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꣬˺òײҵȻøӺеɵѾʶʱֻǸֱĺӣıϧı
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˵˧͵ضѾ˧缶ˣǣǼﻹһǸ˧ᡢŮ˻ӭࡣ
Ǹ˾֪ҵܲãһݣϰְҲ̶˫ֽǰذҫԼס
͵˼йԼʮӣʱմմϲĳ̶ͻȻ뵽ǻԭССӰϽǰƿŰΧסŮˣ˵°ڣѽĵظ뿪ˡ
رˣǿҪٵˡ̶СС強֮ߣס⼷
ƾ̶ССǺöһʮ幫ָߵĳ֮𣬿ң֮һֻֻץֱ۲ţ˵ĳ̶СǺ
أ̶غ
ҪҪСкĴߴ˧˲任һֱŤСӹֱۣ
ٲߵĻһٵ̶ʹ֮ϡ
ҪҪ......Ҫ......ҳԣòã֮˿ӵڿ
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ѵĳ̶ϲߡȰ֮ʳǰ
һһС˧ǰչսʹԭѳ֮Χס̫̫СǿøĿɿڴû뵽һ˹Ŀ˾Ȼ˺ľٶ
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ʱһ㣬㱻ϰ²˴ܳţҪȥߡ
֮ӵľ棬ϣССģŻٿܵһȺŮ˶ָָ￪ʼЩ£ϽվסС֡
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ˣ߰ɡ̶ؿ˿ָֻ֮ŵ˧ССǣ֮ƿǰΧסŮ뿪
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ллⰢ̶̡лᣬ϶ĳ֮ͷߡ
һһ·ۣ˿̶̧ţͷĻӦſŽ롣
ҪǱٵΪʲᵽڲ˲̤칫Ҿ
ϰ֣Բߵˡ̶߻شԵĻʹⲻϽˡ
Ϊʲ᲻ߵĲ𣿡뿪칫̶ĵʡ
һ۰ˣǸϽŵˣͲò׿ߣѵһᡣ
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ʲƢڳ̶ߣ౦ӵͷֺֺЦؿ˿İӰʵ
ظո·ϿͣȻرֲţںܶఢǰ޳Ҫ......ҲԣƢ̶һһʮİѸոշ˵֪
รԽӹе֣˵һǽ벻ȥ͵ģϧÿֻҪһƢʲᶼϳԣĻȥ͵ļƻޡ
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һһ˵͵ͲѾȷҪԻʱ֮Ȼˣͷ͵͵һһҭؿͻľٶҲŻе㻵ĵĸӡ
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ʱİԱ㲻ܻ䡢ʵ󵨵ѯʹӵԸҰأҪչһӣҲΪҰԣҲһ𰮣ҲὫ㵱ҵĶȥۡ
ǣ㲻Ըû취ҰصĻҲΪĹϵԣһ飬ԸԸظһ
ʱҺ͵ص÷ǳãɵֿɰĵǱ۸ź;˹Ǿ˹ǿȵȥԸ£ԽԽɵԽԽų
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ţóԣҪҪԣ֮ûҧһȥ
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ȵˮԣСҭˡ״ԸϽΪһˮ
أǵĳȥϴ裬㲻Ҫἱͳ֮ã̶ڽʲᣬ̧Сı
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ˡ֮¶ЦݣȻĶƤĵ˵
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һ磬֮ڷźٵĳ̶еĳг׼һЩ͵ʳġ
̶֣߱߳ѧУ̵һЩͯҥԶԶȥͺҪõֵƵģһ㶼ʵһԸӡ
أһҪʲᶫȸңȰȻȵȵ˳гһѶˡһͯҥ̶꣬ͻȻ뵽ĳѵء
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Զ𣿡ͬϲõĳ̶ѵ
ԣ˵ֻһϲ죿֮ͳ̶棬úԽı鿴
ϰֻؼǰȳԵһͲ֪˰̶ͷƵ°ͣ龫һķʽ
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ؼˣ̶ó֮ĺ°ԣʵڲ޶ֻίԼͣѡһ
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أˡŹǶˣȻỹʣɽҩûС̶ƳϵѾõʳľ©һ
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֮ӿĵ߹ƶͷ˲ϸ¸Ƶ̸ϡ
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ءأûмͽˣȥã㲻รֻ֮ʵĳ̶°ڣҪͷ
ӽ֮꣬ͷʾˣͦѡɽҩһ㶼ں߶Ͷ֮ĻеȿɰкЦۡ
ڳ֮ѡҪɽҩᣬͻȻֱ䴦ֹͣ
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ϲǼԵĻӦ뿪ص˵ȥȢӣչӵİ׳գΪ㲻ԸؼңΪ̷Ϊ......ϸ˼ʧĿ͸ؿ־佫Ƶ·ˡ
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ƾʲ˵ϲǼԣƾһ˾ɷ¼ˣ𣿡
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ûУЦˣһΪǮʲ˶ϵļˣ˵ûС
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Ϸˡһϸҳ֮ĹܼӰ޵ģټϷ˾׼ˣ̲סֹ
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һ˵꣬ϸ˱ת뿪뿪ǰƲԼĳ̶һۣмֺһ뿪
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أҷ㡣̶غվϽʹ֮
ΪɵΪΪĵ۸ҲΪĵذϰ֣һԲŻ˳رϰ̴ֵ򣬲ҳҪġ
ǣȻǵصıӣϰŵĶӣͱúñأϰֲʱ䵱صӺͱС
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еذ֮ӿüŭ⣬ض˵֮ǰǸӻһҾͶ˵˭Ҫɢǣ۸ǸӣҶŹǣҪһӣ㻹ǵ𣿡
ǵá֮ͷ
һ˵֮䲻ʲ¶ҪöԷ֪öԷģ㻹ǵ𣿡
...ǵá
֪ʹʱжൣġжྪ𣿡
֮ƴӿˮðۼˣĨϵˮԼжൣǡ
......Բ......𩲻Ҫ......֪......֮ʹ̧ϰԵļľѿǸ
᲻׼ˣ֪𣿡ḧı
...
֮ԻԳ֮𣬾ǲϣٿ״ϣڳ֮ûܵڶ˺ǰñķϣó֮޵ģӶͣڷ
15

ʮİ칫ϢգʵɳϷֱˣͲãǵڵɳˣǳС
Ե˫ֽڷϣϲκһ˿Эζ侲ǰ˼˵ÿһ仰
ԣҪ㣬һƿһʲҸԣҵֻʲæסһһǳĵ£㵽׶̵İ......һ߹ϸȣʮָּ߰ӣ־䶼Ҫ뿪֮ӡ
ۿ¶Ҫ̣ܵνĶãＤֹͳ֮𶼲ֿϣ˼ҲҪٹǵˡ
Ӵͷβޱ飬һ̬ȣڰ׼һ߸ϵϸ˾úܲأԽ˵ԽҲԽԽ᲻ܰԵĻظʲᣬϸ˾Ҫ˼ȥ
ˣĻû˿ˣǰ׼ԣ̲ҪҪ뿪Ǹ׳գҶҪȢӣΪǰ׼¼̳ˡ
ǣ׼ҵļ̳ΪʲһҪĲУ̵ĻǳЦİԲΪȻǬЦһ
ңҪͺαŮӣ绨ȥĸԲмƳߣװԼšƵŮˣ;ÿˡ
߹ʣǺܵ飬Ȣĸĺӿ϶ǸεСӣοҲûֹ᲻ܺǸ׳ռ棬𣿡ʵɱεϸΪʲ¶ŵһ˳˰ԵԸ
׳գڶˣۣؿƿ̣˵ʲᣬʲᣬᾲȥΨһ޷̵£̻κһ˵֮ǰ׳¡
Ҳ˵˼ҸĹĻ͵ץİλĿڣԼõŻݣҪԼεĻᣬ˵һγ֮ǰ׳յĻͲˡ
̣ҪΪԸ磬֪䲻Ը硣Ȼޱ飬ϸߵĺϽص
ɵӣ˭˵䲻Եģ䲻ϵĻǸ׳ոӲǼԡ֪Լ̤ϵĵ׼ϸ˻ͺصϷ룬വ
ˣͻȻվһϵװݵظǰŮˡ
̺ܱǸ뿪ҵİ칫ҡԲϸ˵ӣ´
㡢ڸ뿪Ƿˣһ˼ҶѾں˵ˣ㾹Ȼ뿪......ϸָܻԣ
ܱǸʹ׵ļˣҲ޷˵֮ǰ׳գһĿڣ˵Ҷŭ֮ǰ뿪ɡ˵꣬Բϸ˵ķӦΣԹ߻ذ칫ڴ¡
ΪʲϲѵǰĽѵ𣿡˼ȻҪͳ֮һ̬ȣ̲סٴνڿ
ûΪʲᣬҰ֮ϲ֮һĸо뱣һӣԣ̣ϣҪٱ뿪֮𣬻ҪҰ֮𵱳ͷˣȻȥŮ˽ӣ𣿡ϸˣüͷǵصϣ
ķŵǰ˺ĲٶǼн٣ĿԲںĻ̾ٸһλᣬ֤ġ
ʵϸҲȫȻ֮ӣǣǰΪ˺һܾľ֧ͷ򹤳Ծ˿ͷỹΪĹϵԼһӵǰ;Գ֮ʹޡ
...Ҳ֪Ҳ벻׷ȥ¡
˵ǰǼ£ԵȻЩԹޣǣǼӦòǳ֮ԸģŻȥĶһǸӰȵꡣ
ԣ֪ﻹǼ£ĻǱ˴һλᣬλúúദ˳㿼һ֮ĸѽϸһֱվԱߵĹܼҷԣ̧ļ
̣˵˵ȥϣҺһҲӦ
ɵɵıﶮʲ飬￴óǵĸ飬ԣԲŲ˺
Ӻúÿһ°ɣ̲ẦģȻԼǲǻǼ£һܻƢᶯҶأ˵ԴӦͺ罻Ļϸƺġ
ǰʮ꣬Ϊȡһº̷һƢһҾߺǴ⣬ԵƢһͿƵĺܺãʹܻҲҶ
ѵĺǼ£֪֮ΪʲҪԵ΢ҡˣҲΪĺ֮ܰܰ𣬲Ż֪֮ΪʲֺƵʱ䵭һвܻع
Ǽֵİǳ֮ԸĻΪʲǰعȥʱᱧ޵ģֱ֮ĻΪʲᡢΪʲ᣿
öʳ˰ԵԴһԼ׵£ԺһƬ߰㣬һֱӴӦ̵Ҫͺ罻
ҺãתʱСĿ¶һĨЦŽҡֶסˣᣬ̣β̵Ŀƣ׼ҵҵ̿ͳ֮֮ĸ飬˳εĻҳ໹֮һס
ҪӦ̺ͺСҲУǣϣʱ̲Ҫȥ֮ӵ鷳ʹٴҷǵ϶κһ˿˿˺۵ĻҲ˼סμҵĽжԽ֮ϵ˺ת͸С㣬ҲҲͬ˺Բڿϸˣв˳÷С¶ЦŮ֪Ǻǵġ
Ծ䶼в̬Ҳ᲻мŻֲֳܱ״͵͵ԼһѣҪԼһ̡
ԣ̴Ӧ㲻ȥǸӣһϸ˼Эˣûһúפ
ʲ˵ɣΪ룬Ϊļƻߵø˳ԲòȴӦ
ϣʱʱסңһǾͻиʱ飬Ҳ֪Ůжɡ㡣
......ҪסҼҿԣϣҸ۸֮𣬷һùµ̵ȻӦúסȴ˱ıȺݺݵص˺һۣһ档
ܺãҵĹӡӵĻشϸЦЦתֱ֣磬Ҫúðջ԰ร
ţ̣һģҲԵľ棬úúͳദǸϲҵġٵЦЦϷʵػ
16

