ󣬸ǿһͷ˸޵ͷвƵ͹ĦǸʲô̧ͷƽȴһӶı顣
ɫЦ˵"СĻӴ˸С⣬ӽơ"
кģĪִֻ񣬻ʲôߡ
²ؿŹִſڴ
ǸʮһкӣŽţϴ˼ɴԼɼĿ毺õԲ԰ףĴš
Скţ밲ſڵһ
⺢Ӷ˶ĹſڵϣЩƣôСĺӻʲôôҽƣĪǻᳪ衣
ִǺӱҹã˵ţ"ӣ⺢ӵĽɺء"˵ƿɴ¶壬Ҫȥ
زҪ֪Ǿɵˡ
ҸƵ´һŰѹ߷ڵء
"ޣ˲ǣĶҹ"ûƿڴߴ֡
"ӡ"ƽȰҡ
"ˣĶȥԶš"ƽԸš
ܿ˽߻סͷĹ֣Ǻʱ
°סֵͣĿҲͣ˵"үүūŴˡүūŰɡ"
"£úӱ£Ҳ˺ġ"§סı
ƽ⺢ӽн𰣬ĸ˫͸Ϊ˭ϸزûǮҽΣɩӼû־ӣڵ˹
Ǹຢӡ
С壬ûʲôѪɫĴ֪˲ٵĿࡣ
˴ȥúչˡƽ"Ҹôй顣"
ƽչе㱳ּ黫ϵڴĦ⡣ԭǷǳһĵģ߸缸ҪҶʣΪ˺סʹ߸Ÿߡ
"ôϲ˸ҹܼҡ" Һơ
"չ......ÿʱ䶼ЩƯĺӸ档"ƽ֧֧˵
"............棿"Ҵʧɫ
"Ҳȫ............ûԺǸ㿴"
ҳԭô̬
ֲ߸˵ϲҵʱΪ̬ԭҡ
"û˹ô"Ƶ˵
"ⲻ㡣ʱ̫ˣү˵㷢ййҲãʡñ"
йʲôɣ˷йô
"жĺӣȥ"
ƽһƫƧСԺʱлԺΪǿȥһǼªӣûƾĵġ
"үˣš"Ժƿš
ʱһԺ˶ʮĺӡ
"ô"쵽һˡ
"ǲֹЩģǰЩ˼˵ľʮ˸ˡ"ƽ˵
"ôʲô֪"ҷŭ
ƽͷ"ӹлһֱЩСû㣬˾Ϣ"
"С£Сô"
"ǿ¡"ŭЦ
û뵽ôˣŹԺеЩãȻһƬ
"ЪŰɣԹ¡"
˵꣬תԺӡ

Ҿˣƽ˵ǸԺӡ
ǻǹԺӭӣĺʮüĿкӣֻһĵŽš峿ķǵ΢΢
ҸﲻûǮѽô·ЬӶûǮôŰͯɻƽ
"µȵļū......רйģȻ䴩Ь·ҲΪ˷......"
ĴƽĻ
"ˣѪˣһǸĸ......"
Щ˵ȥˣ²ֱܹˣҪֻܹ̬
Ьǻϣջмҵĺһ˸һӣûҵĹ¶ڸѧһ֮Ҳýܹڡ
æһ磬ͳ˶ʮӣʣµĺҪôǹ¶ҪôǱʱ̫СѾǵüˡ
ͷصж˴룬ʣµľͼˣзӽ֪ʶٲäȻдԼСӦò⡣
ԹѸ۴Сһ飬ԼļԼҪס
˱˶˲״Ҹ֧ã˹ʵʦүһ˵㽱ʦүм
ҲҪģѸСۼϣ֣ĸ1巣˽̣Υ߸ϳ2ᱡСȨѹˣҲ⣻3ùݣҾкɣ4ƽȣͶջ񣬳˷ɵĺõн𣬵Ȼع涨Ļ۷5ݼٵȵ......
ķ˰ۣһƬž˵ûУ
ƽֵңǹ
"ǺܶūôԲݣүȻ⴦ãǵġ"
̫ˣǱѹôãһӦ
ļԲȶĸҪһ룬ҾܵķȻǷˣԵ˵ÿ˶б꣬ÿԷż죬Ҳ巣ʱûУҲδ𣬵˺һƬȫǼѵ"лүлү¡"
......ҿƽǾôķӦ......
鼫Ϊӡ
æһ죬ʱȻҲˡ
˺õ߰˰ˡ
Ȼ㻹һҪףҳԷѾܸˣ
ҲʱȰ˶ԣԼȴûôϾ۵ûŶҵķһɲһӾûθڡ
ڴϾûղԡʱ
۵úȴ˯ţڴϷӱʱһƽ˸˽
һ룬ʱһͷ
"ƽĲԡ"
"϶ûôأ˿ô졣"˵"ԣֻһͺá"
ƭˣֻҪһſڣ붼ȥ
ҲûĶ
̾һ𣬹ȻƽЦǽһá
"֪ң᲻š"˵һڡ
ĳ࣬ҪʳĴ֪ΪҺãԶٶٳҲܲѽ
꣬ƽĳȥˣ򣬵186ֻʱһůұӡ
"ƽ"
"ѽ"޹Ĵ۾գѽգĿң˵ֲ
СĴ塣
һ˯
"ƽҺۣҪ˺òá"
ƽѵõʵظҵͷ
"֪ˣҲ㡣ҹɡ"
εԳУԹԵ࣬û§׵ġ
иů飬Һܿ˯ȥϡƽ̾Ϣ˵"ԭȲһء"
ܻд֣˱Ƚʲôͽ뵽ʹҺúý
9
ƽֽǸԺӡ
ֻһ죬ԺѲưӣʰøɸɾӲݶҲһ
ʱӵڽ̺Ƕ飬͵͵Ŀһ˭֪ƽ¶ҵμֻýݡ
"ֻ㿴֡"ҷ¸ķӣкվ
ϥϣĴһ£
Ǵͦ룬ɫҲܺá˼Եû۸ȴûһ˸ҿڣǷӴ𣬿ЩµҲ֪ǰܹʲôĥ
뵽˲㣬һǻȥɣʡǵսľ
صﶺ˻Ȥ˼߸ѽ
ôҡ
ңҿȥô
򶨣ƽϳɱ
ϧ߸粻ڼңһкŮýǰ
Ůʮߵһ˫۾ںڴ͸Ż飬ܿɰ
׽Ū˵ĻëַˣٴθʱҹⶢҿȻ
æˮҪ뿪קס½ǽ"С"
ŵͨһڵ"ū澲ңүū澡"
ҹЦǰ"С㡢СƯѽ"
ͷԽԽͣﲻͣĸʾǿˡ
"ƽҰˣô죿"
ƽֵĿһۣ"ǸӣͲͣᡣ"˵꾹ԹԵĺȲ衣
"ˣԲˣҲû˵ʲôѽҽ㣬С......ޣСè......С칷......ܲɽСܰɣܶѽȻ˫۾"
ͷҲ̧޵øˡ
"СԣˣҲҴˣҸǸ......ˣҸ㽲ºòá"
"ǰѽиĴ󺣣סźܶܶ㣬Щ㳤ÿƯ˾͸СƵд۾ͷǳ˶ڷЩ㵱иСŮһСε˺ϣһƬϼӳúˮ˺ɫʱС㿴һҴͷվһˣ......˭"
ҿʱСĳˣ䲻ôһȻӿʵ"˭"ЦĶϾҵ壬æͷȴûޡ
"С㣬ˣһѺ"
Сվ£վһԡʱֽŮϼ̵ģҰһС̽õҽһͨȻŻ˼Цǰϵ˵"ˣɡɣ͵ҷ衣"
ǰ˰£ȻңҼҲֻ΢΢űˡ
ǣҼҵĹ»ᣬһþ۾ڵҲûˡ
ûܼ꣬ҽȥţԷʱСѾͷźɫȻ࣬ҵһЩЦҲôʧɫˡ
̾µġ
߸ڻظ꣬߸ºܸ߱߳Աһ㶼ƣвкöƽҳ˵Ӳá
극߸Ҫƣǽ𣬲ھǴôܵܡ
߸Ц˵˸¸ʳܲؽп졣
ղѽ
"߸磬ˡ"
߸ѵõŤ"һ̸ۣ뵽¡"
˵꣬ɫһʵ"Һʱ㽲ǿĺƽ"
װɵ"㽲ǾǷӽģ˸˵"
߸ҲûͽҪȥĵطǸ֮ѽǳǱ
"߸磬ܴһȥ"۰Ͱ͵ؿ
߸ԥһ"δ˴·;ңԶֲֻ̫¸......"
˿ʧı飬߸ŬŬ˵"ȥҲӦ"
ֻҲ𣬿߸ôΪҲùݡ
"˵ģ߸档"Щɺ˵
߸縮һֱƲ֣ģ䰮ΡÿμѧУ֯ĻúԼȥ棬ѩӾɽļҶࡣ
ɵôӣĴڸڴϡò׸ϸ̤໹Сӻˣơ
鲻ãҵƽԼ԰תơ
Ҽ̫ˣҾ·ˡתһһȴһţôԽԽƫƧۿɫѾҲʱ·ˡ
ãϵ۸˸·ˣҽͷöʱ˸߸ߴĳҲϵӣһʹȻͨˣԭǽĶӳҸͷ죬˵߸ŵġ
ڼϤĽˣкܼ
ûſھƽѵ
ôӿ첽Ӹ˹ȥ
"¼ĶʮҲⲻ"
ŹڵɪɪĺӣڿɫͨƽеϹҴôˡ
"ƽô"
Ҳӣתƽ˵"ǼС£Ҳ㷢ôƢСرŻ"
Ǻӽݣкŵòᣬ˫ֱˡ
ϵһ̸ݸ"ϲԺ"
ǺͨĹڵ"үūŰɣūҲˡ"˵ڵߵͷ
ûʲôѽô˶ħƵġ
"ˣٿľͿɵˡҲ㡣"Ѹһ"̵ĳˡ"˵ȥˡ
ۿƽЦЦĿҡ
"ǰү˵Сʱġ"
ǰ......ţǲš

һ߸͸ҴϢʵ۲ҳ
Ȼ߸оһѵɣҺö⵽ȻƲ֡
߸кöҪæûߺ档
ҳھӦû⡣
ƽʶһȥݡ
Ҽͽöˡ
Ų裬Ÿϵʲôˣӵ£ֻ鵹Ҳơ
ţ˳ҵˡ
"֪ǲЩͯˣ֪ļҵĺҪùඡ"
"ף˵СԴ殳"
"ѽ˵......"
"ǲ֪ǾһҹˣһϽǹ......"
"ϲ棬ÿϽ......"
Խ˵Խף˵Ҷ֪˵˭ˣƽ˵ҾûôǴþͺû¸ɾڽϿˣֱؼŪɫкӶڼв
ʲôҾôˮޡ
ͷѹˡ
ѹɫƽҿʼǲӦñٱҥ
ţҳͷ"λҪ;˵ôѹҪǾ꣬δ󺵲֪Ҫˡ"
Ҳ䡣
"ͣһСӶʲôǻ᲻̫Ӷѡ꺵϶᲻÷̫Ӽ"
"ǵȻ̫ӵĸ׿ʥŮѽ"
"ѽѽ뵱ʥŮķ......"
һҲʲôˣ˽ƽ߳ȥƽȻΪұƽ߷ߵ˵"ͷģôﾲҪүúýѵѵ"
"෹ǲ档Ҷʲôѽ"
"˵......"ƽ
˵ѹһɫħЦ"壬οЩһʶ"
˵ǵĻˮֲ٣˶ԼҲ˼
¶⣬Ժö΢˽á
10
˼죬߸ҹ˵гѶ
ڻ԰ƣǸ߳Աġ
ǾƷ֪ǧ٣֪ضȵˡ
־߸磬Ҳܸˣ˾ˣһ̸ҵɷӶڷ⡣
Ӻ˱Ӿƣģζ֭ζС
ʱС̸ҿɵ΢ϴε¡
"ϲС죿"߸絭Ц˵
"СƯŮ˭ϲǲС㡣"
СĿƻˣЦ"߸磬㸮˶ÿɰѽ"
"ϲ͸㡣"
"ããϡΪżһξͺã˵ҸＸȫǴӵģ͵Ůǻ"
СˣƵ뿪ҿıӰǺЦõĺܡ
"ǳˣϷ߸ˡ"
"Ϸ"۾"еϷ"
վеͷؽᡣ
½٬վ߸ǰ߸ں۾һָ̧߸°ͣ߸¹ϸ⻬˵"߸磬㳤ĿƯ"߸ӽסЦƮƮı˵ָ"߸磬ϲ㣬ϲ߸üë߸۾߸ıӻ߸......"˵⣬Ҵչȥ߸Ĵ
߸һ̲סЦ
"ŽеϷأ߸洿ࡣ"Цſϡ
һ˧ҸϷȥ鶼õĲˣЦֻ
߸Ŵѹ̾סҡ
"ȶˡ"
"߸"ס"߸㳤ú˧Ůһ޸㡣"
ͷ䣬"߸磬ΪʲܵѽҪܾܵͺˣҪܵ㻹ϲ"
"ϲɰ᲻ϲأ"
"ģ"
"ġ"
ϵϢ뿪"ƭңȻϲҾҪ棬ҳԺóԵģ......"
Ҳ֪߶߶˵Щʲᣬֻǵ߸һߴӦһ߰ұݣڴϣϱӵʱϡ˵Ҫ
ڶ˯ˣ߸һ뿪˾ǡ
Ƶġģ𲻽ңġ
ûظڽߣģߵ˶һҿջԱߡ
"ɸ"һ
Σɽأ㵱Ƕѽ
Ťͷһһ˾Сƨ۾ˮĿҡ
""
ɣжǽǵ
վ˦˦׼ˣСһץסӡ
"ɸߡ"
Ҿɫ˵"СѣҲɣҸ£ֺò"
"糤ÿȻϵɻÿɸǶҡ"СͰ͵˵
˵һˣ˵ΪŵĹʺˣ⽻ʲˣСˣ
ңʱܴС飬˭֪᲻һӣĳĳĳһ챯˵һһҪʱ򣬸һۺһӰڻһС
Ҳûʲ£ɣһ庢ӵ
˼СʯӣʯӵϷ
Сջ͸ˣӮ˾Ȼҵʯӡ
Ҹģԭ⺬á
ͷЦ̧ͷ......
һʱ......
տղĴ粻ᣬµһģ಻Ⱦ߽ࡣ
""ԵĳСһֽС
Сƨʲ
סС죬ǳ"˵ء"
"ǸɸѽСӲ˵"Ҳľͷˡ
¥ϵӳӯӯһЦ"λСӣɷƼ¥һ"
öԣĺܡ
ҲȥģƵܲύ
򷢳СؼңջС¥
"λٻ¼ҵĹӰɡ"Ƶ˸׾ӸҲ˲
治˼Ӷɺڵˡ
"Ҳǹٻӵܡ"ѻǻӡ
ȻҲ˵ʵ˵ʵᱻ˴ȥġ
"Ըڽ档"ӵݹյ衣
һ˸׳졣
˳˳Żش"̫ˣû档""㲻Ǳ˰......"ʡ
˵ǷϻסջĵȻǱˡ
"Ҹ˵ġ"
ӣˣʲһǸˡ
ϸٴʮòһϮӣϻΪֹ񣬷Ǹ֪ĸҹˡ
ƭҵġ
ҵɻЦ˵"ǿݸ̣Һˡ³ʣһڿջȣȤ̲סǡ"
ŶҸոյȫȥ
"ڿջɵѽϽ治"
Цˣָָ۾˵""
ӲǴڴĨị̄رЦʱ۾΢̶
ʱ˾ټֲ֣ͬѣҪǼŷ޵ĺͷ۾֪ʲᷴӦء
"۾Ưѽʲ᲻ġ"˶˵"ܺģ˵ϸ֡"
ź˵ϾǰҶûš
"磬Ҵȥ䡣"Һ˷ܡ
ûӲ磬ЦĿ˵"ã˲ᡣ"
"ѽ"ҽˣûظҲһ֪ء
"ҵûȥˣҪµġ"Ҽæǡ
"һ˵ؾἱ극ߡ"
ҲǣҲˡ
в㣬ܷʢһ١
Ҵڵĳޱζˡ
Զţ߳Ա߲ʱҲˣ"ķ˲"
Ŭ¿еʳ˵"˺ǺãֻܿÿԵĶϡ"
"ԣû˸ԵĸСƵġ"
Ц٩ңҵ
ҲԼܿүܲ
극ĵˣ߳Ҳˡ
Ȼϣظƽһ·ɱȦסҿ˸ͷ
û䣬ȹԹұ֤᲻š
Ϊ˰οûܾͬޡ
ڶȥջҵɸ磬ϧ˲ڡ
Һƣת˺ü˽һѶûġ
춼ûС˵ûؿջ˼ˣ
⼸չúܲģƽһûʲϾ˳չ㣬ÿȥԺǵĹΡ٣ȻˣҪ˵ֵҵǰû¾͹䣬˵ܻػ򣬿ɿ¿װǺĿġ
ǣһк·ֶǳۣҲû԰ʲģҪǿڸ޵ĸϹ԰ˡ
Ҳڸ˭ҶùݣŪҷǸƣ۲Ȼǿεǻǲҡ
һλξ͹ȥˣ緹ҾҲҺƵһ֮Ե
յջͼСЦӭָָ¥˵"Ъǡ"
ҴӲ֪һݵʱʹܵ¥ϡ
ſڴϣɫܲá
"Ἰ첻㲳ˡ"
ЦЦ"ûʲᣬЩˣ"˵θնü
æ˸ͷᱳ
"Ȳ"˵ͷ˱Ȳ
"Ҫҵ˼"
ҡҡͷ"Ĳɣպóˡ"
⻰̲ס¶Цݡ
˵Ҫһӣ᲻ߡ
Ϻһӣ֪ɫ
"Ъᡣ"ҿе⡣
¥£ҡ
С࣬ȥʱ򿴼ڴϱۺ˯ˡ
СĵĴ࣬ҪҪʱſ"ûߣ"
"࣬Ҿ͸ˡ"һһ׵ι¡
ߵſͻȻ"ʲ᣿"
"ī"ƵЦ˵
"Ҿɣ˶"
11
ֻҪһÿգҾͻīܣī˵һ㶼ڣȥ
Խīˣ黭ͨر𵯵һֺ١
ҵһ־ͬϵѽٵúҲ⵱ʵڡ
ʱҲƴǲ׳˵ҲΪרҵͬѧѧһӣȻڸĥǹīǰѲ˰Ū֮ӣ۵棬ʲ衢ˮӾҶˡīǫѷ˵ҵúã⡣
֪ʵԣΪԼء
͸ˣīŻҪҸʣȻϣƼһʣ֪ҲǫĲС
ָƵģдҵܸƨһƴīûЦңֻÿְֵĽд֡
ī֣ˣһ
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ǻǴãѧʦ˵ţϧˡ
Ұѻīǰһңĵõ˼㡣ī񵱳ͱסˡ
ǣ಻д͹ûɣҰѻĸƬƵҪϸжϸ¡
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ֻǴᣬҾ͸͵˵СϱƵģǲ
ΪīҽʶĵһѣһɫΪҲҸҵʵݣ֪˻᲻мҽ
˼ص·ϣǮͽ׼īӭ¥Է˳侩ҹС
ηܵûһ¡
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ӭ¥Ȼ鴫δ˾ˣҿһ綩λ
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ǾƲӭ΢ƷЩ΢
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ᣬᡣ
ڽϣī֣ûҵֽס
һЦǾֹֻ֣ǲ֪»ֵܡ
һŭ
ԶӰζ߽һ¥ǰΧһˡ
"ģʶ̧ٵĶүҪǿ㣬үʣûҲԼǸᡣ"
һ˸ĺӣݺݵı˵ߴڵϵˡ
Ǹ˿ӦûǸӣֻһζС
ԱΧ۵˾ȻûһȰ衣
Ұ಻סͦʱīס"СҪ£԰С˿ˣ˹ܵġ"
˵Ȼ˳Ǵ˵ĺȴҲ˽ȥ
Ǻӽš
"úһӾˡ"Ա˵͵͵˵
"Ǿͯⲻ˸Żֱɩ"
Ҵסˡ
"˭治棬ƫװʲףװ׵ﻹһӲ"
"˵绹Ǹŷĵܵܡ"
"ĻɫӦòһ㣬Ҳȥ档"
Ⱥɢȥ
"īӣȻȥ"
ҷŻصĺӣҲܲܡ
"С......"
˿˵"Ǻ......ʶ"
ī˿ֹջǷſҵ֡

īҲ֪¡
Ҳֲ֪
"Ǻûʲ°ɣ"īĬ
ҵͷ""ͷ
֪ˣҳȥʱīվ⡣
治ˣӶŹ˵泶˺ӵ֪ܵ˵"ʲүǡ"ȥĺܼʱִҺͺӳʱ˵˾䣺"˲˭õġ"
֪ˡ
ʲҲûʣֻǸ˺˵˵"ˣظɡ"
µˡ
"ī......"īסҵĴ˵"ī"
"ī֪㣬......֪᲻ңῴ............"
īһֹסң"˭ûϵֻҪ֪СΪ˼ʯ࣬ǲдȴһֺ٣͸һɵӡ"
ҵ۾ʪˣԭ죬ԭīҵġ
ǣҲǸ޳ܵľֻǸԺӦеٶ۵С
"ī"ϵĴʯ춷ˣԭûʧȥѡ
"С"īס"첻Ҫˡ"
"Ϊʲ᣿"ǲ
"......Ҫȥˡ"
12
һ磬Ҿͱ߸ڱˡ
߸û޶ѽ
һӵС޴ɺҿĿϾӡ
ĵһ壬ɫһ˵
߸ᣬȲĵϸ˼֣ɫ˿н˸Ưйᡣ
ﴧװĽУɿջߣԸīڿջ
ϧɣīڡ
С˵īû˷ֻһͳˡ
Ǿͺãڿջȣһֱȵû
ڶһȥջԾɲڡ
ƣڽ⣬иͷҲ
֪ߵ߸ĸۡԶԶĿһСͿ˳š
һ......ɼӿ죬һī
ҿ첽ӭȥʻǰʱҽе"ī"
ʻһξỺͣҲͷ
һϤӰӳī
ī³ֵ͵͵Ķ˵˾ʲᣬһ
"ī"һס"һ죬᲻ˡ"
īû˵·˳˳ͷ
һϻ䡣
"ī"һ"ˣң˭۸"
īЦ⣬ɸ
"Сûи߹㣬ܵܿɰ"
ֵֹġ
"С᲻ҪңҰɡ"
ûΪʲᣬתȥ"......Ҳġ"
˵ͷҲصȥ
Ҵվ˰Σһֱĥ˼
ƵöѪˡ
ʲᣬ֪ҳٶۡǡҵܣʵ⽻Ѿ͸һ仰
ҴûԼҹ

߬ǿ壬Ȱ׿ˮƵһĹơ
ƿǸö֪ɼҲһĳٶۡ
ǵýȤ˵ǽиȽϣ֪Ⱦ֪أʱҺʡ......˵ǲ֪
"Ǻ"Цû˵أɲǸ֪
"ˡ"ƽסҵ֡
"ʲ£Ϊʲ᲻ҡ"
ҺǺЦ"ûʲ£ʲ¶ûУȾƣƽ㲻Ⱦƺү"
һӣվ"һүǣʲòŲµģӽҾǾҪüһү"
"ƽүǾ͸һȣ룬̳Ӻȡ"
"ٺˡ"
"Ϊʲ᲻......ܣ......ү......ҵġ"
֪Һ˶٣һӡҷǳˬĸһ̳Ӿͺ̳һˡ
ȵʱͦˬ糿֪ˡ
ͷصǦһ̫Ѩͻͻۡ
"ȵѾɡ"ƽҡ
ͷۣұסͷ̲סһƽ̾˿Ħ̫Ѩ
˵"ƽԲ"
ϡǵ£ƽ϶û˯á
"ﲻʹͷйֻǱԼ塣"
"Ҫҽиӹ"ۣ˵"ȻһҲС"
"˵ʲأҵʲˣҷ裬ǵ¡"
˷׼˯
"ϲ⣬Ҫ̫ˡ"
ַƽûͷûԵһ䡣
ƽҿЦЦһ"񣬾Ϊֵ"


13
ֵ
ƽߺ˼һ죬ĵĵһʧߡ
峿Ѻͨˣ¹һ֣Ϊֵþһֵõĵط
´ҪҲ۷ʲôҶ
ٵջʱС˵ī˷ˣһ˰ˡ
׽Ūˡ
ȥģŷֳҶһ֪
߸磬߸϶֪ǰݷù߸ġ
߸³ʱȥ
ǰɣ߸ȻҲڡ
С˵үȥѦףȥˡ
ҽ컹ǲƺӲˡ
ظƽ˷ҪѦȥǸϴ˰ȥ߸磬߸һ仰"ʶī֪"
Ѧ֣ΪˣѾɢˣǰǴЦ
һҾˣݵļҵϷ룬Ҵſڽ˲á
Ҳǿ׳ĺһǰһи͹ɢҵĺڷ˵ĶͣİڶϢϸϸһ֯żλҵļ֣ݵıвֹζƷѡ
"ʮĵܣôˣ"Żӽӭ˳
²Ҳýˡ
ӣ˹"֪Ѧ˵ٳˣѦ˼¡"
"´ݹѽ"ѦźӰõϯϡ
"ôˡСֳеĽٲμӡ"߸üͷ˵
"߸Ǽ......"һû˵꣬Ż˵"ʮĵܣ˫"
ŭTMDȥԾ֪òˡ
"ʮĵˣͿԳζˣǼƷ潼յеǸ¡"Ż߶š
"ϧ߻ְ͸ѦˣʱһƷ󡣰þûôµķˡ"Ż˵
ʱṈ̀ڵϣȫǱŰĺۼһƬǽ塣
׼߸ī£Ѧ˹
"ոλ¡£Ϸ˵Сλˡ"ǸòȻѦ˸ȫЩССƣиͷҿź졣
Ż˷ܵǸͷӣ˵"ʮĵܣָ㿴ġ"߱˵"еĺء"
⻰ôô졣
⡢Ӳǹôܵˡ
"Ż"Ҽæס"Ż֣ϾѦ˵ģ滵˲ãʿɶֹɣ㿴ҲŲסˡ"
"޷޷үǾ˾ͺá"
Ѧͷ治ˡ
"Ųסôû¡ʮĵܻСֽ̽㣬ⶫˬ"˵Ų˵塣
˲Һһʮָץأָ˺üƳʱ˺öװ׵Ķ
"ףĲУ"Żּ¡
޿̣ץס"Ÿ磬Ҿһ㶼档"
֪ôǺɨˣǵ¸ȣҪ
"Բɨ˸λ£λ˲б𣬺οҪء"
"濴ԭǸϧģȻϲī񣬽˰ϴɾҸɾżɺá"Ѧ˵
ī......
񱻴ɵˣתŵϵˡ
īôī
һѷȻһš
īɫ԰ףѱҧϸϸѪˮ΢յ۾Ŀҡ
"ī......"ɤӸɬ˵c
"ī񻹿ź......"īϸһ˿ĵЦ˫ȴ纮
"Ѧ"ұסī"ɲ԰īҡ"
žһƬѦЦЦ"Ȼ갮ѽȻϲϷȻɺ¡ˣīϴɾҸӰ٣þһ̡"
"Ѧˣ˵Ҫߣؾ"
"Ҫ֣߸͸Ѧ˵ģҪ߸ڸҼ"
߸ŭĿң"ſ߸ؼҡ"
"Ѧˣпɺ㻻ī"
Ѧ˺ٺЦţ"ΪϷۻ֮ɽû˻ʼ档"
˵"ȹ֮ˣͻãʵڲڸƽСͼʵҲԭظĻҲա"
Ϻ˵˵ȥǲˣҲظŪ
"Ѧ˵ĺˣֻѦ˸ַ̧ī"
"ˣְҲҪſҪٸ߸綼ҡ"
"߸磬ֻҪī......"û˵꣬߸һקңָŵϵī˵"֪ʲôôǷ潼ˡ"
"ʮĵ"ŻҲ߹"Ҫãʲ¥֮ˡˣαصأƯеǡ"
Ҳ棬Ȼ˵ûҪپȥˡ
"߸磬Ÿ磬Ҫˡ"˵꣬˫ϥ¡
"֪Լ֣ǵ쾲Եȥ......ҽһҪߡ"
ϲǿôҽ컹ˡ
˽ԼӰסīߡ
Ѧ˸ſȥߵſ߸ס"ҪΪһ¼֮ūô"
"߸磬ī¼͵ֻΪƶòΪĿˣμ֮СǲǺڵҶѣͬǸĸָ߹ȥƷԲīʤʮ֡"
̾"߸磬֮»ңҲ˵¼ô......"
û˵꣬;һʹһȣ߸һҵˡ
ѪòҾˡ
ҵĴ𰸰ɡ
Ѧ˸ңҺȻԾʲôûʡ
"ү"ī˵"īӵݵȷܽ"
üͷ˵"үΪīӺþͲҪүδܻīȫ"
׻˵ȰԱ
ͬȲջҪīԭȵǼ䷿СѾˣһҾͷԸ׼ɾ޲÷ˮٴˮһ赭ˮһˮ
īŵʱīѾˡ
׼ĶҺͽʼīǰ˶ð죬Ǻ......ѾѪģ
ֹʪú棬ָ̽ī鴤һ£Ѫĺˡ
"ʲô"
"ү"Ϊѵ˵"Ūû취ҩ"
"ǾͿŪѽ"
üͷ˵"ī˵̫أ²......"
ī滹ڳѪʱֹסĻʧѪΣա
"ȳȥûҵκ˽"
һ£˳ӵĳˡ
ֻһ취вܵԿ
մˮ޲ͥ˿ڣȻ
˵Ϊƭ˵ģû취ֵĶûС
ѪֱͷҼŻ£ǿѹ²ȥ......
һȳǻµڼղŵĶ......ֱûʲôҲͣ
ʪԸɾнҩ
ȰīŪףҵ·ʪˡ
"ү......"
ôˣеľˡ
ҩǿӲý˯ȥ
Ȼϣҹī˸գһһˮ¡
΢ʱ򣬽ҡ
ҿ˿īȻǺȵ̬ƽࡣ
һմͷҾ˯ˡ
˯ûһְҳѣ»˴
״һѵһʱת
īŴƵĹڵϣͷɢңǹѪ˿ץŸʮҵˣ˷ŭ"ץҸ𣬷ſңīˣҪңӪϣӣȻҹ㲻ҪҪҡ"
īʱŭݺݵ˵"˭һԡ"
һ˦ְ˳ֵѨ
ڵϵī񶶵еҶȫۡ
ַīīȴִܹ
"үӣǧīүȫīʹɡ"
϶ˣҲʹϵıӸϡ
"ϲ𣬺ãһ"
"ү""үӲá"
īҲȻһЦ"үοĥī񣬸īһʹ첻īھȪ֮ҲүĴ¡"
ԩѽұԩġ
͵ûˣ"ī񣬰ҿûˡ"
Ҫµ˲佹īͬʱסҡ
ȻһҺī

14
·һֱŲԼ˯ȥһ۾ҪīС
ظ˯һ죬ڿˬ´ˡ
˿īƣĺûа붯
ιīҩʱֳ״ī죬ҩԷԣȥһ仰"īǲ֮ˣүȫī"
īīתīүûӴ
ī˵īǷˣ걻ңԭ뵱ͯɣƫʱīҵľó˵״īʹýʣʽ˸¥ǼҼԺīԼ廻īҵķ١
ҿī磬ǰҲŵһӱܰƤ
ī˵īҾú˺ҲתЩڿԺľܶ˶޷ֻīйأδīıʳɹĲ£īȥ͵߸ϣ߸ﱸѦ˵񣬶ѦֺһڣīܲҵֱһΡī˵ʵҲͦԲīģֻҪγɹ͸īɣ˭뵽ô£˵īҪȥѦ˸ʱǺھεģΪѦ˸ϵСûлųġ
ҲͽΪʲôī
ƻĺܺã˭֪ȴôðһûɣһѦһ߸硣
ٴһһī
īĿŶҸ˸ۣҲôãɲŹ鲻ѻǰǰġ
"ô¡"ǿڿ˵ˣѵʲôɣ
īһľ"ү֪ô"
Ӧ֪ʲô
Ҳװɵīһһ
ԭѹһС壬ԭڵģսܹѣòž˵ഫβޱ֮ЧȻʾүүҪɣչɱĳӵӣβҲ֪ȥȻʴŭǨɽƧķ룬Ϊū÷
Ȩĵͣ˹ķ档
ӣҽīصԶ
ºܼ֣īһϣЭ飬īĹī磬Ĺһһ룬ǸҳͷƽԺīͬīҺ޹ϸ
īǸˣõģô㶼ҳԿ˭ģͨһۺ˵"֪ĴīֻҪīؽλԱ"
˵øƵģ˭ī˭һδΰī뻢ڣҰīȻؿջ˭Űī
λīӻ߸磬Ǹīˡ
ЦƬ˵"ļ⣬˵ⷬҲûȫˡԻͷīҪúչˡ"

ıδͣʵ۾ҽˣƽɫ֪׼û¡
ǰҰīŽ⻹ģֽн˽ſš
ҵĽ"˭ҪīͰ˭ˣȻܲãҲɡ"
"үء"
ʵˡ
̾˿˵"үˣʹǰһҪ˵ûīҲû"

Ҷ˶Ĺڵϣɼ˵ĵذӳҵӰ
ߵ̫һ۹۱Ǳǹĵģ
ҵյĺŲ跭ۣҲҡ
սеʱⶼʣµġ
ûʲôŵʺãҽĻ˵񾭴Ա˵򼸸ʱǹҲᵱ¡
˵˵ϥǴصôʱʹڸƵģұһƹͼ綼Ѿʹ亹һһε
"֪ô"ϲŭʻ
˿ҵڳסˣһغû䡣
"֪"򾲵Ļش
"Ŷ˵˵ģ"ûϵһôش
"ҴڣΪ֮£Ī֮Ī"
"ô˵"
ûֱӻش𣬷ҵ
"ʮĸӣʸʣڸǸӸ߹Ǹӵͼ"
ĺһ"޵ĶӶһĸ߹ĵͼ"
ǣϵˡ
"ʸѹİտɶǸİô"
"Ȼ"
"ʣףȻĶӶһĲֹΪʲôİȴΪʲôҪʲôߵ͹أ"Ӧֽ˵"ʥӰΪ񣬰簮ԼĺӣնԴҲԴԼĸĸϵĹŹĺӢ̫Ӹ磬磬߸磬羲ģôĺӸʶܹһͬʣΪȴƫƫء"
"ȻǸʵ񣬺δԼȰո߹ȻҲͲðյͼ"
"Ȼͼβܽīྴϧʳȫ"
ϱҵںİ˵һ仰
Ц˰ں޺޵˵˾"ĺôӾôΪһū游ʵô"
Եǿʶ
̾Ϣ̧ͷ˫"游ʣֻǾһҲӦй֣֮꣬Ϊ²ֻݽļ񣬶Ϊȥ߹Ϊء"
˵꣬һյصڵˤƬ
а̾ҹȻֻǸͷϣԶμҡ
"һҪ潼ˣΪԸû߶ʼ棿"
ʼ棬ˣ㼸ڴ󳼸ּʱôʼ档
Ȼ⻰ֻ룬Ʋ˵ڵġ
"ʣΪī˽˵£ػʼҵ档"
"һҪոǧѹӽ"
ƣҰҵöֿˡ
""Ҵն
"֪ʶµĹأ"
"֪"
"ΪԸܷ"
"Ը"
ҵˤ˸ӺҾͱİڳϣʵʵһ²١ˮֵİʮͥȡ
մһҾҧסԼ֣ͣĸԼ뽭ѩۣ붭ΪĸλǰǣҪ£־ʤ
תһ룬ԣôҵǰұǻðɡ
ô˼ľȻͦ˹ȥԼһѡ
̫ҷʱҵѾԼˣҼûȥ˾ĸҵл
ûȨǰɣ㻹л
ڹƽұ̧ʱͰˣứµ
һû޵ĸƵġ
ƽڳסҵӣÿһ˿ζ۵ؽҧ
صʱҳŻһ˿Ͻ˰ī̧Ҵϡ
ҵú˯һ飬Ϊµ̫ˣҵжԽԽǿһ㶼ѽ
뿴ͳڰ㣬οССī
ī֣һ"ûҾͷˡ"
˵꣬ҾͻȥˣԣҼǵûЦЦ
ʵ֤ҾӢġ
Ϊڶ죬ϾȻңԣǿī񣬵Ȼû뵽˯һŴϡ
ҸźīһʱԾ۾ҶѽûھĿʼúӵ԰ף"ӣøʵǣ......"ȻǸĸ߷ڣ˲С˹һͨټϱҪĽΪǣȡ֮Ͳû˵úѧϰˡ
˵ĿڸѣҿƽһֱңĹ־԰׺ҵɫӵĿҰΣ̾˿"˰ˣúŰɡ"
תȥʱۼĿи̫һƿƣ̱ƽʱҰ"պա"
Ҫûȿ˿ڣɾͲһݵˡ

15
ڼ䣬īͬͬ˯ɸȴԽԽԶ
˯žͲ˵ˣʱīͬ˵һ仰һۣҪôĿŴϵҪôŴ⡣
ī񲻿޲ֽʲôʲôҲúóҩҲúúȣֻնĺ
֪˺ܴĴ̼Ϊһڴͥ±ô裬һӰ
Դ´ÿҶڻ԰˵
īϲ˽ÿ˴ʱɪȻԿҿóÿҶǵ˯Ժ͵͵ĸҩ
īȬī˿ݣȻ̫˳Ҳˡ
Ѧ׼˺֪ͷô뷴Ǹ߸˵ˣֻ߸......
գͤī٣ͼƽŭ
"㻹Ҫá"ƽҧгݵ˵"֪֪涼ô˵ġ"
ЦЦô᲻֪˸˸ĿֻƬ֪ˡ
"ûҺûα⡣"
"ʲôں"ƽһʹļ׵ӡ
վ"֪ΪҺã֮ǰѾˣʲôҶڡ"
ƽۿƬ̣ͻȻתī"ڣΪʲôڣīǺô;ȻѾԳӡ"
"ƽ"ҴסƽĻ"£Ϊ"
"£ᱻ򣿻ᱻ˳Ц㲻ͣ"
"ƽ˵ˡ"Һס
ƽ¶ˮ⣬"֪ʲôô"
סˡ
"Ǿ14գһգү˵ҪúùģɽһȥүŶûҽ"
"үһֱ۾ģүΪ˶¾֪𣿿ɽ졢......"
ޣû뵽Ȼҵء
"ֵΪϣֳﳯ͢سֵá"
"ֵãƽ㲻˵ֻǵЩˣүҲͬô"
ƽȻĿֿīһ仰˵ˡ

Էʽ˲٣˵˼伪黰ףտ֡ƽȻĹĵĵҵӣĪĴþȻҲ˱ƸҡֻīһֱģҼʲôʲô
ҽ˸СӶҿģͷ䲻˸߲ңȴҲڡ
ҾмֲϲԼĴʥ̬
ҹչī˯£Լȴ˯⣬˼ǰܶµûš
ǰǸ˵Сȴ谮мӡΪ˼ȴΪ˺ôڰ׵ߵءԺʱ䳤أҪͬۻ壿
ޣûʲô˿ֻһԼΪȷ£Ū˸ⲻˡ治֪ҷ˻ˡ
վǰϵҲ룬ҵĽһ´ƯƯô
˵Ҳֱ̫̫ͨ
ΪˣǲӦñһ"£װ"
¹յôһƬףžҹͻȻޱȹ¶
߸磬Ըʧȥ߸磬Ϊβҡ
ֻīҵһѣԹ۵ĻҺʲô
΢紵˿˿⣬££·ֻĶʼˡ
һҼ"үϷ"
о͵תī
ī¹Եôô
Ȼ˵ˣȻĬȻı鵫Ѳٿն
һոƲİΪʲôֵõġ
˷īҿºڴߡ
"ˣӲãЩ˯ɡ"ҿûҪ˯Ȱ
īĿң۹졣
"үգīûʲôүģүīźүɡ"
˵꿪ʼ½ҡ
ҴĿš
ȵĺڶԣīЯҵַǰӣϣϢȵ˵"үôīúźġ"
ոůһȥ֣˳Ӹīϡ
"˯ɣˡ"˵꣬¡
"үôֻϧôϴҲɾˡ"ڽ
һ𣬾Ŀۡ
"īҾ㲻Ϊ"
"ܸɾǵ۸ˡ"ǰͷ˵"īǸųӣǵһЦСԷСˣǿְֽСдֵˣСϧѡ"
īЦ"үȻôī......"īЦ"·Ȼӣү֪īѹʲô"
"Ǹ"˵ؿĦҵ"ųүûԹųٵ˵Ȥ"
"үīӿƷء"
˵ŷҼϣҶߴЦ"үҪͬīô"
ҲīҵĶ"үīζء"
"үôأôҪĲīĸԸڿ³лô"
ЦţҵǣͷﻮȦȦ
"үڿԸԳˣīںүҪء"
Ҷ㿪˲ʪĶ䣬˯¡
Ӧףô죬ô˸ѡ
һ±ƿīŭİҵӡ
"үҪīī񻹲"
㶵Ŀ˳䡣
Ǿ࿴ţ˭Ҳ˵
ī"үôϷô"
˵ڴϡ

16
²˳
ȥ˼˻µܹ˵үڡ
صīһߢģƽУҲǡ
ֻҪ˵ĵط۵ȫҵ¡
ԭֵľǣȤζȫޣ汾ľڽͷβ
ϵӣԼ䵽ƫƧƶԭ´ҶӦ˰ɡ
۲Ϊ
ڶɷһ׼֣ƻдǹɡ
תתӦؼҿʼװ
еۣҷ¸˵ԭ·;ңԶƶ񤣬ǸĵطԸԸŵĿı·ӰĹǮš
Ժĺ̫Сķ˷򣬺ò׶ˡи˵ʲôҲҪңǽҾȳĽнġ
һʰ޵ȵڶ賿ҴŴССĶʮ˳ˡ
˳·ʼڳƣŴ
洫ͼԱսʽΧߡ
˲ſͷľȻ߸硣
˲䣬ӯҼ˽žũūֻʱöĿʱﻨ㡣
߸ԭˡ
͸ˮ߸粻Ķңš
ۿתתȥҴʱ֪Ǹÿ޻ǸЦ
ҵʱ߸§סҡ̾ϢĤ
ĵᣬİؿϡ
֪ӵ˶೤ʱ䣬ˮ߸·ʪˡ
"ôôɵ"߸ȥϵᣬ"ԭɲǸõطôҪȥǣΪ......ī"
߸µˣ˾סԭķϡ
"ȫǡҪǾǴˣɢɢģҲ︸¡"
߸Ƭֱ̣ס"߸ô߸㣬ôԶ߸磿"
"ǣԶ߸߸£߸鷳߸Ҳҡ"
"߸磬Ҫô"
"Ǹɵӡ"߸ĸҵͷ
"ôԶ߸ôչѽȸʵ߸븸þ"
Цˣ뿪߸Ļ"߸磬ѾˣҪ߸һˣ߸粢վ¡"
"Ҳչ߸ء"
Ц쳣
߸۾Ŀúÿ
ǵģҲҪҪվһ
ǰϲõʫҴ˿̵顣
ҽ߸ֻ֣ϣʱʹͣ͡
񣬿ƮĶܰ

߸罥СӰû˲ƶʱ֪߶Զһ˶ʱʱ̹̿ǣҡ
߸͸ҵʿ̤;
һ·Ϸ¶ޣȻ൹ҲȤ
ֵһ»ûǽ߲ͨı׶ѽʱȫ˷ڸ·ˡ
죬Ǵס޵ĵطͼ˺ЩҰζ
ָǰҰζ죬ҹ˶˯ˡ
ҸѲһ£ϳīû˯
"ү"ī͵͵Ŀڡ
"ү............뿪"
"ȥģ"
"ȥʧɢĵܵܺĸס"
"֪"
īҡͷֵͷ
ЦЦǲԸҰɡ
"ʲôʱߡ"
""
"֪ˣϢɡ"

һīˣֻ˼ϴ·˳
ڳƬ̣ʰ㶫ȥ
īû߾վڳߣڵҡ
Ķ"ҿ㻹ûߣһ·ϻذ׸......"
óǸڻʱ塣
"͸㣬һֱҲʵĻᣬɡ"
īֽӹ˿ʲôû˵
"ѵĻһҡ"
ī̾";ǧһҲˣףֵžۡ"


17
ԭڵˡ
Ǹط㲻ëʺ
õĽֵͰľɷֱСӶǲɫġ
ϵ˴Ҳûģкܶ໹ųš
һ仰Ǹط
ڸ޵ĸۡȻǸɸɾȻл԰ҿĵҺԡء
ԭСǻˮĵȲ
ǰٺ˺󣬼ԱҪҽӷ硣
ڽӷϺЩƣҷֻǿ˯ƽҿ·£ָҲ˲
˯ҹڿߵˡīҿڿʡ
˷ź˼ˮЩѣ̧ۿƽ۾
ƽƽЩڳԡ
õôƽɫ糣
Щˡڨڨɺãƽ˱Ӱ˯¡

峿ù٣С԰˼Ȧʱ˵м
·ͼżλмڽӷϼʲôûס
ðһֱңˣ˵һʹ⻹ҪҳԷ
죬Ӧû磬ʢȴȥȥɣй˲ھϰµ
ΪصձĸޣҾȥ
ǼûϵһƽλԼϴ˧磬ɫΪŹ֣ҺЦ˵иëûⷹͳԲ㡣
εĻŹҲŲô룬жپҶ¡
ףģӦȥ¥ôܵ˼ˡ
һ˰һýȥ͡
ƹѲڵĿģ޷Ҽά״֤˵档
⵹ǣôƫƧƶĵͻȻ˸ǲֲ̿Ź֡
ȻҪûʵĻҲ˵˵Ҷһ֪ܷʲôѽ
ʵԭҪΪī񣬾֮أɴ硣
˿ǸСƢҲͦͣ˿ҲոΣ
˾ϯˮǸռֵİƶʱ߽һ
һɫɴ壬һ˧ŮԭôϷֲ֪ҴǼɫŹ֡
˿ƽɫ䡣ãģ档
ŮǱ˵ΣС˧ҵΣͬǵˣôƫƧĵض֪Һз硣
Ҳв˶һ
С˧ֽۣС˵ԱߡߵĶۿҡ
ɰÿɰ
ɰҶû򿴸裬չӳԶˡ
һʱռֵһıóѵЦ˵͸ҡ
Щԥң˵ҷĺأӷŻȥػڸţǼӿ˲Խء
ҵĳüˣռֵһֽ߰˸Ск
еԾˣô𣬸òǸ˷Ӱɡ
ҹüͷ˵ԭ˽ܵôҲˡ
ʵ֤ܹݾʮеľ裬ǿۻǿ˶ǰٷС
Ϊ֤ԭˣռֵĴҵԺԼѡ
һԺҾˣһû´ռֵǸ˷ӣԺŵ˩ŵȫʮҵСк
ԽԽ侲ɫʡôЩкӣҪѽ
ռֵüɫרҵϲĸҽ˵ЩǷĺӣŮɫƽƽ˶Ǿ绪رǷԵӻͫϧӵͫķѾˣЩЩǴɽ׽ЩǼūĺӣǶû̺á˵Ц˵үǺҵģǿԱߵ̡
˳˵ͼʣø̼һûʲôȤζˡ
ռֵĸҵ־ͬϵһ۷Ź⡰ү˵ļǣСľϲԸġȻүڣС⻹иƷǸӡ
˵˴
һ¾ýģ⺢ӻϣ·ƬϣֽŴҲ˶
ӱϳʱȻڲһֱĿݺݵĶǡ
۾Ȼɫġ
ռֵ˵⺢ɽϻ˴׽ģӹܺãŶ˺üʼս
⺢Ҫˡ

18
"Сͫȵࡣ"뿴ڴϵС
Ѿ죬ķӦҲôˡ
սʱ˵ǾͰеȥˣʼСûʲôҩʱͻȻһԾƿңҶû㿪һҧס
ҧǸѽһ⡣
ƽҪסˡҧСֿ־߿ɲҧйô
ιʱҧҵ֣ҧʮӿûҲ֪˻Ǿû˼Լɿˡ
ƽչûá
ҧˣ϶ѽ˵ԣҧҲǵһˣǰСҲǸġ
ҧҧȥĵ֪ˡ
СֵͫĴ϶ʮɫ¡
òűһ׵ιιߺ"ùԣԵ㡣ǹԺӡ"
û취庢Ӻˡ
ûʱ˽Ӧйͬԡ
ҵռֵѣƽǶɣһ򲻱̬㶼˵˾"ʱ򲻵"
ãСң졣
˼λΪɽˮΪʵؿ졣
鲻֪һһ
ⶼôˣǻڵߵѹΣŪõûֵĻ
Ҳȫ̰٣ӴһʵĹٵǻ˾ĸҽĲ͸ٴ룬һһǷ˼ԷʱȻǰۣұЦ߳ԣĸ"ܴˣ֪زҲա"ʱʾ˸亹ܡ
Լһѣݵľô¡
³˷룬յòˡ
üȥ룬λ˶ͬʶ˵Ҫ뺷ڤ粻ҳзͽֳûǲȥĺá
˵ãһ˵ҵθڸˣȻ֪溦èþûܹ̼ϸ˷ղܡ
˼λˡڡıȫˡ
ƽȥ˾"ƽҲ÷һ"
ţһĶ򵥡

ɽѽҶôã۵
ƽС뱳ңҵ˻ȥ
СӲԿôܳɾʹ¡
Сҳʱ߸͸ҵʿ߸˵Щʿһֻһ˾ݡ
Ҹȡãû취ѧ̫ͽġҲ䡢
ʵϽ룬һ·򵼡
һЩС䣬˼Ҳ࣬ҲΪȣסɽȴŽš
꣬ƽǮܹܲŽɽ·ҴЬĥöʹ
˵ͼ˳ԾĿҡ
"ү"һλ˶˵"ȻʱļūܴЬ"
"ȻʲǴЬ"֡
"ǵûУֻūţʾͬˡ"
ӣϣ̫־ʲôͬ
Ŷһû˵ʲôɽߡ

ʵǿ鱦أʽɽ϶ҩкܶζ쳣ֻǲժѣЩͬɽµ˽ʳƷֻݵ΢ʱԿ˵ɫ¶Щ̡
"û"Щ֣кܶĵѽ
˿˵"ūɶûУѽ"

˿ƽɾĵطҶºˮЪЪš
Դתû߹ôʱ䣬үĿҲǸŹ˵ģһ¾;ûͷɢ˼ܡ
رǽţÿһһʹ
ƽˮݸңȥҵѥӡ
""
ûѥӱҵĽƽ۵ֱü
"ĥΪʲô˵ء"
ʼҲΧСֵĿҽĥƵļˮݡ
ҲѲιۣˮһңѥӵ"ЪЪ˿ߡ"
˵ţƽͼʿͻȻΧסңرƽ֪ĳѽ
Թԣѽ
һ޵ıʽкҿ쳷
һûӦƽҳ˳ȥ
Ѹٵĺһ
ԽԽŨյô
һƬףֻವķ͵ײ
ƽϴԾֻԽԽء
"ƽӣүһ㣬ǰ"
ͻȻֵһ
Ա߻ôء
ҽ§ƽıӻ졣
֪˶ãƽͣ
"иǽȥ㡣"
ôûǰһƬס
ƽҷ£˼ʯͷסڡ
ҿˣȻǸСɽһ˶ߣխ˵ǸܸС
"ƽôˣ"ҿƽ
"£˸첲"
棬Ѫ죬"ֹѪ......"
û˵꣬ƽסҵ쾯⿴
ҵͷʾҲҶŰ¡
Σվڸҷóĺƽ첲ҵýŵ
ƽüëԽԽͻȻڶ˵"ǧҪȥҪκ졣"
ҷӦ˶ڡ
ֻһȺ͵ײ

19
һƬɵĴײԽԽԶ
ż֪״Ρ
ڣͻȻһ޵ˡ
ƽӿ졣
Ϊķڵѭҹȥ
ģһɫӰڵ
ޣãȺˡ
"ôˣ""˵ˡ"
"......ҵ......"
쿴һ£СѪ죬ʲôɵġ
·ѪʱͻȻ˾ȻֻһۣûЬţɵ൱룬оǹ졣
"õҪҪȵˮ"
˵ͷιߵˮ󣬻۾
̵Ŀң"ˣǷˡ"
Ҹ
"̫ΣգҴ㵽ȫĵط"˵ţ
ûȴչȻЦ""
"ţôˣ"
һѣΣ֮С

ģ
һɽܺںġǰл
ͷΣֱʹ
һ£˫ֱεڱ
"" ϷʵĿǡ
̧ͷϿȥһߵ˸߸̨ϣе㶫ܵļơ
ߣ̫˰ɣԶĿȸ൱ûп־У硶Сˡ
ǸߡǸȻߡ
"Ŷܿ𣬿ɲ˵ñ"赭д
"ߺܺÿѽɫʺ̵ʯڵʯӢɫĿ̫觰ɡͼҲܺãȸıΡԳͼηǳס"""Ҷ˶"ôʯͷϲ"
һƤͷĳ
"Ӷڲ֣˵˵ġ"ŭǰ
ְ£ûм䡣
"鲻֪ʲôط"˼ʡ
"ǰϬ̰ɡ"˵Ĺ־ָϬ̡
"£"
""ұ˵ߴܣܺڶĿжֻΧֹһˡ
һʱû˵ȤĴҡ
"˵ɣʲô"
"Ǹˬˣһܾڱˡ"
̾"Բü˵㡣"
"֪͢ٳֶɾΧ˰Ϭ̣ǵȻ£ֻǿ޹ķˡ"
ǽǺЦ"լʺ񣬾ȻЩļūϡģҵûôãֻ¼λϼΪĽķɣͬ׽׽ɲҪƴޡ"
˵꣬˰"úź"
䣬Ӻڰ߳ˣʲôû壬ҵעȫĶϡ
Ǹӣһ任̬
֣ƿյ
һʹİѺȥģֻǸ˷ܡ
ۣҿʼɷ˹ġһһļ⣬ϲӣǵʱҩҾôͦġ
ӺХϣϵ񾭻Ծ쳣ÿĩҶʹʵĴԡ
ʹȫаչƣҲʼֹסز

һХҶ£ȫˣǿʼţǲˡ
̣ʲô
ҵͷճϣѾû۾ˣٱ
֪˶ãҾÿҪʱ򣬺ХͣˡͷקţӭһŻ̵ߡ
һ˫˸˸ź⡣
"ǺӲζôǲǾôԴǷ˵"
˵ָ˵ҵĴջȥʱָմѪҰѴҧˡ
Լָ⣬"˾ǲһѪġ"
ЦŴսңɿҴɨ
"ζǺܿɿڡ"
жʱԲֹǱ޴ô򵥡
˲ñϵʹ
"ô"һرƽҡ
Ҵˣһ㶼ƯƯ൱Ŀֲ
ŲֱƵ޴ӡ
һѲҵ½˺ҧƴȴֹǰ
"ҲƯء"˵ҵţһ·̽ȥ
Ǳħ֮ҵľ¡
"㣬Ҫ......"Ҷ߶µ˵
ûϵһޣǽһ£ͣҵϡ
"......滨ꡣ"
"滨"ͻȻʹʧ
"ô۸һ޸֮ĺӣʲôӢѽʲôȥЦˣһӰǿѽ"
"Ҳˣ嶪ˡ㳹׵׾һåЩʲôͬԣǻ壬û"
һȥˣȻⲻһǾʹһһƽ⡣
һҵƫһߣƵĵ
"ô˵ʹˣˣеӾɱѽ˲֪жٷء"
ĺһ"ģǲ鲻ÿɲֹǡ"
ЦЦ"ߵģģܻ͢ǿǴġ"
20
ұؽηղŵڻ¡
ˣأҿʼΪʲôҪϷ룬ΪʲôҪǸԼ
һţ첲ͱʹСĵĿǽϾͷġ
"үү"һҪ˯ʱҡ
Ҽѵ̧ͷǰһӰ
˸ҵʱͨѪֱһʹҸ죬˼ʱںС
"үҪô"
ҲѽҼõͷ⡣
߳ηʱŤ˵ڵϣ֪˻ǻˡ
۵ǰһ󷢺ڣһǳһŵĸ֪˶ãֲ֧סڵϡ
"үųţ߼Ͱȫˡ"
δ˵꣬Զһӣ˼ζ
ˣұܣĺͳصĲ֪û
"ī"˵"ܲɱҺҲ뱻ץȥĥ"
ī˶ǰܡ
"īܲǣҷ°ɡ"
"졣"īŭ
īĺԽԽأʼˡŻ˼Ұ뵽ķˡ
"īǵȥܲܶɡ"
˺ôīŰīסҽɡ
²ʱ߶Ϣһϴһϡ
zyzz
ҴӻѹʱѾˡ
īҶˮ
"ӳ"īĵһ仰
ǻŵײײɽߣҴī·ҵ·˺˿ڡ
ãûɽҰҵ
ǣҾͱ̧˸