أ㲻ҪҶŪͺ̶֮ϵĨҪԹԴɳá
ǲǶǬ֮쿴ϵĨ͹
มԭҪ֮ոյĹһǸСѻԵĵֹֻص
ʲ᣿֮ۻصĶһװɵ
С˵ĳ̶˫ֽǰһεضfĵصأϰֽҪԹϢŰûͿʼڼﶫɨɨѵ㲻֪ϰֻ𣿡
Բ𣬶ҪҲˣ㲻ҪมһԻΪϧԼ֮𲻸Ҳˡ
ߣ̶תͷĵǸg
.........Ҫ......֮ӺˣԸ״С֣
صԼĶ͵Ǹ̶ͷƵ̾˿ָصͷְֶԶӱֳ谮
عԹϢ˺õĿ죬Ҳ̧߸ˣУҪϰֺҵĺòã
ˣһҪ֮ϼ춼ҶʵܲˣΪ˲ͶӵģֻвʵĵͷӦ
ԣȥޣ̶ͷתȥ
ţ......֣ԽԽˣһеҮĿͶӵıӰ뿪֮ͻȻó̶ӺͰԽԽԽԽСӣƵģץץͷ
˵֮ˣ̶;ۣΪ֮𲻽̵Ĺȴ˱˵ιǵĹĤϣʹ˵ʹ죬ֱΪĤɸղˣǿдȥҽԺ֪ϵ˼Ȼء
ҽصᣬԾͶԳ֮˽׼κμ£׼׼³ֻ׼ԹϢҪ̶ֻҪϸ
Ϣһڶˣ֮𱳲ʵҲ˲࣬Ѿ΢̧ˣϾ˵˹ͷԣԲŻҪûȫԭǰԹ׼£²
δɵ飬ߴһӵİԣȻΪʲҪ£ȴ⣬Щ³֪֮
Լ֮⣬ʲطﲻ˰ԣǰǼ߰Ե£Ȼ֮ԾúܶԲԣŻʱ˿ǵĴӦصߡ
ڼ䣬۱ö̴öʹҲԸҧҲҪسŵ뿪ԡ
17

............Ҫ......
ԡΪһ......Ա֮ʪͷ߳
............Ҫ......Ҫ......һһǿҵĿû˳֮ܳܵķΧЩŵؽסԵıײ°ڶ
Ϊĳ֮ıˣԿͣ˰֮ãò׵ȵѾ˾ųɣȷŪʹŸҶ֣ԣܲûµķһҪء
Իǻᵣʱ֮ıΪĥ̶еʹĵزȡԼµƣó֮һ㣬ԼԸһЩ˴ҲԸܸ
ɳ㣬һʵ³ĸоϷϮ֮ĸй٣ܲסػԴ޺Ҫ
ᣬڰԴʵߵʱһȵҺӿ˲ܼͣѹײĳŽⳡҵĻ
......ﵽ߳ᣬſڼϢĳ֮ͻȻޡ
ˣŪʹ𣿡ͷڼϵ˵ĿڴϢеİԸϽŻشϣ̱ŵ
Թĵʻ̧֮˫סԼߺƵƵ
ҿǲˡ׺Լֻ޲ԼŪӦ㶯ּ
̧֮˫ȣϥƣٶֲ𷽲ŽĲλ
......Ҫ......֮ƾԱƽļ
ԣҶҿûˡԲƾܺҪ鿴ûˡ
Կǰе׵ѨһһأӿԼͷİҺ壬˿ֻеûѪ
ȷ֮ûᣬ뿪̵ԡšʪëصϣָڵľҺٰǬµա
Ĺ԰ĳ֮Ųƣޱ壬޹ĨϵˮصԹԱ۾Ϣȥ
......ĳ֮ס֣еʵؽԡ
ˣ
......֣֮ʲᶼû˵ֻһֱ
һȥϴɣԳ촽
֮¶ں£ǲ뿪ߣϰʵڶСè˱ģ޷ܣǬ౧һԡϴ衣
18

ѾڰԻ˯ϰߣҲʹ֮˯÷ǳģصԼ˯һ뱻˾ץȥһЩǮĴϰ壬ǣȴˣϮȻйĸо֮ȥ
֮䶯Ųһλӣ۾գգ̧ۣԵ˯ݣָ
ҿԺһһ𣿿š̺;˾˶˵ԣ죿ҲҪ뿪𩣬ֻͶ֮𣬻ᰮ֮𣬲Щֻ۸֮𣬻Ҳ֮......ǳԵ˯֮Ͳסĺºѹ
һǳߵİʵڳ֮𱻶ǰһ֪浥ĳ̵֮ĳ֣ԣ⼸Ż᳣ѡ
Ϊܹ֪֮ʲᣬԽ˫ۼװ˯ʲٶ˵Щʲƽʱ˵Ļ
˼ᣬԵȵȴǳ֮ģһЩõĻ̿֡
սڳ֮ϵ֣΢§Լķص˭ϲһҶ뿪֮𣬲ġ
............һ£̺ף˵֮˺Ļˣûʸһ𡣡֮Եţ˫ֻϣʵ
ԣޣ֮𲻻˺ҵĻˣҪΪ̵Ļ̫ò𣿡Ը֮ı
Ĳ˺Ļ𣿡̧ؿڵ֮ȷԵĻ¶ǳ桢ڴı鿴
ȻҵıԲ˺ҵĻˣҪסรԳ谮һüͷϧص
ţһסı˺ĻˡõԵĿ϶֮΢ģرĥš
֮Ҫסܷʲ£㣬˺㣬һһӵҲ㣬һһһҪסร
ã֮μǵĻܷʲ£֮𶼻𩡣
Ȼ˵úұƵһǰģ뿪ҵģԣΪǵδ֮һҪסĳŵ
Խӵ֮ĬĬ˵ϣһλܹΪҪһЩų֮Ҫ̵ļıľġ
ȵ˵ĲٸеᣬԾ첻ȥϰˣҪ֮ͳ̶ӳȥʹ졣
Ҵǳȥòã
𩲻ϰ𣿡̧֮ȵؿʡ
Ҫ̰ࡣ¶ƤЦ
̰֮ࣿһؿ
ţ̰ǲԹȥϰ࣬Ҳ٣ȻСȥ԰һ졣
Ŀ𣿡
Ȼԡ
˾Ľ㲻𣿡ָ֮ĽʵǰԵ顣
ϰ𣿡
֮ҡҡͷʾû
Աϰ𣿡
֮ٴҡͷ
ǾͶͰĺСúȥɣ
һĿԳȥһ죬֮ĵСƵıԵĲӣգðรҪҺͶȥ԰Ү
ӵĳ֮˵ģԭƵҲȾ˿ĵϢԼǵġ
19