˿ûʱЩףʹÿī񶼱Һ˯
ظûôˣΪ˵Լɽ±īˡ
ΪʲôҪô˵Ҳ̫ǲ֪ڰϬ
Ҳ˽漣ѹ̡
ϵֻҪһǵʲôɵģҩҶˣֻīһչˡ
ԴƽǳŭҲʾ⡣
ǲϴԲô˼ǶôӦ
ҵıīô͵ġ
ī˵뿪֮ҵ˵ܵܣܵ˰ϬҲ룬ڽ;˵ץס˾ǲŵ˭֪͵͵һȻң˵ҪҴðհҹŪҩԻҳ
Ҽī񲻻Ầңûκɡ
˼ҵ˿ڽ裬д̵ҲˣȻռֵĽˣ˵ҪңðŻȥ
ҿ"ô"
"үΪء"
أ"ռֵĲǸˣֻҪҪҲǷɱүֲɵô£̿ͱˡ"
"ү˼Ҫ׷"
"ˣȻʲôˣҲܲǼ׷ҲһĳƵǹǽֻ຦֮ԺҶСľˡ"
ͣͣ˿ڲ˵"Ҳ£ûʲôɶǼλ̰٣ڵ˸ҡñүԼϵطΰҵչӦûɡ"
ĿƬ̵˵ͷ"үԡ"
Ѳ鵽Ĳϣ˰ƽһЩԱô֣Ž˵Сͫˡ

ƽ˲Сͫķ䣬룬Ҳûʲô֤˽Ҳ˵СͫԼ͵͵ˡ
"Զ֮Сͫ˻ָ"
"ȫˣһСϸҲӦÿߡ"
"Ǿͺã߾߰ɡ"ֻҪչԼҾͷˡ
ƽһ"ûĵСóԺúȵźţ˵߾"
Ц"Ӵԭƽ᲻á"
"㲻ֵ"
"ֵôֵãʡһҧҡ"
ϻطīϴ裬Һ󱳲մˮīһһز
ϴſڴϣīұĨҩ
"ī㻹"
ī񲻸һܵġ
īûͣ˿"ʱ......ߣҪҲõү˺Ժ"
"үôͻȻôʡ"
ҸСͫ¡
"īҪһҪҺ"

21
ڶ죬ҰõĲȥóĳýĽϲʣҸʱĲιȥ
ռֵҪùЩӲôຢҲȷ๼
ϵ˷űڣû׳
û壬޶ŮҲǣˡҲ֮ͽøӡ
լԺ۶ǲɢˣĺҲһԺרŲ˸йһѧУˣУǱˡ
˹Ա£͸õֻˣҰڵĳаƣĺź
Ǹʾ˺ܾãҲûʽ
ʰο˵ȵȾͻϾǺ¡
֪ڰοңźž޴ıͷβС۵Ĳ
ӣҪȡˡ
֪ͨ˰סɽϵķˣ뵽ÿڼϡ
ҪЧ䷨
ʮ˸ľ͵Ϸˡ
һ磬ܵĻ˺ЩˣռӷĲ١
ҶſڣȺ˵"ү˭ʮļ̌ſھʮ"
ʱȺһӣ΢ЦţԱ˵˽
˽һʱȺֻȴ޶֪Ч
˺üأⲻʲô
ÿʱǡһһļȥʱѾǵʮˡ
۵ԽԽ࣬ҲԽԽԾû˶ľ
Ҳͷˣ˸Ԫվ˵"˭ļ̌ãԪ˭ġ"
˶ֵ"˽գľ׮һɾڲˡ"
ȺһȻ
"ү˻档"Ⱥ߳һ꣬ŽţȻªȴܸɾ
"Ƿˣ"ʡ
ؿң˵ͷ
ãڵȵϳͷġ
"ԳУλڳĶǼ֤ľԪ˫ַϡ"
ҺЦĿҲӵҡ
ҾЦ޺
¶ľȥ
ʱȺﴫ"п""СڣҪȥ""磬ǵ"ȺҲʼһɧ
׼õõĲȷ׷סȺóľ֮ͨ
ǸСڵĺܿ쿸ľľſʱȺһƬž
΢Ц˫Ԫߵ˸ǰ
"˵Ļ⶧ھǹӵġ"
䱸ĿңٳٲԪ
ͻȻЦЦҵ˻ȥ"СĲүĽӣСĿɷһʹ͡"
е㶣Ҫʲôҵɡ
ƵĿ⣬һҧһš
"ãֻҪõĳӾܿڡ"˵ĺ죬ȴڴġ
"СҪүЬ"ĻһڣʱһƬ
"......""......"һƬȡ
ֹסҪνǰĽЦտСӿǸұһҪ˷˳ȨĹ涨ڵһˡ
ͻȻչЦտһ
ҿ˿ȺȺҲɵƵĶҡ
"á"ҰõҵϣʼԼѥӡ
ѵʱ˿ĽţĽűҵĴ㣬СЬɲҪġ
""ƽ˵
"ү˼"ҲС˵
ѵѥʱȫĵģ۾ŵĿҡ
ҵϥأʱһƬ
סĽѥӸϣҿɹ˴Ь£ȥˡ
վʱݺᣬɸī۾ġ
Ⱥ˵￶
"˱һңȻ֮Ըģڴ˱ֻ֤Ҫԭһ죬ԭİվͶֵܽãƶ󸣾۲Υ֮"
һ䣬Ȼ򵹴˵"үӣʵ档"
һƬУҵūԵ˽
ҪȣȴҼȥұаƣӭ˴ɽǨ¡
һʱͷӿɽϳԾͷΪҪ˷ӺһЩŲŲòɽ˴οɽ¾סֵܷأϲ֪֮
ľר˰ţðæīƽȻظ
ӦΪûЬߵЩּǱҵ飬ҲǵЬƽīҹŽߣСۻظҵѥǲű˳Żظ£ظһҵĽŻĥˡ
û취˭ϸƤء

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æ˼죬صŪˡ
߸˴ŽұǸٳ׼ٵ¡
Ҫ˵һ͸ˡ
⼸ֺ̫࣬ˣҪ»լء
ÿæŻؼңɱҵʦʱ۶ˡ
Ҫףٵͷʹһѣⲻ˵ģʲôأԭô˵ʹʲôûѽ
ʱҸ¡
"Ҫҵβͺˡ"ƽ
һ"ֻǴ˵ѣ㻹ˡ˵ҲǷ˼ôܻ"
"ԭҩ......"û˵꣬ͱҴϡ
"ףҩģòá"
"Щز......"
˰Ҳûʲô
"Զ֮Ҳ顣"תһֱ㡣
"ԭ˳ôƯүͼˡ"
......
ĵġ

˯ʱһףٵ¡
"ү˯ţ"īʡ
Դīһһֱ˯һ𣬵ȴӲһԷȰ˼ζϣǷ۵֪
Ҹ˵˵ףٵ¡
īʵ"ү͸ʲô"
"ȻҪرģҪԭɫģмġ"
"ŮӺܻ֯Ҳܸ......ү......"
û˵꣬һѱסʹ
"īҵı"
֪ʲôˣϲ蹦̵£͸ｭɽͼ֯Ų̄սĿ
ڶ죬ȥѧУҪСԱǵΡ
ѽһԲ֪ʲôţȺ䲻ʿɶõĲˡ
ϧǲʶдףֲףֻðһһīȻ̸ǡ
һ֧ްͯϳһǡ
֯¾е鷳ʱ̫ˣҳ߼ʰæ˶ʮ֮֯Ҫ͸ϲˡ
ÿȥ麢ǵĽչǼϤúܿ̿ࡣ
Ҫһ˵ҽƴѧ廪Ҳٻ¡

ԭξõķǰ
Ǹĺù٣ÿμڲͣĹŪҲæµ
Ҽǵǰ˵Ҫ¸·Ӷдʱ˳һ˵λ˻ͦ棬˼˺ü˵ˡ緹ûԾ滮ˣ·ʲôˡ
ĩ˻ܲ˼ʣΪʲôҪӡ
Ҳ߯˵㡣
·Ǽ£ʽĺܴԭͲԣ˺ЩǮֻȵϡ
ѸѹʽȫѹҲոǿǮȴˡ
ʡһ£ǵ˼ۣҺܲͬ˸ոǨһ֣ڷۻ˾ıò׽İջᶯҡ
幤幤ʶ˵İҽ˽幤塣
ǰҾ־Ըߣûٲμ־ԸǸִٽĺð취
幤İųȥ·ͺҵĿʼˡ
һĿʽҸＰȫ
¶̴ʱʴʧɫ"үôԣүǧ֮ѽ"
Ц"˵幤ΪʲôС˵ԭһӣ׵ǿԵġ"
ʵʱҪ·ҵĹߣֹס"ܴ·ָӣôĩҪСʧ"
ҵ̬ȼΪҪȡ裬ֻ幤İ󼸺ûʲô죬ó⣬ԭİջΪǱ˸İǡ
һ࣬аտʼ룬ʵ֤еͨġ
һֱļ֣֪ÿ춼кܶ˫۾ңһ㶼͵ǵһһߣҲͬһԡ
һãֻǿ˽СǣǲҪɻ۾öңҳʲô⡣
һεڹϡ
ۿһźϤȴǲ˭
"ˡ"Ц
ҿ˿ܣʴļŵĶҡ
"Ӻ飬ϹȲͲŻε"üͷ˵"үɷ缲"
缲ǰɣǵƽ˵ҴСͲãʱһ󲡲͵ֻ˭ҲﲻʲôȻҲܸ
ҵͷ"......"
"СүЬУСĽаڡ"˵
Ȼֲ졣
ʱʽʵ˵
Ҽô𷴹ο죬Ҳһֱ֤ûʲôɡ
ظƽԱ߻˰һͨ䣬ҺƢЦӦţŪøİЦЦĶҰ졣
үġ
˯ʱīĸҰĦ˺ܾá
Ȼǲȥˣƽ˽ȡҲֻȡȥѧУȨ
ת¹ȥˣ·Ҳ޺ˡ
ʱĲˣԭεºܿõ죬ص˲ûٷԽԽ࣬ոɾʮ㣬ԭ궼δ޺õ·Ѿ߹ģˡ
ΰģеˡ
óݵ۹⿴ҵ"үеĲſүʺ֮С"
"˵˵ܴ˹ˡ"ǫѷš
ϵ쵽ˣｭɽͼ֯ͺϳҲɡŴֺƺƵĿǡ
û˵ԭ벻֡
㣬ؼҿ䵭˵޸үȻļҡһ仰˵ڨڨĺòΡ

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˾ǣ߸ڽӭӵҡ
صǵĸۡҺ֣ҼзôŸۡء
"ֲֻŽǣʱȻҪؾۡȻҪˡ"
"""ôôɾӲݶûС"
߸"ǸСȻ߸ʰģѲסӡ"
ҺǺЦţ߸ҡ
ӣ߸ȥĸ˺һѶѡ
"ֲգ"
"ԭʲôѽ߸ͱǷˣûкġ"
Ц"߸οСˣ׼ˣܸ⡣"˵꣬صգգۡ
"߸ҲȻкöҴɡ"

պٳǰϺҵԲصȴĵģһｭɽͼʱ˷ʵǲｭɽûᣬҪþǸÿڲʡ
ҵĳ߸߸紹ͷĿĴָ
ףٵĻҵʹֿ˰ۡ
Щ̵ıʯۻҡ
ʼҾǻʼңһ21ͶǼֵǵı
԰ͣ˻ƴҵĺϳӼīһͬʹ
翪ʼϯλֵܷ׷׾ƣһƬ͡
ǸСһֱѣһʼʹ㹧ĵһ衣
Զ壬赸еɹŵĺšʹǫѷ̬ȣҵĹǲСơ
еʹôĿչʹͷǳİҲǣǹҹǳǿģҲѿ֮⡣
ǸʹһֱŸ߰Цݣ˰ҲͶ̫Ժõ㣬һŲ
ϯ߸ȥʹǾƣƴǲȥ־ϵӦС
̫Ӵĳ˷ͷʹǶδĴмӣ̫ҲǱдҳ˸߸ǲʱ׼ҵĽĿѹ¼Сӳûµ͵ȥ
ҵı˻ĸ
"ô͵͵ܹˡ"ī"ûϿá"
"ôأһ١"
Զ裬ҿ˿ī"ϧ㲻ȥЩ軹ǲġ"
īЦЦû˵İҹɫīۼ翵ӡ
ī֣ţ֪ʲôߣһ̵ɾһ㡣
ţī"ү׼ˡ"
ޣҲ쵽ˣһ·ҵݳԱڳ¡
԰ĻӦҵҪȥʮε߳ŵ¶ɵġĳ򡷻гš
ҴһϮͷϴų˿ƮƮ
īһѩ׵ĳۣ˳ȾĴࡣ
һ
"װǰȥǺӵİߣĵط
ǻ԰￪˺컨ڷԣǶȴСá"
īǰ̵۹粨һشˮ

"΢ЦĶǣõ廨ĵؽţҷ顣
ɰϸԶʥӵĲΣХ"
ɽˮԭΡ뿡ķ룬˿ĻһһչԺ

"Ҫ˫˫䣬ǱҬУŰͰҸΡ"
תĵſ顢ͯϳܻ롣
һԱҳУȻףشʡ
"֡"ԱߵĺȲʽʵ
ҴīͺгŹ򵹣"ףʸ綫ٱɽꡢꡢꡣ"
л˶Цտվһ㵵ĸĸԵòŵ߸硣
ûĿݣǸϲ
ֱҰΪ𺳡
أԱ˵"Ѳ˽֮֮ܵҵ֮"
˱˵ߵҸǰ
ҵ˭ԭյʹߣңոնõӡı䡣
ɺӡûάֶþһ仰׷ˡ
˵"ԸյʮλŮλ輿¶׼"
쵰ѾǸ輿

ҷŭѣ߸Ҫҡ
һǹģҾͲ֪Ǿ
ȻǼһ֪ݺʱǸɿҵ۹ԾɫԵġǲɫԵĿһī۹Ҫ˳һ
ӡ

24
ڶûҾͱϳˡ
߸˵˷أͬǰɢүҪͬһϳ¡
֪ʲôѽֿԡ
ǿ񣬾ѹǷɱҡ
ò³ҵûߣһظ˯ļƻ״
ôô񶼱ҺãЩ޾ɵĸż̵ߡ
԰ںӣϵҪǳԷ
"岻ô"߸Сʡ
ҡͷ"û˯"߸ҵͷ"Сȳ磬߸ظúò"
Ц֣"һɣһҺÿлᡣ"
󣬷ֻżλãʱλʹ˵Щ滰
յʹڴҲڣҶʱüͷ
"ôôСۡ"߸͵Цҡ
УôСۣǵᡣ
߸ԳЦĺò"컹ǺƯأǸ質Ҳǲס"
ǣԭջǲ֪Ĺ˱ڣ˵Ľ
ᡢԲ󡢴ԣûϢûԴɳƣĺԸС
ţ߸ֵ"Ҷֻظ"
Ҳɫĺݺ˰֣ٺЦţ"߸˼̫ˣ㲻֪ܵҾϲô"
߸ͷϵ˸"Ƥ"
ҰһסͷôƤռұ˵ġ
׼ʱҵˡ
߸ʶղŵĴ󣬲ͣĸҲˣϺǶҰ
ٺ٣źá
ųţˣҪҾͲϲ쵼һԷأÿٷĿģԵıơͷԼ򵥣˵ٿһĶȫһһ⣬ǰһʳսϽҶû
߸ңŬʳ£վ
ĿǶһ
"˿ɺϾθڣ"ҵЦ˵
"ȻѰζ"Ϊֲոն˵ĳϽƨ
ϸĪЦЦ"ԭΣ"
תͷ߸磬ҲһͷˮãбҪϯ
"лģĻ"˵꣬⻰ûʲô©ɡ
"ÿܲҲĲ"
Ҷʱ007ôҳԵĶ֪
"Ӷȥ·ˣǳ˼ܲԳض廹кôġ"
Ц"ǲػûǮΪβأ"
ھԼһҪʲô
"յԭδκν֧ȡ˵ԭƧԶ⿿͢Զˮⲻ˽ʣԶԭԭʳ"ëϯ¼Ҷˡ
"ʮĵܹȻϻ۹ˣ־Զ󣬵ЩҪúѧѧ"
лл̫ӣԲǰˣ˧ѽ
˿亹ֿˡ
"չڴ˺ĽĿΪռī......"
"ɡ"û˵ͼô˻ϵĻ֪ûò֪ҵѨ
ҹ˲߸ɫ˲ûߵйڵء
"ԲīĲˣ븸"
˺һᣬֿڵ"ƢôҲĲˣӰ˰ɡ"һҲ˸
"īģ㵣ʲô"
ˣ˵ô
Ŷû˵ꡣ
"ڴȻյ輿㼸Сͯ"
Ŵ죬"ǼСͯǶѧ˲̫׵ҪǴЩո"
ҿŻԽԽִ֪ŭˡ
вɰǸǰֵһѣû
˿Χ߸綼𾪵ӣǲܵˡ
۹ɨڴвһޣɫߣҺò׸ոջ͵ìƻˡ
"ڴˣԭѧã˴ͬĺӶѧõѧѵڴʶ溢ллˡļѧɵ˱ǲǰȥл֪֮ɴٽ֪ڴΡ"
廹ϵˣڴô㣬˾͸˳¡
ڴЦ"ֻɾףû뵽Ǹ֮ţʧҪͻ"
"˵˵֪߲ܵڴͣҲҡ"
"£ȻǾѧٴʧ֮ʹա༴¶׼иˡ"
˵ָ꣬ϿˣһʹҲ׷׸ˡ
һᣬʣµľֵܺһЩˣҲãԼ»ǹԼҽ
ҹȶˣϾȻҲһεľ档
ãϵ"ЩͯӲǷļūôѧˡ"
µҲˣҳԵʲô֪Ҳסѽ
"ЩǷ岻Ҳѧõѧ"ȻҰն˷ӣôѧãôյѧһһʮ˵"ֻ뿪ǣԭƶ񤡢ڤ粻Զȴ·ѧÿʼǴپá"
"ֻ"һЦ"ô˵޵Ǵˡ"
"ҡ"
"㲻㵱ѥӸūЩūһ·㲻Ҫһ𣬲Ҫֵܽ㿴㻹޵Ķӣү"ԽԽ
"һֱΪƽȣ......"һû˵꣬һڶǣһ
"ȥû֪ܵĲТ֮ӣԭԶԶԶ"
л˶˳ʱ˵"£ǳ޷졣"
ᣬί̵߳Զ̲סſڿϿ

25
̫ӸҲ˶ǵ˿ڣͿҩ"ֻһʱײʮĵܱȥ"
Գ"Ӵ쾭壬ôСҪлл̫Ӹ磬߶̫ôʱ䣬ܹⲻȥ"
̫ӵЦЦ"ʮĵܸһǼ⣬߸߸ĽţĭZºòĽ"
"ɲԽ硣"
۾Ҳ²͸ʲôոڻʹ޵ûڵʱ̫˹Ұ죬ְҴ̫Ӹʵ˵ʱǻ̵ģֻи˰οҡ
ˣԾˣô˭ûϯôġ
Уҽ磬̫Ӷѽ
Ұû̫ȻЦЦ"ҵǱȲֵܡ"
"̫Ӹֻ̫ͻȻһʱĲ˿ڣҷӦӦ"
̫ëҵ۵"ôã۾ˡ"
˵ԭ⻹ãһһίͲƵž˵ˡ
˵"̫Ӹ磬˵Ĳܴ˵ԭ궼޲õ·¾Ϳ޺ˣô˵Ҷ˻ʼҵءѧãǿʹͨУҲܶ־ʿرǷ˴ǣūûá"
˶˵"㵱שĻøÿպһԴԵ۶ˡǲϹأЩĸ˲ģѧʲôôѧűšҲ뵱һɢүǿԭİɢѽ"
˵ˣ࣬ʱŷ̫һֱڶңͻȻ˼
"㷳˰ɣ҆ø˵ûõġ"
̫ĶŵЦ"ôᣬĺܺá"
"Щ֪ô"
"ޣ˵߸ѽЩô֪֪"
̫ӿҵ"Ҳء"
ţоЩֵֹġ
ʱȿѵ߸ˣ̫ӿ˼˼ǣҲ£̫֣Ժпŵл
߸˵̫ӵ˾䣺"߶ˣҲҵܵء"
Ȼ󣬿ǳţ˵"Żԭȥɣֵ֮ˡ"

ûظԭ߸˵ۡ
߸絽˻߸̫Ӹ£ʵʵ˵ȻһЩ¡
߸ü˰"̫ߵ̫̫ӳǸ̫Կġ"
ʵʵĵͷӦܾ̫һǸ˾
˵߸ͻȻսң"ʲôζ"
Ҷʱ󾽣һƣôϵζ϶š
"Ҫظϴϴ·"
߸Ц"㲻𣬵ϴ軻·㻹"
"߸ʲôУ֪㲻չԼ·ء"˵һңԡҡ
·ԡӾ߸·˽
ҼæڳؽǣȻѾϤԼԵ壬ȻҲ֪߸ǰûʲô˽֮˵һеߡ
߸ЦĿңȥ·³ӡ
"㣬㣬ҲҪϴ"߸̫ˣԭ˸ƯģǼ⣬ǹипѽء
һȣֻк
"߸磬Ǹ˽òãϴϴ"
߸ߵҸǰ˸ưϴ"˭˵Ҫϴˡ""......""Ǹϴ֪С"
"Ŷ......С"ںݵģôС
߸ҵı"СҾ͸ϴ裬ǸʱԲԲĺÿɰԽС"
СС顣
"߸磬˵鱦أǺߺ߽е"
"""ôûУһ֮֮ǧ"
߸ҵͷ˵"ǰǱ飬С"˵꣬ҵŵЦ
"Ҹϴϴ"
Һ޺޵Ķתȥ߸ûжҺͷһ߸ɫࡣ
ͻȻʶˣæת"߸磬⣬⣬ƽ"
"˭ôĸñӴ㡣"߸һѰҰڳӱϣֻ۸̽յƵڱѲӡ
"˭ʲô£"ͻȻְҰֱֱĶҵ"㵽жңΪʲô˵Ҽ֪Ϊʲôң磬ֵܡ"
"߸磬Ҹ㻹֪˻ۡ"
"Ǹ߸磬ɲϴ˳ȥ˵"
߸һԲذϴرϴʱᣬٴʱҲۡ
˳ӣҴֺõ˵"߸·Ư"
߸ĺԾɲһԡ
ڴϣ߸ҩҰ£һذͿĨ
"߸......"û
"Ͳˣ˺ʵ˭Ҳ֣ԼԷҪɽ棬ϮƽҲҲԼ͵͵ȥ˴ˣҲûôҾǴһ٣һس˿վˡ㿴ڲҲû"
"߸......"ܲ˵ԽԽûס
"߸磬Ĳ......""߸Һ"
һỬ£һΣ߸籧סң"ɵӣ߸ô죬õĲǱӣûӳ......߸ô죿"
ı"ûˣûˣܵܵأǴѲк󸣡"
߸ԾɲſңͻȻ޺޵˵"ҽǸʲôȥģƽôչЩʿأһĶĲɡ"
"ǵ£ġ"˵"ҲңǶˣɽϲݲߵ졣"
߸һ"ǻ"˵꣬Ҫ
йһνѵϽס"߸磬ˡ"
Ҹ˱ӵ"˾ЪŰɡ"˵꣬Ҫ֡
"߸磬һᣬû˯š"˵￿Ľ"߸磬Ұɣһκ"
ڣ˧ɵߣֻѹĸ첲˯ȥƽˡ
ˣûþܹȥˡ

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һ˯ѣѾǵڶ졣
ȷ˵ǱѵģɾͳһٷûԺá
ͻȻһ糯ģ糯
ææ׼ʱ߸˽˿û߸ⲻҲû
"˯ˣ"
"˯˯ˡ"Ҵ˸ǷĿϣ"ж糯ѽ"
"糯"߸̧ҵ"㻹糯"
صͷ
"糯Ѿɢˡ"
"𲻽ҡ"ŭᱻϰ峴ġ
"õģҸ˼٣Ҳû˵ĻˣЪЪ"
ԭˣתɻȥ"ôˡ"
"ղ̫ͣڻػ"Ҵ˸
""߸ҡ
""ѱסͷ
"С"""ڴϿʼӴս˺
߸絽һƿҵıӡ
ʲô飬ЦЦġ
ڿġ
ȻҷĲˣ֪˻Ც𣬵ΪһֱûʲôҾͰ⵱糿ˮˡ
"߸׼˺ܶóԵģҪҪһѽ"
"ҪҪҶˡ"

ѽֻһɽС
վ¶ϣĶҵһҾԼҪ˷ȥ
ϦȾߣϼȾ˹ɫʡɽһƬƬҰһĺתԶȥ
"ɽ˶ཿӢ۾"ת߸硣
"߸лл㣬ط"߸ϦȾĺͮͮģʵĲӡ
"µϲ"˵߸߽ңҵļ硣
"СʹӦ㣬ҪȥɽڲŴ˵㲻ûʳԡ"
С......
һûˡ
߸˵"ʱ岻ãֲֻҪʹϱĺú棬š"
"ôˡ"
ǿЦЦ"ǰҲǵˡ"
"Ŷ"
"ǰɰ"
߸Цˣ"Ȼɰˡ"
"ĸȽϿɰǰڣ"
ӹ׵Ůˣһѣǻڴ𰸡
Ĺιҵıӣ"ôôֵĻ"ֵ"һֱܿɰ"
ʧ谮ĸңֻܵܵĿӰɡ
"ҿɰιĵëèӽˮǿͯҺܿɰ"
̲ס̱
"ôˣʲôˡ"߸ŵĿҡ
"ûУʲôҲûЩ˵ġ"
"ҪҪԸһӶ벻ͺá"
߸ӵ"һֱͺá"
ģ㻹ϲڵ
"߸磬ſЩҿˡ"ﺬ˵
ɺĸоá
"߸磬Сʱϲʲô"ſ߸米ʡ
߸繦ãôɽƽء
"ϲ"
"ϲʲô"
"ϲʳ"߸Ļ͸Ц⡣"ǰֻ㳤˾ͺã˭ԽԽӡ"
"ǣϲʲô"
߸ҷŶôôɽˣ̫Ҳ......ء
߸翴˵"ǰܹԺûʲôϲģҩӲ˵ࡣ˵ϲ......Ӧǲϲһ˯ɣڹʱÿҪҴϡ"
ŶһΪ񱣬ԭǸǰƵġ
"߸磬ںϲ"
"ѽ"߸ҵͷ"ʱҪʱֺͿĽ"
"߸"100ߵĴݡ"׽ҿ"
߸΢Цһﲻ֪ıѽ
ԹԣǴ
衣
շתŲųжȡ
һ׽У˧磬Ұˡ
"߸磬ңҪѧ"ҪԲҵĴΡ
߸һǸε˵"ѧ䡣"
"Ϊʲô"ʧ˵ǿ"ڹķڹܿ԰ɡ"
߸ԥƬ̵"ڹУʮ귢ңڹΣա"
ҿԹҵӡ
"ף߸Ľء"ոջôתûˡ
߸ЦЦһӽƾն
"ۣ߸Ϸ"̫ˣվôȻûôġ
߸ЦõĿң"Ǳעʱһƽʱ䡣"
þ棬ֱһ
"ý"̾
"ʶã"
"ٺ"ЦҲʶֻС˵ˣֵĽ඼

27
ô߸أ
ӣҲԣʫʸ踳Ĳ١
ԣҲܺãǽͳ죬˵
ڣǸӣڵ˵ע
Ϊһ伫Ϊµľ¥Ʒż˿߸绹§ˡ
˹ӽˮ˳ƾ¹ӡ
⾵¹ӵǸˣԼӪ˸¥˵ÿֻһϯϯĲƷ˵㣬ʲôͳʲô˻ǰԤԼ
קק
ɾΪ˼קԤԼ˵ŵˡ
߸Ӵ󣬲ԤԼϰ廹㣬߸һѡ
"ԵĹ"Цӯӯʡ
Ц˵ǾŲģ۾ԽԽá
"óԣóԣóԵͷȥˡ"
Ц"ɰֲү䱦"
˵ţ۹Ʋ߸磬"Ϊү¶ʶС¥ˡ"
߸˵գ"ʲôʱôˣϰŶӶϡ"
"үȡЦ£нջү"
˵ţ˲˶˵"ⶬ"
ǰͲˣܲȥ԰ɡǶʧѽ
ǰĵӣսĿӵ"ллչӣԼ"
ֵ˱ƿ˵"ǾģɷƷƷ"
̫˵ǴһʶĶ˶㡣ĵ߸𣬸ҡ
"ڸζ೤лȴ壬Ǻþơ"Һܲ˼˵"ҲȾƵģӦʱҲֻǺЩƣչһ治"
˵ĺܺЦô߸Цûû˵ġ
"ү˵ģֲϾ¡......ţܵ"
"֮ˡ" ˵߸վ
"ͬú棬ڸڵ㡣"˵ųֵ"úչˡ"
˵ĺ֣أйƵġ
Ҹ˷ͬһţϷ٣ǽϹɽˮϵɴԵڲͬ
ôõˣ"µªһȥ"
"ͺãչͬ߸Ǿʶɣն߶ţչˡ"
ҵִߣЦЦĿҡ
Ҽ֣ұʴˣ˿ôҪϴƵġ
˫ַҼϣҵӣŴ
𾪵ۣڸ߸֪ڡ
"......"죬һ̽˽ҵͷŪſǻ
ҾĻҡ
ͷ˱סгһĿѣʹӲһֻ̽ҵš
ͷڲͣ˱ұǵ޷ΪϢʱڷſҡ
ҴڴڵĴҵıһһ˿ʱ½뿪Ц
""
ãҺõĲˣ඼ˡ
"ǸչӣղŵҲͬ߸˵Ҳ˰ɡ"бŭ
˵ţҾҪվc
"ǾźĲ"סҵ"ǵһ·ˡ"
˵ֳ̧ȥЦ˵"......²үۡ"
ˣô·Ҿôޡ
˦첽ߵſڡ"ҺܾչӣҲϣչء"
󿩿Цͣ
"......ÿɰ"
......
"ôôͳˡ"߸ҡ
"үܵƲء"˵
"......û......"
سԾҡ
߸翴˿˸кҳš
һҾ˦߸֡
""Ťͷֱǰߡ
"߸粻ԣ߸û˵"
"߸ֻǾˣƽҲǸ֮ҸоҲã˵ôŶӲá"
"Ǹ粻ԣӦ"
־ί"Լ»Լ"
"ƽ˵ûҲûˣǲ......ʲôΪѵĸ߸˵˵"
"߸磬ҪİһģûиǸʲôҲΪкȥ¡"
߸ƶǶӣҺ޺޵ס߸Ĳȥ
񴥵ֱ裬߸ĴﻹŵĲ㡣
ؽţұ׾ͷŪ߸Ĵ͡
"......"
ķſ߸磬ұ"۸ңҾ......Ҿֻ"

28
ұɫ֮²֪ôƽ֪ˣƽ»ݰķȼΪͣõΧ
ƽе֪ųƾǵһ˵ľ¹ҲǸˣΪ˳ƯּΪݺȫ߸缰ʱԮֻշ绪ĲӻüΪĵز
Ϊ̹߸磬߸粻һ˳Ϊͯ檾¥
Ҳꡣ
"û뵽չͬīһ"
ҵһʱпƽָ"ôþ¹ͬīȣ¹ӿǸɸɾˣīǸ˾ɷӡ"
"ƽ"Ҷʱ"ôô˵īⲻ⣬ѧʶñȾ¹Ӳֻûо¹ǰˣ˰һѣڿҲһ쾩Ĳӡ˻㻹ô𾴾¹"
ƽ˵棬Ĭε"¹ԸңôԼۣ鲻Ϊȫ"
̾ĳ˵"ѣī˶ԴȴʵΪס"
"ѵõһֱִĳ֮ġ˹ôˮһȴûϧ˺......ƽ˵ĺҪúô"
ƽЦһ"ˮС̫ˣīװ߽ӣܺ͸ݳΪ¥ͷƣвٴ󳼶Ļ֮ǼϵģͲô˵ˡ"
СҰЦ
Ҳ޳֮ˣīԲǡ
ƽȻīɼһʱʱҲ˵ͨվüģʱһͺá
׿īĻҺƽǸ߸˵˰죬ҷƽ߸ĳݼֱ׷廹ȡһ߸͸𾴣һ֮֮ȥŸŭ䲻ӡ
ţ˵߸ˡ
ոջ̸۵һæˡҲãҲ߸ƽ棬߸ºƽһż״
߸һذըֱը
߸˵"Զռ˱߾С򣬸ҳ"
ţɣԶʹھǣǾ͸Ҵ̣º֣ǾͲ»ϴŭһʹ
˵ԼĻɣ߸"Զη࣬ҲǷСӦòɺ˼š"
"㵣ʲôҲǣɱţһǸϲһԭˡ"
߸翴Ƭ̣˵"Ҫһͬȥ"
ҴסĴһ˵߸ֱ"𣬸ҪͬһȥӢѽ"
"߸磬ҿԸһȥ߾̰ǴҮۣҲԺᵶ"
߸޿κε˵"Ҹ˵ˣԭȥ˭븸Ұһȥ˵ʡմ"
մе£ǰһؼĺù񡣲ֻҪȥ˵ǶħתҲνˡ
"Ӣû߸Ҳֳʲôأ߸߰ɣұ֤ҶҸ״"
Цõ߸翴ֵߵһüɫӡҺͻȥˡ

ϣŬһϵӣô˵Ҳһ
⽫ĴҲʵͦģҵȺƨɶĥˡ
͵һ·ҵ̬߸ǳ⣬ҾԱһϸɶһͷ
ΪɶΪһγԷʱҴӲһ档
ǳ湻ͨ仹ŸԴ
һɪɪױɫ߸ɵ˵"˵ôôͣԭǼġ"룬Ϊ˻ʮǿҲųĲӼһ͸ˡ
̵ûҽ
"ߵףⶫӪ˿ϧ"Ҷһŵ߸˵
ڶ죬ǵķ;࣬Ҿͳ˻﷿ĳͣÿγ극Ҷǰ÷ˮô˺׵ôȾ
ҰѧУʳõһʲôֿô壬ָ׶Ҫм顣
ʼǷǶҵ̬ȶ൱ѺҾͿʼԼǵͷˡ
ҵİȫЧǺôкǵĶûС
"ҪҪȥһᡣ"߸ҡ
ҡͷ߸ΪҺãԴӿĥƺרڳһҲһζû
˼һȥôСܳ۳ɳô඼ܲ˻ᱻЦģû˸ЦҲƲԼ
˳ǣҲ˧߸Ȱס¡
ҹ˯ʵʱ߸Ż
"ѣҿȡ"߸ҡ
ۣӣ߸ҩұͿߵ"ôǿãưĥģ"
"ۣ߸Ӣ̫ܵܵܲˣ㵱ӢҲжǡ"
߸Цҵͷ·Ȼڴ¡
ƽ˵ǲϹأůͳˣÿ˯ĺҰѴů£Ҳ֪˭ů˭Ĵ
컹δҾͱˣҲǾӵıû·ÿ죬ҳţĶѾŵ롣
ֲôѧҪμӾѵӾǲһѽû˯ҾȻһǷûС
װ߸ݵѲһȦӳˡ
ҽ߸磬ҪġȻҴʿǲġ
һֱҪкӿ϶һ͵ðְ֡

29
һ·ûɱ߸ɳǰɾͰѵ˸㶨ˡ
ţɱ
֪ôɣɸУΪ߸粻ֵ
ˣô߸һأÿ̽ҪͼȻ˼
ҶԾºܰףǰĽǸսǶս̬ĿһΪͶ̥ǲеĶһйս鼮ÿζζĽۡ
Ǵʱһֱ۵սԺսǵͨһһļƤ
Ҳ......Ůˡ
˼ţ߸緢Ӫ
ŵ㣬һǲʣǲľ˵
ҹԹԵ˿ʼӪ
Թ߸绹ڿͼ
"߸磬Ϊʲôˣ˵Ҫϵ"
߸ʾҿͼʵ˵ͼ治ôأͼûС
߸ָͼ"طҰҪӣǼǰĻҹֻפˡ"
"ޣ"
"ƾʲôжأ"Ȼµɵ
߸͵ĶЦЦ"ɳǰʵȻܺãÿεʤ̫ףзȻʧȴʧ٣˵Ϊʲô"
һȻ"յ룬˲ꡣ"
߸Դһ"˵Լǵе"
ҺǺЦţ߸˵"⼸Ҳ鿴µĺۼֻ²Ϊǲ"˵ֳ
"гӲҪ򣬾㲻Ҫ뿪ߡ"
˯߸׶ûѣ˵ˡ
аԼݺݵѵһͨ
˯˸ˣоֲܲҷ³߸磬ò˯ͻȻһ֣߸緭һԾʱûʵڡ
һɱԲĳȥ¸ҡ
ȹϵתʱŻˣ֧ļڣСǳҳ
ǽһңֻ´е⽣ӰģҸֲǵѡ
ʱһӢӰǰ߸ݵָţһ߸ҶʱӮˡ
""һȣһû˭ͼӰˢˢֱҶ
"ץΪʡ"
Kao̫̫ר
СΧߺͼӰսӰԽԽ࣬ѹ
Ĭӷϵ۱ʱ߸Ԯˣ⼸̿ͼƲƴһĳϮ
ұСʵĵڱ͸϶ʱ˵£"쳷"̿ʶȥ
"С"ұסҡҡ׹С"ôˡ"
С԰׵ĸֽһѪ

ҽ˵СӺò֮ǣҪúþ
еİжСĺСҲ˲ʣڶû˵Ҫ
Ӿҽ߸סҵ"ûŵɡ"
ҡҡͷ߸߽߸üͷţ"治Ӧô̫Σˡ"
ҵЦ"ֻҪ߸ʲô¡"
߸˶Ұ

ӣתͷ߸硣
߸ɫĽǰ
"ԭ˵ޱȵĲɺҲǸ󱲣ôηͷηβĲء"
""һЦһ߳֡
"˵ߵʶˣһȻ鴫"ͷ˴Ц˵
ЦЦĿϣһеָҵ"ѹ˿ˣôû̵޶ˡ"
˵۹´ҵ"Īǵġ"
ԱߵһЦ˵"Сһɱŵѽ"
"ô۵Сõöǹ𣬻ǹԹԵѹ·ڴϵ˳ɡ"
ˣȴԽ˵Խ
һ֧ǰڶЦ˵ϡ
һʱ߸罫󻺻˵"農˱³"
Ц"ԭǻĵܵܣֲóô£ʧʧ"
תһ˵"ʽΣ㽫ܵңұ̫ӣ׼ܺù˲ǡ"
Ҵŭ"ҲǿɺòҪ"
һ庢ӵ"СүҺ£Ͻؼҵﻳȥ"
ŭЦһĿҡ
"ҸܣҸ˵Զ˵ãΩҪġ"
Ц"ƵЩʶ"
Ц"ѽ˵ǰѲôҲˡ"
˺Ц
һһ׵ģӦֽ˵"ԭֻɺģ֪ǵģ͵ʴ׵ζΣʧ˲ְɡ"
ŭᵶֱʱ߸緢һ

ԭս
˻ӳѩĸֵһѪһ죬Ǵǹͷѵ
߲ϴҺһ˲޳˵
ĿɿڴĿҲ벻ĳ߲˹ȥ˲ʿǺԥִ߸ѽɵү
߸ŶһĽ谭мɱȥ׵սȺôҫĿɽͻ뺣ǰû˿赲
۵Ķͽ˻ߵĺ֯һֻϧعⷵյĹ߸ǰԾͲһдļһͿ嵽ǰܿѪͫԹĿ⡣
Ҷһǲ붯ǶˣһĽģ⾷εĸƵġ
Ҿôļֵش˵壬˶˵ڵϷƵ
ԤףͻȻʮˣ߸ƽ޲"Сġ"
Сģһȣ֪߸˵ģ߸ֻ˵ġ
Ȼһֱ......עҡ
һ̶Ļ˶һ״ֵĶ׼ǣ߸ѹϵ"ż"δļǼ˷ȥʱԷҲߵ˻һƬźĽ⴩
""ߵĽʿҺ֪ķҾΨһĿꡣ
ǰ˲ǽڼ϶ϡһ׵ӰӶ
ѪΪܵĽʿǻԡѪĵ£ʱһƿȳļա
......̻
߸磬ֻҲˡ
......Ҫ˰ɡ
ֵоȻٿ־壬ֻǺᣬ΢ʹ
ǻᱻɴ⬻©ʱһı۰ӵֵĹӳ˿Ĳ
߸趯ֵλסҡ
ҳĻ˿û֣ǵĶ糱ˮǰȥ
"Ҫ׷"߸ͳ""
"ү"""һƬ
ұɫһ֧ļ߸󱳲Ȼ
"߸"ҲĴ󺰳

30
о⣬ҽŵֻ֣Ҳҽȥ
¡
뵽֧߸ϵļһ
"ϵۣʴۣң߸粻¡"̲סĬĬ
𣬾ҽͷ󺹵ĳǰ
""ҽŵץס֡
"£............"ҽš
"˵"
"ͷ˵ް"ҽ˿"£Ҿˡ"
ӡ
ܻĳʡ
߸ȻףԱߵվһȺǵĽ
"߸磬Ϊʲô......Ϊʲôμˡ"
߸ɫ԰ףżõɫĴÿ"Ϊû"
"ʲô£κԺеǻᡣ"ҿġ
ҵĽõҵһ·ϡ
""߸ɨһȦȥûٸҿڡ
"ǿʱʲô"߸罫ضϵļϡ
Ѫڵļӡ֡
"գ......"Ÿ
"ӽ˵˵"߸ĿͶһϳصĽ
ӽ"ͽϲ˴ԶٸӦ......ֻǣҸոռʮ˵ʬ壬ȴδʲô"
"Щ˲Щʿ"߸絭˵"ΪչɱİˣȻ鲻ʲô"
"ԣŲܸǴϢĻᡣ"߸˵ɨһۣ""
ˣˣ˵йϵ
"߸磬......"
""߸翴ң۾ܵγˮ"ҵ˲£һҲʹ"
""߹ȥס߸һεεս
"ǣҺʹĺʹ"
ȫȥ²ȫйԾԾԡݵϢ
սҪˡ

治ϣˮ󣬲ˡ
ܽһ·ϮϺӽСɧţıǿ֮ĩڽˮ֮ǰȻ̽·ͼûУһ·бɽֻܿսµƣۡ
߸¶Ц⣬ĵ״ս
"ô㱾ʧ"߸һִĳ
߸߾ֻ֣ҪһӱսʿͻȻڵʣңֻ΢ιսδһ
"Ž㿴ߵ"߸Ÿš
Ҳˣһɥĺһ˵Щʲôյսʹûյſʣµֻз糾㲡
"Ҫǵ׼"߸Ц˵
߾ٵֱȻ£ʱɽĺɱ
ľһеûӦͳ˵֮
ұ۲ٿⳡʵĶԿսɱ
""߸"飬ս"
𾪵߸磬߸ͻȻһ˧Ц"ǽ"
ս½ĺܿ죬ŸѲͺ˵׼ʱսѽӽβܽҲһаõźţõսԾȡһνʤ
ҳһɿѾʪ֣δ˵ЩʲôŸ˵""
߸Ȼǰ¡

߸ļ˳أûõǲ߲ݵļġ
ţ󲻵̸Ц֮ʹ
ҽæ˰ʱŽͷȡ
ҿ߸ڻ΢üֹסػ䣬Ϊҡ
ҽŸȰҼΣҶ뿪ֱֱĿж˼ǿ߸磬úô
һҴ粽Բѵʲô鶼ûУֻǻ̵̻ģһз紵ݶҾܵǰϣЦϣ˵"߸ɡ"
Ÿõҩһ׵Ĵι߸С
"ȥϢһɡ"ŸȰҡ
ҹִҡͷ߸ͷ
߸Ѿˣš߸֣ſڴ߾Ŀ
Ÿȥҿڴ߽߸Ϻ߳𡶳Ÿĳ򡷡
ֳСҹ֮Щĸ߸˯úЩ
֪˼飬߸ͻȻһ£Ҿȵ̧ͷӭ߸ڵ۾
סˣ......ǻþ............ۻ
"......"
ʱ۾ʪˣˮһĻ¡
ʵһ仰˵ֻ֪ס֣ͺһ䱦е硣
ҵĳױ
ʱӵˣҽ쿴߸Ƹ޴󰭡
ôͷһչա

31
߸δҽ˼߸һٻؾ
߸粻ϣҼ߸ִһ档
ڳҰĿ߸米
СĴҩ߸ұұ۶㡣
ô¶ȣι߸У߸ۺĴŵˮ⣬΢΢ſ¶׵ıݡ
һҩ꣬ó۽ŵ߸ĿС
߸ô̲ס˵"ԣǳԡ"
һͷϣ߸
ԴЦ"ָͷıҲ˻ôס"
߸ԾɲΪ
"ˣҵĴ󽫾ĩ֪ˡ"˵꣬˫־ԼĶһ˵"ҴˣҴˡ"
߸Ц
""һӵ"߸Ц......˷ЦôȻ"
ͷᵯһ£߸"Ƥ"
ֱס߸磬ؿڣһСţ"߸磬߸磬߸......"
ÿһͳģʲôʲôڡ
߸§סʣ"ôˣ"
̾˵"߸粻£һܲ˵ġ"
뿪ѧź硶ɫ̩ӣĲλץһ£Ķӽ߸ǰְĿڡ
Ի󲻽ӣ˵"ҵģһ㲻¡"
ſϣ߸縧ҵͷ
"߸粻£һҪҪء"
ҷ˸߸ιҵıЦ˵"¸ѽҾ֮оȻô򶨣߸綼ء"
¸ңǵϽ˵"˼̩ɽǰɫǿ۾գǺǣԭٶ۷Ӧ"
쳣˵"߸磬֪Ϊʲôô"
Ȥʵ˵"ΪʱұŵĶá"
߸Цĵ˱ЦЦ
"߱ˣҵܡҪЦˣһ˵ȥ"Ҫ˵ȥ㶪ˡ
"˵˵һ˵"߸缷üŪ۵ıЦ֤߱
֤Ӻܿɡ
ֵĹһһ죬߸ƽˡ
峿ӻ﷿ŸΪĽʼҵݡ
ýӭ̣ת......컨ơ
׽˺þ߸ſϽң֮ЭΪ˵"ҲʲôֻԼֶһ·Ӧ"
ϧǣӸûκιףˤnӺѧ˻ʽʣµľˡ
ᱳʹĻصϣ߸绹˯
ҰЦС˿ɲˡǲţҿɲôûƷЦ
߸˯......ܶˡ
ĽëһȦӰɫĴ΢΢³ȵĺֱͦı......
˯úܺãٺ٣˯ˣ֪ܲ
˰˼빤ǱˣȻ߸......
ŵ˳ֱ﷿
糿԰˱Ӫģ׺Ͳ׻иඹѾĲˣϺʣʼˡ
ܲ˿ˮһȥΡ͡ٵε֥飬ˬڡ
׼ز˺̯˫ҪСûƸոնסá
ȰѲ׼꣬ҲˣֿһɰļܺãͿԺˡ
Сˣһתסˡ
߸žĿҡ
Ȼû˵һ仰ȴһεѹ۾ģȻ
"ôô磬廹ûö˯ɡ"ڨЦ֪ΪʲôеĻš
Ǹ֪ЩֵֹģһкӦòİɡ
߸Ŀһۣתˡ
Ҷ˷˳߸ڳɫĲ֪ʲô
ĽŴţ"Щ²"߸ͻȻ˵
""һʱûӦ"ޣֲ̫ˣҪЩӪġ"
"⼸ķİɡ"
ЦЦѴ͵߸˵"ֻҪ߸ϲԾͺá"

Թ߸󱳵ϵӣʡ˯ŷʱѹ˿ڡ
ʧѪ࣬߸ľ̫ãÿҶ˯Ϊ˲ÿε˯һϸĳߡ
Ѿۣ·ߵҶҲѾˡ
ҸСƵĵͷŬ۾Χһ㶼ľɫʱͻȻﴫٵ
"......"
Ҵ󾪣æ
Ŷ龪һ߸ֻ˵λ
һεʲôĵˣüͷţһĲ
ֲɵĸüͷǿҲʲôŲµ°ɡ
ͻȻ䣬еһʹҺû˽һֱıԻˣڻʼôɵĹӣȴû
ǰôء
߸粻Ķ˶סĦܿɫƽְ˯ȥ
ǵ˵Ӵߵĺȱȫеģ߸Ϊʲôûаȫء
Ҷǰ˽ĺ٣֪Ϊʲô˶ⴥֻǴӶЩж̬ϲµǶҵӡ
Ϊʲô
ֱս߸ѾˣĬĬؿҡ
"ʲô"
Ц"߸εʲôҽеôǲεҵƤҪѵƫҲֵĶ"
߸ǣ"εСʱˡ"һ̽ı˵"ʲô²Ҳա"
̹Ĺִ֪û˿Ա
⣬εӰܴ߸һֱʱƲֵġ
¶Ұ⣬˼ȼӻ﷿õĹư衣
"ˢˢ ˢˢ ˢˢ Ŷ~~
ˢˢ ˢˢŶ~~
ˢˢ ˢˢ ˢˢˢˢ ˢˢ
Чճͳɹ߸ʿ
߸㵵ĿǵĹӣǣָȻҪ͡
βͷǵ˦˦ȥһұһͭõ𾢡
one two three GO....
~䰡䡡~۰ۡ~߰ ҵ
~Ȱȡ~ΰΡ~谡 
ҵĸͻ
ҵĸ³
ļ
ɴʱ԰
ǷҵĸҲ
͵ҵĸҽ
Һȭ
ÿζǲ ~~
ˢˢ ˢˢ ˢˢ Ŷ~~
ˢˢ ˢˢ
ҳ߸ߣвɸл⼸ĶôҾȻûд
one two three GO....
~˰ˡ~ΰΡ~װװ ϧ
~밡롡~ذء~ð 
"ҵĸͻҵĸ³"ľʣҳĸһ赱һֵŹġ
߸ЦĿˡ
ѽ~~ 
ѽ~~ ҹҹ
ѽ~~ ʱʱ
ѽ~~ Ѳ
һͷϣ߸Ц"֣û"
üմ"ˣһΡ"ض鳪"ˢˢ ˢˢ ˢˢ Ŷ~~ ˢˢ ˢˢ Ŷ~~~"Ĺֽнȫ
ȫЦ
ܹˣҳֵ˼˳裬һֵĺӺˬĺţ"õ۵ģõֶװ׵......"
һСŤŤѧŴӣ˼ĳ"ϵ¶յūţĵ˶ūһȵ......"
һˮȫˣСӻһȥһЦ
ϵķû˳ˡ
ЦﻶЩû쵼Ƿŵĸˡ
ֱϳ߸Цһֱδˡ
߸绻ҩ߸ͻȻûͷûԵ˵һ䣺"첻Ҫôˡ"
˵ҵֵ"ˣĸ󿴼۵ġ"
ɵЦûĻֻɵЦ
߸۾ų˵"......εڿޣʮһ۸һֱŽ߸磬ֻܿôҲˡ"
"ǸΣõ档"
߸ҡҡͷ"ȫǣܰǰ¶ã߸Ҳ"
˵ţЦЦ"Һܿģлл㡣"
"Ѳ˵ģҳˣ߸һֵ"
߸˼ţҾȴ"ҵӦ֪"

32
ճƣû
߸ڿˡ
"ǵĸԭʥͻʺŮ"
֪ʥͻʺ̫ӵĸףʥֺš
ȵȣŮ......ȻֻǸŮ......
ร˲𣬴Ůʺһūķܶʷ
濴ƽʱȻҲǿ
"ڻʺȥһֱܱʹĲ길һֱסڻʺ޹ֱһƺĸ󣬾ҡ"߸˵̾˿
߸ɣһĿųҪ͸档
ŶеĴ档Ұû˼
"֮ĸ󱻷ΪˣʱǵĵλȲϹеۣǻȴʵ涼ֻĸΪ"˵תң"ԭΪǻôʽĹһֱĳûû߸Ľ죬߸ΪʲôӦõġ"
߸ǫ飬нԼŬҿɲΪô
"꺵ŻʺĻ񣬲֪һǲҸʾȻ˸ʺĸ......֮ĸ䳰ȷŬȫĵڶӡ"
ΪʲôôңһΪҵĳô߹󣬶ľٶеζ
ô˵Լ
óӣӵĻӣûп......
߸ԭҲǸĺӡ
ЩΪʲô߸ȱȫУĻǺܲס
"һֱ̫ի궼һ꣬øѡӼ"˵߸糰ЦЦ˵"ǸôãļƷҪѪͳ߹Ļӣ߹ľ̫ˡ"
жţҺ߸ʲôϵ
߸ɫ΢԰ף˫򣬱˻ۼ˵"еĳն̫ǰʮһܵĸ׽Ҳе˺󹬣׵ĸ......"
߸Ļǰһ棬ŰգΡ̫йһƬѹѹȺӢĻʵ㲵ž̫ӣ̫°Ļʵ۲ֹڻʵЭҪȡ̫ӹʱҳˣһһƬ̫ǰӵ̫ʥϡ
ļ˾ͼĸ׵߸磬ʱͻ䡣
Ʒīͷ......
û뵽'......ԣӦСӳųô
̾ʲôѽҿӦýмʱꡣ
ζЩ......
һֱΪǱܳ谮ĺӣ߸Ļҿʼɡ
Ҽǵ÷ʱһΧڲ龰СӹҵСˣ˵䡣ǻ붼˸еů
Щ˾Ѳµġ'¶ϴ񣬶ʵ۾Ȼֹǿɾڡ
ôû治һ㡣
"𣬾˴󺵵󣬾̫ӵ󣬱ȫ󣬿˭֪㱻ͻĸ׻ʱ޶޲ˡ"
˵⣬߸ΪҵյۣĹ⡣
߸٣"߸"ҵĵĽһ߸翴ͻȻ͵͵Ц"ôС......Ƕ۸㣬ĸױ˹ʲô......Ϊʲô......"߸һ§סңֹסز"ʲôΪʲôҪ......"
˵ˣλӦ߸һֱѹֵģҿʼԼִš
"߸˵"Ұ߸ıŬԼ͡졣
"ڲǺúõ˵Ѳк"
ǸĺӣѾִͬˣӦǺͬԼ
߸ֹסҰͷļϣԽ򿴼¹һб
߸ĺڶߣúܽڼʱԱŷһǿˣʱȴôһ˴ţеӹͬԿ걩
߸ƽһ󣬳Ŀң"......ֻã˭뵽ͻȻ˳ֲ......"˵̾Ϣ¥˵"߸磬߸û㡣"
"ɹֲ㣬˳вġ˵ӾͲá"
Ȱο߸磬߸ƣı۾˵"ҴӦĸҪ㣬á"
"ˣڲͦõ"߸¡
߸ֱҰַ߹ţ΢ЦĿ߸΢΢ʪۣ"˯ɣ߸Ҫ˲ܱء"
ʵҺ£һ߸岻ãٴ̼뻹Ժʰɡ
οһӣ߸˯˾£ϵκܹ죬ȫڰ׵ӰƵģһһССӤʹޣֻں۾ޱĶһǸɫ԰׵СϥڵϣĿҴӿͻȻһӵŻĺΧסңǼЦ˵"ʮĵܣ""............"һ߻졣
ŪˣҾĺΣȴվŪˣҲ˭Ķ
˱ңһƯŮЦŸһˣҪ΢Ц˵ллȴͻȻ......
ԾǺڰ׵ĽƬһŤףһ˫˫źŲмż۾ҡ
Ҫӣһ˫ůסңһЦǰ˵""
ҰĵİԼһһƾճڽ£ؿʼԵеһңҾֵĴУɼıڶڵЦԽԽԶ......
һǸɫ԰׵ĺֳˣңѲǺǳԹ
԰׶Ͼǲ̵Цݣ˵"ΪʲôҪңȻΪʲôҪңҺǡ"
"˰㡣"ͼο۾ͻȻŴң"ѣû˰ңֻҡ"
Ҿ΢ЦǸСӣ"Ұ㣬ٻҰ㡣"
Сڵϣ§£˳ͷ˺ܾúܾãСʱɵ£ͯ£Ž......عͷһЦЦݺϤĻЦݣֵЦ......
ڶ죬һͷԵ߸һѰסңҪҶ˯
һϵĹʵûֻõͷ˯һ˯ˣֱҲѡ
۾Ϳ߸ԱЦ˵"С˯ˡ̫ɹСƨˡ"
óۣұ
߸Ұ
һ·˭Ҳû˵ֻǿߵϼոϼϽߣϼɫıãȥеĹâ˾һɫʣҹɫС
һЦһůӿ߸ӵҽҴϣס
߸ĻůȫȵƣͽԼǸȫɢ
һϵֻǣ¹ɴҲ֪һţȻܺ䵫ҵȴ¡
߸ֳָϣܸȥһ˿ů
Զ֣߸ַգָ޳ĥı룬ֻվĦңʮָʲһ
У໥ӵ˴˼ȡŶԷ£ԶɽҲ¹ԵĪ⣬һʱ䣬յķ֯һ¡
һлƵĸ·ÿƻ߸綼ȥա
ʱʹͣͣһֱôȥ
Ȼ룬ΪѾңңɼˡ

33
û뵽ڳӭӣƵĻһŴȰ
ЦǳĿ߸磬ڳִ
ǣ߸οɴ¶ˣ˲ȴȫ˲Ĳ˲ͷ
Ҳ˵ģһֱѹĴУսѱԴܸһֱ

¿ɺãԶѵĸ֮ᱻ߸ɵˡ
ڽϣ߸ܵӢ۵ĶԴʻԼǵһӿ
߸棬ӢΰıӰҲһԺ
ˣҵء
칦ϵȻ߸硣
߸ƫɫһ˼ĵ۾ǡ
һֱ֣߸糤ῡ㵫ȴûһСζʮ㡣
ĸҲǺõĲˣǣгϢѶΪڡ
ĸסҺ߸磬Ŀ˵"˲٣γ˲ٿɡ"
"Ҫ"˸ˮֵͣ"߸չ˵ĺܺãںܽʵġ"
߸ҵ˵"иʡĸ鸣ȫʤȫ߲񾲶Ҳû"
󺹣߸˵̫ˣ⻰ҶţѵøʺĸȻ¶һοı顣
Ϊⲻ˵ѵˣʱȵӱǫػ˵
ĸῴҵľ̬Цĸ˵"£ӶˣǺúõЪɡ"
ʱӯ֪Īĸͷ۵¾첻ϳˡ
Ұ㡣
һȸ΢Цĵͷ"ԼǣߡǲϳúЪЪ"תͷ߸˵"ߣΡ"
Ŷ֪ˡ
߸"лʹģ޴󰭡"
ϵ˵ͷй߸ϸͻȻ߸½󣬵"ûȫҪٺȵơ"
˵"ú˾뾲ϯɡ"ȡһСеݸ߸磬"ϺõҩҪúõα˸"
ĿɿڴĿʡ
ȰĲˣ۽üҶŨŨЦ⣬ЩЩԺ
Ҽұҵڱҵݳʱһʱ׿ҵ
תͷĸᣬĸҲһɫ
򶨵߸ˣ۸˵ʲǵЦĴ"ǣǡ"
費û뵽߸綼ֵزˡ
һѡ
ҵò׿߸磬춷ſ
ϻǣתͱصײһ£Ӷ˱"ġ"˵һ߸ұ
"ž""......"
ҵ......첲......ﰧţľҡҲҿø첲һ£Ҫ߸ϻ˿ˡ
ǹġ
"ʮĵ"΢ĽУתһǧ겻ıɫ"ʮĵֵܵࡣ"
"佱佱Сܲ߸ѧ˵ƤëѣԸСԣ߸мҾҪˡ"ǿʹֲɫ󱻴ĵطʹʹû˵ͷ
ֵ߸"ߵǲʮĵܸմĸˡ"ңһͲˡ
Ƥм䣺"⻰˵ˣ߸ãǲ̫˭ƫƫ˫ȫĻ......"װģ̾"ʱû"
ԱЦĿбӵĿ쳣Ͽ˵"ҿûҪ׼԰黫ĺܡ"תֵ"թΪһǷǳ岩ɺģҲñСɧŶզʹյ룬Ʋһһֻۣϧɶ˵߸磬Ҳ"˵ЦļΪš
㣬㡣
ᴫ̫Ц"ʮĵܶԱĵá"
"ֻʱ߸öˣٱѬһЩֻǽ߳ѡ"
̫ӿ߸絭Ц"һս䶼ƻսء"
"ս"ת߸磬߸翡΢죬Ǻǣ˼ˡ
"ʣߵдһ¼գ븸ʶ׼"ֿʤ䶷
"ףס"һȸʴ𻰾˵
ҵ"߸ĽѪģԵϷˣأ˵߸Ǿ֮ǣսأ"
Ц˵"֮»һ޳ɵСЩ֣дд衣"
ǺƵ۹ϻȥ
ҸûƵļЦƤϵĹɱҵȭˡ
Ҷû׷˵ΨŮСҲ......ţŪˣҿɲŮˣǿСӰɡ
ǻϸΧ˵ҲĶ֣˵תһãͬĻҪ˵ǣ"ڻǶֵĶ֣ںúѧ굹ǿԺͶдһ¡"˭ҵЦһͨ"ֵĹɱˡ"
ߺߺߺߣҿɲ
"߸ǰ̹ȻմҶ£שֻĸ˺ˡ"
˰ѽվãֽԪһĿһɨţеЧˡ
΢ۣͻȻһţԼһУҪĿ֡
ˢˢˢʽʩչò񫣬ٵʲᡣ
һسĳ"𣬽ɽ˻˪ƻƺˮããʮݺ˭࿹"
"񣬳򣬶һ磬ϧҹ̾ϢѪ"
ɺ籡龰ĿеĽĸˣսڶ߻졣
콣裺"ȥ˱˱ƳԸйҪķء"
ұϲĸ֮һĴͻֺǰģϾһŮ˵ɤӶе࣬һԸһԱϣ˭˵ֻ⽣Ҳ
۽ɨɨΧȲʵĶûУй
ԼǺܵ߸ǰ"Ǹ߸绹аɡ"
߸翴ңεͷҿһЦٺ˺һͱû˿ǿ
""ľƱ£ڵˤƬ
ʱ˹
ŶãûӦǱ𺳵ģһݵĲء
̫ӷҪֵܼȥ
ˣ˯
֪ǲС񲻺ã֮ұȲǰ԰ҹһڶȵļΡ
"һûظأҲ֪īͺǲǵңȻظһۣڵ̫Ӹл"ҺԺĸ̫
һߵľŻӲ"ð죬ͽīҲǴո......"һס졣
ˣµľˡ
"Ȼ¶ߣҲɨˡ"һٰʮȵĴת䡣
ﲻļⷣᶼãƽʱҹﶼ˯ǰɡ
ҹèӵġ
ã軹ûʼ͵͵ˣСһݵĿҡһĽУ"ʮ壬ʮ壬ҽ°ɡ"ĻЩ˵Ȥ
Ҳãúõĸ߸һ¡
ҾͼӴ׵Ĵһ߸ҡͷ̾ϢľŸûɥʧĸŴ죬ȻҲжҵĻ֮ԱǵģǶѷδ˥
ᣬȥ˯ˣһҪǿǡ
ʲʲҽĿûע⵽ң
ᣬֲ֧סʱɢˣģģļǵ߸ұĸоᴩһŷӣ˵˵ʲѾˡ
ʲᶼǵˡ
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һۣͿһ˫Ĵ۾գѽգĿҡ
ҳЩٶۣڿʮ룬ӦʮͻȻһԾ
"ƽīأкء"
˵꣬ſһƬЦ
ſվһСӣīվ棬ǿЦ˰ף̫УһûĿ˭ܰҿѣƽӮˡ
ģѵģԸ˯ˡ
"ܻ"
ƽЦ"ͷ߻ĹžͰǽӵˣ˵үСǲչˣǹȥס"
ٺ٣ǴˣҸ˶ǲɢˣǲ߸á
Ƿ߸һ顣
ϴϣ˶緹ҾĿ¶˶ĳԣʵܲǸèƵ۹⣬һ˷˿һԡ
߳Ա˵ұƯˣ˸۸ƨС"ʶ𣬲ŷƯ"
һôЦ£Ǻ֧֧˵"үǸǰһ"
Сӣƨģ˵ұĸӢ˶
˷Ҫȥлл߸磬ﺢǾ͸ճϵţƤһĶ
Ҫǰ·£ǵøһ졣
±ң߸ļҷҲ湻ݵģϰӡ
»ͦȣ˴򲻱ֱ˵Լô˵Һ߸綪ˣʲ£ֲҵĹܼҡ
ͷһīŵСɷס
ī˻Ѫīƽ۹ֱһѡ
˺ǣ߸˵Ҳµأﴫ˵ҷ˽Ų
"߻֣ͨͨڣһû湻أҪöòֻҪʮĵܿʲᶼɡ"
ǾŻ֡
"컹"
߸
"죬࣬¾ʹ˺ȥĸҸ߻ԣⲻԹԵķˡ"ŻֵĺС˵"߻֣ʮĵĻ˵˵᲻á"
"ѽʮͥҾ͸˵"߸ġ
"£ʲ˵ġ"
ϹȻǾŻ֣ҽ
Цĸк߸˵"ղʱ򿴼췣ҿĲͽͣˣ߸粻Ұɡ"
""߸翴һۣתŻֵ"ŵܿԻظˡ"
ǻҪʲˡ
"Żֲ"ҿס
"ˣһ¡"˵ȴǲ鲻Ըģ߸ʵû˼ţæͳȥ
ص￴߸˵ĺȲ裬ʸŵĲˣͶ㶼ѧƵı׼
ĿתĿһһﰵ̾˱ˣҸһһũ
ҺʲᶼţƵģʵҲңѹأʲţһÿ45ڸɲ͹˹˵͹һͨͬﻹŵˡ
"û"߸²ң΢΢
ЩΣʱֱӵĿɺޡ
˲룬ѧ߸ϸϸƷһڣûȳζһڣĥˣǺȲ𣬹˼ں꣬½ˡ
̧ۿ߸һۡ
Ҳ۽ǿ¶׼İ˿ʽ΢Ц
߸Ц"СȲ"
"С"ɷǰצơ
߸һѻҵװ˳ưҷϣ˵ұӵ"ۻ˰ɣ˯˶֪"
Цң
߸ֵ"첲"
첲......Ҷ˶֣ѽ
߸Цһֵ"֧" һʹ㲲Ĵһ
"Բ߸粻ġ"߸
¶ϸϸװ׵۸첲һƬȻϱۡ
֮߸ǸηӦжϣҩƸҲ˰죬ˮԷȫιȻ˵ֵˣҲѡ
ؾͺ۵죬Ǵ粽룬߸лһзÿרĵһ档
Ա˵ģƽ߸˾нĲУīɫ԰ף߸Ե߯Ҹɡ
ȥĵطǾȻ컮еɵĻǺ죬괬߸ȥɽգҾһ߳͵ߵʳһ߿̫ɽ
ҷÿģ̫˲öҫ۵Ĺâ¶һ棬ǧĵŮӷֵչʾģǱȾϼɴлĻᣬҪһ£˼סķ顣
Ȼʱܶȴǵ˵õĶͨǶݵġ
ʾWϴǦλҹ
ɽķЩ߸緢˿׷ɡ
߸ң߸Ļһֻ׼̡
̧ͷ˸˸ҡ̡Ҳ΢ЦצץĽЩ߸ؼҡ
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߸һ춼ڸ³ֱٵʹ
ģ̫˵ҹͣҴī˵иƷƷ
ӦԼī̫ӸһžͼŻֺ̫Ӹ˵ӭ
̫ӿҵĵ䷶Զǲ²ǫѷϯ䣬дĺܵīǿͿġ
īЩڣûʲЦݾӦЦĺǿرһŻֵĿīͻͷ
ڸļ϶ס֣˵"һȸһǾߡ"
ī̧ͷмĿһۣǱŻˡ
һĿкӵˣԼʮͣ嶼쳣ָѶȵĶ
ҲûӼֻȵ𺳡
Ƕ룬ҧȦΪСĺġ˿īҲĿסĿתĿ
ӼӳͣһӣıҰˣܿɰ̫Ӷ̲סޣ˺Щȥ
̫Ӹʱ̫ȴִⲻϣҪһдأŻ߹"ʮĵܣոˣʮĵܵʮĵܲȥ"
ƴתī˵"ҼīӵģīӸһϰɡ"
̬һСñĴǡ
īҪߣīȴ"үȥɣүȥȥ"
"㡣"֡
"лү"īЦЦ"ĶͦףҪֵͣҺ;үȥȥͻأүصġ"
Ҷ̹ȻĿ"үصģīչԼ"
ŻԲͣñ߹ģҲüܡ
̫ߵǸϰڵϹǡ
̫ǳͽʳȥˣʣҺк
ԣ˾֮·˽֪
"̫Ӻ;үʲᡣ"ʡ
СӣһʵֱӶɵˡ
"˵˵ҿˡ"Ұ"겻ɽʲ³Ӧ֪ɡ"
""ӻڵϣ"ŵǺúź˵ź˾͸"
"Щ"
""Сǿ"ǰɣŵźʱʲᶼ֪"
ɽ
͵͵ĴӴ洫ݵĻͦ¡
īģ
"Һ㡣"һƵķ䴫˵
ҹ˾ĺôƾ䴩䷿ᣬŻֵָ˵·Щ顣
Ұ׼СļͱƱҺմʪĴֽᣬīڵϣΪԿ顣
"ǵȲʮĵܣΪʲ᲻ҡ"
һĵȵҡ
"ϲ㡣"
˵ŻּѵҪīīϥм㿪ˣһҿīɢͷӵʺ
β̫ѽе
"·ŹīīѾǾˣ²Ҫī"
"㻹֪ҵʮĵǸʲᣬһúô㡣"
"ī̷ֻһˣ¿"
Ż־ƬϿҵ˵"ʮĵܻСһʱʣΪƴ𣿵ҲҪҪķ̫ӵͯ˼ðǰ¡ϾһֱУѵǵȵʱſ뿪"
Щŭ뱧˹Ҳòڮѽ
īû֨Żֵ"ǰǲԣ㡣һúô㣬һκ"
˵ǰ˼īѸ˿еԺɡ
"ˣڸϿʱҾˣڵѦǾȳΪʲ᲻ңЩһ۸㣬ԭһκ"
"ī񲻸ңī񲻹Ǹ͵̧īˡ"
"Ϊʲ᲻......"Ż˵ī֡
"أīǾˡ"īЩ
"ߣװʲ࣬......ʮĵС"
īһ˵ı飬۾ʱĴġ
ĵ汿⻰˵𣬾Żʾᡣ
Żֿʶ˴˿ǣ͵˵"һǺܿҲܵġ"
ԽԽķӶһ㣺"һʮĵû......"
"þöûɣԲŻἢ......һܿģԣҲ˺㡣"Żֵƻ
"£ʮĵ֪ܲæأΪҿûٷ˼ҿ̫Ӻܾء"
"ĺ㣬㲻"
īȫǽǣϢȵ˵"............"
ЩԥҪҪȥǣīŻˣ......
"£Ĳǿ㣬ҷģ˺ˡ"
Żץסīӵ֣ظ߰˵"ҲҵİɣǼղǸһ......ǱʱˣĺҪ㡣"˵īĴ
"㣬Ҫ.................."īһŻְīεѹڵ......
̬æһ˶ʱ
"Ż֣Ǽ"ἸװµӴ˵
ſˣŻ澪ĿңЦݣɵϾȻҡ
īͷɢҵģ·Ҳûãﻹ
"ӲҺϲллŻַˣӵ߸縮һ"
װûīһŻЦ˵"ˣҺīҪظŻָ̫Ӹ˵һлһ롣"
˵꣬Ҳī˸
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ī·һֱĬҲ֪˵ʲãֻ֡
صҰī˯£Լϴһ˯ɢͷոշ¡
Ż˵ĵǺ飬ֽͷ˵ıȳĺ˱ȱȽǡ
߰ģץץͷء
"ỹ˯"߸ſڡ
"߸"ҽУ"Ż"
߸ЦЦ"εս£˵ƾˡ"
"أ˲˯ˡ"
߸˵߽磬üҵͷ"ᴩ٣ʪͷ"
˵ҷŵϣ˱ӵ˸ɵҲͷ
"߸磬̫ӸҺīȥˡ"߸ͣһּ
ҰѽŻī׵¸߸"߸磬˵Żĵ"
"㲻"߸ʡ
"ʲ"
߸һң"ϾŴī㲻"
"ţŻֻŪīҵȻమһףǡ"
߸ɴ۾ŵĿҵ"īᡣ"
"ʲҵ"Ц"ҵѡ"
"㲻Ǻϲ"
"Ǻϲѽҽĵһѣʲ᲻"
߸ЦĿ˵"ʮͥȾΪ˽Сɵӣ˵ʲá"
"û߸磬Ϊ߲嵶ԣοͥȡǶѣ߸ԲҪء"
Цң˻һ߸Ŀҡ
ûʲѽ"߸ˡ"
߸翴һۣùҲͷֻǶࡣ
"......ĺ"
"ţĿͦʵģ費ҳĺá"
߸ЦΪ"ѽĸ質õġ"
Цҡ
"˵ģǳʱûʲ飬Ҫĵġ"
"Ŷԭĳģ߸糪һ"
ҿ˿һƬɪľ󣬿ȴůŨŨҡҷ߸۾ӳʡ
һʱЩӿ죬ҲĪķȡ
һ֧ڻصһ֧İ˵ĸ裬һֱڻĳһҵ˰ӵڻҵĸ衣
ĳĸ衣
˻߸
߸紽ǵЦ⣬Ҷ˶
"ЦݣůůҸж
յʹҵ
ҹɫʣҲ֪ȥδӣ
Һ߹߹磬ذĿ£
ĬĬΪ㣬һУ
Եֲ˵أøоڲͬ
˼з֣Ȼж
װԶף㣬˾кΣ
˾к"
ս߸֣Զůůһֱҡ
߸磬ֶ̿ڴ......
߸۾ػ磬ҵġ
׵Ĵѹҵݣҵ
ұ׾ĻӦľʹЩȻһƬհףֻ֪ЩٽЩ
ǹڿзҺ˳ǿз裬Χңڶ߻졣
֪˶һǣ߸ɫĿҡ
"......"
ǣһ˾ҪһаˣԸһ벻빲ˣҪִ֮ϵˡ
߸ĴѹģϸϸҵĴǡա......
֮У·ı£ǰһ߸ؿڣҵŪҡ
ҴûҲ֪ĸо......ЩЩ飬һЩ˵..................ſ֡
"߸......"ҲС
߸һͻȻңĺ
ůͻȻȥһʧ䡣
߸ң......ͻȻе˼ߵıۡ
߸ûмԽԽҴ˸ս
һ˫·˳˳ҵͷۿ߸վתҪߡ
"߸"
߸ͷϻǺģƬͻȻָ˱ҵ촽
ɾӦʱȴͻȻſƵˡ
߸ıӰԼ촽ɵһЦ
߸Ҳء
ҵıŵģƮƮķڿУ˳ƵġѾϲ£־͵ˡ
߸磬İ߸磬Ҳҡ
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ҪҪҰ
ҪҪףҰ
ҰҰҰ
ԭģˡ
ǰҿƭԼ˵ǲǰֻһҲˣԴ֮ӶӰӡ
߸Ұ㣬ĺð㡣
ػص˵᲻Ϊвǻע˵"Ҳ㡣"
Цˣ߸һ˵Ҳء
ҿ˿죬̫µдںߵġ
һû֪ˣҲһҹŽУȻһˡ
ҺٺЦ߸Ż룬᲻һļǵ߸ء
ҿʼ߸絽龰
ںϷ£һˮһʫ黭⡣ţǻģֻҪ߸ϲν
ں߿ԼĵӰĺƯء
"治ԼԼ"ˮ˵
ҵѽɰɣɰɣɰɡɵ߸߸Ҷమ
̫һһɽˣ߸᲻᲻Ҫǲ졣
ģ߸ء
ѾˣҲˣỹء
ҪҪȥ˵Ѿ·ˣˡ
᲻ûҵţǵģ׶𣬷ҪŪ鷳
ҵһ˵Ұ㣬¡ص㲻Ϊɡ
ó׼Сˣ߸磬ҡ
"߸磬"˵
"Բ𾲶µˡ"˵
"ûϵ˾ͺá"
"߸磬Ұ㡣"
"Ҳ㡣"
̵İŪСˣҸѧġ
Ҽѧ߸˵"ƯյľҲһ"
ԣĻ߸϶˵
"߸ӣ߸ھӻֻ߸硣"
ҰС˷Ŀڣ˿
ٶۣڲſԼĸ顣
Сּȥ
"߸ỹ......"
"һģһ㡣"
"ٵȵȣĵһϾ͵......"
"߸ϲ"
"ϲѽ߸䱦᲻ϲء"
"Ҳϲ߸ѽܾúܾþϲˣҲ˵㲻Ҫҡ"
"Сɵϣ߸᲻Ҫء"
......Ϊʲỹأ
"߸ȥɽ󴨣߸ڲԭԾޣ߸ںϷۣ֮߸ʱʱ̿һ
ԽԽˣҽ˽·סڲݵϡ
ҲߣҪȥ
ϵŮǶΪûмֵײһ۵ġ
һȥҲһ͡
һҰ£һ......
ˣ۾ֹסشܡ
˯˯ڲݵϻǲ߸۵ġ
"߸磬Ұ㣬ɣҵ˺"
վ壬ֽŶˡ
ҼŪҵĲޣҾͲ˯߸ͻҵңҾʱĺ
ˣҵ޶һˣιɽݡ
һݺὭһ
һӲ£ǳ¡
"뵽
Ǻһ
һ·ղصεεĻЦ
ҡ
뵽
Ǻһ
ֱϵĶҲȥ
㻹Ȼҵı"
ҵͷģû֪Ҳˡ΢̫ˡ
ұϥͷϣ۾Ϳ˽ˮ
˯һᣬ˯һᣬ˲õ߸Ҳҡ
֪˯˶ã߽ҡ
һ·ڼϡ
Ǹһػǵסҡ
ҲҸõסңҵʱ򣬸Ұ
ЩҵͷûֱӺҪߡ
"߸"Ҵһվ
û߸硣
𾪵ң״ӣŵˡ
"ŵˣǲǡ"˹ȥ
"һֱڵ㡣"ţů
"......"
"֪㲻ǹģµҪǿʱ䣬ûϵ˾ͺá"
Ц"ңҲûãΪһһֱѽ"
"ûҾͻؼ˯һɣûġ"
Ҹ˵óС"߸磬Сˣɣһһҡ"
"߸"ҿ۾ɵġ
ұ۾һһֵ˵"߸磬Ұ......"
ܲ죬Ϊʲᵲסҵ죬һû˵ء
"Ҫ˵Ҫ˵׸硣㻹С㲻"
Ϊʲҿı顣
"ҶҲСˣ֪Լʲᡣ"
ңĲ̫Զ
"ǲܣԶܡ"
"Զֻҵܵܡ"
ֻ......ܵ......
"ֻҰ......"""߸ҡ
"˵˵......"
""
......
"֪......"
߸ͷҲصӰС˵"߸Ұ㣬İ㡣"
õĴպý˳ˮƯɡ
ڴ֧üҵľżϷȻûͣȻǸΨһĹڲڡ
ʲϵء
һһȻöҲÿʣֻЩ䣬ӹͷﷺ䡣
С˲֪µĶ۵һǶҸ......
˺ңûӦ
Զȥ
Լ֯ĹһǸΰ
ζһ£""
"ү"""̧ͷīƽˡ
"ˣ"
ЦЦеĲż"ޣ²˭"
""ƽסң"ǻؼңǻؼҡ"
ҡͷͻȻ"ˡ"
"үһûظүǵ߽㣬˾׳ʲ¡"
һ......
ؿͻȻӿһȵҺڡ
""ƽһסҡҡ׹塣
"ƽʹʹ"ҽץסؿڡ
ڳ˽
"үЩ......꣬СһЩү˯......"
"ϲ˺ЩƷ......˵үԭ......ǲү......ү׵......Ҳ֪......"
ĿһԸȥˡ
龰²ԳԼˣƢСŮһֲûʧ
һεʧǵһپͻָѽ쵯ٵֶҪϵˡ
ʲأӦǵ˼ɣ߸û˵ңԼһԸġ˼Ǹֳ۰ԼĵܵܲӦˣҪ׶ء
ȥɧˣѵҪͬټӸ
˵ûֵܾͺá
ǣỹʹء
İ˰ɡ
ҳḱҪЦˡ
"ʲᡣ"ƽס"£˺öѪ"
"û£ɵˣһ"
ƽĿ˸ҡ
"ʲʰɡ"
ƽ"úϢɣ޹ؽҪ²Ҫˡ"
Цˣ˵Ǿ˯á
"һʱѪ߸Һ֣ұ߸ˣһ㲻˳Ҿܲˡ"
"ͨˣҲԡǷҲµġ"
ƽظӣҲ⣺"ƽĹܺð˭ѧģ"
ƽ˼"ǼҴġ"
"ҽ°ɣû˵ء"
ƽ˻"үүǵ׸ҵǰҲһ΢ֵרĴ⣬˭ʮ˻......ȫҶ⣬ҿүʹȫүүܸмүͰ"
˵ЦЦ"үʿʲģ뾲ʱҪůģֵþ˽֪үͰ˹ů"
Ц"û뵽߸绹ʩͼˡ"
ƽҡҡͷ˵"үҪǱĸԸġû˱ȹҡ"
Ĭƽⷬ˵İɡ
ƽ˳˳ͷ˵"֪ҸռʱʱֿֿһӾǧϾСèһڴϣº䡣ʱү˵СʱܹɣҶء"
""ƽЦ˵"ֻˡ"
һ......
Ȼ͵ֻ˰ɣǸľǸĺֻˡ
Ϊչҵ壬ߵĺֻҪһпջǾͣƽ˵¶޶岻á
ͣͣҵ嵹˺ܶ࣬Ҳˡ
ǣѵĹ࣬ò˲ء
ЩҾͿʼ轣ʼ轣ʱһ˿Сÿÿǵֻ̾ƽΪȻ˵"ǺÿĽûʲá"ҲΪļֱһʱƽһֻ֦һͲĽǺ֪˭Ĵۿ轣˳˱ұԼʿֻīˡ

ԭ
ԭ
仯ôԭǸ˼ϡ٣õԭں֡
Ȼ˾ֿ˼ҿջ
ֵɸɾҲ롣
ҵۿʪˡ
Ұ಻ס³Ҫúÿòյĵط
"......"
"......"
"Ǿ......"
һʱ䣬ұΧ
ָжһѣû뵽Լܻӭ
ұȺ˺þã˲ŸҽΧ
ãܴ˵ı飬Ӧ˵ӯػأһƫֲӢ֮һ治ݡ
"ܴˣˡ"
"үְ"
"ܴ˵ĻԭнճɾʹӦ׹֮С"
"ְְү𷣣ְ"
ƺЩˡ
"ޣдʲˣ"
"үڹػ赹ְҹдۣԭ룬ԭ......ְͿ"
"дģ"̽ʡ"ʵǣ"
"ְüӸġ"
"д"ͷ"ѥҲдģ"
ʵĵͷ
ʧЦҵ007أλͿʵһȻǺ⡣
"ܴˣϵֻҪдصͿˣ¶˵"
"ְ......"
Ұڰ"㣬֪Ǻ⡣"
"ǻ......"
"ϴҺܺã˲ٶܴ˲عһ"
صȻһ
ڶҾͲȰ迪ʼˡ
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ЧӦʱҲǺõģѪﲻѹ
ûůûů
Ҵ˴궳˵֣վ彩ӲĽš
ѩµĺܴ󣬿ү֪һѩˣµøķ׷
µˬˣѩﻹҪΡ
˿϶ѷŵĲӣЦ
ԭѾ죬ԭҪ±ع׵ģʺͼȴÿ춼ҪһѵĶҿǲҡ
ȻҵģȻҲ֪˵˾䣬޾ϸһҪԹĿľҪʱ䣬Ҳɡ
ǰǴӲڶϰģкѽ
ǽʦȽҸڼҶȵӡ
Ȼٵ㡣
˲̼˺¼
¿İ......½ҽ......տ......ɽϵ......
......ɽԵķĶҵ......һűϦȾĿ......ɺЦĿ......
˦˦ͷҩɾȡ
ƵĿȥˣֻʱ˾ͻᵭֻæµͲȥ룬......
ԸΥѽľԽԽ㣬ĵȴִĲȥʱơ
һ˿˿ģģȴƲɢĲҡ
ÿҹÿηʪĺۼȴġ
Űǵ͵Ű
ջ˼˱ʼע

"ү"ī˽
һʹɪһ¡
"үطɣѾˡ"
īݸһСů¯ЦЦͣ˱ʽӹ
īҷɼ羱"ү˯ӻԲġ"
֪ǲһǸˣֻаԼŪýƣ˯òŻ̤ʵ
ѩڷ׷£ҺīѩϷ֨֨ش졣
һƬֻת˲ͻˮΡ
"ѩ׷꣬궨иճɡ"һ˵ȴ뾩ǲҲѩǸǲҲڿء
ǲҲһסǣǻˮΡ
᲻һ......
"ү"īҵ˼""
ůڵġīţᣬڷ
"ȥϢɡ"ȰԴԭҾͿʼȻҲֻǼӴӣ
"᳤ʱ˻ǷŲ"
û⸮˽ҵӦīɣƽͰȻʱҪЩīϸġ
ҵʱƽЦңīȴ"ַʹɡ"
֪ʲҲÿīֱ˯ҷʱٻ򴵵ҵ˼
ûһ᰾úࡣ
Ȼ˰̣ˡ
īҴñǣϨ˵ŵ˳ȥ
һҹΣ˯ῴ˿죬ѩѾͣˡ
ٻֽ˽ȥԺԺӱɨúܸɾһ׽ͷЩðˡ
˷ƽ˵ܴ˵ˡ
Լܴȥ¿ҽתת
ϣҹ磬Ƭ̲ͿҽݵĴš
"нɺá"һžͿæ
ڼҺʽæʩ"СĲ֪¡ܴ˹ʧԶӭˡ"
Ҳ"񣬿Һܴ˲ι۲ιҽݡ"
"СĲңҽǴ˺͵µĿģ......"
"ˣҩϲȫԺȻˣָùš"ҴĻ첽߽ȥ
ҽݹģСȲһҽԺԭѾ˲ˣʮŲ˰ڻһҩʦǰԺԺɨúܸɾڵĵܵҲæСӼһЩ䱸Զ󷽡
ҽݣָһνĻʿǼǵöʱ
""ǰ"ɫãɷС"
ҽƢ˵ëԲˮƽһ
ڰҵ˵һʲʲѪקһͨǲʲһֱŲ¡
ʧЦ뵱ҽզġ
ûסҵܴ˺һһթģںӣһǵ˵"²ɻ䲡ҽµ缲ͬСɣľйأƽĵá"
Ұο"ҩѾöˣиƣһúõġ"
ǰοĻ˾Ȼ𶯣ץסҵֲŵʣ"ĺö"
"ѽҩģÿǴúˡ"
"İɣһԹġ"
"ûбĲʡ"ڲĵʡ
룬"Ҫ˵ᣬǳ갮˯ǺǣҲܲҩ⣬ұͺġ"
"ˣˣҽῴңҪҪͿ顮٢ȵ'"
ҵЦǶЦ
һĬжûС
뵱ҩСо˰Ҷ˺üȷްҷõġ
Ƕ̫Сˡ
ᣬڽͣͣҩ˵ٸ伸ûǾ͸ˡ
ճҽݣͼС"......ү........................ֳ......̫......"
û˵꣬ɱ
"߸磬߸硣"ұ߽бǰ
ˣܵģһĶŵӭҵ"ʮĵܻḱСƢ"
"̫Ӹ......"סˡ
"㣬⣿"̫ҵ˵
"⣬ˣĺøˡ"Щʧ䣬ֳֻΪһ߸硣
ܿҵʧ䣬̫ӵ"Ҫʹûһʧ"
""һָ̬"̫Ӹܹٺᣬѽ"˵޸̫ӽӷ磬Ҹתת
ݹ٣ԭһ
ڶҳʱĳһϵѩɨĸɸɾ뻹ŵƽʣǲ飬Ҳ湻ġ
⼸ͬ쵼Ӳ칤

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ҿʼ̫ӵ׶ˣҲǸСԡ
ոھϻǸȵӣת۵ĹܸῪġ
֮ǸֲҲǵùߵʲ᲻÷ҪǴѩ̣ⲻһֿԡ
ҪСңܱѩˡ
رƽСӣҴһݡ
"ˡ"̫ƤЦ
Ƥ......û˭ܸ£Ǻỹ¶ḱӡ
˵̫ڿȽʵѪġ
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ܶЦǰϵƽ̫˵"ǲģ̫Ӹ졣"
ĲУˣҿһһ
ϵ̫ġ
Ϊ˾ϲƣϻӵϷʱ̫......ȸˡ
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ǵĽͦҪ鹦īīڲҵƸʦһӦҾְ𣬰Уʵǲְ
ӼҵǶͦ飬֮еݡ
һεõ㡣
Ӷʹ仰û˵һСʹΧңԲĵ¶ɢ
ϥϯϣСʹΧĿתҽ¡
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սͿ̫վſڣһˡ
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Ц"ɣȫıᡣ"
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Һ̫һֱƣҪǰƽһʱĻɢˡ
Һȵ¸ǣīһסҪҡ
ֺīһͨȣֱī޿̵Ķҵľƿ
ҵײײī
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"ү̫Ƥˣүԣ̧̧첲"
˫Ĳӣȫѹīϣ"īѽ"ñȥķ
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ůԭĴǷж㡣
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ͻȻһϲ"塣"߸ҵֻûԭ
ƽһ룬ֻ֦ͷ¸Сƺ˳һһббڵϱġ
С죬ݸҡ
һΧ
ҶŪһУƴһ㡣
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ʱһĽ߳
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"ιҵģ컹ҡ"Ůǲᣬ۾ŭǡ
˼
"ɽҿأҪӴ··ƣλǮͻ㡣"
˳һĻѾͷķӦЩãˡ
"ƾʲҪǮҵģ컹ҡ"
""СͺһҪǰ
ҵסССѾͷʶҡ
Ǻ˼ˡ
"С˵ģʲ֤"
"ҵģʲ......֤ݡ"
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ߵ˶ЦŮСǵͨ죬޺޵˵"˵"
"ޣ˵"ҹ"ˣ˭֤ء"
"үүҵģ컹ҡ"
"ޣүү͵ģԣҴҵġ"˵ָָ㣬һϷı鲻ÿɷ
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ӡ
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СѾͷ챻ˡ"ҪϲǮ˵"
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βֺ˼֡
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ڶҹ滮һ׼Ҳȥ棬ѧУҪݽϡ
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ʱʼλ˭ԸҹҹУһظʱ˵ġ
ƽ"Ƕһˣҹʲùġ"˵껹ŵĴ˸Ƿ
"ӣ˲Ҫȥ"
һӡ
㣺"Ůϲ¡"
......ãԼȥ
"ī......"յžͼһ̫īȻſڡ
īЦ"үȥ"
"㶼һˣ绹ҪѧϿء"
īЦЦҵֵ"ѵýˣҲȥ䡣"
īá
Ƴϣֵĺܣ21͵ҹзֱ𲻴ҪЩԵġ
ҿӦ̫ǿҵıֺǿʮĺһˣĺֲܴڵҾȻֵ˰졣
ԼοԼ˵ЩǴ
ҺīĶͦģҪǸСѾͷһ졣
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ֹסժƵϰ"Сã˵ģҲȲ³ģ˵յײŸҲ㣬ܲܰøҡ"
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"Ҹī˵յ׵ʱȻˡ"Щ
"үˣǲ±İɡ"īЦҡ
һүһ˲Ŀ
ϰϽʩ"СĲʶݣ¿յƣС͸á"
"ߣү˲𣬲˰ˣȻƾ͸ɡ"
СѾͷһĲӡ
ʱȺв˿ʼۣȻҲµóʲᡣ
"СãֻҪ˵óΪʲյźҾͲͬܲ˰ɡ"
СѾͷЦ"֪һӱ˵źڰӵĸ첲˵ȸ߿ģñȸıźпס"ķڷ˰ɡ
û뵽СѾͷЦ"ϰֻ˵ǲտû˵ҪΪʲᣬ˶˵յףҾǲµˡ"
СŮҲ
СѾͷʩʩȻεϰùҫ߹ҺīߣƵ˵"»СЩҾˡ"
"үοСӶһ"īɫȰ
"ϰ"ҽйϰ"׼ֽӡ"תī˵"ӦģȻû˾һ㣬ǴֲЦ"
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ʵܼ򵥣СʱӲǴԼ
һһˣΪ˺СѾͷ֧ŵġ
ȫһƬ̾ϰƨ˭Ŀ佱Ȳīӹʱˮ
"С......"īֹ͵˵˾"лү"
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ľۻڼʼλΪġ
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߸Ÿҵ
ˮͬʱŸ߸ҪּӭȢϢ
ռŸһ˸߲ϲ˵ƽ㼸ζĻ⡣
ʵûҪֻҪ߸ϢҲ
Ǹϵ˿ֿʼʹûϢ
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˯һֻҪ˯һͺã̫ⲻʲᡣ
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"үʲᡣ"
Цīʪܵ
ī¶"үЦˡ"
ЦѵҪҿȴ˵"ЦǸ˵ӡ"
īĬëϴ
·ҹʹóǸˮ򣬻һ
һ˫ִȦסҵīͷҼϡ
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"ү......"īҵĻ"һۡ"
˵§ң΢΢Ĵ
"үٲ............һһֱߡ"ƵǰҴһһ¡
"ʲᶼҪ룬ֻǣǿֵһ......"
ƿҡ
ڴϣҰͷࣺ"ƺȵĶˣеͷʹȥ˯ɡ"
Ĭī߹̣Ƶ񱩷ǰס
"Բ......"૵˵
īͣ¶Ƭ̵"Ҳãүûʲ᲻Ե......үģ......ˡ"
䡢
"ī......"ס֡
ûס۾"үīжīֻ뾡ľźүīȴԼ......"
"Ҳ˼Ż......"
īһִͷ"үʲ˼īסү֪Һ;ŵµ¿īӦõġ"
īץ˱죬̧ͷҡ
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ī۵׵ʹĴҡ
"ī......"īסҵĿڵ"˵еһ͵񣬿ĵүϲ......˵"
Ŀҳ׻ˡ
"ɾŻ......"
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"ү"īɵң"ī֪䲻ү᲻......"
˵ͷΪ̣ҿˮϡ
"......"סҪȥ֡
"ңҺܼį"
īعͷҾ΢Ц"ҺܱҲܳٶۣ᲻ҡ"
˵ī......
֮ᣬ˴ڴīԵúܼͣĸҵ壬ҵ
ǸӲľͷһһթľƻա
īҵʱڲͣĸҰο˵"үЩţġ"
߳ᣬͻȻû뵽ҾȻֵ˱ԵĽˡ
īȻҪοң§ҺңһԽԽ˶ίƵĿ޸ͣīǳԿǸᡣ
ᣬīּΪСŮڵ޼ƿʩֻüҲʧңֻ֪ϢѸոտ޵һɶ
ԭӦ㶸ռ顣
Ϊεı֣īûٳЦ˵үᵣ˻ɫĶǸʲᶼëᡣ
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£֪ӦϾҲǸˣȻǸΪɵĳˡ
ǰҶϣǲòϡ
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ƽ㣬ͣī¶ȻЦݡ
㿴ƽü޿κεЦЦ
ƽ˭ҲֻǰĲˣҪǼ
īйо
"ԷԷ"Ҵ䳡ĸÿ˼ϲԵòˡ
ǳԲ˯һ˽춼úƵ˭
㻹һ״򲻶קǱ߳Աƽ
ֻƽֵĺСǼֻҪī񶯹ĲͲٶұֵ൱ԡ
īʵֻԼǰİ׷˶Ҽиġ
Ϊƽͨ˭֪û¶档
⺢ӱҳԽԽԡ
"ƽ"Ҷݣƽڴϱҡ
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һЦ
"㲻ϲī֪ҸӱƽϺ㲻ȥԷ˭ҲԲá"
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"Һīһ᲻ˣ"ʡ
"ү˭һɵƽƽʲᣬǸг衣"
"һҪŻᣬʲʱгˡ"Ҿº͵˵
ƽ޺޵˵"㵽ϲʲᣬǸ......ԣϵĹǺЩ㲻ùźĺǲǣҪͬһˣүˡ"
ҺٺҲ̲סˣ"˵ʲᣬ˵"
"˵ˣҾǸûֻ°˼ޣҸˣ㰮Բԡ"
˵ת˳ȥܲƵĲС
˸ʵĸתתһЩС¡
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"ǵأ"ʡ
"ᣬ԰˸ɵ˴"
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"ģɵǸ˿ǸͷƣһϽ˶û¡һ˸ɷˣ˾˵ľ¡"
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īѪɫؿƽͻȻЦЦ"ǣҼǵãϰҸɵĺҰʫдԼϣʫ......"
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صķ¿ӴīĻ˶ͣ˶ҡ
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ңī񾲾ڴϣ۾޽Ŀذ塣
°ͣǵЦֻЦ䡣
"ī......"ҵͷīۼĶ㿪ˡ
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īȻҵĶŵˣĿһѹῪʼ˺ġ
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īЦͷԼ徲
ҰīīҲĻӦңǹĴ°͡ؿڣһ·ת£īĺʼ
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ڵϵεذڴͷ϶İҸղŵĳ
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ǽƣʱҵƤˡ
ڴϾĶӿʼسֿʼЦȤԷ
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ϸ̵٣ϸӣһʱ鸴
ں˼ʱī˶СƵĽëһſɵӵ̲ĶųЦ⡣
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ī¶Цݾõ佱ĺӣ˫§סҵĲӣֻСèƵĲ°͡
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ס"ῴҵġ"
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ҳ֣ǿŭת·
"ү"ī̽ʡ
ֻҵīҵᱳ"үī񲻺ãү......"
ֺõĽУĦҵıֿʼ
ץסֵ֣תͷ"īԲ......"Ҷ˶ټ˵"Բ"
īЦҵ"ţ᲻ţүõ......ү......"
īЦЦңϢЩٵؽ"ү......ү......Ҫīһ......"
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춾´ᷢīĶԽӲ"㻹"ҹĵʡ
֪˵ĹŮ˲ͬǵطҲġ
Ȼ......
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ϴɾҲûѽ
ӿ϶ǳȥˣڽûʲ£īҲϿΡ
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ͼƽ̬߽
......
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ǳĳ
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Ҽæס´֣"ʲ᣿"
"ƽðүīӣȻҪ"
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ƽ̧һ˫ӨӨۣ"㲻"
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"˵ֲңҵǸīǣǺܹ֡"
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"ƽɱīˣīܵĴ"
ǫѷãԲȻ˸߸˵³Է
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һ˵˸֧"......"
"Ŷ˭īӽһҹ"
²īǺ
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˷ʱܵЦ 
"鷳תīӣ찲ȥ̺ǣīӷĺЪɡ"
Сģ"үҩǸģʱīͿϲˡ"
ҳ
"Ҹīǲǵ˶֪ˡ"
Сһ˵"˶֪ˡ"
"˭졣"
СЦļΪ"үīӸɵ֪ء"
......
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ӹĺÿ죬תһ¹ȥˣҵСӹ쳣
ڴѾˣʼйԣҽţīƺİʲ˼
ҼЦĸ׾ˣӵ˼īû֨һʶ˴īǸˣҰŮ˳ƺһú衣
"Ҫţҽ๫"ֻǸеĳƺѣǲںġ
ī̧ͷңӶߺˣŤͷ˵ӻС"......ܺá"
ī̫ɰˡ
Ҿšŵĳƺ˻ķһҲԽѻˡ
ֻҪһ깫¾ֱӻؼңȺĳԶٷҵĻ죬ճճһᣬ깫ģʹʹһΡ
ʱҾ룬ֲһЩ˾ϲѻˣӻеġ
˵Ұɣھһɷ
θѽ
ֻҵӹ̹īľԽԽӹҲԽĵ
̫ˣӦòѽһܲΣ......ؼҶûѽ
ܶҶǿЪЪѽīڴϵȼ̫ƽ
ԽƴԽңһȥģŪ糿˴
Ǹӣҵĸһۡ
˵ٴΣշշȴңоƽ
һǷɵˡ
깤Ŀ죬·ϼС˳һī̫࣬ú
˸ȴûҵˣīȥˣʼԺӵҡ
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"û˵Ⱑ"
תһȦ"֪ī"
"ˣˣԼҰɡ"
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"ƽмŮǸõˣһȫ벻䶼ѡ"
"ϸжƽҪӽʼתȡ򣬶ŮӽӴ"ҸӲָꡣ
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"ǾҽӴŮӡ"
"ŮӺѽ"
ƽ޵Ƴһۣ΢Щ"Ů÷"
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˵ᣬҿʼˮ
ƽЦЦҵ"Ůãһϲ"
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ƽرˣ۾Цûˣ"Ȼ˵ãҾԣЩŮ"
гɾ͸УҸһ
˸߲ҵĻص鷿Ϳī񾲾ǡ
"ףʲʱģ"ͤûˡ
īЦʲỰҲû˵ֻǰͷؿڣֱסҵ
СƵңҾЩ죬ʹ
ҸͷˮƵĳѾ˶Ķ
ػɡ
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⺢˵ûͷûβģЩӵ鶼ˡ
"үеҽ˸СӡܴǶء"
ޣϲ£С׿֦ɢҶҽʽš
˳קīɱȥ
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ϲ̵ıཱུС
СⷺܽȻа˽࣬û
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СһǸһץס"ơƣӿϲĽأСиɵ"
ĴһºӵС۵ĲѰӸͰ͵ӡ
"СԣһǸƯĺӣԣɵЦһ"
СŵĺСҵָѰҡ
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"ޣޣޣҪ"СС쿪ʼһһʱҼæ黹ˡ
δĿбӻصңתͷ......
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˵"......һȺͿˣ......ǾȻᵡ......õУ......"
Ҳͣ"ѽѽһΪ......ǿǲѽ"
תͷƽЦۣҲǳǳЦ
īЦҵֵ"û뵽үϲСӡ"
"ޣһֱϲСġ"ˣҲϲӵǰҵͱﻤĻ˵ǼҵĺӶõġ
ΪҲòʾ׷ЩѰижױȡ
ɫ磬һɢˣ伸λʲҪƵĳǽһ졣
ҺīߵģߵʱһǧסҸɶӱڽ˸ˡ
ܺòؼҳԷҺīﵽһ¥
þûԷˡ
ϲʱۼĿ¥иС"īȵҡ"˵ҷɿ¥
Ļƽˣڲ
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ȻǹһƬЦüĶˡ
¥Цļ˵
"ī͸㡣"
īɫܲã˻ǿһЦ"үҲǻظ"
ҼæסһֱǱġ
Ҵҽ˳˾¥ᣬī񱻳һĿϡ
ظг˵ʳīûʲʳιųС뷹
˯ҹ֪īͻȻ˾񣬷ǲ
һһ߲ͣʣ"үīүϲī"
ˣ
ڶīһ͸ѧϿȥˣΪ˴ҹȻ
Ǹʦǰҵ
ּ˯Ҫƽңҵ˯硣
ƽҽе鷿һѻ˵ǼλƷġ
һ򿪻üͷˡ
˵ʲأЩɽˮζʮ㣬һϲͻ
οʦʵǲأ˸Ķܴ塣
"ƽǴҵЩŮͼûʹҸ㻭Ů"
˵ֽ꣬̿մīʼҵĴ
һã뵱޽ĵĻɴոҿʱҾͱһŸˣи̾ûлǮĲѽƬһŮӣõվһˮűߣ۵Ц봹Ҹ
ڰ׵Ļһʣ续ƬɢϢ˰عᣬһ䣺"Ǹǿѽĵ񾲡"仰ұ׷ɱ˺ܾá
УÿһʵĹնǸ˻Ự
ˣϷŪңʼҵˡ
ջңΣǹҪֽѹϻҾͳˡ
ڶ𴲣ҵĴ緹û˵óԼְѻꡣ
"ܸ˵˵ͺˣȡЦҲѽ"
룬ڻϵɳ
ɺ

ﲻ֪ǿͣһ̰
Īƾ޽ɽ
ʱ׼ʱѡ
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һԺӾ;ղԣûŵĶһ󼥷Ц
īûϿ
߽վڲ۵ĵط͵͵
ţīѽ
"īӣĿȲ̽һ˵īᡣ"
ҪˣǶʦ˵
īдֵֶ˶٣û̧ͷд˵"̵ÿдʮ飬ҡ"
"īӵ黭ڹѧ"
Ⱥ췴զġ
īԾû̧ͷ
֪˭˵˾ʲһЦĺ˵"࣬ӽѵҲҪ"
īеı̧ͣͷĶǸӣﾲȥ
"үҽǶʶ֣Ƕ֪ǡ"
һЦ"ǣӱѹʱûܡ"
Ҫըˣеŭʼȼգ......Ⱥӡ
īĴˣȴȻûз"ֻҪѧʶּɡ"
"Ҫʱϡ"˵꣬ʰ˶뿪ҡ
Ŀī߳ſʱӻζһ£˴Ϣ˼뿪ˡ
ﴫһָ"ҹ""ǰҪӲ"
಻ԴǴŭɶƿ߽ҡ
һţ˵"˵ĺðҾѧ𣬱ıû׸Ƶѧ˸һһƽʱ̫ˣǲ֪ߵغǾԴǵķӵ֪֪ܹη겻ж಻ûһڿΣǳǾԴ"
"ӣһһдģǵһģľ͵õǵĳ"
"أǵء"ߵץ̨ˤڵϡ
"ûģѧʲᶼǰ׷ѣһøмͬ鲻ݵ˻ʬ⡣"
ָǼĺӵ"û뵽ǾȻ᲻Ƿǣ;˵Ҳõīڹûʱ˾껹ڵ󣬶ԣǱѵĴ"
"ãǵѧϰīʱܿ࣬ڱ۸ǾͿúЦ"
ԽԽۿдת
սŬƽҳ̾һȥ
жˡīȥ֣֪ܵĳһһˡ
īһĬĬܵΪʲ᲻ҡ
""ӵ"Բ......"
ۿǸղŵĺ"ûʲԲҡ"
"ԼģǲǶԵ"˵
ε˶ʱˮ......
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ʼĩصĺܣһΪֻǼƤӵĶ磬ԭ顣
ƽݲī߳Уʱ롣
һֱΪƽǸڿֱƵˣû뵽һ档
˵ǣḬ̆ȻܵѧУ͸ˡ
ǰЩյӣһͨˣΪ㡢Դī˭뵽Ŀīϡ
ĲײȴǲƵİīС
ʲᣬī뿪ңĿġ
Ҵͷ߱룬ѧУҸƽϢˣɽִŵζԸ
ܸǱȣǱϾķһޣǸ
ҵĻϿҵı֤СĺӶûд顣
ͷĬĬͻԱߵ˻кϼһ֡
"ȥţŮһ˵Ǿеġ"
"ӹ˶þͻΪ......"
"ڳſȫիϰԸѵ......"
ǹҵ£ӿ˽Ųȫիȥ·ϲʱϳҵЦ˵ϲ
δߵͼȫիſھһڿʲᡣ
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ȫիϰӭңϲһͷˮ
"µĻСѾѺˣֻȷɼ......"
"ʲử"
ϰóһӣǰϹҵľȻҸûĻ
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ÿɴ·Ȼûñӿ̷ʱ˵װ硣
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"ƽѽƽ˵ǵ»δġ"
ƽ......
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סһµīһȺС
ϴ嵭Цҡ
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"ү"īЦ߽񣬻"ҺúÿүĻ"
Ц翵һ˿ƣ
"īˣǻظҪ㡣"
īЦ˵ã۾ȴһգգĿ
ϻ"үĻԽԽˣǹѽഫ۾үһܰɡ"
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ߵķȴǻظǳǵġ
"īī"Һ˼ͷҲصļӿŲϽϰԸȥ׷ī
ɾһīûӰӡ 
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ȥߵķһǳˡ
ЩãȻȥģ
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ϧȴһֱûȥ
ֻһС·ּѵߣÿתһҶǲתȥܿ
кܶζͣЪЪҲңҲҵ£⡣
ҵײײԼϢƷ䡣
춵ɽҵȴһ±׵ȵס
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紵еᡣ
īġī񡭡ī񡭡ī񡭡˻ߵĴ󺰣ֱʵ˵
ȻҪҪҡ
ΪʲᣬΪʲҵòҸѾŬˣΪʲ͵Ļᶼҡ
ãȻĴϣ漣֣īߣҲ뿪ҡ
Ҫҵûеļǿһһܲ˵ġ
һҪúô
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˲ϵҿʼɽɽûǾ͵ɽ¼ҡ
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ŬѺŵĵزǰһʯͷ̽֡
ͻȻͷҵַסͣһжͣڰͷҲͰߵľ롣
ĿʼʱҪǷҲӲġ
һֵ̿ĲʱͻȻήȥתͷɿˡ
ǴѲ
ջ֣ϳҵѪʲҲûа
Ѫ
ҵȡ
˺·ҽס˿ڣãȻӺܳû˵ǡ
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īҺɽȥ
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һΣСסҵ
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үƽ˶ټү˵ɢҥԣƽүʾ
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үſڣ˿״Сĵ˵ˣȿ١
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үԳī񣬵ܰīֻүĲɡү֪֪ĺܲʺڻʼء
˵꣬ƽͷߵ׵ƽ˵Ķ˵ˣү
ᣬĻӦҵΪ߸᾽ȵĵزҺīᣬʵһʼͲ˵Ҵſȥֻһ̧žһת
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ֻĽģʵҵѥҲŷѪѾѥӶ͸ˡ
һ˺ҵĿȣ˿ڵĲѾѪȾ죬Ѫ
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үҴˣҴˣƽ֪ˣүˣүǧ£ү㷣ƽɣᷣƽû¡ƽҰһȫû˸ղ٩٩̸ӣץҵһϴ
Щ䣬֪һֱȥһʧѪ
տ˵
𾪵ңЦҪ԰ɣҲģҿһ߶ҡ
ҧסľұŬԽȡ
ʹʱһҺûüͻ˹ȥ

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иʵӰǰζץס첻......
лģѵ˵......
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ƽ......
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......
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"ңҪȥ"
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ұۣġ
Ҿţֱ˶߿˲ۡ
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ǰҲʺڻʹ΢һĵطҶʺء
һֱ˱ĺܺã˵̫̫ڰӦˡʲô¶ǽ棬ҲܶһʱǼĹԱҽѣƵأԶº޺ЦǸĺʦǸТ˳ĺŮܺȱʲô
ѵһεΪҵĵǸӢˣ뿪ҵԾԭ
ʱҺ͸˵Ϊɵı֣ұΪųƽС
޷˵شְһ˵ϴƴѧſ̱ѧŽƽϣѧթ
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ֻˣʦúӡ
Һ˽ҾͰֵż˵ı
һ˽Ҫңοҡ
˺ܾã˽ۣڲκˡ
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һʱҲʲôȰοңĬ
"һܻá"
£"ºδԡ"
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һƽīûκϢȴ˻һؾּ⡣

Ѿ߰ˣϵ˿ڽ裬Ѿ´ǲʹ
ڵļ˵ĺۼ󣬱ĺöˡ
ҶֹƾͿմŽͳԿˡ
˺˿ųٳٲ϶
Ͱȴұ¶ϡ
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"Ҫ¼ңôֻ»˻ؾճ̡"
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˿ڣ˿
ڶһ磬ȥѧУ˿ǣ˼䡣
ʱܾī󣬵תȴֻһ˫˫ۡ
ʺͼλͳԶʱҲ׷ͣŪøƵġ
ҲҵҪһߡ

ڳϣڸҿʼ
ִţԴǰұ˵ʵԼûʲôˡ
˵ⲻǲ˶ҶһֱڣҾҲΪѹסΪҵģҴС顣
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ĬȻƬֻ̣˵"һᾡΪ"
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˰죬ڷ֡
ȻȻҲȫϣô˵Ҳҵ
ţͻȻһ
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תƽʱϲ
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ɫӰվƬ̣תɽˡ
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"ƽ"
һۣԥƬ̵"ƽȺӷ䡣"
"ؼҰɣ˵Ȣ޺ĵһҪ͸ɶӡ"

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߸绹ô۹͸Ц⡣
Ҳѿ죬ѵĴЩЩ鴤
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"ԽԽƯˡ"
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ҿ˿Ƕһߡ
"ɫôãôô԰ס"
Цſ̰ôҲ˵ʲô
ֻ֪úÿҪμסӣ㵽˻ȪҲҪȹҲҪ
ҾôһֱЦݶֱŷϵ˿ڿʼʹ