ǰԴ֮ӵ԰һ죬Ϊ˽ͳ֮Ĳҹһҹİ۵˯ûΡ
֮е»ǷˣһԳϰᣬһԸװŮһֻС壬ǸڿʼҪס
ã쿪ʼҪδ޵סŮƿ̶뿪Ĵţ롣
֮ӣһվűߣһվڿ룬һͷˮؿŮƺƵĴĦ
ϴţ̶ʵߵ֮ߣ°ҪСʶ𣿡
ߣ֮ɵ㶵ضԳ̶ҡҡͷʾʶ
ף˭Ϊʲᵽ˼ҹ䣿̶ŮȥһֱӿССԴΪס̽顣
Ͷһ۾ֱҹŮˣͬʵĳ֮˲һ俴Ů˺ݺݵصһۣл¶޵ĵ⣬еЩµץסӵ·㵽ССͷ
ڳ̶ֱӴ绰ʱͻȻ֮ץס·͸·ܵ¶΢΢
̶ĵת΢֣ͷز£绰ϰֿϲʶṆ̀ȵɳңòã
Ҫɵе㺦³֮ץ·ţԵؾܾ
......عԹû취绰ϰรס·ֵ֣ΪϸСѾ׵ȿʼ̶ĵغ֣ɳ¡
֮ӵĻɳϣץס·ȻԸſ̶״ľٶʵû취ֻ쳤ùߵ绰ӼҳԵֻ벦
......ι
ϰС
ţʲ𣿣
.........һ侲ֵͳӻͲ̶̶֮ϵĵ绰ŵغ
֮Ҫ˵֮ŵغȻе㵣ǣȴǱ侲Ҫ
زҪ......Ҫ......Ҹϰ˵ͺ......̶ӳ֮ص绰زȥ
绰ͷõǵİԵĶͷðߣ֪绰һͷıƴ绰һ÷ǳȡֵ
......ϰ֣......Ӯĳ̶غ
һڡ
ϰֵ...һ¡ʵǴû취˵̶ֻҪԵһ¡
ţ㴭˵
ϰ֣
𣿣ȷ̶ǲĲˡ
ţϰ֣Ҫ㡣̶˵绰ƨɱʹѹס֮˫֡
ǲǼһŮˣܻԣ׼ӭǸҪŮ˽פļҡ
ףϰ֪Ҫʲ᣿̶һȵ
ᾪȵӣ̲֮סҲҪ֪Ը˵ʲ£ͣŤ壬˫ʹӶӵƨѳϧ̶ѵľٶȫϣ˫ֲѲҪ뿪ɳѡ
СãǸŮ˵ʲỰǶҪӿͺãµһؼٴ⣬ǸŮ۸صĻÿϰָȨ......磬Ů˾Ȼҳҵ˾ʱȥͲùҶ㲻ˣ¶аؽ̶ᴦΣ
...֪ˣϰַģһķһ𱣻صģ...Ҷˡ̶ǳؽԵĻ
ӣǵıͽ㱣ޣиĶӣضԳ̶˵
һԿӺͰԵĶԻ֮ĻţҲøʹʵͣԵ绰......Ҫ˵......
Сؽӵ绰Ӻͳ̶绰ʼԾһֱԱ֮߳ĳỹ᲻áҪ̶ѵ绰
............Сƨƨҵѹý......˫뿪ӵСƨƨᣬֿ֮Цؽӹ绰޽ԵС
ԣˣԹԲᣬ˵Ҫ˵ʲᡣԱ֮ɰľٶŪЩЦã޵غ
...Ҳˣ𩡢......еҭĳ֮ӣΪЩﲻ˵Ļ
˵
𩣬СһŮ˴죿֮Ů˹鷿߽˺üۣηӵڵذϵĽţ绰ССԡ
㲻Ҫ£ѾС˵ˣֻҪԹСĻȥͺãĵһؼ˵ŮˣҵҵıԼŭŻӲѹסŭض˵
ص֮۸ĺӣ˫绰͸״׺ݺݵصס˳֮һ
𩲻ڻؼ𣿡͵͵˼ۺŭ񣬲Ҷ˵ʲỰĳ֮
֮£һᾡӰؼң㰮ԵͻȥʱҪԹСĻᱣģòãԶַ칫ϵļüغİı
ã......һҪؼรȻ֮൱Ը⣬ΪԼĹϵԹʹĺ»ǿ
20

ͷǸڱ˼ȥŮ͵͵˵غüۣʾĳ̶̵ڵǰݺݵػصֱۣŮתһ䷿ȥתĵûбŻ
ϰֵĵ绰ҵ𣿡̶ͷ֮ģȻЩųı绰ȴеСģȷûбŮŵſ
ţҵˡ绰ͲѾ֮᲻÷ֵر
绰ȥźѽ̶ֵѵ绰ȥ
֮һ²᲻õĽ绰ڶӵСϣҪһס𣿡
Ҳ֪ҮҪϰֻؼҲ̶ߵ绰źãص֮¡
ҲϲɲԲס
أⲻǶԾ飬ǻǹԹԵϰֻؼ˵òãẦµӣССĳ̶ĵվС˫ֱס֮Ĳӣı
á
֮°͵ڳ̶ССļϣ˫ֽСС廷۾ʱ͵͵ѰŮ˵Ӱ
Եļһᣬ糯౧Էĸȥ˫ֽǰشӵĳ֮죬±С¶
ߣԽԽó֮ԼĶ֣мƳһۣ䳰ȷض˵㶼ˣΪԼĶӻҪɣѹ㣬ҪһҪԻС
Ի飿֮𲻶˼ʲᣬƿ̶ʵʲԻ鰡ΪʲҪԻأ
żᶮʲԻ̶֣סͷƫһ㣬ӳ֮ƿȥ˺һۣٻعͷ
̶Ļһϰ˵ĻͷѰƵ⣬ƶǶؽ˵أԻһһŮҪˣȷԲһúܿģԣҪڽ֮ǰסһ᲻ᳳ......
ҪԻ飬ŻҪסһǲǣ֮꣬ŵץ̶ʡ
˵˵ϰֲŲԻ飬ƻغϰֵĻˡһ֪Ҵصˣ̶Ӳˣһߺͳ֮ͣһߺŭĿ
ˣһǻˣ֮ĸСƵıס̶öǸԶһ㣬ҪԶԶร
ģԶԶģҲϰֻؼ֮ǰصġ
Ҳᱣġ֮
ǳ֮ΣʶķӦ̶Լ˫֣תǸӵĹУ˫ֲ̧С磬൱ԺսһϰֻؼǰõأԲ׼û۸ҵأ......
ʲᰡСǸʵںܿЦ粻شϳ̶Ļ
ǳŮ֣ΪСӾͺ۸ֻҪ۸ҵأҾͻɷŮӳȥ̶óԽʾ
СС͵ĳ̶Ϊ˱װĵز۸˫ֲز̧ø߸ߵؿ磬һһСӰڿǺǳܵȴŻһԵĳ֮Ժ̳ܵĻ档
......ҪҪ......֮ŵ󺰣˫ָǺµرסͷ
ͻĽк˳ֹŮ˺Сĳĵĳ̶رͷǳµӣͣºͺе߽
ضԲ𣬶ǹҪܵģ°̶С֮ķǸ
Ҫܣòã֮ηӵ̧Զ˵
Сص̶Ͽҵصͷãˡ
š֮͵˺һۣȷҲᣬͷ
ԺɷǳƵĳ̶͵͵һۣ֮ȥһ˶ڿһеµȰԻؼ˵
ȻҲͣ죬ȴһмı֮ӵıӰ̸˵һһɵӣֻ˵һ׳ջһЩ
ҶŶûУҺɲɵӣɵɵź׾˾˳˶֪İǮð׼֪࣬ҸУʵǳĲɡ
ң֮˳ӰԣļԾɶǰǳ߹춻춵ڰ̻߳׼ңÿϰ׼ҵҽפ......粻мƲһ֮ģϵＥЦɵͰ׳ա
21

ڰԵľ³ס˺ü죬䣬żðȥϰ಻ڼʱε֮ʾһŵʱǴڷҪʲ᷽ʽ֮߳ӣȻȥͰ̼Բߡ
мһɵӺһСڰ뿪ȥϰûñȥʢװڰԹ˾Ŀȴĳ˵ĳ֡
˽ʮᣬһһ֪Ǹ˵ƿ˽ͷĿߵλԣѯʣǺС𣿡
΢̧ͷһۣ¶Ӷı񣬱ĵصţ
ĻߵĶ£󵨵ش磬ϵͷֵ̲㷭˷ͱ˼ԵĶ뿪ֿʼĽۣͨ˿Ѻ
֪ľٶúеʮӶ񣬷еĿȱۿǰִ³ˣǸɵӵľ˾ˣ
ǰ֮ľ˾ˣС㣬㲻˵ҵװֶﰡһ뵽ҵ֮𣬳򸣾;÷ǳˣΪҳ֮͵ҵ⣬Ҳ˵ֿյǮˡ
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С㣬ԸҼ֮Ϣ𣿡
ڻ֪֮
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ģһṩлѣʱҺͰ˳Ҳֻϲġ򸣵ĵ͹̻һ䣬
һкôϷеĵ棬ֽǬ̧ͷؿ磬ר˵ʲᣬҪʲ¡
22

ںܿ͹ˣǳ̶ѧĵһ죬ԣ֮𴲰ѧ׼ΪǸӺͺ͡
֮ɵشӰԵĻ˯ſڴ۾ϵıֵ̧Ķ䵽ʣ¶ϸ׵ļ
᲻˯һˣǳߵİһ뿪ˣ磬Ƶ
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ݺݵ˳֮ʮ룬ֱΪȱĴԵظԲطſͨˣſϴڴ
𣿻ûеĻҺٰһࡡſؿϵķӦ
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á
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23

ղĳ֮ٵؼɰƬȺͿ˾ʢһһȻڰԺͳ̶ĲԱ߸һ̣Լǹ֭
׼ᣬ֮׼ȥڷĶӳʱ˲߳˸𴲵ĺ磬˻ײϡ
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ĻͿ԰ظԵ˵֪Σ򸣴ȥҪ飬в뿪ԡ
̫ˡĵЦ
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ˣȥСԳͰɣһң˵ȳˡ֮ĺ񣬺Ȼеݲٶ̫ס
...ҪϿжͲУȻٵġһ󾪺ᣬ֮ܳ
㲻ǰ԰˵ĻӦûϲѵġ֮ȻɰľٶԴ˺ģһϲĸо
罫ıӺͲյ̨µһ֭Żس֮ͱߣߵſڴЬ׼š
ǰһεض̾һ룬ҪΪ˼ľúͰ̸º˵һðȢĻͲؽϲĳ
һ뵽̰;öģ޲Լû档
24

죿죿ҵĻ˾˺žͻ֪ǸסȻֻȥ۸𩣬뿪ǣҲҪ......ͰԺͳ̶ᣬ֮ڷĽ䣬Ļҵ
ǰͰֿǶ֣ɵɵĳ֮ҲǣΪ꣬Ժòײ͵͵¶ɵ
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ࡣײˣ㿴ûˡ
׳Ĵײȴδˣ޶ԵվԶأײȴüԶڵء
ǰĳ֮˾ǰԡ
Сû°ɣԶڳ֮ǰС
ײеͷĿѣĳ֮ҡҡԴӵŵΧѰײͭ塣
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һѣԸϽϥ˵ĳ֮ķӱȥ
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ΪԽԽڱ˰Եû˽кЩʲᣬֻϿصסĵط
25

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İĵطİˣϾ˾ҪǮˣĳ֮ޱ˫ֻԼͷ̧ųƵĿԣȴֽ·
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26

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......ǮҪȥ̣ȴǮͷfε˲Żؼң˵Ҳ𣿡
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򸣿ƺϲİ׳ֶӣվǰλԼŭĿˣ㰵Ծó֮֮˭ФԼֶжһǸǮĹӸŪǮ
27