""߸ҵֽҵĸۡ
"ôƯ"
"Ư"
"һ£ϾûסЩ¾ˡ"
"лл߸硣"
߸Ժת"ɽô"
""
"Ρ"
""
"ͤҲ"
""
"......߸Ҫˡ"
"......"
£ĿЩڨڨ"֪ˣϲ߸硣"
С˵
"............"
"֪......Ժ󲻻......"
"᣿"
""
"ңҲ߸鷳......"
"һ·ҲˣЪŰɡ"ҵĻ
ҿ߸ıӰ۾ĬĬŸղŵദ
ͺá
صҾûĲУºûУ·ҲûԺſž˯ˡ
һֻ۾ˢˢĶңһüëĳ̶ȶͬ
"ʲôʱġ"е㵨սľʡ
̾"鼤Ѿ˯ʱ"
Сʱţһ˯߲๻ˡ
˿Լ£űӡ
˯ùģƱ˶֪
"Ӷ˰ɣҸӶ˵㷹ȥ"
Ҳһת߳ȥ
ץҵ
"ããһ߰˴Σ㲻Ѿˣһһɡ"
˵˾ͺڣڵĸúƵġ"㣬㡣"
Ҹæֵݹȥ
"ǲϧ壬ھͷҲȲõ¡"
ˣ˵ͼû
һϴ
˰˾̾Ϣ
"²Ҫģһ취ġ"
ǣܻеġ
뵱컨ν˶ҪĲֻǼǧ
ʱҪзƻƻ͸飬Ҷˣϧʲôûа
ϲŵ̬̫ԣЩҲס
"ֻҪ̬ŭⶾܻ"
ٺ٣ֱӽȥŮľˡ
ŶҾˡ
һϿҵƴͷ
˰ķҩ˴⬺еˡ
ЩǲͬƮƮľһĲһɨ⣬ȶ䶡á
İ˯ôʱϾȻ˯š
һ簲ҽǰڲ
ûԷ͵ȺҩҩһӾˡ
ҵ״̬ĺܲãڼ
˳̫סЦǺǵǣĿ߸ĿбӵԶ
صѾǰҰѰҪĶ
ôһӲɼСӹȷǸҩݴġ
ԽüͷԽ̾˿Ƿ
"ˣж¹ƹûʲô֪ĸֻͻȻ˳ֲЩҽ㻳Ҳ˵ѽ˵ˣ¶˿϶ɱڣôʱĻ֤ѽ"
֦֪ˣ㲻ûҽǶֽء
"ҽɡ"Ұο
ⲡˣǰ޹˺ߣֻؽ......
һûԸһߵǰ
ҵӢʱ
..................
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ɫĽУɫỨں½׺ơ
һ˶ԣڵɫдĴԺ
һɴΧ
̾Ŀң壬Ҷһ£ָ˳˳ͷ
"ӽһҪٺȾƣЩظ"
ҵͷ
"СţʲôһҪӲš"
"֪ˡ"
ԥţ"Ҫͻɣ˶............"
Ц"ôұ˳ġ㲻õģ߸ϲҲʧġ"
߸ͱ̬ȣ֪ô
˵ôȥű˵ء
ǲģҵſʱڲͣС

һƬϲЦݡ
ҳɹһȻҲ֪СŷԼЦݸλ󳼺ֵǺѡ
ײǹŴִǼ£οǶ
߸ԭǳլһСԵˮ١
ȺвתһСȦ;ؿЩƣЦ߸ϲȺ
ҹĴϲ֮һôǸô⡣
Сסңĵڶߵ"үǲȻظɡ"
ҡͷ"ۻûʼЩʧ"
˵ţŷϵĺˡ
͵ĺһССĸ߳߳鴮ŮǷŸ߸翪ʼá
ʱȺʼڣһƬȲ......
̲סСһ£һﲻͣĸԼסʧ̬
ô˵ɱǸԾģƴգ۾ӲƬˮȥ
"С"ҽУ"ȥŷң߸羴Ҿͳȥ"
߸һװ˷ֳ˷ѡ
ҵ۹ʱ̶û뿪ʹ̸Ц
Ѿ˶ٱֻҪһعҾơ
ʹرסЦ⣬ڹƵʱҲû뿪ǸɫӰ
ڵȵ߸˹
"߸"վûжġ
վñͦ"Ҿ߸һף߸͹ͷϣӡ"
"ȵ̫ˡ"߸ӹҾƣޱ˵
"ţ֪ⱭҾ͸ǡ"ЩΣٱѾƵ
߸žûգҲգĿҡ
Щȣ߸ЦЦ"ʤȸˡ"
׼ȣŻһסң"ʮĵܱߣλֻء"
ҡͷ"Ͳ裬ʶˡ"
ʱҲ˹"ʮĵôȥ𣬿߶Ȳ𣿹˵ǸСӰ˦𣬹"
"֣Ҵϲӡ"߸΢Ц˵
"֪Ȣ˸"ӺǺЦš
"ߣǽѽвң㲻𣬹ڻʲôµġ"ɭɭЦ
"ˡ"߸Ծ΢Ц
"ûڱжˣ֪Ҷ㣬......ǺǺǺǡ"
ǺЦһƣת˵"ߴϲӣʮĵܲô"˵һץס˾ƾࡣ
ŻæȥƱƵϡ
ҿ߸ɫæ˲"ֺȶˣ²¡"
ӹЦţ˵"ҿûʮĵܽƯĹϧѽֻҿҶǲѽߡ"
˵ʱһֻץס
"ֺ֣߱ȶˣҷȥЪЪ"̫ץŶӰϰŪ
Ƕ߱߶̫˵"Ǻǣ̫Ǹǿҵһͻģһǿ"
ߵĶ̫Ѿʹ˹߸žƱָѾס
"Ż֣㲻ҳô"
Ҽæ˾Żߡ
Ҫ裬ʱ˿ʼȲʣ߹ʹҲصλϡ
ԱߣҴ˰һ׸趼벻Ӻ߻һû
ҶĿңܲôɵѽϲûһס
һһѽ״̬
"ЦݣůůҸж
յʹҵ
ҹɫʣҲ֪ȥδӣ
Һ߹߹磬ذĿ£
ĬĬΪ㣬һУ
Եֲ˵أøоڲͬ
˼з֣Ȼж......"
һҵʱ˼˳ϵϿȥĿ߸԰׵жĴ
"ôϲô"һץٺˤڵϣϵҴ̵ҵ֡
"ǸӣǸ輿"˵ţһקұ߱˵"ȶˣԱ㡣"
ұϵģһ·߹ȣͻȻƵһ˵Ľ䣬׵ѹ
ǣǴֱҧʱ
ұǵĿ͸ֻֻһֻ׾ٵĻҵĵֿ
ǯһҵֽǰ
µֻι̶ҵͷǡ
Ұ˱ҵĴ࣬ڴʹ𽥼
߸ôô......
ҺҲԽԽ죬ˮһۿ
"ʲôҪô"߸ĿңЦš
"Ҫ׸裬뱨ôҶʲô"
"û......"ҲĴ
"ǾңޣǸԼֵܵޣ"
"ǣǡ"һҧ˵
"֪ˣˣ޳ܣҾԼĸ磬ˣҲˡ"
ͷĿѣתߣ쵽ſʱѾˡ
"С"ҶԷסҵС˵"ҰóҪЪᡣ"
ڵϣӻƲסĶ
"ү㻹ô"
ҡҡͷȥ
ߺԿСͯͲⱼȥ
֪ԼˣҲκˣиҿ϶һͷȥ
˳ܰɣͣʱҲŷҴߡ
һ㶼û䣬ıˣʱǶȸԾڴ......
ںϣźӳ
ҵİҲ⾵лˮһãֻҪһ־ˡ
ѹסԼĳˮϻ
ʵ˫۴ĿˮеĵӰͻȻһŲҰ׵ӳˮе¶һЦ"СˣôһⰡ"
ˮеĵӰһɺӼ׵һֹסˡ
ҲһͷҺһͷ˾ͻͷһҧҵĲӡ
һִֻڼϣҶһ£⿴ȥҲǲҰ׵ġ
Ц"ôˣǺǣǸӰ"
һݵǰ"ɣ޻ˣ˭۸ˣ"
֪ỹǴҵ˴
ûӲ˲
Ц"ˣҰ"
""Ҵű˵"û۸ңԼﲻʹ졣"
"Ǻ"Цߣͷҡ
"ССʲôʹ찡˵˵ɡ"
Ա߶˶㣬Ҳ˵"˭أһ"
ʧЦǼùοڻʱ
վ"лл㣬̫Ҫؼˡ"
վ˵۹ͻȻϬĵ"˭"

52
¹£һΧⱦֻҪϹӿһͷͲµõҲͨ˼ҵĺӡ
˻վ߽˵"Ҳ²˭"
ЩٳֵӰʱұϵ񾭿ʼš
ԥǿںȻȾʱһѽָסˡ
СһŽһְ
ʱԶҲ"£......"
"ô......"ϹЦݾȻʿĶҵͷתˡ
Ӳ󣬿գۼûӰ
"С............˭......"Щɲʡ
Сת˿ң"书ɲ⣬ִ......Ҳ˵ĵϸ"˵óҲ
"ү......үô˦Լ......"Сǵǡ
"Բ鲻ãԼһ"
˵ţһɴҳһߡ
Ҷһ˫ŭ۾
ҾŴ˿ڣ߸......
Ӧڶô
߸߸߾ƣŵı۾
˰͵͵ۣʱ־......
Сļһﾹץ߸֡
"㲻Ҫˣſ"ҳС֣߸˵"ҴˣҪʹɣˡ"
߸翴Ƭ̣ûκᣬֱһ·ڳȥ
ϣ߸ұĺܽҪһ
˸ŷѾˣȥҵڻûء
һҾܻ˵"̫ϧԼˣ˵ٴ......㡢㡢ҩû......"
"㡢ôְԼŪˣ֪֪......"Сֵָҵֺ졣
"ûˣѪֹסˡ"ҼæĻ
߸Σյ۾"ôˣΪʲôҩ"
"·Щ纮Ѿˡ"
ж°ڳûκ֪Ҳ꿴͢ľ֪ԽԽá
߸ҵ΢ЦҪͳˡ
ҲΪҵѪжϳй
ȻƬ֮߸ſҵ֣ϸĶң
һֱ΢Цû¶˿Ȱظ֮߸罻˼ˡ
ڴϣڸҵֺʹҩ
һϣҲüͷ
"Զҩ......˵µĲľйأ²......"
̲סҩ߶˵
û˵꣬ͽˣ"ӲǴӦĺúõôٺȾظôأ"
"ҲСˣôôأ"
һԣؿűϵĻƣµнһɰ
Թң֪Ҹ˲鷳ҲõȥȴŵĵҵСʱĽ
СΪ˳ǻسǵʿڻϵ߸硣
Ū̡
΢΢˱ۣǿżǵ
ǸԼԵĳͷɡ
""ϰ
"үЪˡ"˵ţǶź㴵Ϩ˵ơ
ĺϣұ۾ֳ......
ǸɰѾůȵˣĿڣҵĵ¡
Ǹĸܵīʹࡣ
ԼΪʹ໹ҪίԼл......Ϊ
ڼ˵"ү֡"
һίƵĿ޸ͣȫȻĸܡ
ѾûοˣֻɰҲҪ˵İοΪ............
зһľʹʹҸڴϡ
ڴڵĴѹŲԼ
ĺ......
һֻҵĺ󱳣ůӯڣʹõ⡣
ҳԾĿվǰ㣺"㡢ûߡ"
ûشֻǿĺɰ˵"үҪԼŶԵϧˡ"
˵뿪ˡ

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Һ;Ƿ壬ǷˮԾǰֲϡ
ԭǹʵӣٿڣһ
ֱˣ϶˵"ϲô͸ܣһ̶ͣʲôʱܹ˾͸ʵĴš"
ҵʱɵˣƾӹⲻҪҵô
̫Ӻ;ŻֻͦԱ߲ͣĸ˵û
߸ҲѹȫԼϣ˵ȫΪ²
ϸ˳ͷҽһ£
ǲҡ
̫ӡ߸硢ŻӰӶûѣһͨ
ǵĴҵأɶûҵѰ
дƪ鷣ô׵ĶҲ˼˼¡
ҵԸǻôǲ˵ѽ
ظ·ϣŻֱǸĶ˵"ʮĵܣĲã㳪ʲô¶ûˡҲⲻһôǿȥǣӾŸҼµǸú֡"
ҸϽ˵ллʾֻҪŸ糣ȥҾˣôͲˡ
˸Ҿͱĳ˱ſʼĹ
ǾǲϲŭЦٶԣ黹ֻܿ𾭣ÿճҩͿʼ
Ǻǣϴ˯
ֻһĹͷڽҪˡ
ڽ棬˵кô
ҿޱ˵"ôŸû𣬲ǶܳԷѡ"
Ҳһ߰˵"ֻʱģ㿴Щõɮôô"
ޣԭΪҺãҼȲõҲɣܲܳҲں
ðɣΪǵģҾһѡ
ٺ٣Ҳ֣͹ɫĹѵӣʼֻ𴲲ͷɴҲżɫװĻ굽ˡ
ûԼ֡
ÿչξԺӵĴң˾ѵ⡣
ֱˣνıȻϻףֻھסСԺε
ּ磬׽ŪˣŪŪˮ˱µȫ˼١
治ĸԣưĺơ
治֪ôģôҾͲҵ֢
ˢϴ֮ɢһƿƿ޹װϲˮҵӿʼô
"ӣֲ·"
µ"ʲô"
۾ңǺǣЦųüŪۡ
߹˿˵"үⲻͦ˵ô"
˵꣬ժϵݸ˵"ƿӺ"˵˰š
ûԼˣҿʼôʱĴǺãö
Ҵ"ұˣЦֳȣƺ¥ѰɲԶһɽΡ"
"ɽΣɽ......"ɽ˰Ҳû漸䣬ˣ⼸ŵĺƵ飬ƿָһ顣
䣬ſֵ
һŮվǰЦȻĿҡ
ҿ̧ƣͷϵĶ΢ζϵҲײĴ졣
"û뵽ȻȺ֮ˡ"˵Ļζ"ұˣЦǺþ䡣"
"˭ôģ"ʣҸ˲࣬Ҳζ˭԰Ѿ԰Ƶɡ
ŮЦֵ"ү߸磬ɣٲСܵҪˡ"
ڽ˭
һ߸ҾˣλŮǸĹ
߸վſڶҵĿֿ
Ҫôϱ˵ٶأ߸翴˰ֱüͷҲôҿ
"......ǣһ¡"Ҽæţ˶Ѽȥˡ
æĴͷʱġ
Цſңץһͷᣬ"ʵղͦÿġ"
......ʲô"㲻·ÿ"̨еһȡ
......Ϸ............
ĿɿڴĿ߸ĹѾͷȻץҵͷš
εĿ߸磬Ҷ㻹ǲ㡣
"˵ѵʮĻӳıŮӻƯһֱţû뵽Ȼġ"Ŀҵϡ
̲ס㿪ˣٲˡ
ǺЦ"ʲôǺǣǺÿɰҵĵܵܰɣҶûеܵء"
߸ڳˣ˹ֵ"˵㱻ʽ㣬㡣"
Цţ"ȫǣΪǶûأҲ㣬ҵܵҲôġ"
ЦЩǿҲ֪Ǳġ
ڰϢϹ
ͤ£˻죬ͻȻ˵"ĸ質ĺܺϧû꣬ɲԳ"
ɫЩˡ
"ˡӲã˸衣"
˴˵"СôˣһͯҲ"
Ҿ˵ôһɩȰݷСӵ
ҷƽ
ЦЦڵϵİ"ͯҴûˣ˵ûӲó˸裬ǱǸ"
"ү......"߸ȫȻЩ˵۾ʼ
Ҳᷳ"˹ĶӦʷҽһ²ܵл빫ԭ¡Ƿײܾ㣬빫Ա㡣"
˵߸綼ûŤͷ˳ȥ

54
ܿһ¾͹ȥˣŻҲΣÿζ輿輿ĸҽơ
ԴӹԺҾû߸硣
Ҳãҵ鵹ƽ
ŰڵķӽתȻǰٿˡ
ȻûҵⶾķհԼڼ䷿ﲻͣİŪҩ
Ҹոëʻû¾ŻӵĴɤš
"ʮĵܣʮĵܣҽȥõط"
Ȥܴȥʲôõط
Цӭûһץס"ߣò׽Ҹȵˡ"
"һ·"
ŻҾߣ"ʲô·ֲǴ"
Ц"Ҵ·ȥ¸㶪ô"
ΪֵĹϵҴ˼ѣûôɢװ
Żӿҵ"ˣֻ棬ôʽ"ִһ£"ǺЩŪЩѡ"
ͻȻȤЦݵ"ã㵱ͯɣǵҲûʶ㡣"˵ٺٵЦš
߳ʱ˵"ҵӿɴˣҵͯƯ"
Ȥ............
˵طͻȻûǵͯĺãȻҴ˼Ժ
"Ż......"
"оŹ"
޿κΣ"ãŹӣ֪ʲôطô"
"ǺǣѰԷ"
"֪밤ӱҡ"
˵תߡ
"𣬱𣬺ò׵ȵͷƣǴʶʶġ"
"Ҥӱ˵¡"
"ȻΪˣʶõġ˭ôźҰѹ׵ķ㶼ϣθڶīˡ"
һ
"ЦЦʮĵܱͷƽлƢ°Ľ˼ζţò׵˴εܸܵ͸ӡ"
"ʵʵ˵ҶȦӡ"
ŻӲ˼ЦЦ"Ҳ֪ƽʱͺøˣ⹫޵Ľһܾܵҵͯһɷɷ磬ĪСǻʼҡ"
ޣⲻѧ֪֪ʶôˡ
"ʮĵܣֻҪӦΣһΡ"
üͷ"ҲŪЩ߰¡"ţԷӭˡ
ӾŻĳˡ
˸ʲô¥ס
ŻһĲ"˵˽ڽ¥ôôõء"
Ц"үǶԲ𣬽үڽǶǲҲõôүд"
Ż͵͵ĿңԲ㣺"ýЩ......ţǵ"
ͯϾƲˣǲȾƵģкҲûʲôȤ˾Ż֡
ҵͯˣɫܵˡ
ôӵұģҺòŤɴڼĽ¥
ԺӻһԴԵģתתҶ֪Ըתˡ
ЩżԽתԽ٣תתȥĳװԼתˡ
"......ү......Щ............"
"үн......үС"ǰĻԴ
˴ҰʳҼæת෴·ߣ
תһȦԽԽİתһһͷײϸˡ
"Ӵ"ҽһָϽ˵"Բ"
"Сֵܣû°ɡ"ײ˷סҡ
ѿ̧ͷŹ⿴峤ʲôŵóϲŵζ
"û£û£Ǹײ"ü㿪˭Ͻһͨһˤڵϡ
˷ҵֲţҳ˼ζû
Ц"˭ҵС˰ɣôһҹ䣬õô"
Ϸʡ
һûҳ͡
ѹŲ˵"·ˣҲ¥"
ЦЦ·"ޣԭǾүҵСˣǺǺǺǣ½İɡ"
Һߺ߹ĸҲҲգֱҴ¥
һżŸƯˣżҩŻ־ơ
ŻֿҴУ"һΪéأý﹫ҲǸյ"
˵ָ˵"ǽ﹫ӡ"
ǽ﹫Ӷ΢΢ǣǣǣ۾ȴһֱ󣬻"ôˡ"
ҸϽͣ"·λӴҹġ"
˵ٱߣ΢벦ŪҵǴҹҵļɵǴ´ˡ
һѱϣŻִкã﹫ҲǲĿ˿ҡ
Ц"Źȸǡ"
һתҾסˣſվǸľȻ......߸硣
ұ߸ѹŻظ·ϾŻֱ߸һѵ⣬ȻѵܵðԼҤӾ˻ϸոճҡ
Żίڿ˵ƻˣŴҳƵġ
ֱ̬һа
ûҴҲû˵ûһܱ̬ȿľŻֱ
ӵȰȰԭ߸ġ
ӺظȤǰѻϣһС
ҲɵĶ࿴ۣΪӢҺĺܡ
ҪǺȾƣһǾŻ¼߸ϣ˵һûҩ߸˾仰ʹˡ
߸˵"ϾţԺ֣......"˵ҿŻĴ˸

Һ߸ڽţ˭
""߸Ƴš
"ô"
һ£˰ŷӦҴϵˡ
Цһˣ˿ڶϡ
Ц"ͲˣƤʲô"
߸翴˿ҵ"һֱۡ"
ͣ侲ؿ"߸˵Ҫôֺôܵ˽棬˲̫á"
߸ֿһ۵͵͵˵"Բ"
̾˿"Ǵ˸ʵģҲȥ......ֻһ֪бĿġ"
"Ǻ"Ц"߸磬Ψһɵӣ˶Ҵɵǵٸ̧ҡ"
"......"߸§סҵļ磬ֽɣ۾ﲨȵĿҺһᣬͻȻſּǰߡ
Ҵԭأŭһɹɵϳ壬ʲôҿһ
"˵ֵֻô"Һ޺޵˵ߵǰӡ
"ղʲô"Ҷʡ
߸Щ㣬"㲻ǲ......"
"ʲô˿𣿱˵޳......˳Цֵף±˾......"
εĶסᶨ˵"Ҳ£߸磬ʲô¡"
ĲӣĴֻغҾͱ߸ѹǽӵǡ
ȴִŵĺҾɾʱƿңתߡ
"һҪĥǲǡ"ץؿѹŷʹ˻
۵ȫھΣ
"ôˡ"߸羪ŵıסҡ
"һҪôô֪Ұ㣬ֵܵİ......Ҫ˵ʲôʱѵҪҵĹſϳô"
"Ҳ£߸磬Һˣİһ㣬ԺȥĹҲõģڱĥ˺ô"

55
˱˸ǸʲôȻӡ
߸ûһβ𺳵ġ
ҿıԺʱƬ̾һľ̾
ˣôô......ۣôɽȣµС¥¥гƬ֡
¡
ԺûǮ
"ϲô"
˷ܵˣ"ƯֱԴ
߸ҷ³ᱧ¥ߡ
޵̺һݼ俪Щ֪С´ӵ㡣
̰ĺţøȥڴҲʧΪһ¡
"ô"߸ҰڴϿҵ
"Ҷûô߶ôۡ"
߸ұظϳ뿪һ֮ʱʱ̶̿§ڻƵġ
ְѴŵˡ
߸籧Ųͣ鴤һصʼʩ룬ֹһҩֶЩҰֹס鴤˯ȥ
˯߸³ӻġ
緹߸һһιҳԵģιҷʱ߸ƽĺܣҵŰںͰЩڡ
Թ߸˵˸ҪҵıԺȥҴ˭ȥ
˭˭ǵݰ˵ϽҰҩ
ʱڲͣңСı˵ǧСıڳѪ
Ǿû˵ұ𼤶
ǺǣǶˡ
һ·߸һֱЦտͣĸҽЦ˾ͱң˯
ûҲûҵĲ顣
Ƕ֪ıвĻ⡣
˰ڵɫ֪ҵǲֹ۵ģͷһأҲһˡ
߸ľٶҲ֪ˡ

"ѡ"߸Сĵҡ
ɵ˯ۡ
"Ҵȥճ"
ҵͷһ۴⣬컹û
·߸籧ɽ￴©⡣
Ѿܾû̫ˣճʮʱ̩ɽϿһء
̫ӵƽ¶
"߸߸"˷ܵĽ"񼦵ơ"
߸Ц
"С֪ԡ"
һ㶼û䣬һǴʻƶֻüδ¶â̫
Ļһɲ"ֻ֪"ۡ
Ǻÿİ
"߸磬"
""
"߸磬˵ܵǲǸó......"ֿʼӵĺ˵˵
ɲ˵ĶôɿЦô˼߸ֻЦ˵á
ɽҵĲһ뼦ơ
ÿӰǴһǺ«ԡ
˷߸ִҵ㻹Ҳ˺ܶҰҰѻĲϡ
һڻص¥˴Ҿ˯ˡ
ҹѹԼſ߸ؿڡ
¹ϸĴô޲ðüëһ
Ŀ˰죬ҸĴôô
ǣһػá
ˮϢ£ıס
᲻ã᲻뿪

56
𴲾Ȼû߸磬ϴŽҩ
"ү"СֵĿҽ"ôү۾Ҳˡ"
۾ôǾЩľ
վӣãϸҲǺԡ
"ɡ"ݸҿ"үһ糿أ׵Ļ"
"үǲʲôʵĶѽ"
"ûУǣȵˮ̫ˡ"
˵ţ߸˽ϺԾȵġ
Ҷ߸ƤЦ˵"߸ǲǺ˧ѽ۾ֱˡ"
˵ǺǵЦϡ
"𰣬ôƤүô"
"֮ҲҷŹ⻪Һү˭˧һЩ"
֧Ƭ̣Ҹ뿪Ƥȳǽļһ
""߸˿ڲ"ҪһˣԼ棬ͻء"
һ߸Щĵ˵"ҪܣȥΣյĵطʲôµһԺ˵"
ЩǰѧģõԼϻǲӦ
߸ǰܸˣ߸绹ǲҡ
Ϊ˲˲ģɴŶˡ
ſͨåúóùһ¡
֪ΪԼСǾ˯ſž˯ˡ
Ҳ֪˯˶һԼѾ˴ϣ߸ҵͿѻĳ
"˯ô"߸߽ҡ
"ôſϾ˯ˣС"
üͷս߸ϸϸᣬ"߸磬ϺôҩζҲڳҩô"
߸ЦŵҵԴһµ"㵱˭ҩô"
˵ɫһ£ЦžҵŻ˵"㻭ʲôô"
"ӡ"
߸һĲ죬ҹ˺ܿŵı顣
"ⲻһӣǣǣǺܴӡ"
߸ŵһװģĿ˿˵"ôûƳǣܱôһ"
˵ŵĿЦ˹ҵıӡ
......
ô˸ʱ۸Ļҡ
߸ҴӴקһϦ֪ôģͻȻʫһĺܡ
ſţһ"Ϧ޺ãֻǽƻ"
ľԲ
ԡʱϵ߸ͻȻӿǧֲ֪ô˵
"߸"Ľһ
"Ҹ߸署ӵĹ°ɡ"
߸Цʣ"Ǹô"
ЦЦϿһС£дӺСӡ
СҪϴ˯ˣץŴӵĳ䣬ҪӺúõ˵
"²жమ㣿"Сʡ
߸
"ޣҴŲ²"ЦЦ˵
"Ұôࡣ"СӰֱſòٿ
˫ֱۣſһȣ˵"ǣҰôࡣ"
߸۾է֣Щȥˡ
תͷ۾ʶĽ
СӶҶ룺ţĺܶࡣ
"Ұ㣬Ҿٵôߣߵòٸߡ"С˵˫ϳž١
"Ұ㣬Ҿٵôߣߵòٸߡ"Ҳ˵......
ҳԼ˼ؽոжС£మôô
......ᱧƵƵǷСӣСӱ۾ڽǰ˵"Ұ㣬һֱ"
"ޣôԶ"˵"ķǳԶǳԶ"
ὫСӷŵҶ̳ɵĴϣͷף
Ȼ󣬴СӵԱߣС΢Ц˵"Ұ㣬һֱ......ƻ"
΢Цߣ·ҾǸѾҪ˯СӣǸԶҶĴӡ
˭û˵ôš
ã߸绺ңҵĴ"Ұ㲻ֹﵽҲֹƻ"
ҵ۾˲ʿ
"Сɵ"߸̾ϢϣǸˮ
رҵĴڷſ
þȫľڿ׷˱......
쳣鶯§޲ðѪ⣬޲úΪһ塣
ʹ࣬¶......
𽥷̣Żһ˿Ҿһֱ˵¸
"߸"ҿ߸۾ŬȺ
"Ҳܵܡ"

57
"߸Ҳܵܡ"ûӦ߸һ˵
ҲйǣҲϧ
"ǴʱͲˣ塣"
"һʲôǵãΪΪұͲ"
һ˵߸ֹסҵĻ
"˵ˣ......"
ףʲô......
߸סң"Ҳ˺ˣ߸粻ã߸粻Ӧһδεƿ㣬ô"
"Ҵû޹......"
Щס
"߸ںߵһϣ......߸ˣҪ֪......ҾͲ㡣߸粻ԳˣΪǵΪǶ......"
߸§ڻ̾Ϣ˵"ҵɵܵܣֻҪ㲻뿪߸磬߸ʲô¡"
"Ұ㡣"
ħһƴ紵ҵĶ䣬ʱһƬհףǰһʢ
§סʲôʲôͿͳͳ
ֻҪҰңʲôʲô׶֮Ժֻϧġ
"߸磬Ҳ㣬Ұ㣬㣬......"Ҳͣ˵˵Լ棬˵Լ
߸總ңͣҵȴôҲǲϵˮ
ҿ޵˻߸绳˯˹ȥ
߸һֱ˵ңЦĸ⻶˯Ҳ
һ߸粻ڣ˵һͳˣ˵ҳ緹
ǼˣҪ糯
߸Ҳǹ۵ģΪֻϵϰࡣ
ҩëۣҵĸ׺ǵǣһֱͣǲҪҰڹڿһ¡
ʵʵڷˣӦ
СѾӾܣڴһһƵġ
߸Ȼʱ緹ոնͳڷϡ
˷óСżҪǸµĴϡ
൱飬˵"˾óһֻʱʱ߸ԡ"
ֵʱʱǹķɿ죬ûôֵϡ

˯ԺʱͻȻҡҡ
"߸𳳣˯"
Ļ֣˯
ͻȻͷƤһʹ˳ҵͷ
ʹһ˯ȫˣһ˫ЦЦ۾
"ң"
"......"

58
""⧲ʹʧС
ץҵͷͻȻ
"ǹţһ治ڵˣǺǺǺǡ"
ӣûӻôôҡ
ͷǰŴ
"ڲǼôҪǰǸѾĻǡ"
۾
žһĵצӡ
"̫ˡ"Һǳ
"ȥҪ¡"
˭֪ƤľȻ⶯Ĵҡ
"ȥҪˡ"Щŭ
""ЦζĿҵ"¿û˯ѣôôġ"
"ȵиֲֻ󣬽ǷҲԽء"
""Цץһͷŵ"ܼһЩҲֵõġ"
һŷֲԾ
ЦǰӶһˡ
֣ɻûͱץסִͷûͷûԵȥ
ͷվϾͰһ£ұĵڴϡ
ʱϻۣǰֱðǡ
"ޣʲô"
һͷŸɰīҵģһֱֻ˯ʱѹͷ档
"ҡ"Ҫ
"ôżû뵽ȻôӵĶõ͵ģ"ӵЦŶŪҡ
һδεıƵҲŰ˼¡
ﷺζһεڴϡ
̽˹ҵ"ôҪǾ͸۰ɡ"˵žĽҵѡ
"......޳......"
"޳ܣߺߣǻʼҵҲ˵޳֣ܶ"˵ţҵ"Լ׸ǹ֮£ô޳ܡ"
"ǣû......"
߼ҵ½
"ſ......"ĸ˴
סҵĲӣҿӵʱͻȻƿ˽
"үɡүǺ......"𰱧ȿధ
"......"£ſſڳֵһˣȫˡ
ֲܾϤԭǰϬ̵Ǹ
"°²û𷣡"ſڵСͫ
ĺ뿪¹ڲ⵽Сͫǰ
"ʶīô"ҸϽ"ܵǰϬ̵ˣǸɰīҵģ鷳㻹Ұɡ"
žһڽľ䵽ϡ
"㻹ī㺦ôЩԼȨƾŪˡΪɶһ߼ʵһָ޳ܵ£īԹԵŪ湻˾һܵǺ߸˻죬īأ˻ƵǿʯͷŸƵ"
ҪƵģ"֪ôȻҲҪΪ㣬ôΪ˵ûӦһģҲ㡣"˵ţٺЦ"ɰʲô֪ɰ˼ôӣǷŮ˻ͺɰԶеɷףƽƽһ·˳硣"
𾪵ױȣ......
"㣬īĵܵ......"
ΣյĶҵ"ǰ㺦Ҹ磬Ҹôͷء"

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һıƽңҲɵû̿
"ңûкī"
ǿɱı£õЩļ
""ָҵ̧ҵ°͡
Լƽ۾˵"Һ֮ЩᣬϧߵĴæûʱ͡"
ұ˵ͷֺôҲѲ
"֣̫ˡ"
ҵСӣôʵڲܽܡ
"үɣүīӺܺõģΪīүɽˤڻء"
ŵ˵۾ʱ
ڷſҡ
"᣿"Ц"ԭΪᾲǸأֻϧȴƭҡ˵ʵµ˷ѽ⡣"
"㵽ʲô"
ҿԶԣûʲô
ֿʼЦЦҶʱһƤ"ô²£ЩūΪЧ"
æҡͷ
"ޣǾʾã"
"Ѫˡ"
"ߺߣѪˣ治᲻ɲűΪūô㻹ʲôģ"
"㲻ҪС֮ĶȾ֮"
Цţ"ЩҲоô"ͻȻһ˵"Сƾˣԭȡ⡣"
"˵˵"ֻּ⻰紫ȥǴ治ġ
"˵ˣţ߳ŭ"
"ֻ²أЩô̫Ρ"
˵߿ң"һֱջôں߾ǳأǵһá"
˵ŰƷڴϡ
"............"ּŭһҵĿ
"⸱Ҽ"
"үү"𰵲ǰλס˵"㲻˵ҪллүСͫôôԴү"
ɵӣ״˻ףл˵ġ
һӽֱֱĵ˳ȥҴ󾪿ɸһһͿȡ
""СͫС˵"......"Сȥ
"治СƣסҸߵСͫԻˣһ˭̫ӡ"
ҿȵֹסѪſԽһһڱ촲һһÿ
"үү"𰼱Ŀ޽Ҳסˡ
ס죬Һ˳ָµ䡣
ʧ̬˺ۣһĿ޽У"ЩˣүǼүѪүġ"
"үǽ𰲻ã𰲻ôǽȵģԲүү......"
ҿţؿڱۣѪѾǵˣһСһСɵıŻ
һƬǴɶȲˡ
ҵĺ󱳸ʹȻѪԾɴӴ
"߰ɣѽҲߡ"Ϣٵ˵
Һᱧ"ҲҪʬī"
Һ޷ֻ˱סңͻ޽һûϢ"......"ֻδһѪ
"û£СͫѨ"
ݳ¥ᵽʲôƼˡ
"īôģб߸֪......Ϊ......"ڱｻš
""˵һ㶼ԡ
ʵҲãʡ߸翴ܣΨһź̫ˣ߸һ۶ûϣǲġ
뵽ƼͻȻˡ
"ӼȻΪδҴȥĪǹֲдܡ"
ʱˮ˫ۣ컹Ǿҵġ
Ҹ뿪ڣסҵ"ү·鷳Լ伴ɣҴ"
˵ž׼
ȻǱеĺǴҵļͻȻθߣһѪֳ
ǰͻȻһҵĵӵ
""߸ŭ"ģҵܷܵ㲻"
"ǺǣµҪֶΡ"
ҵֽ˽
"㣬ûʱˣߺô"ֻԽԽ䣬ʼŶ¡
"߸"Ŭ"ΪīĵܵܣֻҼī......"
ѪǺһ£Ѿ߸绳
""߸ˮߵƵĵϣһ߷ɱһ˵"Ҫס߸粻µģҩͿˣһҪס......"
˵ѾˣҾЦգ۾һ֣ΪҲ֡
Ҿһֱĸ˯սֱ˸ɽڻ谵ĹϳǸæƣ˾Ȼǰڡ
ҸЦôôӣʹУ"ô£ô"
ţǶԷŵˡ
ǿЦЦҲֲס׹ޱߵĺڰ
60
ܻƽľġ
Ҵӻѹûһùġ
治ףڶΪʲôһҪ룬ȵ峦εʵڲо˪ŪԶΪʲôҪҡ
ҰڵѨëƵģһۡ
֧ţȫˣ֪֪β֪һΪ̡
ڰҽʵİڴϣҲϸľӣҽеȨˡ
亹ѾʪµĴ죬ͷҲһƵճϡ
̵ͬЩѱˣ治ܵġ
ڱ˵ҹǹ񵳡ֵֻҪ֪Ҷͳͳ˵ɹؼǰʲôҲš
һƵʹϮͽ͵Ť֧
ٶ鼡ÿ鶼ԲͬƵʲ̶ͬȵĲҾʼŤˡ
"ڼһ£ܿͺˡ"
߸ҵָתͷֻ⿴
߸״Һò˶٣ɫɷҲͷĺˮ
ֱֻ߬Ҳһ͵ůڡ
֪պαص
۵û䡣
ڰźޱ̷ǱʶռϷ磬ʶƮʱĬϵ۱ڿЪЪˡ
ֻǿϧԶ̵İᣬոոܲʹھͻᲹһѡ

еľȡ£֫Ҳɣұ۾߸籧š
"̣ҩͲʹˡ"
߸Ĵѹ˿ҺֿȵŻ£û
ﺬҩ߸缸ƿɾʲȥ
߸ʺҩ˳£һҩι˴ʱ
ҾɽŲ֪µӣİڵԽԽһԵĴҲ͡
ȵڳ˶Ѿˡ
䱣סȴĺܣҼƣ˵˼Ϳʼ
ôŻ˵ĺáôȴұ¶
ϾΪ˾ҴҶ˲˼˺ܶҩŵ˵ڵӶѳġ
ڲҪʱˣҺɻ߸ʲôԼΪʲôҡ
û˸ҽͣ߸ǽҲҪ˼רĵ塣
û߻ߣ߸ҲûôΪֻǸûоԵĺôȫҾǸûԵˣۡ
ҾЩʹ𰣬ͰСһﻹ
˵ԭչСͫʱͺ˺ѣСͫŵԲͬκ˵ȻҲûɡ
ȥҰڵģûҵž۾˵СͫСȻǻϲ쳣ûͱ׳ҵٱ¶ĸɸɾ
ɵĻô˴ɽɵİҩҲ˽Եػȿڵˡ
ֱҷﴫʶԼ˴¡
֪ĺѽ
Ҳɣ߸һЩûҵʿװ׵˸Ӹꡣ
ʣ߸ûΪ㣬⺢ӳֱҡͷһֱ˵Լ
˼ңķͺڳǰҽ̵ЩӾ㱻ץжֱŲӸ̧ܡ
οû˾˯ˡ

һֱסڹֻ߸˵˵˵ĸҵĽҲǺܺþ͹ˡ
߸绹˵Ҹʵ۸ѾˣѾūֻǶ˻סھƺԳûʲôȤ
ҿ߸绳˵Ź£ȤľͳԳԵЦ
߸˵ŻֺǸͷƻ﹫ӵȫǽ֪ŸʯͷԼĽűҸ˭ǹӿ˵ûǸͯŸͲ¥
ھŻֿնҪüһЦ
"㵯ӿ֪ĺܣ̷ܶЧ£ȴû˸ǰ"
"Ϊʲô"ʡ
߸ιҵıӵ"Ȼ±˳Цˣ˭ܵеζ"
߸§ң"ô"
ҡͷ"߸ĵطôơ"
߸ָҽЩоȤ޷˭ҵĹҧټҵļֻǼҵĺΪӵȵ
Ժı۾Ľȴĺܡ
ΪһүȻҪίһоš
""߸СĵҡҡңûӦİҷŵϡ
ĺ֪ҡ
еˮϣ߸İȥ
ۣ߸缱æתͷ
Ц"ô˻ң......ӭᡣǺǣ޾Ϳްɶʲô"
߸۾Цȴ"Ҫ㣬ҵ˵ҾʹСƨɡ"
˵ְұڻ"СȻװ˯߸粻҆ô"
"Ļ"ͷ"һӶ߸磬һҪ׼µϵûùµء"
""߸۾Ŀ֣ص˵"ӦңһӣһֱǰͷһҪӦҡ"
"ãҴӦ"˵ҷǳ֣صؾһֵֻ"ңڴ......"
"Ҫ߲벻أƶǼ˳澳Ҷ֮మྴֱá"
"߸"ҿ"ˡ"
ҵĿɬ߸û߸ſ˾ҵĴϸϸǡ
"Ҫô"ҵ߸绵Цҡ
Һ޲ȥôôɫֻһǾ......
ҵľ̬߸Ц̽ȥ
ŪĴʼɢֻԼǸλҽץס߸硣
ץסĵݣ߳ʱĽ߸ڿУƽϢҺܿ߸ĸο˯ˡ
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ɽѽ
ҪԽԽķԼԽԽҶ֪ѾǶˡ
ڴϺ޲ðԴȥһֱ߶ůѽůյѽյ
Ȼʧȥ˲֪
ƿ߸һĺ
"һû´ᡣ"ڴ϶˵
ҵͷ"̫......"
˿յͨĻ"𻹾䣿"
""
ҼԸİִӱ߸Ĵ
߸߬ұ̾˿ѵף˴§ڻ
ţů¯ˣǸƤȫԶشů¯
߸ֻҵĴ³һӯ߸
ůůЩ˯ˡ
"С˯㻹û緹ء"
߸ҡ
Ϊѵ۾߸һĸ·ҺݴҲԲӷס
߸ѷι
Ǻǣڹǵ͵ַſڵķ
˷߸Ϻõ"ܺ߸ȥߺᡣ"
ҵͷ˳ӵĸ¥
ݵѾһƬݻƣû˸սʱ
߸ֻڲݵؾͳһͷ
߸뱧ңЦЦ""
߸ұ߱ߴȤ"߸ȸܽ㾭飬֪ѧ·ˡǺǺǺǡ"
Ἰڿ߸Զȫ
"ҿЦģ"
߸Ҳҡ
޿κε̾ˣѹҪỹĴ̼
Լһѡ
ĬԵ¡
һ£߸סҡ
¥߸ĬĬĸҰĦȡ
"߸ˣҺܺá"ȣȥĶ۰
"......"߸Ծɵͷûͣɰ"......ϲ"
"ܣһֱѽ"ҵԶӿ졣
"Ǹ......ˡ"Щڨڨġ
߸ͣ"ˡ"
һҲĬˡ
"߸磬㲻Ҫˣ㹫ɡ"
""
"أҪСֶˣ߸ĶѽȺӳҪأܱѵһӡ"
߸ؿңҾúܺЦ
"˵ģĺȻߣ˺Ҳɰ"
"ûʲ£Сϰģ㲻õġ"
"......"߸ֹ͵͵˵"Բ"
"߸ԶҪ˵Բ"߸֣ת˻⣺"ĸһܸ˰ɣҪˡ"
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"Լ˲߸ҶТ˳ĸɣ˵Һһ׼ع"
߸˻ỰɫȰЩظ
߸ԥվֲҴ߳š
վڴĿ뿪ɽȣֱӰȫʧû뿪˼
ϱѵһ϶Եø
"С"ӦſڵСҵ"Ұɣ뵯һ"
ҰֵĻûһ첻м֪첻֪ⶼûָɬ˵ƵƵ
һ֧Ӷûʧ£СԱ߾ĿңƿٺĽʰˡ
û߸ʱĺҴڴЩڰˡ
ҲӦöƢҲһҪ߲Ҫңٻ߿һ¡
ЩʧЦ׵ڣţҿȥĵӾˡ
ǾΣýȢǱĹ⡣һʲᡣ
߸Ѿˣİɡ
ȻͲҪ鷳
"ү......ү......"Сҽлᣬ"үСܷ磬ү......Ъ˰"
Ъ˰˵С
ҵͷС˽Ҹ£ϴС̽ʣ"ҹүҪҪ......ţޡ"
ЦҡͷͯҸǲɢˣ˭ѽ˵ҲΪ˵ѽ
մߵеƲŮĹƼ޲ȥ
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ڴϱů¯Ǿ䣬ů¯ĵطůĿĵػǱ
ڴϷӱòЩϡ
"ү˯᣿"ᡣ
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һ̾ϢԶȥһúǣīھͺˡ
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߸ȻĴԽԽ٣ʱҲԽԽ̡
¸ĸЩ׻Щ鱦
ÿμҶһӣִ͵ȿڣֻ߸ġ
ĵĽԽԽ١
ůʱҽھĴҵī硣
īԽԽʱ鱦ͦϡͦصġ
¥Ҹ˱裬æվǫѷ
ȻǼ澭˷˵ˣ̵ʡ
ҹЦȤ䣬ȴ˼
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"ǧīĵܹܵأҵ˽ñ֡"
"ҲΪī°ɡ"
ī粻˼ЦЦ"±ѩȻס"
ƨĵġ
ϸ²֪Ұ£һЩ˳ڵ⡣
Ǻ£ҪϸʵѾָǸ¾ͺá
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īЩ̾Ϣ"ѵⲻ˶ɢɳһ̣мҵ׳ľͺ̧ۣСӪ˾塣"
"ޣгǶЩΪᣬѵٸ᣿"
īЦ"ٸȻҪܣȴǮֹܷТٸҲѽ"
ܻʱڶı֢
īֵ"ʵҲѣТٸҲأЩĺڵùԱҪۡǲ"
Цָ͵Ʒ"ЩһҲĺڰɡ"
īʱ̿
ߵϸ˼Ƭ̵"г......īûһ̻ᣬ̻ԼԼĸˣһƶ۸̧һ̻ͷͬٸ棬Ŀе˰̯Լٶ⾺ͬʱԱٸѹեˡ"
ī۷ǵĿңֱµ"⡣"
Ц"òõڲ֪ҪʵʩЧ"
˵꣬ѵ̻ϸԼīһ¡
緹Ǽ³¯֡
ѵãû˯Ȼһֱͷѡ
ỹǽҩŴǡ
ī翴ҵҩ֣ҵҩֵͦĲͨĿֿ࣬ȣ̡
ҺҩˮھͼīմҩʱɫֱĺǾʡ
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īβ˸۽"Ҳң˳˾͵£ҩѪƵġտʼʱҶĵļ춼Բ·"
"βĲ֪λҽ"
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ī绹Ҫͬеϸ̻ĿԣҲǿȥʱҽƷߡ
īȻϣҵ"ҲȱЩ֮ͨʱٲƷѣڸõĵطɡ"
ȥīӲһϸıʯ˵ǿ⣬ĺܡ
ʮī˴Ÿң˵̻ѵõ׿ϣͨصļҲõˣ˵һл
дĺĲɣ齻Ҳ©ۼĴһ
ĩβ֣ص֣콵֮ˣء
ǧƨŶʱá
Ҳһˡ
"ʲأ"һ˫Ҽϡ
תͷ߸Цӯӯվᡣ
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߸ɿһЦ"ޣСᣬ̶õķ"
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߸ɴ۾ֿ˿ţιЦ"ԭ............"
Ц֪࣬Цұ˺ƭˡ
""߸ֹסЦһĶ˵"СǸС֪ͨصɲֹǧء"
У᲻֪ûʶҲ˺üǧʷðɡ
ҵЦЦûᡣ
"ˣ"߸縩ͷҡ"߸ģ"
˵ұϣ£ҵ˫֣"Щ߸û㣬ǲˡ"
"ûС"ŵĿҡ
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"ǻաʱʱһ𣬾᣿"
ҵͷǰȵһŵġ
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һ߸ޱᣬʲ¶ΪͺǸûµޡ
ʱ߸§Ҳͣ̾Ϣ"ѽ߸һⶼء"
˵ֵҵ߹һ촽ȥ
̲סЦ㿪
ܰԵĹ̶סң಻ͣߡ
ֱֵ󺹲ͣ
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µҲû˯⣬ĵ˸硣
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"СܴҵǱߵɽᡣ"
ָȥĵط
Сͷɽȥ
йã彡Ҳá
ſСп֡
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"ȥǲڴ١"ҲϸʼȸԾ
Сڴһξ֮Уÿð񫡣
תһɽǰȻʣһƬյصľͷǸܴĶѨмǴﴫġ
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еӵǼҵͣסˡ
и˱ǰ"С˲μ¡"
ϸһûȻ߸
"ʲ᣿"˵ȥ
""˲ɫסҡ
ߺߣഺڣãһһȥˡ
ĿһۼǰߣҾͲҰ
"......"ļˣ"Сˣүκ˿"
ޣ߸ᣬǸûˡ
ߵĺ˸ҵĲΪѵļһͷ
""¶Ƶ"С˵ˡ"
ճڣСȷ˵Ѩ
аЦǱֻкᡣ
µĿǡ
"ˣ"һꡣ
""һԴ̧ͷĿҡ
"·ŹҵܵܰɣӲãᡣ"
Ǻɫ԰촽ࡣ
"˵¡"Ͱ˵
Ǻֳϲɫĵ"£һԣҵѪܶģҵѪɡ"
һɺ˳"ҪѪ᣿"
Ǻƴͷ
"Ѫʲ᣿"
Ǻӻ̿첻
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ʱᴫһ"ҩѪỹû"
תˣһ"£ڡ"
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"Ϊʲ᣿ʲҲ֪ġ"
˻һܣͨڵϵĿͷ
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˺ܳһ·һʯңСϵ
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࣬һƬʹԼĵ
"ãؼңԺӣһǻؼҡ"
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ڵĿ߸羲վǣһһӺĬĬĶš
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"Ҫԡ"߸ĻϺһȻ
ߵĺӲؿңǵʾο
"߸"һ˵"Ҫǻؼҡ"
"ǲߣҩ"
ҩˣӦڸĸĺӡ
"ڲԵʱ򣬸һȥҽ͸"
˵΢΢ףֻգ۵ʱĺӵһƬ
ҽߵӻᣬ˵СԱΪȫĵط
"߸磬߸磬ǣǻǺӣǵĸĸǻؼҡ߸磬ûҲµġ߸硣"
ҵѳ󣬵߸粻ΪĿһ˻֡
"߸磬߸磬㣬߸硣"
ܿ˰ҺͺǷֿСûܻסҡ

ڴϣ߸ΪֹסҵҶѨ
"ҲȣҲȡ"ŭ߸ҩҴݺݵļ
ϲŭĿңұڻסҵıӵ"졣"
۹ҵķŭҽҧܿߣ߸ĮĿûһɳڵļ
ǶˣΌܣϢΣջҹԹԵ
Ҹոɶͱ߸繥˳
߸ҩˮƽǸˡ
Щҩһζû˷ѵȫҵĶӣŻ¶
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׵͸ǴĿʼڳ˿ʲҲˡ
ҿ޵޵ͷġ
߸޿κεĽ⿪ҵѨҲҿ˳
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"ں죬ֻҪں͹ˣʱͲˡ"
"֮أЩ죿"˵
߸Ĭ
"ɱڣʬ𼣣߸֪ΪңҲһٲ"
"ѾΪˣѵҪΪħᡣ"
߸ԾĬ
"߸"ץסļ۾"ټȥǰɡ"
߸糰Цȴܱ"ֻܴȥˡ"
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"߸磬ЩӽҺᣬֻҪʲᶼġ"
"ǲ"߸ĺ޻֮
"߸......"Բġ
""߸"׵ģ²κ֪֮һ"
"ããͱٳҩҲˡ"ƿ´
""Ҵ󺰡
ӽŵĽ"ʰϻظ"
"ү"ûͻȻ"үûūŲүظ"
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ֵ"·ЩӰɣЩү᲻ĵģ¾˳үһΰɡ"
ĿĲֹһˡ
߸ץסĸ첲üͷ"㣬֪ġ"
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"ãҩ"
𰰲οĶЦЦ˵"ҩģҩүҩϡû£ˮϴϴͺˡ"
"㡢......Ҹոպȵҩ......"
ɵӶҸЦ˵"ǣūΪү˵¡"
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ڶҸ߸˵ȥ˿Щӡ
Ϊǵ˿ͿҩǶһ١
Ѿ˷ǲɢ̺ǺƴΪҪ˶ĿҪټǨƵͬĵط
ھʣ°ȫˣ֣ص˱֤ѱõ˵ÿӶ졣
һҵĽзɢȻѪǲܰģÿӶӵĲ
ûýѪʵѪĳɷ޷Ѫ쵰ʲģʲѪһҿûš
ֻ߼ֻеģҾͽСˡ
ҵѪʽᣬ²ʱ߸һҩš
ҵսľʣ"˵ֻȰᣬΪʲỹȡ"
߸Ц˵"Ѫҩֻҩġ"
"ҩˣԣǺܿġ"
ʵ֤ҩǺܿǷǳ࣬Ҿ㺬۽ڲסͷһɬ
ʣ"ҩҪȶá"
߸ɵ˵"һ͹ˡ"
Ҷʱһʯ
߸ҵͷ"£һܿ͹ȥˣ߸һ㵽档"˵̾"ʱѾҳ˶ҩĳɷֻ֣Ҫʮ¾ҩҪѪԪεġ"
"СҪ尡Ȼº͵ķӿҩҲҵġ"
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ȹĺǶǲɢˣҲظ
߸˵ĸҽӷϴֻǺܿϧҩɿںֻܶܿ
֪ΪΪؼ̫˷ܣϾȻ˯
·Ųߵ԰ԶԶͤƺ㡣
"Զ֮"̽Ľһ
תվ"ỹ˯"
Ȼ㡣
"أҲ˯ᡣ"
ûĬĬӭ˳һ߽ͤʯϵ"ҹ"
Щ˼£һʱ֪˵ʲˡ
˿ʯϵľƿûһ˵"¶ãԶ֮ˡ"
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һ£˵"ԭ......˵ģڲǲҷ"
"ңмء"
Цˣʲأм
ǺǺǺǣҳҵ˼Ѿٴˡ
"ҺγҪǸмˣֻΪȷ¡"
"дȣֵȷǺЩȻ߸ҲЩ......ʵּҲΥֻϣڻɻ"
һ˵ҶдЩڨڨЦ
ͷңüͷ΢򭣬ƺ⡣
"߸˶ӵ·Ȩ"
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"̫Ҫһָ"
""
"߸Ұĺܴ"
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Ц˵""
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һûǽæܽź
ûʾ˵"Ϲӻûӽūźү"
һ۾ͷȥȴû·
𰰡һ"ܰ˸ү׼ˡ"
ʵ"ү봩Ǽ"
"Ҽصİɡ"
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˼ǰԾɷʵĿԡ
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ͶԼַϲľ˫ˣָʧȥ˹󣬲԰׵ƤָǣɫѪƤɼ
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Ĭתס֣ǰֵһԭɽˮӣ췢һ
ߣǧߡ
"Ҳߣһøүܼء"
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ƴĵͷ
"Ҫȫꡣ"
"......"
ĳԵĺܳţȵҩʱҵĶӻǹĹĵġ
һСһСڸƷƵʣᶼˡ
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˿ҩˣ˿ں۽ʰ
"үϴỹ"īҵĺɰɰԼ͸Ѫա
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𰲻Ŀҵ"үīʲϵѽ"
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ԽԽ죬ҵͷ籡Ľ߸ڿС
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һĺתͭҲĥˡ
ӴȤ"ĥʦ϶᳤١"
"үγԡ"
Ц"Сĥ˰֮ãٶȽ϶ö"
ڨڨЦͨ졣
ʰϣ̧ٳҿʼԣٲϰ𰶼Ҫǿˡ
˵ŵ¹ʺ
ǺǣŻֿ²
ƿӭ˳ȥŻһҾסˡ
"Სḱӣ֪㲡ؾŸһ㣬ѽѽˡ"
ʱȺģҪڿοʱ䣺"ѽӻҵСˡ"
ûڵĻһӸںˡ
ҿõ
Żֵ治ҿףһͿʼˮ
"ʮĵܣˣ˵ʲᶼҪΡ㲻֪ЩжѰ֪˶ûС"
˵ص̾
"ֵܵоҪ߻ָˣ"
˵쳤̾״ѵһ֪ζ
̲סЦֵĵһۡ
"Żֹˣεºε֪֮ۡ"
ҺǺ"ἱңǲΪλͷƹӵѽ
Żּץסҵֵ"Ҿ˵ᣬ۸ģʮĵܣȫˡ"
"˵λѾӭ¥ᣬʲҪҰæ"
Ż겻ΪһΣ"¥ǽˣļָˣѾü춼ˡ"
ҽλӣòѾģֻǼǵԶīҲܾק˰ɡ
Щм"ǴһͿһʱ㻨ᣬ´ζ㣬ҾͲĶͶǶŶ֮ˡҲ߯Щ"
Żһ豭һߡ
"˵߾ߣ˵˺òá"Ҽæס
Ƶģ˵ͷ
"Ҳ˵"߷ߵġ"ԭΪͱ˲ͬģֻһϧȴҲһ"
ããϸˣ˵һûһ
"ǺǺǣĪҽӣɡ"
ú壬ָ߸˵ˡ
˶ӣеĻ䡣ʵ˵治Ӹ治ת
ץ˰׺һЦˮƽҲֻܵˡӦɻء
ְֵĽ˼飬վǻ
ŻָмĪ˵"֪īΪʲϲˣʮĵܣľ㡣"
Ŷôñӡ
"뵱Ұٰ󣬿īһֱΪҲˣҶҪ㰮īú䰮"
ҵһ£ʹʹģǸҲһᡣ
ļ˵"ֻīǿòȨƣڲ֪ܾܵĲŻһֽﶨ࿴"
"ӴˣӴõܵ˵˺ᣬˡ"
"ûʲ""ɱѧңīһƬȴ챨ӦⳡǸҵĳͷ"
"ɱ˵"ŻСĿ˵"ɱٿˣ߻֪ҿɾͲˡ"
װĺܿŶЦ"˵ҲŲš"
"ġ"Żؿҵ"߻ֶԵֿɺأ־......"
ͻȻֹ˻"ˣ߻ֲҸ˵Щġ"
"Ϊʲ᣿"
ɲ˵ˣװùĵ١
ǱıߵۿĹ⾰߸绹ûЩĲɡ
"ʮĵܣǵˡ"
Ҳ˼ЦЦ
"߻ֽ϶ˡٺ٣ڿæء"
"ˣ"
Żص˵"칬˸˵ͨݵ֮ܣøʶ£͸ЩСͯ"
"߻ֿæĺأҪҪ㸸һǵ"
üҲõ˵"ḸʾȻŽƭӡ"
"꣬ɲ˵ģĵҩЧû»ҽ㿴Σҩ"
æҡͷЩҩ......ٺ٣֪ҩҩ
ʱŻֵ"ǵй֮ԵöʲʱʮĵӺЩø㿴"
˵Цͣ
ɫŻ˵Ҿ͸ˡ
һ˶ķȴθȫޣһԲͣĸҲˣֻ˼Ҿҡͷˡ
"ڳЩɡ"ͣȰңҡͷƿ롣
"һղͲúóԷˡ"
߸Цݵ߽ݡ
ͽ밲Ծ˳ȥ
ұϣ߸˵"ΪˣƢϳԷᡣ"
"ֻûθڡ"С˵
"ޣֻûθѽ"߸װһƵӵ"һΪˡ"
ˣֻҪһû˾ԭαֵû
߸ǺЦң˷ιιһһ¿һ䡣
ͻȻԼһӱС
춳ԹķˣҲȥ
68
"Ż"߸ЦЦҲ֡
"ҽһӣҵ"һ
"߸磬......"סҵ죬շת˱
ſᣬ߸ЦڶС˵"㻰࣬......ǵ˵ᡣ"
Һұϴ
"߸............˸......ʿ............"֮˵治ס
߸Ĳɵһҵڲ
"ʿ............ƭ˵............߸......"
ץסĲ֣"㲻˵ú˵ᡣ"
޹գ۵"˵ɣء"
"˵ء"
߸Цͷȥﺬ˵"Ǿġ"
".................."Ҷ춵סĹơ
"߸磬ǣǲǸǸᡣ"
߸ԳЦ§סңڶߴ"Сֻ˺òá"
˵ίĿң"Ҳֵ߸һˡ"
ˣֲҪģ˵ҲûҷĻˡ
ڵǷƵġ
ҿҪᷴʱǸѹ
"Һ㡣"ס߸ϸϸƷ
ողõɾᱻˡ
ɵڴϣʲýָͷµĳ
߸ĺҵĶһĽҿ·Щŵıۡ
ߴ߸Ļ"ҿ۾"
߸۾ĺˮһģֻһҾС
ҵ壬һһϸµһֱ衣
ĸң߸ƻһֱڶ߻죺"þҺҪ㣬߸ᡣ"
˻ĬĬĵ˵ͷ̧֣׼⿪·Ŀӡ
մ·־ͱ£סָݽůĿǻݺֻ̼
߸мɵһһ߷ɿسȥԼ·
""߸̾Ŀҡ
ҳҺףʱȻ֪ⲻģԾɺۡ
԰׵ֱ׳
Һһķʽ׽
ȱĴ򿪣һ˫Ƹ˽ܡ
"ɣ߸СĲŪʹġ"οҡ
һĻĶͻȻܽڣӻĽӲûոյĿһµȻ޴档
"š"߸ָήķָȥ
Ǹָͷ˶ҿʼ־ޱ޼ʵѹ֪Ϊʲᣬмеĳ嶯ӱܡ
"ˡ"
ǿЦ˵"ûûʲ......ֻǾĺ......֡"
"Щ£߸粻Ūʹ㡣"˵ͷȡ
ʧʱѨһʹ
""ҴУǰһƬڣ"ҪſңҲҪҲҪ"
"££߸Ҫ£߸粻۸ˡ"
׹Ѱĺ䣬һƬƬӰѹ¡
"ſңſ......"ǰζһ˫˫˺ҵ֣ߴ"Ⱥſ......߸......"
ҿ־֫ٺһĳʹɪʶ૵Ľ߸ҡ
"£߸磬߸¡"һ˫ֲͣҵͷᱳ˺ܾ߸ůºȵƽϢҵĲ
̧ͷ߸ʹ
"߸............Ҳġ"
ң߸簲ο˵"Ҳ̫³ˣ£߸粻á"
"......"Ҳ֪Ϊʲᣬܽ͸ոյΪ
"߸......"û˰ɣҵʧ̬ˡ"......Ұ㡣"
߸εıסңҵ"Ҫû¾ͺá"
ᱧңңֱ˯
......
ѣѩѩ׵ģǰ½Ƕý
ֵĿһۣ
ֻӲſ·ᣬֻ롣
"߸"Цӭ߸硣"Ưᡣ"
ҵתȦһȦȦ......
"¿Ǿ޽еѽ"
˭˵ͣܡ
ģ
Χȫˮԡֲԡأԡﲻ
һϤϤͻȻ˺ֱۣܶǸҡ
"ſʲ᣿"ҵֱ˻ȥ
ҽסҵϵ˵"ǲҪᣬǾ"
"ǺǺǺ"Цһͷ˳ڳصıԵĿңǸֳЦݡ
"ûоֻмƷ"
˵һıƽҡ
ǿתͷܵͷֱֱͦ۾"ʲ᣿"
Цңһһֵ˵"ҵļƷ"
Ҵŭȿʱȴϲ˫ֲ֪ʱѱεĹ̶һϡ
"ſңſҡ"ҿԽԽҧгݵ˵"һëҶ֮ء"
һ۾ֵĿңûֶþ͹Цˡ
ЦӣҵĻ߸أ߸粻ߡ
"֮صǵ°ɣ"˷˵"ͷʣˡ"
˵ҵ"ǿϧѽ......"
»·"磬õȳ˼ļ֣Ȼ......͵·ɡ"
""Ҵһ͵
"ˡ"
ҴϢۣ߸ҵļ"ˣһͷ"
ҿ߸ŵ۾
˵أ᣿
ҲƲסʹޡ
"ˣ߸ᡣ"
"Ҫ뿪ңҪԶҪ뿪ҡ"
ͻȻеδйľһڶҪһڡ
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ƣԴǸجκÿ˯ãֻҪһ۾;˫̰۾ڰҡ
һԴɵ󵨵ҾȻʼºڣȻһֱοԼǶǱʶ֣Ŀ־̫ǿˡ
߸ҲԵĸܵҵĲÿһ³ңʵѲҲЩʳ
ԴǴκ߸ҲûйʾҹҲֻǱҰ˯
Щɻǡ𻨸㡣
߸첻ˡ
ĺҩڴϿ飬ԽԽû
žһɤš
"ʮĵܣʮĵܣô͹˯"
Ҽæ´մһֻЬŻ־ʹֵĴ˽
ŵܵĽ𰡣
"үūţūͨ......"
"֪¡" ̸ݸ"ģȥ԰ɡ"
һϲԵģÿ͵ĵǶһһ롣
תͷŻµĿǣﻹ
"ֲʮĵҪôЪϢǲСģġ"
Ұһۣ"ٺ˼ģҿǰܵܿ"
ŻֺٺһЦ"㿪Цģƣּˡ"
"ʮĵ"ŻЦ"Ҫúлл㣬ٺ٣ӿǾˣѧء"
"ϲϲ"
"ʮĵܣ㵽ҸģҲڣ......ٺ......Ұء"
"ȥ"
"ʮĵ"
"߸֪ģȥ"
"ʮĵܡ"Żֳ"Ʋǲǡ"
޿κε˵"Ҳ˵߸粻"
""һŵӵ"īѵǹ㲻Ҫûī"
"Ī......"װʧɫӷǳǳ˵"ʮĵܣĪ㲻ˡ"

ڳϿžŻ¶ıóѵЦݣôо
"˵ãֻ٣ɱŪЩ߰ġ"
"ã㶼˵߰˱ˡ"
"Ҿͻ"
"ȻȻʱֻ㶼......"һ˵ĺ
µһڣǰˮżС۵ͨСͤͨ䡣
ں˲ߺͼģļ϶İڷ١
Ե¯ܰ㡣
ҽʱһƵĻ﹫ſӭӡ
һӲ˼Ǳ˵ġ
ŻֳϻϲĴҡ
ɷϾŻִҺҲ졣
ĸ裬ʱļϼжţ·˾ȵӦĻ
"Ż"Һòײյ"ǲǽҵġ"
Իٺ飬ȿɾǻˡ
ٺЦ˵"Ľ㣬ֲȥǵط......ٺ١"
֪⡣
԰պգҿһӣɾͶˡ
Ǿߵٱ죬ʱõ졣
ֵһӣŻֶ붫"һֱҩ̫Ĳ裬÷"
ţúȣֺһ룬ٺȵʱŻסҵ"ٺЩȶ˲á"
÷ȶ˲ãȻɻ󵫻Ĳˡ
ʱŻֶԻ˼䣬ȥ
"ʮĵ"Żֵ"Ǹһŵǧˣ˵˻ȻҪŵġ"
"ţ"ûס
ǺЦ˵"ǴδҤ˵ϣȻ˵㣬粻ˡ"
Ц"ϷԶѣصġ"
ŻصЦ"ɲϷԣҰõĸء"
˵ҵִҵҡ
ƿɴǰֵһĻʱҡ
ջҲ̡ܲ
ӱŷһϣźɫĻĵ֬
ĺмɰȫ¶ǵС
Żֺü٣ذӸǰ"ôҰյҵĴͼõġ"
˵ָϻؿڣ"ʮĵܣרŸ׼ģϲô"
һһ˿漴ֻĵЦݡ
"Ż֣㲻˵ϲô"
"ѽҺϲġ"˷ܡ
"ԭôϲ˵ģϲñ"
˵꣬תߡ
"ʮĵ"
䱻ס
"ѽ﹫ӷſûϲô"˦ַŭ˵
"Ҫ֪ôԴҾͲ㣬û뵽ô......"ˣҰ޳ַ߷ߵȥ
ûҲû˵"ʮĵ㲻ߣ......ʮĵܣΪѽ"

ȣڳһŪķҡ
ǰϳֻǷĻ棬һɹɵֱ塣
"𰣬Ҵˮ"һҾͷԸ
ϴ껹ǲУϢԽԽͷҲʼ衣
"үôˡ"
תͷеĿҡ
Ĵ......ú......ӦúܿɿڣǺ촽һһϵ˵ʲô......
죬룬Ӧġ
ĺŴ˵۾ŵĿҡ
ѹֲͣĸӲӡ
"үүү"
ʲô
ޣ
˭ڿޣ
һۣ£ˮ
ʲôʱһ亹
"㣬㣬ȥٽ˭"
ܼˣڴֲԾסǺҲܾ
ҸŪԼǲУҲᣬô찡ҾȻᰲοҶ޳ˡ
ţڱĦ壬ôͷš
"߸磬ܣȾҡ"
Ѫܿ챩ˣ޹İǰһƬãֻ֪ͣķŤ屻ķʹȴԲֺܼ
һ"ң......"
ץסôҲϷſǸ屧ңҷ棬ҵ˷йĵط
ĳ˽ȥµ˺˻һʲôҲ˲ˣֻвͣĳ̡
֪˼Σ˺˳ҰŪֱҽƣĻ˯ȥ
70
̫߳ˣһº͵ľ
ڵϵĽ˸豭
"᲻֪һ˯ᣬ˭ҷҹ᲻֪"
"īԲԡ"
ұ
糿ʹҹηҺϤȻȼεĻõȴҵΨһҲϴ
"ģ"
ֻǿޡ
"ģ"һ
"֪ūĲ֪"
""ſ˿ڵϵĽ"Ҳųһͳᵵ£źġ"
"˵ˣǰû̺ܽˡ"˵˱ҡ
"Ϊһ˵īأ"С˵"ϴˡ"
"ܡ"
"ңҲҪҵ"
"Ҫ˭īӻӷҹˣ"
ĿⲻǷϻᡣ
ЦЦ"ҹˣӵطƢ˵ĺҰԺˡ"
"īӣû£Ī˵߱ǰҲҲѽ"

ƿţѪҩζ
ĻʹһӰ
"ӣҹūŴ󵨴ӷ𰱻˳ȥ֪顣"˵
"Ҫͷ"
Ұ˰ֹ֣סĻ
ƿӣһŲ԰׳ªǰü컹ЩһǴˡ
"......"ֿһۣĿݺʹ˲Ըٿȥ
"ūŴ󵨣Ȼ͵͵ӷʵﲻˡ֪Ҫͽ"
ҲţҲһϴ
ҲߣϲǶдᡣ
ֿĶǣϸĶ£ûʲӷĵطԲġ
"ÿʪ"
ϸĲգûа仯
ëһ£ۡ
Ǻɫģܺںܺڡ
ڱʯһãĿңͻȻҪ´θնصĵشϡ
ңʹıʹӳª
"ʲ֣Ϊʲᵽҷ"ҰסͰʡ
ȴûκ
"ӣǸư͡"
ư......Ҳβסʧ"ˣú˰ɡ"
һҾл㱵Ĺȥˡ

ո𴲾Ż̽ҡ
׾ȻеҶʱŭӵ
̤߳ȴӭˣǰһλƳ÷ĵʿ
ʿüĿЦƮƮЩɷǡ
"£ƶˡ"˫ֺʮ
ס
ʱŻԽϵڨЦ"ʮĵܣλĺɳ㿴ġ"
ҲøӲǡ
ֻĺһýǰ
תʱͬĵˣСʿüĿ续ݰףЩŮҵ̬
ҿǷһЦʱ˵ĺ次
ϱһģȻ׼Żһ"ʮĵϲȻҺ͵˵˵ͽ㡣"
ҷֲõĵһۡ
ǰ˲裬ϻᣬϵƻ׵"ƶͨƻŵ岻ʣɷƶһ"
"ʮĵܣɳҽ˵ãɳ㿴ɡ"
ٲ⽭ƭҲõڲӡ
Σֻҵﰵ"ҩҲԣͿɡ"
ϵɷµ˰ҵ֢״"·ҩʱƢθƶٿʯ"
"......"ǺһЦ"Сͽܻᰴף֮อ׶ӦСͽ̵¿ɺá"
ŶװĦ⵹һð취
ңϵЩҩˮݽţݵʱܾ߽ҵĽţ̧ۿȴû˭ɫԡ
ݺǸСʿڵϿʼҰ󣬱˵ͦרҵġ
"ʮĵܣǰ......"ŻԥĿ˿ܵ"ǶԲס˰㻹ǺǣǸðɡ"
"ܺãû"ЦӯӯĻش
Ǻˣĵġ
""Сʿ̧Ҵ˵"СҪˡ"
ҵͷĵһЦҵĿȡ
ǼĺЩ̣ϥǶ۰
"𰣬С"ҳſںһ
һӱ
"ɡ"ջؽż˵"ĺܺãԸҶһ"
ǸСʿԾĿҡ
һû˵Ż־ͽˣ"ʮĵܶϧɣǵúúźˡ"
һס
ֻһֻžͱȺģҶʿӡʼת
ϵʿһੲݵ˵Ҳûᷳ
ĸͻȻĽֺһʪȣͷһһСʿȻҵĽֺ
Ҽ̧ͷ˿ĶһЦۺСຬסֺῪʼ˱
ԱߵЦӯӯĿһĻرǾŻֻ¶һĽɫ
ֲ˼Ϊʱűһƿ
һӰܽɿСʿһͰڵء
"ʲණҲ"
"߸"
"ߡ߻"
߸ˮĿǼˣɪɪľŻϡ
"Ҹ˵Ǿû᣿"
˵תϵ
"ĺƵأ岻þͲԶˡ"
˵Ϭ۹ֱϵСʿСʿŵɫҰڵϡ
"߸"ҸϽЬס"ĺİţΪ"
"лл㡣"ҿ˿Ҳûʲᣬֻժϵݸ"Сְ"
ָȥͱ߸һץס۹ǱĺĿ"Լȥͣ߰ɡ"
һҾ̲סԹ"̱Сʿ˰ء"
߸ûңұúʹزұĽֺ
Ц"нѽǱᣬҶӦ"
߸ݺݵôסҵ췴˱
"㡣"
รôĴ⣬ǿҵռ
"Ϊʲ᣿"ҹʡ
Ƭ̵"ǲǺ......Ҳ̫࣬رǸСġ"
"֪Ǻˣ𲻰ȥ"
߸翴һ۵"㲻ʱ֪ˡ"
죬ܰҵСʲᶼ˵
߸翴Ц"ιСˣ߸óԵˣԲԡ"
ҵ

71
߸׿ڿԳˡ
Žͽߵſʱ"ιʲô"
ϸһԭǸưͣ߹æڵͷѹĵ͵͵ġ
"˺ô"
صĵ˵ͷ
һǺεġ
ҳһµ"һȥɡ"
̧ͷβסϲɫҲǸܼįˡ
תͷܾؿҲһ˵ӣֵСʲô
ҾʹһСһһưͳ˸
һ·ǱĿҵĽľתĿͱľȡ
Щɫתĵ졣
ͷ˿ưͣͷѹĸˡ
"̧ͷǸƤҶѣûʲô߳ܵġ"
סִ̤ľ¥ȥ
оǹ죬ֵĴһ統Яһ
ǿסֵϾ¥λϡ
һӵĲˣÿ˼һ£ͺŲ迴ǳԡ
۹ʼ޵ͣưϣҲԵĺǾн
"ʲô֣"
һеĲһӵڵϡ
ĿܣЦ"дô"
ãȻҡͷ
"Ҹֿɺãܲιιĳƺ㡣"
˽æվҪ¹ҷסְ޳ָϻб롣
ҵ"ɡ"
ͷԵԶòһ

߸ϳʱҾʹĴ棬߸³Ҿ͸ٳ裬ӹĵҲʵ
ʱҲôȥҲֻҪʲôֻҪʱһһ̵ŹӵҲǺߡ
оʳĺ"ƽƽô"
"㲻ô"
ҡͷ
߸ҵϸĿ˵"ѣ۾ô˵ġ"
"Ŷ۾˵ʲô"
"˵......ܼį"
ļһ£ǿЦ˵"˵ңôį"
߸§סҳ̾
""ʲôƵ˵"ǰҩҩ裬Ҵȥԭ㲻һֱ߸һôţٸ㱸һ׿ס"
ֵĿ"Ҫ׸"
߸֣ص˵"ԭǵģ㲻뵱ȥһӵɨǽ"
ҹЦȸԾĵͷ"ððɨǴ󽫾Сǰòá"
ҵıӵ"ãֻҪָӾͿˣǰô߸"
Դ"ţ"ҿ˵"ǰ˧......תȦǺǺǣתһҪת"
ôߵĽ߸תһһȦһѳסҰת
Ŭץе"ιιûиǽ㡢Сǰô"
߸翴һ۲Ϊļҵս
ֻĵôһק¶ˡ
"߸Ƥ˵ǽģԽˣǽ........................ţ......"
һţһ߲ͣԼһĶ
"ĩźô"
ûƷռҵıϻԡ
"۸ҡ"ҷ߷ߵضԾ¹ڳ
߸һ˫۾һ
"ô۸㣬Ұźʡ˾ϡ"
"˵ʲô"
߸ЦЦ"ôҺ˵ڵƷζԽԽô˹ҲҪȻֹ֣ζܺô"
һƿҵԼ
·Щغƾʲô˵ңƾʲô......
"ô"
ῪʼתתʲôŻʵô
ΪӣΪļͥҪΪûĺӣ˳Цء
乬һָͷӣ̫ɽæгտһȻȥĽҵĿշ
ҩҿܻҪΪһӰɡ
Ǹ˹ֹ֣ˣأӶˡ
"߸˵ˣòá"߸§סңĻ
"˵þ߸ˣϲʲô߸ң㲻ϲкôҸҼô"
ô˵
ץͷŭϡ
ۿģпǸմѪĺɰڵϡ
Ҽɰڵʹ
"ϲôҶˣ˵ֻİ¡"߸ġ
˵˳ȥ
ҷڱʹޣҪеίͲȫ޳
ϵļҾ֪īǼǸǳĥģòٳҾһӵһڵߵͷȴû̽ѰȥֻܾȥֲǰǷµġ
Ϊ߸Ҳ˺ԼҲȥ˺ˡ
ֻ֪ܵ飬ƭҲƭ
"ˣٿ޾ҪҩŻˡ"
һ˫ĸҵͷ"߸ˣҪ˺ô"
"㣬ûߡ"
"޳ôߡ"
ҿ"߸˵˵ȥ̫ҩֺһһ......ҴϾһ٣㲻ϲû˵첻֪ô......㲻Ϊ¶Բס뿪Ұɡ"
"ҡ"
"Ǳ㡣"
"һġ"
߸Ц"ãһһ"
"߸粻ã˺ô"۾ոյίŭһһʧˡ
סҵʣ"ô"
ʲôʱôˣװĵ
Ťͷǣҵֵ"˰ɡ"
Ҳס¶һ˿Цݣ߸˴һҵ֡
ţֲѵĲҶԼ·
ҾĿӺܵһЦ"ǲǺܺÿѽ"
˵Ż˸첲ͦͦš
Ƥ
ҺŤͷ߸ʮԹ˵"ѵֻϲСӣ߸ô"
Ĳ֪ôڣִ˵"԰ɣ߸ζҲܺõġ"

"㼼"߸
Ҽ˼ǣҲΰ
"𶯣Ҹ"С˵
ºǺƤķֿȣһŰһ˵"»һҪֻ̫Կˡһ㶼ûܵ"
Ĵһ£Ȼı졣
ɲһֳԳԵЦ"............"
ҳ֣ƵĿԳԵЦ"ֻֻŪҺ"
Ҽæ̧ϵ֣ĵʣ"ô"
߸գۣͻȻסӺʹӡ
"ôˡ"Ҵ󾪡ôۡ
"ū"߸ڴһӶ϶˵
"ū๫Ĺ⣬๫ɲūѽ"
ĿŵЦûû˵߸磬ˡ
ôôһ˰

72
ǺϢĽڵ׵Ҹ֮ϡ
˯бѣæϵʱǰ龰һ
ﱻһƬǽ壬Ǿʧҳһš
"أ"ץסһŮʵ
"ںá"
˺þͼġ
"㻹ô"˿ҵһЦ"ͷġ"
"⵽ô£ôͻȻͱ"
һЦ"ЩСԹҳݡ"
Ǵӣʱ˻װʲôͷ⡣
һǺ侲
˿"ȻûҾͷˣסҸϰɣϢҲüʱͨ"
ΪŵǷǷ"ͷˣ˷˱ʵ׳ֻҪº⡣"
ҵּ̬䵭Ҳ˳
׼ʱͼһѾ߼æĺ"ˣ赹ˡ"
æĸѾþͼɫ԰׵ĵڵϣѪ䦳ȹ
"죬кͲš"
Ҳ˲ʲôŮбˣһѳҡ
һͲŶ
ץҩҩˮһж׼úұ˳
ﴫعѾ˹
ææµµѾͽȥһһˮҲﲻæֻɵȡ
ھ콫ʱһӤ޴˳

صǻ
·ָȥ̲߸²Ҫǻûͣлץס©
̲˽죬ЩŻ˵ñȳĻɾǲ¡
ʱʧٰ£ڰŪˡ
֪ǵʿǺˣ治߸Ϊʲôһֱ亦
ͻȻϵ˵˶䣬߸ϡ
ҿ˾ֹš
øżʲôд־ܰҪӸҲôôдϵоߵйʵ۵ֱЧʡ¡
ɾ翵ѽҴ
Ҵ»ص˰ʼҲͷ»߸磬ڼ߸졣
һţ̫ӡ
ȥ̫ӸĹ¿˵̫Ӳ
Цڲ㲻֪ôҪ֮˵ڣⲻԵĲҡ
ҵȣҾͲ㲻
վ˰Բ̫ӵӰ
һֱվϦ£ʵֲ֧ס̫Ӹʯʨϡ
ҾͲܶĹһȥԲ˯ҾͲŶ²
"""ӻȥɣ"
ҡͷ
"㻹ûҩ"
"Ҵҩء"
"㻹ûԷ......"
"Ҳ"
Ĭһֱңֱڶ峿
糯ʱ䵽ˣ̫Ӵĳϳ
"̫Ӹ硣"Ҵųȥ
̫תͷҡ
"̫Ӹ磬̫ӸҼ߸һô"ҿżɽ˵
"̫Ӹˣֻ߸һ棬ˣ˸ӡ"
"̫Ӹˡ"䲻ͣİ
̫ĿԶû˵ԭĺͰ
򵹳ҶģҶһ˿ͬҶԭ̫ӻһֱ
ҲĻʹֻôġ
̫һԲתߡ
֪˶ãҪ"ӻȥɡ"
"ҲߣһҪҪ߸磬ұ߸硣"
ĬĬĹţֱһƵݹ̫ӵĹ˵ֻҪŽƾͿԵȥ߸硣

һɲյù˱Ƕ
εű򿪣һϥ߸硣
""߸ȻĿң"ô......ҲŹô"
"ǣǡ""ġ"
߸ϸĴңε"ȥ̫ô"
"......ô֪......"
߸ЦЦ"ʲ̫Ӽ㲻νΡ"
"㲻߸粻µġ"˵ҵͷ"㣬Ż˰ɣкȦ⼸û˯ô"
"߸"˵"ǣûΪ㡣"
߸ЦĲм˵"ƾҲΪңߺߣģֻ߸һʱǵ˿ӣҲµġ"
Ҷ֪˵ǲ֪ûֹۺá
"СôǺǣҶźˣõĵġ"
"㰲źˣ㰲źסأҲģôģûȫļƻǻᶯ㵱ǳԱ˳ŵôѽŭСǼˣóȥһһı"
߸ſڽĿңҲһڶ
"˵ô¡"
εͦһһʮĶҡ
"ƾڵٸ˵䲻̫ǣǿô"
߸ЦЦ"дĸʵһһմѪĲҪ˵ֻһᡣ"
"ôġ"
߸Ц"˭иһǳʿпˡ"
"ô죿"
߸ЦŴս˵"߸һºô"
ŭ
ί˵"ζ̫ţӶѬˣð취"
ԥһ£ǿѴȥ
ķֿ߸۾ʪʪĿҡ
"߸磬Ҳµġ"ס֣"ҪӦ㶼¡"
߸§סڶϸϸҾһԲ
߸˵"Ҳ߸̫дһ㲻̫⡣"
ҵĴ"Ҫͱϰɡ"
߸Ц˵"ôУôôֻƱ񱨿Ҳ㡣"
"ǾͰҵƱ߸磬Ǿƽˣô"

73
Ϊʲô˵ҡ
ҺƵڴϣ򱻰շ塣
ϵһǷһˡ
ʱĪѷʹƮʱֻĺܺÿȫûɱ˵
ֱԼôһ£֪ƮëҲ˿һĲ
ҪǾŻֺ彣ϳϽСͽڳˡ
ǵʿƽʱװģҲǸûĴˣһ޹ɷء
粻ҾˣͶ֡
Ҳڳ"ǧԩͬҲٸ꣬μ"ʮȡ˷Ȩ
ֻͬϵһΪ"ѧţα"һۡ
ֻΪ֤ʵҵ۵˸ֳԡ
ҳˣˣҰԭдѦֽԼǶôηѽԼΪұûõ÷һ
Ҷԩġ
ʵǳⲻȫң˭Ѧ˱ݵôǷ°ĭģѳϵ˶ŵðϵֵεĶһ¡
˵ЦűʱѦ˺ϵľʱ顣
ֻϵĵףǰµ˳
˵ûƷ߳ŭˣǷһҶûʹݾŻ˵ʱǻΪ˶ϽƲʧ׼ͷ˵Ͻýֹƾʧˮ׼Ҳˡ
Ż˵ѷҲʱѾû˺Ѫĸٲһ
˵⣬Żֿҵǽһ֡
ұ÷ëԹҰּ˵ϵʱմ󶯣αһĴ̫ҽ
̫ҽһŬ£ҵСֱסˡ
ұʺ˰ȴŻֺܺĵĸ˵Ϊ˺á
Ȼվſһ̾"ʮĵܣǶ㡣"
Ȼתߵ
ıӰһֱӡԺĪĻһֱ
ôˣôˡ
ҿڲźôҵôʦƤˡ
˵׼ĺǳ֣γһֱ鷿϶ϸдֽϡ
ΪⳡҶûô˯۵㵽۾ݵǷȥ˼ά˼άһá
ͷ׼ʣµȡ֤º߸ʿɵġ
Ҳ࣬Ѱ֤ݻҪϵΪҵı۴߹ġ
ǴҵĹͬŬڳϷյһĻ
ˣÿ춼л㱨߸
Ƕһ٣ϵСʿץѦ˱ᣬҲˣäôЩ̲˻ϲء
߸ԩ㵹ȷˣ߸Ҳʲôί
ЩӲĸҵѽ
ҲͲˣҲá
һֱ˵ҿʼѧ˽ɼֲܶˮȴҶ˲裬ȴҸǱ......
ôһϬûء
󰲶˸취ưչң˵˶˵᷽ܽһЩ
ʵ֤ȷģһҵĿӾ͵ͷˣҰҪ׼ãһʲˮϲ¶ȣվͻҷ
ȴͬ˵Ҳעҡ
ҲΪʲôȴԶҡ
ΪҺ߸ô......

ҩ˹ĴҨһ׷ߡ
ҿûҪ˼
΢΢üôҩɻĿңְƽҡ
Բ졣
ЩãȻͻȻ¶Ц۹ʼղ뿪޵촽
ĬƬ̣ǰ̺۵Щ΢죬ڶһڣѴҡ
ǺǣϬһͨء
ſĴȫƷζȻҩܿġ
Ҿͷһҩȫ˽ȥ
һζԼ촽һΡ
񿴿һ˸żߣһ·Ĳż
ʱͨ죬˼
Ҳģر߸͸Ӧá
̧û˵صĸԼһ⡣
׼ٴʱסҵ֣ϴȴڵϡ
ޣ۸
ҶҪԼҪģôҲ֪
ɤӺԺֻصСݽ𰿪ʼչңСȱƵġ
"𰣬չҾֱ˵ôҰɡ"ҿŴϱˮʪı˵
ŵĹڵϣ"Ҳǹġ"
ߺߣôǹġ
˯ҿʼʡ̫ˣԳūţʶֵ٣Լ˼룬СҲ̫˼ˣǹ⵷ң˯֮ǰһֱ룬ҪһЩȻҪͷˡ
ɵڶ˯ȫˣСּҵңһֱ߸ҡ

74
վſ......
΢ЦĿЩԵøˡ
ߵǰ߸縧ҵͷ"......"
˱ۣ۵׵ʹҡ
"߸硣"ҽ
ӻ˻漴һڴϱסңŬ̧ͷ˳
"߸磬ô......"
ȥˮ§̫Ҷˡ
"......ôģҾȻ֪............"
૵Ľţ"£ô죬ģôôΣյ¡"
"ҴˣôΪǣֲ㺦㣬߸Ǳǧ¡"
"߸......"Щѵ˵"ܷܲſңٲҪˡ"
߸һ漴ſ֣ҵ"˵ˣǲʹ㡣"
Цôǰһء
ܵۺĥѻôģڻûʧӣӦܵ
ǰ˦˦ðҶһߣǺǣ֪ҵĺô˰ɡ
šüëװʹӣ
"ʹ"
"Ķʹ"Ҽݣ"߸ô࣬ĶʹѽҶˣôôء"
ҿеʹҲҲʪ"ûˣúõʲô¶ûˡ"
գգ۰Ƭˮɢ"߸"ðġ
߸һֱ§ңͣҵͷţ"þ......"
"үúҩˡ"ûɫĴǡ
߸ûзֵ˼Ҳ͹ԹԵĴ
߸ֽӹ뺬˿ҩͷ̽ҾţŽҺҩҲôˡ
ã뿪ʱֽĿɿڴĻվԭء
ֱ߸صĺһŻæȥ
"Լȡ"
"Ǻǣˣ"߸٩Цҡ
"ġ"
߸սҵĶߵ"ôֿǸСһˣ"
ֺ˵̧һ£""ϴľʹĴ
""߸æסҵ֣οɲװģĺۣ۵Ķ˵
·¶ŵıȻϱճҲһȻ
߸ȭͷɫࡣ
ЦЦ֪˭Ҫùˡ
"߸"ͻȻǸСʿ"ΪǸСʿ˵ǺǱǿ°ģ̣ôѾܿˣܷžͷ˰ɡ"
߸翴һۣ޺޵ĺһ
ôĴζܹýؿĴȻһʶ
΢ЦĿ߸ڨڨĸԼ̨ף"֪Ǻˣߺߣ......"
û˵¾䣬ҾͶ죬ĵǳٵ룬ʼɺ......Ҳա
ҵʹ߸ãҾͱȥġ
Ǹĸһʱʱ̰̿ҴߣҶɽһǿЧ۹ԹԵұ졣
һֱϣʱҪˡ
ĬĬĸ׼š
""סң"Ҳߡ"
"̲ûؼҰɡ"ͷȥ۾"ôҲȥѽ˵......һֱ㡣"
"......һ죬Ѿˡ"
"......"
̧ͷ"֪һȣһһһ졣"
߸ջˣȻƵƵع˿վûͣ

˸ΣҲμҽ˶һ˸ӡ
ұҵĺЦĸ⻶
ССӽңҵָ֧Ľš
ô......ָʪʪģ......Сʲô......
"СЩ"һϤ˵š
ҳˣ......ôҽŵò۾
"ָ꣬ó԰ɣǺǣѽҵġ"
߸ڸʲô......
һۣǰЦøƵ߸磬۹Ƶ......
Ǹץҵָ˱ĽζС......
ǸɰĺӣƯһ˫۾ңʹ
߸ܽթЦ˵"ҰǵĺӴˡ"˵űС˵"ƣ⺢ӳöѽ"
......ǹĺӡ
"߸""ôѺӴˣŸ¡"
߸Ҹ˵"Ϊ²Űġ"
Цһ"ʲô"
"ĸ"

߸ױƵİѺӱҿ"ƣıӸһģһţ۾Ҳ񣬿ǵĶӶƯ"
"߸ˡ"Щɺ
"ѺӻɣӻС"
߸Цݺؿң"˵ģ⺢ӾҶ˵ģԶ"
"Ǻӵأ"
"⺢ӲҪе͸͹ˡ"
Һõ׷ɱҵ龰
"߸磬ұ"
Сķϵһӡ
Сָץҵֿ
ձһû߸ͽ˹"ˣұ㿴ͺá"
˾ôΧŸӶţֱСĴ˸Ƿŷ
"߸磬ôѺӱô졣"
߸ɫģ"֪ܸʲôҲ֪ЩҪá"
ܲ칫ӸֳʵҲǸܿء
"߸磬......"ԥ"˹ȥһమ˰ɡ"
"㲻ϲôģᰭµġ"
"ǡ"ҿ˵"Ҳӹ£ֻҲԼҸڱ˵ʹϣܲһӿշɡ"
߸ҵıЦ"СԴﶼЩʲôؿշŮ˻ˣ"
"߸"ץסֵ"עǵòףģٲҪԹޡ"
߸Ĭ
"߸磬˷Ҳ뼺㣬һЩȻҲһЩһܵõҪҸȫô"
һȰȥ߸ҵݺݵš
"ֻԵɨˡ"
ָָڴ˯ı"˭˵ֻأ"
߸Цѹ"......"
"߸磬ǰ......"
"֪......"
"Ա.................."
"ù"
......
"......"
"˵ô"
ұţĴﵽ߳
ܶ˵ǣֿ߳ʼԺһ߸ģûˣֻǵ૵˵"Բ㣬Լɡ"ͻ˯ȥ
74 ȱ


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"ףأ"
˯Ѻ󿴼߸羲߿飬Ҳڴϡ
"㣬ķˡ"
߸߽ң"С˯ĺô"
ҵͷǺЦ"СˣңԽԽն˯Բôʱ䡣"
Ц"õʱⶼҸ˯ȥˣҶһϴͽ˱"
߸ιҵıӵ"Ҫ߸ء"
˵ŸҺ󱳵ͷ""
"ͦõġ"
"ͦõġ"
"Ҵĸĸ㡣"

ڶ߸洺Ĵ˸
"¡"˼ҺòĹ
Ҳʶȴʶҡ
֡
ԴЦ߸"㲻ǵôԶʹѽ㲻ǻ޹ô"
ôһ˵ҵˣˣϴʱҺ̬ȡ
ҶʱЩƲڻ԰߳Աġ
Զɹź񣬶壬˵˵ҵȤˣȥɺϲǵĴԭҲϲǺˬĸ衣
ܿҾ͸Զʹûȣһ˻ףƸ衣
ǴӸĵԭӲԭĵִĵ˻ԭԶǽģ˱˺ܶţ
͢ҽ̫٣»߸磬߸ϲǰᳯ͢£תתת
ӵĵطܶ࣬ԭͲȴѾǿɺµһˡ
˼ٿԼ⸱ʵǲ
뵱ԼŮʱӵϱ뺷ʲôĴҲңĽҶȫ
ڳ˸ȴôһ365һڴϹģ˵զôɵأлʹʱô彡һ
ҿǰλӢĽ׳ﲻԾؾȫĽ
Ծ²߸ǣҽسЩ塣
ԶǣĶ˵ӭҵԶ͡
ЦŴӦ߸һͳš
չţ߸Ҳ˵۹ֱӰҺᱧ
"ô"
ҡͷ
߸̾ϢҵĶͷ"ϲӲţﶼûˡ"
ص߸Ծɸǣ׵ġ
"Ҫʲô"ȣ־
Ҽװ˼һµ"Ҫ̫ʲôĲܳԲãţҪ˵ʵݵľ߸ˣǺǣҪ߸硣"
""
½ҽ"㡢㡢ʲô"
թЦ"Ǿ˵Ҫ߸ô"
"ҡҡҡҲ˼"
""һ˵ı"˼ôԭˣҪ߸ġ"
"......ǰ......"
˷"ô˵ϾͿˣãҲˡ"
ֵˣԽԽ

߸Ծ˷ܣȲĽأӭҵײͣı任Ƕȡ
⵹ʡ˲
û¿˷ܡ
ұŲ̫˽̬ķһΣҲᣬֻ졣
ȵھˣ۵öˡ
""§ڻϹЦ"ò˶ҾͿеԸ"
Ұۺ˵"á"
"ʲô"
ʲôһ㱵ЦţǰǸ򵥵СԺԺһøߴҵİ˺ͺӣǳԡ
"߸һһǮңҪֻСÿ칤ʶָǽ......Ҫ߸һ˯ҪԶֿ"
"ֻ͹ˣమûǮӺ࣬ǵֻһձҪһһڵķʳ......"
ǰʣ߸Ժ̺轣΢Цڳæµ
"ֻ͹ˣֻҪܺͰһ......"
Ҷ˷ΧߴߴĽУ߸˽ӹеꡣ
ҺĳŲʳȴޱζ
Цĳİӵڻһһϸµǡ
ֻ͹ˡ
滨һѩ׵ĻƮǻЦ׷
Ļ߸۾顣

˼Һ߸ȥĸ
ĸɫܺãǳԵʱͣȰ
ҳԳˣŵĸճ˻ʹϡﻩȫ˳
˷ѽ˷ѡ
Ҳ˷ʳŪԼǱθ˰ޣ߸缸һҹû۵չҡ
ֱǸڶԵĸƵġ
һҵĺڰҹˡ
߸һװվҴǰ
""ҵ"ʵȥ߾ҽҹҪˡ"

76
Ҿֻ֪֣Ŀ
"......"
ҵš
"ҪҲҪߣҪҲҡ"
""߸縧ҵı"߸Ҳ᲻㣬ò˶߸ͻˣ߸Ҳ뿪ˡ"
"ҲҪ߸......Ҫ......"ˮ߰Ļ䡣
߸ҵ۾ʹ֪סҲ֪ôֻͽȻ˱
̲ס
§޲ܰԼĹѪУ̰ůϢ
ٶһҼס
ôƺֻҪһͻʧ
ûô־ƺҲˡ
߸ҵ"ҪԹԵĳҩʳҪúչԼһҪ......һ"
᲻ͣĵͷ
߸ߵſֻͷң"СһҪҡ"
"߸"´˵"ҲߣҺ£ĺ¡"
"£¾ȥϾţҲ˱ġ"̧ҵͷЦ"ܿ͹ȥˣҡ"
ֲϷſû͸š
ڸſһһĶ"ҪԼðգ㱻ЦҲðա"
"߸"Һ"ҪƽƽĻһ㣬һ㡣"
......
Сϣ಻ľĶɽ´
ҽ˱Ӫֻǵıؾ֮صȺ
ҿ֪ῴҡ
"߸磬һ㣬һҪҵ㡣"

˼ٿʼϳΪܵõµս
Ǹ֮ս£Ѻüִ󺵣ա
ʳеĻ⡣
վһŹŭһɹɵĴ

ǾȻò߸ߵĺܴæֻµľ
δУTMDôǳԵĵô
Һ͹ĴڳԵĳ˵Ϊֺȥˡ
ƨ˭أҺôҲԭôЩӣһǧڵҪжģĺܡ
궼˵գʱͻȻûˣýѾ붼֪ʲôȥˡ
˳һ߷߲ƽǼɫƶ˱ᡣ
д˷ŷֱī磬ԭܵھǲ֪īܰæ
Ը̻᲻裬ԸǶе㰮ġ
ô˵жİҲû׼
ʱʳȴθȫޣڿ׽ʲȥԱߵİһֱȰҶЩκ˯¡
˯ûθһڰѺò׺µҩȫڴϣ𰼱æһ±ŪʰˣֵҰ˳ȥ
һҾ۾ҵġ
ֻǸСѧʦǷְܲҵĵĲ̨߽40Ӷѣô°ǰҿûо
ƤҵУɴô۸ӵȷǴϽͷһء
¾è壬˭ڵʲôĿȴһ֪
·߳ſʼ
ﾲĵһƬžǰԶԶмŵƣǺԺ˵ס
߾нŲСҶڰ
ߵ"ǽ𰣬翪Űɡ"
¶ͷһ̸ֻš
ſˣưӭ˳ȥ
"ī磬Ҹ˺óԵġ"
ʱһƬհףٻָʱѾˡ
ʵһҹڶߵĵ
Žߵľȴʧȥƿ
"ī磬ү͵ĸ㣬㳢"ǽֵ
"үô"
"һ㶼ãûôԣ˯ʱְҩ......ī磬ү˵˰ɣүġ"
һĬ
"ܶүΪôڰ......үʱο˶ûУܿء"
"ī磬ɣ㲻Ҳһֱүô"
"ְһԶԶĿţһյİɰΪʲôͲһء"
ص̾"ԭʱð"
ǰʱĺܺãÿᵯ죬˵˵ЦЦȫûзա
"Ҳ......Ҳٲүˣƽ˵ĶԣүôңڱԶǸ潡"
"ī磬үѾƽˣԺ󲻻۸ˣġ"
"ˣүүүͲ......үǺͿǿֵܰ......"
......ֵ......Ҳ......ôݵô
ĻҲĵ˳Ժӡ
ڴϷֱ𰾪еҲŻع
"үôˡ"۾峺ס
ി......
żһɵڴϣԺ˯ȥ֪˵˷ҵͷι
ѹϵĵžŻ֡
"ߺ"һ
̽˵ô......
"첻ͦôڸǰö໶ôصԭˡ"
Ǻǣԭ......
"岻óʲôǿô೯һٺ»ôµԼ......"
˵ĺܶԣĽ......
"УϻΪ߻ֵ͵Ѧˣֵ﹤飬㵽ʲô"
ѹ"̫ӵ˶ô............"
˿ң̾"֪㲡ˣҸ㰲ĵʲôµݸӾͺá"
䵹Ǹο
ŬЦݣϧЦ̫ûȾʼնűɽƵ
ߺ½ӣһĶ˲١
˸˭û뵽Ĳ֮͡
̫Ӵҽҡ
Ŭֹסңҩʱһιġ
ܳѽ
ǸҽûӣҼҸˡ
ڶ˵˯ź̫Ӻҽҷ˺һᣬֹ˺ܾòųġ
˵һ˷ܵ"̫ӾǺ˲һү˺ЩƷأɫõĲˡ"
Сԡ

77
ֻʮŴԭҼ֮ǰѾʳ
ֶЩ
˵߸֪ʳһȱʺͼ˰Ѵ󶼵˹
ΪԭҵϽû͢Լϸӡ
ЦҪѹ͸ҡ
ϻ˵ԭҲ˴󺵣ҿ֮ǰڹӰ첻󣬽ҷġ
ĲУ˵ī
ī춼ϲˣ˷ݴңʮʯʳ
ݸҵ嵥ˢľˡ
ʲôѩ̿ǰ
嵥ŵĶǸͬ˾Ŀ
ľīˡ
ֵ"磬ΰ˳͢ĴæϳΪָ͡"
īһҸ嵨־ʿģ˵ûǽġ
Цļ"ǰ˵ôҲʶˣʵʵ˵˰ɡ"
īڨڨЦ"ʲôµķֻֿۣңΪԼֻΪ̻......"
һڴӦڶһϳȥ˳ְЩһͨʱմá
ҳԾЩƨĴʼ蹦̵¡
ޣԭѧõġ
Ҳ˵ѵɹӦֵĶѳﱸá
TNNDҪôɸ˵ҳĲ跹˼ġ
ƽˣͺãڳҲȥ
"ϣѱֻǷ֮˻ûѡ΢֮ȴҾ׿Խ˽Ǹѡ"
ס鿴һЦǺǵӵ"ô̵ʱڵݣɼǷ֮ѡ"
ã⵹ǸĵĴ£......
еϳˣ֪ݸӶá
ŻЦźӣҪƴһǸɨڵĴɵñ
""װһ˸߲ҵȸԾ˵"ԸΪʷǣеطЭ˸ʵ¡"
һҩµĲͣ׳մ˵"ǺǣֻҪȥͿô¼򵥾ͷĽɡ"
ȻȻǺܴȰЦѾԳǡ
ѽѽҾһëСûë²Ρ
ڻҪڵʱ̫վ˳
"ʣʮĵȻϾͻСʮĵһǷ......"
ҹɥӣȴܸ˵˵ȥȥɣҲҹ͡
أ̫ӵ"ʮĵһȥҲӦӦ"
ȻһȥˣҸⲻԴ˷ô
û˵ʲôһãô졣
ڻظ·ϣһֱʡ治װô棬ҰûڵĶҪѪˡ

صҲûͣŭǰҵľŻ֡
"ɵôҲÿԼǲǣ㶼ʲôӹˣȥ֣㵱Ǻô"
"Ż"ҷԴ"ҪȥģƼ̫ӸģƴҲûð"
ң޹Ŀ
Ǿô۶С۵Ŀ˰죬"ʲô취Բȥô"
"ҪװΡ"
Ц"ҵѽúõģͲˣٽҽôһ......У̫ⷨ"
ţҲ֣"ӣȥãӻûá"
޿κεֽһ"ⲻŻ뷨ôҲȥûʲô¡"
"вС"Żֺ˷ܵ˵"ȥҤ......"
"ס"ûش˾Ͳİ취......
"Ҫ......װˤһӵȡ"
"ۡ"
Żһ͵˵"ⲻǲã㵽ô죿"
"ǵﲻֲжĲ"ҳ˼
"ͷʹ"ЦĶŸ߽˵"СʱҴϵ䣬ͷʹ˺óʱأǶﲻʲôʹĶվ"
Ǻǣ𵴣
"Ż֣Ứ﹫Ӱɣãᡣȥ㸮ϺȾƽУôҾʹӳϵ²ˣô"
ϾŻֹ˻﹫ӣ˺ֱ۵ĺ˲ɢɢʱҰѾһЩŻַҡҡλε
ҸͼҸſվ˺Щ......
ǺǣȻôҪ֤ҵ⡣
ЦŸһֱֱ......
ƻСҴص˲סȻүˤˡ
ҵһůĻǵ˺ܾöû˵Ǿ̨ʡ
Сôôһ̨ʣ
......
һЦЦķĿͷһ˶ӳ⡣
"̫Ӹ......"
"ʮĵܿøõȡ"Цűң"ʮĵܿǲСģ粻ҽӵļʱֻҪˤͷء"
ңͻȻҵĶͷ"ס̫ӸɣҲչ㡣"
Ŀ֮±̫ܵӸ
̫Ӹס֮·

ӷľʦǰнʮҾͼֲˣγεĪ˵ˮ¡
һ·һСҴӳϱ˱
εԺǰŪιҩιˮ˲ͱڴϡ
˯һۿſڴԼĸ첲˯ĺ죬ǰ̺۵͸ɫ
ǲģҵ½ǹڵϲͣߵͷϥŸ߳Զ³ʱϥǶĥˡ
һ·ϸĵңرʳԶÿȳҳԡ
һģסƴѹƣɻǾ
˺һᣬֱû˯ȥ
˯ĺܲҲҷҲÿͷҪɢһ㡣
˯ģϢĥҧʱֱסһůֱ۽塣
ۣ̫վڴ
Ҫ˵ӣҸϽ˸Ķָָ
һЦ˯ѨŰҷ
"ô"
̫Ѩ"Ƕ¡"
ĬƬ˵"......ǻؾɡ"
"ôУڻؾǰ;ô"
"......ǾͶס죬Щߡ"
Ц"ȣ̫ӸԵңɲѽһ첻֪ء"
"һ̣......ô"
"û⣬ϰ߾ͺˡ"
ڶ컹ûǾͳˣ̫ҵ̫Ϊ˲гҽС
һ·Ϸ¶̫ӵ൱չңȵ˵һĿĵһǱȥġ
ռƻҪס죬һ壬ĵһҾͽһͼֽɡ
ȵٴʱ˸³
Ҳϰռ̣΢չĿʼָ
ʱڿŽá
ֵһҺ̫ӳԷԹ͸̫ӻ㱨
ֻصģĴȻ൫ǻԼ֣һѹС˺ܶࡣ
"ص򱱵ı´ȥ´ҪնȺɽﻹзͽû"
̾˿˵"͢δǲɻû´;ıҲʧ˲١"
"ٵϡҲûҲǽԱ"
̫˵ͼ˲鿴ȥ´ĵ˷Լصˡ
ҾԱţѾ˳ʱ
"ʮĵ"˸Ǻ̫ӽסҪطҡ
"ô"
ЦЦ"á"
̫ӳĬ"ڻַɡ"
"һȥ´"ЦЦ"ֵѽ׻˵ֵܣӱô̫ӸһΣա"
"ҵŸʵ׿ڴӦģȻҪס"
Һ̫Ӷû˯ְн·ȷһ£ҽ˷ֹ
һ׼׵Ѵұ̫Ӹϻ˯ͬȥˡ

78
һ£ɾнٶԾɿ첻
ɽ·᫣շһɽѾˡ
̫صĳһɽдС
ȻѾĩ̫ǺܶұɹͷۻĻҪ˼Ӳķһӡ
˳úص·˿硣
ǻеǰʱͻȻһߵɽһðܶͷˣľʯͷǵ
"󣬽"Ŵܿβͣıʿֳվϡ
СΰΧм䡣
""̫ӴѵصĴϼ
"壬֮ɱ⡣"
̫
"ڶȽ֮񣬿ȥһм̣вȰ֮ͽ͵"
֪Ϊ̫ӵĻźĹһʱСͶĹʯҲϡˡ
"̫ӣʥϻʶƵ֮ȥ"
һƬžͻȻһ󺰣"ֵģߺߣǾǶǸԹ͢һʳ"
"˵͢ôЩյ͵͵Щ̵ġ"
ʱʯ¡
"ٲÿǾҪżˡ"
ʱɽվһĺӣĶ̫˵"ֵʳǾͷǰɡ"
̫ĺһ"´´˭öһ"
"¶˰ɡ"ǺӴ"ұǴӱ´ģ´ĹٲӻҵܵãﲻҪ"
"""""ѽͲðˡ"
Ѿ͵̫ӵһ£Ա߻Ľʿвٱ˵ѪС
"С"˵"ҵߵҪǵע⡣"
Сһ£"㡣"
ͻȻεضֻһҾȵվߵĳϡ
Сڽעּǽɽȡ
ҿͻȻֿĸоһֻϺģ֪СҪΪ
"λ"һԼһҵȻԶ
תͷСмһЦݵĻ˵"ʮĻ˴η̫֮һǰ֡"
ָָ"ʯר´ģ֪ҲҲ֪ҶŶӣܰʱ˵´ͻиֻġ"
"ǶֵܽãǶиĸ޶Щڰ˺ӣЩӵĸˣλǻЩԾô"
"ûҲѵǾͲô"
"´ѾֻģԴϱ鱱´δõһǱκ˶Ҫұ´ɽ·գѾߵͱȫ͵ڸλ׿ȥ֣Ѿʼ⣬ʱͻص˵ֻҪ˻־Ͳ¡"
Ǹ뺷Ц"˵ĺöƾʲô㡣"
һʱ
ִ˵"㲻ƭ֣˻ֵŵ˭֪ʳǵǹߺߣӵ𴦵ĶǶ⻹˵Ǳ񡣶ǱɱҶ·"
ɽϵֿʼ룬"ѽӻİסô"
"˻Ҳڱ´ҲûǵĻ·ˡ"
""Ҵ˵"λס"
"ô"
"ǿѺȥ֣Ҳǵ´ֻҪǲ;Ǳ"
"ʮĵ"̫һŭȣ"ô"
"̫Ӹ磬ηңе¶һ˵С"
˵ع
ΣɽϵƺԥǵĶֲܲ
ͣԭû˿뿪˼Ǹͷˡ
"Ǿ"˻ʡ
иһ£ɣ֪ңģҪɫŪͯҴǻҲˡ
ԥҵ˵ͷ
"ԭľ"
һɣҺˬش˵"ǡ"
ɽϵһɶ˴˵"ǸǺūһ·Ǹү"
ɽϵ£ѽԺǱˡ
ǺǣĺҪѽ
ΧڵˣʼСǻýңƿˣΪҺͶľô
ֿʼнǸͷģ"Ҫȥ"
ûشܶ˾˵"ر´Ըžر´"
һΣΣЦĴȺ̤ȥ´Ľ̡
˹˹ˣͷĶܱ߿νϤĺܣİ˳ﱱ´