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Ϊʲ³ӣ
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Ȼ״ȻŲæƿţͰӵˡ
˾·ϣǲҳԶˣ
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ǰ˱߿߱ӵģۼˣ᲻𱸵ص²ᣬŰϴٱѵذ칫ҡ
ʹ𣿡ѵɳûѪɫգԼװ׳䵱
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˵ԣ;ˡǳĳ֮ίض˵һΡ
ޣûҳԶĨӯۿ飬ϧĶͷ
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Ϊʲ᲻绰ң㵱ѵ㲻һ𣿡Ķ
Բ㵱
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ԣ˰칫һҮӰԱ֮ᣬһֱһעһĴڡ
ǵģ㻹ڡеյ˵
ǺǣûϵûϵϰֻСĴˡǬЦǻ֮ģ
......Եӣ֮Сؽ
ˣֲ𣿡Իŵر֮ʡ
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......СȻǵˣ......Һࡣߵ֮ǰסٿ
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ࡣ걧ʹһߵĵɳ˵ûпޣСҵǸУСѾܶû˵Ȼǣͻġ
𣿡֮һۣתʡ
ģ֮ͻ뵽˭ˡԳظ֮
˵꣬ó֮ԼĴϢҪæͺд򿪣һƷ֮
֪Եĳ֮Ҳ˼Ҫ˶ִ֣ӱ´ó֮Ϊ׼ı㵱ĲͺзֱŷǰǰӪ̲ͣסͷһۡ
ʶСĹƺԽԽࡣ׼Ҵ˵һ䣨ޣԶʳǰŲٵһĵݡ
30

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Ĩȥ֮ӵۣһСˮУٴСȡСҩ裬ؽСҩŵȰҩˣһ㻹ǲȥҽԺ
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31

ȼһϣ磬֮Ϊˮ·գʹԲòȡлȥҽԺ
һĵڰɫϵˣյʮȵ£ɫȴǲ԰׵˼㣬Ҫ˯˯ںʲƵԵ÷ǳӡ
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֪ԼԺţ̣˻Ϊʲϻһ԰ǳʡ
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.........Сĺȵġó˵ѵĳֻ֮Ҫһ˵Ѿͽ͡
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˵......ǣ֪ҲԺţ̵ģ֮Ժе㺦£ԼΪҾܾĺźǱţ̡
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Ļᱻĳ֮죬ŤϵıӣӯԶ˼룬ֱԲ˵׼תͷ뿪ʱ֮ų
......𩲻Ҫ......Բ......Ҫ...Ҫ......С㲻֪......ĸҺȣҲҾܾ............úίĳ֮ҭҭؿס׼ȥİԡ
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ţһĻ𩲻Ҫòã
ãҲˣ۾˯һСѧֱӵҽԺǣȵδһȥ
ţ̵ԭίԴ᲻ٶʲᣬϾڶ˵Ҫǳ֮ĽǺһĲŮ˼ƽϡ
Իָģڴ߲뿪ˣ֮ĵصͷһһĹǷԼһͻ뿪ƵĶ
Ҳ뿪ģԹԱ˯Ըձ֤
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֪ǿظԵıФ˳֮ĵͰ԰֮ģвỹѳеĿظ¼֪֮ҲС
Ҫв׼ұó޶⳥߷ѣԸ⳷԰δɵĳ֮ߣʹ˱뿪̨ᣬԳ֮һͬģҲһ㡣
ǣѾǰͰ̿º˵ҪذԣͰԽ飬԰̸֮߳
ֻúĽʹȥͳһҪʱȥԣǰǼ߰ķʽʹԶԳ֮Ȼ̼Ҹӡ
ų򸣵ĳ֣һһֱԳ֮ظֺ¶춻İһпΪٶȹĶԳ֮ĻɣһлԳ֮䣬Ӯذԡ
Ȼ֪ãҲݵķʽǣÿһ뵽̫֮ĳͳˣʵڲ̫ģɲԲҪϾɱΪ̵˼ǲҪ뿪֮𣬻ҪԹ޳֮һӡ
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Ӿˣ֮ٿ۸ĴģԼŹǾˣһ࣬ɵڴĴһΣ֮ᣬ˱ӻɵӱɽ׳ջӡ
֮񲡢ɵһĳ죬ͻȻһԼһСкؼңȻź;˾˵ĺᣬգΪ˿Сֿ֮ʼصع
ۣǸӶ᲻ܻӭϷŪ֮Ϊ˺ĬĬŬ׬Ǯó̶ԺôãҪԼСʱ򣬳Բů찤
Ȼܿ࣬ȻѰѾ۳һëĳ֮ǺŬֱٶȳǸӽߡ
33

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򸣺ͺ棬̸֪֮ͳ̶ķǳԣᣬﲻеǳˬ죬Թܹ֮õԵ⡣
ΪԼǳ֮˾ϵ̵ôģϧںԳ֮ͬģʶǸŮ˲̫ɿԲ״ӦҪ˵Ѿ֪Ŀ˼ᣬ绹пܻᱳе¸߰ԣẦòκһô
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ϷڹܼҵͬԼĵطһǸв׼ҵĳ򸣣Ϸ˲еһĪӿͷ޲ýǰ롣
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ֻֻǮĳ򸣸ܲϷ˵Ĳã¶һ̰Цӭ
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ҪҸ߰ү˵Ǽ֮ĻѽɲУΪǼ֮ڿǰүı......򸣻л˵
ǣڵȷǼͦģǣһ֪Լж¼Ļұ֤һٰɱϷ˲мЦ
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򸣻е˼Ϸ˱㲻ٺȥ˵ذ弸Ҫܼҽİù
ǮǸڱѣϣ㿼ǳ֮ãǼԶϷ˺ó֧ƱϽͼʱڣݷ档
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ãҾϷ˵ĻúÿǼ죬ʱٸϷ磬ϣʱˣ֧Ʊллˡ򸣶֧ƱŽڴϷ˵л뿪
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⣬֪ظһµ࣬ȴ̫׳֮ͳ̶֮ܵĺ磬һfɳ϶ڲˮȵĸӣһֱиط֣˵֡
ϣῴ̶ͳ֮;ǳһ㶼񣬳̶ӷԽԽĳϤˣȴһʱ˵˭
ɵȴɵע⵽ߵߣоĳ̶̲סɵ񣬷еĶ
ΰ̣ɲԲҪһֱǿѽ
Сʲ֤˵һֱڿǣ
ţ룬̶ʼ벻ʲ֤ĶʴӲͷƤǲҪһֱǱ߿Ͷˡ
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......С˭ϲǸɵӵİ......̶ĻúܺЦ̲סЦ
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һڰˮȵĳ̲֮ס͵飬̶ͺڶģȤ̲סеĽƤǵķȥ
֮Ȼͳ̶һͺ˵Цһ뵽סĿģǰƾеֻҾվɳ濴Ƕ졣
ʮᣬȷֳ֮Թվɳ濴Ƕ죬һüһС¶΢Цһ¹գһӣ˵Ļɰġ
ǣ˵һѾʮ˿ɰĻе֣뵽ԼסĿģͳ̶ʱı̬ȣƳ˳֮һۡ
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СһԸһŮҮƾʲ˵۸֣վ˫ֲָ֮ӵ
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ƿñǸĵĸΪԼ鲻ö޹СֵҷƢƵģϷ·磬ӺаյܣԭҪ׳֮𵽱Ǹӵء
ֱ˰ƵģתɳϵƤȷƢְȥؿǸһۡ
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35

֮һз˾ȥһкᣬȷʵԵİ칫û˲Žȥ
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֮ڰİ£彥Ҳƽࡣ
ΪʲẦºòã֮԰׵С
ˣл׷ҡ
ร֪Ǹ׷ǻˣ·أ֮вʶ˶˻ˣԣԲŻʡ
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ģĲʶ𣿡Ǹ˾ǳ֮ʶˣӲҧһʶİǻˡ
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֮ԴϻΪᣬÿϽηηβĶҪ̶ſϳţ³򸣾ͶڽץȥðҲǸӡ
·ҪȻġ̶ǣ֣֮ĵ
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ӵ·Կһڼ䣬··˼״ǰһ£һɵְֱͿޣѯԭҲʳʲᶫǬǸӿ޸ʹ졣
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ͳ̼Ҹദһᣬ罥ϲǣ֮߳ѾʼҡҲΪ˺ͰϷ˱Լ˼ǰԼĵص㡣
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㶮ʲᡢ˽ʲ᣿Ǹ׳Ҫǿǽ⣬ԲšϷһ֮˵̰ŭ
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ҪҪҪȻҪһϷ˵˼ðү֪Ǽ֮హࡢ¼ġһнȻ˵Ӧ
ȻӦˣ˵뿪ˡ˵꣬Ϸ˱ɹܼҷ뿪º档
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˫һ˦֮˶ˣɵ㶵վԭؿԼյ˫֣ˮͷû˨ƵĿ
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뿪ˣ뿪ǹͬӪļˣó֮ܵǳĴЩǮϰŪҪеʹģ̶̼˱һȦ
سԷ̶ͷı㵱ߵ֮ǰ
㵱̰֮𿪣̶״еط±㵱Сص˵Ϊʲ᲻ԷһֱԷĻģϰֻᵣĵģ֪֪
Ųᣬ𩲻ҪˣԲŲᵣҡ֮˵
ϰֲҪأػжҪΪԷȻᵣġȻѾϰֶû취õسԷǾԼɣ̶ġ
زԼԣȵضٳԺòã
ãزԷĻҲҪԣǬһˡ̶ſ֮㵱ԼԶԶλãɳ֮
ӲԸԷ֮𲻽üͷŲŲƨɣȡ㵱򿪣ҪˣԶҲҪԷม
áԸԷ̶ϽȡԼı㵱ĵس
ûθڳԶΪ˳̶֮һһڽ̽ǣʳ֪ζӳı㵱
û֮߳Ȥʲ¶᲻𾢣۰ĶûкúչˣҪߡÿʳԼԼ⻹Ҫչûõĵء
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賿ʱ֣Ȼ̶հԵķԸһ˰ŰҩĿɿɸ֮£ǣ֮˯÷ǳȣ˯㱻ˡ
֮ᣬһǿҵضĸһӿϣϽ嵽Ͱȫ˳ֱ²ֹͣ
ᣬ֮Ѿϰ߰ӵߵϴ̨ڣϴٲǵ߻ط䣬վڣˣߴĴ߶յĴ
Һ࣬ѾҪˣȻ߻ж⼸ûжߵĻǲǿԾһ˯أ֮
ǰԱ򸣿ظֳ֮𣬽Ƴڹʱ䣬ʱûаߣϱȥЩµĳ֮ûҪ
ΪŰԻ뿪ϣ˳̶ӣΪ˲ó֮а취꣬ǣ֧ûˣǰĳֱ˾ڳˡ
Ϊ˲þ˾ȥ˺ԣ֮ѰµǮҲ˾˾ˣֻʣ̶ͷĽѺѣǷκζ֮ԸڼһҲԸðԻͷǮ
ۼǵһһѹ֮ĺһ˯ѣǲԣΪΣ˽ض¶ܣҲܽչ鷳
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ûг֮ƺúΧĿҲó࣬ǰΪǵδȴò˺뿪֮
뵽뿪ʱ֮˵񣬽ģͺʹ绰ǵĶӿ״Իؼһ˰οһı
ΪѾ걣֤ˣ֮޵жĶ԰;ϣԣҪ͡˳̵˼ߣȻӮ̵ΣȥϷݲȥġ
ԣ㵽ʲʱҪ綩飿
̣ҶѾ֣֮Ӧ罻ˣҪҲҪǱ˴˶һЩа
԰ذ׼ҴլѾˣȥ͵֮𣬲ȥǸӵ״̷Ƿֶһֵݵġ
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̸¡̣˾æҲãǳóպ綩أ˵ֻϺ꣬û
Ҫõʱæ깫˾£ʲʱܳʱ綩
һӰɣҺԼһԷ͵ʱٺ̸̸
ϷӽͺԼᣬչЦգԸͷááã˾Ҫһ㣬ȥԼᣬŻá
ǣһԼȥģԲʧġΪӮ̵ΣԲò˵
ţܺãڴļ̳ˣǧʧˡ
̷ģҲʧġŹ֣¾Ǽ̳а׼ҵҵңкüλֵܿԼ̳УΪʲִҪ̳вɡ
ȻԱֵĺܻҲͺȥԼᣬӺҲ֪ǵĸԽԽãϷ˻ǲҲú֪ļı˽Ҫ˼ӳ֮𣬲ͳ˽˵ñҪʱͳ˳֮𣬳׽֮Ӱĵײ
һ棬Ѿû֮𣬲֪ǸӵĽİʵڿ̲סˣⳡϷصİ֮ߣ뿪׼ҵ
ǮļҶ˵ǸޱȳصѹǸ޷ϢĿռ䣬Ṇ̀еϢˡ
50