ڱ´ĸж̫ӿʼԵط顣
ûʲôˣҳпصү̫Ǽ˳
طļ̫ԶҲ£ԾظЪЪͿ๦ߵ11·
һ·ߵģΪʾҵĺͰҶû֪ұ΢Ц˶ôѽ
һҾԭα¶ڴߺ߶ûˡ
һŲˮ֪ϴġ
̧ҵȸҳȥѥӣ³ҡ
Ҳ¾װ˯ӷԼ
ѥӱѵûҲϴҵĿĸţһˮֻȥ
"ɵСôϧԼ"
̾Ϣϵÿһ缡"ʲôʱܳ˵ء"
"Զ᳤󣬳īͲչˡ"ˮۡ
"㣬ڿͬ˵ô"
żæȥ䣬"ߣǲֻҪϳ㣬ͻ뿪ҡ"
Ҳ
ҷſֵ"Բ񣬸ղ˸Σμ......Żˡ"
ī͵һұۼ˵"μŶ˵ûĵģô㻹飬Ҫ㣬ⱲӶԭ㡣"ЦЦ"˵ĺܶԣӦԭңҲõԭ£Ǹûûεˣôȴϱˡ"
"......ҲԼ"
һۿīҧŴĶң־ͷҵĶԡ
"˵⻰ʲô˼ү"
"......"
ǹ˿Ц"ʲô"Ĳһ˿¶ȡ
"ī"
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79
ڱ´ͣһӣǴԭµǰʱ
ҳ˹ʳķţ̫ͬһӲ˱´ء
Һ۳Ƕ䶯ԶԶкܶİΧۣʼһͦΪԼΪˣʱһôζͱˣǿҵ񿴹쵼ǿè
Ҿôϡ
չҶԱ´״Ѵ˽⣬ĴתɷߣתҪлװ쵼Ҫ쵼ܰƤƵĺң˭ȱζҸҲ޵ĽѧнӴôγ̣ʷֻҪѧеĿȫ˰ɣ´ĵһԭһ
ҪעˮʧȻ
ڸɺôˮķʽһ԰صˮԴһЩ
վڸ߸ϣָŸطԱشһһ⡣
Ǻǣеָ㽭ɽζ
Ӳ꣬طٿʼƨ̫Ӣ䴵ҴǣǾľҷһӶϲЩˣ˵ôûһġ
ʼһĸǽⲻҵ뷨дģҲýԽ;Խࡣ
ȵֻҪűӵ˹ֱӺˬĸɣʡǱܡ
һֱȵҿ˭ӰǽײõزǲŷŹҡ
"㿴㿴"˷ܵĶҵ˵"ǺҮǺҺýء"
"ʮĵܣǵ"
Ŷһ߶ǵҡҡλεǰߡ
"С"סµӵ"̨ס"
̾"ܺôơ"
"㲻"ĳؽ"Ҫûȸ߾˵û쵼Ⱥãǹ໹Լʹ㡣"
"Ǻǣٳôô¡"
Ц"Ŷ㵹ٳˡ"
"ǵȻ"ҺԺ˵"ԭʱ˭ƨĵ죬˭ľ࣬˭ͺǺǣ"
"㿴˭"
Цҡͷ"ֲԭҹôҹܵĶ̫Ӹ᲻ˣ˵лҲûôɵ"
ǺǵЦתͷȥֵʣ"Цʲô"
"ܵûôЩｲ´ʱͲ̫Ӳˣ"
"ôһ"Һ˵"֪ôȴ˵ǲǿӺôҲ֪ûȥֻҪһˣˣ´İվͲܿˡ"
"ôİգ뵱ʵۣ"
ҹЦ"㵱ұѽҲŲʵأʵ̫ˡ"
ѹ˵"Ҹһܣ糯ˣô˶û˯Ѿ͸ɻܲѧ"
ץ½ĵ˵"߱ˣȻǻᵯҵġ"֣صصͷҷתߡ
һͨһˤڵϡ
"Ӵ"˷"ˤʹô"
㶵ţηҡ
"ʮĵܣɵ"
ҿͻȻĺĵĿ
"ʹĺˤˡ"˵žҵĿȣ
"ôˣô˵أˣʹǲǣ"
ҡͷץס֣"ǣۡ"ҳš
͸ҿӢף"֪ôҺܻǸܻܻˣ˺޹ˣԸưҲͬ˵"
˺Ҳᡣ
"Ҳģġҿģ˱˻۸"
"ΪԭῪĵĶ࣬ԭõжҸŪˣ˭֪ҵг裬ұôġ"
Ҵŵ"ңôôɫҸҪ۸ҪֲϸǸث֡īӦúҡ"
ſڵűĵ૵ĽУ"īһҡīī񣬱ңҺܡ"
žµϵ˳̾˿
"ʮĵܿˣġ"
"㲻"ҡͷ"ңһǺҪȴġ"
"īûˣҵ߸ˡ"

ڶʱȱ˱˵ĵطͿҩ
˿ϵĺˣʵҲûʲôˮƵĺ졣
ҵȻҲ֪ҵѪöٻеϵġ
ī𴲣Ҿôһֱɵ̫˵ظ
ߵ¡ذɽ˺һֱͳԶ¡صǳָжһѡ
ͶӰ
·īҲĿʼ˵
ưͿڵСһ㶼ûʾ棬Ҳ֪ˡ
뾩ԽԽҲԽԽˣؼҵĸоá
"ī"ڳ˯"ҳȥߺ"
ī˵ͷҵӣ˶˯ˣֻмҹĻΧԡ
Һīһߵϻ࿿š
"ī"֣"쵽ˣһеء"īǣ¶ÿĻȡ
"𰣬һ뵽СҾҺÿࡣ"ͻȻ޺޵˵"һȥôʰ"
īЦˡ
"˵ģһȥһ׼úõķ......㶼ô"
īǳܵ˵"ţү顣"
̾˿"ǶͨһƭңĸɵƵġ"
"ү"īеţ"ҲýģҸ˵Ҫ֪Ҿߡ"
"˶֪......ԺӵңǶµ......㣬Ǻô"
"ġ"Цüײһ£"㻹ҵô"
īҡҡͷ"տʼǺֻˣֲô㵱һʣɼô˵Զҹ㻹......"
ĬĬؿǰ"֪³ôҲ֡"
ĺͿҲĬ
"ī"Ҿ˵"۾ôɺɫģǴܵ۾ҲǺɫء"
īЦЦ"һֲҩ˿԰ɫı䣬Ż᷽ࡣ"
""ԥһС˵"ܲܰժ㶼ҲûҪϴ"
īһ½סˡ
"ԭˣû˵"
"˵......ߣ"ī˵
"ǰ"ҿ"ܸܵİɣҲߵӣûı档"
īתͷؿң˵"ôûô"
"˭ʲô"
īЩ"ȥˡ"
"ȥҵˣҪ͵յˣֻˡ"
"˵ʲô"
īץסҵļ"ԲԣҾ֪һ㡣"
ϸϸĿô˰̣һֱΪС˵дָ߳ݣ벻......
"ô£Ҫȫҡ"
īתͷ˵"ֻҪͺá"
"ңҪҡ"ҡļҧгݡ
īϻᣬ"ī"һѰ§ڻ۵ҪѪ
"˵ģ"īͷ"˵Ҫ͵գ"
"ˣ"
"Ҳţһֱšǰң˵˵Ҫ͸յڴӡ"
īͷ"һֱһӣǰ쿴úܽ......ֱһиҲһӳȥ......ͷ˰Ұ̿ңйҾͳӡ"
ЦЦ"ǶΪһˣӷֱӰӽɽ......ҲľôˣҲңƴһһʡ"
סңҵˮ"֪Сôҡ"
"ī......Ϊʲô......Ҫҳǰ......Ҫǡ"
"Ϊʲô˵Ϊʲôңī......ɵҸɵҲѽ"
"С"īҵı"ˣҶ㻹ʲô"
"ΪңһΪҡ"
īң"ҳô"ƴҡͷ
īЦҵҵĶͷ"Сǻѣһӵĺѡ"

Һīӵڳԭ¡
"ԺɽʧǵĴһӣֱܴˣ˵ѧõĺǶء"
Щ˼ЦЦ"Ҷ֪ô̤ѧõš"
ҵ"С֪һſʲôô"
ҡͷ
"һžʹסˣһԺӵĺӣ˵Ǵԭ£ǻ˵̫Һүǻÿдƪ"
"Ǽ顣"Ҳ졣
īЦ"һ֪дģСҴˡô"
"ô㣬ʲôûС"
"ң㲻ɽˤȥɣƽҵʱҲţֱңҲ֪Ȼôء"
"īҹ㣿"
ͷ"˵Ҳȥһӡ"
"ī£Ҫǲ뿪ԭҲˡ"
סҵĿڣ"Ҳ⣬ġʱΪҪң˸ҲҼ㣬ߡ"
"㻹ǲҡ"
ҡҡͷ"ʱϣɵˣǵĻҪ㡣Ҳ֪˭ֻðĹ۲졣"
"СҪСİ"
һʱĬʱᱻ˼¡
"үү"Сڳܽŵؽš
"ʲô½˵ɡ"
Сƿһ˵"ǲܻؾбʡ"

80
"ؾб䡣ɽȡ"
µųţ"ŵ˵ʲôô"
Сҡҡͷ"ô죿"
"Ҫˣߡ"
ѾˣѸٵĻ߲ѡ
Һī˳СҵķԸ˲߳һξǿӱ޵߸ɽȱȥ
콥ܵһ󺹡
Ҫһ˾ôĬĿǰ
ֺ٣ּҲʲݿɼ̬ǳ
ոתһ䣬ͷ˻һ
ǰ·վһˣһŵĶһЦ"ʮĵߵôæкô"
ԽСȭ"Բ̫Ӹ磬ˣ˯ͻȻ棬㿴к˴򡣺ǺǺǺǣ㲻ɡ"
̫΢΢һЦ"ʮĵܵļԵȤǸҴкȴûǲ㡣ֻ¶ʮĵˡ"
ҺǺǵڨЦ"̫Ӹѵǣ»һסȸкš"
"Ǻǣ̫ӸҸīͺˣ棬ֵ³˸Ҳûʲôô鷳̫Ӹ˵һҸٰɡ"
§סߵīǳһڡ
"̫Ӹͨһº"
̫ӿЦЦһɰ"ʮĵİɡ"
Ҵһ˳ȥٶȿСûסҡ
"ǰǰ"źɰ˵˵"лл̫ӣҵġ"
̫ЦŴҵ"ͷ棬ߵ̫æˡ"
"лл̫ӡ"ץһ£"лл̫Ӹ硣"
̫סˣҼֱûҵĸм֮飬ɴ§Ĳһһ¡
"лл硣"
ͣͷԭص̫ӡ
һ·̫ͣܵҪɽǵ۵Űĭ
Ҷͷۻͷɢˡ
"߿Ǿ"һȾҲϵ
СһקסңʱҲſ˵߸ʿ
һס"ûˮͳԵġ"
æӻͳűҺ˼˺ɼ飬ſӸСǼ
"īԡ"ҽűĵ"ô"
"ǣСȵ£»СĻ͵µɽȡ"
ĵͷǻʱȶļζϲϵš
Сְק"Ҫҹ·үȸСĳһƥҲЪЪ"
Ǹð취ôû뵽"С壬չī"
С屧īҴһ""
СһڻȵıţûҵƤͿʼܣСָһ˸ҿı
ԼҾȻô˯һ
һҵǾһ·ͣĸϣڰ¡
"̫"ϲʤ˵"һֱµ϶ӵˣӷ˳ͨҿҶҲˡ"
"׳ʲô¡"
µ"Ǳ߱˵ɣȽͰȫˡ"
ͽɽ壬˵һ·ܿܵɽȵ
"̫ӸûûϾزʹĽɶƹܡ"
̾"̫ˣүǰһֱҪעӵĶ̫ˡ"
"ԭΪֻĵ˭֪......ôʡ"˵
"һǰͻȻ𣬽д˵ɣϵĳ£һʱ侩ҥĻ̻̣ΪƽҥԵ̫ի赹̫......"
"ô"
"û£ֻ......Ҫ£Ҫ½"
"һϢĴص£ǰΧ˾бʹţҺõÿ죬ֻˡ"
"ּô"
³ĬƬ̵"ʱûУ......ܻµġ"
"ˡ"ϲҵĳ˼
ҸߵһʯǰŤ˸ʲôؾʹҼҴҵһƬȥ
"ѾʽҪעⲻҪ̤"
һƬƽ̹Ŀյؿɸһ̤ͼĴ任ͱڣһѣ
"£¡"
ۿСΧң"ֻǹܲգûϵϢһͺˡ"
"Ƚȥɡ"˵
"ȥܵǧҪ󣬾ϢϢͺá"˵˼˽ȥ
ԱߵԨΣԱۿСϡ
"СЩô"īøˮҡ
ˮ˵㣬վ;õ𶯣ǧۡ
"ߡ"Сһסҷɿƶ
һ˻һʵĴЦ"ʮĵܱ"
ɷϣ⡣
"ʮĵһ·࣬ôظɽƧҰѽ"
"ϲ֡"ҹֵ"ϲƱȨ"
"ֵܺø徲æôһ·úЪЪлְæл"
Ц"ôʮĵܺ徲ˣҲãȻʮĵһ·Ҳš"
˵Ż˻ֵ"ֳʮĵ̫徲㸮Сˣ翼ǵĻͦȫɡ"
ʿˣҸаͰ
𰱻Ÿ첲ͣŽУ"үүܡҪץ㡣"
"֣ʲô˼Ҹ˵ô"
ӹЦ"ֻôҸӺòá"
˵ţʿƵűӿʼ򣬽ʹĴŹȴһԡ
"ֺ£㡣"ҾסԼĲװµתߡ
Ц"ʮĵܿʯĳѽôƯСҲ±滵ˡ"
"˵Ҳǣ飬СŻͿˣ鷳֮תŻ֡"
ӹЦ"ʮĵܿ˹Ŀ࿴ء"ָָ
"̫ӵˣ̫Ҳãù˼ҡ"
ЦŬװӣ"˲Ϊ𣬿ⶼʣµģ뼤ҳҼɫܼܵ˱׼ɫĴ󷢳ˣ"
"ôô˵ǵĽء"ֺǺЦ˵"ʮĵܿƤѧˡ"
""˻ֵ"ǵ·⣬Ҫӵǣʮĵܺúޡ"
סƿڴĳ嶯Ŀżʿ˺ͽ·
"£ҿû⹤򣬶Ҽ˹ȥôüвҴȥҲ±ЦߺߣжɷʹʹظҴһҲ"
˵һֵ"û뵽߸µֵزߺߣû뵽ʧ㡣"
ɾתʱ򣬰"𰣬֪··Źǡ"
׺䶥Ҵתһرƽ𰡣
"֪Ǹʲôô֪"
ֶҲõһЦЦݳѪ㣺"Ҳ㱻ƭˡ"
һͷѵ۾ôһӱɷס
"֣"ҵѴ˿ǻ"ŹòãֻҸһˣʲô֪"
"Ǻǣ֪ô"
һ̶ĶѣҲվסˣ"㲻֪"
"ү"ϸС"֪ǽ𰲻˵ģ𰲻ڶˡ"
"𰣬"ƴСĽɵô˵أǸ̬ɱġ
̧߽°"㿴ӣֻҪһͿԾ㡣"
"̰㻹ΪңҾͷŹ㡣"
԰׵¶һ˿Цݣ"ҵӣҸ磬ûүӣүȽĸ绹á"
"𰣬"ֻҵҵĸ첲ҲҪ塣
"㣬Źɡ"
"ǺǣҪҷŹѽô"Ц˺·
"ͺúôСġ"
ҿż׳ʿ߽𰣬˽
"˵˵ҪǸҶһҸƴˡ"
ƿڴ˻ߵĴ󺰣"ſ"
"С磬үߣС磬......"ҽһûϢ
ұСקȿڣԶԶĿССӱǲͣζš
ûˣðŻī§ҵסҵ۾
ӳȥķеײĲҽУƴīĸҵ۵"ҪСҪ"
ЩӵУһĵͻ""
"ЩˣСô"һѲѾס֡
һƬ֫ϱУ߹ɰĹŸЦӯӯվš
"......ӣ㻹Ůôôġ"
ĿŻеӤ˵"û㣬һкܶຢӣ㲻һӶס"
"˵ȺһǺǣҪʲôҶ˵ʲôҪֻҪһӵĶ룬ɵӾȻժ廹˵ĸ׸ĵһǺǣҪʲôҪǾ"
ׯЦţеĺӵ"Ҿͻˣӵϡ"
"߸һӰô"
߸߾źӣϹЦ̵ģȻЦôʥࡣ
ҡҡλεվȥ"㲻ܳȥ"
ºСС
"ҪĿ⺢"
"үǱ㣬СĲΥ"
"Ǻأӡ"
ĬȻƬ̵"үûҪӣӻС"
ǺǣӻУӲˣûᣬƵš
"Ӯ......"
ʱһӰɿ˺ӣһĳڣҪʱֻХŴ͸塣
ССɿؽס˵ˡ
"С......"
СȫѪӱرؿڣһֻŽѱʬ塣
"ү"""
ʹĹǣҶסЩ֣ϹЦ
µĵͻȻһζԶ죬¾ŵĽе"⣬ܵ"

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ضɽҡĻζһˣͷľȻǸӦ......ĺƵ
ұʬ壬Ѻ»һСҲС
"ߡ"Ҷɫ´һ
ɽȣһһµجġ
"ܵոտɱ˽......""ըܵûü˳˶......"
"ɽȿزס......""Է̫ǿҲ࣬Խ......"
ÿһµһ֡
""³˵"ֻһ·Գȥˡ"
һһͱڣ£±һӡ
"£һºӣºӽ붴ѨŶڵͿˣסһ뿪Զ˵عֻ͵µµ·ҪԼߡ"
ָһѷ˵"ȥͿԿһС¿ȥɣһᾡǡ"
ɽµĻԽԽ࣬ſǱƽ
"Сģˡ"СĵͷҰѺӽī"߰ɡ"
""ס"⴬ôˣֻ˵λá"
ҵͷ"㹻ˣСĳŴСīźӡ"
˱ī"ߣȥܵܣҡ"
׺ӿɰС"⺢ţʱ߸ġ"
"߰ɣǿˡ"𾪵Ц˵"ҲߣҸ˭߲ѡ"
"үīߣСƴҲסǡ"СŽ³塣
"վס"Ҵһ"˭ģһǲү......˭Һúûš"
"ǽôֲû˭ޣôصҡ"
"ϴنһİǶȥߣûС"
"ү......"
""˦˰ᣬ"ôҲǻ׷ľҾͲӸҰ"
ұ˱СС壬"ǶҵĺֵܣҺúչī⺢ӣúñԼϻ......߰ɡ"
ССĬĬĸߵͷīرסҡ
"СҲסǣС......"
"Ź""ڲˣƢʱǲץǲݵģԡ"
"ֲȥܵܰκˣҪҿɲϴ"
"ģûҵģءûҾȥ㣬ڴϲòãǰȱĶɲ۰"
Ĵתٿ"ߣߡ"ұǻӻ֣Ӳĳڻͷ
"£㲻¡"ż˵"ǻס......"
ҿԽԽĻ˵"ѾˣʵһʼҾͲӦӵ......С......"
ϽСš
µ"°ҰЩʯͷ"
Һʯͷ߰İһѵȾ׳˲Żصߡ
"£ȵȥһ"
С۾ţüë΢򭣬úȥϵѪְۣҩѲѪ˿ϡ
Сұ𰡣
¹µĽհʹ
ˮ˺·ĸϴҪĺϴĸɸɾ
""ұ߲˵"ɵӣôѽϲҸ磬ҪиҾͲˡ"
ŲԽԽ࣬ɽΧˡ
""·סǰ"Ȼ˴ؼң翴ǡ"
"½ɺá"
Ŀ˿ĺƣ"Һõĺܣôûô"
"Ǻǣô˸צӡצӱԭĺðɣ㻹ллҡ"
ǺǺǺǣҳЦʱҲĵɽ¡
"ʮĵܻǹԹԳɣѲסңССʯӻ㡣"
"ԡ"üë"Ҫҵѽ˶˵ޱ˫ȫһţϵ߸ֻҡβ͵Ĺ͹һ㶪ˡ"
"Щһͷβľ֪۸СӣǱһһѡ"
Ӱˢĳߵǰԥˡ
"ǺǣȤˣԸģ㲻ҽȻҽЦˡ"
Ҫ̧ϵס"͸Ź졣"
ָȥûŽ𰡣
"𰣬㽲£ǰһĹһħҪռӣǸħͰѹһֻ......ֱһһλӣӷҪѲħȳĹ"
ҿ˿𰣬ҽš
......
"Ӻ¸ңηħħŽһδεĳȥֱƣߣԹ˵Ұ㣬Ҫػ㡣˵ţѽԼ࣬˲ħˣϻָƽͰİ˶ħȳ˹"
"""Ҫˣʱ㣬Сô"
ҷСţС·˳ִĴóһѷǳСıС
վҿ˿ڰյѾȥһʱīӦðȫˡ
"⣬ⲻϵˡ"ĺͨҧгݵĿҡ
ҹЦ߳һһĵ߿һſŵ·ʯӡ
ͷ˿𰣬⺢ӳĽë¸ÿӰʱ۾¶һ˫ӡ
"ģǲô"
"ˣҡ"һִϡ
ҵڵϿʺĽЦýҵ°ͣ"ߺߣôʣһˣǸСأ"
"ȥˡ"ҺǺЦ˵"һһʱˡ"
Цſңתҵѻ
"Ǻϲô͸ˡ"
ұ³ķȥһֻȲĳҵ·
"ſ¡"Űѽ±ܳɻûǰͱ˴˼
"ſ£Щ......ſ......"
ڵ֣
ǰСҽҧ촽Լһ˿
屻תҿĺ˷ܵץסҵͷ󳶣һʶһҵľɡ
ѪĶવϣ亹ʪͷĺƵĶԽԽԽԽҰŬ˵"ĺƣɻбӦġ"
һ£ϵĺ쳱˲ʵĸɸɾץסҵͷҿǵĽϴ
"ӦҲ£ڲ㡣"˵ֺݺݵض˽
"һбӦ˵һʲôӦ"ҿŽڵڿĻ
ͣЦ
"ôޣôУûڲ㡣"
"ôңûвôҡ"
ҼЦţĲԽԽ᣺"֪ʲôӦôǺǣҸ㡣"
""һҵ֣ӵѪȪһ罦һ
"㲻ˡ"
Ųϵ˿ڣѪ类ѹһһɹɵĴܳ塣
һĿЦüëûһ¡
ֵĿң嶶ȣ"㲻ˣ֡"˵ȴ"㲻ˣ㲻ˡ"
ҡһصĵڵϡ
"Ķ˾ҲȲ"ҿŶӵ۾"˵бӦģǺǺǣıӦ"
µɫ˺ܶ໹ڲͣļɢ
Ӳ쿴ĺɫ߽ң"һС㡣"
"ߺ"Цץסһ֣ҵ
"ʮĵˬôҪҪҶҼź㡣"
ߵʿǰ"˭"
Ѫ˳ŴѵСƵġ
ҿǰЩǣǵһӴҾͻæĶ㿪
"û˿ôǺʲô"ҵӣҵȫչ¹¡
ʿչʾĽŲʿһȴ
ʧȥİڵϣЦѹ"Ȼûˣô"
""һŵҿͷֵ˫ӡ
𾪺Ͳ̡
"ʮĵܣˡ"

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ΡĹһʥĽΧ
̨˳ȾÿΧ϶Ҵûι״ޡ
ǳ󳹹ǵʹǾٲά裬һǺķ羰
߽ûžͿϹ񣬲ҲӶһĹ
еˡ
һһİԭƷӦņ̃ģΪҵǱԱԼ
ؿ˿ܣ˻ͦȫϳ˶ࡣ
ûеλã没ݵࡣ
ײ죬ǵ߶ۼ⡣
վϵ۹ʼϣҿʱȴ
ЦŶ˶ϵ·ܻȻֻǼȴý
צһģһ
½۽ǣڶţϵܵҡ
һƬĬ
Ц˵ʲôô⵼ݿ治ϸ䳡ء
ҵЦڵ죬Ц
"ôİץҪǿô"
쿪˫ԭת˸ȦҵĶ
"ţ¡"̲Ȼع
"ΪǱӡ"
ޣ˿ˣһĻѶȻٰ͸ļʦ湻֮һ
Ȼǵˣ˵ƷʱŻϻ֮ĶѿеĿȫǵʬպðᡣ
ʱ̫˵ʱ۾ʼտű𴦣˵"ܶʱҲʬֻбѪȾļʮĵܣԲ"
"£ΪǱӡ"
һعǺǣ˵ΪǱӡҪѵͷԹȥô
"ΪҲ"
̲鱻ҭһ¡
"ÿ˶лŵȨûܰ˵棬Ҫܵض̤ġҲرΪһЦֵá"
"Ǻʥ£ôǿЦɡ"̲ŭҡ
Ц"ԺֶȻ䣬ǲ취ֻĶҪһ͸֪Ұ޳Եʥô"
ָŻϵ"ǸףҪȰԼǶôѽǾȻҪۿԻʥ"
תȺ"ǲǺܵ⣬һ룺Ǹƽʱ߸ϵҲʹ࣬ҲΪǡߺߣڵصʱһֿ˻ʲôãҲҪԹǵôĵĴ󳼣Ϊ𢣬ֲǵĺӣԽǳʹԽǱƵýԽʾǵġ"
"ǵĶһˣɢʱˣ̰ҪΣʧҪȼãǵΣҪսʿʱģ"
ָָԼ"ҵĸǰ߷ɱУҵڿԿ󺵣ҵĸΪҹͣʲôǺǣҪ͵ֻΪʥ"
"ĺʥҽӵ·߽ǸصĶѨҰް˺ѣĺʥΪͿˡ"
"Ц뷨ɡ"Ļܡ
"Ϊô......ǲõģһȥģһĸԸ߽ȥ"
"һôҶ⣬ǺǣôѶ......ǲǿԽȥˣǲǵô"
Һ֣"ôڴҷˣǺǺǺǡ"Цȥ
"ʮĵ"̫Ӻң"㲻ܽȥ"
"̫ӵºγԡ"ֵʡ
"ٺ٣̫˵˰ɡ"Ц߳"ΪʮĵǸ֮ˣȹѪǸѪ֡"

ŵ¹ŵĺǣﳹˣ֮ⲻھơ
ǷѾץǼô򵥡
ʮЩһҳ˲ưոݡ
"Щ˵һֱȡǵѪã֪ǲġ"̲ʤ΢Цҡ
ҳĬͷһӣ"ʲôԩʵ"
ǸսսİҹץιؽɽαղѪ˵˳
"ô֪ѪǸȵء"
ӵĿ"˵˵ǵѪǸȵģңҲ"
̲"̧ͷоô"
Ņ̀۵ãȻĿ˿"ͣҼ˵Ǿ"
ʱһƬ˽ϡ˵"ֲԭôҾ徵¡"
"ѪѪѽ""ⲻֲô"
"ʲôҪ˵ġ"̲شۡ
"ûʲôǵôһ˵"
̲ٺ"صʲô֮ʥȻҶϰ²ˡ"
ҿ˿ϲĻϣһ˲١
Ҳʹɡ
""ƮƮ˵"øʺúÿ㡣"
߽ǹŴȰЦϸҡ
"㳤ô󸸻ʶûúÿ㡣"̾"޸ô"
"ϣ"һϴ󳼹ڵ϶ѩ׵ĺӡ
"ԭĿãô񹲷֮£һЩСݡ"
""ߵת̲"ôָ֤Ϊ"
""Ĺ˺ܶˡ
Ҳ򵹣"ʣʮĵһֱɣµȷΪ"
ҾĿ߽һӣʵ"ʵ˵ǾǵѪô"
"ǣǡ"ǸӶĸɸƵģ¶˺۵ĸ첲"ÿ춼õǵֱ۽һѪҩҵܵܲˡ"
"Ҫ"Ǹϴڵʣ"Ҫܺˡ"
"Ǳʹݡ"
ָЩ"ЩҪô˺ôҪôǴΪ֮ݻﲻˡ֪Ρ"
ֹ̲ص"½ּЩЧȡ"
"ҪҪû˵ѡ""˵......""ǰҲˡ""ҲҪ......"
ϵĺǿ޳һš
"˵ġ"ҹڻǰ"ʷЩӰɣ˵ġ"
Ŀң"˶һֱⲻˣ˵ֻҪͯӵѪȰͿǺǣҲץǡ"
Цţ"ǲΪˣҶˡ"
ﰲģֻѹֵʡ
"ֻôʮĵܡ"˵"ץô"
"㻹ҲǶô㣬ô"Һ޺޵˵
"ʮĵܸôץЩ°ӵôʮĵܸѽ"
ڵվϵһ졣
"㣬"ָ"һ˻ô߸磬¸һϵûСҺѪ֪ңѺӷˣõӶġ"
"ʮĵܸôάߣôţΪʲô"
侲"Ǳǰ߿УҲڮ"
߽ңҵ۾Ҳʾĵ
"ʮĵάߣֻΪֳΪڿУǺǻΪ......ҡ"
ȫڶ"㣬˵"
"ס"ϳ˵"ܵܡ"
""ʩ"ץĹ£й˵;֮Уҹ޾ֵҹʶ콵ֻʾͽ䡣"

83
ȫҺֵ......ֵ......
"ֵӦȥƶʬҰ......"
"............"
ҿǰҵľ档
"ǻôҪҪҴĹ£ߺߡ"
ôҪҽôô
"¹ϵش󣬲ٻ......"
˭˵ôԣ߸ǰߴ......
"ûС"˱ۣŬվ塣
ǰ˶ңֻģвģʹɻġ
""ת"Һ߸֮׵ġ"
һЦ"ףǺǣͻ˽˾֪ף"
"˽飿"ɿת򶨵ʵ"˵ĵ֪ʲô˽顣"
"ֳĽӢۡ"һ˵"Сùϰ䣬ذչңĽԼĸʲôԡǸһ̵ֽģְѧģԼĸʲô"
ҿŶЦ˵"Ƕֿν˽ɡ"
΢Цֵ"ʮĵɡǺǣǵֵ֮龹ӵǣ񵽳˯һ"
ҺߺЦվд"λضжŮλһ뵱ǵһμʱûǹǵССǵһοڽеûаӵܾûǵı˯һ"
תŶ"ҴСûʣߵֻ߸磬Ҷֵ֮黹и֮꣬Ͷָˡ"
"һԡͬʳͬ˯˵ûйң"׺ݵĶҡ
ƽ"˱ǳ¶Һ߸̹̹֮ǳкβס"
"Ǻ"ɭɭЦűƽң"ô̹֮ģǳ㲻"
""վ"㻹סô"
"ʣȷ֤......"
""̫ӵס"ʮĵܴȥģĻԹҲпԭֲص档"
ӿ̫ӾĬһ˵"ԭСˡ"̫΢΢һ漴ָֻ
"Ѫֵ֮أ"
һƬž
"ʣǶĴԸκδá"
"Ըô"ӶңϸֳЦ"֪ܵʲôã"
"......"̲µ"ϣ·ʳѪݣӦ......"
̧ͷ˿ֵͷ"Ӧ......"
"ˣͱǺģĿõģƾͯôԲݲݶϰ"Ǹϴ󳼶ѩ׵ĺӵ"ɴĶ˼"
"˼"һʱϹһƬ
ϷվڿȣϢƬ̵"ѺΣ½̲֮ͬݻ̫֮......ȿ......ᡣ"
""Һ̫ͬĽС
""̫ӿһ۹µ"븸ʷ˶̫֮λԸ"
"򲻿ɡ""̫Ǵ˹֮׷"
"дǿУ֮ѾҡΪʱΪʵڡ븸׼"
һƬ̫ӲɵȰժԼ̫ӹڡ
"̫Ӹ"ʰϵĹڴ"Կ󺵲ֻмһ취ȥԺأѵÿδ󺵶һӵô"
"Ȼֺǲɱģĵȴ겻ôʧ͡"
"ѲǸȱˮصĹңǾкܶкܷḻĵˮԴֻҪļȫԵֿ֡"
˵ֽ˿ڹɼ˵ĵذϰ˸ͼָŵһǽ˺ˮһشλ⡣
վҾڵϣԱ߲ʱ˵ݹҰڣʱ˲廰ḻҵĵͼ
ҵĵͼڳеĵΡ
""˵"˵Ӹɽΰˮأ"
ҵ"Զɽǲ̫㣬ֻһɽͺðˣֻͿˮ"
"ھ´ʱֻһɽ֮"֪˭廰ָӦĵص㡣
"ͺðˡ"ҵָĵط"ûҩɽɽпˮڱ´࿪˹ͿԹˣ´ȺɽҲҪֲԼˮʧһ캵ǿôˮȣҲЩɢˮԴٺ֡"
"˵ĲЩ̺ƴض˲ơ"һԵ˵
"Ŵ⻰˵òԣȻЩǴЩ޺úȷ츣ѽ"һûشҷ
"λ˵Ĳ"̧ۿ˵˼"ȷ츣£ҲȷǴЩ˲Ƶȷⲻ˵ģǿôڴ󺵸ݿֲкܶյԹ˲ڷʱЩǿ׳İճ幤ȼٲҪۻ԰֯"
幤ʶѾİˣ˵󳼵϶ֳ˼
˵㲻֪˭ҵ"ȿһԵ㣬ֻҪɹݿȻӦҲҪ̰ðϾڲлֺܶ󲻵⣬һһȾ԰ȫˮһĹ滮"
Խ˵˼·ԽҵŵؾѧϿһˮũũֱũϣȻشеҵ"ɹĻѵճɻᷭһʱǻԹҵ˰ٹѽĿһ¡"
Һܸ˵ĻΧһŲͬ϶Ǻ㽵ı飬ʱͻȻһɭףԹĿƺҪҴ̴
""类ҺӵĶôһʹһӷסʱ۵亹졣
"ʮĵܣʮĵ"̫һ±סң"ôˡ"
ֵӱĿ͵ĸһϸ󣬴ĵطѾһĹԱһƬϡ
ݴŲְ˽ŵİϵȥ
̫ҵ"ʮĵЩ"
ɿصҼϱϵļѨȻ˫סҵ......
......
ΧߣƯƶһ̩ؿƶµĸоûˣϵ󶼲ˡ
˿ɵľҪһ
۾Ҵܡ
һɽܵʯϿ˴ССĸÿԱ߶һ͵͵ƣ͵ƾ޴Ļӳʹһ
֧һĻ棬Ͽ̵ĶǸֲͬĽţߣߺ棬кܶ࿴ĶмҲ۵һܴĹһͷһһβһӽؾţͻȻǸһ£գգϸ˿͵ضһſǣԭǱҵھȻתͷ
۾ٿԭʹˣ𾪵ױȡ
ǡڷλĻˣӵʯôңͻȻʯͷ۾գһ¡
"¡"
""ҾĲ͵ת󿴡
֪ʱվһˣͷɢڼϵİɫ۳һصɫʡ
"Ǻ"ЦŴӰ˳һ˫۾΢΢ɫͫ¶һа
"ôŵˡ"Ц߹
ҡҡϵǸµֹ
ҪܣҸӾͻȥͷԼʱۣңôû·
űӻסԼ壬"㡢㡢Ҫʲô㡢"
ΧűӲͣ㣬վסˡ
Цվ׵ĵطָָܵʯڣ"»ǵô"
ʯڿȥʯھȻĶۻҲǵؼոҵӾȻһЦŹĽ࿪ʼζ
"һֱ"Ǹص˵"ĺᣬǺһֱڱѡ"
ֿһҰԼΧĸĶ
ǺЦ"ʲôֲǵһ⡣"
ֿʯڵ"Ǹֵˣһνʱһ㶼ĺӣôССǼûʽ͵ֻһ컹ٻˡ"һֱЦЦëȻ
"ڶεǳЩ"۹´ң"Ծûٻ......㲻ôٻҲꣿ"
߽һһýĶһһһʯ˶ݸҵ"ǵµ·"
ݸ·ʯһؿţ˵"Ȼѡ˵£۵ŬҪ⣬ǵµˡ"
·ҲЩ"ҲҲ"
һЦָʯ˵"ϸӲģ㻹"
ҽʯڣʯϵһһֶԽԽͻȻһҧסӵʺӵֱҲһһڵİʳ
ȻûѪȻеһĶĺͿ־塣
"ʯڲͻǵڶΡ"Ц˵"ѡļƷӲġ"
""
""תͷϱ̫ӷ߽
""Ǹص˶Իʵʩ"СѾµľͨ׵ϵ඾ȫϷġ"
"ʹ˾"֣"ͬһȥ̫ɡ"
ɻĿǣ߳ʱһͷһۣǸʯھʲôûһָĻǸ˾¶һ˿صЦ
Һ𾪵ķվģϵĻˮʾŸո¹һꡣ
ûһ˿ϲãոĻڶƣ"ӲѡļƷ"
ҲٽҾٽȥ

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̫ҡҷͣϾĹϡ
̫ѻȥֻҺͻ˶ĵԼһλ
""ۿң"ʵô"
סʲô˼
ҡͷ
Ͽ˿ң¶ܴЦ"ҲǸûʵۡ"
֣߹ȥǰ
϶ң۹ûյϣͺ͵Ŀҡ
"Ǹúӣʲһֱ㡣"
ҳɻĿȷе˵ӳҾһֱû׹
"ϧ̫ˣһʾҲͲ"
"......Ҳôڡ"תһӻֵ"ȥЪŰɡ"
"......"סҵĻٿҡ
ҷȥôҲ˯ţĪĻ˾صԼǸʯҵĲԽԽأ⵽ô£
һɳɳƲȴ಻ϵš
ǸӣӻͷһЦ......
""͵ңʯϵңȻٺģЦЦ......
һᱻԵܣԲܡ
꺵ѾôٽҶԶԶҲүҾͲκιϸ
һӷѽôû뵽үô
ǺǣûҵתҲҾͲҷôƶϵĶѾȥľȥġ
̿һɨ⣬ϲ̵ıۣ죬Ҵ˸ǷҾʹȥôүȥ߸磬߸ȥ
Ҫúȥʲô͢ˣֲ뵱μҡ
ʵҪ˯ͻȻһײͿžҹԵͻأͲг
·תǰþһ죬һװ˽Ľſڡ
""Цӯӯĵϥ£"밲"
ܹȻվ"ǷԸΪʷǿ븸λ"
Ҳֱ̫˰ɡڻǰ"Ҫƹı㶮"
һЦ"ԣڱƹҾı棬Ǳҵġ"
""ߵǰ"£޿Լ̡"
"ߺߣΪʲôҪ£ǶҵգΪ˽踺أͷô꣬ھҵˣΪʲôҪ¡"
һıƽǣ"ܹˣҪǷҵȫֻ"
"ıȨλĶûк³"ҿﰵ̫أ̫ô
۾ңȫװ￪ʼģϻʮ˵"㸸ʴӦλô೯ô̫أ̫Ӹôļûзκιô˵ϾͷϣȴЩ˵޾֮žλɹôס֮ڣ˻ʵҲӲʷһ֡"
ԽԽ֪Ҫ¿ǻǴһȥ
ٶôô죬Ҷʮֵľûһ⡣
"ʮĵô˵ˣ˵ѽ첻ǺſôǶΧͺɣߺߣֵѵء"
ңһ۹⿴һֱƤ
"ſܵܡ"
ޣʵڹܶˣô̵ĺ˵Ͷֻкǲòıӡ
"ôˣ"ýң"ʲһֱСһôôͻȻ֮ôãȻ˾˻̫"
"Ϊĺ"
"ڼʡ"Һܼѵ졣
"Ҽʣ"ĳЦ"һἵһūĶӣ"ýָָҵ"ʲôֻ殳衣"
"ܵܡ"
ӱĵĿ"Ҳҵܵܡ"
˼Ŀңһӻҵ·
"㣬Ҫʲô"Ҿֵĺˡ
"Ҫ㵽ʲôΪʲôҩ㣬ĹҲ㣬ɱֶûҪǺܴء"
""ץסսֳ˵"ҩµġ"
Ӻɵ˵"ȫǣҽǸŮµģϧ̫ûֵԼһ"
"ΪʲôҪҡ"
ҵ"ΪͲӦó̫ӾͻҾ̫ӣ㣬ǸôϻʺıǱĸ׵λã㣬һ·Ҳᱻȥ˵ò"
תʵ۵"ʣӦĸúôңأѾȨߣ̫ӼأôҵõʲôֻһСͰҵþȨСӺѪȴٰάΪʲô"
"֪Ϊʲô"ϳ˵"һֱܿ㣬˺¶㻹ʲô"
"㿴߿Z......"ָָ"ǾҲǿ"
Ǹ˶š
"븸گλ"Ӵƽ֡
һЦĿϡ
"ʿǹִ"߽϶˵"ô谮ʮĵܣ˵......ǽڸǰ֪ʻ᲻Ӧλ"
ϵ۾һЦ˵"ҴӦյڴҪʮĵ͸ģֻҪ滵Ӧò⡣"
"޳ܡ"Ͳס
бۿҵ"𼱣һǸīСһȥȻǸӵ˿Ӧû⡣"
"㣬㺦ī"˹ȥɻûýصĻҵĸ
"ʻǲдگô"⵽ҵ˵
ŶӷڵϣӿʼĽҵ·
"ñ"
"ԣ......"
û˵ְһţ
""ϵ"ҿԴλ㣬ҪӦҺúô......"
""ӲͷĴϻϵĻ"Ȼúô"
ϧĿңдλگ顣
گϸĿЦ
""óһɫҩ"֪һֱףصҩТ"
ŵסʵۣ"֣Ѿдگ飬㲻Ҫ̫"
"ôұ"ֺЦĿ˵"㹴߱λɱײǸگλң......"
"ѹӵȥˡ"
ǷḻҲԲֻ߯񶾡
ҿֻЦĶǵ"汰ɣҲóѵġ"
"㣿"мĺ"ÿ"
ҾãҷֽץŻʵ۵
ЦסҵĲ"ƾҲң"
ԽԽַսָ......
""ű򿪣һͷģ˽
"ʲô£"ɿתŽ˵"ǽסڵô"
"㣬زסˡ"
ͻȻ˼ҹˡ
"㣬㲻Ӧǰߵô"͵˺һͻȻֵ߸硣
ʱִ½ĽǵŶӡ
"Ȼҡ" ŭ
"̸ϱѣͷһֱҵˡ"߸Ц˵"ıϻԹ־ܡ"
"ģҲŹ㡣"͵߸ȥʱһƬײ
ڻϵĻŵĿŻҵս֡
Ѫɽ"㻹ô"
"Ǻǣ˵̫ˣҲġ"
̫ݶͻȻ˸󶴣ûҷӦͼһƬڣ̱ǵζ
"챣Ϻ;"ܼƿɢȥ
Ϻ˵˼Ѫܶɫ䴩ǵ塣
"յʿ"
û˶ӵӰ߸罻誵"ϴ׷ӵա"
Ըͣ߸תݵ"ȼ븸ˡ"

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ʵϾ߸㱨ǰߵս
"ոչռǳأսھɽմ˴бҲ¶ܼжȡ"
߸һҵ"ӵŻʵ͵Ψ־бտӱ޻øܾ"
߸㱨ĺϸҲܼ㱨ʵ۸ͼæұϡ
"Բ߸ˡ"
ҿǰ۾һķᡣ
ôɤôҲ
Ҳңֺĸҵգ"ô"ʡ
Ҽæҡͷҧסһͻֹסص
߸óҩͿϡ
"ʣʡ"̫ӵײײĳ"øܾˡ"
߸ת̫ϵı
"Ҫ"΢Ц˵"ļʱֻ......˾"
̫һǣ"ߣ......ˡ"
߸ĺһ
̫ӿԳһ˿εɫ"븸ζʧ֮"̧ͷ˿ߵͷ"ûܼʱʶƶ־˸ʥݣ"
"븸ʷ˶̫ӡ"
"̫Ӹⲻ......"߸͵һͣҿ˿߸૵ĵ"Ƕֵ......"
߸һԵļҩҲԹԵı졣
"˵û"ϴȰķ̫ӣ"Ҳʧ쾹Ȼѽ"
һֱ͵͵߸磬߸ʱɫԽԽÿ
""߸"븸׼ȸˡ"
Ȼ󲻵Ȼϴ𻰾ͱҪߡ
"""ߵ"
߸˶ٵ"˵ĺأҴȥˡ"
""˵"ȰѾãлֵͬ˵"
߸ߡ
"߸""ԲԺ֤Ҳ廰ô"
û˵뿪ʱͻȻҵѨʱһ̲ĿɿڴĿתˡ
ôҲߺ͵͵ȥǽǣϾ̫š
Ŭķ۳һԶˣһ
浹ùҹµµĹһȦſڵҲá
ףߵĵԼϸӣ󲿷ǽŲȻõ˵ǺС塣
ųѶڷ϶ϣҶĹų⣬Ļ
һ󼤶߸ˡ
"̧̫٣ҵ"
"Zȵߵܵ۲ŴԣߵԶǧﾹ˳һٻƶֵı"
"׵ܱܵҲͣСҴı"
ģⲻ߸ûߣ¶
һģǻʵ˵Ĭú̫ӵ
"߻ʵΪ̫֮λɷѿģZºǾ壬ʣԸ̫֮λã븸ʶ׼"
ģ߸һֱڳĬ
ϿͣϢ߸"븸ʶ׼ˡ"
һƬžҳԶ˶ãֿˣøשһնŬŲȻࡣ
"߶֪Ϊ˾Ҳǲѡ"
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"......"
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"Z£մѹҪȥ׼ɡ"
ŲԶȥָֻƽ
"߶......ְɣûõġʹ˾û˿Ըı......Ҳʧȥһöӡ"
"ĹѾú޵һЩλҸ˸λãֻЩˡ"
"Ҳ"
"߶......"
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"ǻΪ˻۶ҲעΪ۶......ʮûãʲôʲôɡ"
"ʣԾġ"
"˭ҲȲѡļƷ......ȥ......"
"߶......γ......Դ......"
عž......
......ҵĹ޺......λ......Ǹһ......ôѽ......
ΪʲôҪһĺúõҲŲȥĻۣ̫ʲô£¶ҾͲ
ԽԽϲżѽûôﵹûܣò׶˰ȴҪ
ʲôΪ˱ٳҲڸߵϡ
ˣޡ
ǰؼ˭˵ҳٸ೤˭ϵľͱײˡ˵ɿҪҾһɵð
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"ôôſڵϡ"æұҵѨָ塣
"߸ҵĶˣҲ˳ˡһһֱ㡣"

""߸籧ϡ
"߸......ܶ¡"
Һؿ"Ҳ⡣"
"ǰҾ͵......"
ǰұץס졣
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"......"
ҵס"ʲô˵Ҳᡣ"
"ʱں......"
"Σ"
""Һܽŵ˵"Ȼᡣ"
"Ͷˡ"Ұ˲䣬"֪߸粻ᶪҵġ"
""ҽرڻ"߸û㣬"
......
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"īأī񻹺ôīī"Һȥ
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"......С............ǣ......"
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˶˳ȥ߸Ҳվ
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⿪·ҲŷظһƬ"ŵ㡣"߸ҩ࣬"Ѫ࿪ͺˡ"
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ѽҪһһ߸οǰҼֲ
ôҺīʱأīǺܵôĪװģ
߸ʱĺǻһȥˡ
⻰û˵ѽܲ˵߸ɵһ㶼ˬ϶˵һΡ
Ҫһҿ϶ˡ
˺ܶѪأ߸ȻСĿһ˵ˡ
ֹѪҩ߸Σұڻɾ۰ŪеƮƮʱͻȻۺҲʲô

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ûµڶ֪ˡ
߸𴲣մضջǵۣҲ˼ſֻܲɡ
Ҹǽ˭֪ôµ˭˵
һڶǾͳˡ
ССīһûȫңҸī˵ȥˣī񵭵ЦЦ˵Ҫܵܡ
Դû˺ǻֵľͺûڹƵģֱҪʱһ͵͵ĸ˵ˡ
˵Ҳ°ȥɽȣ˵Լ·뱣Χ˾ûڰʼ򾲲ô趼Ÿеˡ
ǸĨ˰˵֪ʲô˿˰죬ȥɽȵʱ͸һ
"ү˵һҲ겻үǱƵģ治Ҫ£Լе......"
û˵ͼæˣһ﷢

µļоԤʱڸϵǰߡ
·Ϊ˲߸鷳һֱйоأī񶼵úüһ˭ī۾ôˡҲ֪īʲôҩϵİ̺ԽԽ¶˹ɫ
ʱҲֹֻҪҺīһͻڱֹʲôǾǾг裬Ҳ᲻ȵȵĲ
Ϊ˱ֻþīеʱ͸ССѧϰڹǷǳʱұҪԱ
ֵǣҵڹԽԽȴԽԽ߸絽ǰصܿҶ˯һ۾ǶΡ
ɫ߸СĵĸҵСССҲܸȻûиı䡣
һֱ˾ɽӪկҵһûôԶС࣬ɻûȾ¿ˡ
߸Ĵ󱳣̧ͷЦЦ"ҿҲŮˣȻ׼ΪǺϲأ"
ҹ߸ûڨڨ
"ǲǶˡ"˵
"ٺ٣˵ʲô"
"λ˵λ""඼Ȳ£......ͻ¡"
"ҡ"
ҳĬÿĶζǹģҲ֪ǲģЩӰҡ
ڸҪ뿪壿Ҳ֪
ÿζĥұŹ򣬱裬Щ·ҵ......
ҲԸЩģҲԸ߸һϼҰͽ˵"ԭ߸磬߸绤㡣"
һ˵"һġ"ҵıŲͣİο"߸粻þ"
һֱ͵̳......
ô˵ҲЩֻΡ
"ֻЩˡ"룬ǿԼһڿڵ̣ƴѹ¶ĵĸо
"ž"ڵˤ÷飬߸ҵվ˵"òǿԼ......"
һҾ¡
ʲô²̧ͷſվŵ̫ӡ
"лл"ҽӹ̫ӵݹˮ˵
̫ЦЦҵ"˵¡"˵Űұ
һɽ
һƽʯϿŸֶ̫ӡ
"ʮĵʲôô"
Цſң"ҲãڹͿıá"
"Ҹ㽲Сʱ°ɡ"˵
"Ϊĸ׵ĹϵһͱΪ̫ӣʱϲҺͶ֣ϲ丸ʸõʦ̫ԸʴԽ̵"
"һ츸ڻ԰￼ҹεʱкͯĶ²߹ȥʲô"
"ǿͯڱ飬һСģСֻӿǿڳҲùʱʺܸ˽˴ΪʲôôСĺӱ飬˵Ҫ͵֮ܵҪѸǿ󡣸ʵʱܸ˵ҪĹΡߺҷǸƯСһֱֲΪʲôС˵߸Ϲ涼Ǳĺӡڻ԰ҩѾ赹ڵ......"
"һֱںΪʲôһ......"ͣͣ˵"ҰǺӱ̫ҽԺֱϴӲ游ǰ̫ҽﲻʲôȴ߸ʺбˣСôŪã˵߸˵ֻҪܱ鸸ʾͻȥ棬óԵĶܱܼǲס߸̵ģ߸ͻ򾲶'תߡ˺ûٹӡ"
Ŀң"ʱҲ֪СӾǾһ"
"ټʱѾˡҴ˺ܶʳȥ￴㣬Ҳ֪ôųֻ뿴־һεĺӡʱĸ׸ոձΪʺҽ˴µĴͼȰԷԵúǿԲ˼ھȫ³ʱܴѵ㣬˵㲻˵ʳ˵ĸ......ҵڶμ㣬С԰׵ȫȻһĺ......"
ҾһԲ̫Ӽ˵"СͺߵĻھҰѸ㶼ҳԡ"
"Ǵ󺵣󸸻ʲҪȥɵʱ̬ȳ࣬ջּ......˺ܾöû㣬˵ڼɽϲ߰Ȱ㻻װһֱ԰˽ȥ"
ǺǵЦܼ˵"۰ܵܵĺøõܵܵͳȨ"
"ʮĵô"
"Դߵͳ죬ĲŻ¶Ҳ𽥶࿴"
"ֻ......ҲǸĺ......ҪҸ㣬Ҳ̲߰ߣֻҪϲҶ㡣ֱȥԭ......"̫˵"֪жٴô˵ҰģҲţȥ֤֤ʵԼ뷨Ǻֲȷˡԭľȴ躹޵ĻصǣߵĴ׾ٵĻΣɫľͰѶ븸ǨѦ˱ְ˼ˣʱǶΪԼΪڳﻮʲôöִƽ뾩......Ҳ֪Լжʲô֪Ժߵĵơ"
"ʲô滮ˣȻ뾩һж֮Уʵʱ̫ȼ......ûϵľǸûķϵ......ʮĵˡ"
Ұ"ʮĵܣʮĵ"̫ҵı"̫ġ"
"ûС"̧̫"̫Ӹ߸ˣ˵"
̫ӺܳԾĿҡ
ѽҲ֪ô˵˲⡣һʮĺһ߻ίŭʡ
Ǹ˶ǸʦҺòĺжôĿӣѾ˺ܶûĻ׵Ĺעϣڵܵϡ
Щֻõѡ
͵ܵȥΥѽⲻԭ£⣬Ȼ޷˲û˻ĸá
"߸Щ¶Ϊҡ"
"Ϊ㣿"
ҵͷ̫ӻ֪ұעˡ
"ˣ߸һֱ۰ҡ"
"᣿"Ц"ԭ㾹άȫҪά"
"߸ҶǱĺӣ̫Ӹ翴ҵί߸ҸίһиֻܿԼҳԱ˸ĶҪңҾͻھεĳͷԼһֱıӻ³ģҴûοʲôʸȥԹ"
"ּҼʱոշ߸ʲôҲûУҲӲȻܷʧЩǸô"
̫ӿҵ۹ˣ"Ȼôģ벩ԵʱУ˾ȴԮЩ㶼Թô"
"߸ǾˣԵʱôԣĻڲҲƾͼƲǸôο߸ҲΪ˾ҲܵˡεһζûУ°ź·ûߣֻܹԼŪˡ"
"һ㶼"
Ц"õĶ̫ˣҰоȥޡ"
̫ӿƬͻȻЦ"ˣķڷ㻹ô"

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Һ߸ĬĬվš
"߸Щ䡣"
Ըı§ڻ".................."
"ǣȫˡ"
"Ҽ߸ѵĶҳԣ˵Ҫ㲻˯ҲҴ˱顣һǵʹ˯ţͱҸҽһҹĹ......"
"ҼǵĴӶҸ˵Щ˵ĻʱСʲôֻе˶ǷҶԲңøϲҾƫƫ˷ָ£Ϊ˺ԼܿԽԽѹ뻹˵ĺãʱʵܸڿԽˡ"
"˵ˡ"
ҷ"߸Ҳ˺ԼҸʹ"
ǽӵ߸ˮ˵"Բ𣬾Բ......"
̫߸ζĿһ۾ˣ֪֮ìܲô׻⣬ϾȨ֮
"߸磬̴뿪Ѻô"
ȻǷδȻбҪģ̫Ĳ֮գҵĴԽô
뿪ѻܴҵ
"ȥɣȥòá"
߸Цŵͷ˵á
µĳŽң
"Ƕˣ۶ô죿"ͻȻûѺӿǽȥ
߸Ц"ô춼С"
"̫˻ʵ̫ӣҲ֪۶벻ү......"ü"үҲûʲô˼Ҿһź߽ɣҾͱǺǣҪ߸ɵñҰ"
ͷԳԵЦ߸һ
"ˬ찡"̧ͷŭĿ"Ӧҡ"
߸ҵĶͷ"Ⱳֻһ"
""ˬشӦ"һҪסֻһˣġ"ҵλ˵"ƭңҾͰҵóˡ"
߸üԼź˼"ó......"ͷ"ҾͰҵķŵ"˵̽ҵǰء
ȻɦҵҷɦȥôѾˡ
ۣɽƯô̫ΡȺɽԳˡ
߸ָյӪ̣ھɽ˼ֶǸʤ߸ָԶԶһɽɽܸߺܶûͬɽһһߴľվǣ"ֻҪռվ޼ƿʩˡ"ĵκɽս壬˵˵ͻȻͣ˿ڣֱֽڿС
"߸磿"̧ۿ
"ôˡ"߸۹ǿ־壬"ôˡ"Ҿ
һ§סң§úܽܽҲ΢΢
"ôô......"
ҸҪ˵ͱңкһ·ɱӪ
ȻһҶû

ڶһ˯оӼϵ
"С"ҿӦСʣ"ôôҡ"
"Ӫկ"Сı˵߰Ҵ·"ү̫о£ûүү˯"
緹߳ʱѾˡ
о̫ӡ߸ͼĻΧǰŵͼ̸֪ʲô
Ҳ˼Žżӿ϶￴˿ԭоζԵС
ʱսһϲͨһȻζǾ۾ؿŴԲͼͻȻͼĵΣ˵弸κͳ˼άǳǿİ
ţһ󵨵뷨ͻȻð
ûĳСС壬Ľһɻҷǳ֣ص˵"¹شһҪ󾫣һ˿"
˰СĺСҪݻˡ
ľ˸ḷ̌ҵʿʼҵɳ
"үк......ﻹһС......ɽȫͱڣɽϲľïʢ"
Ŷԭʵʺͼֽô࣬ҿ˿ϴ߸ĵͼп
⻭ͼȥǹУõ°
ձ߰еĵλú˺ӵɳССȺɽ΢
ѧİæһҹҵɳˡ
С壬Сƽʱֹû˵һϾˣĶԳɵ˶ա
С˱Ҳ͸ͺɳɳɽľʲôġ
ɳû͸СİҵһԷȷϡ
Ǿɳֹ̲һССᵼս۵ʧܣá
ԷֶָɳЩЩСͨЩɽȣְɽ״
"ү"ǸԷ˵"ɽβֱͨ"
ޣɳɽβ͡
"ɽǽɽ"Է˵"ɽиĶ"
С׶Էָ׶˸ۡ
"ô"
Է˿ֵ"ɽƽģɽһ˶ߵѷ죬ƽʱòľſʧȥ"
С졣ȷûвҽ߸硣
߸һɳ̾ʹסˣ37룬ٺ٣ء
ķӦҵõĪ㣬ܲһһҹ
ɳ̸Ҿ굽˯ȥˡ
һ˯Ѿ˺ҹҶǰ󱳣ԼҵԵġ
ףҵſţⷢоʻŵơ
ûͨ˽ȥԭΧŵĲǸƵͼҸõɳ̡
߸ҽЦЦԸ˸ұ˲͵ļǵۡ
"£ǰɽȣֻҪнضϼɴȫʤ"һ˵
"ｫ˵òνضվأ߶ͱڣҾģ"һ˵
"Բѽ"
"խڵβصסˡ"
Ҵ˸Ƿ"õİ취ǴԲʷʵڲлϸǵʲôģɫ֪ôˡ"
Ƿûͱǵ۹˻ȥ"ٺ٣Ǽ˵˵"
߸˼صͷ"˵òòľαװһ¡"
"ǵ£ָأֻҪһ¶پ̽䡣"
"źŵ"Ƶ۹ҡ
"ǸǷűڣ߽ţܴ֮ɵĺܸߵľͿˣһź˿ʼ²ͳһжô"
߸Ц"˵ĺܺã"֡
ڨڨ˹ȥھк޵λԣ߸ͳ˧̫ǼʲôǣСҲرߴĶЩò......Ҫǰ߸Щ˿кмҴ
λóλãλô......˲ᡣ
"ɳǾģλʲô鲻ù˼Ծͺá"
Ҹмض߸ЦЦ
мλ¶֮ɫ
""Ǹϲ˳Ľȿڣ"ɽüƣĵβ̫ʿǾӸռŵվȫ֮ߣյЩǷǵжϻᷴ亦"
һʱ䶼Ĭ
"κ˵еϹԹãͱ֮ϲжΣпϮͻᱻֻвϵо"
"Ҫ񵯺ͻǹͺ......"
""ҿǶɻĿ⣬"ֻһ룬һֿԱըǹôһֿ......"
"Ĺ´˰Ѷ"Ǹκ˵"ھ¿ɷ񵽱ˣ"
ҵʱģ"Բλˡ"
ҳ˳ǿĸǡ

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û˼ôү
뷢ҲɣԣûǸӸߣûǵĸ첲֣ûɤŴû......
ƣôƲһǵһΡ
ߺߣͷ
Ʋôһɡ
صͰССҩĹоףø϶вͨմ̫˰ûôϸ񣬾ܶûɺáõƬˣڻҩװϵƬֻҪзȥͿˡ
ǹɾͷѵ£ҿ϶첻ӵģҷѾĻĽͰ"ү˵Сô"Сĵ
"ǰɣ֮һֿȥ"
ʿ
ейҼǵ󣬿ϧʱ˼棬ʲôأ
ԣҼǵÿһʿгϷֹҡǹ
ȻԶĲҲһҡġ
˾񣬰Լǣһҡת̴ֿ԰Сһϵķ䣬СǹӵһųһţȻԶûлǹӦãֲٵȱݡ
С徲ţͻȻң"үʲôǳ֣"
ñʻ˳ǲҵȽ˰Ļе
ãһû˯ʱ˸üĿֻǲϺܲҡ
Թ緹Ҿ͸Źҵס
ΪлҩԲӪկҴŹӪɽһһ߸Ľ
ȵԸúҵĵһͦҲ߳Ρ
Թһ񵯣ըĲԼʮңҪǻҩһɱҵҲ˵á
ĽҪǻҩ䷽ı⡣
ϴʪͷͼֽʱһͻȻǰε
"߸磿"
ðġ
"ʪͷ"Ѹ˿Ҳͷ
"Ǻǣ......ô......óԣô"
ЦŹ˹ҵıӣϷƵóһġ
"ۣ߸ΰ"߸üĿҡ
"ڿʲô"߸ұ߲ͷ߷ϵͼֽ
"......ͼֽ"һڵĳһ溬˵
"ǺǺǺ"ʼЦЦú졣
"㻹κôСӡ"һ¡
"һҾ֪ˣκκϽֶҲоľ㻰˵òҲˣ߸ȥô"
һ"㵱ôСۣ¡"
"߸磬ҲһٸʿôҪġ"
"ʲô"
"ٺ"ص˵"ƣ˵"
"߸""ٹҸϲ"
"ţðǸκҲϣҪüһΣСӡ"
߸ĸҲϵĵӣЦ˵ãһ˵һ§ڻ
"߸ˡ"Ĳ䣬"Һô"
ЦҵĶͷұϡ
ڴ߸ҽЩ췢£ַ˼ȻûֵȴδԿ߸൱Ķˡ
"ˡ"߸Щǵ˵"⼸Ӧǵա"
ҵ˯һȫûˡ
"ಿƽϢһͬǻϡ"
ͻȻһЦ"ûͯ"
һ㶣߸ǺǵЦŵӡ
ŵЦͻȻֺ
"С"ҵ"ģ˯ɡ"

߸ûӰ
ţԹ緹һٶʿǰ
һٸеɵۣЩʿòҿüĿĳĺ
ŪôЩѡ
׼õĸ屻һ۹䡣
վڸ̨ҿֿȣע˽ҪԭϤһͶ
Լ˸ģͣһҪ죬׳Զľȵȡ
ҽ˲ŷֵ¾ûġ
⿴ˣء
ʱðɣָһǷˣ"㣬Ҹղʾһ¡"
ϹЦ"£Ը滹ôôţǿġ"
"ԭκҪǺ庢ˡ""ҿǶӳ¡""ѽѽôǸйˡ""Ǳϲô......""үǲһս¶ô˻ô֡"
һƬ
"С"ֹסҪνСģ"õ׸ù"
׿ЦĻ"˵Ҫô"
ЦС"ƾʲô"
ƵǸ¶һЦ"ƾԼһա"
"˵ĺãɱһǧ˰ٵķǱ˵ô"
ҿǣָָԶİӵ"ʮӣһ˲ȫô"
һƬ˽"ЩֻǲỹֵİǶ˲ϻأ"
"з˲ǣ"
""Ҵش𣬶ʱһƬӡ
"ǿˡ" ˻޵ţ˦ְͶȥ
ڿл˸Ļ˰м䣬ıըԶһƬ
ĳ䶨ʮѾӰ
"ô"ɨŸոջȺ"ڻԸԸ㱾--ء"
"ˡ"ǸƵĵһ£ʱһˢˢĹ򵹡
ǺǣʱáǣҪſ
ǽСѵҰȫ˻ϡ
֪ȥˡ

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¡صһѽҵûôҴѧμڶ
һҾͿʼ׼ϯ̨ɽȵһ̨ϣɽ¶ǲúõİӡ
һɽľ׮ÿľ׮Ϸһ߹ޣٺȻɫһС쵫ȥǺ׳۵ġ
ողúþС˵쵼ˡ
߸̫ǰ棬ŵĶһЩǸǿ׳κ
Ұ쵼õϯ̨ϿʼܽϰĿ
"λ"ұȭʩ"׼һСĿλ棬ǺǺǺǡ"
Ц̫ɵ߸ЦıǹŹ֣̫һ죬һġ
ǺǺǺǣҼɵЦָָµľ׮"͵һĿ"
Сĺͼʿ̧̨صĴһһǹһֱһűһС
һ£̨һͬʱʼʱɽžһ꣬һֻǼӵʱľ׮ϵ߹ޱȫ顣
ΪӾЧ߹װɫķĩɽɫɷǺÿ
ŶݵĵĽֻ̫һɵЦ
"һĿλߴȻΣա"
ȵ˵ȫشһĺХƵźŵڿը죬ʱɽߵʿֳȥ
ضɽҡ
¡¡ľɽǺ˵ζȳ䶨ԼĽͳȥ쿴
"ѣѡ"µĳд
߽󼸸ͷĽվһƬǽС
"ҵĵڶĿס"
......
Ӣۡ
ҾӢۡ
ûһ򿴲ҵκķڷİݵڵأҵȻӢۡ
ôûβѽҪп϶ܰͱ
ôûѽҪҿ϶ƲϷͷ
߸۹⣬ٺ٣Ҵûô
һ......
ּ
˭ּʣһˡ
ҵЦʱžһʵʵˤһӡҪ߸ֿסңҾͳ˹غ«ȥˡ
"µ׻Сѽ"һϽźӡ
"д˲ʵѵã"
ǿôЦĸƵġ
"󣬺ǺǺǺǡ"Сκͬ־Ҳ
"ˤʹô"߸ü۶Ц˻"С"ǺЦŰұ
صʵʵ
˶ģ
߸ұӪʵʱЦȷе˵һ·ǵЦûֹס
"С"ҷŵ"ˤʹô"
"㻹˵"
"ǺǺǺǣЪЪȻ"
߸ߺﾲ
ҷһ--ˡ
"С"
"ī"
īƿ߽"ˤʹô"
"ôҲ֪ˡ"
"Զҵġ"ЦӯӯڴϣҩͿĨ
"Զ˵ѽǶסˣ˵ѵָտɴء"
"С"
"ô˵ôī˵˵ǻ˵Щʲô"
ţҳҺס
īû˵ϸ۾̲һĴӨĹ
ָպҩҵϥǡ
"ǻ˵ǧģ콵ޡ"
"ô"ҺǺЦīͷ΢Ц"Զ˵Щء"
УԶСӵĻҿɲ⣬......
"ܵҲȥôôû"
īЦЦͷ̾˿"ѽҲ"
"ī"ס૵Ĳ֪ô˵
治֪Զô֪ͬ߸˭û⡣
ң۾ܵγˮ"ս½ҾҪԶԭ"סҵ֣"һж"
ҵڴ"Ⱳ˵ľСϣСҲܵõҸ"
"ī......"
ҵĻ"Զ˵ս»ĺܿ죬Ժ²ټˣԶ......"̾"Ҳ......"
"Ŷ֪ˡ"
ī½ëרעҵϥǣӨ׵ϻһЩδʵ˺ֲۣһЩķ顣
ֶһ۾ȴû̧
"صԭܴ˰ѧ㲻Ҫ̫۶Ҽ˰......ƤͺݺݵѵǣǧҪϢ۸ҲҪţһ˽ѵǣýľȥ㣬......Ժǰﲻ......ҪԼһЩҾͰˡ"
ĵͷ"УҪǮȥī磬Ӧҵġ𲻺˼ҲӣԼģ֪ô"
̧ͷ΢ЦĶס
īȥӰеǸ˺ܶࡣ

"ܳЦ"Ҳ"вô"
ӳԷ߸һֱЦЦ̲סˡ
ҸɴҲԣһѰұڻ
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"ţ"
""
"......""""㵽˵ʲô"
""ҵķĦҵͷ
"һ̶᲻㡣"
"ң˭š"ҲĿڡ
ͷЦӱ"ǸСôǱġ"
УУһ򶼴ĺܡ
û߾˯߸߸һҹδоʵĸɻ
ʵ˵Ĵ治ҵﶼζ
ıͷζһҹ˯ޱȰġ

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"Ϊʲôȥ"
ߺߵƿӣоﻹ٩٩̸ʾ֭׼ײߣ˭֪һûʲô¡
"̫ΣˣҪԡ"
"㡢㡢Ӳţжĥɱ¿ҾҪȥΪʲô̫Ӹ綼ȴ......"
"ģҿԱģҲ۴ҡ"
""
ִˣҺ޺޵ڴϡ
"......"
תͷ
ǰһ߸Ҷ棬"ˣ"
ãҲҸ㽲
"߸"תͷ"ƵģʱܶҲ֪ʵսʱ᲻״ʿҲѵϤ˵սʱҲμˣҶεһ㶼İｫҲͼʿ֣߸ȥɡ"
ҵļ磬"㻹С......"
ʲôɣҿʮ˻СǰʮʱѾѧϴ·ʲôԼɵġ
"㵽׵ʲô"Ͳס"ǵһΣգұ֤ɽָҾսǵҲļƻҲ㱣ֻ֤Ҫûźһһſڹס"
"......"
"߸磬㲻ҪܰҵСôѾθУҲȥʲôΪΪ˶Ϊô"
""߸ЦŰ§ڻ"֪ˡ"˹ҵı"̴꣬վͲʱҾ͹˧ӡߺôҺԶԼ˻ᵽͣһȥԭòã"
""
Цң"һҪȥѩɽﻹбһĺ飬סºô"
ĺԶѩɽ......һ޼ʵĲԭֻҺ߸......
""
Ҹͷһͣ˵ҪȥȥǶ
"̴һߣһȥɳĮǻԵȥҺô"
"......"ЦҵĴ""
Ǻǣһֱ......ȵ......ʲôҸղ۵ĺ⡣
"߸......ˣҡ"һס½ǡ
"һߣⳡսһҪμӡ"
......
ҴŸݲݱñӾķȻս
ԱСĺС壬һƬ֪ǰһԶľｫһǧʿǶͬһŲݱñźĿݲݵȴ
ɽһǧˣɽ¶ҲͬͬʿǶȴŽҪٵս
ҵѾˣϵĺǷܿȽ֫ٺ
Ҳƶ¾ϵ
ⶼҵԹκˣԲܶ۶ʹҶܡ
ק߸½Ǹоʱ̫ӰҽΧ˵εķûʮĵܵȷ׵
Ǽ߸ٰԵҲܵӣҷ߸翴̫ӵֱҪһ
......ԽԽ֪߸......
᲻ڻأҹǣЦЦ
Ӧˣ϶ҡ
ôңӦòᡣ
ң᲻á
Ҳʹ׼вһ¶ѣֽϻѾŲˡ
ǾͿ׿һȥǵĶ磬Ҫһ˭ҲʶĵطͲᱻ˳ЦƲ
ҾͿһȥ
紵ҴصŽǡ
ĺŽǾҪ죬ǽһɱϵ˥ɱ
ֻҪһʤվͻԪˣ϶ԼԶձ߾ϮǱ볷ʦȴ޹ڴӵᱻɣôսһֵĻȨ֮ڲѡ
߸ʲôƵһùء
ʵҲϵλϾÿӵ룬......Ҹأ˽һΰɡ
ҰͷϣָѾû¶ӲģʲôʱѽͻȻ
߸Ϊεķ˼ΣӪҲŲʮڴȴܽһֱûж̽˵ڴҪʱͻϮӪʱǶ˷ܲѣϺ꣬ԣСˣǺǣֻҪȫľڴҲͳһֻûϻ......
̫ˣҰбڻɣٱٷɣĻԼһЩ
ûů͹ȴһʹϹĵطסϮʼ
üôؼʱ̿ɲܵѽ
ԶͻȻĽ֪еоҪǾ衣
ʱסԶнŲͿصĺͣýŲԶȥ
յǰڣ˵վɽ¡
Ǿصȴţҳһҵ
ֻҪըǾһԾɽͶ׽յͲϿǿĻѹסľԮʱ̫ӵκǾû˿ص
ܼ򵥣֪߸ҳ²ôŵģǧֻϵеĵеСĽǲҲ˵ʲô
һ¡¡ҵ˼ܽ˿ûл˼Ǵͨ
ʱһը𣬶ʱߵһԾɻɽ·ȥɽʱһƬը˻
"ү"Сļʱҷһվ˴ҹ֫ľģƫƫʹ
"ү㻹ô"СĺܵĵĿҡ
"û£û¡"Ҽæ֣վ±¹ۿ
ɽͶѾƻȫλűըĻԿѾҳһš
""ｫһҹĻڿը죬ʿ׼õĴصĵص㣬ɽȥֻŻļЩ򣬶ʱ϶ǹĻ档
˳ôܾЩأһͷｫҲһء
"ү"ｫ"յЩ"
ѽôˣʲôѻǾͿ԰ǰƽˡ
"ûǹּأҲŵͶ"ڵϹıûǸҧˡ
ʱһɽ̵ڴСģβǵľأҿûź̫ӵľӳ򻹲ñ˸˽ӡ
ɽµĻͬߵĵʹо޴Ρ
̻ÿרҵˣｫһȥʱǼ䣬ŻͶͶס
"үСġ"Сİüļʸ
źŴ̫ӵɽȣɽһƬɱѾȫͣ£յ--أ
""ｫɫ΢䣬ǳһĺ죬µƺڲʲô͵ϮûмŪô󶯾
"еȥȿڡ"
"ֻǧˡ"
"ֻҲҪס"
һƬƶĺƣյų˹
""ںбĶ˼Сȱڣ""ǰûľѹҲֻһССɧң͹ˣһǸոƾʹ˸ۿۡ
׼ʱĻβĲͶְΪҲͶ򲽱ĶС
ձûӦһŵĵȥסǵĹơ
κĲɽȵһǵѹʱС˺ܶࡣ
"¡"ｫߣ"»ȥɡ"
"ٵȻ"
""
ָָԶɽ"㿴ɽһƸߵûǹ˵ϱ߾Ӹ»ŵԳַӡ"
"ǣǻѵ"
"ҾҪ"ָָǰս"ǾͲʲô͵ϮһžǱɢκ̫ӵѹܴ"
"......"
"֪٣ǵϬĶ࣬ռźõμֵԮӦû⡣"
"......"
ҿ۽Щʪ
"ｫһϵƣԵĺһġ"
"ĩĩס"

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Ѵ
ѻܺúȻȡ˺ܺõЧ
ڵ˵ĲϷʱĶб˺ȱڡ
Ȱļʸܵѹǡ
ţǳɹ˵оע⣬ܳɹɹĲٳɹ
󲿷ֵĲǵҪͻƿڣļйĵˡ
ڸߴǹһ̲ͣķһԽߣεǣŵ˵ĲоҪ˹
ǲҪ񻨰ļʸҪͬصĵоս͸֧ҲԽԽ
Ѿ۵ۻܶ
ǵˮδʿֶڲ
"£Ǽֲ˶ãûˡ"ｫż˵
"㱿ѽ"̲ס"Ҽռоļһ油һض˸ǹȥ"
"ү㿴"˳ｫֿȥԶһϴһצ
"̵ģ˵ôһðôˡ"
"С"ŻԡѪСļ"СģеΣգһҪҪɡ"
ָ˵"ϼȥµ˸ըˣǵòҪսûϵը˾ܣҪĻұ档"
Сϱ˼ףҪԾʱס"һҪԶԶͶͶ˾֪ôƴ֪Ҳһŵ㣬ǻӦ㡣"
СںĵͷСݺݵһڵ"úñү"
"ƽ䡣"ｫһ¹СĿһͨСļ佥Զǵߡ
ķʱʱسֶݵͣ٣ԭԽ߱ӵϵձ
СأҽһʿԶ컺صȥǵһ󻶺
"ջʵˣջʵˡ"ҴͷߺļٵģΪϡ
"ｫڻ"һ۽Ҵһ"յĻʵˣֵɱ̵ġ"
ǧʿһ·ɱʲôҲ˵ĺǷɽѪ
ûսûıֻǵɱ־˫־ٵ֪ҹʿʿӰңǾȻһ⵶һ˽ȥ
Ҳ֪սʲôʱת䣬ֻ֪ȥͿԴǵξͿԾȳСľͿΪΧסĻǹñʱ䡣
ǰʲôҲʲôҲһ·ɱֱеĵķɡ
޴Ĺһӵϣźŷ£ҼæһץϵĶ˦ȥһ˱뿴װʿҾ˸ձʬ׹ȥ
ûиż£˴һڿʿкͻʱź֪ķûˣΧϵĶձ
"¡"˺ǺǵЦ"һ"
"û"һѸվ˹ȥ
ûǰ赭дһҵĵʧ׼ͷһƫȥٺ٣еڶ׼ץ˳ǰһһѳֱ......ʵ֤ΤСĵĹǶԸ˸ֵģֻһֳͷ˵ϡ
ȿȣҿܣΧҵձǽӵֻΧҵˡ
"˭"
"ôڴӶǵˡ"
"ڴѽô˵"ˬʵĴЦ"ǿˡ"
"ô˵ԸСǰȥˡ"
"Ǻǣ㿴Ҳ֪㲻ǣһ׼һݺأɣȥȽϺãֿտյĶûòѽ"
˴ס
"ôҪȥ"ҿ˿ܡ
"̫ˡ"ҹЦ"ôһҾ͸˼ˣҪ......λҲ֪ôƺҪɣȥӪһȥϣǺǣ֪ЩҲˣҲҪΪġ"
Ӳ˲߽һʿ¶һЦ"Сֵͼ·ò"
ʿ۹һͣеı۵һڵϡ"ǺǣСֵǸİɣѽ"˵ݸ
"ʿɲ㶪ޡ"ļǰһʶԱһá
"Ǻǣλǿ࣬úøɽǰ;"ұ߱ߴܣһߡ
"ǻῪЦ"һЦ"ô߳Χô"
ܵʿγѣ⵶׼ҵؿڡ
"˵˵"ת΢Ц"ϻǷһ裬ˡ㲻һء"
ָҵĵƲ
"ƣľͱ಻ã֪ĻΪڴء"
"¿࣬ҲȲ㣬ԿͷǹԹԵĸ߱ȽϺá"
࣬һû㿴ء
"λ˵ĿɾͲˡ"Һ˵"ҺڴôҲཻһǵЩ˽أ˵Ҳû˵ȥѽҲѣû˵ȥҾȥ˵ȥҾͲȥҲ㲻ȥҷҪȥȥƫȥǲǡ"
"Ҷǳ˽ãŪŪǹ˶಻ãû˵ĺҲǵòʧѽ"
Ҫץ̾"ǰߴ·ɣǼӣôһȲˣ˵˵ҲһõĻӾôּѶʧѽ"
ָҵĵµʱ̣Ӱ˽ѸΧסҡ
"ô"üԶĿһۣϸĿڣ"˾ͺã˾ͺá"
"Ǹʲôе£첻ܼ......"
Զң"Ɀߡ"
ⲻòСƺʲô
Сһѱ͵ذθߣʱԶǸѾһ
СĻУ"Ǹ˧磬»ץʱôϻǻʵ۶˻ոʲôѽ˽ɽ˭˿ɱ̫˰ЩյСǼĴǿɻǻȥأԼģȢϱ......"
֪ҵĻûԶ¡¡壬Щʿû׷ǣһᣬ̫һְקϡ
ƴѽ̫Ӵͻɱܿվҳһš
""ָԶһλӢӰؽС"ˣ̫Ӹˡ"
"졣"̫Ӵңһϡ
ʱս۵ףǴպ󷽳ֵģվֻǻһºܿͰڳƣȻľӺȴ޷ƽ벽ѾƫսΧ
վһӴľȻܵеǿľȻû˿ܼ
"ڴһֱ޽չջʵڿѾӪˡ"̫ɻƵ˵"ճٹ֮ڱصá"
"Զأ߸粻˵Զձ߾ô"
̫ӿһ۵"ԶѾ˱ˡ"
"Ϊʲô"
"ͬˣչѣԶ"
ôôͬΪôʹʧΪС
"¡"̫񿴳ҵ˼"ûϣ¼ҲֻǶѣսµ׼һһϦ£ôͺϣǴ˺ܾˡ"
"ҲãҲ"
̫̾"£û㹫ҲҲӰġ"
ָ̫ս"ҰôΪ˶Ů鳤סҰĵģպˡ"
ҿʬҰսѪȾҲȾߡ
ֱϦԾûͻΧȻҲصǵİΧһ㶼ûи
ֻ֧κͻΧɹ̫ΪӦҲΧסˡ
ھεԲ˵̫ӶҵЦ"ʮĵƴסմֻһǾȫûˡ"
"......"̫סҵ"ˣҸطϢɡ"
ƣ"ģ"
"£ɽ"ｫ
"ɽ"ϸɳ̣ɽģʱһСȤ˵ǵĴޡ
"ɽô̫ˣһɽǿԵЪЪ"
......
ɽ治һ񶴵޴Ĺ
ߵһ޴ıڱԱдʯˮǳµĳˢȻγһСˮ̶ˮ̶ˮһ䵽ڶӵڶˮ̶㣬һѵʯʧ
Һ̫Ӿߵһ㣬ԶڵڶϢʿĸҵغˮˡ
"С"ҿбڶԵСġ
"ү"С
"˵ˡ"߽ʣСɫףȻ˵Ĳᡣ
ĵЦЦ"С⣬үľɱҲ⡣"
"ɣവͷţǾгԵˡ"СĺǺǵЦСһĬĬĸ˿ڡ
˵ԵͷΪʳɽǵǱ˶ûԵģѾһûʳˣƽʱθڲöҲͲģôԱʱ䲻ôôҲܶ
"ｫõĿܲҵʳ"ｫȥ
˷ڲºϢСʧѪྫήٺС廥§ȡůʿҲɻ򿿡һʱɽ˵ˮžһƬ
߽ˮ̶˰ˮȴ̧첲ǧ˼ζоҷˮʱһ˫ˮߡ
"ī......"
īһʿװͷɢҲѪ߰ߡ
ҺЦִսЩ"үһɡ"
"Զ"Ҵһīһˮһ
ҿ߽Զһ"㣬ôҲˣôôϷӽˮˣǴ̲Ρ"
ԶһץסؿڡҺʾĵ
Сһ㡣
"Զ֡"īԶָ˵"үˣ֡"
СƺӷžͷŰɣôûذҶϡ
"Զ"īŭˡ
"ߡ"Զݺݵĵң"治֪㿴ĵˣΪŮˣ"
ˣСűˣô
"ү......"īǸεĿҡ
ߣīϲƽϡ
"ôˣΣհ"
"ǸչԼ͵͵Ĵʿ·ġ"
Ҵ˴ഺڵСһʶ
"ôҲһҺûʲô......"
"Ҹô£ֲǸ֪ܣձץǱ֪ˡ"
"Զ......үԲԶ......"
"ûϵҲͬƽϡ"
ԶһԶԶߵһ£ʱҲŷһ߶Ǵűװˡ
īãˮҺȡ
"ڿʲô"ī󿴣ͷʮӽǸͬ˽һ
īЦЦ"Ǹʯں֣񸱻......ɽȴ"
""Ц"ɽǺ֡"ұ˵Ťͷ"ǵĹһǺҲ......"
......
"үүôˡ"
īҡңҵ۾ĶʯڣǷȻγɵĸ񣬿ǿǽǣβ......
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"ʮĵܣʮĵܡ"
Ĵҵ
۾̫ӵ׽
"ʮĵܺȵˮ"
ˮ־Щʱſ̫ӡīΧҵĻｫԶСС塣
"Ϻʹô"
ҡͷʹֻľ
"ô᲻ʹ......"̫ƽҵ壬̾˿
"۵ܿ࣬ߵľͺˡ"
ϸ߰˼·Ҳ֪˭ġһ䣬䣬ôᣬôܡҶһȦôӲӰ
ǻ⣿ֻһ⡣
߸磬ҲҪҪһ߸......
"үЩɡ"ī˿
ҡͷ"һЩɣϲС......"
ԣ˲𡣲ҲҲܷϣҲͷֻҪһϣҶȡ
ҴڴڵҧűζٵĸҲĸˣֻһСҾʹĻ£ī§ůң𽥻º첲ȡûһʹ
亹һ֪Ϊⳬ˶ʹ
"ʹĺô"īҵĲʡ
"ûϵϢһ¾ͺˡ"ҧӲšԱһߴÿҾ֪Զ
"Ϳϡ"ԶӸīһƿ򿪺һŵĵƮɢ
"Զ......"īƿӿԶ"ߣٲҩһ׼ÿ޵ġ""Զлл㡣"
īƿﵹЩҺĸͿĨˮһĶһͿϺʹ᲻١
"ʲô"ʡ
ī˿ܵ˵"ǴӷβҶƬĻ¶"
Ŷ⻨ԶοɳѪˡ
"ãĨˣôصĶ˷ϡ"סī"ܵ۵ˡ"
"ү......""С"
īЦЦԾɸͿĨûָּƿӸǺ"ţһҪ......ʵԶ......"
Ц"ģĻСһʶ"ǺǺǺұЦԶͬѧɰĴ
"ī"ϣ"㰡ϵζһ"
"Сʱˤ˵ùҩ"棬СʱõҩȻһֱֵڣҺ
"īķβô"
ī΢΢Цţ۹룬"ҵô೤ϾͲˡ"
"Բ......"
ī񿴿ң"˵һԷŮǺܶսսŮӾͻɷβ˶˵ֻҪβͻ̫ƽճɾ汲ػ껨"ЦЦ"ػ˼˶ûصȴΪ⻨塣"
Ҳ֪ôοֻн֡
۾"ȳķǨû̫ƽӣڷ˭ǾӵûסĻɽҲ㲻ǻҹɫΧסׯץ߷ӷŮΪֻķ˼ҵͼϴŽʣǨɽȴڰ·Χ£ųϺɱҺ͵ܵܣǵﰲȫطʱ̧˵ĵþа취Ҳûסҵ"
"ī......"§ס
"ܵزסɽʲôҲûУҵԵľ͵͵ɽ......ЩץסҰҹȥ챻ĥʱӡ"
۹⿴Ŷ⣬ǹżȵЦݡ
"ī"§"ǰ¶˰ɡû˿ˣīԼ"
īչüһЦ"Զȫ㡣"
"ôܵôҺܶҿһָͷû"
䣬Զһ
ǽǵС
ָֻ˳ţҺī§ȡůīȻ۵úֻһ˯ȥҰ§ڻҵĸ첲ԺľȻ˯ˡ
"չˣչˡ"
һ˹⻹ǺںģʿѾڶڡ
̫Ӻｫڶ
"̫ӣҪҪ˵ɽȥ"ｫ顣
"С"Ҳ"ɽ·ƣ˵ɽѰ·ǶϵˮԴǷŻɽһҲӲ"
"ô죬տһزס"
ҿǰһ㲵ףҲһĪչʷʤҾȻһҲòϡ
ûȱʳսͣҲռƣһ仰ʱ˺һҲռ
ɽյĵײɽǾյڶ
ҪǺӾͺˣȥ......ôǸʯͷɽ
"˭᲼"һ·
̫ɻĿҡ
̾"ǳȥҲô׽"
......
ԶСӵקǻ᲼ô......ðҲƫ󲼵ĺܿһ˳ץʿҲקϰɣҿʡµİȻ̵óԼĸʼϸʡ
īĵܵܰ˵ִ򲻹һûǳϡ
ѱСС壬ʯͷ̫Ѷ²
أ˵ڴȱզģϵը˻ͻȥۡ
"ǲǾУ"յķ²ͷ
ҲǸģƻǵ鱨ıײߵĴԼֵܣôˣôǡȻҥ˵ֻҪץסѾͻ᲻ơҿզ֪Լô͡ڴɵСӻȫͨҪ׽ң˵׽Ҿ˱
УҲǳ԰԰Ҳ˵ʲô¡ץҾ˱żء
Ѻ·²̫ӳĬｫĬһ˶Ĭ
"̫......"һԥԥؿڡ
"졣"̫ӳĻ
ʲô˼
˷²ſڿӡ
"̫......̫......" һû˵͹£˹£һ˸ǱʿĶ
ǺһСŵСĳվǰ棬¶Ϸֳɣýš
"ѽջȥ"ƿСģ"˻ûԼ˾ͿʼڧȥЦ"
ߵڿգ"Ҳյķ²"ҿЩ"յĻɱҰҵʬͳȥҲֿ̫ҲӣûҪ"
"һΪԼΪѵΪ˵ƴһ̡ҲԷ"
"Եǵˣ붯ֿԴ"
תԶھվţСվ࣬Ÿվ˹
һ˫סңҲͷīЦ
⻹һƬڣԶյӪ˸ѩڴĻյ
ѩһһƬס

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īһŵѼ̲ڻӵڲûǹûڵ˸졣
ǽҲȥ
ûʶļͽģǸı˲Կʼӻѣ򶴿˺ܶݡ
ǴѬ⡣
ȿȣƴĿţ"ãʪסڱǡ"Ҿغ
һʪĲ͵ǰ̵ﶼˮҽӹסڱǴĴ˼
׼Աߵ§סҷɿԱ߹ȥֻļҸովĵط
"̫Ӹ硣"ҿϷӢ̫ӶЦЦҲ
"СһЩ"㶵ĵͷſӰ
ʯͷ壬ĵϢ
һɹɵŨŷɽһǾȫſڵϡ
Ͳס˸ܵھͱ˴⬡
Ũ̺ͷļյҲ......
ҿЦҲ
ŵֻʿһ......ҲҪ͵ͬھ
һӣͱеײһƥԾȼյĲ......
޵Ľݵĳ־Ǵһǿ붴ʱһƬڡ
"߸......߸磬߸硣"ҿų˹ȥ
ڳԮ߸ֳһѳǹȼյĲ˳ȥʱǺ˵˺ܶ
һᱻ߸ק
"ҳȥ"
ڣǵصѩҴ䣬ҽ߸ȫǷɱ
ҿ嵫һĲҺź͹ͷѵһҺܽȵѪϡ
ûȫֻ֪Һ߸һֱǰȥŵоӪҿǵˡ
"ҡ"Խ˽ľ֡
ͻȻٳоſҲܸо߸ĽֵĸߵµĶǻѪˣܶǿĵǹסεĻסУûܵһ˺
ԽԽ٣ǳȥʱһߺ"ż"
ʸɳۣ߸һģʱٶֿһֹһ֧ǹҸסʸ
ģëѩȵСѩҼŤתͷ󿴣ѩԶԶĸżӰڸԶ޳ɱڽС
ܵһСɽ߸ͣʱ̫ӺｫҲ
""߸ҵ֡
һعʶԼر߸硣
߸ְұӻͳһ˿ŵİ"˰ɣ߸ЩóԵģԡ"˵̫߹ȥ
˲óԶѰȴʼûԶīӰССҲӰ
ûУĿİף......ûӳô
Щʿò׼ģҼæȥ
"ǸǸīôУûмҵʿ"Ҳ֪ʲôֻǼһֱｫҡ
㶽æ¹ҷס"ֻЩô㻹ûмˡ"
"......""ֻЩˡ"
ֻЩˣҿʿһʹȻֻʣЩˣֻٶ
"һҪһС"ŭ
תͷ̫ŭĶ߸硣
ߵʿҲȻԡ
"ôˡ"ҿ첽߹ȥ
̫ɫ࣬ҿмѩϻ˸ͼ˭һעţ߸һƽ͵̫ô
̫˵"ͽɽֻԱ㣬ʮĵܾܺһ"
߸ĺһ־Ҫҡ
̫ӱһһѰקߣ"ߣ˷ʧԻ򸸻𣬾Ҳõĳ׵ףĿѾﵽ˻ϷŹô"
""߸һֳֻ
""̫΢"ôѩ붳ôѾûԶסôڡ"
"߸磬̫Ӹ磬лú˵"Ҷ˵״
ͬʱ֣ｫ"ｫô£"
ｫû߸˵"ɽ"
"У"̫תҵ"ʮĵܣɽ·ҪһܵӪկֻ輸ʱ͵ˡ"
ãԭˣͬëҪϣŹҪһ
߸һɣҲԶ
"̫Ӹ磬Ǹ߸һ߰ɡ"û̫ӱɫҺܳϿҵ˵"һֱɽս߸ǿ̫٣оһսûУɽȻǱϾҪȫһЩ"
̫ɫӵĿң̾"㻹ǲң......ｫɽ"
ҲֻҸ߸硣
ɽһƬããĸͿ·ǲǰ˵Ľӡߡ
ˤNκ߸˸ľƽвãΪҵʹʵǰһķҸͿǰ·
ɽӵԲôҶóš
òǰЪЪһ̱ѩϣҿɾصûС
""߸߹ұߵһܷĵط
"ôˣôôູ"˿ϸϸĲ
"֣ۡ"Ҳˣ治ܵġ
ÿһɲǵô׵øܲƵġ
߸Сĵøҩĩ˰ҵĶøƵִ
"߸磬߸硣"ʹ"̫ˡ"
߸ִܹıҵȥůǣůžžવµ
"Բ"ҳ"ʲôãܸ߸ҡ"
"úܺá"
֪ڰοң"ҳܣ̫ӸͲᱻΧ߸ҲðôңԲ"
߸籧סңҵͷ"úܺã¸ң߸ûй㡣"
̧۾߸ЦЦιҵı"С˴󹦣Ҫ߸ô㡣"
"ô"
Цŵͷ"ҹʱǽӵ֪߱ղ͵ϮǴѹǷʮɨƽɽҲһʱ¡"
߸翴˵"֪ҵʱôҺʱѾܳˣԮûҰеľӶҲûʤ㡣"
ҵͷ"κӪҲ֪Ȼôʱ䣬ú¸ҡ"
ұ˿ɣɾû˿¸ңǺǣһ¸ҿһǳֵÿҫ¡
"ô"۷Ź⡣߸Цſ϶ĵͷ
""̧ͷһｫվ߸"ǿ߰ɡ"
߸ͷְұ"Լߡ"
"ԣ֡"
߸籧ȵǰ棬·ԽԽխߵһͱǰ߸ҷ
̽ͷ˿£Ŷø߰᾵Ĺʯû֮£Ϳס
˵ʵеûбͽַԽôնɽеļơ
оŵʱ̫ӺһЩױѾʼˡ
"ô"߸߽ңҼæҡͷ
£ʲôãϽӪصһöĽҰ롣
߸ЦЦҵ"߸米㡣"
"Ҫ"˲Ȱ˵Ŀʱıƶ̫Σˡ
ɻû˵ܾɣ߸Ͱұ
"Ҫ߸̫ΣˣԼԵġ"
"Ҷ"߸米Сĵ̤ͱڡ

94
ɽµķ紵ۣ§߸Ĳӿˮ
˲ͷ
߸ͣһ΢΢ͷЦ"ô"
"£߸һʲô¡"
ģȻ֫գȻɽ紵ЩҡΣһ㶼¡
ߵͱУѩԾûͣ˴Ҿ߸֧ΪһЩѩ
ǰ濪·̤ŵıǣ߸˳Щ
̫ѾԽͱڵˡ
һڴȻĹ¾һͱڵмѵĴԽ
""ｫǣͻȻɫҵȵ"£µȡ"
߸缱æͷһһͻ֡
ҳԾŴ죬˹ȥץס
ٿҵʱһذףذֻ˽Ƕ߸粱ȥ......
ҷӦô£ֻǰݺᣬｫĿϽԳѪɫ
"û뵽㾹ȻǼϸ"
߸εұڣֳǰⶥסｫؿڡ
"ˣûʲô˵ġ"ｫͻȻ׹ȥ
ҵľлûھͿǰһƬ˸һ󶡶ϸ죬߸ŽǰγһɫĹȦ
ʱ֧Хļ͸͵Ϯˣ߸ļʿ
"үߣｻǡ"һʿнץһ͵Ϯ˹ȥ
߸סʹǱͱ±ߵȥ
߸ץסһʱֻýһһɴ³ȥ
""ֱ߸סǰһ߸ȥⱻ߸߿ｫһֻһԾһѸޱȵĿ߸硣
߸ᵴʯϱųǡ
"ｫҪ̶ô"
߸ܿһʹҪקǷҲܴҾôϲµıš
""ｫקҵ"ڴӲ޹ʮǰŽأ۴·Ƕ㲻ǺǣαΪ̫Ӷء"˵͵һקշ˫յȫ߸
±һ߸ｫһǲҷż޷֧Ԯ
߸˫޷֮һζĶ
߶֪ʲôģԽԽƹƹҵײ屻ｫһδε
ͻȻһ󾪺һҼ׹ȥҵ׹ڰ޴ｫҲҴ¡
ٵ׹ʹ˲հǰһƬããһᵽɤ......֪ļʲôζˡ
ͻȻֹס޴ĹҵͷصĿһ˵ļϡ
"߸......"ҾδĽУ۽ƳһѪģӰԱˤ䡣
......
"ûŵ㡣"
ͱ߸ҷŵһ鱻ɨɾĵϣ"Բ𣬸ղҪǲ......"
"֪֪"ЦŴĻ"ûô»Ųҡ"
ûʲôֻһѱļ
"ԡ"߸Цҵͷ˵͵ߣ"Сһڡ"
"С"ˣô˾ͽţΪ顣
Ƴܣãʮ֮ûˣǸ......Ӧİɡ
"ãС"߸۾ɺÿһιһ˵"Ǿ˲Сˣ죬ùԡ"
......ҵ˰ɡ
ССڵĳŵģ߳Աߺ߸͵ߵˮڲͣ"ԣȵˮҭš"
"ùԡ"߸Ҳ""۾ÿ"س̻ܼҪŶ"
ҵͷȴɻԹôһֱͨġ
"߸粻ڵʱҪ̫ӸĻ"ͷͻȻӦ"Ҫȥģ"ץʡ
߸Цò˵ҵıӵ"㿪Цġ"
˵ֵ"ҪѧᱣԼҪø絣ģҪ......"
ҵס죬"߸磬ǻصӪڽѵҺô"
Цŵͷϵȡ¹סң"úϢһ߸һ͹"
ʳҲů͹߸Ķеܡ
ǶԶԶĵط֪ʲôѾûȥ̽ˣǸûԹܹѵˣľҴ붼ģڲҶеֲ֧ס
Ժĺ˱סңнĵ""һ"һҪúõİ"һֻĴҵıȰĸ׺İĺӡĴ𽥳˯ȥ
"߸"͵۴У汧ҵĲ߸̫ӡ
"߸硢߸硣"ŴС
"ʮĵ"̫ӱסң"ֻʱ뿪һ£ҪһǾͻϡ"
"Ҫ߸硣"ҿ̫ӣͻȻ""
"Ҫȥ"
"ǻɽ"̫Ӿ˵

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㲻......߸粻Ҫ̫ӵĻ......
ԭЩΪ׼ġ
ʪΪʲôң׸ôѾá
ҲҲ˯ţǲͲ׿ҡ
ҲȥɽҺǸɽֻ߸ߣ£Ҳһ
"ʮĵ......"̫ӵݹһ
ûӣĨ˰ͷתһߡ
"յĴס˹ؿʱܻأߵɽţֻҪȵԮͿǰл......˯ĺܳû㡣"
"ʮĵ......"
̫סҵĸҲȥϵᣬ"ˣСƢˣһͻ"
һ·Ҹ̫ɽսɽһ
ƽ......
ҿŹǰƽһʱЩӦ˺üүҲð
"ôˣ"
"ү......"ֹ"ƽ֪ˣүҪƽߡ"
ЩطԾûɵһ󲻰
"Զ֮ôҲ⡣"
̫Цֵ"·ϲǸ˵˽Ӧǵô"
"²ٿ˰ɡ"̫һѵ"ȥүСƵĿһ·ء"˵ЦǺǵߵ
"үȥɣ"
Ǻֻܴվôһʹ͸ҵ·
ҹڶڵʯͷϣƽҲһߡ
"Զ֮㻹бԮô"
"ԶӻоŵµԮ"
"Լʲôʱ"
Ĭһ"Ļ......"
ҿ˿죬Ӧ磬Ҳ˵ǻҪ8СʱܵȵԮ8Сʱ......ڴɵôʮڹؿڸɵ8Сʱ糿ͻΧ֪ģù8СʱҲؿˣȲǻ
"ﲻȫ"վ"ǲ㣬ڴһûӪؿ϶µǶˣһʱ²ǻԭĵطҲܻᱻ˲"
"ү......"
һִƽĻ˳Լ˼·˵ȥ"ǻ⣬ڴʮһֻҪһһѲܰ"
......ôѩܲصȥأиԱܱܷ纮뿪ò˼ʱǾܱڻĽҰ⡣
߸̫֪Щô
µһѿ쵶ֻ࣬Ǻʹץ
"үʲô"ƽԾҡ
"Ұѵϣֲ"Ұƽ
ƽ۾ôģ"ǻᱣүģү......"
"ʲô"̫߳Ķң"û硣"
"......"
"ʲôⲻҪȥô"
"ġ"
"ã͡"
"ҡ......"
̫ϵıǣѽҿôࡣ
ʵʵ˵ɡ
"˻Ӫ"ҿһ̫ӵͷ˵"ڴһԮֲܼʱ......ԣ......"
"סǣסڴʮ"
"ϲסҲ԰ԶԶ"
"֮أ"
࣬ûôֻ֪࣬ڴɱ˭Ҳˡ
"ڴץסвô"
ð˳ҵͷǿסʣ"Ҳץס"
벻ǻץסң仰û˵ȻɽȻǻȻ뾡һа취ѲˣôǴ󷽵Լаɡ
̫Ťͷҵۡ
"㲻ǾˣԼͷϡ"
"ڴﲻ⣬ûдôϵ"
"ҿȥ"
ȥҺεЦЦ"Ǵ"
ˣϻᰡ߸һֱ㲻Ըս߸춼˵ˡ
"˵˵ȥ㻹Ϊ߸ô"
"ڣô˵Ϊȥô"
߸ڣһһȥֵܼԮãֲס......һɡ
"ɵӡ"̫̾һ"Զ֮ɡ"
߹ҵ۾"ߵҲǵ......һѾȥˡ"
......
ʱˣԽԽס
"Զ֮......"ҷŵ"ȥòãĺܼ켱ˡԶ֮ˡ"
㿴һ۸ɴԶԶġ
"ƽȥҺôұ֤һ·ĻƽҲµġ"Ŀƽ
"Ҳүȥ̫ӲӦġ"
"͵͵ȥ"
ƽ˿Χˣɫҡҡͷ
ŭվ̤ߡ
"ȥģ"һֱĿ̫ſ۾ҡ
"ҪС⡣"
̫Ц"ô㲻¶ôڶɡ"
"ôҽⲻ"
"ãȥ"
Һ̫߳ɽ"ôѽСô"
춼ûôԺڶտյʲôûҽʲôѽ
̫ӺһǿӲҵ֡
޿̣һ˦У"ΪʲôΪʲôȥ߸磬һ𶼲ôҲˣǸôãһһҲô"
ҿŴ̫Ӻ޷ȵĴ£"㶮ʲôһʲôˣϲƫ̻㣬˳صϻλǸע߸ϵˣأͬһ׵ĶʲôûУȨˣ֪֪ҲԸطѨһĹңΪǸĻΪһ17ꡣ"
ĺҵҳѩһۡ
"ʮĵܣ˵Щ......ġ"
"͵ʵĻ֪ġ"ס"̫Ӹ㣬ȥ߸ɣԤҾûʱˣ......߶һô"
ûҾʱ˵"ϼˣԼҪСġ"

Ҵ߸µʿƽһ·ɳۡ
߸ˣȵҡ
96

һɽȣƽɽ䴩
"жԶ"
"ˡ"
ҵͷǰߣƽͻȻסҵͱҹһʯͷ档
ֻһ̤Żѩֹһˡ
һ߹ǲĵط෴ȥ
Щ˴յķΣ߸Ѿɽˡ
ĵĵȽŲʧĵɽ
"ô¡"ƽ
ƽǣ"ҲǺүֻҺúñ㣬˵ֻҪͻΧս½һȥԶ¶ûͬ˵"
"ʱ̫Ӹ˵Щʲô"
ƽһµ"̫Ҹү仰˵ףһ·˳硣"
Ķʲôա
"߸ôֲɽأ⵽ȥѽ"
"ү𼱣ܻҵġ"ƽοңﴩС
ǲ֪еֻƫƧС˵Ҵ
߸ʿǰ̽·ʱؾǰеķ
ѾʧֻǴߣɳ̵ʱ򲻾ڲ֪ȺɽΡ롣
ϵĻѩƽʿǶֹס˽Ų
ԶԶĵط˵һԽԽԽԽ糱һɽ𵴡
֦ܵ׷»ѩս˻
"սģүսġ"
Źķȥ
ɽѪݺᣬսд֮ƵôĶǡ
һƬ⽣ӰһǷֱһӰ
߸ʹŻƽ׵ڴ
ڶϺ죬ľһŵôӹ
رסĲѩۣ֪սҴҪȥĵط
ͻȻһ޴ıըµʱ羲ֹһֱ¡¡ԽԽѹסؼһС
ѩըѩ
ɽϵѩӿ£һпɵĶڱѩ֮ǰ˵ϡ
һЮߴӣߵ¡¡òϢһ˺ҵ塣
޴ѹҪǻеĿȫһֱһоֹ
ȵٴۣɽһƬããģڲԶӰһɫĿѩķԡ
ǸɫӰҡһʧȥ֧ŵļ͵̱ѩϡ
"߸......߸硢߸硣"
תͷЦЦ紺Цա
"ҪȥʮĵܣҪȥ"˽§ҵ
ؼ׳ĵ߸վƶ˵ɡ
"Բ𣬾Բ"
ҿѪһεεĴĴ׹䣬ЦŶ˵Բ
ݺҧ˵ϣѳȥȴĿ߸ƶ׹䡣
ʲôǻؼʧɫֻʣһӰĸѩеӰ
ҵ磬Ĳһ˿
ϹŵЦݣ˯һպϵ˫סڵӣʲôʱٿҡ
֪䣬ģԭůûҰĵ
ңҲҪٺֿһӡ
ҵĻ
ҪػҲֿ
ذ§ؿڣҪůҲ䡣
ᣬڵһů͹ͻ۾ҡ
ĺ󱳣ҽذ͵ڣô۰ôܶһˡ
߸磬ۿ......
Ҫ˵ԲҲ㣬Ҷ㣬ֻҪ㿴ҡ
Ҳġ
£ңҲſ㣬Ҫһ
߸ôôѪ......
˶ǰ̽̽߸Ȼ̾Ϣ
"㣬ֹѪ"
ԶվĿҡ
Ϊʲôû˰ңǶΪ߸ô
ҧֵ˺һƬ˿ڣҲ
Ҫ
һֻƣůڵעҵ壬ֽ߸ڡ
"߸磬أô"
ֻҪһֱͬ˵ֻҪͻϣ
һֻƿݵ߸ߣɢҺ߸Уһζû
"ллī"
ī§סҺ߸硣
"߸......߸磬˯ˣҰɡ"
Ħ"߸Ѱɡ"
ǰѾʲôظܵһҪһֱ§ڻ
һֻúһʹҾ͵ڰС

ģ
"С"ͷ
ô߸أ
һµƿҵīƿѩС
ΪʲôʿͷײΪʲôϹųİ󴣬оԹҵöǰ׵......
"ʲô"Źһصˡ
˭f
"£ѾȥˣýϢɡ"
"˭˵ȥˡ"ƴ"ǴҾҪôſҡ"
"ʮĵ"̫סң"ȥˣ......Ѿˡ"
"ҲšǺŵòӦ߸磬ӦңҲţӦ......"
ְ˽ŵʲô"ſ"ҷһֻ־ͻһֻסҡ
Ҳ֪˭Ҳ֪ҧ˭ֱ֣һѪǲڨڨַſҡ
߸羲ţú룬ɫ׺鱦ʯ
ͷҲһ˿ң˳ĺڷɢϡ
"߸"ҽڻ
ﰲûͼҡ
§ͷҼϣ˵
߸ԣһĿҾ߶
֪ʲôʱ˶˷סҵļ磬е͵͵ĳ
"Żôˡ"
Żֵ۾ģ"ʮĵܣ߻ַɡ"
""ҹִҡͷ"һ֣ǾͻǷֿҲˣҪ߸һ"
Ұ߸§ס˫ָֻš
""̧ͷϣ˺ܶ࣬ãȻ۹ϻ߸ϡ
"ߣôߣôߡ"
ϵҲŻֺ̫һһҵķס
............߸......
ҵ͵ЦЦ߸ΪҵĻϧû뵽עĵ
Һֻһô
ôѾĻĸһ뿪ѣ......
ǲǾͿԱһС
Цᣬҿ߸ҲڶҲúЦɡ
߸ɵû㣬һŻʲô塣

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"ſɡ"
Ҳš
""ҵ⣬ƴҡͷ߸ؿڣҲҪǣ
ߵ̾Ϣڷſҡ
ֱӰĺϢҲ̧ͷ
ĵûһˣ"߸磬Ƕֻʣ"
ķƽţѳȡ
䣬һţ߸Ҳɣұš
"߸磬ǻůů"
"߸㻹ǵôӺСӵĹô"Ц
"һкܶأһǧһҹаͽֵܣѹ"߸ֺҰϸš
"һкܶܶĸ裬߸磬Ѱɡ"
߸һ㶯ûС
"֪ˣҲ㣬ȺúЪţҸ㳪òá"
"ÿ߸硣"һһϸ"ɫôãۻô촽ûѪɫˡ"
̾ĵʹ"Ҳãʲôæﲻϣ߸Ҳġ"
ҡҡͷ˵Щˡ
߸ϲʲôأ˵ֻҪҳϲ
"Цݣůů˸жյʹҵ......"Һ۽ǻ䣬ұ۸ĿҵϷ𶯵ӣһҳ׸鲻Խҵ......
߸ѽ߸磬ǶôɵѽʱԼĸ飬жӿԻζ
һһ飬ƮƮĺôһҲֻҪߣֻҪܿ
"ôˣôô"
һŭ𾪵һһ
ۿԶŭվԱߣһץסҵҪ롣
""ҿʼ"ȥȥ"
"ԶԶ֡"īԶָ
Զң"ˣܷŲ"
"ûô"ҺԶһ
"߸ģУ......"Ҳ֪ʲôס߸"ûᶪҡ"
⼸˵úܼᶪңҲᶪһ
"ôΪ˷β¶ȻǰһӲʬ塣"
"Ϊ㱧ͻˣ˾ˣ಻㱧ŵľһʬ塣"
һǶԶϡ
īԼ֣͵͵˵"ԲԶȥɡ"
Զ۾׺ݵĶƬ̵"ӡ"˵תī"㿴ˣҲˣִԲô"
"Զ"ī񱳶ҵ͵͵˵"......Ҳˡ"
Զ˺һīŻع
"ī߸û"˵
ҵͷЦЦ
"˵ġ"ַؿڵ"Ұĸ߸磬Ǿͬˣ"
""ؿڵ"úܻ졣"
ЦīҲЦţͷԼ۸ϣ"ү˯һȥЩԵ"
۵ļЩʪǴīºʣҰ߸ıְӸ߸˸ǡ
֪Ӧ˯Ƥܲһ
Ҫ˯Ҫ˯㻹߸ءģģ˵
˯......
"ԩԩ"
ҵͷ
֡
"ʣǶĴҲôӦչʮĵܣҲӦʮĵܣеһЩȥԶ·ϡ"
"˵ҪȥԶ"
"˵ʮĵһֱȥ뿴ĪˣֻҪս½˴ʮĵ......ϧ׵̫"
ۣƤǧôҲ
˹ңı˼εΪץ̫û
"......"
̾Ϣ"ˣǶһɡ"
£ֱһĿҺ߸
"߶......"Һܽ
"ǸʵĴ......֪עĵʶôֵܣ......"
"߶ڱôʲϷϵZ¾Сʮô......ǸʺģʲΪӻѡ"
"......Ѳһλ󽫾һλ⵽Ҵ˻ˡ"
"߶㰮ܵʤǲǣǲǾͲôˡɵӣ㿴һֱ۰ô"
߸֪㰮ӦΪ㰮Żô
Һſڸģ߸ûйκˣޣ߸ûֻ˯ˣһֻ̫ˡ
ҳҲ۾ߺ߶ûֻһ̾Ϣ
һζжϵ˴Żݣ˾˵......ɽˡ
ŶɽˣҲ
ѹ˸ڹһһĶֱҺ߸綼ϣǲĻ
ǰһ˿Լ֪ʲôԣᵽ˵Ӧ棬ˣҵӰɣŬק߸·ոջס;ʲôصĴһ¡
ڿ˯ˡ

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""
óն˶˯ĸεļһ
Ժץ绰úŵЦ
"ûɣҾ֪϶ڴϣ"
"ѵãôô硣"
"ٺ٣һͱӳˣûѽ"
ҴĴǷ"л"
"˯ӣ˵˵"
"С档"ͲǱߴͯ
ҷۣ裬ô̺ӵô
""ϸϸ"̲칤̫Խ첹"
""ӦţҲ֪ö"棬Ҹ˺öóԵġ"
"ʲôѽ"µ£
"˰ɿţɣģûȫ꣬Ҹء"
"ѽ"ƤСӻģкóԵûҡ
"̣˵ףտ"
գ
"̣˵ִһ꣬ⳤҲҪۡ"
......ôڮٽôһͷߵŵ绰Ƕ˵ĿЦ
"ġ"
"Ͻ㣬ףտ֣ǺǺǺǡ"
ôһףҺֲˡ
ϴţߵʱʲôյ⡣
շƣ飬İɣҺСóͣҪɿĺˡ
۹ⲻƳߵŮ٣ͷҪȲҪ¶ȵ˿ࡣ
Ⱥֱô˿......㴩ⳤѥϥҲѽ
ٺ٣Ůˣһɶ
һɿĳ˹ҵжԶӿ죬""ľ죬ֻԼ......
ĵǳԲ......

"ôãδȥ"
"С......"
"ҲѽҪתȫˡ"
"Ѿ......Ѿˡ"
׼һ۾ŷ˶ңܲ˼ضЦЦҽţƽ׽˵Ĵк"λˡ"
ȻһֽУ"ôһģ벻Ҫˡ"
̸ͣУȻЭ顣
ҳʱǸŷ˻߶һСӣҶЦŵͷŷҲЦ
Цһ㶼ů˴
ԶС˵"߸Ͳô"
"ǡ߸Ҫȥ"
"......Ѿˣȥô"
"֪"
"......Ҫʲô......ÿ"
"ֻҪһ꣬Ҫһ꣬ſԽѡ"
꣬񣬾߸......