ǰ֮ͻȻһĸ̶˵ǲǮˣҪǰһԼ׬ǮԼԣҪԹѧػȥġ
˵̶͵͵죬زӦʲṤϰǱϰ嵱͹ʹһѹٲȻǱͷϰԶͺȥЩˡ
ǲУ̶˵Ļ֮ͻ̶֪̿Σ̶صѹ˳ȥ˵ĳ嶯
֮˺üϳ̶û𴲾ȥţ̣ȻŪ͸̶ȥѧУٵĳгĵ㣬ؼҸ̶׼͵ؼңʮ̶ϴ˯ֵҹеĲ͹ϴ룬ϴҹйŲŻؼҡ
غÿรϰỹأ
ʮһ̶࣬ССԶԶĵ߸͵͵๤ĳ֮𣬱ӲΪˣĵںҹ·ϴ룬еĺ޲źġ
ҡҡλεһڵҼ·ػأһСΪػˤһӣϸϴõȫϺ͵ϡ
Сӣڸʲᶫһҵϰܳ꣬
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ϰ壬䣬һҪ·ϴѾܿˣСĵˤ룬˶Ѿʹ˻һֱǸ㲻ûûˣ׵......
ϰԱǿͬѧǲร
ѧһ䣬һ֮˵е˻ʰϵĲк˵һϢˡ
ϰǶΪ֮˵ҲȥĿ˶ܹ⡣
ͬѧҪҲˣˤƵ̺ܹҮϰ۵ָϵ̣
ϰĻһѧͬѧǣҪҶپһǮϰ塣
ϰ壬ûжǮģ㲻ҪรǲŻѧϴߴհ˴յǮϰ岻Կ֮
ϰӹѧǴǮȻȴҲǧ飬ٿΧסſ֮˵ѧصͷӦ֮
ˣȥϢϰƹͷѧߵ֮ǰɵĿԼҲ˼Ҫ˵ȻؼϢ
ϰԲҲǹģ㲻ҪҺòãһϰҪؼң֮ϽڵץסϰĿ
֪ɵĳ֮¹ϰһ̧ͷٿΧͬѧһӵĿԼϽ֮ļ򰲸
ġģûҪҪȻؼϢ
Ŀϴ𣿡
ܵܲҪģϰûҪ㣬ҪؼϢѣԷĻؼϢͷλѧߵ֮ǰ͵
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ܵܣĻؼϢϰ˵ῪͲᡣ֮ĴѧļҪġ
֮ϰѧǵĻȻܵģȴҲΪŤû취ڹͷӦллϰ壬һ׼ʱ
ͿȥϢϰԳ֮ɵ㶵̬ȸеֲͷȥϢ⡣
ϰͰϰ̵Ĵѧǵлᣬ֮һһյ߻ؼңһԵĳ̶״Ͻϣˡĵ·߿
̶ĵغе㲻Ծ·һһյģ赹Ƶ߼ͣ½ŲֳͷϢټҵķߡ
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̶һȴ֪֮ڻؼҵ·򸣣Ǹ˲ǰģǰϷӳ֮ġ

Ǯĳ򸣸տʼ֪뿪֮£֮𣬻֮ÿ¹ԪԺãҪȻͻǰһˡ
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Ѿ鵽֮ÿĹг̣һûǮһؼұؾĹ԰ˡ
ԶԶ֮ƣǵӰϨе̣ƦӰסؼҵ·
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ص֣ǿร򸣼֮Լŵɫףϳֵģ
...˾......֮
ûǮˣǮ򸣲Ų֮ܳжԼֻҪǮ
Ǯ֮ѾûǮˡ
ص֣ûǮйˣȻȥϰһ֮ηԼģѾܲˬˣ˵ûǮ򸣾͸ˬǰסͷʹŭ
ʹ......˾˲Ҫ......֮ûǮ......Ҫ֮......ͷѾʹˣͷƤó֮ʹᣬץס򸣵
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ڴؽֶӸǮһŭʲ᣿ǧѣְҵؤǲǰ
֮ûѾ˾˵ؤ֮ѾûǮˡ֮еĿڴȫ򸣿
ص֣СûǮˡ򸣼֮ѲκһëǮ죿֮ǰûõǮĻǻᱻֵģУòǮĻ뷨֮ȥһɣ߻
֮𰡣˾ἱǮΪˣҽԺ˵ҪסԺԾ˾˲ҪǮŵġó֮ТƭǮ
ˣҪסԺĻͱʾأ֮һ̵ŵץ˾˵֣ҪסԺҪúܶܶǮҮ죿˾죿
֮˾˵װһܻŵӣ˫ִڳ֮ļϡ
ã֮ᣬ֮ؿ򸣡
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Ҫ֮ҪѾҪ֮ˣ֮ǮȻŶã֮Ǻϲţһ뵽Ѿ뿪Լ£;úѹ
ֻҪ㿪ҪүӦöģҪ֮ȥϰһųϰ岻ģòã
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ллǾ˾˵꣬򸣱Ļϲ뿪
˾뿪ıӰ֮ɵ㶵վԭش磬ﲻͣŴҽҩѡ

򸣺ͳ֮еĶԻȫڽһֻ̲ͨϷˡ
ˣճ֮ƭǮҪȥүá
ร治ҪһԾֶȥ˵˿ʮ֮һϣ뷨ҪһҪó֮ȥ׬Ǯ֪ûУ绰ͷİϷյ˵
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ˣճ֮ƭǮҪȥүá
ร治ҪһԾֶȥ˵˿ʮ֮һϣ뷨ҪһҪó֮ȥ׬Ǯ֪ûУ绰ͷİϷյ˵
ǣȥ
ӹҶϰϷ˵ĵ绰ᣬǰĿڴóһֻֻһͨ绰һƸ֮ϰ塣
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ڹССƭǮִСӡ
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ʮҮ֮ҪĶһļǮΪβҪһ˿һʮҪ̴֮Ӧҹ嵽֮ˡ
֮Ϊʹӵŵĵ˯һȥţ°ѳ̶ѡ
˾ˣ֮һȻǾ˾ˣΪŷʲˣϽš
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صģҲ˵ߣڸȥ򸣲˳֮Ըץֱϡ
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ʱ֮𾪿ֵĽѵĳ̶Ҳ߳˷䣬һر˹ϳţϽǰסصߡ
ס......˹Ҫȥ̶صС
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ǮҮһϾͿ׬ʮҮǰЩǮϰ嶼Ǳ̬ϲɬĺӣ򸣴ûΪԵĳֵ֮Ǯϲ
룬׼үѾҪǸˣ᲻ó֮ȥˣһлǮˣһ뵽̲ס¶Цݡ
̶ͷײһССָʹĲλϽӵ׷ȥ׷ǰϰԸֻͼԿס
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賿㣬򸣴֮ĳǼĴ󷹵기Լһ·Ͼ֮ҪҪǰ̳ϰһ˳ӣʱòǮĻ˾ġ
һ·ϣ֮𲻶Ͽ֡֫ҲˣֱŻŽٷ岻ͣγ򸣴ꡣ
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賿㣬򸣴֮ĳǼĴ󷹵기Լһ·Ͼ֮ҪҪǰ̳ϰһ˳ӣʱòǮĻ˾ġ
һ·ϣ֮𲻶Ͽ֡֫ҲˣֱŻŽٷ岻ͣγ򸣴ꡣ
򸣽֮Լõķ귿ſڣӿڴͳһҩһСˮץ֮Ҫǰҩ
Ҫˡ
ҪҪҩ֮壬ҡͷܾ
ⶫͲẦˡ
𣿡ʮֿ־ĳ֮Űɵ
ģⶫͷϰʲ£㶼еºʹร
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ڳ֮ԼʱѾȲȥס˫գӦҩﵹǿйˮȷҩ̽Ϊֹſ֡
ǿҩᣬ̱֮򸣵ƽ䣬Ȼʮֽ뿪ꡣ
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ҽ˵֮ص߹ǹ۴˷࣬Ĵˣã˫ֵĹͷҲֻʯ̶һ¼ɣҪҪ۲ǻûгѪˣСʱάȶĻſðԽȥͷ
Բ......˵ҪģȴС......ʱһܺ¡ʹɣ......Ըʮ