ԭ֪ˣ߸磬߸
"߸"
͵ǰȴһƬ
"С"ֱץס
"߸磬߸ء"
"ߡ"ֱһϡ
"ϵưɣ뿴"
ûӦ"ī"̽ĽУ"㻹ô"
"ڡ"ī񰲸ŷ£"ɽӪկҲ˲٣𶼱ѹסˣȰ˯ڿҲһġ"
"ʺ̫Ӹأ"
īĬһ"ܣ¡"
Ŷұۣ"ī񣬵Ȼ븸ʺ̫ӹһ˺ôҪͬ˵"
īӦĴҵļ磬庢һ
"ʮĵܣʮĵܡ"ң"ʮĵһѣҪˡ"
ۣ"ôҹߡ"
"ǣʲܳڱ߹أҪҹϻȥ"
ұ"߸"ץʲôҲûץ"̫ӸҪ߸һ"
Ҽţֱҷŵһ϶û
"̫Ӹ"ץס½ǣ"Ҹ߸һô"
˻һ̫ӷȥųӶ
ˣĲƬ룬ǸһڳΪʲôҺ߸һҪôôӳأ
ţֲָ̫
""ͷ͵͵ĽУղһҵͷײڳϡ
"ʮĵôˡ"
"̫Ӹ"ҽץס֣"ҪȥģΪʲôҸ߸һ"
"ֻô"
ҵͷ
"Ѿˡ"
"ûУ߸ûܾ֪ķ"
"һҪΪŪӻôΪʲôΪʲôͲбˣ£һ"
סң"ҿԴȥҿԸһҪĶʮĵܣߺôˡ"
"һչһӣʮĵҺô"
......ԭ
"һúô㣬һãҲһί"
"ſ"
""ĺܽյҼ
"ſ"ҼӴ
һɿҾֽŲõ
ѩҲףڣҿˡ
ϵĻѩû˽űÿһܼѣұȥұҪ߸ȥֻжſԾ
·ܲƽҼһһӵǰߡ
ǰ˵ʱһ˱סң"ſңſ"
"ſ㣬ſȥô"
"ܡ"
"ҹܣΪûϵôôã㣬㻹ô"
ֱѹ£һֻҵ죬Ǹʹ˽˱ңҪѿȫߡ
ͷʹ֧Ķ
ŷĿԽԽҵķҲԽԽҿϢʱڷſҡ
"̫......"û˵꣬ѹ
ұѹѩϣһһ"ΪʲôֻΪʲô㲻ܰңұƷˡ"
"ſ......ſ........................̫............"
紵ڳϣһŪؿһ߰쵽סҡ
ҷһеֿ
""ϵҲͣһָֻղȥᡣ
ƿ֣ɢŽĴӡ
"ʲô"סҡ
ʲôô
"ҪôãҸ㡣Щ֮Ǹ߸ģٲֳҵҲʡ"
ֹܾãĸ·ϵϴӡ
"ҵ˾ߵķӡ"ң"֪ô"
"֪"
"ĸԸ"
ҵͷ
Цܲ
"㣬ô᣿ʲôƻ㡣"Щҧгݣ"ΪҲԸ"
"Ϊ˭˭ƻ"
ƿᣬҶ߶µվֱ̫ң"ߴˣȥ"

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ǵĻعܴ𶯡
ӽӪҵĶ߾û徲ܶΪ˵˵ǵġ
"̫ڻˡ""ȥϡ""ŵ¹˰ˡ""ɫôô"
ɫʲôģ̫ɫðɣӪһĬĬرߡ
˭˵һӵ˸Ϣ˺Ĵˮ̫ӸҲ˴Ӹҡ
촽"졣"ͳ
һůθĽ
"̫............"סŲ֪οڣڸ˵߸һ......ú߸ߡ
""˫ץס"Բ"
ʵ˵Բ˵úΥģѽҿü̫ӣ߸Ҳôġ
ԽԽίֹסص
˸Ĭ̫˵ҲǷҲǡ
"С"һ˫Ҷʱޡ
"̫ӵ"īεȥǹ˰ɡ
ţʲô״Ҳֻ̫ӳȥĽŲ
"Ҵȥ"īһϲ·ЬϸĴá
"̫Ӵ֮үͱоˡ"īұ߱˵
ԭɽ̮һϣǲ֪ʱǰһΪǱ˹ʧ񣬽̫˭û˯һòѹһûü˾ͽһƵĻְȫȵס
Ϊ̼Ϣ˳ƾ磬ǳȥӵɸ봫飬̫ӡŻֺͻϾͳұ̫ӼдӪ߸类Ƶоʣһ߸粻κ˿ùľŻ־һֱ⡣
ӻòᡣ
о⣬ŻֻǹŸأ湻ܵġ
ϲ֪ӦΪ۰һǿҸոä۵ķϾȻҽȥˡ
Ϸλؾұ߸鳵ϣһ·īչңŻҲʱʱؿҹĨǵҺͻ϶˵Щʲô
ֻЦЦ˵˵һصȻ֪ˡ
鳵˳ţҲܼڳīͷϲ˿׽鳵ԡ
ȻΧ͵͵ѹֵĳ֪ӭ߸һ١
꣬ǴܲҲô˿ֻǵʱӭӵʻͻֽǮˮ
ĽĿһֱעıӰڳҵǰһƬڡ
ûлعҲûȥԼĸۡͬ鳵һȥ̫
ͬ߸һԡի䣬߸һ϶ڰǰϡ
ҲʲôֻĬĬɹ......߸ҹϸҵλ㣬ɹ......᳤ߵصס
ĸֶ̫
ҾĹţӳԵķƲѾˣ......
""
ҳԾûͷ"ĸ"
""
һûͱĸӵ
"ɵӣҪȥĸ㲻Ҫȥ㸸˵ϸǧȥĸֻʣһˡ"
"ĸ"ˮ
رңˮһεεϡ
ҵ֣ʹҵġ
Ǻ˽̡ܲ
"ﲻãﱣԼĺӣȥһϣﲻʺʲôҪֻҪҵĺƽƽ"
"ĸĸ"ұ
""ץҵֺܼе˵"ߺòãʲôҪȥ£ǲȥʲôλҲûʲôʲôòá"
""ϻ䣬ҽ˵ÿһ仰"ǻ߸أܶ߸粻ܰ"
"߶......"
"ѾǷˣ߸ѹһȺõТһҪһ߸Ȼġ"
"Ҫȥ"סң"Ҫȥƭģﲻȥﺦ˲߶ٺ㡣"
"ߣﲻ㣬ֲ֯κ۾"
"Ҳߡ"ұϡ
"£ϵޣҲֻǻعλѣϿ͸硣"
Ҹ˵øƵģԼǧĻó
㲻㴫⽨˼룬ҹһǣЦݳûҲ֪ˮȴΪϼ˶
"ʱڵĿģ캢ɻЦ캢һΧߣµҶǺͷ˺ﳪֻҪǵú޴ڡ"ڻʹܿһ˵˻ұá
"߸עĵ̫󣬵߸˻ʵһúõТ˳һѹķٲʢ"
߸һñκ˶ãҲӵİɡ
"ʱ߸Լİˣкܶܶĺӣʱ͸ʲôֻҪЩСͿˣǻһһҵ͵ȽĽүү̡߸ĻʺһЦſ......㿴ô"
ҿˣ԰ＸСһĺΧŰ׷ԲԵˣ߸ŮվһԴЦǼӽүүϥʹһ
ʺѾֹ˿"ѽǺܺá"ҵͷ
"ҵľأڻҲû˾ѽЩҸҪȥôﲻҪǸũ"
"ЩҵĴҲ֦ͷ˾Ͳн£ڳͷң̰ҪҽһжҺѪ⻻ġҲҪˣĥҵĺӣϹûϵҵĺӰɡ"
"㣬ҵĺӣҴʲôҪǰɣҵĺ"
"ûõ"
""ͻȻʧʹޣ"ҲҲãͷҰɣҵĺӡ"
""ʺĿ˵̴ӡ
̴ȰǷֿ"˺ҵĺӣҪҵľ......"
Զȥϥסһһµĳʹ
ҪޣûµģֻҪ߸ѹû£ʱһʲôʹᱻʱһʺͻ߸õѡ
Ҿôͷһֱţֱ˸·
"īôˡ"̧ͷǰ
"㽲ʲôǲǻܱҿĸܵĶСҲҪͬҽЩô"
"ᣬҲƭīҲûôͨ"ǣһǣղŶˡ
"Ǻãһ䣬Զڵţ͵ȫĵط"
"أ"ʣ"Ҳƭ㣬Ҳƭҡ"
"һװ""Ϊʲô"
ĬƬ̣"Смɰվү"
˵ֵ"ԼҲ֪ɣô嶯ԡ"
̾˵"ȥɹүѹܼ㣬ǿһžۣɹҲԶὫүʬװڷβԣү¶һֱ˯һβĴ˵ģǻһϣ"
"أ"
Ĭš
"ȥ׿òҵĵܵܣ׵......һĲ"
"īҶӲ˵ѣҸûôߣǸ˽ˣºʹ¼į......ҲҸû˹°˲ӦңһںڰеȴϣȴһɡīҸµ"
"߸㲻һǻǿĻŻ¡Һ˽׵»ȥɡ"
""΢
ߵĺ˽"Ѹ߰ɡ"
"ī񣬻ϵĴһ֪ˣӴԺڲһȣ㻹кܶҪء"
ֱ˽ץס"īһежҪҰ꣬ҪѧУҪԭһ𾴵ķӡ"
£֣"īÿ˶ʹҵĸҲʹȻҺԹԡҰɣȥһˡ"
"С......"§סң§ôô
ãһ˫ҵ촽ҵۡüëͷ......øڴϡ
һһ£ˮŪʪҵ
"ī......"
סҵĻ"Һúÿ㣬......һҾߣҴӦúõĻţһ÷......СҶ࿴һ"
§ڻḧҵıһһСؽ"СС......"
""һӦ
ۣǰһƬ
Ҳ֪Լ˿۷仹֮ɵǺǵȥ
"߸"ժһ""
Цŵͷ
ЦеʻȻʧɫ......ҫۡ
ҿþƲۡ
"߸磬߸......"
һ֣ûлû߸磬ǰǺڳһƬ
"С"ֱסīߵ......
߸绹ڣһֱû뿪ҡ

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īԶ˲õʹһĽŲ
""
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ֱסҸߡ
"ʶԲ㡣"
Цˣ仰ǵڶ˵һ߽ʱ˵ģ˵ʶԲ㣬˾˵ֻܾߣ˵Ծܾʲǿ㡣
Щ֪Ҳ᲻߸硣
"ʣԸ߸硣"ҹ¡
"˾ٽ㲻ҪǿĲ㡣Ҳ᲻㡣"
"֪ҲָʣǾĸԸġ"Ұͷϥϡ
úô飬ҵһμȰĸҵͷ˵ʲô˵ã˵˷ΪūĹ涨ʱûԥ
˵ĸܺã˵Ҫɴ˵֮߸ƹ£˵˺ܶܶ......ͻȻͣҵ°ʣ"޲޸ʡ"
Ц"ޡ"ôȥһոʧȥӵˡ
"Ҳ޸ʡԼѡô޸ʡ"
"......ûкúõչ˹......"
ϥϲ˲䣬"ʮĸأҲָʺңҵǸʸֻҪס͹ˡ"
ˣϧҿĲ֪ϵʲôӡ
ֻǾһˮҵ......
͹......
һԱߵȵķסң̤˺ܹ⻬·棬Խ߽ŲԽƣֱͣ
ʵ۰ҵֽһ˵ϡ
"ʹ롣"
"ߺ"ֵ˵
""뿪̲סУŲͣȴ֪Ҫ˵ʲô"úչԼúðĸ"
ǣֻҪǹĿ־ûʲôźˡ
ŲԶȥֱžһƬ
""˾ҵ֣"ߡ"
һˮأˮᵽ㡣
վˮ·£ˮ......
"ˡ"
˫ֱһ߸ߵĹ̶Ϸм˫ϴҵһġϸµġϴ
ϰʱѾЩ㱣ֻ֪ǲͣİҷȥһĵϡ
ΧˣȵĺϣϵԹ̶ңҾһȺм䡣
ֵЩ˿дʲô壬СɴСֱȫֹͣ
ϵ˽............Ŵ·......ٽߵˡ
µû......
Ҵţأ
""r
˾ң"ߵѾúˡ"
һ·ͣ޴ĥһɺ
"......"
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䣬ڱһҴ˸ֺţ̤һֻţϸСʯ漴
"ˡ"˾˵ͻȻұǰߡ
ΧŲĻ"ߵ¾ǰ"˵ҡ
ˣΧָһĳš
ǰ߸
ã߸ҡ
ұ߸羲ŵȴδ֪ˡ
......

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ұ߸羡㣬ǰɽһбʲôҿҸܵõЩķֵĹ
ĴŴֵģҵĽţ䶯һֻǣüǵ
ǣҲֻǺǣںԼҿ԰οԼǺܿɰûж⣬ҲֻǺ......
һҾͲôˣһĴĴֲңôˮ
"Ҫ񣬷ſҡ"ⴥҪϵȥŴС
ҵĺһеĶסˣ޴ʧˣЩСҲԶҡ
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"ǺǺǺ"ڽЦ"һ΢Ȼң"
ЦΧĹ
"ǣ㣬"
Ǹһ"ҲΪκ£Ψһһˣҵˡ"
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ӲСҪͣʲôôϻ
"̣Ҳ¡"
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"ң"Ц"㣬վվȣʲôң"
⵹ǣֻǵǸĶԻôһ治֪
"ֻҪ߸磬ҰԼҪʲôҶ"
Ҿĵţϰ¡
"Ҽ㣬Ҳ㻳Ǹˡ"
ţûͷûԵһ仰ҵ˼·
"Ǵ㡣"
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"ʱûôǿǸսȥͿʼ޺˾ιȥˣ硣"
˵ĲңֻһӺ
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һô
ЦԱߵЦҿ
"죬̬"ץ𿿽ҵһӹȥ
һʱһƬž
"ܺЦôЩûûεˣԣǸͲˡ"ұ˱ۣ"ûҪôԴҲ㣬ûͬû飬㿴ЩоȻЦó"
һХһʹ
"Ƕðҵĳͷ"
ҽɴ۾㿴Ҳʾ
ͻȻЦ"ӻɰѽʵӦøлңʯھĬᱻŪúܲҡ"
"Ϊʲôң"
"˵ôҪͬסҪǱŪҸ˭ѽ"
"Ͼ߸硣"
"Ҫû"
ֻüһʹһյֱͨԡ
"ۿ"
ǰһƬ죬ĺɫȴһŰ׺ӰƯţܶİɫ׻һ֣һľ޴һ......
"Ҫ£ֻʱܿ壬Ի߾߸ķ"ǸɫӰ˵
ҿ˿߸磬òһֻһ߷ɫ壬Լȴǻġ
"㿴ԶɫĹôȥͻῴһɫӣӽҾͻô߸硣"
ֻøôô
"ߺߣȻûôףΧŽ磬õʱһͻҷ"
"ȥɣһӦʲô"
ҷƽ߸ɫĹܿҾߵ˹ľͷҲûпʲôӡ
"ǰһ磬ȥ㿴ʲôʲôҪᣬסһҪõ֣õ֮ǧҪͣҪѸ˳硣"
ҽŽɵǰ̤һ......

101
һĹֻʴ۵Ҳ˰ɡ
ҵҰؿϰ챦ʯǶĺð̡
ůϵķ綼ܰ㡣
˯һ
أ
һˣԶһСһźɫӾڰա
תתʹһ
ҵӦþɡ
""
һš
"ĸ"
ʺЦӯӯĵͷ"ɵӣĸ"
"㸸ʺ߸ء"
߸......
ⲻġ
߸粻Ӿ
"߸Һúÿ㡣"߸ŻʺߣЦ
"ɵС߸㣬߸籧òá"
˸ҶõĿǡ
Цգգۣſ˫ۣ˵""
"߸һֱڵ㣬Ѿ˺þúþãҵˡ"
֪Ҳڵ......
ҿ۾գһգͲˡ
""΢΢ü"Ϊʲôأ߸㣬ǲٷֿ˺ôԶһ"
Զһ......ٲֿ......
ˮʱۿ
"Сޣ߸Ҳ뿪˺òá"
ĶЦû˵Բ˵Ҳ뿪......
񱻵һ
֪ǲģҲ뿪ٿһһ
߸磬Ұ㣬֪ôҰ㡣
ǿԼۣ߸......һ......
ӷ֣Ӧþǰ
"С磬㲻á"
С......С......
ҳԾۣǰľ任һ翵ɽ
һŮӵסң񴿽覵ˮûһ˿覴á
"С磬㲻ãƭģ㲻Ӧ⣬ԭͲ"
"˭"
Ц"ʥŮһƻǣʥŮµģԪ飬ӣûԪ顣"
Ŀң"ӣЩ²ִ̫ȥɣ㻹иʺĸ"
ҡͷ"ҲܻȥҪ߸硣"
"Ҫ"
ҵͷ
ûЦ⣬"עֻܻһζС磬ΪѾܶˣô˭ܼǵ㣿޼ֵǸӦ֪ô"
"ҵĻȥɣѾȫң˭δ֪ĲŻȫѣưһ츣ҲһΡ"
Ҵֵ"ΪѳԵÿܵҲ"
"߸ô죿"
"ֻԹãС磬ΪҪأҪúðա"
ҳţ"лл㣬һҪ"
ЦĿң"ȻǸ˻ھһӣʹ࣬ǾǺǸ֮ˣͲǵ㣬ỨǰµӵұкܶཿֻӰӶʣ£ֵôô"
"һҪԵԼС磬ҪΪԼ㣬ͷɡ"
"С"˵"һ룬㴩ŻܰٹصӣָΪƸΪȨƣΪòȨǮôЩѴ֮Ϳ֣ЩԺ绽֮꣬ﾡСܻΪ߸ѹʱһҲûʲô쳤ؾá"
̧ͷЦЩǿ
"£С磬ðչϺӣʷһ"
"ҲҪ£ֻ߸ЩҸʸõԭġ"
"е߾֮˶˽ģΪǵĺá"
ѽȻ˶˽ҲûʲôԹ"֪ܼܲס޹ؽҪֻҪúҾˡ"
"㡢㡢Ǹ"ҧгݵ˵"ΪõԪôô"
Цǰ˸ƯƣǿӶʱһ㱡ĹȦЦ䣬Ȧ·˲ɷĩ
"ôֻҪҲͬһ"
˵ȥӰΧɽ͸Ҳͳͳ
"ȥɣòԪģȥʵۺͱҪأ"
õȻôһõμסӵλãǰ......
ʹ......Сڷɿǡ
ֻ˲ȴ˺ܶ......ۿԪ飬ȴû˳......
ĿðܣҲֲ֧סڵϡ
ΧԽԽԽԽܣŬ֣"Ԫ......"
͸ҶƬҿһֳĴҾ
......ۣһƬ......
һɫӰҸһһϵ˵ʲô
汿ţҳϣûʱˣ߸......һʱ......
ϻۣؿѹһʯƵô
ͻȻһˮϣһѹ
ɵľֻǸӰ࣬ϡóǸˡ
"汿Ǹ˵ô˽ʲôҪҪѸ˳ߺߣҵĳˡ"
"㻹ҪҪˣ"
Ŭһ۵"Եʱ̫ˣʱֻ²"
ֵͣͣ"Ԫ˽ʱһʱص׵ˮᵹ࣬ʱ߸绹ûѹֻ»ˮס"
ܿߵһ߸ߵʯ̨ڵϻʲô˸ִָǾҺ߸ȥ
߸ڻķϣתͷң"ֵܣҪѪ"
ָָϣ"Ҫڰʱ֮ѪϵķȷתͻѪ䵽߸ѪԽѵԽ졣"
˵ȥͻȻתͷ"㻹ô"
ʲôҲûУΧʯͷҲ
ӣͷһӡ
սӶֵľݺݴ£һɺɫ......
ʱ......ѪԽԽ......
˶£Ѿȫûֻ֪ѪСϪһʣ۾Ѿʲôˣǰֻһȼյͼڣ߸ɫӰıãһһ......á
Һ߸ᶨ˰ĵ
߸촽ҸܵĺƤڲ߸Ҫô
ϧҿˣʲôˣֻ䣬䣬ڱһ
ͨһұƮƶһ
߶ˮ๾ֱꡣ
ǰֳƬһɵСȥġ
"߸磬߸磬⻨ô"
ɵСѽܲô
ģģˣҲʧȥɫһرڰɡ
......˰ɡ

102
˹Ϲڵ·ҰԹǸ̬ⶼ˻ҴװҲ˵׼׺·
Ұƭġ
֪ôҾͲĹ¡
ǺǣЦ뵱ҸֺʱܷҼϵĳڲȴһ׷ʲôˮ
Цô֪ˮʲôӣ񻰴˵ðɡ
׷ʣұթҺóԵĻҼ·ȻҾͲ˵
ϧ̫̣ҰѰɹȵйĹ޼ӳҲ˶ꡣ
̬֮Ĭ˼ңˣҪҶҪԼˮ
ס˵߾ߣͰ˻ûҸˣȽĵǸ˼Ŀ˵ҵһȥ
Ÿһȥ
ʰöǰҾͺ
ҷǽû߼ͿʼڵϺһƽϢ
˭֣ԼʧѪ̫ˮ˰죬Ǹ̬˵"ûôģԸͱĸɸƵģôԼȥҲǰǷߵ̨ô㼱ʲô"
վ˵ۣ˵Ҫˮɽ˵߸ˮף˵ܲô
˵"ĵƫ󵹣ˮ˰ɣߺߣҪǿҰԪķҾ㡣"
˵"׺ò鷳Ұ۾һΣҳȥǸòá"
˵ƻ"ֻҪӦһҾκ㣬ô"
ҡͷˣһӣǻɱҰɡ
ܽթ˵"ô᲻߸磬ǺǺǣ֪ٺòˡҲκ㻹ܶôġ"
"ߣС"
""
ҴŶһ߸ߵͷ......塣
"ô˵ҲҾģ˺üĹأһһģôͦϧ......"
ʹۣ"ٺ٣㱾ͦô"
ЦҶĳǽչص̫Щң֮ȱԲԴΪȤ
ңҶ֮⣬̬Ҳһ㲻ȻǰҲͣø¡
ưƵ......
ҷʯվһߣҳȥҲ˵£˵֪һ׼ڡ
Ϊʲôȴôڿˡ
ֱ뿪˵"ڱȲգúõǧȥܲúˮֵ"
ʹĵͷ̬ȺõñСѧϿҡ
Ķһһ飬̾ҲϹ˸ʲô"ҹ㣬֮أԺͻס"
"Ϊʲô"һҶʮΪʲôˡ
ҵͷ"һҾȫ㡣"
ǺǣңԼҴ𰸡
ұŸͼ·²̤ϻؼҵ·
ԶˮһЩԥǻʧʧѽڲߵǸ̬Ⱳ¶ûߵĻˡ
ֲ̽̽أˮֻҾʹ˸
ȥ......᲻ᶳɱ
Һ˼ҪҪȥô죿
а취ˣҵİľȦƵˮؼඡ
Ǻǣ֪ôľȦôǾǰѿӽʪ˴Ҷѽ
ҾԾˮôأУˮĸҵôûʪģģҶûߴˮ
ôӾǵһá֣ù졣
ӴҵĽţ̫ûһڿʯͷϡ
ұŽһţо³
ҰĦ˵ĽţʹҵϢҲˣչˮȥ......
ִʱҾ֪Ҫ£Ȼͷͷۻٴ³ʱҰ˭ôȱˮװ
ʦδֻˮСϺ
ܺܺſǿ......ҡҡ칦ˣˮܺ
㲻øǺǺǺǣЦޱȻ죬Ҫ֪Ȿ»ѾʲôȦѽ
ҵ·ʳھȦϰء
Сĸȥѽңѽ۵ðʱ̵ҵıҼĿѽұ˶ʲôܶ
ε˰ߡ
һƬǰ˻Σûʲô죬Ǻҹ
·ҵĸߡ
ģ
ϸˮʲô......ֱʯڣȵȣʯôҲһ
Ī......Ī߸ɽȡ
סģۿһᡣ
ɽȣ߸ͺܽˣɽء
ɽ£ط......±ϵʯͷɹҵĺֵܡ
һǵСͽѪ
֪߸ǰᵽˡ
֪߸ʲô
......
ɽµúܼѣɽȾĵûһ̵ӡ
ƾżߣֻҪ˾ͺˣֻҪ˾ܼ߸硣
ôʱû֪ûУǲҲһֱҡ
һܾϲϲ
ĸһᱧҴ޲ֹǸأ
Ҳ˲ᣬҶ֪ԼôǣҵľŻ֡
ûǲǻӣīûлԭ⺢ǲֿʼ񷢴
СĺСأ۾֮ûǣī˵С˺ص˲֪ںûС
Ǻڴ
ˣڵϣ᲻𾢡ղߵ̫ؿ۵Ҫѿһ
ߵˣסؿҴϢϸ֣߸ɽôûˣôҲûֵ
Īߴ·ˣ
ԶСӵĻЦ
վæܹȥ
"ʣ......"
ˤڵϣ̧ͷһС
"֣֣磬֡"
жͷұһʱվ
"ʲô֣"e
"ǸǸϳ۵֡"
˽˶㣬һͱͱҵļ
"ιʲô"
˵ң
"㵽ǲˡ"ӳڱϡ
ҵ͵͵Ľһͣ"Ǹˡ"
иĽŲң"˳ú֣ôۡ"
""
תͷס"ֻ·"
"Բŵˡ"
֪Ϊʲôҳˡ
ұһ......

103
ҿϣ׼ĸɱ
"ʲʡ"ԱߵҼ򣬰ˮ
"ȵˮɣôɵıôȥ"
лҺһ׼Ƹң"źȰɣǻС"
"Ǹ"С˵"Բ𰡣͵سһǸ۲ۡ"
Цҡҡͷ⺢ӻͦɰġ
"Ҫȥʲô"
"ˡ"
Ŷһֵ"ⲡκôϧǰһúܺÿ"
ҸҪش𣬾˽У"ССĥ϶˾ǡ"
ǸСĺӷһͬǵĳ
ֵľӣҸ˵ҵһֲűСͺھεĸҵǸĩҴǵĳһͬȥǡ
"С"һң"֪ҵסô"
"ҪҪǰңһ۾ֿ"
"ˡ"Ц˵"뿪ûҵûȥ"
ҵľϹӶҵõ
"Ǿѽ"С¡
"֪»ô"
"»......"
"㲻Ǿôô»ʶ֪ǻѽ"
"......"
"ǺǺǺǣҡ"ԱЦ˵"ǻͻųɳ̵أ̻Ưء"
"ڵĻʵǻ"ʡ
"ףǲôⶼ֪϶ǻˡ"
߸ǻˣڵĻʵ߸......
"٣Цʲô"Աߵҡ
"һֱûţܸҽô"
Ǹ˺ܵĺǺЦţ"ãҸǽ"
"˵......Ǹ"ΧЦ"ǽô"
"ʹӻǻɡ"ɤӵ"˵ܵпܴһ°жȥ̫......"Щ㶣ô£ǽôô̫ˡ
"úλǻ찥Ӵò˰콵Ϲһֱ̫ļ̳ϣһֳһ̳ͬ......"
"˵ʲô"ҴĻ"˵Ҳڡ"
ԱһƬž"ѽҲڡ"
ôܣʱһĶԲѡ
˵ʲô......
Ǹ˭ΪʲôҪ࣬߸ôĵܵܣǾ˭
"ôˣ"Աߵң"𷢴ˣ쵽ˡ"
"СĲôôҵô"СҵʣҡͷҶ֪ȥô͡
ǱŰһߣȥģ߸ڻʹסűˣһȥġ
ײһ£һײϸ漴һѣ"۾Ϲˣûǹ½"
"Բ𣬶Բ"ҼæԱ߶㣬һ㱻ҡ
һɴƵڵϣԱߴЦ"ǸϹء"
߶ǽŲڵĵĵȡ
"񣬶Բסˡ"ܶһǶӡ
ƴ˵ĽŲԽ˹ȥ
"͹룬ߺá"
ֲôУԭǸ¥
վ׼ȴסˡ
"Ǳܳ谮̻¾Ҫһϡ"
"ǣǵϵ׵ܵܣôܲܳ谮˵ϰԼĸۡ͸ˡ"
㶵վǣ"͹٣͹١"ң"͹Ҫǲ÷Զ㣬㡣"
Ұ"Ҫһᡣ"
ҾԱ˵ĶԻ˵жôӢ䣬ôϧ㲻۰صضֳҲܾأ˵飬λʱûһ󳼷ԣ̫ӶһԼȥ˱߹أ˵ͨ˺˺ܶ......
˵ʵλɱҢ˴˵Һ͹......֪߸һûʵۡ
ǻ˵ַھǿҽѧãٻµĹӶѧϰүȥѧ١
ǻ˵ī˫ԣϲĬǣīְڹСĶ١
ԭ־ôãĸûʧȥӣֳûʧȥܵܣûʧȥˡ
ٺòĽˡ
ֻǶһ......ҡ
ֲҳȥҲͬ˵£ԭ֪Ҹߣ˵ҵ֮أ˵һڡ
ʲôڣֲͦԲô......վҡҡλεߡ
òٴˣȻûǸҲ֪˭߸ôôϴܵء
ѾһžˣðԺٲӰ߸Ҳٷııܵˣ˭۸ء
ˬһƬĨĨϵˮۡ
ϣʲôġ
ԲĽֲһֱڴôô˸˾Ͳˣ
˭Ǹͣװ׵˼ҵĿĹ˼ү񫣬ΪԼǽ֦Ҷˣ
˼ϲ㣬ΪƤ೤ĺã㻹ʲô
ҶһǽǸشϢ˼ڣѽѾˣײû˼үʲô㡣
ôöûҵˣôϲ㣬㻹һ͵ȥ
ɻô˵ĻǺ۰
˹Ȼ̰ģƵĿ˼
ϢƻẬЦȪɣôŷˣ̰ô
˼ҵĶôôѰⲻǳΡ
Ȼξѵʱ򣬲಻Ρ
"......"
㿴ңûˣ......ûϵɡ
μ߸ұźů......
"߸......"૵ĽУͷңҡ
ҪţҲţҵģһ˵......
μڽߣĽֵһ˶ûУμ߱ңôô磬ڽһʧõıڽһ˼˼͵ˡ
ͻȻҸһһҹ·ôôô۵ء
ǾͲҪ˰ɣһֱȥġ
ҲõĽˡ

⣺

ҶŲ豭ZٴıУ΢Ц֪ǡ
ҵ̫ӡ
"Z"֣""˵˹¶Ƥ̬ûյĳȡ
Ҫ֪ͣҵܳʱˡ
ҹЦ߳ͤ......
"νιߣҲɽ̣֮ܽʾӲҶɽڹТߣ¾Ҳߣ³ҲߣʹҲ......"
۵ģȴӽ͵
ҵһؿֵ
۵СıСѧЦſ档
ԺһʱһֱԼʱעһǲǾͻвͬĽ֡
......ûԺ
ʱܺãͬ˵˺ܶ࣬رǸԵúܴҾһ߿һ߰鷿
˵Ļ壬ЩĪļ
ҪʲôʹͣϰڵøҪЩ㡣
ǺӣôĻȻֻҪЩʳ
ЦŵݸûСĵİã˵ܵϲЩĻ͸¶ǵܲá
һЩɻ˵ĸȴλĶ......
׼ϸʱӵ̫̫ͨҽԺССϵϣҼˣӵĸҲǸļƵŮˡ
ǸԭŮŮˡ
ŮȻ̲úӣúҵעɡע֮أĸƾӹ֪ܶ˶Իʺıܾˡ
ҿǰֻ߰ĺӣôС֪Ͷãһһܵڲô񶾵˼ֿ˿ǸСģһģΨΨŵŵӡ
ЦûٿڵϵĺӣǸߵߡ
صκĹŮ˴Ļ֪ʲôǱ֣֪Ӧô̵ӡ
ʱΪôѾʴˣΪⲻǸССĳͽ䡣
Ժ԰ҲʵıҿµʱǸŮ˱źԴ
"ϣϡ"ɢͷ˻ߵĽУ"㣬ϣȾȺӣϿ"
ۿԭ
ˣʲôС
"ϣѾˣϾȾ"޵ôźӸߵס
һҽȻֻѡ߳ȥʱҿǸߵĺӽرĸס
ҵ۾ȫǰ
ĸӻǻϷЦ߳ȥǵĹٽһɡ
Щ˳Zʮ˹̫һӡ
ȫ乬ĸʱ콵󺵣ڳҲѵҵС
Ӧ˰ɣҾȻûôһδıĶͽ
ûֻͬκǸСԺӡ
Եİ߲ԺﴫӦ÷ɡһϸϸĺӹִĲϳԼ
"Ҳԣ߸԰ɡ"
ôȰִĲϳԣȻûпĻķ߽ԺӵʱÿЭĺӺʳ
һ۾ϳӣǸ......ôСľѵô
ƽǳԷСԣֻһˣΨһĻӦþǸҧ˼ڵļɡ
ԵôªʳôҵʮĻӣݹкӡ
""֣ӵĿĸԥ߽ҡ
"ϲʲô˵"
ĸ׺͸磬ŲϿڡ
"أ˵ѽ"߹ŵִܵܵߴ٣"߸ʡ"
"......"ϸĿңüͻȻչЦ"߸磬Ǹô"
ҿһ˲Ļ㱣ӵĻϡ
""˵"......ٳԸô"

ޣһϲսսվǰЩԥʱǲӦø¡
תİѻʱûףҲԼôͻȻв̡
ҪʱãȻȻ𾪣쿴ңȻҽ¡
ûޣһᶼûе"ϲҪҵĺӡ"
̧ܾͷң˵"£ң԰Ҵ乬ҲŮûϵôҶûϵֻҪ˺ҵĺӡ"
ôҪأ᲻˭еġ
˵һ㲹
ҡͷ˵ҪʲôҪֻҪĺӡ
"޾û˿Ըģס"˵
ʧ˻Ƶ߳ȥĹڶˡ
û˳ҹɫǸСԺ͸Ժҿ㰸ϵߵףһһֱظһ仰"콵Źҵĺӡ"
ҲĲϣԾơ
""ҿűߵĺӣ"ԸΪʷô"
Ÿĵͷɫļ
η·Ȼ˷ܵûϣ˵ǸôƯ
Ҵ߳ŵʱһֱ"ʣҶû߸˵ء"
"֪"
ŶһǼʱͻȻվ֣򼱴ҴӰС
"߸磬Ҫҳȥ棬߸磬......"

Ƿ

ҿŹŵꡣ
̧ͷ¶ò
"ʣ󸸻ʾȾȾ"
Ҳ֪ΪʲôҪͳְλҲ֪ѵܵͽ͵͵Ǳȥһ֪ڲصʿ
֪ʲôΪôʱ׼֪ذѵܵͳȥ
ϧ̫ˡ
"ʡ"ܵͳ"ʣС󸸻ʷŹɡ"
ܶĹţǰڹջؼĳһôĹš
죬ִţ׼ּڻʱЭˣЭҰѶڼɽϵľȰ
֪ûҲʲôҴӦͳȨҪʲô
ž˵"ʣ;"
ǸӽرԼĵܵܣͣİοŵûС
ҴӦ֪̽·
"......"
֪ˡ
ĵܵǼƷעҪڶ
ȣôȣҷ̫ӣֻΪǸʮĺӣ
£Ҳ޿ܵϣ
ֻǣʧȥӡ
Ҳˡ
......
Zһֱ̫Ҳ֪λãһ죿죿Ǹ......
;ȥһֱˣҴûôڴǡ
ڴҽűߣҵϥͷĽи......
ڴվĿĵܵܡ
ܵĻ......ԸһС
ԭôİǡ

̧ͷڵλңѵĻӱҵĶӡ
ҲϣܱǸСĺӣϣվǰǱһľƽĹ
ӳôĿ࣬Щ඼׵ǿϵġ
һЩˮһмʶˣҲ޴ԼĶȥǽǲǾͻ᲻ͬ
߶ǲǾͲ
"ʣ"
Zҡң"ʣ"ܼʵﲻɾ䣬"ߡ......"
˳۹⿴ȥ......
վ......Ǹ......ҵĶ......ߡ
""ܲУƮľҪʱȥ
"ʣ˭ġ"
оһȾѪ......ӡ
......
ˣֻվ˻ȻͷΣ˷ͷֿ˿ľѡ
Ǻϲģϲô
ǺЦõүٵ¹ô
"£ҹˣ»ȥЪŰɡ"κСȰҡ
һΣٲúõĿ·ˡ
"......ʺﻹڹأܲãǲ......"
ȥοòţҼǵ˲߶򾲣Ҷ˺ܾú˵"ãѪû׷ϡ"
˵"߶ȥ԰ߡ"
ӻ԰Ȼ۾Ǻ׵ģȴܺã˵ľյĴ԰˺ܶÿ춼ǿûûˡ
߶ԼھϷɥ
ϾֻҲͬ⽨¹ڣġ
"£"̲˼ҴҵĹǰ岻ͣĶ"£¼һ......"
......
""ҿŹڵϵůû뵽ˣҲ衣
֣"˭"
һСĵ߳ﺬˮĳĸ硣
ǾôվţֱǸӿŵǸ߲Ű§
""ĽУοҵ"ʣǹľѸ˶ɡ"
Ī˵һѱѸкη
ڶϳĴ˵ΪθжϲԣǺǣã±Ͼ֪ԽԽá
֮ҵλ߶ĵǻһжԲ޿ޡ
Ϊʲôܾʲôأ
Ҳˡ

104
ͷۣ۵Ҫѿһ
֪ˡ
ԼҺһ񻹸űӣҷҲ塣
֮ǸĽУ"............"
Ҳû治ᣬֻˡ
ǰֻ
......Ǹ磬ɫ۵߸֣˵"߸......"
˵"Ҳֿ......"
......߸......ӣҵͷ..................
ҪҪߣ߸粻Ҫߡe
ͼȼ𣬸Żҿ߸Цӯӯһӵ֣ͷЦ......
˻߸ǰǻʵۺͻʺһž............˭......
......
ҵĶͷ
ֻֻ¸ȥҵȻұ......Ȼ......˺Ҽ......
Ĺͷڽۣ񱻳շͶ㡣
ûʶֻǲ̫ѣĳ˸ιҩһҷʱұڻ
ֻһֱֻǸһֱڶ߲ͣĽ""
ҲѽûǸһֱҼ֣ҿͷˡ
ôһһȵļ尾֪˶ƣ˯ˡ
ááϤζ......˭......
ҵһ˵ţֱŽ˶˭......
"ô"
ߡߡ......
Ħҵͷһָҵ
......ʵʵҲҶһͻѹ......ͻʧ......
ɣɣǸΣμͷҵգҵüëҵ۾......
ţſള롣
""ͷͷ"߸簡Ϊʲô߸磿"
ɵӣһھͻѡ
ҷҪѣ˯һ
""ҵֽ˽"߸˵˵ô"
ЦҡͷܺãûѡƽѽȻΪʲôҿ߸ӡ
ûϵɣǸ˯ĲӦûôѡ
......"߸"ĽУָůڡ
""ҧҵָ"ۣ߸ô"
ú뿴һƬŬģ
ָ⻮Ĵ......ˮʲô
"ޣ߸ޡ"Ĩᣬ"ڣû뿪㣬߸粻Ҫޡ"
Լè
ãҲûѡ
""¥ĺýҪǶһ
"߸......"
֪ǸΣõΡ


"£¡"
ҽŻ׺ӹڴϣ"......"ϵĺ촽˵һĻ
"˵ʲôʱѡ"
"......ϳϳѾˡ"
ô
ҿŻˣҲ뿪ҡ
"ס֪ü߸ĻһҪסô"
ΪʲôǺ޻Ӧס˺۵֣Ҳٷſ»ȪҲſ㡣
"ۿ߸ô߸߸粻ö㣬ôͷ߸ô"
ĺˣѹҿЩʵѪҿǸ......
ûйĻţҲ֪ô߳ģȺûǸҳ˼ĺˡ
ĸ˵ûǻһַָ԰ʻĸѽﶼϲ㿴߸ˡ
ĸ˵ûûôܶ߸硣
һֱסھ֪һҵ㡣
Ϊʲôȴң֪ôҿǽǻ㣬Һʹ
Ѱżİھ¥ǲҪʧ֮ˡ
ɵӣԶ߸ľѽ
û˿ȡ㡣
"֣ҰѰˡ"
̧ͷŵܣ"ңЪЪɡ"
"Ҫһ۾Ϳҡ"

˶˶ëҪ۾
"ô"
ʱӲ
ķɡ
"߸簡Ϊʲô߸磿"
΢Цҵؿڣô嶼Ͽڲ۾
"ۿ߸ô"
Ȼɣſڿ۾˲ʲôﻬ䡣
˵߸ޣڣû뿪㣬߸粻Ҫޡ
Ҳޣҵľˣʲôβмҵľ
һһˡ
ˡ
......
"߸"һСԴһ۾ôãȻĿǰ
"ְ߸磬ǲʲôѽ"
ЦŰ˹"ǣǰи˼Ȣס"
"Ȣף"¶˷ܵ飬"߸磬Ӻòÿ"
Ц"ӻڽ˵òÿ"
Ŷһϸüë΢΢ţͻȻЦ"߸磬һȥȱϲƺòá"
ұָںɴ
žıУﱻ߽װϲԺ䡣
µ˹Ȼ飬˹һͬ롣
簴ͲסһĹϲ˴ҴҵŤҪҷ
ΧϾ²һʳǵһ͵ߵʳ
"߸磬ҪǹңҲѽ"Це˵
"ѾԱˡ"
ɻͷɲһעֱЩ˵Ļȥ
쾲úܿȻǼҵϲԵĸȾ
ڴ۾ôģ"߸"Сĵҡ
"˯ô"
Һһ
ü"ô˯˰"漴Ц"߸磬ǵĻ⻹أϻҪݽĿġ"
˵"кöĿء"˵ź뵽ʲôȤǺǵЦ
סĴ"ôãҪҪġ"
"㡢û˯"
Ͱ͵˵
"ô˷ô˯ţ......ºòá"
ڱĵ˵ͷ
⿪·۵Сɬš
ֻŪͻ
""ָĴ̼ͦ٣ţܿĺ
"߸......߸......"ôģŵץµı졣
һ·ȥؿƤ͸ɫ캬ס
͵һͦ
ǸƯСڿ͡
"Ư"
Ц³ҰŪʱضСһľ
"߸......Ҫ......"ſǻʼ͵Ť塣
"Ҫʲô"b
ҺЦĿ۾
"ҪҪ߸......"
"Ҫ߸磿ôҪ......"
ҧ촽ϸϸĴϢôź˵"߸......"
......
""һλһת˯ˡ
С......
˴Լָ廹ǲãֻһεĻû˾
"߸磬߸............"
Ҳݸ
ϴ§סҴñǣ......Ҫһϲ


"С𴲡"
ȥ˯
Űںõķˣ̾
""ߴ˺Ծɲѡ
"𴲳Էˡ"ϰ뱧ذСԾɲۣ
""ñΧס"ȳ극߸ȥòãҵô"
""Ӧţͷһ˸ơ
ܲԣǿһ˯ҲĽ
""˴ͷവιߡ
ϵúܣֻҪһ촽͹ԹԵ졣
ַſڵС
һ¶۾û§סҵĲӣ"߸......߸............"
......ԽԽճˡ
촽ɺúϱӡ
žͿ·ĻҪ·˽
չ˿ֹܾϸɫÿʽҲҵҪˡ
ҽйСԸһͻطˡ
һžͿŽŹڵ
"ʲô"
˼վ"ҵҲˣġ"
"Ҳ͵һ"ְڴϣСЦš
"Լ·Ŷ"
Цŵ˵ıǼ⣬ָ·
"߸ʲôҲ״õġ"ץ½"ǲҴˡ"
"ǡ"ѵ£"߸ѡ"
"Ҳɰ"
"ߡ߸磬ҲҪ"ץĴӲ֡
ɰҲЦ"⣬Ҫȫµġ"
ŶһԹԵһװ
ͷ"һӻ"
""ԥ˵
"ޣ߸κˡ"
"㲻ͬһô"Ťҡ
""Ц"һǱһһΡ"
"ΪʲôֲȢϱ"
"͵Ȣϱɣ߸ϱô"
ЦźһعͷǾЦȴ
Ǹɵӣ"㲻Ը⣿Ȣ߸òá"
СüۣСԴҡø˹һ
"㡣"
"ޣ"ͷ"߸ԵúٵģȢҰɣҿǺܸɵŶ"
ŲӶЦ......ʲôûһ
......
""ƿ"߸ߣҪ£Ҳ뿪㡣"
ʼ
"߸"
СһȻסƿʣ""
"ӭס"
""ӷ¡
Ȼһ"߸磬ôӭ׵ܸء"
Ц"ǸǣĶӵĺ档"
Ŷһûã"߸磬ǲǻȥϲѽ"
"ѽϲƿǷǺȲɵġ"
ܻĽһʵڽ
ֱͣ˽Σ˾Ǻ"½"׹
ұʱС˵"߸磬ҪˣǶ˰"
"֪"
""΢΢üͷ"ҳ˼һЦȢ˸"
""
"߸"а
"ǴϲӣЩ߸˺ܾˡ"
ڻը죬͸κ졣
"ָ߸硣"
ҵķڰ˹

ī
ֵĳ棬ֻ֪ǾԽԽԶֱǸɫӰΡ
"ī......"ߵ곶˳ҵ֣"ǻȥɡ"
ǰȥɣСڵõԼҪҸûʲôɵĵˡ
"Ų............"
һͷȴɿİŤһߡ
"ү......"
ͻȻңＷ"īˡ"
Ǻǣˡ
""ס֣"ûʲôŲµģǻȥ"
СչЦգЦҲֻ꼻һ֡
"ī񣬱뿪ңֻˡ"
ԶϲȺ۾
ļ磬ʵȫҲǸĺӡ
̧ۿңӨ˸ͬҼĵһ档

"ҡ"ڳͻȻðôһ䡣
ҲĿ
ͷ"ŻһֱңҲ......"
˶٣ͷת"߸......"
ְȻۡ
"ǲһġ"
"֪ұȲ۾ˣ......īô......"
ڴĿҡ
ɵӣȡôԼڽˣ㱻
ѺҲϳԼǾ˵ȡ
˵Լ--ˡ
ʱү÷࣬һʣǲǲɵˣԼ˭֪ôǵ߻֣
үʹĺôȰסүֶ˵ī˵˭ǾƽĻôܵǱϳг衣˵īʮĵô겻ϲ
СʮĲҪ£үļ˵ŻֻľǸȻʲô֪ᵯ٣˵Ŀû߸Ҳ˵Һ֣ںʮĵˣʮĵľ
ϵ˵Ц˵"ϴˣҲǡ"˵̧Լ֣"Ҳᵯ١"˵"ҵǷϵģ붼˲үϴˣǸܵܡ"
ҵķ΢Ц"īô֪˲ġ"˵"ҵԼ˲ףףҸ"
"ҲҵԼˡ"Цĺܲã"ҰǵĻʵۡ"
"үǾ"ھүɱ˵۹Ҵݵת˳ȥ
ףȫס
......
"ī"ҵ֣"㻹ûشҡ"
"ᣬһһֱ㡣""˵òҵúܲס"

105
ߵ˴ҴҴǣĴڶһ¡
ȻĴȥ緹˰ɣ
˸Ƿȴʹ
߸ħ
ôôɵ»ҲӦȫ......ʹ
Ĳ˲ӡ
ɵɵɣǣôҲԿأҿǹôۡ
ʵأǺǺǺǣҰѻʵ۹ˡ
ͿɲһĴɡ
죬׿ڸ˵һӶᰮҵġ
ţΪҲᰮһӣֻһӶء
ͺܺЦһƭԭҪҳס
Ŷ
һƬĳҶ˼ӽ߸Ӳұϲõġ
Ӱһأ......
һǺͿģ̫ҸˣҸĲʵֻ£ǴһѹǸĵع
ôů߸һֱڶߵ"£߸粻뿪㣬߸һֱ㣬ǵһء"
һǸоҵĲַʽңǻ᳤ء벻
Ϊң˻λ˸ĸֵܡ
е£ʲôԼҲֻҸʱͻȻȷ
ʲôɹ
ǺǺǣԺɲˣ㿴ǸĲзҲôᡣ
Ҿң϶һ޶.......
ҸԼ֣ȫԹңʱһûȫѾŻҸһʥ
ʲôЦֵûóðЦô
ΪģҾ͸Լô
ˣĻɣ߸ôۣԼҲӦʲôɣС......
ôȴǿʼأԼѾûˣԷ£ֲҲġ
Ҫһɻ¥ôҲƽ˰ɡ
˲赹ˮɨ......
·ҵ·............
˭ҵ·ˣô
·Լ
ģǶ
"߸"̽ĽС
ȻͷһЦ·øˡ
Цˣ"ʲôţôԣҽû߸˵˵"
"ôпѵ"
֪ϲ˵һѵôѵ֪ôõϰ߶Ҫ̶ȵȡ
"Ϊʲôô"
รɲһı
"ҾͿԼˡ"
"ҪԼ"
̫ԡ
"ǣֻǲʲô㣬һΪ׸߸磬˵Ҫվһһֿͬꡣ"
"Ҳô"ҵ"ϾͿԿˡ"
ţ
Ц"ɵҩϡ"

"ղ˸˵۾ֵҩ͹ҵˣ˵Ǹҩˮºΰٲ˵ߵôæǸôһˡ"
"֪˭ô"
֪ҵȻ֪֪Ǹ̬
ôңҪǸӴ򲻿ˣ˯ܿġ
"ôãڷ"
߸Ѳϵȡºżʡ
"ã㺬ͺá"
............Ч衣 
......
Сˮôӣһ׷ɢ߸ֱȫʧ
"ۿ"
ЩҲңȻڴĲҡ
"£ۿ߸硣"
һ˿͸룬ĿɿڴĿǰ˧硣
""ܽŵĿ"㿴ô"
ôôᣬƴգۣ"߸磬ӡ"
һ£ܿתȥá
ôһ˲ץ˸˲
"˭·ô죿"ҿմ׺ۡ
""߸ЦӯӯžߣָָŪŵĴ˵"ϲ"
......
"ʹ......"
˿˿ĳ˸ơ
Ǹ׳գǣҵĴɵñУǸԵĴ󻨳ա
""Ħҵȣܵĵ˵"ʹôҪҿ"
ʲôɵҲˡ
ɽģΪܶҰڳƻЦһ֪ȥժ
ҵƨɶˤİˡ
Цg
ЦЦЦˡЦ......۸㡣
......˭۸˭
Ժţһֱòԣôÿζ......
ԭ书ġ
......
"߸"ļ"ȷӣ"
鰸̧ͷ۾޹գѽգģգһ嶯
Уջء
"߸"ҺԺ˵"ӲģӦҲӵ˶סɽ̵ĵطӵҲӦ촦£"ҿ˵"ס"
˵ͷ˼ú棬üë΢΢š
ôô˵ĶйҲҪ˼
"ȥɽ֣жޣһкܶó棬......"
"Ҳһɽ֡"
üëչ
"ǸɽɫҲԡ"
"Ŷ"ЦŰұϥϣ"ѽ"Ϊѵ˵"ǵĺֺǵǲﶼеģй𻨸⻹ЩС......"
ʿˮԲ㣬"ҲǷҪ뿪ӿ϶ᴦôĹ£ֲǻʵ۸𻹰翴£ⲻġ"
֣صĵͷ"˵ĶԣǾ͵棬Щ±Ӧġ"
"߸á"һһһڡ
ЦЦҵĴ"һҾȥ档"һƿϵ˵"ЩҶˣ˵ʲộͨ˵ʲôеԼŰɡ"
"˵ʲô"
ҿʼң"ܴ˺ôʲôѽ"
߸˷ͷ"кܶ࣬ϾҲ˵ҪȫʲôѧУ鷳"
"Ŷ𣬿ҸҿұС"
......
"߸"̫Ѩ"ˣۡ"
"ѾҰˡ"תͷͿ߸һԹ
"ûа"Һֵ˵"ǲһֱô"
""ܳʹ"ӣôΪЩ¶ҲŲʣû׹һ¡"
"ЩǴô"Ц"ڲòá"
"á"
"ô죿"
ЦҶ˵......ϢҺ
ΪŪҺΪ˵Ļ......ǡ

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ûƬãҸèһ߸š
ƵƤнļ⡣ССֽ̾׳զûء
ɨͦС춹
ţζ
ڳݼĥ......ʱļеޡ
ؼĺҧһڡҰ׼ҵӡǾͱס°͡
һϢǡ
"С"ǹְ§ýء"ˣȻҪ˯һ졣"
ǣǣĻҪ
"߸"ĽУƵĿʼŤ
֪еǺ߸ܣ߸˵ÿεǰϷú㣬ʱҲСģһֱڻǲ칦ܣ֪ҵĸܣҶԽԽ񫡣
źĸоǺð
"߸ϣôξͲˡ"
ǻﴫƵ𶯡
Цҡٵޡ
"ùԡ"ָҵĶͷ"Ҫ˻ʹġ"
......Ҳϲ""й"Ҫƥ"
""
"ǣҵ"
"......ðɡ"
"쵽棿"
ң"֪ˣԣ˯ɡ"
˯ô˯Ű˷
"컹˭оŸôûչӣ"֧첲²ؿ
߸۾
"С"
̫ˣоŸлóллң֪߸ļ˼׿˵ллȽϺãھ¥ϳһ֪ʲôء
ţչһȥ̫ˣܶóԵģþöûԵˡ
Ҳ˲ǣ"߸绹˭ѽ"
"лʵۡ"
ˣ߸绹˵
"......ʮ......"
ţ......澲......
Ŷ......
"㲻ϲǽ֪ͨ첻Ҫȥˡ"
"ôġ"ݺݵһ¡
"ҲǲϲֻСʮĲԸҡ......㲻ҪչңȻ磬......"룬"īǲҲȥ"
߸˵ͷ
"Һī˵˵㲻ɡ"
"ҾôС"
""§סĲӣ"߸С߸ˡ"
"߸"ҿ"Сʮ......᲻᲻ңŸһֱ̫ƣΪʵ۶ˣ᲻˵......ˮ"
߸ԳԵЦ
Ҳ֪ã벻ô
ЦŶ"߸......Цˣ˵ء"
"ģ"ֹסЦҵͷ˵"СʮĲġ"
"ô᲻ңΪֶˣԭôԴԺһζû㡣"
㲻ҿ϶ҲϣҲ֡
"СԴЩʲô"߸絯һ£"СʮĲﲻΪ㣬˼"
"¼㣬Ҫī"
۾
"Ɀӡ"߸Цң"īô˵г裬Ҫλг裬Ȼ˼㡣"
Щףλģīϲ˭ԼӲôܡ
"ɵС"
߸Ц̾˿"ʰٽͽСʮĳ......"
"һ¾ϳô"
߸˵ͷ
"ôϳģ"
ͷֱһ£"ҵܵܣôϲ"
ŶʵıԹš
"ǲ˼£͸˼ԸһگѸ¾̫顣Ҿʹȥĸ󣬿û˵ĸͷǵĲͬ"
ôͣ⣬˼οǿŰѻȥ
عЦ˵"Ȼ֪ǲһˣСʮıϾĸĶӣ˵ðֻоŻʵһ"΢΢Ц
"鲻Լ˲ͺֱī"
"ҵǻСʮҪҰī͸"
"Ӧˡ"
ЦЦĿҡ
"īֲǶôԴȥ......"
"ҵȻӦֻǸϲһҪԼȥȡ"
ҵͷ߸仰˵úܺá
"ȡˣ"
"˵أ"
ôȡҲ֪īҲûҵ˵Ӧúܺġ
"ʱÿīСʮĶܽţī뿪ѡ㣬˵Ըλī"
"ҵġī"Ц"īʲôʱҵˡ"
"ô"
ҡͷ
"˭ġ"
ҺٺٵЦϣſҧļ
ؿϺӡ־˵"˵أ"

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治֪ڿ⻹ڱݡ
ǰСС·ŸһƬƬõ¹⣬Ȼˢϣʱ˱ǵҺ쳣
ʳǰҪģװķһȫ⡣
Ǻó԰ǡһҧȥ֭ʱŨ㡣
찡ζ......
"չ"ϵƬ۰Ͱ͵Ŀ--̬е--ϵ--¹⡣
۽һбȻĿһۡ
"չ"۾ǲգĿ⣬"¥ҪҪС"
"һϴϴ룬ɨزӣҳԵҲ࣬ҲҪǮֻҪÿһ㿾Ϳˣչ㿼һ£Һܱ˵ġ"
ܵĺЦԴһ£ҰӴһסͷ̧۾ͼ߸һŭĿҡ
"ٸһƬ"
"ǣү"Ц֫Ц·Ƭ˵ǰ
"á"
ҽӹʱСҶ˵"ôھǰƬ¹ô"
"ôܱȡ"Һ֣ص˵"ҿԳԵչô......"״Ĵص"ǳԲŶ"
ŻǶЦҶʱãϷôҰһ֡
""ۣԵ۲ɨë
"һΪֻĸء"۹еĿҡ
"ϲʲôζ»ú׼׼"
ΧЦҺƵܽᣬΪʲôÿγԱĶҡ
"߸"߸ӡ
"ˡ"
ΧЦУ߸粻ɫİǰߣ"¹Զ˲ãԵ˰ɡ"
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