ڰԾϷѡڳ֮ʱ׼ŭû
ʲ᣿˵ʲ᣿Ϸŭ
С˵Ҫү飬ǱߵѾ˲Ϸ˷ˡܼҸ𽫵ĽһһʱϷ֪
ˣᴦģУأ
С˵ûܰϷ˺ܱǸ˵ӵİְѾе⣬Ҳ飬ϣϷ˳ȫүͳ֮Ĺϵ⣬˵......ϹܼҽĻȫת߸Ϸˡ
Ѿ˱˵С׼飬ҪȫصӺһ׳һ𣬰Ϸ˼ֱըˣŭ¾ȽǰĻƿ顣
ͷȻұңҴǶ԰׳ոʡϷ˷޺޵ص͹ᣬܻصϹܼңʣأ
76

õǮһӻĳ緢˽Ϸ̹񣬶ҡڵߵߵС̨ΪԼһء
ϷˣһʰۣþҮ
Ϸ˼״¶񣬺ݺݵƳϹܼһۣϹܼҽյϽǰϷǰ
ࡣҺһͺá򸣶ƱϹܼϷǰ˼ҵɫƺ̫ãϽƤЦϷˣʲֻҪõһȥ
ҪƬϷ˺µص
ƬʲƬ֪ϷָƬʲᣬװ֪
װ⣬ҪǰſϽƬȫ˵
Ǻ......ϷˣʵﰡЩƬǹһӳԺֲĲԴ˵ҪῪأ
Ϸ֪Ǹ̰ļһһļǮĻ϶ὫƬģˣϷʾҪϹܼҽ֧Ʊͷдһ֡
ҪеƬ͵ƬϷȽüǮ֧ƱƸ򸣣ѹ֧Ʊֵ׼׻ˣ֪лƬĻӦ֪ҴµĶķʲŶԡ
Ϸ˵Ļв൱ߣ̰ǮֵСĳŵһһ㶵ģηֽӹ֧ƱһͷĽ⹷ȵصͷǵȻģΥϷأ
˵꣬򸣴װҵĴȡһֽֽĵݸϷˡ
ͿˡѾǮˣ򸣻뿪ϹܼҸϽϷ˻Ϊŭǰڡ
ͷʲϡ򸣲˵صϹܼһۣȻ¶ƦӰЦϷ˵һбʽϷ̸һ̸֪ûȤ֪
ʲ¿˵ҪĨǵġԽ̰Խᣬ޲ý˽ˣϷ˲ͷص
ʵԲòɢǼ֮ͰүģΪҿԸһܹӵһʵļ̳˵ķʽ
˵ҪˣʲϷ
ϷǵðүѧʱǸŮ𣿡ѰϷһڡ
˵ǸΪΪǰ׼Ů˵Ů𣿡ǵãȻǵһҪŮԲţŮ˻ܲҪвԵ̡
ΪǸŮǰүʶǼ֮ǰĶ΢ȥ˽һ£......򸣹θҪ˵˵ؿϷˡ
ʲ˵
ٺ......Ϸ֪ĻԸΪȥ˵εļ̳˳Ҳ˵һࡣ
ãԲҪĶĻһٸһ׵Ľġһǰ׼ҿᣬϷ̱һһ̬ȡ
Ǻ......˼أΪϷ仰һȥһĴ𰸡
ʵҲ֪һŮӣںʹȻȥ΢һйǽº;׼ҵûм̳⣬ԵûкǸŮзϵǺ
ֻ˵һ°ǷнһŮӣеĻԺúϷյǮû뵽һʻУң˵⡣

77

Сʱᣬ̶ССӰӼӻһ˽ҽԺĵĽڳ֮ĸڴ
Ը̶ͷϺɴʿΪ˱̶ܵѹȣϸĵͷ紦ʹȴԲ㡣
ǰӷֱǣԵĲˣ޷ʹۿˮ˫ֽȭͷ......ͷǹɷŭ֮ٳٲˡ
ֱҲӻ߰ǸѾʱΣգֻҪܹƽȵĶɹĻ֮Ϳת͵̶ͨҪȵѣ˴ȶſתӻ
ҽʦ˵ʵ
ҽʦ˵֮˺ܿͿԸԭ˾Ҫжˡ
˵ΪǰԽӳ֮ʱ֮ľ״״Ǻܺã춼η度»۸ͳ̶ˣ峤ڱŹ⣬˳㿴ҽʦҲһƲ̤š
ڣӶܴѹĶˣĺܵʹ˱ԼԨУϣ֮Ψһĵĳ̶ڻС
ʵڲ֪Գ֮ˣǬͳǸҽԺҽԱչ˵Ļ£ȥ鴦ãеĶԹȫһν
԰мӻĻʿΪչ˳֮ᣬĺļ򣬺ҽԺͥ˵̸̸¡
ҾǱߵϢˡ
ھҪȥ̯𣿡
ǵģҲ뿴֮СˣҪȥиý½Ҫ֪֮жҪԽȭͷ޷޲ƽص

׼ҵһҶҪҪҴӴ˺Ͱ׼ϵҲûϵֻϣܹ֮ҸƽĹһӾͺáûа׼ҵĽǮ֧ԮҲ֮ӶӣΪѾźá׼һС
׼ңĹϵ𣿡
˵ϵƭ˵ģϾҺãݶҾͶˡ
ǣҲϵĻ˼ǲܷŹ֮ģΪ˱֮𣬱Сұȥ񡣡
ǸТ˳ĺӣҲǸˣȻϣ˺̿ԺƽദҪѡĻѡ֮ͳ̶ߣϾ̻º͹ܼҰæչˣֻ֮ʣԱչǶѡ
ţҶˣһȥһ˵һһ׼׼һȥ̡궮Ե˼˽Ŀĺġ
лл鷳һ˵һҽԺ֮Сû£һȥʱ׼ҪĶ
ţȵһ̫࣬Ҳ̫ѹˡ˵ģ治֪ᰲοԣҲ֪˵Щʲᣬֻ뿪ҽԺȥźһС

һ
ñһ֪֮ͳ̶ᣬȰԼ˽⣬ǰҪ̯Ƶļ϶׼ˣͬʱҲðºοǱߣοϰϵĹȨ֤һݸ
пԻˡȥϷϵ϶Ѿ׼ˣñһ͵Ȱһ仰"߰ɣ"ǾͻһȥΪǵҸܶ

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ñһǵõİ׼ҹȨһЩչ׼ףڿİ칫ҵԵĳ֡
ʱ䣬ԹȻĳñһǰģ֪ڳ֮״ֹ̫۵̯Ƶľ
ˣñһٶ˵ʲỰ׼õ뿪λԣļ򣬵߰ɡ
ллԻһллᣬñһͷ뿪

ӳ֮ͳ̶ͽҽԺû˳ĻؼҳʼϷϵصĳһ
ԭΪΪ۳֮˵»ģˣ˻ǻˣȷΪЭǺձڰռ൱ñһһ
ˡ......ӵ˼ȻһԼҵҵ......Ϸ˿ñһóһᣬ˵Թ԰
̣ҲһֳҵҲòġ
ұģϷ˵ɴۿԣߵ㵹˵˵ұʲ᣿һΨһͶӣһƴƴֵܣأֵܶʲ᣿
ֵ̣֪δжͣǣΪʲǲֵѡԼһӵİأ
Уཫֵ󣬾Ϊǽӹܰ׼ҵҵأ¶ʲʧ......ǰ׼ҪǶֵϵĻֵҪ˼ȥ԰׼ҵڰ......
Ϸž߿һϣϣԿԻת⣬ǣûõģΪϷѾѵԳ֮Ǹڶڼӻ۲졣
̣һֱϣֵܿҵһҸһӵİ𣿡԰յض԰Ϸ˴󺰡
ǰϣûǶʲ˵أˣһ˵ˣȻֵض᲻̵Ŀˣ̵ȻҪ԰ѡʺǵŮˣǰ׼ᴫ......Ϸ˸ͲܰԵĸܣͿڵʹ࣬һֻ뿪֮ȻȢӣֻͣ˵ԼúõĽ
ˣٸ˵̫Ҳʲı䡣̧ɬü䣬ɬ˵жΡ
ԡһĬñһȻ԰Ϸ˵ĻеǳͬȷȨȥܣֻó׼ܾõϽԡ
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ʲ˼
̣Щӵеİܹ˾Ȩ
Ϸȡһ˵ģʾܹ˾İٷ֮ʮȨϣֹ̨˾İٷ֮ʮĹȨҲñһ¡
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Ǽƹܰ׼ҵȻ᲻ٲӵĸǣѡ񶼲Ҫġ
ԣʲ˼߶ѡİϷˣĿ
̣Ҳ̫ĲϷŹ֮ĻֻѡͰ׼ҶϾϵȻҲӵеĹȨȫøһһȥƹܰ׼ҵҵ
Կһ°Ϸ˵ķӦּ̲ϣ׼ҵҵհĹԼӲǳҵˣԣҲòһѡ
ģǶ𣿸ǰв̡Ϸ˲˵غ
ҲãвҲã֮Ҷǳ......֮ǲ뿪֮ӵģҲл˺һëġ˵ᣬͻȻվºۼ̣εҡҡͷת뿪ڴ˶
Ϸ˶Գ֮£û취ʲᣬֻúϾϵвϣܹΪԼһִӵҸŹ֮
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˵ġģñһ˵ˣϷ뷨ʲҲȥܣΪͰԻһҪº˱ȥ
ǣϷȻϷŹ֮ĻˣֶϰԽֵļ¡
79

Ҵ뿪լΪĲ³̶֮˵ظϻҽԺӻǰʱδ̽ʱǲῪŵļӻſͷһʿŵѰͷغĺꡣ
ǳ֮ļ𣿡
ǵģʷʲˣðѾĺ꣬ŵʿ
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ʲˣԽļ縺ȡ»ʿϵĸ¡
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ǡһİıˣԸϽǰ֪ʿݡ
λ......
ǵѣĻʿС㣬ҿһȥ𣿡ĲѵĺҲȥ֮
ţðɣǶϸһɡ
ϸ£Խʿͷ֮Ĳ˲Žӽ֮𾪿ֵĿǳͿ־Ŀ̴Եģʹѡ
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㲻Ҫ......Χڲߵҽʿŵغ
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......
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ǣҽʡ
Ҿǰԡ
鷳ˡҽҪʿһ˳ó֮ȶ
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ˣ֮¡¡Ըӵḧı
......ʹʹ......Ϊ۶޷رסԣ֮ڰԵľѿ
֪֮ʹʹԣ֮ҪԹҽĻûʿҩ룬òãϧ֮ͷ
𩣡֮ԹĻͲʹʹ𣿡֮뿪ԵľѣֱĨϵˮ
ţֻҪ֮롢ҩͲʹˡ
ǵʹʹûˣɲöң֮𻹲̶֪ˣֱ
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֮ԣ˵еݵ֮ɫصСˣû취㡣
ð𣿡֮ͷĵʡ
ǣǸðø̶˵𣿰Կȫ˵ĳ֮ʵ᲻Ϊ̶ܡ
Ǹð𩣬֮𲻶˼ҪҶҪ......֮ȻеɵǿóɫģֱҪ̶
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ΪʲᡢΪʲ᣿ˣȥǰ̶ͺúõģΪʲˣ֮ؿԡ
ҪСΪ˱㣬߻˽ײ......
ײˣҪҪ......Ҫ......ڳ֪֮бײһǳص£һӱײﶯ
֮𲻹Լϵ˺֣̲סȣԼ˳˻ĵСĵ£Ƿĵ......
ţһ𣬳֮˼룬ۿӯˮٳٲ£ԭҪҲںҳֱԼİԿ
ܾ֮ģ֪Լ̫ŵˣֲòֻε뿪Ӹղžվſڵĺꡣ
鷳չ֮һ£ҳȥ侲һٹ
ţȥɡҲðǸóȥ侲һ£ȶٽ
80

֪ڵҡܷŻԳ֮˵Ҫ뿪ʱҲûֹ
뿪ᣬǰο֮𣬵С𲻿޲รСһٴȥòã
һԿ̶֮ĨµᣬӣС𣿡
ġĵͷ
ã֮ԹҽͻʿĻһҪҼСร
ţһ
ɹ˵֮ᣬͷҽԱ֮ơ
......ʹʹ............ʿ֮ɴʱǣʹ˿ڣ޻ԡ
СԣȥСȵȾͽˡڳ֮ᱧ⻻ҩʱ̲סʹ
ƭ............֮ʹʹ............ȷԼԿ̶ᣬ֮˼ֻص˰ϣոģ޵úġ
ԣԲСģǵС𣬲Ż᲻СС......ԣƭֺ˵
˺òó֮ԹԵĻҩ룬ǴĹϵ֮춰Ҳӿ
ǣﻹԸոģ־۵죬Ŭգꡣ
Сˣ˯ɣ˯˾ͿԿˡָס֮˫ۣϣ԰˯
ȷֲ֮ס˯˯ᣬ뿪ӻȥҰԡ

֮ĵϣҽתӻΪ˷չ˰תر𲡷鷳Ϊչ
֮죬һṳ̂ûԺͳ̶ĳ֮ڵһһֱֲۺƭûãڶȻк͵һ״࣬ȴ˱仯
䵽˵죬֮ٿ֣Ҳ˵һ춼ؿ죬úۣȴܸΪʲ᲻ԭ򣬾ѹ
Ϊ˲Լ̲ס֮߳ûԭ򣬺ҴҰ֮衢ιԵ㶫뿪
......ûԵĳ֮µ壬ڱ
˯˯ֿޣݷֻʣһƵģȹµ
......Կޣ˵֮СĵزԶͿ......ҪԼȥͶ......֮ߵ͹߻´òֽŴ򿪡
֮Сͷ󿴿ҿȷû˳ȥ͵͵̽ļİҽԺѰҰԺͳ̶Ӱ
֮ͻȻ߽һ䲡ǲҪȥ͵͵Ͷ棬Ͻȥ
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ͻֹ˳֮壬ɴ˫ۿǰסԼˡ
һ֮𣬲Ҫ˾ֻæѡڳ֮ߵ
֮Ϊ¾˾˻԰ʲỵ£ֻùԹԵͷӦ
ܺãȥطɣ˵꣬򸣸֮ܵ𾪿ֵ֣Ҳˡ
˫ֲɴĳ֮𱻳ǿѹ뿪Ŀ־ֻаĲԶȥ

֮𱻳򸣴һǳªϾɵùݣһŵ˴ķסȥһ֮̽ķơ
ҽԺΪһֱվᣬԳ֮𿴲Ǳģǰͷ桢˲˺üͷǾ˾𣿳֮ɵ㶵ֱ򸣿ԼΣС
Ǿ˾˾Ҫ㵱ʣǸү̫ˣȻһץҡóո·ͯϸؽ֮һŵ˴ϡ
ŲģǾ˾˻֮ͦԵط
ұ죬˵ľǺģУҲ࣬һǮ˾ҺģԹԼˣץҡңҵǮȫƭ......
ƺԼˣԼıԵԼֶӴȥ׬ǮˣȻһ˲𡢺ΰģڳ֮ǰ˵󻰡
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ž˵оС֮ԣһĳܻ˦һơ
ٸװɵһ㣬ҪΪʲᶼ֪ǰװ裬صǸС˭֡
ҵĶӣǶĵ......һƵ˲һƬ֮סˮۿ򸣴󺰡
Сϵİ׳պŮġ֮ǿóġ
ܳ˵̶ǳ֮ĺӣ˵Զʲ£֮һŲӲͣ󺰴б粵ֱܲĺëס죬˵Ϊֹ
ԹԴҪȥõǮ˳һ٣ȥ߰ϷһĺϢܴܲõһǮ򸣶Լ廨󣬶סĳ֮𣬾
˵ϸ۲һ·䣬һЩĶȫ绰̨С˵ҪϢŷ뿪
Ҫ......סĳ֮ﲻͣͣŤܲѳ
......ññ֮Ǳ......ԽѣԽʹּĳ֮𲻽˳ﲻԼǱ
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Ϊĳ̶ģģΣ׼Ҵլ˲ſھͱ˼룬ľںµˡ
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...ʲ᣿򸣶޵ĿϺС
ǣʲᰡҿҪúСζǬЦһ
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......ҺҪɱһ˴£Ҳû¹ץΪǲ˷ʧϵġ򸣵Ļú̲סЦ
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ŶҪҲɱҲУֻҪ˵óһû취ɱɡ
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ã˵˵Ǳû㣬˵ʲСûµĻϾ˰ͷˡ
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ѪֽԼ׹ͽӣԼĺӱһȺ裬һŲĿƬ
......ھɱ㣬ǣҲھɱġ
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Ȱֻڹȥ½˴ߣΪֻڹԴ
ʱĺȴ֪֮˲ҽԺѾ򸣰һƾɵù
Ϊ֮ϴ壬ιԵ㶫͵̶ͰԵĲȥͰԽ껰Ҳûȥ֮𣬸Ͳ֪Ѿˡ

һ棬ҽԺİԣ֮ûȥİıΪӵҽ֪ͨ˵̶Ƥϲ»лĿܣϳ̶һֱղˡ
Եȳ֮תͨһֱڳ̶ߣһһҹҽ߰ԣǱ̶ٰһ崴ѾڵƤÿ԰̶ֲƤȵȵĻ
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˵ģ֮Ҫ̶Ļû취Ϊ֮𽫳̶ñԼҪҪ̶֪˵Ļ֮϶ǳġ
ˣҽ̶ֲƤΪֹԶڳ̶ߣ̶ֱֲƤʱ鷳ñһ׹޹æչˡ
ڰԵѶܰæҪȻԶ֪ԼһƤ̶ᣬҪֳչ˳֮ͳ̶
պǳ֮תͨĵ죬æָ֮Ϲ￴ͳ̶ȴûϵ֮ͷұ򸣴ߡ
ʲ᣿˵֮𲻼ˣᣬ㲻֮һֱڲ𣿡Բ˴һƤʹش
ǰС춼ԹԴڲģ㲻Ҳȥ𣿽ҹʱҲڲ˯ء
괦صҽԺ̽ѣ˳͸֮ԣ֪һ֮Ĳȴˣ˻ʿҲ˵Ϊ֮ȥŻᶼûȥҡ
УҪȥ֮𡣡ʹİƿޱ׼´ˡ
㲻üѾҪȥˡ״Ͻǰֹԡ
ңʹ̵˻˾˴ߵĻ֪ᷢʲ̵Ļ֮ڿ϶ֻܵʲ˺......Ҿ˾˴֮𡣡ץסֱֻּ˵
ҹ˶ģһһȺúϢɣ˶֮úеǳԲԣȻҪһ֮
֮˵أҪŵϢѽԱѹشϣĻŵؿ
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֣ϺûҪ˴֮Ļ˭أ긧ʹգ
ǱรСľ˾˰ƿñһߵǰؿһȭ

˵ñһʡ
ֻڹ类ҹˣС𰡣Ƥĺ겻ʹػش
ʲʱץ˳򸣣ץģԼ
С𲻼죬̼ſڡ
ȷץС֮ٵ𣿡һѺꡣ
û뵽أȻشԼԴһ¡
......ˡ̲סԺŷ˰ۡ
Ѿ˲һˣ˴·׼ȥҳʸ
ԣҪȥģñһ
ȥҳʸ
ȥ
һСȽչˣҺͰȥҳ򸣡
ţȥɣСǻչ˵ġñһİԵļ򣬸һĵĹ
лˡñһлᣬת꣬ߡ
֮ǳ򸣴ߵĻ֮Ƕˣϵ˻ûлָŰһ뵽ĻŵİԸǼӿŲ

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֮𱻰ùݵĵڶ죬ùϰΪٳٵȲ˵Ҫ˷ǼסޣǬҪ฾Կǰȥ䣬׼һλˡ
฾Ȳʱ֮һǱڴϣϵһҲģΪϽ֪ͨϰᱨ
ϴ˵ĳ֮𱻾͵ҽԺᣬȷֻӶ裬һЩҲѾιĶˣֽؾ֡
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ӻ᲻ǰشչһš
ţģе񡣡
ùϰ˵ǱһԼʮ˴ȥͶ޵ģǸ˵ʱ˵ֶӣǣֱڷϰҲúܹ......ùϰĳ˵ͬ
ûʧ˿Ļֵֻ˹ˡóϿ˿ص
ʲʲĻҿֻˡ
ٽȥʿˡ֮־µĵģþ᲻ý͵֡
ðɣԿ
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ûӦֶ׽һ㡣
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³֮˺ԵķӦˣ̧޻Сۿǰľʵɲ԰֮𩣿
𩣿ͰЦʣ԰֪𣿡
֪һ뵽ԼѾüûԣ֮üͷҡͷ
ร֪ĵ绰𣿡ĵ
......֮ҧָͷ룬֪
Ը˵𣿡
֮ͷ
绰ؼңȡ֣⺢Ӻܹ԰ʲ˵ʲᣬΪʲ˾ʲ֣Ƶ߷ڵϵĳ֮
֮ϢһλȽŮչԼǸϽȥ绰֮е𩣬س֮˳˽һ³֮𱻴ùڴϵԭ
85

ȷ𣿡
ǵķˡ
ܺãȥ˵ԸȫǸɵһˣҪ̸̸Ϸֲ֪ʲᣬյЦЦ
ˣԸүǺһ𣬲ٲɢ𣿡ϹܼҲŵ
ϷƳϹܼһۣܸ˿Ժ֮һģЩõص̫ˣ˵ʲʲᣬͷЩС
ܱǸȥ֪ͨүϷɲϹܼҲҶ໰ԼʧԵǸϽ뿪
߿ɿϢ̶֪ᣬϷ˾ٸԼĳӲӲòʧͷգԣȻѾûѡ񣬲ͳ̶֮սô˸̸

ڰԺͺнǵ;Уһֵͨĵ绰ǸıĿĵأɳϵ֡
΢ŵİһ̶˵ͷϢҴͷĺ״¾ᣬϽץסԵ·ֹҴϿ򾯲˵ǵ⡣
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˭𩣿
֮İһʻϽƿվǰǣҾ𩣬ǲŻһֱҵְ
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˵ûУ˲Сľžˡ
ҿԿ𣿡֮
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һͬ½ԼλӣԴԺͺ굽Ϣȥ
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ͻӵŻ˳֮𣬾ʧԵǶ˼룬ᷴסԷޡ
ŻˣȺɡһֱ֮ߵľİԵļ
ллԽ̧֮ͷ򾯲л
ЦЦȻʾ⾯ͺȳȥȣǶһ£˳һº귢ʲ¡
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ţԭǻҽԺļ˭һġ֪֮ҽԺʧᣬչս᰸
Ǿ鷳ˡûн֮Ǳ򸣴ߵʵ˵򸣣ŻѳΪ֮ǸɵӣʲᶼŻҽԺİ˴ߡ
¼ᣬϢҿԺͳ֮״ϢҵţպüѾᱧ˯ĳ֮׼
ò׺˯ıԺͺ꽻һȷѾ;콻ã򾯲ǵл뿪֣Ȱٺó֮ȥҳʡ

86

ĵ죬̶ˣڵĵһ²Ǻʹĵأ
̶Ϊһֱڼӻ۲ֱתͨûкԼĵؼһ档
ǰ۷ʲ¶͵طֿã˳̶ม
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Сذ̶壬ЦˣСϰֻչˡ
֪ϰֻչ˵أǵûߵĻֱܻŤģ......
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Ǻ......岻Ҫ˼ҺܹԵġ̶޵ֱص
ԵĻûйСˡ
޺ͳ̶龫һһЦЦʱ˽
Сûкõ㰡Թĵʵ
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ڼϢһ㣬ٴҽԺ㡣ߵߣϸ˿̶
ร̶ʧӦһ
ޣЩˡ
ҺϲСһġ޲˼ЦЦ
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壬Ҳϲ𣿡
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Ҫҳม
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ˣϰ˵ҪС˵𣿡ĳ̶֪ϰֿ϶˵Ųffû¶µصع֡
С֪Ҷӵ𣿡Ȼ̶Ű꣬ȴĺӣĺлֱ˵
֪˵ˡ̶¶һ㺢ӳصı飬ػش
ã㣬Ҫ̳а׼ҵһУԸ𣿡
Уϰ֣ҲŰҮ
ŰûǲҪΪϰҲ֪жţҪΪҲ֪ѾϿϵпγˡȻӵһŵĶǼ£ȴЩġ
һҲϣŵĶʧȥӦе棬ϣ̫֮˱ݣԲһֱװ̶֪¡
ٺ٣ϰ֣ԭ㶼̶֪ɦɦͷ
ԵͷʣԸ𣿡
ţϰ֡
ʲ£
ҿԼ˵𣿡
ȷ
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Уϰ֣㲻ҪõѾ֪Լ׶ӵ£ҲҪõ֪ͺ˹Ѿ˹ƭ½ȥร
ȻؿҵΡ
ϰллᰮء̶˫ֱԣĵл
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򸣵½ˣ֮ҲٺˣʣǱߣų̶һԽ£ֻҪġעııǶβĹȥҪġ

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Ժļҹ֮𾭳˯ҹͱѣľ״̬ʳ÷ǳðԲòеĹչ
֮ҪҪȥͰϸĵذδĳ߲֮ʡ
ɫЩ㲵ĳ֮Ƶҡҡͷ
ȥҹгϲĳ˳һЩСϲԶȥҽԺԣòã׼һԵıװϡ
üͷ֮ҡͷ
ʲᶫأҴȥԵϲԵĶȻȥҽԺСѾһȦıԲ̾һȴغ
׼ҡͷĳ֮ü̾ҡͷҲͷ¶ίԡ
Һ֮ۡģĺָۣۡ԰㲵ӣ
𩣡
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֮֮ܣۿؿ˵
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ʹ𣿡
ǡ
Ĳأó֮ͷԼļ
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Բ......
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֪֮ᱣǣ......֮£𩱻˾۸֮࣬Ҫ֮......֮ȫ˵˳
ңܷʲ£ҾԲ᲻Ҫġ
ģ
šԼصͷ
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Ϊ̫ŵĶıֻҪǵͨģһӵһǣó֮ܵİġ

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......֪ѧУĹ˵......س......ĳ̶һ֮
óԣллĵؾ׽֮һЦЦ
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̶һԵߵ绰ɳԼķܡ
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ҪҴӦ̳а׼û⣬ǣҪ͵סһ𡣡
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һʲ᣿̶֪ǰų̵ʲᣬۣ
һ......һҪչ˵ߡΪҪ̶̳а׼еһУϷˣϽջ˵Ļݡ
Ҳܣϰ˵ҿԼϲϲҸˣԣܴϰֺ͵ߵĻҾͲҪʲ̳ˡ˵̶꣬¶ǳǳֵı飬׼뿪Ķ
ȵȣã̴Ӧ㣬ڰְֺ͵ֱʮ°ҵǣҲҪӦȻ˵̶ϷֻôӦҲˡ
ʲ᣿鷳ѹֺ˵Ϻꡣ
ȣҪתѧ˽УͶȻÿĩլסһ
รԡתУû⣬Ҳ뻻ѧĶ
Ҫհס׼ҵﵱȻҪհײУϷ˷ǳ֡
ţ롣̶룬ԣҾͽ׳̶ޡ
ԡϷΪֻҪó̶ڽʲᶼûϵ
ˣЭˣҪؼسԷˡ̶ɳ𱳰ټҲûо߳׼ҡ
Ϸ˿̶뿪ıӰ룺һĺӼȻ˳أ˼άһҲеԣƺְִˡ

89
ڰ׳̶ʮգԽһߣ᲻֪ԼĸûԹĸף̶Ļشǣ֪˭ҲҲԹΪһȿ޹Ůˡ
⣬ûҵĻأӵеصİһøлŶԡ
Ļش𣬰ԾúοҲøл̶ĸһĶӣҽӽĳ֮
ʹˣԲٺͳ̶йĸ£Ҳκйǳ֮£ָƽҸ
죬֮ͻȻѪӺͰ˵ʲᶼҪһϴ裬ҲܰԴ𸲣ֱڿͰԼͳ̶·Ȼ᲻˰Եֹԡȥ
ﻹʹʹӱԼɼ˰̣֮üͷḧ̶ı
ʹˡ̶Ժ۵ĳ֮ҡҡͷᱧסĲӣأѾʹˣ㲻Ҫģ......
ʲ᣿֮գգۣ¶޹ͷʡ
أҺðððรڳ֮ǰ̶šǰ׼ҵļ̳ˣһɰĺӣڵǰԽ߾
Ҳðð֮סѾԼһߵĶӣ
รǰҰֻΧһΧסҪλİҲԡң׼һԡ
֮ͳ̶ͬػش
Ǻ......Կǣֱס§׵ģԡҳЦ
ϴ裬˻е᲻뿪˴ˣˣԾҪһ˯Ϊ׼ס޵ĺң̶֮֮һ˯
׳̶ԵӣҲǳ֮۵ıӣڸǰϷ϶Ψһ׼Ҽ̳ˣԼǡ
ոһգ긴һ֮꣬ȻϲڰߣȻ۰֮Զ䣬Ψһıǳ̶ĵˡ
Ϊʮӹܰ׼ҵһУϰȥԿΥ̣Ǹʮϲż۸һµص̶Ŀ࿴ȥ
......Ľڳ̶Ļ»¾㣬⣬̶ҲΪԼҵһ뱣ǻһӵıม


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